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The Fault in Our Wands

Chapter 30: Bonus: Lovegood's Letter

Notes:

Welcome to the Apology Bonus! First of all, thank you so much for having read The Fault in Our Wands this far. It was a mere product of boredom when I came up with the title and edited The Fault in Our Stars' cover to kill time, but then I started wondering what would the story be like, and how would the characters behave, and whether it was possible to introduce something as human and non-magic as cancer to J.K.'s Wizarding World... So I rererereread TFIOS for the hundredth time, noting down the plot in detail and imagining how would things go if it were a Scorbus fanfiction, and... here we are. It wouldn't have reached this far without your support, so infinite thanks!

Do you remember when, in Chapter Seven, Scorpius gives Al a letter Luna wrote to him? The paper is ripped, and Scorpius suggests Luna may have used the rest of it to note down the Kalernorls' favourite meals or something like that. (Al is in the infirmary after having woken up in terrible pain due to the Ghost Occupancy, in case you're a little lost) Well, as some of you may have guessed, Scorpius was absolutely and shamelessly lying. Here you have the complete letter Luna Lovegood wrote to Scorpius. Enjoy!

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"Dear Mr. Malfoy,

I am truly happy to hear that the two of you will be coming to visit me at Salazar's Pit next year. I am most definitely looking forward to it. Sorry that I am not able to receive you now, but it is the nature of the stars to cross, and never was Shakespeare wronger than when he had Cassius note, "The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars / But in ourselves."  I would say the fault, in this case, is in the Kalernorls.

Thank you also for your interest in my expedition. Yes, the Kalernorls are very much alive, and we are already tracking some specimens. It is very likely that we will be able to document their existence for the first time in history. As you asked for it—and I am very pleased to see that smart young boys like you are interested in learning beyond what is taught in class, in discovering the world as it truly is—, I have included a sketch of how a Kalernorl looks. We have only seen them from afar, but worry not; they are big enough so as to ensure that we did not miss any limb or horn.

Having specialized on Magic Creatures, I had never heard of magiconecrosis before, but I deeply mourn your condition, Mr. Malfoy. It is not fair that such a young and wonderful boy shall suffer from such a horrible disease. I asked some of my colleagues about it, and I am terrified to hear that you have already outlived the average life expectancy. Even though I do not know you personally, it dreads me to think that you may pass away any moment. Still, I do not think that it is fair to leave young Mr. Potter out of your life.

Life is made up of choices, Mr. Malfoy. There are choices you make, and then choices others make. And here is the difference  between them: you have a saying on your own choices, but none on the other's. You can choose to push Mr. Potter away, but you cannot make his choice to stay away from you. You cannot make his choice to be your friend, the way he cannot make your choice to be his.

I digress, but here is what I want to say:  You are still alive, and it is your duty to make the most out of it, yet not your right to do it alone. You can decide you do not want to impose yourself and consequently your death upon anyone, but you cannot decide for him whether he can enter your life and tear your walls down or not. You are still alive, Mr. Malfoy, and you must not impose your will upon young Mr. Potter's decision, particularly when it is one that comes not from greed, but from true friendship and acceptance. He wishes to be by your side, and you should let him. You may not find my logic persuasive, but I have experienced enough losses to assure you that it is better to love and be loved, even if the loss tears us apart, than to petrify our hearts by exiling love from our lives.

Best wishes,

Luna Lovegood"

Notes:

DISCLAIMER: I in no way support J.K. Rowling in her transphobia and misandry, or at all. This fanfiction was written over four years ago, before all her nastiness blew up, and since then I have been educating myself and have ceased all support to her works. Please take a moment, if you don't know what I'm talking about, to look up her very problematic attitude towards the trans* community. By continuing to buy her books and HP merch, we keep paying her bills and strengthening her voice, as well as giving her the idea that she's got a lot of fans backing her transphobia and misandry up.

I understand that HP has been very important to many of us, myself included, and has shaped our childhood. Still, I would like to use this space to ask you to look for ways to stop supporting her. As the writer of this HP fanfiction, I ask you to join me and many others in not actively promoting her, at least while she's bent on being a transphobe whose words are used by legislators to pass ant-trans* bills and veto pro-trans* measures.

Thank you for reading queer fanfiction by a queer creator, from the bottom of my heart. To continue to support the queer community, look for ways to cease any support to JKR.