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Ze has always felt like he wanted something more
Something more than just a boy
He wanted something more than that
He wanted
To feel pretty
Not like he wanted to be a girl
He wanted to feel pretty
Feel gorgeous
He wanted it so badly
He was so ashamed of it
One day, Regect was in his room, looking for something of his, he wanted a flashlight since there was something he wanted to do in the caves. He went through his closet after searching for a flashlight in his desk and drawers just to end up not finding one sadly
He went further into his closet and found something interesting
Something that will
Humiliate Ze
...
A dress? Did Ze have a secret girlfriend he didn't tell him and Moe about?
Or was it... No.. Pfft What a dork if it belongs to him, is he really that stupid to go out of his way and get a dress and hide it in his closet from him and Moe?
"PFFFTTT, what a sore loser! No wonder he doesn't want me snooping around in his room."
The dress was gorgeous, it was fluffy and had laces, and the dress was long and with the touch of a beautiful pink and nice flowers on the edge with gems on the top, how much did this thing cost?
Was it really much to Zes interest??
Regect was in a fit of laughter when he thought about Ze wearing this dress and was struck with an idea
What if he showed it to Ze, to let him know that he found his embarrassing secret?
It was the PERFECT idea. That's it, humiliate him. He went out of his room and walked past Moe who had been doing her makeup, he found Ze rummaging through the fridge, looking for something to eat.
He found his victim, he didn't want to laugh JUST yet. He walked up to Ze, tapping him on the shoulder and with a smirk
He held the dress to his face
Ze was... Safe to say he was, feeling a surge of emotions. "You- how did- wha- YOU-!"
Regect smirked
"What, got nothing to say?"
Oh, the how happy he got when he saw the anger in Zes eyes. He just knew that he wanted to strangle him, if he even could.
"How did you even find this-!"
Regect let out a chuckle before proudly announcing that he— rummage through his room and happened to find a long, pink, flowing dress and had laughed about it
"Anddd that's what happened." Ze let out a scoff and almost grabbed Regect by the collar but he grabbed his arm before he could do that. "You had NO right to even go through my room, ever heard of privacy???"
Regect, who had been smiling the entire time like he had been planning something ended up laughing. "You should've seen the look on your face when I showed you your dress-!!!" He ended up laughing so hard he was on the floor and Ze was left standing there, full of rage and like he wanted to kill him on the spot
"Whatever dude, screw you." He ran out of his room and went out to clear his mind, Ze had been cutting through trees after trees before stopping at maybe the 10th one and laid on the ground, the air kissed his clammy body like it knew he needed it.
He was so tired he ended up sleeping then and there. He woke up by around, 5 pm, his eyes fluttered open and blinked away the sleepiness and he sat up, he noticed that it had already been getting dark and he had 5 minutes to wait until he stood up and went searching for home.
He was walking through the cold grass until he had heard a deep groan, a zombie! Eh whatever, they'd burn the moment he went back home and slept through the night, he was still upset about the dress Regect had found, he wanted to so badly have his sweet revenge on him and take away whatever he loved or just do the same to whatever he's embarrassed of, he wanted it so badly.
He got back home and got to his room and collapsed on the bed right there, he relaxed himself and drifted off to sleep.
He woke up the next day, he sat up and he still felt so tired, he can't stop thinking about the fact that he was caught having a dress in his closet and he still felt so upset about that.
He stood up and got out of his room and looked for food in the kitchen, he was searching for something to eat, what the hell, an apple and raw pork? Why the fuck haven't they restocked the fridge, whatever, he went back to bed and napped for like 4 hours until he woke up sore, maybe he shouldn't have slept after he had just woken up..
He got up and stretched his arms and got out of his room to check on Moe and he found her watching TV in the living room with Regect, he walked in and was caught by Regect and-
"Was starting to think you died in there"
Whatever, he ignored him and went to his room and just laid in his room for like 5 minutes, thinking about the dress, had Regect found out what he felt? Did he tell Moe about it? Did he laugh all day about it? What a jerk.
He sighed and closed his eyes, trying to relax himself about it, he didn't want to know that Regect was gonna tease him about it the whole year, maybe even the following years. He hated that, he hated the desire to feel pretty, he hated it. He should be a boy, he should be masculine and he should man up, not walk around in some frou frou dress.
He got up from bed and got out to get some fresh air, he walked through the forest, wandering around. He sat by a pond and looked at his reflection in the water, he thought about talking to Regect about.. No, no- never, not even in hell.. But oh he wanted to talk to someone about it, what about Moe? Surely she won't judge him..
