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On the Other Side of the Mask {Male Reader}

Chapter 2: Concert

Summary:

Sal and Larry attend what they deem to be one of the best school related events of all time. Sal's interest gets peaked.

Notes:

There will be an Oc in this chapter. More information on them will appear later in the story~! ;}

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Today's the so called "big day". Not only is it Open House day for Nockfell's College but it's also Concert day.

 

Sal contemplates silently, sitting at the farthest table from a little cafe's cash registers and holding his ticket up to his face. He then takes another look at the concert's schedule while his step-brother is still waiting in line for their drinks. Larry got pretty grumpy when his blue-haired half-sibling "barged" into his room to wake him up at "ungodly hours." Sally snickers silently at the memory. It's not his fault the tall metalhead didn't look up the hours to see that the event would take place in the morning. Larry demanded a coffee on the way to the school, not giving a single fuck if they missed the first few songs because of it and Sal had to relent. They both agreed the most interesting bits would be later anyway. 

 

Speak of the devil as he arrives with beverages. Sally tucks his papers back into his pocket and quickly rises to his feet, grabbing his drink as it's handed to him and the two boys promptly head out. 

 

Walking the rest of the way to the school, the bluette unclasps the lower buckle to his mask to drink. The taller edgelord takes a few sips of his dark coffee before pulling a face at the strong taste. It's only after he looses a few wrinkles in between his eyebrows that the man turns to his stepbrother. 

 

"Hey dude, did you see what that singer looked like? There was an update to the webpage this morning, they posted group pictures of the artists."

 

"Nope, I didn't even know actually."

 

Larry snorts, pulling out his phone. "It's pretty hilarious if you ask me dude, shit's ironic as hell."

 

The taller man gives his phone to the smaller, said picture taking the entirety of the screen. There's a whole crew of people, ranging from nerdish to the stereotypical hot chicks and dudes all the way to gothics and rapper-like. He then points a finger to one of the farthest corner, where the "darker-styled" members are. 

 

"Those are our guys. D'you see him? Here, just swipe left."

 

Sal does as told and is now looking at what appears to be a group of pictures with more segregated styles banded together. He enlarges the Rock/Metal related group and Larry points to the picture's side once more with a little snicker. 

 

"Ah."

 

Between a few other people stands Larry's latest object of interest. This guy is wearing an admittedly comfortable-looking flannel shirt over a plain black tank top, his messy  hair is tied in a lazy bun, some strands falling on his face as he looks to the side. What realy catches his eyes though is the partial mask covering the visible side of his face. It's completely white and, much like his own prosthetic, holds a really blank expression. You can really only see this guy's lips and lower jaw when he strikes that kind of pose. 

 

"He looks like a strange mix between you and me doesn't he?" Larry chuckles out. 

 

Sal nods in agreeance, handing back the device. "He has his diffrences here and there still."

 

The two of them soon change subject, debating over other matters the rest of the way.

 

Todd's latest experiments and discoveries, little Soda, the latest social media trends, Ash's latest messages, the appartment's ghosts and, of course, the damn cult, what they're gonna chose as majors for college, when will Larry finaly make his mind and follow Sal to Todd and his boyfriend's future appartement, if Sanity Falls' latest drop really was that good or not and whatever else comes through their brain at the moment. 

 

They set foot on college ground, finally able to get rid of their empty drinks by feeding it to the trash can, and head for the lobby. Once inside, they're rapidly directed to an Auditorium, music already blarring beyond the doors. They're let in and promptly abandoned to "fight" their way through the applauding crowd so they can find a spot. With Sal being on the smaller side, it takes them a good time to reach the rows closer to the front and by the time they do, another songs finishes. They applaud with the crowd. 

 

A lady comes to the stage, obviously belonging to the back crew. Smiling at the crowd, she lifts a microphone to her lips. 

 

"Everybody's still enjoying the show?!" 

 

Everyone shouts and whistles their answer, Larry joins in in no time while Sal prefers to simply applaud for now. The lady chuckles before continuing. 

 

"Well, I promise you, there's even more of it to come! But before that, here is the obligatory disclaimer I am sure you're already well aware of. The next songs will, for the most part, hold much darker subjects that may be shocking to some of you. If you were unaware of this or feel uncomfortable in any way, we welcome you to exit the auditorium and we'll show you to another room where we can keep you entertained during the period of time when these songs will be played..." 

 

"Right on time." The tall metalhead smirks to his friend. 

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You watch from behind the curtains as the last members of the Country groups play their piece. You breath in slowly, closing your eyes to the world around you. You can feel your heart running laps in your chest as you grip the handle to your guitar tighter.

 

"Feeling nervous?" You hear a taunting voice behind you. 

 

You smile, opening your eyes and looking over your shoulder. "Excited."

 

The owner of said voice steps in front of you, turning to face you with a little smile of their own. You add, your tone almost inquisitive. 

 

"I thought you'd be long gone by the time it's my turn."

 

She now grins, reaching to readjust your mask "I've still got some time to make sure you don't blow things too far out of proportions."

 

You groan, taking a hold of her hand before she starts fumbling again. "Emma..." You warn lightly. "Still acting like a big sister, eh?"

