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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    With one call from the Ottowa Centaurs, Alpha Ilya Rozanov is rescued from his father’s iron grip; finally, he can leave Russia, play in the NHL, and most importantly of all-

    Meet Shane Hollander.

    When the time finally comes, Ilya is ready for the meet-cute he’s been dreaming of since he first saw Shane, on center ice, beautiful and clever and good.

    He doesn’t get it.

    Instead, he gets Shane Hollander, clinging desperately to Ilya’s neck- the omega, terrified from years of abuse, stakes a claim on the first safe alpha he finds.

    Holding Shane is easy. Healing him won’t be.

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    02 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Shane Hollander has managed every variable. The exits. The earplugs. The order of the skates, always left before right. The pre-approved answers distributed across the most common question categories. The folder labeled anomalous data that he has not opened in three weeks.
    Then Ilya Rozanov takes one step to the side, says four minutes, doesn't let go of his hand — and the system runs out of categories.
    He is going to have to open the folder.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “Did I do something wrong?”

    “No. No, Hollander,” Ilya coughed, eyes flitting around the room. “Is just– Is too much.”

    “This is… too much?” Shane repeated slowly, incredulously. “We see each other maybe once a month. Less, even.”

    “No. Is not that– You are just,” Ilya swore under his breath in Russian. His accent was getting thicker, the words clunkier, in the way it always got stronger when he was frustrated or tired. Shane hated himself for recognizing it. “...too much.”

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    In the Heated Rivalry book, Ilya intends to break things off with Shane the night of the All-Star Game, but then Shane gets hurt. What if Shane never gets injured by Marlow, and Ilya really does break things off?

    (Basically, a shit ton of angst and Shane Hollander learning to love himself. There will be a happy ending!)

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    26 May 2026

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    "So this is your plan?" Ilya looked up, his voice dripping with contempt. "You want to buy me a dog so I stop biting?"

    Or: Shane expects to be a punching bag for a cruel alpha. Poor omega has no idea that he's actually about to be loved.

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    16 May 2026