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Number Four, Privet Drive
The summer heat at Number Four, Privet Drive, was a thick, oppressive blanket. But for the first time in Harry's memory, it couldn't reach him. He sat on his bed, the familiar worn smoothness of his Firebolt's handle under his fingers. In his other hand, he held a single, sleek black feather, running his thumb over its impossibly smooth vane. It was a talisman. Proof that the impossible was possible.
A violent series of thuds on his bedroom door shattered the quiet. "Boy! Get down here! There are letters on the doormat! If they're for you, you'll track mud everywhere getting them yourself!" Harry didn't even flinch. He carefully placed Buckbeak's feather back on his bedside table, right next to the small, dog-eared notebook he’d started scribbling in. Notes for Sirius. Things to tell him. He stood, feeling the phantom ache in his stomach that had become a constant companion since he’d watched Sirius and Buckbeak disappear into the night sky. He was hungry. He was always hungry. But it was a hollow feeling that had nothing to do with the meager meals the Dursleys allowed him.
He walked past Vernon, who was purple in the face, and scooped up the post. One was indeed for him. He knew that untidy scrawl anywhere. Back in his room, he tore it open.
Harry,
Dad's got tickets. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? Ireland vs. Bulgaria! We'll be in the Top Box! Tell the Muggles we're picking you up. Be ready. This is going to be the best thing ever.
Ron
P.S. Mum says you sound thin in your letters. She's sending food. Eat it.
A grin, wide and genuine, spread across Harry's face. The World Cup. With Ron. In the Top Box. The joy was a bright, sharp counterpoint to the dull ache of missing Sirius.
He looked at the Firebolt, then at the feather. He felt happy. He felt hungry. And for the first time in his life, the Dursleys had absolutely no power to spoil it. He looked out the window at the perfectly manicured lawn. "You were brave," he whispered to the empty sky, as if Sirius could somehow hear him. "The bravest man I've ever known. And you promised we'd live together. I'm holding you to that."
His stomach growled, loudly. He laughed, a real laugh, and looked towards the door, waiting for the inevitable angry yell about the noise. It came, right on schedule. "QUIET UP THERE, BOY!" Harry just smiled wider. He was hungry, yes. But he was also, inexplicably, utterly and completely happy.
--- Somewhere Southern England
The dank, dingy room smelled of damp stone, old fur, and desperation. Sirius Black, in his human form, sat hunched in a corner, knees drawn up to his chest. A half-eaten, mouldy crust of bread lay forgotten on the floor. He'd been Padfoot for most of the day, running the city's underbelly, trying to think, trying to plan. His stomach was a tight, painful knot, but the physical hunger was nothing compared to the ache in his chest.
Harry had listened to him. Harry was safe.
He clung to that thought like a lifeline. But it was a slippery, treacherous thing. Safe. The word was a lie. How could Harry be truly safe when the real traitor, the rotund rat he'd failed to kill, was still out there? How could he be happy, living with those horrible Muggles who, by all accounts, starved him and treated him like dirt?
Sirius’s mind, still fragile from Azkaban, replayed the moment on the tower roof. The absolute, terrifying trust in Harry's eyes as he'd pleaded with him. I'd go with you, I would. A kid. A fourteen-year-old kid had been ready to run away with a convicted murderer. "He's not happy," Sirius muttered to the grimy wall. "No happy kid jumps at the chance to live with a stranger. No matter who that stranger is."
He ran a hand through his tangled, filthy hair. "What have they done to you, James? What have they done to your son?" A soft, fluttering sound broke the silence. He was on his feet in an instant, wand drawn, body tensed to transform.
A tawny owl, small and unremarkable, was perched precariously on the broken windowsill, a dirty, tightly rolled scroll tied to its leg. It hooted softly, unbothered by his aggressive stance.
Sirius approached cautiously. No one knew where he was. No one. He untied the scroll as he picked a small glass crystal attached with it and the owl immediately flew off, vanishing into the gloom. He unrolled it, his eyes scanning the cramped, careful handwriting.
There was no name, no signature.
Sirius Black,
I know you are innocent. I have always known. The Ministry is a cesspool of complacency, and they are content to let a mad dog be their scapegoat. I am not. I can help. I have resources and influence they do not suspect. A name can be cleared. A life can be rebuilt. But this cannot be done through letters or owls.
If you wish to stop running, if you wish to truly be there for the boy, meet me.
Use the crystal port key to meet me. Tomorrow. At dusk. Come alone. Come as a man. Tell no one.
The world is not as black and white as it seems.
P.S. - The motto of your family is the key word.
Sirius read the letter three times. His mind, sharpened by years of survival, raced through a dozen possibilities. A trap. A Ministry ploy. A Death Eater’s sick game. Or…
someone who actually believed him? Someone who saw the truth? The phrase "be there for the boy" snagged at his heart. He looked around the hovel. The rat droppings. The cold. The solitude. Was this a life? This wasn't living. This was existing. This was hiding. He thought of Harry. Of his promise. Of the look in his godson's eyes. If there was even a sliver of a chance this letter was real…
Sirius grabbed the mouldy bread and forced himself to eat it, chewing mechanically. He needed his strength.
Tomorrow, at dusk, he would go. He would take the port key - a fugitive, a madman, a desperate godfather. And he would see who was on the other side of the truth.
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The abandoned hut smelled of damp wood and rat droppings. Sirius hadn't slept. He'd spent the night pacing the creaking floorboards, the crystal clutched in his palm, his mind a warzone.
Don't go. The sensible voice—his own, probably—sounded thin and reedy. This is a trap. You know it's a trap. Death Eaters. Ministry. Someone who wants the glory of catching Sirius Black. Walk away.
But another voice, louder, clearer, cut through. A voice from seventeen years ago, laughing in a darkened corridor at Hogwarts.
"Padfoot, trust me. We will not get caught. When have I ever led you wrong?"
James. Grinning, reckless, brilliant James. The voice that had talked him into a hundred pranks that should have landed them in detention for life. The voice that had always been right.
Grab the person by its tail, that voice seemed to say now. Stop running. Fight.
Sirius stopped pacing. He looked out the broken window at the darkness. Somewhere out there, Harry was sleeping under the Dursleys' roof. Unhappy. Untouched by the wizarding world. Alone.
"If this kills me," Sirius whispered to the night, "if this is the end, at least I tried. At least I did something."
James would understand. Lily would probably yell at him for being an idiot. But she'd understand too.
At dawn, he activated the portkey.
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The crystal glowed. The familiar hook behind his navel yanked him forward, and then he was stumbling onto soft grass, the world spinning back into focus.
He was standing outside a cottage. No—a cottage was too modest a word. It was a manor house, old and elegant, nestled in rolling green countryside that could have been anywhere in Europe. Secluded. Private. The kind of place pure-blood families had been hiding in for centuries.
Sirius's hand flew to his wand. His eyes swept the perimeter—wards, definitely. Strong ones. The very air felt thick with old magic. This could go bad. This could go very, very bad.
He felt a ridiculous urge to grin. Well, James, if you're watching... cheer loud. Lily, if you're losing your head, I don't blame you.
He walked to the door. It opened before he knocked.
Inside, the manor was exactly what he expected—dark wood, ancestral portraits (covered, he noticed), expensive furnishings, the smell of old money and older magic. A fire crackled in a massive hearth. And in a high-backed chair facing it sat a man.
Old. Very old. His face was severe, lined with decades of something that might have been disappointment or might have been disdain. He wore expensive robes of deep green, and everything about him—the way he sat, the way his eyes fixed on Sirius, the way his thin lips pressed together—screamed pure-blood aristocrat. The kind Sirius had grown up surrounded by. The kind he had run away from.
The man did not rise. He merely gestured to a chair opposite him.
"Have a seat, Black."
French. Definitely French. And something else—something that made Sirius's dog instincts prickle. A connection. Black family. Distant, but there. He could smell it the way Padfoot could smell blood.
He didn't sit. He held his wand tighter, knuckles white. "Who are you?"
The man's eyes traveled over him. Slowly. Deliberately. Taking in the ragged clothes, the gaunt face, the filthy hair, the fugitive stamped into every line of him. One eyebrow rose, just slightly.
Sirius understood. He was in no position to make demands.
He sat.
The man reached for a crystal decanter on the table between them, pouring two glasses of amber liquid. He pushed one toward Sirius. Sirius took it, but didn't drink. He examined the glass, the liquid, for any sign of tampering.
"I have nothing to gain from killing you," the man said, a thin smirk curving his mouth. "I need you alive."
Sirius met his eyes. After a long moment, he raised the glass and took a sip. The alcohol burned warm down his throat—fine quality, expensive, the kind he hadn't tasted since before Azkaban.
They sat in silence, observing each other. The fire crackled. The old man took a slow sip from his own glass. Minutes passed. Sirius forced himself to be still, to wait, to let the other man speak first.
Finally, the man set down his glass.
"I have an offer for you, Sirius."
Sirius kept his face blank, but something stirred in his chest. Interest. Hope. He crushed it down.
The man continued. "I will help you clear your name. I have connections. Money. Influence that your precious Ministry cannot ignore. And in return..." He paused. "You will do as I say."
Sirius's jaw tightened. "What do you want?"
"That," the man said, "I will reveal to you only after you make an Unbreakable Vow and accept the first part of my bargain. You enter this blindly, I assure you. You will walk as a free man soon. I will not take your life away. But you will fulfill my demand."
Sirius's mind raced. Trap. It screamed trap. Death Eater recruitment, probably. Voldemort wasn't gone—everyone knew that, felt it in their bones. He'd come back. And when he did, he'd want his servants in place.
But curiosity flickered despite the fear. What could this man possibly want? What could be worth all this?
He gathered every ounce of Black family venom he possessed, let it coat his words. "What makes you think you can make this unfair demand of me—and that I will agree?"
The man smiled. It was not a warm expression.
"I know you are innocent, Sirius. I am not from England, but I take sufficient interest in the matters there. I know you have been trapped. And I know you will do anything to get out." He leaned forward slightly. "I am also desperate for a thing which only you can provide."
Sirius tried to read between the lines, to find the hidden meaning, the trap door. There wasn't enough. Not nearly enough to enter a blind deal.
"Tell me more," he demanded, letting the words come out hard. Let the old man know he wasn't going down without a fight.
The man's eyes glinted with something like approval.
"He was right about you. You are relentless."
Sirius frowned, genuine confusion breaking through his mask. "He? Who?"
"Your uncle Alphard. I hope you remember the man who provided for the disgraced, disowned son of the Blacks."
The name hit Sirius like a physical blow. Alphard. Of course he remembered. The only one who'd written after he ran away. The one who'd left him gold, who'd been erased from the family tree for it. The uncle he had loved.
"I am a friend of his," the old man continued. "I tell you, Sirius. I have a selfish motive for this, yes. But it does not mean harm to you."
He switched to French, his voice softer now, almost kind. "Give up the struggle now. You know you want it."
Sirius sat frozen. Alphard's friend. A friend of Alphard couldn't be entirely bad—and yet here he was, every inch the pure-blood stuck-up Sirius had spent his life rejecting. The contradiction made his head spin.
He could hear James screaming at him from somewhere in his memory. Take it, you idiot! What are you waiting for?
This was madness. It could all go wrong. Horribly wrong. There was something the old man wasn't telling him, something hidden in his pocket, waiting to spring.
But Harry. Harry's face, looking up at him on the tower. I'd go with you, I would.
This could be a solution. This could lead them somewhere. It was too good to be true, but—
"Alright. Then." Sirius's voice came out steadier than he felt. "But with my freedom, I want Harry's custody as well."
The old man laughed.
Sirius's eyes narrowed. "What's so funny about it?"
"Well." The man's smile widened, and for the first time, there was something almost warm in it. "This is the exact reason I chose you. Of course. That was already included in the offer."
They looked at each other across the space between their chairs. The firelight flickered. Something shifted in the air between them—an understanding, a pact taking shape.
"We have a deal, then," Sirius said.
"We do." The old man rose with visible difficulty, his body stiff and aged. Sirius watched him closely as he stood, noting the way he favored one side, the tremor in his hands. "Let us get to the Unbreakable Vow."
They joined hands. The old man's grip was surprisingly strong.
He called on the magic, his voice resonating with ancient power. He spoke his promise: to clear Sirius Black's name, to secure for him the custody of Harry Potter.
Sirius spoke his: to fulfill whatever demand the old man would make, when the time came.
Golden flames wrapped around their clasped hands, searing, binding, eternal. The magic sank into their skin, their bones, their very souls.
It was done.
Sirius stood there, breathing hard, feeling the weight of the vow settle into him. This was crazier than anything he'd ever done. More impulsive. More reckless. James would be proud.
But if it meant getting Harry—if it meant being a free man, being a real godfather, giving Harry a home—
Everything was a small price to pay.
He looked at the old man, who had sunk back into his chair, exhaustion written across his severe features.
"Now," Sirius said, his voice rough. "You tell me what I just agreed to."
The fire had burned lower, casting long shadows across the room. Sirius sat heavily in the chair across from the old man, the weight of the Unbreakable Vow still fresh on his skin. He stared into the flames, his mind churning through everything that had just happened.
The old man watched him for a long moment. Then, quietly, he spoke.
"Don't worry, Sirius. You have not lost."
Sirius's eyes flicked up to meet his.
"I have known you since you were a boy," the man continued. "I know everything. Your hatred of the Blacks. The running away. The Order. And I know you did not get a trial."
Sirius's voice came out curt, suspicious. "Who are you?"
The man straightened slightly in his chair, a flicker of old pride crossing his features. "I am Louis Pierre Clermont. Lord of the House of Clermonts. From France."
The name landed like a stone in still water. Sirius's eyes widened slightly. Of course he had heard of the House of Clermont. Rich, conservative, ancient French pure-bloods. The kind of family his mother would have groveled to ally with. The kind of family Sirius had spent his life rejecting.
He gave a short nod. "Continue."
Clermont looked at him steadily. "I am dying."
The words were so simple, so matter-of-fact, that Sirius blinked. The man said it like he was commenting on the weather. Like it was as simple as saying the sky is blue.
Clermont did not wait for a reaction. "I have a daughter. She chose a Muggle-born husband. And I have a younger brother, who has a son—my nephew, Joseph." He paused. "My father wrote the inheritance will in a way that as long as anyone in the family has a son, that son will inherit the title and the fortune."
Sirius listened, his mind already racing ahead. Kill the nephew. Challenge him to a duel. That had to be it. The old man wanted the daughter and her Muggle-born husband to get the money, and he needed someone to remove the obstacle.
From somewhere in the back of his mind, James's voice echoed, loud and irreverent. Old people are senile.
Sirius interrupted. "I am sure the family feud over inheritance is a thrilling tale, but what has that got to do with me?" He leaned forward. "Do you need my money?"
Clermont's lips twitched. "Yes. In a way."
Sirius almost laughed. Money. That was it? After all the secrecy, the portkey, the vow—the man just wanted money. He could give him some of the rotten Black fortune, easy. Simple.
A smile tugged at Sirius's mouth.
Clermont's eyes narrowed. "Do you have no control over your impulses? Let me complete."
Sirius shut his mouth.
The old man leaned forward, his voice dropping lower. "I want you to marry my daughter."
The words hung in the air.
Sirius stared. His brain refused to process them. Marry. Daughter. The two words together made no sense.
"What?" The word came out strangled. "She has a husband."
"She had a husband." Clermont's voice was patient, as if explaining to a slow child. "He passed away four years ago. My daughter has a daughter of her own. I want you to marry my daughter, blood-adopt my granddaughter, and name her your heir."
Sirius felt the room tilt. Marriage. Daughter. Heir. The words spun around him like a hurricane.
Maybe Lily had been right all those years ago when she went on about science and the earth rotating. Because right now, the world was definitely spinning off its axis.
He grabbed hold of the first objection that came to mind. "I am not the Lord Black."
"Then you will first accept the position of Lord Black." Clermont's voice was firm, unyielding. "You are the last living Black, and I know Arcturus Black never disowned you."
Sirius's eyes narrowed. "How do you know that?"
"I have been keeping track of you ever since you left the Black house."
Clermont's gaze was steady.
"I always wanted my daughter to marry you. Alphard suggested the same. He died before you were of age, and then my daughter ran away with a Muggle-born." He paused.
"Which, mind you, I do not despise her for. We live in a conservative world."
Alphard. Again. Sirius's uncle, reaching from beyond the grave, shaping his life in ways he couldn't have imagined.
He stared as Clermont continued.
"I am not going to make it past a few months. I know my nephew will get the entire inheritance. My son-in-law died and left nothing to my daughter's claim. I brought them back home when he died. They live with me—my daughter and granddaughter. Before I die, I want to make sure their future is secure."
Sirius found his voice. "Why would you think marrying me would do anything for the safety and sanity of your girls? I am a wanted murderer."
"Which is the only problem, and I plan to remedy that." Clermont waved a hand.
"I have been working with my connections. You do not worry about that. I will hold my part of the bargain."
Sirius shook his head, disbelief washing over him. Married. To a woman. Raising her child.
And he wanted Harry too.
Harry.
"Mr. Clermont." He leaned forward, his voice intense. "I don't think you have thought this through. I have my godson to look after—you promised to get me his custody. Why would you send your grandchild into that?"
Clermont smiled. It was not a warm smile, but it was genuine.
"Sirius, see, that is what makes you the right candidate. You care enough about your dead friend's son to do this. That proves you are a good man." He paused.
"Moreover, my daughter is very much in love with her dead husband. We do not look for love. I need the Black family name, title, and inheritance for my grandchild. You will name her heir and secure her life. My daughter can look after her then. She will have power and fortune, in a new country where nobody knows her troubled past."
He met Sirius's eyes. "You can get your godson and look after him all you want. But your vaults go to my grand child only."
Sirius sat back, the words settling into place like stones. It was a deal. A pure, simple deal. The kind that happened every day in aristocratic families, had happened for centuries. He had known about them since he was a child, sitting at his mother's table, listening to her scheme and plan.
But he had never imagined he would be part of one.
A contract. My life. My name. I am selling myself.
He questioned every second of his existence sitting in that chair.
Finally, he looked up. "Does your daughter know about all of this? Is she okay with it?"
Clermont's expression didn't change. "My daughter is a hardcore realist. This is a marriage for her safety, and she knows." He held up a hand.
"You do not have to think about her. She is smart enough to care for herself. She is a lawyer—she will fight your case. She will not harm your godson, just as you will not harm my granddaughter."
Sirius studied the old man's face. Determined. Desperate. Using his connections to get Sirius a trial was a small price to pay for not seeing his daughter and granddaughter on the street the moment he died.
This was everything Sirius had run from. Lord Black. Loveless marriage. Heirs. Inheritance. It was all here, wrapped in expensive robes and French accent, waiting for him to step into it.
"Why me?" he asked quietly. "You could have found anybody."
Clermont met his gaze. "I know you are a good man. My daughter will be safe with you. And you are desperate too. I cannot get both of those with anybody else."
Sirius sat in silence. A business deal. A huge price. He had already said yes before knowing, bound by magic he couldn't break. But now, knowing the terms, he could feel the rebel inside him screaming.
Bad idea. Bad idea. This can go so wrong for Harry.
Clermont watched him, that champion smile playing at the corners of his mouth.
The fire crackled. The shadows danced. And somewhere in Sirius's chest, the godfather won.
He lifted his head.
"You tell me the exact plan of how you will clear my name." His voice was steady, hard. "And I want a prenup. Something that ensures Harry is not affected by this deal. His inheritance, his future—untouched."
He paused, holding Clermont's eyes.
"And your daughter should be present for that."
Clermont's smile widened, respect flickering in his ancient eyes. He inclined his head.
"Done."
Notes:
Let me know what you think, is sirius going to get in trouble.
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One week. Seven days of the most rest and the most chaos Sirius had experienced in recent memory.
The cottage Clermont had provided was small but comfortable, hidden somewhere in the French countryside with wards so thick they made his teeth ache. A house-elf appeared twice daily with food—real food, hot and plentiful—and a small collection of potions vials with instructions written in precise, elegant script. Nutrient potions. Dreamless sleep. Pepper-Up. As if someone had anticipated exactly what a fugitive's body needed after a year on the run.
Sirius had taken long showers every single day. Hot water until the bathroom steamed like a forest. He'd eaten until his stomach hurt, then eaten more. He'd slept in a bed—a real bed with sheets and pillows and a blanket that smelled like lavender—and felt his body slowly, miraculously, remember what it meant to be human.
His skin had lost that grayish tint. His cheeks had filled out just slightly. When he looked in the mirror, he almost recognized himself.
But the rest of the time—the waking hours between meals and showers and restless sleep—his mind had been a battlefield.
The deal. Always the deal.
He'd made sheets and sheets of notes. Scribbled conditions, crossed them out, started again. Harry's schooling. Harry's friends. Harry's inheritance. Harry's say in all of this. He'd written lists of questions, demands, non-negotiables. Then torn them up and started over when he realized they weren't enough.
Would Harry be okay with it? Was he actually saving Harry or pushing him into greater despair?
He thought of James and Lily constantly. What would they say? James would probably laugh himself sick at the absurdity of it all—Sirius Black, married. Lily would be more practical, more concerned. She'd want to know about the woman, about the child, about whether Harry would be happy.
What would you tell me to do, Prongs? he asked the empty room at night. What would you want me to choose?
James never answered. But sometimes, in the silence, Sirius could almost hear him: You'll figure it out, Padfoot. You always do.
The old man had not contacted him all week. Not a single owl, not a message through the elf. Sirius stayed in the cottage, always alert, his dog senses pricking at every sound. But nothing came. No threats. No answers. Just the ticking of the clock and the weight of the Unbreakable Vow in his chest.
The more he thought about the deal, the more he worried. Harry might be affected in ways he couldn't predict. Had he made a terrible choice? Had his desperation for freedom blinded him to what was best for his godson?
By the sixth day, he'd stopped tearing up his notes. He'd compiled a single, tightly written document—conditions, safeguards, prenuptial terms that would make any lawyer weep. He'd memorized every word. And he'd decided how he would approach the meeting.
Lord Black. He would channel every lesson his mother had ever tried to force into him. The cold politeness. The unreadable expression. The absolute refusal to show weakness.
They think they're dealing with a desperate fugitive, he told his reflection. Let them think that. But they're about to meet the heir of the House of Black.
He waited.
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Privet Drive
The summer at Number Four was as bad as all summers. The chores were endless, the meals meager, the insults constant. Harry moved through the days like a ghost in his own life, counting down the weeks until he could escape back to Hogwarts.
But something kept him going. Letters.
Ron wrote about the World Cup, about Bulgaria and Ireland, about his dad's tickets and the Top Box and how Harry absolutely had to be ready. Hermione wrote about the books she was reading, the theories she was developing, the lists she was making for the upcoming school year.
And Sirius wrote.
Different owls every time, from different places. Short letters, cautious letters, but letters nonetheless. Sirius wanted to know everything—what Harry was eating (or not eating), what he was thinking, what he remembered about his parents, what subjects he liked at school. Harry wrote back without inhibition, without the careful walls he maintained with everyone else. For the first time in his life, he had someone who was his. Family. Real family.
The last letter had been the most interesting.
Harry,
Oh, your last letter about Dudley falling down the stairs was funny. I had a good laugh.
I think dropping Astronomy is not a bad decision altogether. It may not affect your career choices, but it is generally a subject that helps in deeper understanding of the world. I hope if I were there with you, I could help you. I scored O in both my OWLs and NEWTs.
By the way, after a long while, it finally seems like a possibility. However, let's not speak too soon.
The World Cup seems like a great deal. You should definitely go. My bet is on whichever team you're supporting.
I have been rather well, now. Well provided for. Don't worry about me.
Cause trouble at the Muggles.
Lots of love,
Snuffles
Harry read the letter seventeen times. He kept it under his pillow, taking it out at night to read by wandlight.
It finally seems like a possibility.
What possibility? What did Sirius mean?
Harry questioned his own sanity. Was he reading too much between the lines? Was hope making him see things that weren't there?
He couldn't help it. Hope was there anyway, flickering stubbornly in his chest.
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The day arrived.
Sirius stood in the cottage's small sitting room, dressed in the best clothes the elf had been able to procure—simple but well-fitted, dark colors, nothing that screamed for attention. His hair was clean, now shoulder length. His face was shaved. He looked, for the first time in over a year, like a man rather than a creature.
He waited.
The door opened without a knock. Clermont entered first, Lord-like elegance in every movement. His robes were deep burgundy today, immaculate, his silver hair perfectly combed. He looked like he was attending a gala, not a negotiation in a hidden cottage.
Behind him, holding his hand, came a woman.
Sirius's stomach turned.
She was everything he hated. Prim. Proper. The perfect image of a pure-blood lady. Her dress was understated but clearly expensive—deep blue, high-necked, long-sleeved. Not a single hair was out of place, pulled back in an elegant style that probably took an hour to achieve. Her posture was so straight it looked painful. She moved with the stiff, measured grace that Sirius remembered from a hundred Black family gatherings, all those women gliding through rooms like they owned them, judging everyone they passed.
He surveyed her face. Pretty, he had to admit. Brown hair, blue eyes, high cheekbones. But the expression—cool, composed, unreadable—made his skin crawl.
This was the woman. This was Margaret.
His mother could have been her twin in mannerisms.
Bad choice, he thought. Terrible choice. This girl is as evil as every other pure-blood witch I've known.
Clermont released his daughter's hand and gestured toward Sirius with the grace of a showman.
"This," he said, "is the future Lord Black. The man I have chosen for you to marry."
Then he turned to Sirius, that thin smile on his face. "Allow me to present my daughter. Margaret."
Margaret stepped forward and executed a perfect, elegant bow—the kind Sirius had seen his mother perform a thousand times. The exact angle of the head. The precise placement of the hands. The demure lowering of the eyes.
Sirius's irritation peaked.
He responded with a small, curt bow—nothing so elaborate, nothing so practiced. Then he gestured to the chairs arranged around the low table.
"Please. Sit."
They sat. Clermont settled into his chair with the ease of a man accustomed to being comfortable everywhere. Margaret sat beside him, hands folded in her lap, back straight, expression serene.
Clermont spoke first. "I have my plan ready. We can start when you want."
Sirius didn't look at him. He was watching Margaret, looking for some crack in that perfect facade. There was none.
"Before we discuss the plan," Sirius said, his voice cool and measured—every inch Lord Black, "I have conditions."
Clermont raised an eyebrow. "Conditions."
"Conditions." Sirius reached into his jacket and withdrew the paper he'd spent a week compiling. He didn't look at it—he knew every word by heart. "These are non-negotiable. If you cannot agree to them, the deal is off, and we will find another way to break the vow."
Margaret's eyes flickered—just slightly. The first sign that she was actually paying attention.
"Go on," Clermont said.
Sirius laid the paper on the table, but kept his eyes on them.
Chapter 4
Summary:
Negotiations.
Margaret and Sirius lock horns or do they!
Chapter Text
The paper with Sirius's conditions still lay on the table between them. Margaret held it loosely in one hand, her dark eyes scanning the words one last time before she set it aside.
Then she straightened her spine—as if it needed any straightening—and fixed Sirius with a look that would have made his mother proud.
"I will go first, you agree to these and then we move to yours." she said.
Sirius leaned back in his chair, arms crossing over his chest. "I'm listening."
Margaret did not pull out a paper. She didn't need to. The words came smoothly, precisely, as if she'd rehearsed them a hundred times.
"One. You will prepare the Black family mansion for our arrival. Grimmauld Place, I believe. It has been empty for years. It will be made habitable, secure, and worthy of the name it carries. We will not be staying in some small cottage like this one." She gestured briefly at their surroundings. "The wards must be strengthened. The house must be cleansed. That is your responsibility."
Sirius nodded slowly. Fair enough.
"Two. I will bring my own trusted house-elves from France. They have served my family for generations. They will continue to serve me. Your family's elves—if any remain—will answer to me."
Sirius's jaw tightened, but he said nothing.
"Three." Margaret's voice hardened slightly. "I will be Lady Black not only in name. I will have a say in all matters of the household. The running of the house, the staff, the entertaining, the presentation of the family to society—these fall to me. You will not undermine my authority in my own domain."
"Your own domain," Sirius repeated flatly.
"My domain," she confirmed. "As Lady of the House."
He wanted to argue. Every instinct screamed to push back. But she wasn't wrong—that was how these things worked. His mother had ruled Grimmauld Place like a tyrant, and his father had let her.
Doesn't mean I have to like it.
"Continue," he said.
"Four. You will never physically harm me or my daughter. Not in anger, not in discipline, not in any circumstance. If you have issue with either of us, you will speak it. You will not raise your hand."
Sirius blinked. "Did you... did you think that needed saying?"
Margaret's expression didn't change. "I have known many pure-blood men, Mr. Black. Some of them required reminding."
Something cold settled in Sirius's stomach. He nodded once, short and sharp. "Agreed. Obviously."
"Five." She pressed on. "Aurora will be blood-adopted and declared your heir. This is not contingent on anything—not her gender, not her future choices, not whom she may one day marry. She is your heir, regardless."
"Even if she marries a Muggle-born?"
"Even then."
Sirius considered this. It was bold. Most pure-blood families would disown a child for less. But then again, most pure-blood families weren't Margaret Clermont.
"Agreed."
"Six. You will not be hostile to Aurora. You will be civil. You will be open to her, if not..." She paused, the slightest crack in her composure. "If not loving and indulgent. She has lost one father. She does not need another who resents her existence."
Sirius looked away. The fire crackled. Somewhere in the house, a clock ticked.
"I can do that," he said quietly.
"Seven. You will make no decisions regarding Aurora without consulting me. Her education, her health, her future—these are mine as much as yours. We decide together, or not at all."
"Agreed."
"Eight." Her voice sharpened again. "You will not forfeit this marriage. You will not seek another woman as wife. This is a binding contract, not a temporary arrangement. If you grow tired of me, if you find someone else, you will end it properly before pursuing anything—or you will not pursue it at all."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "You're worried about mistresses."
"I am ensuring clarity." She held his gaze. "There will be no mistresses allowed in the mansion. What you do elsewhere..." She shrugged, a small elegant motion. "I cannot control. But under my roof, there will be respect."
"And if I want... companionship?"
"Then you will discuss it with me. Like adults." Her eyes flickered. "I am not naive, Mr. Black. I know what this marriage is. But I will not be humiliated."
Sirius studied her for a long moment. Then he nodded. "Agreed."
"Nine. Harry will not be favored over Aurora."
Sirius stiffened. "Now wait—"
"I said favored," Margaret interrupted, her voice cool but not unkind. "Not loved. Not cared for. I understand he is your priority—I would not expect otherwise. But under our roof, under our care, both children will be treated equally. Aurora will not be second-class in her own home. Harry will not be second-class in his." She paused. "They will be siblings. That requires balance."
Sirius opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again.
"That's... that's fair," he admitted reluctantly.
"Ten. You will participate in Aurora's life as a father. Every requirement—meals, outings, conversations, discipline when needed. She will know you. She will not grow up wondering if the man in her house is a stranger."
Sirius ran a hand through his hair. "I've never been a parent."
"Neither did I once, you learn." Margaret's voice softened, just slightly. "We will learn."
He looked at her—really looked—and saw something he hadn't expected. Fear. Buried deep beneath all that composure, but there. She was terrified too.
"Agreed," he said.
"Eleven. If we have children in the future—" She paused, watching his reaction. "You will take full responsibility for them. No abandoning them to nursemaids and tutors. No treating them as inconveniences."
Sirius shook his head. "I told your father. No children."
"That is your choice now. Choices can change." Margaret's voice was steady. "I am not planning for it. I am ensuring that if it happens, you do not walk away."
He wanted to argue. But she was right—people changed. Circumstances changed.
"Fine. Agreed."
"Twelve." She held up another finger. "You may only use a portion of your inheritance for other purposes—Harry, personal expenses, whatever you wish. But any significant expenditure requires my explicit permission. The family fortune is for the family."
Sirius's jaw tightened. "That's—"
"Reasonable," Margaret cut in. "You are not the only one with conditions, Mr. Black. I am securing my daughter's future. The fortune must last."
He ground his teeth. But she wasn't wrong.
"Agreed."
"Thirteen. You will use all your power—your name, your position, your influence—to provide for the comfort and protection of this family. We are entering danger by associating with you. You owe us that much."
Sirius met her eyes. "You'll have it. All of it."
She paused, the slightest hesitation. "That is all."
Sirius sat back, letting out a long breath. Fourteen conditions. Some reasonable, some... less so. But none of them, he had to admit, were entirely unfair.
"You've thought about this," he said.
"For two years." Margaret's voice was quiet. "Since my father first told me his plan."
"And you agreed to it? Back then? Before you knew anything about me?"
She looked at him steadily. "I agreed to it because my daughter needed a future. The man didn't matter. The conditions did."
Sirius absorbed that. Then he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees.
"Alright. My turn. Again."
Margaret nodded. "Go ahead."
"One." Sirius's voice hardened. "I will accept the Lord Black position. I will marry you. And then—within one month—I will be proven innocent. If I am not, if your father's plan fails, the marriage is forfeit. I won't be a fugitive playing happy family while the Ministry hunts me."
Margaret's eyes narrowed. "A month is—"
"Non-negotiable." Sirius held up a hand. "I won't drag you and your daughter into my mess if there's no way out. Either your father's connections work, or they don't. A month tells us which."
Margaret glanced at her father. Clermont's face was unreadable.
"Accepted," Margaret said finally.
Sirius continued. "Two. Nobody ever knows about this contract. Not Harry, not Aurora, not anyone. As far as the world is concerned, we met, we married, we built a family. The deal stays between us."
"That is... unusual," Clermont interjected. "Most contracts are—"
"This isn't most contracts." Sirius cut him off. "I won't have Harry growing up thinking he was part of a transaction. I won't have Aurora wondering if she was bought and sold. They're children. They deserve better."
Margaret's expression flickered. Something warm, perhaps. Or perhaps just surprise.
"Agreed," she said softly.
"Three. Harry will not be treated as an outsider in his own home. He will not be given a hostile environment. He will be welcomed. If you cannot do that—if you or your daughter cannot accept him—then this ends now."
Margaret held his gaze. "I can do that. Aurora is six—she will accept anyone I tell her to accept. But I will not force friendship. That must grow naturally."
"Fair enough."
"Four. Aurora will be adopted as your daughter—but only after Harry is adopted. He comes first. He's been waiting his whole life for a family. He'll wait a little longer for a sister, but he won't be pushed aside."
Margaret's lips pressed together. "That is... I understand the sentiment. But Aurora needs—"
"She'll get it. Just not before Harry." Sirius's voice softened. "I'm not punishing her. I'm prioritizing him. There's a difference."
A long pause. Then Margaret nodded. "Accepted."
"Five. You will not interfere in matters that do not concern you or Aurora. My role in the Order, my friendships, my past—those are mine. I won't shut you out, but I won't be managed."
"I have no interest in managing you, Mr. Black. Only in protecting my daughter."
"Then we understand each other."
"Six." Sirius took a breath. "I am an illegal Animagus. I registered as a youth, but I never completed the process. That will need to be... handled. Legally."
Clermont's eyebrows shot up. Margaret's expression didn't change.
"An Animagus," she repeated.
"Dog. Large black one. Comes in handy." Sirius shrugged. "Can you fix it?"
Margaret considered. "It is... irregular. But not impossible. I will need to research."
"Do it."
"Seven. Aurora receives the inheritance when I die. Until then, I make all decisions regarding the fortune and the name. You have a say in household matters, but the vaults are mine. Understood?"
"Understood."
"Eight." Sirius leaned forward, his voice dropping. "Under no condition shall you or Aurora participate in the kind of magic my family practiced. No Dark Arts. No blood rituals. No curses. I ran from that house to escape exactly that—I won't bring it back."
Margaret's eyes widened slightly. "I am not a Dark witch, Mr. Black."
"Good. Then we agree."
"Nine. I will decide what the Black family stands for. No 'Toujours Pur.' No pure-blood nonsense. Harry is half-blood. Aurora is half-blood. If this family has a motto, it will reflect that."
Margaret glanced at her father again. Clermont's expression was carefully blank.
"That... may cause issues with traditional families," she said carefully.
"I don't care about traditional families. I care about my children growing up knowing they're enough."
A long silence. Then Margaret nodded slowly.
"Accepted."
"Ten." Sirius held up a final finger. "You will keep no secrets from me. No agreements with other families, no political maneuvering, no plots I don't know about. We're partners in this—if you treat me like an enemy, I'll become one."
Margaret met his eyes. For a long moment, neither spoke.
"And you? Will you keep secrets from me?"
Sirius thought about the Order. About Dumbledore. About things he might not be able to share.
"If I'm asked to keep something confidential by someone outside this marriage—someone fighting the same war I fought—I will keep it. But I'll tell you that I'm keeping it. You won't be blindsided."
"That's... acceptable."
They stared at each other across the papers. The fire crackled. Clermont watched, silent.
Then Margaret spoke.
"I agree. All of these, I will do. You will do as I said. And the rest..." She spread her hands. "We will meet in the middle."
Sirius felt something loosen in his chest. He stood straight, and for the first time in what felt like years, he smiled. Not a grin—not the reckless, mischievous smile of the boy he'd been. Something smaller. Something like hope.
"It's a deal, then."
He extended his hand.
Margaret rose from her chair, crossed the space between them, and took it. Her grip was firm, her eyes steady.
"Sealed."
Their hands held for a moment longer than necessary. Then she released him and returned to her seat, composed as ever.
Clermont cleared his throat. "Well. That was remarkably civilized for two people who clearly wanted to strangle each other an hour ago."
Margaret shot him a look. Sirius actually laughed—a short, surprised sound.
"We're not done," Sirius said, settling back into his chair. "Now tell me exactly how this happens. Step by step. Starting with how I become Lord Black without getting arrested."
Clermont smiled that champion smile.
"Ah. That's the elegant part." He leaned forward. "You see, Arcturus Black never disowned you. The family magic still recognizes you. All we need is for you to walk into Gringotts, present yourself to the goblins, and claim what is yours by blood."
"And the Ministry?"
"Will be informed by the goblins, as is customary. By the time they react, you will already be legally Lord Black—and Lord Black cannot be arrested without cause. They will have to explain why they're detaining a man who has never been tried, never been convicted, and is now head of an ancient and noble house." Clermont's eyes glittered. "The scandal would be enormous. They won't risk it."
Sirius stared at him. "That's... insane. That might actually work."
"It will work." Margaret spoke up. "The goblins care about their own laws, not Ministry politics. If you present yourself properly, they will acknowledge your claim. After that, the Ministry has no legal standing to hold you without a trial. And they can't give you a trial without admitting you never had one."
Sirius sat back, mind racing. It was bold. Reckless. Completely insane.
James would love it.
"When?" he asked.
"Three days," Clermont said. "Margaret will accompany you. She has experience with goblin negotiations. And she will begin preparing your public case immediately after."
Sirius looked at Margaret. She met his gaze steadily.
"Three days," he repeated. "And then I'm Lord Black."
"And then you're Lord Black," she confirmed. "And then we're married. And then—" She paused. "And then we figure out the rest."
Sirius nodded slowly. For the first time, the weight on his chest felt slightly lighter.
"Three days," he said again.
The fire crackled. The papers lay between them. And somewhere in the distance, Sirius could almost hear James laughing.
Chapter 5
Summary:
Gringotts Visit.
Sirius is Lord black.
Chapter Text
Three days.
Sirius spent them in the cottage, though now he walked its perimeter like a caged animal. The walls pressed in. The silence pressed in. His own thoughts pressed in until he thought he might crack open like an egg.
Margaret had returned to her father's estate to prepare. Clermont had vanished into his network of connections, pulling strings Sirius couldn't see. And Sirius was left alone with the weight of what he'd agreed to.
He wrote to Harry.
Not the long, rambling letters he wanted to write—those would raise suspicion. But short notes, carefully worded, sent by different owls from different locations. He told Harry about the weather, about a funny bird he'd seen, about how he'd once failed a Charms essay so badly Flitwick had kept it as an example of what not to do for five years. Small things. Human things.
He wanted Harry to know he was human.
The rest of the time, he paced. He thought about Grimmauld Place—his mother's house, dark and suffocating, filled with things he'd rather burn than inherit. He'd have to go back there. Clean it. Make it livable. For a woman he didn't know and a child who wasn't his and a godson who deserved so much better than that miserable old house.
He thought about James.
What would you say, Prongs? What would you tell me to do?
He imagined James sitting across from him, legs up on the furniture, that stupid grin on his face. I'd say you're mental, Padfoot. Completely round the twist. Marriage? A kid? Lord Black? The grin would soften. But I'd also say... do it. For Harry. For yourself. For all of us who can't.
He thought about Lily.
She'd want you to be happy, he told himself. She'd want Harry to be happy. Even if it looks like this.
He wasn't sure he believed it.
On the second night, he dreamed of Azkaban. The cold. The whispers. The dementors pressing against his mind, pulling out every memory of happiness and twisting it into something ugly. He woke gasping, drenched in sweat, and didn't sleep again.
On the third morning, an owl arrived. Small, brown, unremarkable. The letter was brief.
Today. Noon. Gringotts. Be ready.
—M.
Sirius stared at the single word. M. Not Margaret. Not his future wife. Just a letter. A symbol of something he still couldn't quite believe was real.
He showered. He dressed in the clothes the elf had provided—dark robes, simple but well-made, nothing that would draw attention. He looked in the mirror and saw a stranger looking back. Clean-shaven. Healthy. Almost respectable.
Lord Black, he thought. Merlin help us all.
---
Privet Drive
Harry sat on his bed, knees pulled up to his chest, a letter clutched in his hands. It had arrived that morning by an owl he didn't recognize—a scruffy thing that had pecked at Dudley's window until the fat idiot screamed.
The letter was from Sirius.
Harry,
I know things have been hard. I know summers at your relatives are never what they should be. But I want you to hold on. Something is happening—something good. I can't explain yet, not fully, but I need you to trust me.
Do you trust me?
After everything, after the shack and the mountain and the tower—do you trust me?
Because I'm going to make things right. For both of us. I'm going to get you out of there, Harry. I'm going to give you a home. A real one.
But I need you to be patient. Just a little longer. Can you do that?
Write back. Tell me about your day. Tell me about the Dursleys. Tell me about Quidditch. Tell me anything. Just keep writing. Your letters are the only thing keeping me sane.
All my love,
Snuffles
Harry read it four times. Then a fifth. Then a sixth.
I'm going to get you out of there.
He'd heard those words before. From Hagrid, that first night on the hut-on-the-rock. From Ron, every time Harry talked about running away. But this was different. This was Sirius. His godfather. The only family he had left.
He grabbed a quill and parchment so fast he nearly knocked over his ink bottle.
Sirius,
Of course I trust you. I trusted you on the tower when I thought you were a murderer. I trusted you when you told me to go back to the Dursleys. I trust you with everything.
Tell me what's happening. Please. I can take it—I can take anything as long as I know there's an end to this.
The Dursleys are the same. Yesterday Uncle Vernon threatened to bolt my trunk to the floor so I couldn't take it to the World Cup. Aunt Petunia made me weed the entire garden in the sun without water. Dudley stole my breakfast when Petunia wasn't looking.
But none of it matters. Not really. Because you wrote to me. Because you said there's hope.
I'm holding on. I promise.
Tell me about you. Are you eating? Are you safe? Are you somewhere warm?
Write back soon.
Yours,
Harry
He sealed the letter and gave it to the owl, watching it disappear into the gray English sky. Then he sat back on his bed, the worn mattress creaking beneath him, and for the first time in weeks—months—years—he let himself hope.
---
Gringotts Bank, London
Noon.
Sirius stood outside the gleaming white marble of Gringotts in his alias, Margaret at his side. She was dressed in severe black robes, her hair pulled back so tightly it looked painful. A leather satchel hung at her hip, bulging with documents.
"Ready?" she asked, not looking at him.
"No."
"Good. Honesty suits you." She glanced at him sideways. "Remember: let me speak first. The goblins respect procedure. They respect blood. They do not respect recklessness."
"I know how to talk to goblins."
"Do you? Because the last time you were in Gringotts, you were a teenager with your friends, and the last time you dealt with them as an adult, you were a fugitive." She turned to face him fully. "This is different. You're claiming a lordship. You're claiming vaults. You're claiming a place in their world as much as ours. Do not treat it lightly."
Sirius wanted to snap back, but she was right. He bit his tongue and nodded.
They walked in together.
The interior of Gringotts was as overwhelming as ever—marble halls, chandeliers, goblins at every teller station with their long fingers and sharper eyes. The murmur of transactions filled the air. Gold clinked. Doors opened and closed.
Margaret approached the main counter and spoke to a goblin with steel-rimmed spectacles.
"We require an audience with the Account Manager for the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black."
The goblin's eyes flicked to Sirius, then back to Margaret. "And you are?"
"Margaret Clermont, solicitor for Sirius Black, heir to the House of Black." She placed a document on the counter. "This is my letter of representation, certified by the French Ministry and recognized by Gringotts under international banking law."
The goblin examined it with painful slowness. Then he looked at Sirius again.
"The Black heir is a fugitive."
"The Black heir has never been tried for any crime," Margaret replied smoothly. "He has been detained without charge, held without trial, and pursued without evidence. Under goblin law, which recognizes blood before Ministry decrees, his claim remains valid."
The goblin's eyes narrowed. "Bold words."
"Bold truths." Margaret didn't flinch. "We request a formal hearing. If the goblins determine his claim is invalid, we will leave. But if they determine otherwise—" She let the sentence hang.
The goblin stared at her for a long moment. Then, slowly, something like respect flickered across his face.
"Wait here."
He disappeared through a door. Sirius let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding.
"That was..." he started.
"Don't thank me yet." Margaret's eyes were fixed on the door. "This is only the beginning."
---
An hour later, they sat in a stone chamber deep beneath the bank. A goblin named Ragnok presided, his face a mask of ancient disapproval. Piles of documents covered the table between them—family trees, blood-test results, copies of wills and testaments.
"The situation is unusual," Ragnack said, his voice like gravel. "The Black heir has been... absent from wizarding society for over a decade. The Ministry declared him dead to the world, if not in fact."
"The Ministry declared him many things," Margaret said. "None of them proven."
Ragnack's eyes shifted to Sirius. "You claim you never received a trial."
"I was sent to Azkaban without one," Sirius said flatly. "Twelve years. No hearing. No witnesses. No chance to speak."
"And the crime for which you were accused?"
"I was accused of betraying the Potters to Voldemort. Of killing Peter Pettigrew and twelve Muggles." Sirius leaned forward. "I did none of those things. Pettigrew is alive. He framed me."
Ragnack's expression didn't change. "Alive. You have proof?"
"Not yet. But I will."
"So you claim innocence without evidence, demand recognition without trial, and expect the goblin nation to risk Ministry retaliation on your behalf?" Ragnack's voice dripped skepticism.
Sirius opened his mouth, but Margaret spoke first.
"We expect the goblin nation to honor its own laws." She slid a parchment across the table. "This is the blood-test result, performed this morning by an independent mediwizard and witnessed by two goblin clerks from the French branch. It confirms Sirius Orion Black as the direct male-line heir of the House of Black, son of Orion and Walburga Black, grandson of Arcturus Black the Second. His blood is uncontested."
Ragnack examined the parchment. His eyes moved slowly across the symbols.
"The Black family magic," he murmured. "It still recognizes him."
"It does," Margaret agreed. "And under goblin law, blood supersedes decree. The Ministry cannot void a lordship they did not grant. The Blacks have held their title since before the Ministry existed. Your own records confirm this."
Ragnack looked at Sirius. Really looked, this time.
"You are not what I expected."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "What did you expect?"
"A murderer. A madman. Someone broken by Azkaban." Ragnack's lips curved into something that might have been a smile. "You are angry. You are desperate. But you are not broken. And you are not mad."
"I spent twelve years knowing I was innocent. That's its own kind of madness."
Ragnack nodded slowly. Then he picked up a stamp—heavy, gold, ancient—and brought it down on the top document.
"The Most Ancient and Noble House of Black recognizes Sirius Orion Black as its rightful Lord. The vaults are his. The title is his. The family magic answers to him." He looked up. "Congratulations, Lord Black. You exist again."
Sirius stared at the stamped document. Lord Black. He'd spent his whole life running from those words.
Margaret touched his arm—just briefly, just enough to pull him back.
"Thank you," she said to Ragnack. "We will need copies of all records for the Ministry proceedings."
Ragnack waved a hand. "They will be prepared. And Lord Black?" He looked at Sirius. "When you find your rat—when you prove what you claim—remember that the goblin nation honored your blood when the Ministry would not."
Sirius met his eyes. "I'll remember."
Margaret made a request to keep this a secret for a while, they wish to make an official announcement within a week.
The goblin looked severe but agreed.
Outside the bank, Sirius and Margaret walked in complete silence.
Sirius wanted to say something, before he could, Margaret spoke.
"I need to live for France immediately. I promised Aurora, I'll have lunch with her."
Sirius nodded.
Margaret took out the portkey from her purse, she was about to activate it but stopped.
Sirius looked up.
"We meet tomorrow, again to discuss your case details. I'll come to Grimmauld Place. I wish to see it before we move."
Sirius nods, "Thank you for today."
Margaret gives a curt smile and vanishes in thin air leaving Sirius alone with his thoughts.
Chapter 6
Summary:
Visit to Grimmauld Place.
Chapter Text
The door of Number Twelve, Grimmauld Place swung open with a groan that seemed to come from the house itself.
Sirius stood on the threshold, one hand pressed against the peeling paint, and felt the magic wash over him like a wave. It wasn't warm—nothing about this house had ever been warm—but it was accepting. The wards parted for him. The locks clicked in welcome. The very walls seemed to exhale.
Lord Black comes home.
He stepped inside, and the door closed behind him with a final thud.
The hallway was dark. Of course it was dark—it had always been dark. Gas lamps flickered weakly along the walls, casting long shadows that danced and twisted. The wallpaper, once a rich green, now hung in peeling strips. Dust covered every surface. The grandfather clock at the end of the hall ticked loudly, each second a small hammer blow.
Sirius moved slowly, each step deliberate. He was waiting for something. An attack. A curse. His mother's voice screaming down the stairs.
He wasn't wrong.
"MUDBLOOD-LOVING ABOMINATION! DISGRACE TO MY FLESH! TRAITOR TO YOUR BLOOD!"
The voice ripped through the silence like a blade. Sirius spun, wand raised—
The portrait.
Of course. A massive painting hung in the hall, taking up most of the wall. Walburga Black stared out of it, her eyes wild, her mouth twisted with rage. She looked exactly as she had in life—severe, vicious, utterly without mercy. The portrait moved, leaned forward, seemed to look directly into his soul.
"YOU DARE RETURN TO THIS HOUSE? YOU, WHO BROUGHT SHAME UPON OUR NAME? YOU, WHO RAN AWAY TO LIVE WITH MUD BLOODS AND BLOOD TRAITORS?"
Sirius stood frozen. He hadn't expected this. His mother was dead. And yet here she was, screaming at him just as she had his entire childhood.
"I SHOULD HAVE DROWNED YOU IN THE CRADLE! I SHOULD HAVE LET THE HOUSE ELVES TAKE YOU TO THE FOUNDLING HOME! YOU ARE NO SON OF MINE!"
The words hit like physical blows. After everything—Azkaban, the dementors, the years of suffering—this still hurt. This still found the cracks in his armor and pried them open.
"Shut up," Sirius said, his voice low.
"DON'T YOU TELL ME TO SHUT UP, YOU UNGRATEFUL—"
"I said SHUT UP!"
He was shouting now, advancing on the portrait, his wand raised. Walburga screamed back, a torrent of insults and curses that would have made a Death Eater blush. Neither of them would back down. Neither of them ever had.
"BLOOD TRAITOR! FILTH! YOU ARE NOTHING—"
"I'm more than you ever were!"
"—A DISGRACE TO YOUR FATHER'S MEMORY—"
"My father was a coward who let you destroy everything!"
"—YOU'LL DIE ALONE, ROTTING IN THE STREET WHERE YOU BELONG—"
The shouting match might have continued forever if not for the crack of apparition.
Kreacher appeared at the end of the hall, his bulbous eyes wide, his bat-like ears twitching. He had clearly been listening. And from the gleam in his eyes, he was enjoying every moment.
"Mistress," the house-elf croaked, bowing toward the portrait. "Mistress is right. The blood-traitor scum should never have returned."
Sirius's blood went cold. Then hot. Then cold again.
"Kreacher," he said, his voice dangerously quiet.
The elf looked at him with naked hatred. "Master Sirius returns. Kreacher wonders how long before Master Sirius runs away again. Kreacher wonders if Master Sirius will bring more filth into Mistress's house."
"That's enough."
"Kreacher only speaks truth. Master Sirius is not worthy of the Black name. Master Sirius—"
"I am LORD BLACK now."
The words rang through the hall. Kreacher stopped. Even Walburga's portrait fell silent for a moment.
Sirius held up his hand, showing the ring—the Black family ring, ancient and heavy, its magic unmistakable. "Arcturus never disowned me. Neither did Orion. The family magic recognizes me. The goblins recognize me. I am the head of this house, Kreacher. And you will listen to me."
Kreacher's face contorted. "Kreacher will never—"
"You will, or I'll find ways to make your existence very unpleasant." Sirius leaned down, getting in the elf's face. "I'm not my mother. I won't torture you for sport. But I am your master now, and you will obey. Understood?"
For a long moment, Kreacher said nothing. Then, grudgingly, he gave the smallest of nods.
"Mistress..." Walburga's portrait wailed. "Mistress cannot believe—"
"YOU be quiet too." Sirius whirled on her. "You're dead. You're a painting. You have no power here anymore."
Walburga's eyes blazed. "I will always have power in this house! This house remembers! This house KNOWS what you are!"
Sirius turned his back on her and walked away.
---
The house was in ruins.
Every room he passed was worse than the last. Dust thick as blankets. Furniture rotting. Dark magic artifacts scattered everywhere, some still humming with dangerous energy. The kitchen was a disaster of mould and abandoned potions ingredients. The drawing-room curtains were moth-eaten. The bathrooms were unthinkable.
The only thing that should have been ruined—his mother's portrait—was pristine, of course. Kreacher had been polishing it for years.
Sirius climbed the stairs, each step creaking under his weight. He passed the door to Regulus's room without looking at it. Couldn't look at it. Not yet. Maybe not ever.
His own room was at the end of the hall.
He pushed the door open.
Time stopped.
It was exactly as he'd left it. The day he'd run away at sixteen, he'd slammed this door behind him and never looked back. And now, Eighteen years later, nothing had changed.
The posters were still there—Muggle motorcycles, rock bands his mother hated, a banner that said "THE NOBLEST HOUSE OF BLACK IS A LOAD OF DRAGON DUNG." The bed was unmade, the sheets grey with dust but still rumpled from the last night he'd slept in them. Muggle books were scattered across his desk. Pictures of James, of the Marauders, of a younger, happier Sirius were still tacked to the wall.
For a moment, he was sixteen again. Carefree. Reckless. Certain that the future held nothing but adventure and friendship and a life far from this house.
Then the moment passed, and he was thirty-four, a fugitive for one year, a murderer in the eyes of the world, a man who had lost everything and was only now clawing some of it back.
Not much longer, he tried to tell himself. Soon you'll be free. Soon you'll have Harry.
But he couldn't make himself believe it.
He sank to the floor—the dirty, dusty floor of his childhood room—and the tears came. Not the quiet tears of grief, but the ugly, wrenching sobs of a man who had held himself together for too long and finally cracked.
He cried for James. For Lily. For the years he'd lost. For the boy he'd been and the man he'd become. For Harry, growing up alone in a cupboard. For Regulus, whose room he couldn't face. For all of it. All of it.
He didn't know how long he lay there. Minutes. Hours. The light through the grimy window shifted from gray to darker gray. At some point, exhaustion overtook him, and he passed out on the floor, his cheek pressed against the cold boards.
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He woke at six in the evening, stiff and disoriented.
For a moment, he didn't know where he was. Then it all came back—the house, the portrait, the deal, the marriage, Harry. Harry.
He pushed himself up, wiped his face with his sleeve, and sat at the dusty desk. There was still ink in the bottle, still parchment in the drawer. He pulled out a sheet and began to write.
Harry,
Got your letter. I'll reply to that later. For now, a small news—I'm back. I will meet you very soon. I have news.
Very excited and very nervous.
Lots of Love,
Godfather
He sealed it, then sat for a moment, staring at the name. Godfather. It was the first time he'd signed a letter that way. It felt right.
He made a list. A long list. Cleaning supplies. Repairs. Removal of dark objects. New curtains. New everything. By the time he finished, the parchment was covered front and back.
He went downstairs.
"Kreacher!"
The elf appeared with a resentful crack. "Master called?"
Sirius thrust the list at him. "Everything on this list. Procure it. Bring it here. Tonight."
Kreacher's eyes scanned the list, and his face grew darker with each line. "Master wants... Master wants to clean? To remove? These are family heirlooms—"
"They're dark artifacts, and they're going. The list, Kreacher. Now."
For a moment, Sirius thought the elf might refuse. But then Kreacher grabbed the list and disappeared with a pop, leaving a faint smell of resentment behind.
Sirius stood alone in the hall. Walburga's portrait was silent for once, watching him with hate-filled eyes.
"Going to be a long night," he muttered. "Long month."
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The doorbell rang at ten in the morning the next day.
Sirius opened it to find Margaret on the step, dressed as impeccably as she had been at their first meeting. Dark blue traveling robes, not a hair out of place, an expression of cool assessment on her face.
She looked past him into the hall. Her eyebrows rose.
"It's... worse than I expected."
"Welcome to Grimmauld Place." Sirius stepped aside. "Mind the dust. And the screaming portrait."
Margaret entered, her heels clicking on the worn stone. She moved through the hall with the grace of a general surveying a battlefield, taking in the peeling wallpaper, the flickering gas lamps, the general air of decay.
Then Walburga spotted her.
"YOU!" The portrait's voice shrieked through the hall. "YOU DARE BRING YOUR MISTRESS INTO THIS HOUSE? SOME COMMON TRULL FROM THE STREETS? I SHOULD HAVE DROWNED YOU WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE, YOU ABOMINATION—"
"Shut up, you old hag," Sirius snapped.
"—BLOOD TRAITOR! BRINGING YOUR WHORE INTO THE HOUSE OF YOUR FOREFATHERS—"
Margaret held up a hand.
Walburga stopped. Actually stopped. The portrait blinked.
Margaret stepped forward, executing a perfect, graceful curtsy. "Pardon my interjection, Mrs. Black. Allow me to introduce myself." Her voice was smooth as silk, cultured, impeccably polite. "I am Margaret Clermont, daughter of the House of Clermont from France." A pause. "I think your son has failed to inform you, but I am to be his wife."
Silence.
Walburga stared. Her painted mouth opened, closed, opened again. For the first time in her afterlife, she seemed genuinely at a loss.
Sirius watched, torn between amusement and confusion. Margaret's face gave nothing away.
Walburga's eyes traveled over Margaret—the robes, the posture, the bearing. Pure-blood recognition. Pure-blood assessment.
"You are... a Clermont?" The portrait's voice had dropped to something almost civil.
"I am. Daughter of Louis Pierre Clermont, Lord of the House of Clermonts."
Walburga was silent for another long moment. Then, slowly, she raised one painted eyebrow at Sirius.
Sirius shrugged, still watching Margaret.
Margaret smiled—a small, controlled smile. "I am delighted to make your acquaintance, Mrs. Black. I'm here to visit my future home and see if it lives up to my expectations of the House of Black." She looked around the hall, her expression shifting to something like disappointment. "I must say, as grand as it is, it's rather... dusty. I'm sure it has seen better days."
She turned back to the portrait, her smile returning. "Oh no, no—I don't blame you, of course. It must have been the lack of care in your... brilliant absence. Well, now the mistress is here, it will soon be reestablished to its old glory."
Walburga's painted face underwent a remarkable transformation. The hatred didn't disappear, but it was joined by something else—respect. Wariness. Perhaps even approval.
"Sirius," Walburga said slowly, "has finally made a good choice in life. It seems he has some of my genes after all."
Sirius's jaw dropped.
"I am quite delighted to meet you, future daughter-in-law." Walburga's voice was almost warm. Almost. "I welcome you to the House of Blacks."
Margaret executed another perfect curtsy. "Thank you, Mrs. Black. Your welcome means a great deal."
Then she straightened, turned, and walked further into the house without looking back.
Sirius stood frozen, staring at his mother's portrait. Walburga stared back.
"What," Sirius said finally, "just happened?"
Walburga's eyes glittered. "She's a proper pure-blood. Unlike everything you've ever brought into this house." Her voice sharpened. "Don't ruin this too, boy."
The curtains snapped shut across the portrait, leaving Sirius alone in the hall.
He stood there for a long moment, trying to process what he'd just witnessed. Then he turned and followed his wife into the house.
Margaret was in the drawing room, running one finger along a moth-eaten curtain. She looked up as he entered.
"The house is a disaster," she said calmly. "But it has potential. Good bones. Strong wards. Excellent location." She glanced at him. "Your mother is exactly as described."
"You... you handled that."
"I've been handling difficult pure-bloods my entire life." Margaret's lips twitched. "Your mother is just another negotiation."
Sirius stared at her. Then, slowly, he started to laugh. It wasn't a happy laugh—more surprised, slightly unhinged—but it was laughter.
Margaret watched him, one eyebrow raised.
"You," Sirius said, gasping slightly, "are going to fit in here just fine."
"I should hope so." She pulled her wand and began casting diagnostic spells at the walls. "Now. Let's talk about what needs to be done before Harry arrives."
The laughter faded, replaced by something warmer. Purpose.
Sirius nodded. "Let's talk."
Chapter 7
Summary:
Spill the tea.
Chapter Text
Sirius gestured toward the drawing-room, then stopped. The drawing-room was a disaster—furniture draped in dusty sheets, cobwebs in every corner, a faint smell of decay.
"The meeting room," he corrected himself, and led Margaret to a smaller chamber off the main hall. It had once been his father's study—dark wood panelling, a heavy mahogany table, chairs that looked like they'd swallowed whole families whole. It was as gloomy as the rest of the house.
Margaret surveyed the room with a critical eye. Then she drew her wand and performed a quick cleaning charm—dust vanished, surfaces gleamed, the faint mustiness lifted slightly.
She sat down.
"This house needs to be cleaned to bits before Aurora and I move in here," she announced, her tone leaving no room for debate.
Sirius's irritation flared. "I'm aware."
"Where are the house-elves?"
"I don't know. Dead, for all I care."
Margaret's eyebrow arched. "Dead."
"Kreacher's somewhere. The others... my mother probably worked them to death. She wasn't exactly known for her gentle touch."
Margaret considered this. Then: "I need tea for this discussion. Call Kreacher, or I can summon one of mine from France."
Sirius's jaw tightened. The last thing he wanted was French house-elves underfoot, reporting back to Clermont about every detail of his life. But Kreacher... Kreacher would probably poison his tea if given the chance.
He pasted on his best fake smile—the one he'd used to charm professors and avoid detentions at Hogwarts.
"I am the house-elf around here. I shall get the tea for the future Lady Black."
Margaret's lips twitched, but she said nothing. Sirius turned and walked out, feeling her eyes on his back.
Behind him, Margaret allowed herself a small smile. Then she settled into her chair, pulled out a notebook and quill, and prepared for the discussion ahead.
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The kitchen was even worse than he remembered. Sirius navigated through the chaos, locating a kettle, some tea, a chipped pot that looked usable. He was glad he had sent for things with Kreacher.
He was hungry. He'd forgotten to eat all day, as usual. While the water boiled, he threw together sandwiches, his mind churning through everything that needed to be discussed. The case. The house. Harry. Aurora. The thousand details of building a life from ruins.
Twenty minutes later, he returned to the study with a laden tray. Tea pot, cups, milk, sugar, sandwiches, biscuits. He set it on the table and dropped into his chair, reaching for a sandwich.
"I would like 2/3rd tea and 1/3rd milk foam with cinnamon powder in my tea." Margaret said in her most polite pure-blood tone. "And no sugar."
Sirius's hand froze halfway to his mouth. His mouth open for the bite he was to take.
He looked at her. She looked back, perfectly composed, a hint of something mischievous in her eyes.
A bully, Sirius thought. A complete bully. She's testing me.
He thought of Harry. Of the goal. Of everything he was willing to endure.
He set down his sandwich, picked up the tea pot, and poured. Then he added milk—just the right amount, the way his mother had once forced him to learn "in case you ever need to serve proper company." He arranged biscuits on a small plate, added a sandwich, and placed it all before her with exaggerated ceremony.
The disgust on his face could not be hidden. He didn't try.
Margaret smiled cordially. "Thank you."
She took a sip. Her eyes widened slightly. Then she took another.
"I didn't expect a pure-blood heir to know his way around a kitchen," she said slowly. "Or to make such good tea."
Sirius grabbed his sandwich, finally taking a massive bite. He chewed, swallowed, then said: "Well, for your and my dear mother's mutual disappointment, I was never a proper pure-blood heir. That's only one of my many areas of failing."
Margaret laughed.
It was a real laugh—not the polite, controlled sound. It transformed her face, made her look younger, less severe.
"The tea is really good," she said, still smiling. "And so are the sandwiches."
Sirius felt something warm in his chest. A compliment. From her. Unexpected.
"Cheers," he said, and raised his cup.
They drank in companionable silence for a moment. Then Margaret set down her cup, her expression shifting to something more serious.
"All right. Let's not waste time." She pulled out her notebook, quill poised. "Tell me everything about the entire thing. Do not leave anything out. Every little detail. They can win or lose us the case."
Sirius saw the shift—professional mode activated. He took a sip of his own tea, black, no sugar, no milk. Dark as his name, his family, his legacy.
"Ask away."
"Start with how you met James and Peter."
Sirius began.
He told her everything. Hogwarts. The Sorting—Gryffindor, much to his mother's horror. James, immediately his brother in everything but blood. Peter, tagging along, eager to please. Remus, and the secret they discovered, and the decision they made.
"We became Animagi," he said quietly. "For Remus. So he wouldn't have to face the full moons alone."
Margaret's quill moved steadily, taking notes. "That's... remarkably loyal."
"We were idiots. Reckless idiots. But we were loyal idiots."
He continued. The Order. The war. Lily and James falling in love, getting married, having Harry. The prophecy. The decision to go into hiding.
"James wanted me to be Secret-Keeper," Sirius said, his voice roughening. "I was the obvious choice. His best man. Harry's godfather. But I knew they'd come for me first. Everyone knew I was James's best friend. So I suggested Peter."
Margaret looked up. "You suggested Peter."
"Because no one would suspect him. He was... he was weak. Nervous. Always following. Who would think the Potters trusted someone like that?" Sirius's jaw tightened. "It was my idea. My plan. I thought I was being clever."
Margaret said nothing, but her eyes were kind.
"Then they died." The words came out flat. "I found them. James and Lily. Harry in his cot, screaming. And I knew. I knew Peter had betrayed them. I went after him. Caught him in the street. He shouted—for everyone to hear—that I'd betrayed them. Then he blew up the street, killed those Muggles, cut off his own finger, and transformed. Escaped as a rat."
"And you took the blame."
"Went to Azkaban without a trial. Didn't even try to fight it. I was too..." He trailed off. "Too broken. Too guilty. Didn't matter that I hadn't done it—I'd still gotten them killed. My idea. My plan. My fault."
Margaret reached across the table, hesitated, then touched his hand briefly. "It wasn't your fault. Peter made his own choices."
Sirius looked at her. No one had said that to him. Not once.
He kept going. Twelve years in Azkaban. The dementors, the memories, the slow erosion of sanity. Seeing Peter in the Prophet—in the Weasleys' holiday photo—and the sudden, burning need to escape.
"Padfoot," he said. "My dog form. The dementors couldn't feel my emotions as well when I was a dog. Less complex. So I waited. Years. And then I escaped."
He told her about the Shrieking Shack. About Harry and his friends. About Peter's exposure, his escape, the truth that no one believed. About Buckbeak and the flight into the night.
"I've been running ever since. Until your dad's letter."
Margaret set down her quill. For a long moment, she was silent.
Then, quietly: "You've been alone for a very long time."
Sirius shrugged, but his eyes were wet.
"And Harry," Margaret continued. "He's been alone too."
"He has people. The Weasleys. Hermione."
"But not you. Not family." She looked at him. "That's what this is really about, isn't it? Not freedom. Not even justice. Harry."
Sirius couldn't speak. He nodded.
Margaret picked up her quill again, but she didn't write. She just held it, thinking.
"I will free your name. I don't know how long it will take, but I will do it. We have a strong case—no trial, no evidence, Pettigrew alive. The Ministry will fight, but they'll lose." She reached across and touched his hand again. "Don't worry. We've got this, Mr. Black."
Sirius looked down at her hand on his. Then, slowly, he turned his own hand over and covered hers.
"Sirius," he said.
She raised her eyebrows—both at the touch and at his words.
"You should call me Sirius," he said quietly. "If you're going to marry me."
Something flickered in her eyes. Surprise. Warmth. Perhaps hope.
"All right," she said softly. "Sirius."
They sat like that for a moment, hands touching, the weight of everything between them.
Then Margaret gently withdrew, gathering her things. "I should go. There's much to prepare."
She stood. Sirius stood with her.
At the door, she paused and looked back.
"Thank you," she said. "For the tea. For telling me everything. For..." She gestured vaguely. "For this."
Sirius nodded. "Thank you for listening."
She smiled—a real smile, warm and unexpected—and then she was gone.
Sirius stood alone in the study, the tea growing cold, his heart strangely light.
Maybe it's not all terrible, he thought. Maybe she's not as bad as I thought.
He touched his hand where hers had rested, and for the first time in years, he felt something like hope.
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The days settled into a rhythm.
Sirius woke each morning in his childhood room, the posters and books a constant reminder of who he'd been and who he'd become. He'd shower in the barely-functional bathroom, dress in clothes that grew less foreign with each wearing, and descend into the chaos of Grimmauld Place.
The letter arrived on a Tuesday.
Sirius recognized the seal immediately—the Clermont crest, pressed into deep blue wax. He broke it open with trembling fingers, already knowing what it would say.
Lord Black,
The arrangements are complete. You will present yourself at the French Ministry of Magic on Saturday next, at three in the afternoon. A representative will meet you and escort you to the ceremony location.
All necessary clearances have been obtained. You will not be detained.
Details of the marriage contract are enclosed. Please review and sign where indicated. Your signature binds you to the terms as discussed with my daughter.
I trust you will arrive promptly.
L.P. Clermont
Sirius sat down heavily in his father's chair, the letter hanging from his fingers.
Saturday. Four days. His wedding, and he'd had no say in any of it. The date, the location, the arrangements—all decided by a man he barely knew, for reasons that had nothing to do with him.
He read the letter again. Then a third time.
Margaret hadn't written since their meeting. No communication at all. He understood, logically—she was preparing, gathering documents, handling the thousand details of their arrangement. But the silence felt heavy. Lonely.
The only letters that came were from Harry. Harry, who still didn't know. Harry, who would have to be told soon.
I'll tell him after, Sirius decided. After it's done. When I can explain properly.
He looked around the study. The house was better now—the elves, even Kreacher, had made a joint effort to clean. The dark artifacts were gone. The dust had been banished. It was almost habitable.
But it was still haunting. Still full of ghosts. Still his mother's house, no matter how much he cleaned.
Margaret would make further changes when she arrived. She'd already made that clear. And Sirius found he didn't mind. She could set the whole place on fire if it meant getting Harry in return.
Harry. It was all for Harry. Every sacrifice, every compromise, every piece of himself he was selling. Harry came first. Even before his own breaking heart.
Chapter 8
Summary:
Harry appears, so does Aurora.
The wedding.
Chapter Text
Privet Drive was its usual miserable self.
Harry had lost count of the days. They blurred together—chores, insults, tiny meals, long hours in his room staring at the ceiling. Dudley had started a new campaign of harassment, smaller now that Harry was taller, but persistent. Vernon made sure to remind Harry at every meal that he was "grateful to have a roof over his head" and that "no one else would take in a freak like him."
Harry didn't bother responding anymore. What was the point?
He spent his time writing letters. To Ron, to Hermione, to Sirius. He wrote about nothing—the weather, the time Dudley got his head stuck in the stairs. Stupid things. Normal things. Things that made him feel like a normal person with a normal life.
The replies were what kept him going.
Ron's letters were full of Quidditch and World Cup excitement and his mum's cooking. Hermione's were full of book recommendations and study schedules and reminders to do his summer homework. Sirius's letters were... different. Shorter. Cagier. But they came regularly now, and that was everything.
Today, an owl tapped at his window just after lunch.
Harry scrambled to open it, nearly tripping over his own feet. The owl—a scruffy brown thing he didn't recognize—hopped inside and stuck out its leg impatiently. Harry untied the letter, offered the owl a bit of the biscuit he'd saved from breakfast, and unrolled the parchment with shaking hands.
Harry,
Got your letter. I'll reply to that later. For now, a small news—I'm back. I will meet you very soon. I have news.
Very excited and very nervous.
Lots of Love,
Godfather
Harry read it once. Twice. Three times.
I'm back.
Back where? Scotland? London? Did that mean Sirius was in Britain? Was he safe? Legally? The letter was still vague, but underneath the words Harry could feel something—hope, maybe. Excitement. Sirius had a plan.
I will meet you very soon.
Harry's heart hammered. Meet him? Where? How? Was Sirius coming to Privet Drive? That would be insane—dangerous—but also the best thing Harry could imagine.
I have news.
What kind of news? Good news? Bad news? Sirius said he was excited and nervous. That sounded like good news. Nervous good news. The best kind.
And then there was the signature.
Godfather.
Not Snuffles. Not his name. Godfather. The first time Sirius had signed a letter that way.
Harry stared at the word. It meant something. He knew it meant something. Sirius was claiming it—claiming him—in a way he hadn't before. Was he not scared of getting caught anymore? Was the plan really that close?
Questions swirled in Harry's mind, too many to count. He read the letter again, memorizing every word, every curve of Sirius's handwriting. The parchment was warm in his hands. Real. Proof that Sirius existed, that he was out there, that he was thinking of Harry.
I will meet you very soon.
Harry set the letter down carefully on his bed, then picked it up again. He couldn't stop looking at it.
Two weeks. That's all it had been since term ended. Two weeks since he'd arrived at Privet Drive, dreading another summer of misery. Two weeks felt like two years, usually. But now...
Now he had hope.
Maybe he'd have a home before the summer ended. A real home, with Sirius. Maybe he'd wake up in a place where someone actually wanted him. Maybe he'd sit at a table and eat a meal without being reminded that he was a burden.
Maybe.
He caught himself dreaming and almost laughed. You're so stupid, he thought. Getting your hopes up again. When has life ever been kind to you?
But he couldn't stop the smile spreading across his face. Couldn't stop the warmth in his chest. Couldn't stop imagining what it would be like to finally, finally belong somewhere.
He grabbed a quill and parchment.
Sirius,
You're back! That's—I don't even have words. That's the best news I've had all summer. All year. Maybe ever.
Where are you? Are you safe? Don't tell me if you can't—I know you have to be careful. Just... I'm here. I'm waiting. Whatever you need me to do, I'll do it.
You signed it "Godfather." I noticed.
I don't know what that means exactly, but I like it. I like it a lot.
Write back when you can. Tell me more if you can. If not, just... just knowing you're there is enough.
Yours,
Harry
He sealed it, gave it to the owl, and watched it fly away into the gray sky.
Then he sat on his bed, the worn mattress creaking beneath him, and let himself hope.
Just for a moment. Just for today.
Tomorrow he could go back to expecting the worst. Today, he had a letter from his godfather.
Today was enough.
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Saturday - French Ministry of Magic
The French Ministry was nothing like the British one. Where London was dark and imposing, Paris was light and elegant—marble floors, soaring ceilings, fountains that sparkled with magical light. Sirius moved through it like a ghost, invisible to the witches and wizards who passed him by.
Clermont had paid for that. Paid handsomely, no doubt, to ensure that a wanted fugitive could walk through the Ministry untouched. Sirius didn't want to know how much it cost, or what favors had been called in.
He was led to a small chapel attached to the Ministry proper—an intimate space, all white stone and soft lighting, clearly reserved for private ceremonies. No guests. No fanfare. Just an officiant, a few witnesses, and the families.
Sirius stood alone, waiting.
He thought of James's wedding.
It had been nothing like this. Big venue, overflowing with guests. Lily's family, such as they were. The Marauders, of course—him as best man, Remus as groomsman, even Peter beaming in the background. Flowers everywhere. Music. Laughter. Lily crying happy tears. James looking at her like she'd hung the moon.
Sirius had stood where he stood now, watching his best friend bind himself to the woman he loved. He'd been so happy. So certain that the future held nothing but more of the same—more joy, more love, more life.
Now he stood alone. No best man. No friends. No one to congratulate him or stand by his side.
The door opened.
Margaret entered with her daughter and her father.
Sirius's breath caught.
She was beautiful. He'd known that—couldn't deny it—but seeing her now, in this setting, was different. Her gown was not white but pale pink—soft, elegant, perfectly fitted. It moved with her like water. Her golden brown hair was arranged simply, falling past her shoulders. She looked... not happy, exactly. But composed. Determined.
Beside her, Aurora held her mother's hand. The child was a miniature of Margaret—same golden brown hair, straight and long, fair skin. But where Margaret's eyes were blue, Aurora's were brown. Her father's eyes, Sirius assumed. The Muggle-born husband Margaret had loved and lost.
Margaret's gaze found him across the room. She acknowledged him with a small nod. Sirius returned it.
They stood on opposite sides of the space, separated by the aisle, by the officiant, by the weight of everything unsaid.
Make an effort, Sirius told himself. For Harry. For all of it.
He reached into his outer robes and pulled out a single flower—a small white rose he'd picked from the garden that morning, not knowing why. Now he knew.
He crossed to where Aurora stood with her mother and knelt down to her level.
"This," he said softly, holding out the flower, "is for the beautiful young lady."
Aurora's face transformed. A wide, gap-toothed smile spread across her features, pure and delighted. Children had no knowledge of contracts, of deals made in closed rooms. They only knew kindness when they saw it.
"Thank you, sir," she said, taking the flower carefully.
Sirius smiled back. "Sirius. You can call me Sirius."
She looked up at her mother, seeking permission. Margaret, watching with an unreadable expression, nodded slightly.
"Thank you, Sirius," Aurora said, and tucked the flower carefully into her dress. Her smile wider.
Sirius noticed then—the missing tooth, right in front. He chuckled softly.
"That's a very impressive gap," he said. "Did the tooth fairies visit?"
Aurora nodded solemnly. "Two of them. I got two galleons."
"Two galleons! You're richer than me."
Aurora giggled. It was a small sound, but it warmed something in Sirius's chest.
The officiant approached then, a silver-haired witch in ceremonial robes. She murmured something to Clermont, who nodded and gestured toward the altar.
Sirius stood. Aurora squeezed her mother's hand once, then released it to stand with her grandfather.
Margaret stepped forward.
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The ceremony was brief. Formal. Words in French that Sirius mostly didn't pay attention, though he caught the important ones. Margaret responded in kind, her voice steady.
He watched her as the officiant spoke—the curve of her jaw, the way her fingers tightened almost imperceptibly on the edges of her robes. She was nervous. He hadn't expected that. She'd seemed so composed, so untouchable. But up close, he could see the tiny cracks.
She was striking. High cheekbones. Dark lashes. A mouth that seemed always on the verge of saying something sharp. He wondered what she was thinking. Whether she regretted any of this.
Across the space, Margaret's thoughts were running parallel to his own.
Sirius is handsome. The thought came unbidden, and she pushed it away. Handsome like the sun, moon, and stars—it suited his name. The brightest star. He'd had a dark life, and yet he'd managed to shine through it. That took something. Something rare.
She didn't know where this marriage would take her. She'd agreed for Aurora—only for Aurora. But watching him kneel to give her daughter a flower, watching him chuckle at her missing tooth... that was something. Something she hadn't expected.
Alphard had visited her when she was small. She remembered him—kind, warm, always talking about his nephew Sirius. How brilliant he was. How loyal to his friends. How unlike the vicious Blacks, they both despised.
She'd found that man today. The man Alphard had described.
Perhaps there is more to this, she thought. Perhaps we'll find out together.
The officiant's voice rose. Words of binding. Words of magic.
And then: "I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss."
Margaret's heart stopped.
She hadn't included this in the contract. Hadn't wanted to make it daunting, complicated. She'd assumed... what had she assumed? That they'd shake hands and walk away? That the kiss would be skipped, as it sometimes was in purely legal arrangements?
But here it was. Expected. Witnessed.
Would he be forceful? She'd allowed him mistresses, as long as they stayed away from home. But that didn't mean he'd be gentle. That didn't mean he'd respect her boundaries.
Sirius looked uncomfortable too. For a moment, they simply stared at each other.
Then he moved forward.
He didn't lunge. Didn't grab. He moved slowly, deliberately, his eyes on hers as if asking a question. Is this okay?
She nodded. She wasn't ready—not really—but she nodded.
He leaned down.
And kissed her cheek.
It was light as a feather. Barely a brush of lips against skin. She barely felt it, and yet her entire face flooded with warmth.
The officiant, slightly flustered, recovered quickly. "And I pronounce you husband and wife."
Aurora cheered from the back. "Mama got married!"
Neither Sirius nor Margaret looked away from each other.
It was an arrangement. Nothing more. A small price to pay for their children's futures. They would be civil. They would not be hostile. They would make it work.
But Margaret couldn't fight the small smile that crept across her face.
Sirius smiled back.
---
There was no reception, not really. Just a small gathering in an adjacent room—champagne, pastries, polite conversation with the witnesses and the officiant. Clermont beamed like a man who'd just won a war. Aurora ate too many sweets and fell asleep on a velvet couch, the white rose still clutched in her small hand.
Sirius and Margaret stood apart from the others, by a window overlooking the Paris night.
"Well," Margaret said quietly. "That's done."
"That's done," Sirius agreed.
They were silent for a moment.
"Your daughter," Sirius said. "She's... she's lovely."
Margaret looked at him. "You gave her a flower."
"She seemed to like it."
"She did." A pause. "Thank you. For being kind to her."
Sirius shrugged. "She's a child. Children are easy. It's the adults I struggle with."
Margaret almost laughed. "I've noticed."
Another silence. Comfortable, this time.
"Good."
Below them, Paris sparkled. Above them, stars peeked through the clouds. Somewhere out there, one of them was named Sirius—the brightest in the sky.
"Your namesake," Margaret said softly, following his gaze. "The star."
"My mother thought it was fitting. The brightest light in the darkness of the family." He snorted. "Irony wasn't her strong suit."
"I think it's fitting," Margaret said. "You've been in darkness a long time. But you're still shining."
Sirius looked at her. Really looked.
"So are you," he said. "You just hide it better."
Margaret's lips curved. "Professional habit."
They stood together, watching the stars, two strangers bound by contract and circumstance and the fierce love they each held for a child.
It wasn't love. It wasn't even friendship, not yet.
But it was a beginning.
Chapter 9
Summary:
The family comes back home.
Chapter Text
Sirius stood at a distance while Margaret and Clermont completed the wedding formalities.
The contracts were already signed—thick parchment covered in legal language, seals pressed into wax, names written in ink that bound them together whether they liked it or not. That part was done.
He watched them across the room. Clermont and Margaret, their heads close together, speaking in hissed French. Of course Sirius understood every word. Twelve years in Azkaban hadn't erased the language his mother had forced into him since birth.
"Papa, you must take care of yourself." Margaret's voice was low, urgent. "The potions, you must take them. The healer said—"
"I know what the healer said." Clermont's tone was firm, but his eyes were soft. "I also know when my time is. Do not waste these last moments telling me what I already know."
"Papa—"
"Listen to me." He took her hands. "You have done what I asked. You have secured your future. Now you must live it. Do not spend your years worrying about an old man who has already lived too long."
Margaret's composure cracked. Just slightly. Just enough.
Clermont pulled her into an embrace—brief, fierce, the kind of hug that said everything words could not.
Sirius looked away. This was private. Family. Not the cold, manipulative interactions he'd grown up with, but something real. Something that hurt to witness.
Clermont knelt then, with visible difficulty, to Aurora's level.
Sirius couldn't help but watch.
The old man's hands trembled as he cupped his granddaughter's face. "Ma petite fleur. My little flower. You will be a good girl, yes?"
Aurora nodded solemnly. "Yes, Grand-père."
"You will be loving to your maman. You will help her in the new house." He smiled, and it transformed his severe features. "And you will be kind to your new papa. He is a good man. I chose him specially for you."
"Because he's a dog?"
Clermont laughed—a real laugh, surprised out of him. "Because he has a good heart. The dog is just a bonus."
Aurora giggled. Then her face crumpled. "Will you come with us, Grand-père?"
Clermont's eyes glistened. "Not yet, ma chérie. But soon. Very soon, I will come to visit. And until then, you will be brave. For me."
He kissed her forehead. Aurora wrapped her small arms around his neck, and for a moment, the old man held her like he would never let go.
Sirius turned away completely. His chest ached.
Family. Not like his. Like James's.
He thought of Euphemia Potter—warm hugs, kind eyes, the way she'd pretended to be angry when he and James blew up the cauldron but always ended up laughing. He thought of Fleamont—brilliant, funny, cheering them on from the sidelines, proud of every bit of mischief they got up to at school. They'd taken him in without question, made him part of their family as naturally as breathing.
He'd never taken it for granted. He'd known, even then, how lucky he was. How undeserving.
He missed them. He missed them so much it hurt.
Will I be able to give Harry that? The question gnawed at him. Will this marriage—this strange, contract-bound arrangement—actually give Harry a home?
A selfish part of him wanted it to work. Wanted this strange woman and her child to become something like family. Wanted to stop being alone.
But he knew himself. He was not James—steady, reliable, born to be a husband and father. He was not Fleamont, with his quiet wisdom and endless patience. He'd been alone too long. His demons found him even in broad daylight, even in happy moments. How could he handle two children and a wife when he could barely handle himself?
Maybe I have gone mad, he thought. Maybe Azkandan finally won.
But then—James's voice, clear as day in his head.
Come on, Pads. You have a family because you deserve it. You survived because you're strong. And crazy. Don't forget crazy.
And Lily, softer, warmer.
You love with your whole heart, Sirius. Always have. You have enough love for two kids and a wife. Don't doubt your potential.
He closed his eyes, let their voices wash over him. When he opened them, Clermont was watching him.
The old man crossed the room slowly, painfully, until they stood face to face.
For the first time, they looked at each other not as negotiators or adversaries, but simply as men. Sirius saw the exhaustion in Clermont's eyes, the grief, the desperate hope. Clermont saw... something. Sirius didn't know what.
A long moment passed.
"You remember your promise," Clermont said quietly. It wasn't a question.
Sirius nodded. "I remember."
"Good." Clermont searched his face. "You will keep it?"
"I will."
Something in the old man's shoulders relaxed. He nodded slowly, then extended his hand.
Sirius took it. The grip was weak—weaker than before—but firm in intention.
"Take care of them," Clermont said. Sirius nodded.
Clermont held his gaze for one more moment, then turned and walked away. His gait was worse than when they'd first met. Much worse. He moved like a man carrying the weight of the world, which Sirius supposed he was—right up until the end, working for his daughter's future.
That's what fathers do, Sirius thought. That's what I'll do.
He looked at Clermont's retreating back and felt something shift inside him. Inspiration. Hope. Determination.
There were people who had let him down—his parents, his brother, the world that had condemned him without trial. But there were also people who had loved him. Who had given him life. James. Lily. Euphemia. Fleamont. Alphard. Harry.
They believed in him. Maybe it was time he started believing in himself.
His eyes found Aurora across the room. She stood close to her mother, one small hand clutching Margaret's robes, looking small and uncertain. So innocent. So naive. Just like Regulus had been, once, before their mother got her claws into him.
Not this time, Sirius vowed. Not this child. Not Harry.
He walked toward them.
Margaret looked up as he approached. "We need to go to the portkey point. It's a short walk through the Ministry."
Sirius nodded. "Let's go."
But Aurora had other ideas.
"I can't walk," she announced, her lower lip protruding. "I'm too tired."
Margaret's expression tightened. "Aurora, we've discussed this. You're six years old, you're a big girl, and you can walk a short distance."
"But I'm TIRED."
"You're always tired when you don't want to do something." Margaret's voice was firm. "I can't carry you—my dress won't allow it. You'll have to manage."
Aurora's lip trembled, preparing for a full-scale assault.
Sirius stepped forward. "I can carry her."
Margaret's head snapped toward him, eyes wide.
What's so shocking? Sirius thought. I can definitely carry a small child for a few minutes.
But maybe she didn't want him near her child. Maybe the contract didn't cover this. Maybe—
James's voice: Go on, Pads. This is what available fathers do.
"You don't have to," Margaret said carefully. "She's just being difficult."
"She's a child." Sirius shrugged. "And she's tired. It's not a problem."
Before Margaret could argue further, he crouched down and scooped Aurora into his arms. She was light—lighter than he expected—and she immediately wrapped her arms around his neck.
"Mumma, look!" Aurora crowed. "I'm up so high! Sirius is so TALL!"
Sirius laughed. Kids noticed the stupidest things.
Margaret shook her head, but there was something soft in her eyes. She turned and began walking.
Sirius followed, Aurora bouncing happily in his arms.
"Sirius?" Aurora's voice was muffled against his shoulder.
"Yes?"
"How tall are you?"
"Very tall."
"How tall is very tall?"
"Taller than most doors."
Aurora considered this. "Can I be that tall?"
"Maybe. You'll have to eat your vegetables."
"I hate vegetables."
"Then probably not."
She giggled. "How did you get so tall?"
"I ate my vegetables when I was little."
"No you didn't."
"How do you know?"
"Because vegetables are yucky. Nobody eats them."
Sirius laughed again. "You've caught me. I didn't eat vegetables. I was just born tall."
"That's what I thought."
Margaret walked ahead, listening to the absurd conversation behind her. Despite herself, she was amused. He was patient. Creative. He didn't talk down to Aurora like she was stupid, just played along with her logic.
Maybe, she thought, this won't be as hard as I feared.
---
The portkey deposited them in the front hall of Grimmauld Place.
Sirius set Aurora down gently and looked around at the space. Clean. Very clean. He'd worked himself to exhaustion alongside the elves, determined to make the place habitable. The dark artifacts were gone. The dust was banished. It wasn't warm—it would never be warm—but it was no longer actively hostile.
"Welcome home," he said.
Margaret stepped inside, her eyes scanning everything. She was already noting what needed to change—furniture to replace, curtains to update, rooms to repurpose. But underneath the assessment, she registered the effort. He'd worked hard. For them.
Aurora, meanwhile, was chattering away at Sirius about something, and he was responding with equal seriousness.
Then the portrait screamed.
"YOU DARE BRING STRANGERS INTO MY HOUSE?"
Walburga's voice ripped through the hall. Margaret stopped, turned, and faced the portrait calmly.
The painted eyes raked over her—head to toe, assessing.
Then, surprisingly, Walburga nodded. "You. I remember. The Clermont girl." Her tone shifted to something almost approving. "Proper blood. Good family. You have my welcome."
Margaret inclined her head. "Thank you, Mrs. Black."
But Walburga's eyes had moved past her, to where Aurora stood clutching Sirius's hand.
"And who is that? Your sister? A cousin?"
Margaret's voice was steady. "That is my daughter. Aurora."
The change was instant.
Walburga's face contorted. "Your DAUGHTER? You bring a BASTARD into this house? Must be the off-spring of some Mudblood filth?"
"Don't," Sirius warned.
But Walburga was already in full rage. "You dare stand there and lie to me? Pretend to be worthy of the Black name while hiding a HALF-BREED brat? I should have known—should have seen through your pretty face and proper manners. You're just like HIM—"
"SILENCE!"
Sirius's voice thundered through the hall. He stepped forward, Aurora still clutched against his side, his face twisted with fury.
"You will NOT speak about her that way. You will NOT call my daughter names. Do you understand me?"
Walburga's painted mouth opened, but Sirius kept going.
"You ruined my childhood. You ruined Regulus's childhood. You made this house a living hell for everyone who lived here. But you will NOT—will NOT—do the same to my children. To either of them."
He was shaking with rage. His voice echoed off the walls.
"If you ever—EVER—speak to or about Aurora or even Harry when he arrives like that again, I will burn this house to the ground. I will tear down every wall, every floor, every stone. And I will burn your portrait along with it. Do you understand me?"
Walburga stared, momentarily stunned into silence.
Behind him, Aurora started to cry.
The small sound cut through Sirius's rage like nothing else could. He looked down at her—tears streaming down her face, small body shaking—and something in him crumbled.
Margaret appeared at his side. "Sirius." Her voice was calm, steady. "Take her inside. I'll handle this."
He wanted to argue. Wanted to stay and fight. But Aurora was crying, and nothing else mattered.
He nodded tightly and carried the sobbing child up the stairs, leaving Margaret alone with the portrait.
---
Margaret waited until they were gone. Then she turned to face Walburga.
The portrait was still sputtering, trying to regain its momentum. "How DARE he threaten me—"
"Mrs. Black."
Walburga stopped.
Margaret's voice was ice. Professional mask firmly in place, she addressed the painting like it was a difficult client—which, she supposed, it was.
"Let me be perfectly clear. You are a portrait. A magical echo of a woman who is dead. You have no power here except what we choose to give you."
Walburga's eyes blazed. "I am the mistress of this house—"
"You were." Margaret's tone didn't waver. "I am the mistress now. I am Lady Black. And I will not tolerate your behavior."
She stepped closer, her voice dropping.
"You will hold your tongue about my daughter. You will hold your tongue about my husband. You will treat everyone in this house with the respect due to members of this family—because they ARE family, whether you like it or not."
Walburga's painted face worked soundlessly.
"If you cannot do that," Margaret continued, "then I will have you removed. I will have this portrait taken down, stored in a dark attic, and forgotten. And when Sirius eventually burns this house—which he will, if you push him—you will burn with it."
She smiled. It was not a warm expression.
"Do we understand each other?"
Walburga stared at her for a long moment. Then, slowly, the portrait's curtains snapped shut.
Margaret stood in the hallway for a long moment after her conversation with Walburga's portrait, letting her heartbeat slow to normal.
The woman was exhausting. Even dead, even just paint and magic, she had a way of getting under the skin. Margaret had dealt with difficult pure-bloods her entire life—it was practically a family business—but Walburga Black was something else entirely.
She straightened her robes, smoothed her hair, and walked toward the sitting room.
The sound of laughter stopped her at the threshold.
Aurora was sitting on the floor, her back against the sofa, tears completely forgotten. Sirius sat across from her, legs folded awkwardly, pulling faces and saying something in French.
"—et alors le petit canard, il dit au renard—attends, attends, je me souviens pas—" He stumbled over the words deliberately, making a show of confusion. "Le renard, il dit... ah, zut, comment on dit 'quack' déjà?"
Aurora giggled, covering her mouth with both hands. "Sirius, that's not right!"
"Ce n'est pas correct? Mais j'ai appris le français à l'école, moi!"
"Non, tu fais exprès!" Aurora was practically bouncing. "Tu parles français très bien, je le sais!"
Sirius's eyes widened in exaggerated innocence. "Moi? Jamais! Je suis un pauvre Anglais qui ne comprend rien."
"MENTEUR!" Aurora shrieked with laughter. "MUMAN! Sirius fait exprès de faire des fautes!"
Margaret leaned against the doorframe, watching.
He was fluent. Of course he was fluent—old pure-blood family, mandatory French tutors, the whole apparatus. But here he was, pretending to stumble, making himself ridiculous, all to make her daughter laugh.
Aurora's smiles were hard-won. Margaret knew this better than anyone. Since Michael died—since Aurora was barely a year old—she'd worked twice as hard to draw those laughs out. To fill the space where a father should have been.
Aurora never complained. She was too young when Michael passed to remember him clearly. But she asked questions. Innocent questions. Why don't I have a papa like the other girls? Where did he go? Can I see him?
Margaret had answered them all, as gently as she could. And Aurora had accepted, because children accept what they must.
But Margaret saw the absence. Every day.
Now this stranger—this convicted murderer, this fugitive, this man she'd married for contract and convenience—was making her daughter laugh like that. Like it was the easiest thing in the world.
Her father had given her an order. Marry him. Secure your future. It wasn't a request. But Louis Pierre Clermont had never forced her before, not really. He'd let her run away with Michael, against every tradition and expectation. He'd taken her back when Michael died, no questions asked.
This was the first time he'd truly commanded her.
And she'd been afraid. Afraid of the man in the file—Sirius Black, mass murderer, Azkaban escapee, dangerous and unpredictable. Afraid for Aurora, for herself, for whatever future they might have.
But every interaction since had chipped away at that fear.
The flower at the wedding. Carrying Aurora through the Ministry. Defending her against Walburga's venom. And now this—sitting on the floor, making a fool of himself in French, chasing away her daughter's tears.
This is a good man, Margaret thought. Alphard was right.
Sirius looked up then, noticing her in the doorway. Something flickered across his face—uncertainty, maybe. Like he'd been caught doing something embarrassing.
Aurora followed his gaze. "Muman! Sirius parle français! Il fait juste semblant de pas savoir!"
Margaret smiled and walked into the room. "I know, ma chérie. I could hear."
Sirius scrambled to his feet, suddenly awkward. "I was just... she was crying, and I thought..."
"You thought you'd make her laugh." Margaret finished for him. "It worked."
Sirius rubbed the back of his neck. "Yeah. Well. Kids are easy."
"So you keep saying."
Aurora tugged at Sirius's sleeve. "Sirius! Sirius! Est-ce que tu peux me raconter une autre histoire? Avec le dragon?"
"Maybe later, little one." Sirius looked at Margaret. "First, I think your mum and I need to figure out dinner."
Margaret raised an eyebrow. "Dinner?"
"It's getting late. And I..." He hesitated. "I asked Kreacher to prepare something. I hope that's all right. I didn't know what you and Aurora like, so I just told him to make... food. Normal food. Not anything weird."
Margaret blinked. He'd arranged dinner. For them.
"That's... very thoughtful," she said carefully.
Sirius shrugged, uncomfortable with the praise. "It's just dinner. Come on, the kitchen's this way."
---
The kitchen was transformed.
Margaret had seen it earlier, in passing—clean but grim, like the rest of the house. Now it was warm. Candles flickered on the long table. The smell of roasting meat filled the air. And the table itself was laden with more food than three people could possibly eat.
Kreacher stood by the stove, his posture stiff, his expression unreadable.
Sirius caught Margaret's look and muttered under his breath: "He's trying to impress you. Thinks if he pleases the new mistress, he'll rank higher than the other elves."
"Other elves?"
"We have three. Kreacher's the oldest. It's... a whole thing." Sirius pulled out a chair. "Please. Sit."
Margaret sat. Aurora scrambled onto the chair beside her, eyes wide at the feast.
"Kreacher," Sirius said, his voice carrying that Lord Black tone Margaret was starting to recognize, "this is Lady Black. And this is Aurora. They live here now. You will treat them with the same respect you would show any member of this household."
Kreacher's eyes flicked to Margaret, then to Aurora. His lip curled almost imperceptibly at the child, but he said nothing.
"Kreacher." Sirius's voice hardened.
The elf bowed—stiff, reluctant. "Kreacher understands. Kreacher will serve the new mistress."
"Good. That'll be all for now."
Kreacher disappeared with a pop.
Margaret exhaled slowly. "He's going to be a problem."
"He's always been a problem. But he'll obey. The ring gives me control." Sirius sat across from them, gesturing at the food. "Please. Eat. I don't know what half of it is, but it smells edible."
Aurora didn't need further encouragement. She reached for the nearest dish—some kind of roasted potato—and piled her plate high.
Margaret served herself more carefully, watching Sirius over the table.
He was nervous. She could see it. The easy confidence he'd shown with Aurora had vanished, replaced by something more guarded. He kept glancing at her, then away, as if checking whether she approved.
He wants me to like it, she realized. He wants me to feel welcome.
It was such a small thing. Such a human thing. And yet it touched her more than she'd expected.
"The food is excellent," she said quietly. "Thank you."
Sirius nodded, focused on his plate. "Kreacher's good at cooking, even if he's terrible at everything else."
"Sirius?"
He looked up.
"Truly. Thank you."
Something in his expression softened. "You're welcome."
---
Dinner passed in a strange, comfortable rhythm.
Sirius and Margaret didn't say much to each other—polite comments about the food, brief exchanges about the house, nothing deeper. But the silence wasn't awkward. It was... easy. Like they'd known each other longer than a few weeks.
Aurora filled the gaps.
She talked constantly—about the house, about France, about her friends, about the dragon stories Sirius had promised. She switched between English and French without noticing, and Sirius answered in whichever language she used, patient and amused.
"Sirius, est-ce que tu as un dragon?"
"Non, pas de dragon. Désolé."
"Alors, est-ce que tu peux en acheter un?"
"I don't think they sell dragons at the shops, ma petite."
"Pourquoi pas?"
"Because dragons are very big and very fire-y. They'd burn the house down."
Aurora considered this. "Not if they were nice dragons."
"Are there nice dragons?"
"My dragon Fleur is nice. She only burns bad people."
"Ah. Well, in that case, maybe we should get a real Fleur."
Aurora beamed.
Margaret watched them, something warm unfurling in her chest.
---
After dinner, Sirius gave them a tour of the ground floor.
Kitchen—now familiar. Sitting room—still a bit formal, but clean. Living room—grand and imposing, with portraits of ancestors who glared down at them. Sirius's study—cluttered with papers and books, clearly his space.
"This is where I work," he said, gesturing vaguely. "Or hide. Depends on the day."
Margaret nodded, noting the layout, already planning changes. Curtains in the living room needed replacing. The sitting room could use more light. The study was his, though. She'd leave that alone.
Aurora, meanwhile, had attached herself to Sirius like a small limpet. She'd refused to get down from his lap after dinner, and now she walked beside him holding his hand, occasionally tugging to ask questions.
"Sirius, what's that room?"
"Storage. Nothing interesting."
"Sirius, why is that picture so angry?"
"Because he was an angry man. Don't worry about him."
"Sirius, can we see upstairs?"
"Soon. First, I need to show your mum the important rooms."
Finally, they reached the master bedroom.
Margaret stepped inside and stopped.
The room was grand—exactly what she'd expect from a house like this. High ceilings, heavy curtains, a massive bed with ornate carvings. But it wasn't the size that caught her attention. It was the details.
Fresh flowers on the nightstand. Books in French on the small table by the window. A writing desk with parchment and ink, clearly new. The curtains were a soft cream, not the dark velvet she'd seen elsewhere. The whole room felt... considered. Like someone had tried to make it welcoming.
She turned to Sirius.
He was hovering in the doorway, Aurora still attached to his hand, looking distinctly uncomfortable.
"I know it's not..." He gestured vaguely. "I mean, it's still this house. But I thought you should have your own space. And I asked Kreacher to... I mean, I told him to make it less..." He trailed off.
"You did this." It wasn't a question.
Sirius rubbed the back of his neck. "I wanted you to feel... I don't know. Like you could live here. Like it wasn't just my mother's house."
Margaret looked around again. The French books. The fresh flowers. The attention to detail.
He barely knows me, she thought. And yet he did this.
"Thank you," she said softly.
Sirius looked relieved. "So, um. About sleeping arrangements."
Margaret's stomach tightened. This was the moment she'd been dreading. Were they expected to share this room? To be husband and wife in truth as well as name?
Sirius looked even more uncomfortable than she felt.
"I'm in my old room," he said quickly. "Fourth floor. You can find me there if you need anything, or call for Kreacher. He's supposed to be available." He shifted awkwardly. "And I thought... I mean, I hope Aurora can stay here with you tonight. The other rooms aren't ready yet, and I don't like the idea of her being alone in a strange space. Not at night."
Margaret blinked.
He'd thought about that. About Aurora. About a child being alone and scared in a new house. He'd considered it and made a decision based on her comfort.
"I think that's wise," she managed. "Thank you. For thinking of it."
Sirius shrugged, but he looked pleased. "She's a kid. Kids shouldn't be alone."
Aurora tugged his hand. "Sirius? Are you going away?"
He looked down at her. "I'm going to sleep in my own room, up the stairs. But I'll be here in the morning. I promised you dragon stories, remember?"
Aurora's face fell slightly, then brightened. "You'll come back?"
"First thing. I swear."
He knelt down—slowly, carefully—and took her small hands in his.
"Welcome to your new house, young lady." His voice was gentle, formal in a way that made it clear he meant every word. "I hope you find it as lovely as I find your company. I will see you tomorrow."
He lifted her hands and kissed them—just a light brush of lips against her knuckles.
Aurora's face went pink. A huge smile spread across her features, gap-toothed and radiant.
"Merci, Sirius," she whispered. "Bonne nuit."
Sirius smiled back. "Bonne nuit, ma petite."
He rose to his feet, suddenly face to face with Margaret.
She hadn't moved. Hadn't spoken. Had just watched this man—this stranger, this husband—treat her daughter like something precious.
"Good night, Margaret," he said quietly.
"Good night, Sirius."
They held eye contact for a moment. Just a moment. Something passed between them—recognition, maybe. Understanding. The beginning of something neither of them had words for yet.
Then Sirius nodded once and walked away, his footsteps echoing on the stairs.
Margaret stood in the doorway of the beautiful room he'd prepared for her, watching him go.
"Muman?" Aurora tugged her sleeve. "I like Sirius."
Margaret looked down at her daughter—flushed, happy, already half-asleep on her feet.
She picked Aurora up—the girl was getting heavy, but she managed—and carried her into the beautiful room, toward whatever came next.
Chapter Text
The night was long for the new couple.
Margaret lay awake in the master bedroom, staring at the unfamiliar ceiling, listening to the unfamiliar silence. Aurora had fallen asleep within minutes, exhausted from the day's emotions, her small body curled around her stuffed dragon. But sleep wouldn't come for Margaret.
Everything felt foreign. The country—England, gray and damp and nothing like France. The house—old and dark and full of ghosts. The room—beautiful, yes, but not hers. Not yet.
And the husband.
She thought about the contract. About all the conditions they'd laid out, the careful negotiations, the legal language that bound them together. So far, Sirius had held up his end of the bargain remarkably well. Better than she'd expected, if she was honest.
Especially with Aurora.
He didn't have to be kind to her. The contract didn't require it—just civility, openness, participation in her life. But he'd gone far beyond that. The flower at the wedding. Carrying her through the Ministry. Defending her against Walburga. The dragon stories. Kissing her hand goodnight.
He's just good with kids, Margaret told herself. He's doing this for his friend's son. Aurora isn't special to him. She's just... a child.
But watching them together, hearing Aurora's laughter... it had done something to her heart. Something she hadn't expected.
Aurora had taken to him instantly. One day—barely one day—and he was already her favorite person. She'd refused to leave his lap, held his hand like it was the most natural thing in the world, fallen asleep with his kiss still warm on her knuckles.
What if he doesn't live up to it? The thought crept in, unwanted. What if he becomes distant once Harry arrives? What if he abandons my child?
Harry. The boy who had defeated Voldemort as an infant. The Messiah of Magical England, the papers called him. And yet—just a boy. An orphan. Struggling, from what she'd heard, without a family.
She'd read everything she could about him. Nothing suggested he'd be cruel to Aurora. But teenage boys could be unpredictable. What if they didn't get along? What if Harry resented her, resented this new family Sirius had made without him? Sirius would side with Harry—of course he would. Harry was the reason he'd agreed to all of this.
And Aurora would be heartbroken.
Margaret turned on her side, watching her daughter sleep. So peaceful. So trusting.
Please, she thought, not sure who she was asking. Please let this work.
She let herself cry silently. As she did almost everyday. After pulling up a brave and strong front to the world the whole day, she would loose to tears of heavy heart alone at night. She cried for Aurora, her future. And for Michael, the man she loved. For whom she ran away from home, abandoned her parents. Will he be angry that she has chosen to marry, this is for Aurora she says to him and to herself.
---
Four floors up, Sirius lay in his childhood bed, staring at the ceiling he'd stared at as a boy.
Everything felt foreign. His own room, preserved like a museum of who he'd been at sixteen—the posters, the books, the half-finished prank ideas still scribbled on scraps of paper. His own house, transformed by cleaning but still haunted by memory. His own country, where he was still a wanted fugitive, at least officially.
And yet.
He'd smiled more today than he had in weeks. Years, maybe.
Aurora was a lovely child. Bright, curious, full of laughter. Well-raised by her mother—that was clear in every interaction. She walked carefully around Margaret, testing boundaries, but with a little encouragement, she blossomed. Laughed freely. Trusted easily.
Sirius had always been good with kids. Never had a problem getting along with them. But this was different. This was special.
This child was going to be his heir. The next Lady Black, undisputed heir. As he has promised. The continuation of a line he'd thought he wanted to end.
He couldn't take that responsibility lightly. He'd made promises—big promises. Just like he'd made to Harry.
Harry.
His chest tightened. He needed to see Harry. Needed to explain everything in person—the marriage, the contract, the new family, the house. Harry deserved to hear it from him, not from a letter or a newspaper.
Will he be upset? The question gnawed at him. Will he feel betrayed?
Harry, the boy who deserved the world, stuck in that miserable house with those miserable people. Waiting. Hoping. Trusting.
Sirius closed his eyes, letting thoughts of Harry and Aurora swirl together. My children, he thought. Both of them. Mine.
Eventually, sleep came.
---
Sirius woke early. He always had—a habit from Hogwarts, from the Order, from Azkaban. The sky outside was just beginning to lighten.
He lay still for a moment, orienting himself. His room. His bed. His house. But different now. People downstairs. A wife. A child.
He got up, pulled on a dressing gown, then stopped. That wouldn't do. Not anymore. He wasn't a bachelor living alone. There were expectations now.
He showered quickly, dressed in simple but presentable clothes, and made his way downstairs.
The kitchen was already alive. Kreacher was bustling about, preparing breakfast with an intensity Sirius hadn't seen in years. The table was set—properly set, with china and silver and fresh flowers.
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "Kreacher."
The elf looked up, his expression carefully neutral. "Master Sirius is awake. Breakfast is prepared. The Prophet is on the dining table."
Sirius blinked. "The Prophet. Already."
"Kreacher thought the new mistress might wish to read it with her breakfast." The elf's tone suggested he was doing this for Margaret, not for Sirius.
"Right. Well. Thank you."
Kreacher muttered something that sounded like "ungrateful blood-traitor scum" under his breath, but Sirius chose to ignore it. He put the kettle on—old habit—and made himself a cup of tea while he waited for the others.
He was just settling into his chair with the Prophet when he heard footsteps on the stairs.
Margaret appeared in the doorway, looking fresh and composed despite what must have been a short night. Behind her, Aurora stumbled along, still half-asleep, her dark hair a tangled mess.
Beautiful girls, Sirius thought. And then, surprising himself: Mine now.
He stood. "Good morning."
Margaret nodded. "Good morning."
Aurora mumbled something unintelligible and rubbed her eyes.
Sirius smiled. "Someone's not a morning person."
"She gets it from her father." Margaret guided Aurora to a chair. "Michael could sleep through earthquakes."
Sirius pulled out the chair for Margaret—an automatic gesture, drilled into him by years of pure-blood training. She looked slightly surprised but sat without comment.
"Sit down. Kreacher made breakfast. The tea's ready—I'll get it."
Margaret opened her mouth to respond, but Sirius was already moving. He returned moments later with the teapot, pouring Margaret's cup without asking—milk foam, no sugar, cinnamon—and setting it before her.
Margaret stared at the cup.
He'd remembered. One day of marriage, one cup of tea at their first meeting, and he'd remembered exactly how she took it. Without asking. Without thinking, apparently—just did it, like it was natural.
She picked up the cup, hiding her expression behind the rim. "Thank you."
Sirius nodded, already absorbed in the Prophet. He didn't notice her watching him over the paper. Didn't notice her taking in the sharp line of his jaw, the way his brow furrowed as he read, the unconscious grace of his hands holding the newsprint.
Handsome, she thought. Very handsome.
Aurora, waking slowly, began picking at her breakfast. The silence was comfortable—not the strained quiet of strangers, but something easier.
After a few minutes, Sirius lowered the paper.
"Margaret." He caught her eye. "What are your plans?"
She blinked. "What?"
"Your plans." He set the paper aside. "You're a lawyer. I know you moved countries, but when do you start working? Do you plan to start a firm here?"
Margaret stared at him.
This man—this stranger she'd married—was asking about her career. Her plans. Her future. Not assuming she'd simply be a wife, a mother, a mistress of the house. Actually asking.
He can't be a mass murderer, she thought. There's no way. He's too...
Too what? Kind? Considerate? Human?
"I've already settled that," she said carefully. "Before the wedding. I'm joining the Ministry. I start Monday."
Sirius's face lit up with genuine interest. "That's great. All the best with the British." He switched to French, his accent perfect: "I hope they're less bureaucratic than the French, but I wouldn't count on it."
Margaret chuckled despite herself. "I've dealt with bureaucrats my whole life. These can't be worse."
"Famous last words."
Aurora, now fully awake, looked between them with interest. "You're speaking French."
"We are," Margaret confirmed. "Eat your eggs."
Aurora ate a single bite, then: "Sirius, can you teach me to be a dog?"
Sirius choked on his tea. "I—that's not really something you can learn. It's an Animagus thing. Very complicated. Very illegal, actually."
"Oh." Aurora considered this. "Can you teach me something else, then?"
"Like what?"
"I don't know. Something fun."
Sirius glanced at Margaret, who shrugged, hiding a smile.
"We'll see," he said. "Maybe after breakfast."
Margaret set down her cup. "What about you? Do you have plans today?"
Sirius's expression shifted. Became more focused. "Yes. I'm visiting Harry."
Margaret's composure cracked. "Harry? You're going to see Harry?"
"That's the plan."
"But—" She lowered her voice, glancing at Aurora. "You're still a wanted man. You can't just walk up to his door."
"I have a plan. I'll get to Petunia's house without causing a scene."
"Petunia?"
"Harry's aunt. That's where he stays." Sirius's jaw tightened. "With Muggles who don't want him."
Margaret's mind raced. This was insane. Reckless. Dangerous.
"You're going to a Muggle house. Muggles who think you're a mass murderer. Muggles who probably have pictures of you from the papers." She leaned forward. "That's not right. It's too risky."
Sirius's expression hardened. "Well, what's life without a little risk?"
"Safe," she deadpanned. "Safe is what life is without a little risk."
He huffed, clearly not appreciating her tone.
"You can't do that."
"Says who?"
"Me." Margaret kept her voice level, reasonable. "You'll jeopardize everything. Harry's situation, your case, the progress we've made. If you're recognized—"
"I won't be recognized."
"You don't know that."
Sirius's temper flared. "I will go and meet my godson if I wish to. I haven't seen him in weeks. There's so much that's happened—he doesn't know anything. He has a right to know. In person. From me."
A spoon clattered against a bowl.
Both adults turned. Aurora sat frozen, her spoon dropped, her eyes wide.
"Are you fighting?" Her small voice trembled.
Margaret recovered first. She softened immediately, reaching across to touch Aurora's hand. "No, sweetheart. We're not fighting. Sirius and I are having adult discussions, like Grand-père and I used to. It's not fighting. It's just... talking."
Aurora looked unconvinced. "You sounded angry."
"We're not angry." Margaret glanced at Sirius, a silent plea. Help me here.
Sirius's expression shifted. The anger drained away, replaced by something softer. "Your mum's right, little one. We're just talking. Grown-ups do that sometimes—talk loudly about things." He picked up his tea, took a calming sip. "No fighting. Promise."
Aurora studied him for a long moment, then nodded slowly and returned to her eggs.
Margaret exhaled. She looked at Sirius, truly looked, and made a decision.
"You're right," she said quietly.
Sirius blinked. "What?"
"You're right. I shouldn't interfere between you and Harry. I just..." She hesitated. "I thought it might be bad for you. If you got recognized." She met his eyes. "I'm sorry."
Sirius stared at her. The apology was so unexpected, so genuine, that it disarmed him completely.
"No," he said quickly. "I shouldn't have snapped. You were trying to help." He ran a hand through his hair. "I understand your concern. Truly. But trust me—I'll be fine. I've been sneaking around for months. I know how to be invisible."
Margaret nodded slowly.
"And Harry," Sirius continued, his voice softening. "He needs to hear this from me. The marriage, the house, all of it. I can't do it in a letter. I have to see him. Look him in the eye and explain."
Margaret smiled—a real smile, warm and unexpected. "Of course. You're right."
They held each other's gaze for a moment. Something passed between them—understanding, maybe. Respect. The beginning of trust.
Aurora, oblivious to the adult moment, tugged on Sirius's sleeve. "Sirius? Can I come see Harry too?"
Sirius laughed. "Not today, little one. But soon. I promise."
"When is soon?"
"Soon is... a few days. Maybe a week."
"That's not soon. That's long."
"It'll go fast. You'll see."
Aurora considered this, then nodded gravely. "Okay. But you have to come back. You promised dragon stories."
"I'll come back." Sirius met Margaret's eyes over Aurora's head. "I always keep my promises."
Margaret felt something warm unfurl in her chest.
"I believe you," she said quietly.
They finished breakfast in comfortable silence, the disagreement already forgotten, the morning light growing stronger through the kitchen windows.
Chapter 11
Summary:
Harry and Sirius meet again.
Chapter Text
The train let Sirius off at Little Whinging station just after noon.
He'd chosen his disguise carefully—a postman's uniform, slightly worn, with a cap pulled low over his eyes and a pair of ordinary Muggle glasses that did nothing for his vision but everything for his anonymity. The parcel under his arm was real enough, filled with pastries from a Muggle bakery he'd found near the Leaky Cauldron. A bribe, essentially. For the boy, if not the parents.
The walk from the station to Privet Drive took twenty minutes. Sirius used every one of them to talk himself out of turning back.
This is insane. You're a wanted fugitive walking through a Muggle suburb in broad daylight. If anyone recognizes you—
But no one looked twice. A postman was invisible. A postman was nothing.
Number Four loomed ahead, aggressively ordinary. Perfectly manicured lawn. Gleaming windows. A garden gnome that was, thankfully, just a garden gnome—ceramic and harmless. Everything about the house screamed normal, and Sirius hated it on sight.
He stood at the gate for a long moment, suddenly uncertain. The confidence he'd felt at breakfast had evaporated somewhere between the station and this moment. What was he doing? What if Harry didn't want to see him? What if Harry was angry about the marriage, about the new family, about being left in the dark?
Too late now, he thought, and walked up the path.
He rang the bell.
The door swung open to reveal a boy who could only be Dudley Dursley. Massive. Blond. Piggy-eyed. He looked at Sirius with the dull expression of someone whose brain moved slower than treacle.
"Hello there!" Sirius's voice came out cheerfully, years of practice making it easy. "I'm from Brits Bakery. You've won a prize!"
Dudley's eyes dropped to the parcel. Something flickered in them—interest, greed, the closest thing to intelligence Sirius had seen yet.
"Prize?" The boy's voice was thick, as if his mouth was already watering.
"Free donuts. A whole month's supply." Sirius held out the box invitingly. "But I need a signature first. Mind if I step inside?"
Dudley didn't mind. He stepped back so fast he nearly tripped over his own feet, eyes never leaving the box.
Sirius crossed the threshold, fighting the urge to smirk. Easier than I thought.
The hall was exactly what he expected—over-furnished, aggressively clean, with the faint smell of artificial lavender. A mirror reflected his disguised face back at him. A horrid umbrella stand shaped like a parrot lurked by the door.
"Who are you?"
The voice came from the end of the hall, sharp as a whip. A thin woman emerged from what must have been the kitchen, drying her hands on a tea towel. She moved like she owned the place—which, Sirius supposed, she did.
Petunia Dursley. Lily's sister. He'd know her anywhere.
Sirius removed his cap and glasses in one smooth motion. "Hi, Evans. Missed me?"
The effect was immediate. Petunia's face went through a series of contortions—shock, horror, fury, and something else. Something almost like recognition of old times. Her mouth opened, but for a moment, no sound came out.
She'd been at the wedding. Of course she had. Lily's older sister, forced to be maid of honor against her will, sulking through every moment in a hideous lavender dress while Sirius—drunk, dancing, utterly insufferable—made the whole affair memorable. He'd been the best man. The loudest. The most chaotic. He'd flirted with every bridesmaid, made a speech that had Lily crying with laughter, and spent the reception teaching James's elderly relatives how to do the Muggle dances he'd learned from a telly in a shop window.
Petunia had despised him on sight.
"YOU!" The word tore from her throat like a weapon. "Get out of my house at once! Get out before I call the police!"
Sirius grinned. It was not a kind grin. "Come on, Evans. You can be civil to me. For old times' sake."
"There are no old times! There is nothing between us! Leave immediately!" She was advancing now, tea towel clutched like a weapon.
"Vernon at work, is he?" Sirius glanced around casually, taking in the photographs on the wall—Dudley at various ages, Dudley with trophies, Dudley eating. "Shame. I would've loved to meet him properly."
Something pounded on the stairs.
Both of them looked up.
Harry froze mid-step, one hand on the banister, his eyes wide. He was thinner than in his photos—thinner than he should be—with shadows under his eyes and a tension in his shoulders that spoke of too many days spent waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He looked at Sirius. Looked past the disguise, past the postman's uniform, straight into his eyes.
And then he was moving.
Harry launched himself down the remaining stairs, crossing the hall in seconds, and crashed into Sirius with enough force to knock them both off balance. Sirius dropped the parcel (which Dudley immediately snatched) and wrapped his arms around his godson, holding on like he'd never let go.
"Harry." His voice cracked. "Harry."
"Sirius." Harry's voice was muffled against his shoulder, but Sirius could feel the tremor in it. "You're here. You're actually here."
