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    “Are–” Hollander started before gulping. “Are you sure Hunter is heading out?”

    “Yes,” Ilya answered. “He will not know you are here getting fucked by Ilya Rozanov.”

    Hollander rolled his eyes, but he surprised Ilya by not snarking back. Instead, Hollander pressed his hand to the back of Ilya’s head and smashed their lips together.

    This kiss had more heat than any other one they’d shared before. Ilya’s tongue licked into Hollander’s mouth, and Hollander sighed. Ilya could spend all night kissing him, but he also really wanted to fuck him.
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    or: 5 intimate scenes from the series reimagined + 1 new scene not shown in the books

    1. What if they didn’t have to worry about Scott Hunter during the 2011 ASG?
    2. What if Ilya did kiss Shane in Vegas after the NHL Awards?
    3. What if Ilya didn't let Shane leave during the Tuna Meltdown?
    4. What if Shane and Ilya's first time post "I love you's" was also the first time bare?

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    Shane still doesn't send the 'We didn't even kiss' text and starts to spiral. Ilya finds him.

     

    Title from Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.

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    “Did I do something wrong?” Shane asks, his voice cracking on the last word. He detests being vulnerable and asking for reassurance, even from people he’s comfortable with. And he would probably describe this situation as literally anything but comfortable.

    He bites his lip and hopes the blood he draws will distract him from the stinging in his eyes.

    “No, Hollander,” Rozanov answers. “It was not you.”

    “Okay, well, if it’s not me, will you at least look at me?” Shane snaps. “You don’t kiss me all night, except for that one time in that disgusting fucking bathroom, you don’t want to talk to me in bed, and now you won’t even look at me anymore. How am I supposed to think that that’s not about me? Do I really mean that fucking little to you?”

    Or: What if Shane actually sends the text in Vegas?

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    Episode 2 ending rewrite.

    What if Ilya texts Shane to come back.

     

    His pacing continues, as he chain smokes and stares at his award taunts him from the table. He didn’t call his father. Or his brother. All he wanted to celebrate in his glory with was Shane. And he had fucked it up. Like everything else.

    He doesn’t need Shane. Need is something he is not familiar with. But he wants Shane. Which is worse.

    “тупой веснушчатый придурок”, Ilya grabs his phone off the nightstand.

    ‘Come back.’ He sends.

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    “Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked. 

    “Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.

    But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?

    “Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls. 

    “Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
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