God Knows I...
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God Knows I... by Fangirlingmanaged
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
26 Nov 2015
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Tony's side doesn't win the war. Tony doesn't want to hurt any more people. Tony's tired.
So, when Cap and Barnes corner him and proceed to beat him into submission, he gives them what he wants. He can lay down and watch the other man crawl over him. He can stop fighting. He can give up his crusade. He can give in. For Steve, he can give anything. Even the only thing keeping him alive.
(Captain America: Civil War got me fucked up.)Series
- Part 1 of God Knows I...
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... I lived, God Knows I Loved... by Fangirlingmanaged
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Captain America (Movies)
28 Nov 2015
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Part 2:
As Tony lays dying, the shattered remains of his reactor and his relation-friendship with Steve scattered around his broken form, he thinks about whether or not he'd imagined. Imagined everything he thought he'd had with Steve, and that... well, that hurts a lot more than the shrapnel. Will his last memory be of the betrayal of yet another person he trusted?Series
- Part 2 of God Knows I...
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... God knows I lied, God knows I lost... by Fangirlingmanaged
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
30 Nov 2015
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Steve can't accept that he's going to lose everything like this.
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- Part 3 of God Knows I...
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Bucky might be a shitty friend, but he knows that at the end of this ordeal Steve is going to need as much support as he can get.
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- Part 4 of God Knows I...
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... I've got nothing much to live for... by Fangirlingmanaged
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Dec 2015
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Fury remembers a bright eyed, hopeful kid.
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- Part 5 of God Knows I...
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Natasha will admit she was the last person she had expected to become so attached to Tony Stark.
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- Part 6 of God Knows I...
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... Put on that Hotel California... by Fangirlingmanaged
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
04 Dec 2015
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Clint can't let the SHRA keep hurting people. That's the only reason he sides with Steve.
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- Part 7 of God Knows I...
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Captain America once said "I wake up, and they say we won."
Well, he knows exactly how much bullshit that is. Because this isn't winning.Series
- Part 8 of God Knows I...
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... Wear My Blinders in the Rain... by Fangirlingmanaged
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 Dec 2015
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Rhodey's going to have Tony's back, always. He can't control his choices, but he'll be there to pick up his pieces.
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- Part 9 of God Knows I...
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... Red, Blue and Yellow Skies... by Fangirlingmanaged
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
08 Dec 2015
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Tony has a coping mechanism that nobody knows about.
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- Part 10 of God Knows I...
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... Ever Since I Found My Fame... by Fangirlingmanaged
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
08 Dec 2015
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Bruce hasn't kept the Hulk contained as long as he has by letting his emotions guide him. He needs to see Tony, but he also needs to know what happened. All of it because he can't imagine his family tearing itself apart over a murderer.
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- Part 11 of God Knows I...
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Tony's awake now, and even if he isn't talking Steve can still hear what he would say loud and clear. "Time to face the music."
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- Part 12 of God Knows I...
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Tony doesn't need Steve, but that doesn't mean he doesn't WANT.
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- Part 13 of God Knows I...
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Steve's whole existence has depended on faith. Miracles. Taking a leap of faith. Why stop now?
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- Part 14 of God Knows I...
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Neither one of them will ever take this for granted.
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- Part 15 of God Knows I...
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Just read! If you've been following/have read this series, I mean. This is just a note/mini rant.
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- Part 16 of God Knows I...
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Talking doesn't come easily for either one of them.
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- Part 1 of Even More Angst Nobody Asked For (AKA Bonus Content)
- Part 17 of God Knows I...