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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Hyunjin always felt. Since a child, he learned how to feel every emotion within him and let it run every part of him. There was something beautiful about it, the ability to love so wholly and feel joy so intensely. It made life colorful, it made his art more passionate, and it made stuff like this feel like death.

    In the pit of his stomach, those emotions rotted. They churned and solidified, despair manifesting itself into a small home and stubbornly staying put. Hyunjin felt. Hyunjin felt every bit of anxiety and sadness running through his nerves, he felt the way his heart ached with just the sight of Changbin’s own sadness, the way the feeling of defeat was written so clearly on his face.

    The sadness that Hyunjin brought him.

    The life that he ripped away from his hands.

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    12,025
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
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    13 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    In a society where suppressants are mandatory and instincts are treated like a crime, the Iron Fangs live by one rule: freedom above all else. Hwang Hyunjin has spent the last ten years maintaining a fake bond with the dangerous alpha Bang Chan, surviving through violence, shifting, and illegal suppressants sold by their cartel. But when a rival pack starts distributing a better product, Hyunjin is sent on a mission to seduce the genius behind it: Lazarus, codename for Seo Changbin, a forensic doctor living a secret double life. Changbin is supposed to become the Iron Fangs’ new cook but they instantly connect in an obsessive and dangerous way none of them ever experienced before. This story is about fake bonding, dangerous instincts, cartel wars, biological fascination, and the terrifying realization that some dark necessities are impossible to resist.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    45
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    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    He knew he had no right to be this annoyed about it, because he'd done the exact same thing with Chan, after all. Leaned in, let their lips barely touch, heard the fans scream. Done it with zero issue, because it was work, because it was expected, because Chan's face so close to his was familiar and entirely, completely platonic.

    He knew that. Logically. Intellectually. In the part of his brain that was a reasonable, well-adjusted adult.

    But the other part — the stupid, lizard, possessive part of his meat head — was currently replaying the image of Changbin's mouth so close to Felix's on a loop, and it wanted to bite something.

    So he didn't look over. Didn't speak. Just watched the darn water and city lights outside and pretended he was above all of this.

    (He was not above any of this.)

    After watching each other kiss other members during the fanmeeting pepero game, Hyunjin and Changbin spend the ride home in petty, jealous silence, until they get home and find other ways to communicate.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    196
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    18 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Please forget me.”

    “I won’t.”

    That was their fourtieth.
    Hyunjin left while leaving a piece of him for Changbin.
    And Minho could keep paying for his past mistake to Jisung forever.

    Or,
    Minho cheated on Hyunjin with Jisung.
    Changbin helped Hyunjin to re-learn about love.

    Language:
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    20,252
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    35
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    6
    Hits:
    724

    18 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Being with Hyunjin is simple, is easy; it's reconfigured every aspect of Changbin's life. It's made him stronger. It's made him softer.

    It's made him want things that should scare him instead.

    Language:
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    2,837
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    66
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    9
    Hits:
    593

    15 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 7

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    “Oh my god.” Yongbok reaches over and snatches his phone. “You are not allowed to plan our entire vacation like we’re on schedule.”
    “I’m not!” Chan tries to take his phone back but Yongbok hands it over to Hyunjin, who giggles and holds it out and back as far away from Chan as he can. “I promise! I just don’t want—”
    “One thing,” Yongbok says, trying to look stern but a smile is trying to steal across his face again. “You’re allowed to book one thing before we even step foot on the plane. Choose wisely.”
    “Two.” Chan stands, leaning across the table, reaching for Hyunjin’s hand but it’s still too far away. Hyunjin laughs, quickly switching the phone to his other hand, dropping it in Changbin’s lap. Chan’s fast enough to snatch it back before Changbin really registers it’s there.
    “Fine,” Yongbok huffs. “Two. But they have to be at least a week apart.”

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    69,856
    Chapters:
    11/16
    Comments:
    64
    Kudos:
    37
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    7
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    09 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 9

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    “No way. You’re lying." Hyunjin laughed as they finished their meal.