"How are you, kiddo?" Sirius pulled back just enough to look at him, hands still gripping Harry's shoulders. Up close, the signs were worse—sharp cheekbones, clothes that didn't quite fit, a wariness in his eyes that shouldn't be there at fourteen.
"I'm—" Harry swallowed. "I'm good. Are you okay? Are you alright? How did you get here? Is it safe?"
Sirius laughed, the sound bright and genuine. "I'm thriving, Harry. Absolutely thriving."
"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!"
Petunia hadn't stopped. If anything, she'd gotten louder. Her face was purple now, a vein throbbing in her forehead.
"I WON'T HAVE MURDERERS UNDER MY ROOF! I WON'T HAVE FREAKS—"
"He's not a murderer!" Harry whirled on her, face twisted with sudden fury. "He was framed! He's innocent!"
Sirius placed a calming hand on Harry's shoulder, squeezing gently. "Easy, easy." To Petunia, he smiled his most charming smile—the one that had gotten him out of a hundred detentions and into a lot of beds.
"Come on, Evans. At least call me handsome if you're going to call me names. The best man deserves civility from the maid of honor."
Petunia's mouth opened and closed like a fish. "Oh, shut UP! My mother forced me to be in that ridiculous wedding! I never wanted anything to do with her or her freak friends or that awful ceremony with all those... those people!"
"Well, the feeling was mutual." Sirius's smile didn't waver, but something cold flickered in his eyes. "But here we are. Old acquaintances. Bound by history."
"I said GET OUT!"
Harry opened his mouth to argue, but Sirius squeezed his shoulder again, and he subsided—reluctantly, muscles trembling with suppressed anger.
Sirius took a step forward, lowering his voice to something almost reasonable. Almost friendly.
"Now, Evans." He held her gaze. "You know me well enough to know I'm not going anywhere. Not until I've said what I came to say." He gestured vaguely at the hall, at the stairs, at the closed doors. "So you have two options. You can waste your energy shouting—which, frankly, must be exhausting, and I notice your face is doing that interesting purple thing again—or you can move aside and let me talk to my godson. I'll be quick. I'll be quiet. And then I'll leave."
He paused, letting that sink in.
"What do you say, darling?" He winked. "Which option pleases you more? I'm at your disposal."
Harry stared.
Sirius Black was flirting with his aunt. After she'd screamed at him. Called him a murderer. Threatened to call the police. After everything. And he was flirting with her.
It... worked?
Petunia's mouth opened. Closed. Opened again. She looked at Sirius—really looked—and something in her expression shifted. Not softened, exactly. But... relented. Her shoulders dropped a fraction of an inch. The purple began to fade from her face.
She remembered. Harry could see it in her eyes. She remembered that wedding, remembered Sirius laughing, remembered Lily's happiness. Remembered that once, a long time ago, this man had been part of her sister's life.
"Go to his room," she said stiffly. The words seemed to cost her. "And stay away from my son."
Sirius glanced toward Dudley, who had abandoned all pretense and was shoving donuts into his mouth with both hands, powdered sugar coating his chin. "Wouldn't dream of it. Wouldn't dare."
Harry grabbed Sirius's arm and practically dragged him up the stairs before anything else could go wrong.
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Harry's room was at the end of the hall—small, cramped, with a single bed pushed against the wall and a window that looked out on the perfectly manicured garden. Sirius took it in slowly, deliberately, letting every detail sink in.
The worn sheets. The threadbare blanket. The collection of secondhand textbooks stacked neatly on a rickety desk. The absence of posters, of personal touches, of anything that said a teenager lives here. The bars on the window.
The cupboard under the stairs—he'd heard about that—was downstairs, but he could imagine it all too clearly. Small. Dark. Locked from the outside.
He thought of his own room at Grimmauld Place. Preserved like a museum, yes, but filled with his things—his posters, his books, his memories. He'd had space. He'd had things. He'd had the knowledge that somewhere, underneath all the darkness, people loved him.
Harry had none of that.
Sirius's hands curled into fists at his sides. Something dark and cold coiled in his stomach—rage, grief, a desperate need to protect. He forced himself to breathe. Forced himself to stay calm.
Focus. This conversation is important. Harry is important.
He turned to find Harry watching him nervously, shifting from foot to foot like he wasn't sure if he should speak.
"So," Sirius said, keeping his voice light. "This is the famous room."
Harry's laugh was short, humorless. "Yeah. It's... it's not much."
"It's yours." Sirius moved to the window, looking out at the garden below. "That counts for something."
Harry didn't respond. He just stood there, waiting.
Sirius turned back. "Harry." He gentled his voice. "How have you been? Truly?"
Harry hesitated. Then, slowly, it all came out.
The chores. The endless, pointless chores. The insults at every meal. The hunger—he tried to downplay that, but Sirius heard it anyway. Dudley's campaign of harassment, smaller now that Harry was taller, but persistent. Vernon's constant reminders that Harry was lucky to have a roof over his head at all. The loneliness. The waiting.
But also—Ron's letters. Hermione's letters. The excitement about the Quidditch World Cup. The hope that had been building since Sirius's last letter, the one that had promised something was happening.
Sirius listened to all of it. He asked questions—small ones, gentle ones—about the chores, about the letters, about the World Cup. He laughed at the funny parts (Dudley falling down the stairs, Vernon's face when Harry mentioned magic). He exclaimed over the World Cup tickets, demanding details about which teams, which players, which seats.
And through it all, he watched Harry. The way his shoulders slowly unknotted. The way his voice grew stronger. The way he started to gesture, to animate, to live as he talked about something that mattered to him.
When Harry finally wound down, the tension had drained from the room entirely.
Sirius flopped onto the narrow bed, stretching out his long legs. The bed was too short for him—his feet hung off the end—but he didn't care. He patted the space beside him.
Harry hesitated for just a moment, then sat.
Sirius's arm came up automatically, wrapping around Harry's shoulders, pulling him close. It was instinct—the same instinct that had made him protective of James, of Lily, of anyone smaller and younger who needed guarding. Harry leaned into it immediately, his head dropping against Sirius's shoulder.
They sat like that for a long moment, just breathing.
"You look better," Harry said quietly. "Than in the papers, I mean. You look rested. Healthy."
"I am." Sirius squeezed his shoulder. "A lot's happened. That's actually why I'm here."
Harry sat up straighter, pulling away slightly to look at Sirius properly. The wariness was back, just a flicker.
Sirius met his eyes. "Okay, Harry. There's something very important I need to discuss with you."
Harry's stomach dropped. He could feel it—a physical sensation, like falling. "What? What is it?"
"First—you might see me in the news a lot in the coming days. I have a plan. I'm working on my trial." Sirius held his gaze. "Don't get alarmed by any of the nonsense you read. Most of it will be lies. The Prophet has never been kind to me, and they're not about to start now."
Harry nodded, though confusion flickered across his face. He wanted to ask questions—a thousand questions—but something held him back. Sirius would explain. Sirius would tell him everything. He just had to wait.
Sirius took a breath. "Harry, I need you to know something. And I need you to really hear it." He shifted, turning to face Harry fully, both hands on Harry's shoulders now. "You're the most important person in the world to me. There's nothing I would do that would sabotage your happiness or safety. And there's nothing I wouldn't do to ensure both. Do you understand that?"
Harry's confusion deepened. "Sirius, what—"
"Before you see it in the news, I wanted you to hear it from me." Sirius's voice was steady, but his eyes—his eyes were nervous. "I got married, Harry. I have a wife now. And a daughter."
The words hung in the air like physical objects.
Harry stared at him.
Married. Sirius was married. He had a wife. He had a daughter.
The world seemed to tilt sideways. Harry's brain scrambled to process, to understand, to make sense of this information.
When had this happened? Had Sirius been seeing someone before Azkaban? Had there been a child he never mentioned? Was that why he'd been so cagey in his letters? Was that why—
He doesn't want me anymore.
The thought came sharp and cold, slicing through everything else. He's got a real family now. A wife. A daughter. A proper family, with proper children. He doesn't need some random godson showing up, messing everything up, being a burden.
Harry's chest tightened. His throat closed. He could feel the panic rising—the old familiar panic of being unwanted, being excess, being sent away.
But he couldn't show it. If he showed it, if he said anything wrong, Sirius might get upset. Might leave. Might never speak to him again.
He couldn't lose Sirius. Not now. Not when he'd just gotten him back.
So he forced his face into what he hoped was a pleased expression. He made his voice strong, enthusiastic—the kind of voice Ron used when he talked about Quidditch.
"Congratulations, Sirius." The words came out surprisingly steady. "That's... that's great. Really great." He swallowed. "And congratulations to... to Mrs. Black, too. I'm very happy for you."
Sirius studied him carefully. Those grey eyes missed nothing. "Are you?"
"Yes!" Harry's voice pitched higher than intended. He could hear it, but he couldn't stop it. "Why wouldn't I be? It's good news. Great news. I'm happy for you."
"Is that why you think I'm here?"
Harry blinked. "I... isn't it? To tell me? To..." He trailed off, not wanting to finish the sentence. To say goodbye. To let me down easy.
Sirius's expression shifted. Something in his eyes softened, became almost sad. "Harry." His voice was gentle. "That's not why I'm here. That's only part of why I'm here."
Harry's heart hammered. He didn't trust himself to speak.
"Thank you for your wishes," Sirius continued. "I'll let her know—she'll be pleased. But this is only part of the news." He paused, choosing his words carefully. "So. I'm going to have a case before the Wizengamot. My wife—she's a lawyer, a good one—she'll handle the legal side. It's all technical nonsense, honestly, but the point is, we're working on my trial. Getting me officially cleared."
Harry nodded, not trusting his voice.
"It might take a while. These things always do. Might get complicated—the Ministry doesn't like admitting they were wrong. So whatever nonsense the Prophet prints about the trial or the marriage, don't believe it, okay? They'll twist everything. That's what they do."
Harry nodded again. His throat was too tight for words.
Sirius watched him for a long moment. Harry could feel those grey eyes on him, seeing too much, understanding too much.
"We're pretty confident about winning," Sirius said slowly. "And after I do—after I'm free, officially, legally—I'm going to file for your adoption."
The world stopped.
Harry heard the words—heard each one separately, distinctly—but they didn't make sense. They couldn't make sense.
Adoption.
After I'm free, I'm going to file for your adoption.
"That is," Sirius added quickly, and now he looked nervous, uncertain in a way Harry had never seen, "if you still want to come and live with me. Because I would want that. I would want that very much. But I understand if you—if you need time, or if you're not sure, or if—"
Harry couldn't hear the rest. The blood was rushing in his ears. His chest felt too full, too tight, like it might burst.
So Sirius still wanted him.
He hadn't come to say goodbye. He hadn't come to abandon him. He'd come to promise—to promise—
"You want me?" Harry's voice came out small, cracked, nothing like the enthusiastic tone he'd forced before.
"Of course I want you, Harry." Sirius's eyes were fierce now, bright with something that looked almost like pain. "You're my godson. You're the most important person to me. Everything I do—everything—is for you. I thought you knew that."
Harry launched himself forward.
He wrapped his arms around Sirius's neck, holding on with everything he had. Then, a second later, he realized it might be weird—might be too much—and started to pull back.
Sirius's arms tightened around him, pulling him closer, holding him like something precious, something irreplaceable.
Harry melted into it.
All the fear, the uncertainty, the desperate hope—it all drained away, replaced by something warm and solid and real. Sirius's arms around him. Sirius's heartbeat against his ear. Sirius's voice, low and rough, murmuring against his hair.
"I've got you, Harry. I've got you. You're not getting rid of me that easily."
"Yes." Harry's voice was muffled against Sirius's shoulder. "Yes, I want to come and live with you. I don't care how messy it gets or how long it takes. I don't care about anything. I just want to be with you."
Sirius held him tighter. "That's all I needed to hear."
They stayed like that for a long moment—godfather and godson, holding onto each other like anchors in a storm. The room was silent around them. The afternoon light slanted through the barred window. Somewhere downstairs, a television flickered on.
Neither of them moved.
Chapter 12
Summary:
Godfather and godson are sulky.
Chapter Text
The afternoon light had shifted, lengthening into the golden hues of early evening. Harry and Sirius had been talking for what felt like hours—and maybe it had been. Time moved differently here, in this small room with its barred window and its single bed and its extraordinary occupant.
Harry wanted to ask a thousand questions.
What was her name? Sirius's wife. What did she look like? Was she kind? How had they met? When had they married? And the daughter—how old was she? What was she like? Did she know about magic? Did she know about him?
The questions piled up in his throat, pressing against his teeth, begging to be released.
But he held them back.
Sirius had been so good to him. So kind. He'd come all this way, risked everything, just to talk. The least Harry could do was not be nosy. Not pry into Sirius's private life. Not make him feel like he had to explain or justify anything.
So he swallowed the questions and smiled and said all the right things.
Sirius, for his part, was slightly unsettled. Harry had taken the news so well. So calmly. No outburst, no questions, no teenage drama. Just acceptance. Just support.
Too well, a small voice whispered. Too calm.
But Harry was asking about Hogwarts now, about classes and Quidditch and his friends, and Sirius let himself be pulled into safer waters. He talked about his own school days—carefully edited versions, with the really dangerous pranks left out. He made Harry laugh with stories about McGonagall catching him and James out after curfew, about the time they'd enchanted the Slytherin common room to rain stale dungbombs, about the disastrous Potions experiment that had turned his hair green for a week.
Harry soaked it all in, eyes bright, smile wide.
"And Grimmauld Place?" Harry asked eventually. "What's it like? Your house?"
Sirius hesitated. The boy had no idea. No idea that the "house" he was imagining—warm, welcoming, full of light—was actually a dark, creaking mausoleum stuffed with dark artifacts and haunted by a screaming portrait. No idea that Sirius had spent his entire childhood desperate to escape it.
But he couldn't say that. Couldn't dim that hopeful light.
"It's... old," Sirius said carefully. "Lots of history. Lots of rooms. You'll see it soon enough." He forced a smile. "We'll make it work."
Harry nodded, satisfied.
---
The clock on the wall ticked loudly. Time to go.
Sirius stood, stretching muscles that had cramped from sitting too long on the too-small bed. "I should leave. Before your aunt actually follows through on that police threat."
Harry stood too, sudden panic flickering across his face. "When will I see you again?"
"Soon. I promise." Sirius pulled him into a quick, fierce hug. "Take care of yourself. Eat. Write to me—the usual way. I'll write back when I can."
"I will." Harry pulled back, then hesitated. "Sirius? Send my... send my best to your family. Your wife and daughter. I hope they're... I hope they're well."
Sirius studied him for a moment. The words were right, but something about them felt off. Forced. Like Harry was saying what he thought he should say, not what he felt.
"Thanks, Harry." He kept his voice gentle. "I'll tell them."
Sirius handed Harry two small pouches, one with muggle money and the other with magical. He asked him to spend it as he likes. And then he was gone, slipping down the stairs and out the front door before Harry could say anything else.
---
The Apparition crack left Sirius standing in the front hall of Grimmauld Place.
He stood there for a moment, letting the house settle around him. It was quieter than before—the worst of the dark artifacts removed, the dust banished, the air fresher. But it was still Grimmauld Place. Still his mother's house. Still a prison, just a cleaner one.
Voices drifted from the living room.
He moved toward them without thinking, drawn by the sound. Paused in the doorway.
Margaret sat on the sofa, Aurora curled beside her, a textbook open on both their laps. Margaret was explaining something in soft French, pointing at the page, while Aurora nodded seriously and scribbled in a notebook with a purple quill.
Homework, Sirius realized. She's helping her with homework.
They looked... normal. Peaceful. Like a real family.
Aurora looked up first. "Sirius!" Her face lit up. "You're back!"
Margaret's head turned. Her expression was carefully neutral, but something flickered in her eyes—curiosity, maybe. Concern.
"You're back," she echoed. "How did it go?"
Sirius heard himself answer. "Good." The word came out flat, hollow. He didn't mean it to, but it did.
He turned and walked away, up the stairs, toward his room.
Behind him, Margaret's face fell. Just slightly. Just enough.
Aurora looked up at her mother. "Is Sirius okay?"
Margaret smoothed her daughter's hair. "I think he might be tired, ma chérie. It was a long day."
Aurora nodded, but her lower lip crept out. She'd been hoping Sirius would play with her. Maybe read her a story.
Margaret pulled her closer, hiding her own hurt. He's not in a good mood, she told herself. It's not about you. It's not about either of you.
But it stung anyway.
---
Upstairs, Sirius closed his bedroom door and leaned against it.
The room was exactly as he'd left it—posters, books, the ghost of his sixteen-year-old self everywhere. He crossed to the bed and sat heavily, staring at nothing.
Prison, he thought. I've gone from one prison to another.
Azkaban had been cold, dark, soul-crushing. Grimmauld Place was different—cleaner, warmer, with people who weren't trying to suck out his happiness. But it was still a cage. Still a place he'd never wanted to return to.
And now he was stuck here. Bound by contract, by vow, by circumstance. Married to a woman he barely knew. Responsible for a child who wasn't his. Playing Lord Black in the house he'd spent his whole youth running from.
They weren't bad people. Margaret was sharp and capable and trying. Aurora was a delight—bright, warm, easy to love. But that didn't make this feel less like a trap.
And Harry.
Harry's face flashed through his mind—that forced smile, those too-bright congratulations, the way he'd said send my best to your family like he was reading from a script.
Harry was hurting. Sirius could feel it. And he couldn't even explain why.
I can't tell him about the contract, he thought. Can't tell him this is all a deal, a bargain, a transaction. He has to believe it's real. He has to believe I chose this.
So he would pretend. Pretend to be happily married. Pretend to be building a family. Pretend everything was fine.
And he had no one to share the truth with.
No one.
He looked at the photograph on his bedside table. The Marauders—himself, James, Remus, Peter—grinning at the camera, arms around each other, young and careless and so impossibly free.
James was dead. Peter was a traitor. Remus...
Remus had believed he was guilty. Remus, for whom he'd become an Animagus. Remus, who'd shared a dorm with them for seven years. Remus had looked at him and seen a murderer.
He didn't trust me. Didn't even try to find out the truth. Just believed what everyone else believed.
Sirius's jaw tightened. He could reach out. Could send an owl. Remus was probably somewhere in Britain, living his quiet, lonely life. They could talk. Could reconnect.
But he didn't want to. The hurt was too fresh, too deep. Everyone had turned their backs on him. Everyone had stood by and watched as destiny took its course. No one had come to his rescue. No one had fought for him.
I'm a true Black in that, he thought bitterly. I never forget a grudge.
He reached for the bottle of firewhisky he'd stashed in his trunk. Pulled out a cigarette. Lit it.
The smoke curled toward the ceiling. The alcohol burned going down. Neither helped.
He stayed in his room the rest of the day. No one came to check on him. Why would they? Margaret had what she wanted—the Black name, the security for her daughter. She didn't need his company, his conversation, his presence. As long as the contract held, as long as he signed the cheques, she was fine.
As it should be, he told himself. This is a deal. Nothing more.
But somewhere underneath the bitterness, a small part of him wished it were different.
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Two Days Later
Grimmauld Place was transformed.
Sirius hadn't noticed it happening—had barely left his room except for meals and the occasional walk—but now, emerging on the third morning, he saw it clearly.
The dark velvet curtains in the hall had been replaced with lighter fabric. The oppressive portraits had been rearranged, some removed entirely. Fresh flowers stood in vases. The musty smell was gone, replaced by something cleaner—lavender, maybe, or some French potpourri.
The living room was almost unrecognizable. New furniture, arranged for comfort rather than formality. Books on shelves that weren't about dark magic. A child's drawings pinned to the wall.
It was... beautiful. Warm. Almost welcoming.
Sirius stood in the doorway, taking it in.
Margaret had done all of this without consulting him. Without asking. She'd simply... done it. Sent the bills to his vault, signed his name, transformed his childhood prison into something livable.
He should be angry. Should feel sidelined, disrespected.
But he wasn't. The house felt better. Felt lighter. Felt less like his mother's domain and more like... like somewhere someone might actually want to live.
He couldn't deny that.
---
Breakfast had become routine.
Sirius would wake early—always had—and make his way to the kitchen. He'd put the kettle on, set out cups, arrange the things Kreacher had prepared. Then he'd wait.
Margaret and Aurora would appear around seven-thirty, Aurora still rubbing sleep from her eyes, Margaret already composed and ready for the day. They'd sit together. Eat together. Exist in the same space.
The conversations were small. Polite. Safe.
Margaret would ask if he'd slept well. Sirius would ask if she had plans. Aurora would chatter about everything and nothing, and Sirius would respond with more enthusiasm than he felt, because she was a child and she deserved that much.
It was becoming normal. Almost comfortable.
This morning, Margaret set down her tea and fixed him with a serious look.
"I'm joining the Ministry today." Her voice was calm, professional. "And I'll be filing your case with the Wizengamot."
Sirius looked up from his toast. "Already?"
"There's no benefit to waiting. The longer we delay, the more time the Ministry has to build their defenses." She paused. "I'm filing as a foreign national, representing my husband. I'll argue that you were denied basic legal rights—no trial, no representation, no chance to speak in your own defense. The Ministry will have to produce evidence that you're actually guilty, not just accused."
Sirius nodded slowly. "And since they have no trial records, no actual evidence..."
"They'll have to reopen the case." Margaret's lips curved. "They'll have no choice."
"Will we get the votes? For reopening?"
Margaret's expression grew grave. "Papa is working on that. Calling in favors, calling in debts. There are Wizengamot members who owe the Clermont family. He's making sure they remember." She met his eyes. "It will be close. But I'm confident."
Sirius looked down at his tea. "I'm not worried about me."
Margaret waited.
"Harry." The name came out rough. "It's going to get dirty. The press, the Prophet—they'll dig up everything. They'll print lies. They'll make it ugly." He looked up. "He's been through enough. His whole life has been public property. I don't want this to make it worse."
Margaret studied him for a long moment. Then, slowly, she reached across the table and placed her hand over his.
Sirius looked at their hands. Her skin was warm. Her touch was gentle.
"He'll be alright." Margaret's voice was soft. "He's a strong boy. You've said so yourself."
"He is." Sirius turned his hand, letting their fingers brush. "But he shouldn't have to be. Not at fourteen."
Margaret understood. She squeezed his hand once, then released it.
"Did he take the news well? About the wedding? About the trial?"
Sirius hesitated. "Very well. That's what worries me."
Margaret raised an eyebrow.
"I expected... I don't know. Questions. Anger. Something." Sirius shook his head. "He was all smiles. All congratulations. Wished us well, sent his best." He met her eyes. "It felt forced. Like he was saying what he thought I wanted to hear."
Margaret was quiet for a moment. Then: "He's trying to be good. To be easy. He doesn't want to give you any reason to pull away."
Sirius blinked.
"He's afraid," Margaret continued softly. "Afraid that if he asks too much, needs too much, you'll decide he's not worth the trouble. So he makes himself small. Makes himself easy. Hopes that will be enough to keep you."
Sirius stared at her. That was exactly it. That was exactly Harry.
"How do you—"
"Because I see it in Aurora sometimes." Margaret's voice was sad. "After Michael died. She was so small, so scared of losing me too. She'd be perfect—too perfect—because she thought that would make me stay."
Sirius looked away, his throat tight.
"He's not going to lose me," he said roughly. "He's never going to lose me."
"I know." Margaret's voice was gentle. "But he doesn't know that yet. He will. In time."
They sat in silence for a moment. Aurora, oblivious, hummed to herself as she ate her cereal.
Then Margaret stood. "I should go. First day." She gathered her things, then paused at the door. "Sirius? Thank you. For this morning. For... talking."
Sirius nodded. "Good luck. At the Ministry."
She smiled—small, genuine—and left.
---
Privet Drive
Two days since Sirius's visit. Two days of silence.
Harry had told himself not to expect letters. Sirius had said things would get busy, that the case was starting, that communication might be difficult. He'd explained it. Harry understood.
But understanding didn't stop the waiting.
Every time an owl passed the window, Harry's heart jumped. Every time the post arrived, he listened for footsteps. Every time the phone rang (though it was never for him), he hoped.
Nothing.
He tried not to let it bother him. Sirius was busy. Sirius had a family now—a wife, a daughter, responsibilities. Harry couldn't expect to be the center of his attention forever.
But the jealous thought crept in anyway. Small and ugly and persistent.
He has a real family now. A proper daughter. He doesn't need you.
Harry pushed it away. Sirius had said he wanted him. Had promised adoption. Had held him and meant it.
But the doubt lingered.
He wanted to talk to Ron. To Hermione. To tell them everything—the visit, the news, the confusion. But he couldn't. Not yet. Sirius had said to wait until the announcement was official. Until the case was public. Harry couldn't risk leaking something that might hurt the trial.
So he sat in his room, alone with his thoughts, and waited.
---
The pop was so soft he almost missed it.
Harry looked up from his bed, and there—in the corner of his room—stood a house-elf.
But nothing like Dobby.
This elf was old, wrinkled, with pale skin and enormous bat-like ears. He wore a clean tea towel—no, not a tea towel, something finer. An old cloth, green and gold, clearly expensive once. His eyes were large and bulbous and filled with something that looked very much like hatred.
He bowed. It was not a respectful bow.
"Kreacher is here," the elf said, his voice like grinding stones. "From the Ancient and Most Noble House of Black. Kreacher brings greetings to the half-blood godson of the disgraceful master."
Harry sat up slowly. "I'm sorry—who? Kreacher?"
"Kreacher has served the House of Black for generations." The elf's lip curled. "Not that a half-blood would understand what that means."
Harry's temper flickered, but he tamped it down. This was Sirius's elf. He should be polite.
"Did Sirius send you?"
Kreacher's expression soured further. "No. The great mistress sends Kreacher. The new Lady Black." He spat the words like they tasted bad. "She commands, Kreacher obeys. For now."
He snapped his fingers. A large basket appeared on Harry's bed, overflowing with food—bread, cheese, fruit, pastries, packages wrapped in brown paper. A stasis charm glimmered over it, keeping everything fresh.
Harry stared. "This is from... from Sirius's wife?"
"From the mistress, yes." Kreacher produced a letter from somewhere in his towel, holding it out with obvious reluctance. "For the half-blood. From my great mistress."
Harry took it, his mind spinning. Sirius's wife had sent him food? Had sent her personal elf?
Kreacher sniffed. "Kreacher will take commands from the half-blood if the mistress commands it. Kreacher will return if called." He muttered something under his breath that sounded very much like "mudblood-lover's spawn" before adding, louder, "Kreacher takes his leave."
And with a pop, he was gone.
Harry sat frozen for a moment, the letter in his hand, the basket of food on his bed.
Sirius's wife sent this. She called me half-blood. Her elf is horrible. But she sent food.
He looked at the basket properly for the first time. It was packed—really packed—with more food than he'd seen in weeks. Fresh bread, still warm. Cheeses wrapped in paper. Fruit that actually looked ripe. Pastries that made his mouth water. And tucked in among it all, boxes of things he couldn't identify but desperately wanted to try.
His stomach growled.
He grabbed a pastry and bit into it without thinking. It was flaky and sweet and absolutely the best thing he'd tasted all summer. He ate the whole thing in three bites, then reached for another.
Only after the edge of his hunger had dulled did he turn to the letter.
The envelope was pristine. Heavy cream paper, sealed with wax stamped with a crest he didn't recognize. The handwriting on the front was elegant, precise—loops and curls that looked like they belonged on an invitation to somewhere fancy.
Harry broke the seal.
---
Dear Mr. Potter,
I am sure you must be a little skeptical receiving this letter. There is nothing to worry about—I do not send bad news. I simply wished to extend an introduction to you, as we are soon to be family.
I thank you for the wishes you sent for our marriage through my husband. I was most glad to receive them, and I look forward to making your acquaintance in person. Sirius speaks so highly of you that I am sure we will get along well.
As I am sure Sirius has informed you, his case proceedings begin tomorrow. Be assured that I will make every effort to prove his innocence. The Ministry has been negligent, and I intend to hold them accountable.
I do not think Sirius will be able to send you letters for a while—the scrutiny will increase as the case progresses. If you wish to write, I suggest you call for Kreacher and send correspondence through him. I have instructed him to take commands from you. He is a little sulky and ill-mannered, I'm afraid, but he is loyal to the House—that is what matters. You may ask him for anything you need.
Lastly, I have sent a basket of goodies for you. I did not know your preferences, so I have included a bit of everything. I hope you enjoy it. Do let me know if there is anything you particularly like, and I will send more.
Regards for your well-being,
Lady Black
---
Harry read the letter twice. Three times.
Sirius's wife had written to him. Had sent food. Had offered to send more. Had told him to contact her if he needed anything.
She sounded... nice. Genuine. Like she actually wanted to know him.
But why? She didn't know him. She had no reason to care about some random teenager her husband had adopted by godparent status. Unless—
Unless it was a game. Pure-blood politics. Pretend to be nice to the orphan while secretly plotting... what? What could she possibly want from him?
You're being paranoid, he told himself. She's just being kind.
But the doubt lingered. The letter was so formal, so elegant, so perfect. It felt like something Draco Malfoy's mother would write. Like something from another world entirely.
He looked at the basket again. At the pastries he'd already devoured. At the food that would keep him full for days.
She sent this. She didn't have to. She did it anyway.
He thought about writing back. Thanking her. Maybe asking a few careful questions.
But what if Sirius didn't want him to? What if this was some kind of test?
He reached for another pastry. The food was good. He was grateful for that, at least.
The rest... the rest he'd figure out later.
Chapter 13
Summary:
The witch(Wizard) hunt begins!!
Chapter Text
Harry stared at the blank parchment for what felt like an hour.
He'd tried writing the letter five times now. Each attempt sat crumpled on the floor beside his bed, joining a growing collection of failures. The first had been too casual. The second too stiff. The third had accidentally started with "Dear Sirius's Wife" which was embarrassing. The fourth had been so formal it sounded like a legal document. The fifth had somehow turned into a rambling mess about Quidditch.
This shouldn't be this hard, he thought. Just say thank you. It's not complicated.
But it was complicated. Because the letter wasn't just a thank you—it was a first impression. It was his chance to show Sirius's wife that he wasn't some weird, awkward kid who would be a burden. That he was grateful. That he would be easy.
He picked up the quill again.
Dear Lady Black,
That was safe. That was what she'd called herself. Formal, respectful, appropriate.
Thank you very much for the basket of food. It was very kind of you to send it. I was very hungry and it helped a lot.
He paused. Very three times in two sentences. That was terrible writing. Hermione would have a fit.
The pastries were especially good. I don't know what they were called but I ate three of them. Or maybe four. I lost count.
No. That sounded like he was a glutton. He scratched it out.
I appreciate your offer to send more, but you don't have to. I'm fine. Really.
That sounded defensive. Like he was pushing her away.
He set down the quill and put his head in his hands.
Why is this so hard?
Because he wanted her to like him. Because she was part of Sirius's life now, and if she didn't like him, if she saw him as a problem, then maybe Sirius would start seeing him that way too. Maybe she would convince Sirius that taking in some random teenager wasn't worth the trouble.
He thought about the photograph in his mind—the one he'd created from Sirius's description. A wife he'd never met. A daughter he knew nothing about. A perfect family that had somehow formed without him.
Stop it, he told himself firmly. She sent you food. She wrote you a nice letter. She's trying.
He picked up the quill again.
---
Dear Lady Black,
Thank you very much for the basket of food. It was extremely kind of you to send it, and I am very grateful. I especially enjoyed the pastries—they were delicious.
I also want to thank you for your letter. It was a surprise to receive it, but a pleasant one. I am glad to know that Sirius has someone like you helping with his case. I know he is in good hands.
I hope you are settling into Grimmauld Place well. Sirius has told me a little about it. It sounds like an interesting house.
Please let me know if there is anything you need from me. I am happy to help in any way I can.
Thank you again for your kindness.
Yours sincerely,
Harry Potter
---
He read it over. It was stiff. Formal. Nothing like how he actually talked. But it was polite. It was appropriate. It would do.
He called for Kreacher before he could lose his nerve.
The elf appeared with a crack, his expression suggesting he'd rather be anywhere else. "The half-blood calls Kreacher?"
Harry ignored the insult. He'd learned with Dobby that house-elves had their own ways. "I need you to deliver this letter to Lady Black." He held it out. "Please."
Kreacher took it like it was something unpleasant. "Kreacher will deliver. The mistress commands it." He muttered something under his breath—Harry caught the words "mudblood" and "disgrace"—and disappeared with another crack.
Harry sat back on his bed, staring at the spot where the elf had been.
Well, he thought. That's done.
He reached for another pastry.
---
Grimmauld Place - That Night
The house was quiet.
Margaret sat in the master bedroom, a single candle burning on the nightstand. Aurora had fallen asleep hours ago, curled around her stuffed dragon, her small face peaceful in the flickering light. Tomorrow was the day. Tomorrow, everything would begin.
She should be sleeping. Should be resting, preparing for the battle ahead. But her mind wouldn't quiet.
The case. The Wizengamot. The delicate dance of politics and law that would determine her husband's future. Her husband. She still wasn't used to thinking of him that way.
A soft pop announced Kreacher's arrival.
Margaret looked up. The elf stood at the foot of her bed, holding out a letter with obvious reluctance.
"From the half-blood Potter," Kreacher said, the words dripping with disdain. "As the mistress commanded."
Margaret held out her hand. "Thank you, Kreacher. You may go."
Kreacher hesitated, clearly wanting to say something. Then he thought better of it and disappeared.
Margaret looked at the envelope. It was creased, slightly smudged, clearly handled with nervous fingers. The handwriting on the front was careful—too careful, like someone had concentrated very hard on making each letter perfect.
She smiled despite herself.
Inside, the letter was exactly what she'd expected. Formal. Awkward. Trying so hard to be proper that it had lost all personality. But underneath the stiffness, she could see him—this boy she'd heard so much about. This boy who was so clearly trying to make a good impression.
Thank you for your kindness.
I am happy to help in any way I can.
I know he is in good hands.
She read it twice, then set it down gently.
He's scared, she thought. Scared of being a burden. Scared of being too much. Scared that if he doesn't get it right, we'll push him away.
She understood that fear. Had seen it in Aurora after Michael died—the way her daughter had become unnaturally good, unnaturally quiet, trying to be perfect so her remaining parent wouldn't leave.
You don't have to be perfect, Harry, she thought toward the boy she'd never met. You just have to be you.
She would make sure he knew that. When he came—if he came—she would make sure he understood that he didn't need to earn his place. That he already had one.
Aurora stirred in her sleep, mumbling something unintelligible. Margaret smiled, smoothing her daughter's hair.
Aurora had become, in the past few days, the self-appointed president of the Sirius Black Fan Club. She talked about him constantly—about his stories, his jokes, the way he'd carried her, the dragon stories he'd promised. She'd drawn him a picture that was now stuck to the mantle over the fireplace in the living room.
When Harry comes, Margaret thought, she'll probably try to recruit him. Or fight him for the position of number one fan.
The image was so absurd—Aurora and Harry arguing over who loved Sirius more—that she laughed out loud.
Aurora stirred again. "Maman?"
"Shh, ma chérie. Go back to sleep."
"Was that Sirius?"
"No, sweetheart. Just Maman being silly."
Aurora's eyes drifted closed. "Tell Sirius I said good night."
"I will." Margaret kissed her forehead. "I will."
She looked at the letter again, then at her sleeping daughter, then at the window where tomorrow's light would soon appear.
Tomorrow was the day.
---
Privet Drive - The Next Morning
Harry woke to the sound of an owl tapping at his window.
He scrambled out of bed, nearly tripping over his own feet, and opened the window just wide enough for the bird to squeeze through. It was a familiar owl—one of the Prophet's, he thought—with a newspaper rolled tightly and tied to its leg.
He paid the owl a Knut from the small store of coins Sirius had given him, and unrolled the paper.
The front page stopped his heart.
There, above the fold, was a photograph of Sirius.
He was dressed impeccably—dark robes that fit him perfectly, his hair clean and tied back, his face healthier than Harry had ever seen it. In his arms, he held a small girl. Her face was turned away, hidden against his shoulder, but she was clearly saying something to him because Sirius was laughing—a real laugh, head thrown back, eyes crinkled with genuine amusement.
Beside him stood a woman.
She was beautiful. Dark hair, elegant features, dressed in understated but clearly expensive robes. She was looking at Sirius and the girl with a small smile on her face—not a posed smile, not a camera smile, but a real one. Like she was genuinely happy to be there.
His wife, Harry thought. That's her. That's Margaret.
The headline screamed:
SIRIUS BLACK: MURDERER NOW LORD BLACK, HUSBAND, AND FATHER
Harry's blood ran cold.
He read the article with mounting fury.
Sirius Black, the notorious mass murderer who escaped Azkaban one year ago, has resurfaced as the newly confirmed Lord of the Ancient and Most Noble House of Black. Sources confirm that Black, who was never formally disowned by his family, has claimed his inheritance through a legal technicality that has left the Ministry scrambling.
In a development that has shocked pure-blood society, Black has also married—a French widow named Margaret Clermont, of the wealthy and influential Clermont family. The wedding took place in secret last week, with only close family present.
The couple is also raising Mrs. Black's young daughter from her previous marriage, though the child's name has not been released to the public.
Critics question how a convicted murderer was able to navigate Ministry bureaucracy to claim a lordship, marry into one of France's oldest families, and establish a household while still wanted for his crimes. "This is a travesty of justice," said a Ministry insider who spoke on condition of anonymity. "Sirius Black should be in Azkaban, not playing happy families in London."
Mrs. Black, a solicitor by trade, has filed a formal challenge with the Wizengamot, claiming her husband was denied his right to a trial. The case is expected to be controversial, with many questioning the motives of a woman who would marry a known criminal.
Lord Black could not be reached for comment.
Harry wanted to throw the paper across the room.
Manipulating. Travesty. Known criminal. They made it sound like Sirius had tricked Margaret into marrying him. Like she was some naive victim instead of—instead of whatever she actually was. A lawyer. A woman with her own motives. A person Harry didn't know but was suddenly desperate to understand.
He looked at the photograph again.
The way Margaret looked at Sirius. The way Sirius laughed with the girl in his arms. The way they stood together, close but not quite touching, like a family that was still learning how to be a family.
They look happy, he thought. Really happy.
The jealousy crept up before he could stop it.
They had each other. They had their daughter. They had a house, a life, a future. And Harry was here, in this tiny room, staring at their photograph like it was something he'd never have.
Stop it, he told himself fiercely. Stop it. You don't know anything. You don't know her. You don't know what she's like. You don't know if she even wants you there.
He flipped to the next page, desperate for distraction.
Another photograph. This one was old—must have been from Sirius's Hogwarts days. He was younger, maybe sixteen, with the same sharp features but none of the hardness. He was leaning against something, arms crossed, with that casual arrogance that Harry had seen glimpses of. But it wasn't off-putting. It was... inviting. Like he was daring you to come closer.
The article beside it was different.
BLACK'S WIFE FILES FORMAL CHALLENGE
Margaret Black (née Clermont), the French solicitor who recently married Sirius Black, has filed a formal challenge with the Wizengamot regarding her husband's imprisonment and subsequent conviction.
Mrs. Black, who specializes in magical legal rights, argues that her husband was denied fundamental legal protections—including the right to a trial, the right to legal representation, and the right to speak in his own defense. She has petitioned the Wizengamot to reopen the case and review the evidence, or lack thereof, that led to Black's twelve-year imprisonment in Azkaban.
"My husband was arrested, imprisoned, and condemned without ever having his day in court," Mrs. Black stated in her filing. "This is not justice. This is not even procedure. This is the Ministry covering its own negligence at the expense of an innocent man."
Legal experts are divided on the likelihood of success. "She has a strong procedural argument," said one anonymous source. "No trial means no conviction, technically. But the Ministry will fight this—they've built their narrative on Black's guilt for over a decade."
The Wizengamot is expected to rule on whether to hear the case within the week.
Harry read the article twice. Then a third time.
She's fighting for him, he thought. She's actually fighting.
The jealousy didn't disappear, but something else joined it. Respect. Gratitude. Hope.
She seems determined, he thought. Like she actually believes he's innocent.
He looked back at the photograph of the three of them. Sirius laughing. Margaret smiling. The little girl tucked safely in his arms.
Maybe, Harry thought cautiously, maybe she's not the enemy.
He spent the rest of the day by the window, waiting for news that didn't come. Every rustle of wings made him jump. Every shadow passing the window made him hope. But no owls arrived. No letters came.
He wanted to write to Sirius. Wanted to ask if he was okay, if the case was going well, if the photograph meant what Harry thought it meant. But he held back. Sirius was busy. Sirius was fighting for his life. Harry couldn't add to that burden.
Ron and Hermione wrote, of course. Their owls arrived within hours of each other, both letters practically vibrating with shock.
---
HARRY
DID YOU KNOW?? Sirius got MARRIED?? Since WHEN?? Are you OK?? Write back immediately!!
Ron
---
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Harry,
I hope you're alright. I saw the Prophet this morning and I can only imagine how you must be feeling. Please write and let me know you're okay. If you need to talk, I'm here. Also, do you know anything about the legal challenge? Mrs. Black's argument is actually quite sound—if she can prove he never had a trial, the whole conviction could be overturned. It's fascinating legal strategy. But more importantly—are you OK??
Love,
Hermione
---
Harry wrote back to both, keeping his responses carefully vague.
I knew. It's complicated. I'm fine. Don't worry about me. I'll explain when I can. —Harry
It wasn't much. But it was all he could give them right now.
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Grimmauld Place - Same Day
The house was thick with tension.
Sirius sat in his father's study—his study now, he supposed—staring at the mountain of letters that had accumulated on his desk. The Prophet had been delivered hours ago. He'd seen the photograph, read the articles, braced himself for the fallout.
It had come.
Letter after letter. From pure-blood families he hadn't thought of in years. From old acquaintances who'd forgotten he existed. From Ministry officials with veiled threats and barely concealed hostility. From people who wanted to congratulate him, condemn him, use him, or bury him.
He'd opened only three.
The first was from Andromeda.
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Sirius,
I don't know if you'll read this. I don't know if you'll want to. But I have to write it anyway.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
When you were taken to Azkaban, I wrote to you. Multiple times. Did you ever get my letters? I never knew. The guards probably destroyed them. But I tried, Sirius. I tried to reach out, to offer help, to tell you that someone believed you.
I should have done more. I should have screamed louder. I should have made them listen. But I was scared—scared of being associated with you, scared of the Ministry, scared of losing what little I had left after I was disowned. I took the easy way, and I have hated myself for it every day since.
Now I see you're free—or close to it. Lord Black. Married. With a family. I can't tell you how happy that makes me. You deserve this, Sirius. You deserve happiness.
If you want to talk—if you ever want to talk—I'm here. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness. But I'm here anyway.
Congratulations on your marriage. I hope to meet your wife someday. And your stepdaughter.
All my love,
Andromeda
---
Sirius had set the letter down carefully, his hands shaking slightly. Andromeda. His favorite cousin. The one who'd run away to marry a Muggle-born, just like he'd run away to escape the family. They'd been allies once. Friends. And then Azkaban had taken everything.
He didn't know what to feel. Anger? Hurt? Forgiveness?
He didn't know.
The second letter was from Remus.
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Sirius,
I saw the Prophet. I can't pretend to know what to say, so I'll just say it: I'm glad. I'm glad you're free. I'm glad you've found people. I'm glad you're building something.
I know you probably don't want to hear from me. I know I failed you. I believed what they said about you, and I will carry that shame for the rest of my life. There's no excuse. I should have known better. I should have trusted you.
If you need me—for anything—I'm here. My condition won't stop me. I'll testify, I'll vouch for you, I'll do whatever it takes to help.
Does Harry know? About everything? If he needs someone to talk to, someone who isn't in the middle of this mess, I'm available. He shouldn't have to go through this alone.
Take care of yourself, Padfoot.
Remus
---
Sirius read it twice. The anger flickered—the old anger, the bitter hurt of being abandoned. But underneath it, something else stirred. Remus had always been the best of them. The kindest. The most loyal. If he'd failed, it was because the world had made it easy to fail.
Harry needs allies, Sirius reminded himself. Remus is an ally.
He would reply. Eventually.
The third letter made him cry.
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Sirius Black,
I hardly know where to begin, so I shall simply start.
I owe you an apology. A profound, inadequate, long-overdue apology.
When you were taken to Azkaban, I doubted you. I, who watched you grow from a miserable first-year into a brilliant young man. I, who saw the way you fought against everything your family stood for. I, who knew—should have known—that you were incapable of the crime for which you were accused.
But I took the easy path. I believed what the Ministry told me. I let the weight of evidence—circumstantial though it was—overwhelm my own instincts. And I have regretted it every day since.
You were always one of my favorite students. You know this. You were trouble—constant, delightful, exhausting trouble—but you had a heart bigger than anyone gave you credit for. I saw it. I saw the way you protected those smaller than you. The way you stood up to bullies. The way you loved your friends with everything you had.
When Harry arrived at Hogwarts, I saw someone else in him. Someone I hadn't seen in years. Someone who arrived at school unhappy, looking for hope, and found it in friendship. Someone who broke rules not for cruelty, but for loyalty. Someone who reminded me, every day, of you.
I am so sorry, Sirius. I am so sorry I wasn't there for you. I am so sorry I didn't fight for you. I am so sorry I let you down.
I see you've built a life. A family. I cannot tell you how happy that makes me. You deserve this. You deserve every happiness.
If there is anything—anything at all—that I can do to help, you have only to ask. I will move mountains. I will face down the entire Wizengamot. I will do whatever it takes to help you get the justice you were denied.
With all my love and deepest apologies,
Minerva McGonagall
---
Sirius wiped his eyes roughly, but the tears kept coming.
Minerva. Minnie. The only teacher who'd ever really understood him. Who'd seen past the Black name to the boy underneath. Who'd let him call her Minnie when no one else dared. Who'd been there, in her own way, during the darkest parts of his Hogwarts years.
He'd thought she'd abandoned him too. But reading this—feeling the weight of her words, her guilt, her love—he realized he'd been wrong.
She didn't abandon me. She made a mistake. Like everyone else.
But unlike everyone else, she was owning it. Apologizing. Offering help.
He reached for parchment and quill, his hand still shaking.
Minerva—
No. Too formal.
Dear Minnie—
Better.
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Dear Minnie,
I got your letter. I've read it four times now. I'll probably read it four more.
There's nothing to forgive. Do you understand that? Nothing.
You didn't let me down. You made a choice based on what you knew at the time. We all did. I don't blame you—I never blamed you. I blamed myself. For getting caught. For not fighting harder. For letting them take twelve years of my life.
But your letter—your letter made me realize something. People believed in me. People loved me. I just couldn't see it through the fog.
Thank you. For everything. For seeing me when I was a miserable first-year. For putting up with my nonsense. For loving Harry the way you did—the way you do. He talks about you, you know. In his letters. You're one of the few adults he actually trusts.
I'm married now. Can you believe it? Sirius Black, settled down. Her name is Margaret. She's a lawyer—French, sharp as a tack, and apparently willing to put up with me. She has a daughter, Aurora. Six years old. She's already decided I'm her favorite person, which means I'm doomed.
I wish you could meet them. I wish—
He stopped, blinking back fresh tears.
I wish a lot of things. But mostly, I wish you knew how much your letter meant to me.
If you want to help—if you really want to help—keep an eye on Harry for me. He's going to need people in his corner. People who love him. People who see him.
I'll write again soon. With news. With hope.
All my love,
Sirius
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P.S. I still have that detention slip you gave me in third year. The one for charming Filch's cat to chase him around the castle. I kept it as a souvenir.
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He sealed it before he could second-guess himself.
Then he wrote to Andromeda. Then to Remus. Shorter letters, more careful, but real. Honest. Open.
By the time he finished, the afternoon had faded into evening. The house was quiet. Margaret wasn't home yet—still at the Ministry, still fighting.
Sirius looked at the Prophet, still open to the photograph of his new family.
Aurora in his arms. Margaret at his side. Both of them looking at him like he mattered.
Only Harry missing, he thought. And then it'll be complete.
He touched the photograph gently, tracing the outline of his wife's face.
"Come home soon," he murmured. "Both of you."
The house creaked around him, settling into night. Somewhere upstairs, a portrait muttered. Somewhere in the kitchen, Kreacher cleaned.
And Sirius sat alone in his study, waiting for his family to return.
---
The blocks were beginning to look like a very lopsided castle.
Sirius sat on the floor of the living room, his back against the sofa, his long legs stretched out in front of him. Aurora had arranged herself on his shins—she liked using him as a human footstool, apparently—and was meticulously placing blocks on the tower they were building together.
"No, Sirius, the red one goes there." She pointed with authority.
Sirius handed her the red block. "You're very bossy, you know that?"
"I'm not bossy. I'm helpful." She placed the block with great ceremony. "Maman says so."
"Does she now?"
"Mmhmm." Aurora concentrated on the next block. "She says I'm a leader. That means people do what I say."
Sirius bit back a laugh. "Is that what it means?"
"Yes. So you have to do what I say."
"And what do you say?"
Aurora considered this. "I say... build the castle higher."
"Excellent command. Very leader-like."
She beamed at him, and Sirius felt something warm unfurl in his chest. The kid was impossible not to love.
But beneath the warmth, the knot of tension remained. Margaret was late. Hours late. She'd said the hearing would end by four, and the clock on the mantel now read half past seven. Sirius had tried not to worry—told himself that legal proceedings always ran long, that she was fine, that there was no reason to panic.
The knot tightened anyway.
Aurora chattered on, oblivious. Sirius answered automatically, his ears straining for any sound from the floo.
Then—finally—the green flames roared.
Margaret stepped out, and Sirius's own anxiety vanished in an instant.
She looked destroyed. Not just tired—hollowed out. Her robes were immaculate, her hair still perfect, but her face... her face told the story of a day spent fighting alone. She moved to the sofa and collapsed onto it, her body folding in on itself like a puppet with cut strings.
"Maman!" Aurora scrambled up, abandoning the blocks. "You're home!"
Margaret mustered a smile. It didn't reach her eyes. "I'm home, ma chérie."
Sirius rose smoothly, crossing to the sideboard where Kreacher kept the good wine. He poured a generous measure into a crystal glass and brought it to her.
Margaret looked at it, then up at him, one eyebrow raised.
"You don't need tea," Sirius said quietly. "You need this. Take it."
She took the glass. Didn't argue. Just sipped, and something in her shoulders loosened slightly.
He was right. Of course he was right.
Sirius settled on the arm of the sofa, watching her. Not staring—just observing, the way one might watch a wounded bird to see if it would fly again. Margaret felt his gaze but said nothing. Didn't have the energy.
Aurora climbed onto the sofa beside her mother and snuggled against her side. Margaret's arm came up automatically, wrapping around her daughter.
The fire crackled. The wine warmed her from the inside. Sirius's presence was... solid. Comforting.
After a long moment, he spoke.
"You okay?"
Margaret almost laughed. "I should be asking you that. You must be overwhelmed."
Sirius waved a hand dismissively. "First, reply to me. Tell me about yourself. I can see you had a tough day—you were alone among vultures, fighting."
"The case is moving," Margaret began. "The Wizengamot—"
"Margaret."
His voice stopped her. There was something in it—something soft, concerned, utterly focused on her. It did something to her insides. Made her chest feel tight in a way that had nothing to do with exhaustion.
He reached out and took her hand.
"Are you okay?" he asked again. "Not the case. Not the Ministry. You. How are you feeling?"
Margaret stared at him.
In all the weeks since this arrangement began, no one had asked her that. Her father asked about progress, about strategy, about results. The Ministry officials asked about evidence, about arguments, about intentions. Even Aurora, sweet as she was, asked about when she'd be home, not how she was feeling.
But Sirius—Sirius, who had every reason to be consumed by his own anxiety, his own fear, his own future—was asking about her.
"I'm..." She paused, searching for words. "I'm okay. There were moments today when I thought I would either collapse or stun someone. Multiple times." A weak laugh. "But now..." She looked at him, letting him see the truth in her eyes. "Now I'm okay. Better."
Something in his expression softened. His thumb began to move—small, absent circles on the back of her hand. The barest touch, barely there, and yet it sent warmth spreading up her arm.
They looked at each other for a long moment.
Sirius was getting better. She'd noticed it over the past weeks that she has known him—the physical improvement was obvious, but it was more than that. He laughed more easily now. Engaged more readily. Yes, he still had his moods, still locked himself away sometimes, but he was never hostile. Never unkind. And with each passing day, he became more... present. More here.
With Aurora, he was downright doting. The child adored him—followed him around, demanded stories, climbed into his lap at every opportunity. And he let her. Encouraged her. Made her feel like the most important person in the world.
And with Margaret... something was shifting. She could feel it in the way he looked at her, the way he anticipated her needs, the way his thumb was now tracing gentle patterns on her skin.
"Minnie wrote to me today," he said, still in that soft voice. "Among other people."
Margaret grasped at the conversational lifeline, grateful for something to focus on besides the feeling of his thumb on her hand. "Who is Minnie?"
Sirius's face lit up. "My first love."
Margaret's heart stuttered.
Of course, she thought. Of course he has a first love. Someone he actually chose, actually wanted. Not like this—not a contract, an arrangement, a deal.
She started to withdraw her hand, but Sirius's grip tightened slightly—not painfully, just enough to keep her there.
"She's Head of House at Hogwarts," he continued, completely oblivious to her internal turmoil. He was in a daze now, lost in memory. "Best teacher ever. Strictest witch I've ever met—she could reduce grown wizards to tears with one look. But she was so supportive of me. Wouldn't let anyone know, but she secretly favored me. Drove James mad—he was always complaining about it."
Margaret blinked. "She's a teacher?"
"Transfiguration. McGonagall. Minerva McGonagall." Sirius chuckled. "I was the only one who called her Minnie. She let me get away with it. Good-looking privilege, James called it."
Relief flooded through Margaret so intensely she nearly laughed out loud. A teacher. An old professor. Not a lover, not a rival—a mentor.
"She wrote to apologize," Sirius continued. "Said she was sorry she fell weak and chose the easy way. Didn't believe in me when I needed it." He shrugged. "I forgave her. Wrote back already. She was such an important part of my life—I want her in it still."
Margaret smiled, genuinely this time. "Minnie," she repeated, testing the name. "That's what you call her? Minnie?"
"Only me." He grinned. "Very exclusive."
"And James said it was because of good-looking privilege?"
"He wasn't wrong." Sirius winked.
Margaret laughed—a real laugh, surprised out of her. "No," she agreed. "I don't suppose he was."
Their eyes met. Held. Something passed between them—warm and wordless and new.
"Maman?" Aurora's small voice broke the spell. "Can we eat now? I'm hungry. You were so late today."
Sirius chuckled, releasing Margaret's hand to ruffle Aurora's hair. "Alright, little one. Let's feed you."
He stood, scooped Aurora into his arms, and then—without thinking—held out his other hand to Margaret.
She took it. Let him pull her up.
They walked to the dining room like that, hand in hand, Aurora chattering away on Sirius's hip.
---
Dinner was comfortable.
Sirius settled Aurora into her chair with the ease of practice, then pulled out Margaret's chair for her with an automatic gallantry that made her cheeks warm. He was a perfect gentleman when he wanted to be—she'd noticed that. The pure-blood training, buried deep, surfaced in these small gestures.
"Thank you," she murmured, sitting.
He nodded, taking his own seat.
They ate. Talked. Let the day's tension slowly unwind.
"The Ministry will give a formal reply tomorrow," Margaret said between bites. "Likely directly to the Prophet. We'll have to wait and see what they say."
Sirius nodded, his expression carefully neutral. "And the vote?"
"Tomorrow afternoon. The full Wizengamot." She paused. "Several people approached me today. Department officials, mostly. They had questions—about our marriage, about the case." She met his eyes. "All of them only had your name in their mouths. You're quite the topic of conversation."
Sirius snorted. "Infamous. There's a difference."
"Is there? In my experience, they're the same thing."
He looked at her, surprised into a laugh. "That's... actually very true."
Aurora, finished with her dinner, was now building a small castle with her leftover vegetables. "Sirius," she announced, "this is for you. It's your house."
"That's very kind. Does it have a dragon?"
"Of course. Every house needs a dragon."
"True. Very true."
Margaret watched them, something warm settling in her chest. This was becoming normal. This easy banter, this shared space, this strange little family they were building.
After dinner, they moved to the hall. Aurora insisted on two good-night hugs—one for luck, one for the stories—before Margaret could shepherd her upstairs.
Sirius stood at the bottom of the stairs, watching them go.
"Good night, Margaret," he called softly.
She paused, looking back. "Good night, Sirius."
Their eyes held for just a moment longer than necessary. Then she continued up, Aurora's hand in hers, leaving Sirius alone in the quiet hall.
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Privet Drive
Harry had been waiting for the Prophet since dawn.
He'd barely slept. Every time he closed his eyes, his mind churned through possibilities—the vote, the case, Sirius's freedom. By the time the owl tapped at his window, he was already dressed, already sitting on the edge of his bed, already vibrating with nervous energy.
He grabbed the paper, nearly tearing it in his haste.
The front page made his palms sweat.
MINISTRY ADMITS DEFICIENCY: SIRIUS BLACK NEVER RECEIVED TRIAL
Below the headline, the story unfolded in black and white.
In a stunning development, the Ministry of Magic has been forced to acknowledge that Sirius Black, the fugitive who recently claimed the Lordship of the House of Black, was never formally tried for the crimes for which he was imprisoned.
When Margaret Clermont-Black, the French solicitor who married Black three weeks ago, filed a formal petition demanding her husband's case be reopened, the Ministry attempted to produce trial records to support their position. None could be found.
"There are no trial documents because there was no trial," Clermont-Black stated firmly. "My husband was sent to Azkaban without charge, without representation, without the chance to speak in his own defense. The Ministry has spent twelve years treating him as guilty without ever proving it."
In response to this revelation, the full Wizengamot has been called to convene this afternoon. The body will vote on whether to officially reopen the case against Sirius Black, which would require a formal investigation into the original accusations and evidence—or lack thereof.
Legal experts suggest the vote could go either way..
No trial. They never gave him a trial.
He'd known that, abstractly—Sirius had told him about Azkaban, about being taken without hearing. But seeing it in print, seeing the Ministry forced to admit it publicly... it made it real. Made the injustice tangible.
They have to free him now, Harry thought. They have to. Right?
But the article made clear it wasn't that simple. The Wizengamot had to vote. Politics had to happen. Favors had to be called.
Please, he thought, directing it at anyone who might be listening. Please let them vote the right way.
He turned the page, looking for more.
The rest of the Prophet was filled with Sirius. Opinions from people who'd gone to school with him. Speculation about the marriage. Rumors about the Clermont family's influence. Photographs—old school photos, the wedding picture, a shot of Margaret leaving the Ministry looking fierce and determined.
Harry read it all. Soaked it in. Tried to piece together the full picture of this new life Sirius was building.
He was so absorbed that he didn't hear the footsteps on the stairs.
The door burst open.
"BOY!" Petunia's shriek could have shattered glass. "I've been calling you for twenty minutes! The dishes have been sitting in the sink since breakfast, and you expect ME to do them?"
Harry scrambled to gather the papers, but it was too late. Petunia's eyes had landed on the Witch Weekly that had fallen to the floor—the special edition Harry had ordered for extra coverage on the case.
The cover made him freeze.
Sirius. Shirtless.
It was an old photo—clearly from a party, sometime before Azkaban. Sirius stood on what looked like a table, a drink in one hand, his body angled to display every line of muscle. His tattoos were on full display—intricate designs curling over his shoulders and down his arms. He was laughing, head thrown back, utterly carefree. Behind him, a crowd of people cheered him on, their faces blurred with movement and joy.
The headline screamed:
SIRIUS BLACK: THE MOST DANGEROUS MAN IN BRITAIN? SEE WHY WOMEN (AND MEN) CAN'T LOOK AWAY.
Harry felt his face go hot.
Sirius looked... well. There was no other word for it. He looked good. The kind of good that made Harry understand exactly why the Witch Weekly had run this feature. Muscles. Abs. Tattoos. That laugh. That carefree, wild energy that seemed to leap off the page.
Even Harry, who really did not need to be thinking about his godfather this way, felt flustered.
"Where did you find that picture?" Petunia's voice had changed. The shriek was gone, replaced by something sharper.
Harry went defensive on instinct. "It's not mine! It's in the news. Magical news."
Petunia's eyes narrowed. She stared at the picture for a long moment—longer than necessary, Harry thought.
Then something clicked in his brain.
"Wait." He looked at her. "How do you know that picture?"
The question hung in the air. Petunia's face went through a series of micro-expressions—surprise, calculation, something that might have been embarrassment.
For a moment, Harry thought she wouldn't answer. Then, grudgingly: "It's from the freak wedding. Best man and groom doing... that." She gestured vaguely at the photo. "Dirty dancing. Drunk. On the table."
Harry's eyes widened.
The wedding. Lily and James's wedding. Sirius had mentioned it in his last visit—how Petunia had been maid of honor, forced into it by her mother. How he'd been best man, loud and chaotic and thoroughly himself.
That was this. That was the moment.
He looked at the picture again, seeing it with new eyes. Sirius, young and wild and free, celebrating his best friend's wedding. No idea what was coming. No idea that in a few years, everything would shatter.
Petunia was still looking at the picture. Her expression was complicated—old memories, old feelings, things she'd probably never spoken aloud.
Then she turned on her heel and left, slamming the door behind her.
Harry stared at the closed door.
Did my aunt just check out my godfather in front of me?
The thought was so bizarre, so wrong, that he physically shuddered.
"Nope," he said aloud. "Not thinking about that. Ever."
He picked up the Witch Weekly from the floor and looked at the picture again. Sirius, ecstatic, living his best life. No cares. No worries. Just joy.
Harry smiled despite himself.
You're going to get that back, he thought. I know you are.
He continued reading, searching for any other updates on the case.
---
Ministry of Magic
Harry was not the only one who couldn't stop looking at the picture.
Margaretwas in her office, the Witch Weekly open on her desk, above all the paperwork.
The photo stared up at her.
Sirius, shirtless. Tattoos curling over his skin. Muscles she'd never suspected beneath his always-proper clothing. That laugh. That wild, uncontainable energy.
She hadn't known about the tattoos. He wore his robes so carefully, so properly, that nothing ever showed. She'd never seen a hint of ink.
Now she couldn't stop looking.
What if they'd met differently? The thought crept in, unbidden. What if they'd met as normal people, before Azkaban, before the contract, before any of it?
Would he have noticed her? This wild Sirius, this life-of-the-party Sirius, this man who had women lining up to claim they'd loved him—would he have spared a glance for a boring lawyer like her?
No, her mind answered firmly. He wouldn't have. They would never even be friends, let alone being married.
The Sirius in that picture belonged to a different world. A world of parties and friends and careless joy. He wouldn't have had time for someone like her—serious, practical, weighed down by responsibility.
She read the article accompanying the photo. Gossip, mostly. Quotes from women claiming to be his ex-lovers, speculating about how much he'd suffered, offering opinions on his character. Margaret wondered how much of it was true. The picture suggested a certain... reputation. A ladies' man, certainly. Someone who lived large and loved freely.
So different from the Sirius who made her tea every morning. Who pulled out her chair at dinner. Who held her hand and asked how she was feeling.
I like the present one better, she thought.
The present Sirius was complicated. Damaged. Prone to dark moods and long silences. But he was also kind. Attentive. Present in a way that surprised her every day.
The present Sirius looked at her like she mattered. Not like a contract, not like an obligation—like a person.
She traced the outline of his face in the photo with one finger one last time and she closed it.
The hearing will start in 10 minutes, where the voting for the reopening of the case will start. Margaret rushed out of her office.
Chapter 14
Summary:
Prophet is having a field day. New visitors for Sirius.
Chapter Text
Harry sat on his bed, the pile of newspapers shoved under his mattress, three letters spread out before him.
The first was from Ron. He'd torn it open eagerly, desperate for connection, for someone to talk to about everything that was happening. But as he read, his eagerness curdled into something else.
Harry,
Bloody hell, mate. The Prophet's been mental all week. Mum's been going on about it non-stop—she says she can't believe Sirius Black was your godfather all this time and we never knew. She's proper upset. Says he must have been hiding it for a reason. You know how she gets.
Dad's more curious than anything. Keeps asking questions I can't answer. I told him I don't know anything, which is true, because you haven't told us anything either. What's going on? Is it true he got married? To some French witch? And he has a kid now?
Write back soon. I'm going mental here.
Ron
Harry read it.
Mum's been going on about it non-stop. Says she can't believe Sirius Black was your godfather all this time and we never knew. She's proper upset.
The words stung. Not because they were cruel—Ron hadn't meant them cruelly—but because of what they revealed. Mrs. Weasley, who had been so kind to Harry, so welcoming, was out there believing the worst about Sirius. Believing the Prophet. Believing the lies.
And Ron... Ron hadn't said he believed them. But he hadn't said he didn't, either.
Harry's jaw tightened. He thought of Sirius's warning—whatever nonsense the Prophet prints, don't believe it—and felt a surge of protective anger.
Nobody gets to talk about him like that, he thought fiercely. Nobody.
He reached for the second letter.
Hermione's was longer, more carefully worded. But as Harry read, something felt... off.
Harry,
I've been following the case closely. It's fascinating, legally speaking. Margaret Clermont-Black's argument about the lack of trial is actually quite brilliant—if the Ministry can't produce records, they have no choice but to admit he was never tried. The Wizengamot vote today will be crucial.
That said, I've also been reading the other coverage. There's a lot of speculation about Sirius's character, his past, his associations. I know you trust him, and I'm not saying you shouldn't. But Harry, you have to be careful. We don't know everything. We can't just assume—
Harry stopped reading.
We can't just assume.
The words hung there, innocent on the page, but they felt like a knife. Hermione, his smartest friend, the one who always had the answers—she was doubting too. Not openly, not cruelly, but doubting all the same.
She doesn't know him, Harry thought. None of them do.
He set Hermione's letter down and picked up the third. It was from Ron as well—a shorter note, clearly added as an afterthought.
Harry—
Mum says you're welcome to stay for the rest of the summer if you want. She's worried about you being alone with all this going on. Just thought you should know.
Ron
Harry stared at the offer. A few weeks ago, it would have been a lifeline. An escape from the Dursleys, from Privet Drive, from everything. Now it felt complicated. How could he stay with people who thought his godfather was a monster?
He reached for parchment and quill.
Ron,
Thanks for writing. I know there's a lot in the news. But Sirius warned me this would happen—he said the press would print nonsense, and he was right. The photo in Witch Weekly? That's from my parents' wedding. He was the best man. My dad was the groom. They were young and drunk and celebrating. That's all it was.
I trust Sirius. I know him. Not the Prophet version—the real one. He came to see me. He told me everything. So whatever your mum's heard, whatever the papers say, it's not the full story.
I'll write more when I can. Tell your mum thanks for the offer.
Harry
He sealed it and set it aside. Then he pulled out another sheet for Hermione.
Hermione,
I know you're trying to be logical. You always are. But this isn't a legal case—it's my godfather. I trust him. I know what I know, and the Prophet doesn't change that.
The picture in Witch Weekly was from my parents' wedding. Sirius was the best man. My dad was the groom. They were being idiots, like teenage boys always are. That's all.
I'll write when there's news.
Harry
He sealed both letters and called for Kreacher, who arrived with his usual sour expression.
"The half-blood wants Kreacher?"
Harry ignored the tone. "These need to go to Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger. Can you make sure they get them?"
Kreacher sniffed at the letters like they might be contaminated. "Kreacher will deliver. The mistress commands Kreacher to serve the half-blood." He muttered something under his breath—Harry caught the word "mudblood-lover" again—and disappeared with a pop.
Harry sat back, staring at the empty space where the elf had been.
At least someone's delivering my mail, he thought. Small mercies.
---
Grimmauld Place - Same Morning
The photograph in the Prophet had transported Sirius back to 1979.
He sat in his study, the paper spread before him, the image of his younger self staring up from the page. Shirtless. Drunk. Standing on a table at James and Lily's wedding reception, a bottle in one hand, his other arm wrapped around a laughing Marlene McKinnon which was conveniently cropped out.
He remembered that night.
Marlene had challenged him. Called him all talk, no action. Said he wouldn't dare strip down in front of everyone. Sirius, drunk and happy and absolutely incapable of backing down from a challenge, had proved her wrong. James, equally drunk and equally incapable of letting his best friend show off alone, had joined him. They'd danced like idiots on that table, cheered on by half the wedding guests, until Euphemia Potter had appeared with a face like thunder and dragged them both down by their ears.
Lily had been laughing so hard she'd cried. James had grinned at Sirius over their mothers' heads, utterly unrepentant. And Sirius had felt, in that moment, like the luckiest person alive.
One of the best days of my life, he thought.
He traced the outline of his younger face with one finger. Before Azkaban. Before the war. Before everything fell apart.
James. I miss you. Lily. All my love.
The bell rang.
Sirius froze.
The sound was so unexpected, so out of place in the quiet house, that for a moment he thought he'd imagined it. But then it rang again—insistent, deliberate.
No one knew where they were staying. No one. The wards were keyed to a handful of people—Margaret, Aurora, Kreacher. That was it.
His first thought was Aurora.
He was on his feet in an instant, wand in hand, moving toward the stairs. "Kreacher!"
The elf appeared with a crack, his eyes wide.
"Go to Aurora's room. Stay with her. If anything happens—anything—you protect her. Understand?"
Kreacher's usual hostility vanished, replaced by something almost like respect. "Kreacher understands. Kreacher will protect the young mistress."
He disappeared. Sirius turned toward the front door, wand raised, every sense on high alert.
The bell rang a third time.
Sirius approached the door slowly, his dog instincts prickling. The wards hadn't fallen. Whoever was outside was allowed to be here—which meant they were on the very short list of people Margaret had keyed in.
But who?
He opened the door.
Albus Dumbledore stood on the step, half-moon spectacles glinting, blue eyes twinkling with their usual mischief. He wore robes of deep purple covered in silver stars, and held a half-empty box of lemon drops in one hand.
"Professor." Sirius lowered his wand, but didn't put it away entirely. "I was expecting you much earlier. Perhaps age hinders the response time?"
Dumbledore's smile widened. "Age has its drawbacks, certainly. But I prefer to think of it as giving others time to make the first move." He stepped forward, uninvited, moving past Sirius into the hall. "May I come in?"
Sirius closed the door, watching the old man survey his childhood home. "You already have."
"So I have." Dumbledore turned, taking in the changes Margaret had made. "The house looks considerably less gloomy than I remember. Your wife has excellent taste."
"What would you like, Professor?" Sirius asked, moving to stand facing him.
"Oh, nothing at all." Dumbledore held up the lemon drops. "I carry my own refreshments, you see. A habit from years of unexpected visits."
Sirius felt the corner of his mouth twitch. Decades had passed, and the man was still exactly the same.
"I believe congratulations are in order," Dumbledore continued. "Marriage is a wonderful thing. I wish you every happiness."
"Thank you, Professor." Sirius's voice was careful. Polite. Guarded.
Dumbledore's eyes twinkled. "I must admit, I feel rather left out. Not being included in the planning, the arrangements... do I get to complain?"
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "You can. But I had no intention of including you."
The words hung in the air. Dumbledore's expression didn't change, but something flickered in those ancient eyes.
"That hurts," he said softly. "But I suppose I deserve your anger. Minerva says the same."
At the name, Sirius's expression softened despite himself. "Minnie wrote to me."
"Ah, yes." Dumbledore's smile returned. "Minerva gave me quite the dressing-down yesterday, I assure you. Your great-great-great-grandfather Phineas had a wonderful time telling the other portraits about it. He claims she threatened to transfigure me into a tea cozy."
Sirius snorted. "She's always been fierce."
"She terrifies me, if I'm honest." Dumbledore said it thoughtfully, like he was sharing a great secret. "But I suspect you know that feeling."
"Is that why you're here? Because Professor McGonagall forced you?"
Dumbledore's expression sobered. "No, my boy. Not entirely. Although," he added, with a hint of his usual twinkle, "she is a very compelling motivator."
He moved to the living room, settling into a chair with the ease of long practice. Sirius followed, standing by the fireplace.
Dumbledore looked at him—really looked, in a way that made Sirius feel like a student again, like every secret he had was an open book.
"I have done you a great disservice," Dumbledore said quietly. "I realize that now. You have had a difficult fate, and I... I was not there when you needed me. I made assumptions. I trusted the easy narrative instead of the complicated truth." He met Sirius's eyes. "I am truly sorry for my part in it. I will do anything to remedy that. Will you give an old man a chance?"
Sirius stared at him.
Albus Dumbledore. The man who had led the fight against Voldemort. The man who had welcomed Sirius into the Order at eighteen, fresh out of school, with no questions and no hesitation. The man who had watched over Harry, who had kept him safe, who had given him a place at Hogwarts.
Yes, he'd failed. Yes, he'd believed the lies. But hadn't they all? Sirius had spent twelve years in Azkaban blaming the whole world, but standing here now, looking at this old man who had carried the weight of so many deaths on his shoulders...
Sirius thought of James. Of Lily. Of all the people who hadn't made it.
Dumbledore had walked through that war too. Had buried friends, students, people he loved. He carried that weight every day.
Sirius couldn't add to it.
"Of course, Professor." The words came out before he could stop them. "You know I still have faith in you." A pause. "But I still think Minnie would wipe the floor with you in a duel."
Dumbledore's face broke into a delighted smile. "Ah, that old joke. Do you know, I may have started that rumor myself? It keeps her happy, and it keeps me humble." He rose, brushing off his robes. "I thank you, Sirius. Truly."
"Have a seat. Join me for tea."
"I wish I could." Dumbledore moved toward the door. "But I must take my leave. As Chief Warlock, I need to join the Wizengamot for the vote." He paused at the threshold, looking back. "I wish you luck, although I suspect you won't need it. Your father-in-law has pulled every possible string to make this happen."
There was a glint of playful mischief behind his spectacles.
Then he was gone, the door closing softly behind him.
Sirius stood alone in the hall, the echo of Dumbledore's visit settling around him.
So many people from his old life, resurfacing all at once. Minerva. Andromeda. Remus. Now Dumbledore. It was overwhelming—too much, too fast, too many emotions he wasn't ready to process.
He needed something to ground him. Something simple. Something good.
He made a beeline for Aurora's room.
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The door was slightly ajar. Sirius pushed it open gently.
Aurora sat on her bed, surrounded by stuffed animals, Kreacher perched stiffly on a small chair in the corner. The elf looked deeply uncomfortable, but he was there. He'd stayed.
"Sirius!" Aurora's face lit up. "Kreacher said I had to stay here because something was happening. What happened? Is everything okay?"
Sirius crossed to the bed, sitting on the edge and pulling her into a quick hug. "Everything's fine. Just an unexpected visitor. Kreacher was being careful."
Aurora turned to the elf. "Thank you, Kreacher. You're a good protector."
Kreacher's bat-like ears twitched. For a moment, his perpetually sour expression flickered into something else—surprise, maybe. Uncertainty.
"The young mistress is... welcome," he managed. Then, with a pop, he was gone.
Aurora giggled. "He's funny."
"He's something," Sirius agreed. He looked at her—at this small, bright creature who had somehow become so important in just a few weeks. "Want to hear a story?"
Aurora's eyes went wide. "A dragon story?"
"What else?"
She scrambled to make room for him on the bed, patting the spot beside her. Sirius stretched out, and she immediately curled against his side, her stuffed dragon clutched to her chest.
"Once upon a time," Sirius began, "there was a dragon who was afraid of mice."
"Mice? Really?"
"Really. He was a very unusual dragon. His name was Sirius."
Aurora giggled. "That's YOUR name!"
"I know. It's a very good name for a dragon."
She snuggled closer, and Sirius felt some of the tension drain from his shoulders. This—this simple thing, this child who asked for nothing but stories and laughter—this was what he needed.
The world outside could wait.
For now, there were dragons to discuss.
Chapter 15
Summary:
The voting takes place.
Chapter Text
The Ministry of Magic - Wizengamot Chambers
The chamber was packed.
Margaret had been in many courtrooms, many legislative bodies, many high-pressure environments. None of them had prepared her for this.
The Wizengamot sat in tiers before her—fifty witches and wizards in plum-colored robes, their faces ranging from curious to hostile to carefully neutral. Above them, the public galleries were crammed with journalists, spectators, and Ministry officials. The Prophet had sent their top courtroom sketch artist. Witch Weekly had three people taking notes.
And at the center of it all, presiding from the highest chair, sat Albus Dumbledore.
Their eyes met briefly. He nodded—just slightly, just enough.
Margaret took her place at the petitioner's table, her documents spread before her. Across the aisle, the Ministry's legal team huddled together, their expressions grim.
The gavel struck.
"This special session of the Wizengamot is now called to order." Dumbledore's voice carried through the chamber, calm and commanding. "We are here to consider a petition filed by Margaret Clermont-Black, on behalf of her husband, Sirius Orion Black, Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black. The petition requests that this body officially reopen the case against Mr. Black, who claims he was never granted a trial for the crimes for which he was imprisoned."
Murmurs rippled through the gallery. Dumbledore waited for silence.
"The petitioner will present her case."
Margaret rose. Her heart hammered, but her voice was steady.
"Chief Warlock, members of the Wizengamot. I am here today to ask a simple question: where is the record of my husband's trial?"
She held up a document.
"I have here a formal request submitted to the Ministry's Department of Magical Law Enforcement, asking for copies of all trial records pertaining to Sirius Black. The response—" she held up another paper "—states that no such records exist."
She let that sink in.
"Sirius Black was arrested twelve years ago. He was sent to Azkaban without charge, without representation, without the chance to speak in his own defense. He has spent over a decade in the most hellish prison in existence, and never—not once—was he given the basic legal rights afforded to every witch and wizard in Britain."
A murmur ran through the chamber. Margaret pressed on.
"The Ministry's own records confirm this. They cannot produce a trial record because there was no trial. They cannot produce a conviction because there was no conviction. My husband has been treated as guilty for twelve years based on nothing but accusation and assumption."
She turned to face the Wizengamot directly.
"I am not asking you to declare him innocent. I am asking you to do what should have been done twelve years ago: give him a trial. Let him present his evidence. Let him face his accusers. Let him have the chance to prove what he has always claimed—that he is not a murderer, but a victim of a terrible injustice."
She sat down. The chamber was silent.
Dumbledore looked to the Ministry's legal team. "The floor recognizes the Department of Magical Law Enforcement."
A thin, nervous wizard rose. "Chief Warlock, the Ministry acknowledges that there are... procedural irregularities in the Black case. However, we must consider the security implications of reopening such a high-profile matter. Mr. Black escaped from Azkaban. He is dangerous. To grant him a trial now—"
"You imprisoned him without one," Margaret interrupted, rising again. "You cannot now claim he's too dangerous to give what he was owed from the beginning."
"Order." Dumbledore's voice was mild, but it cut through the tension. "The petitioner will refrain from interrupting. The Ministry will continue."
The nervous wizard wilted. "We... we oppose the petition. The Ministry stands by its position that Mr. Black is guilty and should remain in custody."
Dumbledore nodded. "The floor is now open for debate."
What followed was chaos.
Wizengamot members rose one after another, their opinions sharply divided. An elderly witch argued passionately that the lack of trial was a stain on the Ministry's honor. A portly wizard countered that Black was a known Death Eater sympathizer who didn't deserve the courtesy. A young woman asked pointed questions about the original investigation. An old man ranted about the dangers of "foreign interference" in British justice.
Margaret answered what she could, her voice steady even as her hands trembled beneath the table. She cited precedents, quoted laws, reminded them of their own obligations. Through it all, she watched the faces of the Wizengamot members, trying to gauge which way they leaned.
Some were clearly on her side—she'd identified them beforehand, thanks to her father's research. Others were clearly opposed. The rest were the unknowns, the ones whose votes would decide everything.
The debate raged for two hours.
Finally, Dumbledore raised his hand.
"The body has heard sufficient argument. We will now proceed to the vote." He looked out over the chamber. "All those in favor of granting the petition and reopening the case against Sirius Black, please rise."
Margaret held her breath.
For a moment, nothing happened. Then—slowly, one by one—witches and wizards began to stand.
The elderly witch who'd spoken first. The young woman with the pointed questions. Three others Margaret had identified as allies. Then two more she hadn't been sure about. Then another. And another.
She counted frantically. Twelve. Fifteen. Eighteen.
Twenty.
Twenty-two.
Twenty-five.
Dumbledore himself rose, his vote cast.
Twenty-six.
Margaret's heart stopped. Twenty-six was exactly half—but there were fifty members. Twenty-six wasn't enough.
Then, just as despair began to creep in, a final figure stood.
An old man in the back row, who hadn't spoken once during the debate, who had sat motionless through the entire proceeding, rose to his feet.
Twenty-seven.
Dumbledore's voice rang out. "The vote is twenty-seven in favor, twenty-three opposed. The petition is granted. The case against Sirius Black is hereby reopened, and a formal trial will be scheduled within seven days."
The chamber erupted.
Margaret sank into her chair, her legs suddenly unable to hold her. Around her, journalists scrambled for the exits, desperate to file their stories. Ministry officials conferred in furious whispers. Wizengamot members argued among themselves.
None of it mattered.
They'd won. Atleast the first battle.
The chamber erupted around Margaret, but she barely heard it.
Voices swarmed her—congratulations, questions, demands for comments. Journalists pressed forward, quills scratching furiously. Wizengamot members drifted past, some offering warm handshakes, others cold nods of acknowledgment. A few shot her looks that promised future battles.
"Remarkable work, Madame Black." An elderly witch gripped her hand with surprising strength. "I've waited years to see the Ministry held accountable."
"Don't celebrate too soon." A portly wizard brushed past, his voice low and sharp. "Getting a trial is one thing. Winning it is another. We'll be watching."
Margaret nodded, filed the threat away, and kept moving.
"Madame Black! A word about your strategy—"
"How does it feel to defeat the Ministry's legal team—"
"Can you comment on your husband's current whereabouts—"
She smiled politely and said nothing. Her mind was already elsewhere.
Then a figure parted the crowd like water, and the voices fell silent.
Albus Dumbledore stood before her, half-moon spectacles glinting, blue eyes twinkling with that peculiar warmth that made everyone feel simultaneously seen and thoroughly examined.
"Madame Black." His voice was gentle, carrying none of the authority he'd wielded from the high chair. "I don't believe we've been formally introduced. I am Albus Dumbledore."
Margaret extended her hand. "Chief Warlock. An honor. But you needn't introduce yourself—I already know the greatest wizard of our time."
Dumbledore's eyebrows rose. "Surely you exaggerate. There are many far more deserving of that title."
"Are there?" Margaret's smile was warm but firm. "I've studied magical history extensively, sir. I know what you've done. What you've sacrificed. What you continue to do." She paused. "You'll forgive me if I refuse to diminish your accomplishments with false modesty."
For a moment, Dumbledore looked genuinely taken aback. Then something softened in his expression—a crack in that carefully constructed facade of kindly eccentricity.
"You are kind to say so." His voice was quieter now. "And perceptive. I see why Sirius chose you."
Margaret felt warmth bloom in her chest. But she could tell him that he didn't choose him.
Dumbledore studied her for a long moment. "He is a remarkable man. Difficult, at times. Wounded in ways that may never fully heal. But I have known him since he was eleven years old, and I can say with absolute certainty: you will never find a more loyal companion. A more devoted friend. And from what I've observed a dedicated father to your daughter than he is becoming."
Margaret's eyes stung. She blinked rapidly, unwilling to cry in front of the entire Wizengamot.
"Thank you," she managed. "That means... that means more than you know."
Dumbledore patted her hand gently. "Take care of him. And let him take care of you. That is the nature of such bonds—they work both ways." He stepped back, his twinkle returning. "Now, I believe you have a husband waiting for news. Don't let these vultures keep you."
He vanished into the crowd, leaving Margaret standing alone in a sea of people who suddenly seemed very far away.
Sirius.
She gathered her things, ignored the journalists still calling her name, and walked straight to the nearest floo.
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Grimmauld Place
The house was too quiet.
Sirius had sent Aurora to play in her room with Kreacher—a decision born of necessity, not preference. He couldn't focus on her stories right now. Couldn't be the playful, patient Sirius she'd come to expect. His skin felt too tight. His heart too loud. Every sound made him jump.
He paced the living room. Sat down. Stood up. Paced again.
The vote was happening now. Right now. Margaret was out there, fighting for him, while he sat here useless in his mother's house.
What if it fails? The thought clawed at him. What if they vote no?
If they failed today, his options were limited. Stay on the run—drag Margaret and Aurora into a fugitive's life, always looking over their shoulders. Or refile, try again, drag this out for months or years while the Ministry fought him every step of the way.
Neither option was good. Neither option felt like living.
He'd only been married a week. Only known this strange new family for a few weeks. But already, the idea of leaving them—of running to some cave, some hovel, some cold and lonely existence—felt like dying.
I don't want to go back, he thought. I don't want to be alone again.
He sank onto the sofa, his head in his hands.
And then—James.
Not a memory this time. Not a flash of the past. But a voice, clear as day, warm and familiar as his own heartbeat.
Easy, Padfoot. Breathe.
Sirius's head snapped up. He looked around the room, half expecting to see James lounging in an armchair, legs over the side, that stupid grin on his face.
Nothing. Just shadows and furniture and the faint tick of the clock.
You're spiraling, the voice continued. You do that. Always have. Remember after the Prank? You were convinced you'd be expelled, sent home, locked in Grimmauld forever. I had to sit on you to stop you pacing.
Sirius almost laughed. He remembered. James had sat on him for twenty minutes, refusing to move, until Sirius had calmed down enough to see reason.
This is the same. You're imagining worst-case scenarios. But you've got people now. Real people. That Margaret—she's fierce. She's not going to let you fall.
"James," Sirius whispered. The name felt like a prayer.
I'm proud of you, you know. For all of this. For surviving. For finding them. For letting yourself love again.
"Why are you so quiet lately?" The question tore out of him, raw and desperate. "I used to hear you all the time. Now you're... distant. Are you leaving me too?"
Silence. Then, softer than before:
Because you don't need me like you used to, Pads. You have real people now. Real family. I'm always here—always. But you're not alone anymore.
Tears burned in Sirius's eyes.
You've got this. And when the trial comes, you'll face it. You'll tell them the truth. And then you'll be free—really free—and you'll get Harry, and you'll have this strange beautiful family, and you'll be okay.
"I don't know how to do this without you."
You've been doing it without me for years. You just didn't realize it. But Pads? You're not doing it without me. I'm right here. I'll always be right here.
The floo roared.
Sirius was on his feet before he knew he'd moved. Green flames erupted, and then Margaret stumbled out—robes askew, hair escaping its pins, face flushed with exertion and victory.
Their eyes met.
The smile on her face. The speed with which she'd rushed home. The way she looked at him like he was the only person in the world.
He knew.
Sirius collapsed back onto the sofa, his legs suddenly unable to hold him. His heart, which had been pounding a frantic rhythm all day, slowed to something almost normal.
And then it all came flooding back.
The ruined house in Godric's Hollow. James on the floor. Lily near Harry's crib. The hunt for Peter. The confrontation in the street. The explosion. The manhandling. The cold of Azkaban closing around him.
He had a chance now. A real chance. To prove it. To show the world that he hadn't killed James—could never have killed James. James, who was his brother in every way that mattered. His soulmate in friendship. The person who had saved him from becoming the monster his family wanted.
A hand touched his shoulder.
Margaret.
Brilliant, fierce, impossible Margaret, who had made this happen. Who had fought for him when no one else would. Who believed in him without question.
Sirius looked up. Tears streamed down her face. He hadn't noticed his own until he saw hers.
He reached up, took her hand from his shoulder, and brought it to his lips. Kissed her knuckles gently.
"Thank you." His voice cracked. "You've done it all."
Margaret shook her head, smiling through tears. "I filed papers and made arguments. You lived through twelve years of hell and came out still able to love. I think you did the harder part."
"You deserve this," she whispered. "You deserve exoneration. Don't thank me until you have it."
They sat like that for a long moment, holding hands, breathing together. The weight of the day settled around them, but it felt different now. Lighter. Shared.
They would face the trial together. And after—whatever came after—they would face that too.
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Privet Drive
Harry had talked himself into a state.
He'd written four letters to Hermione and three to Ron in the past six hours. Kreacher had delivered each one, his muttering growing more violent with every trip, especially after visiting Hermione's house. The elf's attempts to hide his disgust were increasingly pathetic—Harry could practically hear the insults under his breath.
But none of the return letters had news. Hermione was still analyzing. Ron was still confused. Neither knew anything about the vote.
Kreacher, when pressed, offered only cryptic mutterings: "The scum master has locked himself in his study" or "The mistress is keeping him busy" or "Kreacher is not a messenger owl for half-bloods to summon at will."
Harry had responded to that last one by summoning him again immediately, just for spite.
By late afternoon, Harry had stress-eaten the entire contents of Margaret's basket. Every pastry. Every treat. Every last crumb. He sat among the wreckage, feeling guilty and full and still hungry.
Now I have to go back to Dursley rations, he thought miserably. Brilliant.
He was reaching for parchment to write Sirius directly—Ministry be damned, he needed to KNOW—when Kreacher appeared with a crack.
The elf carried an even larger basket than before. Harry could see pastries peeking out, and what looked like a whole treacle tart wrapped carefully in cloth, and packages of things he didn't recognize. Kreacher's expression was, if possible, even sourer than usual.
"Kreacher brings more food from the mistress. For the half-blood who cannot control his eating." He dropped the basket on Harry's bed with unnecessary force. "And a letter."
He thrust the parchment at Harry and disappeared before Harry could thank him.
Harry tore the letter open carelessly, his heart pounding.
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Dear Mr. Potter,
I must give you the good news: the trial vote has turned out in favor of Sirius. The petition was granted, and the case will be formally reopened.
Chief Warlock Dumbledore has extended his support to Sirius as well. We feel more hopeful than ever.
Sirius is delighted, though equally stressed about the upcoming trial. He is doing well—I am taking care of him, never fear. The trial itself will begin next week. We shall spend the intervening days preparing, which is daunting given that the case has been pending for thirteen years. But we are hopeful.
Sirius informed me yesterday at breakfast that you have a particular liking for treacle tart. I have included one in this parcel, along with some French delicacies that my daughter adores and that might interest you. I have not forgotten the pastries you liked—they are there as well, in generous quantity.
Enjoy your meal. You need not watch how quickly you finish it—I will send refills regularly. Feel free to ask for anything you like. I am, as Sirius has perhaps mentioned, a rather good cook.
I hope you are doing well, and that you are not being affected by anything written in the papers. It is all gossip, designed to mold public opinion against Sirius. Do not let it touch you.
Take care of yourself.
Best Regards,
Lady Black
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Harry read it once. Twice. Three times.
The trial vote has turned out in favor of Sirius.
He whooped so loudly Dudley pounded on the wall again. Harry didn't care.
Sirius was getting his trial. Sirius was going to be free. It was really happening.
He read the rest of the letter again, slower this time, savoring every word.
Sirius informed me yesterday at breakfast that you have a particular liking for treacle tart.
Sirius had told her. They'd talked about him at breakfast. Margaret had listened, and remembered, and acted on it. She'd made him a treacle tart—or had it made, or bought it, or whatever—and sent it with the basket.
I will send refills regularly.
Regularly. She was going to keep sending food. He wouldn't be hungry anymore.
I am, as Sirius has perhaps mentioned, a rather good cook.
Had Sirius mentioned that? Harry couldn't remember. But the fact that they talked about things like that—little things, domestic things—made something warm bloom in his chest.
She seems nice, he thought. Really nice.
But then the cynical part of his brain kicked in.
In the movies, the stepmothers are always nice at first. Then they turn evil. Cinderella's stepmother seemed nice until Cinderella moved in.
Was Margaret playing a long game? Being sweet now to win Sirius over, then revealing her true colors once she had what she wanted? Would Harry be the Cinderella of this story, stuck in the attic while the wicked stepmother favored her own child?
That's so stupid.
The intelligent part of his brain—the part that sounded like Hermione—was thoroughly disgusted with him.
She's a lawyer who just won a major case for your godfather. She sends you food. She remembers what you like. She writes you kind letters. And you're comparing her to a fairy tale villain?
Right. It was stupid. Beyond stupid.
Harry looked at the basket again. At the treacle tart. At the pastries he'd already eaten half of in his mind. At the mysterious French packages waiting to be explored.
Sirius has got his first win, he reminded himself. Nothing should dampen that.
He reached for his favorite pastry, took a bite, and almost moaned.
The same taste. The same perfect flakiness. The same brilliant, wonderful, life-saving food.
Okay, he thought, reaching for another. Maybe stepmothers aren't always evil.
He ate until he was full—really full, not Dursley-full but comfortably, happily full—and then he wrote back.
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Dear Lady Black,
Thank you for the letter and the food. The news about the vote is the best thing I've heard all summer. Please tell Sirius I'm thinking of him and I know he'll win.
The treacle tart is perfect. The pastries are perfect. Everything is perfect. Thank you for sending it—and for saying you'll send more. You have no idea what it means to have food that actually tastes good.
I'm not believing anything in the papers. Sirius warned me. I trust him.
Thank you again. For everything.
Harry
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He sealed it and called for Kreacher, who arrived with a put-upon sigh that suggested he'd been expecting this.
"For the mistress," Harry said, holding out the letter. "Please."
Kreacher took it, muttered something that sounded like "half-bloods and their feelings," and disappeared.
Harry lay back on his bed, surrounded by empty pastry wrappers and the lingering smell of treacle tart, and smiled.
Sirius was going to be free.
And for the first time in weeks, Harry believed it.
Chapter 16
Summary:
Preparation for the case begins.
Chapter Text
Sirius woke to darkness.
He didn't know what time it was—didn't need to. The quality of the blackness outside his window told him it was early. Earlier than even his usual early. Three, maybe four in the morning.
He lay still for a moment, waiting for sleep to reclaim him. It didn't.
With a sigh, he swung his legs out of bed and reached for his dressing gown. Sleep was a fickle thing lately. Some nights it came; some nights it didn't. He'd learned not to fight it.
The house was silent as he made his way downstairs. He moved without thinking, years of practice making his footsteps nearly inaudible—sneaking out of Grimmauld as a boy, sneaking around Hogwarts as a teenager, sneaking past dementors as a dog. His body remembered what his mind didn't have to.
He wasn't sure where he was going until he stopped.
The tapestry room.
He hadn't been in here since returning. Hadn't wanted to. But something had drawn him tonight—some impulse he didn't bother examining.
The room was cold. Dark. The massive tapestry covered an entire wall, threads of gold and silver catching what little light filtered through the curtains. Centuries of Blacks, stretching back to before the Conquest. Names and dates and marriages, all woven together in an intricate web of blood and pride.
And there, at the center, the motto: Toujours Pur.
Always Pure.
Sirius had hated those words his entire life. Had spat on them, run from them, tried to burn them out of his memory. They represented everything wrong with his family—the arrogance, the cruelty, the casual dismissal of anyone who didn't meet their standards.
He looked for himself first. Found the spot where his portrait should be—a hole, burned out by his mother after he'd run away. The edges were charred, the threads blackened. He'd been erased.
Good.
But below the hole, something new had been added. A thin line, freshly woven, connecting to another name.
Margaret Clermont-Black.
His wife.
Sirius stared at it. The tapestry had accepted her. The house had accepted her. The magic of the Black family, ancient and arbitrary, had decided she belonged.
He felt something flutter in his stomach. Strange. Unexpected.
Wife. He had a wife. Not just a contract, not just a deal—a wife. Margaret. Who fought for him and didn't push when he needed silence. Who was sleeping one floor above him right now, warm in a bed that was technically theirs but that he'd never shared.
Aurora wasn't on the tapestry. Of course not—she wasn't his blood. Not yet. The blood adoption would come later, after Harry. That was the deal.
A deal. He had to keep reminding himself. It's a deal.
But Margaret didn't act like it was just a deal. She was kind. Too kind. Kinder than he deserved, probably. She treated him like a person, not a client or a contract or a means to an end.
And yet—she was still so proper. That was the word. She walked like his mother. Sat like his mother. Spoke in perfectly formed sentences, always measured, always controlled. Nothing casual ever came out of her mouth. She used titles. She never slouched. She moved through rooms like water—smooth, deliberate, impossible to pin down.
For so long, Sirius had equated that kind of behavior with evil. With his mother, with the pure-blood society that had tried to destroy him. The contradiction was hard to reconcile.
Someone could be proper without being a monster.
Someone could be controlled without being cruel.
And Sirius—Sirius was no saint himself. He'd grown up in money, surrounded by luxury. His tastes were expensive. At school, people had called him a snob, and they hadn't been entirely wrong. He'd rejected his family's values, yes, but he'd never rejected their comfort. When he'd moved in with the Potters, he'd found more of the same—just warmer, kinder, without the poison.
And then Alphard had left him his inheritance, and he'd gone right back to being posh. Nice clothes. Good food. The best of everything.
Uncle Alphard.
Sirius found him on the tapestry easily. Blasted out, just like Sirius himself. His mother's handiwork—punishment for leaving money to the disgraced heir.
Alphard had liked Margaret. Had wanted Sirius to marry her, apparently. Looking at her now, Sirius understood why. She was everything Alphard would have valued—proper, obedient, steeped in the old ways. And Sirius was everything Alphard had loved—brash, impulsive, a rebel who still had a good heart.
He must have thought she'd handle me, Sirius thought. Keep me in line.
He wasn't wrong. Sirius had managed to cause exactly zero scandals since the wedding. Because Margaret was handling everything. Every detail, every arrangement, every potential disaster—she was there, managing it, smoothing it over.
If anyone thought Walburga Black was a control freak, they hadn't met Margaret.
But Sirius let her. Because it was... nice. Someone looking out for him. Someone handling things so he didn't have to. Someone fighting for him when he was too tired to fight for himself.
I'll look out for you too, he promised silently. You and Aurora. I will.
He turned away from the tapestry and headed for the kitchen.
---
Dawn was breaking by the time Sirius had tea ready.
He sat at the table, a cup growing cold in front of him, watching the light creep through the windows. The kitchen was warm—Kreacher had been through already—but Sirius felt cold inside. The way he always did these days, waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Footsteps on the stairs. Margaret appeared in the doorway, already dressed, Aurora trailing behind her still half-asleep.
"Morning," Sirius said.
"Morning." Margaret slid into her usual seat. Aurora climbed onto the chair beside her and immediately put her head on the table.
"Someone's tired," Sirius observed.
"She didn't sleep well. The house made noises."
"It always makes noises."
"That's what I told her." Margaret reached for the teapot. "She doesn't care."
Sirius snorted. Aurora mumbled something unintelligible and didn't move.
They ate in companionable silence for a few minutes. Aurora slowly came to life as food entered her system. Margaret read the Prophet with her usual focused expression. Sirius drank his tea and tried not to think about the tapestry.
Finally, Margaret set down the paper. "We should start working. Right after breakfast."
Sirius nodded. "Come to my study. We can—"
"No." Her voice was firm. "You'll come to my study."
He blinked. "It's the same house. What difference does it make?"
"It makes a difference." She met his eyes, challenging. "I'm your lawyer. You're the client. The client comes to the lawyer."
Sirius stared at her. It was such a small thing—such a petty, territorial thing—and yet the way she said it, so completely certain, almost made him laugh.
"That's ridiculous," he said.
"Nevertheless."
"Margaret—"
"It's not negotiable, Sirius." She didn't smile, but something flickered in her eyes. Amusement, maybe. "I have my methods. My systems. My way of organizing. If you want my help, you'll work on my terms."
He opened his mouth to argue. Closed it. Opened it again.
"Fine," he said finally. "I'll come to Madam Clermont's study."
One corner of her mouth twitched. "It's Black now."
Sirius felt his own lips curve despite himself. "Is it?"
"I changed it legally. The papers went through yesterday." She picked up her tea, utterly composed. "You're stuck with me, I'm afraid."
He laughed—a real laugh, surprised out of him. "I'll come to your study, Margaret."
"See that you do."
Aurora, now fully awake, looked between them. "Are you fighting?"
"No, sweetheart." Margaret smoothed her daughter's hair. "We're negotiating. Adults do it all the time."
"Oh." Aurora considered this. "Can I negotiate for more pastries?"
Sirius grinned. "That's not how it works."
"It should be."
"Fair point." He pushed the plate toward her. "Take another. Consider it a successful negotiation."
------
The study was impressive.
Sirius hadn't spent much time in this room since Margaret claimed it. Now he understood why she'd wanted it. Floor-to-ceiling bookshelves, a massive desk positioned to catch the morning light, comfortable chairs arranged for conversation. She'd added her own touches—French artwork on the walls, fresh flowers on the windowsill, a decanter of something amber on the sideboard.
Clear sophistication. Margaret's taste, through and through.
"Dumbledore paid you a compliment," Sirius said, settling into a chair. "Said you had excellent taste."
Margaret looked up from her papers. Nodded. Said nothing.
Sirius waited. When no response came, he shrugged and reached for the documents she'd laid out.
They worked in silence for a while—going over witness lists, reviewing potential questions, mapping out the strategy for the trial. Margaret was methodical, efficient, completely in her element. Sirius tried to focus, but his mind kept drifting.
Half an hour in, Margaret spoke.
"We should list everyone who might testify. Formally."
Sirius nodded. "I've been thinking about that."
He named names. Old Order members who were still alive. People who'd known him before Azkaban. Remus, definitely. Dumbledore, if he was willing. Andromeda, if she could be reached.
Margaret wrote them down, nodding occasionally.
Then she paused. "Harry should testify."
Sirius went still.
"He was there," Margaret continued, her voice even. "In the Shrieking Shack. He saw Pettigrew. He heard the confession. Having him on our side would be powerful—especially for your image. The boy who lived, standing with you."
"No."
The word came out sharper than he intended. Margaret's quill stopped moving.
"Sirius—"
"No." He leaned forward, his voice harder now than he'd ever used with her. "Not Harry. Not at any rate."
Margaret's expression flickered—surprise, maybe, or something else. She recovered quickly. "You're being emotional. I understand, but—"
"You don't understand." He cut her off. "This fight is about me. It should be about me. Harry is fourteen years old. He's been dragged through the mud his whole life—the Boy Who Lived, the freak, the orphan. The Prophet will destroy him if we put him on that stand. They'll tear him apart."
Margaret was quiet for a moment. "He's stronger than you think."
"I know he's strong. That's not the point." Sirius forced himself to breathe, to soften his voice. "I beg you. Use any condition in the contract. Do anything you need to. But leave Harry out of this. There are other ways. Remus will testify. Dumbledore will. Even some of the old Order members might. Not Harry. Not his friends. They're kids."
Margaret studied him for a long moment. Her expression was unreadable—the lawyer's mask, he'd come to recognize it.
"I understand your position," she said carefully. "But you can't hide him forever."
"I can try."
She reached for the Prophet on her desk, sliding it toward him. "Look at this."
Sirius picked it up. The front page was dominated by a photograph he hadn't seen in years—his family, posed stiffly in this very house. Walburga seated, Orion standing, himself and Regulus as boys.
THE BLACK LEGACY: A FAMILY OF DARKNESS
Below it, the article began.
Sirius Black, currently awaiting trial for crimes dating back thirteen years, comes from one of the oldest and most notorious pure-blood families in Britain. His mother, Walburga Black (née Black), was known for her fervent belief in blood purity and her connections to dark magical circles. His father, Orion Black, was a reclusive financier who reportedly added millions to the family fortune through dealings of questionable legality...
Sirius skimmed the rest. His family history, laid out for public consumption. His mother's politics. His father's money. His brother—
Regulus Black, Sirius's younger brother, died under mysterious circumstances during the first war. Sources close to the family suggest he was a Death Eater, though this has never been officially confirmed.
Sirius stared at the words. Regulus. His brother. The boy he'd failed to save.
"They're going after everything," Margaret said quietly. "Your school years. Your relationships. Your family. Every piece of your life will be examined, twisted, published for the world to see." She paused. "They'll reach Harry eventually. You can't stop that."
Sirius set the paper down carefully. His hands were shaking.
For a long moment, he didn't speak. When he did, his voice was low and controlled.
"Margaret. I want you to do something."
She waited.
"Take whatever you need from my vault. As much as they demand. Go to the Prophet—personally, if you have to—and offer them anything. Anything at all." He met her eyes. "Tell them they can tear me apart. They can print every lie, every half-truth, every piece of gossip they can find. I don't care what they say about me."
He leaned forward.
"But Harry stays out of it. They don't mention his name. They don't print his picture. They don't drag him into this." His voice cracked, just slightly. "Give them whatever they want. But keep him out."
Margaret studied him for a long moment. Something shifted in her expression—respect, maybe. Understanding.
"Alright," she said quietly. "I'll go. I'll talk to them."
Sirius nodded. He couldn't speak.
They sat in silence for a moment, the weight of the decision settling between them.
Then Margaret reached across the desk and touched his hand. Just briefly. Just enough.
"He's lucky to have you," she said.
Sirius shook his head. "I'm lucky to have him."
---
Privet Drive
Harry had the Prophet spread across his bed, reading it for the third time.
The front page was dominated by Sirius's family—a photograph Harry couldn't stop looking at. The Blacks, posed in what must have been their formal sitting room, looking exactly like the kind of pure-blood family Harry had read about in History of Magic.
The woman in the chair had Sirius's grey eyes. Her back was ramrod straight, her expression severe, her hands folded precisely in her lap. Walburga Black. She looked like she'd never smiled in her life.
The man standing behind her could have been Sirius's double—if Sirius had been drained of all warmth. Orion Black. Same features, same coloring, but hollow. Like it pained him to exist.
And the boys.
Sirius he recognized immediately. Younger—maybe twelve or thirteen—but unmistakable. Taller than his brother already, with that same casual arrogance that somehow looked more charming than off-putting. He stood with one arm slung around the smaller boy's shoulders, his other hand in his pocket, a mischievous grin on his face like he'd already planned five kinds of trouble for after the photograph.
The smaller boy was Regulus.
He looked nothing like Sirius. Smaller, paler, with dark hair and dark eyes and an expression that hovered somewhere between scared and awkward. He stood stiffly, like he wasn't sure what to do with his body, like he was waiting for permission to exist.
Harry read the article carefully.
Walburga Black spent many years in France, which may explain her son Sirius's fluency in the language and his recent marriage to French heiress Margaret Clermont.
A not-so-subtle dig. Harry ignored it.
Orion Black was known for his business acumen, adding significantly to the family fortune through various enterprises.
Translation: he made money. Possibly in shady ways. The Prophet loved implications.
Regulus Black, Sirius's younger brother, died young and is rumored to have been a Death Eater.
Harry stopped.
Death Eater. Sirius's brother was a Death Eater.
He read it again. And again.
Sirius had never mentioned a brother. Never mentioned any of this. Harry realized, with a strange jolt, that he knew almost nothing about his godfather's past. The man who was fighting for freedom, who wrote him letters, who sent his wife to deliver food and kind words—Harry didn't know him at all.
Is it true? He wondered. Or is it more Prophet lies?
He wanted to ask. Wanted to write to Sirius and demand answers. But what if it upset him? What if he thought Harry didn't trust him?
The dilemma churned in his stomach.
Kreacher appeared with a crack, interrupting his thoughts. The elf held out two letters, his expression even sourer than usual.
"From the half-blood's friends." He thrust them at Harry. "Kreacher is not a postal owl. Kreacher has better things to do than carry messages for—" He stopped himself, muttered something unpleasant, and disappeared.
Harry opened the letters.
Ron's was typical.
Harry,
Mum's still going on about the case. She says if Sirius is innocent, why is there so much in the papers? I told her the Prophet prints anything, but you know what she's like.
Check the food for poison. You never know with these pure-blood types.
Write back soon.
Ron
Hermione's was longer.
Harry,
I've been following the legal arguments closely. Margaret Clermont-Black's strategy is actually quite brilliant. If she can keep that momentum through the trial, Sirius has a real chance.
About his wife—I think you should be cautiously optimistic. She's clearly making an effort with you. The food, the letters, the personal touches—that's not required by any legal strategy. That's a person trying to build a relationship. You should respond in kind.
Let me know what happens.
Hermione
Harry sat on his bed, Ron's letter in one hand, Hermione's in the other.
Two friends. Two opinions. Two voices in his head.
Ron's suspicious part whispered: She's only being nice because Sirius told her to. Don't trust her.
Hermione's practical part countered: She's making an effort. Meet her halfway.
He thought of the treacle tart. The pastries. The letter that remembered what he liked. The promise of regular refills.
He thought of the photograph. Sirius's family. The brother he never mentioned. The secrets he kept.
I don't know him, Harry realized. Not really.
But he wanted to.
-----
The Prophet arrived at its usual time the next day.
Harry had developed a routine over the past weeks—wake up, eat whatever meager breakfast the Dursleys allowed, then wait by the window for the owl. Some days it came early. Some days it came late. But it always came.
Today, the owl tapped at his window just after eight. Harry let it in, traded a bit of toast for the paper, and settled on his bed to read.
The front page was Sirius again.
BLACK TRIAL: WITNESS LIST TAKES SHAPE
Below it, a photograph of the Wizengamot chambers. Smaller insets showed various figures—Remus Lupin looking tired outside his cottage, Dumbledore entering the Ministry, an old photograph of someone Harry didn't recognize labeled "Caradoc Dearborn (deceased)."
Harry read carefully.
Sources close to the upcoming Black trial have revealed that several key witnesses have agreed to testify on behalf of the accused. Among them are Remus Lupin, a former friend and schoolmate; Albus Dumbledore, Chief Warlock of the Wizengamot; and the family of the late Dorcas Meadowes, who left letters attesting to Black's character before her death in the first war.
The prosecution is expected to call Severus Snape, currently Potions Master at Hogwarts, who has reportedly given a statement regarding Black's activities during the war...
Harry's stomach clenched. Snape. Of course Snape would be involved. The man had hated Sirius for years—this was his chance to make it official.
He read on.
Black's wife, Margaret Clermont-Black, has declined to comment on the trial strategy, stating only that "the truth will emerge." Meanwhile, questions continue to swirl about Black's mysterious marriage and his sudden claim to the Lordship of the House of Black...
Same old story. Same insinuations. Same digging for dirt.
Harry set the paper aside and reached for his quill.
He'd been thinking about this for days. About how he could help. About the night in the Shrieking Shack—he'd been there. He'd seen Pettigrew. He'd heard the confession. If that could help Sirius, shouldn't he speak up?
He wrote to Margaret.
Dear Lady Black,
I've been reading the Prophet every day. I know the trial is coming soon. I want to help however I can.
I was there that night—in the Shrieking Shack. I saw Pettigrew. I heard what he said. If testifying would help Sirius, I'll do it. I'm not scared of the Prophet or anyone else.
My friends were there too—Ron and Hermione. They heard everything. Ron's dad works at the Ministry, but we could ask them to keep it quiet if that's better. Snape was there too, but I don't think he'd help.
Please let me know what I can do. I just want Sirius to be free.
Harry
He'd sent it with Kreacher and the reply had come almost instantly. Margaret must have been waiting.
Dear Mr. Potter,
Your offer of help is deeply appreciated. It speaks well of your character that you would volunteer to put yourself forward for Sirius's sake, and I am thankful that he has such a loyal godson.
However, I must be honest with you. Sirius has explicitly forbidden that you not be involved in the trial directly. He is concerned—rightly, I think—that public attention would turn on you if you testified. The Prophet is already slandering him at every opportunity; he does not want you subjected to the same treatment.
I do not wish to anger my husband by going against his wishes in this matter. I hope you can understand that.
That said, I also understand your desire to help. And your help could be genuinely valuable.
So I propose a middle ground.
You can write to me privately—through Kreacher, as before—with your account of what happened that night in the Shrieking Shack. Every detail you remember, no matter how small. I will use the information in my preparations without revealing your identity. Your friends may do the same, if you trust them to keep the matter confidential.
This must remain between us. No one can know—not your friends' parents, not anyone at Hogwarts, not a single soul. If word got out that you were involved, it could compromise the strategy.
Kreacher will carry letters for you. He is bound to the house and will obey.
I hope this compromise is acceptable. You are helping more than you know.
Best Regards,
Lady Black
Harry read it twice.
A little hurt flickered through him—being sidelined stung, even when he understood the reasons. But underneath the hurt, something warm bloomed. Sirius was protecting him. Sirius, who was fighting for his own freedom, was still thinking about Harry, still trying to keep him safe.
And Margaret had found a way to include him anyway.
He spent the rest of the day writing.
---
The letter to Margaret was the longest thing Harry had ever written.
He started at the beginning. The Marauder's Map—how they'd gotten it, how they'd used it, how it had led them to the tunnel. The Shrieking Shack—dark and cold and creaking. Finding Sirius—first as a dog, then as a man, gaunt and desperate and so desperately hopeful.
He wrote about the revelations. Sirius's story about the Potters, about becoming Secret-Keeper, about switching to Pettigrew at the last moment. About how he'd known they'd come for him, so he'd made the other choice. The wrong choice, as it turned out.
He wrote about Lupin's arrival—how he'd looked ill and exhausted, how he'd confirmed everything Sirius said. About the map, and Peter's name, and the truth that had been hiding in plain sight.
He wrote about Pettigrew. His transformation. His confession. His voice, high and frightened, begging for mercy. The way he'd blamed Voldemort, blamed circumstance, blamed anyone but himself.
He wrote about the escape. Pettigrew as a rat, disappearing into the darkness. Sirius held back, desperate to follow, held by Lupin and then—
Then Snape.
He wrote about that too. Snape arriving, furious, ready to take Sirius. Harry stopping him. The truth finally, finally spoken aloud.
By the time he finished, his hand cramped and his eyes burned and the sun had moved completely across the sky. He'd filled twelve pages—front and back—with every detail he could remember.
He set that letter aside and started on the ones to Ron and Hermione.
---
The Burrow - Same Evening
Ron was in his room, trying to finish his Transfiguration essay, when kreacher arrived, angry and downright offensive carried a thick packet of parchment.
Ron—
Read this. Then write down everything you remember from that night in the Shack. Every detail. Every word. Don't tell anyone—not even your mum. Send it back with Kreacher (the elf who brought this—he's horrible but he's safe).
It's for Sirius's case.
Harry
Ron stared at the letter. Then at the accompanying pages—Harry's account, detailed and long.
He started reading.
Twenty minutes later, he reached for his own quill.
Harry,
Blimey. I didn't realize you remembered all that. I'll try, but you know my memory's not like Hermione's.
He wrote what he could. It wasn't twelve pages—more like three—but he got the important parts. The rat. The confession. The escape.
He wrote mostly about Scabbers the rat, his weird habits as a pet, for how they got him and how long it has been in the family.
He sealed it and called for Kreacher, who arrived looking like he'd rather be anywhere else.
"For Harry," Ron said, holding out the letter. "For the case."
Kreacher snatched it and disappeared without a word.
Ron stared at the empty space for a moment, then shrugged and went back to his essay.
---
Hermione's House
Hermione's letter was, predictably, the longest.
She'd read Harry's account twice, made notes in the margins, and then sat down to write her own version with the precision of someone writing a legal deposition.
Harry,
I've organized my recollections chronologically and by subject. If Lady Black needs any clarification, please let me know and I'll provide additional details.
Section One: The Map and the Passage
Section Two: The Shack and Sirius's Appearance
Section Three: The Confession (Verbatim to the best of my recollection)
Section Four: The Aftermath and Escape
She'd also added a postscript.
P.S. I've done some research on Margaret Clermont-Black. She's highly respected in French legal circles. Her decision to marry Sirius and take on his case is controversial, but no one questions her competence. I think you're in good hands.
When Kreacher appeared at her window, she thanked him politely. He stared at her like she'd grown a second head, muttered something about "polite mud-bloods being the worst kind," and vanished.
Hermione raised her eyebrows and returned to her books.
------
Privet Drive
Harry gathered all three letters—his twelve pages, Ron's chaotic scrawl, Hermione's fourteen-page essay—and stacked them neatly. Then he called for Kreacher.
The elf appeared with a crack, his expression sour before he'd even fully materialized.
"The half-blood calls Kreacher again."
Harry held out the stack. "These need to go to Lady Black. It's about the case—she asked for them."
Kreacher's eyes flicked to the letters, then back to Harry. Something ugly twisted his features.
"Kreacher is to carry messages for the half-blood and his mudblood friends." The word dripped venom. "Kreacher, who served the Noble House of Black for generations, is reduced to a common owl for—"
"That's enough."
Harry's voice came out sharper than he intended. Kreacher's mouth snapped shut, surprise flickering across his face.
"I know you don't like me." Harry kept his voice steady, though his heart was pounding. "I know you think I'm not worthy of the Black name. But Lady Black asked you to help me, and these letters are for her. They could help Sirius win his trial. So if you have a problem with delivering them, you can take it up with her."
Kreacher stared at him. For a long moment, neither of them moved.
Then, slowly, the elf reached out and took the letters. His expression hadn't softened—if anything, it was more sour than before—but he took them.
"Kreacher will deliver." The words were grudging, barely audible. "For the mistress."
He snatched the letters from Harry's hands—there was no other word for it, snatched them like he couldn't bear to touch them a moment longer—and muttered something under his breath. Harry caught the words. "Mudblood spawn." "Half-blood pretender." "Defiling the Noble House."
Then, with a crack, he was gone.
Harry sat back on his bed, his heart pounding, his hands shaking slightly.
He'd been called worse. By people who meant it more. But something about Kreacher's hatred—old and deep and completely unearned—got under his skin.
He doesn't know me, Harry thought. He doesn't know anything about me. He just hates because that's what he was taught.
He thought of the Dursleys. Same thing, really. Hate without reason. Cruelty without cause.
At least here, someone's fighting back.
He looked at the spot where Kreacher had vanished.
"Thanks for the delivery," he said to the empty room. "Mudblood spawn and all."
Then he reached for the treacle tart and took a large bite.
He'd earned it.
-----
The fire had burned low in Margaret's study.
She'd lost track of time hours ago—somewhere between the third page of Harry's account and the moment she'd reached for her tea to find it cold. The stack of parchment beside her had grown thick, pages covered in youthful handwriting, each one telling the same story from a different angle.
Harry's was raw. Emotional. He wrote like someone who'd spent years bottling everything up and was finally letting it pour out. The details were sharp—Sirius's voice breaking when he talked about James, Pettigrew's whining confession, the moment when everything shifted and Harry realized his godfather was innocent. Margaret found herself moved despite herself. This boy loved Sirius. Truly loved him. And Sirius loved him back.
Ron's was chaotic but useful. He didn't care about narrative or flow—he just wrote down everything he remembered about Scabbers. The rat's habits. His missing toe. The way he'd lived years longer than any normal rat should. Arthur Weasley's observations about the creature. It was messy, but buried in the mess were details that could help. Physical evidence. Corroborating witnesses. Margaret made notes.
Hermione's was a masterpiece. Pages and pages, organized into sections, cross-referenced, annotated. She'd included direct quotes, timestamps, logical arguments. She'd even added footnotes. Margaret found herself impressed despite herself—this girl would make an excellent lawyer someday.
She worked through the evening, through dinner, through the hours when the house grew quiet. Her quill scratched across parchment, marking passages, making notes, building the case.
A knock on the door broke her concentration.
"Come in."
Sirius entered, carrying two cups of tea. He set one on her desk without asking—milk, no sugar, exactly how she liked it. The other he kept for himself, settling into the chair across from her.
"You're working late." His voice was casual, but she caught the concern underneath.
Margaret glanced at the clock. Nearly midnight. "So are you."
"Couldn't sleep." He shrugged. "Saw your light on. Figured you could use this."
She wrapped her hands around the warm cup, breathing in the steam. The tea was perfect—as always. Sirius had been making her tea for weeks now, and she'd become accustomed to it in a way that worried her. What would happen when this was over? When she had to make her own tea again?
"Thank you," she said quietly.
He nodded, sipping his own drink. His eyes drifted to the stack of parchment beside her—the thick bundle of letters from Harry and his friends.
"What are those?"
Margaret's heart skipped. She'd hoped he wouldn't notice, wouldn't ask. But of course he noticed. He noticed everything.
"Just correspondence," she said smoothly. "For the case. People offering statements."
"Looks like a lot of people."
"Some are more thorough than others."
Sirius studied her for a long moment. Those grey eyes missed nothing. "You're hiding something."
Margaret laughed—a short, surprised sound. "You're too smart for your own good."
"I've been told that before." He didn't smile. "What's going on?"
She considered lying again. Considered deflecting. But he'd see through it—he always did.
"I contacted people for their versions of events," she said carefully. "Not everyone will testify publicly. Some just wanted to share what they know. Details. Observations. Things that might help."
Sirius's eyes flicked to the stack again. "And those are from?"
"Privately submitted accounts." She met his gaze. "I'm not going to tell you who sent them. Some people need anonymity. You understand."
He hesitated. She could see the conflict in his face—curiosity warring with the knowledge that he'd agreed to let her handle the case. The contract gave her control over legal strategy. He'd signed it. He'd agreed.
"Fine," he said finally. "I won't ask."
Margaret nodded, relief flickering through her. "Thank you."
They sat in silence for a moment, drinking their tea. The fire crackled. The clock ticked.
"How's Aurora?" Margaret asked. Guilt pricked at her—she'd barely seen her daughter all day.
"Asleep. I read her a story." Sirius's expression softened slightly. "She wanted the dragon one again. The one where the dragon is afraid of mice."
"That's her favorite."
"I know. She tells me every time." He paused. "She's a good kid. You've raised her well."
Margaret felt warmth bloom in her chest. "Thank you. You've been... you've been good with her. More than good."
Sirius shrugged, uncomfortable with praise. "She's easy to be good to."
"She's not always easy. She can be stubborn. Demanding. She gets that from me."
"Then I guess I'm lucky you're both so stubborn." He said it lightly, but there was something underneath—something almost like affection.
