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Based off a Tumblr post by my-2nd-account
Years into their relationship, Shane ends up wine-warm in Ilya’s lap, kissing every inch of his face he can reach and out of nowhere he brings up Vegas 2014. The penthouse. The elevator. The text Shane almost sent. Seeing his husband quiet, vulnerable, and still aching over it, Ilya stops joking for once and promises that it'll never happen again. They don't have sex, just kiss, Ilya kissing the living fuck out of Shane, making up for lost kisses.
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It wasn’t that Ilya was jealous. It was just that…he sort of was.
It's finally the off-season, and Ilya cannot wait for a perfectly boring summer at the cottage with his perfectly boring husband.
Shane, however, has other ideas.
(AKA Ilya gets jealous of a plant.)
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- Part 4 of Hollanov Fics
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Let Me Show You The Ways by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
27 Sep 2025
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"It had been innocent enough to offer her warm clothes.
It no longer was when she stood naked in his bedroom and let him look. When, suddenly, he remembered he was bare too, wet clothes at his feet.
He told himself it was a necessary release the moment their bodies met. A fated magnetism that had her gasping and arching into his mattress, her nails unforgiving as they raked down his back.
Nesta had fallen asleep so quickly after that first coupling that Cassian hadn’t even asked what it all meant.
All he knew was that it kept happening. Once, twice, then for a few weeks. Then two months."
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In which Nesta and Cassian begin hooking up shortly after the war, and they each think the other just wants sex. Naturally, this goes about as well as you can expect.
For Nessian Week 2025 Day 6: Reverence
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- Part 4 of Nessian Week 2025
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restless mornings by Anonymous for Fangirl_on_fire
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
26 Aug 2023
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“What’s that, honey? Can’t what?” Shouto asks.
“Eyes—can’t, can’t fucking keep my god damn eyes open,” Katsuki huffs. “Trying. ‘M trying.”
Shouto’s thumb brushes against Katsuki’s cheek with the breath of his laugh. “Your eyes are open, princess.”
Fuck. Fuck.
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Based off a Tumblr post by my-2nd-account
Years into their relationship, Shane ends up wine-warm in Ilya’s lap, kissing every inch of his face he can reach and out of nowhere he brings up Vegas 2014. The penthouse. The elevator. The text Shane almost sent. Seeing his husband quiet, vulnerable, and still aching over it, Ilya stops joking for once and promises that it'll never happen again. They don't have sex, just kiss, Ilya kissing the living fuck out of Shane, making up for lost kisses.
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Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.
Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.
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It wasn’t that Ilya was jealous. It was just that…he sort of was.
It's finally the off-season, and Ilya cannot wait for a perfectly boring summer at the cottage with his perfectly boring husband.
Shane, however, has other ideas.
(AKA Ilya gets jealous of a plant.)
Series
- Part 4 of Hollanov Fics
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true combo by nightquills
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Apr 2026
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Yuna Hollander is really quite good at Super Smash Bros. David Hollander isn’t bad, but he’s not particularly amazing, either. He tries his best.
It’s only after they turn off the TV—after Yuna pulls Shane aside to talk about some sponsorship meeting before Shane and Ilya leave for the night—that Ilya finds out why Shane’s parents know how to play.
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Luffy looked up and met her eyes. He smiled at her. Luffy had the most beautiful smile Nami had ever seen. Even in the pitch black of a night at sea, it was bright like the sun. He held out his hand to her. “Wanna join us, Nami?”
Nami walks in on her new crewmates in a compromising position.