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  1. Rec *

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    robby lends whitaker his jacket during a particularly hard shift in the ER. when he gets it back the next day, he finds whitaker's notepad still tucked in the pocket, filled with absent-minded doodles and half-finished to-do lists.

    instead of returning it right away, robby adds a small note of his own.

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    19 Feb 2026

  2. Rec *

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    Dennis drove toward the hospital without thinking about why.

    He didn't need to think about why.

    The road knew the way, and his hands knew the wheel and the distance between the life he'd just helped begin and the ones he'd try to keep going was exactly thirty-two miles of flat, empty blacktop that asked nothing of him but to keep moving forward.

    And so he did.

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    03 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Falling in love with Evan Buckley was the easiest thing Eddie Diaz ever did. The hardest part was everything that came after. The secret relationship, the lie he told to save Shannon, the shotgun wedding, and the desperate decision to enlist when the money ran out.

    Captured in an ambush and held through a blur of indistinguishable days, Eddie’s reality had fractured. He escaped into the desert with nothing but the clothes on his back, a bag of supplies he forgot acquiring, and the hallucinations of the people he loves. As Eddie struggles to walk back to his base, the mirage of the life he left behind begins to fade—and Evan is the first piece of it he starts to lose.

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    03 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    He takes Buck's hand, like he has the right, and sees the evidence of Buck's devotion, a love letter written in blood, etched into every fingertip in a fit of desperation, and Eddie is overwhelmed with his love.

    The dam that broke as he fought for air no longer exists, and he doesn't know how to exist without shouting wordlessly about his love for Buck with every fiber of his being, with every word he says, every touch, every look, every breath.

    He knows he should be worried, he should try to hide it better, because he cannot risk it, cannot risk destroying what they have, but he is too tired, too woozy, too hurt.

    So he holds Buck’s hand, and looks into his eyes, that hold all the light of his existence. It feels like standing in the light of his personal sun, wrapped in its warmth.

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    My rewrite from mid season 2 up to the shooting and its aftermath.

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    31 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    AU where Dennis Whitaker is a pediatric consultant. He is loved by his patients, and everyone in the ER knows of him in passing from the gossip of his roommate, Trinity.

    Doctor Robby has yet to meet this sweetheart of pediatrics, but when he does, he finds himself smitten.

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    30 May 2026