Margaret looked at him. Really looked. In the firelight, he seemed younger. Less haunted. The stress was still there—she could see it in the tightness around his eyes, the way his shoulders stayed slightly hunched. But he was trying. For her. For Aurora. For Harry.
"I forgot her today," Margaret said quietly. "Aurora. I was so caught up in work, I forgot to check on her."
Sirius shook his head. "You didn't forget. You trusted me to handle it."
"That's not the same."
"It's exactly the same." He leaned forward. "Margaret. You're fighting a war for me. For my freedom. For Harry. You think I mind handling bedtime stories for a few days?" He paused. "You're allowed to need help. That's why I'm here."
She stared at him. This man—this stranger who'd become something more—was offering her exactly what she needed. Not romance. Not grand gestures. Just... help. Partnership.
"When did you become so wise?" she asked.
"Always was. You just couldn't see it through all the arrogance."
She laughed. It felt good.
Sirius stood, stretching. "Go to bed. You're exhausted."
"I have work—"
"It'll be there tomorrow." He held out his hand. "Come on. I'll walk you up."
Margaret hesitated. Then, slowly, she took his hand. Let him pull her to her feet.
They walked through the dark house together, not touching but close. At her door, he stopped.
"Thank you," he said. "For whatever you're doing. For all of it."
"Thank you for the tea."
He smiled—small, tired, real. "Good night, Margaret."
"Good night, Sirius."
She watched him walk away, disappearing into the shadows of the hallway. Then she went inside, lay down, and for the first time in weeks, slept without dreaming.
Chapter Text
Harry was waiting for the Prophet.
Three days. Three days until the trial. He'd been counting down since Margaret's last letter, since the news that the date was finally set. Every morning he woke up and reached for the paper, desperate for any information, any clue, any hint of what was coming.
His friends wrote regularly. Ron's letters were full of Quidditch and his mother's cooking and occasional updates about what his dad was hearing at the Ministry. Hermione's were detailed analyses of legal procedure and speculation about the Wizengamot's composition. Margaret wrote too—formal, proper, but warm underneath. In her last letter, she'd been almost giddy with praise for their accounts.
Your version of events was remarkably detailed, she'd written to Harry. You have a gift for observation. Your friends as well—Miss Granger's organizational skills are extraordinary, and Mr. Weasley's memories of Scabbers will be invaluable. You should be proud of the help you've provided.
Harry had read that paragraph four times. It felt like getting an O on a difficult exam—that same rush of pride, that same warmth of approval.
But Sirius hadn't written.
Not once since his visit. Weeks now, and nothing. Harry understood—he did. Sirius was stressed, preparing for trial, surrounded by lawyers and evidence and the weight of twelve years. He didn't have time for letters.
But understanding didn't stop the hurt.
Every morning when the Prophet arrived, Harry hoped for something—a mention, a quote, anything that connected him to Sirius. Every evening when Kreacher appeared with letters from Ron and Hermione, Harry hoped for a third envelope with familiar handwriting.
It never came.
He's busy, Harry told himself. He's fighting for his life. He doesn't have time to write.
But the rational voice didn't silence the lonely one.
This morning, he was musing on that loneliness when the owl tapped at his window. He opened it automatically, trading toast for paper, and unrolled the Prophet on his bed.
The front page stopped his heart.
CHILDHOOD SWEETHEARTS: THE LOVE STORY BEHIND THE TRIAL
Below the headline, a full-page photograph dominated the paper. Sirius, in wedding robes, bent gracefully over Margaret and kissing her cheek. Margaret, caught mid-blink, her cheeks flushed, a soft smile on her lips. The lighting was warm, intimate—like a moment stolen from a fairy tale.
Childhood sweethearts?
Harry stared at the image. Sirius had never mentioned this. Never said he'd known Margaret before. Never hinted at any history between them.
He started reading.
In an exclusive interview, Margaret Clermont-Black opens up about her marriage to Sirius Black, revealing that their connection goes back decades.
"We knew each other as children," Margaret told the Prophet. "Our families moved in the same circles. Sirius's uncle, Alphard Black, was my father's closest friend. I heard stories about Sirius my whole life—the brilliant, charming boy who could make anyone laugh."
The two lost touch when Sirius left home at sixteen, but fate had other plans.
"When we reconnected, it was like no time had passed at all," Margaret says, her cheeks flushing as she speaks. "Sirius is even more wonderful now than he was then. He's been through so much, but he's still the same person underneath—loyal, protective, impossibly charming."
Harry skimmed faster, his chest tightening.
Asked about the many women who have claimed relationships with Sirius over the years, Margaret laughs gracefully. "I don't blame them. Sirius is every girl's dream husband. But I'm his wife now, and that's what matters."
The couple's whirlwind romance has captured public attention, with many noting how quickly they married after reconnecting. Margaret dismisses any suggestion of impropriety.
"When you know, you know," she says simply. "It was destiny. All those years couldn't take away what was formed when we were young."
There was more. Photos of Sirius as a teenager with Alphard Black. A picture of Margaret's family estate in France. Quotes about how wonderful Sirius was with Aurora—"He's such a doting father to my girl. They're inseparable. It's like they've known each other for ages."
Harry set the paper down.
His hands were shaking.
Inseparable. Sirius and Aurora, inseparable. Sirius reading her stories, playing with her, being her father. While Harry sat in his room in Privet Drive, eating the food Margaret sent, waiting for letters that never came.
Childhood sweethearts. Sirius had known Margaret for years—longer than Harry had been alive. They'd met as children. Reconnected. Fallen in love. Married.
And Sirius hadn't said a word.
Who am I to him now?
The question burned. Sirius had said Harry was important. Had promised adoption. Had held him and meant it. But that was weeks ago. Weeks of silence. Weeks of Margaret's letters and Margaret's food and Margaret's careful attention, while Sirius—
He's with them, Harry thought. He has a real family now. A wife who loves him. A daughter who adores him. What does he need me for?
He hated the thought the moment it came. It was selfish. Ugly. Sirius had saved him, fought for him, risked everything for him. Harry owed him loyalty, not jealousy.
But the feeling wouldn't go away.
And underneath it, something worse—a small, ugly resentment toward Margaret. She was so perfect. So kind. So careful to include Harry, to send food, to write letters. But now he saw it differently. Maybe she was just being nice because Sirius asked. Maybe she was just playing the role of good stepmother while keeping her real family close.
She's had him longer than I have, Harry thought. She gets to keep him.
He blinked rapidly, refusing to cry. It was stupid. He was being stupid.
But the hurt remained.
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Grimmauld Place - Same Morning
The kitchen was warm.
Sirius sat at the table, a cup of tea before him, the morning Prophet spread across the surface. He'd been staring at it for ten minutes, reading the same lines over and over.
Margaret appeared in the doorway, Aurora trailing behind her. Sirius stood automatically—the habit was ingrained now—and pulled out Margaret's chair. She sat, and he served her tea without asking. Milk, no sugar and cinnamon. Perfect temperature.
"Thank you," she murmured.
He nodded, returning to his seat.
Aurora climbed into her chair, reaching immediately for a pastry. "What's for breakfast? Is there chocolate?"
"Kreacher made croissants," Margaret said. "Eat those first."
"But chocolate—"
"After the croissants."
Aurora sighed dramatically but complied.
Sirius said nothing. He just watched Margaret over the rim of his cup.
After a moment, she noticed. "What?"
He pushed the Prophet toward her. "You're a good lawyer. Even better storyteller."
Margaret looked at the front page. Her expression didn't change, but something flickered in her eyes. She read in silence, Aurora chattering obliviously beside her.
When she finished, she looked up. Met his gaze.
"So," Sirius said quietly. "This is how you stopped them from printing about Harry."
Margaret nodded. No denial. No excuses.
They looked at each other across the table.
"Are you upset?" she asked carefully.
Sirius didn't answer immediately. He took a slow sip of his tea, considering the question.
The article made him uncomfortable. Not the content—the content was fiction, mostly, though the childhood connection was technically true. Alphard had known Margaret's father. They had met once or twice, years ago. But childhood sweethearts? Destiny? That was pure invention.
But it worked. That was the thing. It would shift public perception, make him seem human, lovable, worthy of sympathy. And more importantly, it would keep Harry's name out of the papers. Margaret had traded her story for Harry's safety.
He should be grateful.
"I'm not upset," he said finally. "But you shouldn't have."
Margaret's eyebrows rose. "Shouldn't have protected Harry?"
"Shouldn't have made yourself a target." He set down his cup. "The Prophet will turn on you now. They'll dig into your past, your family, your first marriage. They'll find things to use against you."
"I'm aware."
"And you did it anyway."
She met his gaze steadily. "I offered them money. They were greedy—wanted more. So I gave them something better. A story. They agreed immediately." She paused. "Harry's name won't appear in connection with your case. That's what matters."
Sirius shook his head. "You could have let them come after me. I don't care what they print."
"I do." Her voice was firm. "And this helps. Look at it—they've made you a romantic hero. A wronged man finding love against all odds. Public opinion will shift."
"At your expense."
"At my expense." She shrugged. "I can handle it. I've handled worse."
Sirius studied her. This woman—his wife, his partner, his lawyer—had just sacrificed her privacy, her reputation, her story to protect a boy she'd never met. Because Sirius loved him.
"Margaret." His voice was rough.
She waited.
"You didn't have to do that."
"I know." She reached across the table and took his hand. "Come on. Don't sulk in the morning. Let it go."
He stared at their joined hands. Her grip was warm, steady.
"Besides," she added, "now you have to use the story I've told. If anyone asks, we're childhood sweethearts reunited by fate. Understood?"
Despite himself, Sirius laughed. It was short, surprised, but real. "Understood."
Aurora, who had been quietly eating her croissant, suddenly noticed the paper. She leaned over, peering at the photograph.
"Maman! That's you and Sirius!"
"It is, ma chérie."
She studied it intently, her small face serious. Then she beamed.
"You look like a princess! And Sirius looks like a prince!" She clapped her hands. "Maman, can we frame this? Can we put it on the wall?"
Margaret glanced at Sirius, amusement flickering in her eyes.
"What do you think?" she asked. "Should we frame the princess picture?"
Sirius looked at the photograph—himself, bent over Margaret's face, her blush visible even in newsprint. It was a good image. A real moment, caught by accident.
"Yeah," he said softly. "Frame it."
Aurora cheered. Margaret smiled.
And for a moment, the weight of the trial lifted.
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Privet Drive
Harry read the article again. And again.
The photograph stared up at him. Sirius, graceful and handsome, kissing his wife's cheek. Margaret, blushing, beautiful, loved.
I should be happy for him, he told himself. He deserves this. He deserves to be happy.
But the jealousy burned anyway.
He wanted to write to Sirius. Demand answers. Ask why he hadn't written, why he'd let Margaret handle everything, why he'd built a whole new life without telling Harry anything.
He didn't. Couldn't. Sirius was stressed enough.
Instead, he reached for parchment and wrote to Hermione. She'd know what to think. She always did.
Hermione,
Did you see the Prophet today? The interview with Margaret? She says they've known each other since they were kids. Childhood sweethearts, she says. Sirius never mentioned that.
I don't know why I'm upset. I should be happy for him. I am happy for him. But he hasn't written to me in weeks, and she writes all the time, and he's there with them playing happy family while I'm here alone.
Am I being stupid?
Harry
He sent it with Kreacher, who arrived with his usual sour expression and left without a word.
Then Harry sat on his bed, surrounded by crumbs and old newspapers, and tried not to feel like the third wheel in his own life.
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Harry didn't have to wait long.
Kreacher returned within the hour, two letters clutched in his gnarled hand. His expression was even sourer than usual—if that was possible—and he practically threw the envelopes onto Harry's bed before disappearing with a crack that shook the room.
Harry grabbed Ron's first.
Harry,
Bloody hell, mate. I just saw the Prophet. Mum's been going on about it all morning—"such a romantic story" and "who knew Sirius Black had it in him" and "maybe he's not so bad after all." Dad's chuffed because it means he was right about Sirius being innocent. (He wasn't right about anything, but don't tell him I said that.)
Look, I get why you're upset. Sort of. Not really. I mean, Sirius is your godfather. He should be writing to you. That's fair.
But about the childhood sweethearts thing—my mum says that's how pure-blood families work. They all know each other. They go to the same parties, the same weddings, the same boring gatherings. Just because they met when they were kids doesn't mean they were actually together. My mum knew my dad when they were kids too. Doesn't mean they were snogging behind the sheds at Hogwarts.
Also—and don't take this the wrong way—but maybe Sirius isn't writing because he's about to go on trial for his life? Just a thought. Hermione would kill me for saying that, but it's true. The bloke's got a lot on his plate.
The food thing, though—that's weird. Why's his wife sending you food and writing you letters if he's not? Unless... hold on, let me think...
Maybe she's trying to make up for him not writing? Or maybe he asked her to? Or maybe—and this is the scary thought—maybe she's just being nice because she wants to be? Mum says some people are like that. They just are nice for no reason. I don't get it either.
Anyway. Don't do anything stupid. And don't stop eating the food. That would be mental.
Write back.
Ron
P.S. Hermione's probably writing you an essay about this. Just warning you.
Harry almost smiled. Almost. Ron's letter was a mess—contradictory, awkward, trying to be helpful without knowing how. But it was Ron. And somehow, that helped.
He set it aside and reached for Hermione's.
Harry,
I've read the Prophet interview three times, and I've given this a lot of thought. Here's my analysis.
First, the practical angle: This interview is brilliant legal strategy. Margaret has shifted public perception of Sirius from "escaped convict" to "wronged man finding love." That matters. The Wizengamot is influenced by public opinion, even if they pretend otherwise. She's done exactly what a good lawyer should—controlled the narrative.
Second, the personal angle: You asked if you're being stupid. You're not. Your feelings are valid. Sirius hasn't written to you in weeks, and that hurts. It would hurt anyone. The fact that you recognize it might be irrational doesn't make it less real.
But here's what I think is actually happening.
Margaret is writing to you because she can. She's not the one on trial. She's not the one whose every word might be scrutinized. She can send food and letters without worrying that it'll be used against her in court.
Sirius can't. If he writes to you, those letters could be subpoenaed. They could be read aloud in court. The Prophet could get hold of them. Everything he says to you could become public, could be twisted, could be used to hurt you both.
He's not ignoring you. He's protecting you. The same way he refused to let you testify.
As for the "childhood sweethearts" story—I did some research. The Black and Clermont families moved in the same circles. It's entirely possible they met as children. But "childhood sweethearts" implies a romantic relationship that probably didn't exist. Margaret's embellishing for the press. That's what people do in interviews.
Does that mean she's lying about everything? No. She clearly cares about Sirius. She's fighting for him. She's making an effort with you. Those are facts.
The jealousy you're feeling—her daughter, about their relationship—that's normal too. But Harry, listen to me: Sirius didn't choose her daughter over you. He didn't choose Margaret over you. He chose all of you. He's building a family, and you're part of it. The adoption plans haven't changed. The promise hasn't changed.
You're not being replaced. You're being added.
Write back if you want to talk more. And eat the food. Seriously. You need it.
Hermione
Harry read Hermione's letter twice. Then a third time.
He's not ignoring you. He's protecting you.
You're not being replaced. You're being added.
The words settled into his chest, pushing against the hurt, making room for something else. Understanding, maybe. Or just the willingness to understand.
He looked at Ron's letter again. Maybe she's just being nice because she wants to be?
Maybe.
He reached for the treacle tart—almost gone now, but still delicious—and took a bite.
Then he pulled out parchment.
Ron, Hermione,
Thanks. Both of you. I know I'm being stupid. I just... I miss him. And it's hard seeing all this stuff in the papers and not hearing from him.
But you're right. He's protecting me. I get that.
Three days until the trial. I'll write when I know anything.
Harry
He sealed it and called for Kreacher, who arrived with a put-upon sigh and snatched the letter without a word.
Harry sat back, staring at the ceiling.
You're not being replaced. You're being added.
He wanted to believe it. But he could not.
Chapter 18
Summary:
Bad news arrives in the house of Black.
Chapter Text
The study was warm.
Margaret had the fire burning low, just enough to take the chill off the old house. Papers covered every surface—witness statements, legal precedents, notes in her precise handwriting and Sirius's more chaotic scrawl. They'd been at it for hours, going over the same details again and again, preparing for every possible question the Wizengamot might ask.
A pop interrupted them.
Kreacher appeared in the corner, his usual sour expression replaced by something else—uncertainty, maybe. In his hand, a letter with an official Ministry seal.
"Kreacher brings correspondence." He held it out, not moving closer. "From the Ministry. For the mistress and the... the master."
Sirius's blood went cold.
He knew that seal. Had seen it on enough official documents over the years. Whatever was in that letter, it wasn't good news.
Margaret took it, her movements careful. She broke the seal slowly, as if delaying the inevitable. Her eyes scanned the page.
The color drained from her face.
Sirius watched it happen—watched her composure crack, her hands tremble slightly, her breath catch. In all the time he'd known her, he'd never seen her look like this.
"What?" His voice came out rough. "Margaret. What is it?"
She couldn't speak. Could only hold out the letter.
Sirius took it. Read it.
To Sirius Orion Black, Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black, and Margaret Clermont-Black, his legal representative,
By order of the Wizengamot, the date for the trial of Sirius Black has been moved forward. Proceedings will commence om June 18, 1994 at 10:00 AM.
In accordance with standard procedure for cases involving serious charges, the defendant must surrender himself voluntarily to the Department of Magical Law Enforcement no later than 8:00 AM on June 17, 1994 I.e. tomorrow. He will remain in Ministry custody until the conclusion of proceedings.
No visitors will be permitted during this time.
Should the defendant fail to surrender, he will be declared guilty by default and reclassified as a wanted fugitive, with all associated legal consequences.
Failure to appear will result in immediate arrest upon sight and forfeiture of all rights to future trial.
The Ministry thanks you for your cooperation.
Below it, official seals and signatures. Real. Binding. Absolute.
Sirius read it twice.
The words blurred.
Azkaban. They were sending him back to Azkaban. Not convicted—not yet—but locked up all the same. No visitors. No communication. Alone in a cell, waiting for a trial that might never come or might be a foregone conclusion.
He could see it. The cold. The dark. The dementors pressing against the bars, reaching for his happiest memories, pulling them out one by one. James's laugh. Lily's smile. Harry's face on the tower. Margaret's hand in his.
All of it. Gone.
"I knew it." His voice was barely a whisper. "I knew it was too good to be true."
Margaret looked at him—really looked—and what she saw made her blood run cold.
Sirius was breaking.
Not dramatically. Not loudly. But she could see it happening—the hope draining from his eyes, the tension leaving his shoulders in a way that wasn't relaxation but surrender. He was already gone. Already back in that cell, in his mind.
"Everything," he whispered. "The wedding. The house. Aurora. Harry. You." He shook his head slowly. "Of course the dream had to break. It was never meant to last."
"Sirius—"
"I have to go back." His voice was hollow. "That's where I belong. That's what they've always thought."
Margaret felt tears burning in her eyes. She blinked them back. Couldn't fall apart now. Couldn't.
"No." She stood, her chair scraping against the floor. "No. This is—this is foul play. Someone made this happen. Someone pushed the date forward, added these conditions, made sure—"
"Made sure I lose." Sirius finished for her. "Yes. I know. But knowing doesn't change it."
She moved around the desk, coming to stand behind his chair. Slowly, carefully, she placed her hands on his shoulders.
He was trembling. Barely. Almost imperceptibly. But she felt it.
"Sirius."
He didn't respond. Just sat there, staring at nothing, his hand slowly lifting to cover hers where it rested on his shoulder.
Margaret closed her eyes. This was all she could give him. This small comfort. This warmth. In a day, he'd be back in that cold place, and she couldn't follow.
After a long moment, she spoke.
"I'm going to the Ministry. Right now."
Sirius shook his head. "It won't help."
"It might."
"It won't." His voice was still that hollow whisper. "You read it, Margaret. You're a lawyer. You know what those words mean. They've written it clearly—I'm a criminal, and I'll be treated like one. The Ministry won't lose easily. Once they take me into Azkaban, I'm never coming back."
Margaret's grip tightened on his shoulders.
"They'll derail the trial. Delay it. Lose evidence. Muddle witnesses. You and I both know how this works." He paused. "And if I don't go, I'm a proven criminal. No chance of future trial. No chance of anything."
She wanted to argue. Wanted to tell him he was wrong, that she could fight this, that there was always a way. But she couldn't. Because he was right. She'd seen it before—cases sabotaged, defendants railroaded, justice twisted into something unrecognizable.
Whoever was playing at the Ministry had knocked the ball straight into Azkaban.
Margaret bowed her head, resting it against his shoulder. Her arms crossed over his chest, wrapping around him from behind. Holding him. Trying to pour warmth into skin that already felt cold.
Sirius said nothing. Just sat there, taking in the warmth he knew wouldn't last. In a day, he'd be cold again. Dirty. Alone.
They stayed like that for a long moment. The fire crackled. The clock ticked. The papers lay forgotten around them.
Then Margaret raised her head.
"I will not lose so easily." Her voice was steel. "I'm going to fight for you. They can't do this. You're innocent, and you will get the justice you deserve. No questions asked."
Sirius looked at her. Those grey eyes, so full of pain, so full of something else—love, maybe. Or just gratitude.
"You stay here," she continued. "I'll be back soon."
He said nothing.
Margaret squeezed his shoulders once, then let go. She gathered her things, straightened her robes, and walked to the door.
At the threshold, she paused.
"Sirius."
He looked up.
"I meant what I said." She met his eyes.
She left.
Sirius sat alone in the study, the fire burning low, the letter clutched in his hand.
He could already feel the cold.
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The house was quiet after she left.
Sirius sat alone in the study, surrounded by papers that no longer mattered. The fire burned low. The clock ticked. His mind drifted.
Azkaban.
He could see it. The gray walls. The cold seeping through his bones. The dementors floating past, sucking at his happiness, leaving nothing but the worst memories. James's laugh. Lily's smile. The green flash. The empty house.
He'd survived it once. Barely. Only because Padfoot had given him something to hold onto—a simpler mind, fewer memories for the dementors to feed on.
He couldn't do it again. Twelve years had nearly destroyed him. Even a few days would crack him open.
James, he thought. What do I do?
Silence.
James didn't answer anymore. Hadn't for a while. Because Sirius didn't need him like he used to. Because he had real people now. Margaret. Aurora. Harry.
And now he was going to lose them.
Maybe it's better this way, a dark voice whispered. Maybe this is what you deserve.
He shook his head. Tried to push the voice away.
But it lingered.
It always lingered.
Chapter Text
The clock in the hall struck eight.
Margaret heard it as she stepped through the front door, the chimes echoing through the dark house. She stood in the entryway for a long moment, letting the silence settle around her. Her body ached. Her mind raced. Her heart was a lead weight in her chest.
She'd spent the entire day at the Ministry. Arguing. Pleading. Threatening. Calling in favors her father had spent decades building. Dumbledore had arrived within hours of her owl, his presence lending weight to her demands. Together, they'd pushed and pushed and pushed.
This was the best she could do.
She didn't know if it would be enough.
The house was dark except for a faint glow from the living room. She followed it, her footsteps soft on the old floors. At the doorway, she stopped.
Sirius was on the couch.
He sat in the corner, his back against the armrest, his legs stretched out before him. Aurora was curled in his lap, fast asleep, her small face pressed against his chest. One of his hands rested on her back, rising and falling with her breath. The other hand was buried in her hair, fingers moving in slow, gentle strokes.
He hadn't noticed her yet. His gaze was fixed on Aurora's face, on the peaceful rise and fall of her sleep. But Margaret could see past the stillness. She could see the cracks.
His jaw was tight. His shoulders were hunched. And on his cheeks—faint in the low light, but unmistakable—were the tracks of tears. Recent tears. Tears he'd cried while holding her daughter, trying to be strong.
Margaret's throat closed.
She stood in the doorway, watching them. This man—broken, scared, exhausted—holding her child like she was the most precious thing in the world. Protecting her from his own pain. Giving her peace he couldn't find himself.
"You can watch me by sitting with me here as well."
His voice was quiet, rough from crying. He hadn't turned. Hadn't looked at her. But he knew she was there. Of course he knew. He was the most perceptive person she'd ever known.
Margaret moved.
She crossed the room and sat beside him on the couch—closer than she normally would. Close enough that their shoulders nearly touched. Close enough that she could feel the warmth radiating from him. It should have made her uncomfortable. It did make her uncomfortable, sent jitters through her stomach. But she didn't move away.
He needed warmth. Needed comfort. Needed someone beside him before she delivered the news.
Sirius said nothing. His hand continued its gentle stroke through Aurora's hair, his eyes still fixed on her face. Waiting.
Margaret broke the silence.
"We need to talk."
Sirius's hand paused for just a moment. Then it resumed its motion.
"Goodbye," he said quietly. "Is that what we need to say?"
Margaret's head snapped toward him. Hurt flashed through her—sharp and unexpected. She looked at him, and this time he raised his head to meet her gaze.
His eyes were red-rimmed. Swollen. He had definitely cried—had broken down completely at some point while she was gone. The fear in his eyes was raw, exposed, like a wound that wouldn't close.
Her heart shattered.
This man—this good, brave, broken man—did not deserve this. She knew it with absolute certainty. Whatever the world said about him, whatever the Prophet printed, whatever the Ministry believed—she knew the truth. He was innocent. He was good. He was worth fighting for.
Margaret took his free hand in both of hers. Held it tight.
"I had a lot of arguments today." Her voice was steady, though her eyes burned. "A lot of discussions. I wrote to Papa. To Dumbledore."
Sirius watched her. Said nothing.
"Dumbledore came immediately. He's been at the Ministry all day, supporting me. Using his weight. Papa will arrive tomorrow and stay." She squeezed his hand. "I managed to negotiate. You won't go to Azkaban."
Something flickered in his eyes. Not hope—he'd told her not to give him hope—but something. A crack in the resignation.
"There's a security ward at the Ministry. High-security holding. You'll be kept there until the trial." She paused. "And I—as your lawyer—will be allowed to see you for one hour each day. That's all they would give."
Sirius turned his face away.
Margaret pressed on, though his reaction made her stomach clench.
"Dumbledore thinks we have a strong case. Stronger now than before. A lot of people at the Ministry think this was unfair—moving the date, demanding surrender. Public opinion is shifting. You have more support than you know."
Sirius said nothing. His hand had stopped moving through Aurora's hair. It just rested there, still.
Margaret gently turned his face back toward her. Made him look at her.
"Sirius. Listen to me." She leaned closer. "We have another option. We can leave England. All of us—you, me, Aurora, Harry. Papa will hide us. New identities. Somewhere remote, somewhere they'll never find us. We can disappear."
Sirius stared at her. Then, slowly, he laughed. It was not a happy sound.
"Margaret." His voice was gentle, worn. "The letter made it clear. If I don't surrender, I'm a criminal. Not just in England—the entire world. The International Confederation shares information. I'd be wanted everywhere."
"We can go to the Muggle world—"
"And live among Muggles? With a child who knows nothing but magic? With Harry, who has all his friends here, all his life?" He shook his head. "I can't take him away from everything. And Aurora—she hasn't even started her life yet. I won't destroy her future because I'm too scared to face mine."
"There's another way—"
"No." His voice cracked. "There's no other way. You know it. I know it. The only choice is surrender or run. And if I run, I drag all of you with me. Every time I step out of line, every time someone recognizes me, you pay the price. I won't gamble with your lives. Not for anything."
Margaret opened her mouth to argue, but he kept going.
"Don't give me hope." His voice broke on the word. "I've lost every bit of it. I know my fate. Whatever time I have left—whatever hours before tomorrow—let me sit here. Let me hold her. Let me pretend, just for a little while, that everything is going to be okay." He looked at Aurora's sleeping face. "Join me if you can."
Margaret's arguments died in her throat.
His voice was so broken. So timid. So unlike the Sirius she knew—the arrogant pure-blood heir, the reckless rebel, the man who laughed in the face of danger. That Sirius was gone, replaced by this—a man facing the abyss, asking only for a few hours of peace.
She couldn't deny him that.
Margaret shifted closer, pressing her shoulder against his. She laid her head against his shoulder, her cheek resting on the fabric of his shirt. Their joined hands rested in her lap, fingers intertwined.
They sat like that for a long time.
The fire crackled low. The clock ticked somewhere in the hall. Aurora breathed softly, her small body warm against Sirius's chest.
Minutes passed. Or hours. Margaret lost track.
At some point, she spoke again. Her voice was soft, barely above a whisper.
"Do you want to see Harry? Before tomorrow?"
Sirius was quiet for a long moment. When he spoke, his voice was raw.
"And tell him what?" He laughed—bitter, broken. " 'Hi, Harry. I failed again. This time after giving you hope. The world was right—your godfather is a loser who doesn't deserve you.' "
"Sirius, please don't say that—"
"It's the truth." His voice cracked. "I made him believe. I gave him hope. I promised him a future. And now I'm going to walk into a cell and leave him waiting. Again." He shook his head slowly. "I don't have the courage to face him. I can't. Let me have a little dignity before it's all taken tomorrow. I can't look at James's face with Lily's eyes and tell him I failed."
Margaret's eyes filled with tears. She blinked, and they spilled down her cheeks.
They sat in silence, both crying now, holding onto each other and the sleeping child between them.
The night stretched on.
---
At some point, the fire went out.
Neither of them moved to relight it. The darkness felt appropriate—soft, obscuring, forgiving. In the dark, they didn't have to see each other's pain. They could just feel it.
Aurora stirred once, mumbling something in French, then settled again. Sirius's hand resumed its gentle stroking through her hair. A reflex now. Comfort for both of them.
Margaret's mind churned through everything—arguments, possibilities, last-minute appeals. But she was too exhausted to think clearly. Too heartsick to plan. She just stayed there, pressed against him, holding his hand.
At some point, she felt him tremble. A small shudder, quickly suppressed. Then another.
He was trying not to cry. Trying to be strong, even now.
Margaret tightened her grip on his hand. Pressed closer.
"I'm here," she whispered. "I'm not leaving."
Sirius said nothing. But after a moment, his hand squeezed hers back.
The clock struck midnight.
One hour passed. Then two.
The darkness held them.
---
At some point, Margaret must have slept. She woke to gray light filtering through the curtains, her neck stiff from the awkward angle, her hand still wrapped around Sirius's.
He was awake. Had been awake all night, she could tell. His eyes were red, exhausted, but open. Watching Aurora sleep.
"You should rest," she whispered.
He shook his head. "Can't. Not enough time."
Time. The word hung between them. Hours left. Maybe a day. Maybe a lifetime.
Margaret sat up slowly, her body protesting. She looked at him—really looked. The hollow eyes. The tight jaw. The way he held Aurora like she was the only thing keeping him grounded.
"I need to tell you something," he said. "Before—before I go."
Margaret's chest tightened. "Sirius—"
"Please." He looked up, and his eyes were calm. Resigned. "Let me say this."
She nodded.
"I've written my will." His voice was even, matter-of-fact, as if he were discussing the weather. "It's with—the goblins. I've left a portion for Harry. A significant portion. Enough that he'll never want for anything, even if..." He trailed off, then continued. "The rest is for Aurora. For her future. Her education, her dowry, whatever she needs. It's all under your care. You're the executor. You'll decide how and when."
Margaret opened her mouth, but no words came.
"I've also made provisions for you," Sirius added quietly. "Independently. So you're never trapped. Never dependent on anyone. You'll have your own funds, your own security. Whatever happens."
"Sirius." Her voice cracked. "Don't. Don't talk like this."
"I have to. This is what people do, Margaret. They prepare. They make sure the people they love are taken care of." He smiled—small, sad, devastating. "I never thought I'd have people to love. Turns out I was wrong."
Margaret's eyes burned. She blinked rapidly, refusing to let the tears fall.
Sirius reached into his pocket and withdrew three envelopes. He placed them between them, each one neatly addressed in his handwriting.
"These are for you." He touched the first. "This one's for Harry. I wrote it last night. Tried to explain—I don't know if I succeeded. But I wanted him to hear it from me, even if I couldn't say it to his face."
He touched the second. "This one's for Aurora. For when she's older. When she wants to know about the man who was her father for a little while." His voice broke slightly. "Tell her I loved her. Tell her she made me laugh when I thought I'd forgotten how."
The third envelope he pushed toward Margaret. "This one's for you. Open it whenever you need to. Or don't. It's yours."
Margaret stared at the envelopes. Three letters. Goodbyes, written in the dark.
"I won't need these," she said. "You're coming back."
"Margaret."
"You're coming back." Her voice was fierce now. "You're going to surrender, and you're going to wait, and I'm going to fight, and you're going to come back. I won't accept anything else."
Sirius looked at her for a long moment. Then, gently, he pushed the envelopes closer.
"Take them. Please." His voice was soft. "Do it for me. If I don't come back—if something happens—I need to know they'll have these. I need to know you'll have something from me. Can you please look after Harry for me?"
Margaret's composure cracked. She nodded her head multiple times.
She grabbed the envelopes and looked at it and threw her arms around him, pulling him close, holding him like she could keep him there through sheer force of will. Sirius wrapped his arms around her, and she felt him shake, felt the sobs he'd been holding back finally break free.
They held each other in the too-bright living room, crying like the world was ending.
Because for them, it was.
After a long moment, they pulled apart. Wiped their faces.
They sat in silence, holding hands.
"Sirius." Her voice was soft. "Whatever happens today—whatever happens at the trial—I need you to know something."
He looked at her.
"You are not a loser. You are not a failure. You are the bravest, most loyal person I have ever known." She held his gaze. "James would be proud of you. Lily would be proud of you. And Harry—Harry loves you. Nothing changes that."
Sirius's eyes glistened. He looked away.
"I'll come tomorrow," Margaret continued. "One hour. Every day. I'll fight for you until there's nothing left to fight with. And when this is over—when you're free—we'll be here. All of us. Waiting."
He squeezed her hand.
The clock struck seven.
Soon, he would have to leave.
Soon, the world would take him.
Chapter 20
Summary:
Harry discovers Sirius's surrender.
Chapter Text
The window seat was cold.
Harry had been sitting there for hours, knees drawn up to his chest, staring at nothing. The summer sun had risen hours ago, painting the dull suburban street in shades of gold, but he hadn't noticed. He hadn't noticed anything.
The letters sat on his desk. Two of them, unopened, from Margaret. They'd arrived yesterday, delivered by an owl he didn't recognize. He'd taken them, set them down, and walked away.
He couldn't open them. Couldn't face whatever they contained.
Childhood sweethearts. The phrase echoed in his head, over and over. Inseparable. Doting father. Like they've known each other for ages.
He'd read Margaret's interview so many times he could recite it. The words had burned themselves into his brain, each one a small flame of jealousy and hurt. Sirius had a history with her. A real history, stretching back years. He had a daughter who called him family, who got to see him every day, who was inseparable from him.
And Harry sat here, alone, eating the food she sent, reading about their perfect life in the papers.
He'd cried yesterday. Alone in his room, face buried in his pillow, stupid silent tears that accomplished nothing. Ron and Hermione had written—supportive letters, logical letters, letters that tried to talk him down from the ledge of his own emotions. They hadn't helped.
He knew he should read Margaret's letters. Knew she'd taken the time to write, to reach out, to include him. But the jealousy was louder than logic. It sat in his chest like a stone, heavy and immovable, whispering that he didn't matter, that he'd never mattered, that Sirius had found his real family and Harry was just... leftover.
So the letters stayed unopened.
And Harry sat at the window, waiting for the Prophet.
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The Prophet was late.
It always arrived at nine. Always. Harry had been getting it for weeks now, and the owl was never more than a few minutes off. But today, nine came and went. Nine-fifteen. Nine-thirty. Nine forty-five.
Harry's stomach churned. Something was wrong. He could feel it.
At ten o'clock exactly, an owl swooped toward the window.
Harry fumbled with the latch, nearly falling off the seat in his haste. The owl dropped the paper and was gone before he could offer it toast. He didn't care. He unrolled the Prophet with shaking hands, expecting more love stories, more pictures of the perfect family, more words to feed his jealousy.
The headline stopped his heart.
SIRIUS BLACK SURRENDERS TO MINISTRY
Harry couldn't breathe.
He stared at the words, but they didn't make sense. Surrenders? Why would Sirius surrender? The trial was in three days—he was supposed to be free until then, supposed to be at Grimmauld Place with Margaret and Aurora, supposed to be—
The photograph underneath the headline stole the rest of his air.
Sirius, in handcuffs. Standing outside the Ministry, his face blank, his eyes hollow. Cameras flashed around him, caught mid-bloom in the photograph, blinding white against the gray stone. He looked small. Broken. Like a man who'd already given up.
No.
Harry's hands shook so badly the paper rattled. He forced himself to read, to understand, to make sense of the words swimming before his eyes.
In a shocking development, Sirius Black surrendered himself to Ministry custody this morning after the Wizengamot abruptly moved his trial date forward and required his detention pending proceedings. Black, who was days away from a formal trial to determine his guilt or innocence in the deaths of Peter Pettigrew and twelve Muggles, will now be held in a high-security chamber within the Ministry until his case is heard.
The decision has sparked outrage among those who believe Black is innocent. Critics point to the sudden change in date and the custody requirement as evidence of political interference. "This is unprecedented," said one Ministry source who spoke on condition of anonymity. "Moving a trial date at the last minute is unusual. Requiring detention for someone who has been free for weeks is highly irregular. Someone is playing games."
Black's wife, Margaret Clermont-Black, was seen entering the Ministry shortly after her husband's surrender. She has not commented publicly.
If Black is found guilty, he faces a return to Azkaban Prison. If acquitted, he will be freed immediately.
No visitors are currently permitted.
Harry's body gave up.
He slid off the window seat, landing hard on the floor, the paper crumpling beneath him. His heart pounded—too fast, too loud—and his vision blurred. He couldn't think. Couldn't move. Couldn't do anything but stare at the ceiling and feel the world collapse around him.
Sirius was in custody. Locked up. Alone.
No visitors.
The words echoed. No one could see him. No one could talk to him. He was alone in a cell somewhere in the Ministry, surrounded by people who thought he was a murderer, waiting for a trial that might send him back to Azkaban.
And Harry had done nothing. Nothing but sit here and sulk and feel sorry for himself while Sirius—
The letters.
Harry's head snapped toward his desk. Margaret's letters. Still unopened. Still sitting there like accusations.
She knew. She wrote to tell me. And I didn't read them.
He scrambled to his feet, ignoring the pain in his knee where he'd landed wrong. Crossed the room in two strides and grabbed the envelopes, tearing the first one open with shaking fingers.
Dear Mr. Potter,
I do not bring good news. The Ministry has engaged in dirty power games. They have advanced the date of the trial and demanded that Sirius surrender tomorrow. He will be taken into custody—which means Azkaban, unless I can negotiate otherwise. No visitors will be permitted.
If he does not surrender voluntarily, he will be declared guilty by default and labeled a wanted fugitive internationally.
I know you must be devastated by this news. I won't hide from you—we both are. Sirius has gone into silence. I am currently at the Ministry and will do everything in my power to make things right.
I am writing so that you can write to him if you wish. I am sure hearing from you would help, no matter what. You are his number one. I hope you know that.
Lady Black
Harry's vision blurred again. You are his number one. She'd written that yesterday. Yesterday, when he'd been too busy being jealous to read her words. Yesterday, when he could have written to Sirius, could have sent love and support and something to hold onto in the dark.
He tore open the second letter.
Mr. Potter,
Small relief—the negotiations have resulted in Sirius being held in a high-security chamber inside the Ministry instead of Azkaban. I have been permitted, in my capacity as his lawyer, to meet with him for one hour each day.
I know it's not much. It's what I could manage. Forgive me—I am trying everything in my power to prove Sirius's innocence.
Next, I have a request. I don't know if you've written to him already, but considering where we stand today...
You could perhaps come and meet him.
I just need your answer. Yes, and I will arrange everything. I will make sure you are not discovered. Grimmauld Place is secure.
I don't know what tomorrow will bring. But today is what we have.
Waiting for your reply,
Lady Black
Harry punched the wall.
The impact sent pain shooting through his hand, through his arm, through his entire body. He didn't care. He punched it again. And again. Until his knuckles split and blood smeared the wallpaper and he collapsed against the wall, sobbing.
She offered. She asked. She waited for my reply.
And he'd done nothing. Sat here in his stupid jealousy, his petty anger, while Sirius faced the darkest moment of his life alone. While Margaret fought battles he couldn't imagine. While time slipped away.
I could have seen him.
The thought destroyed him.
I could have been there. Could have told him—could have said—
But he hadn't. Because he'd been too busy feeling sorry for himself. Too busy comparing himself to a six-year-old girl. Too busy being jealous of a woman who was fighting for Sirius's life.
What kind of person does that make me?
Hedwig tapped at the window.
Harry looked up, barely seeing her. Two letters tied to her leg—Ron and Hermione, probably, responding to whatever he'd written in his fog of self-pity. He didn't reach for them. Couldn't. What was the point? They'd say the same things they always said—be logical, be careful, don't jump to conclusions. They didn't understand. They couldn't.
No one could.
He slid down the wall, landing in a heap on the floor. The letters scattered around him—Margaret's, now open and read and too late. The Prophet, with its photograph of Sirius in handcuffs. His own stupid, useless hands, bleeding onto the carpet.
He didn't try to stop the tears. Didn't try to pull himself together. He just sat there, on the floor of his room in Privet Drive, and let himself break.
Because Sirius was alone in a cell.
Because Harry could have been there for him.
Because he'd thrown it away.
And there was no one to blame but himself.
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Chapter: The Reply
Harry didn't know how long he sat on the floor.
The light shifted through the window—morning bright, then hazy, then somewhere in between. His hand throbbed where he'd punched the wall, knuckles split and bloody, but he couldn't bring himself to care. The letters lay scattered around him like fallen leaves. The Prophet lay crumpled beneath his leg, Sirius's face half-hidden by the creases.
I could have seen him.
The thought played on repeat, merciless and unending.
She asked. She waited. And I did nothing.
Hedwig hooted softly from her cage, worried. The two letters she'd brought still sat on the floor, unopened. Harry didn't reach for them. Couldn't. What did it matter what Ron and Hermione thought? They hadn't failed Sirius. They hadn't let their own pathetic jealousy cost them the chance to see him one last time.
One last time.
The words hit him like a physical blow.
Was this the last time? Would Sirius survive the trial? Would he come back? Or would Harry spend the rest of his life knowing that he'd had a chance—one chance—and thrown it away?
He looked at Margaret's second letter again. The one that had arrived yesterday, that he'd ignored, that now seemed like the most important document in the world.
You could perhaps come and meet him. I just need your answer. Yes, and I will arrange everything.
Yes.
The word burned in his mind.
Yes. Yes. YES.
Harry scrambled across the floor, ignoring the pain in his hand, ignoring the tears still wet on his face. He grabbed parchment, a quill, knocked over an ink bottle in his haste and didn't stop to clean it. He wrote four words, large and desperate, his handwriting barely legible.
YES. PLEASE. YES. HARRY.
He folded it, sealed it, and looked around wildly for Kreacher.
"Kreacher." His voice cracked. He tried again, louder. "KREACHER."
Nothing.
Harry's heart hammered. What if he couldn't reach him? What if it was too late? What if Sirius was already in the cell, already alone, already beyond reach?
"Kreacher, please." His voice broke. "Please, I need to send this. Please."
A crack.
Kreacher appeared in the corner of the room, his enormous eyes taking in the scene—Harry on the floor, bleeding hand, tear-stained face, desperation written across every line of him. For once, the elf said nothing nasty. Just watched.
Harry thrust the letter toward him. "Please. This has to go to Lady Black. Right now. Please."
Kreacher took it. His expression was strange—almost soft, almost sympathetic. He looked at Harry for a long moment, then nodded once.
"Kreacher will deliver." A pause. "For the half-blood."
He disappeared.
Harry collapsed against the wall, breathing hard. It was done. He'd said yes. Now all he could do was wait.
-----
The office was too quiet.
Margaret sat behind her desk. Papers covered every surface—witness statements, legal precedents, notes she'd spent weeks preparing. The case was all here. Everything she needed to fight for Sirius.
She hadn't touched any of it in an hour.
Her eyes were fixed on the wall. Her hands were still. She'd been sitting like this for twenty minutes, doing nothing. Thinking nothing. Just existing in the empty space where her focus used to be.
Three times. She'd cried three times since this morning.
The first time was when she watched him walk into the Ministry. Handcuffed. Back straight. Eyes hollow. He didn't look back. She'd stood in the atrium with tears running down her face and strangers staring.
The second time was with Aurora.
Her daughter had woken up asking where Sirius was. Margaret tried to explain. Tried to be gentle. But Aurora was six. All she knew was that he was gone. The tantrum was terrible—crying, screaming, throwing things. Margaret held her through it. Let her rage. What else could she do? Aurora had already lost one father. Now she was losing another.
When Aurora finally collapsed, exhausted, Margaret cried into her hair where no one could see.
The third time was here. Alone. Staring at the photograph on her desk—the one from the Prophet interview, him kissing her hand, her blushing. A stupid romantic picture. A lie. But she couldn't stop looking at it.
He was in a cell now. Alone. Scared. Broken.
And she was here, useless.
Pull yourself together.
Her father's voice. Stern. Demanding.
Sirius asked you to look after his children. Harry and Aurora. They need you. So stop falling apart and do your job.
She wiped her eyes. Took a breath. Then another.
Clermont had arrived from France this morning. He was at Grimmauld now with Aurora, letting Margaret escape to the Ministry. She was grateful. Grateful for his presence, his stability, his belief that she could win.
But she still couldn't focus.
A pop broke the silence.
Kreacher appeared. Holding a letter. His expression was sour as always, but underneath it—something else.
"A letter. For the mistress." He held it out. "From the Potter boy."
Margaret took it. "Thank you, Kreacher."
The elf hesitated. Looked like he wanted to say something. Then he shook his head and disappeared.
Margaret opened the letter.
Too late, she thought. You're too late, Harry. We both are.
But she wasn't angry. How could she be? He was a child. A child who'd been failed by everyone. A child who'd learned to expect abandonment. He was hurting. Just like her. Just like Aurora.
She imagined Sirius. What would he do? How would he talk to Harry?
He'd be warm. Patient. He'd make Harry feel like he mattered.
She reached for parchment.
---
Mr. Potter,
I know you've seen the news. Sirius is in custody. I can't arrange another meeting—the Ministry has stopped all visitors except legal counsel.
I know you want to see him. I feel your pain. My daughter - Aurora is devastatedsince morning. Sirius does that to people. His absence cuts like a blade.
But we're in this together. As a family. We'll face it and we'll win.
Please don't push for a meeting. Sirius wants to protect you from all this. If we force it, it will hurt him. Right now we have to be strong for him. Support him by doing what he needs, not what we want.
I have a strong case. I'll fight. There are people who want to hurt him—but there are also people who love him. You're first among them.
For Sirius, you are the most important person in the world. That won't change. So be happy for him. Don't hurt yourself—he'd hate that.
If you have something to say, write it in a letter. Make it something that gives him hope. I'll make sure he gets it.
That's all I can offer.
Lots of love, on behalf of Sirius.
Take care.
Lady Black
---
She sealed it. Called for Kreacher.
The elf appeared immediately.
"This needs to go to Harry Potter." She held out the letter. "And Kreacher—he's not doing well. Be kind to him. This is hard for everyone."
Kreacher's expression flickered. Surprise, maybe. He took the letter carefully.
"Kreacher will deliver. For the mistress." A pause. "Kreacher will be careful."
He disappeared.
Margaret turned back to her desk. The documents waited. The case needed her. She picked up her quill and forced herself to begin.
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Privet Drive
Harry sat at his desk. Ron and Hermione's letters were open in front of him.
Both had written as soon as the news broke. Ron's was messy and furious—outrage at the Ministry, offers to have him stay at the Burrow. Hermione's was long and detailed—legal analysis, hope buried in procedure. Both were supportive. Both wanted him to know he wasn't alone.
It helped. A little.
But the guilt was still there. The self-loathing. The knowledge that he'd failed Sirius when it mattered most.
The Prophet lay on his bed. Sirius in handcuffs. Sirius with that hollow look. Sirius, broken and alone, because Harry had been too busy feeling jealous to write, to help, to be there.
I messed it up.
He was still staring at the photograph when Kreacher appeared.
The crack made him jump. He turned, expecting the usual sneer.
Kreacher just stood there. Looking at him.
"Potter." The elf's voice was strange. Not warm. Not hostile. Just... different. He held out a letter. "From the mistress."
Harry took it. "Thanks."
Kreacher didn't leave. His eyes traveled over Harry—the tear-streaked face, the hunched shoulders, the hand he'd punched through a wall and never healed. Split knuckles. Dried blood.
The elf looked for a long moment.
Then he raised a hand. Snapped his fingers.
Warm magic washed over Harry's hand. When he looked down, the cuts were gone. Healed. No scar.
Harry stared. Then up at Kreacher. He couldn't speak.
Kreacher's expression was complicated. Years of hatred warring with something new.
"Lady Black asked Kreacher to be careful." The words were grudging. "Kreacher is a good elf. Loyal to the mistress."
He disappeared.
Harry sat frozen. Looking at his healed hand. Feeling something crack open in his chest.
He opened the letter.
---
The more he read, the more he cried.
You are the most important person in the world to him.
We're in this together. As a family.
Don't hurt yourself—he'd hate that.
She was so kind. So warm. Exactly what he needed, after he'd given her nothing but silence and suspicion. She'd written like he mattered. Like he was family. Like she cared.
And he'd done nothing to earn it.
Harry cried for a long time. For Sirius. For himself. For the jealousy that had cost him so much. For the kindness he didn't deserve.
When the tears stopped, he reached for his quill.
----
Margaret was deep in her notes when Kreacher appeared.
The stack of documents beside her had grown to a small mountain—witness statements, legal precedents, notes on Wizengamot members and their leanings. She'd been through everything twice. Three times. She knew this case inside and out.
In thirty minutes, she would see Sirius. She would brief him on tomorrow's proceedings. She would look at his face and try to pretend everything was going to be fine.
She couldn't wait.
Kreacher held out a letter. "From the Potter boy. For the mistress."
Margaret took it. "Thank you, Kreacher."
Kreacher disappeared.
She opened the letter.
Dear Lady Black,
Thank you. For a lot of things. For the letters, for the food you've been sending, for looking after Sirius and fighting for him. I can see why you and Sirius fell in love as kids and it survived as long as it did. You are perfect for him.
I felt like I couldn't breathe this morning after seeing Sirius in the news. And the fact that I missed the opportunity to meet him—I can't stop thinking about it. But your letter helped me a lot. You've been very kind to me. Thank you.
I know you're busy with the case. I won't bother you further. I also assure you I won't do anything that could affect the case or hurt Sirius.
But please let me know what I can do to help you. Sirius says I'm good at helping people. We both agree with what he says.
I'm sorry Aurora feels that way. Maybe I can help with her while you focus on the case? I don't know how, but if there's anything—
All the best for tomorrow. You can do it.
Best wishes,
Harry
Margaret read it feeling all warm.
This was the first time Harry had written to her that felt personal. Not formal. Not careful. Just... real. He'd called her perfect for Sirius. He'd offered to help with Aurora. He'd said we—like they were on the same side, like they were family.
She felt tears prick her eyes. Good tears. Hopeful tears.
He believed the interview, she realized. The childhood sweethearts story. He thinks we've loved each other for years.
She couldn't tell him the truth. Not now. Maybe not ever. But the fact that he believed it—that he was happy for them, that he saw her as someone who belonged in Sirius's life—meant more than she could say.
She tucked the letter into her robes and headed for the cells.
---
The security was suffocating.
Margaret was searched three times. Her wand was checked, documented, held separately. Her robes were examined. She was escorted through four locked doors, each one heavier than the last, until finally she stood before a small room with no windows.
They let her in.
Sirius sat at a table in the center of the room. One chair on his side. One on hers. He was looking down at his hands, not moving, not acknowledging her entrance.
Margaret's heart broke.
She knew that posture. Knew he was hiding his pain, trying to keep it together. She'd seen him do it before—after the vote, after the surrender, after every blow the world had dealt him. He was good at hiding. Too good.
She sat across from him. Waited.
He didn't look up.
After a moment, she spoke quietly. "Would you like to hear what Harry has to say first?"
His head jerked up. His eyes—red-rimmed, exhausted—fixed on her face.
She pulled the letter from her robes. "It arrived today. For you."
Sirius stared at it like it was made of light. Then he reached out, took it, and ripped it open.
---
Sirius,
Don't worry. I'm not writing anything to make you emotional. Because I don't believe for even a moment that you will lose this.
You're the most amazing godfather ever. You can charm my aunt, so you can charm anybody. The entire Wizengamot even. I don't doubt it.
Also you have Mrs. Black fighting your case. I must tell you—Hermione has become her biggest fan. She writes to me about her every day. You're in good hands.
I'm sure my parents are both watching you from somewhere. And they're going to make sure you win.
You will win, Sirius. Not because I want you to be my godfather—though I do. But because you're a good man. And good things happen to good people.
All the best for tomorrow. You have to win and come home to your family. We're waiting.
Lots of love,
Harry
Sirius cried.
He didn't try to hide it. Didn't turn away. Tears ran down his face, dropping onto the paper, and he let them. He cried for Harry—for the boy who had become so wise so suddenly. For the words that cut through his darkness like light through a crack.
You're a good man. Good things happen to good people.
He looked up at Margaret. His eyes were wet, but there was something in them she hadn't seen since before the surrender. Something alive.
"Tell me what I have to do," he said. His voice was rough, but steady. "To win tomorrow."
Margaret smiled. It was fierce and wild and full of hope.
---
Five minutes left.
They'd gone through everything—the arguments, the witnesses, the questions the Wizengamot might ask. Sirius had listened, asked questions, absorbed it all. The transformation was remarkable. He looked like a man preparing for battle, not a man waiting to die.
They reached for each other's hands at the same time.
It was stupid. They both knew it. But their fingers found each other across the table, locking together, holding on.
"How's Aurora?" Sirius asked quietly.
Margaret laughed softly. "Well. Let's just say both Grandpa and Maman are no replacement for, one Sirius."
He chuckled. The sound was small, but real.
He lifted her hand and kissed it. Gently. Slowly.
Margaret let him. Her whole body relaxed—the stress of the day, the weight of the case, the fear of losing him. It all drained away, replaced by warmth. By him.
They looked at each other. The guard cleared his throat.
"Time."
Sirius squeezed her hand. "You can read Harry's letter. If you want."
Margaret nodded. She couldn't speak.
She took the letter and walked out.
---
Back in her office, Margaret collapsed into her chair.
The exhaustion hit her all at once. Every muscle, every bone, every corner of her mind—drained. She sat there for a long moment, doing nothing, thinking nothing.
Then she pulled out Harry's letter.
She smiled. Bright and real and full of something she hadn't felt today.
Hope.
She picked up her quill and wrote:
Mr. Potter,
Your letter reached Sirius. It did exactly what you intended—it gave him hope. He is ready to fight tomorrow. Because of you.
I will keep fighting too. For him. For you. For all of us.
Thank you for being part of this family.
Lady Black
She sent it with Kreacher.
Then she turned back to her notes, ready for whatever came next.
Chapter Text
The Wizengamot chamber was full.
Margaret stood at the petitioner's table, her documents arranged before her, her heart hammering against her ribs. Above her, the fifty members of the Wizengamot sat in their tiered seats, faces ranging from curious to hostile to carefully neutral. The public galleries were packed—journalists, spectators, Ministry officials. Every seat taken. Every eye watching.
And in the center of it all, in a chair slightly apart from the others, sat Sirius.
He looked better than she'd expected. The night in the cell had taken its toll—dark circles under his eyes, a gauntness to his cheeks—but there was something in his posture that hadn't been there yesterday. Something alive. He caught her eye across the chamber and nodded. Just slightly. Just enough.
Harry's letter, she thought. That's what's holding him up.
The gavel struck.
"This special session of the Wizengamot is now called to order." Albus Dumbledore's voice carried through the chamber, calm and commanding. "We are here to determine the guilt or innocence of Sirius Orion Black, Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black, in the deaths of Peter Pettigrew and twelve Muggles, and in the betrayal of James and Lily Potter to Lord Voldemort."
Murmurs rippled through the gallery. Dumbledore waited for silence.
"The prosecution will present its opening statement."
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Day One –
Prosecutor Travers was a thin, ferret-faced man with a voice like grinding glass. He painted Sirius as a Death Eater sympathizer, a traitor to his friends, a man who had sold his soul to Voldemort and then murdered twelve people to cover his tracks. He presented the official version of events—Sirius as Secret-Keeper, Sirius's disappearance after the attack, the explosion in the street, Pettigrew's remains.
"The evidence is clear," Travers concluded, his voice dripping with conviction. "Sirius Black betrayed the Potters. Sirius Black murdered Peter Pettigrew and twelve innocent Muggles. Sirius Black has spent twelve years in Azkaban, and he belongs back there—for life."
Margaret rose and delivered her opening statement with precision and fire. She talked about the lack of a trial, the missing evidence, the procedural failures that had sent an innocent man to prison.
She spoke of his memory and verita serum, which was declared as inadmissible in the court.
But even as she spoke, she could feel the weight of the chamber against them. These people had believed in Sirius's guilt for thirteen years. Old habits died hard.
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Day Two –
Remus Lupin was the first defense witness.
He walked to the stand looking older than his years—gray hair, tired eyes, a slight tremor in his hands. But his voice was steady as he swore the oath.
"Remus John Lupin. Formerly Professor of Defense Against the Dark Arts at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry."
Travers approached first. "Mr. Lupin. You claim to have known Sirius Black since childhood?"
"Since we were eleven years old. We were sorted into Gryffindor together. We were friends."
"Friends." Travers's voice dripped skepticism. "And yet, when Black was arrested for murder, you did not come forward to defend him. You did not testify on his behalf. You did not write letters or visit him in Azkaban. Why is that?"
Remus flinched. "Because I believed what I was told. I believed the Ministry's version of events. I believed my friend was guilty. I was wrong."
"Wrong." Travers circled like a shark. "You were wrong. And now, twelve years later, you've changed your mind. Convenient, isn't it?"
"I didn't change my mind because it was convenient. I changed my mind because I learned the truth. Because I saw Peter Pettigrew alive with my own eyes."
The chamber erupted.
Under Margaret's careful questioning, Remus explained everything—the Marauders, their Animagus transformations, the night in the Shrieking Shack. He was calm, credible, compelling.
But Travers's cross-examination was brutal.
"You admit, Mr. Lupin, that you and Black and Pettigrew regularly broke school rules? That you engaged in 9dangerous, illegal activities?"
"We were children—"
"Children who became unregistered Animagi. Children who terrorized their classmates. Children who specifically targeted Professor Snape for years of abuse."
Remus's face went pale. "That's not—"
"Is it true that you and your friends attacked Professor Snape on multiple occasions? That you humiliated him publicly? That you very nearly killed him once?"
Remus was silent.
"The record will show the witness declines to answer." Travers smiled. "Let me rephrase. Is it true that Sirius Black, on at least one occasion, lured Professor Snape to a location where he knew a transformed werewolf would be present—a werewolf who could have killed him?"
"That was an accident—"
"An accident? Black sent a classmate to meet a werewolf. That's not an accident. That's attempted murder."
The chamber buzzed with shock. Margaret saw Wizengamot members exchanging glances, their expressions hardening.
Remus tried to explain, tried to defend them, but the damage was done. By the time he left the stand, the narrative had shifted. Sirius wasn't just accused of murder—he was a bully, a rule-breaker, a boy who had once tried to kill a classmate for sport.
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Day Three –
Severus Snape took the stand with the quiet satisfaction of a man who had waited decades for this moment.
He spoke of years of torment. Of hexes in the corridors, of public humiliations, of a childhood made miserable by four arrogant boys who believed themselves above consequences. He described the incident—the one everyone was whispering about—with cold precision.
"He told me where to go. He said if I wanted to know what he and his friends were up to, I should follow the tunnel under the Whomping Willow. I was a child. I was curious. I went."
"And what did you find?"
Snape's eyes flicked to Sirius. "A werewolf. Fully transformed. It would have killed me if James Potter hadn't pulled me back."
"But Black didn't pull you back, did he?"
"No." The word was ice. "He laughed."
The chamber was silent. Margaret could feel the verdict slipping away.
Margaret wrote to harry that night as she did every night, there letters have become a comfort to Margaret. She would detail everything to harry - the points raised, the reactions, the counter arguments. Harry for his part has been so mature with his reaction. So supportive. He will highlight to her important points and loopholes.
There were providing eachother the comfort they used to find in Sirius. It was there own kind of bonding.
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Day Four –
Margaret had planned to call character witnesses—Order members, people who knew Sirius, who could vouch for him. But on the fourth morning, Travers rose with a new piece of evidence.
"The prosecution would like to submit a document recovered from the Black family archives." He held up a yellowed letter. "A letter written during the first war, addressed to a known Death Eater, discussing Death Eater activities and expressing sympathy for the cause."
Margaret's blood ran cold.
"The letter is signed," Travers continued, "with the name 'Black'. Given that the only living Black of age at the time was Sirius Black, the prosecution submits this as evidence of the defendant's involvement with Death Eaters."
"That's absurd," Margaret snapped. "The Black family had many members—"
"Living members? At that time, the only Blacks of age were Walburga Black, Orion Black, and Sirius Black. Walburga and Orion were known to be at home, not involved in Death Eater activities. That leaves—"
"My husband was fighting against Voldemort. He was in the Order. There are witnesses—"
"Witnesses who have already admitted they were willing to lie for him." Travers gestured at Remus, still in the gallery. "The letter speaks for itself."
Margaret turned to Sirius.
He had gone white.
Not the pale of fear—the pale of recognition. He knew that letter. He knew whose it was.
Regulus.
The realization hit her like a physical blow. The letter was Regulus's. His brother, the Death Eater, the boy who had died in service to Voldemort. And Sirius couldn't say a word. Couldn't expose his brother's shame to the world. Couldn't let everyone know that a Black had indeed been a Death Eater.
The arguments for the day closed. Margaret was angry when she visited him in the meeting room that night.
"Why would you not say, Regulus is dead. You are here, we can save you Sirius."
Sirius looks at her, "I am already loosing, they all hate me, I can't take away Regulus's dignity with me."
Margaret was speechless. She could not argue with him. He was breaking again.
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Day Five –
After the letter, everything fell apart.
Travers called witness after witness—people from Sirius's past, eager to share their memories of the arrogant Black heir. A former classmate described him as "cruel, entitled, always looking down on everyone." Another recalled him bragging about his family's pure-blood status. A third talked about the pranks—the dangerous ones, the ones that had sent students to the hospital wing.
"He thought rules didn't apply to him," one witness said. "He was a Black. That's how they all are."
Margaret tried to counter. Called Dumbledore, who spoke of Sirius's bravery, his loyalty, his decision to leave his family at sixteen. Called Andromeda, who described the boy who had chosen poverty over prejudice. Called Hestia Jones, who owed him her life.
But each defense was met with the same question: If he was so loyal, why did he betray the Potters?
And underneath it all, the letter. Always the letter. A Black, writing to a Death Eater. A Black, expressing sympathy for the cause. No one said Regulus's name because no one remembered Regulus. He was just the dead brother, the footnote. Sirius was the living Black. Sirius must have written it.
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Day Six –
Sirius took the stand.
He walked slowly, deliberately, like a man approaching his own execution. The chains on his wrists clinked softly with each step. He sat in the witness chair, facing the Wizengamot, and for a moment, he looked impossibly small.
Margaret's heart clenched.
She led him through his story gently. His childhood. His escape from Grimmauld Place. The Potters. The war. The decision to switch Secret-Keepers. His voice was steady, but she could see the cracks forming.
Then Travers took over.
"Mr. Black." The prosecutor circled like a vulture. "You claim you switched Secret-Keepers at the last moment. That you convinced your friends to use Peter Pettigrew instead of you. Is that correct?"
"Yes."
"And yet—" Travers paused dramatically. "You have no proof of this. No written records. No witnesses. Just your word."
"James and Lily are dead," Sirius said quietly. "Peter is missing. There's no one left to confirm it."
"Convenient."
"It's not convenient. It's tragic."
Travers pressed harder. "You spent twelve years in Azkaban. Twelve years surrounded by dementors. Twelve years with nothing to do but think. And in all that time, you never once considered that you might have been wrong? That you might have imagined Pettigrew's confession?"
"I didn't imagine it."
"Didn't you?" Travers's voice rose. "The dementors take your happy memories, but they leave the pain. The fear. The guilt. Twelve years of guilt, Mr. Black. Twelve years of knowing that if you hadn't suggested Pettigrew, your friends might still be alive. Is it so hard to believe that your mind might have—constructed—a version of events that let you escape that guilt?"
Sirius's face went pale.
"You wanted to believe Pettigrew was alive," Travers continued. "You needed to believe it. And so, when you saw a rat at the Weasleys' house, your mind did the rest. You saw what you wanted to see."
"That's not—"
"Isn't it? You escaped Azkaban obsessed with revenge. You broke into Hogwarts. You confronted Pettigrew in the Shrieking Shack. And in that moment, with everything on the line, is it really so impossible that you imagined a confession that never happened?"
Sirius's hands were shaking. His eyes were wet.
Margaret wanted to leap to her feet. Wanted to stop this. But she couldn't. This was cross-examination. This was the law.
"Peter Pettigrew is dead," Travers said softly. "You killed him. And everything you've told this court—every story, every justification—is just a dying man's attempt to escape the truth."
Sirius broke.
He didn't scream. Didn't fight. He just... collapsed. His shoulders hunched. His head dropped. And from the witness stand, in front of the entire Wizengamot, Sirius Black began to cry.
The chamber was silent.
Margaret sat frozen, her heart shattering.
He's losing him, she thought. He's losing himself.
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The chamber was chaos.
Margaret stood frozen at the petitioner's table, her mind refusing to process what had just happened. Around her, journalists scrambled for the exits. Wizengamot members argued among themselves. Guards moved toward Sirius, hands on his arms, preparing to take him away.
The vote hadn't happened. It was Friday afternoon—too late to finish. Dumbledore had announced they would reconvene on Monday. The vote hadn't happened.
And yet someone—a clerk, a journalist, someone with a loud voice and no sense—had shouted it into the crowd. "Guilty! They voted guilty!" The words had spread like wildfire, catching in the throats of everyone who heard them. By the time Dumbledore's gavel struck for order, the damage was done.
Sirius Black was guilty. That was the headline. That was the truth now, whether the votes had been cast or not.
Margaret watched him being led away. He didn't look back.
---
The holding area was quiet.
Margaret had to show her credentials three times before they let her through. Her eyes were red, her hands were shaking, but her voice was steady. Legal counsel. I need to see my client.
They let her in.
The room was small. Gray. A table, two chairs, a single window high up with bars across it. And Sirius.
He was standing near the wall, his back to her. His shoulders were hunched. His hands hung limp at his sides. He looked smaller than he had this morning. Smaller than he had any right to be.
"Sirius." Her voice came out soft. Broken.
He turned.
Margaret's heart shattered.
He looked worse. So much worse. The hollow eyes, the gray skin, the way his whole body seemed to sag under a weight she couldn't see. He'd been holding on by threads all week, and now the threads had snapped.
"Sirius," she said again, moving toward him.
He was already looking at her. Those grey eyes—so full of life once, so full of fire—were empty now. Just... empty.
"Margaret." His voice was rough. Dead. "I don't want you to visit me anymore."
She stopped. The words hit her like a physical blow.
"What?"
"I don't want you to come." He said it calmly, evenly, like he was discussing the weather. "Not tomorrow. Not Monday. Not ever."
Margaret shook her head, stepping closer. "Sirius, don't give up. We'll fight. We'll appeal. The vote hasn't even happened yet—"
"Listen to me." His voice cut through hers. "There is no fight. The longer it goes, the harder it is for everyone. For you. For Aurora. For Harry." He paused. "For me."
Margaret's eyes filled with tears. She couldn't speak.
Sirius watched her. For a long moment, neither of them moved.
Then Margaret turned away. She couldn't look at him. Couldn't see those empty eyes and stay standing. Her hand reached for the door.
"Margaret."
His voice stopped her.
"Darling."
He'd never called her that before. Never. The word hung in the air between them, soft and warm and full of something she hadn't let herself hope for.
"Darling. Listen to me."
All her control broke.
She turned and rushed toward him, closing the distance in seconds. Her arms wrapped around him, pulling him close, holding him like she could keep him there through sheer force of will.
He was so thin. She could feel his ribs through his shirt. But his arms came up around her, holding her just as tight, and for a moment—just a moment—she let herself pretend everything was okay.
"Sirius, please." Her voice was muffled against his chest. "Please don't give up. We can fight this. We can—"
"Margaret." His hand came up, cradling the back of her head. "Look at that chamber. Everyone in there hates me. They've hated me for thirteen years. They want me dead—or in Azkaban—as soon as possible."
She shook her head against his chest. "There are people who love you. Harry. Remus. Andromeda. Aurora."
He chuckled. It was a broken sound, hollow and sad.
"I know. That's exactly why I'm saying this." His hand stroked her hair gently. "I'm saying this for the people who love me. For you. For Harry. For Aurora. I'm not worth the effort, Margaret. Let it be."
"No." She pulled back just enough to look at him. Her face was wet, her eyes desperate. "No. You are worth it. You are."
Sirius looked at her. There was so much affection in his eyes—so much warmth, so much love—that something inside her broke all over again. He was looking at her like she was the most precious thing in the world. Like he was memorizing her face.
"Go home," he said softly. "Be with Aurora. Be with your papa. If you come tomorrow—if you come Monday—I'll refuse to see you."
His arms tightened around her as he said it. The words were cruel, but his hold was desperate.
"Sirius—"
"Send the letter to Harry." He pressed on, his voice cracking. "It's time. Time to let go."
Margaret cried. Great, heaving sobs that shook her whole body. She buried her face in his chest and cried like she hadn't cried since she was a child.
"Forty minutes," Sirius whispered. "They gave us forty minutes. You can stay close to me like this for forty minutes. After that, you have to leave." He kissed the top of her head. "Please. Listen to me."
"I don't want to." The words were barely audible.
"Go back to your life." His voice was rough with tears now. "You're a great woman, Margaret. A great mother. Build your life. Build Aurora's life. Very soon, she'll forget me." A pause. "You will too."
"I don't want to forget you."
Sirius's arms tightened. "I can't lie—that makes me feel good. That you'd even say that." He pressed his cheek against her hair. "But you have to. You have to move on."
She shook her head against his chest.
"And look after Harry," he added quietly. "If you can. He's going to need someone."
Margaret said nothing. Just cried.
They stood like that for a long time. Minutes passed. The clock ticked. The world outside ceased to exist.
"I'm very happy, you know." Sirius's voice was soft, distant. "That you came into my life. However short it was—you changed it. Literally changed it." He paused. "Things were so scary for me. You made them easy."
Margaret looked up at him. Her eyes were red, her face swollen, but she was beautiful. Always beautiful.
"Sirius."
He met her gaze.
"Sirius, I—"
"I know." He cut her off gently. "I know."
She stared at him. Did he know? Could he possibly know what she was about to say? What she'd been too scared to admit even to herself?
"I know," he repeated. And the way he looked at her—the warmth, the certainty, the love—told her that yes. Yes, he knew.
She laid her head back against his chest. Felt his heartbeat. Slow, steady, alive.
The minutes slipped away.
A knock on the door.
"Time."
Sirius's arms tightened around her one last time. Then he pushed her gently toward the door.
Margaret stumbled forward, turned back. He was already turning away, his back to her, his shoulders squared.
"Sirius."
He didn't turn.
The guard took her arm. Led her out. The door closed behind her with a heavy thud.
Margaret stood in the corridor, alone, her face wet, her heart broken.
And somewhere behind that door, Sirius Black stood with his back to the world, waiting for Monday to come.
Chapter Text
The front door of Grimmauld Place creaked open.
Margaret stepped inside, her body heavy, her mind numb. The house was warm—warmer than it had been when she'd left—but she felt nothing. Just exhaustion. Just grief. Just the echo of Sirius's voice saying go home over and over again.
From the living room, she heard Aurora's voice.
"—and then the dragon breathed fire and the knight ran away, but the dragon was actually nice, see? He was just protecting his eggs. That's what Sirius says."
Margaret's heart clenched.
She walked to the doorway and stopped.
Aurora sat at the small table in the corner, her homework spread before her. A potion essay—basic enough for a six-year-old, mostly drawings of cauldrons and ingredients. Clermont sat beside her, his old face patient, his long fingers pointing at something on the page. He looked up as Margaret entered.
Aurora followed his gaze.
"Maman!"
Her face lit up—bright and hopeful and so painfully innocent. She looked past Margaret, searching for someone else. For the tall man with the grey eyes and the dragon stories.
"Has Sirius come today?" Aurora asked. "Where is he?"
Margaret shook her head. The words wouldn't come.
"No." Her voice was rough, barely a whisper. "He... no. Not today."
Aurora's smile flickered. Then it died.
The pencil in her hand clattered to the table. Her small face crumpled.
"When will he come?" Her voice rose, thick with frustration. "It's been SO long, Maman. Where IS he? He said he would come and play! He PROMISED!"
Margaret opened her mouth, but nothing came out.
"He's a LIAR!" Aurora shoved her homework away. "He's a stupid liar and I hate him!"
And then she was crying. Great, heaving sobs that shook her tiny body, tears streaming down her face, her breath catching in sharp gasps.
Margaret moved toward her. "Aurora, ma chérie—"
"No!" Aurora jerked away. "I don't want YOU! I want SIRIUS! Call him RIGHT NOW! Tell him to come back! Tell him—" Her voice broke into a wail. "He can't leave me like this. He CAN'T. Tell him I'm upset. Tell him I'm—"
She couldn't finish. The sobs took over.
Margaret's eyes burned. Tears spilled down her cheeks. She reached for her daughter, but Aurora twisted away, inconsolable.
Clermont rose. His old face was grave, his eyes wet. He knelt beside Aurora, gathering her gently into his arms. She fought at first, then collapsed against him, crying into his shoulder.
"Come, ma petite," he murmured. "Come with Grand-père. Let Maman breathe."
He carried her out, her sobs fading as they moved down the hall.
Margaret stood alone in the living room.
The homework lay scattered on the table. A drawing of a dragon—Aurora's dragon, the one she'd named Fleur—sat on top. Beneath it, in wobbly letters: FOR SIRIUS.
Margaret sank into a chair and cried.
---
She didn't know how long she sat there.
Minutes. Hours. Time had stopped meaning anything.
But eventually, the tears slowed. The sobs quieted. And Margaret remembered what she had to do.
Sirius had asked her. Had told her, with his arms around her and his voice breaking, to send the letter to Harry. It was time. Time to let go.
She hated it. Hated every part of it. But she had to.
Margaret climbed the stairs to her room. Sat at her desk. Pulled out parchment and quill.
The words came slowly, painfully.
Mr. Potter,
I don't know how to write this. I don't know how to tell you what happened today. But you deserve to know. You deserve the truth, even when it hurts.
Sirius told me not to visit him anymore. He told me to go home, to be with Aurora, to build my life. He told me—
She stopped. Wiped her eyes. Kept writing.
He told me he's not worth the fight. He's wrong. He's so wrong. But he believes it. And I can't change his mind.
The vote is Monday. I don't know what will happen. But Sirius has already given up. He's already gone.
He wrote you a letter. Before—before everything fell apart. He asked me to send it to you. I'm attaching it here.
I'm sorry.
Lady Black
She folded it. Reached for the other envelope—the one Sirius had given her in the cell, the one addressed to Harry in his familiar scrawl. She held it for a long moment, feeling the weight of it, the love poured into every word.
Then she placed them together.
The paper was wet. Her tears had fallen on it, smudging the ink, blurring the words. She didn't care. Didn't have the energy to care about manners or propriety or anything except getting this done.
She called for Kreacher.
---
The elf appeared with a soft crack.
He took in the scene—Margaret's tear-streaked face, her shaking hands, the letters on the desk. For once, his expression wasn't sour. Wasn't hostile. Just... quiet. Watching.
"Kreacher." Margaret's voice was hoarse. "These need to go to Harry Potter. Please."
She held out the letters.
Kreacher took them carefully. His bulbous eyes lingered on her face.
"Kreacher will deliver." A pause. "For the mistress."
He disappeared.
Margaret sat back in her chair. Stared at nothing. Waited for the numbness to return.
---
Kreacher had been in this family longer than anyone.
He'd served the House of Black for generations. Had watched children grow, watched hopes rise and fall, watched the darkness creep in until it swallowed everything.
He'd never understood why everyone loved Sirius so much.
Master Regulus—his Regulus—had only ever cared for Sirius. When they were small, Regulus would wait by the window for his big brother to come home from school. When they were older, Regulus would write letters—long, careful letters—and never send them because he was afraid Sirius wouldn't write back. And even after—after everything—Regulus's last words had been about Sirius. Tell him I'm sorry. Tell him I tried to make it right.
Kreacher would never understand. For him, Regulus was always better. Always purer. Always worth more.
And yet.
The night Sirius ran away, Kreacher had been there. He'd seen the old master—Orion Black, silent and stoic—go into his study alone. And he'd heard him cry. Cry for the family he couldn't keep together. Cry for the son he couldn't stop.
When Sirius was taken to Azkaban, Walburga had raged. Screamed. Cursed his name. But late at night, when the house was dark and no one could see, she cried too. Cried for both her sons—the one who was gone and the one who might as well be. That's how she died, Kreacher knew. Alone. Crying. Loving them even when she couldn't say it.
And now the new mistress. Too good for this family, really. Too bright, too kind, too full of light. And she was crying over him too.
The young mistress—Aurora—she didn't sleep anymore. Kreacher heard her at night, whispering to herself. I'll be a good girl. I promise. Just come home, Sirius. Please come home. She said it in her sleep. Said it over and over, like a prayer.
And the Potter boy. The half-blood spawn.
Kreacher had hated him on principle. Had called him names, muttered insults, wished him far away. But lately... lately, Kreacher noticed things. The boy didn't eat the food the mistress sent. He just pushed it around, waiting for letters. He asked about everyone—the young miss, the old mistress, the master in his cell. He cried all the time.
Kreacher didn't understand love. Had never been taught it, really. But he was starting to recognize pain.
---
Harry was losing his mind.
He'd been waiting for hours—days, it felt like—for some news, some letter, something. The Prophet had been useless. Ron and Hermione's letters were supportive but empty. Nothing helped. Nothing filled the gap where Sirius used to be.
When Kreacher appeared, Harry nearly sobbed with relief.
"Finally—" He grabbed the letters. Then stopped. Looked at Kreacher's face. "Is everyone okay? At Grimmauld Place?"
Kreacher was quiet for a long moment. Then, softly: "No. Everyone is crying. No one has eaten dinner."
Harry's blood went cold.
He knew. Before he opened the letters, he knew.
"Thank you," he whispered. "You can go."
Kreacher looked at him for a long moment. Then he disappeared.
Harry stared at the letters in his hands. Margaret's familiar handwriting. Sirius's—he'd recognize it anywhere.
He opened Margaret's first.
The words blurred as he read. Tears came before he could stop them, spilling down his cheeks, fogging his glasses. He had to stop multiple times—wipe his eyes, clean the lenses, force himself to keep going.
He told me he's not worth the fight.
He's already gone.
By the time he finished, he was sobbing.
Then he looked at Sirius's letter.
He couldn't. Didn't have the guts. Didn't have the strength.
But he opened it anyway.
---
Harry,
If you're reading this, it means I didn't make it back. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
I wanted to tell you this face to face. I wanted to look you in the eye and explain everything. But sometimes the world doesn't give us the moments we need. Sometimes it just takes, and takes, and leaves us with nothing but words on paper.
You're the best thing that ever happened to me. I need you to know that.
When I escaped from Azkaban, I had nothing. No hope. No future. No reason to keep going except revenge. I was a dead man walking, and I knew it. Then I met you in that shack, and everything changed.
You looked at me—a convicted murderer, a fugitive, a monster—and you trusted me. You believed me. You stood between me and a room full of people who wanted me dead, and you said "I trust him."
No one had done that for me in twelve years. No one had looked at me like I was worth saving. But you did. James's son, Lily's son, my godson—you gave me back my humanity.
I wanted to give you a home. A real home, with someone who loved you, who would never hurt you, who would fight for you until his last breath. I wanted to be the father you deserved. The father James would have wanted for you.
I'm sorry I couldn't be that. I'm sorry I failed you.
But Harry, listen to me. None of this is your fault. None of it. You didn't fail me—I failed you. Don't carry that weight. Don't let it crush you the way it crushed me for so many years.
You're stronger than you know. Braver than you realize. You have your father's courage and your mother's heart, and that combination can move mountains. I've seen it. I believe in it. I believe in you.
Take care of yourself. Eat properly—and I mean properly, not whatever those Muggles deign to give you. Let your friends help you. Trust them the way you trusted me. They love you, Harry. Let them.
And if you can... if you have it in you... look after Margaret and Aurora for me. They're my family now, same as you. Margaret will fight for you—she's already fighting for you, in ways you don't even know. And Aurora... she's just a kid. She doesn't understand any of this. Be kind to her, if you ever meet. She would have loved having a big brother.
I have to go now. I can hear the clock ticking, and there's never enough time.
I love you, Harry. I've loved you since you were a baby in your mother's arms, since the first time I held you and promised James I'd always protect you. I broke that promise, and I'll spend whatever comes next regretting it.
But you go on. You live. You find happiness. You make me proud, the way you've always made me proud.
All my love, forever,
Your godfather,
Sirius
---
Harry closed the letter.
He didn't know what it was to lose a parent. He'd been too young when his parents died—too young to remember, too young to feel it properly. But now he knew. Now he understood.
It felt like the wind had been kicked out of him. Like his soul was heavy, weighted down with something he couldn't name. Like Sirius was still there, pressed against his heart, and letting go would mean losing him forever.
He couldn't let go. He didn't want to.
He'd only known Sirius for months. Barely a year. And already he couldn't imagine a world without him. Couldn't imagine going back to the way things were before—alone, unwanted, waiting for something that would never come.
But he wasn't alone anymore. That was the worst part. He'd had a family—briefly, beautifully—and now it was slipping away.
He thought of Margaret. She'd lost Sirius once and was about to lose him again. She'd fought so hard, given everything, and it still wasn't enough.
He thought of Aurora. Six years old. Already lost one father. Now losing another. She would grow up with stories and a letter and a void where Sirius should have been.
Harry cried.
He cried for Sirius. For himself. For Margaret. For Aurora. For all of them, tangled together in this mess of love and loss and hope that refused to die.
He cried through the night. Long after his eyes went dry, long after his throat went raw, he sat in his room at Privet Drive and let the grief consume him.
And somewhere in the darkness, he made a decision.
He wasn't going to let Sirius go. Not yet. Not ever.
Monday was coming. And Harry would be ready.
Chapter Text
Margaret had drifted to sleep crying in her room.
She didn't remember when it happened—sometime between the tears and the exhaustion, between the letters and the grief. Her body had simply given up, pulling her under into darkness.
When she woke, the room was still dark. The clock on her nightstand read 4:47 AM.
Aurora wasn't here. Must be with her grandfather.
Margaret lay still for a moment, letting the weight of everything settle back onto her chest. It was like breathing underwater—every inhale a struggle, every exhale a release that didn't help.
Clermont. Her father.
He was so strict from the outside. That severe face, those aristocratic manners, that unwavering commitment to propriety. But inside—inside he was soft. Supportive. He had always come for her when she needed him. Always.
She remembered the day Michael died. Her father had appeared at her door within hours, crossing the Channel without hesitation, taking over everything so she could fall apart. He'd held her while she cried, fed her when she couldn't eat, watched Aurora so Margaret could grieve.
He was a great father. The kind of father Margaret wanted for Aurora.
But Michael had passed away. And now Sirius...
Her heart broke for the millionth time.
It had been doing that a lot lately—breaking, mending just enough to function, then breaking again. Every day in the past week had been a terror. She would go through the motions like a third person watching someone else's life. Wake up. Dress. Go to the Ministry. Sit in meetings. Pretend to be functional.
Only when she walked into that small meeting room—only when she saw Sirius—did she feel alive.
And now even that was gone.
She had cried so many times. And yet her tears never ran dry.
Margaret sat up. Looked at the two letters on her nightstand. The ones for her and Aurora. The ones she hadn't been able to open until now.
She got up. Left her room.
The house was silent at this hour. No creaks, no whispers, no footsteps. Just the weight of old magic and older grief.
Margaret had never been above the second floor.
In all her weeks here, she hadn't had reason to explore. The rooms they used were on the ground floor and the first and the second floor—kitchen, living room, study, bedrooms. Above that was unknown territory. She hadn't had time. Hadn't had energy.
Now she climbed.
The stairs creaked under her feet. The walls grew darker, the portraits sparser. Dust gathered in corners, untouched by Kreacher's cleaning. This part of the house had been left alone for years.
Third floor. More closed doors. More darkness.
Fourth floor.
Margaret stepped onto the landing and looked around. It was quiet here. Still. Like time had stopped.
And then she saw it.
A name board on one of the doors. Clear as day, polished and neat.
SIRIUS
She walked toward it slowly. Her heart pounded. A little part of her—the rule-abiding part, the proper pure-blood princess—whispered don't go. It's not yours.
Another part—the part that had held Sirius in the dark, the part that cared for him—whispered go in. He won't mind.
She pushed the door open.
The room was nothing like the rest of the house.
Not dark. Not gloomy. Not heavy with old magic and older pain. It was bright—or would be, if sunlight ever reached this floor. The walls were covered in posters. Muggle motorcycles. Girls in bikinis. A Gryffindor banner, faded but proud. And everywhere, everywhere, insults to the Black family scrawled on scraps of paper, pinned to the wall like trophies.
The Noble and Most Ancient House of Black is full of nutters.
My mother is a hag.
Toujours Pur? Toujours Stupide.
Margaret laughed. It came out wet, broken, but real.
This was Sirius. Every part of this room screamed his name.
She looked around slowly, taking it all in. The unmade bed—he'd slept in it last and never made it. Robes thrown over a chair. Books stacked haphazardly on the floor. A half-empty glass on the nightstand.
And then she saw the photograph.
Four boys. Young. Laughing. Arms around each other like nothing could ever tear them apart.
She picked it up carefully. Her eyes found Sirius immediately—impossible to miss him, even among the chaos. He was younger here. Maybe sixteen. His arm was slung around another boy with dark hair and glasses, both of them grinning like they'd just pulled off the prank of the century.
James. That must be James.
They looked so happy. So carefree. So impossibly young.
This Sirius deserved better. The Sirius in this photograph deserved a life full of laughter and friendship and love. And the Sirius locked up in the Ministry—the one who had survived Azkaban, who had fought for his freedom, who had given her hope—he deserved better too.
Why don't you believe that, Sirius? she thought. Why can't you see what we see?
She sat down in the chair by the window. Didn't dare sit on the bed. It probably still smelled like him—like smoke and tea and something warm underneath. She couldn't handle that. Not now.
She looked at the letters in her lap.
For her. For Aurora.
She opened Aurora's first.
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My little star,
If you're reading this, you're older now. Old enough to understand. Old enough to wonder about the man who was your father for such a short time.
I'm sorry I couldn't stay. I'm sorry I couldn't watch you grow up, couldn't be there for your first day of school, your first broomstick flight, your first heartbreak. I wanted to be there for all of it. I wanted to be your dad.
You made me laugh. Do you know that? After years of forgetting how, you made me laugh. You sat on my lap and demanded dragon stories and corrected my French with that little scowl you get from your mother, and somehow, impossibly, you made me remember what joy felt like.
You called me Sirius. Not Papa, not Father—Sirius. Because I was the dog man, the star, the strange grown-up who didn't know how to build castles properly. And I loved every second of it.
I want you to know that none of this is your fault. None of it. Children sometimes blame themselves when adults leave—I know, because I did it too, when I was young. But this isn't your fault. It was never your fault. It was just the world being cruel, the way it sometimes is.
Your mother is brave. She fought for me when no one else would. She stood in front of the entire Ministry and demanded justice. She never gave up, never wavered, never stopped believing. You have her strength in you. I saw it, even when you were small. That stubbornness, that determination—that's her gift to you.
Be good to her. She'll need you, even if she doesn't say it. You're her whole world, Aurora. Never doubt that.
And Harry—if you ever meet him, be kind to him. He's been alone too, in his own way. He would have been your brother, if things had been different. Maybe you can still find each other. Maybe you can be family anyway.
I have to go now. I can hear the clock ticking, and there's never enough time.
Keep building castles. Keep telling dragon stories. Keep being the bright, fierce, wonderful little person I was lucky enough to know, even for a little while.
I love you, little star. I always will.
Sirius
---
Margaret couldn't see anymore. Tears blurred the page, and she had to stop, had to press her hands to her face and breathe through the sobs that threatened to tear her apart.
When she could see again, she picked up the last envelope. Her name. Just Margaret, in his uneven handwriting.
---
Margaret,
I don't know how to start this. I've never been good with words—not the important ones. James always said I talked too much and said too little. He wasn't wrong.
So I'll just say it: thank you.
Thank you for fighting for me. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for seeing past the fugitive, the convict, the broken mess of a man, and finding something worth saving.
You didn't have to do any of this. The contract gave you what you needed—the name, the security, the future for Aurora. You could have stopped there. Could have been cold and distant and merely civil. No one would have blamed you.
But you didn't stop. You kept fighting. Kept caring. Kept showing up, day after day, until I forgot you were supposed to be a stranger.
I don't know if this is love. I don't know if I remember what love feels like anymore—it's been so long, and Azkaban took so much. But if it's not love, it's something close. Something I never expected to feel again.
You sat with me in the dark. You held my hand when I was falling apart. You gave me hope, even when I begged you not to.
I wanted to give you a real marriage. Not a contract, not a deal—something real. I wanted to wake up next to you every day and make you laugh and watch Aurora grow up and grow old with you. I wanted to be the man you deserved.
I'm sorry I couldn't be that. I'm sorry I'm leaving you with more paperwork and more pain and three letters to deliver. That's not what you signed up for. That's not what any of this was supposed to be.
But here we are. And I have to go.
Take care of them. Harry and Aurora—they're going to need you. Harry especially. He's been alone too long, and he'll try to push you away, try to handle everything himself. Don't let him. He needs family, even if he doesn't know how to ask.
And take care of yourself. You're so busy taking care of everyone else that you forget you matter too. You matter, Margaret. You matter to me. You always will.
I don't know what comes next. I don't know if there's anything after this. But if there is, I'll be watching. I'll be proud of you. I'll be grateful for every moment you gave me.
Thank you for everything.
Sirius
P.S. The tea at the Ministry is terrible. Don't let them serve it to you. Bring your own.
---
Margaret held the letter to her chest, the paper crumpling against her heart. She didn't try to stop the tears anymore. They came freely, openly, falling onto Sirius's words, onto his name, onto the proof that he had cared for her after all.
She sat in his room, surrounded by his things, holding his last words, and let herself break.
Somewhere downstairs, Aurora stirred. The house creaked. The clock ticked toward dawn.
And Margaret sat alone, holding the last words of a man who had become so much more than a contract, wondering how she was supposed to go on without him.
She didn't have an answer.
But she had his letters. She had his room. She had the memory of his hand in hers, his lips on her knuckles, his voice saying her name.
She will not give up, she can't. Not yet.
Chapter Text
Margaret sat in her study, the weight of exhaustion pressing against her bones, but her mind sharper than it had been in days.
She had spent the last hour pulling every file, every document, every scrap of evidence from the case. They lay spread across her desk now—a battlefield of paper, each piece a soldier in the war for Sirius's freedom. She arranged them carefully, building a timeline, searching for the weak points.
The clock on her mantle read 6:47 AM. She'd been at this since five.
Footsteps passed in the hall. Aurora, probably. Clermont would look after her. Margaret trusted that. But she called for Kreacher anyway, just to be sure.
The elf appeared with a soft crack. He looked at her—really looked—and she saw something in his eyes she hadn't seen before. Concern. Worry. For her.
"Is Aurora alright?" Margaret asked.
"Kreacher checked on the young mistress. She sleeps still." A pause. "Shall Kreacher bring the mistress something to eat? The mistress has not eaten dinner."
Margaret opened her mouth to refuse. She didn't have time. Didn't have appetite. Didn't have—
She looked at Kreacher. At the hope in his strange, bulbous eyes. At the worry etched into his wrinkled face.
He cared. Somehow, impossibly, he cared.
"Yes," she said. "Thank you, Kreacher."
The elf nodded and disappeared.
Margaret turned back to her work.
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She had divided the case into two sections. Before Azkaban. After Azkaban.
The after section she'd gone over hundreds of times. Witnesses, testimony, physical evidence. It was messy—involved children and werewolves and thirteen years of lies—but she knew it inside and out.
The before section was the problem.
November 1st: Sirius arrested. In the picture: only Sirius and Peter.
October 31st: James and Lily killed. In the picture: James, Lily, Harry, Hagrid, Dumbledore, Sirius, Voldemort, Peter.
October 30th: James, Lily, Harry.
October 29th: James, Lily, Harry.
October 28th: Sirius visits the Potters for the last time. In the picture: James, Lily, Harry, and Sirius.
October 27th: James, Lily, Harry.
October 26th: James, Lily, Harry.
October 25th: Secret Keeper switched. In the picture: James, Lily, Harry, Sirius, and Peter.
October 24th: James, Lily, Harry.
October 23rd: James, Lily, Harry.
October 22nd: Sirius proposes switching Secret Keepers. In the picture: James, Lily, Harry, and Sirius.
Between October 22nd and October 31st—nine days—there were no letters. No reported visits. No communication with anyone except Sirius and Peter.
Had anyone else visited? Bertha Jorkins had been in the area, according to old Ministry records. But there was no proof. No witness. No evidence.
James and Lily were dead. Sirius was in custody. Peter was on the run.
No one was left who knew.
Margaret stared at the timeline, frustration building. There had to be something. Someone. A gap she hadn't seen—
Kreacher returned with a tray. Eggs, toast, tea. He set it carefully on the corner of her desk and began preparing her cup exactly as she liked it.
Margaret barely noticed. Her eyes were fixed on the papers.
Kreacher's hand trembled slightly. The tea sloshed.
And then—disaster.
The cup tipped. Tea spilled across the desk, soaking a stack of witness statements, spreading brown liquid over months of work.
Margaret lunged forward, pulling papers away, her heart racing. "Kreacher! Be careful—these are IMPORTANT—"
Kreacher was already apologizing, his wrinkled hands darting out to mop up the mess. He grabbed a handful of papers, dabbing at the wet spots, his movements frantic.
Then he stopped.
Froze.
Stared at the paper in his hands.
Margaret was still fussing, still pulling documents, still too focused on the mess to notice. But Kreacher's silence registered. She looked up.
He was holding a letter. Old parchment, faded ink, signed as black.
"Kreacher?" Margaret's voice was sharp. "What is it?"
The elf didn't respond. Just stared.
Margaret crossed to him, took the paper from his trembling hands. She recognized it immediately—a copy of the letter raised in Wizengamot, written in a young hand, addressed to someone she didn't recognize.
The signature at the bottom which Sirius has refused to agree was of....
Regulus
She looked at Kreacher. He had been in this house for generations. He knew all the Blacks. He knew their secrets, their sorrows, their sins.
"Do you know who wrote this?" Margaret asked quietly.
Kreacher nodded. His eyes were wet.
"Yes," he whispered. "Kreacher knows. Kreacher is a good elf."
Margaret's mind raced.
There could be something here. Something important.
She looked at Kreacher—really looked. This elf who had hated them all, who had served the family through darkness and despair, who had watched them fall apart one by one.
"I need you to do something," Margaret said. "Will you help me?"
Kreacher hesitated. A lifetime of loyalty to Walburga, to Regulus, to the old ways warred with something new—something that had grown in the past weeks of watching this woman fight for his master.
"Yes," he said. "Kreacher will help."
Margaret's spirits lifted. For the first time in days, hope flickered in her chest.
---
She turned back to her timeline.
Before Azkaban. That was the gap. That was where she needed to find something.
Between October 22nd and October 31st—nine days. James and Lily had gone into hiding. They had seen no one except Sirius and Peter. No letters. No visitors. No communication.
But Harry had been there.
Harry.
The thought hit her like lightning.
Margaret nearly dropped her tea. She scrambled for parchment, knocking over the tray in her haste.
Harry,
I need to meet you. It's urgent. I've found something—something absolutely stupid and bizarre, but it might help.
Please keep today free. I'll come to you.
There's hope, Harry. There's hope.
See you soon.
Margaret
She didn't notice in her haste, this is the first time she has written such an informal letter. Addressed as Margaret. When was the last time she did it.
She sealed it quickly. Then she pulled out another sheet, this one longer, more formal. A letter to America—to a contact her father had mentioned. She namedropped freely—her father, her husband, the Black family fortune. She attached a pouch of galleons thick enough to choke a dragon.
If this worked, it would cost everything. If it didn't, they'd lose nothing they hadn't already lost.
She called for Kreacher.
The elf appeared instantly. He noticed the untouched food, the cold tea, the desperate energy radiating from his mistress. But he also noticed the shine in her eyes. The hope.
"First," Margaret held out Harry's letter, "go to Harry Potter. Give him this. Wait for a reply if he has one, but make sure he gets it."
Kreacher took it.
"Second." She held out the American letter. "Go to this address. Give them this. Wait for a response. Do whatever they ask—within reason. Use the galleons if you need to."
Kreacher looked at both letters. Then at Margaret.
"Kreacher will deliver," he said quietly. "For the mistress."
He disappeared.
Margaret sat back in her chair. The study was a mess—papers everywhere, spilled tea, scattered food. But she didn't see any of it.
She saw a thread. Thin as spider silk, fragile as hope itself.
But a thread.
The clock ticked toward seven. The house stirred around her.
And Margaret waited, hope flickering in her chest like a candle in the dark.
Chapter Text
Harry woke to gray light filtering through his window.
His eyes were burning. His head felt heavy, stuffed with cotton, like someone had filled his skull while he slept. The tears had stopped sometime in the night, but their traces remained—in the dried tracks on his cheeks, in the ache behind his eyes, in the hollow space where hope used to live.
He lay still for a moment, letting the memories of last night wash over him.
Sirius's letter. The words he'd read and reread until they blurred. The goodbye he still couldn't accept.
But underneath the grief, something else was stirring. Something hard and sharp and determined.
He had a plan.
He didn't know where Sirius was being held—the Ministry hadn't released that information. He couldn't get to Grimmauld Place on his own, couldn't ask Kreacher for help he didn't deserve. But he could go to the Ministry. He could walk in, demand to see someone, demand to be heard.
The Boy Who Lived. The papers would print that. They'd print anything with his name on it.
He would create a scene. He would make Fudge listen. He would tell the world—shout it from the floors of the Ministry if he had to—that Sirius was innocent. That Peter Pettigrew was alive. That the biggest mistake in wizarding history was about to be repeated.
He didn't know if it would work. He didn't know if anyone would listen. But he couldn't sit here anymore, waiting for news that never came, reading letters that broke his heart.
He had to do something.
Harry swung his legs out of bed. His body felt heavy, each movement an effort. But he pushed through it, crossing to his wardrobe, pulling out clothes—his best clothes, the ones that made him look almost respectable.
He was halfway through dressing when the crack sounded.
Kreacher appeared in the corner of the room.
Harry froze. Turned.
Kreacher looked... different. Not the usual sour expression, not the barely concealed hostility. His eyes met Harry's—actually met them—and there was something there Harry couldn't name.
"Half-blood." Kreacher held out a letter. "From the mistress."
Harry's heart jumped.
Half-blood. Kreacher had called him half-blood. The same insult he always used. And yet—Harry smiled.
Because if Kreacher was calling him names, things were normal. If Kreacher was delivering letters, there was news. And if there was news, there was hope.
He took the letter. "Thanks, Kreacher."
Kreacher nodded once. Then he was gone, disappearing without another word.
Harry tore the envelope open.
---
Harry,
I need to meet you. It's very urgent. I have found something—something absolutely stupid and bizarre, but it might help.
Please keep today free. I'll come and see you.
There's hope, Harry. Real hope.
See you soon.
Margaret
---
Harry read it once. Twice. Three times.
Hope. She said there was hope.
His hands were shaking. His heart was pounding. For the first time since he'd seen Sirius's picture in handcuffs, something like light broke through the darkness.
Then he noticed.
Harry. Not Mr. Potter. Not the formal address she'd always used. Just Harry.
And at the bottom—Margaret. Not Lady Black. Not the proper title. Just her name.
He read it again, just to be sure. Yes. There it was. Harry. Margaret.
She had called him Harry.
He didn't know why that made him smile. Didn't know why, in the middle of all this chaos and grief and desperate hope, that small change mattered so much.
But it did.
He and Margaret had been through a lot together in the past week. The letters. The fear. The waiting. The moment when Sirius gave up and asked her not to come back. They had shared that. They had both loved Sirius, both fought for him, both refused to let go.
It was only fair she called him Harry now.
He sat on the edge of his bed, the letter clutched in his hands, and let himself feel it. The hope. The terror. The desperate, aching need for this to work.
Margaret had a plan. She had found something. She was coming to see him.
He would wait. He would do whatever she asked. And if this plan failed—if it all fell apart—he would go to the Ministry tomorrow. He would shout until someone listened. He would make sure the world knew the truth.
But for now, he waited.
For the first time in days, waiting didn't feel like dying.
Chapter Text
Margaret walked slowly down Privet Drive, her Muggle shoes clicking against the pavement.
Kreacher had offered to bring her directly—a simple Apparition, a moment of discomfort, and she would be there. But she had refused. She needed the walk. Needed the time to think.
Thinking. She had done so much of it in the past few hours.
Two points. Two possibilities. That was what her frantic research had uncovered. Two threads she could pull, two directions she could run.
The first had gone to her father. She had asked—again—for his help. For his influence. For the connections he had spent a lifetime building. He had not shown what he felt about it. He never showed. He just looked at her with those old, tired eyes, nodded once, and said, "I'll see what I can do."
That was all. No questions. No hesitation. Just agreement.
He and Kreacher were working on one possibility now, pulling strings, calling in favors, moving pieces Margaret couldn't see.
The second thread led here. To Privet Drive. To Harry.
She had one hour. One hour to explain everything, to get his consent, to prepare him for what came next. After that, they had to catch the portkey for America.
Her stomach churned.
The plan was simple: walk up to the house, ask to see Harry. But she had heard enough from Sirius about the Dursleys to know that simple didn't mean easy. They were hostile, suspicious, cruel to Harry in ways that still made Sirius's voice crack when he spoke of it.
She had dressed carefully. Muggle clothes—a long coat, practical shoes, no jewelry. She had studied pictures, asked Kreacher questions, tried to blend in. But she had no idea if it would be enough.
Number Four looked exactly like every other house on the street. Neat lawn. Gleaming windows. A hideous garden gnome that was, thankfully, just ceramic.
Margaret walked up the path and rang the bell.
---
The door swung open.
A man filled the doorway—huge, purple-faced, with a mustache that looked like a small animal had died on his upper lip. He stared at her with the expression of someone who had just discovered a slug in his salad.
Margaret smiled. "Hello, sir."
The man's eyes traveled down her, then up again. Margaret felt suddenly conscious—was her clothing wrong? Her posture too straight? Did she look as foreign as she felt?
Then the man smiled. It was not a pleasant smile. It was the smile of someone who thought they were being charming and was very, very wrong.
"Hello yourself," he said, in a voice clearly meant to impress. It did not impress.
Margaret kept her smile firmly in place. "My name is Margaret Black. May I come inside, if you permit me?"
The man's smile flickered. Doubt crossed his features. He looked her over again, reassessing.
Then, to her surprise, he stepped aside. "Suppose so. Come in."
Margaret walked past him into the hall. It was aggressively ordinary—over-furnished, aggressively clean, with the faint smell of artificial lavender. She had only seen one Muggle house before, years ago, and it had been nothing like this.
The man closed the door and turned to her. "How can I help you, then?"
Margaret met his eyes. "I wish to see Mr. Potter. If you could call him, please."
The effect was immediate.
The man's face changed color—literally changed, shifting from its usual ruddy purple to something closer to eggplant. His eyes bulged.
"There is no Harry Potter in this house!" His voice rose to a shout. "The freaks need to stop coming here! We don't want any of your sort—"
Behind him, a woman appeared in a doorway. Thin, horse-faced, with the same expression of permanent displeasure. She opened her mouth to speak—
Footsteps on the stairs.
Margaret looked up.
A boy was coming down fast, taking the steps two at a time. Messy hair. Round glasses. He looked up as he reached the bottom, and their eyes met.
Harry. It had to be Harry.
He looked different from his pictures. Thinner. Paler. Dark circles under his eyes that spoke of sleepless nights and too many tears. But it was him.
"Mrs. Black?" His voice was rough, surprised.
The man was still shouting. "—get out of my house, you hear me? We don't want you here!"
Margaret ignored him completely. She looked at Harry, and something in her chest loosened. This was Sirius's boy. This was the child Sirius loved more than anything.
She did something, harry had never seen before.
She curtsied.
Right there, in the middle of the Dursleys' hallway, with the man still shouting and the woman staring, Margaret Black—Lady Black, pure-blood aristocrat, French solicitor—curtsied to a fourteen-year-old boy.
"Glad to make your acquaintance, Mr. Potter."
Silence.
The man's mouth hung open. The woman's eyes had gone wide. Harry stared at her like she'd grown a second head.
Margaret straightened, composed as ever.
The woman—Petunia, it had to be—recovered first. "Who are you?" Her voice was sharp, suspicious.
Margaret smiled again. Patiently, as if explaining to a slow child. "I am Margaret Black. I have come here to seek an audience with Mr. Potter."
Petunia's eyes narrowed. "Black. You're that Blacks' sister?"
Margaret considered the question. "If by 'that Black' you mean Sirius Black, then no. I am not his sister." She paused. "I am his wife."
Petunia's face went through an impressive series of contortions. Shock. Disbelief. Something that might have been grudging respect. Her eyes traveled over Margaret—the clothes, the posture, the sheer presence of her.
"That freak got married?" The words came out flat.
Margaret's smile didn't waver, but something cold flickered in her eyes. "Yes. We did get married." She tilted her head. "You must be Petunia. I wish I could say I'm glad to make your acquaintance. But I can't."
The silence that followed was absolute.
Harry made a sound—something between a laugh and a gasp. The man's face had gone from purple to red to something approaching normal. Petunia just stared.
Margaret turned back to Harry. "Mr. Potter. I need to speak with you. Privately. May I?"
Harry nodded, still looking dazed. "Yeah. Yeah, of course. My room—it's upstairs."
He started up, then paused, looking back at his aunt and uncle. For a moment, something like defiance flickered in his eyes.
Then he continued up, Margaret following.
---
Margaret followed Harry into his room and stopped.
She looked around like a four-year-old seeing something for the first time—head turning slowly, eyes taking in every detail. The narrow bed. The barred window. The secondhand furniture. The faded posters.
Harry watched her, something almost like amusement flickering through his grief. He pulled out the chair from his tiny desk and gestured toward it.
"Please, sit."
Margaret sat. Properly. Back straight, knees together, hands folded in her lap. Her voice, when she spoke, was perfectly modulated—neither too loud nor too soft.
"Is this how all Muggle houses look?" she asked. "Or just this one?"
Harry couldn't help it. He chuckled. She really was as posh as he'd imagined.
"No, it's just this one. Most Muggle houses have... more stuff, I guess? Less empty." He shrugged. "The Dursleys are weird about money. They have it, they just don't like spending it on me."
Margaret nodded slowly. Her eyes found the desk—found the letter from Sirius lying open, the pages worn from repeated reading. He must have gone through it dozens of times.
Harry followed her gaze. Awkwardness flickered across his face.
"I'm sorry," Margaret said softly. "For intruding. I know this is—"
"No." Harry cut her off. "No, it's okay. Really."
She looked at him—really looked. This boy who had lost so much. Who had just lost again.
"It must be very difficult," she said quietly. "Reading that. Living with it." She paused. "I share your pain, Mr. Potter. But we have a chance. A real chance."
Harry straightened. Nodded. Pushed the grief down where it couldn't interfere.
Margaret took a breath.
"First, I must tell you—I've come to you as a last resort. Sirius will be very upset with me for involving you. I already disobeyed him once, by asking for your version of the events. This is worse." Her voice wavered, just slightly. "But I can't sit by and do nothing. I can't let him push himself into despair like this."
Harry watched her. Saw the crack in her perfect composure.
"Aurora is not well," Margaret continued. "She cries all the time. She doesn't eat. She just sits in the living room, waiting for Sirius to come back." Her eyes glistened. "I don't have the heart to tell her I gave up."
Harry felt his own eyes burn. He blinked rapidly.
Margaret composed herself. Took a moment. When she spoke again, her voice was steady.
"I'm a mother, Mr. Potter. Believe me—I would never put you in danger. I've researched this. I think it could work. There might be a way to save him." She met his eyes. "But I won't force you. You can say no, and I'll leave. I'll never bother you again."
Harry looked at her. Saw the desperation underneath the control. The same desperation he felt. The same willingness to do anything.
"Mrs. Black." His voice was firm. "Whatever it is, I'm willing to try. Even if there's a one percent chance it works."
They watched each other.
"If Sirius gets upset," Harry added, "I'll face his anger with you. We're in this together."
Margaret stared at him. This boy—this thirteen-year-old boy—offering to share the burden. To stand with her against whatever came.
"Sirius is right," she said softly. "You really are a kind soul."
Harry smiled—small, tired, real. "We both believe Sirius is right."
Margaret wiped her eyes. Straightened her spine.
"Okay." Her voice was businesslike now. "Listen carefully. And please—at any moment, if something feels wrong, say no. I mean it. Don't do anything your conscience tells you not to."
Harry nodded.
Margaret pulled out a parchment covered in notes. With a flick of her wand, it unfolded in the air, hovering between them. Harry squinted at the writing—dates, names, locations he didn't recognize.
"Here." Margaret pointed with her wand. "October 22nd. Sirius visits your family at Godric's Hollow and proposes changing the Secret-Keeper."
Harry followed her wand, watching the dates appear as she spoke.
"October 25th. They make the switch. Peter Pettigrew becomes Secret-Keeper."
Another date.
"October 28th. Sirius visits for the last time. He says goodbye to your parents, not knowing it's forever."
Harry's throat tightened.
"October 31st." Margaret's voice softened. "The night everything ended."
"Voldemort killed my parents." Harry's voice was flat.
Margaret paused. "I'm sorry, Mr. Potter."
"It's alright. Keep going."
Margaret looked at him for a long moment. Then she released a breath and continued.
"There are no records of any other visitors between October 22nd and October 31st. No letters sent to anyone except Sirius—and those don't mention the Secret-Keeper switch. It was all kept secret."
Harry nodded, following.
"No one who was directly involved is alive to testify." Margaret's wand moved slowly. "James and Lily are gone. Sirius is in custody. Peter is on the run. There's no one left who knows what really happened in those nine days."
She looked at Harry. Held his gaze.
"Except."
Harry stared at the notes. At the dates. At the empty space where a witness should be.
It took a moment. Then another.
His eyes found Margaret's.
"Except me."
Margaret nodded slowly. "There is one person who was there for all of it. The suggestion to change the Secret-Keeper. The actual switch. The days in between. The attack." She held his gaze. "You."
Harry was silent for a long moment.
"But I was a baby," he said finally. "I don't remember anything."
"Listen to me." Margaret leaned forward. "You were a baby, yes. But you were a magical baby. And there was powerful magic in that house—the Fidelius Charm, your mother's protection, the residual energy of everything that happened. Things can get stuck in a child's mind. Not memories—not clearly—but impressions. Feelings. Fragments."
Harry stared at her.
"You don't know it's there," Margaret continued. "But it might be. Somewhere. Not in sequence, not fully formed, but there." Margaret speaks again, "Memories are not admissible in the court as evidence. Considering you are a minor if we take your memories without the written explicit permissionof your Aunt. I will be arrested at sight. We will use the memory, to find an evidence, any a visit from someone we don't know, any letter they wrote anything.
Harry thought. Something stirred in his chest—a feeling, half-remembered.
"I heard her."
Margaret's brow furrowed. "What?"
"My mum." Harry's voice cracked. "Last year. At Hogwarts. The dementors—they were there because of Sirius. And I heard her. I heard her voice." Tears spilled down his cheeks. "She called out to my dad. And then she screamed. Before..." He couldn't finish.
Margaret's eyes filled with tears. She reached out, instinctively, and took his hand.
"I'm sorry," she whispered. "I'm so sorry, Harry. No child should have to experience that. No one should hear their mother's last moments."
Harry wiped his face with his free hand. Squeezed hers once, then let go.
"Tell me what we have to do." His voice was rough but determined. "I'm in. You can use my memory. Whatever it takes."
Margaret looked at him with something like awe. This boy, who had only ever lost, who had just been handed another burden—and he was ready. Ready to give more.
"There's a wizard in America," she said. "A researcher. She studies advanced magic involving magical children—babies, toddlers, the way magic manifests in the very young. My father pulled some strings to get us an appointment. Today at eleven."
Harry's eyes widened. "America?"
"We have a portkey. But I needed your consent first. I couldn't make that choice for you."
"Today at eleven," Harry repeated. "That's—that's soon."
"It is. And we have to go now if we're going to make it." Margaret hesitated. "Mr. Potter, I need you to think about this. Really think. I don't want you to feel obligated—"
"I was going to go to the Ministry today." Harry cut her off. "I was going to march in there and cause a scene. Shout until someone listened. I was ready to do anything." He met her eyes. "This is just a different direction. My choice. Not your fault."
Margaret's eyes filled again. She didn't try to stop the tears this time.
"Okay," she whispered. "Okay. Let's go."
---
They walked downstairs together.
The argument with the Dursleys was loud, predictable, and thoroughly unpleasant. Vernon shouted. Petunia sniffed. Dudley appeared briefly, looked confused, and disappeared again.
Margaret handled it with the same calm precision she brought to everything. She produced documents—official-looking, clearly magical, but the Dursleys couldn't read them anyway. She spoke of legal obligations and Ministry requirements and the consequences of obstruction.
In the end, they got what they wanted.
Harry stepped out of Number Four, Privet Drive, and for the first time in weeks, felt like he was walking toward something instead of away from everything.
Margaret led him down the street, toward the portkey station, toward America, toward hope.
Neither of them looked back.
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The walk to the portkey station was silent.
Harry's legs moved automatically, carrying him down streets he'd known his whole life but barely saw. His mind was elsewhere—spinning through everything Margaret had told him, everything they were about to do, everything that could go wrong.
Margaret walked beside him, her Muggle shoes clicking against the pavement, her posture perfect despite everything. She looked like she belonged anywhere but here, on this ordinary suburban street with its perfectly manicured lawns and its aggressively normal houses.
Neither of them spoke. There was too much to say, and no words for any of it.
They turned a corner. Then another. The houses grew sparser, the streets emptier. Harry realized they were heading toward the edge of Little Whinging, toward the park where he'd spent lonely afternoons as a younger child, watching other kids play while he sat alone.
"The portkey is in the children's play area," Margaret said quietly, as if reading his thoughts. "Kreacher arranged it. Less Ministry surveillance."
Harry nodded. Didn't ask how Kreacher had managed that.
The park appeared ahead—swings, a slide, a climbing frame painted in bright colors that had faded over years of sun and rain. It was empty at this hour, too early for children, too late for morning walks.
Margaret led him to the climbing frame. Checked her watch. Looked around once, twice, three times.
"Ninety seconds," she murmured. "The portkey is that old boot under the slide. When it glows blue, we touch it. Don't let go until we land."
Harry's heart hammered. America. He was going to America. He'd never been out of Britain, never imagined leaving, and now—
Margaret's voice was soft. "Breathe."
He realized he'd been holding his breath. Let it out slowly.
"What if it doesn't work?" he asked. "What if we're too late? What if—"
"Then we try something else." Margaret met his eyes. "We don't stop. We never stop. That's what family does."
Family. The word settled into his chest, warm and strange.
The boot under the slide began to glow.
"Now," Margaret said.
They touched it together.
---
The world twisted.
Harry felt sensation, the hook behind his navel, the rush of wind and color. The pressure built and built until he thought he might fly apart, and then—
They landed.
Harry stumbled, caught himself on a low wall, gasped for breath. His stomach lurched. His head spun.
When he could see again, he was in an alley. Narrow, dark, smelling of things he didn't recognize. The sky above was different—brighter, somehow, the sun higher than it should been.
Margaret stood beside him, already composed, already checking her surroundings. She looked completely unaffected by the journey.
"Time difference," she said, noticing his expression. "We've traveled west. It's earlier here than it was at home." She checked her watch, frowned, adjusted something on it with a tap of her wand. "We have about forty-five minutes until our appointment."
Harry nodded, still trying to catch his breath.
"Come." Margaret gestured toward the end of the alley. "We need to find transportation. The researcher's facility is outside the city."
They emerged into a street Harry couldn't have imagined in his wildest dreams.
Everything was bigger. Wider. The buildings stretched upward in ways that made London look small. Cars—sleeker, brighter than the ones at home—roared past. Signs blazed in colors and fonts he'd never seen. People moved fast, talking loud, dressed in ways that made his Muggle clothes look hopelessly outdated.
Margaret moved through it all like she belonged. Hailed a vehicle—a taxi, Harry realized, but nothing like the black cabs in London. This one was yellow, boxy, driven by a man who barely glanced at them before pulling over.
"Where to, folks?" The driver's accent was strange, stretched, nothing Harry had heard before.
Margaret gave an address. The driver nodded, and they were off.
---
Harry pressed his face to the window, watching the city blur past. Skyscrapers. Billboards. Streets wider than any he'd ever seen. People everywhere, moving, living, existing in a world so different from his own.
They drove in silence for a while. The city gave way to suburbs, then to countryside. Greener here than at home, somehow. Bigger. Everything was bigger.
Harry thought about Sirius. About the letter in his pocket, the one he'd read so many times. About what they were about to do.
"Mrs. Black. What if the researcher can't help? What if my memories aren't there?"
Margaret was quiet for a long moment.
"Then we go back," she said finally. "We go back and we fight with what we have. We put Sirius on that stand and we make the Wizengamot see the truth. We use Remus. We use Andromeda. We use every witness who ever believed in him." She met his eyes. "It won't be as strong. It might not be enough. But we don't stop. We never stop."
He nodded. Held onto those words.
They didn't stop. They never stopped.
---
The facility appeared ahead—a low building set back from the road, surrounded by trees. It looked nothing like the sleek laboratories Harry had imagined. It looked like someone's home, expanded and adapted, with wards so thick he could feel them pressing against his skin even from the road.
The taxi stopped at a gate. Margaret paid—with Muggle money, Harry noticed, American bills she must have obtained somehow—and they stepped out.
The gate swung open before they reached it.
A woman waited at the front door. Older, silver-haired, with sharp eyes and a no-nonsense expression. She looked at them both with the kind of assessment that made Harry feel like a specimen under glass.
"Margaret Clermont-Black." The woman's voice was crisp. "Your father's message arrived. I wasn't sure you'd make it in time."
"Dr. Rosen." Margaret inclined her head. "Thank you for seeing us."
The woman's eyes moved to Harry. Lingered.
"And this must be Harry Potter." Something flickered in her expression—recognition, interest, something else Harry couldn't name. "The famous Boy Who Lived. Come in. We have much to discuss."
She turned and walked inside, clearly expecting them to follow.
Harry looked at Margaret. She nodded.
They stepped through the door together.
---
The inside was nothing like the outside.
Where the building had seemed almost ordinary, the interior was filled with equipment Harry didn't recognize—gleaming metal devices, screens displaying scrolling text, crystals that pulsed with soft light. Books lined every wall, ancient tomes mixed with modern texts. The air hummed with magic.
Dr. Rosen led them to a small room with comfortable chairs and a table covered in notes.
"Sit." She gestured. "I've reviewed the basics your father provided. You believe Mr. Potter may have residual magical impressions from his infancy—specifically from the period surrounding his parents' deaths."
Margaret nodded. "He's heard his mother's voice before. During a dementor attack. The memory is there, somewhere."
Dr. Rosen's eyes sharpened. "Heard her? Actually heard her?"
"When the dementors were close," Harry said quietly. "She screamed. Called out to my dad. And then—" He stopped.
"And then she died." Dr. Rosen finished for him, without cruelty. "Yes. That tracks with what I've seen in similar cases. Extreme trauma can leave imprints, even in children too young to form conscious memories."
She turned to Margaret. "You understand this is experimental. There's no guarantee we'll find anything useful. And the process itself can be... uncomfortable."
Harry spoke before Margaret could. "I don't care. If there's a chance—any chance—I want to try."
Dr. Rosen studied him for a long moment. Then, slowly, she nodded.
"Alright, Mr. Potter. We'll begin."
Chapter Text
Dr. Rosen scanned them before speaking. "Before we proceed," she said, her voice different now—more formal, more careful, "I need to be absolutely clear about what you're asking."
Margaret nodded. "We understand the risks."
"Do you?" Dr. Rosen leaned forward. "Mr. Potter is young. His mind is still developing. What we're proposing—reaching into the deepest parts of his memory, extracting images he's never consciously accessed—this is delicate work. Dangerous work." She looked at Harry. "Things can go wrong. Memories can be damaged. New memories can be created by accident. The mind is not a simple thing to play with."
Harry's stomach tightened. He hadn't thought about that.
Margaret didn't flinch.
"How much?" she asked.
Dr. Rosen raised an eyebrow.
"How much to ensure you take every precaution?" Margaret's voice was calm, businesslike.
Dr. Rosen studied her for a long moment. Then, slowly, she smiled.
"You're a smart woman, Mrs. Black."
