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    Ilya rubs at his nose, thumb hovering over the text screen as he thinks of the least-weird way he can offer what he’d like to offer. In the end, he settles for straightforwardness. Shane’s never complained about how seemingly blunt he is before, he doesn’t think he’ll start now.

    Lily: I could read it to you

    Lily: If you’d like

    Or: Shane can't read before bed after getting hit during the Boston game. It gives him a headache. Ilya volunteers his voice.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    OH COME ON

    This one is so sweet and so Hollanov coded (If they communicated more)
    Mostly through the phone but Ilya's inner dialog about Shane is to die for

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    “She knows.” Shane bites back. “She knows that I’m…”

    Gay, he means to say, as plain as possible. But instead what spills out is:

    “Yours.”
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    Shane goes home with Rose after seeing Ilya at the club in “Rose”. But after a text meant to provoke gets him to be honest with her, and himself, things might escalate before Tampa is even in sight.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Picking up where The Cottage (ep 1.06) left off and spanning the rest of Ilya's stay.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    This one is actually perfect

    Just bits and pieces of Hollanov at the cottage
    its beautiful,it has fluff and not alot of smut tbh

    Breath of fresh air kind of fic
    A fic you would want to come back to every now and again to forget the real world

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    Ilya couldn’t sleep thinking about the familiar burn of the warm closeness, and how he craved it again. The burn was comfort, security. It’d made him pick up his phone and text without concern for embarrassment anymore, even if Shane was right—he’d just had it a few hours ago. But he wanted more, craved it now.

    I’m outside, Shane’s text reads. Ilya smiles to himself.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    This one is so good
    I swear it's one of the best smut fics I've read
    The dialogs, the pacing and the fucking emotions ugh so good
    I was so sad when it ended

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    “Do you think you’ve ever let yourself be…” Shane trailed off, as if searching for the right word. The pause made Ilya’s heart rate speed up, “seen?” Shane asked finally, his words achingly gentle. Ilya’s absent-minded movement stopped.

    “I don’t know what that means,” Ilya said reflexively as the unfamiliar phrase was hurled at him.

    “Understood,” Shane corrected quickly, “just really truly understood.”

    Or, Noah Kahan lyrics describe Shane and Ilya better than I think they could describe themselves.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    To be loved is to be seen