Cassiara
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- Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling (45)
- 9-1-1 (TV) (3)
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“So what was different this time?” Eddie asks.
“Bobby. I think he knew. I think he saw it in me. The addiction.”
“To pills?” Eddie asks, a note of confusion in his voice.
Buck shakes his head. “No, it was never – until this it was never pills. I’m not really addicted to the pills. I was dependent on them, I get that. But it’s not – the pills were just the latest solution to a problem I’ve had as long as I can remember. I have this – itch, I guess. A missing piece inside my head, a craving for something that I can’t identify. I don’t know what it is, I’ve never known what it is. But it washes over me and I open and close the fridge a dozen times trying to see if what I want is something edible, I try hobbies, I try talking to people, I try working out and eating and nothing ever really makes me feel satisfied. And sometimes that’s fine, sometimes the craving isn’t as consuming, but when it is I’m… I’ve tried everything. And whenever something works even a little I abuse that until it gets so bad I have to stop or it’ll ruin everything.”
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Or; Buck opens up to Eddie.
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“So, uh, Eddie?” Buck asks, forgetting all about a morning greeting in favor of finishing the list of questions he has memorized by now. He didn’t get through them all last night, in an effort to be less obvious than he was with Hen. “Do you ever like, see Bobby? You know, standing in front of you?”
Eddie raises an eyebrow and makes a beeline for the coffee. “It’s way too early for this, Buck.” He sighs when Buck just keeps looking at him, shoulders sagging a little as the air leaves him. “No, I don’t.”
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Before, during and after the fight.
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You’re gonna be okay, Buck. Remember that. They’re gonna need you. I love you, kid.
coda to 8x15
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James was excited to return Hogwarts after finishing his N.E.W.T.s to become a Charms and Transfigurations Master. Mostly though, he was excited to see Sirius again after a summer apart. But Sirius came back different, pulling away from James in a way he never had before. Hurt and unbalanced, James tries to handle pining for his best friend and the rumours circling about his sexuality, all while finding out why Sirius is asking for space.
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No Other Sadness in the World Would Do by Cassiara
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
26 Oct 2024
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On October 31st 1981, Voldemort attacked the Potters. This is what happened after.
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There was no such thing as porn in the Wizarding World. Or at least, there hadn’t been before. Then WWW invented PWP (Peeping-Wonder-Pensive) Fantasies, and everyone could buy and watch pornographic memories to their hearts desire.
Harry makes his first Fantasy memory mostly as a joke, but quickly realises he loves being watched.
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The adventures of Pornstar!Harry
There is very little plot in this, so you could read each story as a stand-alone. It might make a little more sense to read them in order though, for the sentence or two of plot in each one.
I've marked it as complete since you could read each story individually or stop wherever you like, but I might post stories for this 'Verse every now and again.
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Every weekend, Harry stumbled through the same routine—pints with his mates, passing out, then a bleary-eyed morning of struggling through Dark Arts texts for his apprenticeship. But one fateful day, Harry woke up next to Ron, matching wedding bands on their fingers.
At least neither of them had any girlfriends to disappoint—actually, their accidental ‘platonic’ marriage had more pros than cons.
Except, Harry found himself longing for the man who was already his husband, belatedly realising his interest in men—at least, in one particular wizard.
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10 Nov 2025
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Romance in Reverse by SiobhanHazel
Completed: 2025-04-02
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Every weekend, Harry stumbled through the same routine—pints with his mates, passing out, then a bleary-eyed morning of struggling through Dark Arts texts for his apprenticeship. But one fateful day, Harry woke up next to Ron, matching wedding bands on their fingers.
At least neither of them had any girlfriends to disappoint—actually, their accidental ‘platonic’ marriage had more pros than cons.
Except, Harry found himself longing for the man who was already his husband, belatedly realising his interest in men—at least, in one particular wizard.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/30
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Buck knows it’s not sustainable by the fourth night, when he wakes up sweating and unable to breathe, one hand clutching his ribs where she’d stuck him the first time with the cattle prod and the other reaching to turn on the lamp at his bedside.
It’s been one week since he got back, so four sleepless nights puts him firmly in the "more bad than good" territory. What the hell is he supposed to do about all this shit? He alluded to therapy when he talked with Eddie at work the other day, but he’s not going to do that. Therapy is totally hit or miss for him. He’s been to two therapists, one was a miss, one a hit, which means he’s due for another miss.
He’s sure as hell not going to talk to Maddie about it, because that’d be, like, super triggering or something. She just got over her own kidnapping a few years ago. And who else, Eddie? Eddie had a traumatic experience in New Mexico as well; he doesn’t need to be responsible for Buck’s too.
But the fact of the matter is, something’s got to change. So, Buck decides to start self-medicating.