Margaret reached into her robes and pulled out a piece of parchment. It looked official—heavy, cream-colored, with seals Harry didn't recognize. She slid it across the desk.
"Write any amount," she said. "Drawn on the accounts of Sirius Orion Black, Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black."
Harry's eyes widened. A blank cheque. He'd heard about things like this but never seen one. The implications were staggering—Sirius was rich, Harry knew that, but this was another level entirely.
Dr. Rosen looked at the parchment. Her expression didn't change, but something flickered in her eyes.
Then Margaret reached into her purse—the same one she'd carried through the Dursleys' house—and pulled out a pouch. She placed it on the desk with a solid thunk.
"This is for you," she said quietly. "Over and above."
The pouch clinked. Coins. Gold coins, by the sound of it.
Dr. Rosen looked at the pouch. At the parchment. At Margaret.
Margaret held her gaze.
"Nobody hears the name Harry Potter," she said. "Never. Not in connection with this, not in connection with anything. You die with this secret."
The room was very quiet.
Dr. Rosen reached out. Took the parchment. Took the pouch. She didn't open either—just set them aside, on her side of the desk.
"Agreed," she said simply.
Harry let out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding.
---
They moved to the memory chamber.
The chair still sat in the center, wires dangling, crystals pulsing. Harry looked at it with new eyes—not just fear now, but something else. Determination.
Dr. Rosen gestured for them to sit—Harry in the chair, Margaret in a smaller seat beside him.
"I need to explain the procedure," Dr. Rosen said. "In detail. So there are no surprises."
Harry nodded. Margaret took his hand. He was grateful for it.
"Mr. Potter was approximately fifteen months old at the time of the events we're trying to access." Dr. Rosen's voice was clinical now, professional. "At that age, the brain is developing rapidly. Memories are formed differently than in older children or adults. They're more sensory—feelings, sounds, images without context. They're also stored differently."
She pointed to the equipment against the wall.
"What we'll be doing is essentially a deep dive. I'll guide Mr. Potter into a trance state, then use these crystals to amplify and access the memory pathways from that period. He will likely sleep for several hours. His body needs rest to process what we're doing."
Harry shifted in the chair.
"During that time, I will extract his memories. The memory will be his, you will hear what he hears, you will go where he goes. As he was a baby at that time, any time he falls asleep, you can’t see or hear anything from that point. Alright.
Margaret nodded.
"The extraction itself can only be done once." Dr. Rosen's voice grew heavier. "One memory. One day. After that, the pathways are too disrupted—it would be dangerous to attempt again. You need to choose carefully."
Harry and Margaret exchanged glances.
"The good news," Dr. Rosen continued, "is that because Mr. Potter was so young, his brain lacked the capacity to modify or reinterpret memories. Adults do this constantly—we change our memories every time we recall them, without realizing it. But a fifteen-month-old? What he saw is what he saw. No bias. No reinterpretation. Just... truth."
Truth. Raw, unfiltered truth from a baby's eyes.
Harry's heart pounded.
"You have time to decide which day to access." Dr. Rosen gestured to a small table against the wall, where parchment and quills waited. "Take as long as you need. When you're ready, I'll prepare the equipment."
She left them alone.
---
Harry and Margaret sat in silence for a long moment.
Then Margaret pulled out her notes—the same timeline she'd shown him earlier, covered in dates and observations. She spread them on the small table.
"Ten days," she said quietly. "October 22nd to October 31st. We can only pick one."
Harry stared at the dates. Each one represented a day he'd been alive, in that house, with his parents. Each one was a mystery.
"Maybe we focus on times when Sirius was there," he suggested. "He's the one we need to prove innocent. If we can show he wasn't the Secret-Keeper, that he was arguing against being Secret-Keeper—"
"That helps, yes." Margaret nodded. "But we also need to prove Peter was involved. If they wrote letters, made plans, communicated with anyone—that could be on any day, not just when Sirius visited."
Harry thought about that. Ten days. Ten days of his infant life, completely unknown to him.
Margaret pulled out another paper. Harry recognized the handwriting instantly—Sirius's scrawl, familiar from dozens of letters. His heart clenched.
"Sirius made notes," Margaret said softly. "After we married. He wrote down everything he could remember about that time, trying to help with the case."
She read aloud.
October 22nd—Visited Godric's Hollow alone. Was supposed to be on a mission for the Order, but James Flooed me, said he needed to talk. Stayed about thirty minutes. James told me he and Lily wanted to switch Secret-Keepers. I argued against it. He insisted. I left, promised to come back when I returned to the country.
Harry's throat tightened.
"We could do the 31st," Harry said. His voice shook. "That night. We could—"
"No."
Margaret's voice was fierce. Final. She turned to face him fully, gripping his hands.
"I am willing to go to the ends of the earth for Sirius. I am willing to spend every last galleon in his vaults, to call in every favor my father has ever accumulated, to fight until I have nothing left. But I will not—will NOT—make you watch your parents die."
Harry stared at her.
"You have no memories of them," Margaret continued. "None. Not really. If we do this, the first time you see your mother's face, hear your father's voice—it cannot be that night. It cannot be their deaths. I won't allow it."
Something cracked open in Harry's chest. Not pain—not exactly. Something warmer.
She was looking out for him. In her own way, in her fierce, controlled, proper way—she was protecting him. Not with hugs and soft words like Sirius, but with steel and boundaries and absolute refusal to let him hurt himself.
He nodded. Swallowed.
"Okay," he managed. "Not the 31st."
Margaret released his hands. Turned back to the timeline.
"We need to focus on Sirius," she said. "On proof that he wasn't the Secret-Keeper. That means finding evidence of the switch."
She read through Sirius's notes again. Then his own account of those days—what little he remembered, what little James had told him.
Then she stopped.
"October 25th."
Harry leaned closer.
"October 25th is when they officially changed the Secret-Keeper. James and Lily must have talked about it. Planned it. Maybe even told someone." She looked at Harry. "Even if they didn't meet anyone else that day, they were together. They would have discussed it. Their emotions, their fears, their hopes—all of that would have been present in the house. In the magic."
Harry considered this. "You think that's the day?"
Margaret held his gaze. "I have a strong feeling. A lawyer's instinct. This is the day that matters."
Harry didn't feel the same certainty. But he trusted her. She had fought for Sirius longer than he had. She knew things he didn't.
"Okay," he said. "October 25th."
Margaret's expression softened—just slightly. She reached out, touched his face briefly, the way she might touch Aurora.
"Don't be scared," she said quietly. "I'm here with you. If it gets unpleasant—if it hurts—we stop. Immediately. No questions asked. Alright?"
Harry nodded.
"Dr. Rosen is trustworthy," Margaret added. "My father vetted her himself. She'll do everything possible to keep you safe."
Harry looked toward the door, where the doctor had disappeared.
He thought about what was coming. About diving into his own infant mind, searching for a day he couldn't remember, hoping to find proof that would save the man he loved.
It was terrifying.
But not as terrifying as losing Sirius.
"I'm ready," he said.
Margaret squeezed his hand once more. Then she stood and went to find Dr. Rosen.
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The memory chamber looked different now.
Candles flickered in iron holders along the walls, casting long shadows that danced and shifted. Crystals hung from the ceiling on thin silver chains, catching the light and scattering it into rainbows that moved slowly, hypnotically. A low mist clung to the floor, cool against Harry's ankles as he stepped inside.
He stopped at the threshold.
The room felt strange—charged, somehow, like the air before a thunderstorm. The hair on his arms stood up. His heart beat faster.
Dr. Rosen stood by the central chair, adjusting crystals, checking connections. She looked up as they entered and gestured toward it.
"Lie down, Mr. Potter. We'll begin shortly."
Harry looked at the chair. At the wires. At the crystals that would soon be attached to his head. His feet wouldn't move.
Margaret touched his arm.
Her voice was soft. "What do you need?"
He couldn't say it. Couldn't put words to the fear crawling up his throat. It was stupid—she wasn't Sirius, wasn't someone he knew well, wasn't someone he should need. But he needed something. Someone.
Margaret looked at him for a long moment. Something shifted in her expression—understanding, maybe. Or recognition.
Then she moved. Stepped to his side. Took his hand in hers.
"I'm here," she said quietly. "Right here. The whole time."
Her hand was cool, steady, grounding. Harry gripped it like a lifeline.
She smiled. It was small, but real.
He managed a nod.
They walked to the chair together.
---
Harry lay back against the cool surface. The crystals above him caught the light, spinning slowly, casting patterns across the ceiling. Dr. Rosen moved around him, attaching wires to his temples, his wrists, his chest.
"This will feel strange," she murmured. "Not painful—but strange. Like falling asleep while staying awake. Don't fight it. Let it happen."
Harry's eyes found Margaret. She still held his hand, standing beside the chair, her face calm but her eyes worried.
"Ready?" Dr. Rosen asked.
Harry nodded.
She pressed something to his forehead. Cold. Then warm. Then—
Nothing.
---
Harry was falling.
No—floating. No—both. Darkness surrounded him, soft and heavy, like being wrapped in blankets. He couldn't feel his body anymore. Couldn't feel anything except Margaret's hand, still holding his, a single point of warmth in the void.
Let go, a voice whispered. Let yourself drift.
He let go.
Images flickered past. A flash of red hair. A laugh. Sunlight through a window. His mother's face, half-seen, half-remembered. His father's voice, calling someone's name.
Deeper.
The images came faster. Moments he'd never known, scenes he'd never witnessed, all flickering past like frames of a film. His mother singing. His father twirling his wand. A dark-haired man with grey eyes—Sirius—holding him up to a window.
There.
The images slowed. Settled. Became solid.
And Harry was somewhere else.
---
Harry woke gasping.
He was back in the chair, in the chamber. Margaret still held his hand—had held it the entire time, he realized. Her grip was tight, grounding.
Her voice was urgent. "Are you alright? Do you feel any pain?"
He blinked at her. She looked frantic—genuinely frantic, her perfect composure cracked wide open.
"I'm okay." His voice was rough. "I'm okay. I just—" He wiped his face. "I saw them. My parents. They were—"
"I know." Margaret's voice softened. "I know. But you're back now. You're safe."
Harry looked around. The candles had burned low. The crystals no longer spun. The room felt ordinary again.
"What time is it?" he asked.
Margaret laughed—a short, surprised sound. "You've been under for hours. It's three in the afternoon."
Harry stared at her. Hours. It had felt like minutes.
"Is it done?" He sat up slowly, swinging his legs off the chair. "Did we get it? Are we successful?"
Margaret nodded. Her eyes were bright. "Dr. Rosen extracted the memory. She's constructing it now—making it viewable. We'll be able to see it in a Pensieve. Once."
Harry's heart pounded. Once. One chance to witness that day, to see proof of what really happened.
"Come." Margaret stood, offering her hand. "You need to eat. You must be starving."
She led him to a small table against the wall. On it sat a plate—the most delicious-looking food Harry had seen in weeks. Roast chicken, potatoes, vegetables, fresh bread. It smelled incredible.
Harry sat. Stared at the plate.
"Where did you get this?" he asked.
Margaret smiled—small, tired, warm. "Kreacher. He's been following us. Making sure we're fed." She paused. "He's... changed. These past weeks. Watching all of us fall apart—I think it affected him more than he shows."
Harry thought of Kreacher. Of the insults that had slowly faded. Of the way he'd healed Harry's hand without being asked.
He picked up his fork and ate.
---
They were finishing lunch when Dr. Rosen entered.
Her face was grave, but her eyes held something like satisfaction.
"It's ready," she said. "The memory is prepared."
Harry's fork clattered to the plate.
Margaret stood immediately. "Let's go."
They followed Dr. Rosen to another room—smaller, dominated by a stone basin on a pedestal. The Pensieve. Its surface shimmered with silver light.
Dr. Rosen held up a vial filled with glowing strands. "One chance. You'll see it once, and then it's gone. I cannot extract another."
Margaret nodded. Took the vial.
She looked at Harry. Held out her hand.
"Ready?"
Harry looked at the Pensieve. At the memory that held the truth about his parents, about Sirius, about everything. At the proof that could save his godfather's life.
He took her hand.
"Let's go."
They leaned forward together, touched the silver surface, and fell into the past.
Chapter Text
October 25th, 1981
The fall was gentle this time.
Harry felt himself drifting down, down, through layers of silver light, until his feet touched solid ground. Beside him, Margaret materialized, her hand still gripping his. She looked around, taking in their surroundings with the same careful assessment she gave everything.
They stood in front of a cottage.
Small. Cozy. Surrounded by a garden that had been lovingly tended—flowers in bloom, vegetables growing in neat rows, a small tree with a swing hanging from one branch. The house itself was stone and wood, with a chimney puffing smoke and windows that glowed warm in the afternoon light.
Godric's Hollow. Harry knew it without being told. This was where he had been born. Where his parents had lived. Where they had died.
His chest ached.
Margaret squeezed his hand. Said nothing. Just stood with him, letting him feel whatever he needed to feel.
The front door was open. Sounds drifted out—a woman's voice, soft and lilting, singing something Harry didn't recognize. A baby's cooing response.
Harry moved toward it. Margaret followed.
They stepped through the doorway into a small living room. Sunlight streamed through the windows, catching dust motes that danced in the air. A fire crackled in the hearth. Books were stacked on tables, toys scattered on the floor, a half-finished quilt draped over the back of a chair.
It was a home. A real home. Full of love and life and the small messes of daily existence.
On the sofa, a woman sat with a baby in her arms.
Lily.
Harry stopped breathing.
She was more beautiful than any photograph could capture. Her hair was red—not the bright orange of the Weasleys, but a deep, warm red that caught the firelight and seemed to glow from within. Her eyes were green, the same green Harry saw every morning in the mirror, but softer. Kinder. Full of a love so vast it seemed to fill the entire room.
She was looking down at the baby in her arms. At Harry. At the small, gurgling version of himself that reached up with tiny hands to grab at her hair.
"Hello there, sweetheart." Lily's voice was like music—warm, melodic, full of laughter. "Did you have a good nap?"
The baby cooed. Harry felt his adult self tremble.
His mother. This was his mother. Alive. Real. Holding him.
Lily lifted the baby—lifted him—and pressed a kiss to his forehead. Harry felt it, somehow, across the years. A warmth that had never quite left him.
"Looks like my little one is in a better mood now," Lily murmured, smiling down at him. "Good dream? Hmm?"
The baby bounced in her lap, gurgling happily.
A knock at the door.
Not a simple knock—a pattern. Three quick raps, a pause, two more. A code.
The baby went rigid in Lily's arms. His face lit up. His small body started bouncing, straining toward the door.
"Pafoo!" he shrieked. "Pafoo! Pafoo!"
Lily laughed. It was the most beautiful sound Harry had ever heard.
"Yes, you're very smart," she told the baby. "It's your godfather."
Both Harrys—the one in Lily's arms and the one watching from the corner—fixed their eyes on the door.
It burst open.
Sirius walked in.
Not the Sirius Harry knew. Not the haunted fugitive, the broken man, the desperate fighter. This Sirius was young—maybe twenty-one, twenty-two—radiating life from every pore. His hair was longer, messier, falling into grey eyes that sparkled with mischief. He was thin—they were at war, Harry remembered—but it was the thinness of activity, not starvation. His clothes were rumpled, his boots muddy, dark circles under his eyes spoke of too many sleepless nights.
But he was grinning. Grinning like the world was wonderful and he was delighted to be in it.
He threw his arms wide.
"Potters!" His voice rang through the room. "Missed me?"
He raised his eyebrows in a way that was so perfectly, utterly Sirius that Harry felt tears prick his eyes.
The baby was practically leaping in Lily's lap now, arms outstretched, shrieking with joy. "Pafoo! Pafoo!"
From somewhere in the house, another voice—male, warm, laughing—shouted, "Lily, is that Sirius?"
Footsteps pounded on the stairs.
James appeared.
Harry's father.
He was running, taking the stairs two at a time, his dark hair even wilder than his son's would become. He wore glasses—square, unlike Harry's—and an old Quidditch jersey that had seen better days. His face was split by a grin so wide it threatened to consume him.
He hit the bottom of the stairs, skidded to a stop, and looked at Sirius.
Sirius looked back.
For a moment, neither moved. Then James launched himself across the room.
Sirius caught him. Didn't even stumble—just caught him, like they'd done this a thousand times before. James wrapped his legs around Sirius's waist, his arms around his neck, clinging to him like a koala.
"Prongs." Sirius's voice was rough with emotion. "You absolute menace."
"You absolute fucker." James's voice was muffled against Sirius's shoulder. "You gave me a heart attack. You were attacked. I haven't slept. I haven't eaten. I've been losing my mind."
"Language," Lily called mildly. "Harry's here."
Harry smiled at her—forgetting, for a moment, that she wasn't talking to him. She was talking about the baby. But the warmth in her voice wrapped around him anyway.
Sirius only laughed. That familiar bark of laughter Harry knew so well.
"I'm fine," he said. "I'm fine."
James pulled back just enough to look at him, still hanging in his arms. "Dumbledore said you were attacked. He said there were Death Eaters. He said—"
"Dumbledore talks too much." Sirius shrugged. "It was a small thing. Handled it."
"A small thing." James's voice was flat. "You nearly died, and you call it a small thing."
"Didn't die, though." Sirius grinned. "So it's fine."
James stared at him for a long moment. Then he laughed—a sound so full of love and relief that Harry felt his heart crack open.
"I hate you," James said.
"No you don't."
"No, I don't." James hugged him tighter. "I really, really don't."
The baby started crying.
Not sad crying—frustrated crying. His small arms reached toward Sirius, his face scrunched in outrage that his godfather was being monopolized by his father.
Sirius looked over James's shoulder at him. Grinned.
"Oi, Prongs. Get off. My godson needs me."
James tightened his grip. "No. I'm your best friend. Me first. Godson second. Harry can wait."
The baby's cries escalated to a wail.
Harry—adult Harry—felt an absurd urge to laugh. He remembered this feeling. This desperate need to be near Sirius, to have his attention, to be held by him. Apparently it started early.
In one smooth motion, Sirius deposited James on the floor—James landed with an "oof"—and crossed to Lily. He held out his arms.
"Come here, little mate."
The baby practically flew into them.
Sirius cradled him against his chest, making soft nonsense sounds, bouncing gently. The crying stopped immediately. The baby grabbed a fistful of Sirius's hair and tugged.
"Ow. You've got a grip, don't you?" Sirius grinned at him. "That's good. You'll need that. For Quidditch."
James, still on the floor, called out, "He's going to be a Chaser. Like me."
"Beater," Sirius countered, still looking at the baby. "Much more fun. You get to hit things."
"He's not going to be a Beater."
"He's my godson. I have influence."
Lily watched them, shaking her head, a soft smile on her face. She looked so peaceful. So happy. Like this was exactly where she belonged.
James finally got up and crossed to the sofa, dropping onto it beside Lily. He threw an arm around her, pulled her close, kissed her mouth. No hesitation. No self-consciousness. Just love.
Harry watched them, his heart aching. His parents. In love. Happy. Alive.
They spoke quietly to each other—too quiet for Harry to hear over the baby's babbling. But he saw the way Lily leaned into James, the way James's hand rested on her stomach, the way they looked at each other like no one else in the world existed.
"You know, Sirius." Lily's voice carried across the room. "I'm a Potter now too. You know me as well."
Sirius looked up from the baby. His expression softened.
"Of course I know you, Lily." He crossed to her, still holding the baby, and bent down. Pressed an exaggerated, wet kiss to her cheek. "Could never forget you."
Lily laughed, pushing him away. "You're ridiculous."
"You love it."
"Unfortunately, yes."
James watched the exchange with no jealousy, no discomfort. Just contentment. His two favorite people in the world, getting along. Loving each other. Being family.
Sirius straightened, then reached into his pocket with his free hand. He pulled out something small—a package wrapped in brown paper—and with a flick of his wand, enlarged it to normal size. He presented it to Lily with a flourish.
"From France. For you."
Lily's eyes went wide. "Is that—is that what I think it is?"
"I would go to France and not bring you back your favorite dessert?" Sirius looked offended. "I'm not a monster, Lily."
Lily was already tearing into the package, revealing a beautiful cake covered in chocolate and strawberries. She looked up at Sirius with shining eyes.
"I love you." she said.
"I know." Sirius grinned.
Lily stood, hugged him carefully around the baby, then disappeared into what must have been the kitchen. Her voice floated back: "I'm making tea. You're staying for lunch."
"Wouldn't miss it."
Sirius settled onto the sofa beside James, the baby still in his arms. For a moment, they just sat there—James and Sirius, side by side, the baby between them. A family.
James's voice was quieter now. Meant only for Sirius.
"How are you? Really?"
Sirius was quiet for a moment. Then: "Fine. Truly. It was a small attack. Handled it."
James nodded. Didn't push. That was trust, Harry realized. James trusted Sirius to tell him the truth when it mattered.
"And you?" Sirius asked. "How are you?"
James sighed. Ran a hand through his hair. "Harry's been fussy. Won't sleep. Won't stop crying. Lily says it's normal, but I don't know—" He looked at the baby, who was now peacefully playing with Sirius's hair.
Sirius looked down at the baby. "Babies can feel what their parents feel, Prongs. You've been stressed. He's been stressed. You calm down, he calms down."
James stared at him. "Never birthed a kid yourself, and you are an expert."
"Kids love me." Sirius grinned. "I'm an expert."
As if on cue, the baby laughed—a delighted gurgle that made both men smile.
James shook his head. "Ridiculous. You're ridiculous."
"Takes one to know one."
They sat in comfortable silence for a moment. Then James's voice dropped lower, almost conspiratorial.
"Did you get it?"
Sirius nodded. Reached into his pocket and pulled out a small pouch—leather, worn, clearly heavy. He handed it to James.
James took it, hefted it, then quickly tucked it into his own pocket. His eyes darted toward the kitchen, where Lily's voice could be heard humming.
"Careful," he muttered. "She can't know. Not yet."
Sirius nodded. "I know."
James was quiet for a moment. Then: "I need you to write a cheque too."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "From who? To whom?"
"From you. To someone."
Sirius stared at him. James stared back, expression innocent.
"You want me to write you a cheque," Sirius said slowly. "From my account. For you."
"Yes."
"Why?"
James looked at the baby. "Harry, your godfather is being cheapskate. He won't write me a simple cheque."
The baby gurgled.
Sirius rolled his eyes—a gesture Harry knew intimately—and pulled out a chequebook. He handed it to James.
"Write the amount and the name. I'll clear it."
James took it, beaming. "Thank you."
Lily's voice came from the kitchen. "James! Come help me with the table!"
James stood, but paused, looking down at Sirius and the baby. "Go help your wife, you big oaf. Let us play."
James flipped him off cheerfully and disappeared into the kitchen.
Sirius turned his attention back to the baby. "Right, little mate. Just you and me. Let's work on your vocabulary. Say 'Sirius.'"
The baby grinned. "Pafoo!"
Sirius laughed. "Close. Very close. I am Padfoot, yes. But my name is Sirius. Say 'Sirius.'"
"Pafoo!"
"Sirius."
"Pafoo!"
"That's going to be a work in progress, I see." Sirius bounced him gently. "You'll get there. You've got time."
Harry—watching—felt tears on his face. This was what he'd missed. This was what had been stolen. Not just his parents, but this. Sirius, young and whole and happy, teaching him to talk. Loving him. Being his godfather.
How could he ever have doubted? How could anyone look at this—at the love in Sirius's eyes, at the way he held Harry like he was the most precious thing in the world—and think he was capable of murder?
Lily called them for lunch.
They gathered around a small table in the kitchen—James, Lily, Sirius, and the baby in his high chair. The cake from France sat in the center, already missing a few slices. Tea steamed in cups. Laughter filled the air.
Harry watched, Margaret silent beside him, as his family ate together. As they teased each other. As James stole food from Sirius's plate and Sirius retaliated by flicking peas at him. As Lily pretended to be stern but couldn't hide her smile. As the baby banged his spoon and demanded attention.
This was what should have been. This was what Voldemort had taken.
After lunch, they moved back to the living room. The fire had been stoked. The afternoon sun slanted through the windows. They settled on the sofa—James and Lily close together, Sirius beside them, the baby in Lily's arms.
The conversation grew quieter. More serious.
Harry strained to hear, but something was happening. The edges of the memory were growing hazy. Sounds were fading. He caught fragments—"Wormtail," "today," "should do it"—but the words slipped away before he could grasp them.
The baby's eyes were drooping.
Lily noticed. Rocked him gently. "Someone's tired."
James leaned over, pressed a kiss to Harry's forehead. "Sleep, Prongslet. We'll be right here."
The baby's eyes closed.
Darkness.
---
When light returned, Harry was alone.
Not alone—he was in a cot. A small room. The baby, awake now, crying. Crying loud, desperate, the way babies cry when they wake up alone and scared.
Harry felt his panic. Felt it echo in his own chest.
Then footsteps. Running.
James appeared in the doorway, crossed to the cot in two strides, scooped the baby into his arms. Held him close. Rocked him.
"Shh, shh, I'm here. Daddy's here. You're okay."
The crying slowed. Stopped. The baby snuggled against his father's chest, comforted.
James let out a breath. "There you go. There's my boy." He smiled down at Harry. "You finally slept, Prongslet. Hours. Lily was right—you just wanted to see your godfather. He visits and suddenly you're fine."
He carried the baby toward the door.
"But you missed Uncle Wormtail," James added. "He came by. Left already. Maybe next time."
Harry's heart stopped. Wormtail. Peter. He'd been there. They'd missed it.
He looked at Margaret for the first time and she had that scared expression on her face.
James carried him down the stairs, toward the front door. "Come on. Sirius is leaving. Let's say goodbye."
---
The front hall.
Sirius stood by the door, already in his coat, looking tired but happy. When he saw the baby, his face lit up.
"There's my little mate." He held out his arms. "Come here before I go."
James handed him over. Sirius cradled the baby close, speaking softly.
"Be good for your mum, yeah? And do me a favor—throw up on your dad for me. He deserves it."
James's voice from behind: "I heard that, Pads!"
"Good!" Sirius called back. To the baby: "Gifts are with your mum. She'll show you later. I'll visit soon, alright? I love you."
The baby cried. Small, sad sounds, reaching for Sirius as he handed him back to James.
Harry—adult Harry—cried too. Don't go, he thought. Please don't go.
James called up the stairs. "Lily! Sirius is leaving! Stop with your obsessive note-making and come say goodbye!"
Lily appeared, a piece of parchment in her hand. She crossed to Sirius, pressed it into his palm.
"Can you get me this? Next time you're in Diagon?"
Sirius glanced at it, nodded, tucked it into his pocket. "Of course, darling. Anything for you."
Lily hugged him tight. Pressed a kiss to his cheek. "Take care of yourself, Sirius."
"You too." He grinned. "Kick Prongs out of the room if he's being insufferable."
"I do that already."
"Good woman."
James spluttered. "You two are ganging up on me!"
"Obviously." Lily took the baby from James's arms.
James and Sirius looked at each other.
The laughter faded. Something deeper took its place.
They hugged. Not the casual embrace of friends parting—a real hug. Tight. Long. Like neither wanted to let go.
James's voice was rough. "Pads. You know how important you are to me. Stop being reckless with your life."
Sirius's voice was softer than Harry had ever heard it. "I'm good, James. Don't worry. Nothing happens to crazy Blacks. We survive."
"You take care of yourself." James's arms tightened. "Don't be so hard on yourself. This—all of this—it's for Harry. For your safety. You're doing enough. More than enough."
Sirius was quiet for a moment. Then: "Prongs. You know I love you."
James laughed—wet, emotional. "Not as much as I love you, Pads."
"You don't stand a chance."
"I'll fight you."
They both laughed. The same laughter Harry had heard from Sirius a hundred times. The laughter of two people who had loved each other their whole lives.
They broke the hug. Sirius took a step back. Looked at Lily. At the baby.
"One last goodbye," he said. "Then I'm off."
He crossed to Lily, leaned down, and pressed a kiss to the baby's forehead.
"Bye, little mate. See you soon."
Then he was gone. The door closed behind him.
James stood staring at it.
Lily moved to him, pressed against his side, the baby between them.
"It's okay, James." Her voice was soft. "He's okay. Sirius is strong. Everything's going to be fine."
James's eyes were wet. "I don't know, Lily." His voice cracked. "Did we do the right thing? Have we pushed him into the hands of death?"
"Don't say that." Lily's arms tightened around him. "Don't ever say that. He's okay. He's going to be okay."
James pulled her close. Buried his face in her hair. The baby, squished between them, started to fuss.
Lily laughed softly. "He needs a diaper change. I'll take him." She kissed James's cheek. "You take a nap. You look exhausted."
She carried the baby away, leaving James alone in the hall, staring at the door.
The memory began to dissolve.
Harry fought it. Tried to hold on. Tried to stay with his father, with that last moment, with the love that filled the room.
But the silver light pulled him away.
He fell.
---
Chapter Text
The floor of the clinic was cold beneath them.
Harry landed hard, his knees buckling, his hands catching himself on the stone. Beside him, Margaret stumbled as well—but instead of rising, she stayed there. Kneeling. Staring at nothing.
She couldn't move. Couldn't speak. Couldn't do anything but sit there and let the images wash over her again.
That Sirius.
That young, bright, laughing Sirius she had just seen. The one who caught James without stumbling, who kissed Lily's cheek without hesitation, who held baby Harry like he was the most precious thing in the world. The Sirius she had grown up hearing about from Alphard Black—the brilliant, charming, impossible boy who could make anyone laugh.
She had heard the stories. Believed them, abstractly. But seeing him—seeing him alive in that way, full of hope and love and a future that stretched before him—it broke something open in her chest.
He had been so young.
They had all been so young.
James and Lily, barely out of their teens, already parents, already fighting a war, already building a life full of love and laughter. Sirius, the same age, throwing himself into danger and coming back grinning, because his family was waiting for him.
And now James and Lily were dead. Sirius was in a cell, waiting to die. And Harry—
Harry, who had just watched his parents love him for the first time, who had just felt them, was kneeling beside her, tears streaming down his face.
Margaret's composure shattered.
This was the Sirius Harry needed. The Sirius Aurora needed. The Sirius that somewhere, impossibly, Margaret herself had started to need.
She couldn't let him go. Couldn't.
And Harry—poor Harry, who had lost the most loving family imaginable and was about to lose the last piece of it—he was breaking too.
Margaret moved across the cold floor. Sat beside him. And without thinking, without planning, she began to rub his back in slow circles. The way she did for Aurora when nightmares came. The way her mother had done for her, so long ago.
"Shh," she murmured. "Shh. It's alright. You're alright."
She didn't know if it was true. Didn't know if anything would ever be alright again. But the words came anyway, soft and steady, wrapping around him like a blanket.
Harry's sobs slowly quieted.
Margaret reached into her robes and pulled out her handkerchief—pristine, monogrammed, ridiculous. She held it out to him. He took it, wiped his face, managed something that might have been a laugh.
"Sorry," he muttered. "I got it wet."
"That's what it's for." Her voice was steadier now. She waited while he composed himself, watching him with the same patience she gave Aurora after tantrums.
Finally, Harry looked up. Met her eyes.
"I'm sorry," he said again.
"Don't be." Margaret's voice was soft. "It must be so hard for you. Seeing them like that. Knowing what you lost."
Harry was quiet for a moment. Then, slowly, a smile touched his lips.
"They were great," he said. "My parents. Everyone always said so, but now I—" He pressed a hand to his chest. "I felt it. They loved me. Really loved me."
"They did." Margaret nodded. "You are a very loved child, Harry Potter. Don't ever doubt that."
He looked at her. Something shifted in his expression—gratitude, maybe. Or recognition.
"Did you see?" he asked. "Everything?"
Margaret nodded again. "Yes."
"Sirius." Harry's smile grew. "He was so happy. So alive. Did you see how he looked at me? Even when I was just a baby, he—"
"You've always been his favorite." Margaret's lips twitched. "Even your father couldn't compete."
Harry laughed—a real laugh, surprised out of him. "Yeah. I feel like that, even now. When I'm with him. Safe."
"They were something," Margaret said quietly. "Your father and Sirius. Something rare."
Harry snorted. "They were crazy together. No wonder they were always in detention."
Margaret smiled. It felt strange on her face, after everything, but it was real.
After a moment, Harry's expression grew serious again.
"How can anyone blame Sirius for what happened?" he asked. "After seeing that? Nobody loved my dad more than him. Not even my mum, I think."
Margaret was silent for a long moment. She had thought the same thing, watching the memory. The way James and Sirius held each other. The way they spoke. The way the world seemed to shrink to just the two of them when they embraced.
"People don't know him," she said finally. "They see the surface—the arrogance, the recklessness, the Black name. They don't see what's underneath." She paused. "And Sirius doesn't make it easy. He's not a saint. You know that."
Harry nodded. They sat in companionable silence for a moment, and Harry realized with surprise how comfortable this had become. Sitting on a cold floor with Margaret Black, talking about his parents and his godfather. A few weeks ago, she had been a stranger. Now she felt like... like something else. Something close to family.
Then the practical part of his brain kicked in.
"We missed Wormtail." The words came out flat. "Our chance. It's gone."
Margaret looked at him sharply. "We missed him, yes. But we saw other things." She was already thinking, already analyzing. "The money. Did you see it? Sirius gave James a pouch. Then James asked for a cheque."
Harry nodded slowly. "What were they doing?"
"I don't know. But they were hiding it from your mother. Sirius never mentioned anything like this to me." Margaret's eyes were distant, calculating. "I'll need to check his accounts. See if there are records."
"You think it could help?"
"Maybe. Maybe not." She stood, offering him her hand. "But we have to try. We only have until tomorrow."
Harry took her hand, let her pull him up. His legs were steady now. His mind clearer.
"Ready?" she asked.
He nodded.
---
The portkey back to London was smooth—or as smooth as portkeys ever were. They landed in a small alley near the Leaky Cauldron, and Margaret immediately reached for Harry's hand.
"Apparition," she said. "It might be uncomfortable. Hold on."
Harry nodded. Swallowed.
The world squeezed.
When it released them, they were standing on Privet Drive, in front of Number Four. Harry's stomach lurched, but he forced it down.
Petunia opened the door before they could knock.
Her face was thunderous. Her mouth opened—clearly ready to unleash the full force of Dursley fury.
Margaret spoke first.
"Mrs. Dursley." Her voice was calm, warm, utterly genuine. "I must ask for your forgiveness. I know I have been a discomfort to you and your family today."
Petunia's mouth snapped shut.
"You see," Margaret continued, "there is something very important happening with my husband. I know you did not have the best relationship with the Potters or with Sirius. I don't expect you to understand, but if you could—just for a little while longer—allow us to visit Harry without causing a scene, it would be most generous of you."
She spoke with such sincerity, such genuine politeness, that Petunia was visibly disarmed. Her face cycled through several expressions—suspicion, confusion, something almost like... respect?
She nodded. Once. Stiffly.
"Alright," she muttered.
Margaret smiled. It was warm, real, and for a moment, she looked almost like Lily in the memory.
"I shall remember this," she said quietly.
Petunia stared at her for a moment longer. Then she turned and walked back into the house, leaving the door open.
Harry stared at Margaret. Stunned. Again.
Margaret turned to him. Her expression shifted back to its usual composed mask, but her eyes were soft.
"Mr. Potter." She extended her hand. "I must take my leave. I hope you are alright with everything that happened today. If you feel any discomfort from the procedure—any at all—please let me know immediately."
Harry shook his head. "No, I'm—I'm okay. Thank you." He paused. "I got to see my parents. I don't know how much it helped the case, but... thank you. For that."
Margaret's eyes glistened. She squeezed his hand once.
"Take care of yourself," she said.
Then, with a soft pop, she was gone.
---
Harry climbed the stairs to his room.
His body was heavy. His mind was full. The images from the memory played over and over—his mother's smile, his father's laugh, Sirius's joy, the warmth of that cottage.
He lay on his bed and stared at the ceiling.
He thought about the money. About whatever James and Sirius had been planning. About the way they'd hidden it from Lily.
Please let Margaret find something, he thought. Please let it be enough.
His eyes grew heavy. The day had been too long, too much, too full of emotion.
Sleep came for him like a wave, pulling him under.
And for the first time in years, he dreamed of his parents—not as shadows, not as voices, but as real people. Laughing. Loving. Alive.
He woke once in the night, tears on his face, and smiled.
Then he slept again.
Chapter Text
Grimmauld Place was dark when Margaret stepped through the front door.
The house had that particular stillness that comes with late hours—when even the portraits slept and the old timbers stopped their creaking. Margaret moved through the hall on instinct, her feet finding the familiar path, her mind somewhere else entirely.
The cottage. The memory. Sirius, young and laughing.
She couldn't stop replaying it. Every detail, every moment, every expression that had crossed his face. The way he'd caught James without thinking. The way he'd kissed Lily's cheek. The way he'd held baby Harry like he was something precious.
That was the Sirius she had heard about her whole life. The one Alphard had spoken of with such warmth, such pride. The brilliant, impossible boy who had walked away from everything to become someone worth being.
And now he sat in a cell, waiting to die.
Margaret's chest ached.
She walked toward the living room, drawn by a faint glow of light. And there, in the armchair by the dying fire, she found them.
Aurora was asleep on the sofa, curled into a small ball, her stuffed dragon clutched to her chest. A blanket had been draped over her—clearly not her doing; she would have kicked it off by now. Her face was peaceful in sleep, the tear tracks from earlier days finally dried.
Beside her, in the armchair, sat Clermont.
He looked old. Older than he had this morning, older than she'd ever seen him. The firelight carved deep shadows into his face, highlighting the lines that years and worry had etched there. His hands, always so steady, rested on his knees with a slight tremor.
He was in pain. Margaret could see it in the way he held himself, the careful stillness, the slight clench of his jaw. The healers had given him two months, maybe less. Every day now was a gift, and every day cost him more.
And still he sat here, watching over Aurora, waiting for his daughter to come home.
Margaret's eyes burned.
She crossed the room quietly, not wanting to wake Aurora. Her father looked up as she approached, and his face shifted—relief, concern, love, all flickering across his features in the space of a second.
"Margaret." His voice was soft, so as not to wake the child. "Sweetheart, is that you?"
She knelt beside his chair. Took his hands in hers. They were cold.
"I'm home, Papa."
Clermont searched her face. "How did it go? Did you find something?"
Margaret hesitated. She wanted to tell him yes, wanted to give him hope, wanted to ease the worry in his eyes. But she couldn't lie to him. Not now.
"It went well," she said carefully. "Harry Potter wasn't hurt. The procedure was successful." She paused. "But there's nothing strong yet. Not directly. I have more research to do."
Clermont nodded slowly. He understood what she wasn't saying. They had pieces, but not the whole picture. Not yet.
He squeezed her hands. "I have news for you."
Margaret's heart quickened. "What is it, Papa?"
"Someone paid for your husband's downfall." His voice was low, careful. "The advanced trial date. The demand for surrender. All of it."
Margaret stared at him. "Who?"
"Lucius Malfoy."
The name hit her like a physical blow. Malfoy. She knew the name, of course—everyone knew the Malfoys. Old money, darker connections, fingers in every political pie. But why would he—
"His wife," Clermont continued, "Narcissa Malfoy, is Sirius's cousin."
Margaret's mind raced. Cousin. Of course. The Blacks were everywhere, tangled in every pure-blood family in Britain. She'd known that intellectually, but she hadn't connected—
"There was a family feud," Clermont explained. "Years ago. Orion became Lord Black, and Narcissa's father—he was passed over. He never forgave it. When Narcissa married Malfoy, it was partly to spite Orion. The Malfoy money helped, of course. But the grudge remained."
Margaret was already thinking ahead. "Malfoy wants Sirius convicted. Why?"
Clermont's eyes were sharp, watching her piece it together. "Think, Margaret. If Sirius goes to Azkaban, who's left?"
She thought. Andromeda—disowned. Regulus—dead. Sirius—in prison. Bellatrix—already in Azkaban.
"Only Narcissa," she breathed. "Only Narcissa is left."
"And the Black fortune." Clermont nodded. "Malfoy gets it all. Through his wife."
Margaret's hands tightened on his. "But that's—that's motive. That's proof of—"
"It's suspicion. Not proof." Clermont shook his head. "But it's a place to start."
She stared at him, pieces clicking into place. "Malfoy is a Death Eater, isn't he? He was one in the first war."
Clermont's silence was answer enough.
"And if he's protecting someone—" Margaret's voice caught. "Pettigrew. If he knows where Pettigrew is, or if he's hiding him—"
"Then Sirius must be found guilty." Clermont finished her thought. "To protect the rat, and to protect Malfoy's connection to him."
Margaret was on her feet now, pacing, her mind spinning. "That's why they advanced the trial. That's why they demanded surrender. They're trying to rush it through before we can find—" She stopped. Whirled to face him. "Papa. The other thing. What happened with what we discussed this morning?"
Clermont smiled—small, tired, but real. "I have news on that too."
"Tell me."
"Sit down, Margaret. This will take a moment."
She sat, barely containing her impatience.
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It wasn't a complete case. Not yet. But it was more than they'd had this morning.
She opened her eyes. Looked at her father—this old, dying man who had spent his last months fighting for a stranger, because his daughter had asked him to.
"Papa." Her voice cracked. "Thank you."
Clermont reached up, touched her face. "You're my daughter. I would move mountains for you." He paused. "And Sirius—he's a good man. I knew it when I chose him. I know it now. He deserves to live."
Margaret leaned forward, pressed her forehead to his. They stayed like that for a long moment, father and daughter, holding onto each other in the dark.
Behind them, Aurora stirred in her sleep. Murmured something—"Sirius, don't go"—and settled again.
Margaret straightened. Wiped her eyes.
"I have work to do," she said. "The voting is Monday. I need to prepare."
Clermont nodded. "Go. I'll watch her."
Margaret crossed to the door. Paused. Looked back.
Her father, in his chair. Her daughter, on the sofa. The fire, burning low.
This was what she was fighting for. This family. This future.
She would not let Malfoy take it from her.
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Margaret didn't remember falling asleep.
One moment she was at her desk, papers spread before her, the memory still playing behind her eyes. The cottage. The laughter. Sirius, young and whole. James and Lily, so full of love. The details she needed to sort, to classify, to turn into something useful.
The next moment, she was somewhere else.
Dreams, maybe. Fragments. Sirius in a cell. Harry's face, devastated. Her father's voice, telling her about Malfoy. They swirled together, meaningless, until—
Footsteps.
Small. Light. Pattering down the hall.
Margaret's eyes opened.
Gray light filtered through the curtains—early morning, not yet dawn. She was still in her clothes, still at her desk, her cheek pressed against a stack of papers. Her neck ached. Her mind felt slow, thick.
The footsteps stopped at her door.
A tiny creak as it opened.
Aurora stood there in her nightgown, her dark hair a tangled mess, her stuffed dragon dangling from one hand. Her eyes were red-rimmed, her face blotchy from crying.
She looked at Margaret. Margaret looked at her.
Without a word, Aurora crossed the room. She climbed onto the bed—the big bed, the one Margaret slept in alone—and looked at her mother with those too-old eyes.
Margaret joined her and got under the covers.
Aurora crawled inside and pressed herself against Margaret's side.
They lay like that for a long moment, Margaret's hand moving in slow circles on her daughter's back. The same motion she'd used with Harry, hours ago. The same comfort she'd given since Aurora was born.
The room was quiet. The house was quiet. The whole world seemed to hold its breath.
Aurora spoke first.
"Mumma?" Her voice was small. "Am I a bad girl?"
Margaret's hand stilled. Then, carefully, she resumed the motion.
"No." Her voice was calm, steady, though something inside her cracked. "You are a very good girl. Very smart. Very loving."
Aurora was quiet for a moment. Then: "Then why did Sirius leave me?" Her voice wobbled. "Is it because I asked him for too many stories? Because I said he was bad at French? I didn't mean it, Mumma. I was just teasing. He knows I was just teasing."
Margaret closed her eyes. Felt the tears press against her lids.
"No, Aurora." She kept her voice steady. "Sirius has not left you. He's gone for a few days, that's all. He'll be back soon."
Aurora shifted, looking up at her. "How do you know?"
"Because he told me." Margaret smoothed her daughter's hair. "And because he loves you. You know that, don't you?"
Aurora nodded slowly. "He said I was his little star."
"You are. You're his little star. And stars don't lose their light just because someone is away for a while." Margaret pressed a kiss to her forehead. "Sirius needs help right now. Help from people who love him. That's why he's gone."
"What kind of help?"
Margaret hesitated. How to explain this to a six-year-old? How to make her understand without terrifying her?
"He's stuck," she said carefully. "There are some bad people who have made things difficult for him. He's trying to fix it. I'm helping him. Harry is helping him. Lots of people who love him are helping."
Aurora considered this. "Does he have a Muggle telephone? We could phone him."
Margaret almost smiled. "No, sweetheart. He doesn't have one of those."
"Oh." Aurora's face fell. Then brightened. "Is he with Harry? Harry could tell him I miss him."
"No, he's not with Harry either. Harry is waiting for him too."
Aurora's lower lip trembled. "Then where IS he? When will he COME back?"
Margaret's throat tightened. She held her daughter closer.
"Soon," she whispered. "He'll be back soon. I promise I'm doing everything I can to bring him back."
Aurora was quiet for a long moment. When she spoke again, her voice was so small it barely existed.
"Mumma? What if he doesn't come?"
Margaret's breath stopped.
The question hung in the air between them, heavy as stone. What if he doesn't come? What if the trial goes wrong? What if Sirius is taken from them forever?
She couldn't answer. Didn't know how.
But Aurora was waiting. Watching. Needing something from her.
Margaret took a breath. Then another.
"If he doesn't come," she said slowly, her voice barely above a whisper, "then you love him from here."
She pressed her hand to Aurora's chest. Over her heart.
"You keep him right here. In this place. And you love him anyway. You love him from a distance, and you remember all the good things, and you let that love be part of you forever."
Aurora looked at her. Trying to understand.
"Do you get it?" Margaret asked softly.
Aurora nodded. But her face was crumpling.
"But I don't WANT to love him from a distance." The tears came now, fast and hot. "I want him HERE. I want him to read me stories. I want him to make me laugh. I want—I want—"
She couldn't finish. The sobs took over.
Margaret held her. Rocked her. Let her own tears fall into her daughter's hair.
"I know," she whispered. "I know, my love. I know."
"Mumma, tell him I miss him." Aurora's voice was muffled against Margaret's chest. "Tell him I want him back. Tell him—tell him I'll be good. I'll be so good. Just tell him to come HOME."
Margaret couldn't speak anymore. Could only hold her daughter and cry.
They lay together in the gray dawn light, mother and child, holding onto each other and hoping against hope that the man they loved would find his way back to them.
The clock ticked on the nightstand. The house creaked around them. Somewhere in the Ministry, in a cell with no windows, Sirius was waiting.
And Margaret made a silent vow.
She would not let Aurora learn to love from a distance. Not yet. Not ever.
The sun crept over the horizon. A new day began.
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The breakfast had been quiet.
Aurora ate her porridge in small, distracted bites, her eyes still red from crying. She asked once, "Will Sirius be home for dinner?" and Margaret had to carefully explain that no, not today, but soon. Aurora had nodded and gone back to her porridge.
Clermont had joined them briefly, his presence a comfort even in silence. He squeezed Margaret's hand under the table, and she knew he understood—understood the weight she carried, the fear she hid, the hope she was trying to nurture.
After breakfast, Margaret kissed Aurora's forehead and promised to be back before she went to sleep. Aurora made her promise twice. Then a third time.
Margaret promised each time.
Now she sat in her study, surrounded by papers.
The morning light had grown stronger, then softer again. Hours had passed—she wasn't sure how many. Time moved strangely when you were this deep in work. One moment it was nine; the next, the clock showed half past one and she couldn't account for the gap.
She had organized everything. The Pensieve memory, transcribed in careful notes. The timeline, updated with the new information from Harry's vision. The file on Lucius Malfoy—his connections, his history, his motive.
Piece by piece, the case was coming together.
But there were still gaps. Still questions. The money Sirius had given James—what was that for? The cheque James had asked him to write—where had it gone? Sirius had never mentioned any of this. In all their conversations, all their preparations, he had never once spoken about financial arrangements with the Potters.
She was so deep in thought that she didn't hear the pop.
Kreacher materialized near the door, holding a letter. He waited, patient, until Margaret looked up.
"Mistress." He held out the parchment. "Kreacher has completed the task the mistress gave him."
Margaret's heart stuttered.
She took the letter, her hands steady despite the sudden rush of hope. Kreacher watched her with those large, bulbous eyes—not hostile anymore, just... watching. Waiting.
She read.
Madame Black,
The trail you requested has been located. The cheque written by Sirius Black on October 25th, 1981, was cashed at Gringotts on October 28th to an account held by Peter Pettigrew.
She looked up at Kreacher. For the first time in weeks, real hope blazed in her chest.
"Kreacher." Her voice was steady, but barely. "This is—this changes everything."
Kreacher's expression didn't change, but something in his posture softened. "Kreacher is glad. For the mistress."
Margaret set the letter down carefully. Her mind was already racing—next steps, legal implications, how to present this evidence. But another thought pushed through.
Harry.
"Kreacher." Margaret stood. "Prepare a food basket. For Harry Potter. The usual things—the pastries he likes, the treacle tart. And add something extra. Something special."
Kreacher nodded. "Kreacher will deliver it at once."
"No." Margaret was already reaching for her coat. "I'll deliver it. I'm leaving for his house now."
Kreacher's eyes widened—the first real surprise she'd ever seen on his face.
"Mistress will go herself?"
"Yes." Margaret pulled on her coat, checked that the letter was secure in her pocket. "He needs to hear this from me. He needs to know there's hope."
Kreacher was silent for a moment. Then, slowly, he nodded.
"Kreacher will prepare the basket."
He disappeared.
Margaret stood in her study, surrounded by papers and proof and the beginning of a case that might actually work. The clock showed two in the afternoon. The trial was tomorrow.
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Chapter Text
The doorbell rang at Number Four, Privet Drive.
Petunia Dursley opened the door to find Margaret Black standing on her step, a large basket covered with cloth in her arms. For a moment, the two women simply looked at each other—the tall, elegant witch in her Muggle clothes, and the thin, rigid woman who had spent her whole life pretending magic didn't exist.
"Mrs. Dursley." Margaret's voice was warm, polite, genuinely respectful. "I apologize for disturbing you again. I know I've been here more often than anyone would like."
Petunia's eyes flicked to the basket. Then back to Margaret's face. The hostility that usually lived in her expression was... muted. Diminished.
"You're back," she said. Not an accusation. Just an observation.
"I am." Margaret smiled. "Would it be alright if I came in? Just for a few minutes."
Petunia stared at her for a long moment. Something shifted in her face—reluctance, maybe. Or the grudging respect that had started yesterday.
"Fine," she said shortly. "He's in the kitchen."
She stepped aside.
Margaret walked into the house, the basket heavy in her arms. She had barely made it two steps when she heard running footsteps.
Harry appeared in the kitchen doorway, his eyes wide. He looked at the basket. At Margaret. At the basket again.
"Mrs. Black?"
"Mr. Potter." She curtsied him again. "I come bearing gifts."
Harry crossed to her, took the basket, peered under the cloth. His face lit up—actually lit up—in a way that made Margaret's heart ache. When was the last time someone had brought him food just because they cared?
"Come on," he said. "Let's go to my room."
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Harry's room was the same as before. Small. Cramped. The bars on the window. But today, it felt different. Lighter, somehow. Maybe because of the basket. Maybe because of the company.
Harry set the basket on his desk and turned to Margaret. She was already sitting in the chair—the same one he'd offered her before—her back straight, her hands folded in her lap. She looked tired, he noticed. The kind of tired that went beyond one sleepless night.
"I know you haven't been eating well," Margaret said quietly. "Kreacher tells me the baskets come back barely touched." She gestured to the basket. "You need to eat."
Harry smiled. Small, but real. "Thank you. Really."
He sat on the bed, facing her. For a moment, neither spoke.
Then Margaret asked, "How are you? After yesterday? Any pain? Discomfort? Headaches?"
Harry shook his head. "No, I'm fine. Really." He paused. "Did you find something? From the memory? From your research?"
Margaret's expression shifted. Became more focused. More intent.
"Yes," she said. "I found several things."
Harry leaned forward.
"The cheque James made Sirius sign," Margaret continued. "It was for Peter Pettigrew."
Harry's eyes widened. "Pettigrew? That's—that's huge. That proves they were working together, that—"
"It proves they exchanged money." Margaret's voice was calm, measured. "That's all. Before October 31st, one could argue they were friends. Friends give each other money. It's not evidence of betrayal."
Harry's face fell. "Then we have nothing."
"I have two things," Margaret corrected. "One of which I can't tell you yet."
Harry nodded slowly. He understood, even if it frustrated him.
"But the other thing," Margaret continued, "I need your help with. If you're willing."
"Of course." Harry didn't hesitate. "Whatever you need. Tell me."
Margaret reached into her robes and pulled out a small notebook—the notes she'd been making all morning. She opened it to a specific page.
"In the memory," she said, "Sirius gave James a leather pouch. Do you remember?"
Harry nodded. "Yes. Dad hid it in his pocket."
"I checked the Ministry records from Godric's Hollow," Margaret said. "The list of objects found after the attack. That pouch wasn't on it."
Harry opened his mouth, but Margaret held up a hand.
"There are three possibilities," she continued, her voice taking on that professional, lawyerly tone that made Harry sit up straighter. "One: the pouch was given to someone before the attack. Two: it was destroyed in the explosion. Three: it was taken before the Ministry arrived."
Harry frowned. "So we have nothing."
"We have something else." Margaret turned a page in her notes. "Remember at the door, when Sirius was leaving? James called to Lily. What did he say?"
Harry closed his eyes. The memory was so fresh—every moment, every word. He'd played it over and over in his head since yesterday.
"He said—" Harry concentrated. "He said something about a note. A list? Mum gave Sirius something to buy for her."
"Close." Margaret nodded. "He said, 'Lily, stop with your obsessive note-making.'"
Harry blinked. "So?"
"So your mother had a habit of taking notes. Keeping records. James called it obsessive—that means she did it regularly. Meticulously." Margaret leaned forward. "New mothers often keep journals. I did. They write down everything—milestones, thoughts, fears, hopes. Your mother was in hiding, with a baby, during a war. If anyone would have kept detailed notes, it would be her."
Harry's mind raced. "You think Mum kept a diary?"
"I think it's possible. Likely, even." Margaret flipped another page. "And when I checked the list of objects found at Godric's Hollow, there was a blue diary listed. But it was marked 'empty.'"
Harry stared at her. "Empty?"
"Empty. No writing. No pages torn out. Just... an empty diary."
"I don't understand." Harry ran a hand through his hair. "If it's empty, how does it help?"
Margaret smiled—small, but real. "I'm sorry. I'm going too fast. Let me explain."
Harry nodded, grateful. He felt stupid, but he needed to understand.
"After your parents died," Margaret said slowly, "everything at the scene was collected and sealed. It was all locked away in the Potter vault at Gringotts. The family vault, not your trust vault."
Harry's brow furrowed. "I don't have a key to any Potter vault. Just my vault. The one Hagrid took me to."
"That's your trust vault." Margaret's voice was patient. "Let me explain."
She paused, gathering her thoughts.
"In the magical world, when a child is born, parents often set aside money for them. A trust vault. That's what you've been accessing. It's yours to use as you need, with a key."
Harry nodded slowly.
"Family vaults are different. They hold the wealth of generations—the Potter fortune, the Black fortune. They can only be accessed by the Head of the House. The title passes through blood." She met his eyes. "You are the last living Potter. Which means you are the Head of the House of Potter. You can access that vault, even though you're not of age."
Harry stared at her. "I can? But Dumbledore has—he's never—"
"Dumbledore has the key to your trust vault," Margaret said gently. "I don't know why. But the Potter vault doesn't need a key. It needs you."
Harry was quiet for a long moment, processing.
"So we need to go to the Potter vault," he said finally. "To find the diary."
"Yes." Margaret watched him carefully. "If you're willing. I know it's a lot to ask."
Harry almost laughed. "You're asking if I mind going to see my family's vault? To find something that might prove Sirius is innocent?" He shook his head. "Of course I'll go."
Margaret's expression softened. "Thank you, Mr. Potter. You've been most kind."
She paused, then added: "There's one more thing. We need to hide your identity when we go. To keep you out of the case, out of the papers. Would you mind?"
Harry shook his head. "No, I get it. How? Polyjuice?"
"No." Margaret reached into her pocket and pulled out her wand. "I have something simpler. May I?"
Harry nodded.
Margaret stood, crossed to him, and murmured a series of charms. Harry felt a tingling sensation across his face—his eyes, his hair, his forehead. When she stepped back, she handed him a small mirror from her bag.
Harry looked.
His hair was brown. His eyes were brown. His scar was gone. He looked like a stranger—someone he'd never met.
"It's temporary," Margaret said. "A few hours. But it should be enough."
Harry stared at his reflection. For the first time in his life, he looked... normal. Ordinary. Like anyone else.
"This is amazing," he breathed.
Margaret smiled. "Shall we go?"
Harry nodded, still staring at himself. Then he set the mirror down and followed her out the door.
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They walked through Diagon Alley together.
Harry kept waiting for someone to notice him. To point, to stare, to whisper. But no one did. He was just another boy, walking with his mother—or his aunt, or whatever strangers assumed. Margaret's charms worked perfectly.
He felt invisible. Free.
Margaret walked beside him, her posture perfect, her eyes scanning the crowds. She looked like she belonged here, in a way Harry never quite did. Like she owned the place.
They stopped before the gleaming white building of Gringotts.
"Ready?" Margaret asked.
Harry looked at the doors. At the goblins guarding them. At the massive structure that held the wealth of generations.
For his parents. For Sirius. For the family he was fighting to save.
"Ready," he said.
They walked inside together.
Chapter Text
The doors of Gringotts loomed before them, towering and imposing.
Harry walked beside Margaret, his heart hammering in his chest. The charms she had placed on him still held—brown hair, brown eyes, no scar. He felt like a stranger in his own skin, but he understood why it was necessary. They couldn't afford to have anyone connect him to this.
Margaret approached the nearest teller with the same calm confidence she brought to everything. Harry hung back, watching, trying to look like he belonged here.
"I need to speak with a vault manager," Margaret said. "Regarding the Potter family vault."
The goblin behind the counter looked up. His eyes were sharp, assessing, missing nothing. They flicked to Harry for the briefest moment, then back to Margaret.
"The Potter vault has not been accessed in over thirteen years. State your business."
Margaret placed a hand on Harry's shoulder, guiding him forward. "This is the heir to the House of Potter. He wishes to visit his family vault."
The goblin's expression didn't change, but something in his posture shifted—a subtle straightening, a narrowing of eyes.
"The Potter heir is Harry Potter. A minor. He was never formally declared as heir by his parents." The goblin's voice was flat, unemotional. "Without official declaration, a minor cannot claim lordship or access family vaults."
Harry's stomach dropped.
We lost, he thought. We came all this way, and we lost.
But Margaret didn't flinch.
"He is the heir by blood," she said calmly. "James and Lily Potter were in hiding. They had no opportunity to file paperwork with Gringotts. But the blood is undeniable."
The goblin stared at her for a long moment. Then, slowly, he nodded.
"A blood test can confirm the claim."
Harry let out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding.
The goblin produced a small silver knife and a piece of parchment. He slid them across the counter.
"If the boy is truly a Potter, the parchment will respond."
Harry stepped forward. His hand trembled slightly as he took the knife, but he made the cut quickly—a small prick, a drop of blood.
The parchment glowed. Words appeared, burning into the fibers.
Harry James Potter. Son of James and Lily Potter. Heir to the Most Ancient House of Potter. Blood confirmed.
The goblin studied it for a long moment. Then he looked up at Harry with something new in his eyes—respect, maybe. Or acknowledgment.
"The vault recognizes you, Mr. Potter. You may enter."
Harry wanted to sag with relief, but he held himself steady. Beside him, Margaret gave the smallest nod of approval.
The goblin gestured to a cart. "This way."
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The cart ride was just as terrifying as before—maybe worse, because Harry knew what was coming. The tracks plunged and twisted, the darkness pressed in from all sides, and Margaret sat beside him utterly composed, as if she rode through goblin tunnels every day.
Finally, the cart screeched to a halt before a massive door.
"The Potter vault," the goblin announced.
Harry stepped forward. The door was covered in symbols and crests, ancient and forbidding. He looked back at Margaret.
"Are you okay?" she asked quietly.
Harry nodded. "Yeah. Just... nervous."
"You can do this."
He turned back to the door. Placed his palm against the cold metal.
For a moment, nothing. Then warmth spread through his hand, up his arm, into his chest. The symbols began to glow—one by one, then all at once. The door rumbled, groaned, and slowly swung open.
Harry stepped inside.
The vault was enormous. Gold and jewels and artifacts piled high, generations of Potter wealth crammed into every corner. But Harry barely saw any of it. His eyes were fixed on a small table in the corner, where a collection of personal items sat.
A photograph of his parents on their wedding day. A baby blanket, folded carefully.
And a diary. Blue. Plain. Closed.
Harry picked it up. Flipped through the pages.
Empty. Every single one.
His heart sank, but he remembered what Margaret had said. He tucked the diary into his pocket and turned to leave.
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The journey back was a blur. The cart, the tunnels, the main hall—Harry moved through it all on autopilot, clutching the diary like it might disappear.
Margaret guided him out of Gringotts, through Diagon Alley, to a discreet apparition point. A moment of squeezing pressure, and they were standing on Privet Drive.
Petunia opened the door without comment this time. Just stepped aside and let them pass.
They went straight to Harry's room.
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Harry sat on his bed, the diary in his hands. Margaret took the chair across from him.
"It's empty," Harry said. "Just like the records said."
Margaret shook her head. "It's not empty. It's charmed."
Harry looked up.
"Your mother was clever," Margaret continued. "This is charm put on things to make them private. Only Lily Potter or someone of her blood can open it. Not even James would have been able to read this."
Harry stared at the diary. His mother's blood. His mother's magic.
"What do I do?"
Margaret's voice was gentle. "Point your wand at the diary. Say: 'I am Harry Potter, son of Lily Potter, and I command you to open.'"
Harry drew his wand. Pointed it at the blue cover.
"I am Harry Potter," he said, his voice steady despite the tremor in his hands. "Son of Lily Potter. I command you to open."
The diary glowed. Just faintly at first, then brighter. Words began to appear on the cover—not printed, but revealed, as if they had been there all along.
Lily Evans.
Harry's breath caught. Evans. His mother's maiden name. The name Sirius had called Petunia, all those weeks ago.
He opened the diary.
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December 3, 1979
I can't sleep. I've tried everything—warm milk, meditation, even one of James's terrible back rubs—but nothing works. So I'm writing instead.
I'm pregnant.
I found out yesterday. Took the test three times because I couldn't believe it. But it's true. There's a baby. Our baby. James's and mine.
I haven't told him yet. I wanted to wait until I was sure, until I'd processed it myself. But I'm sitting here at 3am and I can't stop smiling.
We're going to be parents.
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December 4, 1979
I told James.
He cried. Actually cried. This big, brave Auror, reduced to tears in our kitchen. He held me for an hour and just kept saying "we're having a baby" over and over, like he couldn't believe it.
Then he Flooed Sirius. At 2am. Sirius arrived half-dressed, convinced something was wrong. James just pointed at me and said "she's pregnant" and Sirius started yelling with joy and then they were both crying and hugging and I was laughing so hard I thought I'd wake the neighbors.
Sirius immediately said the baby be named Elvendork. James said obviously, what else would it be? They argued about it for another hour—not really arguing, just being them. I made tea and watched and felt so full of love I thought I might burst.
Peter came by later. He was quieter about it, but he smiled and said he was happy for us. He'll be a good uncle, I think. The kind who shows up with presents and tells terrible jokes.
Remus is away on Order business. I'll write to him tomorrow.
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December 10, 1979
Marlene came to visit today. She's one of the first people I told—outside of James and the boys, I mean. She screamed. Actually screamed. Then she demanded that if it's a girl, we name it after her.
"Marlene Potter," she said. "It has a ring to it."
I told her we'd think about it. She knows we won't. But she's happy, and that's what matters.
She's lost so much, Marlene. Her family, her brother, so many friends. Seeing her excited about something—about new life—it meant everything.
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December 15, 1979
James's parents came today. Fleamont and Euphemia. They're over the moon—literally. Euphemia cried. Fleamont kept patting James on the back and saying "Very happy for you, boy" until James turned red.
They brought gifts. A hand-knitted blanket from Euphemia. A toy potion set from Fleamont—"for when he's old enough," he said, "which will be sooner than his mother thinks." I love them. I love his family.
I wish my parents were here to see this.
They've been gone four months now. It still hurts. It will always hurt. But this baby—this tiny, growing life—it feels like a new beginning. Like carrying them forward into the future.
I miss you, Mum. I miss you, Dad. I hope you're watching.
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December 24, 1979
Christmas Eve. First one as a family-to-be.
We spent it at the Potters'. Fleamont made his famous eggnog. Euphemia cooked enough food to feed an army. Sirius got into a decorating competition with James and somehow managed to cover the entire tree in tinsel. It looked ridiculous. I loved it.
Peter came. Remus came. Even Marlene stopped by, briefly, before heading to her own gathering. We ate and laughed and for a few hours, the war didn't exist.
Before bed, James put his hand on my stomach and whispered to the baby. Told him—or her—about all the things they'd do together. Quidditch. Prank wars. Late-night talks about girls (or boys, whoever they end up liking).
I cried. He pretended not to notice.
I love this man. I love this life. I love this baby.
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January 3, 1980
I've started knitting. It's going terribly.
The blanket I'm attempting looks more like a lumpy scarf, but I don't care. It's for the baby. That's what matters.
James found me crying over it yesterday—not sad tears, just overwhelmed tears. He sat with me and held me and told me I was going to be the best mother in the world.
I hope he's right.
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February 14, 1980
Valentine's Day. James outdid himself.
Flowers. Chocolate. A ridiculous card covered in hearts that he definitely bought as a joke but secretly loved. And then, when I thought it was over, he took me to the rooftop and showed me the stars.
"For you and the baby," he said. "So they know how much they're loved, right from the start."
I'm crying again. I cry about everything now. The books say it's normal.
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March 20, 1980
The baby kicked today. Really kicked. James felt it.
He looked at me with these huge eyes and said "that's our baby" like he couldn't believe it. Like it was the first time it felt real.
It's real. It's so real.
Four months to go.
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July 31, 1980
He's here.
Harry James Potter. Born at 11:48pm. 7 pounds, 6 ounces. Perfect in every way.
I'm so tired I can barely hold this quill, but I had to write it down. I had to remember.
He has James's hair. My eyes. A tiny nose that scrunches up when he's unhappy. Ten fingers. Ten toes. A cry that could wake the dead.
James hasn't stopped crying since they placed Harry in his arms. He just holds him and stares and whispers "my son" over and over.
Sirius burst in this morning, having Flooed every five minutes all night. He held Harry for an hour and made him promise to be a Gryffindor and a prankster and "everything your father is, but better."
Peter came. Remus came. Marlene came. They all held him, all cried, all promised to protect him with their lives.
I don't know what the future holds. I don't know if we'll make it through this war. But right now, in this moment, holding my son in my arms—I am the happiest I have ever been.
Welcome to the world, Harry. You are so loved.
---
Margaret gently touched Harry's arm. "I know you want to read it all," she said softly. "But we don't have much time. Can we skip to October 1981?"
Harry nodded, though it hurt to tear himself away from his mother's words. He flipped through the pages carefully, watching the dates change.
July 31, 1980. September 1980. January 1981. April 1981. July 1981.
October 1981.
---
October 3, 1981
Harry is 14 months old now. He's walking—stumbling, really—and getting into everything. Yesterday he found my knitting basket and managed to wrap himself in yarn. James laughed so hard he fell over.
He's learning new words every day. "Mama" and "Dada" and "Pa-foo" for Sirius. He loves Sirius most of all, I think. Lights up whenever he walks through the door.
Sirius, of course, is insufferably proud.
---
October 7, 1981
Harry was fussy today. Teething, I think. He cried for hours and nothing I did helped. James walked him, sang to him, made ridiculous faces—nothing.
Finally, around midnight, he fell asleep on my chest. Just like when he was a newborn. I sat in the rocking chair and watched him breathe and thought about how fast it's all going.
Don't grow up too fast, my love. Please.
---
October 10, 1981
James and I had a fight today. A stupid one, about something I can't even remember now. But we shouted, and Harry started crying, and then we felt terrible and spent the rest of the evening apologizing to each other and to him.
Parenthood is hard. Marriage is hard. But I wouldn't trade it for anything.
---
October 15, 1981
Sirius came by today. He and James talked for hours in the other room. I didn't ask what about. Some things are between them.
Before he left, Sirius held Harry for a long time. Whispered something in his ear. Harry grabbed his hair and wouldn't let go.
I love them. All of them. This strange, wonderful family we've built.
---
October 22, 1981
Sirius visited again. He and James talked for hours. I made tea and let them be.
Before he left, he hugged me tight and said "take care of them, Lily." Like he was going somewhere. Like he wasn't sure he'd be back.
I told him to be careful. He laughed and said he's always careful.
He's not. But I love him anyway.
---
October 24, 1981
My doubt was Sirius was on a mission out of country and he was attacked. He is currently admitted. James is panicking, i tried comforting him but no use.
Harry has also caught up something has gone wrong. He won't stop crying and fussing.
Nobody slept the entire night. And then Dumbledore sent a note, Sirius is fine. James is still not relaxed.
---
The entries stopped there.
Harry stared at the page. His mother's worry, her love, her fear—it was all there, written in her own hand. But nothing about the Secret-Keeper. Nothing about Peter. Nothing that would help them.
"We got so close," Harry whispered. "And we got nothing."
Margaret was quiet beside him. He could see the disappointment in her eyes, though she tried to hide it.
"May I see the diary?" she asked gently.
Harry handed it over.
Margaret took it carefully, turning it over in her hands. Examining the cover, the spine, the edges. Her fingers moved slowly, deliberately, feeling for something Harry couldn't see.
Then she stopped.
"Mr. Potter." Her voice was different—sharper, more focused. "Look at this."
She held out the diary, open to a page near the back. Harry leaned closer.
There—tucked between two pages, so carefully hidden it was almost invisible—was a letter. Folded small, pressed flat, attached to the paper with the faintest trace of magic.
"Your mother hid this," Margaret said. "A concealment charm. Very clever. Very subtle."
Harry's heart hammered. "What is it?"
"I don't know yet." Margaret carefully detached the letter. "But we're about to find out."
They looked at each other. Then, together, they unfolded it.
And smiled.
Chapter Text
The cell had no windows.
Sirius had stopped noticing that after the first few hours. Or maybe it had been days. Time moved strangely in places like this—slipping, stretching, folding in on itself until you couldn't tell if you'd been here for hours or years.
He sat on the edge of the narrow cot, his back against the cold stone wall, his hands resting loose on his knees. He wasn't crying. He'd done enough of that already. Enough to last a lifetime.
Now there was just... nothing.
Empty.
His mind drifted, as it always did in the quiet. Backward. Forward. Sideways. Through all the choices he'd made, all the paths he hadn't taken, all the ways things could have been different.
If only.
If only he'd never suggested switching Secret-Keepers. If only he'd insisted on being the one to protect them. If only he'd been there that night, instead of wherever he was. If only, if only, if only.
The words looped through his head like a curse.
He hated himself. That was the simplest truth. He hated himself for James and Lily. He hated himself for the twelve years in Azkaban that had left him broken. He hated himself for the person he'd become—the fugitive, the convict, the failure.
And now he was going back.
Back to the cold. Back to the dark. Back to the dementors, floating past his cell, sucking away every scrap of happiness until nothing remained but the worst memories, playing over and over.
He'd rather die. He knew that now. He'd rather die than go back to that place.
But death wasn't coming. Just the trial. Just the verdict. Just the long walk back into hell.
His mind kept drifting.
---
Childhood.
Grimmauld Place, dark and suffocating. His mother's voice, sharp as a blade, cutting through every moment of joy. His father's silence, heavy as a shroud. The portraits watching, judging, whispering about blood and purity and the weight of the Black name.
He'd been so small then. So scared. He'd learned to hide it early—the fear, the uncertainty, the desperate need for someone to see him, really see him, beyond the name and the expectations.
Regulus had followed. Little Regulus, always watching, always wanting to be like his big brother. Sirius had tried to protect him. Tried to shield him from the worst of it. But in the end, he'd failed. He'd run, and Regulus had stayed, and look what happened.
I'm sorry, Reggie. I'm so sorry.
---
Hogwarts.
The train. The first glimpse of the castle. The Sorting Hat on his head, whispering about Slytherin, about the path laid out for him, about the family he was meant to follow.
And then—Gryffindor.
He'd chosen it himself. The Hat had given him the choice, and he'd grabbed it with both hands. Gryffindor. Not Slytherin. Not what his family wanted. Something for himself.
And there, at the Gryffindor table, a boy with messy hair and glasses was cheering louder than anyone. James Potter. Grinning at him like they were already friends, like they'd known each other forever.
That moment changed everything.
---
The years that followed were the best of his life.
Pranks and Quidditch and late-night conversations. Remus, with his quiet wisdom and his terrible secret. Peter, always eager, always wanting to be included. And James—James, who became more than a friend. A brother. The other half of his soul.
They'd been inseparable. Four boys against the world, breaking rules and making memories and building something that felt like family.
The girls came and went. Sirius had never had trouble there—his face, his charm, his careless confidence. He'd left a trail of broken hearts and fond memories, never staying long enough to get attached.
He'd thought it didn't matter. Thought he was having fun, living life, being young.
Now those girls were giving interviews to the Prophet, talking about him like they knew him, and their words were being used to destroy him.
Reputation, he thought bitterly. It always comes back to bite you.
---
Running away.
That night, sixteen years old, walking out of Grimmauld Place with nothing but what he could carry. The door closing behind him. The weight lifting from his shoulders even as fear coiled in his stomach.
He'd had nowhere to go. Wandered London for days, sleeping rough, eating scraps, too proud to ask for help.
Then the letter came. Anonymous, but he'd known the handwriting. Regulus. Telling James where to find him.
James had come. Of course he had. James had found him in that dingy alley, looked at him with those eyes full of concern, and said, "Come on, Pads. Let's go home."
The Potters had taken him in without question. Euphemia had fed him and fussed over him and made him feel like he belonged. Fleamont had clapped him on the shoulder and said, "Sirius, you are family."
They'd given him something he'd never had. A real home. Real parents. Real love.
And he'd repaid them by getting their son killed.
---
The war.
Joining the Order at eighteen, fresh out of school, ready to fight. Auror training, missions, close calls. James and Lily, married now, expecting a baby. Harry.
That tiny baby, held up to the window so Sirius could see. James's hair. Lily's eyes. Perfect and small and so full of possibility.
"You want me as his godfather!!" Sirius had said, and James had grinned and said, "Obviously. Who else would it be?"
He'd held Harry for the first time. The baby had grabbed his finger and wouldn't let go. Sirius had felt something shift in his chest—a love so fierce it scared him.
He would die for this child. He knew it then, knew it absolutely.
And now he was going to die anyway, and Harry would be alone again.
---
The night it all ended.
He'd been on a mission. Far away, unable to get back in time. He'd felt it—something wrong, something terrible—but he couldn't reach them.
When he finally got to Godric's Hollow, it was too late.
The house was destroyed. James was on the floor, not moving, not breathing, never going to breathe again. Lily was by the crib, her hand reaching out, her eyes closed.
And Harry—Harry was screaming. That tiny baby, screaming like his world had ended.
Sirius had held him. Had promised him, through his own tears, that everything would be okay. That he would protect him. That he would never leave him.
He'd broken that promise. Over and over.
---
Azkaban.
He shuddered, the memory crashing over him like ice water. The cold. The dark. The dementors, always there, always pressing, always pulling out every happy memory and twisting it into something painful.
He'd survived by becoming Padfoot. The dog mind was simpler, less for the dementors to feed on. But Padfoot remembered too. Padfoot remembered James's laugh and Lily's smile and Harry's tiny fingers.
Twelve years. Twelve years of that.
And now they wanted to send him back.
---
He couldn't do it. He knew that now. He couldn't survive another day in that place. He'd rather die—welcome death, even—than go back to the dementors.
But what choice did he have?
Tomorrow, the trial. Tomorrow, the verdict. Guilty, almost certainly. The Ministry had made up its mind already. This was just for show.
And then the long walk back to hell.
He thought of Margaret. Her sharp eyes and steady voice, the way she'd held his hand in the dark. He thought of Aurora, small and bright, demanding dragon stories. He thought of Harry, brave and broken and so desperately in need of someone to love him.
They would be okay. They had to be. Margaret was strong. She'd fight for them, protect them, give them the life he couldn't.
But he wanted to be there. He wanted to watch Aurora grow up, to see Harry find happiness, to sit at a table with them and be a family.
James would hate me.
"James." His voice was a whisper in the dark. "Please. I need you."
Nothing.
"James, I can't do this alone. I can't—I can't go back there. I can't."
Silence.
"Please."
---
Don't be pathetic, Pads.
Sirius's head snapped up.
The voice was clear as day. James's voice, warm and teasing and exactly as he remembered.
You're sitting in a cell feeling sorry for yourself, and for what? Because things are hard? Because you might lose? Since when did Sirius Black give up without a fight?
"James." Sirius's voice cracked. "You're not—you're not real. You're in my head."
Of course I'm in your head. Where else would I be? But that doesn't mean I'm not real.
Sirius laughed—wet, broken, hysterical.
Remember third year? When you were convinced you were going to be expelled after the Prank? You sat on your bed for hours, just like this, waiting for the end. I had to sit on you to get you to stop pacing.
"I remember."
You thought it was over. Thought your life was ruined. And what happened?
"McGonagall gave me detention for a month."
And you survived. Because you're Sirius Black, and you survive everything.
Sirius shook his head. "Not this time. This time it's different."
Is it? Because from where I'm sitting, it looks pretty similar. You're scared. You're alone. You're convinced the world is ending. But it's not, Pads. It's just hard.
"I can't go back to Azkaban, James. I can't."
Then don't.
"It's not that simple."
It never is. But you've got people now. Real people. Margaret—she's fierce, that one. She's not going to let you go without a fight. And Harry—
Sirius's breath caught. "Harry."
He needs you, Pads. More than you know. He's been alone his whole life, just like you. You're the first person who ever made him feel like he belonged. You can't leave him now.
"I've already failed him."
You haven't. You're still here. You're still fighting. That's not failure.
Sirius was quiet for a long moment.
"James," he whispered. "I miss you. I miss you so much."
I know, Pads. I miss you too. But I'm always here. Whenever you need me. Right in here. A warmth spread through Sirius's chest. Now stop moping and get ready to fight.
---
Time passed.
Sirius didn't know how much. The voice faded, but the warmth remained. He sat in the dark, thinking about James, about Harry, about Margaret and Aurora.
He didn't notice when the hours passed. Didn't notice when the guards changed, when food appeared and was left uneaten, when the world outside continued spinning.
He just sat, and thought, and waited.
---
The door opened.
Light flooded in—harsh, bright, painful after so long in the dark. Sirius squinted, raising a hand to shield his eyes.
An official stood there, clipboard in hand, face expressionless.
"Black." The voice was flat. "It's time. The vote is happening."
Sirius stood. His legs were stiff, his body heavy, but he stood.
They led him out of the cell, down corridors he didn't bother to memorize, toward whatever waited.
Toward the trial.
Toward the verdict.
Toward Margaret.
He would see her one last time. Before it all ended. He would look at her face, hold her hand, thank her for everything.
And then he would face whatever came next.
Chapter Text
The Ministry chamber was suffocating.
Margaret stood at the petitioner's table, her hands steady despite the chaos in her chest. Around her, the Wizengamot members filed into their tiered seats, their faces a mixture of boredom and anticipation. The public galleries were packed—journalists, spectators, curious onlookers who had come to watch history unfold.
She scanned the room, her eyes finding the door through which they would bring him.
Then it opened.
Sirius walked in, flanked by two Aurors. He was pale, thinner than when she'd last seen him, his eyes hollow with exhaustion. The gray prison robes hung loose on his frame, and he moved like a man carrying the weight of the world.
Their eyes met.
For one moment—just one—he looked at her. And in that look, Margaret saw everything. Fear. Exhaustion. A desperate, fading hope that she might somehow save him.
And then he looked away. Dropped his gaze to the floor. Walked to the respondent's table and sat without looking up again.
Margaret's heart clenched.
I won't let you fall, she thought. I swear it.
---
The gavel struck.
"This session of the Wizengamot is now in order." Dumbledore's voice carried through the chamber, calm and commanding. "We are here to render a verdict on the charges against Sirius Orion Black. The prosecution will present their closing argument."
The prosecution's lawyer rose. A thin, nervous man named Travers who had been outmatched all week but was clearly hoping for a final victory.
He spoke for twenty minutes. Rehashed the old evidence—the accusation, the explosion, the missing finger. Pointed to Sirius's escape from Azkaban as proof of guilt. Warned against the danger of setting a convicted fugitive free.
It was weak. Margaret could see that. But weak didn't matter if the Wizengamot had already made up its mind.
When Travers finished, Dumbledore looked to her.
"The defense may present their closing argument."
Margaret rose.
But she didn't begin.
Instead, she stood perfectly still, letting the silence stretch. Letting the Wizengamot members wonder what she was doing. Letting the tension build.
Then she spoke.
"Chief Warlock, members of the Wizengamot. I have more than arguments today. I have evidence. New evidence that has only recently come to light."
A murmur ran through the chamber. Travers was on his feet.
"Objection! The time for presenting evidence has passed. Today is for closing arguments only."
Margaret didn't look at him. She kept her eyes on Dumbledore.
"This evidence could not have been presented earlier. It was discovered yesterday. It directly pertains to the question of my husband's guilt."
Travers was still sputtering. Other voices joined him—Wizengamot members who saw this as a disruption, a delay, a trick.
Dumbledore raised his hand.
Silence fell.
His eyes met Margaret's. Held them. For a long moment, something passed between them—recognition, perhaps. Understanding.
Then he nodded.
"The Chief Warlock grants the defense permission to present this new evidence. Proceed, Madame Black."
Margaret inclined her head. "Thank you."
She reached into her file and withdrew a letter. Old parchment, yellowed with age, covered in elegant handwriting.
"During the first war," she said, "a letter was discovered and used as evidence against Sirius Black. It expressed sympathy for the cause of You-Know-Who and was claimed to have been written by him."
She held it up.
"This letter."
Travers shifted uncomfortably. Everyone knew the letter. It had been part of the prosecution's case from the beginning.
Margaret's voice hardened. "I am here to tell you that this letter was not written by Sirius Black."
More murmurs. Louder this time.
"It was written by a Black. But not Sirius."
Sirius's head shot up. His eyes found hers—desperate, pleading. She knew what he was asking. Don't use Regulus. Please. Not my brother.
Margaret looked away.
"It was written by Bellatrix Black."
The chamber erupted.
Sirius stared at her, shock flooding his features. Bellatrix. Not Regulus.
Margaret pressed on, her voice cutting through the chaos.
"Bellatrix, during the first war, often used her maiden name rather than her married name to conceal her identity. It was attributed to Sirius based solely on the surname."
She pulled out a second letter.
"This is a letter recovered from Bellatrix Lestrange's possessions after her conviction. The magical signature matches the first letter exactly. The same hand. The same magic. The same writer."
She held both letters out.
"I request that the Wizengamot verify this through whatever means they see fit."
Dumbledore gestured to a goblin official seated in the corner. The creature rose, took both letters, and began an examination. The chamber held its breath.
After a long moment, the goblin looked up.
"The magical signatures are identical. Both letters were written by the same witch."
The murmuring exploded. Travers looked like he'd been punched.
But he recovered quickly.
"This proves nothing!" His voice was shrill. "So one piece of evidence was misattributed. That doesn't mean Black is innocent. It doesn't prove he didn't betray the Potters. It doesn't prove he didn't kill Pettigrew and those Muggles!"
Margaret turned to face him. Her expression was calm, but her eyes burned.
"What would prove it to you?" she asked quietly. "What evidence would convince you that Sirius Black is innocent? Who would you need to hear it from?"
Travers sneered. "I don't know. James and Lily Potter, maybe. If they could stand here and tell us themselves."
The chamber laughed. A few people. Nervous, uncertain laughter.
Margaret smiled.
"Alright then," she said. "They will."
Silence.
Absolute, total silence.
Margaret reached into her file and withdrew another letter. This one was different—fresher, somehow, though clearly old. She held it up for everyone to see.
"This is a letter written by James and Lily Potter to Albus Dumbledore. Dated October 28th, 1981. Three days before their deaths."
Sirius's breath left him.
Margaret continued, her voice steady. "In this letter, they inform Dumbledore that they have changed their Secret-Keeper. That the person protecting them is no longer Sirius Black."
Gasps. Audible gasps from every corner of the chamber.
"James and Lily Potter themselves confirm that Sirius was not their Secret-Keeper when they died."
She walked to Dumbledore's bench and placed the letter before him.
"Chief Warlock. You knew them. You know their handwriting. Verify it, if you please."
Dumbledore picked up the letter. His hands trembled slightly—the first sign of age Margaret had ever seen in him. He read slowly, carefully, his eyes moving across every word.
When he looked up, his voice was thick.
"This is genuine. Written by James and Lily Potter. Dated October 28th, 1981." He paused. "They state clearly that the Secret-Keeper has been changed. That Sirius Black is no longer protecting them."
The chamber was in chaos. People were shouting, demanding to see the letter, demanding explanations. Travers was on his feet, red-faced, trying to be heard over the din.
Margaret raised her voice just enough to cut through.
"This letter was found in the ruins of the Potter home," she said. "It was collected by Ministry officials along with other personal effects. But it was never catalogued. Never examined. Never presented as evidence."
She turned to face the Wizengamot.
"It sat in a box for thirteen years. While an innocent man rotted in Azkaban."
Sirius couldn't breathe. Couldn't think. Couldn't do anything but stare at Margaret—at this woman who had done the impossible. Who had found proof. Who had given him hope.
She looked at him. Just for a moment. And in that look, he saw everything.
I will not stop fighting for you.
---
The arguments went on for another hour.
Travers fought desperately, questioning the letter's authenticity, its relevance, its admissibility. But the damage was done. The Wizengamot members who had been ready to convict were now uncertain. Those who had been uncertain were now leaning toward acquittal. And those who had believed in Sirius from the beginning were vindicated.
Margaret answered every question. Cited every precedent. Produced every piece of evidence she had gathered.
When she finally sat down, she was exhausted. But she had done everything she could.
Now it was up to them.
---
Dumbledore rose.
"The defense has concluded. The prosecution has concluded. The evidence has been presented and examined." He looked out over the Wizengamot. "It is time for the vote."
The members stirred. Parchments were checked. Notes were consulted.
"All those in favor of clearing Sirius Black on the charges brought against him.
One. Five. Eleven.
Eighteen. Twenty-four.
Dumbledore rose.
Twenty-five.
Another rose.
Twenty-six.
Another.
Twenty-seven.
Twenty-eight.
Margaret lost count. Couldn't see through the tears blurring her vision. Could only watch as one by one, the members stood.
When the count was finished, Dumbledore's voice rang out.
"The vote is forty-two in favor of acquittal, eight in favor of conviction. The charges against Sirius Black are dismissed. The defendant is free to go."
The chamber erupted.
Margaret saw was Sirius—Sirius, who was standing with tears streaming down his face, who was standing, who was falling down.
He collapsed onto the floor in his knees, tears and laughter in his face at the same time. His hands came around his face.
Sirius didn't hear it the crowd. Didn't see Margaret moving. All he could feel her touch, reaching for him, holding him so tight he couldn't breathe.
"I told you," she whispered. "I told you I wouldn't stop fighting."
Sirius held her and cried.
Somewhere, in the back of his mind, he heard James's voice one last time.
Told you, Pads. You just had to hang on.
Sirius Black was free.
Chapter Text
They stayed like that for a long moment.
Margaret in his arms, Sirius holding her like she might disappear. The noise of the chamber—the shouts, the congratulations, the chaos—faded into nothing. There was only this. Only them.
Finally, Margaret pulled back. Just enough to look at him. Really look.
Those grey eyes. Deep as oceans, full of everything—gratitude, wonder, disbelief, love. She could drown in them. She wanted to.
Sirius raised his hands, cupped her face gently. His thumbs traced her cheekbones, wiping away tears she hadn't realized she'd shed. Then he leaned forward and pressed his lips to her forehead.
Soft. Warm. Reverent.
Margaret smiled.
Sirius pulled back just enough to look at her. A slow grin spread across his face—that familiar, reckless, utterly Sirius grin.
He spoke softly, in French. "Eh bien, les Britanniques ont enfin été envahis par les Français."
Margaret laughed. Actually laughed, surprised out of her.
Sirius joined her. They stayed there, laughing through tears, holding each other while the Wizengamot swirled around them.
Neither of them cared who was watching.
---
The next hour was a blur.
Sirius was taken for processing—official clearance, paperwork, the slow machinery of the Ministry admitting they'd been wrong. Margaret retreated to her office to handle the legal formalities. There were forms to sign, records to update, a dozen small tasks that needed doing before any of this was real.
She was halfway through a stack of documents when the door opened.
Sirius walked in.
He was flanked by a Ministry official—a young wizard who looked nervous and kept glancing at Sirius like he couldn't quite believe he was real. The official cleared his throat.
"Lord Black. Madame Black." He nodded to each of them. "I'm here to officially convey the Ministry's apology for the... misunderstanding. And to confirm that all charges have been expunged."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "Misunderstanding."
The official flushed. "I—that is—we—"
"Leave it." Sirius's voice was tired, but not unkind. "I know it wasn't you."
The official nodded quickly, handed over a folder, and fled.
Margaret watched him go, then turned to Sirius.
He looked different. Not just free—himself. He was wearing his own robes now, not the gray prison clothes. His hair was still messy, his face still bore the marks of the past weeks, but there was something in his eyes that hadn't been there before.
Life.
Margaret crossed to him. In her hands, she held a box—plain, wooden, unremarkable.
He raised an eyebrow.
She shrugged.
He took the box. Opened it.
Inside were the things they'd taken from him when he arrested after the attack. His old clothes, neatly folded. A small pouch of money. His watch. A few letters, yellowed with age. And there, at the bottom—
His wand.
Sirius went still.
He hadn't touched this wand in thirteen years. Hadn't held it, hadn't used it, hadn't even thought about it. After Azkaban, after escaping, he'd used whatever wands he could find—nicked ones, his father's old wand, anything that worked. But this one—this was his. The one he'd bought at eleven, the one that had seen him through Hogwarts, through the war, through everything.
His hand hovered over it.
"You have to pick it up sometime," Margaret said softly.
He looked at her. She smiled.
He reached down and took the wand.
The moment his fingers closed around it, magic surged through him. Not the harsh, foreign magic of borrowed wands—something old. Familiar. It wrapped around him like an embrace, settling into his bones, warming places that had been cold for years.
Sirius let out a breath he hadn't known he was holding.
He gave it a flick. Just a small one. Sparks erupted from the tip—gold and red, Gryffindor colors—and danced in the air around them.
He laughed. It was a broken sound, but real.
Margaret laughed too.
She took the box from him, set it aside on her desk. Then she picked up a thick folder and held it out.
"What's this?" Sirius asked.
"Last of the paperwork." She tapped it. "You have to sign these. And pay a fine."
Sirius blinked. "A fine?"
"For not registering as an Animagus." Her lips twitched. "Don't worry—I already have the registration papers prepared. I'll handle that tomorrow. You just need to sign these."
Sirius took the folder. It was heavy. Thick. Dozens of pages of Ministry jargon and legal terminology.
He didn't bother reading any of it. He trusted Margaret completely with it.
He sat in the chair behind Margaret's desk, took the quill she offered, and began to sign. Page after page. Name after name. The scratch of the quill was the only sound in the room.
Margaret stood by the window, watching him. The afternoon light caught his face, highlighted the lines that thirteen years had carved there. He was beautiful. Broken and beautiful and hers.
He finished the last page. Looked up.
She was watching him with that small smile.
He stood. Crossed to her. Held out his hand.
She looked at it. Slowly, she placed her hand in his.
Sirius pulled her close—not gently this time, but with force. She collided with his chest, steadied herself with her hands against him. Her palms pressed against the fabric of his robes, feeling the warmth beneath.
His hands found her arms. Held her close, but not too close. Giving her room to pull away if she wanted.
She didn't want.
Margaret looked up at him. He was tall—she'd known that, but somehow she hadn't realized just how tall until now. She had to tilt her head back to meet his eyes.
He was smiling. Small. Tender.
They stood like that for a long moment. Saying nothing. Needing nothing.
Something had changed. Not just the trial, not just the verdict—something between them. The contract had been real once. A deal, a bargain, a transaction. But somewhere along the way, it had become something else.
It had become this.
Sirius raised his free hand. Slowly, gently, he touched her cheek. Traced his knuckles along her skin. So soft. So careful.
Margaret closed her eyes.
The touch was overwhelming. Just that—just his knuckles against her cheek. She'd been starved of this for years. Michael's death had left her empty, touch-starved, longing for something she couldn't name.
And Sirius—Sirius had been starved longer. Twelve years in Azkaban, then months on the run, then in a cell. He knew this hunger as well as she did.
They stood in the silence, breathing together.
A knock shattered the moment.
Margaret pulled away instantly. Composed herself. "Come in."
Sirius was unbothered, his usual casual self. He watched with a smirk.
A junior Ministry official entered, looking flustered. "Madame Black? I'm sorry to interrupt, but I need the case files. For the records. And the proof copies of the evidence."
Margaret nodded, moving smoothly behind her desk. She gathered the files, handed them over, explained a few details about the evidence chain. Sirius watched her work—efficient, professional, brilliant. His brilliant wife.
The official nodded along, then turned to Sirius.
"Lord Black." He extended his hand. "Congratulations. I never doubted your win. Madame Black worked so hard—she was here at all hours. I knew she'd pull it off."
Sirius shook his hand, genuinely warm. "Thank you. That means a lot."
The official beamed and left.
Margaret stood by her desk, looking at the stack of evidence she'd just handed over. The letters. The diary. The proof.
She had to tell him.
She knew he'd be upset. Knew he'd be angry. But she couldn't keep it from him any longer.
"Sirius." Her voice was quiet. "We need to talk about your case."
Sirius turned from where he'd been examining her bookshelves. His expression was calm. Peaceful.
"We can talk later." He crossed toward her. "I want to see Harry. And Aurora. They must be waiting, and I'm dying to see them. Legal discussions can wait." He smiled. "We're going back to Grimmauld Place anyway. We can talk there."
He was so calm. So trusting. It made what she had to say physically painful.
"Please." Her voice cracked. "Just listen. Please."
Sirius stopped. Looked at her. Saw the tension in her shoulders, the fear in her eyes. Whatever this was, it was important.
"Alright," he said quietly. "Tell me."
Margaret took a breath. Collected herself.
"Do you remember, in my study, you asked about a stack of letters? Correspondence I was keeping?"
Sirius frowned. "Yes."
"Those were from Harry. And his friends."
His frown deepened. "Harry? What does Harry have to do with—"
"Harry was involved in your case."
Sirius went still.
"I know you didn't want his name involved," Margaret continued quickly. "I know. But he wanted to help. So I asked him—and Ron and Hermione—to write down their versions of what happened that night in the Shrieking Shack. Personal accounts. Details. I didn't use their names anywhere. No one knows they were involved."
Sirius stared at her. For a long moment, he didn't speak.
Then, slowly, he nodded. "Okay. That's—that's not ideal, but if you didn't use their names, if no one knows—" He let out a breath. "It's okay, Margaret. I understand."
Margaret felt a flicker of relief. But there was more. So much more.
"Sirius." Her voice trembled. "There's more."
He waited.
"After Friday—after you told me not to visit—I had no hope." Her voice wavered. "The case felt lost. You'd refused to let me use Regulus's name. I had nothing."
Sirius stepped closer. Took her hands. "Calm down. I'm not upset about that. I don't care that you used Bellatrix. You saved Regulus. That's what matters."
"Sirius, please." Her eyes were wet. "Just let me tell you. Let me explain everything."
He held both her hands. Nodded.
"I went through everything. Every detail. Every moment." She was blabbering now, she knew it, but she couldn't stop. "And I realized—the only person who was present for all of it, from beginning to end, was Harry."
His eyes sharpened.
"There's a witch in America," Margaret rushed on. "A researcher. She specializes in memory development in young children—toddlers, babies. She can extract memories that were formed before conscious recall. And Harry—Harry was there. In that house. With you, with James, with Peter. He saw things. Felt things. Things that might be buried in his mind."
Sirius's face had gone pale. He dropped her hands. Margaret felt hurt but she continued.
"I asked him," Margaret said. "Multiple times. I explained the risks. I told him he could say no at any moment. And he said yes. Every time. He wanted to help. He wanted to save you."
She couldn't read his expression. Couldn't tell what he was thinking.
"We went to America. She extracted the memory. And in it, I heard James say something—about Lily's obsessive note-making. So I checked the Ministry records from Godric's Hollow. There was a blue diary listed among the items found. Empty, they said. But I thought—maybe it wasn't empty. Maybe it was charmed."
Sirius hadn't moved. Hadn't spoken.
"The diary was in the Potter vault," Margaret continued. "Only Harry could access it. So he went with me to Gringotts. He opened the vault. He found the diary. And because he's Lily's son, her blood, he was able to open it. Inside—inside was a letter. From James and Lily to Dumbledore. Dated October 28th. Telling him they'd changed the Secret-Keeper. Naming Peter."
The silence in the room was absolute.
"I had research," Margaret whispered. "I had credentials. I made sure everything was safe before I took him anywhere. And no one knows he was involved—no one. I was so careful, Sirius. I would never—"
"You used my godson."
Sirius's voice was quiet. Terribly quiet.
Margaret's breath caught.
"You used a child. A thirteen-year-old child." His voice was rising now, cracking at the edges. "You took him to a foreign country for a complex, experimental memory extraction. You took him to Gringotts—into the most dangerous place in the wizarding world—without telling me. Without asking me."
"You refused to see me. And I asked him—"
"Of course he said yes!" Sirius's voice louder. "That's Harry! That's who he is! He'd walk into fire for the people he loves. That doesn't mean you should let him!"
Margaret's eyes burned. "I had no choice. We were losing. I had exhausted every other option—"
"Then you should have let me LOSE!" Sirius shouted. "You should have let me go to Azkaban! I would rather rot in that place for the rest of my life than have my freedom bought at the cost of my godson's safety!"
Margaret felt the words like physical blows.
"You don't understand," she whispered. "I did everything—"
"I understand that you put him in danger." Sirius's voice was rigid now. Controlled. Cold. "You played with his mind. You took him into a vault, where he could have been trapped. You exposed him to things that could have gone wrong—so many things. And if any of them had—" He stopped. Couldn't finish.
Margaret's tears fell freely now. "Is that what you think of me? That I would hurt Harry? That I don't care about him?"
Sirius looked at her. His eyes were hard.
"I think you should have let it go," he said quietly. "I think you should have stopped. Let me face what was coming. Instead of using a child as a tool."
"A tool?" Margaret's voice shook. "I was trying to save your life!"
"Not at HIS expense!" Sirius's voice rose again. "NEVER at his expense! How am I supposed to look James and Lily in the eye—wherever they are—knowing that their son was put in danger to save me? How do I live with that?"
Margaret replies, "What could I have done? Aurora cries all the time, she doesn't eat well. All she asks for is you. She mumbles your name in sleep. Blames herself that you left us. I could not see her like this."
Sirius felt something inside move in his heart listening to Aurora's name and her pain. Aurora the child, his child. Another child flashed before his eyes—Harry, screaming in that ruined house, the one he'd picked up and promised to protect. He could not trade one child's safety for other child's happiness. But Margaret... "This was a gamble," Sirius said quietly. "That's all it ever was, wasn't it? A gamble of lives."
The words hung in the air like poison.
Margaret felt something inside her crack.
"You don't mean that," she whispered.
Sirius said nothing. His eyes burning with rage.
Margaret's heart broke.
She looked at him—at the man she married, the man she had fought for, the man who was now looking at her with accusation in his eyes. He was right. In so many ways, he was right. She had gone against his wishes. She had used Harry. She had gambled.
But it still hurt.
"Sirius." Her voice was small. "Please try to understand."
"No." The word was cold. "I don't want to understand." He paused. "Is there anything else? Any other secrets you're keeping behind my back?"
The venom in his voice cut deeper than any blade.
Margaret couldn't speak. Fresh tears rolled down her cheeks.
Sirius saw them. Knew he had caused them. But he didn't soften. The Black family craziness was showing—the rage, the pride, the inability to step back from the edge.
Sirius watched her for a long moment. She saw something flicker in his eyes—regret, maybe. Or pain. But he didn't reach for her. Didn't soften.
He turned and walked out.
The door closed behind him.
Margaret stood alone in her office, the silence pressing in around her. The box of Sirius's belongings sat on her desk. The files she'd worked so hard on lay scattered nearby. Evidence of everything she'd done to save him.
And he was gone.
She sank into her chair and cried.
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Outside the door, Sirius stopped.
He stood in the corridor, breathing hard, his fists clenched at his sides. He could hear her crying through the door. Could picture her face, broken and devastated.
He had done that. He had said those things.
And some part of him—the part that had spent twelve years in Azkaban, the part that had learned to push people away before they could leave—was satisfied.
But another part. A quieter part. That part was screaming.
He took a step back toward the door. Then stopped.
Not yet. He wasn't ready. He needed time. Needed to process. Needed to figure out how to feel about any of this.
He turned and walked away.
Chapter Text
The streets of London blurred past as Padfoot ran.
He didn't know where he was going. Didn't care. His paws pounded against pavement, his breath came in sharp pants, and for a few blessed moments, the world narrowed to nothing but motion. The wind in his fur. The smell of exhaust and rain. The simple animal pleasure of running.
He chased pigeons in the park. They scattered, indignant, and he barked after them just to hear the sound. He rolled in grass until his coat was covered in dirt and leaves. He approached strangers, tail wagging, and let them pat his head—a moment of connection, brief and meaningless, before he moved on.
Anything to feel better.
But he didn't feel better.
The thoughts followed him, even as Padfoot. They were quieter, softer, buried beneath the dog's simpler mind. But they were there. Waiting.
Margaret's face when he'd walked out. Her tears. The way her voice had broken when she said his name.
Harry, who helped his godfather.
They were both too good for him. That was the problem. Margaret, who had fought for him when everyone else gave up. Harry, who had walked into danger without hesitation. And Sirius—Sirius had repaid them with anger and silence and cold shoulders.
She did it for me.
The thought circled, relentless. She'd done it because she loved him. Because she couldn't bear to lose him. Because after Friday, after he'd pushed her away, she'd been alone and desperate and terrified.
He'd left her alone. Again.
He pushed her away. That was what hurt most. Not the anger—the anger had been real, justified even. But the walking out? The cold silence? That was something else. That was the Black in him, the part he'd spent his whole life fighting. The part that hurt people without meaning to.
He transformed back to human in a quiet alley, leaning against a wall, breathing hard.
Aurora. He thought of her small face, the way she'd clung to him. She'd waited for him. Believed in him. And he was free for a while and immediately hurt her mother.
What kind of father did that make him?
He pushed off the wall. Started walking. His feet knew where to go before his mind caught up.
Privet Drive.
He had to see Harry. Had to look at him, touch him, make sure he was real and whole and okay. He'd stayed away for weeks—to protect him, he'd told himself. To keep him out of Ministry files. But maybe it had been easier, too. Easier to not face what Harry had done for him. Easier to not feel the weight of it.
No more easy.
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Number Four looked exactly the same.
The neat lawn. The gleaming windows. The horrible garden gnome that was, thankfully, just ceramic. Sirius stood at the gate for a long moment, remembering the last time he'd been here. Fugitive then. Wanted. Terrified.
Now he was free. Legally, officially, completely free.
It didn't feel the way he'd imagined.
He walked up the path. Rang the bell.
The door opened.
And there he was.
Messy hair. Round glasses. Those green eyes that were so like Lily's, staring at him like he'd seen a ghost.
"Sirius?"
Harry's voice cracked on the name. His eyes went wet—Sirius could see it happening, could see the tears forming, could see the disbelief and hope and fear all tangled together.
Sirius felt his own eyes burn.
He opened his arms.
"Hello, Harry."
Harry moved like he'd been shot from a cannon. He launched himself forward, crashing into Sirius with enough force to push him back several steps. Sirius staggered, caught himself, and wrapped his arms around his godson.
Harry was shaking. Sobbing. Holding on like he'd never let go.
Sirius held him tighter.
"I see you missed me," he murmured into Harry's hair.
Harry's laugh was wet, broken, beautiful. "Oh, Sirius. You're free. You're actually free." He pulled back just enough to look at him, hands still gripping Sirius's robes. "I was so worried. I kept thinking—I didn't know what would happen-- and I thought—" He couldn't finish.
Sirius shook his head. "I'm here. I'm fine. Thanks to you."
Harry opened his mouth to argue, but a shriek cut him off.
"WHAT IS THAT FREAK DOING IN MY HOUSE?"
Petunia Dursley stood at the end of the hall, her face purple, her eyes blazing. She pointed a shaking finger at Sirius.
"Get out! Get OUT this instant! I won't have murderers in my home!"
Harry stepped in front of Sirius protectively. "Aunt Petunia, you agreed—"
"I agreed to let HER come!" Petunia's voice rose higher. "Not some criminal! Not some—some—"
Sirius gently moved Harry aside. He met Petunia's eyes with a calm he didn't feel.
"Evans." His voice was level. "Still shouting, I see."
Petunia's mouth snapped shut for a moment, then opened again. "Don't you 'Evans' me! You get out of my house right now or I'll call the—"
"You'll find," Sirius interrupted, "that I'm a free man now. Acquitted. Innocent. Not a criminal."
Petunia's eyes flickered. For just a second, something shifted in her face. Doubt, maybe. Or surprise. Then it hardened again.
"Doesn't make any difference to me." Her voice was cold. "You're still a freak. All of you are freaks. This—this freak show has to end. I won't have my Dudders around your sort."
Sirius almost laughed. "Your sort? Evans, you'll find that 'your sort' has absolutely no interest in your whale of a boy."
"How DARE you—"
"Oh, I dare." Sirius's voice hardened. "I dare a lot of things, Evans. Don't think for a moment that I don't know exactly what you've done. How you've treated Harry. The cupboard. The chores. The way you've made him feel like he's nothing."
Petunia's face contorted. "I've done more for him than he deserves! More than any of you ever did! I took him in when no one else would, I gave him a roof over his head, I—"
"You gave him a cupboard under the stairs." Sirius's voice was quiet now, but it cut like a blade. "You fed him scraps. You made him sleep in a hole while your precious Dudders had two bedrooms. You told him his parents died in a car crash. You lied to him about who he was, where he came from, what he could be."
Petunia's mouth opened and closed. No sound came out.
"Don't you dare stand there and pretend you did him a favor." Sirius took a step forward. "You did the bare minimum, and you made him pay for it every single day."
"He's a freak!" Petunia screamed. "A freak son of freaks! I did what I had to do!"
Sirius's voice rose to match hers. "Is that what this is about? Is that why you wrote those letters? Begging to be included? Begging to go to Hogwarts?"
Petunia went white.
Sirius pressed on, merciless. "You did get to go, Evans. Once. To the wedding. And you hated every second of it, didn't you? Because you didn't belong. Because you couldn't do any of it. Because you were ordinary, and your sister was extraordinary, and you've spent your whole life hating her for it."
Petunia's eyes were wet now. Her hands shook.
"But let me tell you something." Sirius's voice dropped. "I did go to Hogwarts. I learned everything. And I learned it well. You know me, Evans. You know what I'm capable of. I'm crazy—certifiably, according to some. I won't think twice about consequences before I act. And if you ever—ever—treat Harry like that again, I will make your life a living hell."
"You wouldn't." Petunia's voice was barely a whisper. "I'll write to that old man—Dumbledore—he'll—"
"Dumbledore doesn't control me." Sirius's smile was cold. "He never has. I make my own decisions. And right now, my decision is this: you leave me alone with my godson. That's the best thing for all of us. And I'm going to take him away from here. Soon. Very soon."
He leaned closer.
"You know me, Evans. I don't talk. I do. If you push me, you will regret it."
The hatred between them was a living thing, crackling in the air. Petunia stared at him, her face a mask of fury and fear and something else—something that might have been grief.
Then she turned and walked away. Her footsteps echoed down the hall. A door slammed.
The front door stood open.
Harry grabbed Sirius's arm and pulled him inside. They climbed the stairs together, not speaking, not looking back.
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Chapter Text
Harry grabbed Sirius's sleeve and pulled.
There was no other word for it—he dragged Sirius up the stairs like a rag doll, his grip fierce and desperate. Sirius followed willingly, letting himself be pulled, a smile tugging at his lips despite everything. This boy. This impossible boy.
Harry's room was exactly as Sirius remembered. Small. Cramped. Bars on the window. The same worn bedding, the same sad furniture, the same evidence of a childhood spent unwanted.
Harry turned to face him. Smiled.
It was a smile that reached his eyes, that lit up his whole face. Sirius had seen that smile before—in photographs, in memories, in the face of a boy who'd been dead for thirteen years.
James. It was James's smile.
Sirius felt his heart crack open.
"Were you alright?" Harry asked. "In that Ministry chamber? When I saw you surrendered, I felt like the world was ending. I was so stressed. I knew you'd be free—I mean, I hoped—but it was so hard. Mrs. Black was adamant. She never stopped believing."
Sirius's smile faltered at the mention. Margaret.
"I'm fine, Harry." His voice was careful. "All is well."
He stepped closer. Reached out. Touched Harry's shoulders, his arms, his face—checking, searching, making sure he was real and whole and unharmed.
"I can't believe you agreed to that experimental project." His voice was rough. "Do you even understand how risky it was? You let her into your brain. You let a stranger—a doctor you'd never met—poke around in your memories. She could have had ulterior motives. She could have hurt you."
Harry's brow furrowed. "But it was safe. Mrs. Black did her research. She was with me the whole time. She held my hand through—"
"That means nothing." Sirius's voice was sharper than he intended. Dominant. The kind of voice he'd never used with Harry before. "It was risky, Harry. Completely unwarranted. I know the world makes you feel like you're the savior, but you're a boy. My godson. I'm responsible for you—not the other way around." He gripped Harry's shoulders. "Promise me you'll never do anything like that again. Never. Going to America, the vault at Gringotts—no. Your dad and I were crazy as teenagers, but we never did anything like that."
Harry's voice cracked. "Yeah, but you also never had your only family leaving, while you sat helpless."
Sirius went still.
"I couldn't let you go." Harry's eyes were bright, wet. "How could I? How could I just sit there and wait, knowing there was a chance—even a tiny chance—to save you? How could I do that, Sirius?"
Sirius didn't know how to answer.
He walked past Harry. Sat heavily on the bed.
Harry turned to face him, tears spilling now. "You have no idea. No idea how I felt reading that letter from you. The one you wrote—the goodbye letter. I couldn't just sit and wait for luck. I had a plan. I was going to go to the Ministry, confront Fudge, create a scene—anything. But before I could, Mrs. Black arrived. With a solution."
Sirius couldn't see Harry cry. His anger forgotten now. He opened his arms.
"Harry. Come here." His voice was soft now. "Come here and sit with me. Love."
Love.
Nobody called Harry that. Nobody ever had. The word broke something in him.
He crossed to the bed and sat. Sirius pulled him close, wrapped his arms around him. Harry pressed his head against Sirius's chest, listening to his heartbeat. Letting himself believe. Believing he was real. Believing he was here. Believing he was free.
They sat like that for a long time.
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Finally, Sirius spoke.
"I'm sorry, Harry." His voice was quiet, rough with emotion. "I'm sorry. I know you did that for me. And believe me, I'm grateful. Truly. But I was scared. For you. Things could have gone so wrong. You could have been hurt."
Harry pulled back. Looked up at him.
"But I'm not hurt." His voice was steady now. "I'm fine. And Mrs. Black took every precaution. She researched everything. She explained everything. Multiple times. She gave me every chance to say no." He paused. "When we were choosing which day to access, I suggested the thirty-first. The night they—" He stopped. Swallowed. "She said no immediately. Told me the first time I saw my parents shouldn't be like that. She held my hand through the whole procedure. When I woke up crying, she was right there. She calmed me down."
Sirius listened. Watched Harry's face. Saw the warmth there, the gratitude.
"She's really nice," Harry continued. "And strong. And smart. I see why you fell in love with her." A small smile. "She dealt with everything so well. I've never been out of the country before. But she took care of me the whole time."
Sirius's heart was full. His favorite person in the world was talking about his wife—with respect, with affection, with genuine warmth. Harry, who had every reason to be wary of adults, who had been failed by so many, was speaking of Margaret like she was family.
Harry, unaware of Sirius's internal turmoil, kept going.
"Sirius, it was amazing. I mean, I know you and everyone always talk about how great my parents were. But I never felt it. Not really. They were just... names. Faces in photographs. But then I saw them." His smile grew. "I watched them. They were so happy. So in love. And you and Dad—" He laughed. "You were crazy together."
Sirius's eyes burned.
"You were happy," Harry said softly. "All of you. I saw it."
Sirius nodded. Couldn't speak.
Harry's smile was radiant. "I know we did it to save you. But it was the best gift of my life. I saw them alive. I heard their voices. I have memories now—real memories. Memories to blast off hundreds of dementors." He laughed again, wet and joyful.
Sirius laughed with him. Pulled him close again.
"Oh, Harry." His voice was thick. "I'm glad. I'm so glad you got to see them. They were great. The best friends, the best parents anyone could ask for."
Harry nodded against his chest.
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Sirius's eyes drifted around the room. Landed on the desk.
A large basket sat there. It looked magical—woven with charms, faintly glowing. Out of place in this sad, ordinary room.
"Harry." He pointed. "Why do you have a magical basket in your room?"
Harry glanced at it. "Oh. That's Mrs. Black's basket."
Sirius frowned. "Margaret's?"
"Yeah." Harry sounded confused. "She's been sending me food baskets for weeks. That's how I've survived the summer."
Sirius sat up straighter. "She's been what?"
Harry looked at him, bewildered. "Sending me food. Pastries, fruit, cheese, treacle tart—everything. I thought you told her to." He paused. "Didn't you?"
Sirius shook his head slowly. "No, Harry. I didn't ask her to send you anything."
Harry's brow furrowed. "Oh. I just assumed—I thought you asked her to be nice to me. That's why she wrote, why she sent the baskets." He paused. "But she did it on her own?"
Sirius's mind was spinning. "Wait. She wrote to you? Since when?"
Harry shifted, uncomfortable. "Since you visited. When you told me you were married. The first basket arrived two days after that."
Sirius did the math. Weeks. Weeks of letters and food and kindness, while he'd been locked away, while he'd been pushing Margaret away, while he'd been too consumed by his own fear to think about anyone else.
"She's been sending letters too," Harry continued. "Through Kreacher. When you surrendered, she wrote every day. Explaining what was happening. How you were doing in the cell. What she was planning. She was so kind, Sirius. So supportive."
Sirius felt something twist in his chest. Something painful. Something like shame.
He recovered quickly. Pushed it down.
"Harry." His voice was careful. "I know these letters are personal. They're yours. But would you mind—could I see them? Read them?"
Harry hesitated. They were his. Private. His.
But this was Sirius. And they were written by his wife.
"Yeah," he said slowly. "Sure, Sirius."
He crossed to his drawer. Pulled out a stack of letters—thick, numerous, held together with string. He handed them over.
Sirius took them. Thanked him. Began to read.
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The first letter was formal. Polite. Margaret introducing herself, thanking Harry for his well-wishes, assuring him the case was moving forward.
The second was warmer. She'd received his reply. She was glad. She hoped he was eating well.
The third mentioned the basket. Asked if he liked the pastries. Promised to send more.
The fourth—Sirius's breath caught. She'd written after the surrender. After everything had fallen apart.
I know you must be devastated, she'd written. I won't hide it from you—we both are. Sirius has gone into silence. But I will keep fighting. I will never stop.
She'd signed it Lady Black.
The fifth. The sixth. The seventh. Each one warmer than the last. She'd called him Harry in one letter and signed as Margaret. She was writing like he was family—because to her, apparently, he was.
You are the most important person in the world to him, she'd written in one. That will never change.
I'm sorry Aurora is struggling, in another. She misses him terribly. But we're in this together. All of us.
Harry, I need to meet you. It's urgent. There's hope.
You're family now. We don't give up on family.
Sirius read them all. Every word. Every line. Every carefully crafted sentence that showed him exactly what he'd missed.
Margaret had made every possible effort. She'd reached out to Harry when she had no reason to. She'd sent food, written letters, been emotionally available. She'd soothed him when he was worried. She'd called him family. She'd done all of it without being asked—without even being considered.
And in one letter, she'd written: I do not wish to anger my husband by going against his wishes.
She'd cared about his opinion. Even when he was in a cell, even when he'd pushed her away, she'd cared.
Harry watched Sirius read. Watched his expression shift—surprise, then happiness, then something sadder. Something heavier.
He didn't know many married couples. Didn't know what love was supposed to look like. But he knew people. And he knew Sirius.
When Sirius finished, Harry asked quietly, "You're angry with her, aren't you?"
Sirius looked up. His expression went blank for a moment. Then he nodded slowly.
"I was." His voice was quiet. "I got upset. About the experiment. About her taking you—"
"I'm fine, Sirius." Harry cut him off. "I told you that already. I didn't even feel anything. I just slept. For hours. And Mrs. Black held my hand the whole time. When I woke up crying, she was right there. She calmed me down." He leaned forward. "She was only fighting for you. You shouldn't be upset. It was my choice. I said yes. She gave me an out at every step."
Sirius stared at him. At this boy who understood more than he should. Who saw things clearly when Sirius couldn't.
He looked out the window. It was nearly dark.
He stood.
"Harry." His voice was rough. "Thank you. For everything. For being brave, for being amazing, for being you." He pulled Harry into a fierce hug. "I need to go now. But I'll be back. Soon. Alright?"
Harry hugged him back. Nodded.
"Alright."
Sirius let go. Walked to the door. Paused.
"Harry?"
"Yeah?"
"Thank you. For telling me about the letters."
Harry smiled. "Thank Mrs. Black. She's the one who wrote them."
Sirius nodded. And left.
Harry watched him go, standing in the doorway of his room, wondering what would happen next.
Chapter Text
Sirius left Privet Drive and walked.
He didn't Apparate. Didn't take a Portkey. Didn't do anything but walk, his feet carrying him through the dark streets of Little Whinging, then beyond, into the countryside, into the night.
He needed time. Needed to think.
The letters were still in his pocket. Harry had insisted he keep them—read them again if you want—and he could feel their weight against his chest, heavy with everything Margaret had done.
She wrote to him every day. Sent food. Called him family.
He remembered his words in her office. The bitterness. The accusations. The way he'd looked at her like she was a stranger, like she was capable of hurting Harry for her own gain.
You used my godson. You should have let me go to Azkaban.
Her tears. The way her face had crumpled. The way she'd just... let him walk out.
I did that. The thought was a knife. I made her cry. I hurt her. After everything she did for me.
He kept walking.
The moon rose overhead. The stars came out. Sirius walked through fields and forests, not caring where he was going, just moving. Thinking.
She never asked for any of this. The contract was my idea—my need, my desperation. She could have been cold. Distant. Just another pure-blood playing politics.
But she wasn't.She sat with him in the dark. Held his hand when he was falling apart. Fought for him when no one else would.
She'd included Harry. Without being asked, without being told, without any reason except that Harry was his, and that made Harry hers.
And I repaid her with anger.
He thought about the days he'd been in that cell. The days she'd spent alone, fighting, hoping, despairing. She'd written to Harry every day. Sent food. Explained what was happening. Been the person Harry needed when Sirius couldn't be.
She was there for him when I couldn't be. She did exactly what I wished for, what I hoped for, without me even asking.
And the memory extraction—that absurd, impossible, miraculous thing. It had given Harry something Sirius had always wanted for him: a real memory of his parents. Not photographs. Not stories. Real. James's laugh. Lily's voice. The love in that cottage.
Sirius had always wished for that. Had always hoped, somehow, that Harry could know them the way he did.
Margaret had made it happen.
She saved me. She saved Harry. She gave us both a gift we can never repay.
And I walked out on her.
Sirius stopped walking. Looked up at the stars.
"Margaret."
What have I done?
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He reached Grimmauld Place hours later.
The house loomed before him, dark and silent. But it wasn't the suffocating darkness of his childhood—not anymore. Margaret had changed that. She'd filled it with light, with warmth, with life.
She was probably asleep.
I should let her sleep. I should wait until morning.
But his feet carried him forward anyway.
The front door opened at his touch. The house welcomed him—he felt it, the old magic recognizing its master. He stepped inside.
And stopped.
His mother's portrait was watching him.
Walburga Black sat in her frame, her dark eyes fixed on him with that familiar expression of cold assessment. She'd been quiet lately—since Margaret's confrontation, since Sirius's surrender, she'd stopped her screaming. But she was always watching. Always there.
Sirius looked at her.
She looked at him.
They hadn't spoken—really spoken—in years. Decades. Not since he'd left at sixteen, not since she'd blasted him off the tapestry. But here, in the dark hall, with the weight of everything pressing down on him, something made him stop.
"Mother."
The word came out before he could stop it. Quiet. Flat. Not the usual venom.
Walburga's eyes widened. Just slightly. It had been years since he'd called her that. Years even before she died.
She said nothing.
