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The afternoon light struggled through the single window of the cramped apartment, falling in weak stripes across the linoleum floor. Jimin stood at the small kitchen counter, his back to the room, measuring out his mother’s medication with the precision of someone who had done it a thousand times. Three white pills. One blue capsule. Half of a yellow tablet. He arranged them in a small ceramic dish that had once held a candle—now long melted—and carried it to the worn sofa where his mother sat staring at the wall.
“Eomma,” he said softly, kneeling in front of her. “Time for your medicine.”
Mrs. Park didn’t turn her head. Her eyes, once sharp and full of warmth, now held the distant look of someone watching a movie only she could see. Her grey hair was clean—Jimin had washed it that morning—but her blouse was buttoned wrong, the collar twisted sideways.
“Eomma,” he tried again, touching her hand.
She flinched. Pulled away. “Who are you?”
The question landed in Jimin’s chest like a stone dropping into deep water. It never got lighter. No matter how many times she asked, no matter how many mornings he woke up to a stranger’s eyes looking through him, the weight of those two words always found fresh places to bruise.
“It’s Jimin, Eomma. Your son.”
She studied his face for a long moment. Something flickered behind her gaze—a spark, a memory trying to swim to the surface. Then it drowned. “I don’t have a son,” she said flatly. “My son was small. He had chubby cheeks.”
Jimin swallowed the ache in his throat and smiled. It was a smile he had practiced in the mirror for months, one that didn’t reach his eyes but looked convincing enough. “I grew up, Eomma. See?” He held her hand to his cheek. “Chubby cheeks are gone. But it’s me.”
She didn’t pull away this time. Her thumb moved slightly, tracing his jawline. “Jimin?”
“Yes.”
“Jimin.” She said his name like tasting a word in a foreign language. Then her face crumpled. “I can’t find your father. He went to work and didn’t come back. Do you know where he is?”
Jimin closed his eyes for a second. This was the loop. The same questions, the same answers, the same heartbreak dressed in different words. His father had been dead for seventeen years. His mother had watched him collapse in their living room—a massive heart attack brought on by stress, by betrayal, by the Mins stealing everything they owned. But her dementia had locked that memory behind a door she could no longer open.
“He’s traveling,” Jimin said gently. “Business trip. He’ll be back soon.”
“Oh.” She seemed relieved. “He should call. He always calls.”
“I know, Eomma. Take your medicine first.”
He coaxed her into swallowing the pills with a spoonful of applesauce, the same way he had done every morning and evening for the past three years. When the last pill was gone, she leaned her head against his shoulder and hummed a lullaby Jimin recognized from his own childhood—a soft, meandering tune about the moon and a lost little bird.
Jimin held her and stared at the stack of bills on the coffee table.
Five envelopes. Two were overdue. One was a final notice from the hospital for her last MRI. The others were utilities—electricity and water, both scheduled for disconnection in ten days if he didn’t pay.
He had exactly 47,300 won in his wallet. That was about thirty-five dollars. Enough for rice, eggs, and her medication for another week. Nothing more.
When his mother fell asleep against him, he gently laid her down on the sofa—their apartment had only one bedroom, and Jimin had given it to her years ago. He covered her with a faded blanket and walked to the window, looking down at the narrow alley below. Trash bags lined the walls. A stray dog sniffed at a discarded chicken bone. Somewhere in the distance, the city hummed with the sound of people living lives he could only dream of.
He thought about his hands. What they could do.
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Flashback: Three Years Ago
The engine roared beneath him like a living thing. Jimin shifted gears, his body moving as one with the modified Hyundai Genesis, the steering wheel a whisper in his palms. The street was a ribbon of black asphalt cutting through the industrial district, lit only by flickering streetlamps and the headlights of the car behind him—his opponent, a rich boy in a European import who had paid fifty million won just for the right to race him.
“Last corner,” the voice in his earpiece crackled. His spotter, an old mechanic named Mr. Ahn. “He’s fading. Take it.”
Jimin didn’t answer. He didn’t need to. He drifted through the corner at a hundred and forty kilometres per hour, tires screaming, the scent of burnt rubber filling the cabin. The import tried to follow but overcorrected, skidding into a pile of empty pallets.