    “You do." When the check was brought to the table Changbin handed the waitress a credit card. “Usually when things are gross or weird. Your face gets all scrunchy."

    “Scrunchy." Hyunjin repeated, deadpan.

    “I don’t know how to describe it. It’s super animated, and cute."

    “You must pay close attention if you notice things like that."

    Changbin shrugged. “I like noticing things about you."

    Hyunjin’s gaze lingered, something unreadable behind it. “Most people don’t."

    “Well." Voice was low. Even. “I’m not most people."

    The space between them grew quiet, yet still comfortable.

    Hyunjin looked out the window, watching people walked by. “You’re good at making people feel seen."

    Changbin watched for a moment with silent fondness. The way Hyunjin smiled, like it was some sort of secret meant only for the artist himself. The way his shoulders relaxed when he felt safe. “It’s easier when the person’s worth seeing."

    Or

    Hyunjin and Changbin both feel like third wheels in their own lives. It’s only after meeting each other that they feel truly seen

    The problem? Changbin isn’t single

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    57
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1,357

    03 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 8

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    When Hyunjin had gone home, Changbin was left alone with his thoughts. Of course Changbin just had to be an idiot, and agree to be Hyunjin’s pretend boyfriend at some wedding. This was definitely not going to help with the crush developing on his friend. 

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,304
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    53
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1,024

    30 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 2

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    His eyes drift to the painting of grapes hanging on the wall beside the fridge. He smiles at the fond memory of how a fan had told Hyunjin that ‘if you put up a picture of grapes in the house, the family will live harmoniously without conflict’ and how he had wasted no time, painting said grapes and immediately hanging it up once it was done.

     

    Changbin could see Hyunjin watching him from the corner of his eye, at how he’s looking between the grape painting and Changbin, most likely thinking the same thing.

     

    They share that same knowing smile. The one that said a million words without saying anything at all.

    Or

    Changbin reminisces about his and Hyunjin's love.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    40
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    25 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 17

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    "Back then," Changbin continues, his voice barely a whisper, "I had this… this stupid, tiny little crush on you."

    The world tilts on its axis. The words hang in the air.

    A crush. A stupid, tiny little crush.

    Or, Hyunjin had spent all of high school drowning in love for Changbin, while Changbin spent it drowning in music; now, eight years after letting his best friend walk away without a word, Hyunjin finds himself sitting across from him and learning that the love he buried alive was never even unrequited.

    And all it took them was a stupid coffee shop, approximately one existential crisis each, and a meddling Felix to finally figure it out.

    Shit.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    124
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    17
    Hits:
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    24 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 27

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    "I don't like it," Hyunjin murmured, lip half-submerged in the water. His hand reached out to encircle his ankle.

    "I'm pretty sure they can tell that we belong together."

    "It's not clear enough. You don't get it." Hyunjin was pouting again as he lifted himself out of the water. Water rippled down his lithe, muscular body and disappeared in some wine red swim shorts.

    He sat down next to him. The water was cool to the touch. "Explain it to me."

    "You're too…" Hyunjin turned to him, brows furrowed and wildly gestured vaguely in his direction, "…unmarked!"

    "Then mark me, I don't care."

    Hyunjin wants to litter Changbin's pretty skin in bites until it's clear he's already been claimed by someone else.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    162
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    2,225

    13 Apr 2026

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    01 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 9

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    "Are you the happiest you have ever been?" Woo young asks him seriously at one point.
    He looks at him with all the sincerity in the world and answers him

    "yes, I am the happiest I have ever been and i think it will last forever"

    He pauses and continues " even in my next life am sure of it."

    You should understand that Changbin never ever thought that good things would ever happen to him because of the life that he had experienced and don’t forget the way he was created.
    He has always been special and uniquely made but you would only know if you looked closer.

    Language:
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    Words:
    35,234
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    64
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1,514

    01 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 20

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    No, actually, it’s fine. Whatever. Hot people exist, and Hyunjin is a mature adult. He can be normal about it. Who cares if he wants to sink his teeth into him and shake him back and forth like a chew toy.

    or:

    Hwang Hyunjin is mildly insane about Seo Changbin. He tries to convince him otherwise, which accidentally leads to insecurities in their relationship.

