Blackdagger17
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Harry wants the pause.
Louis doesn't.
What starts as a disagreement about the future slowly becomes something neither of them knows how to fix.
Between sold-out stadiums, endless flights, exhaustion, grief and everything left unsaid, Harry and Louis discover that relationships rarely fall apart because of one big thing.
Sometimes they break under the weight of a thousand small ones.
Only The Brave – Made in the A.M. is a story about love, miscommunication, growing pains, and choosing each other anyway.This story is fully written and complete in German. I am currently translating and posting it chapter by chapter.
Book 1 (Made in the A.M.) is finished at 51 chapters, and I am currently writing Book 2 (Too Young), which is already over 70 chapters long.
So don't worry — this story won't be abandoned halfway through. ❤️
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- Part 1 of Only The Brave
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Harry and Louis lost each other without ever truly noticing it.
Somewhere between careers, expectations, and all the things left unsaid, closeness slowly turned into distance. Habit became silence. And two people who once knew each other better than anyone became two lives only loosely connected.
But some bonds do not disappear so easily.
When they find each other again, nothing feels simple. Conversations that once came naturally have to be learned all over again. Touches that used to feel familiar suddenly feel unfamiliar. And between them lies everything they never managed to say out loud.
There is no straight path back. No easy “fixing things.”
Only the attempt to understand each other again.
And maybe, for the first time, to truly listen.
A story about loss, finding your way back to someone, and choosing to stay — even when it’s difficult.
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- Part 2 of The Shape of Staying
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After years of secrecy, Louis and Harry make the conscious decision to stop hiding their lives completely from the public.
No big interview. No official statement. Just small choices that, eventually, can’t be taken back.But visibility does not automatically mean freedom.
As the world begins dissecting their past and watching every change between them, both of them have to learn how to live with a reality they chose themselves — even when its consequences still hurt. Old fears resurface, their careers begin to shift unevenly, and suddenly love alone is no longer enough to make things easy.
Between music, family routines, quiet mornings, and sleepless nights filled with doubt, Louis and Harry try to figure out what a shared life looks like when it is no longer hidden — and whether closeness can sometimes matter more than control.
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- Part 1 of The Shape of Staying
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Harry, Louis, Niall, and Zayn spend One Direction's fifteenth anniversary at the cabin where it all began and remember Liam.
It is a series of moments filled with sadness and nostalgia. It explores how the relationship between Louis and Harry and the friendship between the four men has changed since Liam's death.
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Some stories are about falling in love.
This one is about what comes after.
Spanning several years, this series follows Harry and Louis as they move through the highs and lows of adulthood, changing careers, family crises, personal growth, and everything life places in their path.
Each year brings new challenges. New versions of themselves. New questions about who they are, what they want, and how to hold on to each other while the world around them keeps changing.
At its heart, this is a story about growing up, growing together, and learning that love is not a destination.
It's a choice.
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When Louis auditioned for the XFactor, he hoped that his life would change; he never expected a chance meeting in a bathroom would cause his world to implode.
A canon-compliant story of first meetings, first kisses and first love.
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27 Mar 2026
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The night One Direction agree to go on hiatus, Harry and Louis return to their hotel room with a lot more talking to do.
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16 Feb 2026
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But mostly, Mickey just wants Ian to love him so much he will spend the rest of his life with him.
A look at moments that could have (and probably should have) taken place throughout season 10
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28 Dec 2025
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Gallavich Week 2021 - Day 2 - Fantasy AU
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Tami didn’t expect to be living in a house with twenty other people in the Southside. She didn’t expect two of those twenty people to be her baby daddy’s ex-con brother and his cellmate boyfriend. She didn’t expect to be pregnant before 30. She didn’t expect a lot of things. But above all else, she didn’t expect said baby daddy’s ex-con brother and cellmate boyfriend to be literal soulmates.
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- Part 13 of Shameless Fics
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27 Dec 2025
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On one’s 25th birthday, at midnight, they will travel back in time to be with a younger version of their soulmate, at a point in time where their soulmate needed them most.
Mickey turned 25 on a Saturday, in prison.
Ian turned 25 on a Sunday, on the West Side.
This is the story of their jumps through time.
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27 Dec 2025