Jimin crossed the finish line and slowed to a stop. He sat in the silence, heart rate already returning to normal. His hands didn’t shake. They never did.
The prize was ten million won. Eight thousand dollars. A single night’s work.
He took the cash, slipped it into his jacket, and walked away without a word. The rich boy’s friends screamed at him for a rematch. Jimin ignored them. He had learned long ago that speed was not his gift—control was. The ability to remain calm when everything around him burned.
He used that money to pay for his mother’s first round of dementia medication. It lasted four months.
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Present
Jimin pulled his hand back from the window. Those days were over. He had promised himself after the last race—the one where a driver had died, his car wrapping around a concrete barrier like tinfoil—that he would never go back. The money was good. The risk was fatal.
And there was the other thing. The skill that lived in his fingers like a second heartbeat.
He walked to the small desk in the corner of the room and opened the bottom drawer. Beneath a stack of old tax documents, he pulled out a deck of cards. Bicycle brand, red, worn soft at the edges. He shuffled them once, twice, three times, the motion automatic as breathing. Then he dealt.
One hand. Two. Three.
Poker. Texas Hold’em. He played against an imaginary opponent, laying out the community cards, calculating odds, reading tells that didn’t exist. In his prime, he had cleared tables in underground casinos—not as a player, but as a ringer, hired by the house to keep the games honest or, when instructed, to make them dishonest. He could count cards in blackjack. He could spot a bluff from across a smoky room. He could stack a deck in under ten seconds without looking.
But that world had teeth. The last time he walked away from a casino job, he had a knife pulled on him by a man who accused him of cheating. Jimin had disarmed him without breaking a sweat—the martial arts training his father had insisted on in childhood that he continued in underground after his death, the Hapkido and Krav Maga that lived in his muscle memory—but the look in the man’s eyes had stayed with him. Desperation. Violence. Hunger.
Jimin didn’t want to be hungry like that anymore.
He put the cards back in the drawer and locked it.
His mother stirred on the sofa, murmuring something in her sleep. Jimin went to her, tucked the blanket tighter around her shoulders, and kissed her forehead. Her skin smelled like the lavender soap he used because it was the only scent she still recognized.
“I’ll find a way, Eomma,” he whispered. “I promise.”
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The next morning, Jimin woke before dawn. He showered in the bathroom where the tiles were cracked and the water pressure was a weak drizzle, then dressed in his best clothes—a white button-up shirt, no wrinkles, and black trousers he had ironed twice. The shirt had a small stain on the cuff, but he folded the sleeve up to hide it.
He left a note on the kitchen table for his mother, though she wouldn’t remember reading it: Eomma – rice in the cooker. Banchan in the fridge. I’ll be back by 6. Love, Jimin.
Then he walked to the bus stop, his stomach tight with hope and fear in equal measure.
The Min Grand Hotel rose from the heart of the city like a monument to wealth that Jimin had only ever seen from the outside. Forty-two stories of glass and steel, with a revolving restaurant at the top and a casino on the thirty-fifth floor that reportedly saw more money change hands in a single night than Jimin’s entire neighbourhood earned in a decade. He had passed by it a hundred times on the bus, pressing his forehead to the cold window, watching the valets park cars that cost more than his mother’s medical bills.
Today, he walked through the revolving doors.
The lobby was a cathedral of marble and chandeliers. Jimin’s worn shoes squeaked on the polished floor. A woman in a designer dress glanced at him, then looked away as if he were a piece of furniture. The front desk was manned by three receptionists in crisp navy blazers, all of them smiling identical smiles.
Jimin approached the one in the middle. “Excuse me. I’m here about the job posting. Waiter or server position.”
The receptionist’s smile didn’t waver, but her eyes flickered down to his shirt, his trousers, his shoes. “Do you have an appointment with HR?”
“No, but I brought my resume.” He held out a single sheet of paper—thin, because he couldn’t afford good stationery, but carefully typed at the library computer. His work history was sparse: convenience store clerk, delivery driver, janitor at a small office building. Nothing that hinted at casinos or racing or underground fighting. Those years existed in a blank space he had learned to explain as “freelance work.” The name at the top read Jimin Han. A common surname. Untraceable. The photo was his real face—he couldn't change that—but a different last name created distance. His mother's maiden name, actually. Something he could remember without flinching.
