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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Van and Tai get frisky after a date night.

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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    “Tai…” Van said, her breaths wobbling.
    Something kicked Tai out of her stupor, because she blinked a few times, the wild look in her eyes subsiding, “Sorry. I’m just a little drunk and I thought-”
    Van tightened her grip on Tai’s neck gently, “No, don’t apologize.”
    “Are you sure?’ Tai asked.
    Years of longing glances when Tai wasn’t looking, confusing dreams that woke Van up in a cold sweat, fantasies sneaking into her thoughts at the worst of times. It all led to this, “Yes.”

    Van and Tai's first time. Just a shameful load of smut for all my gays out there.

    (Yes the title is from the Girl in red song...)

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    TLDR: Van convinces a reluctant Tai to VANdalize Wiskayok’s “shrine to the mediocrity of men” (AKA the sign celebrating the boy's baseball team’s losing streak).

    As the party in Wiskayok woods the night before Nationals begins to dwindle like the flames of the bonfire, many questions weigh heavily on Van Palmer. Like, what did Nat mean by “Taissa’s little plan,” and why is she the last to know?
    When the conversation Van has been dreading all night finally happens, it quickly becomes apparent that her kind, caring girlfriend is disturbed and frightened by the events of the day.
    As Van comforts Taissa, she has to grapple with just how much she actually cares about her, and what that could mean for them as young lesbians “in the middle of suburban hell.”
    Could there be a future for them somewhere beyond suburbia? More importantly, will Van allow herself to believe Tai could also want a future with her?
    The night takes a turn for the playful when Van convinces a reluctant Tai to VANdalize Wiskayok’s “shrine to the mediocrity of men."
    Perhaps, Van and Taissa will admit that they’re more than a high school fling to each other before the night is over…

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    13 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    She tried to train her neediness out through years of relentless independence, learned to dismiss herself before anyone else could, but even now she can’t help herself; greedy for scraps of affection like she’s still six years old.

    [van doesn't sleep so easy, even when taissa isn't sleepwalking]

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    13 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    5 times Van wanted to kiss Tai, and the one time Tai kissed Van

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    12 May 2026