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Winterfell was being destroyed.
The sound came through the stone of the courtyard walls, the groan of timbers taking fire, the distant screaming that had gone quieter over the last hour. Jon knew what silence meant by now. He had learned that particular lesson too many times to pretend otherwise.
His sword arm was numb to the elbow, from both cold and the exertion. He didn't remember when that had started. The dead kept coming and he kept cutting and the part of his mind that tracked things like exhaustion and pain had simply stopped sending reports.
The godswood was still. It was frozen over, a sheen of water and ice covering the red leaves of the weirwood tree. Jon had fought his way here on instinct, some old pull toward the heart-tree that he hadn't thought to question until he was already through the gate.
He saw Bran there.
His brother sat at the base of the weirwood. A spear of ice was buried in his chest, his white eyes lifelessly staring at nothing.
Another person I failed to save
Bran’s body was laying lifelessly in the dirt, unguarded, just a few feet from where Jon was standing. Jon wasn’t even given the time to mourn his last brother properly, for the Great Other was upon him.
He turned without thinking. The Night King moved with an otherworldly grace, silently and deadly. Jon brought Longclaw up on instinct and caught the blow on the flat of the blade. The impact sent him backwards.
He forced himself to be steady. He couldn’t afford anything else.
They came together again and Jon fought the way he had learned to fight ever since he’d joined the Night’s Watch. Surviving each exchange long enough to reach the next one. Longclaw rang against Night King’s icy sword and its edge freezing every time the two swords met.
The cold crawled up the blade, and bit into Jon's hands. But he ignored it. He had learned to fight through the cold.
He pushed forward. The Night King gave a step, just one, and something shifted in those frozen eyes. Not surprise. Something closer to interest.
Jon drove at the gap in his guard. Longclaw connected with the armour at his shoulder and did nothing at all, but Jon was already moving, spinning away from the counter, buying another few seconds of being alive.
He kept going. A minute. Maybe two. His ribs screamed. His legs went leaden. He caught a blow on the flat of the blade that he almost didn't catch, the impact jarring up through both arms, and he knew he was slowing and he knew the Night King could see it.
The Night King caught his wrist.
Jon felt the bones grind. Longclaw fell. He drove his elbow into the Night King's face, which did nothing except jar his arm, and got a hand on the dragonglass at his belt. But the Night King’s hand closed around his throat and lifted him off his feet and threw him at the base of the weirwood tree.
He hit hard. The breath went out of him. He felt something give in his side, a rib, maybe two, and then he was on the ground and Longclaw was three feet away and the Night King was standing over him, looking down with eyes filled with evil and malice.
Jon tried to move. But with his greatest enemy standing above him, he felt unable to.
The Night King crouched beside him, no hurry apparent in his actions. He had been waiting ten thousand years and he had no particular feelings about waiting a little longer. He only looked, with the patient certainty of something that had already won and knew it.
Then he spoke. Jon had heard the Old Tongue once, from a Thenn elder at Hardhome. It was harsh and beautiful, perfectly suited to the Northmen.
What came out of the Night King was something older still and wrong. Sounding like nails scraping against a board.
“Die, Promised Prince.”
Jon looked back at him. Past him, at the red leaves of the weirwood against the dark sky. At Bran, three feet away, still and pale as the tree he sat beneath.
Sansa, Arya… I'm sorry.
The darkness came as the Night King rammed his sword into Jon’s chest. It felt like his insides were being frozen and torn apart.
He closed his eyes.
The smell of sulfur hit him first, sharp enough to make him gag.
Jon's knees slammed into something hard and he lurched forward, his hands flying to his stomach, searching for the tear in his leather, the blood, the cold working its way in. But there was only bare skin. Smooth. Nothing.
He stayed on his knees for a moment, breathing hard.
Then he looked up.
The place was vast in a way that made his ears feel wrong, lit from no clear source, the light falling on nothing in particular. To his right, three figures sat on high stone thrones, large enough that he had to tilt his head back to see them properly. They were made of something between stone and weirwood, pale roots growing through their shoulders and erupting from their backs in thick coils. Their eyes were wet and dark red, like sap pooled in old bark.
To his left, on thrones of their own, sat others. Taller. Stranger. Wrapped in something like smoke that wasn't quite smoke, their skin covered in fine scales so close to their bodies he almost mistook it for armour. Long horns swept back from their brows. Their eyes were the deep orange of coals that hadn't gone cold yet.
