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I just want to share what I truly feel with someone,
but I don't deserve it.
Am I too loud?
Too bossy?
Too rough, too wrong.
Anyone would prefer
to spend their hours with someone else;
Someone quiet.
Someone complacent.
Someone gentle, someone right.
I wish I could feel comfortable
being who I am
with everyone around me.
But I can't.
I don't want to be shunned
by all those I know.
After all, being fake and accepted
is better than being real and isolated...
...right?