The real name—Park Jimin—belonged to a dead family. A boy who no longer existed.
The receptionist took the resume with two fingers, like it might be contaminated. “I’ll pass this along. You can wait in the employee lobby.”
She pointed to a corridor to the left. Jimin nodded, thanked her, and walked.
The employee lobby was a different world. Fluorescent lights. Plastic chairs. A water cooler with a half-empty jug. A bulletin board covered in shift schedules and safety notices. Jimin sat down next to a man in a chef’s coat who smelled of garlic and exhaustion.
“First time?” the chef asked without looking up from his phone.
“Yes.”
“Good luck.” The chef’s tone suggested luck would not be enough.
Jimin waited for two hours. He watched other applicants come and go—younger than him, better dressed, carrying leather portfolios instead of folded paper. One by one, they were called into an office and emerged either smiling or stone-faced. Most smiled.
Finally, a door opened and a man in an expensive grey suit stepped out. He had a round face, thinning hair, and small eyes that moved over Jimin like a scanner.
“Han Jimin?”
“Yes.” Jimin stood.
“I’m Mr. Kang, the hotel manager. Follow me.”
Mr. Kang led him down a narrow hallway to a small office with a desk and two chairs. No windows. The air smelled of stale coffee. Jimin sat across from the manager, who did not offer a handshake.
“Your resume is… modest,” Mr. Kang said, leaning back in his chair. “But we have a position open for a server. The starting wage is minimum plus tips. You’d be expected to work evenings, weekends, holidays. Uniform provided but deducted from your first paycheck.”
“That’s fine,” Jimin said. “I can start immediately.”
Mr. Kang smiled. It was not a kind smile. “There is one other thing.”
Jimin waited.
“The server position is competitive. Very competitive.” The manager let the words hang. “But I’m a reasonable man. I can make things happen for people who are… appreciative.”
Jimin understood immediately. He had seen this before—in casinos, in racing circles, in every place where power sat on one side of a desk and desperation on the other. The offer was not subtle. The manager’s eyes had dropped to Jimin’s lips, then his neck, then lower.
Jimin’s hands stayed still on his knees. Inside, something cold and familiar settled in his chest.
“I’m not interested in that kind of arrangement,” he said quietly.
Mr. Kang’s smile disappeared. “Then you’re not interested in the job.”
“I see.” Jimin stood. “Thank you for your time.”
He was halfway to the door when the manager spoke again. “Wait.”
Jimin turned.
“There is another position. Janitorial. Night shift. Starts at two AM, ends at ten. Pays less than minimum because it’s contract work. But it’s a job.” Mr. Kang’s eyes were mocking now. “If you’re not too proud.”
Jimin thought of the bills on the coffee table. The final notice from the hospital. The way his mother had asked who he was.
“I’ll take it,” he said.
Mr. Kang laughed. “I thought you might.”
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That night, Jimin stood in a supply closet on the thirty-eighth floor, wearing a grey jumpsuit two sizes too big, holding a mop in one hand and a bottle of industrial cleaner in the other. The clock on his phone read 1:47 AM. The hotel was quiet—guests asleep, the casino still humming but the upper floors dark.
He pushed the mop across the marble floor of the executive hallway, watching the water streak and dry. The work was mindless. His body knew how to do it while his mind drifted elsewhere.
Janitor, he thought. His father had been a partner in a construction firm, a man who shook hands with mayors and had his photos in the newspapers. Now his son mopped floors for less than a living wage because a middle-aged manager wanted something Jimin wouldn’t give.
He should be angry. Some part of him was. But mostly, he was tired.
He finished the hallway and moved to the stairwell, scrubbing scuff marks off the concrete steps. At the thirty-fifth floor landing, he paused. A door with a keypad lock and a small plaque: Private – Casino Staff Only.
Through the door, he could hear the faint clink of chips and the murmur of voices. The casino. Even at this hour, it was alive.
Jimin stood there for a long moment. He could feel the pull—the old hunger, the familiarity of cards and odds and the electric tension of a big bet. It would be so easy. One game. One night. He could walk in, sit at a table, and walk out with enough to pay his mother’s hospital bill.
