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After Castiel disappears with the angel tablet, the Winchesters receive some very upsetting news. It seems that once again, Cas has fallen in with the wrong side, and is part of a plan that will end with the end of the world. The clock is ticking, and there’s only a few short days to stop this dangerous plan from reaching its conclusion. But getting Cas to admit what he’s doing and stop the course he’s on may take Dean down a path he swore he’d never go down again, and leave Team Free Will shattered, even if the rest of the world is saved.
WARNING: This fic includes characters I dearly love doing terrible things for what they think are good reasons. It will likely be painful to read, but it will be dealt with in the course of the story, hopefully to everyone's satisfaction. Please read with that in mind.
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For Bono, 2015 got off to a rough start, and the impending tour is proving to have its own challenges; Ali and Edge work together to help him navigate the upcoming changes.
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The trip to Finland hasn’t gone as planned, but Adam still has something important to do before he and Sauli return to LA.
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Surrendered by ChooseToLive
Fandoms: Adam Lambert (Musician), Kris Allen (Musician), American Idol RPF
03 Jul 2011
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Kris knows how to take care of Adam.
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Protected Realm by ChooseToLive
Fandoms: American Idol RPF, Adam Lambert (Musician), Kris Allen (Musician)
25 Jul 2010
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Embarking upon their new romantic relationship, Adam, Kris and Katy revel in its pleasure and novelty, taking shelter in each other, until they are faced with a reality that includes unexpected challenges. Navigating the pressure from outside forces will only be half their battle; the most important ones will be those waged from within. Third in a series.
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- Part 3 of Becoming a Universe Within
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Becoming a Universe Within by ChooseToLive
Fandom Adam Lambert (Musician), American Idol RPF, Kris Allen (Musician)
25 Jul 2010
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“I want to fuck you before my dick stops working.”
“You know that’s a possible side effect, right? We don’t know that’s gonna happen.”
“Mm. If I expect it I will not be disappointed.”
“If it does, we’ll figure something out. And—“
“A broken dick is better than a broken brain.”
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or; ilya takes medication and he can't come like he usually does so they try something new. also emotions and tenderness and love.
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12 Jun 2026
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One of the most intimate scenes I’ve ever read
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Who.
Who taught Shane about this.
Ilya is going to kill someone, and then himself. Not Shane. Never Shane. But he is going to have to kill someone with his bare hands.
Or: Shane invents advanced blowjob positions with his own beautiful freaky mind, thereby unintentionally turning Ilya into a danger to himself and others.
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30 May 2026
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18 May 2026
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when the sun came up, i was looking at you by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jan 2026
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It feels like he’s holding the entire world inside his heart.
Ilya loves him so much. An impossible, unbelievable amount. It swells inside of him, warm and cozy, like a little pocket of sunlight lodged beneath his ribs.
This love is the most gentle thing Ilya has ever known, and he can’t believe he gets to keep it.
(Or, a perfect afternoon at the cottage.)
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16 May 2026
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i was raised out in the cold (i was raised on little light) by coffeeinallcaps
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Apr 2026
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No one would believe it now, but Ilya Rozanov was a shy kid, prone to tears. Small for his age. An easy target.
After his mother’s death, he threw himself into hockey. He hit a growth spurt. He started lifting weights, became big and strong. Not as big and strong as his older brother, but big enough to make Alexei and the other bullies think twice. Strong enough to fight back.
(Or: Five times Ilya has to go home to Russia, and one time he chooses to go home to Shane.)
This isn’t what Ilya had in mind when he figured they’d be spending most of their time at the cottage in bed.He throws his arm over his eyes and groans. “I am ruining our time together. I am ruining your time off.”
“No you’re not,” Shane says. “Are you kidding me? I’ve basically been fantasizing about this.”
Ilya lowers his arm. “About me puking all over your favorite place on earth?”
“No, you asshole. About taking care of you.”
Ilya stares at him.
Shane says, defensively, “What?”
“I fantasize about you fucking yourself on boring beige dildo,” Ilya says, voice cracking, “and you fantasize about me being sick at your cottage so you can take care of me?”
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12 May 2026