 

You see another member of the back crew walk on stage and know it wont be too long now before you do too. 

 

"Just- don't make a scene this time. Please? It's already a miracle I managed to get the okay for you today, don't make me regret it." Emma grumbles. 

 

You snort "No promises." A little pout makes you reconsider. "Alright alright, I'll try."

 

It successfully brings her smile back and she dislodges her hand from your grasp to make sure one last time that your mask is well fixed. 

 

You fight back the expression threatening to break on your face, her nervous treatment really starting to rub you the wrong way. 

 

'Just leave it be!' Your mind hisses. 

 

Not a moment later, the crew member on stage calls out to you and your team member's names, inviting you on stage. The others head out first, one even nudging you on the shoulder as you dislodge yourself from Emma's hold. 

 

Irked and ready, you strut out from behind the blinds, waving at the crowd clapping and screaming. Honestly, so what if you did make a little scene? It's just part of the show. Hell sake, it is literally a show! 

 

... Damn right. 

 

This is a fucking show! 

 

Before you really take the time to think it through. You grab the offensive white lie on your face and lift it off of your head. With it goes a good few hair stuck in the straps as you fling it towards your original point of arrival.

 

Directly to Emma's feet. 

 

You look on to the slightly suprised, but mostly overjoyed and cheering crowd. This'll get the edge off for now. With your left eye finally free, feeling the heavy warm air of the room, and exposing to the world the deep scars digging grooves into your skin, you honestly feel... free. There won't be any deception, no mask between you and everything else!

 

And fuck those who think you should hide because they don't like how you look! 

 

You salute your audience before turning to your group, making sure everything's good and ready. You wait for people to quiet down a bit before starting your well rehearsed play of the instruments. The drum does it's magic. You sneer softly. 

 

 

 

Can you feel that?

 

The guitars join in as you tilt your head back, letting the familiar darkness of your song swallow you whole. 


Ah, shit

 

You let the tension build up smirking, you eyes closed with pleasure. When it breaks, you snap them open, bringing your body back forward. 


Oh, ah, ah, ah, ah! 
Oh, ah, ah, ah, ah! 

oh, oh!, oh, oh!, oh, oh! 

 

The audience cheer, fueling your courage. You finally start to sing. 

 

Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel


(Will you give in to me?)

 

You twist to one side, slowly bobbing to your own lyrics. 


It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing in me


(Will you give in to me?)

 

You twist to the other side, letting your body follow the beat. 

 

Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes

 

You make a show of brandishing your disfigured side, silently screaming the meaning before litterally letting out a screech. 

 

(oh! no)
There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me! 

 

You reposition, lifting a foot on the amp in front of you, letting your fingers dance on the chords of your guitar as your ready yourself for the chorus. 

 

Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me! 


Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness! 
You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness! 
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me! 

 

You straighten up at this little break, falling back into your headspace and pourring your feelings back into your song. 

 

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give in to me?)

 


It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you give in to me?)

 

You walk from one side of the stage to the other, following the beat as people headbang to it and you twisting violently back to the other side with every new whisper. 

 

It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes

 

You do the same thing as last time, this time shaking your head aggressively before you scream. 

 

(oh! no)
The world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon in me! 

 

Now back at the center of the stage, you jump, making sure to time it with the start of the chorus. 

 

Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me!


Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness! 
You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness! 
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me! 

 

Now comes the shit show. You play your small solo ont the guitar, letting it sing its part and hiss through its song, making the pressure climb through your voice. 

 

And when I dream... 

And when I dream... 

And when I dream... 

And when I dream! 

 

As you scream, you make the one and only scene. Making sure to give your viewers the perfect picture of the events unfolding. 

 

No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again! 

 

You shake, cowering from the shadows over your shoulder. 


I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise! 

 

Let that desperation hit your voice. 

 

No mommy don't hit me, Ah! 

 

You flinch. 


Why did you have to hit me like that, mommy?
Don't do it, you're hurting me Aah! 

 

You snap your head to the side, nearly falling to your knees. 


Why did you have to be such a bitch

Why don't you
Why don't you just fuck off and die! 

 

You rise straight, screeching to the crowd. 


Why can't you just fuck off and die! 
Why can't you just leave here and die! 
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
Fuck you! 

 

You turn your body forward, your eyes speaking promises to the air. 


I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
How would you like to see how it feels mommy? 

Here it comes, get ready to die! 

 

You scream the last words with your eyes screwed shut, letting your body slump on itself, taking the small break to breath before the last chorus. 

 

Oh, ah, ah, ah, ah! 


Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me!

 

You violently bob your body front and back, beating the last notes into your guitar. 

 

Get up, come on get down with the sickness!
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness! 
You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness! 
Madness has now come over me! 

.

.

.

 

The stage is silent for a mere second before your audience explode in cheers and whistles, the sound nearly deafening to your eardrums. You fight to catch your breath, sweat gathering heavily on your forehead before you wipe it of with your forearm. A grin threaten to split your face, but you hold it, already more than impatient for your next song. You bow with your crew, turning slightly to them so you can mouth a quick thanks and some words of encouragement. 