Sirius felt the old anger rise. The need to push, to provoke, to make her react. Maybe if he fought with her, he could bleed off some of the self-loathing. Maybe if she said something horrible, he could feel justified in his own horrible behavior.
"Well?" His voice sharpened. "Nothing to say, dear mother? I'm a free man now. Not a Death Eater. You must be so disappointed."
Walburga's eyes narrowed. But she didn't scream. Didn't rage.
"There is nothing worse than freedom, for a life like yours."
The words were quiet. Measured. They hit Sirius like a physical blow.
He laughed—bitter, broken. "I could name a few things that were worse. You're at the top of the list, dear birth-giver."
Walburga tilted her head. "Ah. So that's what this is."
"What?"
"Stupid things. Done just to spite me." Her voice was calm—calmer than he'd ever heard her. "When will you grow up, Sirius?"
Sirius bristled. "What are you talking about?"
"I'm your mother." The word hung in the air. "I know you. Those posters in your room—to spite me. Choosing Gryffindor—to spite me. Running away—to spite me." She paused. "You say you hate me, but everything you do, you do with me in your head. That's quite a compliment for a mother."
Sirius felt the words land. Felt their truth, sharp and unwelcome.
"No grown son thinks about his mother as much as you do," Walburga continued.
"Well, no child hates his mother as much as I did." His voice was rough. "So it's only fair."
Walburga's expression shifted. Something flickered in her eyes—pain, maybe. Or regret.
"Ungrateful," she whispered. "Always ungrateful. You will realize someday—what I did for you. How you repaid me with defiance and running away."
Sirius laughed. "That's a nice thought to entertain yourself with."
"I shall not speak of it again." Her voice was quiet now. "But one day, Sirius. One day you will know. I did not deserve the hate you gave me."
The words hit him harder than he expected.
"That day will never come, you old hag." His voice rose. "Never. I hated you as a kid. I hate you now. I will hate you forever."
Walburga's voice rose to match his. "Then you are a fool! A blind, stupid fool who sees only what he wants to see!"
"AND WHAT DO YOU SEE?" He was shouting now. "WHAT DO YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME, MOTHER? A DISAPPOINTMENT? A FAILURE? A TRAITOR TO THE BLOOD?"
"I see my son!" Walburga's voice cracked. "I see my son, who I loved, who I tried to protect, who threw it all back in my face!"
Sirius stared at her. She'd never said that. Never. Not once in his entire life.
Footsteps on the stairs.
Margaret appeared, her wand raised, her face pale. She looked terrible—worse than terrible. Exhausted. Hollow. Like she hadn't slept in days.
She stopped when she saw him. Her eyes widened. Then something else flickered there—fear, maybe. Wariness. She was testing him, he realized. Seeing if he was still angry. Seeing if he would hurt her again.
Sirius's heart broke.
He knew that look. He'd worn it himself, as a child, every time his mother walked into the room. The careful stepping. The quiet voice. The desperate hope that today would be different, that today she wouldn't strike.
He'd put that look on Margaret's face.
"Is everything all right?" Her voice was careful. Measured. Ready to retreat.
Sirius couldn't speak. Could only look at her—at her tired eyes, her rumpled clothes, the strands of hair escaping from their usual perfect arrangement. She was always so composed. So together. Seeing her like this, because of him...
"Yes." His voice came out rough. "Everything's fine."
She nodded. Didn't meet his eyes. Turned to leave.
"Margaret."
She stopped. Didn't turn around.
Sirius wanted to say so much. I'm sorry. I was wrong. You're the best thing that ever happened to me. But the words wouldn't come.
"Where's Aurora?" he asked instead.
Margaret's shoulders relaxed slightly. He wasn't going to fight. That was what she was checking.
"Asleep. I just put her down." A pause. "You can see her tomorrow. Let her sleep."
Before he could respond, she walked away. Her footsteps faded up the stairs.
Sirius stood frozen, watching her go.
When he looked back at the portrait, Walburga was watching him with a knowing expression.
He turned and walked away. Straight to his room. Away from her. Away from everything.
The door closed behind him with a click.
He sat on his bed, in the dark, and stared at nothing.
I am my mother.
The thought was a poison.
Chapter Text
Sirius lay on his bed, staring at the ceiling.
His mind was a battlefield. Thoughts crashed against each other like waves—relief, joy, anger, guilt, love, self-hatred—each one threatening to drown him.
He was free. He should be happy. He'd spent twelve years in Azkaban dreaming of this moment, and now it was here. He was free, he was alive, he had people who loved him.
And he'd pushed them all away.
Harry's face, bright with joy when Sirius arrived. Then shadowed with confusion when Sirius left so abruptly.
Margaret's face, cautious and scared when she saw him in the hall. The way she'd hesitated, tested the waters, braced herself for more pain.
Aurora, sleeping somewhere in this house, probably dreaming of dragon stories. He hadn't even seen her.
His mother's words echoed in his head.
She was right. That bitch was right, and Sirius hated it. Hated that she could see him so clearly, hated that her cruelty held a mirror to his own failures.
No. He sat up abruptly. I can't be like her. I won't.
This was a chance. A new life. Not something small—something huge, something precious. He'd been given a gift he didn't deserve, and if he wasted it, the blame would be his alone.
He thought about all the people he could blame for his past. His parents. The Ministry. Peter. The dementors. So many enemies, so many reasons for how things had turned out.
But the future? That was on him.
If I don't fix this, my self-loathing will consume me. I'll become another crazy Black. I'll become her.
He couldn't let that happen. His family deserved better. He deserved better.
Sirius stood. Walked to the door. He knew what he needed to do.
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The house was silent as he descended the stairs.
Second floor. He stopped outside the master bedroom—their room, technically, though it had always been Margaret's. He'd never slept here, never even stepped inside. It felt sacred. Private.
He raised his hand. Hesitated.
One last push. One last chance.
He knocked. Softly.
A muffled voice came through the door. French, sleepy. "Entrez."
Sirius opened the door.
The room was dim, lit only by the faint glow of the streetlamp outside. Margaret was in bed, covers pulled up to her chin, her hair loose around her shoulders. She looked soft like this—vulnerable, unguarded. Beautiful.
Aurora wasn't there. Sirius wondered where she was.
Margaret stirred, reaching out blindly. In French, her voice thick with sleep: "Aurora, ma chérie, viens ici."
She thought he was Aurora. Come to crawl into bed after a nightmare.
She was not entirely wrong.
"Margaret."
Her eyes flew open. She sat up abruptly, fumbling for her wand, and the room flooded with light.
She was in her nightgown. Simple, white, modest—but still. This felt private. Intimate. He shouldn't be here, in her space, in the dark, while she was so unguarded.
Her eyes scanned him—not with fear this time, but with concern. Deep, genuine concern.
"Sirius?" Her voice was soft. "Are you alright?"
He wanted to say yes.
"No." The word came out raw. "I'm not."
Margaret's expression shifted. Without hesitation, she scooted over, making space on the bed. Patted the spot beside her.
"Come in. What happened?"
Sirius stepped inside. Closed the door behind him. He stood there for a moment, frozen, then crossed to the bed and sat on the edge. At her feet, not beside her.
She let him. Waited.
"I'm here to apologize." His voice was rough.
Margaret opened her mouth. He held up a hand.
"Please. Let me."
She nodded.
"Margaret, I don't know how to apologize." The words came slowly, painfully. "I'm sorry. I really am. I was completely out of line. The things I said—I knew they were hurtful. I knew it even as I said them. I have no excuse. No defense. I'm not innocent in this."
He paused. Caught his breath.
"You did everything to save me. Everything. And you didn't deserve what I said. You didn't deserve any of it." His voice cracked. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
Margaret's eyes glistened, but she stayed silent.
"I was scared." Sirius's voice dropped to a whisper. "I don't think I'm worth saving. I don't think I'm worth the pain. You and Harry—you went so far out of your way. I can't even imagine what these past weeks have been like for you." He looked at her. "New country. New house. New job. New husband. And I made it harder. I made everything harder."
Tears were falling now. He didn't wipe them away.
"You could hate me. You should hate me. I deserve your anger, your disgust, everything." He met her eyes. "But I don't want it. I don't want a pathetic life, even if my actions say otherwise. I want to make it right. I want to do good. But I keep—I keep losing myself. In the darkness. I feel consumed by it."
Margaret reached for his hand. He let her take it.
"I can't even say how grateful I was," he continued, "for that one hour every day. When you'd come to the cell. The whole day would pass in the hope that you would come." He shook his head. "It was the hardest thing I've ever done, asking you not to come back."
Margaret squeezed his hand.
"It was so hard," he whispered. "Walking into that chamber. Knowing they hated me. Knowing all they wanted was Azkaban—which is worse than death." He swallowed. "I was terrified for Harry. Terrified he'd do something reckless. And when you told me what you'd done—taking him to America, to Gringotts—I was so scared. But I was also relieved. Because you saved me. You saved my life."
He was crying openly now. Margaret was too.
"And Aurora." His voice broke on her name. "I felt terrible leaving her. But I also felt—I felt good. That she missed me. That there was someone in the world, a pure little heart, who loved me."
He went quiet for a moment. Then, in a voice so raw it barely existed:
"Margaret. Tell me. Have I gone mad? Is it true—what they say? That I have no control over my own mind?"
Margaret felt her heart stop.
She looked at him. This man—broken, beautiful, terrified. Tears on his face. Pain in every line of his body. Asking her the question that had clearly been eating him alive.
She scooted closer. Grabbed both his hands. Made him face her.
"Sirius." Her voice was steady, calm, deliberate. "You are not mad."
She let the words hang, giving him time to absorb them.
"You have had the worst human experience imaginable. Twelve years among soul-sucking creatures. Then on the run, alone, hunted. You had hope for a little while, and it was taken from you within hours. You were locked up again, alone, every moment feeling yourself getting closer to going back to the monsters."
She squeezed his hands.
"I can't imagine how difficult that was. The guilt of your best friend. Your brother. These are not easy emotions, Sirius. They would break anyone."
Sirius tried to turn away. She pulled him back.
"Listen to me. I mean this." Her voice was fierce. "You are brave. What you faced would destroy most people. And you came out of it—damaged, yes, but still you. Still capable of love, of laughter, of fighting for the people you care about."
Sirius shook his head. "I make so many mistakes."
"Yes. You do." She didn't soften it. "But look at you. You have the courage to admit it. To face it. That means something."
Sirius's tears fell freely. "I'm sorry. For what I said. You were doing everything you could, and I blamed you. I'm so sorry."
Margaret was quiet for a moment. Then: "I knew, when I made those choices, that I was crossing a line. I knew you'd be upset. And you had every right to be."
"You can't just let me off easy." Sirius's voice was desperate. "My behavior was terrible. It was out of line."
"I never said it wasn't hurtful." Margaret's voice was gentle. "I said I understand. And I do, Sirius. I do. Your concern for Harry, for Aurora—for the kids—that's what makes it easier for me to see you. Not the anger. Not the fear. The love underneath."
She shifted back, leaning against the headboard. Made space. "Come here."
Sirius hesitated. Then, slowly, he moved. Laid his head in her lap.
Her fingers found his hair. Threaded through it gently. He closed his eyes, letting the touch ground him. Center him.
They stayed like that for a long time.
Margaret spoke in low voice but clear.
"Healing takes time, Sirius. You can't recover from everything in a day. Some days you'll feel at home in yourself. Other days you'll collapse. That's normal."
She paused. Her fingers never stopped their gentle motion.
"Today was overwhelming. I understand. I don't dismiss your behavior—but I don't hold it against you either."
Sirius reached up. Covered her hand with his.
"Thank you, Margaret."
She smiled. He couldn't see it, but he felt it—in the way her hand softened, in the way her body relaxed against his.
They stayed like that as the night deepened, two broken people holding each other together.
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Sirius woke slowly, drifting up from sleep like a bubble rising through water.
For a long moment, he didn't open his eyes. He just lay there, feeling—feeling the softness beneath him, the warmth beside him, the absence of cold stone and hard cot. No cell. No chains. No dementors waiting in the dark.
He opened his eyes.
The ceiling was wrong. Not his childhood bedroom, with its posters and memories. Not the cell, with its gray stone and shadows. This was different—elegant, painted a soft cream, catching the first pale light of dawn.
Margaret's room. Their room, if he could learn to think of it that way.
The thought was foreign but comforting. Strange but warm.
He turned his head slowly, careful not to move too much.
He was still in Margaret's lap. Margaret still asleep. Her hand wasn't in his hair anymore—it had moved during the night, come to rest on his chest, fingers curled into the fabric of his robes. Like she was holding onto him even in sleep. Like she was afraid he might leave.
Sirius smiled. Soft. Tender.
He lay there for a long moment, just watching her breathe. The rise and fall of her chest. The way her lips parted slightly. The strands of dark hair that lay across her face.
Beautiful, he thought. So beautiful.
He needed to move—his body was stiff from sleeping like that. But he didn't want to wake her. Didn't want to break this moment.
Slowly, carefully, he began to shift. Years of sneaking out of Grimmauld Place as a boy, years of moving silently as Padfoot—they served him well now. He moved inch by inch, sliding out from under her hand, repositioning himself, never making a sound.
Margaret stirred. Murmured something in French—he caught the word "non," maybe part of a dream. Then she settled again.
Sirius eased himself into a sitting position. Then, even more carefully, he scooted toward her. Gently, so gently, he placed his hands on her shoulders and lowered her from her propped position against the headboard onto the pillows.
She didn't wake. Just sighed, curled toward him, her hand reaching out instinctively to find his robes again.
He lay back down beside her. Brushed the hair from her face with infinite care.
She was so beautiful like this. Soft. Unguarded. The walls she kept up during the day—the composure, the control, the perfect pure-blood mask—all gone. Just Margaret.
So this is what they call marital bliss.
The thought made him smile. A real smile, reaching his eyes, warming his chest.
He looked around the room.
It was his first time seeing it properly. He'd decorated it before she came—made it beautiful, welcoming, hers. But she'd made it her own since then. Small touches everywhere. A silver hairbrush on the dressing table. Bottles of perfume, their scents mingling in the air. Jewelry laid out carefully—a necklace here, a pair of earrings there. Books on the nightstand, in French. A shawl draped over the chair by the window.
Every corner screamed Margaret. Not the Lady Black, not the lawyer, not the perfect pure-blood wife. Just her. Her space. Her sanctuary.
He wanted to belong here. Wanted this to be their space, not just hers. But that would take time. Trust. Healing.
He had time now. He had her.
The door opened.
Aurora stood there, still in her nightgown, her stuffed dragon clutched to her chest. Her dark hair was a wild mess around her face. She was rubbing her eyes with one small fist.
She looked at the bed. At Margaret, asleep. At Sirius, awake and watching her.
For a moment, she froze. Like she'd seen a ghost.
Then her face transformed.
"Sirius!"
She ran. Small feet pounding against the floor, dragon forgotten, arms outstretched. Sirius barely had time to sit up before she launched herself onto the bed and into his arms.
He caught her. Held her. His heart was pounding so hard he thought it might burst.
"Ma petite étoile," he whispered in French. My little star.
Aurora was crying. Sobbing against his chest, her small body shaking.
"You left!" Her voice was muffled, angry, heartbroken. "You left and you didn't come back and Maman cried and I cried and I thought you didn't love us anymore!"
Sirius held her tighter. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, little star. I love you. I love you so much."
"Why did you go?" She pulled back just enough to look at him, her face wet, her eyes red. "Where were you?"
Sirius glanced at Margaret—still asleep, somehow, despite the noise. Then back at Aurora.
"I was held by some people," he said softly. "Bad people. They wouldn't let me leave."
Aurora's eyes widened. "Did you fight them?"
He shook his head. "No. Your mum fought them."
Aurora blinked. "Maman?"
"She's very scary, you know." Sirius lowered his voice conspiratorially. "Everyone ran away, and I was free."
Aurora stared at him for a moment. Then she laughed—that same bright, joyful laugh that always made Sirius's heart lighter.
"She is very scary," Aurora agreed solemnly.
"She is," Sirius nodded. "The scariest."
"She made Kreacher clean my room when I wouldn't do it."
"Terrifying."
"She said no dessert until I ate my vegetables."
"Cruel."
They were both giggling now, quiet so as not to wake Margaret.
A voice came from the bed, sleepy but amused. "I can hear you both."
Sirius clapped a hand over his heart in mock horror. "Oh no. We've been caught. Whatever will happen to us now?"
Aurora threw her small arms out dramatically. "Don't worry, Sirius! I'll save you!"
Sirius made a noisy relaxing sound, "Oh, lucky me. Bless you, Sweetheart."
They collapsed into laughter, Aurora's high and bright, Sirius's low and warm. Margaret watched them from the pillows, her eyes soft, a smile playing at her lips.
Happy. She looked happy.
Sirius wanted to see that look every day for the rest of his life.
---
After a moment, Sirius glanced at the window. The light was still pale—early, very early.
"You should sleep more, little star," he told Aurora. "It's still early."
Aurora looked at the window. Then at her mother. Then at Sirius.
"Okay." She crawled off his lap and immediately snuggled against Margaret's side. "Maman, move over."
Margaret shifted, making room. Aurora curled against her, dragon retrieved and clutched close.
Sirius started to get up—to leave, to give them space. But Aurora's hand shot out and grabbed his sleeve.
"Sirius. You should join us too."
He froze. Looked at Margaret.
Her eyes met his. For a moment, he saw the question there—do you want to?—and something else. Permission. Welcome.
She nodded. Just slightly. Just enough.
Sirius lay back down on the other side of the bed, Aurora between them.
Aurora immediately began chattering about her dream—something about dragons and castles and a knight who was actually nice. Sirius listened, asked questions, made appropriate sounds of surprise and delight.
Halfway through the story, Margaret's breathing changed. Slowed. Deepened. Asleep.
Aurora noticed. "Maman's asleep."
"She's tired," Sirius whispered. "She's been fighting hard."
Aurora nodded solemnly. Then, a few minutes later, her own eyes began to droop. Her voice slowed. Trailed off.
Soon she was asleep too, curled between them, small and peaceful.
Sirius stayed awake.
He lay on his side, propped on one elbow, watching them. His girls. Margaret, soft and vulnerable in sleep. Aurora, small and trusting, her hand still loosely gripping his sleeve.
His. They were his. To love. To protect. To cherish.
The sun rose higher, painting the room in gold. The house stirred around them—Kreacher moving in the kitchen, distant sounds of the city waking. But here, in this room, time seemed to stop.
Sirius watched them sleep and felt something he hadn't felt in years.
Peace.
He had fought so long. Run so far. Lost so much. And somehow, impossibly, he had found his way here. To this room. To these two. To a future he'd never dared to hope for.
He reached out, careful not to wake them, and brushed a strand of hair from Aurora's face. Then, even more carefully, he reached across her and touched Margaret's cheek. Just barely. Just enough.
Margaret stirred slightly. Murmured something. Smiled in her sleep.
Sirius lay back, closed his eyes, and let the warmth of the moment carry him toward dreams.
Chapter Text
Harry woke with a smile on his face.
It was such a strange feeling—waking up happy—that he lay still for a moment, just feeling it. The warmth in his chest. The lightness in his limbs. The way the gray morning light filtering through his window seemed somehow brighter than usual.
Then the memories flooded back.
Sirius. Free. Standing in this very room, holding him, calling him love. Sirius, who had faced down Aunt Petunia with a fury that made Harry's heart sing. Sirius, who had promised to take him away from this place. Soon.
Harry's smile widened.
He stretched in his narrow bed, feeling the familiar creak of the springs, the rough texture of his worn sheets. None of it mattered today. None of it could touch him.
The Dursleys had been silent since Sirius left.
Not just quiet—silent. Complete, total, absolute silence. Uncle Vernon had muttered something about "freaks" and retreated to his workshop. Aunt Petunia had gone pale, then red, then pale again, and hadn't looked at Harry once since. Dudley had taken one look at his mother's face and disappeared upstairs.
No chores had been demanded. No insults hurled. No breakfast provided—but that was fine. Margaret's baskets were still there, full of pastries and fruit and that incredible treacle tart. Harry didn't need the Dursleys' scraps anymore.
He had people who loved him. People who fed him. People who fought for him.
The thought made him want to laugh out loud.
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At exactly nine o'clock, the owl arrived.
Harry was waiting at the window, as he had been every morning for weeks. The owl—a different one each day, this time a handsome barn owl—dropped the Prophet through the gap and was gone before Harry could offer it toast.
He caught the paper, unfolded it, and stopped breathing.
SIRIUS BLACK EXONERATED: WIZENGAMOT VOTE HISTORIC
The headline took up half the front page. Below it, taking up most of the rest, was a photograph.
Sirius, on his knees in the middle of the Wizengamot chamber. His head was thrown back, his eyes closed, tears streaming down his face. Around him, people were standing, cheering, throwing papers in the air. The image was chaos—but at the center of it, clear as day, was Sirius. Broken. Free. Alive.
Harry's eyes burned.
He read the article slowly, savoring every word. The vote: forty-two to eight. Forty-two people had believed Sirius. Had looked at the evidence and chosen truth.
The key evidence presented by Madame Black included a previously undiscovered letter from James and Lily Potter, dated October 28th, 1981, in which they named Peter Pettigrew as their Secret-Keeper. The letter was authenticated by Chief Warlock Dumbledore and a Gringotts magical signature expert.
Harry's breath caught. The letter. The one from the diary. Margaret had used it. She'd saved Sirius with his parents' own words.
Further evidence included testimony from Remus Lupin, Andromeda Tonks, and Minerva McGonagall, all of whom spoke to Black's character and the improbability of his guilt. Financial records were also presented showing that Peter Pettigrew's Gringotts account had been accessed as recently as six months ago, proving he is alive.
Harry wiped his eyes with his sleeve. Kept reading.
The entire paper was filled with Sirius. Opinion pieces from people who'd known him, who'd doubted him, who'd always believed. Profiles of Margaret—"The French Fury," one called her. A timeline of the case. Speculation about where Pettigrew might be hiding.
So many people had positive things to say now. Where were they when the Prophet was printing lies? Where were they when Sirius needed them?
Harry thought of Sirius's warning, weeks ago. Whatever nonsense the Prophet prints, don't believe it. He understood now. Really understood. The papers weren't truth—they were just words. Ink on paper. Nothing more.
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The Witch Weekly arrived separately.
Harry had almost forgotten he still got it—a habit from the weeks when he'd been desperate for any news, any scrap of information about Sirius. He almost tossed it aside. But something made him open it.
The cover photo stopped him cold.
Sirius and Margaret.
They were kneeling together in the chamber, just as in the Prophet photo, but this angle was different. Closer. More intimate. Sirius had his arms around Margaret, holding her like she was the most precious thing in the world. She was laughing through tears, her face pressed against his chest. And he was kissing her forehead—soft, tender, reverent.
They looked... perfect. Together. Like they belonged.
A few weeks ago, this photo would have twisted something in Harry's chest. Would have made him feel jealous, left out, forgotten. He would have seen it as proof that Sirius had a new family, a real family, and Harry was just an obligation.
Not today.
Today, he looked at that photo and felt warm. Felt happy. For Sirius. For Margaret. For both of them.
He'd seen what Margaret did. He'd been there—in America, in Gringotts, in the dark moments when she'd held his hand and calmed his tears. She'd fought for Sirius with everything she had. She'd welcomed Harry like family, fed him, written to him, cared for him when she had no reason to.
He couldn't be jealous of her. Not anymore.
He read the article. It was typical Witch Weekly—dramatic, romantic, full of flowery language. They called Sirius and Margaret "the love story of the ages." They detailed a timeline of their relationship, starting when Sirius was fourteen and Margaret was visiting England with her father.
Insiders reveal that Sirius Black's notorious "ladies man" reputation was carefully cultivated to hide his long-standing devotion to Margaret Clermont. The two maintained contact through letters over the years, their bond strengthening despite distance and circumstance.
Harry doubted that was true. He knew Sirius had been in Azkaban for twelve years—he couldn't have been writing letters. But the sentiment was nice. The idea that Sirius had always loved someone, had always been loved back.
He deserved that. After everything, he deserved that.
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Two owls arrived together.
Harry recognized them immediately—Ron's scruffy little owl, and Hermione's elegant tawny. He opened Ron's first.
Harry—
BLOODY HELL! Your godfather's free! Mum's been crying all morning, which is weird because she spent weeks saying he was guilty, but now she's acting like she always believed in him. Adults are mental.
Anyway, CONGRATULATIONS! I knew he'd win. Well, I hoped. But still! Write back soon and tell me everything.
Ron
P.S. Mum's making a celebration dinner. You should come.
Harry smiled. Ron's letter was exactly Ron—chaotic, contradictory, warm underneath.
Hermione's was longer, as always.
Harry,
I've been following the coverage all morning. The legal strategy was brilliant—Margaret Clermont-Black used the letter from your parents as the cornerstone of her case, and it completely dismantled the prosecution. I've already taken extensive notes for my own reference.
More importantly, I'm so happy for you. And for Sirius. And for Margaret—she seems extraordinary. The way she handled the case, the evidence, the pressure—I have so much respect for her.
Please write when you can. I want to hear everything from your perspective.
Love,
Hermione
Harry read both letters twice. His friends were happy for him. They liked Sirius. They respected Margaret. Everything was good.
Except—
No letter from Sirius. No letter from Margaret.
They'd written every day for weeks. Every single day. Margaret's letters had been a lifeline, keeping him connected, keeping him sane. And now—after the biggest victory of all—there was nothing.
And Sirius had left so abruptly last night. One moment he was there, reading Harry's letters, looking emotional. The next, he was gone. No explanation. No goodbye beyond a quick hug and a promise to return.
Harry's stomach twisted.
Have they fought? About me?
The thought wouldn't leave. He'd seen the way Sirius looked when he read those letters—surprised, moved, guilty. And Margaret had kept Harry's involvement secret from Sirius. Maybe Sirius was angry about that. Maybe they'd argued. Maybe Harry had caused problems between them.
Ungrateful freak.
Aunt Petunia's voice echoed in his head. He tried to push it away, but it lingered. Always lingered.
They were so kind to me. And now they're fighting because of me.
He needed to know. Needed to understand. But he couldn't just ask—that would be nosy. Intrusive. He'd be inserting himself where he didn't belong.
But he needed to know if they were okay.
He took a breath. Called out.
"Kreacher."
The crack of Apparition was sharp. Kreacher materialized in the corner of Harry's room, his large eyes fixed on Harry with an expression that made Harry's heart sink.
It was the old Kreacher. The one from before. The one who looked at Harry like he was something unpleasant stuck to the bottom of his shoe.
"The half-blood ward of the scum master calls Kreacher." The elf's voice dripped venom. "Kreacher is here. What does the half-blood want?"
Harry blinked. The past weeks had been so good—Kreacher had been almost civil, almost kind. He'd healed Harry's hand, delivered letters without complaint, even seemed to care. Now that was gone, replaced by the old hostility.
Something had happened. Something bad.
"I just—" Harry tried to keep his voice calm. "I wanted to ask how things are at Grimmauld Place. Is everyone okay?"
Kreacher's lip curled. "The half-blood wishes to pry into the affairs of his betters. Kreacher is not surprised. Mannerless, like all mudblood spawn."
Harry's temper flickered, but he pushed it down. Yelling at Kreacher wouldn't help.
"How's Aurora?" he asked, trying a different approach.
Kreacher's expression shifted—just slightly. The hostility didn't disappear, but something else flickered underneath. He did care about the little girl, Harry knew. He tried to hide it, but Harry had seen.
"The young mistress is having breakfast with her grandfather," Kreacher said grudgingly. "The Lord of the Great and Noble House of Clermont."
"That's good." Harry paused. "How's Sirius?"
Kreacher's face hardened again. "Kreacher does not care about the scum master." His voice was sharp, angry. "He has broken the heart of his mother, the great Mistress Walburga. He should rot in Azkaban where he belongs. He should not be allowed in this house."
Harry's stomach dropped. Sirius had been home for barely a day, and Kreacher was already this hostile again? What had happened?
He pressed on. "Where are Sirius and Margaret now?"
Kreacher looked like he didn't want to answer. His mouth worked, as if the words were being dragged out of him against his will.
"Scum Master and the mistress are asleep," he finally said. "In their room."
Harry glanced at his clock. Eleven in the morning. Asleep?
"Are they okay?" he asked. "Mrs. Black and Sirius? Are they—"
Kreacher's eyes flashed. "Kreacher does not look into the private life of his mistress!" His voice rose, offended. "Kreacher is a good elf! Kreacher serves the House of Black with loyalty and discretion! He does not gossip about his betters with half-blood—"
"Okay, okay." Harry held up his hands. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pry. Thank you, Kreacher. You can go."
Kreacher sniffed, offended dignity radiating from every inch of him. He gave Harry one last look of pure disdain, then disappeared with a crack.
Harry sat on his bed, alone with his thoughts.
Asleep. Both of them. At eleven in the morning.
Were they fighting? Were they avoiding each other? Was something wrong?
He thought of Sirius's face last night, reading those letters. The guilt. The emotion. He thought of Margaret, who had written every single day, who had held his hand through the worst moments of his life.
They couldn't be fighting. They couldn't. Not after everything.
But Harry didn't know. And the not-knowing sat in his chest like a stone.
He looked at the Witch Weekly photo again. Sirius kissing Margaret's forehead. Margaret laughing through tears. They looked so happy. So right.
Please let them be okay, he thought. Please let me not have caused this.
He lay back on his bed, the photo still in his hands, and waited.
For what, he didn't know.
Chapter Text
The clock on the nightstand ticked softly.
One o'clock had come and gone. Then two. The room was bathed in the soft golden light of afternoon, dust motes dancing in the sunbeams that slanted through the curtains. Somewhere in the house, life continued—footsteps, muffled voices, the distant clatter of Kreacher in the kitchen. But in this room, there was only stillness.
Sirius and Margaret slept on.
They lay on their sides, facing each other across the expanse of the bed. Not touching—not exactly. But somewhere in the depths of sleep, their hands had found each other. His right hand, half-curled on the pillow between them. Her left, fingers loosely intertwined with his. A bridge. A connection.
Margaret's nightgown was simple white cotton, soft from washing, slightly rumpled from sleep. Her golden brown hair had escaped its usual careful arrangement and now lay spread across the pillow in waves, catching the light. Her face, relaxed in sleep, was younger somehow. Softer. The lines of tension that usually marked her expression had smoothed away.
Sirius was still in his robes from yesterday—wrinkled now, twisted around his long frame. His dark hair was a mess, falling across his forehead, tangling on the pillow. His chest rose and fell in the slow rhythm of deep sleep. His hand, even in unconsciousness, held hers.
They looked like something from a painting. Two people who had fought through hell and somehow found their way to this moment of peace.
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A crash from somewhere downstairs shattered the silence.
Both of them jolted awake, eyes flying open, bodies tensing. Margaret's hand instinctively tightened on Sirius's. His grip responded in kind, a reflex born of years of danger.
For a moment, they just stared at each other. Wide-eyed. Disoriented. Scared.
Then, from below, Aurora's laughter rang out—bright and delighted, completely unbothered.
They both exhaled at the same time. Their grip on each other's hands loosened, but didn't release.
Margaret became aware of things in stages. The warmth of his hand in hers. The way the afternoon light painted gold across his face. The fact that she was in her nightgown, in bed, with him. Her hair—she could feel it, a mess, probably wild. Her face—she could feel the heat rising to her cheeks and knew he could see it.
Sirius was watching her.
Not staring, not leering—just watching. His grey eyes moved over her face slowly, taking her in. There was something in his expression she couldn't name. Wonder, maybe. Or disbelief. Or the beginning of something she was afraid to hope for.
Last night came flooding back. His confession. His brokenness. The way he'd laid his head in her lap and let her comfort him. The way she'd held him, touched him, let him in.
And this morning—Aurora between them, the three of them curled together like a real family. Like this was normal. Like this was theirs.
Her heart hammered.
She needed to move. Needed to get up, get away, gather herself. But she couldn't look away from him. Couldn't break the spell.
Sirius lifted his free hand. Slowly. So slowly. Giving her time, giving her space, letting her pull away if she wanted.
She didn't want to.
His knuckles brushed her cheek. Feather-light. Gentle. He traced the curve of her cheekbone, the line of her jaw, barely touching, like she was something precious.
"You're beautiful, Margaret." His voice was soft. Sleep-rough. Wonder-filled. A dreamy smile curved his lips.
Margaret's breath caught.
Beautiful. He thought she was beautiful. Sirius Black—the most handsome man in the country, probably, with that face and those eyes and that smile—thought she was beautiful.
Her face flushed scarlet. She could feel it, the heat spreading from her cheeks to her neck, probably visible even in this light.
Sirius's smile widened. That knowing look crossed his face—the one that said he was very aware of his effect on her. The one that said he knew exactly what that compliment had done.
That man knows his power, Margaret thought. He absolutely knows.
She scrambled off the bed.
Her feet hit the floor, her hand finally releasing his. She grabbed for the clock on the nightstand, needing something, anything, to focus on besides the heat in her face and the memory of his touch.
Two-fifteen. The numbers swam before her eyes.
She gasped. "Two o'clock? It's two in the afternoon?"
Sirius sat up slowly, propped on his elbows. He looked completely unbothered, still wearing that soft smile. "What's wrong?"
"What's wrong?" Margaret turned to face him, gesturing wildly at the clock. "It's the middle of the day! I've slept half of it away! I have things to do, work to handle, Aurora—" She stopped. "Where is Aurora?"
"Playing with Kreacher, probably." Sirius's voice was calm, amused. "She's fine."
Margaret stared at him. He looked so relaxed. So at ease. Lying there in his rumpled robes, hair a disaster, smiling at her like she was the most entertaining thing he'd ever seen.
"I need to—I have to—" She couldn't finish. Her mind was racing, her heart still pounding, her skin still tingling where he'd touched her.
She fled to the bathroom.
The door closed behind her with a soft click. She leaned against it, pressing her hands to her burning cheeks, trying to breathe.
Beautiful. He called me beautiful.
The mirror showed her reflection—flushed, wide-eyed, hair wild. She looked like a teenager with her first crush. Which was ridiculous. She was a grown woman, a mother, a lawyer. She didn't get flustered over pretty words from handsome men.
Except apparently she did. When the man was Sirius Black.
She turned on the shower, needing something to drown out the pounding of her heart.
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Sirius watched her go, a smile playing at his lips.
When the bathroom door closed, he let himself fall back onto the pillows, arms spreading wide, staring at the ceiling. The smile didn't fade. If anything, it grew.
He replayed the morning in his head. Waking up to find her beside him. Her hand in his. The way she'd looked at him, vulnerable and open. The way her cheeks had flushed at his words.
You're beautiful, Margaret.
He'd meant it. Had spoken it as simply as stating a fact—the sky is blue, water is wet, Margaret is beautiful. He'd known it since their first meeting, even through the hostility and the contract and the careful distance they'd maintained. But now, after everything—after seeing her broken, after letting her see him broken, after holding each other through the darkest night—that knowledge had deepened into something else.
Something he was almost afraid to name.
He thought about last night. The way she'd listened. The way she'd held him, touched him, let him fall apart in her hands. The way she'd said I understand and meant it. The way she'd invited him to stay.
He'd been touch-starved for so long. Twelve years in Azkaban, where the only contact was the cold of the dementors. Then months on the run, alone, always alone. Then the cell, isolated, desperate.
Margaret's touch had been like coming home. Her fingers in his hair. Her hand in his. The warmth of her beside him.
He couldn't remember ever waking up with someone like this. Not really. His relationships before—if you could call them that—had been casual. Brief. He'd never let anyone close enough to spend the night, to wake up beside, to hold hands with in sleep.
The Witch Weekly articles about his "ladies man" reputation had been exaggerated, but not entirely baseless. There had been women. Quite a few, actually. He'd been young, handsome, charming, and deeply committed to not getting attached. It had been easier that way. Safer.
This was different. This was terrifying. This was everything he'd never allowed himself to want.
He could still feel the warmth of her skin. The softness of her cheek under his knuckles. The way she'd looked at him, breathless and flushed, before fleeing to the bathroom.
The smile on his face had no intention of leaving.
He heard the shower start. Water running, muffled sounds of movement. She'd be a while.
Sirius sat up slowly. Looked around the room.
Margaret's space. Her sanctuary. She'd let him in—literally and figuratively. He should give her privacy now, let her have this space back.
He took a moment to memorize it. The dressing table with its silver brush and cut-glass perfume bottles. The books stacked on the nightstand—French novels, legal texts, a worn copy of a children's story. The shawl draped over the chair by the window, soft and warm-looking. The small framed photograph on the wall—Aurora, maybe a year younger, laughing at something off-camera.
He wanted to remember this. Every detail. In case she didn't let him in again.
Sirius slipped out of bed, quiet as a ghost. He crossed to the door, opened it, and stepped into the hall. Closed it softly behind him.
The house greeted him with its familiar creaks and shadows. Somewhere downstairs, Aurora's voice rose in excited chatter. Clermont's low rumble responded. Kreacher's footsteps shuffled in the kitchen.
Sirius stood in the hallway for a moment, letting the reality of it settle over him. He was home. Free.
He smiled again and headed for the stairs.
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When Margaret emerged from the bathroom twenty minutes later, hair damp, face washed, dressed in fresh robes, the room was empty.
Sirius was gone.
She stood in the doorway, looking at the rumpled bed, the indentation where his head had lain, the tangled sheets that held the memory of his warmth. Her hand went to her cheek, where his knuckles had traced so gently.
Her heart was still beating too fast. Her face still held a glow she couldn't control.
He called me beautiful.
She pressed her lips together, trying to suppress the smile that wanted to break free. It didn't work.
Sirius Black thinks I'm beautiful.
The smile won.
She gathered herself, straightened her robes, and walked out to face the day—and the man who had somehow, impossibly, become everything.
Chapter Text
The water was hot. Almost too hot. Sirius let it pound against his back, steam filling the small bathroom, washing away the last traces of the cell, of the fear, of the weeks of darkness.
He stood there longer than necessary, eyes closed, just feeling. The heat. The privacy. The simple luxury of a shower that wasn't timed, wasn't monitored, wasn't a brief respite before being returned to cold and silence.
When he finally stepped out, wrapped in a towel, he caught his reflection in the fogged mirror. He wiped a hand across it, clearing a strip, and looked at himself.
Different. The same face, the same grey eyes, the same sharp cheekbones. But different. Lighter. Softer around the edges. The tightness that had lived in his jaw for as long as he could remember had eased.
He smiled at his reflection. It felt strange. Good, but strange.
He ran his fingers through his wet hair, pushing it back from his face. Clean. He was clean. Not just physically—everything. Clean slate. New beginning.
Dressed in a fresh towel, he padded back to his room—his room, not the cell, not the dungeon, his—and opened the wardrobe.
His father's clothes stared back at him. Dark, severe, perfectly pressed. The same clothes he'd been wearing for weeks, the only things available when he'd arrived. They weren't him. They'd never been him.
He pushed them aside, searching deeper. And there, in the back, folded carefully—his own clothes. The ones he'd worn before Azkaban, preserved somehow.
He pulled out a simple black shirt, soft from age, and a pair of dark trousers that fit just right. Not fancy. Not trying too hard. Just... him.
He dressed slowly, deliberately. Buttoned the shirt, tucked it in. Ran his fingers through his hair again, letting it fall where it wanted. Looked at himself in the mirror one more time.
Not bad, he thought. Not bad at all.
He wanted to look his best today. Wanted to feel his best. For himself and for her.
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The house was quiet as he descended the stairs.
Morning light—well, afternoon light now—streamed through the windows, warming the dark wood and faded wallpaper. Sirius moved through the familiar spaces, noticing details he'd never paid attention to before. The way the sun hit a particular spot on the stairs. The faint smell of something cooking from the kitchen. The sound of a child's voice, soft and focused.
He found Aurora in the living room.
She was perched at the low table, a piece of parchment spread before her, a fistful of crayons in various colors scattered around. Her small tongue poked out from the corner of her mouth in concentration as she drew—something large and green and distinctly dragon-shaped.
Beside her, in the armchair by the cold fireplace, sat Lord Clermont.
The old man looked worse than Sirius remembered from their last meeting. The wedding, weeks ago—though it felt like years. His face was more lined, his skin more gray, his shoulders more hunched. He held a letter in one hand, his expression troubled, his brow furrowed in a deep frown.
Sirius paused in the doorway, taking it in. The dying man, the drawing child, the quiet afternoon light. This was family. This was what he'd never had.
He stepped forward.
"Lord Clermont."
The old man looked up. His eyes, sharp despite his frail appearance, assessed Sirius in a single glance. Then, slowly, with visible effort, he began to rise.
Sirius crossed the room quickly. "Please—please don't get up. Sit."
Clermont waved a hand. "I am not so feeble that I cannot greet my host." But he sank back into the chair gratefully, and Sirius saw the pain he tried to hide.
"Can I get you anything?" Sirius asked. "Tea? Water? Something to eat?"
Clermont's lips twitched. "You are kind. But no." He held up the letter. "I have received urgent communication from home. I must leave."
Sirius's brow furrowed. "Leave? But you've only just—" He stopped. Looked at the old man more carefully. "Is everything alright?"
"Business." Clermont's voice was dismissive. "Always business. And I have been here longer than I intended. Longer than I should." He glanced at Aurora, still absorbed in her drawing. "She is in good hands."
Sirius hesitated. Then he pulled a chair closer and sat, leaning forward earnestly.
"Lord Clermont. I want you to know—this is your home too. As long as you want it. As long as you need it." He gestured vaguely at the room, the house, everything. "Margaret's family is my family. You're welcome here. Always."
Clermont studied him for a long moment. His eyes, sharp and knowing, seemed to look through Sirius to something deeper.
"You mean that," he said quietly. Not a question.
"I do." Sirius held his gaze. "I can see your health isn't what it should be. Living here—with your daughter, your granddaughter—it would do you good. And I..." He paused, searching for the right words. "I would enjoy your company. Truly."
Something shifted in Clermont's expression. The guarded wariness softened. The lines around his eyes crinkled slightly.
"You are a good man, Sirius Black." His voice was quiet, but weighty. "I can see why Aurora has gone mad for you in such a short time. Why my daughter fights wars for you." He paused. "Alphard was right about you."
Sirius felt heat rise to his cheeks. "You're very generous with your praise. But I don't deserve it. Not yet."
Clermont raised an eyebrow.
"Margaret—" Sirius's voice softened on her name. "Margaret is amazing. Truly. You raised a brave, strong woman. You must be very proud."
"I am." Clermont's eyes glistened, just slightly. "More than words can say."
Sirius leaned forward, his expression earnest. "Lord Clermont, I need to thank you. From the bottom of my heart. I don't know the details—how much you helped, what strings you pulled, what influence you used. But I can imagine. The case seemed impossible. I had given up hope." His voice cracked slightly. "You and your daughter—you gave me my life back. Thank you."
Clermont was quiet for a long moment. When he spoke, his voice was thick.
"I do my duty. As I hope you will do yours."
Sirius met his eyes. "I intend to. Keep them safe. Keep them happy. That's my only goal now."
Clermont studied him. Whatever he saw must have satisfied him, because he nodded slowly and extended his hand.
Sirius took it. The old man's grip was frail but firm.
"Good."
---
Footsteps on the stairs.
Margaret appeared, descending gracefully despite the stack of papers in her arms. She'd changed—fresh robes in a soft blue that brought out her eyes, her hair still slightly damp from the shower and curling softly around her face. She looked fresh. Bright. Beautiful.
Sirius's breath caught.
"Papa." She crossed to Clermont, holding out the file. "Here are the documents you asked for. I hope I didn't keep you waiting long."
Clermont took the file, but his eyes were on his daughter's face. "Not at all, my love. Your husband kept me company."
Margaret glanced at Sirius, surprise flickering across her features. Then a small smile.
"Aurora." She set the papers down. "Come say goodbye to Grand-père. And thank him for the gifts."
Aurora scrambled up from her drawing, her face falling. "You're leaving, Grand-papa?"
Clermont opened his arms. Aurora launched herself into them, hugging him tight.
"Thank you for the dolls," she said against his chest. "And the books. And the chocolate. And for playing with me. And for—"
Clermont laughed softly. "Enough, enough. You're welcome, ma petite."
Aurora pulled back and, with exaggerated ceremony, performed a little curtsy. "Thank you, Grand-papa. I will miss you very much."
Clermont played along, bowing from his chair as best he could. "And I will miss you, little one. Very much."
He kissed her forehead. She kissed his cheek.
Margaret stood by, her eyes bright. "Papa, I—"
He held up a hand, cutting her off gently. "I know what you want to say. And I want you to know—I would do much more, if only it makes my darling daughter smile."
Margaret's smile widened, bright as sunshine. She stepped forward, wrapped her arms around him carefully—mindful of his frailty—and pressed a kiss to his cheek.
"Take care, Papa."
"You too, my love."
Sirius stepped forward. Clermont extended his hand again, and Sirius shook it firmly.
"Remember what you said, Black."
"I will." Sirius met his eyes. "And sir—the offer stands. Always. You are welcome here. Any time."
Clermont nodded. Something passed between them—understanding, respect, the beginning of something like family.
Then he turned to the fireplace, tossed the floo powder, and with a final look back, was gone.
---
Margaret stared at the empty fireplace for a long moment. Her eyes were wet.
A warm arm slid around her waist, pulling her gently against a solid chest. She didn't need to look; she knew who it was.
"He loves you," Sirius said quietly, his lips near her ear. "Don't feel bad. Doing things for you makes him happy."
Margaret turned her head, looking up at him. He'd read her mind—understood exactly what she was feeling without a word. The warmth in his grey eyes, the gentle set of his mouth, the way he held her like she was precious—
She smiled. "Thank you."
He smiled back. It was soft, tender, full of something she was only beginning to understand.
Sirius announced to the room. "Can we eat now? I'm famished."
"Me too," Margaret agreed.
From the table, a small voice piped up. "Me too!"
They both turned. Aurora was watching them, her drawing forgotten, a hopeful expression on her face.
Sirius swept her up with one arm, keeping the other around Margaret. "Then let's eat. All of us. Together."
They walked to the kitchen, the three of them, sunlight streaming through the windows, laughter echoing off the walls.
Chapter Text
The dining room of Grimmauld Place had never felt so warm.
Sunlight streamed through the tall windows, catching dust motes that danced above the long mahogany table. The room had been transformed since Margaret's arrival—the dark velvet curtains replaced with lighter fabric, the gloomy portraits rearranged, fresh flowers in a crystal vase at the center. It still held the bones of its old self, the weight of centuries, but it breathed differently now. Lived differently.
Sirius carried Aurora into the room, her small body light in his arms. He deposited her gently into a chair near the middle of the table, and she immediately began arranging her napkin with the solemn concentration of a child performing an important ritual.
Then he turned to Margaret.
Without thinking, without fanfare, he pulled out the chair beside Aurora's—the one Margaret always sat in—and held it for her. A small gesture. Automatic. Habit.
Margaret settled into it, and felt the familiar flutter in her chest.
She had missed this. The small things. The way he did things for her without being asked, without making a show of it, simply because he wanted to. Pulling out her chair. Making her tea just the way she liked it. The casual intimacy of someone who paid attention.
She watched him walk to the head of the table and take his own seat. The light caught his profile—the sharp line of his jaw, the dark hair still slightly damp from his shower, falling across his forehead. He looked... good. Healthy. Alive.
Her heart did something complicated.
Kreacher appeared with a laden tray.
The elf moved around the table with practiced efficiency, serving Aurora first—the young mistress always got special treatment, and Kreacher's portion for her was noticeably larger, noticeably more careful. Then Margaret. Then, finally, Sirius.
The plate came down hard.
Crockery clattered against wood. A sausage bounced off the plate and rolled across the table. Gravy splattered.
Sirius looked up.
Margaret's head snapped toward the elf. "Kreacher. What is it?"
Kreacher's face was a mask of barely contained fury. "Kreacher is sorry." The words were acid. "Kreacher dropped the scum master's plate."
Margaret's eyes widened. "Kreacher, you—"
Sirius held up a hand. "Margaret. Let it be."
She turned to him, incredulous. "Let it be? He just—"
"He's angry because I offended his precious mistress yesterday." Sirius's voice was calm, resigned. He picked up the rogue sausage and placed it back on his plate. "It's fine."
Sirius looked at the elf. "Kreacher. Leave us."
Kreacher's eyes glittered with hatred. "As the shameful master commands. Kreacher lives only to serve the Noble House of Black."
He spat the words like poison and disappeared.
Margaret stared at the empty space where he'd been. Her face was pale.
"Sirius, that was—"
"Horrific?" He shrugged, already reaching for his fork. "Welcome to my childhood. You must be getting used to it by now."
Margaret's voice was sharp. "Forgive me if I don't find hostility and abuse 'normal.'"
Sirius paused, fork halfway to his mouth. He looked at her and something in his expression softened.
"It was normal. For this house. For a long time."
"It was." Margaret's voice was firm. "It isn't. And it can't be."
Sirius didn't reply. He took a bite, chewing slowly.
Margaret watched him, her fork untouched. "He was so good in the past weeks. Almost caring. He was kind to Harry, even. He healed Harry's hand when he saw it was hurt. He delivered letters without complaint." She shook her head. "What happened?"
Sirius set down his fork. "Ah. Harry." A small smile touched his lips. "He told me."
Margaret raised her eyebrows. "Told you what?"
"About the baskets. The letters. The way you stayed in touch with him." Sirius reached across the table and took her hand. His fingers were warm, slightly calloused. "Margaret. I can't tell you how grateful I am. The way you looked after him—the way you made him feel like family—" His voice caught. "Thank you. Truly."
Margaret's cheeks warmed. "You don't have to thank me. Harry is my family now. Just as Aurora is yours." She squeezed his hand. "I don't thank you for every moment you spend with her."
Sirius smiled. It was soft, genuine, reaching his eyes.
"Margaret." His voice was quiet. "We need to talk."
A smirk played at her lips. "We are talking."
He felt his own lips curl in response. "I mean about the case. Everything that happened. I want to know—every detail. Everything you did. And something else."
Margaret nodded, her expression shifting to something more professional. "Yes. Of course. I need to discuss the application with you anyway."
Sirius blinked. "Application? What application?"
"For Harry's adoption." She said it casually, like she was discussing what to have for dinner. "That is what you wanted to discuss, right?"
Sirius went completely still.
For a long moment, he just stared at her. His mouth opened. Closed. Opened again.
"I—" He swallowed. "I thought—I mean, yes, obviously, but I thought you hadn't started yet. I thought it would take time."
Margaret's expression softened. "I haven't done much work on it yet. But I've started the process. I can file the initial paperwork tomorrow."
Sirius's face went through a remarkable transformation. Shock. Disbelief. And then—slowly, like sunrise—a smile so bright it transformed him.
"Tomorrow?" His voice was almost a whisper. "You can really do it tomorrow?"
"Yes." She was smiling now too, unable to help it. "I'll file it tomorrow. Then we wait for a date. It might take a few days, maybe a week, but—"
Sirius lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it.
"Thank you," he said, his voice rough with emotion. "This day just keeps getting better and better."
Margaret watched him, her heart full. "Finish your meal," she said softly. "There's still so much to do."
He picked up his fork, but he couldn't stop smiling. Neither could she.
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Privet Drive
Harry was staring at the ceiling when the crack sounded.
He sat up quickly, heart pounding, ready for another verbal assault from Kreacher. The elf had been so hostile this morning—Harry had braced himself for more of the same.
But Kreacher's expression was different. Still sour, still grudging, but... calmer. Controlled.
"The mistress sends a basket and a letter for the potter boy." The words were stiff, but not venomous. He set both on Harry's desk. "Kreacher will take his leave."
He disappeared before Harry could respond.
Harry stared at the empty space for a moment, confused. Then he grabbed the letter.
Dear Mr. Potter,
You already have the news, I'm sure. Forgive me for not writing sooner—I knew Sirius was planning to visit you after the trial, and I thought a surprise would be better than a letter.
The case went well. More than well. And none of it would have been possible without you. You have no idea what you've done for us.
I need to apologize for Kreacher's behavior this morning. Sirius had a disagreement with his mother's portrait yesterday—old family wounds, nothing for you to worry about—and Kreacher took it badly. I had to force him to tell me what he'd said to you. Please believe me when I say his behavior was unacceptable, and I've held him accountable. It won't happen again. If it does, please tell me immediately.
Kreacher mentioned you were concerned about us. Don't be. Sirius was... upset about your involvement, at first. But we talked. Everything is fine now. More than fine.
We have good news for you. I won't spoil it yet—you'll find out soon enough.
Take care of yourself. Enjoy the food. Sirius has asked me to keep sending meals everyday, so expect them. And please—tell me what you like to eat. Any favorites? Any allergies? I want to get it right.
All the best,
Lady Black
P.S.—A little hint. A very large black dog plans to go for a walk tomorrow morning. Around nine. Don't forget to act surprised.
Harry finished reading the letter with a smile.
Relief washed over him like a wave, so powerful he felt lightheaded. Everyone was fine. Everything was fine. Margaret and Sirius weren't fighting—at least, not anymore. They'd talked. They were more than fine.
He read the postscript again and laughed out loud.
A very large black dog. Walking tomorrow at nine. Act surprised.
She'd included him in the joke. Made him part of something. The warmth that spread through his chest was almost overwhelming.
He thought about the rest of the letter. The way she'd apologized for Kreacher. The way she'd explained without making excuses. The way she'd asked about his food preferences—what he liked, what he was allergic to—as if it mattered. As if he mattered.
No one had ever asked him that before. Not once in his whole life.
Tell me what you like to eat.
He read the line again. And again.
Tears pricked his eyes. He blinked them away.
And the good news. What could it be? Something about the adoption, maybe? Or something else? He couldn't guess, but the thought made him smile.
Now he could eat. Now he could breathe. Now he could wait for tomorrow, for nine o'clock, for the very large black dog who was coming to see him.
Harry reached for his dinner and took a huge bite.
It was perfect. Everything was perfect.
He laughed again, mouth full, and didn't care.
Chapter 44
Summary:
Harry and Sirius had a day out.
Chapter Text
Harry woke before the sun.
Not on purpose—his eyes just flew open at some ungodly hour, and suddenly he was wide awake, heart pounding with excitement. He lay in the dark for a moment, listening to the silence of the house, the distant snoring of Uncle Vernon from the master bedroom.
Today. Sirius is coming today.
He checked the clock on his nightstand. 5:47 AM.
He groaned, flopping back against his pillow. Three hours. Three hours until nine o'clock. Three hours until—
He sat up again. Might as well get ready.
He showered longer than usual, letting the hot water wake him up, wash away the last traces of sleep. He brushed his teeth with extra care. Combed his hair—not that it made much difference, but he tried. Changed clothes three times before settling on his best pair of jeans and a clean t-shirt. Not that he had many options, but still.
By the time he was done, the clock read 7:15.
Still almost two hours.
He sat on his bed. Stood up. Looked out the window. Sat down again. Picked up a book, put it down, couldn't remember a single word he'd read.
He felt like a little kid. The kind of kid who got excited when someone paid attention to him, played with him, wanted him around. The kind of kid he'd never really been allowed to be.
But today? Today he could be that kid. Just for a while.
8:15. 8:30. 8:45. He was practically bouncing on his bed now, unable to sit still, unable to focus on anything except the door and the clock and the growing anticipation in his chest.
8:55. He moved to the window, watching the street below. Empty. Quiet. Ordinary.
9:00. Nothing.
9:02. Nothing.
9:04. A figure appeared at the end of the street, walking toward Number Four with easy confidence. Harry's heart leaped.
The doorbell rang.
Harry flew down the stairs, taking them two at a time, almost tripping over his own feet in his haste. He rounded the corner to the front hall just as Uncle Vernon wrenched the door open.
"—and I meant every word I said to your wife." Sirius's voice, calm and amused, drifted through the crack. "So unless you want a repeat performance, I suggest you step aside."
Vernon's face was purple. His massive frame filled the doorway, blocking Harry's view. "You listen here, you freak—"
"Vernon!" Petunia appeared from the kitchen, her face pale. She grabbed her husband's arm, tugging with surprising strength. "Let him in. Just—let him in. Don't engage. He's crazy, everyone knows it. Just let him see the boy and leave."
She pulled Vernon back, and suddenly Sirius was visible—grinning, relaxed.
His eyes found Harry. His grin widened.
Harry launched himself forward.
Sirius caught him easily, arms wrapping around him, lifting him slightly off the ground. "And how is my favorite godson doing this morning?"
Harry laughed against his shoulder. "I'm your only godson."
"Yes, but you're also my favorite." Sirius set him down, keeping an arm around him. "It's a very exclusive club. Only the best get in."
Harry pulled back, grinning. He took in Sirius's outfit—the Muggle clothes, the easy style, the way he looked completely at home in this world that wasn't his.
"Harry, do you have any plans today?" Sirius asked. "Or would you like to come with me? A day out. Just you and me."
Harry's smile could have lit up the street. "Of course I'll come with you."
"Brilliant." Sirius gestured toward the door. "I'm waiting. Go get ready."
Harry blinked. "I am ready. Let's go."
Sirius looked him over. The clean clothes. The combed hair. The shoes, already on his feet, laces tied.
A knowing smile crossed his face.
"Margaret told you, didn't she?" His grey eyes sparkled with amusement. "You knew I was coming."
Harry felt heat rise to his cheeks. "What? No. I just—I always wake up early, and I thought—"
"Harry." Sirius's voice was gentle, laughing. "You were born in front of me. I changed your nappies. I know when you're lying." He ruffled Harry's hair. "It's okay. I'm glad she told you."
Harry ducked his head, smiling sheepishly.
Sirius pulled him close again, quick and warm. "Come on, then. Let's go."
---
They walked to the end of the street, to a small alley between houses where they wouldn't be seen.
"Right." Sirius turned to him, his expression turning serious. "We're going to Apparate. It'll feel strange—tight, uncomfortable, like being squeezed through a very small tube. But it only lasts a second. Just hold onto me and don't let go."
Harry nodded. "I know. I've done it before. With Mrs. Black."
Sirius blinked. For a moment, something flickered across his face—surprise, maybe, or a pang of something he quickly hid.
"Right," he said again, quieter. "Of course you have."
He held out his arm. Harry took it.
The world twisted.
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They landed in another alley, this one tucked between tall buildings. When they stepped out, Harry found himself on a busy London street—cars, buses, people rushing past, the familiar hum of the city.
"So." Sirius slung an arm around Harry's shoulders, steering him down the pavement. "First things first. Breakfast."
Harry walked beside him, soaking it all in. Sirius pointed out landmarks as they went—"That's where I bought my first motorbike," "Your dad and I once got thrown out of that pub," "Best sandwich shop in London, we'll come back sometime."
He talked about the streets, the neighborhoods, the history. Harry listened, fascinated. Sirius knew this world—really knew it—in a way Harry never had.
They stopped in front of a restaurant. Modern. Sleek. Big windows letting in light, inside all chrome and dark wood and comfortable booths. Not crowded this early.
"This okay?" Sirius asked.
Harry nodded, already liking it.
They settled into a corner booth, the kind with high backs that made it feel private. Sirius slid a menu across the table.
"Order whatever you like. As much as you like. Don't hold back."
Harry opened the menu. Stared at it. So many options. So many words he didn't recognize.
Sirius watched him for a moment, then leaned forward. "Need help?"
Harry nodded, embarrassed.
Sirius didn't make him feel stupid. Didn't laugh or tease. Just pointed at items, explained what they were—"Full English, that's eggs, bacon, sausage, beans, tomatoes, mushrooms, toast. American-style pancakes, those are fluffy, come with syrup. Eggs Benedict, that's fancy, poached eggs on ham on a muffin with sauce." He made suggestions, asked what Harry felt like, helped him navigate.
They ordered. A lot. Harry lost count of how many plates arrived.
While they waited, Sirius leaned back, a dramatic sigh escaping him.
"Harry." His voice was theatrical, full of woe. "I have a terrible problem. A crisis, really. And I desperately need your help."
Harry played along, trying to hide his smile. "What kind of problem?"
"I need to buy a car." Sirius spread his hands. "A Muggle car. For driving around London. And I know absolutely nothing about them."
Harry laughed. "You want my help? I don't know anything about cars either."
"You know more than me." Sirius grinned. "That makes you the expert."
Their food arrived. Mountains of it. Harry stared at the spread—eggs, bacon, pancakes, toast, fruit, pastries—and felt his stomach rumble.
"Dig in," Sirius said. And Harry did.
Between bites, Sirius told him about the car search. "Personally, I love bikes. Always have. But a car makes more sense for a family. Four people, you know? Room for everyone."
Harry's heart did something complicated at the words family and four people. He focused on his food.
"Did you know," Sirius continued, "I used to roam around Muggle London all the time? With your dad, when we were young. And after he got married—when I was alone—I'd still come here. Drive around. Clear my head."
Harry looked up. "You had a bike?"
"The best bike." Sirius's eyes went distant, remembering. "I charmed it to fly. Best of both worlds."
Harry grinned. "Ron's dad has a flying car. A Ford Anglia. We flew it to Hogwarts second year. Crashed into the Whomping Willow."
Sirius had been taking a sip of his drink. He sprayed it across the table.
He laughed—a real, full laugh, the kind that turned heads. "You what?"
Harry told him the story. All of it. The car, the flight, the crash, the forest, the whole disaster. Sirius listened, interrupting with questions, laughing at the best parts, his eyes bright with delight.
They talked through the entire meal. Easy. Natural. No lies, no judgment. Just two people who belonged together.
---
Sirius paid—waving off Harry's thanks—and they walked to the car dealership.
It was the most expensive one Harry had ever seen. Gleaming cars in every color, arranged on a showroom floor so polished it reflected the lights above. Salespeople in sharp suits moved between them, efficient and polished.
Harry felt immediately out of place. Sirius looked like he owned the place.
A salesman approached—middle-aged, smile too bright, eyes calculating. "Good afternoon, sir. Looking for something special today?"
Sirius nodded, easy and confident. "Family car. Four people. Good for city driving, but with some power behind it. Safety's important."
Harry tuned out the rest of the conversation. He was too busy staring at the cars, at the prices on the windshields, at numbers that made his head spin.
But one thing stuck with him. Family of four.
Sirius had said it like it was nothing. Like it was obvious. Like Harry was already included.
Sirius's arm settled around his shoulders, warm and solid. Harry leaned into it without thinking.
They walked through the showroom, Sirius asking questions, the salesman answering. Sirius explained things to Harry as they went—engine size, horsepower, safety features—breaking it down so he could understand.
"What do you think of this one?" Sirius asked, gesturing at a sleek silver car.
Harry shrugged. "It's nice?"
Sirius laughed. "High praise." He looked at the salesman. "What colors does this come in?"
They discussed options. Test drove a few. Harry sat in the passenger seat of a black sedan and felt like he was in a different world.
Finally, Sirius turned to him. "Harry. What color do you want?"
Harry blinked. "You're asking me? Shouldn't you ask Mrs. Black? Or Aurora?"
Sirius's brow furrowed. "I'm asking you because I want to ask you." He squeezed Harry's shoulder. "Anyway, Margaret and Aurora will love whatever you pick. You have excellent taste." He gestured at himself.
Harry laughed—really laughed, loud and surprised. It felt good.
They settled on black. Sleek, elegant, understated. It happened to be available for immediate pickup.
Sirius signed paperwork—some real, some charmed, Harry noticed. The keys changed hands. They walked out to their new car.
Harry slid into the passenger seat. It was like sitting in a dream. Leather seats, wood accents, a dashboard that looked like it belonged in a spaceship. He'd never been in anything like this.
Sirius started the engine. It purred.
"Ready?"
Harry nodded.
They drove.
---
London unfolded around them.
Sirius took him through streets Harry had never seen, past landmarks he'd only heard of. The Thames glittering in the afternoon sun. Tower Bridge rising against the sky. Parks and markets and neighborhoods, each with its own character.
Harry pressed his face to the window, drinking it in. He'd lived in this city his whole life, but he'd never seen it. Not like this.
Sirius talked as they drove—pointing out places he and James used to go, telling stories about their adventures, sharing pieces of himself Harry had never known.
It was the best day of Harry's life.
---
They parked at a mall. A real mall, huge and gleaming, full of shops and people and noise.
Sirius led him inside, through the crowds, to a restaurant on the top floor. Italian. Red-checkered tablecloths, candles in bottles, the smell of garlic and tomatoes.
They ordered. Bolognese for both, Sirius's suggestion. Harry wasn't disappointed.
Halfway through the meal, Sirius set down his fork.
"Okay." His voice was casual, but his eyes were serious. "I have news for you."
Harry braced himself. He didn't know what was coming, but something in Sirius's tone made his heart beat faster.
Sirius reached across the table. Took his hand.
He said quietly, "I'm filing for your legal adoption."
Harry stopped breathing.
The world stopped turning. The restaurant noise faded. Everything zoomed in to just Sirius's face, Sirius's hand, Sirius's words echoing in his head.
I'm filing for your adoption.
Tears burned his eyes. He tried to speak, couldn't. Tried to move, couldn't.
Sirius watched him, concern flickering across his face. "Harry? You okay?"
Harry stood up. Walked around the table. And hugged him.
Sirius caught him immediately, arms wrapping around him tight, holding him close. They stayed like that—in the middle of a restaurant, people staring, neither caring.
When Harry finally pulled back, his face was wet. He wiped at it furiously.
"It's true?" His voice cracked. "Really? You're really doing it?"
"Really." Sirius's eyes were bright too. "We're going to be a family, Harry. You and me. Margaret and Aurora. All of us together. Soon."
Harry smiled. It felt like his face would split.
Their food arrived. They ate, talked, laughed. Harry couldn't stop smiling. Neither could Sirius.
---
Over dessert, Harry asked the question that had been in the back of his mind for weeks.
"Sirius? How did you meet Mrs. Black?"
Sirius paused. Just for a moment. A flicker of something crossed his face—too fast to read, too fast to name.
Harry's stomach dropped. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have—"
"No." Sirius held up a hand. "No, it's fine. It's just—complicated." He took a breath. "We met through families. Lord Clermont and my late Uncle Alphard were friends. They introduced us."
Harry nodded slowly. That matched what the papers said.
"So it's true? What they wrote?"
Sirius hesitated. "Not entirely."
Harry thought about that. About the papers, the articles, the things he'd read and believed. About how upset he'd been, how jealous, how alone he'd felt.
"Harry." Sirius's voice was gentle. "Are you okay? With all of it? The marriage, the family, everything?"
Harry remembered the weeks of jealousy. The anger at Margaret. The fear that he'd been replaced.
He looked at Sirius. At this man who had come for him, fought for him, loved him. Who was right now, today, filing papers to make him a son.
"I'm okay," he said. And meant it.
Sirius studied him for a long moment. Then he nodded.
"Good. Because you're my family, Harry. Nothing changes that. Ever."
Harry smiled.
---
After lunch, Sirius announced they were going shopping.
Harry tried to protest. Sirius ignored him.
They hit clothing stores first. Harry had never shopped like this—trying on things, having Sirius veto or approve, watching piles of clothes accumulate. Sirius had excellent taste; the salespeople flocked to him, complimenting everything he picked, and he played along with obvious amusement.
Harry ended up with more clothes than he'd owned in his entire life. Jackets, jeans, shirts, shoes—all of it bagged and boxed and somehow already paid for.
Sirius got stuff for himself too.
By the time they finished, it was past five. The car was full.
Sirius stopped at a jewelry store.
Harry felt out of place uncomfortable. Sirius moved through the displays with focus, taking his time. He knew what he was looking for. Emeralds, diamonds, delicate gold chains.
He chose a necklace. Elegant. Simple. Perfect.
Harry joined him at the counter. "That's really nice. She'll love it."
Sirius smiled—soft, private, full of something warm.
"Is it her birthday?" Harry asked.
Sirius shook his head. "No. This is for Margaret. She just won a case for me." A pause. "And I never gave her a wedding present."
He added matching earrings. Harry watched the smile on his face and felt happy. Just happy. For both of them.
"Yes," he said. "It's beautiful. She'll love it."
---
One more stop. A toy store.
Sirius wandered through the aisles with the same focus he'd had at the jewelry counter, but lighter. Happier. He looked at everything—dolls, games, stuffed animals—until he found what he was looking for.
A dollhouse. But not an ordinary one. It was huge—nearly as tall as Harry—shaped like a castle, decorated with dragons. Turrets and towers and tiny rooms, all in a fantasy theme. There were tiny dragons in every room, a miniature lawn with dragon eggs, a family of dragon-riders.
Sirius beamed. He added armfuls of miniature animals—especially dragons, all kinds, every color—to their growing collection.
Harry watched, amused. "Aurora likes dragons?"
"Likes is a small word." Sirius laughed. "She's obsessed. All she wants at bedtime are dragon stories."
Harry laughed too.
This day was nothing like a day in his life ever but it felt weirdly normal.
Sirius including him in all the decisions for Margaret & Aurora. It felt like a family. Not yet—not officially, not legally—but he could see it. The shape of it. The promise.
---
The drive back was quiet, comfortable. The city lights flickered past as darkness fell.
Sirius pulled up near Privet Drive, killed the engine. They stepped out and Sirius turned to Harry.
"Thank you for today," he said quietly. "For coming with me. Now that I'm free, I can spend time with you properly. Out in the open." He smiled. "I can't wait for you to be in the same house. Every day."
Harry's chest felt full. "I had a great time, Sirius. Thank you. For all of it."
Sirius waved him off. "Don't thank me."
"No, really." Harry's voice was earnest. "I liked that you included me. In the shopping, in the decisions. It meant a lot."
Sirius's expression softened. He reached out, pulled Harry into a hug. Held him tight.
"Don't worry about the Dursleys," he murmured. "Eat well. Take care of yourself." He pulled back, reached into his pocket, and produced two pouches. He pressed them into Harry's hands.
"One's Galleons. One's Muggle money. Spend it however you like." He winked. "Cause some mischief for me."
Before Harry could argue, Sirius was inside the car, driving away, disappearing into the night.
Harry stood on the pavement, clutching the pouches, watching until he was gone.
Then he went inside, smiling, and dreamed of the future.
Chapter Text
The streets of London blurred past.
Sirius drove fast—faster than he should, faster than the speed limits allowed—but he couldn't bring himself to care. The car hummed beneath him, responsive and smooth, a beautiful machine that answered his every touch. But it wasn't the car that made him feel like flying.
It was freedom.
Real freedom. Not just from the cell, not just from the charges, but from everything. The running. The hiding. The constant looking over his shoulder. He was driving through London—busy, crowded, ordinary London—and no one was chasing him. No one was hunting him. No one was pointing and whispering that's Sirius Black, the murderer.
He was just a man. Driving a car. On his way home.
The thought made him press the accelerator harder.
He'd spent the whole day with Harry. His godson. His son, soon. They'd eaten together, shopped together, laughed together. Harry had smiled—really smiled, the kind that reached his eyes and lit up his whole face—and Sirius had felt something heal inside him.
Harry was going to be okay. They were going to be okay.
The car ate up the miles. Sirius's mind drifted to what waited at home. Margaret. Aurora. The family he'd somehow, impossibly, found.
He grinned and drove faster.
---
Grimmauld Place loomed in the darkness, its familiar facade unchanged. Sirius parked the car in the garage he'd created—a magical space hidden from Muggle eyes, tucked between two ordinary houses. The engine died. The silence settled around him.
He sat for a moment, just breathing. Taking it in.
Then he gathered the bags—so many bags—and made his way inside.
---
The front hall was quiet, but light spilled from the living room. Voices drifted out, soft and warm. Margaret's low murmur, explaining something. Aurora's higher pitch, asking questions, demanding answers.
Sirius paused in the doorway.
They were on the sofa, Margaret and Aurora. Margaret had a book open on her lap—a children's book, something with pictures—and was pointing at the page. Aurora leaned against her, small brow furrowed in concentration, one hand absently clutching her stuffed dragon.
"—and that's why the moon changes shape," Margaret was saying. "It's not really changing, it just looks that way because of where the sun is."
"But I see it change," Aurora insisted. "It was a circle, and then it was a banana, and now it's half a circle again."
"That's what I'm telling you, ma chérie. It's about light and shadows, not the moon itself."
Aurora considered this. "Does Sirius know about the moon?"
Margaret's lips twitched. "I imagine Sirius knows a great deal about the moon. He's been alive much longer than you."
"But does he know about the banana moon?"
Sirius couldn't help it. He laughed.
Two heads whipped toward him. Aurora's face lit up like sunrise.
"Sirius!" She scrambled off the sofa, dragon forgotten, and launched herself at him. He caught her easily, bags and all, swinging her up into his arms.
"Hello, little star." He kissed her forehead. "Still asking impossible questions, I see."
"I was asking about the moon!" Aurora informed him. "Maman says it's about shadows, but I think it's about bananas."
Sirius laughed again. "A very scientific theory. I'll have to think about it."
Margaret rose from the sofa, a smile playing at her lips. She looked tired—soft around the edges, hair slightly mussed, the way she got at the end of a long day. Beautiful.
"You're back late," she said. But there was no reproach in her voice.
"Shopping took longer than expected." Sirius set Aurora down, depositing the bags on the floor. "Someone had very specific requirements."
Aurora's eyes went wide. "You went shopping? Without ME?"
Margaret opened her mouth—probably to scold, to explain about manners and gratitude—but Sirius spoke first.
"Aurora, if I took you with me, how would I surprise you?"
Aurora's expression shifted. Suspicion flickered in her dark eyes. "Surprise? What surprise?"
Sirius reached into his pocket and pulled out something small. A tiny object, barely visible in his palm.
Aurora's face fell. "That's IT? That's so SMALL. I don't want a small surprise!"
"Aurora." Margaret's voice sharpened. "You don't speak like that. You haven't even seen what it is."
Sirius waved a hand, still smiling. "Don't scold her, Margaret. Maybe she doesn't want it. That's alright." He held the tiny object out to Margaret. "You and I can keep it instead."
Margaret's curiosity flickered. She reached out, and Sirius placed the object in her palm—something small and intricate, a miniature castle with tiny dragons perched on its turrets.
"It's beautiful," she breathed. "So detailed—"
Sirius touched his wand to it. The object grew.
And grew.
And grew.
Until a magnificent dragon castle stood in the middle of the living room, nearly as tall as Aurora herself. Turrets and towers rose toward the ceiling. Tiny dragons of every color perched on every surface. A miniature courtyard held dragon eggs. A princess looked out from a high window. A prince stood guard at the gate.
Aurora's eyes went impossibly wide.
Her mouth opened. Closed. Opened again.
No sound came out.
Sirius looked at Margaret, his expression innocent. "I suppose Aurora doesn't want it. It's ours now."
The scream that erupted from Aurora's small body could have shattered glass.
"I WANT IT! I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT!" She was jumping, bouncing, practically vibrating with excitement. "SIRIUS THAT'S MINE I WANT IT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE—"
Margaret covered her ears, laughing despite herself. "Aurora! Inside voice!"
But Aurora was already at the castle, hands hovering inches from its surface, afraid to touch, desperate to explore. Her eyes roved over every detail—the dragons, the knights, the eggs, the princess, the prince.
"It's for me?" Her voice was small now, awed. "Really?"
Sirius knelt beside her. "Really. All yours."
Aurora threw her arms around his neck, hugging with all her strength. "Thank you thank you thank you!" Then she was off, circling the castle, examining every inch with the reverence of a dragon discovering treasure.
Sirius rose, dusting off his knees, and crossed to the sofa. He sank onto it beside Margaret, close enough that their bodies touched—hip to hip, shoulder to shoulder.
Margaret felt the familiar flutter. It was becoming... comfortable. Familiar. Something she looked forward to.
"This is beautiful, Sirius," she said quietly, watching Aurora explore. "She'll never stop playing with it."
"I'm glad." He leaned back, stretching an arm along the back of the sofa behind her. "She deserves nice things."
Margaret studied his profile. The happiness there. The peace. "How's Harry?"
Sirius's face softened. "Good. Really good." A pause. "I got one more surprise. I'll show you tomorrow."
Margaret raised an eyebrow but didn't press.
Sirius's expression shifted. Something darker flickered through his eyes.
"The Dursleys have left him alone," he said quietly. "That's the thing, Margaret. He's too alone. He's surrounded by people who ignore him, and he's learned to be fine with it." He shook his head. "I want him here. As soon as possible. I hate leaving him there. Every time I have to come back from Privet Drive, it breaks my heart."
Margaret's hand found his knee. Squeezed gently.
"Soon, Sirius." Her voice was soft, sure. "I filed the papers today."
He turned to her. "And?"
"They'll reply by tomorrow, most likely." A small smile. "After everything that happened with your case, the Ministry doesn't want another scandal. They won't risk it."
Sirius stared at her. Then a smile broke across his face—bright, hopeful, full of light.
"Thank you," he said. Simple words. Meaning everything.
He slid his arm from the back of the sofa to her shoulders, pulling her close. She leaned into him, fitting against his side like she belonged there.
They looked at each other. Smiled.
"Aurora!" Sirius called. "Come tell me about the castle. What's your favorite part?"
Aurora was there in an instant, climbing onto his lap, gesturing wildly at the magnificent structure. "This dragon has babies! See? Little tiny eggs! And the princess has a crown, and the prince has a sword, and there's a kitchen with a tiny stove, and—"
Sirius listened. Asked questions. Marveled at every detail.
Margaret watched them, contentment warm in her chest.
This was her family. Strange and broken and beautiful.
And finally, finally, home.
Chapter Text
The second floor hallway was quiet.
Sirius stood outside Margaret's door, one hand raised to knock, frozen in place. The gas lamps flickered low, casting long shadows across the dark wood paneling. Somewhere in the house, a clock ticked—late, very late. Aurora had been asleep for hours. The house had settled into its nightly silence.
He should go to his own room. He knew that. After the night of his release, when he'd fallen asleep in her lap and woken in her bed, he'd made a conscious decision to give her space. Not to presume. Not to push. She'd let him in—literally and figuratively—but that didn't mean he could just... expect it.
He was nervous. The realization surprised him. Sirius Black, who had charmed his way through half of Hogwarts, who had never lacked for confidence in any situation, was nervous about knocking on his wife's door.
But this was different. This mattered.
He knocked. Three soft raps.
A pause. Then: "Come in."
He pushed the door open.
Margaret was sitting by the window, curled into a chair with a book open in her lap. A different nightgown than the one she'd worn before—this one was soft gray, delicate, catching the moonlight that filtered through the glass. Her hair was loose, falling around her shoulders in waves of golden brown, straight and silky like the night before.
She looked up as he entered, surprise flickering across her features. She hadn't expected him. Not at this hour.
Sirius stepped inside, closing the door behind him. The latch clicked softly in the quiet room.
Margaret rose from the chair, the book forgotten. "Sirius? Are you alright?"
He nodded. "Yes. I'm fine." A pause. "I came to thank you. Again."
Her brow furrowed. "We talked about this, Sirius. There's nothing to thank me for."
"There is." He crossed the room slowly, closing the distance between them. "There's everything to thank you for."
From his pocket, he pulled out a small velvet box. He held it out to her.
Margaret stared at it. "You didn't have to—"
"I wanted to." His voice was soft. "I never gave you a wedding present. Consider this that. And a thank you. And..." He shrugged, a small smile tugging at his lips. "It's less than you deserve. But it's what I have."
Margaret took the box. Opened it.
The necklace caught the lamplight first—delicate diamonds arranged in a pattern that drew the eye to the center stone. A sapphire. Deep blue, the color of a summer sky at dusk. Beside it, matching earrings, equally elegant, equally perfect.
Not flashy. Not overwhelming. Just... tasteful. Beautiful. Her.
"The center stone," Sirius said quietly, "reminded me of your eyes."
Margaret looked up.
He was watching her—not the necklace, not the box, but her. His grey eyes moved between her face and the sapphire, comparing, confirming. Yes. They matched.
Her breath caught.
She looked back at the gift, seeing it anew. The blue of the stone was exactly the blue of her eyes. He'd noticed. He'd remembered. He'd chosen this specifically, for her, because of something as small and intimate as the color of her gaze.
"Thank you, Sirius." Her voice was soft. "It's beautiful. I really love it."
They stood there for a long moment, just looking at each other. The room seemed to hold its breath. The moonlight painted silver across the floor. Somewhere outside, an owl called.
Sirius gestured at the box. "May I?"
Margaret nodded.
He took out the necklace carefully, the diamonds catching light as they moved. Margaret turned, lifting her hair away from her neck. The pale skin of her back was exposed, the curve of her shoulders, the delicate line of her spine.
Sirius's breath caught. He stepped closer.
His fingers brushed her skin as he fastened the clasp—feather-light, barely there, but electric. Margaret shivered. He took a small step back.
They moved together to the mirror.
Margaret looked at herself first. At the necklace resting against her collarbone, the sapphire glowing softly in the dim light. It was perfect. It was her.
Sirius looked at her. At the way the necklace enhanced her beauty, drew attention to the features he already loved. At the soft smile on her lips, the slight flush on her cheeks.
"It's beautiful, Sirius," she whispered. "Really."
He shook his head slowly. "Nah. It's you who's beautiful. You make it look pretty."
Their eyes met in the mirror.
Sirius stepped closer, standing just behind her. He dipped his head and pressed his lips to her bare shoulder—soft, gentle, barely there.
Margaret's eyes fluttered closed. The sensation left her burning, a warmth spreading from that single point of contact through her entire body. When she opened her eyes, he was watching her in the mirror.
Her face was flushed. Completely, unmistakably red.
She turned, but kept her gaze down, unable to meet his eyes. The intensity of the moment overwhelmed her.
Sirius reached out. Played with a strand of her hair, wrapping it around his finger, letting it slip free. The gesture was tender. Intimate. Full of something neither of them had words for yet.
They remained like that for a long moment. The silence was comfortable. Full.
Finally, Sirius spoke.
"I should let you sleep." His voice was quiet. "It's late."
Margaret looked up, her expression was unreadable. Had she wanted him to stay? Had she expected it? She didn't know herself.
Sirius took one long glance at her and walked to the door. Opened it. Turned back.
Margaret was watching.
She said, "Good night, Sirius."
Sirius smiled, "Good Night, Darling."
He stepped out. The door closed softly behind him.
One word echoed in her mind. Darling. He'd called her darling. Again.
Margaret pressed her hands to her burning cheeks. One word. One touch. That was all it took for Sirius Black to undo her completely.
She turned back to the mirror. Touched the necklace gently, reverently. The sapphire glowed against her skin.
She smiled—wide, helpless, utterly smitten—and climbed into bed.
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The next morning, they were both awkward.
Sirius couldn't meet her eyes over breakfast. Margaret couldn't stop stealing glances at him. Aurora, oblivious, chattered about her dragon castle and demanded to know if dragons ate pancakes.
But every time their eyes met, something passed between them. A shared memory. A new understanding.
Something had shifted. Something was beginning.
Neither of them knew where it would lead. But for the first time, they were both excited to find out.
Chapter Text
Harry woke to sunlight streaming through his window and the glorious mess of shopping bags scattered across his floor.
He lay still for a moment, just looking at them. Bags from shops he'd never heard of, filled with clothes that were actually his. Not hand-me-downs. Not second-hand. Not Dudley's stretched-out castoffs. His own things, chosen for him, bought for him, given to him with love.
He scrambled out of bed and knelt among the bags, pulling things out one by one. Shirts in soft fabrics, in colors he'd never have picked for himself but somehow loved. Jackets that fit his shoulders perfectly. Jeans that weren't too short or too tight. Shoes that didn't pinch. A beautiful winter coat he hadn't even noticed Sirius buying.
Everything was to his liking. Everything was him.
He hadn't unpacked any of it yet—couldn't bear to, really. The bags felt like proof that yesterday had happened, that it was real, that someone out there actually cared about him.
On his desk, a plate waited. Fresh breakfast, covered with a cloth to keep it warm. Harry didn't know when it had appeared—Kreacher, probably, following Margaret's instructions. He ate sitting on his bed, surrounded by his new things, smiling the whole time.
The Dursleys ignored him completely. He didn't mind. Didn't even notice, really. His mind was elsewhere—on Sirius, on the adoption, on the future that suddenly seemed so bright.
He should do his homework. Hermione had been sending reminders all summer, and he'd been ignoring them with the excuse of Sirius's trial. But the trial was over now. Sirius was free. He had no more excuses.
He looked at the stack of textbooks on his desk. Looked out the window at the beautiful day. Looked back at the textbooks.
One more day, he decided. Just one more.
He pulled out parchment and quill and wrote to Ron first.
Ron,
You won't BELIEVE what happened yesterday. Sirius came and got me and we spent the whole day together in London. We had breakfast at this amazing restaurant, and then he bought a CAR—a real Muggle car—and took me to this huge dealership and let me help pick it out. Then we went shopping and he bought me all these clothes, like, actually nice clothes that fit me. And then he told me he's filing for adoption TODAY. Today, Ron. It's really happening.
The Dursleys are ignoring me completely. It's brilliant.
Write back soon.
Harry
He wrote to Hermione next, keeping the tone more measured but still bubbling with excitement. He knew she'd scold him about the homework, but he didn't care. Today was a good day. Nothing could ruin it.
He sent both letters with Hedwig, who looked thrilled to finally have something to do. She swooped out the window and disappeared into the sky.
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The replies came within hours.
Ron's was predictably chaotic.
HARRY THAT'S AMAZING! A CAR! Can I see it? Can we drive it? Does it fly like Dad's? Tell Sirius I'm available to test drive it anytime. Also, clothes that fit? That must be a weird feeling. Mum's making me wear hand-me-downs from Charlie still and they smell like dragon.
Also, ADOPTION! That's mental! You're going to have a real family! Write back with EVERY DETAIL.
Ron
Harry grinned.
Hermione's was longer, as always.
Harry,
I'm so happy for you. Truly. Sirius sounds like he's making every effort to be the family you deserve.
That said, I notice you didn't mention your summer homework. Please tell me you've started it. The NEWTs may seem far away, but they come faster than you think. I've already finished my Transfiguration essay and I'm halfway through my Potions revision. If you need help catching up, just ask.
But also—congratulations. Really. You deserve this.
Love,
Hermione
Harry laughed at the homework reminder. She never quit.
He was still smiling when a serious-looking owl tapped at his window.
Not Hedwig. This one was larger, more official, with keen golden eyes and a sealed envelope tied to its leg. Ministry seal. Harry's heart jumped.
He let the owl in, untied the letter, and unfolded it with trembling hands.
Ministry of Magic
Department of Magical Family Welfare
Official Notification
Dear Mr. Harry James Potter,
This letter is to inform you that Sirius Orion Black, Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black, has filed an application for legal guardianship of your person, with intent to pursue formal adoption upon approval.
As you are a minor residing with Muggles, you are required to confirm your consent to this application. Please complete the attached form indicating your wishes.
Furthermore, you must designate a magical person to accompany you to the guardianship hearing. This individual may not be related to Mr. Black, to ensure impartiality. They will serve as your representative and support throughout the proceedings.
You have 24 hours from receipt of this letter to submit your response. Please return the completed forms by 2pm tomorrow.
We look forward to your prompt reply.
Yours in service,
Celestina Warbeck
Senior Clerk, Department of Magical Family Welfare
Harry read it once. Twice.
Sirius had done it. He'd actually done it. Filed the papers, started the process, made it official. It was really happening.
He was going to have a family.
He jumped up, pumping his fist in the air, wanting to shout, to cheer, to do something. But there was no one to share it with. Just him and his tiny room and the Dursleys downstairs who didn't care.
He sat back down, breathless, and looked at the attached form.
It was simple enough. Name, date, a box to tick for I consent to the application for guardianship. Easy. Obvious. He ticked it immediately.
But the second part—the magical person to accompany him. Someone not related to Sirius.
His mind raced through possibilities.
Remus Lupin. The obvious choice. He was Harry's professor, his friend, his father's friend. He'd be perfect. But Remus was a werewolf. If the Ministry found out—if it became an issue, if it weakened the case—
No. He couldn't risk it. Not for something this important.
Mrs. Weasley. She'd been kind to him, fed him, treated him like family. She'd come. He knew she would. But would the Ministry see her as impartial? Is she realted to Sirius?. And her husband worked at the Ministry. Maybe that was okay?
He went through option after option, each one with a reason to say no. The deadline loomed in his mind, 24 hours, 2pm tomorrow, he had to choose, had to decide—
His eyes fell on the letter again. On Sirius's name. On the words legal guardianship and adoption.
This was it. The moment he'd been waiting for. He couldn't mess it up.
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Grimmauld Place
Sirius sat in his study, surrounded by papers.
Not case files this time—business. Black family business. The weight of the lordship pressed down on him in ways he hadn't expected. For years, he'd rejected everything about this family, this name, this legacy. Now he had to embrace it. For Harry. For Aurora. For Margaret.
He'd been at it since dawn, going through stacks of documents his father had left behind. Account ledgers, property deeds, investment records. His father, for all his faults, had been a shrewd businessman. The Black fortune was vast—more than Sirius had ever realized.
But some of it... some of it was tainted.
Investments in companies with dark connections. Properties that had been used for Death Eater gatherings. Holdings that had been acquired through means Sirius didn't want to think about.
He made notes in the margins. Things to sell. Things to donate. Things to burn.
The House of Black would not be a house of darkness any longer. Not while he was in charge.
Kreacher appeared with a crack, dropping a letter on the desk with unnecessary force. His expression was venomous, his eyes burning with hatred.
"For the disgraceful master." He spat the words. "From the traitor Dumbledore."
Sirius looked up calmly. "Thank you, Kreacher. That will be all."
Kreacher muttered something under his breath—Sirius caught the words "shame" and "mother's tears"—and disappeared.
Sirius sighed. The elf was worse than ever. Hostile to him, civil to Margaret, almost kind to Aurora. It was a strange dynamic, but one he couldn't fix. Not yet. Maybe not ever.
He opened the letter.
Sirius,
I hope this letter finds you well and enjoying your newfound freedom.
I would be grateful if you could find time to visit me at Hogwarts at your earliest convenience. There are matters of some importance that I wish to discuss with you.
Albus Dumbledore
Sirius read it. Then set it down.
He knew what this was about. What Dumbledore wanted.
He would not be reckless.
Sirius picked up his quill and began to write his reply.
Chapter Text
Hogsmeade hadn't changed.
Sirius Apparated into the familiar street, the cobblestones solid beneath his feet, the familiar shop fronts exactly as he remembered. Honeydukes. The Three Broomsticks. Zonko's, though it was boarded up now—a casualty of the times.
He walked slowly, taking it in. How many times had he been here? Hundreds. Thousands. With James, with Remus, with Peter. Sneaking into Honeydukes under the cloak. Buying prank supplies at Zonko's. Sneaking butterbeer at the Three Broomsticks while Rosmerta pretended not to notice.
Every corner held a memory. Every shop front a story.
Some people recognized him. He saw the whispers, the pointed fingers. Some faces lit up with delight—his freedom had been celebrated by many. Others darkened with suspicion, old prejudices dying hard. He didn't care. Let them look. Let them whisper. He was free, and nothing they thought could touch him.
The castle rose before him, grand and beautiful as ever. Hogwarts. His real home, the only one he'd known until the Potters took him in. He'd explored every inch of this place, knew secrets that even the professors didn't know. The Marauders had left no stone unturned, no passage unexplored.
He walked the long corridors slowly, letting his fingers trail along the stone walls. Here was where James had first asked Lily out—she'd hexed him so badly he'd walked funny for a week. Here was where they'd cornered Snape, stupid and cruel and young. Here was where Remus had finally told them his secret, afraid they'd hate him, and they'd loved him more instead.
Every step was a memory. Every shadow held a ghost.
He reached the gargoyle. Stood before it, waiting.
The password. Dumbledore hadn't given it to him.
Sirius smiled. He knew Dumbledore. Knew his habits, his preferences, his little eccentricities. He started naming sweets.
"Chocolate Frog. Every Flavor Beans. Licorice Wand. Sugar Quill. Fizzing Whizbee. Drooble's Best Blowing Gum."
Nothing.
"Peppermint Toad. Jelly Slug. Acid Pops. Pumpkin Fizz. Sherbet Lemon."
The gargoyle sprang aside.
Sirius raised his eyebrows. Sherbet Lemon. Of course. Dumbledore's favorite.
He climbed the spiral staircase, emerging into the headmaster's office. It was exactly as he remembered—cluttered, fascinating, full of strange instruments and whirring gadgets. Fawkes the phoenix perched on his stand, watching with intelligent eyes.
Dumbledore stood by the window, his back to the door. He turned slowly, a gentle smile on his face.
"Ah, Sirius. You found your way."
Sirius moved toward Fawkes instinctively, hand reaching out to pet the beautiful bird.
"Careful," Dumbledore said mildly. "He bites."
Sirius withdrew his hand, shooting Dumbledore a look. The old man's eyes twinkled.
"Have a seat, Sirius."
Sirius sat. The chair was comfortable—too comfortable. Designed to put people at ease. He stayed alert.
"What would you like? Tea? A lemon drop?" Dumbledore settled into his own chair, the picture of hospitality.
Sirius met his eyes. "I'd like to know why you called me here."
The twinkle didn't fade, but something behind it sharpened. They looked at each other, two people who knew exactly what this conversation was about, neither willing to speak first.
Dumbledore inclined his head. "I must congratulate you on your victory. It was quite unprecedented—a case of that magnitude, overturned so completely. Mrs. Black showed remarkable perseverance."
Sirius didn't smile. "I take your congratulations, Professor. But we both know I'm not here for that."
Dumbledore's lips curved. "No. I suppose not."
"What do you want?" Sirius's voice was direct, no games. "Why am I here?"
Dumbledore studied him for a long moment. Sirius met his gaze steadily.
"I want you to withdraw the adoption application," Dumbledore said quietly. "Do not file for guardianship of Harry."
Sirius had known. From the moment the letter arrived, some part of him had known this was coming. But hearing it—hearing the words spoken aloud—still hit him like a physical blow.
All the patience he'd built up, all the calm he'd prepared for this moment, cracked.
"Why," he managed, voice tight, "would I do that?"
Dumbledore's expression was gentle, infuriatingly calm. "Simply because I ask. Is that not enough?"
Sirius laughed—short, bitter, incredulous. "No. It's not enough. I went to war because you asked. I fought, I bled, I lost everyone because I trusted you. You'll need to do better than that."
Something flickered in Dumbledore's eyes. Respect, perhaps. Or regret.
"Very well." He leaned forward, steepling his fingers. "The boy must remain with his aunt. It is the only way to ensure his protection."
Sirius's jaw tightened. "The boy has a name. It's Harry."
Dumbledore inclined his head. "Harry. Yes. He must stay with Petunia."
"No." Sirius's voice was flat. "He won't."
Dumbledore sighed—a soft sound, full of weight. "Sirius, you cannot take him from that house. He has to remain there."
"I can, and I will." Sirius leaned forward, his grey eyes blazing. "You'll find, Professor, that I'm not the same man who followed you blindly into war. I've changed. I've lost too much to let you take this from me."
"This isn't about taking—"
"Then what is it about?" Sirius's voice rose. "Because from where I'm standing, you're asking me to leave my godson in a place where they starve him. Where they locked him in a cupboard. Where they've spent his entire life making him feel like he's nothing."
Dumbledore was quiet for a moment. "I know you've improved his situation. Petunia wrote to me—about your visit, about Mrs. Black's kindness. Harry is better off now than he was. You can continue like that. Visit him. Send letters. Ensure he's cared for."
Sirius stared at him. "You want me to visit him. Like he's a charity case. Like he's not my—" He stopped, breathing hard. "No. No, I won't do that."
"Sirius—"
"No." The word was final. "I won't leave him there. Not another day, not another hour, not another minute. He's coming home with me."
Dumbledore's eyes sharpened. "You don't understand the danger."
"Then explain it." Sirius spread his hands. "Make me understand why keeping Harry with people who hate him is better than bringing him to a home where he's loved."
Dumbledore was quiet for a long moment. When he spoke, his voice was heavy.
"Something happened that night in Godric's Hollow. Something you don't know."
Sirius went still.
"When Tom Riddle attacked, Lily placed herself between them. She begged him to take her instead, to spare Harry. And he—" Dumbledore paused. "He gave her the choice. Step aside, and live. But she didn't step aside."
Sirius's hands curled into fists. He didn't speak.
"Her sacrifice created magic, Sirius. Ancient magic. When she died to save Harry, she wove a protection around him—a protection of love. That's what saved him. That's what made the Killing Curse rebound."
Sirius's eyes burned. He blinked rapidly.
"That protection lives in her blood," Dumbledore continued. "In Petunia. She shares Lily's blood, and as long as Harry can call her house home, that protection holds. I drew wards around Number Four, powerful magic that keeps him safe. As long as he's there, Voldemort cannot touch him."
Sirius was silent for a long moment. The room felt heavy, charged.
Then he spoke, his voice rough. "You'll find, Professor, that place is nothing like a home to Harry."
Dumbledore's expression didn't change. "I know it's not ideal—"
"Ideal?" Sirius laughed, hollow and broken. "They made him sleep in a cupboard, Dumbledore. They fed him scraps. They told him his parents died in a car crash. They made him believe he was worthless." He stood, unable to sit still. "That's not 'not ideal.' That's abuse. That's cruelty. And you left him there for eleven years."
"I did what I thought was necessary—"
"You thought wrong." Sirius's voice was shaking. "You were wrong. And I will not let you be wrong again at Harry's expense."
Dumbledore rose too, his presence filling the room. "Sirius, I understand your anger. But you must see reason—"
"I see perfectly." Sirius faced him, years of pain and loss and fury in his eyes. "I see that you're asking me to sacrifice Harry's happiness for his safety. And I won't do it. I won't let him be miserable for the rest of his childhood just because you're afraid."
"It's not fear. It's strategy."
"It's both." Sirius stepped closer. "And I don't care. Harry is my priority. Not the war, not the prophecy, not whatever you're planning. Him."
Dumbledore studied him for a long moment. Something shifted in his ancient eyes—respect, perhaps. Or sadness.
"I thought," he said quietly, "that after I extended my support during your trial, you might be... amenable to my request."
Sirius stared at him. The words hung in the air, ugly and revealing.
"That's what this was about." His voice was quiet, dangerous. "You helped me so you could use it as leverage. You wanted something to trade."
Dumbledore said nothing.
"My freedom." Sirius's voice cracked. "You bargained with my freedom. For Harry's happiness."
Still nothing.
Sirius turned away. Walked toward the door. Stopped.
"I don't want to fight you, Professor." His back was to Dumbledore, his voice rough. "I have respect for you. I always have. I forgave you for what happened with my case, because I understood. But this—" He shook his head. "I choose Harry. I'll always choose Harry."
"Sirius—"
"No." He turned, just once, to meet Dumbledore's eyes. "If you want to stop me, you'll have to fight me. In court, in public, in front of the whole world. And I will win."
He walked out.
The door closed behind him with a soft click.
Dumbledore stood alone in his office, staring at the empty space where Sirius had been. Fawkes made a soft sound, almost mournful.
The old man sighed and sat down heavily, the weight of centuries on his shoulders.
Some battles, he knew, could not be won with wisdom alone.
Chapter Text
Sirius stormed out of Hogwarts, his boots pounding against the stone steps, his breath coming in short, angry bursts.
The words echoed in his head. Dumbledore's calm voice, his reasonable tone, his absolute certainty that he knew what was best. The boy must remain with his aunt. It is the only way to ensure his protection.
Protection. Dumbledore called it protection. Sirius called it prison.
He'd left Harry in that house for thirteen years. Years of cupboard living, of scraps, of being made to feel like nothing. And now he wanted Sirius to just... visit. To be a weekend father while Harry rotted away in that place.
No.
The word was a stone in his chest. Heavy. Immovable.
He walked through Hogsmeade without seeing it, his mind still trapped in that office, still hearing Dumbledore's voice, still feeling the betrayal coil in his gut. He'd helped them. He'd fought for them. He'd believed in Dumbledore, followed him into war, trusted him with everything.
And this was how he was repaid. With manipulation. With bargaining. With leverage.
Sirius's hands curled into fists.
He needed to sit down. Needed to breathe. Needed to think without the red haze of anger clouding everything.
The Three Broomsticks appeared before him, warm light spilling from its windows. He'd been here a thousand times. With James, with Remus, with Peter. Sneaking butterbeer underage, laughing too loud, causing the kind of chaos that made Rosmerta threaten to ban them.
He pushed open the door.
The pub was quiet—late afternoon, between lunch and dinner crowds. A few patrons nursed drinks in corners. The fire crackled in the hearth. It smelled of wood smoke and spilled ale and something indefinably home.
Sirius slid into a booth near the back, his back to the wall, eyes on the door. Old habits.
He put his head in his hands. Breathed.
Think. Don't feel. Think.
But the feelings wouldn't stop. Anger at Dumbledore. Fear for Harry. Desperation to make this right. They swirled inside him, a storm he couldn't calm.
"Sirius Black."
He looked up.
Rosmerta stood beside his table, a tray tucked under her arm, a smile playing at her lips. She hadn't changed much—a few more lines around her eyes, perhaps, but still the same warm presence he remembered from his school days.
"Back from the dead," she said lightly. "Here to cause mischief? Smuggle drinks past a barmaid who's known you since you were fifteen?"
Despite everything, Sirius felt his lips twitch. "You'll find I'm of age now. I can just buy what I want."
Rosmerta laughed, sliding into the seat across from him. "All those years flirting with me, and now you show up married. How heartbreaking."
Sirius snorted. "Maybe you should have grabbed the chance when you had it. Too late now." He leaned back, something warm flickering in his chest. "I'm a husband now. And a father."
Rosmerta's expression softened. "I heard. Read about it in the papers." She reached across, touched his hand briefly. "I'm happy for you, Sirius. Truly. You deserve it."
The simple kindness of her words caught him off guard. He swallowed. "Thank you."
She squeezed his hand once, then withdrew. "So. What'll it be? On the house, for old times' sake."
Sirius touched his heart in a gesture of thanks. "For old times' sake... a butterbeer."
Rosmerta laughed. "Still a child at heart." She touched his arm lightly as she passed, a brief warmth, then disappeared toward the bar.
Sirius watched her go, something easing in his chest. Not everything was manipulation. Not everyone had an agenda.
The butterbeer arrived, cold and sweet and familiar. He wrapped his hands around the glass, letting the condensation cool his palms, letting the familiar taste ground him.
Think. Plan. What next?
He was so deep in thought that he didn't notice the owl until it landed on his table.
Hedwig. Harry's owl. She dropped a letter in front of him and hooted softly, waiting.
Sirius fumbled in his pocket for a treat—nothing. He broke off a piece of the biscuit that had come with his butterbeer and offered it to her. She took it delicately, then launched herself back into the air and disappeared through the open window.
Sirius unfolded the letter.
Sirius,
I got the letter from the Ministry about the adoption! I can't tell you how happy I am. I think I've eaten extra in my joy—your clothes won't fit me anymore.
Thank you. Truly. For everything.
One more thing—they asked me to bring someone with me to the hearing. Someone unrelated to you. Who should I ask? Mrs. Weasley? Professor Lupin? Let me know—I have to reply by tomorrow afternoon.
Love,
Harry
Sirius read it smiling.
Harry was happy. Harry was excited. Harry was already planning, already thinking ahead, already believing in the future they were building together.
And Dumbledore wanted to take that away.
The anger flared again, hot and bright. Sirius forced it down. Forced himself to think.
Someone to accompany Harry. Someone unrelated to Sirius. Someone who could stand in that courtroom and represent Harry's interests, speak for him, be his voice if needed.
His mind raced through possibilities.
Molly Weasley. Kind, motherly, well-respected. She'd fight for Harry like he was her own. But she was connected to the Order, to Dumbledore. Would she be swayed? Would she understand what was at stake?
Remus. Loyal, loving, Harry's professor. He'd do anything for Harry. But he was a werewolf, and the Ministry was prejudiced. If that became an issue—if it weakened the case—
Sirius shook his head. No. He couldn't risk it. Not with something this important.
And then it came to him.
Not Molly. Not Remus. Someone else. Someone perfect.
He pulled out his wand, conjured parchment and quill, and began to write.
Harry,
I got your letter. I'm so glad you're happy—you deserve to be. And don't worry about the clothes. We'll buy more.
About the hearing—I have someone in mind. Someone strong, respected, and completely unrelated to me. Someone who will fight for you with everything.
I will make a visit and write to you, later.
Don't worry about anything. I've got this. We've got this.
All my love,
Sirius
P.S.—Eat all the extra you want. You're perfect exactly as you are.
He sealed the letter, called for Hedwig—she was still nearby, perched on the windowsill—and sent her off into the darkening sky.
Then he sat back, butterbeer forgotten, and thought. All the things he needs to do.
Sirius finished his butterbeer in one long swallow, set coins on the table, and stood. Rosmerta caught his eye from across the room and waved. He waved back, mouthing thank you, and walked out into the evening.
The air was cool, the sky streaked with orange and purple. He had a plan. He had Harry's happiness to fight for.
Let Dumbledore try to stop him. Let the Ministry do its worst.
Sirius Black had been through Azkaban. He'd survived twelve years of hell. He'd escaped, he'd fought, he'd won his freedom.
And now he would win his son.
He Apparated with a crack, leaving Hogsmeade behind.
Chapter Text
The Scottish countryside rolled past in shades of green and gray.
Sirius walked the last stretch of road on foot, not wanting to Apparate directly to the door. He needed the time. Needed to think.
The house appeared ahead—a small stone cottage, charming and ordinary, the kind of place that looked completely Muggle to anyone passing by. But Sirius could feel the wards. Strong, old, layered. This house knew who belonged and who didn't.
He hoped it would let him in.
He'd been here once before. Years ago, during the war, when the Order needed a safe meeting place.
The memory warmed him. Steadied him.
He walked up the path. Rang the bell.
Footsteps inside. The door swung open.
And there she was.
Minerva McGonagall stood in the doorway, dressed in simple Muggle clothes—a cardigan, a long skirt, her hair pulled back in its usual severe style. Her eyes, sharp and knowing, took him in from head to toe.
A smile broke across her face.
"What trouble have you caused now, Mr. Black?"
Sirius's heart swelled.
The words were an echo of a thousand moments—after pranks, after detentions, after the Prank that had nearly destroyed everything. She'd said it in anger, in frustration, in weary amusement. But never with this much warmth.
He reached behind him and produced the bouquet he'd been hiding. Massive, colorful, carefully chosen to her exact tastes.
"Dear Minnie." He flourished it with all the charm he possessed. "I am simply here to renew my affections. I understand if recent events have perhaps changed your regard for me, but I assure you—mine have not. I am still as devoted as I ever was."
Minerva's eyes glistened. Her lips pressed together in that familiar way—fighting a smile, fighting tears, probably both.
"Mr. Black," she said, her voice thick, "I will put you in detention if you do not stop this immediately."
She took the flowers anyway.
Sirius laughed—a real laugh, bright and free. And then Minerva was stepping forward, wrapping her arms around him in a hug that stole his breath.
He hugged her back, holding tight.
The last time she'd hugged him, he'd been fifteen. After the Prank, when everyone had turned on him, when James wouldn't speak to him, when the guilt was eating him alive. She'd called him into her office, expecting another scolding. Instead, she'd listened. She'd let him cry. She'd held him and told him he was worth more than his worst mistake.
He'd never forgotten.
They pulled apart. Minerva's eyes were wet, but she was smiling.
"Come in, Sirius." She stepped aside, gesturing into the cottage. "Come in and tell me everything."
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The cottage was warm and cluttered, exactly as he remembered. Books stacked on every surface. A fire crackling in the hearth. The faint smell of tea and something baking.
Sirius sank onto the sofa. She settled into an armchair across from him, the flowers cradled in her lap like something precious.
"How are you, Sirius?" she asked quietly. "Really?"
He smiled—soft, genuine. "Very well, Professor. As you can see."
She studied him for a long moment. Whatever she saw must have satisfied her, because she nodded slowly.
"I can see. You look... different. Lighter." She paused. "I must tell you how happy I am. For your exoneration. For your new life. You have all my wishes, my boy. All of them."
Sirius's throat tightened. "Thank you, Minnie. That means—" He stopped. Swallowed. "That means everything."
She smiled. Reached across and patted his knee. "Now. You didn't come all this way just for my good wishes. What do you need?"
Sirius blinked. "How do you know I need something?"
"Because I've known you since you were eleven years old, and you have never once visited me socially." Her lips twitched. "Spit it out, Mr. Black."
Sirius laughed. Shook his head. "Alright. Alright." He took a breath. "I've filed for Harry's adoption."
He watched her face carefully, looking for any sign of disapproval, hesitation, doubt.
She smiled. Wide and warm and genuine.
Sirius's heart lifted.
"The Ministry," he continued, "has asked Harry to bring a magical adult as his representative. Someone neutral. Someone not related to me."
Minerva nodded slowly. "I see."
"I thought—" He hesitated. "I thought of you. You're his Head of House. You've known him since he arrived at Hogwarts. You've known me even longer." He leaned forward. "Will you do it, Minnie? Will you stand with Harry?"
Minerva was quiet for a moment. Then a mischievous glint appeared in her eyes.
"Well. I think there's been a mistake."
Sirius's heart sank. "What? Why?"
"Because," she said primly, "I distinctly recall a certain young man declaring to me, on multiple occasions, that I was his one true love. His soulmate. The only woman for him." She raised an eyebrow. "If that's the case, I can hardly be considered 'unrelated' or 'neutral,' can I?"
Sirius stared at her for a beat. Then he laughed.
It started as a chuckle, then grew, then exploded out of him—a full, barking laugh that shook his whole body. He doubled over, hands on his knees, tears streaming down his face.
Minerva watched him, her own lips twitching, until finally she couldn't help herself and joined in.
It took a full minute for them to compose themselves.
"Oh, Minnie." Sirius wiped his eyes, still grinning. "You know our bond is written in the stars. The Ministry can't put a label on that."
"Clearly not." She straightened her jumper, fighting a smile. "Then I suppose we shall have no problems."
Sirius sobered. "Are you sure? Really sure?"
Minerva met his eyes. "Yes, Sirius. I will go with Harry. I will stand with him, speak for him, fight for him if necessary." She reached out, touched his hand. "He needs a home. A real home. I've seen the way he looks at the end of term—like he's dreading where he has to go. No child should feel that." She squeezed his hand. "I'm happy to help. More than happy."
Sirius felt tears prick his eyes again. He blinked them back.
"Minnie." His voice was rough. "There's something else. Something you need to know before you agree."
Her expression sharpened. "Go on."
He took a deep breath. Let it out slowly.
"Dumbledore is against it."
The name hung in the air between them. Minerva's face didn't change, but something in her eyes shifted.
"He asked me to see him," Sirius continued. "Asked me to withdraw the application. Said Harry needs to stay with his aunt for protection—something about Lily's blood, about wards he cast. He said—" Sirius's jaw tightened. "He said if I went through with it, I'd be putting Harry at risk."
Minerva was silent for a long moment. Her fingers tapped against her knee—the only sign of tension.
"If you say yes," Sirius said quietly, "you'll have to face him. He won't be happy. He might try to stop you. He might—"
"That changes nothing."
Her voice was firm. Final.
Sirius looked at her.
Minerva met his eyes, her expression utterly serious. "I have given you my answer, Sirius. It remains the same." She leaned forward. "I have known Albus Dumbledore for many decades. I respect him. I admire him. But I do not agree with him on everything. And on this—" She shook her head slowly. "On this, he is wrong."
Sirius felt something loosen in his chest.
"Harry deserves a family," Minerva continued. "He deserves love, stability, a place where he belongs. You can give him that. You're his family, Sirius. Not by blood, maybe, but by everything that matters." She reached across and gripped his hand. "I will stand with you. Both of you. Against anyone."
Sirius couldn't speak. Could only nod, squeeze her hand, let the tears fall.
They sat like that for a long moment, two people bound by years of history and love, holding onto each other in the quiet cottage.
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Eventually, the tea was poured. The conversation flowed.
They talked about old times—Hogwarts, the Marauders, the chaos they'd caused. Minerva told stories about Harry, about his first year, about the Sorting, about the way he'd walked into the Great Hall looking lost and scared and somehow still brave.
Sirius listened, laughing, crying, feeling his heart swell with love for this boy who had become his whole world.
Minerva asked about his new life—about Margaret, about Aurora, about Grimmauld Place. He told her everything, the good and the hard, the joy and the struggle. She listened without judgment, offering quiet wisdom when he needed it, silent support when he didn't.
By the time he left, the sky was dark and the stars were out. Minerva walked him to the gate, the flowers still clutched in her hand.
"Thank you, Minnie." Sirius turned to her, his voice rough. "For everything."
She reached up, touched his face briefly. "Take care of yourself, Sirius. And take care of that boy." She smiled. "I'll see you at the hearing."
Sirius nodded. Hugged her one more time. Then he walked away, into the night, toward home.
He had an ally. A fierce, wonderful, unstoppable ally.
Let Dumbledore try to stop them now.
Chapter Text
The living room of Grimmauld Place had never felt so large.
Margaret sat in the armchair by the cold fireplace, a book open in her lap that she hadn't read a single word of. The fire had burned out hours ago. The clock on the mantel ticked relentlessly, each chime marking another minute of his absence.
Ten o'clock.
She'd come home from the Ministry at five. The house was empty. Sirius was gone—no note, no message, no explanation. Aurora had asked where he was at dinner. Margaret had made something up, some vague excuse about errands, and watched her daughter's face fall.
Is he gone again? Aurora had asked. Like before?
Margaret had assured her no, of course not, he'd be back soon. But the doubt had crept in anyway.
Now Aurora was asleep, and Margaret was alone with her thoughts.
She knew he was a grown wizard. Capable, powerful, able to take care of himself. The trial had earned him enemies, yes, but he'd survived worse. He'd survived Azkaban. He could survive a few hours in London.
But knowing didn't stop the worry.
And underneath the worry, something else. Anger. Hot and sharp and impossible to ignore.
He hadn't told her. Hadn't left a note, hadn't sent an owl, hadn't thought to let her know where he was going. Why? Did he think she wasn't capable of keeping a secret? Did he not trust her? Or did he simply not think of her at all?
The thoughts spiraled. Darker and darker.
Was he meeting someone? Someone he didn't want her to know about? Old friends, perhaps. Old girlfriends.
No. She pushed that thought away. He wouldn't. He couldn't. Not after everything.
But the doubt lingered, poisoning her peace.
She checked the clock again. Half past ten.
The front door opened.
Sirius walked in like he owned the world—relaxed, casual, a smile playing at his lips. Like he hadn't a care in the world. Like he hadn't been gone for hours without a word.
The sight of him, so nonchalant, so unbothered, made something snap in Margaret's chest.
"Sirius."
He turned, surprise flickering across his features. "Margaret? What are you doing up?"
The question—so innocent, so oblivious—fueled her anger. "Where have you been? You've been gone for hours."
Sirius blinked, taken aback by her tone. "I went to see some people. That's all."
"Who?" The word came out sharper than she intended.
Sirius's brow furrowed. "Why are you acting like this? What's happened?"
Margaret stood, her book forgotten. "I could ask you the same. Why didn't you tell me where you were going?"
Something flickered in his grey eyes—defensiveness, maybe. "I didn't know I needed your permission to come and go."
The words hit like a slap. Margaret's hands clenched at her sides.
"Yes, you do." Her voice was shaking. "If you're going to leave for hours and come home this late, yes, you do need to tell me."
Sirius's voice rose. "Why? Do you want to control me?"
"Control you?" Margaret laughed, bitter and sharp. "I have no wish to control anyone. Least of all you."
"Then what's the problem?" Sirius spread his hands. "I've never in my life had to answer to anyone for where I go. I will not be managed now."
"Never in your life have you been married before!" Margaret's voice cracked. "You have a wife now, Sirius. A wife and a daughter waiting at home. Worrying. Wondering if you're ever coming back."
Sirius's mouth opened. Nothing came out.
Margaret pressed on, the words tumbling out. "Managed. You think I want to manage you? I want to be included. Aurora asked me tonight if you'd left again. If you were gone for good. I had to look at her and make up some excuse because I didn't know where the hell you were."
Her eyes burned. "I think I deserve to know. Don't you?"
Silence.
Sirius stood frozen, his expression shifting from defensiveness to something else. Something softer. Something like realization.
She was right.
The thought hit him like a physical blow. She was right, and he'd been an idiot.
He let out a long breath. Then he moved.
Before Margaret could react, his hands were on her arms—gentle but firm, holding her in place. She tried to pull back, but his grip didn't hurt, just held.
"Margaret." His voice was low, serious. "Listen to me."
She looked up at him, her eyes bright with unshed tears.
He pulled her closer. His hands slid from her arms to her waist, drawing her against him until their bodies were almost touching. Margaret's breath caught. She could feel the warmth of him through her robe, could see the rise and fall of his chest. She put her hands up, pressing against his chest, creating a small space between them—just enough to breathe, just enough to think.
Her eyes met his.
"I'm sorry," he said quietly. "I really am."
Margaret's heart stuttered.
"I went to see Dumbledore first," Sirius continued. "He asked me to come to Hogwarts. Then I was in Hogsmeade for a while, thinking. And then I went to see Minerva." A pause. "McGonagall. I spent hours at her house, talking. I lost track of time." His hands tightened slightly on her waist. "I should have left a note. I should have told you. I'm sorry you were worried because of me."
Margaret stared at him. All her anger, all her hurt, all her sharp words—they crumbled in the face of his apology.
She didn't know what to say. So she just looked at him.
Sirius held her gaze. "I was safe. Completely safe. Nothing to worry about." He smiled, small and soft. "I'll see Aurora first thing in the morning. Tell her I'm here, I'm not going anywhere."
He squeezed her waist gently. "It won't happen again. I should have known you'd worry—the same way I used to worry when you were late from the Ministry."
Margaret's lips parted. The words "it's alright" slipped out before she could stop them.
Sirius smiled. But he didn't let go.
Margaret became acutely aware of everything—the heat of his body, the strength of his arms around her, the way her heart was pounding so loud he must be able to hear it. She was in her nightgown, a thin robe thrown over it, her hair loose around her shoulders. The necklace he'd given her still hung at her throat.
She must look a mess.
Sirius's eyes softened as he looked at her. He'd seen this version of Margaret so much lately—the real one, the one beneath the armor.
He reached up, very slowly, and pushed a strand of hair behind her ear. "Have you eaten, Margaret?"
She leaned into his touch without thinking. Her eyes fluttered closed for just a moment.
Sirius chuckled softly.
The sound brought her back. She blinked, realizing she'd completely missed his question. Heat flooded her cheeks.
She tried to pull away, embarrassed, but his arms tightened.
"If you want to go," he said quietly, his grey eyes holding her blue ones, "tell me. I'll let you go." A pause. "But if you don't want to go, then stop fighting it."
The words hung between them. Direct. Honest. Exactly what she needed.
She looked into his eyes and saw the truth there. If she wanted to leave, he would let her. No questions, no pressure, no hurt feelings.
She didn't want to leave.
She stopped struggling.
Sirius smiled—slow, warm, relieved. His arms loosened slightly, still holding her, but giving her space. Letting her choose.
Margaret looked at him. His grey eyes, soft in the dim light. His lips, curved in that gentle smile. His hands, warm on her waist.
She dropped her head to his chest.
Her forehead pressed against him, her nose brushing the fabric of his shirt. She could hear his heartbeat—steady, strong, real. His arms came around her fully, holding her close.
She felt peaceful. Calm. Something she hadn't felt in years.
Sirius rested his chin on top of her head, breathing her in. This—coming home to someone waiting, someone worried, someone who cared—was overwhelming. But not in a bad way. It was... nice. Right.
Margaret in his arms felt like where she belonged.
They stood like that for a long moment. The clock ticked. The house creaked. Neither moved.
"Sirius," Margaret murmured against his chest.
"Yes?"
"Will you come with me tomorrow? For a few hours?"
He didn't hesitate. "Whatever you say, darling."
Margaret's breath caught. That word. That single word undid her every time. One syllable from him and she became a shy girl, not a mother, not a lawyer, not the composed woman she'd spent years building.
She didn't move. Didn't speak.
Sirius pulled back just enough to look at her. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes bright. He smiled—he couldn't help it. Seeing someone as controlled as Margaret flustered by a simple word from him was... intoxicating.
He raised one hand, cupping her cheek. She leaned into it immediately, her eyes closing.
"Tell me what you need," he whispered.
Margaret opened her eyes. "I want to put Aurora in a Muggle school. Just for summer classes, to start. I found one in London, but they want both parents present for the interview." She swallowed. "I kept putting it off during the trial. But now..."
"I'll come." His thumb traced her cheekbone. "Of course I'll come."
Margaret relaxed into his touch, all the tension of the evening melting away.
Sirius studied her face—the dark circles under her eyes, the slight pallor of her skin. "You should sleep," he said gently. "It's late, and you're tired."
Margaret barely registered the words. She was too lost in the feeling of his hand on her face.
Sirius smiled. "Come on. I'll walk you up."
He dropped his hands from her waist, but held one out. She took it.
They walked through the dark house together, hands intertwined, not speaking. At her door, they stopped.
"Good night, Margaret." His voice was soft.
"Good night, Sirius."
He lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it. Gentle. Warm. Reverent.
Then he looked at her—one long, lingering look—and turned away.
Margaret stood in her doorway, watching him disappear down the hall. Her hand still tingled where his lips had touched.
She touched the necklace at her throat. Smiled.
And went to sleep, dreaming of grey eyes and gentle hands.
Chapter Text
Harry woke with purpose.
The morning light streamed through his window, painting golden rectangles across his floor. For once, he didn't just lie there, staring at the ceiling, waiting for the day to pass. He sat up, swung his legs out of bed, and looked at the stack of textbooks on his desk.
He'd pushed his homework for too long. Hadn't even opened the books, really. Hermione's reminders had become more pointed, more frequent. Even Ron had mentioned starting his essays—Ron, who usually left everything until the night before term started. May be if he begged Hermione - really begged, she would sent him her essay. He would not copy - he would take inspiration- at least that's what he told himself.