But he had promised himself.
He turned away and kept mopping.
At 9:58 AM, his shift over, Jimin changed back into his clothes in the employee locker room. His body ached—his shoulders, his lower back, his hands blistered from wringing out dirty mop heads. He looked at himself in the cracked mirror above the sink. Dark circles under his eyes. A bruise on his wrist from where he had slipped on a wet floor.
But his mother’s medication was paid for another week. The electricity bill could wait seven more days.
He walked out of the hotel into the morning sun, and for the first time in months, he allowed himself to feel something small and fragile: hope.
Not because the job was good. It wasn’t.
But because he had survived the first day. And survival, Jimin had learned a long time ago, was a skill like any other. Practice it enough, and it becomes instinct.
He boarded the bus home, sat by the window, and watched the city wake up around him.
Tomorrow, he would mop floors again. And the day after that. And the day after that.
Until something broke. Or something changed.
The second shift started the same way the first had ended: with Jimin’s hands in a bucket of grey water and his back screaming at him to stop.
He had learned, over the course of three nights, that the Min Grand Hotel had exactly forty-two floors, seventeen stairwells, two hundred and thirty-four guest rooms, and more marble than any building had a right to possess. He also learned that Mr. Kang, the hotel manager, had assigned him the worst possible routes—the service corridors behind the kitchens where grease congealed on the floor, the public restrooms near the ballroom where wedding guests regularly left messes that defied description, and the executive hallway on the thirty-eighth floor, which had to be mopped three times a night because the cleaning standards were “Min family standards.”
Jimin had no idea what Min family standards meant, but he knew his knees ached and his knuckles were raw from scrubbing baseboards.
Tonight was his fourth night. He had settled into a numb rhythm: arrive at the employee entrance at 1:45 AM, clock in on the battered timecard machine, change into the grey jumpsuit that smelled like the previous occupant, and collect his cart of supplies from the supply closet that Mr. Kang had deliberately placed as far from the elevators as possible.
“Fresh meat,” an older janitor named Byung-ho had grunted on Jimin’s second night. Byung-ho was missing two fingers on his left hand and had a hacking cough that sounded like broken glass. “Kang gives the shit routes to newbies. You’ll be here six months, maybe you get a better one.”
“Six months?” Jimin had asked.
Byung-ho laughed, which turned into a coughing fit. “You think you’re leaving sooner? This place eats people like us. But the pay is better than nothing, and they don’t ask questions about your background.” He had gestured with his mangled hand. “Most of us got secrets. Kang knows. That’s why he hired us. Cheap labour that can’t complain.”
Jimin had nodded and said nothing. He understood the math perfectly. He was being exploited, and he was letting it happen, because the alternative was watching his mother go without medication.
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Tonight, his route started in the basement kitchen.
The hotel’s main kitchen was on the second floor, but the basement held the prep kitchens, the walk-in freezers, and the dishwashing facility that ran twenty-four hours a day. Jimin pushed his cart through the swinging doors and was immediately hit by a wall of steam and the smell of industrial degreaser. Three dishwashers in stained white aprons were spraying down racks of plates, their faces blank with exhaustion.
One of them, a young woman with a nose ring, glanced at Jimin. “You’re the new janitor?”
“Yes.”
“They got you on the night shift too?”
“Until I prove myself, apparently.”
She snorted. “Good luck. I’ve been here two years. Still on nights.” She pointed to a puddle of something brown and viscous spreading across the floor near the grease trap. “That’s yours. It leaks every night. Chef says it’s ‘normal.’”
Jimin looked at the puddle. Then at the grease trap. Then at his mop.
“Normal,” he repeated.
“Welcome to the Min Hotel.”
He mopped the grease, wrung out the mop, and mopped it again. The smell clung to his jumpsuit, his hair, his skin. He had showered before coming to work, but within an hour he would smell like the basement kitchen. He had learned to accept that too.
At 3:30 AM, he finished the basement and moved to the first-floor public restrooms. The ballroom had hosted a corporate gala that evening—something involving a pharmaceutical company and an open bar—and the restrooms looked like a battlefield. Jimin found a man asleep in one of the stalls, his tie wrapped around his forehead like a headband. He gently woke him and guided him to the lobby, where security took over.
