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Finally, after years living under my parents roof, I’m finally free!
I breathed in the city air and sighed, the forest was nice but I hated the isolation. My apartment was tiny as I don’t yet have a job and my parents refused to help me pay for anything. I do have a friend who was offering me a small gig as a model though…
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City life is so much different from living in the forest. The model job is nice, I just need to stand there and get my picture taken and after I can play with the other Betas or Omegas. I don’t let things go further than touching though. Today was a bit more stressful, we had some big shot giving orders and having us retake pictures that looked amazing already. I scoffed and turned a corner a little too fast and ran right into someone else.
“Shit! I’m so sorry! Are you hurt?” The man had dark brown eyes with flecks of hazel and dark hair. When he smiled I swear my breath stopped, and his scent. I breathed in the smell of sandalwood and something musty. He chuckled and I felt my face flush from being caught.
“I’m ok, but maybe I can take you out for dinner as an apology? It was my fault you ran into me” I couldn’t refuse his offer so we set a date and exchanged numbers. I walked away feeling light and missed the predatory glint in his eyes. If I had seen it, would I have still said yes?
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The man’s name was Michael and he was an Alpha. After our date he invited me over to his place but I refused.
“Come on Fen, just have a drink with me?” I felt uneasy but eventually agreed to one drink.
That was my biggest mistake…
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My head was pounding and my body hurt. I remembered accepting the drink from Michael then…
“Is my Beta awake?” I looked at Michael and tried to ask him what was going on but couldn’t due to the gag. He chuckled and walked over slowly wearing nothing but a towel. When it dropped, so did my stomach. I was still a virgin and wanted to save myself for my first Alpha. I tried to protest but whatever Michael gave me kept me weak. He pushed against something already inside me and I jolted from the pleasure it sent shooting up my spine. I let out a moan as my eyes rolled up and I started drooling around the gag.
“You’re enjoying this?” I couldn’t stop the noises and started crying. I didn’t want this, I didn’t want my first time like this! Michael pulled whatever it was out and moved closer. I felt his cock against my ass and whimpered. He was surprisingly gentle as he pushed inside me. I slowly relaxed and started enjoying what was happening to me. Michael grinned and that was the only warning I got before he slammed into me and started a painful pace. I screamed around the gag but Michael didn’t stop. My body was in so much pain I was shaking by the time Michael finally came. He pulled out and dragged me to the floor. I was pulled around and manhandled until I was tired facedown with my arms bound behind me.
“Come on in boys, he’s ready!” Three large men stepped into the room. The first came up and I had no warning before he forced himself inside. I bit the gag so hard I broke a tooth, my blood dripped onto the floor as Michael watched his friends use me.
When they were finished Michael cleaned me up whispering praises. I was still shaking and crying which just made him mad. He slapped me and kicked me in the stomach sending pain radiating through my already battered body.
“You ungrateful bitch! You should be happy I chose you! I could have anybody I want but I chose you!” I curled up and let him hit me until he left. When I was able to crawl out Michael immediately grabbed me and forced me to sleep with him. He was rough with me but made me feel good. When I came he told me he was now my Alpha and I was his Beta. I just nodded and tried not to cry.
Different men came to next day. I was tied up again and used. They paid Michael and left me laying on the ground. A mouth later I found out I was pregnant. Michael rubbed my still flat belly and kissed my neck. I relaxed, thinking he would be nicer. I didn’t expect to be shoved face first into the bed and fucked so raw I bled. I learned later I had miscarried and cried for my lost child.
When Michael invited more men over I begged them to use protection but Michael laughed.
“You stupid idiot, I want you to get pregnant” I was raped, over and over. Forced to get pregnant because my ‘Alpha’ was infertile. I had managed to hide one pregnancy until I was four months along. When Michael found out he was furious. I couldn’t run because he had broken my leg the day before and it healed wrong.
“Michael please, just let me have them! Just this one! If I can have this one I’ll do whatever you want!” My pleas fell on deaf ears. Michael grabbed a bat and swung. The first hit landed on my broken leg making me scream. The men that were invited over were watching, some looked pale but most had sick grins. Michael swung again and I tried to protect my belly. Two men rushed up and grabbed my arms. I was held in place while my abuser hit me over and over. I felt blood leaking between my legs before a jolt of pain had me screaming. I was let go and dropped to the ground in a puddle of my own blood.
“Tie him up, no food until I say” The men carried me to my room where I was raped again and left to bleed. I could hear Michael talking outside the door to some woman. He spoke so sweetly to her and it made my heart break.
After three days of no food or water I was desperate. I dragged myself to the door and reached for the handle. I sobbed with joy when I found it open and pulled myself to my knees. It hurt, but I needed to move quickly. Michael was out for the day but he could come home at anytime. I made me way into Michael’s room and rummaged through his clothes until I found pants and a shirt that would fit my emaciated frame. I didn’t dare leave out the front door so I headed to the balcony.
