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Before he ever met Alexander Hamilton, Thomas Jefferson believed he understood him. Later, he would learn this was a grave mistake.
Paris offered distance, and with it, an illusion of clarity. Removed from the daily turbulence of American politics, Jefferson encountered his country in fragments: letters carried across the Atlantic, newspapers already weeks out of date, pamphlets that attempted to impose order upon events that had long since escaped it. From such pieces one might construct a vision of the republic — imperfect, but coherent enough to satisfy the mind, restless in its attempt to capture every glimpse, even if contorted, of what the country was becoming while he was serving as a trade commissioner far from home.
It was within these papers that Hamilton appeared.
At first, merely a name attached to arguments of unfamiliar force. Then a voice, distinct, insistent, intolerant of hesitation, intolerant of the pause itself. Jefferson encountered it in dispatches, in essays, in reports sent with varying degrees of admiration or alarm. It did not matter which one he received next, the man underneath was the same: precise, relentless, stubborn.
Jefferson sat by the window, the pale winter light of Paris settling across the desk, and read one such document again. The subject — public credit — was not new to him. Yet Hamilton treated it not as a question open to deliberation, but as a matter already decided.
It was irritating. And, more troublingly, compelling.
Jefferson set the paper aside, only to return to it moments later. There was a kind of discipline in the argument that resisted dismissal. No speculative ornament where none was required. No indulgence in ambiguity. The reasoning advanced as though each conclusion were inevitable, and disagreement a failure of comprehension rather than interpretation. As though there was no other truth than the one Hamilton preached.
Jefferson didn’t agree, couldn’t agree. But that was not the point. The point was that he understood it all, perhaps better than anyone could. Perhaps better than Hamilton understood it himself.
— An orderly mind, — Jefferson murmured to himself.
He reached for his pen, intending to note the passage for later correspondence, but paused before the ink touched paper. It was not merely the content that demanded response. It was the structure. One can dispute the statesman claim, but how does one dispute the scripture? Hamilton wrote scriptures and he didn’t even try to hide it.
Jefferson frowned slightly. Was this young man so certain of his own rightness or so unsure he could allow no doubt?
He resumed reading.
Across the ocean, the same argument lay open upon another desk, though in a different form.
Alexander Hamilton bent over the page, the candlelight unsteady but sufficient, his hand moving quickly, then stopping, then returning to strike through what had just been written.
Too much. That is not an argument, that is a homily.
He crossed out the sentence entirely and began again.
There was a style to writing that he had to learn early, the style which allowed him to write his way out of hell, out of who he was on the small island in the Caribbean. Any hesitation, any slipped word risked drawing attention where none could be afforded.
He read the paragraph aloud, quietly, almost murmuring, afraid to stir the sleep of his wife.
No. That will never work.
Hamilton set down the pen, pressing his fingers briefly against his temple. The day had been long, though no longer than most, filled with meetings in cabinets and talks in lobbies, open battles and covert intrigues, each demanding the same firmness in the eyes and steadiness of hand. Writing, at least, allowed for fatigue.
He returned to the page.
The world of paper was, in certain respects, kinder than the world beyond it. On the page, one could arrange thought without interruption, without the intrusion of presence. There were no glances to manage, no gestures to restrain, no accidental disclosures to correct. The argument stood alone, and could be judged as such.
It was the closest he could get to truth.
Hamilton paused, in a second of hesitation, unusual for him.
After all, what is the truth? That Alexander Hamilton, a statesman of growing consequence, sits at his desk long past the midnight, struggling to complete a sentence? Or that, twelve years earlier, a girl named Alexandra Faucette arrived in New York in search of a better life and vanished, leaving in her place a boy of fifteen?
As the clock struck one past midnight, he resumed writing.
Jefferson folded the paper with deliberate care.
There was, he admitted, a certain satisfaction in encountering an opponent who could not be easily dismissed. Most men revealed their limitations quickly. They relied upon repetition, or rhetoric, or borrowed authority. Hamilton did none of these things. His arguments, whether you wanted to dismantle or support them, demanded engagement. Which was precisely what made them dangerous.
Jefferson rose and crossed the room, the letter still in his hand. Outside, Paris moved as it always did — indifferent, expansive, as if unconcerned with the fragile experiment unfolding across the Atlantic. Jefferson knew it was not true. France was closely watching the American precedent, as did Britain and Spain. Men like him and Hamilton would determine how the world would henceforth spin.
Jefferson returned to the desk and began, at last, to write.
Sir,
I have lately had occasion to consider certain arguments advanced regarding the public credit of our nation…
He stopped.
No. That would not do.
It was too direct, too immediate. One should not address a man like Hamilton without preparation. Better to observe further. To understand the pattern of his reasoning before attempting to disrupt it.
Jefferson set the page aside, telling himself that there would be time and place. Perhaps, calculating as a man of reason. Perhaps, afraid to face the man behind the pamphlets.
Hamilton placed the finished draft among the others, aligning the edges with unnecessary precision.
It would be widely read. Maybe criticized, likely hated, but read. Of that he had little doubt.
There were, within the current government, men capable of recognizing its necessity, even if they resisted it. Those who preferred ideal theory to imperfect structure would object, quite likely misinterpret. But they would not be able to ignore it. That was enough.
He leaned back in the chair, allowing himself a moment of stillness.
Somewhere, he suspected, there were those who read his words as something more. Who sought not merely to oppose, to overthrow, but to understand. It is for them he’d been writing, for them and for himself, for those who are poisoned by the gift of seeing deeper.
Hamilton extinguished the candle and the room sunk into darkness.
In Paris, Jefferson stood once more by the window, the folded paper resting in his hand. He allowed himself, briefly, the indulgence of imagining the man behind the words. Discipline of the soldier, severity of the storm, certainty of the Odysseus’s bow.
— I shall be interested, — Jefferson said quietly, — to see whether he is as he writes.
He took a look around the room which served as his cabinet for the last four years. His work here was done. Across the ocean, a newborn America awaited his return.