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Shane has a panic attack before a big press conference after one of the Montreal metro's biggest losses since he’d been captain. Ilya decides to go find him and talks his boy down from a heart attack (basically, I saw Shane freaking out before the MLH Awards and decided, yeah, he has debilitating panic attacks)
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09 Jun 2026
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kiss me like a final meal by blueberrryink
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Everybody else on earth was born with a manual on How to Be. A sort of silver spoon already tucked into their mouth.
Shane wishes he had gotten one.
After an exhausting day of masking and overstimulation, Shane has a panic attack. He loses the ability to speak. Thankfully, Ilya is there to help him through.
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07 Jun 2026
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Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.
Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.
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07 Jun 2026
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Enemy Lines by winter_ninja
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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“Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”
Shane doesn’t answer.
He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.
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Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.
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07 Jun 2026
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“Are you– are your fingers in your mouth?”
Shane mewled again.
Rozanov spit out some rapid fire Russian, and Shane vaguely heard the slick sound of his hand wrapped around himself speed up.
“You need something in your mouth that bad, Hollander?”Shane practically sobbed, his voice was completely shot. But Rozanov seemed to understand anyway.
“I know, I know. You will not have to use your fingers next time, pretty thing. Pull the tie.”
Shane obeyed, not caring enough to smother the long string of moans that follow the motion.
“Fuck, you like having something around your neck that much? Do I need to get you a leash, щенок?”-
or: an episode 2 fix it of sorts, with ties around necks and illusions to dogs on leashes.
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- Part 3 of dom/sub hollonov
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01 Jun 2026