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    'The closest word Ilya has for how he feels right now is heavy.
    Тяжелый.
    Every part of him, radiating out from his chest, infused with weight, a weight that hasn’t really left him, not since he was twelve years old. It sits under his breast bone, presses down on his lungs.'

    or: Ilya wakes up in a depressive episode and Shane takes care of him, because love is not a cure for mental illness, but it is beautiful to witness.

    told from both of their perspectives

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    In the aftermath of Bobby, everything is in shambles and Buck has to claw his way back to himself.

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    Some of Draco's stars in his big black sky.

    An extras fic for A Big Black Sky

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