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"I'm not taking them, unless you actually speak to me." Neil repeats, "You can’t just feed me and medicate me like a stray you found in a dumpster, Andrew. Talk to me.”
Andrew doesn’t move. Rather his gaze only intensifies until it starts to feel like he’s looking through Neil, dissecting a difficult puzzle he is considering throwing away.
Neil feels his patience fraying, "Drew," he prompts, his voice dropping an octave, softened by a plea he knows better than to put into words.
"You are a twenty-six-year-old man," Andrew finally says. The words sound like they are being dragged over gravel. He doesn't even look angry anymore, just exhausted. "Not a child who thinks holding his own health hostage is a valid negotiation tactic.”
"It got you to say something," Neil counters, though a sharp pang of guilt twists in his gut at the look in Andrew's eyes.
"Take the pills, Neil. I’m not going to argue with you about your inability to follow basic medical instructions. Not when I spent the night wondering if you were even going to wake up.”
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- Part 9 of Snapshots of Us
- Part 2 of A Million Quite Allowances
Bookmarked by Aleisa08
12 Jul 2026
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The water never stopped.
Dazai's hands—scrubbing until they turned crimson.
The moment Chuuya decided to make them stop.— It won't wash away, Chuuya.
Bookmarked by Aleisa08
11 Jul 2026
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Once, just a few years ago, Dazai didn’t care about what happened to him. He would cut when sad, bored, stressed, or just because he thought he deserved it. But when he and Chuuya finally stopped dancing around their feelings and became something real, something good, he tried doing everything in his power to stop it.. He is slowly realizing now it’s impossible, even when he wanted recovery more than anything in the world.
Or, Dazai has been having a hard time recovering from his self harm addiction, even with Chuuya's support.
Bookmarked by Aleisa08
11 Jul 2026
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Treat me gently, won't you? by Flavored_leaf_juice
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Jun 2026
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“What?” Chuuya asks loudly, almost sounding offended. “Why the hell do you think I would do that?”
“You’ve hit me before,” Dazai whispers, and it really does sound like he’s on the verge of tears.
“In the past,” Chuuya reminds sternly.
OR: Dazai gets triggered by a movie scene, and Chuuya tries to help him the best he can.
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- Part 11 of Leaf Juice's BSD collection
Bookmarked by Aleisa08
11 Jul 2026
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Ask Me Again Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow by xxchasie
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Jun 2026
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"I'm tired," Andrew managed at last. "Ask me again tomorrow."
"I'm leaving tomorrow."
"Then ask me the day after. Or the day after that. I'm not going anywhere."
Neil Josten’s hands have been weapons, tools for escape, and reminders of everything he had to do to survive.
Now, with Andrew on his lap and a future that, for once seems possible, Neil has to learn something he never thought he would need: how to stay.Bookmarked by Aleisa08
22 Jun 2026