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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    “You’re really doing it?”

    “Is that a bad thing?”

    “You never struck me as the poetry sort, that’s all.”

    “It’s not something I have much experience with, but it doesn’t hurt to give it a try.”

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    Illuga visits Lohen for Windblume.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Lohen is certain that if Illuga would only hate him enough, he could finally be left alone long enough to kill himself properly. But Illuga refuses.

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    06 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    Lohen could hate him, curse him, tear him apart with every bitter word he had. Illuga would still stay, still count each fragile breath, still refuse to leave him alone long enough to die. It was obsession, maybe, but Illuga no longer cared. If being hated was the price of keeping Lohen alive, then he would gladly pay it until hatred became living.

    (Illuga's POV in "If I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow")
    (Chap. 1 to 5 = Written before Lohen release
    Chap 6 to 7 = Written after Lohen release)

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “Do you trust me?”

    The room was silent as his words processed in their minds.

    “Of course Sizhui.”

    “Always.”

    He turned his head over his shoulder, watching as the pair’s eyes widened.

    “No one will get away with this.”

    Lan Qiren started rising to his feet, Xichen stopping him, putting a hand on his shoulder.

    “What will you do?” Xichen spoke, swallowing as the air around the room grew heavier.

    “Teach them why they should not mess with a child of the Burial Mounds.” 

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Dazai Osamu has been in a coma for exactly one year, seven months, and twenty-two days. But Death still refuses to take him.

    Trapped in the space between worlds and unable to die, Dazai waits, killing what precious time he may have left and hoping—praying—that his family will pull the plug and move on. He doesn't expect someone to move into his old apartment instead.

    Nakahara Chuuya, two-time Grammy awards winner, and freshly unemployed pessimist, has never believed in fate, much less the supernatural. But the lively—if a bit annoying—ghost of his apartment's previous tenant, might just change everything.

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    11 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I thought I lost this fic and I was so sad, so this is getting added to my bookmarks so it stays forever