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    On the morning of their first summer back on Earth, Lance receives a gift of sunflowers. A confession, a rejection, and the passage of time, all leading to the one person who's always been there for him.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Andrew keeps his eyes straight ahead as he shrugs. “Do whatever you want.”

    It shouldn’t hurt so much, to bear the brunt of Andrew’s indifference, but it does, and he aches to have those intense eyes on him again, to elicit any kind of reaction out of him, anything real. Look at me, he silently begs. At least look at me.

     

    Or, Andrew is acting cold toward Neil and Neil has feelings about it, most of them not very happy.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    It was amazing to see into Neil’s mind after reading Andrew’s pov. The characterization was done so well!

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    Before he can tune them out as background noise, he hears his name.

    "...definitely toxic. I mean, Andrew drives him everywhere, drags him out of parties early, doesn't let him talk to anyone else... I overheard Aaron telling Kate that Andrew picks Neil's clothes out for him, that's controlling as shit."

    "Yeah, more like emotionally abusive. I don't get why the others don't do anything about it, though, like, if there was even a chance Neil would listen to me I'd be trying to rescue that poor boy."

    "He probably doesn't even realize he needs rescuing, though, right? Like, that's how abusive relationships work. Besides, you know what his life's been like, with parents like his he might not know what a healthy relationship even looks like. And the others are probably too scared of Andrew to intervene."

     

    Or, Andrew overhears an unfortunate conversation and spirals.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    I think this was a very good dive into Andrew’s brain and how he thinks. He really does have so much love and care in his heart, he just expresses differently than “the norm.” And to see how he would do anytbing to keep Neil safe, even if it was from himself. My heart🥺

    I agree with Allison, they are soulmates through and through!

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    It started because of the weekly movie nights....

     

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    Neil Josten figuring out how to say I love you and oblivious to what he means to Andrew. Short fic.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    I LOVE THIS! The characterizations r done so well and I see them both acting like this in regard to this situation.

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    Andrew doesn't ask. He never asks.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    This was so beautiful! I want a whole 100k+ fic of them! How Andrew literally calls Neil his muse a the descriptions of the tattoos that Andrew has given them! How Neil is all self sacrificial (as always) and would rather never see Andrew again than put him and his family in danger. And then Andrew is like not on my watch and convinced him to stay. I log their dynamic in this!