He sat there for a good minute and got up to go back home, he looked for Moe once he got inside and saw Moe by the counters in the kitchen and he walked to her
"Hey Moe can I.. Talk to you about something..?"
Moe honked happily and wondered what was the matter
"Well... Please don't judge me but I, I've always felt pretty, I loved the way dresses look, how I felt wearing it, and how I look in it. I mean, I'm not gay or something but, I just- It's embarrassing.. Okay! I don't even know WHAT I'm saying at this point, I feel like I'm just spitting nonsense or whatever, I'm sorry Moe, I shouldn't have even bothered talking to you about this—"
A series of honks came from Moe, she didn't want Ze to feel that way, in fact, she was happy he had the courage to walk up to her and speak up about this, she wanted him to feel comfortable, to talk to a friend and she's glad he came up to her. She honked about not having to worry and that she won't judge him, and that she'll even help him with this! It was a surprise for Ze since he thought that she'll be like Regect and laugh about it.
"R-really— you'd do that for me Moe?"
Moe honked as she nodded, she wanted to help Ze, after all — that's what friends are for.
"Thanks Moe! I appreciate it, I don't know what I'd do without you." Moe honked happily, it was nice to know that Moe offered to help him.
Ze and Moe talked for a while before Ze headed to his room and bumped into Regect.
"Oh, it's you." Ze was upset by just seeing him
"Wha- EXCUSE you. I was just standing innocently here." Regect scoffed and walked away, leaving Ze to stand there, he felt bad about saying that but he was still mad about the fact that Regect was there spitting shit about Zes dress, he wanted to bang his head right on the wall over and over until he died, he wanted to say sorry, apologise to Regect but he just couldn't, he didn't want Regect to think he was- what? Gay?
Ze slid down to the floor, hugging his knees and he was stuck there, his head leaning on the door to his room, he felt like shit, he wanted to just die right there but there was nothing he could do about it, oh how badly he wanted to talk to Regect about his feelings.
Pffft, whatever. Regect was a jerk anyways, he didn't deserve and apology if he was gonna be an ass about it. He got up and opened the door, turning the doorknob and got in and closed the door behind him, he fell onto the bed and closed his eyes, he sighed and opened n his eyes, he wondered
Surely Regect didn't mean the crap he said, right, right?
Ze closed his eyes, letting sleep overtake him. He woke up in the middle of the night, around 1:07 AM, god fuck he wanted to die right there. He heard sounds, possibly from the living room, he got up and opened the door just a teeny bit and peeked through, he saw a black figure- Regect?
He squinted his eyes, it is Regect, but- why is he up and about at this godly hour? He slid through the door and closed it and walked to the living room, he got Regects attention when he got close behind him
"Oh you're up uuhhh what do you want."
Regect asked, slightly salty from earlier.
Ze gulped and swallowed his pride and took the courage to apologise to Regect
"Ugh, I wanted to- say sorry to you."
Regect was surprised
"What- you? Apologising, to me?"
Regect scoffed, clearly not believing the fact that Ze is actually apologising to him, I mean- he literally argues with him EVERY single day for fucks sake.
"Ugh, yes. So what? It's not like I mean it anyways." Ze was pretty much pissed, or just embarrassed, he was stuck between his words and wasn't able to word out his thoughts and what he felt to Regect, is he really gonna confess now? He wanted to hide in his bed and die.
Ze took a deep breath and decided to do it. "I.. I wanna be a girl."
Regect was surprised, he was shocked and—
"WAIT, not girl girl like, I wanna feel like one, like someone pretty." There it is. Zes face was red and burning, he didn't know what to do with himself anymore.
He just walked away before Regect stopped him.
"WAIT. I don't mind that at all, sorry for being such a jerk man I- I don't know what got me into this, I never thought you felt that way, I didn't know. Sorry man." Regect was actually.. Sorry? He was apologising?
Ze couldn't believe it. How? Is this the same Regect he knew? He never thought that this is what would happened. He couldn't even think of something like this
"You- wha- huh????" Ze was struggling to think straight, he didn't know what was happening, if you were to ask him if he was thinking of anything he'd just stand there like a statue
"Yeah sorry for being mean to you dude, I didn't know. Take my apology or leave it like the little fuck you are or something." Regect snarled.
Ze snapped out of his thoughts when Regect finally acted like Regect. Ze sighed and they continued the night arguing.