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  1. Public Bookmark 81

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    Shane speaks slowly. “Being with you … is emotional for me.”

    Ilya takes in breath. Shane’s life is better now, and sleeping with Ilya again probably makes him think of the sad times before he met Rose. Okay, Ilya can roll with that. He can give Shane a good enough time that he forgets the negative memories he associates with Ilya. He voices this: “I will take care of you.”

    Silence. But Shane still hasn’t run away, which isn’t nothing.

    Instead of publically breaking up, Shane and Rose continue a fake relationship. (Temporary) Heartbreak for Ilya and Shane ensues.

    all four chapters are fully planned :)

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    11 Jun 2026

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    AU where people find Ilya's Spotify profile, which he didn't know was public, and rip apart the songs on it.
    Set post tuna melt incident™ (2016 accurate-ish).

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    03 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    When Shane Hollander hears Ilya Rozanov call him "Shane" after years of refusing to call him anything but that, his world shifts. He runs from Ilya and himself. He meets Rose at a party, and they start to date. In this universe, they don't break up before the All-Stars Game, so she comes along and meets Ilya, who is tangled in a family mess, haunted by the words of his father and brother every day. Shane realises that he is stuck in the 2014 night in Vegas, holding against Ilya that they didn't kiss, while Ilya is convinced Shane's life doesn't deserve the mess that follows his. So, the two continue to fight with each other and themselves, while an invisible thread keeps pulling them towards each other. There is angst, and a lot of yearning so be prepared, Loons!

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    25 May 2026

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    Shane hadn’t shown up to the party.

    In his drunken state, the thought weighed heavily on him. He hadn’t seen Shane since practice yesterday, but more importantly, he hadn’t seen Shane in months. They ignored each other in the locker room, were tense on the ice, and only interacted when Coach Wiebe made them. They had gotten into an awkward, mechanical rhythm since September, when they had to start this game of pretend.

    Ilya shut his eyes for a moment, leaning against the wall in the den to steady himself. Obviously, he wouldn’t show up, Ilya thought, tilting his head back. Why would he?

    There was no answer that he could give that made sense. Shane hadn’t spoken to Ilya unless necessary since June, and even before that, Shane had never wanted to be a partygoer.

     

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    Ilya is frat president and hockey co-captain at U of Montreal, Shane is the other co-captain and NOT a frat boy. Their sneaking around over the years has gotten them into a tangled mess. set in an AU post-tuna melt scene, Ilya has the crash out of a lifetime when he realises the only person he wants at his frat parties is Shane and will do anything to get him at one.

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    25 May 2026

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    Ten years ago, Boston Bears star center Ilya Rozanov disappeared - from the league, from the world, and from Shane Hollander’s life.

    The last time Shane saw him, he was leaving Rozanov’s apartment in a panic after speaking his first name out loud.

    Now Shane sees him again - living a life he cannot place, steady and warm, one that includes a child, a small town, and none of the things Shane thought he knew about him.

    Shane is trying very hard to keep things under control.

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    24 May 2026