If he was going to live with Sirius—if he was going to have a real family, a real home—he needed to get his act together. No more excuses.
He sat on his bed pulled out his Transfiguration essay, and stared at the blank parchment.
His mind drifted.
Legal adoption. No more Dursleys. Living with Sirius.
He smiled.
Who did Sirius pick? He said he'd let me know, but he hasn't yet.
The thought tugged at him, pulling his focus away from the essay. He tapped his quill against the desk, half-reading the textbook, half-imagining what the hearing would be like. Who would speak for him? Who would stand by his side?
A knock at the door.
Harry didn't look up. "Come in."
Probably Aunt Petunia with some chore. She'd been quiet lately—ever since Sirius's visit, actually. The whole house had been quiet. Harry had learned to appreciate it.
"Ah. Harry Potter studies, as well, I see."
Harry's head snapped up.
Sirius stood in the doorway, leaning against the frame, a smile playing at his lips. He was dressed formally, shirt, trousers and a jacket.
Harry's jaw dropped.
Sirius's smile widened. "Should I come in, or give you a few more minutes to recover?"
Harry smiling yet surprised, "Sirius! What are you doing here?"
Sirius pushed off the doorframe and walked in, settling into the rickety chair like it was a throne. "Came to see my favorite godchild. Is that a crime?"
Harry grinned. "It's early."
"It's almost eleven."
Harry looked at the clock. Ten forty-five. Where had the morning gone?
Sirius gestured at the open books in front of Harry "I see I've interrupted a half-hearted attempt at homework."
Harry laughed. Sirius always knows. Always.
"All right." Sirius leaned forward, elbows on his knees. "I need to steal your attention for a moment."
Harry dropped his quill immediately, turning to face him fully.
Sirius chuckled. "Your enthusiasm for homework is truly inspiring."
Harry rolled his eyes.
Sirius laughed—that familiar bark of laughter that always made Harry feel lighter. "All right, listen. About the person coming with you to the hearing. I hope you haven't asked anyone yet."
Harry shook his head. "No. You said to wait. I was waiting for you."
Something warm flickered in Sirius's eyes. He smiled—soft, genuine, grateful. "Good. I'm glad you trusted me."
Sirius said then, "I thought Minerva should be the one to go with you."
Harry's eyebrows shot up so high they disappeared into his hair. "Professor McGonagall?"
Sirius watched his reaction—the wide eyes, the slight panic, the way Harry's mouth opened and closed like a fish. It was somewhere between comical and horrified.
Sirius bit back a smile. "You have a problem with her?"
"No!" The word came out too fast, too high.
"No, I just—she's so—I mean, she's nice, she got me a broom in first year, but—" Harry swallowed. "She scares me, Sirius. She doesn't take excuses. She looks at you and you just—you confess everything."
Sirius burst out laughing.
Harry stared at him, offended. "It's not funny!"
"It's a bit funny." Sirius wiped his eyes. "Harry, that's Minerva McGonagall. That's exactly why she's perfect. Everyone's scared of her. Everyone. If she's with you, no one will dare ask stupid questions or try anything funny."
Harry considered that. Sirius had a point. A good point.
"But," he said, uncertainty creeping into his voice, "will she come? She's so busy, and—"
"I already asked her."
Harry blinked. "You did?"
"Last night." Sirius pulled out a parchment—one with official-looking seals and McGonagall's sharp signature at the bottom. "Here's her confirmation."
Harry took it, reading the words. I, Minerva McGonagall, Head of Gryffindor House at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, do hereby confirm that I will serve as Harry James Potter's representative at the upcoming guardianship hearing...
"She said yes," Harry breathed.
"She said yes." Sirius smiled. "Quite enthusiastically, actually."
Harry looked up, something warm spreading through his chest. McGonagall—strict, terrifying, brilliant McGonagall—had agreed to help him. To stand by him.
Sirius watched him carefully. "If you're not comfortable with it, Harry, we can ask Mrs. Weasley. That was your idea. I'll tell Minerva—"
"No." Harry's voice was firm. "No, you're right. If she's there, no one will mess with us. And she's fair. She'll be impartial." He smiled. "It's perfect."
Sirius's face lit up. "Yeah?"
"Yeah."
They grinned at each other.
Sirius's eyes drifted to the forgotten books on Harry's desk. He raised an eyebrow. "Need help with that? I wasn't a terrible student, you know." He leaned back, affecting an air of casual arrogance. "Scored quite a few Os, if I recall."
Harry laughed. "Yes, please. If you don't mind."
Sirius pulled the chair closer to the desk, scanning the parchment. "Charms. Good. I can work with Charms."
For the next hour, they worked together. Sirius explained concepts with patience Harry hadn't known he possessed. He answered questions without making Harry feel stupid. He made jokes to keep Harry engaged, to make the material stick.
Harry realized, somewhere in the middle of a discussion about Cheering Charms, that this was what he'd been missing. Not just a tutor—a teacher. Someone who knew the material but didn't take it too seriously. Someone who made learning fun.
Sirius checked his watch. "Ten to twelve." He stood, stretching. "I need to go, Harry. I'll be late otherwise."
Harry's heart sank. "Where?"
"Back to the house. I'm picking up Margaret and Aurora." Sirius pulled on his jacket. "We have an appointment at one."
Harry's curiosity sparked. "What kind of appointment?"
Sirius smiled. "Margaret wants to enroll Aurora in some summer classes. A Muggle school. They need both parents present for the interview."
Harry's eyebrows rose. "Mrs. Black wants to send her to a Muggle school?"
"She wants Aurora to be comfortable in both worlds." Sirius shrugged into his jacket. "She used to go to a Muggle school in France. Now that we're in London, she needs a new one." He paused. "It's important. For her to fit in, to have options."
Harry nodded, understanding. They'd moved countries for him—for Sirius. Of course Aurora needed stability, normalcy.
Sirius headed for the door. "All right, Harry. Finish that essay. I'll proofread it when I visit next." He paused, hand on the knob. "And send that letter to the Ministry. McGonagall's name, the confirmation—get it done."
Harry stood, crossed the room, and hugged him.
Sirius hugged back, tight and warm. "It's closer than you think, Harry." His voice was soft. "You'll be with me soon. In the same house. Every day."
Harry nodded against his shoulder. "Bye, Sirius."
"Bye, Harry."
And then he was gone.
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Harry stood in the middle of his room for a long moment, the echo of Sirius's presence still warm in the air.
Then he moved to his desk. Pulled out the Ministry form. Filled in McGonagall's name with careful precision. Attached her confirmation letter. Sealed it all and gave it to Hedwig, who swooped off into the gray sky.
He sat back on his bed. Stared at the ceiling.
Sirius had to go. He understood that. Aurora needed him too. The school appointment was important. It made sense.
But the old feeling crept back. Jealousy. Small and ugly and unwelcome.
I wish he could stay longer. I wish he didn't have to go back to them.
He pushed the thought away. It was selfish. Wrong. Margaret had been nothing but kind to him. Aurora was just a little girl who needed her father.
But still. Sirius was the only family he had. The only one who'd ever made him feel loved. And now he had to share him.
Harry closed his eyes. Took a breath.
Soon, he told himself. Soon I'll be with him. Every day.
He picked up his quill and went back to his essay.
Chapter Text
Grimmauld Place was quiet when Sirius stepped through the front door.
Voices drifted from the living room—Margaret's low murmur, Aurora's higher-pitched responses. He followed the sound, stopping in the doorway.
They were ready. Both dressed in Muggle clothes, both looking so beautiful it made his chest ache.
Margaret wore a simple summer dress in pale yellow, the kind of thing that would be utterly unremarkable on anyone else but on her looked elegant. Her hair was down today, falling in soft waves past her shoulders. A pair of delicate earrings caught the light—not the ones he'd given her, but something simpler. She looked fresh, young, nothing like the formidable lawyer who had faced down the Wizengamot.
Aurora was her miniature. The same golden brown hair, the same serious expression, the same way of tilting her head when she was thinking. She wore a little blue dress with white flowers, white socks, shiny black shoes. She looked like a small, perfect copy of her mother.
Sirius felt, for a moment, like an outsider. A third party watching a scene that didn't include him. They were a unit, those two. A mother and daughter who had survived together, fought together, loved together long before he came along.
He was probably always going to be a little bit on the outside.
Then Aurora spotted him, and her face lit up. "Sirius!"
The feeling vanished.
Margaret turned, a smile curving her lips. "You're back. How's Harry?"
The question warmed him. First thing she asked. Not about the him, not about the plans, not about anything else. Harry.
"He's good." Sirius moved into the room. "Working on homework, if you can believe it. I helped him with Charms for a bit."
Margaret's smile widened. "That was kind of you."
"He's my godson." Sirius shrugged. "It's what I do."
Aurora tugged at her mother's sleeve. "Maman, can we go now? I want to see the school!"
"Patience, ma chérie." Margaret smoothed her daughter's hair. "We have time."
"But I'm ready!" Aurora spread her arms wide, showing off her outfit. "See? I'm beautiful."
Sirius laughed. "You are. Both of you." He looked at Margaret. "Stunning, actually."
Margaret's cheeks flushed slightly. She ducked her head, hiding a smile.
Aurora, oblivious to the moment, continued bouncing. "Sirius, Maman said I can't call people Muggles at school. She said I have to say 'non-magical people.' But that's so long!"
"That is long," Sirius agreed. "Maybe just... regular people?"
"Regular people!" Aurora considered this. "That's good. Regular people." She paused. "And I can't talk about dragons. Maman says dragons aren't real here."
Sirius raised an eyebrow at Margaret. "Smooth."
Margaret sighed. "I'm trying to prepare her. The last thing we need is her telling her new classmates about the dragon castle you bought her."
"That castle is amazing," Aurora informed them. "It has baby dragons. Real baby dragons. In eggs."
Margaret corrected. "In the toy castle. Not real."
Aurora looked at her mother like she was very slow. "I know they're not real, Maman. I'm six, not stupid."
Sirius burst out laughing. Margaret pressed her lips together, fighting a smile.
"And," Aurora continued, warming to her theme, "I have to speak English all the time. Even when I'm thinking. Maman says."
Margaret was nodding along, then stopped. "Wait. I didn't say—"
"You're speaking French right now." Aurora pointed out.
Margaret blinked. Looked at Sirius. Realized.
He was grinning. "The irony is magnificent."
Margaret pressed her hand to her forehead. "I'm a terrible mother."
"You're a wonderful mother." Sirius crossed to her, touching her arm. "You're just also French. It's allowed."
Aurora tugged at Sirius's sleeve. "Can we go NOW?"
"Soon." Sirius looked at Margaret. "Actually, before we go—I have a small surprise."
Aurora's eyes went wide. "A surprise? What kind of surprise? Is it a dragon?"
"Not a dragon." Sirius held up his hands. "Come see."
He led them outside, to the narrow street in front of Grimmauld Place. The houses stretched in their neat rows, perfectly ordinary, perfectly Muggle. Sirius raised his wand and gestured.
The air shimmered. A section of the street seemed to fold back, revealing a space that hadn't been there before—a garage, tucked between two houses, hidden by powerful magic. And inside, gleaming under the hidden lights, sat the car.
Black. Sleek. Beautiful.
Aurora screamed.
It was a high, delighted sound that echoed off the buildings. She clapped her hands over her mouth, eyes wide, staring at the car like it was the most wonderful thing she'd ever seen.
Sirius grinned. "You like it?"
Aurora was already running toward it, pressing her face against the window. "It's SO BIG! It's SO SHINY! Sirius, is it ours?"
"It's ours." Sirius looked at Margaret. "For the family. For getting around Muggle London."
Margaret walked slowly toward the car, taking it in. Her expression was thoughtful, appreciative. She ran a hand along the hood, feeling the smooth metal.
"It's beautiful, Sirius." She looked at him, her eyes soft. "Really beautiful."
Sirius shrugged, trying to play it cool. "Harry helped me pick it out. He's got good taste."
Margaret's lips curved. "Thoughtful. Practical." She looked at the car, then back at him. "You thought of us. Of all of us."
"I thought of our family," Sirius corrected quietly. "Four of us now. We need to move around like normal people."
Margaret nodded.
Aurora was already trying to open the door. "Can we go in? Can we drive? Sirius, can I sit in the front?"
"Back seat, little star." Sirius opened the rear door for her. "That's where kids go."
Aurora scrambled in, bouncing on the leather seat. "It's so soft! It smells new! Maman, look, there's cup holders!"
Margaret laughed, the sound bright and free. She let Sirius open the passenger door for her, sliding in with the same grace she brought to everything.
Sirius settled behind the wheel, started the engine. The car purred to life.
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The car pulled up outside a cheerful building in a quiet London neighborhood.
Sirius killed the engine and sat for a moment, taking it in. The school was nothing like Grimmauld Place—bright colors painted on the walls, a small playground visible through the fence, flowers growing in neat boxes by the entrance. Children's artwork decorated every window.
He glanced at Margaret in the passenger seat. Her hands were clenched in her lap, and she was staring at the building like it might bite her.
"You okay?" Sirius asked quietly.
Margaret took a breath. "Yes. Just... nervous."
"Nervous?" He raised an eyebrow. "You faced down the entire Wizengamot. You won an impossible case. And you're nervous about talking to a Muggle headmistress?"
Margaret shot him a look. "The Wizengamot I understand. I know the rules, the players, the game. This—" She gestured at the school. "This is new. I don't know what they'll ask, what they'll expect, how to—"
"Hey." Sirius reached over, covering her hand with his. "You're Margaret Black. You've got this."
She looked at him. Something in her eyes softened.
From the back seat, a small voice piped up. "Are we going in or just sitting here?"
"We're going in, ma chérie." Margaret squeezed Sirius's hand once, then released it. "Let's go."
---
The headmistress was a plump woman with kind eyes and a no-nonsense demeanor. Her office was cluttered with children's artwork, stacks of papers, and photographs of smiling students. She introduced herself as Mrs. Albright and gestured for them to sit.
Aurora perched on the chair between her parents, swinging her legs, looking around with open curiosity.
Mrs. Albright smiled at her. "You must be Aurora. I've heard lovely things about you from your mother's letter."
Aurora nodded solemnly. "I'm six. I like dragons."
"Do you?" Mrs. Albright's eyes twinkled. "We don't have any dragons here, I'm afraid. But we do have a very nice sandbox."
Aurora considered this. "Is the sandbox magic?"
Mrs. Albright blinked. "Well, no. It's just regular sand."
"Oh." Aurora looked disappointed. "That's okay. I like regular sand too."
Sirius bit back a laugh. Beside him, Margaret's lips twitched.
Mrs. Albright turned her attention to the adults. "Now, let's talk about why you're here. Aurora's records from her previous school in France are excellent—her teachers speak very highly of her. We're happy to enroll her in our summer program, and if that goes well, she's welcome to join us for the regular term in September."
Margaret nodded. "That's exactly what we were hoping for."
"There are just a few things we need to discuss." Mrs. Albright pulled out a folder. "Policies, procedures, that sort of thing. And I like to get to know the families a bit." She looked at them both with warm interest. "Tell me a little about yourselves. What do you do?"
Margaret spoke first, her voice smooth and professional. "I'm a solicitor. I work in international law—mostly cross-border cases."
Mrs. Albright nodded, impressed. "And you, Mr. Black?"
Sirius smiled easily. "I generally work from home. I manage the estate." He glanced at Margaret.
"How lovely." Mrs. Albright made a note. "And how did you two meet?"
Sirius and Margaret exchanged a glance.
"We met through family connections," Margaret said carefully. "Our families knew each other."
"An arranged introduction, then?" Mrs. Albright smiled. "That's becoming quite rare these days."
"Something like that," Sirius agreed. "But it worked out."
Aurora, who had been examining a painting on the wall, turned around. "Maman and Sirius got married and now I have a new papa. He tells me dragon stories."
Mrs. Albright's expression softened. "That's wonderful, dear. Every child should have dragon stories."
Sirius felt something warm bloom in his chest.
---
The interview continued for another twenty minutes. Mrs. Albright asked about routines, about expectations, about how they handled discipline and encouraged learning. Margaret answered most of the questions, but Sirius chimed in when needed, his easy charm winning small smiles from the headmistress.
When they finally stood to leave, Mrs. Albright extended her hand. "It's been a pleasure meeting you all. I think Aurora will fit in beautifully here."
Margaret shook her hand, relief evident in her expression. "Thank you so much."
Sirius shook as well. "We appreciate your time."
Aurora, with perfect manners, stepped forward and offered her small hand. "Thank you for the interview, Mrs. Albright."
The headmistress beamed. "You're very welcome, young lady. I'll see you on Monday."
---
They walked back to the car in comfortable silence.
Sirius opened the passenger door for Margaret, then helped Aurora into her car seat. As he settled behind the wheel, he looked over at his wife.
"See? Nothing to worry about."
Margaret let out a breath. "She was lovely. I wasn't expecting her to be so... warm."
"She liked you." Sirius started the engine. "You were brilliant."
Margaret smiled—small, pleased, real. "Thank you for coming. For being here."
Sirius reached over, squeezed her hand. "Where else would I be?"
From the back seat, Aurora's voice drifted forward. "Can we get ice cream? To celebrate?"
Sirius caught Margaret's eye. She shrugged, smiling.
"Ice cream it is," Sirius said, and pulled away from the curb.
Aurora's voice echoed: "This is the best day EVER."
---
They found a small café with outdoor seating, the kind of place that served enormous sundaes in tall glasses. Aurora chose one with rainbow sprinkles and a cherry on top, her eyes wide with delight when it arrived.
Sirius and Margaret shared a pot of tea, watching their daughter attack her ice cream with enthusiasm.
"She's happy," Margaret said quietly.
"She's always happy." Sirius smiled. "But yeah. Today she's extra happy."
Margaret looked at him. "You're good with her. You know that?"
Sirius shrugged, uncomfortable with praise. "She's easy to be good with."
"No." Margaret's voice was firm. "It's not just that. You see her. You listen. You make her feel important." She paused. "I was so worried, when we first came here. About how you'd be with her. About whether she'd adjust. But you—" She shook her head. "You've been wonderful."
Sirius was quiet for a moment. Then he reached across the table and took her hand.
"She's my daughter now," he said simply. "That's not something I take lightly."
Margaret's eyes glistened. She squeezed his hand back.
Aurora looked up, ice cream smeared across her face. "Are you guys being romantic?"
They both laughed.
"Something like that, little star." Sirius pulled out a napkin and leaned over to wipe her face. "Something like that."
---
Chapter Text
The owl arrived at breakfast.
Harry was halfway through a pastry from Margaret's latest basket when the tap came at his window. He opened it to find a magnificent eagle owl, its golden eyes scanned him with the particular disdain that only Ministry owls seemed to possess.
The letter was thick. Official. Sealed with crimson wax.
Harry's heart stopped.
He took it with trembling hands, offered the owl a bit of pastry (it ignored him), and sat heavily on his bed. The seal broke with a soft crack.
Ministry of Magic
Department of Magical Family Welfare
Office of Guardianship Proceedings
Dear Mr. Harry James Potter,
Further to your recent correspondence, we are pleased to inform you that a date has been set for your guardianship hearing.
The hearing will take place on the 7th day of July, 1994, at 10 o'clock in the morning, before a panel of the Wizengamot.
Your presence is required, as is the presence of your designated representative, Professor Minerva McGonagall. The petitioner, Sirius Orion Black, Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black, will also be in attendance with his legal counsel.
Please find enclosed a formal notice of proceedings, which you should review carefully.
We look forward to seeing you on the 7th.
Yours in service,
Celestina Warbeck
Senior Clerk, Department of Magical Family Welfare
July 7th. Three days away.
Three days until everything changed.
He sat frozen, the letter trembling in his hands. Excitement bubbled in his chest—warm, bright, impossible to contain. But underneath it, something else. Fear. What if something went wrong? What if the panel said no? What if—
Another tap at the window.
A second owl. Smaller this time, familiar. Margaret's usual messenger.
Harry tore it open.
Dear Mr. Potter,
I expect you've received the Ministry's letter by now. July 7th. Three days.
I won't pretend the waiting is easy—I know it isn't. But I want you to hold onto this: you have done everything you could. You have been brave, patient, and true. Now it's time for the law to do its part.
Sirius is pacing the house like a caged animal when he is not working on it for you, which is less. Aurora keeps asking if you like dragons (I told her we'd find out when you visit). And I am... hopeful. More hopeful than I've been in a long time.
Whatever happens on the 7th, know that you are already family. Papers don't change that. They just make it official.
Take care of yourself these next few days. Eat. Sleep. Let yourself feel whatever you need to feel.
We'll see you soon.
Lady Black
Harry's eyes burned.
You are already family.
It settled deeper into his chest, warming places that had been cold for as long as he could remember.
He looked at the Ministry letter again. July 7th. Three days.
He could wait three days.
---
Grimmauld Place
Sirius stood at the window of his study, the same Ministry letter crumpled in his fist.
He'd read it hours ago. The date was set. Three days. Seventy-two hours until everything was decided.
Dumbledore's words echoed in his head. The boy must remain with his aunt. It is the only way.
Sirius had already countered one move. Minerva was on their side, fierce and unshakeable. But he needed one more piece. One more guarantee.
He glanced at the clock on his desk. 10:45.
The owl had arrived at 8, bearing a single line of text. Confirmed. 11 o'clock. His office.
Sirius had been ready since 9.
He grabbed his jacket and headed for the door.
---
The Ministry atrium was as crowded as ever.
Witches and wizards streamed past in every direction, some rushing to work, others lingering at the fountain. The gold gates gleamed in the enchanted light. It was everything Sirius hated about the magical world—bureaucracy, politics, the endless grinding of gears that crushed people like him.
But today, he wasn't here as a fugitive or a victim. He was here as Lord Black. And he intended to use every ounce of that power.
He walked through the atrium with purpose, nodding at people who recognized him, ignoring those who whispered behind their hands. The lifts took him up, then down again—a confusing maze designed to disorient. He knew it well. He'd memorized these corridors years ago, when he was young and fighting a war.
The door he sought was at the end of a long corridor. Polished oak, gleaming brass handle. A small plaque read: Office of the Minister for Magic.
Sirius knocked.
"Come in."
He pushed open the door.
Cornelius Fudge sat behind an enormous desk, his round face arranged in what he clearly thought was a welcoming expression. He was a small man trying to fill a large space, and failing. The office was grand—high ceilings, portraits of previous Ministers watching from the walls, a fireplace large enough to walk through. Fudge himself looked like he'd been stuffed into his robes by someone who didn't like him.
"Lord Black!" Fudge rose, extending a hand. "What a pleasant surprise. Please, please, sit down."
Sirius shook his hand briefly and settled into the chair across from the desk. He kept his expression pleasant, open, unthreatening.
Fudge beamed. "Tea? Something stronger, perhaps?"
"Nothing, thank you, Minister." Sirius leaned back, crossing one leg over the other. "I appreciate you seeing me on such short notice."
"Of course, of course!" Fudge waved a hand. "After the... unfortunate business with your trial, the least I can do is be available. Terrible misunderstanding, all of it. I hope you know I had nothing to do with—"
"I'm sure you didn't." Sirius's smile didn't waver. "These things happen. Bureaucracy, red tape, the occasional corrupt official taking bribes from interested parties."
Fudge's smile flickered. "Bribes? I'm not sure what you—"
"Lucius Malfoy must have been very generous." Sirius said it casually, like he was commenting on the weather. "Moving a trial date at the last minute, arranging for custody requirements—that sort of thing doesn't come cheap."
Fudge's face went through several colors. "I have no idea what you're implying, Lord Black. Lucius Malfoy is a respected member of the community, a generous donor to many worthy causes—"
"I'm sure he is." Sirius uncrossed his legs, leaned forward. "But I didn't come here to talk about Lucius Malfoy."
Fudge blinked, off-balance. "Then why—"
"I'm not a man who enjoys games, Minister." Sirius's voice was quiet, even. "I've spent too long in places where games were played with my life. So I'll be direct."
Fudge swallowed.
"My godson, Harry Potter, has a guardianship hearing on the 7th. Three days from now." Sirius held his gaze. "I want it moved."
Fudge's brow furrowed. "Moved? To what date?"
"Not the date." Sirius shook his head. "The venue. I want it taken from the full Wizengamot and moved to a private three-judge panel."
Fudge stared at him. "That's—that's highly irregular, Lord Black. Guardianship hearings of this nature are standard before the full body. To request a private panel—"
"I'm aware of the protocols." Sirius's voice didn't change. "I'm also aware that the full Wizengamot includes several members who have reason to dislike me. Several members who might be... influenced by certain parties to vote against Harry's best interests."
Fudge opened his mouth, but Sirius continued.
"I'm not asking for special treatment. I'm asking for fairness. A three-judge panel—experienced, impartial, appointed by you—can review the case without the circus of a full hearing. Without the politics. Without the influence."
He paused, letting that sink in.
"Harry Potter has been a spectacle his whole life, Minister. The Boy Who Lived, the headlines, the rumors. He deserves better than to have his future decided by people who see him as a political pawn."
Fudge was quiet for a long moment. His fingers drummed on the desk, his expression unreadable.
"You're asking me to intervene in a legal proceeding," he said slowly. "To override standard procedure."
"I'm asking you to do the right thing." Sirius met his eyes. "You know as well as I do that the Wizengamot isn't always impartial. You know there are members who vote based on favors, not facts. You know Harry deserves better."
Another long pause.
Then Fudge sighed. "You're not wrong, Lord Black. I won't pretend the Wizengamot is perfect." He rubbed his forehead. "But a private panel—it would need to be approved. Justified. I'd need a reason."
Sirius smiled. It was not a warm smile.
"Then I'll give you one." He reached into his jacket and pulled out a folded parchment. "This is a formal request, citing concerns about witness intimidation and potential bias due to recent media coverage. It's legally sound. It gives you cover."
He slid it across the desk.
Fudge picked it up, scanned it. His eyebrows rose.
"This is... thorough."
"I had help." Sirius thought of Margaret, who had drafted the document in twenty minutes flat. "The point is, Minister, it gives you everything you need. All you have to do is sign."
Fudge looked at the parchment. Looked at Sirius. Looked back at the parchment.
"If I do this," he said slowly, "there will be questions. People will want to know why I intervened."
"Let them ask." Sirius stood. "You're the Minister. You have the authority. And you'll have the gratitude of the House of Black."
Fudge's eyes sharpened. "Is that a bribe, Lord Black?"
Sirius smiled—charming, disarming, utterly insincere. "It's an acknowledgment of friendship, Minister. Nothing more."
They looked at each other across the desk.
Fudge reached for a quill.
---
Sirius walked out of the Ministry with the signed order in his pocket.
Three days. A private panel. A fair chance.
It wasn't a guarantee. Nothing ever was. But it was better than the alternative.
He focused on his piece of the puzzle.
Chapter Text
Sirius woke before dawn.
The room was still dark, the familiar shadows of his childhood home stretching across the ceiling. He lay still for a moment, letting the mixed feelings wash over him—excitement, terror, hope, fear. Today was Aurora's first day at her new school. A normal Muggle school, with normal Muggle children, where she would learn normal Muggle things.
And in two days, Harry's adoption hearing.
His heart clenched at the thought. Two days. Forty-eight hours until everything was decided.
He couldn't lie still. He threw off the covers and padded to the window, looking out at the back garden. It was still dark, but he could see the shape of it—the work he'd been doing, transforming years of neglect into something beautiful.
He pulled on old clothes and went downstairs.
---
The garden was his sanctuary.
When he'd first seen it after the trial, it had been a disaster—overgrown weeds, dead plants, a tangle of brambles that had taken over everything. His mother had never cared for it. Kreacher had maintained the house, but the garden had been left to rot.
Sirius had seen potential.
He'd started small—clearing weeds, pulling out dead roots, turning the soil. Then larger—laying down new grass, planting flowers, creating borders. He'd divided it into sections: a flower garden for Margaret (she'd mentioned once that she missed the gardens of France), a vegetable patch for fresh produce, a small herb garden for potions ingredients.
And the back, the largest section—a flat, open field that he was painstakingly leveling and clearing.
A Quidditch pitch. For Harry.
He hadn't told anyone yet. It was his secret, his gift. A place where Harry could fly whenever he wanted, practice his skills, feel the wind in his hair. A place that was just for him.
This morning, he worked on the flowers. The sun was just beginning to rise, painting the sky in shades of pink and gold. He planted lavender first—Margaret's favorite, the scent calming and sweet. Then roses, their thorns catching his gloves as he worked. Then a row of something small and blue that the gardener at the shop had recommended.
His mind wandered as he worked. To Harry, alone in that house, waiting. To Margaret, sleeping upstairs, trusting him. To the hearing, two days away, and all the moves he'd made to ensure it went right.
Minerva. The private panel. The influences he'd cultivated at the Ministry.
He'd done everything a true Black would do—maneuvered, negotiated, leveraged. But he hadn't crossed the line. Hadn't used dark magic. That was his middle ground. His compromise with the family name.
Two more things. He'd admitted to himself that these were desperate moves. But he was desperate. Harry couldn't stay in that hellhole another day longer than necessary.
He worked until the sun was fully up, until his muscles ached and his hands were dirty and his mind was calm. Then he stood, surveyed his work, and headed inside.
---
The shower washed away the grime, but not the thoughts.
He stood under the hot water longer than necessary, letting it pound against his shoulders, trying to quiet the noise in his head. Two days. Forty-eight hours. He'd done everything he could. Now it was wait.
When he finally emerged, he dressed carefully. New clothes—he'd gotten rid of everything from his father, everything from his old life. These were his. Bought with his money, chosen to his taste. A soft grey jumper, dark trousers. Muggle clothes for a muggle father dropping his daughter to school. He looked in the mirror and saw someone he almost recognized.
Instead of heading to the kitchen, he went downstairs.
Third floor. Aurora's room.
He paused outside her door, listening. Quiet. She was still asleep. Good.
He eased the door open, slipped inside, and transformed.
Padfoot padded silently across the floor, his claws clicking softly on the wood. The bed was a mess of blankets and stuffed animals, with a small dark-haired lump in the center. He jumped.
Aurora woke with a shriek—but it was a happy shriek, the kind that meant she knew exactly who he was. She laughed, pushing at him as he licked her face.
"Padfoot! Stop! Your tongue is wet!"
He didn't stop. He licked her again, then grabbed the edge of the blanket in his teeth and pulled.
Aurora tumbled out of bed, giggling uncontrollably. She wrapped her arms around his furry neck, and he let her hug him, his tail wagging furiously.
"Did you come to wake me up? Today's my first day! I have to get ready!"
He licked her one more time, then transformed back, kneeling on the floor with her in his arms.
"I know, little star." His voice was rough with emotion. "I wanted to be the first to wish you good luck."
Aurora beamed. "You're silly."
"I'm your silly." He stood, scooping her up. "Now come on. Let's go find your mum."
He carried her down the hall, still in his bare feet, Aurora's arms wrapped around his neck. She chattered about school, about what she would wear, about whether the other kids would like her. He listened, asked questions, made appropriate sounds of amazement.
They were halfway down the stairs when a door opened behind them.
Margaret stood in the doorway of the master bedroom, wrapped in a silk robe, her hair loose and wild around her shoulders. She looked sleepy, confused—and utterly beautiful.
"What is all this noise?" she murmured. Then she saw them—Sirius carrying Aurora, both of them grinning, both of them covered in dog hair and morning light.
Her face softened.
"You two," she said, shaking her head. "It's not even seven."
"We're celebrating!" Aurora announced. "It's my first day!"
Margaret crossed to them, wrapping her arms around both. She smelled like sleep and lavender. Sirius closed his eyes for a moment, just breathing her in.
"Breakfast," Margaret decided. "Then getting dressed. Then school."
"School!" Aurora cheered.
They descended the stairs together, a tangle of arms and laughter.
---
Breakfast was chaos.
Kreacher had outdone himself—pastries and fruit and eggs and toast, enough to feed an army. Aurora ate with enthusiasm, getting jam on her face and demanding more. Margaret tried to maintain order, but kept getting distracted by Sirius's attempts to feed Aurora from his plate.
"Maman, will you come with me to school?"
"Of course, ma chérie."
"Will Sirius come?"
"I'll be there, little star. Right beside you."
Aurora nodded, satisfied. She turned back to her breakfast.
After breakfast, they got ready together. Margaret helped Aurora into her school uniform—a little dress in navy and white, with a matching cardigan. She brushed her daughter's hair into two neat braids, then stood back to admire her work.
"You look beautiful, ma chérie."
Aurora twirled, making her skirt flare out. "I know."
Sirius, leaning in the doorway, laughed. "Humble, too."
Margaret shot him a look. "She gets that from you."
"Absolutely." He crossed to them, kneeling in front of Aurora. "Now listen, little star. Today is going to be amazing. You're going to meet new friends, learn new things, have all kinds of adventures. But I need you to remember something."
Aurora looked at him seriously.
"No matter what happens today—no matter if you're scared or happy or sad or confused—we'll be here when you get home. We'll always be here. You understand?"
Aurora nodded slowly. Then she threw her arms around his neck.
"I love you, Sirius."
He held her tight, his eyes burning. "I love you too, little star. More than anything."
Margaret watched them, her hand pressed to her heart.
---
The drive to school was quiet.
Aurora sat in the back, looking out the window, her small face serious. Margaret reached over and took Sirius's hand on the gear shift.
"She'll be fine," she said quietly.
"I know." He squeezed her hand. "It's just—" He shook his head. "She's growing up."
"She is." Margaret smiled. "That's what they do."
Sirius glanced in the rearview mirror at his daughter—his daughter—and felt his heart swell.
When they arrived, Aurora took a deep breath, squared her little shoulders, and climbed out of the car. She looked up at the school—at the cheerful building, the playground, the other children arriving with their parents—and then back at Sirius and Margaret.
"Walk me in?" she asked.
They walked her in together, one on each side, holding her hands. At the classroom door, a kind-faced teacher greeted them and knelt to Aurora's level.
"You must be Aurora. We're so glad you're joining us."
Aurora looked at her parents. Margaret nodded. Sirius smiled.
She took a breath, let go of their hands, and walked into the classroom.
At the door, she turned back. Waved.
Sirius waved back, his vision blurry.
Then she disappeared into the room full of children, and the door closed behind her.
Margaret leaned against him, her head on his shoulder. They stood there for a long moment, not speaking, just breathing.
"She's going to be okay," Margaret whispered.
"I know." Sirius put his arm around her. "I know."
They walked back to the car together, hand in hand, ready to face whatever came next.
Chapter Text
Harry woke with a smile on his face.
For a moment, he just lay there, basking in the warmth of the feeling. Then the smile faltered. Something stirred in the pit of his stomach—a flutter of nerves, a twist of uncertainty. Two days. The hearing was in two days.
He pushed the thought away. Not yet. He wasn't ready to think about it yet.
He swung out of bed and headed for the shower. The water was hot, the soap smelled good—proper soap, not the cheap stuff the Dursleys bought. Everything was different now. The new clothes Sirius had bought him hung in his wardrobe, soft and clean and his. The food in his baskets was better than anything he'd eaten in this house. His life was changing.
He dressed carefully in a new t-shirt and jeans, then sat down to the breakfast Margaret had sent. Eggs, bacon, toast, orange juice—a proper meal, the kind he'd never had before this summer. He ate slowly, savoring it, trying not to think about the future.
The Prophet arrived as he was finishing.
Harry unfolded it on his desk, expecting the usual—some political story, maybe a mention of the upcoming Quidditch World Cup. The front page made him stop.
POTTER-BLACK: THE FRIENDSHIP THAT CHANGED HISTORY
Below the headline, a photograph took up half the page.
Sirius and James.
They were young—sixteen, maybe seventeen—standing on what looked like the Hogwarts grounds. Sirius had his arm slung around James's shoulders, both of them laughing at something off-camera. Their faces were alive with joy, with the easy confidence of youth, with the kind of friendship that didn't need words.
James's hair was as messy as Harry's own. His glasses were slightly askew. He was grinning, his whole face lit up, one hand raised mid-gesture as if he'd just said something brilliant.
Sirius was beautiful. There was no other word for it. Young and whole and unmarked by Azkaban, his grey eyes sparkling with mischief, his dark hair falling perfectly into place. He looked at James like James was the center of the universe.
They looked like the rest of the world didn't exist when they were together. And Harry knew—deep in his bones—that it was true. It had always been true.
Harry's eyes burned.
He read the article slowly, drinking in every word.
Sirius Black and James Potter met on the Hogwarts Express in 1971, two eleven-year-old boys who would go on to define an era. Their friendship was legendary—the stuff of school mythology. Together with fellow students Remus Lupin and Peter Pettigrew, they formed a group known to their classmates as the Marauders, infamous for their pranks, their mischief, and their unshakeable loyalty to one another.
"They were inseparable," recalls Hogwarts staff member Filius Flitwick. "Where one was, the other was never far behind. They had a way of communicating without words—a look, a gesture, and they'd be off on some adventure."
Their academic records were equally impressive. Despite—or perhaps because of—their reputation for rule-breaking, both boys excelled in their studies, earning Outstanding marks in multiple NEWTs while simultaneously training for Auror careers.
But their bond went deeper than shared classes and common rooms. When Black ran away from his family home at sixteen, it was the Potters who took him in. James's parents, Fleamont and Euphemia, welcomed the runaway boy into their home without hesitation, giving him the family he'd never had.
"The Potters were his family away from family," says Minerva McGonagall, who taught both boys at Hogwarts. "They gave him what his own blood could not—acceptance, love, a place to belong. And Sirius never forgot it. He loved them fiercely until the day they died."
When James and Lily married, Sirius stood at his side as best man. When James's only son was born, James named Sirius godfather—the highest honor he could bestow. It was a promise: if anything happened to James and Lily, Sirius would raise their son.
For twelve years, circumstances prevented that promise from being fulfilled. Sirius Black was wrongfully imprisoned, his godson left to grow up without him. But now, cleared of all charges and determined to honor his friend's memory, Black has filed for legal adoption of James Potter's child.
The hearing takes place in two days.
James Potter's son will finally have the family his father always wanted for him.
Harry set the paper down.
His hands were shaking.
The article never mentioned his name. Never printed his photograph. He was grateful for that—more grateful than he could say. But that wasn't what stuck in his head.
Sirius ran away from home at sixteen. Lived with the Potters.
Sirius had never told him that.
He thought about all the conversations they'd had, all the letters, all the moments when Sirius had shared pieces of himself. He'd talked about Hogwarts, about James, about the pranks and the adventures. But he'd never mentioned this. Never mentioned running away, never mentioned living with Harry's grandparents, never mentioned what his life had been like before the Potters.
How much didn't he know?
The thought settled in his chest, heavy and uncomfortable. He loved Sirius—loved him with everything he had. But sitting here, reading about his godfather's life in a newspaper, he realized how little he actually knew.
He knew Sirius had been in Azkaban. He knew Sirius had been James's best friend. He knew Sirius loved him. But the details—the shape of his life, the texture of his past—were a blank.
Harry stared at the photograph again. At James and Sirius, young and happy and completely unaware of what was coming. They looked so free.
The article stayed with him all morning.
He tried to do his homework, but the words kept blurring. He tried to write to Ron and Hermione, but couldn't focus. He just kept coming back to that photograph, to those laughing faces, to the gap between what he knew and what he didn't.
Why hadn't Sirius told him? Was it too painful? Did he think Harry wouldn't understand? Or was it simply that Harry had never asked?
That last thought stung. He'd never asked. In all their conversations, all their letters, he'd never thought to ask about Sirius's past. He'd been so focused on his own life, his own problems, his own desperate need for a family—he'd never stopped to think that Sirius might need to talk about his.
He was still staring at the paper when an owl tapped at his window.
Hedwig. She carried two letters—one from Ron, one from Hermione. He opened Ron's first.
Harry,
Mum's going mental about the adoption. She keeps saying "that poor boy finally getting a proper home" and crying into her cooking. It's a bit much, honestly. But she's happy for you. We all are.
Two days, mate. Can you believe it?
Ron
P.S. Dad wants to know if Sirius needs any help with anything. He says to tell him the Weasleys are behind him.
Hermione's was longer, as always.
Harry,
I've been reading everything I can about guardianship hearings. Did you know that the Wizengamot hasn't overturned a denial of guardianship in over fifty years? Not that it matters—your case is completely different. You're not challenging a denial, you're applying for a new arrangement.
I'm rambling. I'm nervous for you. Two days.
Whatever happens, Harry, you have friends here. We'll be thinking of you.
Love,
Hermione
Harry smiled despite himself. His friends. They were always there.
But the weight in his chest didn't lift.
He looked at the photograph again. At James. At Sirius.
Two days, he thought. Two days until everything changes.
He hoped he was ready.
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The corridors of Hogwarts were quiet in the late afternoon.
Minerva McGonagall walked with purpose, her heels clicking against the stone floor in a steady rhythm that spoke of decades of familiarity. She knew every corridor, every portrait, every secret passage in this castle. It was more home to her than any place on earth.
Today, however, the familiar halls felt charged with something else. Tension. Anticipation. The weight of what was to come.
She carried a leather folio stuffed with papers—budget proposals for the coming year, requests from various departments, the endless administrative work that kept Hogwarts running. It was routine. Ordinary. The kind of task she'd done a hundred times before.
But she knew, with the certainty of someone who had known Albus Dumbledore for decades, that this meeting was about more than budgets.
The gargoyle guarding the headmaster's office sprang aside at her approach. No password needed. After all these years, the stone recognized her loyalty, her authority, her place in this castle.
She climbed the spiral staircase and entered.
Albus Dumbledore sat behind his desk, half-moon spectacles perched on his nose, a stack of papers before him. He looked up as she entered, and something flickered in those ancient blue eyes—sadness, perhaps. Or resignation.
"Ah, Minerva." His voice was warm, as always. "Good of you to join me. I must admit, I wondered if you could bear to be in the same room with me anymore."
Minerva's expression didn't change. She crossed to the desk, set down the folio, and met his eyes steadily.
"I don't play games, Albus. You know that. I do my duty."
Dumbledore's lips curved slightly. "Is that what you think you're doing?"
"I know what I'm doing." She tapped the folio. "The budgets. Department requests. Everything is in order, as always. But I suspect you didn't call me here to discuss parchment counts and potions ingredients."
Dumbledore's eyes twinkled—that familiar, infuriating twinkle that meant he was pleased with her perception. "You always did see through me, Minerva."
"Yes." Her voice was flat. "I do. So let's dispense with the pleasantries. Why am I here?"
Dumbledore leaned back in his chair, studying her. "You gave an interview to the Prophet."
Minerva said nothing.
"Rather vocal in your support of Sirius Black." Dumbledore's voice was mild, conversational. "After years of decrying that paper's bias, I must admit I was surprised to see you feature so prominently."
Minerva's chin lifted. "I said what I believed. I don't lie, Albus. Not for you, not for anyone."
"And you believe in Sirius Black so strongly that you'll do whatever he asks?"
Silence.
Dumbledore leaned forward, his expression shifting. "Come now, Minerva. I know Sirius paid for that interview. I know he arranged it. You didn't go to the Prophet because you suddenly decided they were trustworthy. You went because he asked."
Minerva's jaw tightened. For a long moment, she said nothing. Then, slowly, she met his eyes.
"If you know that, Albus, then why are you being so difficult?"
Dumbledore's eyebrows rose. "Difficult? I'm trying to protect a child."
"Protect him?" Minerva's voice sharpened. "By keeping him in a house where he's treated like a servant? By denying him the only family who actually wants him?"
"The blood wards—"
"I know about the blood wards." Minerva cut him off. "I've always known. Lily's sacrifice, Petunia's connection, the protection that keeps Harry safe. Do you think I'm ignorant of that?"
Dumbledore was silent.
"But safety isn't the same as living, Albus." Minerva's voice softened, just slightly. "What good is protection if the child is miserable? What good is safety if he has no love?"
Dumbledore rose from his chair, moving to the window. He stood with his back to her, looking out at the grounds.
"You think I don't know what he's endured?" His voice was quiet. "You think I'm unaware of the Dursleys' treatment?"
"I think you chose to ignore it." Minerva's voice was steady. "I think you decided that his physical safety outweighed his emotional well-being. And I think you were wrong."
Dumbledore turned. His face was unreadable, but something in his eyes flickered.
"Minerva, you know what's coming. You know the danger Harry faces. The blood wards are the only thing that can protect him from—"
"I know." Minerva's voice cracked, just slightly. "I know what's coming. I know he might not survive it."
The words hung in the air between them.
Dumbledore's expression shifted. Pain. Recognition. Something that looked almost like guilt.
Minerva took a breath, steadying herself. "I'm not blind, Albus. I've been watching that boy for three years. I've seen the darkness gathering. I've felt it, the way we all have." She pressed her lips together. "I know he has dangers in his life that none of us can fully protect him from."
She paused, composing herself.
"But I also know that he needs love. He needs a home. He needs people who will hold him and tell him he matters, not just keep him alive for the next battle."
Dumbledore was very still.
"I grew up in a house like the Dursleys', Albus." Minerva's voice was quiet now. "Cold. Cruel. Full of rules and punishments and never enough warmth. I know what that does to a child. I know the scars it leaves."
She looked at him, her eyes bright.
"And so do you."
Dumbledore flinched. Just barely. But Minerva saw it.
"Both of us come from unhappy homes," she continued. "Both of us know what war does to families. To children. You didn't trust me enough to include me in the plans for the Potters, and I understand why. I've accepted that."
She stepped closer.
"But I understand something else, Albus. If Lily and James—brave, fierce, brilliant James and Lily—decided to go into hiding in the middle of a war, it wasn't a small decision. It wasn't casual. They knew the risks, and they made their choice."
Dumbledore closed his eyes.
"Harry deserves a home." Minerva's voice was firm now. "He deserves love. He deserves to know what it feels like to be wanted, not just protected. And Sirius—" She paused. "Sirius can give him that. He's already given him more than you know."
Silence stretched between them.
Minerva straightened her robes, gathering herself.
"I understand if you want to fight this, Albus. I understand that you believe you're doing what's right. But I will stand with Sirius. I will go to that hearing and speak for Harry. I will tell them that he deserves a family, a home, a chance at happiness."
She moved toward the door.
"If you want to stop me, you'll have to face me in court."
She walked out without looking back.
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Dumbledore stood alone in his office, staring at the closed door.
The fire crackled. Fawkes made a soft, mournful sound from his perch. The portraits on the walls watched in silence.
He thought of Minerva's words. Both of us know what war does to families. To children.
He thought of his own childhood. His own losses. His own regrets.
He thought of Harry, alone in that house, waiting for someone to come for him.
And he thought of Sirius—reckless, passionate, broken Sirius—who had somehow found his way to love again.
Dumbledore sat down heavily in his chair and stared into the flames.
He did not know, for the first time in a long time, what the right answer was.
But he knew, with a certainty that settled deep in his bones, that Minerva would not be swayed.
And neither, he suspected, would Sirius.
The hearing was two days away.
He would have to decide where he stood.
Chapter Text
The fire in Sirius's study had burned low.
He sat in his father's old chair—no, his chair now—staring at the same page of the Prophet for what felt like hours. The photograph of himself and James smiled back at him, frozen in time, forever young, forever laughing.
He'd arranged this. Paid for it. Made sure every word painted him in a sympathetic light, made sure the public would see him as the wronged friend fighting to honor his promise. Flitwick had helped. Minerva had agreed. It had been almost too easy.
But the guilt sat in his stomach like a stone.
Manipulation. That's what this was. Pure, cold-blooded manipulation. He'd used his friendship with James, used the public's sentiment, used every tool at his disposal to tilt the scales in his favor. It was exactly the kind of thing his mother would have done.
I'm becoming them.
He shook his head, trying to dislodge the thought. He hadn't hurt anyone. He hadn't lied—everything in the article was true. He'd just... presented it in a certain way. Shaped the narrative. Made people see what he wanted them to see.
That was what Blacks did. They maneuvered. They manipulated. They got what they wanted.
But he was doing it for Harry. For Harry, who was family from the day he was born—even before that, really, from the moment James had clapped him on the shoulder and said "You'll be the godfather, obviously." For Harry, who deserved a home, a family, a life.
For Harry, I'd do anything.
He looked up at the ceiling, as if he could see through the floors and walls to the sky beyond.
"I'm sorry, James." His voice was rough, barely a whisper. "I'm sorry for using you like this. For dragging your memory into my schemes." He paused, swallowed. "Forgive me, Lily, if you can. I'm not proud of myself. But I'll do anything—anything—to bring your son home."
The room was silent. No answer came. He hadn't expected one.
He was still sitting there, lost in thought, when an owl tapped at the window.
Sirius crossed to open it, taking the letter from the tawny bird's leg. He recognized the handwriting immediately—Minerva's sharp, precise script.
He unfolded it and read.
Sirius,
I've arranged a meeting with Albus tomorrow at 11. I believe this can be settled with a conversation—a chance for all parties to speak openly and find common ground. He's not unreasonable, despite what you may think. Please come prepared to discuss terms.
Minerva
Sirius stared at the letter. A meeting. A conversation. Terms.
His first instinct was to refuse. His last conversation with Dumbledore still burned—the manipulation, the bargaining, the cold calculation behind those twinkling eyes. He didn't trust the old man. Didn't believe for a moment that this meeting would be anything but another attempt to get his way.
But Minerva had arranged it. Minerva, who had stood by him, fought for him, believed in him. If she thought this was worth trying, he owed her the chance.
He pulled out parchment and quill and began to write.
Minerva,
I'll come. For you, I'll come.
But I won't walk in there unprepared. Margaret will come with me—as my wife and my legal counsel. And Harry will be there too. I won't make decisions about his future without him present, without his voice being heard.
If Dumbledore wants to talk, we'll talk. But Harry will be part of that conversation.
Let me know the details. We'll be there.
Sirius
He sealed it and sent the owl on its way.
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Privet Drive
Harry lay on his bed, staring at the ceiling.
The days were passing so slowly. Each hour felt like a year, each minute an eternity. He'd tried to do homework—really tried—but his mind kept drifting to the hearing, to Sirius, to the future that hung in the balance.
He thought about Sirius, about how quiet he'd gone during his own trial. Now Harry understood why. The waiting, the uncertainty, the constant churn of worst-case scenarios—it was exhausting. Consuming.
But Sirius was still fighting. Still working. Leaving no stone unturned.
Harry missed him. The letters were good—they were everything—but they weren't the same as being with him. Sirius had a way of filling a room, of making everything feel lighter, of turning even the most stressful moments into something bearable. His energy, his warmth, his stupid jokes—Harry craved them.
A tap at the window.
Harry scrambled up, nearly tripping over his own feet. An owl—not Hedwig, but a handsome barn owl—perched on the sill, a letter tied to its leg.
He took it, offered the owl a bit of biscuit, and tore it open.
Harry,
How's my only godson? Still terrorizing the Dursleys, I hope. Margaret says I shouldn't encourage you, but Margaret's not here, so: cause some chaos for me.
I won't lie—things are complicated. The hearing is close, and I'm doing everything I can to make sure it goes right. But something's come up. Dumbledore wants to meet. Tomorrow, at 11, in Hogwarts. Minerva arranged it—she thinks we might be able to work something out without a big public fight.
I want you there. This is about your future, and you should have a say in it. But I won't force you. If you'd rather not come, if it's too much, just say so. I'll handle it.
Margaret thinks I shouldn't visit you right now—something about the court seeing it as me trying to influence a minor. Can you believe that? As if you were ever influenceable. You're the most stubborn person I know, after me.
Let me know. Minerva will come get you tomorrow if you say yes.
All my love,
Sirius
P.S. — I told Margaret you're already incorrigible, so a few more visits won't make a difference. She did not appreciate that.
Harry laughed out loud.
The sound surprised him. But Sirius's voice came through so clearly in the letter, that mix of warmth and mischief and complete disregard for rules, that he couldn't help it.
He read the letter again, slower this time.
Sirius wanted him there. Wanted his opinion. Wanted him to be part of the conversation, not just an object to be discussed.
It touched something deep in Harry's chest. Something that had been cold for a long time.
He grabbed his quill and parchment.
Sirius,
Incorrigible? I learned from the best.
Yes. Yes, I want to come. I don't know what this meeting is about, but I trust you. If you think I should be there, I'll be there.
Also, tell Mrs. Black I'm very influenceable. I just choose not to be.
See you tomorrow.
Love,
Harry
He sealed it and gave it to the owl, watching it fly away into the darkening sky.
Then he sat back on his bed, a contented smile on his face.
Sirius would take care of him. Sirius would handle it. Whatever happened tomorrow, whatever Dumbledore wanted, Sirius would be there.
And Harry would be there too.
Chapter Text
Harry had been ready since nine.
He'd showered, dressed in his new clothes—the ones Sirius had bought him, soft and clean and actually his—and eaten breakfast without tasting it. Now he sat on his bed, staring at the clock, watching the minutes crawl toward eleven.
What did one wear to meet their professor? What did one say? How did one act?
He'd never had a teacher visit him before. Teachers didn't visit students. Especially not students like him, in houses like this. The very idea was absurd.
And yet, at eleven o'clock sharp, Professor McGonagall would be standing on the Dursleys' doorstep. For him.
Harry's stomach churned.
He thought about the last time a professor had come to this house. Hagrid, on his eleventh birthday, knocking down the door and turning Dudley into a pig. That had been chaos. This would be... different. McGonagall wasn't the type for chaos.
She was the type for stern looks and sharp words and making you feel like you'd let her down even when you hadn't done anything wrong.
Harry swallowed. Checked the clock again. 10:55.
Five minutes.
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The doorbell rang at exactly eleven.
Harry heard it from his room—a sharp, precise sound that seemed to cut through the usual silence of the house. He heard footsteps in the hall. Aunt Petunia's voice, sharp and suspicious. Then the front door opening.
He crept to the top of the stairs, staying hidden, and looked down.
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Professor McGonagall stood on the doorstep, dressed in Muggle clothes that somehow still looked severe—a long dark skirt, a high-necked blouse, sensible shoes. Her hair was pulled back in its usual tight bun. Her glasses glinted in the morning light. She looked utterly out of place on Privet Drive, and completely unconcerned by that fact.
Petunia stood in the doorway, her thin frame blocking the entrance. Her face was pale, her lips pressed into a thin line. She looked like she'd swallowed something sour.
For a long moment, the two women simply looked at each other. Petunia, uncomfortable but refusing to back down. McGonagall, severe and unmovable.
"So," Petunia said finally, her voice dripping with venom, "this time it's you. My house has become a circus, with all you freaks arriving one after another."
McGonagall's expression didn't change. Not a flicker. "It's good to see you after so many years, Mrs. Dursley. I see you haven't changed at all." A pause. "Still as shallow as ever."
Petunia's face flushed. "You will not speak to me like that in my own house."
"Forgive me." McGonagall's voice was ice. "But I believe it's what you deserve."
Petunia's hands clenched at her sides. Something flickered in her eyes—anger, yes, but also something else. Something that looked almost like hurt.
"So here you are." Petunia's voice shook slightly. "One more person riding in on their high horse to give me another lecture about what I should have done. About how everything is my fault."
McGonagall said nothing. Just stood there, waiting.
"If you all think so highly of the freak and her freak son," Petunia spat, "why didn't any of you take him after she died? I didn't ask for this. Never once. The boy is unwanted here."
"You know very well why he's here." McGonagall's voice was calm, measured. "The only way to protect him was for him to stay with you."
"I had no responsibility toward his protection." Petunia's voice rose. "None."
"No." McGonagall agreed. "You didn't. But it happened anyway. Your sister died—tragically, violently—along with her husband. They left behind a child. A baby. A boy with no living blood relatives to take him in and a death warrant on his head."
Petunia's eyes glistened. Her jaw worked, but no sound came out.
"I understand that you and Lily had your differences." McGonagall's voice softened, just slightly. "Given other circumstances, I might have been more... understanding of your position. But now?" She shook her head. "Not in the least."
She stepped forward, just one step, and Petunia flinched.
"You make yourself the victim, Mrs. Dursley. You paint your sister as the villain. But you're the same. You grew up in a house where your parents loved Lily more than they loved you. That wasn't your fault. But what you did with that—" McGonagall's eyes hardened. "You could have changed it. When your nephew arrived on your doorstep, you could have been an aunt to him. If not a mother, at least an aunt."
Petunia's face crumpled.
"You could have changed the history of your family. You could have been the person who made a difference. But you chose not to." McGonagall's voice was quiet now, but no less sharp. "So yes. I think you deserve every bit of the hate they give you."
Petunia was crying now. Silent tears streaming down her face.
"Because if things had been different—" McGonagall paused. "if you and Vernon had died and left Dudley behind—believe me, Lily would have loved him like a son. And James would have too. They would have given him a home, a family, a life full of love. They would never have made him feel unwanted."
Petunia made a sound—something between a sob and a gasp.
McGonagall's voice softened, just a fraction. "You've been horrible to that boy, Petunia. To your own nephew. But it's not too late."
Petunia looked up, her eyes red, her face wet.
"If they ask you for something—anything—give it to them. You can still redeem yourself."
Petunia stared at her for a long moment. Then, without a word, she turned and came face fo face with Harry.
Harry stood frozen at the top of the stairs.
He'd heard everything. Every word. He couldn't have moved if he'd tried.
His mother's sister. This thin, bitter woman who had made his life miserable for thirteen years. She was crying. Because of him. Because of Lily. Because of everything.
And for the first time, Harry saw her not as Aunt Petunia, the enemy, but as a person. A broken, bitter, unhappy person who had let her pain turn her into something cruel.
He felt tears on his own face.
They looked at each other—Harry at the top of the stairs, Petunia at the bottom. Lily's son and Lily's sister. Green eyes and blue. So different, and yet connected by blood and history and the ghost of a woman they'd both loved and lost.
Petunia's face worked. Her mouth opened, closed, opened again. For a moment—just a moment—Harry saw something in her eyes that he'd never seen before. Not hatred. Not contempt. Something sad. Something almost like grief.
Then it was gone. She turned away and disappeared into the kitchen.
Harry stood there, frozen, until a voice from below broke the spell.
"Good morning, Mr. Potter."
He looked at her. Severe. Unmoving. As if she hadn't just reduced his aunt to tears with the force of her words.
"Good morning, Professor," Harry managed.
They looked at each other for a long moment. Neither acknowledged what had just happened. It hung between them, unspoken, but present.
Then McGonagall straightened. "We should leave. We'll be late."
Harry nodded. He walked down the stairs, past the kitchen where Petunia had disappeared, and joined his professor at the door.
They stepped outside together.
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The walk to the Apparition point was quiet.
Harry's mind was still spinning from what he'd witnessed. McGonagall walked beside him, her heels clicking against the pavement, her presence somehow both intimidating and comforting.
At the edge of the lane, where no Muggles could see, she held out her arm.
"Side-along Apparition, Mr. Potter. It will be uncomfortable, but brief. Take my arm."
Harry obeyed. The world squeezed, twisted, and then they were standing in Hogsmeade.
The village was quiet—mid-morning on a weekday, not many tourists. The familiar shops lined the street, and in the distance, Harry could see the castle rising against the sky.
Hogwarts. Home.
McGonagall began walking toward the school, and Harry fell into step beside her.
"Mr. Potter," she said after a moment, "I want you to know that whatever happens today, you have my full support. I will speak for you, stand with you, and do everything in my power to ensure that your wishes are respected."
Harry's throat tightened. "Thank you, Professor."
She glanced at him—a rare, almost gentle look. "You've grown, Harry. In ways that have nothing to do with height. Sirius would be proud of you."
Harry blinked rapidly. "He already said he is."
"Good." McGonagall's lips twitched. "He should be."
They walked in comfortable silence toward the castle, toward whatever waited.
Chapter 59
Summary:
This is what I have been building upto for sometime now. Let me know, how it lands.
Chapter Text
The gates of Hogwarts loomed before them, wrought iron and ancient magic.
Harry walked beside Professor McGonagall, his feet moving automatically, his eyes fixed on the castle ahead. It rose against the sky like something from a dream—towers and turrets, windows glittering in the afternoon sun. Home. It felt like home, even after all these months away.
McGonagall walked with purpose, her heels clicking against the stone path, her back straight as always. Harry followed a step behind, feeling like a first-year again, small and uncertain in the shadow of this place.
Then he saw her.
Margaret stood near the entrance, dressed in simple but elegant robes, her dark hair caught back from her face. She spotted him and smiled—warm, genuine, the smile she reserved just for him.
Harry opened his mouth to return the greeting—
And was tackled to the ground.
A massive black dog barreled into him, sending him sprawling across the grass. A wet tongue attacked his face, his ears, his hair, everywhere. Harry shrieked with laughter, trying to push the dog away, but Padfoot was relentless.
"Padfoot! Stop! Please!" Harry gasped between giggles.
Padfoot paused, looking down at him with doggy triumph, tongue lolling. Then he licked Harry's nose one more time for good measure.
Harry lay on the grass, breathless, smiling so wide his cheeks hurt.
Padfoot transformed.
Sirius stood over him, grinning, hand extended. "Miss me?"
Harry took the hand and let himself be pulled to his feet. Then he was wrapped in a hug so tight it squeezed the air from his lungs.
"Good to see Padfoot after so long," Harry managed.
Sirius pulled back, mock offense on his face. "And what about the old godfather? Is he unwanted now?"
Harry laughed. "No. He's not."
Sirius beamed. He stepped back, looking Harry over from head to toe—checking, assessing, making sure he was real and whole. Harry let him, warmth spreading through his chest.
Harry returned the look. Sirius was dressed well, as always—dark robes that fit him perfectly, his hair slightly tousled, that familiar smile on his face. He looked like he belonged here, in a way Harry never quite managed.
Sirius turned to McGonagall, who had been watching the reunion with an expression that might have been amusement. "Minerva. Thank you for bringing him."
McGonagall inclined her head. "It was my pleasure, Sirius."
Margaret stepped forward, and Harry straightened instinctively. She did that deep curtsy she'd given him at the Dursleys. Harry was red in the face.
"Mr. Potter." Her voice was warm. "How are you? I hope you're not too nervous."
Harry opened his mouth to reply, but Sirius was already there, sliding an arm around Margaret's waist and pulling her close. She went willingly, naturally, like she belonged there.
"Professor," Sirius said, "allow me to introduce Lady Black properly. Margaret Rose of the House of Clermont."
Margaret smiled and executed a bow but something smaller, different. Harry filed that away for later.
"Glad to make your acquaintance, Professor. I've heard so much about you."
McGonagall's lips twitched. "Good to meet you as well. I'm sure Sirius's stories were... colorful."
Margaret laughed. "I can't tell how much of it is real, but they were certainly wild."
"He has a talent for that," McGonagall agreed.
Sirius clutched his chest dramatically. "Oh, Minnie. You wound me with your rejection and then your words."
Harry's brain short-circuited.
Minnie? He called Professor McGonagall Minnie?
He waited for the explosion. Waited for McGonagall's famous temper, the one that could reduce students to tears with a single look. Waited for the sharp words, the cutting glare, the hundred points from Gryffindor.
Instead, McGonagall smiled.
Harry stared.
This was the same woman who had just reduced Aunt Petunia to tears. The same woman who terrified half the student population.
And she was smiling at Sirius calling her Minnie.
Harry's teenage brain couldn't process it.
The adults, oblivious to his crisis, continued their conversation. McGonagall offered congratulations on the marriage, asked a few polite questions, then glanced toward the castle.
"We should go," she said. "Albus is waiting."
She turned and walked ahead, her robes billowing slightly.
Sirius and Margaret turned to Harry—and found him staring, mouth slightly open, expression somewhere between horror and confusion.
Sirius's brow furrowed. He cupped Harry's face gently, turning it toward him. "Harry? You alright?"
Harry blinked. "I—what?"
"Listen." Sirius's voice was serious now. "This isn't going to be easy, and if you don't want to be here, you don't have to be. We can find another way. You don't have to do this."
Harry shook himself. "No. I'm fine. I just—I was lost in thought." He smiled, hoping it looked real. "I'm alright, Sirius. I want to be here."
Sirius studied him for a moment, still concerned, but nodded.
He was still holding Margaret's hand, Harry noticed. Casually, naturally, like it was the most normal thing in the world.
"Harry," Sirius said, "I know you've met Margaret, but I'd like to introduce you properly."
Margaret smiled. "You don't have to."
"I want to." Sirius's voice was soft. He turned to Harry. "Margaret, this is Harry. The winner of my favorite godchild competition."
Harry rolled his eyes but he was smiling. "Who was I competing against?"
"Yourself."
Harry laughed despite himself. So did Margaret. So did Sirius.
Then Sirius turned to Harry, his expression warm. "Harry, this is Margaret. My lawyer, who I've decided to marry—you see, I can't stay out of trouble."
Margaret shook her head. "Charming."
"Always."
They laughed together, the three of them, standing on the grounds of Hogwarts like a real family. Harry felt something loosen in his chest. All the nervousness, all the fear—it drained away, replaced by something warm and bright.
Sirius slid an arm around Harry's shoulders, pulling him close. On his other side, Margaret walked beside them, close enough that her sleeve brushed Harry's arm. They moved toward the castle together, a unit.
Harry wished, with all his heart, that this could be real forever.
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McGonagall waited at the base of the spiral staircase.
Harry noticed the small things now—the way she inclined her head slightly as they approached, the flicker of warmth in her eyes when she looked at Sirius. The way Sirius helped her onto the moving stairs, his hand steadying her elbow. She accepted it naturally, like it was nothing.
Sirius did the same for Margaret, and then they were all ascending, rising through the levels toward the headmaster's office.
The door swung open, and they stepped inside.
Harry felt it immediately. The shift in the air. The tension that thickened like fog.
Dumbledore sat behind his desk, half-moon spectacles glinting, hands folded before him. He looked exactly as Harry remembered—kindly, grandfatherly, utterly unreadable. But there was something in his eyes today that Harry had never seen before. Something guarded. Something... sad.
Sirius moved first.
He pulled out chairs for Margaret and Minerva with the same automatic gallantry Harry had seen a dozen times. They sat. Then he took his own seat, positioning himself so that he and Margaret were side by side, a united front.
Harry looked at the arrangement. Sirius and Margaret on one side, like a family. Dumbledore on the other, alone behind his desk. Minerva between them, slightly apart—a mediator, perhaps. Or a witness.
And Harry himself, seated opposite Minerva, directly between Sirius and Dumbledore. The prize they were fighting over. The prey.
The room was thick with silence.
Sirius and Dumbledore looked at each other. Not speaking. Just... looking. Grey eyes met blue, and something passed between them—years of history, of trust, of betrayal. Of love and loss and everything in between.
No one moved. No one spoke.
The tension pressed down like a physical weight.
Harry held his breath and waited.
Dumbledore spoke first, his voice cutting through the silence like a blade.
"I would like to state my position clearly, for everyone present." He looked around the room, his gaze touching each of them in turn. "Harry should not be here. This is a decision for adults to make."
The words hit Harry like a physical blow.
Should not be here. Rejected. Dismissed. Before anything had even begun.
He stared at his hands, not daring to look up. Not at Sirius, not at Margaret, not at McGonagall. Certainly not at Dumbledore. His face burned. His chest tightened.
Then Sirius spoke, and Harry's head snapped up.
"And I would like to put mine that Harry will be here. Harry's life will be decided by the choices he makes himself."
Sirius wasn't looking at Harry. His grey eyes were locked on Dumbledore, a challenge burning in them. But Harry felt the words like a shield wrapping around him.
Dumbledore's expression didn't change. "I see you've come prepared for war, Sirius."
"As I recall from our last conversation," Sirius replied evenly, "you left me no choice."
"I recall giving you a choice."
"Then I've decided not to take it."
Silence stretched between them. The fire crackled. Fawkes stirred on his perch. No one else moved.
Dumbledore spoke again, his voice softer now. "You've prepared for a full-scale attack on me. I must have left you very little room to maneuver."
Sirius's eyes narrowed. "I have no idea what you're insinuating."
"Really, Sirius." Dumbledore's voice held a note of something—amusement, perhaps, or admiration. "You can't lie to me. I know exactly what you've been doing to secure this guardianship. I must thank you for the compliment—if you think you need to go to such lengths to fight me."
Sirius was still. Calm. But something flickered in his eyes.
Harry's mind raced. What had Sirius been doing? He knew Sirius was working—Margaret had said as much, the letters had hinted at it—but what exactly? What lengths? What did Dumbledore know?
He glanced at Margaret. She was motionless, her face unreadable. McGonagall sat equally still, her eyes fixed on some point in the middle distance. Were they as uncomfortable as he was? Or was this normal for them—this kind of tension, this kind of war?
He didn't know. He didn't know anything.
Dumbledore leaned forward. "Let me state my position again, clearly and simply. Harry must remain with his aunt. This is essential. It must happen."
His eyes found Harry's—the first time he'd looked directly at him since they'd entered.
"Harry, my boy." His voice was gentle now. Kindly. The voice Harry remembered from so many moments—the welcoming feast, the hospital wing, the quiet talks in this very office. "You understand, don't you? Taking you from that house—it causes trouble for everyone. Most of all, for your own safety."
Harry's heart clenched.
"You can visit Sirius," Dumbledore continued. "As often as you like. And Sirius can visit you. That would be good, wouldn't it, Harry? We don't have to go through all of this—the hearings, the legal battles, the uncertainty. Your safety will be ensured. Your mother's sacrifice will be respected."
He paused, letting the words sink in.
"Won't you like that?"
Harry's mouth opened. Closed. He didn't know what to say.
His mother's sacrifice. Lily dying to save him. If he agreed, he'd be honoring that. If he fought, he'd be spitting on her memory.
Wouldn't he?
He felt himself nodding. Felt the word yes forming on his lips—
"No."
Sirius's voice cut through like a blade.
"Professor, Harry will not be staying at his aunt's." He was on his feet now, his voice rising. "I agreed to this meeting so we could talk, not so you could guilt my godson into submission. Naming Lily changes nothing."
Dumbledore spoke loudly too. "Sirius, why can't you understand? This is for the best."
"Whose best?" Sirius's voice cracked with emotion. "Your plans of greater good? Because I don't see how this does any good for Harry."
"His safety is his share of the good." Dumbledore's voice was firm but there was an edge to it. "I don't understand why you're being so difficult. You've always been—"
"Difficult?" Sirius laughed—a harsh, broken sound. "Is that what you want to call it? Is that all this is about?"
"Sirius, you know that's not what I—"
"Oh, I think it is." Sirius's voice dropped, but it was more dangerous for it. "It's the same thing, isn't it? Me being a Black. It always comes back to that."
Dumbledore was silent. Everyone was silent.
Harry's heart pounded. He looked between Dumbledore & Sirius.
Sirius spoke, his voice so loud, the entire office echoed it. "How many times do I have to prove my loyalty to you, Professor? How many times?" His voice cracked. "I left my family. I walked away from them at sixteen. I fought in a war. I lost everything. I went to Azkaban for you. And still—still—I don't have your trust. I'm still just a Black to you."
Dumbledore's face went pale. When he spoke, his voice was higher than Harry had ever heard it—shaking with emotion, with anger, with something that might have been grief.
"You think I doubted your loyalty?" He stood, his full height impressive, his eyes blazing. "I fought the entire school board to keep you from being expelled after the Prank. When you ran away from home, I moved heaven and earth to ensure the Blacks couldn't touch you, couldn't drag you back. I watched you suffer, watched you struggle, watched you become the man you are—and you think I.."
His voice cracked.
"How can you think I have no faith in you, Sirius?"
The room was silent.
Harry looked at McGonagall. Her eyes were bright, wet. He looked at Margaret—still composed, but her hand was white-knuckled on the arm of her chair. He looked at Sirius and Dumbledore, frozen in place, years of pain hanging between them.
His own eyes were wet. He didn't know when that had happened.
Sirius stood frozen, his chest heaving.
When he spoke again, his voice was quieter. Softer. "Then why won't you help me?" He spread his hands. "Come on, Professor. I'm still the same. You have my loyalty. I'm asking for yours."
The words hung in the air, heavy with years of history.
Dumbledore's eyes glistened behind his spectacles.
Minerva spoke for the first time, her voice cutting through the tension. "Enough. Both of you."
She rose, positioning herself between them like the mediator she'd become.
"Sirius, you have to give Albus space and listen to him." She turned to Dumbledore. "Albus, we've had this discussion. We're here for common ground, not another fight."
She looked at each of them in turn. "Sit down."
They sat.
Harry noticed Margaret's hand find Sirius's under the table. Saw the tension in his shoulders ease, just slightly.
Minerva turned to Harry. "Harry, I think you know about the wards at your aunt's house. The blood protection from your mother."
Harry nodded, not trusting his voice.
Minerva looked at Dumbledore. "Albus, you know that no one here is against you. No one. They want your help. Sirius most of all." She paused. "Can you help us find a way?"
Dumbledore was quiet for a long moment. When he spoke, his voice was heavy.
"Harry cannot change his home. His home remains with Petunia at Privet Drive." He held up a hand as Sirius started to speak. "But he can be under someone's care."
Sirius frowned. "What do you mean?"
Minerva took over. "What Albus means is that you don't have to apply for full legal custody of Harry. You can take responsibility for looking after him."
Sirius's brow furrowed. "I don't—"
Margaret spoke for the first time, her voice clear and professional. "A magical guardianship."
Harry couldn't hold back. "What?"
All eyes turned to him.
Margaret explained, her voice patient. "Many Muggle-born children have a magical guardian. Their Muggle parents can't fully understand or participate in the magical world, so they appoint a witch or wizard to take over that responsibility. The guardian doesn't become a parent in the legal sense, but they're responsible for everything else—schooling, magical education, wellbeing in our world."
Harry looked around the room, trying to read their faces.
Sirius leaned forward. "Professor, you'll need to explain this fully. Truthfully."
Harry nodded silently. He felt the same.
Minerva spoke. "Sirius, Petunia is Harry's legal guardian as his blood relative. But she's Muggle. You would become his magical guardian."
Dumbledore added, "Harry's home would remain Privet Drive. His official address for school and correspondence would still be Petunia's. It would not change his primary residence."
"But Harry could live with me?" Sirius asked.
"Yes." Minerva nodded. "He would live with you, under your care. But his legal home—the place magic recognizes as his residence—would remain with his aunt."
Dumbledore continued. "Harry would need to leave his belongings at Privet Drive. His aunt would keep his room as it is, maintain it as his space. He would still write that address as his home."
Sirius shook his head. "I still don't understand."
Minerva leaned forward. "Sirius, Petunia wouldn't be removing Harry from that house. She'd simply be placing him under your guidance—like a governess, in old terms. Harry would still have a room there, still have his things there, still be able to say that's his home. He would just... live with you."
Minerva continued, "It's like Harry is still part of that household, part of that family—he's just living under your care for his magical education and upbringing."
Silence.
Harry's mind churned. He didn't understand. The more he thought about it, the more confused he became.
Silence fell as everyone processed.
Harry's mind churned. He'd still be connected to Privet Drive. Still have a room there. Still have to call it home.
But he'd live with Sirius.
Dumbledore spoke again. "Magic understands intent, Sirius. If you take full legal guardianship, you remove Harry from that house completely. His relationship with his aunt would sever entirely. The magical wards would collapse." He paused. "But if you become his magical guardian while maintaining his connection to that house—his space, his belongings, his acknowledgment of it as home—the magic will recognize it."
Margaret's voice cut in. "For that to work, Harry's aunt would need to consent."
Dumbledore nodded. "Yes. She would have to agree."
Harry's mind flashed back to that morning. McGonagall's words to Petunia. If they ask you for something, give it to them. You can still redeem yourself.
He looked at Minerva. She met his gaze and nodded, just slightly.
She'd planned this. She'd planted the seed.
Dumbledore continued. "Harry, you would continue to write Privet Drive as your home. Your aunt would remain your legal guardian on paper. You would leave a significant portion of your belongings there."
Minerva added, "I'm sure Sirius has no problem buying you new things, Harry. And he could certainly compensate Petunia for maintaining your room. I would also ensure that all school communications go to Sirius as your magical guardian."
Harry and Sirius looked at each other. Grey eyes met green.
Dumbledore spoke again. "Harry, you would always treat Sirius as your magical guardian. Your aunt would remain your legal guardian—she would technically supersede Sirius, but in practice, your life would be with him."
No one spoke. The weight of the proposal settled over them.
Minerva broke the silence, her voice gentle but firm. "Think about it, Sirius. You'd be able to do both. Bring Harry home and ensure his safety."
Dumbledore added, "I would prefer—and would appreciate—if Harry could visit Privet Drive for at least a week each year. To maintain the connection."
Minerva cut him off. "Albus, please. That can be discussed later. It's not important right now."
Sirius looked at Dumbledore. "Would this ensure Harry's safety?"
Dumbledore sighed. "Nothing in this world has surety, Sirius. We can only do our best. I know you've drawn powerful wards around Grimmauld Place. I could add to them, strengthen them."
For the first time since the meeting began, Sirius and Dumbledore looked at each other without hostility.
The silence stretched. Minutes passed. No one moved.
Harry's mind was spinning, but one thing was clear.
They were close. So close.
He held his breath and waited.
Chapter Text
The grounds of Hogwarts stretched before them, green and gold in the afternoon sun.
Harry walked beside Sirius, their footsteps crunching on the gravel path. Sirius's hand gripped his tightly—had gripped it since they stepped out of Dumbledore's office, actually. Not painfully, just... firmly. Like he was afraid Harry might disappear if he let go.
Harry didn't mind. Not even a little.
The conversation from the headmaster's office still ran through his mind on a loop. Dumbledore's calm, reasonable voice, always so kind, always so certain. He'd implied—gently, as he always did—that the compromise was the only way. That Sirius should accept it. That it was for the best.
But Sirius had held firm. Every time Dumbledore spoke, every time he tried to steer the conversation, Sirius had brought it back to the same point.
This decision will be made by Harry. It's his life.
Harry's chest swelled with gratitude. In that room, there had been moments when he'd felt small, overwhelmed, outmatched. If he'd been alone, he knew—he knew—that Dumbledore would have had him agreeing to stay at the Dursleys within five minutes. The old man had a way of making you feel like his way was the only reasonable choice.
But Sirius hadn't backed down. Not once. Even when Dumbledore's voice had risen, even when the tension had become unbearable, Sirius had stood his ground. For Harry.
Harry had always loved his godfather. But the respect he felt now—the sheer, overwhelming awe at this man who refused to let anyone decide Harry's future but Harry himself—was something new. Something profound.
It was two in the afternoon now. The trial was tomorrow. They had no plan, no decision, nothing settled. And yet Sirius walked beside him, calm as still water, showing no sign of panic or anxiety.
Maybe he was panicking inside. Maybe he was just good at hiding it. Either way, Harry was grateful for the steadiness.
Margaret had left to pick up Aurora from her new school. She'd wished them both well, squeezed Harry's shoulder, and disappeared with a pop. Minerva had returned to her office, but not before promising to take Harry back to Privet Drive whenever they were ready. "Take all the time you need," she'd said. And Dumbledore had vanished into his usual mystery, leaving them to it.
Now they sat by the lake, the water glittering in the sun, the castle rising behind them. A house-elf had appeared with a basket of food—lunch, courtesy of Minerva—and spread it on a blanket. Sandwiches, fruit, pastries, a flask of pumpkin juice.
Harry sat cross-legged, staring at the food but not touching it. His stomach was in knots.
Sirius picked up a sandwich and pushed it into Harry's hand.
"I'm not hungry," Harry said automatically.
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "You're thirteen. Of course you're hungry. We used to eat like pigs at your age. Constant hunger. Drove the house-elves mad."
The corner of Harry's mouth twitched despite everything. "You need to eat too."
Sirius waved a hand dismissively. "Nah. I'm tall enough already. Don't want to end up like Hagrid."
Harry laughed—a real laugh, surprised out of him. "That's the stupidest joke I've ever heard."
"Stupid enough to make you laugh, though." Sirius grinned.
Harry shook his head, but he was smiling. He took a bite of the sandwich. It was good—fresh bread, thick ham, sharp cheese. He hadn't realized how hungry he was until the first taste hit his tongue.
They sat in silence for a while, the only sounds the lapping of water and the distant cry of birds. Harry's mind kept circling back to the office, to the proposal, to the choice he had to make.
"Sirius?" He didn't look up. "Have you already decided? What you want me to do?"
Sirius was quiet for a moment. When Harry glanced over, he found grey eyes watching him steadily.
"No, Harry. I told you. This is your decision."
"Then why are you so calm?" Harry's voice came out smaller than he intended. "I feel like my body might collapse from the stress."
Sirius's expression softened. He reached out, took the sandwich from Harry's hand and set it aside. Then he shifted closer, wrapping his arm around Harry's shoulders and pulling him against his side.
"Because you're thirteen," Sirius said quietly. "And I'm thirty-four."
Harry scoffed. "That's not an answer."
"It is, actually." Sirius's thumb rubbed small circles on Harry's shoulder. "I've faced enough life-and-death situations to know that the more I panic, the worse my decisions get."
Harry looked up at him.
"It's arrogance, really." A small smile played at Sirius's lips. "The absolute certainty that whatever I decide will work out. That's my solution. I just convince myself I'm too brilliant to fail."
Harry laughed despite himself. "How humble of you."
Sirius's grin widened. "Well, I find that pleasing my own vanity works better than pleasing other people's expectations. And look—" He gestured at the lake, the castle, the whole beautiful day. "It gets results."
Harry was smiling now. Truly smiling. The stress hadn't disappeared—it still crouched in the back of his mind, waiting—but it didn't feel as overwhelming. Sirius's presence was like a charm, something that pushed back the darkness and made the world seem possible.
Twenty minutes passed.
The sun had shifted, the shadows lengthening across the lake. Harry had eaten everything—not just his share, but most of Sirius's as well, just as Sirius had predicted. His godfather hadn't touched a single bite, too busy watching Harry with that knowing look.
Harry was full, content, and deeply curious.
There was so much he didn't know about Sirius. Every conversation, every letter, every moment together revealed new layers. The article about Sirius running away. The confrontation in Dumbledore's office, with its hints of history and pain. The way Sirius had spoken about his family, about being a Black.
Harry wanted to ask. Needed to ask. But the words stuck in his throat.
He stole glances at Sirius—the way the light caught his grey eyes, the slight furrow in his brow, the way he seemed completely at ease despite everything. Harry opened his mouth. Closed it. Looked away.
"Just ask me, Harry."
Harry's head snapped up. "What?"
Sirius was looking at him with that familiar knowing expression. "You know I'm an Animagus. I can feel the emotions of people I'm close to." He tapped his chest. "You've been stealing glances at me for the past ten minutes. Just ask. I only look crazy—I'm not."
He winked.
Harry laughed again. Of course Sirius knew. He always knew.
He took a breath. "Sirius... what happened with your family? I mean, the newspapers, and what the Headmaster said in there, and—" He hesitated. "You don't have to answer. If you don't want to."
Sirius was quiet for a long moment. The silence stretched, and Harry thought maybe he'd pushed too far. Maybe this was the answer—silence.
Then Sirius spoke.
"My family—the Blacks—are one of the Sacred Twenty-Eight." His voice was steady, but there was something old in it. Something heavy. "The oldest pure-blood families. Rich, powerful, influential for centuries. Set in their ways." He paused. "Dark ways."
Harry listened, not moving.
"They performed all kinds of dark magic, Harry. Things you can't imagine. Things I don't want you to imagine." Sirius's eyes were distant, looking at something Harry couldn't see. "I was the firstborn son. The heir. From the moment I was born, I was raised to live up to that. Traditions, customs, laws, political influence—everything you can think of in magical society, either I know it or I was forced to do it."
Harry's heart pounded.
"The more they pushed, the more I hated it." Sirius's voice softened. "Then I went to Hogwarts. Met James. Remus. Peter." A small smile. "Was sorted into Gryffindor. And everything changed."
He looked at Harry, and some of the weight lifted from his eyes.
"I became the most rebellious person you can imagine. And I had learned everything from the Blacks, so I was good at it." A wry smile. "I defied them every day. Refused to back down. It went on like that for years—some tough days, but I always made it through."
He paused. The wind off the lake stirred his hair.
"My parents never said it openly, but they supported Voldemort. His ideas. His cause." Sirius's jaw tightened. "One day, they gave me an ultimatum. Not in a civilized way—never in a civilized way. Join the Death Eaters, or else."
Harry felt like lightning had struck him.
Sirius's parents had wanted him to become a Death Eater. Had forced him to choose.
"So I made a decision." Sirius met his eyes. "I left. Walked away from everything—my name, my inheritance, my family. Chose the Potters instead."
The words hung in the air between them.
Sirius shrugged, trying for casual, but Harry could see the pain underneath. "That's the short version. There's more—complex things, things they did, things I did. But that's the core of it. I left the Blacks, but to the world, I'm still one."
Harry couldn't speak. His mind was reeling.
Sirius's parents—his own parents—had tried to make him a Death Eater. His family was dark. Everything Harry had read about the Blacks, all the rumors and whispers—they were true.
"But how?" Harry's voice came out rough. "How could they—I mean, look at you. Your family can't be like that."
Sirius stared at him for a second. Then he dissolved into laughter.
Harry watched, confused, as Sirius laughed until tears ran down his face. It was a full, body-shaking laugh, the kind that came from somewhere deep.
"What?" Harry asked. "What's so funny?"
Sirius wiped his eyes, still chuckling. "Nothing, Harry. It's just—James said something almost exactly like that to me. The first time I told him about my family. He looked at me with those eyes and said, 'But look at you. Your family can't be like that.'" He shook his head, smiling. "You're so much like him."
Harry felt warmth spread through his chest. But underneath it, the horror remained.
Sirius must have seen it on his face. He reached out, gripped Harry's shoulder.
"Relax, Harry. They're all dead now." His grey eyes were steady. "I'm the only crazy Black left. Let it go."
Harry tried. He took a breath, let it out. Tried to push the images from his mind.
Sirius watched him for a moment, then spoke again, his voice softer.
"Harry, I understand. Everything."
Harry frowned. "What do you mean?"
Sirius held his gaze. "I come from a family where I wasn't... appreciated. Where I was never enough, never right, never what they wanted. I know what that feels like." He paused. "I made a new family for myself. The Potters. They saved me."
He leaned forward, his eyes intense.
"I understand how you feel, Harry. Your fears, your doubts, your anger—all of it. I've felt it too. Every bit." He reached out, gripped Harry's hand. "Any thought, no matter how dark or twisted. I've been there. I've felt that. With me, there's no judgment. None."
The words settled into Harry's chest like warm stones.
No judgment. Someone who understood. Someone who had been through hell and come back fighting. Who was sitting here, by a lake, offering Harry everything he had.
"I want to live with you," Harry said. His voice was steady, certain. "I don't want a compromise. I don't want a deal."
Sirius's face broke into a smile. Not his usual smirk, not his charming grin—a real smile, wide and bright and full of so much love it made Harry's heart ache.
"Harry." His voice was rough. "Harry, that's what needed to hear."
Sirius dropped his arm around Harry's shoulders and pulled him closer, a grin spreading across his face. Harry laughed, the sound bright and free.
After a while, Harry spoke. "So... what are we going to do?"
Sirius's grin widened. He shrugged, completely unbothered.
"I have absolutely no idea."
Harry stared at him for a second. Then he burst out laughing.
Sirius joined him, their laughter echoing across the lake, bouncing off the castle walls.
Chapter Text
Sirius entered Grimmauld Place with purpose.
The front door closed behind him with a solid thunk, and he stood in the dim hallway for a moment, letting the silence settle around him. His mind was still back at Hogwarts, still in that office, still watching Harry's face as the boy processed everything.
He had spent the entire afternoon with Harry after the meeting. Not talking—just sitting. Being there. Letting Harry process in his own time, in his own way. They had walked the grounds together, sat by the lake, thrown stones into the water and watched the ripples spread. Sirius had answered questions when Harry asked them, and stayed silent when he didn't.
And it had worked.
Harry had made a decision. His own decision. Not pushed, not manipulated, not guilted into anything. He had looked at Sirius with those green eyes—Lily's eyes—and said what he wanted.
Sirius's chest swelled just thinking about it.
Now he had to make it happen.
He climbed the stairs to the library, his boots heavy on the worn steps. The room was dark when he entered, but he didn't bother with lights. He knew this space by heart now—the shelves, the desks, the centuries of knowledge gathered in leather-bound volumes.
He sat at the large oak table and pulled out parchment and quill.
His mind was bursting.
Ideas sparked and fizzled, collided and reformed. He started making notes—scattered thoughts, fragments of plans, names and dates and possibilities. Then he pushed back from the table and went to the shelves.
Books. He needed books.
He pulled volume after volume from the shelves, some so old they crumbled at the edges, others bound in dragon hide and smelling of ancient magic. He stacked them on the table, then on the floor beside his chair, then in precarious towers that threatened to topple with every movement.
Legal texts. Historical accounts. Records of magical guardianship cases from centuries past. Anything that might give him an angle, a precedent, a way forward.
He read until his eyes blurred. Took notes until his hand cramped. Crossed out ideas and started again.
When he had the faintest inkling of a possibility, he reached for fresh parchment.
Lord Clermont,
I need your counsel. A situation has arisen regarding Harry's guardianship that requires... creative thinking. I have attached my preliminary thoughts. Please advise if you see any merit—or fatal flaws—in this approach.
Your input would mean everything.
Sirius
He sent it with a quick charm and waited.
The reply came within the hour—a single sheet in Clermont's precise hand, covered in notes and questions and suggestions. The old man had clearly dropped everything to respond. Sirius felt a rush of gratitude for this father-in-law who had become something like a real father.
He dove back into his work.
The library door opened at eight o'clock.
Sirius didn't notice at first. He was too deep in a seventeenth-century text about the distinctions between legal and magical custody, his quill moving automatically across a fresh sheet of notes.
A tray appeared at his elbow.
He looked up, startled, to find Margaret standing beside him. She had changed out of her formal robes into something soft and comfortable, her hair loose around her shoulders. She looked tired, but she was smiling.
"You didn't come down for dinner," she said quietly.
Sirius blinked. Looked at the clock. Eight. Had it really been that long?
"I lost track of time," he admitted.
Margaret's smile widened, just slightly. "I noticed." She gestured at the tray. "Eat something. You'll need your strength."
Sirius looked at the food—bread, cheese, cold meat, a bowl of soup steaming gently. His stomach growled in response.
He picked up a piece of bread, took a bite. It was good. Margaret watched him for a moment, then moved to stand behind his chair.
"Can I help?" she asked. "With whatever you're working on?"
Sirius hesitated. The plan was half-formed, fragile, full of holes. He didn't want to burden her with it until he was sure.
But Margaret wasn't asking to be burdened. She was asking to help.
"Not yet," he said. "Soon. When I have something solid."
She nodded, accepting this without question. Her hand came down on his shoulder, squeezing gently. Then her fingers moved up, threading through his hair in a slow, soothing motion.
Sirius closed his eyes for just a moment, letting the touch ground him.
"Thank you," he murmured.
She kissed the top of his head—a brief, warm press of lips—and then she was gone, the door closing softly behind her.
Sirius sat for a moment, feeling the warmth of her touch lingering. Then he turned back to his books, renewed.
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By half past ten, he had something.
A plan. Fragile, complicated, dependent on factors he couldn't control—but possible. Possible was enough.
He stared at the notes spread before him, reading them over one last time. If this worked, it could change everything. If it failed—
He wouldn't let it fail.
To make this work, he needed two people. Two very specific people. And neither of them would be easy to deal with.
He didn't care. He would crawl through fire for Harry. Dealing with difficult people was nothing.
He pulled out fresh parchment and wrote two letters. He sealed both letters and called for Kreacher.
Kreacher took both letters, tucking them carefully into the folds of his towel. Then he disappeared with a soft crack.
Sirius sat back in his chair, staring at the ceiling.
The next twelve hours would determine everything.
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Privet Drive
Harry fell asleep without meaning to.
He had been lying in bed, the events of the day playing over and over in his head. The meeting. Dumbledore's words. Sirius's fury. Margaret's quiet strength. McGonagall's tears.
He should have been anxious. Should have been terrified. But instead, he felt... calm.
Because Sirius had given him something he'd never had before. Confidence. Not in himself, exactly—but in the knowledge that whatever happened, Sirius would be there. Sirius would fight for him. Sirius wouldn't let him fall.
It was a strange feeling, trusting someone that completely. Harry, who trusted no one. Harry, who had learned from the youngest age that adults failed you, that promises were broken, that being alone was the only safe way to be.
But Sirius had shattered all of that. In just a few months, he had become something Harry had never expected to have. A friend. A guide. An older brother. A father.
All in one person.
Harry thought about how Sirius never lectured him, never made him feel stupid, never talked down to him. He just... was there. Present. Listening. Caring.
Twenty years older, and he was somehow cooler than anyone Harry's own age.
Harry smiled in the darkness, and before he knew it, sleep pulled him under.
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In the kitchen, Kreacher appeared with a soft crack.
He surveyed the scene with his bulbous eyes. Vernon Dursley was snoring in his armchair, the television still flickering silently. Dudley was sprawled on the sofa, mouth open, dead to the world. Upstairs, Harry slept peacefully, unaware.
Kreacher raised a gnarled hand and cast the sleeping charm—gentle, thorough, ensuring no one would wake for hours.
Then he made himself visible and waited.
Petunia emerged from the kitchen, a cup of tea in her hand. She took one look at the house-elf—pale skin, bat-like ears, bulbous eyes—and screamed.
The sound tore through the silence, but no one stirred. The sleeping charm held.
Petunia tried to run, but her legs wouldn't move. Kreacher had frozen her mid-step.
"Kreacher has a message for Petunia Dursley," the elf said, his voice flat and formal. "Sent by Sirius Black, Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black."
Petunia's eyes blazed with fury, but she couldn't speak. Couldn't move. Could only stand there, frozen, as Kreacher pressed the letter into her hand.
"This is magic," Kreacher continued. "Everyone in the house is asleep. No one can hear you. Kreacher will not hurt you. But you must read this letter. It is essential, says the Lord."
He released the freezing charm.
Petunia staggered back, clutching the letter, her chest heaving. She stared at Kreacher with a mixture of terror and fury, then looked down at the paper in her hand.
She read.
Evans,
I know you want to kill me for putting you in this situation. And I'll give you a chance to try, if that's what you need.
But first, I need your help. Desperately.
I'm asking you—begging you—to come and meet me. Kreacher will bring you. He's my elf, and he won't hurt anyone. He's already put a sleeping charm on your family—don't worry, they're fine, just asleep. Harry too. No one will know about this meeting.
I know what you're thinking. Why would you come? Come on, Evans. You can do the heartless sister act with everyone else, but not with me. I haven't forgotten anything.
I'm asking you again. Please. Come and see me.
If you say no, my next option is to come to your house in the middle of the night. I'm sure Vernon would appreciate that even less.
Your choice. But I hope you choose wisely.
Sirius Black
Petunia's hands shook with rage.
The nerve. The absolute nerve of that man. Breaking into her house, putting her family to sleep, threatening her—
But underneath the rage, something else stirred. Something she hadn't felt in years.
I haven't forgotten anything.
He remembered. After all these years, he remembered that night. The bench. The tears. The words they'd exchanged when she was at her lowest.
She looked at Kreacher, still waiting patiently.
"Yes," she said, her voice rough. "I'll come."
Kreacher nodded once and held out his hand.
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1976
Petunia met Sirius Black for the first time.
He arrived at her house with James Potter, both of them all easy smiles and careless confidence. James, apparently, was a "friend" of Lily's—though Petunia could see the way they looked at each other, all heart eyes and stupid grins. Sirius was just... there. Tagging along. Being infuriating.
Her father loved him.
Of course he did. Sirius was charming, interested in everything Muggle, full of questions about cars and televisions and how things worked. He'd sit with her father for hours, listening to explanations, asking follow-ups, making the old man feel important.
Petunia knew a tactic when she saw one. Keep the parents busy while James courted Lily. It was transparent. It worked anyway.
The next summer, James and Lily were officially together. The visits became more frequent. James would arrive and immediately disappear with Lily, leaving Sirius to entertain the parents.
And to annoy Petunia.
He called her Evans. Not Petunia, not Miss Evans—just Evans. Like they were equals. Like she was someone worth acknowledging.
She hated it. She hated him.
But she couldn't deny that he was always there. Always watching. Always noticing things she wished he wouldn't.
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1979
The wedding.
Petunia's mother had cornered her a week before, tears in her eyes, begging her to be maid of honor. "Please, Tuney. For me. It would mean so much to your sister."
Petunia had agreed. Not for Lily—never for Lily—but for her mother. For the desperate hope in her eyes.
The best man, of course, was Sirius Black.
They were forced to spend the preparation together. Rehearsal dinner, photographs. Petunia sulked through it all, said all the wrong things, played her part.
It took everything she had.
After the rehearsal dinner, the night before the wedding. Petunia was tired, frustrated, ready for it all to be over. She was carrying a glass of wine—just one, to steady her nerves—when she tripped.
The wine flew from her hand. Straight onto Lily's wedding dress.
The white fabric bloomed red.
Lily screamed. Their mother screamed. Everyone was shouting, pointing, accusing. Petunia tried to explain—it was an accident, she didn't mean to, please—
But no one listened. No one believed her.
"Your jealousy, Tuney," Lily sobbed. "You tried to ruin my dress because you're jealous of me!"
"I'm not jealous of you, you freak!"
"You are! You've always been jealous! Sev was right—you can't stand that I have a life. A man who loves me—"
"I have Vernon!"
Lily laughed—a horrible, cruel sound. "Vernon? Really, Tuney? Who are you fooling? You're marrying him because it's safe. Because he's ordinary. You don't love him, and he doesn't love you."
The words hit like physical blows.
"Vernon and I are normal!" Petunia screamed. "Normal people, normal jobs, normal lives! We don't need your freakiness! You and that freak can go and die for all I care!"
"Then leave!" Lily was crying now, angry tears streaming down her face. "Just leave! I don't want you at my wedding! Leave, Tuney! I hate you! You ruin everything!"
Petunia fled.
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She found a bar. Got drunk. Sat on a bench in the dark, crying, hating herself, hating Lily, hating everything.
She didn't know how long she sat there. Time had lost meaning.
Then someone sat down beside her.
"Why are you here, you freak?" she slurred. "Come to kill me for what I said?"
"No."
"Go ahead. Use your magic stick. I don't care." She waved a hand vaguely. "Don't expect me to be nice to you."
Sirius laughed. "I don't remember a single time you were nice to me, Evans. Your hatred of magic is quite clear."
"It's what you deserve."
"We're not that bad." His voice was quiet, almost gentle. "If you'd ever given it a chance, you might see. It's actually pretty great."
Petunia laughed. It came out like a sob. "A chance. That's exactly what I never got." The words tumbled out, years of hurt spilling over. "I asked, you know. Begged. That old freak—Dumbledore—I asked him to let me come to Hogwarts too. He said no. Because I'm ordinary. Not extraordinary like Lily."
Sirius was quiet, listening.
"Lily." Petunia spat the name. "Perfect Lily. Favored Lily. Pretty Lily. Witch Lily. The one with the perfect, rich, handsome boyfriend who's crazy about her. Lily, Lily, Lily. It's always her."
She was crying now, ugly tears she couldn't stop.
"Everyone loves Lily. The perfect one. Only I know what she really is—a freak. And she tells me I'm jealous of her. I'm not jealous. I'm happy. Vernon loves me. We'll have a good life, away from her and her freakiness. Vernon loves me for who I am. I do love him."
"Then what's the problem?" Sirius asked quietly. "If you're both happy?"
Petunia broke. Great, heaving sobs that shook her entire body.
"I am jealous of her." The words came out broken. "I hate her, but I know—I know I can never be her. Never. She'll always be the better one, and I'll always be the evil sister. Why can't I be that? Why can't I be enough?"
Sirius was quiet for a long moment. Then: "Why do you want to be her?"
"Because I want Mum and Dad to be proud of me." Petunia's voice was small, childlike. "Happy for me. Like they are for her."
"And that's only possible if you're a witch?"
Petunia didn't answer. She just looked at him with tear-soaked eyes.
Sirius shook his head slowly. "Evans, if your parents can only love you for being a witch, that's not the kind of love worth having. You can be enough as you are. If they can't see that, that's on them." He paused. "But Lily sees it."
Petunia snorted. "Oh, she's shown that."
"Come on." Sirius's voice was gentle. "You just ruined her wedding dress the day before her wedding. You can't expect her to react perfectly. She's been crying for hours because you left. She's sorry. She's waiting for you to come back. She called James and me, immediately and sent us to look for you."
Petunia said nothing.
Sirius stood, offered his hand. "Come on. Let's get you home. She's having a breakdown, and you're here crying. You can both hug and figure it out."
Petunia looked at his hand for a long moment. Then, slowly, she took it.
He pulled her to her feet, and they walked back together.
Lily apologized. Petunia apologized. They hugged, both crying, both hurting. Neither forgot what had been said.
But for one night, they were sisters again.
Chapter Text
The night was cold and still.
Sirius stood in the darkness, his hands shoved deep into his pockets, his breath forming small clouds in the chill air. He hadn't moved in twenty minutes. Hadn't wanted to.
Godric's Hollow.
He hadn't been here in thirteen years. Hadn't had the courage. The last time he'd walked these streets, he'd been running toward a nightmare—the ruins of a house, the bodies of his best friends, the screams of a baby who would never know his parents.
Now he stood in the quiet, staring at the place where it had happened. He couldn't look too closely. Instead, he focused on the street, the houses, the ordinary life that had continued here while his had ended.
He didn't know if she would come.
He'd sent Kreacher with the letter, given instructions, waited. An hour had passed. Maybe she'd refused. Maybe she'd torn up the letter and gone back to bed. Maybe—
A loud crack broke the silence.
Sirius turned.
Petunia Dursley stood a few feet away, her arms wrapped around herself against the cold, her face a mask of fury. She was wearing a housecoat over her nightgown, slippers on her feet. Kreacher had clearly not given her time to change.
"You bastard." Her voice shook with rage. "You absolute bastard. You dared to put me in magical binding in my own house? My husband? My Dudders?"
Sirius smiled. It was not a warm expression. "Evans. You're fine. Your precious boys are fine. Kreacher's sleeping charm wears off in a few hours."
"Hours?" Petunia's voice rose. "Hours? You put my family under some freak spell for hours?"
"They're sleeping peacefully. No nightmares, no harm." Sirius shrugged. "Probably the best sleep they've had in years."
Petunia took a step forward, her fists clenched. "Why can't you all just leave me alone? This has to end. I listened to what you said, I left that freak alone. We don't go his way. You have to stop coming to ours."
Sirius's expression shifted. The mockery faded, replaced by something heavier.
"That's exactly why I'm here." His voice was quiet. "You don't want him. And there's nothing more I want."
Petunia stared at him. "Then take him. Take the boy and go. Just go away, all of you. Leave me alone."
Sirius didn't respond immediately. Instead, he turned slightly, gesturing at the street around them.
"This is Godric's Hollow." His voice was soft. "Where your ONLY sister was murdered."
Petunia went still.
She didn't look at him. Didn't look at the houses, at the place where Lily had died. She stared straight ahead, her jaw tight, her arms wrapped tighter around herself.
Sirius watched her for a long moment. Then he spoke again, his voice careful.
"Harry told me what happened today. With Minerva." He paused. "Must have been a tough day. I don't blame you for how you reacted."
Petunia said nothing. But something flickered in her eyes.
"I know you remember that night," Sirius continued. "The rehearsal dinner. You were drunk, but you remember. I remember too."
Petunia's voice was sharp. "I remember everything. I'm not a hag like you."
Sirius laughed—short, surprised. "No. You're not."
Silence stretched between them.
Sirius broke it.
"I hate you, Evans." The words were quiet, but they carried weight. "I hate you for what you did to my godson. For how you treated him. For the cupboard, the scraps, the years of making him feel like nothing." He paused. "But what I hate most is that I understand you."
Petunia's brow furrowed. "You understand nothing."
"I do." Sirius stepped closer. "I had a younger brother. Better son. More favored. I was the villain in my house—the bad son, the bad brother. Like you, perhaps."
Petunia faced him fully now, her expression unreadable.
"He's dead." Sirius's voice cracked, just slightly. "Died young. Very young. He didn't leave behind a child for me to look after, like Lily left for you." He swallowed. His voice thick as if words were forced out of him, "But I wish he had. I wish I had something left of him. Something to fix my mistakes with."
Petunia was watching him now. Really watching. Whatever she expected him to say, this was not it.
"Every day, I think about it," Sirius continued. "If only things had been different. If only I'd been better, done more, stayed. I wouldn't be so alone. I wouldn't be rotting in my guilt." He gestured vaguely. "I can't even walk past his room. I can't look at it. I can't say his name, look at his picture. I can’t."
Petunia's lips parted, but no sound came out.
Sirius met her eyes. "I understand why you can't look at Harry. Why you see Lily every time you see those green eyes. I understand why you think hurting him will hurt you less." He shook his head slowly. "But it won't, Evans. It never does."
Petunia's eyes glistened.
"That night," Sirius continued, "you said everything in your heart. You were honest in a way you'd never been before. You realized it much earlier than most people do." He paused. "If only you'd used that knowledge better."
Petunia flinched.
"What Minerva said today—it was harsh. I won't pretend otherwise." Sirius's voice softened. "But we both know it was true."
"Stop it." Petunia's voice was raw. "Just—stop it. All of it. I can't take anymore."
Sirius said nothing. Just waited.
After a long moment, he spoke again. "Then end it. End this cycle." He stepped closer still, close enough to see the tears on her cheeks. "I said all of that to remind you—you did have a sister. You hated her for being a witch, but before that, for eleven years, you loved her."
Petunia's face crumpled.
"She left behind Harry." Sirius's voice was gentle now. "He needs help. I need your help."
Petunia wiped her eyes roughly. "I'm already helping. I keep him in my house like you wanted."
"No." Sirius shook his head. "He doesn't want that. He doesn't want to stay there."
Petunia stared at him. "Then what do you want from me?"
Sirius took a breath. "I need your love for Harry. And your love for Lily."
Petunia's expression shuttered. "I don't—"
"Don't." Sirius held up a hand. "Don't pretend. I was there that night. I saw you. You loved her. You hated her, yes—but you loved her too. That's the part you've buried. That's the part I need."
Petunia was silent for a long moment. When she spoke, her voice was barely a whisper.
"What do you want me to do?"
Sirius met her eyes. "I've found a solution. A way to take Harry away from you—for good. But I need your help to make it work."
Petunia's brow furrowed. "What is it?"
The night stretched around them, cold and still. Two people who had spent years hating each other, bound by love for the same green eyes. One for the son, One for the mother.
Sirius began to explain.
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Margaret sat alone in her room, the clock on her nightstand ticking softly toward midnight.
She had changed into her nightgown hours ago, but sleep wouldn't come. Couldn't come. Not while Sirius was out there somewhere, doing Merlin knew what, chasing down solutions with that reckless determination she had come to know so well.
He had come to her before leaving. Had found her in the study, taken her hand, pressed a kiss to her knuckles. "Wish me luck," he'd said. "I'll be late. Don't wait up."
She hadn't asked where he was going. Hadn't pressed for details. She knew him well enough now to understand that some battles he needed to fight alone.
But that didn't stop the worry.
She thought about what she had witnessed today. Sirius facing Dumbledore—the most powerful wizard in the world—with nothing but his love for Harry and his absolute refusal to back down. He had known his chances were slim. Had known Dumbledore could crush him if he wanted. And he had stood there anyway, defiant and fierce and utterly unshakeable.
The love Sirius had for James and Harry—it was something Margaret had never seen before. Pure. Absolute. Unquestioning. He would burn the world down for that boy. He would tear apart the stars.
She had spent her life in courtrooms, facing down opponents with confidence and skill. But she would never have dared to face Dumbledore the way Sirius had. Never.
Margaret pressed a hand to her chest, feeling her heart beat too fast. She hoped he was safe. Hoped whoever he was meeting was reasonable. Hoped he would come home in one piece.
She settled back against her pillows and waited.
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Hogwarts
Dumbledore sat in his office, the fire burning low, a cup of tea growing cold at his elbow.
Sirius had sent a letter hours ago. Brief, typical Sirius—Coming to talk. Late. Don't go to bed.
Dumbledore had smiled at the presumption. As if he could sleep with this hanging over them.
He knew Sirius would come. The boy—man, now—had never backed down from a fight in his life. And a fight about the Potters? About Harry? Sirius would crawl through broken glass before he gave up.
The clock struck two.
A knock at the door.
"Come in."
Sirius entered, and Dumbledore's heart clenched at the sight of him. He looked exhausted—wrecked, almost. Dark circles under his eyes, hair disheveled, clothes rumpled. But there was something else there too. Determination. Hope. The fire that had always burned in him, even in the darkest times.
"Sirius, my boy." Dumbledore gestured to the chair across from him. "Come. Sit. What would you like?"
Sirius dropped into the chair heavily. "Tea. And some firewhisky in it."
Dumbledore raised an eyebrow but complied, pouring a generous measure of amber liquid into the tea. He slid it across the desk.
Sirius took a long sip. Closed his eyes for just a moment.
Dumbledore watched him, waiting.
"So." He spoke finally, his voice gentle. "What is your solution?"
Sirius's eyes opened. A ghost of a smile crossed his lips. "How do you know I have a solution? Maybe I just came for the company."
Dumbledore's lips twitched. "A man like you is almost easy to predict, for a man like me."
"And yet I surprise you every time." He said with a smirk and arrogance that only Sirius can make look charming.
"You do." Dumbledore's eyes twinkled despite everything. "You are the most typical, unpredictable Black I have ever known."
Sirius laughed—a short, surprised sound. Then he grew serious again.
They sat in silence for a long moment. Sipping their drinks. The fire crackled. A clock ticked somewhere in the shadows.
Sirius straightened in his chair. Dumbledore could see him gathering himself, preparing for what came next.
"Just say it, Sirius." Dumbledore's voice was soft. "Nothing will make it easier for either of us."
Sirius met his eyes. "Blood and hearth ritual."
Dumbledore went still.
His mind processed the words, turning them over, examining them from every angle. Blood and hearth. An ancient magic, older than the Ministry, older than Hogwarts. A ritual that bound families together in ways that could not be undone.
He was silent for a long moment.
"That doesn't solve our problem," he said finally. "Harry would still need to remain with Petunia for the blood wards to—"
"Not that exactly." Sirius was already reaching into his pocket, pulling out folded papers covered in his messy handwriting. "I have some changes. Modifications. Margaret's father helped me work through the theory."
Dumbledore took the papers, scanning them. His eyes moved quickly over the notes, the diagrams, the carefully reasoned arguments.
Sirius watched him read, his hands wrapped around his tea, his jaw tight.
"My father-in-law says it hasn't been done in centuries," Sirius said quietly. "He says the only man who could possibly pull it off is you." He paused. "So here I am, Dumbledore. At your mercy, yet again."
Dumbledore looked up from the papers. Studied the man before him—this boy he had known since he was eleven, this man who had survived horrors and kept fighting, this father who would do anything for his son.
"Your dedication is truly moving," Dumbledore said softly. "But I don't think this is safe. I don't think it can be pulled off."
Sirius leaned forward. "I know it's not ordinary. But I remember growing up thinking—if there's one extraordinary wizard in the world, it's you."
Dumbledore felt something shift in his chest. "Your good opinion is hard-earned. I accept it, though we both know I don't deserve it."
Sirius's expression softened. "I apologize for my behavior earlier, Professor. For the things I said. But I'm not sorry for my intentions."
Dumbledore admired the honesty. The lack of pretense. This was Sirius—raw, real, unguarded.
"You would need Petunia's consent," he said. "Unwavering. Absolute."
"I have it."
Dumbledore's eyebrows rose, but he didn't let the surprise show. "You would need something of Lily's. Something of Petunia's. Something of Harry's."
"She'll provide it."
"Harry's consent."
"I have it already."
Dumbledore paused. Looked at Sirius with new eyes. "And your own? Are you ready for what this requires?"
Sirius laughed—a real laugh, bright and warm and utterly Sirius. The smile that followed was famous. Dumbledore had seen it a thousand times, in corridors and common rooms and battlefields. It meant trouble. It meant defiance. It meant hope.
Dumbledore felt his own lips curve in response.
"I'll need to prepare through the night," he said. "This isn't simple magic."
Sirius nodded.
"But you still have a legal custody hearing tomorrow." Dumbledore's eyes were sharp. "You'll need to win that first."
Sirius's smile didn't waver. "I know."
They looked at each other across the desk—two men who had fought, argued, hurt each other. Two men who loved the same boy.
"Thank you, Professor." Sirius's voice was quiet.
Dumbledore inclined his head. "Let's not speak ahead of ourselves Sirius, this is not a surety."
Sirius nodded, turned and walked away. At the door, he paused. Looked back.
"Get some rest," he said. "You look old."
Dumbledore chuckled —a genuine, surprised sound. "Pot, kettle."
Sirius grinned and disappeared through the door.
Dumbledore sat alone in his office, the papers spread before him, the fire burning low. He had a long night ahead.
Chapter Text
The clock struck half past four as Sirius stumbled through the front door of Grimmauld Place.
He was barely upright. Every bone in his body ached, every muscle screamed, and his mind was a fog of exhaustion and lingering adrenaline.
Now he was home. The trial was at 10. He had no energy left.
He stood in the dark hallway, swaying slightly, trying to gather himself enough to climb the stairs. His room was on the fourth floor. So far. So many steps.
He couldn't do it. Couldn't face that cold, empty room alone.
His feet carried him toward the second floor instead. Toward Margaret. Toward warmth.
He was halfway up the stairs when he heard it—small footsteps, padding softly from above.
Aurora appeared at the top of the landing, clutching her stuffed dragon, her dark hair a wild mess around her face. She was in her nightgown, her feet bare, her eyes heavy with sleep but her face set in determination.
She was heading the same direction he was.
They stopped at the same moment, looking at each other across the dimly lit stairs.
"Sirius?" Her voice was small, sleepy. "Where were you?"
Sirius climbed the remaining steps to her level. "Out, little star. Doing grown-up stuff." He knelt, bringing himself to her height. "What are you doing awake?"
Aurora's lower lip trembled slightly. "I had a bad dream. The bad people took you away again."
Sirius's heart clenched. He opened his arms, and she walked into them immediately, pressing her face against his chest.
"I'm here," he murmured into her hair. "I'm right here. The bad people can't take me."
They stayed like that for a moment, the house silent around them. Then Aurora pulled back, looking up at him with those too-perceptive eyes.
"You look tired," she observed. "Really, really tired."
Sirius laughed softly. "I am really, really tired."
"Me too." She yawned hugely. "But I don't want to sleep alone. The dreams come when I'm alone."
"Come on," he said, taking her hand. "Let's go find your mum."
They walked together down the hall, hand in hand, two tired souls seeking comfort.
The door to Margaret's room was slightly ajar.
Sirius pushed it open slowly, not wanting to startle her. The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of a single lamp on the nightstand. And there, sitting up in bed, was Margaret.
She was awake. Had been awake, clearly—her eyes were bright with worry, her hands clasped in her lap, her hair loose around her shoulders. When she saw them in the doorway—Sirius and Aurora, hand in hand, both clearly exhausted—her expression shifted from concern to something softer.
"Sirius?" Her voice was quiet. "Aurora? What are you—"
"Aurora had a nightmare," Sirius said. "And I was too tired to sleep alone."
Margaret's lips curved—a small, tender smile. She lifted the covers, making space.
"Come here, both of you."
They didn't need to be asked twice.
Aurora scrambled onto the bed first, burrowing under the covers and pressing herself against her mother's side. Sirius followed more slowly, his tired body grateful for the warmth and softness. He settled on the other side of Aurora, close enough to feel her small hand reach for his.
For a moment, they just lay there—Margaret propped against the pillows, Aurora curled between them, Sirius stretched out with his eyes already closing.
Then Margaret spoke, her voice barely above a whisper. "Where were you?"
Sirius opened his eyes. Met her gaze over Aurora's sleeping form.
"Godric's Hollow first. Then Hogwarts." He paused. "I had to see Petunia. And Dumbledore."
Margaret's eyes widened slightly, but she didn't interrupt.
"It's complicated," Sirius continued. "But I think—I hope—I found a way. For Harry. For all of us."
Margaret reached across Aurora, her hand finding his. She squeezed gently.
"You're exhausted," she said. "Sleep. We'll talk in the morning."
Sirius wanted to argue, to explain, to tell her everything. But his body had other plans. His eyes were closing, his breathing slowing, the warmth of the bed pulling him under.
"Mmm." It was all he could manage.
Aurora was already asleep, her grip on his hand loosening. Her face was peaceful now, the nightmare forgotten.
Margaret watched them both—her daughter, her husband—and felt something settle in her chest. She turned off the lamp and lay back against the pillows.
Within minutes, all three were asleep.
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Harry woke with his heart already racing.
He lay still in his narrow bed, staring at the ceiling, feeling the anxiety crawl through his chest like something alive. His hands were clammy. His stomach churned. His mind raced through a thousand worst-case scenarios, each one worse than the last.
What if they say no? What if Dumbledore convinces them? What if I have to stay here forever?
He forced himself to breathe. In. Out. In. Out.
It didn't help.
He threw off the covers and stumbled to the shower. The hot water helped—a little. He stood under it longer than necessary, letting it pound against his shoulders, trying to wash away the fear.
When he emerged, he dressed carefully. Formal clothes, as Sirius had asked. A nice pair of trousers, a button-down shirt, the good shoes from their shopping trip. He looked at himself in the mirror and barely recognized the person staring back. He looked almost... grown up.
Breakfast was on his desk—Margaret's basket, as always. He sat and forced himself to eat, even though every bite felt like swallowing stones. The eggs were good. The toast was good. He barely tasted any of it.
The clock on his nightstand read 8:45. Forty-five minutes until Minerva arrived.
He was wiping his mouth when an owl tapped at his window.
Harry scrambled to open it, and there it was—a familiar scrawl on familiar parchment. Sirius's letter.
He tore it open.
Harry,
Today's the day. I know you're scared—I am too. But listen to me.
I've figured something out. I can't explain it all now, but trust me—I've got this. I've got us.
I won't be able to see you before the hearing. They won't let us meet. But I'll be there. In the room with you, watching. Believing in you.
Remember what we talked about at the lake yesterday. You told me what you wanted—what you really wanted. You were brave enough to say it. Today, you just have to be brave enough to say it again. To them.
Don't be afraid of anyone in that room, Harry. Not Dumbledore, not the judges, not anyone. You know what you want. Say it. Mean it. They'll listen.
I love you. I'll see you on the other side.
Sirius
Harry read it twice.
The anxiety didn't disappear—but it shifted. Made room for something else. Something warm and steady.
I've got this. I've got us.
He folded the letter carefully and tucked it into his pocket, close to his heart.
---
At 9:25, the doorbell rang.
Harry was already at the top of the stairs, waiting. He heard Aunt Petunia's footsteps, heard the door open, heard the familiar clipped voice of Professor McGonagall.
"Mrs. Dursley."
"Professor." Petunia's voice was stiff, formal. Nothing like her usual hostility. "He's ready. Upstairs."
Harry descended the stairs slowly, giving himself time to observe.
Professor McGonagall stood in the doorway, dressed in her usual severe style—long robes, glasses glinting, not a hair out of place. But there was something different about her today. Something softer behind the stern facade.
Harry reached the bottom of the stairs. McGonagall's eyes found him immediately.
"Mr. Potter." A slight nod. "You look ready. Good."
Harry glanced at Petunia. She was looking at him—really looking, in a way she never did. Her expression was complicated. He couldn't read it.
She said nothing.
Harry felt the strange tension between them, the weight of something unspoken. He thought about the conversation he'd overheard yesterday. McGonagall's words. Petunia's tears.
"Ready, Mr. Potter?" McGonagall's voice broke through his thoughts.
Harry nodded. "Yes, Professor."
He stepped past Petunia, toward the door. At the threshold, he paused. Looked back.
Petunia was still watching him. For a moment—just a moment—he thought she might speak. Might say something. Might reach out.
But she didn't.
Harry turned and walked out the door.
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Ministry of Magic
Harry had never seen anything like it.
The atrium of the Ministry of Magic stretched before him, vast and gleaming, gold fireplaces lining the walls, witches and wizards streaming in every direction. The ceiling soared impossibly high, and everywhere he looked, there were people—hundreds of them, maybe thousands, all moving with purpose, all part of this world that still felt foreign to him.
He stopped at the entrance, overwhelmed.
Professor McGonagall's hand found his elbow, steering him forward. "This way, Mr. Potter. Quickly."
Harry's eyes were drawn to the main entrance—a line of reporters and photographers, their cameras flashing, their voices rising in a cacophony of shouted questions. They were waiting for someone. For him, probably. The thought made his stomach lurch.
But McGonagall wasn't leading him toward them. She was guiding him to the side, toward a small, inconspicuous door that Harry hadn't noticed.
"Sirius arranged for a private trial," McGonagall said quietly, her voice calm and steady. "No press. No public gallery. And you have a special entrance, to avoid... that." She gestured toward the reporters with a slight nod.
Harry let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding. "Thank you."
McGonagall's eyes softened, just slightly. "He thinks of everything, that godfather of yours. Come along."
They slipped through the small door into a narrow corridor, and instantly the noise faded. Harry's shoulders dropped from where they'd been hunched near his ears.
McGonagall led him through a maze of passages, her heels clicking against the stone, her presence as steady and grounding as ever. Harry followed, trying to calm his racing heart.
They passed a series of windows looking out into the main atrium. Through the glass, Harry could see the crowd of reporters, still waiting, still shouting. And then he saw them.
Sirius and Margaret.
