Aenphobia
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- Stray Kids (Band) (11)
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“I was trying to provide for you. All I’ve ever wanted was to keep you safe.” Chris feels his breath coming in shallow spurts.
“And all I wanted was my fucking brother to stay alive.”
Chris keeps trying to throw his life away. Felix needs to show him that it isn't his to do with as he pleases.
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It feels cruel in the way Chan doesn’t stop. The way he percolates agony disguised as pleasure.
soft safeword /sôft ˈsāfwərd/ n. a safeword used to be mocked and said when overwhelmed, but not taken seriously, its meaning is known and it is not the actual safeword.
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Today, it’s twenty-one strikes of Chan’s open palm over Felix’s clothed ass for warm up (no need to count), then twenty-one with the paddle over bare skin (counting mandatory). Altogether two more than last year, two fewer than next year.
Or, a new old tradition.
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Later that week, alone in his apartment in the dead of night, Chris watches the living embodiment of his lies to Felix slide down Hyunjin’s throat. Chris doesn’t think he can ever face Felix again, but at least Hyunjin eats.
(Chris has to face Felix again, because Hyunjin stops eating.)
Or, the 5 times Chris lies to Felix about his pets and the 1 time he doesn’t.
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In this city that has only seen Felix as flesh, that has only tried to eat Felix as he eats it in return, there is Chris. Chris is the universe’s apology to Felix. It handed Chris to him one day on a silver platter and said, here, if you manage not to eat this one, he’ll be the best thing that’s ever happened to you.
Or, Felix's very unique quarantine struggles. Featuring his hot roommate.
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Minimum 4 and maybe more.
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At 25, Max Verstappen is the youngest head chef that Michelin star restauranteur Christian Horner has ever trusted in the position. Max is focused, dialled in, and eager to get Christian a fifth star, his first. Enter Charles Leclerc, the son of famed Monaco food critic and writer, Pascale Leclerc, a part-time server and architecture student.
He's just... fucking annoying.
**title change, this used to be 'i wanna get better!'.
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- Part 1 of grapefruit mignonette
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04 May 2025
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you kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath by PrincessElectra for just_an_inchident
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
02 Dec 2022
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He didn’t know it then. Nico didn’t know that he could watch two gifted young men fall in love and feel nothing but contempt in his own heart.
The part that hurts the most wasn’t losing Lewis.
It was losing himself.
(aka. Nico Rosberg does not ship Lestappen.)
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06 Apr 2025
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Really, Astarion should have expected the night would end like this: facedown in the grass, getting fucked within an inch of his life by the unlikely leader of their merry little band.
What he didn't expect was just how much he likes satisfying this strange man and his Urge.
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14 Oct 2023
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feeding on fever (down on all fours) by nikomedes for sprinkles
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
11 Oct 2023
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Astarion doesn’t know how to do this. He doesn’t know how to make himself say ‘I love you,’ yet. But he does know how to bind with blood.
It’s enough for Shrike.
(A reluctant Dark Urge seeks advice from Jaheira, and stops offering himself to Astarion. Astarion objects.)
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- Part 2 of predator song (shrike/astarion)
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12 Oct 2023
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He Tian sees something he shouldn’t, and something he almost wishes he hasn’t. He’s never been a very good knight in shining armour.
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13 Feb 2022