We were on the fifth floor with a rusty fire escape. I wasn’t sure it would hold me but anything was better than here, even death should I fall.
I crawled onto the rusted metal, slicing my hands in the process but I didn’t care. The stairs creaked and threatened to give out but I couldn’t stop now. I took one slow step at a time. Each step sent pain through my body, especially my stomach. When I reached the ladder I started climbing down slowly but then I was suddenly falling. I could hear Michael’s voice above me and saw him looking down from his apartment. He was glaring at me before disappearing. I panicked and shot to my feet. I used the adrenaline and ran down the street. I was slower due to my leg and could hear him behind me. Out of desperation I ran into a building and right into someone else.
“Whoa! Carful there!” I was panting and clung to whoever it was I ran into. Michael ran in right behind me, swearing and calling me names but went silent. He chuckled nervously and tried pulling me away from whoever I was clinging to but they wrapped their arms around me.
“And just who are you?” Michael tried to say he was my Alpha but when questioned as to why I was running from him he had no answer. He couldn’t explain why I was hurt so badly either. In the end he was chased out and I was carefully lifted into the arms of whoever saved me.
“You’re safe now” I looked around and saw I was in a hospital. I let myself relax and Immediately fainted.
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“His leg should heal with proper nutrition and plenty of rest. Unfortunately, due to the malnutrition and abuse he lost his baby” I lost another one…
I must have made a noise because the voices stopped and I heard footsteps. They were very light so they couldn’t be whoever saved me.
“Are you awake?” Standing over me was another ender-being. They were faceless which is the normal for our kind but wore a pair of wire-framed glasses. He was wearing what looked like a soft, cream colored, sweater. Behind him was another ender-being but this one had a face. He had scrubs and a white coat with a doctor badge. I opened my mouth to speak but coughed. I gasped from the pain which sent me into another coughing fit.
“Easy now, shhh. Here, drink this water” My hands were shaking so bad they had to help me sip the water. Once I could stop coughing the pain slowly faded. The doctor pressed something on a machine and suddenly I felt very sleepy.
“It’s a side effect of the pain medication we gave you. You’re safe here, you can sleep now” I let my eyes close and felt myself be pulled into darkness. For the first time since this nightmare began, I had a dreamless sleep…
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I learned the smaller being was named Trender and the doctor was Splendor. They were both Alphas but lived together in a nicer part of the city between where they both worked. Splendor was a famous surgeon and Trender worked in fashion and design making clothes. By the time I was released from the hospital I had lost both my job and apartment. I dreaded going back to my parents and admitting I failed.
“Do you need somewhere to live?” I jumped, forgetting Trender and Splendor were still standing there. I swallowed past the lump in my throat and nodded. They led me to their apartment building and let me stay in one of the ground floors. I couldn’t go past the second floor without having a panic attack so the ground floor was perfect for me. The building owners were a couple named Jeff and Jane. Jane was an Alpha and Jeff was an Omega. Their pairing was abnormal but not uncommon. Jeff mostly kept to himself, he usually wore a mask to hide scars on his face from childhood bullies who tried to kill him. I always saw him wearing a white hoodie that Jane explained was his comfort clothing. It gave me the idea to ask Trender if he could make me a sweater as well.
It… did not go well…
The sweater was loose and very soft, but it felt like constraints around me. I was reminded of Michael and being tied down. I hated it, but I returned it in the end. Trender didn’t seem to mind and even surprised me with a jacket. The inside was soft like the sweater while the outside was a denim texture. It was black and long enough to brush my ankles with a belt like tie to keep it closed. I wore it everywhere and Trender surprised me with a second coat to wear inside. This one was dark red and shorter so it didn’t get in my way. The inside was just as soft but it didn’t have a belt to keep it closed which I didn’t mind.
After almost a month I was going crazy staying inside so I asked Jane if I could go with her when she went shopping. She agreed since Jeff was sick and couldn’t go with her. She only asked I help carry bags home.
The market was held outside and wasn’t very crowded since we got there early. I was able to use my tendrils again after Michael cut them off but they were still weak. Splendor told me they would get stronger the more I used them so I was walking around with them out but curled close. I got a few stares but nobody said anything. Jane stopped at a few shops and chatted while she picked out fruits, veggies, bread and cheese. She stopped at a shop selling chocolates and bought a bag before giving it to me.
“As a thank you for helping me today” I took a piece and popped it into my mouth. The rich dark chocolate gave way to sweet caramel. I ate another piece that was milk chocolate with a gooey strawberry center. The old lady selling the chocolates chuckled and waved me over.