 

They nod to you, more than ready to continue with your next and last song. You smile to them before turning back to the audience. You clap along with the people a few times before raising your hands to the air, silently demanding a bit more silence. 

 

When you can finally hear them shuffle around slightly alongside calm indecipherable chattering, you grap a firm hold of your guitar's neck. You breath in through your nose, exhaling with your eyes closed and calmly make the strings sing a new tune.

 

Your team joins in progressively and avidly until it's your turn once more. You snap your eyes open, staring onwards with fury held in them. You let those well rehearsed words come back to you, spitting your wrath into the first sentences. 

 

 

Wake up! 
Grab a brush and put a little makeup!
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup!
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable!

 

One of your teammate rapidly falls in step with you, "silently" yelling his part of the "duet" and successfully throwing you into your space again. 


You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup! 
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup! 
You wanted to
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
You wanted to

 

You lean back, posing lazily as you let the melody flow out of you lips. Face both blank and passionate. 


I don't think you trust
In, my, self righteous suicide... 
I, cry, when angels deserve to die!

 

The instruments roar to the abuse as you let your body speak, your head twisting with your voice as you screech. 

 

Diiiieee! 

 

You arch your back with your battle cry, falling back almost in a fighting stance as the first chorus comes to an end. 


Wake up! 
Grab a brush and put a little makeup! 
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup! 
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable! 

 

You begin snapping your head front and back with the tune, nearly headbanging with your new fans. 


You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup! 
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup! 
You wanted to
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
You wanted to

 

You straighten up, letting the second chorus invade you. You head lulls slowly from side to side with every new word you utter. You close your eyes again, calmy letting your tone grow softer. 


I don't think you trust
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die

 

You frown, clenching your eyes shuts as you pour your guts out. 


Father!, (father!),

Father!, (father!),

Father!, (father!),

Father!

 

You ignore the ghost of sadness as it clenches it's hold of you, knowing full well your expression's is currently growing painful. You don't give a fuck. Let the world see it,let them have a taste! 

 

Father into your hands, I commend my spirit
Father into your hands! 

 

You swing your body with every line, raising your gaze to the sky. 


Why have you forsaken me? 
In your eyes forsaken me? 
In your thoughts forsaken me? 
In your heart forsaken, me oh! 

 

You fight the tightening of your throat as you scream the last lines. 


Trust in my self righteous suicide! 
I, cry, when angels deserve to die! 
In my self righteous suicide... 
I, cry, when angels deserve to die... 

.

.

.

 

If you ever doubted the people before, well, they just beated those thought right out of you. The Audience cheers for you once again, screeching at inhuman heights as they applaud your work vigourly. To this day, you still can't believe how much doing this as helped you. It's so scary, but so rewarding! They fucking love it! 

 

You give a quick look back again, your giddiness clearly spilling into your features as your teamates smile and giggle with you. You turn your gaze to the curtains, hoping to see Emma for a split second at the very least before turning back to the crowd. 

 

Your eyes linger. 

 

Shit. 

 

Hidden under all that professionalism, she's standing there idly, clenching your mask in her palm.

 

You did too much. 

 

_____________________________________

 

Amongst all the crazed people flailing and cheering wildly stands a very silent and quiet blue haired man. 

 

Sal stands there motionless, is he breathing properly, is he hyperventilating? No, he's just fixated. 

 

The moment you ripped that prosthetic, not mask, from your face and he gazed on to markings so familliar, his brain stuttered. 

 

This has to be a part of the show, right? Just to shock people, right? Nobody would do that, nobody could be so bold! You had to have this as a little trick to hit closer to home with your lyrics. It has to be a technique, however twisted it may sound, to catch people's eyes! 

 

And boy, did you just catch his. 

 

Larry nudges the smaller man lightly as he turns to him. 

 

"Brooo, Sally Face! They were so right man! That dude is crazy!" He laugh before finally catching Sally's gaze as it snaps back to reality. "You okay dude?"

 

The blunette quickly corrects his stance with a quick shake of the head and shoulder raise. 

 

"I'm fine, they took me by suprise that's all." He makes it a point to add excitedly. "You're right, they're pretty wild."

 

The tall metalhead's expression spilts into another smile. "Can't wait to see if the next ones are as good man. This show was so worth it! 

 

Sal nods to him as they both return their gazes to the stage. As Larry cheers on energicaly while your team's replaced, he takes a mental note to stop by the music department later. 

 

Music does sound like an interesting topic to learn about. 

Notes:

For those who don't know, first song was 'Chop Suey' by System of a Down and the second one was "Down with the Sickness" by Disturbed.

First time writing a heavily song-inspired story and I loved writing this chapter! What do you guys think? Were the musical moments well described or did you get a little confused somewhere?

Anyway, good night everybody. See ya next chapter~! ;}

Notes:

I know I know, this first chapter's pretty short. I started writing at like 1 in the morning, so I really just want to go to sleep for now. I'll continue this another day, I promise~! ;}

 

(Let's just pretend the music I'll use are originals written by the reader okay? I feel like it would make sense for this OC-ish reader to have written them, that's all. You'll see eventually.)