They were making their way through the crowd, Sirius slightly ahead, his body angled to shield Margaret from the worst of the press. He looked different—Harry had never seen him like this. His robes were immaculate, dark and formal, and there was something in his bearing that Harry couldn't name. Authority, maybe. Power. Lord Black in his essence.
Margaret walked beside him, composed and elegant, her hand resting lightly on his arm.
The reporters swarmed them, shouting questions, thrusting cameras forward. Sirius ignored them with a ease that spoke of long practice, his gaze fixed ahead, his expression unreadable.
Then a figure stepped into their path.
Harry couldn't hear the words, but he recognized the man instantly—Lucius Malfoy, Draco's father, with his cold eyes and sneering smile. He stood directly in front of Sirius, blocking his way, his posture radiating challenge.
Sirius went still.
Harry saw it—the tension in his shoulders, the way his jaw tightened, the flicker of something dangerous in his grey eyes. For a moment, Harry thought Sirius might actually punch him. Might start a fight right there, in front of everyone.
But Margaret moved.
She stepped forward, placing herself slightly between them, and executed a small, formal curtsy. Her hand never left Sirius's arm—and Harry could see her grip tighten, a silent warning.
Lucius Malfoy said something, his lip curling. Margaret responded with a cool nod. Sirius didn't move, didn't speak, but Harry could see the effort it cost him.
Then Malfoy inclined his head and stepped aside, disappearing into the crowd.
Sirius and Margaret continued toward the entrance, and as they passed through the doors, Harry caught fragments of their conversation.
"—expect me to be tolerable, Margaret, really?" Sirius's voice was tight, barely controlled.
"Or else you'll jeopardize everything." Margaret's voice was calm, but firm. "Harry. The case. Everything you have worked for."
Sirius stopped mid-stride. Turned.
His eyes found Harry through the glass.
The anger drained from his face like water from a cracked vessel. In its place, a smile—wide, warm, bright as sunshine. It transformed him. Made him look like the Sirius Harry knew, the Sirius who told bad jokes and bought him clothes and held him when he cried.
Harry felt something loosen in his chest. All the fear, all the anxiety, all the what-ifs—they didn't disappear, but they faded. Became manageable.
Sirius raised his hand. Pressed it flat against his own chest—right over his heart—and then extended it toward Harry, palm open, fingers slightly spread.
I love you.
Harry's smile in return was brighter than the sun.
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A door opened nearby, and a Ministry official appeared. "The hearing will begin in five minutes. Please proceed to Courtroom Three."
McGonagall touched Harry's shoulder. "Ready?"
Harry looked through the glass one more time. Sirius was gone, already heading toward the courtroom. But the warmth of that smile lingered.
He nodded. "Ready."
They walked forward together, into whatever came next.
Chapter Text
The chamber was smaller than Harry had expected.
After seeing the photographs of Sirius's trial—the packed galleries, the sea of faces, the chaos of reporters and onlookers—this room felt almost intimate. The walls were paneled in dark wood, the benches arranged in tiers, but there were no crowds. No press. Just three judges in their plum-colored robes, a clerk in the corner taking notes, and Dumbledore presiding from the central chair.
It should have felt less terrifying. It didn't.
Harry sat on one side of the room, Minerva beside him, her presence steady and grounding. Across from them, Sirius and Margaret sat together, a united front. Sirius caught Harry's eye and held his gaze for just a moment—long enough to send a message. I'm here. We're here.
Then Harry's eyes moved to the judges, and his stomach dropped.
Lucius Malfoy sat in the center of the three, his silver hair gleaming under the enchanted lights, his cold eyes surveying the room with barely concealed disdain. He wasn't just a judge—he was the judge, the one who would have a say in Harry's future.
Harry understood now. Understood why Sirius had been so angry, why he'd looked ready to punch Malfoy in the atrium. Understood why Margaret had held him back.
He wanted to punch Malfoy too.
But he couldn't. He remembered Margaret's words—you'll jeopardize everything. They were so close. So close to everything he'd ever wanted. He couldn't risk it. Not now.
He looked back at Sirius.
Sirius was sitting with a quiet power that Harry had never seen before. His robes were immaculate, his posture perfect, his expression calm and controlled. He looked like what he was—Lord Black, head of an ancient and noble house. If Harry didn't know him, he would never dare approach someone who looked like that.
Then Sirius met his eyes and winked.
Harry felt his lips twitch despite everything. Even here, even now, Sirius was still...Sirius. Still finding ways to make him smile.
He nodded back, small and nervous, and turned his attention to the front of the room.
Dumbledore rose, his voice carrying through the chamber with that familiar, calm authority.
"Case number 15B67R: In the matter of guardianship of Harry James Potter, petitioner Sirius Orion Black, Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black, versus the current arrangement with Petunia Dursley, legal guardians by blood."
He looked around the room, his blue eyes touching each person in turn.
"The court is now in session. Both parties will state their claims."
Margaret rose first, her voice clear and professional. "Sirius Orion Black petitions this court for legal custody of his godson, Harry James Potter. Mr. Black was named godfather by James and Lily Potter shortly after Harry's birth, a role he has been unable to fulfill due to circumstances now proven to be based on false accusations. He seeks to take up that responsibility and provide Harry with a stable, loving home."
She sat. Minerva rose.
"Minerva McGonagall, Head of Gryffindor House at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardty, appearing as representative for Harry James Potter. Harry has been informed of these proceedings and has consented to hear Mr. Black's petition."
Minerva sat. Dumbledore nodded.
"The petitioner may present their case."
Margaret laid out the facts methodically. James and Lily Potter's friendship with Sirius. His appointment as godfather. The circumstances of their deaths and Sirius's subsequent imprisonment. The recent exoneration. His desire to now fulfill the role he had been given.
One of the judges—a kind-faced woman with spectacles—leaned forward. "Was there ever a formal, legal document naming Mr. Black as godfather?"
Margaret shook her head. "The Potters went into hiding shortly after Harry's birth. They were unable to complete the formal paperwork before their deaths. However, multiple witnesses can confirm Sirius's status—Albus Dumbledore, Remus Lupin, and others who were close to the family at the time."
The judge nodded, making a note.
Another judge—a severe-looking man with a sharp nose—spoke next. "Can Mr. Black demonstrate his ability to provide for the child?"
Margaret rose again, crossing to the judges' bench with a folder of documents. "I have here Mr. Black's financial records, including the assets of the Black family estate, which he now controls. He is more than capable of providing materially for Harry Potter."
The judges reviewed the documents, nodding.
Then Malfoy spoke.
His voice was silk over steel, each word carefully measured. "Mr. Black has recently been released from Azkaban, where he spent twelve years. How can this court be assured of his mental stability? How can we be certain that he is fit to care for the Boy Who Lived?"
Harry felt his hands clench. The Boy Who Lived. Malfoy said it like it was a possession, something to be controlled.
Margaret's expression didn't flicker. She produced another folder. "I have here medical evaluations from St. Mungo's, conducted after Mr. Black's release and confirmed by independent Healers. Mr. Black is of sound mind and capable of full responsibility."
Malfoy waved a hand dismissively. "Medical evaluations mean little. The Blacks are known for their... instability. Their temper. Their violence." He turned his cold gaze on Sirius. "Perhaps you could answer directly, Mrs. Black. Does your husband ever raise his hands to you?"
Harry's mouth fell open. The question was monstrous—accusing, degrading, designed to provoke.
Sirius's hands clenched on the table in front of him. Harry could see the effort it took for him to stay still, to stay silent.
Margaret's voice was ice. "My husband has never raised a hand to me or to anyone in our household. The suggestion is baseless and offensive."
Malfoy smiled, thin and cruel. "Merely asking the necessary questions."
The looks that passed between Sirius and Malfoy could have burned through stone.
The other judge—the kind-faced woman—intervened. "Mr. Black already has a young daughter, does he not? A stepdaughter. How does he plan to balance the needs of two children?"
Margaret answered smoothly. "Mr. Black has demonstrated his commitment to both children equally. He has been Aurora's primary caregiver during the trial preparation and has developed a strong bond with her. He has also maintained regular contact with Harry through letters and visits. He has enough love in his heart for both."
The judge nodded, seemingly satisfied.
Then the questions turned to Harry.
"How did you first meet Mr. Black?" the severe judge asked.
Harry's mind went blank. He couldn't say the truth—that Sirius had broken into Hogwarts, that they'd met in the Shrieking Shack, that Sirius had been a fugitive. What could he say?
Minerva spoke before he could panic. "They met at Hogwarts, with the full awareness of the headmaster. Mr. Potter's friends were present, as was Professor Lupin, who can confirm the meeting was appropriate and supervised."
Harry let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding. She hadn't lied—not exactly—but she'd made it sound so... normal. So acceptable. Harry mentally thanked Sirius for suggesting Professor McGonagall.
Malfoy leaned forward. "Mr. Black is wealthy. If he adopts you, you stand to inherit a significant fortune, can be declared his heir. Is this perhaps a motivation for your agreement to this arrangement?"
Harry's face went pale. He hadn't even thought of that. Hadn't considered money or inheritance or any of it. He opened his mouth, but no words came.
Minerva answered for him again, her voice sharp. "Harry has never expressed any interest in Mr. Black's finances. His motivation has always been, and remains, the desire for a loving family—something he has been denied for thirteen years."
Harry shot her a grateful look. She was saving him, over and over.
The questions continued. Endless. Exhausting.
They asked about character, about rule-breaking, about detentions and mischief. Malfoy was particularly vicious, bringing up old Prophet articles about Sirius's reputation.
"The papers have painted quite a picture of Mr. Black," Malfoy said, his voice dripping with false concern. "A ladies' man, a bully, a troublemaker. Is this truly the sort of person who should be raising a child?"
Minerva's response was immediate. "The papers also painted quite a picture of many people during the war, Mr. Malfoy. We do not put stock in everything we read." Her eyes were flint. "And as Head of Gryffindor House, I can assure you that very few students pass through Hogwarts without a few detentions. It hardly makes them unfit to be parents."
Malfoy's face tightened, but he said nothing.
Then they called Sirius to speak directly.
Malfoy's questions grew sharper, more pointed. "Are you seeking custody of the boy to gain influence? To have the 'Boy Who Lived' under your control? He is young, impressionable, raised by Muggles who knew nothing of our world. He could be easily manipulated by someone with your... charm."
Sirius was silent for a long moment. When he spoke, his voice was controlled, but Harry could hear the emotion underneath.
"I have known Harry Potter since before he was born. My friendship with his parents is the only reason I am standing here today. The 'Boy Who Lived' is a title the press gave him—I have never once called him that."
He paused, meeting Malfoy's eyes.
Then with a smirk he said, "And perhaps you are surrounded by teenagers who can be easily influenced, but Harry makes his own decisions. He always has."
There was a hint of a smile at the corner of his mouth. Harry smiled too.
The questions grew more personal. They asked about his marriage, about how his new family would accept an outsider.
Sirius's answer was simple. "My family includes Harry. I don't know who the outsider would be."
They asked about biological children. About the future. About whether Harry might be pushed aside if Sirius had his own kids one day.
Sirius was quiet for a long moment. Harry watched him, saw him thinking, saw him reaching deep inside himself for the right words.
"I have never fathered a child of my own blood," Sirius said finally. "I'm aware of that. I've never been a father, either. But I've been trying to be one for several months now—to a teenage boy and a little girl. I don't know what the future holds. I can't promise you what hasn't happened yet."
He paused, and when he spoke again, his voice was rough.
"But I can tell you that every morning, I wake up wanting to see them. And every night, before I fall asleep, my kids are my last thought."
He smiled—that warm, genuine smile that Harry knew so well.
"If I have biological children someday, they'll learn to respect their older siblings. We'll be a happy tribe. That's what family is."
Harry saw the judges soften. Saw even the severe one nod slightly. Saw Margaret's eyes glisten. Saw Dumbledore's faint smile.
His chest felt too full.
Then it was Harry's turn.
"Do you want this, Mr. Potter?" the kind judge asked. "Do you truly want this arrangement?"
"Yes." His voice came out steady.
"Did Mr. Black ask you to be here today?"
"Yes."
A pause.
"He said he wanted to legally adopt me, to be my family. I said yes. I gave him my consent to file."
Sirius's shoulders relaxed almost imperceptibly.
The questions continued.
"Had Sirius ever manipulated him?"
"No."
"Had he ever hurt him physically?"
Harry was almost offended.
"No. Sirius is the most loving person I know. His hands are for hugs, not hurting."
"Was there any emotional abuse? Any mistreatment?"
"No. Never."
"Did he understand about Sirius's daughter? Was he okay with joining an existing family?"
Harry smiled. "Sirius already said I'm family. I don't need to join anything."
Malfoy's voice cut through. "And you believe everything Mr. Black tells you?"
Harry met his cold eyes. "Well, he says intelligent things instead of asking stupid questions."
One of the judges—the kind woman—actually laughed. A small sound, quickly smothered, but Harry heard it. Sirius's smile widened.
Finally, the question he'd been waiting for.
"What do you want, Mr. Potter?"
Harry looked at Sirius. At the man who had fought for him, written to him, bought him clothes and told him he was loved. At the man who had stood in Dumbledore's office and shouted for Harry to have a say.
"I want to live with Sirius. I want him to have legal custody of me."
He was asked to return to his seat. He caught Sirius's eyes as he walked past, and Sirius blinked at him—slow, deliberate, a message just for him. Good job.
Minerva's hand touched his arm briefly as he sat. Warm. Reassuring.
Margaret rose one last time, presenting a final document. "A letter of recommendation from Petunia Dursley, Harry's current legal guardian and aunt. As a Muggle, she could not be present today, but she has submitted this statement in support of Mr. Black's petition."
Harry's jaw dropped.
Petunia? His aunt? Supporting Sirius?
He thought about the morning. Her strange behavior. The tears in her eyes. The way she'd watched him leave.
That's why. That's what was different.
Dumbledore, who had been silent throughout, finally spoke. "The court has heard all evidence. We will now vote."
Harry's heart stopped.
Malfoy voted first.
Negative.
Of course. Harry had expected that.
The other two judges voted positive.
Two to one.
It came down to Dumbledore.
Harry looked at him. The old man's blue eyes were fixed on Harry, twinkling in that familiar way. Harry remembered their conversation in the office—Dumbledore's arguments, his pleading, his certainty that Harry should stay with the Dursleys.
He's going to say no. He's going to tie it, or call for a revote, or—
Dumbledore smiled. A real smile, warm and genuine, just for Harry.
"Positive."
The clerk's voice rang out. "The petition is granted. Sirius Orion Black is hereby awarded legal custody of Harry James Potter."
Harry stopped breathing. His vision blurry with tears. He could not focus on what was said next.
He looked at Sirius. Sirius was already looking at him, grey eyes bright with tears. The rest of the world was unclear.
Just Sirius and Harry.
Godfather & Godson.
They stood at the same moment.
Harry ran.
He crossed the distance between them in seconds, launching himself at Sirius. Sirius caught him, lifted him off the ground, held him tight against his chest. They were both crying—great, heaving sobs that shook their bodies.
"Is it true?" Harry's voice was muffled against Sirius's shoulder. "Is it really true?"
Sirius set him down, cupped his face in both hands. His grey eyes were wet, his cheeks streaked with tears, but he was smiling—the biggest, brightest smile Harry had ever seen.
"It's true, Harry. It's really true."
"You did it." Harry's voice broke. "You said you would, and you did it."
Sirius shook his head, pulling Harry close again.
"No, love. We did it. Both of us." Sirius said through tears.
He pressed a kiss to Harry's forehead, long and warm.
"You were so brave. So brave. You make me so proud."
Harry clung to him, crying, laughing, feeling like his heart might burst.
Around them, the court dissolved into quiet shuffling—the judges leaving, the clerk packing up, Minerva and Margaret watching with wet eyes. But Harry didn't notice any of it.
All he knew was Sirius's arms around him, Sirius's voice in his ear, Sirius's love wrapping around him like a shield.
He was home.
Finally, finally home.
Chapter Text
Harry and Sirius let go of each other slowly, reluctantly, their arms still half-reaching as if neither wanted to break the connection entirely.
The courtroom had emptied around them without Harry noticing. The judges were gone. The minutes-taker had slipped out. Even Dumbledore had disappeared, leaving only a faint trace of lemon drops in the air.
But Margaret was still there. And Minerva.
Margaret stood a few feet away, her hands clasped in front of her, her eyes bright with unshed tears. She looked at them—at Sirius, at Harry—with an expression Harry couldn't quite name.
Sirius turned to her. And then, to Harry's surprise, he bowed.
Not a casual nod, not a playful gesture—a real bow. His head dipped low, one hand pressed to his chest, the other extended slightly. Formal. Respectful. Utterly sincere.
Margaret's eyes widened. She took a small step back, startled.
Sirius straightened. His grey eyes were wet, his voice rough when he spoke.
"Margaret." He took a breath. "You are an angel. You walked into my life and turned me into... this." He gestured at himself, at Harry, at all of it. "A family man. I owe you everything."
Margaret's composure cracked. Tears spilled down her cheeks as she rushed forward, throwing her arms around his neck. She had to stand on her toes to reach, but she held him tight, her face pressed against his shoulder.
Sirius wrapped his arms around her, holding her just as tightly.
After a long moment, Margaret pulled back just enough to look into his eyes. Her hands stayed on his shoulders, steadying herself.
"Sirius." Her voice was thick with emotion. "You deserve this. All of this. It's your doing—yours. You fought for him. You never gave up."
She looked down at Harry, who was watching them with wet eyes of his own. She reached out and cupped his face in both hands, her touch gentle, warm.
"Both of you," she said softly. "You deserve each other. You've both been so strong, so brave. Your bond won today. Not the arguments, not the evidence—the love between you. That's what won."
Harry felt fresh tears escape, rolling down his cheeks. Margaret wiped them away with her thumbs, smiling.
He smiled back. In the weeks he had known her, Margaret had earned his respect in ways he hadn't expected.
Minerva approached.
She stood tall, as always, her hands clasped before her, her expression composed. But her eyes—her eyes were soft.
Sirius turned to her immediately. He took her hands in his, holding them like something precious.
"Oh, Minnie." His voice cracked. "What you've done for me—I will always be grateful. Always."
Minerva's lips curved. "I did it because I wanted to, Sirius. Because I believed it was right."
She freed one hand and raised it to his face, cupping his cheek the way a mother might. Her thumb traced the line of his cheekbone.
"Sirius." Her voice was quiet, full of years of history. "My brave boy. I am so happy for you. So proud. Truly."
She leaned in and pressed a kiss to his cheek.
Sirius's eyes glistened. For a moment, he looked young—younger than Harry had ever seen him. Like the boy he must have been, years ago, before everything went wrong.
Then, of course, he ruined it.
"Oh, Minnie!" He clutched his chest dramatically, staggering back as if wounded. "I spent years in melancholy over your rejection! Years! And now that I finally have a family, you decide to come back and ambush me again with your love?" He pressed the back of his hand to his forehead. "Oh, how heartless you are!"
Minerva slapped his arm.
Hard.
Sirius yelped, then laughed—a bright, joyful sound that filled the empty courtroom.
Margaret laughed too. And Harry, watching them, felt laughter bubble up from somewhere deep inside him. Real laughter. Free laughter.
Minerva turned to Harry.
"Congratulations, Mr. Potter." Her voice was warm, but she was already slipping back into her professional demeanor. "I am very happy for you."
Harry nodded, still smiling. "Thank you, Professor. Truly. The way you handled everything—" He shook his head. "Sirius was right. You were the only person who could have done it. Thank you."
Minerva inclined her head, accepting his gratitude. Then her expression shifted—just slightly—into something that might have been amusement.
"Mr. Potter." Her voice was stern now, the familiar classroom tone. "I must tell you that now that you live with the biggest troublemaker Hogwarts has ever produced, I will have my eyes on you." She fixed him with a look. "I will be watching. For any rule-breaking. Any mischief. Any hint of Marauder-like behavior."
Harry straightened instinctively, his heart jumping. Was she serious? Was she actually warning him?
Then Sirius laughed, and Harry understood.
He smiled. "I'll try to behave, Professor."
"You'll fail," Sirius said cheerfully. "But it's the trying that counts."
Minerva rolled her eyes—actually rolled her eyes—and turned to Margaret. She offered her hand, and Margaret took it.
"Thank you, Professor," Margaret said. "For everything."
Minerva nodded. "Take care of them." She glanced at Sirius and Harry. "They need it."
Then she was gone, her heels clicking against the stone floor, her departure as dignified as her presence.
The courtroom was empty now. Just the three of them.
Sirius came to Harry, draping an arm around his shoulders. The weight was warm, solid, grounding. Harry leaned into it without thinking.
Margaret watched them for a moment, a small smile playing on her lips. Then she gathered herself, brushing imaginary wrinkles from her robes.
"You two go to my office," she said. "Wait for me there. I have to finish the paperwork."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "Paperwork?"
"Always paperwork." Margaret sighed. "But it's the good kind today. The final kind."
She walked away, her footsteps echoing in the empty chamber.
Harry and Sirius stood together, arm in arm, watching her go.
"So," Sirius said quietly. "It's really done."
Harry nodded. "It's really done."
They walked out of the courtroom together, side by side.
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Margaret's office was nothing like Harry had expected.
He sat in a comfortable leather chair. The room was all dark wood and soft lighting, with shelves of leather-bound books lining one wall. Files and documents were stacked neatly on the desk—organized, precise, exactly what he would have imagined of Margaret's workspace.
On the corner of her desk, tucked beside a neat stack of parchment, sat two small photographs. One showed a newborn baby—tiny, wrinkled, perfect—with a shock of dark hair and eyes squeezed shut against the world. Aurora, Harry guessed. The other was of an old man, severe and aristocratic, but with something warm lurking behind his eyes. Her father, probably. Lord Clermont.
Harry wanted to ask about them. Wanted to know more about this woman who had become so important in such a short time. But the words wouldn't come.
Neither would any words, really.
He and Sirius sat in silence.
Not an uncomfortable silence—not the kind that begged to be filled. It was the silence of two people who had been through too much, felt too much, and simply didn't have the capacity for words anymore. The silence of exhaustion and relief and overwhelming joy all tangled together.
Sirius's hand rested lightly on Harry's arm. Barely there, just a point of contact. Like he was reassuring himself that Harry was real, that this had actually happened. Or maybe reassuring Harry that he was here, that he wasn't going anywhere.
Probably both.
Harry let himself lean into the touch, just slightly. Let himself feel the warmth of it.
The door opened.
Margaret walked in, and Harry realized he had no idea how long they'd been sitting there. Minutes? Hours? Time had stopped mattering.
She looked at them—Sirius in his chair, Harry in his, both silent, both slightly dazed—and a smile spread across her face.
"I thought I'd come back to find you two had blasted my office apart," she said lightly. "But look at you. Acting like actual adults."
Sirius chuckled, a low, warm sound. Harry was smiling bright.
Margaret crossed to her desk, settling into her chair with the grace that seemed to come naturally to her. She immediately began sorting through papers, her expression shifting into professional mode.
"Alright, Sirius. I have the final documents here." She tapped a stack. "These need your signature. And the seal."
Sirius leaned forward, taking the quill she offered. He signed each page quickly—barely glancing at them, trusting her completely—and then held out his hand.
Harry watched, fascinated, as a small object materialized in Sirius's palm. A signet ring, old and heavy, engraved with the Black family crest. Sirius pressed it to the bottom of each page, leaving behind an embossed seal in dark wax that appeared from nowhere.
Magic. Real magic, happening right in front of him. This was his life now.
He would learn all of this. Would understand it, live it, be part of it.
The thought made him dizzy.
"—and Petunia's signature will go here," Margaret was saying. "It has to be witnessed. Everything is legally binding."
Harry's attention snapped back.
Petunia's signature.
He couldn't hold back the question. "Sirius. How did you get my aunt to give you a recommendation letter?"
Sirius stopped mid-motion, his quill hovering over the last page. He looked at Harry.
Harry saw something flicker in those grey eyes—a quick calculation, a decision being made. Then Sirius straightened in his chair, setting down the quill.
"Harry." His voice was calm, measured. "Last night, I met with your aunt."
Harry blinked. Beside him, he saw Margaret's eyebrows rise slightly. She was interested too.
Sirius continued. "I've known your aunt for years, Harry. James and I used to visit the Evans house all the time during our last two years of school—summers, holidays, whenever we could. Lily lived there, so we were there."
Harry felt his brain struggling to catch up. Of course. Of course his dad would have visited his mum. Of course Sirius would have gone with him. And of course Aunt Petunia had lived in the same house.
But somehow, he'd never connected those dots. Never thought about his aunt and his godfather existing in the same space, at the same time, before any of this.
"I asked her to meet me," Sirius continued. "Explained everything—the situation, the need, what we were trying to do. And she agreed to help."
Harry's voice came out too loud, too sharp. "Aunt Petunia came to meet you willingly? She helped you? I don't believe it. She met YOU?!"
Sirius held up a calming hand. "Harry. I know from your perspective, your aunt is one thing. One-dimensional. The villain of your story. Which frankly, she deserves to be. But I've known her for eighteen years. I know her differently. She listened to what I had to say."
Harry stared at him. His mind was racing, piecing together fragments. The way Petunia had let Sirius in that first time, without a fight. The way she'd backed down after Sirius threatened her. The way she'd been so quiet since, leaving him alone, following Sirius's demands without question.
The way she'd stared at his picture in the papers.
Something clicked into place.
"You and Aunt Petunia." Harry's voice was flat. "You were a thing, weren't you? She was your girlfriend."
Sirius's head jerked back. "What?"
Harry kept going, the words tumbling out. "It makes sense. She let you in right away, that first time. Hours alone together. And then you told her to leave me alone, and she did—actually did. For days. Uncle Vernon and Dudley won't even look at me. No one even says a word to me, anymore. No chores. No taunts. Someone like Aunt Petunia doesn't just do that for anyone."
His voice rose, thick with something he couldn't name. Anger? Hurt? Betrayal?
"She was your girlfriend. That's why she did everything you asked. That's why—"
"Harry." Sirius's voice was sharp.
But Harry couldn't stop. The thought of them together—Petunia, who had made his life hell, and Sirius, who he loved more than anything—twisted in his chest like a knife.
A gasp from beside him cut through his spiral.
Margaret.
Harry looked at her. Her face had gone pale, her eyes fixed on Sirius with an expression Harry couldn't read. But underneath the careful mask, he saw it. Hurt.
She recovered quickly, standing abruptly. "I should—I'll leave you two to talk."
She was already moving toward the door.
Sirius moved faster. His hand shot out, catching hers, holding tight. His grey eyes met hers, pleading.
"Please." His voice was soft, desperate. "Don't go. Please."
Margaret stopped. Looked at him. Looked at their joined hands. Slowly, reluctantly, she sat back down.
Harry felt horrible. Stupid. Why had he said that? Why had he blurted it out like that, without thinking, without considering who else was in the room?
Sirius took a breath. When he spoke, his voice was strong and commanding—the voice of Lord Black, the voice that expected to be listened to.
"Both of you. Calm down and listen to me."
They listened.
"There was never anything like that between me and Evans." Sirius's eyes moved between them. "Never. Not once."
He paused, letting that sink in.
"I know what the papers say about me. I know my reputation. But I would have hoped—" His voice cracked slightly. "I would have hoped that the two of you would have a little more faith in my character than that."
Harry felt the words like a slap. Shame washed through him.
Before he could apologize, Sirius continued.
"Harry." His voice softened. "I know it's hard to imagine that adults have lives beyond what you've seen. That we existed before you knew us. But it's true."
He leaned forward.
"James and I were inseparable. We knew everything about each other's lives. And your aunt was part of that—not as a girlfriend, not as anything romantic, but as Lily's sister. As someone who was in the same house every time we visited." He paused. "She agreed to meet me because of that history. Because despite everything, she loved your mother. Sisters fight. Sisters hurt each other. But the bond is still there."
He turned to Margaret.
"Margaret." His voice was gentle now. "I would never go behind your back to meet any woman from my past. Not even if she was my godson's aunt. Not even if the fate of the world depended on it." He held her gaze. "I need you to know that. I'm not a cheat. I never have been."
Margaret's face flushed. "Sirius, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have—"
He cut her off. "I know. I understand." His voice was warm now, forgiving. He reached up, touching her cheek lightly.
"It's alright, Darling. I'm not upset."
Something passed between them—a look, a moment, a connection that Harry couldn't quite grasp but could feel. It was private, intimate, not for him.
He looked away, giving them space.
After a moment, Sirius spoke again, addressing both of them.
"I've found a way to maintain the blood wards even after Harry leaves Privet Drive."
Both Harry and Margaret's attention snapped to him.
Sirius continued. "It's an ancient ritual. Complicated. Powerful. Dumbledore and I will perform it tonight."
Harry stayed silent, still ashamed of his outburst. Margaret asked the question for him.
"What kind of ritual?"
Sirius shook his head. "I'll explain later, when Dumbledore joins us. Around midnight." He paused. "For that, I needed Petunia's help. That's why I begged her to see me last night. That's why she agreed."
He looked at Harry, his grey eyes soft.
"That's all, Harry. Nothing more."
Harry wanted to ask more—about the ritual, about the wards, about everything. But he couldn't find his voice. The shame of what he'd said, of the accusation he'd made, sat heavy on his chest.
Sirius seemed to sense it. He reached out, cupping Harry's cheek with the same gentleness he'd shown Margaret moments before.
"Harry." His voice was full of love. "It's okay. I'm not upset with you. I understand."
Harry's eyes burned.
"I understand completely," Sirius continued. "If I were in your position—your age, your history—I might have thought the same thing. You had a thought, you expressed it, and I cleared it up. That's all." He smiled. "No worries, love."
Harry felt the rush of love return—that overwhelming warmth he always felt with Sirius. It pushed back the shame, the fear, the doubt.
He nodded, not trusting his voice.
Sirius grinned, deliberately lightening the mood. He turned to Margaret with exaggerated enthusiasm. "Alright, Margaret. Bring on the documents. Let me sign away my fortune."
Margaret held his gaze for a moment, a small smile playing on her lips. Then she pushed the remaining papers toward him.
They worked through the rest of the documents, Sirius signing, Margaret explaining, Harry watching in silence.
But his mind was far away.
Day zero, he thought. I've been here for hours, and I've already caused problems in Sirius's life.
What would happen next?
Chapter 66
Summary:
Harry comes Home.
Chapter Text
The world squeezed and released, and suddenly they were standing in a quiet Muggle lane.
Harry stumbled slightly, catching himself on Sirius's arm. The evening air was cool against his face, carrying the familiar scents of London—exhaust fumes, pavement after a light rain, someone's dinner cooking nearby.
He looked around. The street was lined with elegant houses, all identical in their Georgian architecture, all clearly Muggle. Neat front steps, polished brass knockers, cars parked along the curb. It looked like the kind of neighborhood where people had money but didn't flaunt it.
Sirius was watching him with obvious amusement, his grey eyes sparkling.
Harry frowned. "Sirius? You live in a Muggle house?"
Sirius's smile widened. "No, Harry. Not exactly."
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a folded piece of parchment, handing it to Harry. "Read this. Memorize it."
Harry unfolded the paper. On it, in elegant script, was written:
Lord Black & his family reside at Number 12, Grimmauld Place.
He looked up. His eyes swept the row of houses. Number 11 stood to his left, Number 13 to his right. Between them—nothing. Just a gap where a house should have been.
Harry looked at Sirius, confusion written all over his face.
Sirius's smile was downright mischievous now. "The house is hidden, Harry. Muggles can't see it at all. And even for wizards, only people who know the address can find it."
Harry's mind boggled. He'd seen magic do incredible things—flying cars, talking hats, a castle that rearranged itself. But a whole house, hidden in plain sight?
"Now," Sirius said, his voice taking on a instructional tone. "Think of the address you just read. Really think about it. Picture it in your mind. Then look at the space between eleven and thirteen."
Harry did as he was told. He closed his eyes for a moment, fixing the words in his mind. Number 12, Grimmauld Place. Then he opened his eyes and looked at the gap.
For a heartbeat, nothing. Just empty space.
Then—slowly, like a curtain being drawn back—a house materialized.
It seemed to emerge from the very air, solidifying piece by piece. First the door, dark and imposing. Then the steps leading up to it. Then the facade, stretching upward, floor after floor. Harry counted. Four. Five. Six stories at least.
His eyes went wide.
"Magic," he breathed. "Magic is great."
Sirius chuckled. "My ancestors were a little paranoid. There are layers of charms on this place—protection wards, notice-me-nots, about a dozen other things I'm still discovering. But it's safe. It's ours."
He put a hand on Harry's shoulder, steering him forward. "Come on. Let's go home."
Harry's heart stuttered at the word. Home.
Margaret followed quietly behind them, a soft smile on her face.
The front door opened before Sirius reached it.
Not swung open, not creaked—it simply... unlatched, swinging inward smoothly, as if the house itself recognized its master's approach. Harry supposed it probably did.
Sirius stepped aside, gesturing grandly. "Welcome home, Harry."
Harry's body filled with jitters. Home. His home. His.
He looked at Margaret. She was smiling at him, warm and encouraging. He looked at Sirius, whose grey eyes held nothing but love.
He stepped inside.
And stopped.
The entry hallway alone was grander than the entire ground floor of Number Four. Dark wood paneling lined the walls, polished to a gleam. A chandelier hung overhead, its crystals catching the light and scattering rainbows. A staircase swept upward, curving elegantly out of sight. Portraits lined the walls—people in old-fashioned clothes, watching him with varying degrees of curiosity and disdain.
It wasn't a house. It was a mansion.
Harry felt suddenly, acutely conscious. Of his clothes, his posture, his very existence. He had never lived in anything like this. Never even seen anything like this up close. He was a boy from a cupboard, standing in a palace.
Margaret moved ahead, giving them space, disappearing through a doorway. Harry barely noticed.
He walked forward slowly, taking it in. The furniture was beautiful—dark wood, rich fabrics, everything looking both old and perfectly maintained. The decor was elegant, tasteful. The house itself felt ancient, centuries old, but everything in it looked new.
The portraits watched him. Their eyes followed as he moved. Some looked curious. Some looked hostile. One, a witch with a severe expression and hair piled high, sneered at him openly.
Harry stopped in front of a large portrait near the staircase.
A woman. Grey eyes, sharp cheekbones, dark hair pulled back so tightly it looked painful. She sat in a painted chair, her hands folded, her expression one of pure disdain.
She looked like Sirius.
No—she looked like the older version of Sirius in the newspaper photo. The family portrait. This was her. Walburga Black.
Walburga's painted eyes fixed on Harry with unmistakable contempt. Then they slid past him, to Sirius, who had come up behind.
"Sirius." Her voice was cold, aristocratic. "You're back. Bringing in another stray, I see."
Sirius's expression shifted. Harry saw it—the easy warmth draining away, replaced by something hard and dangerous.
"Don't." His voice was low, controlled, but barely. "Don't you dare."
Walburga's painted lips curved. "Why do you worry, son? I told you I would keep my quiet, didn't I?"
"Forgive me if I have no faith in you." The words were venomous.
"And that's where it all came crashing down." Walburga's voice dripped with satisfaction. "The Potter boy found his chance."
Sirius's hands clenched into fists. "SHUT UP. Shut your mouth, you old hag."
"I will SPEAK." Walburga leaned forward in her frame, her eyes blazing. "It is MY house."
"WAS." Sirius's voice rose. "It was your house. Now it's MINE."
"And you decide to bring a Potter into it." Walburga spat the name like a curse.
Sirius stepped closer to the portrait, his whole body trembling with rage. "YES. He's my child now. Mine."
Walburga's laugh was sharp and cruel. "A Potter. A child of that bloodline. They are BENEATH us, Sirius. Beneath the Noble and Most Ancient House of Black. You debase yourself—"
"SHUT UP!"
Sirius's shout echoed through the hall, raw and furious. Harry had never heard him like this. Never seen him so completely undone.
Margaret appeared, her hand closing around Harry's arm. She pulled him gently but firmly away, guiding him toward a doorway.
"Come, Mr. Potter," she said quietly. "This way."
Harry let himself be led, but he could still hear Sirius shouting behind them, his voice cracking with years of pain and fury.
Margaret guided him into a large sitting room and closed the door behind them. The shouting became muffled, distant.
Harry stood in the middle of the room, shaken. His heart was pounding. He'd known Sirius's family was bad—Sirius had said as much. But this? This was something else entirely. That woman—that portrait—had looked at Harry like he was dirt. Like he was nothing. And the way she spoke to Sirius, the cruelty in her voice...
"She's horrible," Harry whispered. "She's truly horrible."
Margaret's expression was sympathetic. "Mr. Potter, please don't mind that. I know it's unsettling. Sirius and his mother... they don't get along. Never have. These outbursts happen occasionally."
Harry nodded, but he couldn't shake the feeling.
Margaret gestured to a sofa. "Please, have a seat. I'll go check on Sirius."
She left, and Harry was alone.
He looked around the room, trying to distract himself. It was exquisite—more beautiful than any room he'd ever been in. Plush sofas, ornate tables, paintings on the walls that looked old and valuable. A chandelier hung from the ceiling, its crystals catching the light. Everything was tasteful, elegant, clearly expensive.
Harry felt completely out of place. There was nothing here that belonged to his world. Nothing he recognized.
His eyes moved around the room, cataloging, trying to find something familiar.
A photograph on a side table. Framed. Sirius and Margaret, from their wedding, Sirius kissing Margaret's cheek. Harry had seen it in the papers, but the real thing was different. They looked so happy. So in love.
A drawing on the wall, framed carefully. A big black dog, drawn in crayon with wobbly lines. Above it, in a child's handwriting: FOR SIRIUS.
Harry smiled. Aurora.
And then, in the corner—the dragon castle. The one Sirius had bought that day, the huge elaborate thing with towers and turrets and tiny dragons everywhere. Harry had watched him pick it out, had helped carry it to the car.
He crossed to it, reaching out to touch one of the tiny dragon figures. Something familiar. Something he knew.
He was still examining it when the door opened.
Margaret and Sirius walked in together.
Sirius looked completely relaxed—casual, happy, like nothing had happened. He dropped onto the sofa with his usual careless grace, stretching his arms along the back.
"Sorry about that, Harry." His voice was light, breezy. "The person you had to meet coming in was my mother."
He paused, looking at Harry's horrified expression. A grin spread across his face.
"Charming woman, isn't she?"
Harry had no idea what to say. Your mother is horrible didn't seem like the right response.
Margaret sat down gracefully. "Mr. Potter, please—have a seat."
Harry moved toward a chair, but Sirius held up a hand.
"Alright." His voice was suddenly firm. "This has to stop."
Harry and Margaret both looked at him.
Sirius gestured between them. "This. Mr. Potter and Mrs. Black. The formality. The distance."
Margaret's eyebrows rose. "Sirius—"
"I gave you two space." Sirius cut her off. "I thought you'd figure it out on your own. But clearly, I need to intervene."
He turned to Margaret first. "Every time you call him Mr. Potter, I feel like you're talking to James's grandfather."
Then he looked at Harry. "And you. Does she curtsy to you every time she sees you?"
Harry stood frozen, unsure what to say. Yes, she did. Yes, it made him uncomfortable every single time.
Margaret spoke, her voice measured. "Sirius, it's the proper thing. Mr. Potter is the Head of the House of Potter. He deserves respect befitting his position."
Sirius waved a hand. "Margaret, he's thirteen. Not even of age."
"That doesn't matter." Margaret's chin lifted slightly. "He is the Head of his House. Soon he will be of age. It's only appropriate."
"So this will continue?" Sirius pressed. "Every morning, you'll curtsy to him? You'll have Aurora do it too?"
Margaret didn't answer, but her expression said yes.
Harry felt horror creeping up his spine. The curtsies already made him deeply uncomfortable. The thought of facing them every single day, from both Margaret and Aurora—
"No."
Sirius said it for him. "Come on, Margaret. He's a kid. And I'm pretty sure Harry doesn't want it."
He looked at Harry. "Do you want Margaret to call you Mr. Potter and curtsy to you every day?"
Harry's answer came out too fast. "No."
Sirius's smile widened triumphantly. He turned back to Margaret, his voice softening. "Look. He doesn't want it. Please. Let the propriety go, just this one thing. For Me."
Margaret looked at him. At his grey eyes, soft and pleading. At the way he was asking, not demanding.
She felt herself melting. How could she say no to that?
She looked at Harry. "Alright." She paused. "But then you'll have to call me Margaret. Not Mrs. Black. Not Lady Black. Margaret."
Harry nodded quickly. He would have agreed to anything to escape the curtsies.
Sirius's smile was radiant. He flopped back against the sofa dramatically. "Finally. The kids understand."
Margaret laughed softly. Harry felt a smile tug at his own lips.
They sat in comfortable silence for a moment.
Then Sirius stood abruptly. "Right. Tea."
He headed for the door, leaving Harry confused. Why was Sirius getting up? Surely there were house-elves for that?
Margaret must have seen the question on his face. She answered without him asking.
"Sirius makes the tea in this house."
From somewhere down the hall, Sirius's voice floated back. "The hell I do!"
Margaret laughed, a real laugh, warm and bright. Harry smiled politely, but his mind was working.
Sirius makes tea. Uncle Vernon wouldn't even fetch his own slippers.
Margaret asked him polite questions while they waited. How was he feeling? Was he hungry? Did he need anything?
Harry answered in short words, careful, measured. He didn't want to say the wrong thing. Didn't want to repeat what had happened in her office. He kept his answers simple and hoped they were right.
Sirius returned with a large tray, laden with a teapot, cups, a jug of milk, a small bowl of sugar, and a plate of biscuits. He settled it on the low table with practiced ease.
Harry watched him closely.
Sirius took a cup. Added tea. Added milk—but not just milk, frothy milk, poured carefully. Sprinkled something on top—cinnamon, Harry realized. He presented it to Margaret with a small flourish.
Margaret took it with a smile. "Thank you."
Then Sirius took another cup. Added tea. Added milk. Added two precise scoops of sugar. Stirred. Handed it to Harry.
Harry stared at the cup. "How did you know how I take my tea?"
Sirius didn't even look up, already making his own—black, no sugar, no milk. "I saw you at the restaurant. When we had breakfast."
Harry blinked. Sirius had noticed. Had remembered. Just like that.
Sirius settled back, grabbed a biscuit, and crunched happily.
Harry sipped his tea. It was perfect.
His brain was rewiring itself. He had never—NEVER—seen Uncle Vernon prepare tea for anyone, let alone serve it. Uncle Vernon didn't fetch things. He was fetched for. Even at the Burrow, Mrs. Weasley did everything. The men sat and waited.
Here, Sirius—Lord Black, head of an ancient house, wealthy beyond imagination—made tea. Remembered how everyone took it. Served them without any show, without expecting thanks, without making it a thing. Margaret looked comfortable with it, like it happened every day. Which Harry was sure it did.
Every time Harry thought he understood Sirius, a new layer appeared.
Sirius was discussing something with Margaret—something about what time Dumbledore would arrive tonight. Harry sipped his tea and listened, content to just be part of the conversation.
Then Sirius's arm came around him, pulling him gently into their circle. Including him. Making him part of it.
Harry leaned into the warmth and let himself belong.
The three of them were settled comfortably in the sitting room, the tea growing cold in their cups, when a sound pierced the quiet.
A scream. High-pitched, delighted, unmistakably a child.
"Aurora," Harry thought, before he could stop himself.
Footsteps pounded down the hallway—small, fast, desperate. The door burst open and Aurora flew into the room, her dark hair a wild mess, her eyes fixed on one person and one person only.
"Sirius!"
The hand that had been resting on Harry's arm withdrew, leaving behind a cold spot.
Sirius barely had time to set his cup down before she launched herself at him. She jumped, and he caught her easily, swinging her up into his arms as if she weighed nothing.
Harry felt his stomach drop.
There it is, he thought. The jealousy. Right on schedule.
He watched as Aurora wrapped herself around Sirius, her face buried against his neck, her small hands clutching his robes. Sirius's face was hidden behind a curtain of her hair, but Harry could see his smile—could see the way his whole body relaxed, the way his eyes closed for just a moment, the way he held her like she was the most precious thing in the world.
Margaret's voice cut through, gentle but firm. "Aurora, you mustn't jump on Sirius like that. He had hot tea in his hand. You could have been hurt."
Aurora paid her no attention. She pulled back just enough to look at Sirius, her small face serious.
"Where were you?" Her voice was accusatory. "I was waiting. And WAITING."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "Waiting? You were napping. I know."
Aurora's face scrunched up, caught in her lie. Then she laughed—that bright, joyful sound that kids have. "You're smart, Sirius. Like me."
Sirius laughed too, that familiar bark of laughter. "And you're humble. Like me."
Harry watched them, his old jealousy creeping back like an unwelcome guest. He had tried so hard to push it down, to reason with it, to make it understand. She was a child. She had missed Sirius. Harry himself jumped on Sirius every time he saw him. It was the same thing.
It wasn't the same thing.
She lived with him. She saw him every day. She got to be there for the quiet moments, the ordinary moments, the moments that Harry had been dreaming about for months. And here she was, taking her place on Sirius's lap, in his arms, in his attention.
Harry hated himself for feeling it. He had already caused a scene at the Ministry today—accused Sirius of terrible things, made Margaret uncomfortable, shown his worst self to the people who had been nothing but kind to him.
He would not let score become two on day zero.
He kept his face carefully neutral. Smiling. Interested. Nothing wrong.
Sirius settled Aurora more comfortably on his lap, turning slightly so she could see the room. His hand came up to brush her hair back from her face.
"Aurora," he said gently. "Do you see who's here?"
Aurora's gaze followed his, landing on Harry.
And stopped.
Harry looked back at her. She was a miniature Margaret in almost every way—the same face shape, the same golden-brown hair, the same serious intensity in her gaze. Only her eyes were different—brown where Margaret's were blue. But even without those eyes, Harry would have known her anywhere. She looked exactly like her mother.
Aurora studied him. Her head tilted slightly, her small brow furrowing in concentration. She looked at his hair, his face, his glasses. Her eyes moved slowly, deliberately, taking in every detail.
Then her face lit up with recognition.
"Sirius!" She turned to him, her voice full of excitement and certainty. "Look! It's James! James is back!"
The room went silent.
Harry felt the blood drain from his face. His heart stopped beating. The words hung in the air like a physical weight.
James. She called me James.
Sirius was frozen. Margaret's hand had gone to her mouth, her eyes wide.
Aurora, oblivious to the impact of her words, turned back to Harry. She addressed him directly now, her voice full of childlike reproach.
"James, why did you leave?" She tilted her head. "Sirius misses you. He has your picture, you know. He looks at it and gets sad. You made him sad."
Harry felt tears prick at his eyes. He couldn't speak. Couldn't move. Couldn't do anything but sit there, drowning in a six-year-old's innocent cruelty.
Sirius found his voice first. "No, little star." His voice was gentle, careful. "That's not James. That's Harry."
Aurora shook her head firmly. "No, Sirius. Look. He looks just like the picture. That's James."
Harry's heart pounded. He said nothing.
Sirius tried again. "Aurora, look at his eyes. James had hazel eyes. What color are Harry's eyes?"
Aurora turned back to Harry. Leaned closer. Peered directly into his eyes, her face inches from his.
After a long moment, she nodded. "Yes. Green. You're not James."
She turned back to Sirius and hugged him fiercely. "Don't be sad, Sirius. Harry is here."
Sirius held her, but his eyes were on Harry. Worried. Apologetic. "I am really sorry Harry. Are you okey?"
Harry managed a small smile. "It's alright. Not the first time someone's mistaken me for him."
Sirius's expression softened with gratitude. Margaret's hand found his, squeezing.
Aurora wasn't finished. She pulled back from Sirius and looked at Harry again, her head tilted in that curious way.
"Harry." She said his name carefully, as if testing it. "You don't have a new face. You just look like James."
Harry felt something spark in his chest—a defensive heat. Before he could stop himself, the words were out.
"Well, you don't have a new face either. You look exactly like Margaret."
Silence.
Then Aurora laughed. It was a delighted, surprised sound, like he'd told the best joke she'd ever heard.
"That's because she's my MUMMA!" She said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
Harry's defensive heat cooled. He found himself replying, almost without thinking. "James is my DAD. That's why I look like him."
Aurora's eyes went wide. "Oooooooh." She drew the sound out, processing, thinking. Her little face was so serious, so intent, that Harry couldn't help but smile.
Sirius and Margaret watched the exchange with bated breath. Their hands had found each other behind the children, fingers intertwined, squeezing and releasing with every beat of the conversation. Waiting. Watching. Ready to intervene if needed.
When Harry smiled, Sirius let out a breath he hadn't known he was holding.
Margaret squeezed his hand. He squeezed back.
Aurora had moved on.
Her attention, sharp as a needle, pivoted from the mystery of Harry's parentage to something far more important. She pointed a small, imperious finger at the magnificent dragon castle in the corner of the room.
"Harry!" Her voice was filled with pride and ownership. "Did you see? Sirius got me a new dragon castle!"
Harry glanced at the castle—the one he'd watched Sirius pick out, the one they'd carried to the car together, the one that had cost more than most people's monthly wages. He nodded.
"Yeah, I know. I was with him when he got it."
Aurora's head whipped toward Sirius so fast Harry worried she might have hurt herself. Her eyes were wide with betrayal.
"Sirius!" She pointed at him accusingly. "You took Harry shopping with you and NOT ME?"
Sirius's eyes widened. Harry saw the exact moment he realized he was in trouble. The way his brain scrambled for a response, the way his charm kicked in automatically.
"That's because," Sirius said smoothly, "it was a surprise for you. And Harry has excellent taste." He gestured at the room vaguely. "He helped choose the car too. You like the car, right?"
Aurora considered this. Her small face scrunched up in thought. Then, satisfied, she nodded.
"Yeah. The car is nice." She patted his arm magnanimously, forgiving him.
Then she turned back to Harry. Her expression shifted into something Harry recognized—the same look Hermione got when she was about to ask a Very Important Question. Her small face was so serious, so intent, that Harry found himself straightening in his chair.
"Harry." She said his name carefully, deliberately. "Do you like dragons?"
The weight of the question hung in the air. Harry didn't know that this single inquiry would determine, in Aurora's mind, whether he was friend or foe, ally or enemy, worthy of her approval or forever cast out.
Harry shrugged, unaware of the stakes. "They're fine, I guess. I mean, I even held a baby dragon once."
"WHAT?!"
Three voices. Three people. Three different pitches. Three completely different levels of shock.
The loudest was Sirius, whose shout could have shattered glass. Margaret's gasp was higher, sharper, more refined but no less shocked. And Aurora's shriek of pure, unadulterated joy pierced through them all.
Harry stared at them, dumbfounded.
He looked at Sirius, whose grey eyes were the size of dinner plates. He looked at Margaret, whose composure had completely cracked, her hand pressed to her chest. He looked at Aurora, who was practically vibrating with excitement on Sirius's lap.
Under three such intense gazes, Harry felt his cheeks heat. He shrank back slightly, confused and uncomfortable.
"What?" His voice came out meek, uncertain.
Sirius's voice returned, still pitched higher than normal. "What did you just say? You held a DRAGON?"
Harry swallowed. "I mean—a baby dragon. A hatchling, really. It was tiny."
Sirius stared at him like he'd grown a second head.
Aurora bounced on his lap. "TELL ME EVERYTHING!"
Harry glanced nervously between the three of them. Sirius looked like he was trying to process information that didn't fit into any known category. Margaret's expression was something between horror and fascination. Aurora was simply delighted.
So Harry told them.
He told them about Hagrid, about the egg, about the dragon named Norbert. He described hatching it in the fire, the tiny creature with its folded wings and curious eyes. He told them about Ron's brother Charlie, about the dragon handlers coming to take it away, about the midnight trip to the Astronomy Tower. He even mentioned McGonagall catching them, though he left out the part about losing a hundred and fifty points.
Throughout the story, Sirius and Margaret's expressions didn't change. They looked at him like he'd just admitted to wrestling a mountain troll bare-handed.
Aurora, on the other hand, was absolutely transfixed.
When Harry finished, she turned to him with the intensity of a thousand suns. She launched herself from Sirius's lap directly at Harry, landing on her legs and grabbing his sleeve.
"Harry!" She tugged at his arm. "You have to call your friend Charlie RIGHT NOW! I want to go and see the dragons! Take me! Take me to the dragons!"
Harry blinked. "My friend is Ron. Charlie's his brother. I don't actually know how to contact him."
Aurora was not deterred. "Then call Ron! He can call Charlie! And then Charlie can take us to the dragons!"
Harry opened his mouth to explain the complexities of international owl post, but Aurora was already chattering about which dragons she wanted to see first, her imagination clearly running wild with possibilities.
Harry looked up, seeking rescue from Sirius and Margaret.
They were still staring at him.
Harry had no idea what it meant. Were they impressed? Horrified? Confused? All of the above?
He gave them a small, uncertain smile.
Sirius blinked. Then, slowly, a grin spread across his face—that familiar, reckless, delighted grin.
Margaret pressed her fingers to her temples, but her lips were twitching.
Sirius leaned back in his chair, his tea long forgotten, a thoughtful expression crossing his face.
"Harry," he said slowly, "you and I are going to need to sit down together at some point. A long sit-down. With parchment. And you're going to give me a detailed account of everything you've done so far. Every adventure, every near-death experience, every moment that made my Godfather-heart stop when I wasn't even there to witness it."
Harry's face went pale.
Panic surged through him like ice water. He suddenly understood, with crystal clarity, exactly how Ron had felt when Mrs. Weasley found out about the flying car. That horrible moment when you realize that having a home in the magical world meant that everything you did at school would eventually be reported back to the people who loved you.
His mind raced through the past three years. The troll. The forbidden corridor. The forest. Quirrell. The polyjuice potion. The Chamber of Secrets. The basilisk. The Whomping Willow.
He was going to be grounded until he was forty.
But the tiny human in front of him had no interest in Harry's impending doom.
Aurora tugged at his sleeve relentlessly. "Harry! Write to Ron NOW! Tell him to call Charlie! I want to see the dragons!"
Margaret intervened smoothly, her voice gentle but firm. "Aurora, Harry will write to Ron later. There will be plenty of time. Right now, let him breathe."
Aurora's face scrunched up in frustration. "When is later? Harry will go back to his home soon. Then how will I meet Charlie?"
The words hit Harry strangely. A weird feeling twisted in his chest—something he couldn't name. Go back to his home. The Dursleys. Privet Drive. The cupboard under the stairs.
That wasn't home anymore. Was it?
Sirius answered before Harry could form the thought.
"No, Aurora." His voice was calm, certain. "Harry isn't going anywhere. He's going to live with us now. He's family."
Aurora stopped bouncing.
For the first time since she'd entered the room, she went completely still. Her dark eyes—brown—fixed on Harry with an intensity that made him want to squirm. She studied him like a tiny judge weighing a monumental decision.
The room held its breath.
Sirius watched his daughter with an expression Harry had never seen on him before—nervous, hopeful, terrified. Margaret's hand had found Sirius's again, squeezing tight. Even Harry, who had no idea why this moment mattered so much, found himself waiting for Aurora's verdict with something like anticipation.
Would she accept him? Would she see him as family, or as an intruder?
Aurora's face was unreadable for a long, agonizing moment.
Then she spoke.
"Harry only looks boring." She nodded to herself, satisfied with her assessment. "But he's fun."
Sirius let out a breath so huge it could have powered a sailboat. He slumped back against the sofa like he'd just survived an encounter with Death Eaters.
Margaret relaxed too, her shoulders dropping from where they'd crept up toward her ears.
Harry felt a warm glow spread through his chest. A six-year-old had just approved of him. It was ridiculous. It was wonderful.
Then the rest of her words registered.
"Hey," he protested mildly. "I don't look boring."
Aurora ignored his words completely. She marched over and stood directly in front of him, pointing a small finger at his face with all the gravity of a general issuing a command.
Harry sat up straight, startled. "What?"
Aurora's eyes were serious. "You have to ask my permission before you play with my toys. You can't touch anything without asking me."
Harry stared at her for a beat. Then he laughed.
"I don't play with toys," he said. "You can keep yours. I promise I won't touch them."
Aurora's eyes narrowed suspiciously. "You're lying."
"I'm not lying—"
"Yes you are." She crossed her arms with absolute certainty. "Because Sirius plays with my toys when I'm not watching."
Silence.
Complete, absolute, devastating silence.
Harry's eyes slowly moved from Aurora's triumphant face to Sirius's. Margaret's followed.
For the first time in his entire life, Sirius Black looked embarrassed.
His cheeks actually pinkened. He opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again.
Harry had never seen anything like it. The man who had faced down Dumbledore, survived Azkaban, and charmed half of magical Britain was blushing because his six-year-old daughter had caught him playing with her toys.
Sirius recovered enough to defend himself. "Well." He cleared his throat. "I didn't have any Muggle toys growing up. It's—it's educational. I'm learning."
Harry stared at him for another second. Then the laughter hit.
It burst out of him—loud, helpless, uncontrollable. He doubled over, clutching his stomach, tears forming in his eyes.
Margaret was right behind him. Her composed demeanor shattered into peals of laughter, elegant and surprised.
Aurora, delighted at the reaction, joined in with her own bright giggle.
And finally, reluctantly, helplessly, Sirius started laughing too.
They laughed until their stomachs hurt. They laughed until the tears ran down their faces. They laughed at the absurdity of it all—the Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black, caught red-handed playing with a six-year-old's dragon toys.
When the laughter finally subsided, they sat in comfortable silence, breathless and happy.
Harry looked around the room. At Sirius, still chuckling, his grey eyes warm. At Margaret, wiping her eyes, her smile soft. At Aurora, curled up on the sofa between them.
This was his family now.
Chapter Text
Harry had finally managed to relax.
The laughter had faded to comfortable silence, the tension of the day slowly unwinding from his shoulders. Aurora had curled up against Sirius's side, her eyes drooping, her small hand still clutching his sleeve. Harry was starting to think that maybe—just maybe—he could belong here.
Then Margaret stood.
"It's time for dinner," she announced, smoothing her robes. "And this is a very special day. We have much to celebrate."
Aurora bounced to her feet immediately, grabbing Sirius's hand and tugging. "Dinner! Dinner! I'm hungry!"
Sirius let himself be pulled, laughing, his long legs easily keeping pace with her small, excited steps. He glanced back at Harry, a warm smile on his face, and gestured for him to follow.
Margaret fell into step beside Harry as they walked. Her voice was soft, meant only for him.
"I've prepared something special tonight," she said. "A celebration dinner, just for you. All your favorites—I made sure of it. I hope you'll like it."
Harry looked up at her, overwhelmed. The day had been so long already—the trial, the victory, the confrontation with Walburga, the strange and wonderful interaction with Aurora. And still, they kept going. Still, they kept including him.
"Thank you," he managed. His voice came out rough. "That's—thank you."
Margaret smiled, and for a moment, she looked almost like Lily—that same warmth, that same kindness. Harry blinked, and the moment passed.
They reached the dining room, and Harry stopped dead.
The room was immaculate.
It was grand in a way that made the entrance hall look modest. The table stretched long enough to seat twenty people easily, its surface polished to a mirror shine. Hundreds of candles floated in the air, their flames casting warm light that danced across the walls and ceiling. The only illumination in the room came from them—no electric lights, no lamps, just the soft, magical glow of floating wax and wick.
The table was set for four. Fine china, crystal glasses, gleaming silverware. In the center, a arrangement of fresh flowers—rare ones, the kind Harry had never seen before—spilled from an elegant vase, their colors vibrant, their scent subtle and sweet.
Everything was excessive. Everything was tasteful. Everything screamed of old money and older magic.
Harry felt his nervousness flood back.
He didn't belong here. This wasn't a place for someone like him—someone who had grown up in a cupboard, who had never used the right fork, who had no idea which glass was for what.
Margaret moved ahead of him, and Harry watched as she approached the table. Sirius was already there, pulling out a chair to the left of the head. Margaret sat with a small smile, and Sirius returned it—a private look, full of warmth and something deeper.
They looked good together, Harry thought. They looked right.
Sirius straightened and gestured to the table. "Please, everyone sit."
He reached down and scooped up Aurora, who had been standing on the floor with her arms raised, waiting. It was clearly a ritual—Sirius settled Margaret first, then lifted Aurora to her seat.
Harry felt a warmth spread through him. Now he was part of that too.
He moved toward the chair on Sirius's right—the place of honor, he realized. Next to the head of the table. Next to Sirius.
But Aurora squirmed in Sirius's arms.
"No, Sirius!" Her voice was sharp, insistent. "I want to sit next to you! I don't want to sit there!"
Harry froze mid-step, his hand hovering over the back of the chair.
Margaret spoke first, her voice calm and soothing. "Aurora, let Harry sit next to Sirius tonight. You can sit here with me."
She gestured to the chair beside her, smiling at Harry—a mother's smile, knowing and kind. She could see his nervousness, Harry realized. She knew he needed to be close to Sirius right now.
Aurora's voice rose. "NO! I want to sit next to Sirius! That's MY chair, Sirius! I want to sit near you!"
Harry felt his stomach drop. He didn't want to cause a scene. Didn't want to be the reason for a fight between them. He was still an outsider here, still learning his place. Maybe it was better to step back.
"It's alright," he said quickly. "I can take the other seat. Really, it's fine."
Margaret shook her head firmly. "No, Harry. Aurora sits with me all the time. She'll be fine here."
"Mumma, I don't sit with you ALL the time!" Aurora's voice was genuinely upset now. "I sit where I WANT to! And I want to sit with SIRIUS!"
She wrapped her small arms tighter around Sirius's neck, her body turning away from Harry, her face pressed against his shoulder. The message was clear. Sirius was hers. Harry was an intruder.
Harry felt the words like a physical blow. His chest tightened. His eyes burned. He wanted to run—to disappear into the floor, to be anywhere but here, watching this child cling to the man he loved and claim him as her own.
Margaret's voice was sharp. "Aurora—"
"Everyone calm down."
Sirius's voice cut through the noise—loud, clear, commanding. The kind of voice that expected to be listened to.
Everyone listened.
Sirius looked down at Aurora, nestled in his arms. His voice softened.
"My little star." He shifted her so he could see her face. "Will you please let Harry take the seat next to me tonight?"
Aurora's face crumpled.
Across the table, Margaret felt her own heart twist. She knew Sirius was right. She knew Harry needed this—needed to feel welcome, needed to be close to Sirius, needed to know he belonged. But watching her daughter's face fall, watching her realize that she was being asked to give something up—it hurt.
Of course Sirius would choose Harry. She had always known that. Had accepted it, even. But knowing it and seeing it were different things. The pain was sharper than she'd expected.
Aurora's voice wobbled. "Sirius... you don't want me to sit next to you?"
She started to struggle against him, trying to get down, her face reddening with the onset of tears.
Sirius held her tighter. "Sweetheart. Listen to me."
She stilled, looking at him with watery eyes.
"I don't want you to sit next to me," Sirius said gently, "because I would love it very much if you would come and sit with me. On the head chair."
Aurora's face transformed.
The tears vanished. Her eyes went wide. Her mouth dropped open in a perfect O of delight.
"In the BIG chair?" Her voice was hushed, reverent. "With you?"
Sirius grinned, that familiar, brilliant smile. "Who else would sit with me? You're my princess."
Aurora squealed—a sound of pure, unbridled joy. "YES! YES, SIRIUS! YES!"
She threw her arms around his neck, all her earlier distress completely forgotten. Sirius laughed and settled into the large chair at the head of the table, arranging Aurora comfortably on his lap.
Aurora beamed at her mother. "Mumma! Look! I'm on the head chair! I'm important like Sirius!"
Margaret smiled, and this time it reached her eyes. "You are, my love. You're very important."
Margaret breathed in relief. He didn't choose. He made them both comfortable. Margaret's fear didn't come true.
Aurora turned to Harry, still glowing. "Harry, I'm on the head chair!"
Harry smiled at her—and meant it. "I see that. It looks like a very important chair."
Aurora nodded solemnly. "It is."
Sirius called for Kreacher.
The elf appeared with a crack, his bulbous eyes sweeping the room. When they landed on Sirius, his expression curdled into something venomous.
He served the meal with mechanical precision, each movement sharp with suppressed anger. An extra place setting disappeared from the table, replaced by a small, child-sized portion for Aurora with Sirius. And then the main dishes appeared—course after course, each one more elaborate than the last.
Harry stared at the spread. Roast chicken, mashed potatoes, Yorkshire pudding, vegetables in rich sauces, a steaming bowl of treacle tart waiting on the sideboard. Everything he loved. Everything he could have asked for.
His stomach growled. He hadn't eaten since breakfast.
Kreacher's voice cut through his hunger.
"This meal has been prepared," the elf announced, his voice dripping with disdain, "as per the instructions of the mistress. For the ward of the scum master." He shot Sirius a look of pure hatred. "The master who broke the heart of his mother, the great Mistress Walburga. The master has no regard for the tears of his mother. The master does everything against the wishes of the mistress and stands bold as brass while he does so."
Harry's blood ran cold.
He knew Kreacher didn't like him. Had known it from the beginning. But this—this was different. This was openly hostile, openly cruel, directed at Sirius in front of everyone.
Sirius's voice was like ice. "Enough. Your devotion to the old hag is noted. Now away with your vile. I don't want you here."
Kreacher bowed—a parody of respect. "As the shame of the blood master says, Kreacher lives to serve the Noble and Ancient House of Black."
He disappeared with a crack that seemed to shake the room.
Harry sat frozen, his appetite suddenly gone. He glanced at Margaret. Her face was tight with anger. He glanced at Sirius. His grey eyes were hard, but when they met Harry's, they softened.
Sirius raised his voice, deliberately bright. "Alright, family. We know how he is. Let's move on and eat, because I am absolutely famished."
Aurora cheered. "Me too!"
And somehow, impossibly, the moment passed.
They began to eat.
Harry made sure to showcase his best table manners. He sat up straight, kept his mouth closed while chewing, used the right utensils in the right order. He answered politely when spoken to, kept his voice low, tried to be as unobtrusive as possible.
Aurora had no such qualms.
She talked constantly—in English, in French, sometimes in a mix of both that seemed to make perfect sense to her. She told Sirius about her day, about her dragon castle, about a dream she'd had about flying. Sirius replied in both languages, switching seamlessly, keeping up with her rapid-fire conversation without missing a beat.
Harry couldn't help himself. "Sirius, you speak French?"
Sirius looked at him, a smile playing at his lips. "Four languages, actually. My dear mother was very supportive of me being a lazy child who liked to play." His tone was dry, ironic. "She made sure I had every advantage—except the ones that mattered."
Harry laughed despite himself. The sarcasm, the pain underneath—he understood it.
Margaret reached across and took Sirius's hand. "Sirius."
He looked at her, and something in his expression shifted. Softened. "I'm alright, Margaret." He lifted her hand and kissed it—a brief, gentle press of lips. "I'm alright."
Harry watched them, noticing everything. The way they spoke quietly to each other, words meant only for them. The way Sirius served Margaret—passing dishes before she could ask, refilling her glass without being prompted. The way he cut Aurora's chicken into small pieces, then accepted bites from her fork when she offered them back. The way he wiped a smear of gravy from her face with his napkin, patient and loving.
And the way he included Harry. Asking his opinion, drawing him into conversation, making sure he wasn't left out. Margaret was kind too—watching how much he ate, inquiring about his tastes, making sure he had enough of everything.
It was the most awkward, most wonderful, most normal dinner Harry had ever been part of.
They were in the middle of dinner when Kreacher re-appeared.
"A message," Kreacher announced, his voice dripping with venom, "for the disgrace of the Noble and Most Ancient House of Black. The traitor Dumbledore has arrived and seeks an audience."
Sirius set down his fork calmly. "Show him to my study. I'll be there shortly."
He rose immediately, carefully transferring Aurora from his lap to the head chair. She looked so small alone in the big chair. As if it drowned her.
"You all, finish dinner," Sirius said, already moving toward the door. "I have to go."
Margaret called after him, "Sirius—"
But he was already gone, his footsteps echoing down the hall.
Harry and Margaret looked at each other across the table. No words were needed. They both knew what came next.
The rest of dinner passed in a blur.
Margaret managed the meal with practiced ease, keeping Aurora engaged, making sure Harry ate enough. But her eyes kept drifting toward the door, toward where Sirius had disappeared.
When Aurora's eyelids began to droop seriously, Margaret rose. "Come, ma chérie. Time for bed."
Aurora protested weakly, but she was too tired to put up much of a fight. Margaret lifted her from the chair and turned to Harry.
"The living room is through there." She gestured. "Wait for us. We won't be long."
Harry nodded. He watched them go, then made his way to the living room.
The fire had been stoked, casting warm light across the elegant furniture. Harry sat on the same sofa where he'd been earlier, his mind churning. The ritual. The thing Sirius had mentioned. What was it? What would it mean for him?
He didn't have to wait long.
After perhaps twenty minutes, voices approached. Sirius and Dumbledore entered, deep in conversation. They were discussing something technical—wards and transfers and magical theory that Harry couldn't follow.
They sat down across from him, and Harry felt suddenly very small.
Dumbledore turned to him, and his blue eyes softened. "Harry, my boy." His voice was warm, grandfatherly. "I hope you are having a good evening with Sirius."
Harry managed a smile. "Yes, sir. And—thank you. For your vote today. I know you could have said no."
Dumbledore's lips twitched. "Well, Sirius left me with very little choice. And I rather like my office. Why let Minerva destroy it?"
Harry blinked, confused. He looked at Sirius, who was laughing—a genuine laugh, warm and surprised.
Harry didn't understand the joke, but the sound of Sirius's laugh was enough to ease some of his tension.
Margaret entered a few moments later, her footsteps quiet on the thick carpet. She greeted Dumbledore with a formal inclination of her head—an aristocratic gesture that Harry would never understand but couldn't help admiring.
"Chief Warlock."
Dumbledore rose slightly in acknowledgment. "Lady Black. A pleasure, as always."
Sirius gestured for everyone to sit. "Alright. Let's get started."
He called for champagne—real champagne, in real flutes, which appeared on the table as if by magic. Harry watched as the adults received their glasses, then Sirius handed him a simple glass of water.
Harry felt suddenly, acutely aware of his age. A kid sitting among adults. It was embarrassing, but also... comforting. Sirius was looking out for him, even in this small way.
They drank. Harry sipped his water.
Then Sirius set down his glass and leaned forward. "Alright. We need to discuss the ritual. What we're going to do tonight."
Harry sat up straighter. His heart began to pound.
Margaret's expression remained composed, but Harry could see the tension in her shoulders. She was nervous too, even if she hid it well.
Sirius looked directly at Harry. "Harry, we're going to perform something called the Blood and Hearth Ritual. Do you know anything about it?"
Harry shook his head. "No. I've never heard of it."
Sirius nodded, unsurprised. "Blood and Hearth is a very ancient ritual. Not taboo—it was actually common practice among pure-blood families back in the 1300s. But over time, it became rarer. It's been over two hundred and eighty years since it was last performed."
Harry's panic surged. Two hundred and eighty years? Something that old, that rare—how could they possibly make it work?
Sirius continued, his voice calm and teaching. "The Blood and Hearth ritual was used when a family didn't have children of their own and wanted to adopt. Sometimes even when they did have kids, they'd bring in children from powerful bloodlines to join their family. The name says it all—the child keeps their blood, their biological heritage, but their hearth—their home, their family—changes."
He paused, letting that sink in.
Harry looked at Dumbledore, who sat quietly with that familiar twinkle in his eyes. But there was something serious underneath it tonight. Something weighty.
Margaret was perfectly still, her champagne untouched. Harry could tell she had questions—lots of them—but she was maintaining the rules of elegant society. Waiting for the right moment.
Harry turned back to Sirius. "I don't understand. Any of it."
Sirius smiled—warm, patient, exactly the expression Harry needed. "Harry, what this means is that your blood, your magic, your essential you will remain exactly the same. But you will be adopted into my house. The House of Black."
Harry frowned. "But that's what we did today. In the court. How is that different?"
Sirius opened his mouth, but Dumbledore spoke first.
"Harry, you are not legally adopted yet." His voice was gentle but firm. "Your aunt has not signed any documents. Sirius won the case—he has the right to adopt you—but until those papers are signed, it's not official."
Harry felt the world tilt.
He had been making himself at home. Letting himself believe. And it wasn't real yet.
Dumbledore continued. "If your aunt signs the papers first, the blood wards will fall completely. Your mother's protection will be gone. So we must perform the ritual first. Then she can sign."
Harry's head spun. Nothing made sense. He decided to stay quiet and listen.
Sirius leaned forward. "Harry, let me ask you something. Did you ever, even once, consider your aunt's house your home?"
The answer came instantly, without thought. "No. Never."
Dumbledore's eyes sharpened. "That, my boy, is the key. The argument Sirius made that changed everything." He paused. "I always believed the wards held as long as you called that place home. But Sirius pointed out that the wards are based on blood. Only blood. If your aunt died, the wards would fall the second she did—even if you were still living there."
Harry had no idea what to say.
Dumbledore continued. " You see Harry, Sirius has brought something to my notice that i had no idea about. Something that changes everything. Your aunt and mother were Irish twins."
Harry blinked. "What?"
Margaret's voice came softly. "Irish twins means two siblings born within a year of each other. Not actually twins, but close. They share a special bond."
Dumbledore nodded. "Sirius believes the wards are sustained by Petunia's blood alone—not by you calling it home. Because magic recognizes the connection between Irish twins as nearly identical."
Harry shook his head. "Then I don't need the wards. That place isn't home."
Sirius's voice was firm. "You do need the wards. But remember what Dumbledore said about intent? Magic responds to intent."
Harry nodded.
"The intent here is blood and adoption." Sirius's grey eyes were intense. "The wards will be anchored in blood. Your mother's blood, your aunt's blood, and your blood—all connected through the ritual."
He leaned forward, his voice dropping. "Here's how it works. Under the Blood and Hearth Ritual, your aunt will call on the magic of your mother that remains in your blood. She will willingly give up any rights she has over you. And I, as the receiver, will bring you into my hearth—my family, my home."
Harry's head was spinning. "How? How do we do that?"
Dumbledore answered. "Petunia will transfer her blood-right and her protection to an object—something that belonged to your mother, something of yours, and something of hers, all combined at different points in time. That object will hold the combined magic. Then Sirius will take it."
Sirius picked up the explanation. "And then I'll take that object and bind it to the magic of my hearth—the magic of my family, my house. The Black family magic. So your aunt keeps her blood-connection, and I take over the hearth."
Margaret spoke for the first time. "And the wards?"
Dumbledore turned to her. "When Petunia releases her rights over Harry—NOT her love, just her legal and magical claim—and transfers that to the object, the intent of the protection remains. I will then take the wards I originally placed around Privet Drive and, after Sirius integrates Petunia's magic into the Black hearth, I will re-establish them here. Around Grimmauld Place."
Silence fell over the room.
Harry's mind raced, trying to piece it all together. Then a thought struck him.
"But how can Aunt Petunia call on magic? She's a Muggle."
Dumbledore shook his head. "No, Harry. I will perform the ritual. Your aunt will provide three things: her irrevocable consent, her unwavering love, and a token that connects all of you—her, your mother, and you."
Harry couldn't help himself. "I'm not sure she has the love part."
No one laughed.
Sirius's voice was gentle but firm. "Harry. She agreed to all of this. Don't doubt her."
Dumbledore added with his eyes piercing into Harry's soul, "In the ritual, Harry, you will have to give your consent as well. It must be absolute. If you hesitate—if your intent wavers even for a moment—the magic will feel it, and the ritual will fail."
Harry's fear returned, sharp and cold.
They all looked at each other. Margaret was silent, her eyes moving between them, assessing something. Calculating. Dumbledore sipped his champagne, watching Harry with those ancient, knowing eyes. Sirius watched only Harry—his grey eyes full of love and confidence and something that looked almost like pride.
Time passed. The clock on the mantel ticked.
Eleven o'clock approached.
Sirius finally broke the silence. "It's time. We need to go to Privet Drive."
Harry's stomach lurched.
Chapter Text
The living room was silent now.
Dumbledore and Harry had walked ahead, their footsteps fading toward the front door. Sirius moved to follow, but Margaret's hand closed around his wrist, stopping him cold.
Her grip was firm, her eyes blazing with a mixture of anger and fear that Sirius had rarely seen directed at him.
"Have you lost your mind, Sirius?"
Sirius blinked, trying for innocence. "What?"
Margaret's eyebrow rose. Her voice dropped to something sharp and dangerous. "Don't you dare play games with me. Not now. Not about this."
Sirius held her gaze for a long moment. Then he sighed, his shoulders dropping slightly. There was no point in pretending. She saw through him too clearly.
Margaret stepped closer, her voice low but intense. "This plan of yours, is not a plan at all."
Sirius's lips twitched despite himself. "Good pun."
Margaret's eyes flashed. "Can you behave? Just once? For this once can you stop with your arrogance."
Sirius's own temper flared. "I will do as I please, Margaret. You know that."
"Clearly." Her voice was sharp as a blade. "Clearly I know that. Given what you're about to do."
"Margaret." Sirius's voice was tight. "Don't. This is well-thought of strategy. Dumbledore and I have gone over every detail."
Margaret shook her head, her dark hair catching the light. "I don't see it. From where I'm standing, you've explained nothing in there. You and Dumbledore are keeping it all close, feeding us scraps. And whatever little I've managed to piece together is enough to terrify me." She stepped closer, her eyes searching his. "What are you really up to, Sirius?"
Sirius's voice rose. "What am I up to? Tell me. If you have already understood it, you better explain it."
Margaret took a breath, visibly steadying herself. When she spoke again, her voice was calmer, but no less urgent. "Sirius. This is dangerous. Absolutely, terrifyingly dangerous. This is madness."
Sirius laughed—a short, bitter sound. "Well, I am mad. Everyone says so. You are aware. And if you wanted to call Dumbledore mad, you should have done it in there, to his face. So that he could be aware too."
Margaret reached for his hand, but he pulled away. "Sirius, please. Don't twist my words. Please try to understand what I'm trying to say."
"Then say it." His grey eyes were hard. "What is it you want to tell me?"
Margaret's voice cracked, just slightly. "This is dangerous. There's no guarantee it will work. It's based on chance and cold calculations—on magic so old no one has performed it in centuries. There is no certainty that you will come out of it unscathed. I can't believe Professor Dumbledore agreed to this. Atleast he should think through it."
Something cold settled in Sirius's chest. He shouted loud, "Good to know. The amount of faith you have in me."
Margaret's eyes flashed again. "Your recklessness gives me no reason for faith, Sirius. You leap before you look. You gamble with your life like it's nothing—like you're nothing. And I can't—" Her voice broke. "I can't watch you throw yourself into danger."
Sirius opened his mouth to respond—
"Sirius?"
The voice was small. Uncertain.
They both turned.
Harry stood at the door of the living room, his green eyes wide, his face pale. He had heard everything. Every word.
Sirius's heart stopped.
Margaret's hand flew to her mouth.
In their anger, in their fear, in their desperate need to be heard—they had failed to see that Harry was right there. That he had followed. That he had witnessed their fight.
Harry's voice was quiet. "Sirius. This isn't safe. What you're doing—it's not safe."
Sirius had no reply. He couldn't lie to Harry. Not now. Not ever.
He crossed the distance between them in three long strides and pulled Harry into his arms. Harry's body was stiff at first, then softened, leaning into the embrace. Sirius could feel him shaking—from fear, from cold, from the weight of everything.
"Harry, listen to me." Sirius's voice was rough. "Dumbledore is performing the magic himself. You know he's powerful. You know he's trustworthy, right?"
Harry pulled back just enough to look at him. His green eyes were bright with unshed tears, but there was steel underneath. "Don't coddle me, Sirius. Tell me the truth. You never do that to me. You're not like them. Don't start now."
The words hit Sirius like a physical blow.
He gave up. Completely.
He pulled Harry back into a tight hug, holding him close, letting him feel the truth of his presence. Harry clung to him, and Sirius could feel the fear radiating from his godson's small frame.
After a long moment, Sirius loosened his grip. He kept his hands on Harry's shoulders, meeting his eyes.
"Alright, Harry. Listen." He turned his head slightly. "Margaret. Come here."
Margaret hesitated for just a moment, then crossed to stand beside them. Her face was still tight with emotion, but she was listening.
Sirius took a breath. "Harry, this is a risky plan. I won't lie to you. It's dangerous, and it's old, and there are no guarantees." He paused. "That's why I went to Dumbledore. Because he's the only one who can actually do it."
Harry shook his head. "Then don't do it. You don't have to—"
"I do." Sirius's voice was firm, but gentle. "We both do. You and Petunia will give your consent. The rest—Dumbledore and I will handle."
Harry's voice cracked. "This isn't safe."
Sirius was quiet for a long moment. When he spoke, his voice was low and steady.
"Safe isn't the right word for it, Harry. This is powerful magic. Rare and powerful. But you have to understand whose magic we're working with." He met Harry's eyes. "Your mother's magic. Lily's magic. And then my family's magic."
Harry's eyes widened.
Sirius continued. "Lily's magic would never hurt you or me. I know that. I know it. And my family's magic—Harry, I'm the Lord Black now. I can command it. I can bend it to my will. That's what I'll do."
Harry was silent for a moment, processing. Then his face shifted—fear, doubt, something darker.
"No," he whispered. "No, maybe I shouldn't—"
"Harry." Sirius's voice cut through like a blade. Loud. Clear. Commanding. "Don't say it. Don't you even think it for a moment."
Harry's mouth closed.
"Remember what Dumbledore said. If your intent wavers—even for a moment—the magic will know. It will fail."
Sirius's grey eyes bored into his.
"Don't you dare crumble my efforts now. Don't you dare take this from me. I've fought too hard and I have come too far to give up now. This is my only chance to bring my child home. I won't let anything stop it now not even you."
Harry's tears spilled over. But underneath the fear, there was something else. Something warm. Something that looked almost like love.
"Sirius." His voice was barely a whisper. "I'm scared. For you."
Sirius pulled him close again. "Don't be, love. I'm quite sure it's going to work. We're going to be fine."
They held each other in the dim hallway, Godfather and Godson, clinging to each other in the face of the unknown.
Margaret watched them, her throat tight, her eyes burning.
There was no place for another argument. She knew that now. This was happening—regardless of what she felt, regardless of her fears, regardless of anything. The only thing left was to be there. To help. To make sure they survived it.
They stood together, the three of them, in the quiet of the hallway.
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The street was silent.
Sirius, Margaret, and Harry Apparated into the familiar lane, landing softly on the pavement. The houses of Privet Drive loomed in the darkness, identical and ordinary, utterly unaware of the magic about to unfold on their doorstep.
Each of them was lost in their own thoughts.
Sirius's jaw was set, his grey eyes focused ahead. He was mentally reviewing every detail of the plan, every step of the ritual, every contingency he and Dumbledore had discussed. There was no room for error. No space for doubt.
Margaret walked beside him, her hand gripping his arm tighter than usual. She was preparing herself—steeling her nerves, calming her mind, forcing herself to trust in magic she didn't fully understand. Her face was composed, but her knuckles were white.
Harry walked slightly behind them, his eyes fixed on Sirius's back. He wasn't thinking about the ritual, or the magic, or what came after. He was just praying. A formless, desperate prayer that Sirius would be safe. That nothing would go wrong.
Please let Sirius be safe. He repeated in his head.
Dumbledore was already there.
He stood at the end of the driveway, his wand raised, murmuring incantations under his breath. Harry could feel the magic in the air—a subtle hum, a pressure against his skin. Wards, probably, to keep the neighbors from noticing anything unusual.
Dumbledore lowered his wand as they approached. His blue eyes glittered in the darkness, but there was no twinkle tonight. Only seriousness.
Sirius stepped up to the door and rang the bell.
It opened almost instantly, as if Petunia had been waiting just on the other side.
For a moment, no one moved.
Petunia stood in the doorway, her thin frame silhouetted against the hall light. Her eyes moved from Sirius to Harry, then back to Sirius. Her face was unreadable—not hostile, not warm, just... present. Waiting.
Harry stared at her, this woman who had made his life miserable for thirteen years. She looked different tonight. Smaller, somehow. Less certain.
Then Petunia stepped aside, gesturing for them to enter.
They filed into the living room in silence.
The room was exactly as Harry remembered—garish furniture, ornamental plates on the wall, the lingering smell of air freshener. But tonight it felt different. Charged. Like the air before a storm.
Harry stood near the door. He didn't sit. He had never been offered a seat in this house before, and even if Petunia had left the sofa available, he wasn't about to take it. Maybe the offer was only for Sirius anyway.
Sirius guided Margaret to a seat, then turned to Petunia.
"Petunia, this is my wife, Margaret."
Margaret rose gracefully, extending her hand. A small smile played at her lips—genuine, warm, disarming. "We meet again, Mrs. Dursley. I wanted to thank you properly for allowing me to visit during Sirius's trial. It meant more than you know."
Petunia looked at Margaret's outstretched hand for a moment. Then, slowly, she took it. A single shake. Brief. But not hostile.
Petunia nodded and then spoke, her voice businesslike. "I've sent Vernon and Dudley away for the night. They're at his sister's." She paused. "We should get this over with. No point in delaying."
Harry noticed she hadn't looked at him. Not once. Her eyes skated past him every time, landing on Sirius, on Margaret, on Dumbledore—anywhere but him.
She was avoiding him.
Dumbledore stepped forward. "Petunia, you understand what you're agreeing to? This is irrevocable. Once done, it cannot be undone."
Petunia's expression flickered. Something almost like sadness crossed her face before she smoothed it away. "I understand. Black explained everything."
Dumbledore nodded. "And the token?"
Petunia reached into her pocket and withdrew something small. A blanket. Handmade, slightly worn, clearly old. It was the kind of thing made with love—uneven stitches, soft fabric, the colors faded from years of use.
"My mother made it," Petunia said quietly. "For me. When I was born." Her voice was softer than Harry had ever heard it. "And then she used it for Lily too. Same blanket. Same love." She paused, her fingers tracing the edge. "When Lily was pregnant, our mom had passed away, so I gave it to her. As a blessing. From Mum. From me."
Sirius's voice cut through the silence. "I remember this."
Everyone turned to him.
"That night." Sirius's voice was rough. "After James and Lily... after I found them. Harry was crying—screaming, really. I wrapped him in this blanket before I gave him to Hagrid." He swallowed hard. "It was the only thing I could think to do. To keep him warm. To keep him safe."
Harry stared at the blanket. His aunt had given it to his mother. His godfather had wrapped him in it on the worst night of his life. And now it was here, in this room, about to play a part in his future.
His mind spun.
How was it that Sirius knew these things? How was it that after twelve years in Azkaban, after being separated from Harry's life for so long, Sirius still knew more about his past than Harry himself did? The blanket, the night, the small details that made up the story of his parents—Sirius carried them all.
Dumbledore's voice brought him back. "Harry. I must tell you again. If you go through with this, you leave this life behind completely. Nothing from here can come with you."
Harry looked at his aunt. She was still focused on the blanket in her hands, her expression soft in a way he'd never seen.
Something flashed in his brain.
"I have to leave everything behind?" His voice came out sharper than he intended.
Dumbledore nodded. "Yes."
Harry's heart lurched. "But I can't. I have things upstairs. My parents' pictures—they're the only ones I have. And Sirius gave me the Firebolt. My first real gift from him. I can't leave that."
Sirius spoke quickly. "Harry, I'll buy you a new one. A better one."
"No." Harry's voice was firm. "I want that one. You gave it to me. It was the first thing you ever gave me." His eyes burned. "I want to keep it."
Dumbledore held up a gentle hand. "Harry, you misunderstand. You may bring gifts from others. Things given to you with love. What I meant was—nothing that Petunia has given you can come with you. Nothing from this house, from this life. You are leaving her behind, leaving her rights behind. But things from Sirius, from your friends, from your parents—those are yours to keep."
Harry breathed out, relief flooding through him. The Dursleys had never given him anything worth keeping anyway.
Sirius smiled. "Go on, then. Go get your things."
Harry ran. Upstairs. To his room.
His room looked different now.
He stood in the doorway, taking it in for what he knew would be the last time. The narrow bed. The barred window. The faded posters he'd never bothered to change. The desk where he'd spent so many hours writing letters, doing homework, dreaming of escape.
He hadn't spent much time here—just a few summers, really. But in a strange way, this room was the first space that had ever been truly his. Not shared, not borrowed, not temporary. His.
He pulled out the backpack Hermione had given him—sturdy, practical, with expansion charms she'd probably added without telling him. He moved through the room quickly, filling it. His father's Invisibility cloak. His father's Map. His magical books. His Quidditch supplies. The photo album of his parents. The letters from Sirius, from Ron, from Hermione. The Firebolt—he wrapped it carefully in a sweater and tucked it alongside everything else.
At the door, he paused. Looked back one last time.
The room was empty now. Stripped of everything that made it his. It looked like it had when he'd first arrived—impersonal, cold, waiting for someone who would never come.
He didn't know why he felt the need to memorize it. Didn't understand the emotion that clutched at his chest. But he stood there for a long moment, letting his eyes trace every corner, every shadow, every reminder of the boy he'd been in this place.
Then he turned and walked away.
Margaret met him at the bottom of the stairs.
She took his backpack, murmured a charm, and it shrank to the size of a marble. She pressed it into his palm with a warm smile.
Harry pocketed it, feeling the small weight against his thigh. All his worldly possessions, reduced to a pebble.
They stood together in the living room, the five of them, the silence heavy around them.
Dumbledore watched the clock on the mantel. Margaret held Sirius's hand so tightly her knuckles were white. Harry fidgeted with the marble in his pocket, his heart pounding. Sirius kept one arm around Harry's shoulders, a steady, grounding presence.
Petunia stood apart, the blanket clutched to her chest, her eyes fixed on some point in the middle distance.
At exactly midnight, Dumbledore rose.
Sirius turned to Harry. His hand came up, cupping Harry's face, his grey eyes burning with an intensity Harry had never seen. No words came. None were needed. Everything Sirius wanted to say was in that look—love, hope, fear, determination.
I will bring you home.
Harry nodded. He understood.
Margaret smiled at him—warm, reassuring, a promise that she would be there, no matter what.
Petunia and Sirius moved to face each other. Dumbledore stood to one side, his wand ready. Harry took his place opposite them.
Margaret stepped back, to the edge of the room, watching.
The ritual was about to begin.
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The intensity in the room was unbearable.
Harry felt it pressing against his skin, thick as fog, heavy as stone. The air itself seemed to vibrate, humming with power that made his teeth ache and his bones resonate. Everyone was still. Everyone was silent. Everyone was terrified.
Sirius had told him what to expect—as much as he could. Only focus on what you want. When they ask for your consent, make it absolute. No hesitation. No doubt.
That was easy. There was nothing Harry wanted more than a life with Sirius. Except maybe Sirius's own safety. That thought clawed at him constantly, a desperate prayer running beneath everything else.
He stared at his godfather, standing tall in the center of the Dursleys' living room, his grey eyes fixed on some point in the middle distance. The candlelight caught the sharp planes of his face, the set of his jaw, the absolute stillness of his stance. He looked like a statue. Like something carved from rock and determination.
Harry thought of Grimmauld Place. Of the dinner they'd shared. Of Aurora's laughter and Margaret's kindness and the way Sirius had held him in the hallway just hours ago, promising him everything would be alright.
Home. The word pulsed in his chest like a second heartbeat.
Dumbledore raised his wand.
The air screamed.
Not loud—not in any way Harry's ears could hear—but something deeper, something primal. The very fabric of reality seemed to tear, just slightly, just enough to let something ancient and powerful seep through. The temperature in the room dropped. The candles flickered, their flames turning silver.
When Dumbledore spoke, his voice wasn't his own.
"I, ALBUS PERCIVAL WULFRIC BRIAN DUMBLEDORE, CALL UPON MOTHER MAGIC TO WITNESS AND BLESS THE BLOOD AND HEARTH RITUAL ABOUT TO BE PERFORMED."
The words resonated in Harry's chest, in his skull, in his very marrow. They came from everywhere and nowhere, echoing off walls that suddenly seemed very far away.
"BETWEEN SIRIUS ORION BLACK, LORD BLACK, AS RECEIVER. PETUNIA DURSLEY, NÉE EVANS, AS GIVER. AND HARRY JAMES POTTER AS THE SUBJECT."
Harry saw it—a shimmer of gold dust erupting from nothing, spiraling around them, encircling the four participants in a loose ring. The magic was visible now, tangible, alive. It crackled and sparked, sending tendrils of light creeping across the floor, up the walls, across the ceiling.
Margaret, standing at the edge of the room, seemed to fade. Her form wavered like a heat mirage, becoming insubstantial, barely visible. The magic was isolating them. Creating a space where only the participants existed. Where only the ritual mattered.
The golden light caught Sirius's face, illuminating the sharp planes of his cheeks, the fierce determination in his grey eyes. It caught Petunia too, revealing lines Harry had never noticed before, a vulnerability he'd never seen. She looked old. Tired. And something else—something that might have been... peace?
Harry's heart pounded so hard he could feel it in his throat.
Dumbledore's voice shifted, flowing into an ancient language Harry didn't recognize. The words were guttural, powerful, seeming to tear themselves from his throat. Each syllable hung in the air, visible as ripples of force, before sinking into the golden circle around them.
His wand moved in patterns that hurt to watch—complex, twisting, folding back on themselves in ways that defied logic. Wires of light shot from its tip, winding around the circle, weaving a cage of pure magic around the four figures inside.
Harry understood now why they called Dumbledore the greatest wizard of his age. He was witnessing something impossible. Something that hadn't been done in centuries. Something that was reshaping the very foundations of magic itself.
Through it all, one thought repeated in his mind like a drumbeat.
Let Sirius be safe. Please. Let Sirius be safe.
Dumbledore paused.
When he spoke again, it was in English, but his voice was different—deeper, more resonant, layered with harmonics that made Harry's skin crawl.
"I call upon the magic of Lily Evans. Lily Potter. Mother. Protector. Sister."
Harry stopped breathing.
Beside him, Petunia flinched as if struck. Her hands tightened on the blanket, knuckles white, veins standing out against her skin.
Dumbledore continued, speaking as if to Lily directly, explaining the ritual, the purpose, the need. His words flowed around them, formal and ancient, but Harry caught the meaning. Lily's protection. Lily's blood. Lily's love—all woven into the magic that had kept him safe for thirteen years. All about to be transferred, extended, renewed.
"Petunia Dursley carries Lily's blood," Dumbledore intoned, his voice resonating with power. "The protection is interwoven with that blood. This ritual will extend that protection—not remove it, not destroy it, but extend it. Petunia will give up her rights over Harry Potter willingly, without coercion, without force. With her love, she will offer Lily's protection, Petunia's blood, and the token that binds them all."
He turned to Sirius.
"Sirius Orion Black stands as receiver. He will take Harry as he is—no change to his magic, no change to his blood, no change to his lineage. He will give him a home willingly, with no intent to gain, only to give."
Dumbledore's voice rose, filling the room, filling the world.
"PETUNIA EVANS DURSLEY." The name rang like a bell, like a gong, like the voice of fate itself. "DO YOU UNDERSTAND THESE THINGS?"
Petunia stood rigid, her face pale, her eyes fixed on some point in the middle distance. For a moment, Harry thought she might faint—her body swayed, her breath caught. Then she straightened, and for the first time that night, she looked directly at him.
Her eyes met his.
Something passed between them—something Harry couldn't name, couldn't understand, couldn't process. But he felt it. A connection. A recognition. A door opening that had been closed for thirteen years.
"Yes." Her voice was steady. "I understand."
They kept looking at each other. Harry didn't know what she saw—Lily's eyes, probably. He'd been told that often enough. But for the first time, the look didn't feel like an accusation. It felt like... grief. Like loss. Like love that had been buried so deep she'd forgotten it existed.
Dumbledore's voice again, crackling with power. "DO YOU WILLINGLY GIVE UP ALL RIGHTS YOU HOLD OVER YOUR NEPHEW, HARRY POTTER? THIS IS ABSOLUTE. THIS IS IRREVOCABLE."
Petunia's eyes didn't leave Harry's. Tears welled in them—actual tears, spilling down her cheeks, dripping from her chin.
"Yes." Her voice cracked, but held. "I, Petunia Dursley, sister of Lily Evans, in full awareness and with my whole consent, give up every right I hold over Harry Potter—rights passed to me by my sister Lily after her death."
Harry felt tears on his own face. He didn't know why. Didn't understand the emotion that clawed at his chest. But he couldn't stop them. They came anyway, hot and fast and confusing.
Dumbledore pressed on, relentless. "AND DO YOU WILLINGLY OFFER YOUR BLOOD AND PROTECTION TO HIM, EVEN AFTER HE LEAVES YOU? ABSOLUTE, WITHOUT CONDITION, WITHOUT EXPECTATION OF RETURN?"
Petunia's gaze held Harry's. She was looking at his eyes. Lily's eyes. Her sister's eyes.
"Yes." Her voice was softer now, but no less certain. "Lily—my sister." She paused, swallowing hard. "With all the love in my heart for my sister and for her son, Harry Potter, I give my blood willingly to Sirius Orion Black as a blood protection. Even after my rights over Harry are removed, I will continue to love him. My blood will be proof of that."
Harry cried openly now. Great, heaving sobs that shook his entire body. She had never called him Lily's son before. Never acknowledged that connection. And now, in this moment, she was offering him something he'd never expected from her.
Love. Or as close to it as she could manage.
He felt something warm wrap around him as she spoke—a physical warmth, like being wrapped in a blanket fresh from the dryer. Magic, maybe. Or just the power of words spoken with truth.
Dumbledore's wand moved. A thin line of silver appeared, impossibly sharp, cutting Petunia's palm. She winced, but didn't pull away. Blood welled—bright red, shockingly ordinary, impossibly precious—and Dumbledore caught it, letting it drip onto the blanket in her hands.
The blanket drank it.
Harry saw it happen—saw the fabric absorb the blood like parched earth drinking rain, saw it darken and shift and change. The wool seemed to come alive, pulsing with a soft red light, threads writhing like living things.
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Dumbledore turned to Sirius.
"SIRIUS ORION BLACK." His voice was commanding, imperious, the voice of a king addressing his equal. "DO YOU EXPRESS YOUR WISH TO TAKE HARRY POTTER INTO YOUR HEARTH, WILLINGLY AND FOREVER?"
Sirius's grey eyes found Harry's. They were bright with unshed tears, but there was so much love in them, Harry felt it like a physical force. Like a wave. Like a fire.
"I do."
"DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU TAKE HARRY POTTER AS HE IS? THE SAME BLOOD, THE SAME LINEAGE, THE SAME MAGIC? NO CHANGES, NO ALTERATIONS, NO ATTEMPTS TO REMAKE HIM IN ANY IMAGE BUT HIS OWN?"
Sirius's voice was strong, unwavering. "I understand. I accept Harry Potter into my family and my hearth exactly as he is. I will never try to remove or change any piece of his magic or his blood."
Dumbledore's voice rose again, shaking the walls. "AND DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE NOW RESPONSIBLE FOR HIS WELLBEING? THAT YOU WILL PROVIDE FOR HIM, PROTECT HIM, CARE FOR HIM IN ALL WAYS?"
Sirius's eyes never left Harry's. "Yes. I pledge my home and my love to Harry Potter. I will provide for him as my own. As my son."
Harry smiled through his tears—a wobbly, broken, beautiful smile.
Dumbledore looked between them, his gaze fierce enough to cut steel. "BOTH OF YOU. UNDERSTAND THIS. THIS IS NOT A DEAL. IT IS NOT A CONTRACT. YOU WILL NOT MAKE ANY AGREEMENTS BEYOND WHAT YOU HAVE PROMISED HERE TONIGHT. NOTHING. IF YOUR INTENTIONS CHANGE IN THE FUTURE, MAGIC WILL KNOW. THE RITUAL WILL REVOKE ITSELF, AND YOU WILL FACE THE CONSEQUENCES."
Petunia and Sirius looked at each other. For a moment, something passed between them—old history, old hurts, old connections. Two people who had known each other for decades, who had hated each other, tolerated each other, and now, impossibly, were bound together by love for the same boy.
"I understand," they said together.
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Then Dumbledore turned to Harry.
Harry felt his heart stop. Felt the world tilt. Felt the magic press closer, interested, waiting.
"HARRY JAMES POTTER." Dumbledore's voice was gentler now, but no less weighty. "HAVE YOU HEARD THE TERMS SPOKEN HERE TONIGHT?"
Harry nodded, then remembered he needed to speak. "Yes. I heard everything."
"DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE CONSEQUENCES OF WHAT IS HAPPENING?"
"Yes. I understand."
Dumbledore leaned forward slightly, his ancient eyes boring into Harry's. "DO YOU GIVE YOUR ABSOLUTE CONSENT TO LEAVE YOUR AUNT PETUNIA AND ANY RIGHTS SHE HOLDS OVER YOU? DO YOU ACCEPT THAT YOUR NEW HOME, YOUR NEW FAMILY, YOUR NEW LIFE WILL BE WITH SIRIUS ORION BLACK?"
Harry looked at Sirius. At his godfather, who had fought through hell to be here. At the man who had held him, loved him, refused to give up on him. At the father he'd never had, standing in the center of a magical circle, waiting to claim him.
He thought of Grimmauld Place. Of one evening there—one single evening—that had been better than years in this house. Of Aurora's laugh and Margaret's kindness and the way Sirius made tea for everyone without being asked. Of a family that wanted him.
There was only one answer.
"I do." His voice rang clear, stronger than he felt. "I give my wholehearted, absolute consent."
Dumbledore's eyes glinted. One final question.
"DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS IRREVOCABLE? THAT FROM THIS MOMENT FORWARD, SIRIUS ORION BLACK WILL BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOU? HE WILL PROVIDE FOR YOU, DECIDE FOR YOU, GUIDE YOU UNTIL YOU COME OF AGE?"
Harry looked at Sirius. At the tears streaming down his godfather's face. At the love shining in his grey eyes like stars.
"I understand." His voice was steady. "I will live under Sirius Orion Black's care. I will accept whatever he provides for me. I give him the right to my life until I come of age."
Sirius's face crumpled. Tears fell freely, openly, unashamed.
Dumbledore gestured. Petunia held out the blanket. Sirius took it.
They held it together—their hands inches apart, the blood-stained cloth between them, the token that held Lily's love and Petunia's sacrifice and all the magic that had kept Harry safe for thirteen years.
Before Harry could process what was happening, Margaret's hand closed around his arm and pulled.
Hard. Strong. Forceful. Her grip was like iron, dragging him backward, away from the circle, away from Sirius, away from everything. They stumbled across the room, crashed into the far corner, and Margaret wrapped herself around him like a shield.
"Wait," he gasped. "What—"
But Margaret's eyes were fixed on the circle, and her face was wet with tears. Her lips moved silently—prayers, maybe, or curses, or just pleas to a universe that wasn't listening.
Harry looked.
The world inside the circle had changed.
Where before there had been golden light, now there was red—deep, pulsing, alive. It wasn't light anymore; it was blood, it was fire, it was the raw stuff of life itself. Wires of crimson energy shot between Petunia and Sirius, wrapping around them, connecting them, binding them. Dumbledore was speaking, his throat working, veins popping in his neck and forehead—but Harry couldn't hear a word. The magic had cut off all sound, all sensation, all reality except what was happening inside that circle.
He saw a thick line of light leave Petunia's chest. It wasn't gentle—it tore out of her, ripping free with visible violence. She screamed—Harry saw it, saw her mouth open, saw her body arch—but no sound came. The light flowed into the blanket, pooled there for a moment, pulsing like a heartbeat, then wrapped around Sirius and sank into him.
Petunia's face contorted. She was in agony—Harry could see it in every line of her body, the way she tensed, the way her jaw clenched so tight it might crack, the way her hands gripped the blanket like a lifeline. But she didn't let go. Didn't pull away. Didn't stop.
Sirius held on. His eyes were closed, his face calm, but Harry could see the strain in his shoulders, the tension in his grip, the way his entire body vibrated with the force of what was entering him.
The wires multiplied.
Dozens became hundreds. Hundreds became thousands. They wove a cocoon of pure crimson light around the two figures, so dense that they became invisible behind the glow. The light pulsed in rhythm with Harry's heart—or maybe his heart pulsed in rhythm with the light. He couldn't tell anymore.
Harry's voice was desperate. "What's HAPPENING?"
Margaret's hand tightened on his arm until it hurt. "The magic is drawing the blood and protection from her veins." Her voice was thick with tears, with terror, with awe. "Transferring it to the token. It's working. It's actually WORKING."
Harry's terror, which had been focused entirely on Sirius, now expanded to encompass Petunia. She was in pain—real, physical, excruciating pain. And she was doing it for him. For Lily's son. For the boy she'd spent thirteen years pretending didn't exist.
Dumbledore stepped back from the circle.
For a moment, he stood alone, breathing heavily, his wand still raised. His face was gray with exhaustion, his ancient features drawn and haggard. Harry had never seen him look old before. He looked old now. Ancient. Fading.
Then he began to move—slowly, deliberately, tracing patterns in the air that left trails of silver light. Strings of magic lifted from the house itself, from the walls, from the very foundation. Harry saw them—saw Privet Drive's magic, the protective wards Dumbledore had placed thirteen years ago, rising like ghosts to answer his call.
Dumbledore gathered them, wound them around himself, absorbed them. His body jerked with each infusion, his face contorting with pain. He was struggling. The greatest wizard of the age was in visible agony, his movements careful, his breath ragged.
But he didn't stop.
The circle around Petunia and Sirius pulsed. The faded lines had become absolute barriers, solid walls of crimson light. Inside, the two figures were completely invisible—just shapes, just shadows, just outlines against the glow.
Dumbledore raised his wand. The entire house seemed to hold its breath. The walls creaked. The floor groaned. The very air pressed down, heavy as lead.
And then, in a voice that shook the foundations of reality, he spoke.
"O, MOTHER OF MAGIC, I COMPLETE THE BLOOD PORTION OF THIS RITUAL. THE CHILD IS GIVEN UP FROM HIS HOME. BUT HIS BLOOD IS TAKEN WITH HIM. THE PROTECTION FOLLOWS. THE LOVE REMAINS. BEAR WITNESS AND ACCEPT THIS SACRIFICE!"
The world went white.
Not white like light—white like absence, like void, like everything that existed being scoured away. Harry couldn't see. Couldn't hear. Couldn't feel anything except Margaret's hand, gripping his like the only solid thing in existence.
The white went on forever.
And then it vanished.
Petunia and Sirius fell to the floor as if dropped from a great height. They hit the ground hard—Sirius first, Petunia on top of him—and lay there, utterly still.
Harry lurched forward. Margaret caught him, held him back with surprising strength.
"NO!" Her voice was sharp, desperate. "You can't touch them until the ritual is complete. You'll ruin everything. Just WATCH. Please."
Harry wanted to fight her. Wanted to run to Sirius, to hold him, to make sure he was alive. But something in Margaret's voice—something primal, something terrified—stopped him. He stayed.
He watched.
Petunia stirred first. Her body twitched, then convulsed, then slowly, painfully, she pushed herself up. Her face was gray, soaked with sweat, utterly wrecked. But her eyes were open. She was alive.
Sirius moved beneath her. His hand twitched. His eyes fluttered.
They were both alive.
Dumbledore's voice came, weak but clear. "You can release now."
Sirius let go of Petunia's hand—Harry hadn't even realized they were still holding onto each other. Before he could move, before anyone could react, Petunia launched herself at him.
She threw her arms around his neck and broke down.
Harry stared. His aunt—his cold, cruel, hateful aunt—was sobbing into his godfather's shoulder, her whole body shaking with the force of it. Great, heaving sobs that seemed to tear themselves from somewhere deep inside her. Sirius held her, his arms wrapped around her, his face buried in her hair.
No one moved. Dumbledore stood silent, leaning on his wand like a crutch. Margaret watched with tears streaming down her face. Harry stood frozen, his world tilting on its axis.
After a long moment—an eternity—Petunia pulled back. Her face was red, blotchy, utterly wrecked. Mascara ran down her cheeks in dark streaks. She looked nothing like the composed, hateful woman Harry had known all his life.
But when she spoke, her voice was pure Petunia.
"You freak." She pointed at him, but there was no venom in it. "You're going to keep your word, aren't you?"
Sirius laughed—that familiar bark of laughter, surprised and warm and impossibly Sirius. "Evans. Trust me. I'm far too self-involved to not do what I want most."
And Petunia laughed.
The sound was rusty, unpracticed, like a muscle that hadn't been used in years. But it was real. It was genuine. It was the most shocking sound Harry had ever heard.
The day kept getting impossible.
Sirius stood, offering Petunia his hand. She took it, and he pulled her to her feet. They stood together, two people who had spent nineteen years hating each other, bound now by something Harry couldn't name.
Petunia looked directly at him. Her eyes were red, but steady. For the first time in eleven years, she looked at him like he was a person.
"Black should have always been the one for you." Her voice was quiet, rough with tears. "I'm glad he came back. I'm glad he took you."
Harry didn't know how to respond. Didn't know what to say to this stranger who wore his aunt's face. He opened his mouth, but no words came.
Dumbledore spoke, his voice strained. "We must return to Grimmauld Place. The ritual must be completed immediately."
Everyone nodded.
Dumbledore Disapparated with a crack that shook the room.
Sirius looked at Petunia one last time. "Evans." He winked—actually winked. "Miss me."
And he was gone.
Harry and Petunia stood facing each other. One last look. It stretched, filled with years of pain and this single moment of strange, unexpected grace.
In Petunia's eyes, Harry saw something he'd never seen before. An apology. A goodbye. A wish for him to be safe.
Then Margaret's hand closed around his arm, and the world twisted.
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Harry landed on the familiar street and immediately felt the difference.
The air was wrong. Thick. Charged. It pressed against his skin like a coming storm, made his hair stand on end, raised goosebumps along his arms. The street looked the same—the same row of ordinary Muggle houses, the same gap between eleven and thirteen—but everything felt different.
Sirius and Dumbledore stood ahead of him, their backs turned, facing Grimmauld Place. They were utterly still, like statues carved from stone. Saving their energy. Saving their magic. Waiting.
Margaret's voice cut through the heavy air. "Harry. Don't move. Don't speak. Don't touch anyone."
She rushed past him toward the house before he could respond.
Harry waited. He stood behind Sirius and Dumbledore, watching them watch the invisible space where the house hid. They didn't acknowledge him. Didn't move. Just stood, breathing slowly, gathering themselves for what came next.
Then Margaret emerged from the house, Aurora cradled in her arms.
The little girl was limp, utterly still, her dark hair hanging loose, her face peaceful in sleep. Margaret held her like something precious, her face a mask of barely contained horror. She crossed to Harry and stood beside him, Aurora pressed against her chest.
Harry's heart lurched. "Is she—"
Margaret's face smoothed, the horror vanishing behind a composed mask. "She's fine. I cast a sleeping charm and a feather-light charm. She won't wake. She won't be hurt." She paused. "Harry, when Sirius performs the next part of the magic, no one else can be inside the house. The magic—it's too powerful. Too dangerous."
Harry looked at the sleeping child. At Margaret's strained face. At the two men standing like sentinels ahead of them.
This was what they'd been fighting about. This was why Margaret had been so afraid. She understood what was coming. She knew the risks.
And she was terrified.
Sirius's voice rang out, cutting through the thick air like a blade.
"Most Ancient and Noble House of Black." His voice was loud, clear, commanding—the voice of a lord speaking to his domain. "I, your Lord, Sirius Orion Black, command you to wake."
Nothing happened.
At least, nothing Harry could see. But he felt it—a shift in the air, a deep vibration, like the house itself was stirring from centuries of slumber.
Sirius continued, his voice never wavering. "I have come with a request. A command. You must rise to the occasion. The Blood and Hearth Ritual, begun by me, must come to its conclusion."
He paused, drawing a breath that seemed to fill his entire body.
"I have accepted Harry James Potter into this house with his own blood intact. You must accept the magic that comes with him. The protection that follows him. You must integrate it into yourself."
His voice echoed through the street, through the air, through the very stones beneath their feet. Harry felt the words resonate in his chest.
"I command you. Wake. And accept."
Silence.
The house remained invisible. The air remained thick. Nothing changed.
Then Sirius raised the blanket.
He held it above his head, clutched in both hands, and began to speak. The words were ancient, guttural—the same language Dumbledore had used in the ritual. Harry couldn't understand them, but he felt their power. Felt magic pouring from Sirius into the blanket, filling it, transforming it.
Beside him, Margaret made a small sound—something between a gasp and a sob. She looked like she might collapse, or scream, or both. Her eyes were fixed on Sirius, wide with terror and love and desperate hope.
Dumbledore watched in silence, his face unreadable, his wand ready.
The blanket changed.
The yarn, the fabric, the physical matter of it—it dissolved. Became something else. Something that wasn't cloth anymore but pure magic, pure energy, pure light. It hung in the air above Sirius's head, a bundle of glowing red strings, each one pulsing with life.
Harry watched, fascinated and terrified, as the blanket grew.
It expanded, the strings multiplying, spreading outward, reaching toward the house. Soon it was as large as Grimmauld Place itself—covering the entire six-story facade with its glowing red web. Sirius kept speaking, kept pouring his magic into it, his voice never faltering even as Harry could see the strain in his shoulders, the tremor in his arms.
Then Harry saw it.
The house.
It became visible—not fully, not the way it looked normally, but as a presence. A dark shape, pulsing with its own energy. Black magic, centuries old, generations of Black family power, rising to meet the challenge.
The black energy pushed against the red.
Harry's heart stopped.
He understood suddenly, with terrifying clarity, what was happening. The red strings were Lily's protection—her blood, her love, her sacrifice—trying to wrap around the house, to shield it, to make it a safe haven for Harry. But the house itself, Grimmauld Place, the seat of the Black family for centuries, was fighting back. Its magic was ancient and powerful and different. It didn't want to accept foreign blood. Didn't want to be changed.
And Sirius stood between them, holding the red strings with his own magic, forcing his family's power to submit.
This was what Margaret had been so afraid of. This was why she'd called him reckless, why she'd begged him to reconsider. Sirius was alone against generations of his own family's magic. Their Lord, yes—but still fighting against everything they were.
Harry watched the struggle.
The red and black energies clashed, pushing against each other, neither giving way. Sirius was the battleground—his body, his magic, his will. Harry could see it in every line of him. The way his muscles stood out. The way his jaw was clenched so tight it might crack. The way his wand hand shook with the effort of channeling so much power.
But he didn't stop. Didn't waver. Didn't falter.
His intent can't falter, Harry remembered. Not even for a moment.
He started repeating it in his mind, a desperate mantra. Sirius, I want a home with you. Sirius, you can do this. Push through. You can do it. I'm here. I'm waiting. Please.
He tried to push the thoughts toward Sirius, to lend him strength, to add his own desperate wanting to the mix. It probably didn't work. Probably couldn't. But he couldn't stop trying.
The red strings covered half the house now. The black energy pushed back, hard, and for one terrible second, Sirius's feet moved. He stumbled. Just slightly. Just enough.
Harry felt the world stop.
No.
Margaret's voice rang out, clear and fierce.
"Sirius! You can do it! Don't falter!"
Harry turned to look at her. She stood rigid, tears streaming down her face, but her voice was iron.
"You are stronger than your family! You are Lord Black! You can command it! Don't let it bend you! You can stand your ground! You are NOT them! You don't yield!"
The words hit Sirius like a physical force. Harry saw it—saw him straighten, saw new energy flood through him, saw his magic surge brighter, stronger, more determined.
The red strings roared.
They blazed with light—not just red now, but gold, white, every color of love and protection. They rose like a lion, like the Gryffindor lion Harry had always associated with his parents, with bravery, with the best kind of courage. They hovered over the house, poised to strike, to cover, to claim.
And then they fell.
The red blanket draped itself over Grimmauld Place, covering it completely, wrapping it in Lily's protection. The black energy fought—Harry could see it writhing underneath, trying to push through—but the red held. Covered. Protected.
Sirius was shaking. His entire body vibrated with the effort of holding the magic, of keeping it in place, of forcing his family's power to accept what he was giving it. Harry could see he was giving everything—every drop of magic, every ounce of strength, every bit of himself.
Dumbledore moved.
His wand rose, and the magic he'd gathered from Privet Drive—all those strings and wires and connections—shot forward. They slammed into the house, into the red blanket, into the black energy underneath. They wove together, red and black and silver, creating something new. Something stronger. Something that was neither Privet Drive nor Grimmauld Place but a fusion of both.
Wards. New wards, stronger than anything Harry had ever felt, rising around the house like an invisible fortress.
Dumbledore worked fast, powerful, his face drawn with effort but his movements precise. He was adding his own magic, his own protection, weaving it all together into a shield that would keep Harry safe.
The house glowed.
Grimmauld Place, dark and forbidding for centuries, blazed with light. It shone like a beacon, like a magical temple, like a fortress and a heaven all at once. The red and black and silver mingled and merged and became something golden, something beautiful, something safe.
Harry had never seen so much magic in his life. It was overwhelming. Terrifying. Beautiful.
Dumbledore's voice rang out, commanding and ancient.
"Oh, Mother of Magic, I call upon you again! Witness that the hearth is now secured! The child has been accepted into this house with his magic intact! Secure it! Bear witness that the ritual is complete! Let this be SEALED!"
The house blazed brighter. The light became blinding, overwhelming, too much to look at. Harry squeezed his eyes shut, felt the magic wash over him like a wave, warm and powerful and full of love.
When he opened his eyes, it was done.
The house stood solid and ordinary in the gap between eleven and thirteen. No glow. No magic visible. Just an old London townhouse, dark and a bit gloomy.
And Sirius lay crumpled on the ground.
Margaret moved before Harry could think. Aurora was beside her floating in air by Kreacher.
She ran to Sirius, dropping to her knees beside him, her hands reaching for him, touching his face, his chest, checking for signs of life. She was crying openly now, great heaving sobs, her composure completely gone.
"Sirius. Sirius, please. Please."
Harry rushed to join her, his own heart pounding with terror. He knelt on Sirius's other side, reaching for his hand. It was cold. Limp.
"No." His voice cracked. "No, please. Sirius."
Dumbledore approached slowly, his face gray with exhaustion, but his eyes sharp. He knelt and placed two fingers on Sirius's neck, checking for a pulse.
After a moment that stretched into eternity, he nodded.
"He's alive. Exhausted—completely drained of magic and strength—but alive." He looked at them, and for once, there was no twinkle in his eyes. Only weariness. And something that looked almost like pride. "Sirius has shown extraordinary courage tonight. Extraordinary perseverance. I have rarely seen such strength of will."
Margaret sobbed with relief, pressing her forehead to Sirius's.
Dumbledore stood, swaying slightly. "Take him inside. Rest. I will join you shortly." He paused. "Give him space. He needs time to recover."
Margaret nodded, wiping her tears. "Harry. Help me."
Together, they lifted Sirius. He was heavy—dead weight, completely unconscious—but they managed, one on each side, his arms draped over their shoulders. They half-carried, half-dragged him toward the house.
The front door opened before they reached it.
They carried Sirius inside, into the house that was now truly home, and laid him gently on the sofa in the living room.
Alive. He was alive.
The ritual was complete. The wards were in place. Harry was home.
Now all they had to do was wait for Sirius to wake up.
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Margaret felt as if her entire world had come crashing down when she saw Sirius on the ground, crumpled and still.
For one terrible moment, she couldn't move. Couldn't breathe. Couldn't think. The image burned itself into her mind—Sirius, her Sirius, who had stood so tall and fought so fiercely, now lying broken on the cold pavement.
No. Not now. He needs you. The kids need you.
She forced herself to move. Forced her legs to carry her forward. Forced her mind to focus on what had to be done.
"Kreacher." Her voice came out steady, though everything inside her was screaming. "Take Aurora to her room. Stay with her. Don't leave her alone."
The elf looked at her for a long moment. For once, there was no hostility in his bulbous eyes—only something that might have been respect. Or concern. He nodded once and floated the sleeping child up the stairs, her small form drifting behind him like a ghost.
Harry stood frozen, his face pale, his eyes wide with horror. Margaret recognized that look. His mind was spiraling through worst-case scenarios, each one darker than the last.
No time for that. Pull him out. Give him something to do.
"Harry." Her voice was sharp, commanding. "Come help me. Put your wand away—Sirius can't handle any magic right now."
Harry moved at once, as if her words had broken a spell. He shoved his wand into his pocket and knelt beside her.
Together, they maneuvered Sirius into a sitting position. He was dead weight, completely limp, his head lolling forward. Margaret worked quickly, efficiently, pushing aside the panic that threatened to overwhelm her. She unfastened his outer robes and eased them off his shoulders, revealing the shirt beneath—damp with sweat, clinging to his skin. Harry helped her lay him back down on the sofa, and Margaret removed his shoes, setting them neatly aside.
They looked at him properly now.
All the color had drained from his face. His skin was gray, waxy, the kind of pale that spoke of something deeply wrong. His lips were almost blue. Dark circles ringed his closed eyes, deeper than any she'd seen before.
Margaret took his wand hand in both of hers and gasped.
The hand that had held the wand when he performed the magic—the hand that had forced generations of Black family power to bow—was damaged. The skin was discolored, mottled with dark patches that looked almost like burns. The fingers were curled slightly inward, stiff and unnatural. Just the sight of it was terrifying.
Beside her, Harry gasped too. She heard the horror in that small sound.
Margaret wanted to scream at Sirius. Wanted to shake him, to yell at him for being so reckless, for throwing himself into danger without thinking, for leaving her here to pick up the pieces.
But he was unconscious. Lying there, motionless, unable to hear her. She couldn't fight with him like this.
She took a deep breath. Let it out slowly. Centered herself the way she'd learned to do before every difficult case, every impossible trial.
Think. Focus. He needs you.
She pressed her flat palm against Sirius's chest, right over his heart. She closed her eyes and reached out with her senses, searching for his magic.
