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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    That’s why he and Viktor never- never went further than drunken kisses when they were young, even though there was a spark between them. Just the thought of Viktor seeing him differently- Jayce couldn’t handle it back then.

    He can now — even if it hurts, he’s used to hurting.

    [Trans Jayce Week, DAY 4: dysphoria]

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    25 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    For all Jayce knows, Viktor could be coming home to a spouse who loves him dearly and who Viktor loves just as much. Viktor could be coming home to a partner who’d kiss him in the doorway, and then they’d lay in their bed, sleep in that same bed, and do things in that bed, and Jayce is totally not jealous of a person that may not even exist. (Was the sarcasm in that last sentence clear enough?)

    Jayce just wants to be sure that if he expressed his interest more clearly, he would not be risking Viktor’s pity and the wrath of Viktor’s lover when Viktor would eventually express his discomfort to his most loved person about working with the man who confessed to him.

    So, when he sees Viktor walking by with a small girl holding his hand and looking exactly like Viktor, his hopes break. Because Viktor clearly has a daughter, and so there’s no way Viktor doesn’t have someone special in his life — the girl’s mother, for example.

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    18 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 71

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    Despite deep reservations, a lonely Viktor, in a moment of weakness, seeks out a professional cuddling service.

    He is not prepared for Jayce, nor for what Jayce might ultimately want from him.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    It’s not like he hasn’t had these thoughts before. Jayce is thirty-two. He’s had plenty of time to have a series of bisexual panics. None of them convenient.

    So he’s not surprised when he looks at Viktor and idly thinks, he’s hot. He’s surprised at the sort of unmitigated joy it brings him, like turning on the lights and finding yourself home after a long time away. Attraction settles on Jayce like a blanket across his shoulders. A fairweather friend who’s stopped by for a drink.

    or: jayce meets his downstairs neighbor on the rooftop. he tries not to fall too fast.

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    05 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    “One more word and you are out on the street, Talis,” Viktor issues his empty threat in his coldest of voices, paired with his fiercest frown. Jayce only beams at him. 

    “The battle’s already lost,” he announces. “Mel’s approved my time-off ages ago. I got all the goodies,” he rattles the brown bag invitingly, “and Sky’s manning the lab. You’re not getting out of it, V.”

    “Out of what?” Viktor demands, in increasing malaise, clutching at his crutch like a lifeline.

    “Of fun,” Jayce says, threateningly.

    [Or: Viktor's terrible, lovely 32nd birthday.]

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    18 May 2026