“Happens every weekend,” the security guard said, a bored man in his fifties named Mr. Choi. “Drunk executives think they own the place.”
Jimin returned to the restroom and spent the next forty-five minutes scrubbing vomit off the floor, wiping down counters smeared with makeup and spilled wine, and restocking the paper towels that someone had thrown into the toilet.
By 5:00 AM, he had finished the first-floor restrooms, the ground-floor lobby corridor, and the elevator banks. His hands were blistered despite the gloves. His lower back throbbed with a dull, persistent ache that he suspected would become permanent if he stayed in this job long enough.
He took a five-minute break in the supply closet, sitting on an overturned bucket, drinking water from a bottle he had refilled in the employee locker room. His phone showed a single message from the elderly neighbor who checked on his mother during the night shifts: She slept well. Ate some rice. Asked for you once.
Jimin typed back: Thank you, Mrs. Song. I’ll be home by 10:30.
He put the phone away and stood up. The executive hallway on the thirty-eighth floor was next.
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The elevator ride to the thirty-eighth floor was the only part of Jimin’s shift that felt like a reprieve. The service elevator was small and smelled of floor wax, but it was quiet, and for ninety seconds, he was alone in a metal box moving upward through the sleeping hotel.
The doors opened onto a different world.
The executive hallway was carpeted in deep navy blue, so plush that Jimin’s worn work shoes sank into it with every step. The walls were paneled in dark wood, interrupted every few meters by gilded sconces that cast warm, flattering light. At the end of the hallway, double doors marked Private – Executive Offices stood closed, guarded by a security camera that swiveled slowly from side to side.
Jimin had been told to clean this hallway every night. He was not to enter the executive offices. He was not to touch anything on the small credenza near the elevators, which held a vase of fresh flowers that were replaced daily. He was simply to vacuum the carpet, dust the sconces, and ensure that the marble threshold at the entrance to the offices was spotless.
He set to work. The vacuum was a German brand he had never seen before, lighter and quieter than any he had used. He vacuumed in neat rows, working from the elevators toward the double doors, then back again. When he finished, he knelt and wiped the marble threshold with a microfiber cloth and a spray bottle of solution that smelled like lemons and money.
That was when he heard the footsteps.
It was 6:15 AM. The hotel was still mostly asleep. The executive hallway should have been empty until at least 7:00, when the first administrative staff arrived. But these footsteps were deliberate, unhurried, the sound of expensive leather soles on hardwood.
Jimin looked up.
A man was walking toward him from the direction of the private elevators—the executive elevators, the ones that required a key card and led directly to the penthouse suites. He was bit taller than him, though not exceptionally so, with sharp features and dark hair that fell across his forehead in a way that looked effortless but was probably intentional. He wore a black suit, no tie, the top button of his shirt undone. His hands were in his pockets. His face was expressionless.
Jimin had seen photographs of Min Yoongi before. Everyone in Seoul had. The youngest CEO of a major chaebol, heir to the Min empire, frequently listed in business magazines as one of the most powerful men under forty. But photographs did not capture the coldness.
It was not the coldness of cruelty. Jimin had seen cruelty—in the eyes of casino enforcers, in the smiles of men who enjoyed breaking things. This was different. This was the coldness of absolute indifference, the look of someone who had never needed to care about another person's opinion because the world had always bent to his will.
Yoongi walked past Jimin without slowing down, without glancing down, without any acknowledgment that a human being was kneeling on the floor six feet away from him. His gaze was fixed on the double doors at the end of the hallway, and his expression did not change.
Jimin held his breath.
The distance between them closed. Five meters. Three meters. One meter. Yoongi's cologne drifted past—something subtle, woody, expensive. His shoes were black oxfords, polished to a mirror shine. His watch was a Patek Philippe, the kind that cost more than Jimin's entire apartment building.
And then he was gone, through the double doors, disappearing into the executive offices without a word.
The doors swung shut with a soft click.
Jimin exhaled. He hadn't realized he had been holding his breath. His heart was beating faster than it should have been, and his hands—his steady, controlled hands—were trembling slightly.
He stood up slowly, his knees protesting, and stared at the closed doors.
That was him, he thought. That was Min Yoongi.
