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In the hush between tides, where the ice once sang your name,
Sokka, there lingers a boy who carries the sun in his scar.
You loved the moon first—
silver and solemn, Yue’s gentle light
pooling in your hands like sacred water.
She was quiet pull and distant grace,
a promise etched in craters,
a kiss that tasted of frost and farewell.
When she rose into the sky you watched her go,
heart a cracked boomerang that never quite returned.
The moon took a piece of you with her,
left you staring upward, cold,
wondering why every night felt like mourning.
Then came the sun.
Zuko—
all wildfire and wounded gold,
a comet dragged down to earth
with eyes like molten amber
and a voice that cracked like thunder at dawn.
He burns where Yue only glowed.
He rages where she whispered.
He stands too close, too bright,
and you flinch even as you lean in,
because light like this demands you see everything:
the shame carved into his skin,
the trembling of royal hands that once tried to end you,
the slow, aching thaw in a boy who was raised on ash.
You call him “Sparky” to keep him small.
You tease to keep the distance.
But at night, when the campfire dies to embers,
you catch yourself mapping constellations
on the planes of his face—
the sharp line of his jaw like sunrise breaking ice,
the scar a continent of fire you want to trace with shaking fingers.
He is daylight in your lungs,
too much, too sudden,
and you are still half-drowned in moonlight.
How cruel the spirits are.
They gave you the moon to love and lose,
then sent the sun to love you back—
to stand before you, stripped of crown and rage,
offering warmth you’re terrified to hold.
Because what if you reach for him and burn?
What if you reach for him and forget her?
What if the sun rises so fiercely
that the memory of silver fades,
and you become the traitor to your own grief?
Zuko looks at you like you hung the stars he was never allowed to touch.
You look at him and feel the tide inside you shift—
water bending toward flame,
impossible, inevitable, aching.
“I’m not her,” he says once, voice raw as new skin.
You laugh, broken. “I know. She was gentle. You’re a goddamn eclipse in my chest.”
He doesn’t understand.
You don’t explain.
Instead you sit shoulder to shoulder as the sky bleeds orange and violet,
two wounded sons of opposite worlds,
and let the sun bleed out across the horizon.
For a moment the moon is nowhere to be found.
For a moment you are only heat and heartbeat and the terrifying possibility
that maybe you were always meant to love the light that hurts.
But dawn will come again tomorrow.
And you will still be the boy who lost the moon,
learning how to open his eyes
to a sun that refuses to let him hide in shadow.
Zuko, you beautiful disaster—
you burn me alive
and I am so tired of freezing.