“Here sonny, you look like you’ve been through a hard time. I hope these will help cheer you” I offered to pay her but she refused. She insisted it was her gift to me for being kind to Jane. I thanked her and continued walking with Jane. I was holding the six full bags with my tendrils but I could feel the slight tug on my back. I didn’t want to say anything since I was the one who asked to go.
“Hey! Fen, is that you?” I froze and resisted the urge to run. Jane had stopped and turned to see me standing there with Michael walking up behind me. She grabbed my hand and pulled me further down the market. We were waved into a tent where I set the bags down and collapsed into a chair. I didn’t realize I was crying until someone wiped my face with a soft cloth. I blinked and looked at a little girl, probably around four years old, staring at me. She pointed at and her bottom lip trembled. I thought she was going to start crying because every kid I meet screams and cries at the sight of me.
“Sad! Momma he sad! Why he sad momma?” A woman with a round belly walked over and took the girls hand. She apologized and led her away. I rested a hand against my flat stomach and felt empty. I could hear Michael arguing with Jane outside and felt a pull to go to him. I resisted it and gripped my arms until I was sure I would rip my coat. It suddenly got quiet so I peeked outside to see Splendor talking with Michael who was white as a ghost. He did leave, but not before shooting me one last glare. Splendor started walking over and I had a moment of panic thinking he’d be upset with me. I tried to calm myself, reminding myself that he and Trender saved me.
“Are you alright Fen?” I jumped slightly, not realizing Splendor had entered the tent. I instinctively took a step back when he got close. I didn’t miss the hurt look before he covered it with a smile and left. Jane came in after a minute and started taking bags out to Splendor. I broke and started crying, not loudly, just silent tears that I wiped before anyone could see them.
“Fen? Splendor is going to take our bags for us. Did you want to continue shopping?” I nodded and at least tried to look convincing, I don’t think Jane believed me. We still spent another thirty minutes or so shopping before a crowd started to form. Jane led me away and out of the crowd when I started hyperventilating. We walked home which helped me calm down, so by the time we reached the apartment I had masked myself once more. I thanked Jane for letting me tag along with her and wished Jeff a speedy recovery before going into my apartment.
I sensed something wasn’t right the second I shut the door. It was like the temperature dropped ten degrees and the air was suddenly too thin. I couldn’t see anything wrong, but everything was screaming for me to get out.
“Leaving so soon?” My hand froze on the door knob, fingers just barely brushing the cool metal. I had less than a second before I was dragged backwards and punched in the stomach. I dropped to my knees gasping for air as my entire body was wracked with pain. I almost vomited from the pain but a boot connecting with my chest prevented that. I went flying and hit my head against the wall. I could see Michael walking towards me through my blurry sight and whimpered. My hands scrambled uselessly against the floor until Michael stepped on one. I screamed as my fingers were broken but broke off into silent sobs when Michael’s hand connected with my face.
“You have been a naughty boy Offender, running away from your Alpha” I begged for mercy but was slapped again and kicked to the floor. I was gasping and wheezing when I heard a belt buckle. I shivered knowing what was coming and tried to crawl away. A foot slammed down on my leg, the same one that had been previously broken. I bit back the scream as I felt my leg snap in two. I was dragged and tossed onto the coffee table, my pants literally ripped off and my coat tossed over my head. I was given no warning before Michael forced himself inside me. I did scream then, feeling my entrance ripping and bleeding as Michael raped me. My head was shoved to the table and a knife was against my neck. I whimpered and bit my arm to keep silent as Michael gave empty praises.
It felt like forever before he finally came. I held back as many noises as I could but my body was on fire. Michael pulled out and I heard him walking towards the window. I bit my lip and tried not to cry when I realized he was letting his ‘friends’ inside through the window. I could hear maybe four or five different people. I knew I’d be here for hours and when they were done I’d be left bleeding and broken once more. I sobbed when a set of hands grabbed me but the door flying open made everyone stop.
“What is going on in here?” I didn’t know who that was, it sounded like Splendor but I’d never heard him sound like that. I was too scared to look so I stayed under my coat and bit my arm until it bled. The others either ran or tried to make excuses. Michael was shouting that I was his and he could do what he wanted with me. Heavy steps came closer and Michael’s protests were cut off in a gurgle. I heard a snap and something heavy drop to the ground. I tried to move while, whoever it was, was distracted but the pain that shot through my body made me blackout.
When I opened my eyes I saw Splendor looking down at me. He was dabbing a cool cloth down my neck. I was still hurting but it was less. I was laying on something soft that cushioned my aching body. I opened my mouth to talk but even that hurt. Splendor held me and tipped a cup of cold water to my lips. If felt amazing on my throat and I didn’t want it to leave even though I drank the entire glass.
“Shhh, It’s alright Fen. I’ve got you now, just sleep” I felt Splendor’s alpha aura pull at me gently. He didn’t want to force me to sleep, just help lull me. I let him pull me under and welcomed the darkness.