He had seen the news three months ago—the announcement that the elder Min's only son was returning from Switzerland after so many years abroad to take over as CEO of Min Holdings. The business press had called it a "changing of the guard," a "new era for the Min empire." Jimin had read the articles with a cold, quiet fury. For seventeen years, he had watched the Mins thrive while his family crumbled. He had avoided their hotels, their casinos, their subsidiaries, telling himself that revenge was a luxury he couldn't afford. But when Yoongi came back, something shifted in Jimin's chest. The son who had been sheltered from the family's sins—the son who had been sent away as a child, who had grown up in Geneva while Jimin's father died in a cheap hospital—was now the face of the empire. And Jimin realized: the universe had handed him a door. Not the father, who was old and guarded and surrounded by lawyers. But the son. The heir. The one person whose downfall would destroy the Mins from the inside. That was why Jimin had applied at the Min Grand Hotel. Not for the waiter job he had wanted—that had been a cover. He had come to get inside. To climb. To wait. And now, watching Yoongi disappear behind those double doors, Jimin knew he had made the right choice. The son was back. And the son had no idea what was coming.
In his fantasies of revenge, he had pictured confronting Yoongi face to face, looking into his eyes, telling him exactly what the Min family had done. In his darker moments, he had imagined worse things—violence, humiliation, the kind of suffering that could never be undone.
But he had never imagined this: being invisible. Being less than nothing. Being so beneath Yoongi's notice that the man had walked past him like he was a piece of furniture.
Jimin's hands curled into fists at his sides.
The old anger stirred in his chest—the anger he had buried under years of caretaking and exhaustion and the slow erosion of hope. It was the anger of a ten-year-old boy watching his father collapse on the living room floor. The anger of a teenager signing his mother into a hospital he couldn’t afford. The anger of a young man cleaning vomit off a bathroom floor while the son of the man who had destroyed his family slept in a penthouse suite upstairs.
He forced himself to uncurl his fingers.
Not yet, he told himself. Not like this.
He picked up his vacuum and pushed his cart toward the service elevator. The executive hallway was clean. His shift was not over—he still had to do the thirty-second floor and the lobby restrooms again before the morning rush—but he needed a moment to breathe.
In the service elevator, alone again, Jimin leaned his forehead against the cool metal wall.
He thought about his mother, asleep in their tiny apartment, dreaming of a husband who had been dead for seventeen years. He thought about the bills on the coffee table, the final notice from the hospital, the pharmacist who had started giving him pitying looks when he paid for her medication in crumpled won notes.
He thought about Min Yoongi’s face, expressionless, untouchable.
“You don’t know me yet,” Jimin whispered to the empty elevator. “But you will.”
The rest of his shift passed in a blur of mopping and scrubbing and the mindless repetition of tasks that required no thought. By the time he clocked out at 9:58 AM, his body was running on fumes and the dregs of the convenience store coffee he had bought during his last break.
He changed back into his clothes in the employee locker room. The grey jumpsuit went into a laundry bin that would be emptied by a contractor who paid the hotel for the privilege of washing their uniforms. Jimin washed his hands three times, but he could still smell the basement kitchen on his skin.
As he walked through the employee exit, he passed a window that looked into the hotel’s main lobby. The morning light streamed through the glass ceiling, illuminating the marble floors and the crystal chandeliers and the guests who could afford to sleep in thousand-dollar suites.
And there, standing near the concierge desk, was Min Yoongi again.
He was speaking to a man in a tailored suit, probably a business associate, his posture relaxed but his eyes sharp. He held a cup of coffee in one hand—black, no sugar, Jimin guessed—and gestured occasionally with the other. He looked nothing like the cold, indifferent figure who had walked past Jimin in the hallway. He looked… engaged. Almost human.
Jimin watched for a moment longer than he should have. Then he turned away and walked toward the bus stop.
He had survived another night.
And Min Yoongi had no idea that the janitor who mopped his executive hallway was the son of the man his father had destroyed.
That was fine.
Jimin was patient. He had learned patience the hard way—through years of watching his mother forget his face, through nights of racing on dark streets, through the slow, grinding work of survival.
He could wait.
He had been waiting for seventeen years.
A few more months wouldn’t kill him.