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or canon compliant up until s9ep14 (DIY), after that it's just angst and hurt and maybe occasional comfort
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07 Jun 2026
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Your Love is My Drug by thatsanovelidea
Completed: 2026-04-18
Work ID: 81550756Relationship Tags:
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Buck knows it’s not sustainable by the fourth night, when he wakes up sweating and unable to breathe, one hand clutching his ribs where she’d stuck him the first time with the cattle prod and the other reaching to turn on the lamp at his bedside.
It’s been one week since he got back, so four sleepless nights puts him firmly in the "more bad than good" territory. What the hell is he supposed to do about all this shit? He alluded to therapy when he talked with Eddie at work the other day, but he’s not going to do that. Therapy is totally hit or miss for him. He’s been to two therapists, one was a miss, one a hit, which means he’s due for another miss.
He’s sure as hell not going to talk to Maddie about it, because that’d be, like, super triggering or something. She just got over her own kidnapping a few years ago. And who else, Eddie? Eddie had a traumatic experience in New Mexico as well; he doesn’t need to be responsible for Buck’s too.
But the fact of the matter is, something’s got to change. So, Buck decides to start self-medicating.
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or canon compliant up until s9ep14 (DIY), after that it's just angst and hurt and maybe occasional comfort
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/26
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For a long time, he thought it was Shannon. His love for her had ruined him for all women.
Now he’s not so sure. All thanks to Father Brian and fucking juice.
The juice, it turns out, is gay porn. Which brings him back to the beginning. Porn doesn’t really do it for Eddie. Until now.
Until Buck, and his goddamn secret OnlyFans.
Or: Eddie's parents sue for custody (fuck the Diaz parents) & Buck starts an OnlyFans to pay for a lawyer. Eddie befriends Father Brian, who encourages him try some gay porn and, well. Then Buck and Eddie make a series of utterly unhinged choices about it. freak4freak tempered with intense character study ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Buck blinked, “Thank you, Captain Obvious, I know that. I was dog sitting for a friend.”
“What friend?”
“Why does that matter?” Buck blinked at Eddie, who stared at him intently, head tipped.
“Because we don’t have a friend who owns a dog.”
“You don’t know all my friends?”
“Yes the fuck I do. We’ve been weirdly attached for years now and suddenly you’re telling me I don’t know all your friends? Lies. Fallacy and lies. Whose dog? Is this your mistress?”
Buck scoffed, “Eddie, I’m single, I don’t have a mistress.”
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Buck Buckley and Eddie Diaz vs. the perils of trying not to out yourselves on the internet.
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- Part 2 of Buddie as the Basement Yard
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04 Jul 2025
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The Basement Boys by songbvrd
Part 2 of Buddie as the Basement YardSeries Information:
ID: 4926526
Words: 33,184 | Works: 2 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 153
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Published: 2025-07-04
Work ID: 67138210Relationship Tags:
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Buck blinked, “Thank you, Captain Obvious, I know that. I was dog sitting for a friend.”
“What friend?”
“Why does that matter?” Buck blinked at Eddie, who stared at him intently, head tipped.
“Because we don’t have a friend who owns a dog.”
“You don’t know all my friends?”
“Yes the fuck I do. We’ve been weirdly attached for years now and suddenly you’re telling me I don’t know all your friends? Lies. Fallacy and lies. Whose dog? Is this your mistress?”
Buck scoffed, “Eddie, I’m single, I don’t have a mistress.”
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Buck Buckley and Eddie Diaz vs. the perils of trying not to out yourselves on the internet.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/14
Work: The Basement Boys
The Basement Boys by songbvrd | 9-1-1 (TV)
Part 2 of Buddie as the Basement Yard
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Buck blinked, “Thank you, Captain Obvious, I know that. I was dog sitting for a friend.”
“What friend?”
“Why does that matter?” Buck blinked at Eddie, who stared at him intently, head tipped.
“Because we don’t have a friend who owns a dog.”
“You don’t know all my friends?”
“Yes the fuck I do. We’ve been weirdly attached for years now and suddenly you’re telling me I don’t know all your friends? Lies. Fallacy and lies. Whose dog? Is this your mistress?”
Buck scoffed, “Eddie, I’m single, I don’t have a mistress.”
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Buck Buckley and Eddie Diaz vs. the perils of trying not to out yourselves on the internet.
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Buck (9:50am)
Can't wait to suck your cock laterEddie (10:03am)
Ok 👍or: buck texts the wrong person. eddie responds anyway
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26 Jan 2026
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bite the apple, baby! by watchriverdale
Completed: 2025-10-10
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Buck (9:50am)
Can't wait to suck your cock laterEddie (10:03am)
Ok 👍or: buck texts the wrong person. eddie responds anyway
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/04/05
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/04/05
Work: bite the apple, baby!
bite the apple, baby! by watchriverdale | 9-1-1 (TV)
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Buck (9:50am)
Can't wait to suck your cock laterEddie (10:03am)
Ok 👍or: buck texts the wrong person. eddie responds anyway