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    Words:
    4,281
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    225
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    1,767

    22 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 5

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    When Changbin's need to one-up his cousins bites him in the ass, who better to save him from embarrassment in the next Seo Family reunion than his ever-loving bandmate, friend, roomate and wife Hwang Hyunjin. Only don't tell them we know this fake-dating scenario is just an excuse to hold hands in public. Wait... they already hold hands in public all the time tho. And what do you mean fake-dating? I thought they were actually married?

    Language:
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    Words:
    5,278
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    32
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    589

    02 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Do you want to talk about it?” Felix asks quietly, reaching out to hold Hyunjin’s hand.

    Hyunjin squeezes Felix’s fingers. “There’s not much to talk about, really.”

    “Did they deserve it?”

    “I wouldn’t have done it if I felt like they didn’t,” Hyunjin murmurs.

    Felix makes an affirmative noise, resting his head on Hyunjin’s shoulder. “Is Changbin safer now?”

    “Yes,” Hyunjin lies. “He’s safer.”

    Felix wraps himself around Hyunjin’s arm and squeezes. “Then that’s all that matters. As long as Changbin-hyung is safe, there’s nothing for you to worry about.”

    Hyunjin doesn’t know if he can viably agree, so he stays quiet and lets himself be held, trying to convince himself that Felix is right. If Hyunjin can try to justify that Changbin is safer because of what he’s done, then it’s fine.

    Everything will be fine.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    56
    Kudos:
    148
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    2,247

    14 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 8

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    Despite how it was Changbin who started it, Hyunjin always found himself more obvious. But perhaps that was because to Hyunjin, it was real.

    Language:
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    Words:
    13,994
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    76
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    903

    09 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 19

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    "Jisung-ah," Changbin hiccupped, "... he's, he's gotta go home, he's not gonna make it unless he goes home. Please, pr-promise me you'll make him go home ..." 

    He clung to Chan with trembling fingers and gasped softly into the night, "Promise, hyung, even if you have to take him there yourself, please Chan-ah -" 

    Chan started to rock, from his awkward position lying down, tangled in strange blankets, and hushed the younger, pressing his lips firmly to the side of Changbin's head. 

    "Shhhhh ... you're safe, listen, hush, now, little one ... sleep, now, I've got you ... shhh .... shhh ..." 

    The younger boy shuddered, but gave up without a fight, curling into Chan's chest in a way he hadn't in years, not since they were much smaller and much younger, and drifted closer and closer to sleep. 

     

    As Chan also began to drowse off, he heard Changbin whisper, feeling the words tattoo themselves across his collarbones like runes of a terrible fate foretold, 

     

    "... he's gotta go home, hyung ..." 

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    5/10
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    95
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    2,577

    28 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 14

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    Just the two of them.

    In a dark room.

    Surrounded by people who may or may not recognise them but that wouldn't matter because he had Changbin sitting right next to him.

    Maybe he'd purposefully let his hand linger close to the popcorn bucket that Changbin would insist on paying for and when he senses him moving to grab some, he would accidentally knock his hand against his and Changbin would glance over, ready to mutter a quiet sorry, or even better, giggle and then Hyunjin would giggle too because his tiny, squeaky laugh is infectious and lovely.

    Hyunjin invites Changbin out to a movie premiere, despite the anxiety eating away at him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,479
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    163
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    1,100

    13 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 15

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    Changbin has dedicated his life to being a firefighter and although he loves his job… the pressures of the job had caused his relationship with Hyunjin to fall apart.

    After being broken up for 3 years, their paths are crossed again when Changbin responds to a call about an apartment that happens to be his old address. Surely Hyunjin has moved since then right?

    Fate as it turns out has other plans for the two when they’re reunited again under horrible circumstances.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,314
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    120
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    1,356

    09 Jan 2026

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