Jon got to his feet. His hand moved to his hip before he remembered there was no sword.
"I'm dead," he said. His voice came out flat, the tone he used when he was working hard to keep something else out of it. "Let me through. I've got nothing left to do here."
The three stone figures on the right spoke together, three voices layered into one: a young girl, an old man, and something that sounded older than either.
"Song of Ice. Song of Fire. The war is over. But it is not."
"The war is LOST!," he shouted, and the heat in it surprised him. He hadn't thought he had any heat left. "Winterfell is destroyed. The Three Eyed Raven is dead in the dirt next to a weirwood tree. If you're the gods, you watched it happen. There is nothing we could do."
"The war was already lost, Jon Snow. It wouldn’t have gone differently no matter what you did." The voices from the right were not unkind, which almost made it worse. "You lost because you were given a broken sword. Humanity spent three hundred years tearing itself apart before you were born. The weapons that could have turned the cold were already gone by the time you drew your first breath."
"We had dragons," Jon said.
The scaled figures on the left said nothing at first. Then the largest one, plated in something the dull colour of old gold, spoke. His voice was rough, two grinding stones finding their fit.
"You had three younglings. Half-starved things, bred in ash, raised in captivity. A shadow of what they should have been. If the old bloodlines had survived intact, the cold would not have crossed the Wall."
"So they weren't big enough." Jon heard how exhausted that sounded. "That's what you're telling me. We lost because of the size of the dragons."
"Your ancestors killed them," said a silver-scaled figure on the left, her voice carrying the particular sharpness of someone who had been angry about something for a very long time. "They chained them in a pit and turned them on each other for sport and pride and a chair made of swords. They broke the blood of the dragon for a succession war."
He knew this. He had known it the way you know things from old stories that never felt real until suddenly they did. Maester Aemon, in his cups, in his last year, talking about the Dance. The princess and the queen. The dragons falling out of the sky over the Narrow Sea.
"The Dance of the Dragons," Jon said. The words tasted ash-grey in his mouth. "They killed them all."
"They did," the golden figure hissed. "And from that, the world could not recover."
Jon was quiet. He looked down at his hands, still his hands, callused in the places a sword makes calluses, the knuckle of his right index finger slightly crooked from a break that never set right. He didn't know how long he stood there.
"Right," he said finally. "So you want to send me back."
"We do. Before the Dance began. You will take the body of a Velaryon prince. The one whose death struck the first match."
Jon's chest did something complicated. He knew which prince. He knew what it meant: dragons alive and young and whole, the future still openable. He also knew his own record.
He shook his head. "Find someone else."
None of the figures moved. They simply watched him.
"I mean it," he said. "I've led men to their deaths since I was seventeen. Everyone who followed me, I got them killed. I couldn't save Ygritte. I couldn't save Rickon. I couldn't" He stopped. He didn't finish it. "Send a king. Send someone who knows what they're doing. I'm a bastard from the north who just died face down in the mud. I'll bleed it up again."
"You are the Promised One. The song of Ice & Fire," the silver-scaled figure said. Not a reproach. Just a fact laid down like a stone. "That name has followed you since before you knew what to do with it. This is your destiny, you’re the only one who can save the world."
The world was not ready.
He turned that over quietly.
He thought about Arya's face, the last time he'd seen her. He thought about Sansa in the great hall of Winterfell, straightening her spine the way she always did when things were at their worst. He thought about the Night King's eyes over him, patient as the dark, certain as winter. He thought about the fact that there had to be a world for his family to freeze in before it could be saved.
If he said no, the loop would simply close.
It would mean humanity’s end. The suffering of Robb, Bran, Rickon would’ve been for nothing..
He let out a long breath.
"Fine," he said. Quiet. Steady. Not eager, not resigned. Just decided. "How do we start?"
The weirwood-stone figures on the right didn't answer with words. The floor beneath Jon's feet cracked open in a long pale seam and thick weirwood roots punched up through it, fast as striking snakes. They wrapped around his ankles before he could step back.
He didn't fight them. He had spent enough of his life fighting things he couldn't change.
The roots took his wrists. His chest. They lifted him off the ground and the cold was coming back but it wasn't the cold of the north. It was the cold of moving very fast through a very long time, three hundred years of history unspooling in the dark.
The last thing that reached him before the dark took everything was a voice from the left throne, rough and absolute and utterly certain:
"Do not fail. There isn't another choice."