For a long, terrible moment, she felt nothing. Just the slow beat of his heart, the rise and fall of his breathing.
Then—a flicker. Small and weak, like a candle flame in a storm, but there. His magic was exhausted, drained to the point of extinction, but it still existed. Still flickered. Still fought.
Margaret opened her eyes. Harry was watching her, his face a mixture of hope and terror.
"Stay with him," she said. "Don't leave him alone."
Harry nodded, not trusting his voice.
Margaret ran.
The study was exactly as she'd left it that morning—papers scattered across the desk, books open to relevant pages, notes in her precise handwriting covering every surface. She ignored it all and went straight to the potions cupboard.
Her hands moved automatically, pulling ingredients from shelves, checking labels, setting aside what she needed. Dittany. Essence of rue. Powdered moonstone. A vial of phoenix tears—her most precious possession, given to her by a client years ago. She gathered everything and ran back to the living room.
Harry was exactly where she'd left him, sitting vigil over Sirius's still form. His hand hovered near Sirius's face, not quite touching, as if he was afraid to make contact. His face was a mask of barely controlled horror.
Margaret set up her workspace away from Sirius, laying out ingredients with precise, measured movements. She began measuring, crushing, combining—losing herself in the familiar rhythm of potion-making.
A small voice broke through her concentration.
"Can I help?"
She looked up. Harry was watching her, his eyes red-rimmed, his expression desperate for something—anything—to do.
Margaret understood that look. Complete helplessness, the need for action to ground thoughts that were spiraling out of control. She'd felt it herself a thousand times.
She nodded and handed him a mortar and pestle. "Make a fine paste. As fine as you can."
Harry took it and began working, the repetitive motion mechanical but focused. Good. It would help.
Margaret conjured a small cauldron in the corner, heating it with a whispered spell. She added ingredients one by one, counting under her breath, stirring in precise patterns. Harry handed her the paste he'd made, and she added it, watching the color shift from green to gold to a deep, rich amber.
She left it to simmer at exactly the right temperature and finally allowed herself to look at Sirius.
Still unconscious. Still pale. Still broken.
Her eyes moved to Harry. He sat beside her in silence, his hands empty now, his gaze fixed on some point in the middle distance. The guilt was written all over his face.
Margaret couldn't let him sit like that.
"Harry." Her voice was soft.
He looked up. His eyes were wet, his expression so full of self-blame it made her heart ache.
"Harry, you know Sirius is an adult. He makes his own decisions. He knew what he was doing." She paused. "It was his choice."
Harry's lip trembled. "But he did it for me."
"Yes." Margaret didn't try to deny it. "That's how much he loves you. Now, if you sit here blaming yourself, do you think he'd want that?"
Harry shook his head slowly.
Margaret leaned forward. "Calm down. Alright? He didn't go through all of this so you could feel guilty. If you're panicked, he'll feel it. We need to send healing energy to him, not fear. Do you understand?"
Harry was silent for a long moment. She watched him struggle with his emotions, saw him force them down, saw him find some inner steadiness.
"Yes," he said finally. "You're right."
Margaret nodded and turned back to the potion. It was boiling now, the color deepening to a rich burgundy. Nearly ready.
Harry asked the question she'd been dreading. "What happened to him?"
Margaret was quiet for a moment, gathering her thoughts. How much to tell him? How much could he handle?
"Harry, you met Sirius after he escaped Azkaban, didn't you? You saw what he looked like."
Harry nodded. He would never forget—Sirius in rags, thin to the point of emaciation, gaunt and haunted, with the look of someone who had spent twelve years in hell.
"When Sirius was with us in France, we consulted a healer. A specialist in long-term magical deprivation." Margaret chose her words carefully. "We had to work to rebuild him—his body, his magic, everything. It took weeks."
Harry's brow furrowed. "I remember. When he came to see me after that, he was so much better. I didn't know he was in France."
"Yes." Margaret watched him, saw him filing away this new information, adding to his understanding of the man who was now his family. "The healer prescribed medication that he continued even after we moved to London. It helped him rebuild his strength, his magical core, everything. And then, just before the medical checkup for your adoption at St. Mungo's, we stopped it."
Harry was listening intently.
"He had improved so much. He was almost back to the power he'd had before Azkaban." Margaret's voice wavered. "But what he did tonight..."
She had to stop. Had to compose herself.
Harry waited.
Margaret forced herself to continue. "He poured every drop of magic he had into that ritual. Standing alone against generations of Black family magic—centuries of power from dozens of ancestors. He challenged them. He's the Lord, so he had authority, but that alone isn't enough for something so huge." Tears spilled down her cheeks. "His magic is depleted, Harry. Drowned."
Harry went numb. "So it's gone? His magic is gone?"
Margaret looked up sharply. "No. Not gone. It's still there, but barely. A flicker. Like a candle that's almost burned out." She wiped her tears. "It's there. It's still there."
The cauldron made a high-pitched sound, drawing her attention. She was on her feet instantly, decanting the potion into a waiting vial. The liquid glowed faintly, a soft amber light that pulsed like a heartbeat.
Harry followed her as she approached Sirius.
Margaret left the vial hovering in the air and knelt beside him. Her hands moved to the buttons of his shirt, undoing them one by one. The fabric fell open, revealing his chest—pale, still, the familiar tattoos she saw in the picture om the newspaper standing out darkly against his skin.
She pressed her palm flat against his chest, feeling the slow beat of his heart beneath her hand.
"Sirius." Her voice was barely a whisper. "Forgive me. I have to do this."
Harry watched with growing horror. Why is she asking for forgiveness? What is she about to do?
Margaret took her wand and gestured for Harry to move back. "Stand away. You could get hurt."
Harry wanted to argue, but something in her voice made him obey.
Margaret pointed her wand at the hovering vial. The liquid inside began to boil—not gently, but violently, churning like lava about to erupt. Steam rose from it, thick and dark.
She released the vial, and the potion poured out in a single stream, directly onto Sirius's bare chest.
"NO!" Harry shouted, lunging forward.
Margaret's hand shot out, stopping him. Her eyes never left Sirius.
The potion hit Sirius's skin, and his unconscious body jerked. His back arched, his muscles spasming, his face contorting in silent agony. Steam rose from where the liquid touched him, but it didn't burn—instead, it spread, settling into a thick paste that seemed to absorb into his skin.
Sirius shuddered and convulsed, his body fighting against something it couldn't understand. Harry watched in frozen horror as his godfather's back arched impossibly, his hands clenching into fists, his teeth grinding together.
And then, as the last drop of potion settled, Margaret pressed her hand to his chest again. She murmured something—an incantation, soft and rhythmic—and pushed a tiny thread of magic into him. Just enough to settle. Just enough to calm.
Sirius went still.
His body relaxed against the sofa. His face smoothed. His breathing evened out. He looked peaceful now, like he was simply sleeping.
Margaret collapsed to the floor beside him, her hand reaching up to stroke his face. Her touch was infinitely gentle, her fingers tracing the line of his jaw, the curve of his cheek, pouring all her care and softness into that small contact. Hoping he could feel it. Hoping it reached him.
Harry watched her for a long moment, then asked the question burning in his mind. "What did you do?"
Margaret didn't look up right away. She kept stroking Sirius's face, as if afraid he would disappear if she stopped.
Finally, she turned to Harry. Her eyes were red, but her voice was steady.
"Sirius spent all his magic. Every drop. If we try to give him any magical treatment right now—through wands or potions—his body will reject it. He can't take any more magic. It would collapse him."
Harry's brow furrowed. "So what did you do?"
Margaret took a breath. "I put him in a magical sleep."
Harry's eyes widened. "A what?"
"Like the Muggles call a coma." Margaret saw his expression shift to horror and hurried to explain.
Harry's voice rose. "Sirius is in a COMA?"
"No. Yes. I mean—" Margaret shook her head. "An induced coma. A magical sleep. His brain is still active, still alive, but his body is in deep rest. No worries. No nightmares. No thoughts. He'll recover much faster this way. It's controlled, Harry. It's healing. He's not in danger. He's just... sleeping deeply."
Harry didn't look convinced. But he didn't argue. He just sank onto the sofa opposite her, his eyes fixed on Sirius's still form.
They sat like that, Sirius between them, both watching the slow rise and fall of his chest.
Margaret resumed her ministrations—stroking his face, smoothing his hair, touching him gently as if to remind him that someone was there. She took his damaged wand hand in both of hers, brought it to her lips, and kissed it. The skin was rough, mottled, but it was his. It was still his.
"Rest, Sirius." Her voice was barely a whisper. "You've done enough. Now it's time to recover. We need you healthy. We need you happy." She pressed her lips to his knuckles again. "I'm here. I'm not going anywhere. Come back to me. Come back to our family."
A tear fell from her cheek onto his hand. She wiped it away and stroked his face again.
Harry watched them. And slowly, Harry reached out and placed his hand on Sirius's arm. Just resting there. Just letting him know he was here too.
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Margaret watched her husband.
Her mind swirled with thoughts—memories, fears, possibilities, regrets. They circled like vultures, never settling, never giving her peace.
She had known this would happen someday. His recklessness had shown signs of this impending disaster from the very beginning. The way he threw himself into danger without thought. The way he pushed his body past its limits. The way he acted as if his life was a small price to pay for the people he loved.
But she would never have imagined it happening like this.
She had watched him work like a man possessed from the moment he got his freedom. The only thing on his mind had been Harry. The preparation for the hearing. The fight with Dumbledore. The frantic research into ancient rituals. The negotiations, the strategies, the endless planning.
Sirius had one goal, and he pursued it with the single-minded focus of someone who would sacrifice himself to achieve it.
And he had. He had done exactly that.
The moment she heard about the ritual in the living room, her heart had stopped. She hadn't understood all the details—the intricacies of Blood and Hearth, the technicalities of transferring protection—but she had understood one thing clearly.
Bringing another bloodline into the Black family hearth was madness.
The Blacks were paranoid, obsessive, fiercely protective of their pure blood and ancient magic. Generations of them had poured their power into that house, that name, that legacy. To force them to accept an outsider—to command them to do it—was insane.
She had forgotten, in those moments, that Sirius was one of them.
The man who had run away at sixteen to escape all of it. The rebel, the outcast, the blood traitor. He had come back and taken the Lordship so that he could have a chance at freedom, a chance at Harry's life. And he had done it so completely, so absolutely, that when the moment came, he had stood before generations of Black magic and commanded them.
Not just commanded. Defeated. He had made centuries of ancestral power fall down and listen to him.
No Black in history could have done that. Only Sirius. Only him.
And now he lay here, broken and still, his magic drowned, his body spent.
Margaret's mind raced through options. Treatments. Potions. Healing magic. But for any of it to work, he had to show improvement on his own first. His body had to begin the recovery before she could help it along. Until then, all she could do was wait.
She wanted to hug him. Wanted to curl up beside him and cry until there were no tears left. But she couldn't. Not with Harry here. Not with the boy already drowning in guilt, already blaming himself for something that was never his fault.
She couldn't fall weak. Not now.
Margaret spoke after a long while, her voice soft but steady.
"Harry, you should go to sleep. Kreacher will show you to your room."
Harry shook his head immediately. "No. No, I want to stay."
Margaret had expected this. She tried another approach.
"Harry, you've had several difficult weeks. Today was a massive change in your life—a good change, but a huge one. Your body needs rest. You may not feel it now because of the adrenaline, but you're tired."
Harry's eyes glistened. The day had been too much—the trial, the victory, the ritual, the collapse. Emotions he couldn't name swirled inside him, overwhelming and confusing. But Margaret's words, her tone, the way she spoke to him—like he mattered, like his feelings were valid—touched something deep inside him.
"I don't want to go," he whispered. "Please."
Margaret understood.
She rose from her seat and moved to the sofa where Harry sat. With a wave of her wand, she cast a few simple charms—cushioning, warming, softening. The sofa expanded slightly, becoming more comfortable, more inviting. Harry sank into it gratefully.
She conjured a thick blanket—soft wool, warm and heavy—and draped it over him, tucking the edges around his shoulders.
"This house gets cold at this hour," she said quietly. "You can sleep here. I'll watch over him."
Harry nodded, not trusting his voice. He was overwhelmed. Overwhelmed by the day, by the emotions, by this woman's unexpected kindness.
Margaret reached out and placed her hand on his head, her fingers threading gently through his hair. She stroked slowly, soothingly. Harry's entire body relaxed.
He closed his eyes. How many times had he seen Aunt Petunia do this for Dudley? How many times had he watched Mrs. Weasley comfort her children with similar gestures? No one had ever done it for him.
Until now.
Is this what they call a mother's touch?
Margaret's voice came softly, a low murmur meant to soothe. "Sirius will be fine, Harry. He'll recover quickly. He's strong—stronger than anyone I know. But we can't let you get sick as well. You have to look after yourself too. Do you understand?"
Harry nodded against the sofa.
Margaret asked gently, "Do you need anything? Something to eat? Some water?"
Harry opened his eyes. She was looking at him not with accusation, not with anger, only with understanding. Only with care.
"Some water," he managed.
Margaret smiled. "Of course."
She conjured a glass—crystal clear, cool to the touch—and handed it to him. He sipped slowly, feeling the water soothe his dry throat. She watched him, her hand still resting lightly on his head, her presence steady and reassuring.
When he finished, the glass vanished on its own.
"Sleep now," Margaret said softly. "Just for a little while."
Harry closed his eyes. Within minutes, his breathing deepened, his body relaxing into the sofa, the blanket warm around him.
Margaret turned back to Sirius.
She looked at him for a long moment—at the pale face, the closed eyes, the damaged hand lying limp at his side. She reached out and took that hand in both of hers, holding it gently, carefully, as if it might break.
His skin was cool. The mottled patches seemed darker in the low light. But beneath her fingers, she could feel the faint pulse at his wrist. Still there. Still beating.
She brought his hand to her lips and kissed it.
Then she settled into the chair beside him, still holding on, and began the long wait.
Sleep was far from her eyes.
Chapter Text
Harry woke to pale light filtering through unfamiliar windows.
For a disorienting moment, he didn't know where he was. The ceiling was wrong—too high, too ornate, painted in colors he didn't recognize. The walls were wrong. The furniture was wrong. Everything was wrong.
He blinked, struggling to focus, and his hand automatically reached for his nightstand. His fingers found glasses—not where they usually were, but close enough. He put them on, and the world sharpened into focus.
Memories flooded back.
The trial. The victory. The ritual. Petunia's tears. Sirius collapsing.
He was in Grimmauld Place. His new home.
Home.
The thought made him smile, despite everything.
But the smile didn't last. His eyes found the sofa across from him, and his heart clenched.
Sirius was still there. Still sleeping. Still in that unnatural stillness that Harry couldn't quite accept as rest. Margaret had called it a magical sleep—an induced coma—but to Harry, it looked like something else. Something darker.
Margaret hadn't moved.
She sat on the floor beside the sofa, her back against the cushions, her hand wrapped around Sirius's. She was still in the same clothes from last night, her hair disheveled, dark circles ringing her eyes. She looked like she hadn't slept at all.
Spread around her on the floor were papers. Dozens of them—letters, files, official documents with Ministry seals. A quill lay beside her, still wet with ink. She had been working through the night, keeping watch over Sirius and handling whatever urgent matters couldn't wait.
Harry felt something warm bloom in his chest despite the tension.
He thought about how stupid he had been. The jealousy. The insecurity. The fear that Margaret would push him aside, that she would claim Sirius for herself and leave Harry on the outside. Looking at her now—exhausted, worried, working through the night while holding her husband's hand—he saw the truth.
Margaret was the best thing that could have happened to Sirius. They had loved each other since they were kids; they were meant to be together. And seeing them together, even like this, made Harry happy.
How great she had been last night. He had braced himself for accusations, for anger, for someone to tell him that Sirius's collapse was his fault. But Margaret had done none of that. She had fought with Sirius before the ritual, yes—but afterward, she had understood. She had made Harry feel better, not worse.
Margaret looked up.
Their eyes met.
Her face was drawn with exhaustion, stress written in every line. The gravity of the situation settled back over Harry like a weight.
"Did you sleep well, Harry?" Her voice was soft, tired, but warm.
Harry nodded. "Yeah. Thanks for last night. For making me comfortable." He felt awkward saying it, but it was true.
Margaret smiled—a small, tired smile, but genuine. "Of course, Harry. That's what home is supposed to feel like. Comfortable."
Harry smiled back, and somehow, all his awkwardness melted away. Home. This was home now.
He asked the question that had been sitting in his chest since he woke. "How is Sirius?"
Margaret's eyes drifted to her husband. "Still sleeping. No signs of waking yet." She paused, her fingers tightening slightly around his. "His magic has stabilized a bit, but we have a long way to go."
Harry nodded and slid off the sofa, coming to sit beside her on the floor. He settled cross-legged, close enough to see Sirius's face, close enough to feel the weight of the moment.
Margaret was still holding Sirius's arm. Harry watched her watching him.
"You two are a good pair," Harry said quietly. "I'm happy for Sirius. And for you, of course."
Margaret didn't know what to say. She just smiled—a soft, private smile—and returned her gaze to Sirius.
They sat in silence for a while. Margaret picked up one of the papers from the floor, scanning it quickly before setting it aside. Harry watched her work, watched the way she divided her attention between the documents and her husband, never fully looking away from him for more than a few seconds.
Harry glanced at his watch. Seven in the morning. Almost six hours since Sirius had been put into the magical sleep.
He couldn't hold back the question any longer.
"Margaret?" His voice was hesitant. "What's going to happen to Sirius now?"
Margaret looked up from her papers. Her face was thoughtful, considering.
Harry spoke quickly, before she could respond. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. Just—please don't lie to me. Don't hide it."
Margaret's expression shifted—something like empathy, like understanding. She reached out and touched his arm briefly.
"Harry, if I don't want to tell you something, I'll tell you that. I won't lie." She paused. "Does that work for you?"
Harry relaxed. "Yeah. That works."
Margaret looked at Sirius for a long moment, her hand still wrapped around his. Then she spoke.
"I contacted the healer from France last night. The one who treated Sirius after Azkaban. I explained the situation." She glanced at Harry. "She's trustworthy. She knows Sirius's history, his magical baseline, what he's capable of handling."
Harry nodded, relieved that there was a plan.
"She thinks the situation is serious, but she can't give a proper assessment until she examines him in person." Margaret's voice was measured, clinical—the voice she used when presenting facts. "She's coming at nine. I'm hoping his magic will stabilize enough by then for his body to accept treatment."
She let out a breath, long and slow, and turned back to her papers.
Harry watched her. There was something beneath her calm exterior—a tension, a worry she was trying to hide. He could see it in the way her shoulders were slightly hunched, the way her jaw tightened between sentences.
"Margaret?" He asked carefully. "Are you alright? I mean, I know you're not, with Sirius like this, but... are you okay?"
Margaret looked at him, and something in her expression softened. She seemed touched by the question.
"I'm fine, Harry. Sirius is the priority right now." She gestured at the papers around her. "It's just—yesterday was a big day. We won the case. There are meetings Sirius and I were supposed to attend. Paperwork to file. And now..." She trailed off, shaking her head. "He can'tbe present anywhere. And I won't leave his side. If both of us disappear right after winning your custody, it could raise questions."
Harry felt a wave of guilt wash over him.
He had been so focused on himself. On what Sirius could do for him, on how much Sirius loved him, on the home he was finally getting. He had never once stopped to think about Sirius's life—about the work he did, the responsibilities he carried, the pressure he was under.
Sirius and Margaret both worked. They managed a household, cared for Aurora, fought legal battles, and through all of it, they had been fighting for Harry too. He had never considered how busy they were. How much they sacrificed.
The guilt from last night came rushing back, stronger than before.
Margaret continued, unaware of his spiral. "We can't let anyone know about the ritual, Harry. No one."
Harry's attention snapped back. "The ritual?"
Margaret nodded. "I'm calling a healer from France privately. We're not leaving the house. I'm going to inform the Ministry that I'm on leave—a honeymoon, traveling abroad. No one can know what really happened." She looked at him seriously. "Do you understand? This has to stay secret."
Harry nodded, then thought of something. "Can I tell my friends? Ron and Hermione?"
Margaret considered this. "Ms. Granger and Mr. Weasley?"
Harry nodded again.
Margaret studied him for a moment, her eyes thoughtful. "I know you trust them completely. Sirius has said the same." She paused. "I would suggest you don't tell them in a letter. Too risky. But if you visit them in person, you can explain. Only the ritual, Harry. Nothing else. The rest—the adoption, living here, all of that—you can tell them anything."
Harry nodded, filing away the advice.
Margaret added, "When you write to them, include a small note about the address. Tell them to write Sirius's name on the envelope. The wards around this house are strong now—stronger than anything. If they don't include his name, the letter won't get through."
Harry's eyes widened slightly at the magic, but he understood. After what Sirius had done last night, the protection around this house was extraordinary. He could at least respect that. He nodded again.
They sat in silence, the weight of the night pressing down on them.
Footsteps.
Small, quick, pattering down the stairs. They grew louder, closer, and then Aurora burst into the room.
She stopped dead.
Her eyes went wide, taking in the scene—Margaret on the floor, Harry beside her, Sirius on the sofa, still and pale. The papers scattered everywhere. The unnatural quiet.
Tears welled in her dark eyes. They spilled over, running down her small cheeks.
Margaret's heart clenched. She released Sirius's hand—for the first time in hours—and opened her arms.
"Come here, ma chérie."
Auroria ran to her, collapsing into her mother's lap, her small body shaking with sobs. Margaret wrapped her arms around her, holding her tight, rocking gently.
"What happened, sweetheart? What's wrong?"
Aurora's voice was muffled against Margaret's chest. "I woke up and the house was making noises. No one was there. I called for Sirius and he didn't come. And then your room was empty and I was SCARED."
Margaret smoothed her daughter's hair, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. "I'm sorry, sweetheart. I'm so sorry. You know Maman can't hear you through the house—only Sirius can."
Harry blinked. He hadn't known that. He hadn't heard anything last night—but then again, he'd been so deep in his own head, so overwhelmed by everything, that he probably wouldn't have noticed an earthquake.
This house was weird. Grand and beautiful and magical, but weird. Old. Full of secrets he was only beginning to understand.
Aurora pulled back, her face blotchy with tears. "I called for him. He always comes when I call. But he didn't come." She looked at the sofa, at Sirius's still form. "He's sleeping here. Why is he sleeping here?"
Margaret was quiet for a moment. When she spoke, her voice was gentle but careful.
"Sirius was very tired, sweetheart. That's why he slept here."
Aurora considered this, her small brow furrowing. She studied Sirius with the intense focus only a child could manage—looking for clues, for answers, for something her mother wasn't saying.
"But Sirius never sleeps like this." Her voice was small, uncertain. "He always wakes up first. He's always awake before me." She looked at Margaret, and the question in her eyes was devastating. "Is he dead?"
Margaret's voice was sharp. "No, Aurora. Don't say that."
Harry winced. Aurora's face crumpled, fresh tears spilling. Margaret pulled her close again, hugging her tightly, her own eyes glistening.
When she spoke again, her voice was controlled—gentle but firm, the voice of a mother soothing a frightened child.
"Aurora, listen to me." She held her daughter's face in her hands, making her meet her eyes. "Sirius is not well. He's very tired. He did something very brave last night—something that took all his strength. That's why he's sleeping. He needs to rest so he can get better."
Aurora sniffled. "He'll wake up?"
"Soon. He'll wake up soon."
Aurora nodded slowly, processing. Then her gaze shifted to Harry, who had been watching the exchange in silence.
"Harry?" Her voice was curious now, the tears already forgotten in the way of young children. "Why are you here? Were you scared too?"
Harry blinked, caught off guard. He looked at Margaret, then back at Aurora. "Uh—yeah. I was scared."
Aurora nodded solemnly, as if this made perfect sense. Then she did something that surprised him.
"Harry, don't worry." Her small voice was earnest, confident. "Mumma and Sirius are here. They'll take care of you. Don't be scared."
Harry felt warmth spread through his chest. In her innocent way, Aurora had just welcomed him into her home. Into her family.
He smiled. "Yeah. I feel better now."
Aurora nodded, satisfied, and snuggled back against Margaret. But her eyes kept drifting to Sirius, checking, watching, waiting.
After a moment, she asked, "Mumma? When will Sirius wake up?"
"Soon."
"When is soon?"
Margaret smiled softly. "Soon is very soon." She glanced at Harry, then back at Aurora. "You should tell him to wake up. He can hear you."
Aurora's eyes went wide. "He CAN?"
"Yes. He can."
Aurora scrambled off Margaret's lap and approached the sofa. She stood on her tiptoes, peering at Sirius's face, her small brow furrowed with concentration.
Then she climbed up—not onto the sofa, but onto the floor beside it, leaning over him as best she could. She placed her small hands on his arm.
"Sirius?" Her voice was loud, insistent. "Wake up soon, okay? I miss you. The house made noises again—you have to come tell them to be quiet. They don't listen to Mumma." She paused, glancing back at Harry. "And Harry was scared too. He needs you to wake up."
Harry's throat tightened.
Aurora leaned awkwardly over Sirius, hugging him as best she could from her position on the floor. It wasn't a proper hug—more of a sprawl, her arms wrapped around his motionless form, her face pressed against his side. But she gave it everything she had.
Harry smiled at the effort. At the pure, innocent love in that small gesture.
Aurora looked up at Margaret. "Mumma? Can I kiss Sirius? A get-well kiss?"
Margaret's smile was soft, warm. "Of course, sweetheart."
Aurora beamed. She climbed higher, reaching for Sirius's face, and pressed a loud, wet kiss to his cheek. The sound echoed in the quiet room.
"Sirius, get well soon," she announced, "and then we can play with my toys!"
Harry couldn't help it. He laughed.
Margaret laughed too—a real laugh, surprised out of her.
The sound filled the room, chasing away some of the shadows. Aurora, delighted at the reaction, giggled too.
For a moment, just a moment, things felt almost normal.
Then Kreacher appeared.
The crack of Apparition broke the silence, and the house-elf materialized near the doorway. Harry tensed automatically, expecting the usual hostility, the usual venom.
But Kreacher's face was different.
The hatred was gone. Not entirely—Harry could still see traces of it in the set of his jaw, the curl of his lip—but underneath, something else. Something that looked almost like... respect. Or concern.
He addressed Margaret directly, his voice formal but not cruel.
"Mistress." He bowed slightly. "The portrait of the late Mistress Walburga requests an audience. She insists you must come and see her."
Harry's stomach dropped. He didn't know much about Walburga Black—only what he'd seen in the newspaper photograph, what he'd witnessed in the hallway yesterday. That woman. That portrait. Sirius's mother.
This couldn't be good.
Margaret's quill stopped moving. She looked up, her expression unreadable.
"I can't come, Kreacher." Her voice was calm but firm. "Tell her that. Sirius is not well, and he doesn't need her making things worse."
Kreacher didn't flinch. He held his ground, his bulbous eyes fixed on Margaret.
"The Mistress insists." His voice was quiet, but there was weight behind it. "She says it is important. Kreacher believes... she may be sincere."
Margaret studied him for a long moment. Harry saw something pass between them—an understanding, perhaps. A recognition that Kreacher, for all his flaws, knew the Black family better than anyone.
Finally, Margaret sighed. "Very well. I'll come."
She stood, brushing off her robes. She looked at Harry and Aurora, her expression shifting to something softer.
"I need you two to stay here." She gestured at Sirius. "Watch over him. Don't leave him alone."
Aurora nodded enthusiastically, her small face serious. "I'll protect him, Mumma. Me and Harry."
Margaret smiled—a tired, grateful smile. She looked at Harry. "Can you manage?"
Harry nodded. "Yeah. Go. We'll be here."
Margaret hesitated for just a moment, her eyes lingering on Sirius. Then she turned and followed Kreacher out of the room.
Harry waited until their footsteps faded. Then he moved.
He knew he shouldn't. Knew it was wrong to eavesdrop, to pry, to insert himself where he didn't belong. But the worry was too strong. Margaret was going to face that woman—that horrible, cruel portrait—alone. What if something happened? What if Walburga hurt her somehow?
He slipped off the sofa and crept toward the door, leaving it slightly ajar. He positioned himself just outside, close enough to hear but not so close that he'd be seen.
Aurora, oblivious to his departure, had climbed onto the sofa and was now lying beside Sirius, her small hand resting on his chest. She was talking to him in a low murmur, telling him about her dragon castle and the games they would play when he woke up.
Harry's heart clenched, but he forced himself to focus on the voices drifting from the hallway.
Chapter Text
Margaret walked slowly toward the entry hallway, her footsteps echoing on the worn stone. Her mind raced, but her face remained calm, composed. She had faced difficult opponents before. Hostile witnesses. Angry adversaries. She could handle one bitter old woman trapped in a painting.
Mother-in-law. The word felt foreign in her mind. There was nothing motherly about Walburga Black, nothing soft or warm or nurturing. Sirius had never told her the full story—some wounds were too deep to put into words—but Margaret had learned enough from her father to understand what kind of woman she was.
Lord Clermont had been friends with Alphard Black for decades. Alphard had been the good one, the clear-eyed one, the one who saw his sister for what she was and never pretended otherwise. He had spoken of Walburga with a mixture of pity and disgust—her manipulations, her cruelty, her obsession with blood purity. And yet, even Alphard had admitted that she had loved Sirius once. Fiercely, possessively, in her own twisted way.
Sirius had been her pride, her heir, the son she had poured all her ambitions into. She had encouraged his arrogance, his recklessness, his belief that the world should bow to him. She had made sure he had every advantage before Hogwarts—tutors in everything from Latin to dueling, books on magic and history and pure-blood culture. Alphard had spoken often of how brilliant Sirius was, how quickly he learned, how he had grasped things at ten that most wizards never understood in a lifetime.
And then, at eleven, everything had shattered. The Sorting Hat had called Gryffindor, and a war had begun between mother and son that would end in broken hearts, trauma, a boy running away from home, a younger brother lost to darkness, and finally—finally—a mother dying alone, crying for both her sons, and a son locked in Azkaban for a crime he didn't commit and the other ...dead.
Lord Clermont had been certain as was Alphard Black, since Margaret was a child, that she would marry Sirius one day. She had accepted it as fate, a distant future she didn't think about. Then Sirius had run away, and her father had abandoned the idea. Margaret had been relieved. She had found her own love, made her own choices, built her own life.
But as they said, some things were written in destiny. Perhaps Sirius and she had always been meant to find each other. Perhaps all those years had just been the long way home. She catched her breath and moved.
Walburga was waiting.
She sat in her ornate frame, her grey eyes fixed on the doorway, her hands folded precisely in her lap. Her gown was immaculate, her hair perfectly arranged, her expression unreadable. She looked like a queen awaiting a subject.
Margaret curtsied. It was the same curtsy she had always given—proper, elegant, absolutely correct. Sirius might hate his mother, might rail against her and everything she represented, but Margaret was not going to abandon her manners. Not for this woman. Not for anyone.
Walburga had liked her once. Before she knew about Aurora. Before she understood that Margaret's daughter was the child of a Muggle-born, a half-blood, a stain on the perfect lineage she had envisioned for her son. After that, the liking had turned to disdain, the same disdain Walburga held for everyone who wasn't pure enough, worthy enough, Black enough.
But today, there was no disdain in her eyes.
Today, there was anger. And something else. Something that might have been hurt.
Those grey eyes. So like Sirius's, and yet so different. His were deep as oceans, warm as sunlight, fierce as storms. Hers were steel. Cold, unyielding, sharp enough to cut.
Walburga spoke first. "You have at least the sense to respond to a summons from the mistress of this house."
Margaret inclined her head. "Yes, Mother-in-law."
Mother-in-law. The words hung in the air between them. Walburga's eyes narrowed.
"That is a new title. For me to be that, Sirius must be your husband."
Margaret met her gaze steadily. "He is."
"Is he?" Walburga's voice was silk over steel. "Or is it the gold that is your husband? The title?"
Margaret felt anger flicker in her chest. She knew this was a provocation. Knew Walburga was trying to get a reaction, to break her composure, to prove that she was exactly the gold-digger the old woman wanted to believe she was.
She stayed silent.
Walburga pressed on. "No answer? You who speaks so much. You who always has words for everything." She leaned forward in her frame. "Come now. My son lies half-dead in the next room. It is only you and me. Tell me—does his money satisfy you? Does it warm your bed at night?"
Margaret's voice was ice. "You are crossing a line, Mrs. Black."
Walburga's voice rose to a shout. "And what are YOU doing?" Her painted face contorted with fury. "You bring another man's child into my house. You marry my son for his fortune and his name, and you stand here lecturing me about lines? Where are YOUR lines, Madame? Where is your decency? Where is your shame?"
Margaret's hands clenched at her sides. "You know nothing about my marriage to Sirius."
"Oh, I know enough." Walburga's voice dripped with contempt. "I see everything. I see how you use my son. His name, his title, his fortune—all to secure yourself and your little half-blood brat. And then you push him to his death."
"I did no such thing—"
"It was as good as that." Walburga's words lashed like a whip. "You stood there and watched while he challenged generations of Black magic. For that half-blood Potter. You stood there and LET him. What kind of wife are you?"
Margaret opened her mouth. Closed it. Something in Walburga's words had struck home.
What kind of wife lets her husband walk into death?
She had asked herself that question, hadn't she? In the quiet moments. In the dark hours. When she saw Sirius's face, so determined, so certain, so ready to sacrifice everything.
She had known it was wrong. Had fought him, argued with him, tried to make him see reason. But in the end, she had let him go. She had stood there and watched while he walked into the fire.
Walburga's voice was softer now, but no less cutting. "You took vows with my son. You promised to cherish and protect. And you let him gamble with his life. How can you say your marriage has meaning?"
"It was Sirius's decision." Margaret's voice came out weaker than she intended. "I supported him."
"Supported him." Walburga's laugh was bitter, broken. "You FOOL. That is not support. That is cowardice. That is letting him destroy himself while you wring your hands and call it love." She leaned forward again, her grey eyes blazing. "You should have STOPPED him. Do you have no control over your own husband? No love for him at all?"
Margaret's eyes burned. "You don't get to decide what Sirius means to me."
"I see what I see." Walburga's voice was implacable. "How could you? It was your duty to stop him. He has always been reckless. Always been stupid. You were supposed to control him, to temper him, to be the voice of reason he never had." She shook her head, and something in her expression shifted—something almost like grief. "The Potters. He always lost his mind over the Potters. I knew it would destroy him. I always knew."
Her voice cracked.
"They will be the reason he dies someday. First the father, and now the half-blood son."
Margaret's voice was sharp. "You will not speak of Harry that way. You will not." She stepped closer, her eyes flashing. "Sirius has already warned you about this."
Walburga's chin lifted. "Do not tell me what my son and I discuss. I gave him birth. I raised him. No one knows him better than I do."
"You know him longer." Margaret's voice was cold. "That does not mean you understand him. Knowing is not understanding."
Walburga's eyes narrowed. "I understand him perfectly."
"NO!" Margaret's voice rang through the hallway, surprising even herself. "No, you do NOT. Because if you understood him—truly understood him—you would know that Sirius is not meant to be controlled. He never was. He never will be."
She stepped closer to the portrait, her hands shaking, her voice rising.
"The only reason he left you is because you tried to control him. You tried to shape him into what you wanted, what the family wanted, what the name demanded. And he could not be that. He WOULD not be that."
Walburga's face was pale, her lips pressed into a thin line.
Margaret's voice softened, but the steel remained. "I know him. I know him because I let him be himself. I let him make his own choices, even when I'm terrified, even when I think he's wrong. The best way to love Sirius is to let him fly. To stand beside him and catch him when he falls."
She paused, breathing hard.
"I don't blame you for hating me. Or my daughter. I don't care what you think of us. You don't matter to me." She met Walburga's grey eyes. "But I am telling you this because you are his mother. And he is my husband. And he matters. More than anything."
Walburga was silent.
Margaret continued, her voice steady now. "I care about his wellbeing. His happiness. His future. I would do anything to support him, to stand by him, to be what he needs." She swallowed. "I knew last night was wrong. I knew he was risking too much. I was of the same opinion as you—it should not have happened. But it was what he WANTED. And I would never stand between him and what he wants. I will not control him. I will not cage him. I will let him be free."
Her voice dropped to a whisper.
"And if he comes back to me, he comes back by his own will. Not because I forced him. Not because I held him down. Because he chooses me. Every day. Every moment."
Walburga was very still. Her painted hands were clasped so tightly in her lap that the knuckles were white. But her eyes—those grey eyes, so like Sirius's—had changed. The steel was still there, but something else had crept in. Something that might have been respect.
"Your son has none of your qualities," Margaret said quietly. "Except one. He does what he wishes. He bends the world to his will. He bends MAGIC to his will." She looked at the portrait without flinching. "He did it last night. He forced generations of your ancestors to bow to him. And I admire him for that."
Walburga said nothing.
Margaret turned to leave. "My husband needs me. I came here to honor the request of his mother, but I will not stand here and listen to your abuse while he fights for his life." She started walking. "I will leave you now."
"Wait."
Margaret stopped.
Walburga's voice was different now. Quieter. Weary.
"What Sirius did last night..." She paused, as if the words cost her something. "It was unprecedented. No one thought it could be done. No one thought it would ever happen. The Blacks were always unpredictable—reckless, dangerous, impossible to contain. But none like him."
Her eyes met Margaret's.
"He was always the brightest. The most brilliant. That's why I named him after the star. The brightest one in the sky."
Margaret turned back slowly.
Walburga continued. "What he did last night... commanding the generations of Black magic, forcing them to accept what he demanded... it made him something more than Lord. It made him the true master. Not by title. By power. By will."
She looked away, her painted face hardening.
"He won. He defeated them all. Every ancestor, every scrap of magic they poured into this house. He made them bow. And he did it for that boy. For a child who carries Potter blood and Evans blood and not a drop of Black."
Her voice cracked, just slightly.
"He won. He is the Lord of Black family Magic now. The true Lord. The one the magic itself recognizes."
Margaret stood very still. "What are you saying?"
Walburga looked at her—really looked, with those grey eyes so like her son's.
"The only thing that can save him now is Black family magic." Her gaze was unwavering. "He must use it. He must call on it. He must make it heal what it broke."
Margaret understood. She nodded slowly.
Walburga inclined her head—the barest acknowledgment. "Go. He needs you."
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Harry stumbled back to his place beside Sirius, his heart pounding, his mind spinning with fragments of what he'd heard. He had tried his best to catch every word, but the house was a mystery, its walls and floors and staircases somehow swallowing sound, protecting its secrets. Whatever he had managed to piece together was confusing at best, horrifying at worst.
Walburga didn't like Margaret. That much he had gathered. He shouldn't have been shocked—after yesterday, after the screaming in the hallway, after the way she had looked at him like he was something unpleasant on the bottom of her shoe—but somehow he was. And she had spoken as if Margaret was to blame for Sirius's condition. As if she had stood by and let him destroy himself.
And she had shown concern for Sirius. Real concern. It was the most confusing thing of all.
Harry heard Margaret's footsteps on the stairs and scrambled back to his spot beside the sofa, pressing himself against the cushions, trying to look like he had never moved. Aurora was still sprawled across Sirius, her small body draped over his chest, her face close to his. She was talking to him in rapid French, words Harry couldn't follow, her voice soft and insistent.
Margaret entered the room, her face deep in thought, her eyes distant. Then she saw Aurora.
"Get off him, Aurora." Her voice was sharp. "He's not well."
Aurora tightened her arms around Sirius's neck. "I'm not leaving Sirius."
Margaret crossed the room, her steps quick and purposeful. "He's resting. If you jump on him like this, he can't rest. He's weak, Aurora. Now come on."
"No." Aurora's voice was defiant. "I'll tell Sirius you didn't let me stay with him."
Margaret's jaw tightened. "Alright. Complain to him all you want when he wakes up. Right now, you will do as I say. Move. Let him rest."
Aurora's face crumpled. She loosened her grip, sliding off the sofa with exaggerated slowness, her eyes fixed on Sirius. She bent close to his ear, her voice loud enough to carry.
"Sirius, Mumma is taking me away. I'll come back when she goes to work."
Margaret helped her down, her hands gentle despite her frustration. "I'm not going to work today. And you're not going to the school either."
Aurora's face lit up. "You're not?"
Margaret shook her head, and Aurora bounced on her heels, already distracted.
Harry watched them, something warm unfurling in his chest. This was such a normal family interaction. A mother scolding her child, a child bargaining for what she wanted, a small victory celebrated. This was Sirius's family. His wife. His stepdaughter. And Sirius had included Harry in it too.
Margaret turned to them both. "Harry, Aurora. Both of you go and have breakfast. Now."
Harry opened his mouth to protest, but the words died on his lips. He was hungry—his stomach had been growling for the past hour—but he didn't want to leave Sirius. Didn't want to be away from him, not even for a moment.
"No," he said. "I want to stay."
Aurora echoed him immediately. "Me too."
Margaret looked at them both, her expression softening just slightly. "Sirius is sleeping. He's resting. Neither of you have eaten since dinner last night. Go have breakfast, and then you can sit with him as long as you want."
Harry opened his mouth to argue again. Margaret raised a hand.
"No arguments. Come on. Get up. Now."
Her tone was final. It reminded Harry of Professor McGonagall—that same crisp authority that left no room for negotiation. He got up.
Aurora slid off the sofa too, and together they walked to the dining room.
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The table was set for two.
Harry stood for a moment, looking at the arrangement. Two plates. Two cups. Two sets of silverware. He moved toward the chair he had sat in last night, the one on Sirius's right, but then he stopped. Aurora was climbing into the chair beside it, struggling to get comfortable, her legs too short to reach the floor, her elbows barely clearing the table.
Harry hesitated. He didn't know if he should help. He had never dealt with a kid before—not really, not like this. What if he did something wrong? What if he made it worse?
But Aurora managed on her own, squirming and shifting until she was settled. She looked at him, her dark eyes bright, and patted the chair beside her.
"Here, Harry. Sit here."
Harry sat. The chair was warm, the cushion soft. He looked at Aurora, who had already picked up her fork and was examining the spread before them.
The table was covered in dishes—eggs and bacon and toast, fresh fruit, a pile of pastries, a pitcher of juice, a pot of tea steaming gently. Harry's stomach growled audibly.
Aurora laughed. "You're hungry."
Harry smiled, a little embarrassed. "Yeah."
They began to eat. Aurora talked constantly, switching between English and French without noticing, her voice high and cheerful. She told him about her muggle school, about a dream she'd had last night, about a game she wanted to play later. Harry understood maybe half of it. He hummed along, nodded when it seemed appropriate, ate his breakfast.
It was strange. It was normal. It was... nice.
The Prophet appeared on the head chair. The paper lay folded, the familiar masthead visible. Without thinking, Harry reached for it.
Aurora didn't notice. She was busy telling him about a dragon who had a cold.
Harry unfolded the paper.
The front page was dominated by a photograph. Sirius, arriving at the Ministry yesterday morning. He was walking toward the entrance, his stride confident, his head held high. Margaret was beside him—her face half-turned, not quite captured, but Harry knew she was there.
The headline read: SIRIUS BLACK: NOW A FATHER OF TWO
Below it, the article detailed the adoption. James Potter's son was mentioned, but his name wasn't printed. Harry's name wasn't there. The thought should have stung—had stung, months ago, when he first understood that his name was something to be hidden. Now it felt like a gift. A protection.
He read the article slowly, taking in every word. The legal victory. The support of the Wizengamot. The public's reaction. It was all there, wrapped in the Prophet's particular brand of storytelling.
He set the paper down and looked around the dining room. The morning light was filtering through the tall windows, painting the dark wood in shades of gold. The chandelier sparkled overhead. The furniture was elegant, the portraits on the walls watching with painted eyes.
This was his home now.
Harry picked up his fork again. He ate another bite of eggs. He listened to Aurora's voice, the sound of it weaving through the quiet morning. He let himself feel it—the strangeness, the newness, the warmth.
Please, he thought. Please let Sirius wake up soon.
He looked at the photograph again. At Sirius's face, confident and sure, walking into the Ministry like he owned it. He would be like that again. He had to be.
Harry finished his breakfast in silence, waiting, hoping, watching the door for any sign of movement, any news, anything that would tell him Sirius was waking up.
Chapter Text
The silence in the living room was not empty.
Margaret stood alone, her hand pressed flat against Sirius's chest, feeling the faint pulse beneath her fingers. The stillness was not absence—it was waiting. The air hummed with it, thick and charged, as if the very walls were holding their breath. The morning light slanted through the tall windows, illuminating the dust motes that drifted lazily, but they seemed to move slower here, closer to him, as if time itself was reluctant to pass while he lay so still.
She had sent the children away. Harry with his quiet, stubborn refusal to leave, Aurora with her shrill demands and clutching hands. They had protested, both of them, in their own ways. But she had been firm.
In her mind, the conversation with Walburga played on a loop, each word sharper than the last.
The only thing that can save him is Black family magic.
For weeks, the portrait had watched her with undisguised contempt. She had called Aurora a bastard, accused Margaret of using Sirius for his money, made her position in this house as precarious as a blade's edge. And today—today she had shown something else. Something that might have been a mother's love, twisted and buried under decades of bitterness, but still there. Still burning.
Margaret didn't have time to make sense of it.
The knock at the door came like a crack of thunder in the silence.
She crossed the hall in three strides, her robes whispering against the floor. Marie stood on the doorstep, a small, precise woman with silver hair coiled tightly at her neck and eyes like chips of flint. Her healer's case was clutched in one hand, the leather worn smooth from years of use. She had crossed the Channel before dawn, answering Margaret's owl before the ink was dry.
"Madame Black." Marie's voice was low, steady. She did not offer pleasantries. "I came as quickly as I could."
Margaret stepped aside. "He's in the living room."
Marie moved through the house like someone who had walked these halls before. She had treated Sirius after Azkaban, had overseen the slow, painful rebuilding of his body and magic. She had seen him at his worst—a skeleton of a man, hollowed out by dementors, barely clinging to life. She had helped him claw his way back.
This was worse.
She knelt beside the sofa, and the air around her shifted. Her wand rose, and light followed it—not the cold blue of diagnostic magic, but something deeper, older. The light pooled in her palm, then spread, flowing over Sirius's body like water seeking its level. It caught on his damaged hand, lingering there, pulsing faintly.
Margaret watched from the doorway, her hands clasped so tightly her knuckles were white.
Marie's fingers pressed to his wrist, his throat, his chest. Her eyes were half-closed, her lips moving in patterns Margaret couldn't hear. The light from her wand flickered, dimmed, brightened again. When she opened her eyes, they were grave.
"His condition is bad." She did not soften the words. "I will not lie to you."
Margaret had braced herself. Had known it was coming. Still, the words drove into her chest like a blade.
"He poured everything into the ritual." Her voice was steady, though something inside her was not. "Every drop of magic he had."
Marie's eyes flickered. Something passed through them—awe, perhaps. Or fear. "The magical sleep was wise. The progress you've seen in these few hours would have taken a week without it. Perhaps longer."
Relief flickered in Margaret's chest, fragile as candlelight. "I did what I thought was best."
"You did well." Marie studied her, and something in her gaze shifted. "You mentioned the Black family magic. His mother's instruction. What exactly did she say?"
Margaret told her. The words came out flat, precise, the same way she would present evidence in court. She watched Marie's face for any sign of dismissal, any flicker of doubt. She found none.
Marie was quiet for a long moment. The air in the room seemed to thicken, pressing against Margaret's skin.
"What do you want me to do?"
Margaret did not hesitate. "Wake him."
Marie's eyebrows rose. "That is not a good idea. He needs to wake on his own. Forcing it—the shock could do more harm than good. His body is not ready."
"His body will not be ready until the Black magic heals it." Margaret's voice was iron. "He is the only one who can call on it. No one else in this house can command that magic. It has to be him."
Marie studied her for a long, suspended moment. The clock on the mantel ticked. Sirius's chest rose and fell. The light from the window shifted, painting Margaret's face in gold and shadow.
"You understand the risks."
Margaret met her eyes. "I understand. I am prepared for what comes next. And I have faith that you can handle whatever happens."
Marie inclined her head, slowly, deliberately. "Then let us begin."
Margaret steadied herself while Marie prepared. She stood at the head of the sofa, close enough to touch Sirius, close enough to catch him if he fell. Her hands were steady. Her breathing was steady. Everything inside her was a storm.
Marie moved around the room, and the air began to hum. Her wand traced patterns that left trails of silver light, hanging in the air like threads of a web. Her voice was low, precise, the words of the incantation flowing like water over stones. The golden substance Margaret had prepared last night, the potion that had settled on Sirius's chest like a second skin, began to move.
It lifted slowly, like morning mist rising from a field, but there was nothing gentle about it. It pulled away from his skin in strands, each one vibrating with a frequency Margaret could feel in her teeth. The light around it shifted from gold to amber to something deeper, something that pulsed with a rhythm that was not her heartbeat.
Harry appeared in the doorway after finishing his breakfast. No idea of what was happening. Aurora had gone to her room to pick her toys. He stood there watching. Silent.
Margaret did not see him. Her eyes were fixed on Sirius, on the last traces of gold fading from his skin. Marie's wand shifted, and the incantation changed—faster now, more urgent. The silver threads in the air began to tighten, coiling around Sirius like a net.
Sirius began to shake.
It started in his fingers—a tremor so fine it was barely visible. Then it moved to his hands, his arms, his chest. His whole body shuddered, muscles contracting, his back arching slightly off the sofa. A sound escaped his lips—small, broken, a thread of pain pulled tight.
Harry surged forward. Margaret's arm shot out, stopping him, her hand a bar across his chest. She did not look at him. Her eyes never left Sirius.
She moved to his side, her hands finding his, gripping tight. His fingers were cold, limp, unresponsive. She shook him—not gently, not carefully, but with urgency, with desperation.
"Sirius! Sirius, wake up!"
His brow furrowed. Somewhere, in the darkness that held him, something stirred. His fingers twitched in her grip. His lips moved, soundless.
Margaret shook him again, harder. "Sirius, WAKE UP!"
The room crackled. Harry jolted. He had never heard her voice like that—so loud full of urgency.
Sirius's eyes opened.
For a moment, they were empty—blank, unfocused, staring at nothing. The pain in them was visible, red-rimmed and glassy, the eyes of a man dragged back from somewhere he did not want to leave. Marie's wand lowered. The silver threads in the air went still.
Margaret cupped his face in her hands. "Sirius."
His eyes found hers. Recognition dawned slowly, painfully, like light breaking through clouds after a storm.
"M... Margaret." His voice was a rasp, barely a breath.
She nodded, and her eyes wet with unshed tears. "Yes. I'm here. I'm right here."
He tried to form another word, his lips shaping something she couldn't hear. "H... Ha—"
"Yes." She pressed her forehead to his, felt the heat of his skin, the faint flutter of his breath. "Yes, Sirius. It worked. Harry is home. It all worked. Everything."
His lips tried to curve into a smile, but his body would not obey. The effort cost him—his eyes already beginning to close, his grip slackening, the light in his face dimming.
Margaret pulled back, shook him gently. "No. Sirius, listen to me. You have to stay awake. You have to call on your family magic. It is the only thing that can heal you."
His eyes were closing. She could feel him sinking, slipping away from her, the darkness pulling him back.
Margaret shook him harder, her voice rising. "SIRIUS! You cannot fall asleep. Do you hear me? You have to call on the magic. The Black family magic—it will heal you. We need you, Sirius. You HAVE to do this."
His eyes opened again. He nodded—the barest movement, the smallest acknowledgment, but it was there.
Margaret reached into her pocket and pulled out the Black family ring. She had taken it from his study before Marie arrived, had known she would need it. The gold was warm against her palm, the black stone at its center seeming to drink the light. She slid it onto the finger of his good hand, and it settled—as if it had been waiting for this moment.
"Call on it," she said. "The magic listens to you. It bowed to you last night. It will answer you now. Call it."
His eyes closed again.
He did not respond.
Margaret shook him, her voice cracking. "Sirius!"
Marie stepped forward. "He is deteriorating. His body is no longer in his control. His mind is already sliding back."
Harry, frozen in the doorway, surged forward. "No—"
But Margaret was already speaking, her voice cold and clear as cut glass.
"Shock him."
Marie recoiled. "No. That could kill him."
Harry's heart stopped.
Margaret did not look away from Sirius. "I am his wife. This is my decision. Shock him."
"This is madness," Marie said. "I cannot—"
"Then I will." Margaret's eyes blazed, and in them Harry saw something he had never seen before—a will as unyielding as steel, a love that would burn through anything to reach him. "You know I do not have the medical training. It would be better if you did it."
Harry watched them, frozen, his heart pounding so hard he could barely breathe. Marie hesitated, her face a war of doubt and duty. Then she raised her wand.
Margaret did not look at Harry. Her eyes were fixed on Sirius, her face set, her hands steady on his chest.
Marie spoke the incantation, and the world exploded.
Light burst from her wand—not the gentle glow of healing, but something raw and violent. It struck Sirius's chest, and his body arched, his back lifting off the sofa, his muscles contracting in a spasm that seemed to go on forever. His mouth opened in a silent scream, his hands clawing at the air, and the light wrapped around him, sinking into his skin, and for one terrible moment he was nothing but light and pain and the space between.
Harry wanted to shout, wanted to run, wanted to do something. He was frozen, trapped, a spectator to a horror he could not stop.
Margaret watched too, her face white, her hands still on his, her lips moving silently. A prayer. A plea. A promise.
And then—the ring on Sirius's finger burned.
Light erupted from it, not the harsh white of Marie's magic but something deeper, older, a gold that was almost black at its heart. It pushed, a force that sent Marie stumbling backward, her wand clattering to the floor, the silver threads in the air snapping like spider silk. The light surrounded Sirius, wrapped around him, sank into him, and for a moment he was not a man but a conduit, a vessel for something vast and ancient.
Margaret's face broke into a smile. "It's working. He called on it. He did it."
She took his face in her hands, her voice fierce with love and relief. "You did it, you crazy Black lord. You did it."
Harry watched, still frozen, as the light around Sirius began to fade. It did not vanish so much as absorb, sinking into his skin, his bones, his blood. The gray pallor of death faded from his face, replaced by something almost healthy. His breathing deepened, steadied.
Sirius lay still. But he was no longer dying.
Margaret looked up at healer. "Will he be all right?"
The healer straightened, her hands passing over Sirius one final time, the last traces of diagnostic magic fading from her fingertips.
"The Black magic is healing him," she said, her voice low, measured. "It will take time—perhaps days, perhaps weeks—for him to recover fully. But the foundations are sound. The work is being done."
"What do I need to do?" Margaret asked.
Marie turned to her, and for the first time, there was warmth in her sharp features. "Let him rest. That is the most important thing. His body knows what it needs. His magic knows what to do. You must not interfere."
She reached into her case and pulled out a roll of parchment, already marked with her precise handwriting. "I will give you the recipes for the potions he will need. You must prepare them exactly as written—no substitutions, no shortcuts. He will need them at regular intervals. I will mark the times."
Margaret took the parchment, her eyes scanning the list of ingredients, the careful instructions. "I can do this."
Marie nodded. "I know you can." She reached into her case again, producing a small glass bottle filled with golden oil. "This is for his hand. You must massage it into the damaged skin twice a day—morning and evening. Gentle pressure, slow circles. It will help the circulation, help the healing magic reach the deepest tissue."
She pressed the bottle into Margaret's hands, their fingers brushing. "You will need to watch what he eats. Light foods at first, nothing heavy. When he wakes, he will be hungry, but his body will not be ready for rich food. Build up slowly."
Margaret listened to everything, her eyes never leaving Marie's face. She nodded at each instruction, filing it away, making mental notes. When Marie paused, Margaret asked, "How long before he wakes?"
Marie looked at Sirius, lying so still on the sofa, his face peaceful now, the lines of pain smoothed away. "That I cannot tell you. It could be hours. It could be days. The magic is doing its work, and it will not be rushed."
She gathered her things, closing her case with a soft click. "I will return in three days to check his progress. If anything changes before then—if he worsens, if he wakes, if you have any concerns—write to me immediately."
Margaret walked her to the door. In the hallway, the morning light was brighter, the dust motes dancing in the sunbeams. Marie paused on the threshold and looked back.
"You did well today," she said quietly. "What you did—the magical sleep, the decision to shock him—it was dangerous. But it was right."
Margaret's throat tightened. "I was terrified."
"Of course you were." Marie smiled—a small, rare thing. "That is what love does." She stepped out into the street, then turned back one last time. "He is strong. Stronger than he knows. And he has you. He will recover."
She left through the door, leaving Margaret alone in the doorway.
Margaret stood in the hall for a long moment, the morning air cool on her face, the sounds of the city drifting in from the street. Then she closed the door and walked back to the living room.
Harry was sitting beside Sirius now, his legs folded beneath him, his hands clasped in his lap. He looked up when she entered, and she saw it in his face—the guilt, the fear, the desperate need for reassurance.
She crossed the room and placed a hand on his shoulder. He was trembling, just slightly, his young face too pale, his eyes too bright.
"I'm sorry," she said softly. "I'm so sorry you had to see that. I sent you away so you wouldn't have to."
Harry shook his head. His voice was rough. "I caused this. All of it. He did this for me."
Margaret knelt beside him, bringing herself to his level. "No, Harry. He did this because he loves you. Because he wanted to."
Harry's lip trembled. "He was in so much pain."
"He was." Margaret did not try to soften it. "But he is healing now. Look at him."
She turned Harry's face gently toward the sofa, toward Sirius. His color was better now—still pale, but no longer gray. His breathing was deep and even, his chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. The damaged hand lay on the blanket, still wrapped in bandages, but the swelling had gone down.
"He is recovering," Margaret said. "Give him time. He will wake."
Harry stared at Sirius's face, at the familiar features softened by sleep. "Will he be okay? Really?"
Margaret smiled. "You saw what his magic did. It answered him. It healed him. He is strong, Harry—stronger than anyone I know. Have faith in him."
Harry nodded slowly, the tension in his shoulders easing, just a little. "Can I have some parchment? I want to write to my friends. Let them know... some of it. Not everything, but..."
Margaret rose, called for parchment and ink. They appeared on the small table in the corner—good parchment, thick and cream-colored, and a bottle of ink that gleamed darkly in the light.
Harry took the chair by the window, his quill hovering over the page. He looked at Sirius one more time, then began to write.
Margaret took her place beside Sirius.
She settled onto the floor, her back against the sofa, her hip pressed against his side. His hand lay on the blanket, and she took it in both of hers, feeling the warmth of his skin, the steady pulse at his wrist. Her other hand found his hair, her fingers threading through the dark curls, stroking gently.
It was a rhythm she had learned over the period of their marriage, a way of being with him when words were not enough. She had done this in the dark hours of the night, he needed grounding. She had done it in the quiet mornings, when the world was still and they had time. She would do it now, for as long as it took.
His hair was soft against her fingers, the strands slipping through her hand like silk. She traced the line of his brow, the hollow of his cheek, the curve of his jaw. She watched his face, waiting for any sign, any flicker, any movement.
The morning light shifted across the room, moving from the windows to the walls to the ceiling. The shadows lengthened and shortened. The clock on the mantel ticked.
Harry wrote his letters, the scratch of his quill a soft counterpoint to her thoughts. Aurora, somewhere in the house, was playing quietly, her voice a distant murmur. The house settled around them, as if it too was waiting.
Margaret kept her vigil, her hand in his hair, her heart beating in time with his breath.
"Wake up," she whispered. "We are here. We are waiting."
The light moved. The shadows deepened. And still she waited.
Chapter Text
The healer's departure had changed the atmosphere in the house.
The tension was still there—thick, pressing, impossible to ignore—but it had shifted. The sharp edge of fear had dulled into something that felt almost like waiting. Margaret had transformed the sofa into a proper bed with a flick of her wand, expanding it into something large enough for Sirius to stretch out, to rest, to heal. The blankets were soft, the pillows plump, and in the center of it all, Sirius lay still, his face peaceful, his breathing even.
Harry had written his letters. It had taken him longer than it should have—he kept stopping, his quill hovering over the parchment, his mind wandering back to Sirius, to the ritual, to the moment when the light had exploded from his godfather's chest and the ring had blazed like a star. He had described the address to Ron and Hermione as Margaret had instructed, carefully, precisely. He had told them about Aurora calling him James, about the grand, mysterious house that seemed to have secrets in every corner. He had told them about the adoption, about winning, about the strange, wonderful, terrifying fact that he now had a home.
He had not told them about the ritual. He had not told them about Sirius collapsing, about the coma, about the terrible moment when Margaret had ordered the healer to shock him back to consciousness. Those words would not come. He could not make them fit on the page.
Hedwig had found him somehow, tapping at the window of the living room as if she had always known where he was. Harry had no idea how she had gotten through the wards—he added that to the growing list of things he did not understand, the thousand questions he wanted to ask Sirius when he woke up. The list was long. It seemed to grow longer every day.
Sirius was the most open person Harry had ever known, and also the most mysterious. He could tell Harry stories for hours about Hogwarts, about James, about the war, and still Harry would be left with the sense that there were whole continents of Sirius's life he had never even glimpsed. It was thrilling, sometimes, to think of all he had yet to learn. And sometimes it was terrifying. What else was there? What else had Sirius survived? What else was he hiding?
Harry folded the letters and gave them to Hedwig, watching her soar out the window and disappear into the gray London sky. Then he went back to his place beside Sirius.
He had not explored the house. It had been a day—was it only a day?—since he had arrived, and he had seen almost nothing beyond the living room, the dining hall, and the occasional trip to the washroom. He knew the house was grand. He knew it had floors and floors of rooms, secrets tucked into every corner, magic woven into the walls. But he could not bring himself to leave Sirius's side. Not yet. Not while there was still a chance he might wake.
The hours were passing from morning to afternoon.
Margaret was a study in control.
She had been on her feet all day, moving between Sirius, the kitchen, the small laboratory where she was preparing the potions the healer had prescribed. Her face was calm, her voice steady, her hands sure. But Harry had learned to see past her composure. He had watched her hold Sirius's hand for hours, had seen the way her eyes lingered on his face, had heard the tremor she tried to hide when she spoke to Aurora.
She was terrified. Harry knew it as surely as he knew his own name.
Aurora had been a force of nature. Every hour, like clockwork, she would appear in the doorway, her small face set with determination. She would march to the bed, find a way to climb up, and settle herself against Sirius's side, her voice a constant stream of chatter. She told him about her dragon castle, about a dream she had, about the bird she had seen outside her window. She clung to him with the fierce possessiveness of a child who had already lost one father and would not lose another.
Margaret would let her stay for a few minutes, watching with something like pain in her eyes. Then she would gently pry Aurora away, coaxing her down with promises of stories and games, her voice patient despite everything.
Harry watched them and felt something twist in his chest.
Jealousy. It was ugly and shameful, but it was there. Aurora climbed onto Sirius without fear, without hesitation. For her, Sirius was just asleep. He would wake up. Of course he would wake up. She had no doubt, no terror, no guilt eating at her heart.
Harry wished he could be like that. Wished he could crawl onto the bed beside Sirius and close his eyes and pretend that everything was fine. That the only worry in his head was Margaret catching him and telling him to sit properly, to let Sirius rest. To be a child, for once, instead of the boy who had caused all of this.
He pushed the thought away. It was selfish. It was wrong. But it lingered, just beneath the surface.
Margaret managed to coax Aurora away for her nap at around 4 o' clock. Harry heard her voice in the hallway, soft and soothing, and then the house was quiet again.
She came back to the living room, her steps quick, her hands already reaching for the potion ingredients she had laid out on the side table. She looked at Harry, hesitated.
"Harry, I need to prepare the potion. The healer said it needs time to steep—I have to use the lab in the basement, I can't do it here." She paused, her eyes flicking to Sirius. "I'll be as quick as I can. But if anything changes—if he moves, if he makes a sound, anything at all—you call for me immediately. Kreacher will find me."
Harry nodded. "I'll watch him. I won't move."
She smiled, but it didn't reach her eyes. "I know you will."
She crossed to the bed and took Sirius's hand, pressing it against her chest. She leaned down, her lips close to his ear, her voice a whisper that Harry could barely hear.
"I have to go, just for a little while. You rest. I'll be back soon."
She kissed his forehead, then straightened. For a moment, she just looked at him, her face stripped of all its careful composure. Then she turned and walked out of the room.
Harry was alone with Sirius. Time passed.
The evening light shifted, the shadows lengthening across the floor. Harry sat beside Sirius on the bed. His body turned towards Sirius keeping an eye on him, the letters from Ron and Hermione in his hand.
They had written back —Hedwig must have flown straight to them and back without stopping. He tore them open in desperate need for some comfort.
Ron's Letter first.
Harry,
Finally! Mum's been driving me mental asking if I've heard from you. She saw the Prophet this morning and nearly cried. Dad had to explain the whole adoption thing three times before she stopped asking questions.
So Sirius is your actual dad now? That's mental. In a good way. Mum says we should have a party when you come visit. She's already planning the cake.
Your letter was dead short, mate. What's this about a kid calling you James? That's weird, right? Though, no offence, but if I didn't know you I'd probably think the same. You've got the hair and everything.
Is Sirius's house really that grand? You said it's got like six floors? What do you even do with six floors? Our house has two and it's falling apart.
You didn't say much about Sirius's wife. Is she nice? Mum wants to know if she's posh. She's got this thing about posh people after what happened with Malfoy's father that one time. I told her to shut up.
Write back properly, yeah? Tell me everything. I want to know what it's like, living there. With a real family and all.
Mum says to tell you she's sending a jumper. I don't know why, it's July.
Ron
P.S. You're not doing any reading, are you? Hermione's going to kill you.
Harry laughed a little. Ron was utterly Ron. Caring in his own hilarious way. He picked up Hermione's then, longer as usual.
Harry,
I've been checking the Prophet every morning. When I saw the headline about the adoption, I nearly screamed. Mum thought something terrible had happened. I had to explain her that it was good news.
Congratulations. I know that sounds formal, but I mean it. You deserve this. You deserve a home, a family, someone who wants you. I'm so happy for you.
Your letter raised several questions. The address you gave me—I looked it up (Muggle maps, just in case) and there's nothing there between 11 and 13. The wards must be incredibly powerful. I'd love to know more about how they work, if Sirius is willing to explain. The theory behind magical concealment is fascinating.
The little girl called you James? That must have been strange. But also... kind of wonderful, in a way. She saw your father in you. Not everyone gets to hear that.
Harry, you didn't say much about what happened. You said you'd tell me more when you could, but you also said you still can't grasp it. I won't push. But if you need to talk about it—when you're ready—I'm here. So is Ron. You know that, don't you?
One more thing, and I'm sorry to bring it up, but have you done any reading? The summer term will start before you know it, and you'll need to be caught up. I've finished my Potions essay already, if you want to borrow my notes.
Write back when you can. Tell me about the house, about Sirius, about everything. I want to know that you're alright.
Love,
Hermione
P.S. I've enclosed a copy of my summer reading list. Not to pressure you. Just for reference.
Harry laughed, his eyes moving across the page. He could picture her face as she wrote it, the furrow in her brow, the way she pressed her lips together when she was worried.
"So the potential future daughters-in-law have the address now, I see."
Harry froze.
The voice was rough, strained, barely more than a whisper. But it was unmistakable.
His laugh vanished. He looked up.
Sirius was watching him.
His grey eyes were open—just barely, the lids heavy, the gaze unfocused. But they were fixed on Harry, and there was a small smile playing at the corner of his lips. A smirk, almost, the kind Harry had seen a hundred times. The kind that said he knew something you didn't, that he was about to make a joke at your expense, that everything was going to be fine.
Harry couldn't move. Couldn't breathe. The letters slipped from his fingers, scattering across the floor.
Green eyes met grey. The room was silent, the whole world held its breath. Sirius saw Harry freezing, but Sirius being Sirius could not help but push.
Sirius's voice came again, weaker now, the words dragging. "So, Harry... I see you're slacking on your watchman duties. Reading love letters while your poor godfather is lying unconscious."
This one worked on him, his disbelief moved.
He launched himself at Sirius, his arms wrapping around him, his face buried in his shoulder. The tears came without warning, hot and fast, soaking into the fabric of Sirius's shirt. He was sobbing, he realized, great heaving sobs that shook his whole body.
"Sirius." His voice was choked, barely a word. "Sirius, Sirius."
He felt Sirius's hand move—weakly, slowly, trembling with the effort—and come to rest on his back. Not a hug, not really; he didn't have the strength. But it was there. He was there.
Harry pulled back, his vision blurred, and looked at Sirius's face. His eyes were still open, but barely. His skin was pale, his lips dry, his whole body limp against the pillows. He looked as if he might faint any moment, as if the effort of those few words had drained everything he had left.
Harry's voice was frantic. "Kreacher! Kreacher, go get Margaret! Sirius is awake!"
Kreacher appeared in the doorway. He stood there for a moment, his bulbous eyes fixed on Sirius, and for once there was no hatred in them. Only curiosity. Only something that might have been relief.
He disappeared.
Harry turned back to Sirius, his hands gripping his shoulders, afraid to let go, afraid he would slip away again.
"Sirius, how are you feeling? Are you okay? Does anything hurt?"
Sirius blinked slowly, his eyelids drooping. A word escaped his lips, barely a breath.
"Fine."
His eyes were closing. Harry could see him sinking, feel him slipping away. He shook him gently, panic rising.
"Sirius. Sirius, stay awake. Margaret's coming. Please, just stay awake."
Chapter Text
Margaret was working on the potion with the same sole focus she brought to everything.
Her hands moved precisely, measuring ingredients with the care of a jeweler weighing diamonds. Her eyes tracked the color shifts, the consistency changes, the subtle transformations that told her the brew was progressing correctly. The laboratory was quiet save for the soft bubbling of the cauldron and the whisper of her robes as she moved.
It had taken every bit of courage she possessed to leave Sirius's side. Every fiber of her being had screamed at her to stay, to watch, to wait. But this was important too. The healer's instructions had been clear—the first potion had to be administered within a specific window, and she was the only one who could prepare it. Kreacher could brew, but not this. Not something so precise, so delicate.
The ingredients had been difficult to source. She had called in favors, dropped names, promised payments that would make her father wince. But she had managed. She always managed.
The potion was done. She was filling it into a glass vial, her hands steady despite the tremor in her heart, when Kreacher appeared in the doorway.
He was breathless. His bulbous eyes were wide, his wrinkled hands clasped before him. Margaret had never seen him like this—not in all the weeks she had lived in this house.
"The master," Kreacher said, and his voice was strange. Not venomous. Not hateful. Something else. "He is awake."
Margaret did not remember running.
One moment she was in the laboratory, the vial clutched in her hand. The next she was in the hallway, her feet flying over the worn stone, her heart pounding so hard she could hear it in her ears. The last time she had run like this was last night, when she had seen Sirius collapse. That felt like a lifetime ago.
She burst through the living room door, her breath coming in gasps, her eyes searching. She stopped in the doorway, forcing herself to breathe, forcing herself to see.
He was awake.
Sirius lay propped against the pillows, his face pale, his eyes half-closed. Harry was beside him, gripping his hand, his voice urgent and low. "Sirius, stay awake. Please. Just stay awake a little longer."
Sirius was nodding. His eyelids were heavy, his focus drifting. Harry was losing him.
Margaret moved.
She crossed the room in three strides and sat beside him, her free hand finding Sirius's face. His skin was warm beneath her fingers, the faint stubble rough against her palm. She tilted his face toward hers.
"Sirius." Her voice was sharp, commanding. "Come on. Wake up. You have slept enough."
She shook him gently. His eyes fluttered. His brow furrowed. He was fighting it, she could see—fighting the pull of sleep, the exhaustion that dragged at him.
"Sirius." She said his name again, and this time, something in her voice reached him.
His eyes opened. This time, they focused. Found her.
"Margaret." Her name was barely a whisper, but it was there. It was real.
Harry helped her move him, propping him higher against the pillows, adjusting the blankets around his waist. Sirius was weak—alarmingly weak—his arms trembling with the effort of shifting his own weight. But he was awake. He was here.
Margaret held the vial to his lips. "Drink this. All of it."
Sirius's nose wrinkled. "What is it?"
"It will help you heal. Now drink."
He tried to turn his head away, a ghost of his usual stubbornness flickering across his face. Margaret's hand followed him, the vial pressed to his lips.
"Sirius. I did not spend four hours brewing this so you could be difficult. Drink."
He drank. Half of it dribbled down his chin, the liquid catching the light, thick and golden. She wiped it away with her thumb, her touch gentler than her words. He swallowed the last of it and closed his eyes.
Margaret watched him. She did not speak. Did not move. She watched his face, waiting for the potion to take effect, waiting for him to open his eyes again.
The seconds stretched. The room held its breath.
His eyes opened. Grey and clear and there.
"Margaret," he said again, and this time his voice was stronger.
Something in her chest unlocked. Her heart, which had been frozen since last night, began to beat again.
She pressed a steady hand to his chest, feeling the rhythm beneath her palm. His heartbeat was normal. Strong. And beneath it, she felt the pulse of his magic—faint, but there. Better than last night. So much better.
He was watching her. Waiting.
She asked the only question that mattered. "How are you feeling? Are you okey?"
A grin spread across his face. It was weak, exhausted, barely there—but it was his grin. The same grin that said, he knew what he did and he was proud of it.
"Never better."
Something inside Margaret snapped.
She threw the vial. It shattered against the far wall, glass flying, remaining of the golden liquid dripping down the dark wood. Harry flinched. Margaret did not notice.
She stood, her hands clenched at her sides, her whole body trembling. Harry moved away, giving them space, but she did not see him. Nor did Sirius. She did not see anything but Sirius, lying there, looking at her with those grey eyes, still wearing that insufferable grin.
"Of COURSE you are." Her voice was shaking. "Must be thrilling for you."
Sirius said nothing. He watched her, his face calm, his breathing slow and deliberate. He was holding himself together, she could see it—fighting to stay awake, to stay present, to face whatever she needed to throw at him.
Margaret was not finished.
"If they write a book on your life, this must go down as one of your greatest adventures." Her voice rose. "Congratulations, Sirius. You managed to win a moment for yourself. Does it boost your ego? Winning over your hated family?"
Sirius's jaw tightened. He did not speak.
Margaret's voice cracked. "But did you stop to think about your new family for once? Just once, Sirius?"
A tear slipped down her cheek. She did not wipe it away.
"Do you have absolutely no regard for me?" Her voice broke on the words. "For my nerves? Absolutely none?"
Tears were streaming down her face now. She was crying, openly, without shame, without restraint. She had held herself together for so long—through the night, through the morning, through the terror and the waiting and the fear that she would lose him. She could not hold it together anymore.
"You keep me in the dark and go perform stunts with death. And then leave me to hold everything together. ALONE."
She shouted the last word. It echoed off the walls, ringing in the silence that followed. Sirius flinched. She saw it—the way her words landed, the way they hit something deep in him.
Margaret was sobbing now. "You have no idea what I have gone through in the last twenty-four hours. You were barely there, balancing on a thread between life and death. I was alone. All alone." Her voice dropped, raw and broken. "I do not think marriage is supposed to be like that."
Sirius's face crumpled. He understood. He saw what he had put her through, what his choices had cost her. He tried to speak. "Margaret, I am—"
"No." Her voice was steel. "You are not."
His words died in his throat.
Margaret stepped closer, her hands still clenched, her face wet. "You are not sorry. If you ever have the chance to do it again, you would. Do not dare tell me you are sorry. I will not accept lies from you. Not now. Not ever."
Sirius held her gaze. The grin was gone. What remained was something raw, something honest.
"Yes." His voice was quiet, but it did not waver. "I would do it again. For my kids. For my family. For you." He paused, and when he spoke again, his voice was thick. "My wife."
Margaret's breath caught.
"Your wife," she repeated. "Who knows nothing about what stunt you might pull next. Who you leave alone to clean up your mess." Her voice cracked. "Wife." The word sounds angry. "I have been married to you for weeks only, Sirius. And I feel like I have aged YEARS in that time. YEARS."
They looked at each other across the space between them. The air was thick, heavy, charged with everything they had not said, everything they had been too afraid to name.
Sirius smiled.
It was not the reckless grin, not the charming smirk. It was something softer. Something real.
"Years?" His voice was gentle. "Has it really been years, Margaret? Because to me, you are still as breathtaking as you were the first time, I met you."
Margaret's anger died. Just a little.
He always did this. Always. His words, his looks, the small gestures that she pretended not to notice—they riled her and grounded her in equal measure. She could never hold onto her anger when he looked at her like that.
"Do not," she said, trying to sound angry. "Do not try to charm your way out of this. I am not one of your silly admirers."
Sirius almost laughed, shaking his head, he said, "I know you are not. Believe me, I know. I cannot fool you with my words."
He paused, and something in his face shifted. The teasing faded, replaced by something deeper.
"But, darling—"
Her heart stopped. It always stopped when he called her that. She hated it. She loved it.
"That is all I have." His voice was soft, honest. "I cannot move. I cannot walk to you. I cannot hold you." He met her eyes. "What I can do is tell you that I am sorry. I am sorry for what I put you through. I am sorry for your suffering. Truly."
Tears rolled down her cheeks. Tears rolled down his.
"I could feel you," he said, his voice breaking. "In the sleep. You were asking me to come back. I heard you. And I want you to know—"
He stopped, swallowed.
"Darling, I missed you. And I need you. Forgive me."
Everything Margaret had been holding onto broke.
She fell into his arms. They were open for her, waiting for her, his good hand reaching for her, his bandaged hand fumbling to find her shoulder. She buried her face in his neck and let the tears come.
She cried for the terror of last night. She cried for the hours of waiting, the fear that he would not wake, the weight of holding everything together while he lay so still. She cried for the mask she had worn, the composure she had forced, the strength she had pretended to have.
Sirius held her. His good arm wrapped around her, his hand pressing her closer. His bandaged hand rested against her back, clumsy and awkward, but there. He could not hold her properly—not yet—but he was trying.
"I am fine," he murmured against her hair. "I am not going anywhere. I am sorry. I am so sorry. I have got you."
His voice was rough, shaking. He was reassuring himself as much as her.
Margaret pulled back just enough to look at him. She needed to see his eyes. Needed to confirm that he was awake, that this was real, that he was not going to slip away again.
He wiped the tears from her face with his good hand, his fingers gentle against her skin. His grey eyes were bright with tears.
"Are you alright?" she asked. The words came out rough, broken.
He nodded. "Yes. I am."
She pressed her hand to his chest. His heart beat steady beneath her palm. "Do you feel any pain?"
He shook his head. She knew he was lying. She let him.
"I am sorry for putting you through it." he said again. His face showed how true his words were.
Margaret looked at him, at this impossible man who had nearly died for his family, who had faced down centuries of Black magic and won, who was lying in her arms apologizing for the pain he had caused her.
"Do not even think for a moment that you have my forgiveness, Sirius Black."
His eyes widened and his lips twitched. "Let me walk again first. I will come and grovel at your feet. Beg for your forgiveness."
Margaret laughed—a weak, breathless sound, but real. "I will hold you to that."
"You should." Sirius said with a smile.
They watched eachother for a moment. All the anger from Margaret had drowned. She was relieved, his was alright. He was here, in her arms.
She leaned forward and pressed her lips to his cheek. Slowly. Deliberately. Letting the kiss linger. Letting it say everything she could not put into words. I was afraid. I am glad you are alive.
Sirius closed his eyes. His hand came up to cover hers where it lay on his chest.
When he opened his eyes again, his gaze drifted past her, toward the doorway.
He nudged Margaret and she turned too.
Harry and Aurora stood there, pressed together in the doorway, holding hands, their small faces pale, their eyes wide. They looked so young. So small. So afraid.
Both Sirius & Margaret felt their hearts clenched. Their kids were standing, shocked and scared because of them.
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Harry had heard everything. As he had been doing in the past few days, every conversation that he was not supposed to be a part of.
Every word. Every accusation. Every tear. He stood frozen in the doorway, his heart pounding so hard he could feel it in his throat. Margaret had completely broken down. He should have expected it—she had been holding herself together for so long, had been so strong, so steady—but somehow, he was still shocked.
She was angry. Furious. And her anger was only for Sirius. She did not take Harry's name. Not once. She blamed Sirius for what he had done, for the risk he had taken, for leaving her alone. Not Harry.
Harry felt something twist in his chest. He had caused this. He had been the reason Sirius had done the ritual, had pushed himself past his limits, had nearly died. If not for him, Sirius would be healthy, whole, laughing in the kitchen with Aurora. Margaret would be working in her study, calm and composed. The house would be peaceful.
Instead, there had been shouting. Tears. Fear.
Nobody had blamed him. Nobody had said a word. But he understood. He did. His aunt had been right all those years, perhaps. He was trouble. He brought chaos wherever he went.
He did not know when Aurora had come. He had been so focused on Margaret and Sirius that he had not heard her footsteps, not noticed her small form slipping through the door. But somewhere in the middle of the shouting, a small hand had slipped into his. He looked down. Aurora was beside him, her face pale, her dark eyes wide, her fingers clutching his so tightly they were white.
She was scared. She had probably never seen fighting like this, shouting like this. Her world had been quiet, ordered, full of Margaret's calm voice and Sirius's laughter. And now, within a day of Harry arriving, there had been terror and tears and voices raised in fury.
Harry felt the guilt settle deeper into his bones.
They stood together in the doorway, two children watching the adults they loved tear each other apart and then, impossibly, come back together. The fight ended as quickly as it had begun. Margaret fell into Sirius's arms, and Sirius held her, and they were not fighting anymore.
Then Sirius looked up. His grey eyes found them. Found Harry and Aurora, standing hand in hand in the doorway, neither of them moving, neither of them sure if they were welcome.
Margaret called for them. Her voice was gentle, but Harry could not move. His feet were rooted to the floor.
Sirius's voice came next. "Harry. Aurora. Come here."
Harry still could not move. His legs would not obey. His voice would not work. He did not know what to do. He did not know what to say.
But Aurora moved for him.
She stepped forward, still holding his hand, pulling him with her. Her small face was crumpled, her lip trembling. "Why were you fighting?" Her voice was small, scared. Tears were already spilling down her cheeks.
Harry felt his own eyes burning.
Sirius and Margaret looked at each other. Something passed between them—a look, an understanding. Margaret rose from the bed and crossed to them. She knelt in front of Aurora, cupping her small face in her hands, wiping the tears from her cheeks.
"We were not fighting, ma chérie." Her voice was soft, soothing. "Sirius did something very stupid, and I was scolding him. That is all."
Aurora sniffled. "You were shouting."
"Yes." Margaret's lips twitched. "I was. Because he deserved it." She looked at Harry, her eyes finding his, holding them. "He did something reckless. Something that scared me very much. And I was angry. But we are not fighting. We are alright."
Harry wanted to believe her. He wanted to let her words sink into the guilt that was eating at him. But he could not. He knew what had really happened. He had been there. He had seen the ritual, the magic, the moment Sirius collapsed. He had watched Margaret hold his godfather's damaged hand and beg him to wake up.
Aurora did not need to know that. But Harry did. And the truth sat heavy in his chest.
Margaret stood and nudged them gently toward the bed. Harry moved on instinct, his body obeying before his mind caught up. He sat on Sirius's good side, the side where his hand was not bandaged, close enough to feel the warmth of him. Sirius's arm came around him immediately, pulling him against his side, holding him close.
Margaret lifted Aurora and settled her on the other side, between Sirius and the edge of the bed. The little girl curled into him, her small arms wrapping around his neck, her face pressed against his shoulder.
Sirius looked down at them, his grey eyes soft. "We were not fighting," he repeated Margaret's words, his voice rough but steady. "I did something stupid. Very stupid. And your mum was telling me how stupid it was. She was right. I deserved it."
Aurora pulled back just enough to look at him. "You were stupid?"
"Very stupid." Sirius's lips curved. "The stupidest."
Aurora considered this. Her face was still wet, but the fear was fading. "Mumma was right to shout?"
"She was." Sirius's hand tightened on Harry's shoulder. "She is always right. You know she is the brains of the family."
Aurora giggled—a small, watery sound. Harry did not laugh. He knew it was a watered-down version of the truth, meant for Aurora's ears, not for his.
He stayed silent.
Margaret was watching him. She had not missed his silence, his stillness. She moved to the other side of the bed, settling beside Aurora, her hand finding Sirius's, her eyes still on Harry.
"Harry." Her voice was gentle. "You were waiting for so long for him to wake. And now he is awake. Look."
Harry looked. Sirius was pale, exhausted, his good arm wrapped around Harry's shoulders, his bandaged hand resting on Aurora's back. But he was awake. He was here. He was holding them.
Aurora seemed to notice this at the same moment. She forgot the fight, forgot the shouting, forgot everything. She launched herself at Sirius, her small arms wrapping around his neck, her face bright.
"Sirius! You are awake! I was waiting for you to wake up! I was so bored without you!"
Sirius laughed—a weak, breathless sound, but real. His bandaged hand came up to hold her, his good arm tightening around Harry, pulling them both close. "Oh, I missed you both." His voice was thick. "I could hear you, you know. I felt you. Both of you." He pressed a kiss to Aurora's hair, then to Harry's. "I am sorry you had to see that. I am not going anywhere. I am fine." He held them tighter. "Oh, my kids. How I love you both."
That did it.
Harry's composure cracked. The guilt, the fear, the desperate hope—it all came flooding out. He threw his arms around Sirius, burying his face in his shoulder, holding him as tightly as he dared. Sirius's arm tightened around his waist, pulling him closer, holding him just as fiercely.
"I love you too," Harry said, the words muffled against Sirius's shirt.
Beside him, Aurora's voice echoed his. "I love you too, Sirius!"
They stayed like that, tangled together on the bed, the evening light warm on their faces. The cold that had settled into Harry's bones over the past hours began to fade. In its place was warmth. Sirius's warmth. The warmth of being held, of being loved, of belonging somewhere.
Margaret watched them, her heart so full it ached. She wanted to stay. But there was work to do.
She rose from the bed, smoothing her robes, composing her face. The healer needed to be notified. Her father needed to know that Sirius was awake. Dumbledore would need to be informed. Letters would have to be written.
He caught her eye. Smiled. It was a tired smile, a weak smile, but it was for her.
She smiled back.
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Harry and Aurora lay on either side of Sirius, their arms wrapped around him.
Aurora's small body was pressed against his side, her face buried in his shoulder, her fingers clutching the fabric of his shirt. Harry was on his other side, his arm across Sirius's chest, his head resting near his godfather's heart. They held him like he was the only solid thing in a world that has turned to water.
Sirius held them back.
His good arm was around Harry, his hand pressed flat against his back, feeling the rise and fall of his breathing. His bandaged hand rested on Aurora's small shoulders, his fingers moving in slow, gentle circles. He held them with everything he had, which was not much at the moment, but it was enough. It was everything.
The potion was working. He could feel it—a warmth spreading through his limbs, a slow return of strength. He was still weak, still exhausted, but his mind was clear. The fog that had clouded his thoughts since waking was lifting. He was awake. He was aware. He was here.
He could feel how scared Aurora was, how tightly she clung to him, how her small body trembled even now. He could feel how Harry blamed himself, how the guilt sat heavy on his young shoulders, how he held on as if he might never get another chance.
Margaret had moved to the small table across the room. She was writing letters—he could hear the scratch of her quill, the soft rustle of parchment. But her focus was not on her work. Every few moments, she would glance up, her eyes finding him, finding the children, and he would see the relief there, the lingering fear, the love she was trying to contain. She would look for a moment, then look away, back to her letters, back to the tasks that needed doing.
Sirius watched her from the distance. The stress in her body had not disappeared, but it had softened. Her shoulders were still tight, her jaw still set, but she was not holding herself together with the same desperate rigidity she had worn earlier. She was letting herself breathe, just a little.
He wanted to bring her here. Wanted to pull her into his arms, to hold her the way he was holding the children, to feel her heart beat against his. But she had chosen to work, to give them this moment, to let him focus on the kids. He understood.
He turned his attention back to Harry and Aurora.
The silence had stretched between them for a long time, comfortable and heavy, the silence of people who had been through something and were still finding their way back. But Sirius knew he needed to break it. Needed to give them something to hold onto.
"Kids." His voice was still rough, but stronger than before. "Listen."
Harry and Aurora looked up.
Sirius took a long look at their faces. Aurora's dark eyes were wide, still wet, her face smudged with tears she had not bothered to wipe away. Harry's green eyes were guarded, the guilt still there, still pressing against the surface. They looked nothing like him. He was not their father—not biologically, not in any way that showed on their faces. Aurora had Margaret's features, her mother's face looking back at him with all the openness of a child who had not yet learned to hide. Harry had James's hair, Lily's eyes, the bones of a face that would one day be his own.
And yet, looking at them, Sirius felt like he had known them forever. Like they had always been his. Like he had been waiting for them his whole life.
He steadied his voice, forcing it to be calm, to be sure. "Margaret and I are fine. Completely fine."
Aurora's brow furrowed. "You were fighting."
"We were disagreeing." Sirius chose the word carefully. "Sometimes people disagree. They have different opinions, different ways of seeing things. And sometimes those disagreements hurt. Margaret was hurt, and she told me. That is what people do when they love each other." He paused, looking at Harry. "You were not supposed to see that. I am sorry."
Harry's throat tightened. He looked away.
Sirius's hand found his chin, gently turning his face back. His grey eyes were steady, serious, utterly without blame. "This is not your fault, Harry. Not at all. Do you understand me?"
Harry wanted to argue. Wanted to list all the ways he had caused this, all the reasons he was to blame. But Sirius's eyes held him, would not let him look away.
"It is not your fault," Sirius said again, and something in Harry's chest loosened.
Aurora was watching them both, her face scrunched with concentration. She did not understand everything, but she understood enough.
Sirius smiled at her, then looked back at Harry. "Margaret and I have made up. The anger is over. So you two need to calm down, alright?"
Harry nodded slowly. Beside him, Aurora nodded too.
Sirius let out a breath. He had never been good at staying serious for long. What he could be was.... Sirius.
He pulled up his most wounded expression, letting his voice go sad and pitiful. "You know, I heard everything while I was sleeping. Both of you talking, begging me to wake up. And now that I am finally awake, no one wants to talk to me."
Aurora's eyes went wide. "Sirius, I came to talk to you! But Mumma would not let me stay!"
Sirius's face shifted to exaggerated shock. "She wouldn't?"
Aurora shook her head solemnly, warming to her story. "She said if I slept on you, I would hurt you. I told her I am so small and you are very tall, and you would not be hurt. But she got angry and sent me away."
Sirius laughed. It was a weak laugh, still rough, but it was real. Harry felt something in his chest ease. That laugh. He had missed that laugh.
Sirius leaned in conspiratorially, his voice dropping to a whisper. "What did you do then?"
Aurora's face lit up with a smug expression that was so familiar, so Sirius, that Harry almost laughed. She had picked it up from him, Harry realized. Had learned it from weeks of watching him, of loving him.
"I stayed outside the living room," she announced. "I waited. Every time Mumma looked away, I would sneak back in. But she always caught me. So I told her I would complain to you."
Sirius nodded slowly, his face grave, his eyes dancing. "That is a very smart strategy. Excellent tactics."
Harry watched the two of them, felt the lightness returning, the fear receding. This was so.....Sirius.
Aurora was not finished. She turned toward Margaret, her voice rising. "Sirius, ask Mumma why she sent me away! I should have stayed with you!"
Sirius, playing his part perfectly, turned toward Margaret with an expression of exaggerated authority. "Margaret. Why did you not let my little star stay with me?"
Margaret looked up from her papers. Her face was so serious, so utterly without humor, that Harry felt an instinctive urge to straighten up.
She fixed Sirius with a look that could have cut glass.
"Shut up, Sirius. Don't encourage her."
Sirius's mouth snapped shut.
Harry let out a laugh. It was surprised out of him. He could hold it.
Aurora was horrified. "Sirius! Mumma scolds you too!"
Sirius pulled up a face so woebegone, so dramatically tragic, that Harry had to bite his lip to keep from laughing again. "She does. She is my wife. She can scold me."
Aurora's face crumpled with sympathy. She patted his chest with her small hand. "Do not be sad, Sirius."
Then she looked at Margaret, then at Harry, and her voice took on a tone of complaint that was pure, unadulterated six-year-old. "Mumma only scolds us. She never scolds Harry. Harry was with you the whole time, and Mumma did not send him away!"
Harry felt a flush of guilt. He started to pull back from Sirius's arm, to give space, to make himself smaller. Sirius's grip tightened, held him in place.
Margaret's voice cut across the room, final and absolute. "That is because Harry is sensible. He was taking care of Sirius. He was not climbing on him like a monkey, the way someone else does."
Harry felt the relief wash through him. No one was angry. No one blamed him. Margaret caught his eye and smiled—a small, quick smile, just for him.
Aurora was undeterred. "Mumma, I was helping too! I told Sirius to wake up, and look—he woke up!"
Sirius nodded gravely. "You are right. You did, little star. Thank you."
Aurora beamed, her earlier complaints forgotten.
Margaret rose from her chair, crossing to the bed. She looked at the three of them tangled together—Sirius, Harry, Aurora—and something in her expression softened.
"Come on. Both of you. Dinner. Today was long. You will go to bed early."
"No!" They said it together, so fast, so perfectly synchronized, that Sirius startled, then laughed.
Margaret raised her eyebrows. "No?"
"We want to stay with Sirius," Aurora announced. Harry nodded, his hand still on Sirius's chest.
Sirius smiled up at Margaret. "Kids, come on. Margaret is right. You need to eat. She will go with you."
Margaret shook her head. "I am not going anywhere."
Harry and Aurora looked at her with identical expressions of suspicion. They knew. They knew she was trying to send them away so she could stay.
Sirius watched the scene, his heart so full it ached. "Margaret. Come on. I know you have not moved since last night. You have not slept. You have not eaten. All of you—go. Have dinner. I will be here when you get back."
"No," Margaret said. Harry and Aurora echoed her. They were all talking at once, protesting, arguing, their voices layering over each other.
Sirius held up his good hand, and they fell silent.
He let his voice go dramatic, theatrical, the voice of a martyr. "I am the poor invalid fellow here. Listen to me. Let me rest. Go eat your dinner."
Aurora giggled. Harry's lips twitched.
Sirius grinned at them, and for a moment, everything was normal. Everything was right.
Harry leaned forward and hugged Sirius, hard. Sirius held him, feeling the boy's heart beat against his own. "I am fine, Harry. Remember—the crazy Blacks, we survive. Always."
Harry pulled back, and for the first time since yesterday, he smiled. A real smile. A Sirius smile.
Aurora kissed Sirius's cheek—a loud, smacking kiss that left a damp spot on his skin. "Good night, Sirius."
He kissed her forehead. "Good night, little star."
Harry stood, his hand lingering on Sirius's arm. "I will be back soon."
Sirius winked.
Margaret helped him settle back against the pillows, her hands gentle on his shoulders, his chest. She smoothed his hair back from his face, her fingers lingering. "You will call me," she said. It was not a question.
Sirius caught her hand, pressed a kiss to her palm. "Yes. Now let me sleep. Go."
Margaret looked at him for a moment longer, her eyes searching his face, finding what she needed. Then she rose and herded the children toward the door.
At the threshold, she looked back.
Sirius's eyes were already closing, his breathing slowing.
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The dining hall was quiet.
Margaret led the way, her hand resting lightly on Aurora's shoulder, guiding her to her chair. The little girl climbed up without complaint, her legs dangling, her dark hair still escaping from the braids Margaret had fixed that morning. She looked small in the vast room, her feet not reaching the floor, her hands folded in her lap.
Harry took his usual place, the chair on Sirius's right, the one he had sat in last night. He settled into it, his movements automatic.
Margaret stood for a moment, her hand on the back of her own chair. She was so accustomed to Sirius pulling it out for her, that small gesture he did without thinking, that she had almost forgotten to sit down. She settled into her seat, and her eyes found the empty chair beside her. The head of the table. Sirius's place.
Harry noticed. He saw the way her gaze lingered, the way her hand hovered for a moment as if expecting someone to be there. He did not say anything. There was nothing to say.
The food appeared. Kreacher must have prepared it, but he did not appear to serve. The dishes simply materialized, steam rising from them, the smells filling the room. Roast chicken, potatoes, vegetables, bread still warm from the oven.
Margaret reached for the serving dishes, serving Aurora first, then Harry, then herself. Her movements were automatic, practiced. She had done this a hundred times, a thousand.
Aurora ate without complaint, her small hands clumsy with her fork, her attention already wandering. She was tired, Margaret could see it. The day had been too long, too much, too full of fear and relief. She would sleep well tonight.
Harry ate too. The food was good, as it always was. He had been hungry—he realized it now, as the first bites settled in his stomach. He had not eaten properly since yesterday, had not thought about food, had not wanted it. Now his body was reminding him that he was thirteen, that he was growing, that he needed to eat.
Margaret watched him, a small smile tugging at her lips.
After dinner, Margaret took Aurora upstairs.
The little girl was half-asleep already, her head nodding, her feet dragging. Margaret lifted her easily, settling her on her hip, and carried her up the winding stairs to her room. Aurora's room was on the third floor, a small, bright space that Margaret had decorated herself. There were dragons on the walls, painted by a French artist, and a mobile of paper stars that spun slowly above the bed. A stuffed dragon, the one Sirius had given her, was tucked into the crook of her arm.
Margaret laid her down, pulled the blankets up to her chin, kissed her forehead.
"Sleep well, ma chérie."
Aurora's eyes were already closing. "Sirius is okay?"
"He is okay. He is getting better."
"Good." Aurora's voice was fading.
Margaret stood for a moment, watching her daughter breathe, the small rise and fall of her chest, the peace on her face. Then she turned and went back downstairs.
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Harry was in the living room when she returned.
He was sitting on the edge of the great bed, close to Sirius, not quite touching. Sirius was still asleep, his face peaceful, his color better than it had been this morning. The bandages on his hand had been changed, the swelling almost gone, the skin already beginning to heal.
Harry looked up when she entered, and she saw something in his face that she had not seen before. Not fear, not guilt. Something quieter. Something like hope.
"He's been asleep the whole time," Harry said. "He hasn't moved."
Margaret crossed to the bed, settling on the other side. She reached out and placed her hand on Sirius's chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart. Stronger now. So much stronger.
"The potion is working," she said. "He is healing."
Harry nodded. He did not take his eyes off Sirius's face.
Then Margaret leaned forward and touched Sirius's shoulder. "Sirius."
His brow furrowed. He did not wake.
"Sirius." Her voice was a little louder, a little firmer. "Wake up. You need to take your potion."
His eyes opened. For a moment, he was confused, his gaze unfocused, his mind still somewhere between sleep and waking. Then he saw Harry. Then he saw Margaret. He smiled.
"That," he said, his voice rough, "is a sight I could get used to."
Harry laughed, a surprised sound, bright in the quiet room. Margaret shook her head, but she was smiling too.
She reached for the vial on the table beside the bed, the nutrient potion she had prepared earlier. Sirius eyed it with suspicion.
"What is it?"
"Something you need." Margaret's voice was stern. "You cannot eat solid food yet. This will give you what you need to recover."
Sirius made a face. "Does it have to taste like—"
"Drink."
He drank. His face contorted as the liquid hit his tongue, and Harry had to suppress a laugh. Sirius looked like he had swallowed something alive.
"That," Sirius said, shuddering, "is the worst thing I have ever tasted."
Harry watched them, a smile playing at his lips. This was what he had been missing.
Sirius caught him watching. His grey eyes crinkled.
"So, Harry." His voice was lighter now, the potion already working, bringing color back to his face. "Have you explored this mausoleum yet?"
Harry blinked. "No."
Sirius's face fell. He looked genuinely disappointed. "If I were you, this place would have been upside down in a day. Six floors, Harry. Six floors. I used to know every secret passage, every hidden room. There is a room on the fourth floor that hasn't been opened in fifty years. There is a library with books that will talk to you if you ask nicely. There is a—"
"Sirius." Margaret's voice was sharp, but her eyes were soft. "He has been a little occupied."
Sirius waved a hand. "Occupied. He is thirteen. He should be exploring, causing trouble, making himself at home." He looked at Harry. "Did you see your room?"
Harry's heart skipped. His room. He had a room now. A real room, in a real house, with a family that wanted him. He had not thought about it. He had not had time to think about anything but Sirius.
"No," he said. And then, because he could not help it, he smiled. "No, I haven't seen it."
Sirius's face lit up. He tried to push himself up, to swing his legs over the side of the bed. Margaret's hand was on his chest immediately, holding him down.
"Sirius."
"I am just going to show him—"
"You are not going anywhere."
Sirius looked at her, and Harry saw something pass between them. A silent conversation, a negotiation. Sirius's eyes were pleading. He needed this. Margaret understood. Harry saw it in the way her shoulders relaxed, the way her hand softened on Sirius's chest.
"I am not letting you go up three flights of stairs." Her voice was firm, but there was a gentleness underneath. "You cannot walk that far. You can barely sit up."
Harry's face fell. He knew she was right. Sirius could barely lift his head, let alone climb stairs. But the disappointment was sharp, a small ache in his chest.
Margaret saw it. She looked at Harry, and something in her expression softened further.
"Kreacher." She called the elf without looking away. "Kreacher will take you."
Harry's eyes widened. Sirius's expression shifted from disappointment to something that might have been indignation.
"I am not letting that bat touch me."
Margaret's voice was steel. "It is non-negotiable. You should have thought of that before you pulled your stunt last night. Kreacher will take you both."
Kreacher appeared in the doorway. His face was calm, his expression neutral. He held no contempt, no hostility. He simply waited.
Sirius looked at the elf. His jaw tightened. Harry could see the war in him, the old hatred, the years of cruelty. But he was too tired to fight. He was too tired for anything but surrender.
He nodded.
Kreacher stepped forward, his hand extended. Harry took it immediately, without hesitation. He did not know why. He trusted this elf now, in a way he had not before. Something had changed.
Sirius watched Harry take Kreacher's hand, and something in his face shifted. He reached out, slowly, his good hand finding the elf's. His bandaged hand rested on Harry's shoulder.
Kreacher's eyes flickered. For a moment, something passed through them—surprise, perhaps, or recognition. He did not speak. He simply held on.
And then they were gone.
Margaret stood alone in the living room.
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The world shifted, and Harry opened his eyes to find himself standing in a corridor on the third floor.
He blinked, disoriented. There had been no spinning, no squeezing, no sickening lurch in his stomach. It was like blinking—one moment they were in the living room, the next they were here, the change so smooth it barely registered. He understood now why Margaret had insisted on Kreacher. The elf's magic was different from Apparition. Gentler. Older.
Sirius's good arm was around Harry's shoulders, his weight leaning into him. Harry braced himself, expecting to have to hold his godfather upright, to support him as they walked. But Sirius was steadier now. Not strong, not by any means, but steadier. Harry felt it before he understood it—a subtle tension in Sirius's body, a lightness in his step that had nothing to do with his own strength.
Kreacher.
Harry looked at the elf, who was standing a few feet away, his hands clasped before him, his eyes fixed on Sirius. There was no hatred in his face, no contempt. Just quiet focus, his magic wrapped around Sirius like an invisible hand, holding him steady.
Harry did not know when Kreacher had begun to care. He did not know if the elf did care, not really. But he had carried them here, had held Sirius upright, had done what Margaret asked without complaint. It was more than Harry had expected. It was more than any of them had expected.
"Thank you," Harry said.
Kreacher's eyes flicked to him. He did not speak. He simply nodded, once, and then he was gone, melting back into the shadows of the house.
Harry looked around.
The corridor was as grand as the rest of the house. The ceiling soared above them, painted with scenes Harry could not quite make out in the dim light. The walls were lined with artwork—real paintings, not portraits, landscapes and still lifes and one enormous canvas depicting a forest at night, the trees so dark they seemed to absorb the light. Fresh flowers sat in vases on small tables, their scent faint but sweet. Expensive sculptures.
Harry had no idea how big this floor was. The corridor stretched in both directions, doors lining the walls, each one closed, each one hiding a room he had never seen. He felt small here, in this vast house, among all this beauty and wealth. The same feeling he had had when he first arrived, the same awareness of his own shabbiness, his own outsiderness.
The portraits were watching him.
He saw them now, tucked among the paintings, their subjects not landscapes or flowers but people. Old women in stiff collars, old men with stern faces, their painted eyes following him as he moved. They whispered among themselves, their voices too low to make out the words, but Harry felt their attention like a weight.
He was conscious of himself. Of his clothes, his messy hair, his scar. Of the fact that he was a Potter, standing in the house of the Blacks, where Potters had never been welcome.
Sirius was watching him. Harry turned, and their eyes met.
Sirius smiled. It was a small smile, tired, but there was a question in it. Ready?
Harry nodded. He was not sure. He was not sure of anything. But he was ready to follow Sirius anywhere.
Sirius lifted his bandaged hand and pointed.
Harry looked.
The door was like all the others on this floor. Same dark wood, same polished handle, same place in the long line of doors that stretched down the corridor. But it was different. He knew it was different before he saw why.
A sign hung on the door. Not a plaque, not a nameplate, but a sign, hand-painted in beautiful calligraphy, the letters curling and looping with an elegance Harry had never been able to manage himself.
HARRY.
It was his name. His name, on a door, in this house, as if he belonged here. As if he had always belonged here.
The sign was not subtle. It was not hidden. It was there, for anyone to see, marking this room as his. Claiming it for him.
Harry stared at it. He could not look away. His name, his name, his name, written so carefully, so deliberately, as if it mattered.
Sirius was watching him. Harry could feel his gaze, warm and patient, and when he finally tore his eyes away from the sign, Sirius was smiling. That soft, private smile he wore when he was watching Harry discover something wonderful.
Harry did not have words. He did not know what to say. Thank you felt too small. Too thin. Too ordinary for what Sirius had given him.
Sirius seemed to understand. He pulled Harry forward, his good arm still around his shoulders, and they walked together toward the door. It was slow, halting, Sirius leaning on Harry more than he wanted to admit. Kreacher's magic was gone now and Sirius's steps unsteady. But Harry held him, his arm around Sirius's waist, and they moved together, toward the room that was waiting.
They stopped in front of the door. Sirius nudged Harry forward.
"This is all yours," he said.
Harry reached for the handle. His hand was shaking. He did not know why. He turned it, pushed the door open, and stepped inside.
The room was grand.
He had expected that. He had seen the rest of the house, had eaten in the dining room, had sat in the living room with its high ceilings and expensive furniture. He had expected something like that.
He had not expected this.
The room was larger than the entire dormitory he shared with the other Gryffindor boys. Larger, maybe, than the common room. The ceiling was high, a chandelier hanging from it, its crystals catching the light and scattering it across the walls in soft rainbows. A fireplace stood in one corner, unlit now, but ready, the wood already stacked, the floo powder waiting on the mantle.
The walls were painted in shades of white and pale yellow, warm and inviting, nothing like the dark, oppressive colors of the rest of the house. The floor was dark wood, polished to a shine, a thick rug in deep red lying at the foot of the bed.
The bed.
It was enormous, larger than any bed Harry had ever seen. The sheets were white, crisp, tucked neatly at the corners. The cover was red, a deep, warm red, the color of Gryffindor. Gryffindor. In the house of the Blacks.
Harry moved through the room slowly, his feet silent on the rug. He touched things as he passed—the smooth wood of the wardrobe, the soft fabric of the curtains, the cool glass of the window. He was not sure he believed it was real. He was not sure he was not dreaming.
The window was huge, taking up most of one wall. Harry walked to it and looked out.
London spread below him, a sea of lights stretching to the horizon. The streetlamps glowed orange, the cars moving along the roads like beads on a string, the buildings rising dark against the night sky. He could see everything, and nothing, and the city hummed below him, alive and distant, and no sound reached him. Just the view. Just the lights.
A seat was built into the window, a big, cushioned sofa covered in soft fabric, pillows piled at one end. Harry could imagine sitting here, reading, watching the city, thinking. It was the kind of window seat he had only seen in books. The kind of thing he had never thought he would have.
He turned.
The wardrobe was huge, dark wood, the same style as the rest of the furniture. Its doors were open, revealing empty hangers, waiting. Beside it, a space stood empty, and Harry realized with a jolt that it was for his broom. A place for his Firebolt. A place for his things.
Across the room, a desk sat beneath a window that looked out on the same view, a comfortable chair tucked beneath it. Fresh parchment was stacked neatly, bottles of ink in different colors lined up beside it, quills waiting. A bookshelf stood beside the desk, already stocked—Quidditch magazines, a copy of Quidditch Through the Ages, books on famous matches, books on tactics, books on players Harry had only read about. Sirius had filled the shelf with things Harry loved. Things Sirius had remembered.
Harry stood in the middle of the room, turning slowly, trying to take it all in. The room was too much. It was more than he had ever had, more than he had ever dreamed of having. A room of his own. A room in a house that was his home. A room with his name on the door.
He looked at Sirius.
Sirius was leaning against the doorframe, his good hand braced against the wood, his bandaged hand hanging at his side. He was pale, exhausted, barely standing. But he was smiling. He was watching Harry with an expression Harry had never seen before. Something soft. Something proud.
Harry crossed the room in three strides. He did not know what he meant to do, what he could possibly say, but Sirius was there, and Harry needed to be close to him, needed to touch him, needed to know this was real.
Sirius opened his arms, and Harry walked into them.
He buried his face in Sirius's chest, his arms wrapping around his waist, holding him tight. Sirius's good arm came around his shoulders, his hand pressing against Harry's back. His bandaged hand found Harry's hair, stroking it, the touch clumsy but gentle.
"It's alright," Sirius murmured. "It's alright, Harry."
Harry pulled back after a moment, just enough to look at Sirius's face. His eyes were wet. He did not know when he had started crying.
"This is for me." His voice came out small, wondering, like a child who had been given permission to have chocolate instead of vegetables.
Sirius's smile was soft. "Yes. For you. Only for you."
He nodded toward the room, the walls, the empty spaces. "I left most of the decoration for you to do yourself. I did not know what you would want. What colors, what posters, what..." He trailed off, his eyes moving over the empty walls. "I wanted you to make it yours. Whatever you want to add, whatever you want to change, it is yours. You just have to decide, and the rest will happen."
Harry turned, looking at the room again. The empty walls, waiting for him to fill them. The wardrobe, waiting for his clothes. The space for his broom, waiting for him to put it there. The desk, waiting for him to write at it. The window seat, waiting for him to sit in it.
He had never had a room like this. He had never had a space that was his, truly his, to do with as he pleased. The cupboard had been a prison. The dormitory was shared. Even his room at the Dursleys had never been his, not really. It was a place they put him, not a place they gave him.
But this room—this room was his.
He thought of Sirius, weak and exhausted, planning this room. He thought of him choosing the colors, the furniture, the books. He thought of him standing in this empty space, imagining Harry here, imagining Harry happy. He thought of the ritual, the magic, the moment when Sirius had fallen, when Harry had thought he might never wake up.
The happiness drained out of him.
He felt it happen, the shift inside him, the guilt rising up, dark and heavy, filling the spaces where joy had been. He had done this. He had caused this. Sirius had almost died, and he was here, in this beautiful room, taking more, always taking—
Sirius's hand tightened on his shoulder.
Harry looked up. Sirius was watching him, his grey eyes sharp despite his exhaustion.
"Harry." His voice was quiet. "If you do not mind, can you help me to a seat? I do not think I can stand much longer."
Harry moved instantly, the guilt pushed aside, replaced by the immediate need to help. He took Sirius's arm, guiding him to the bed. Sirius lowered himself slowly, carefully, and then he dropped, his weight collapsing onto the mattress, his breath coming in short gasps. Harry watched, his heart clenching, as Sirius fought to compose himself, his eyes closed, his hand pressed flat against the blanket.
When he opened his eyes, he was smiling. The same smile. The one that made everything seem like it was going to be alright.
Harry asked, his voice tight, "Are you okay?"
Sirius looked at him. "No."
Harry's world tilted. He was on his feet, his wand in his hand, his mind already racing toward Margaret, toward the healer, toward anyone who could help. "I'll get Margaret—"
"Harry." Sirius's voice was calm. "Wait."
Harry stopped. Turned.
Sirius was watching him, something steady in his eyes. "She cannot help me." He paused. "It is you."
Harry stood frozen. What had he done now? What new way had he failed, what new sin had he committed? He should leave, he should go, he should stop taking, always taking, never giving—
"Come here." Sirius patted the bed beside him. "Sit with me."
Harry sat. He sat because Sirius asked, because he could not refuse him anything, because he had already taken so much, given so little. He sat on the edge of the bed, his hands clasped in his lap, his eyes fixed on the floor. He could not look at Sirius. He could not look at the room, the beautiful room, the room he had not earned.
Sirius did not speak. He waited. The silence stretched, and Harry felt it pressing against him, demanding something he did not know how to give.
"Harry." Sirius's voice was gentle. "Look at me."
Harry looked.
Sirius's grey eyes were steady, patient. "Do you remember the conversation we had at Hogwarts? The day before yesterday?"
Harry nodded. Of course he remembered. He remembered everything about Sirius. Every word, every look, every moment they had spent together. He had stored them all away, hoarding them like treasures, like proof that someone in the world wanted him.
Sirius's voice was soft. "What did I tell you then?"
Harry's mind raced. They had talked about so much. The trial, the adoption, the future. He did not know what Sirius wanted him to say.
Sirius did not push. He waited, patient, and Harry searched his memory, trying to find the right words.
Sirius took pity on him. "I told you I understand," he said. "I know what is going on in your head. How you are drowning in guilt. How you have been drowning since yesterday."
Harry's breath caught.
Sirius pressed his hand to his own chest. "I feel it, Harry. I feel it here." His eyes held Harry's. "I know."
Harry stared at him. He felt laid bare, his chest cracked open, all the darkness inside him spilling out. It should have terrified him. Instead, it made him feel human. Seen. Normal.
Sirius pointed at the door with his hand and it shut and clicked lock.
Sirius's voice was calm. "I am Lord Black now. The house listens to me. More than it ever did before, after last night." He smiled, a small, tired smile. "Just you and me now. No one else."
Harry blinked. He had not known the house could do that. He had not known Sirius could do that.
Sirius leaned forward, his grey eyes holding Harry's. "No one will hear what you say. No one will ever know. Come on, Harry. Tell me. Let it out. Everything that is in your head. No judgment. No expectations. Tell me."
Harry stared at him. The open invitation, the permission to be himself, the space to speak without fear. Sirius was giving him everything. He was making it safe, making it easy, making it possible.
Harry knew, with a certainty that settled deep in his bones, that Sirius would not judge him. Would not scold him. Would not use his words against him. He looked into Sirius's grey eyes, and saw nothing but patience. Nothing but love.
He took a breath. He opened his mouth.
Harry did not know when he started speaking.
The words came out as if Sirius had hypnotised them out of him, pulling them up from somewhere deep, somewhere he had kept locked for years. He could not stop them. He did not want to.
"It is my fault."
The words fell into the quiet room, heavy and raw. Sirius did not move. Did not speak. His grey eyes were steady, patient, waiting.
"Because I asked you to do it." Harry's voice cracked. "I should not have. I asked you for a home. I should have agreed to what Dumbledore said. I should have stayed with my aunt, or accepted the compromise. Dumbledore was right. He was." He was pacing now, his feet moving without his permission, carrying him across the beautiful rug, past the empty walls, past the window where London glowed below. "There was an easy solution. There was a way that would not have—that would not have—"
He could not finish. The tears were coming now, hot and fast, and he did not try to stop them.
"Aunt Petunia was right." The words tore out of him. "She was always right. I am a freak. An ungrateful freak. I do not deserve good things. I do not. I deserve hate. Everyone hates me. Or they are jealous of me. There is no in-between."
His voice was rising, cracking, the words tumbling out faster than he could catch them. Sirius was still watching him, his face entirely passive, giving nothing away. It should have made Harry stop, should have made him retreat back into silence. Instead, it encouraged him. Sirius was not judging him. Sirius was just listening.
"You know what it is like at school?" Harry's hands were shaking. "Everyone thinks I am some kind of prince. That I have this great life. That I am some rich, arrogant boy who defeated the Dark Lord. Or that I am the Dark Lord. There is no—no middle ground. No one just sees me."
He stopped, his chest heaving. The room spun around him, the chandelier throwing light across the walls, the shadows shifting.
"Second year." His voice dropped. "They thought I was the Heir of Slytherin. That I opened the Chamber of Secrets. They hated me for weeks. Weeks. No one spoke to me. They moved away when I walked down the corridors, like I was a disease that would contaminate them." He laughed, a bitter, broken sound. "I did not do anything. I do not know why I can talk to snakes. I do not know anything. I am just—I am just Harry. That is all I am."
Sirius conjured a glass of water. Harry did not see him do it, did not see the wand move. The glass was simply there, cool and solid in his hands. He drank, and the water was gone, and the glass vanished with it.
Harry took a breath. The room was still spinning, but he was still standing. He was still speaking.
"I am an orphan from a cupboard under the stairs." His voice was quieter now, but no less raw. "That is the truth. That is what no one wants to hear. No one cares. I grew up with my aunt, and she never told me anything about my parents. She told me my father was a drunk. That he drove my mother and himself into a ditch, that they died in a car crash. She told me my mother was a freak." He swallowed. "I never saw their pictures. No one loved me in that house. No one wanted me. Every day, they made sure I knew it. Dudley and his friends made sure."
He was crying openly now, tears streaming down his face, and he did not care. He had never said any of this. Not to Ron, not to Hermione, not even to himself. He had carried it for so long, and now it was pouring out of him, and he could not stop it.
"Then I turned eleven." His voice was barely a whisper. "And my whole life changed. I did not know magic was real. I did not know there was this whole world hidden away, where everyone knew my name, knew my parents, knew what they had done. My whole life was an open book. But not how I felt. Not how I survived."
He looked at Sirius. Sirius was crying too, silent tears tracking down his pale face, but he did not move. Did not speak. He just watched, and waited, and let Harry say what he had never been able to say.
"They called me the Boy-who-Lived." Harry laughed again, and it was ugly, broken. "I did not do anything. It was my mum. I had no power. I did not kill him. Nothing. I am the reason they are dead."
Sirius's breath caught. Harry heard it, the sharp intake, the small sound of pain. He did not stop.
"I feel guilty every day." His voice cracked. "Every single day. They died because of me. Both of them. They should have lived. I heard her. When the dementors came. I heard her voice." He pressed his hands to his face, trying to hold himself together. "He gave her a chance. He told her to step aside, to let him kill me, and she would live. She should have taken it. She should have chosen herself. Why did she not choose herself?"
He dropped his hands. Sirius was looking at him with an expression Harry could not name.
"And then you." Harry's voice was softer now. "You showed up in my life. And the moment I found out you were my godfather, that you had betrayed my parents, I wanted to kill you. I hated you with everything I had. I never felt anything like it. The violence of it." He shook his head, something almost like a smile flickering across his face. "And then I met you."
Sirius's lips parted. Harry saw the tears still falling, saw the way his hands had clenched in the blanket, but he did not speak.
"I discovered you were innocent." Harry's voice was rough. "And I trusted you. Immediately. Completely. I felt—I felt like you would take care of me. You cared enough to break out of a mad prison. You offered me a home within hours of meeting me." His voice cracked. "No one had ever done that. No one had ever opened their arms to Harry. Everyone wants a piece of the Boy Who Lived. No one just wants me."
He was sobbing now, his whole body shaking, and he could not stop.
"I want to live with you." The words came out between sobs. "I meant what I said at the lake. I meant what I said in the ritual. My intent is clear. My decision is clear."
Sirius's voice, when it came, was quiet. "Then what is the problem, Harry?"
Harry broke.
"ME." He was shouting now, he did not know when he had started shouting. "It is me! I ruin everything! One day in your house, and I almost killed you! I caused problems for everyone! I made Margaret cry, I made Aurora scared, I made you—" He choked, his hands clawing at his hair. "I hate it. I hate that I did that to you. But I love it that you love me. I want it. I want to be loved. I am selfish. I am a bad person. I do not deserve you."
His legs gave up. He was on his knees. He did not remember falling. The rug was soft beneath him, the red deep, the patterns swimming before his eyes. He could not breathe. He could not see. He broke down.
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Harry collapsed on the floor.
The words had poured out of him like a flood, years of silence breaking apart, years of pain finding its way to the surface. He did not know if he made sense. He did not know if Sirius understood any of it. He had talked so fast, the words tumbling over each other, and Sirius had not interrupted. Sirius had not moved. He had just listened, and his grey eyes had filled with tears, and Harry had not been able to stop.
A small voice broke through the storm.
"Harry."
He looked up. His vision was blurred, his face wet, his chest heaving. It took him a moment to focus, to see what was in front of him.
Sirius was on the floor.
He had moved while Harry was lost in his own darkness. Harry did not know when, did not remember. But Sirius was there, on the floor, his back against the bed, his body struggling. Harry could see it—the way his hands trembled, the way his breath came in short gasps, the way he fought to stay upright. His body was not cooperating. He should not be on the floor. He should not be moving at all.
He opened his arms.
Harry crawled.
He did not think about it. He did not have the capacity to think. He moved toward Sirius like a toddler, on his hands and knees, unable to stand, unable to walk. He reached him, and he did not hesitate. He did not feel guilty. He did not pull back. He collapsed against Sirius's chest, his full weight pressing into him, his face buried in his chest.
Sirius's arms came around him.
Warm. Solid. Safe.
Harry cried. He cried until there was nothing left, until his body was empty, until the storm had passed. And Sirius held him. He did not shush him. He did not tell him to stop. He held him, his good hand pressing against Harry's back, his bandaged hand resting on his head, and he let Harry cry.
Sirius felt his organs clenching inside his body, fighting to jump out of him after listening to Harry.
He had known—some of it, pieces of it. He had known the Dursleys were cruel, that they had made Harry feel unwanted. He had known about the cupboard, about the scraps, about the years of neglect. He had not known the rest. He had not known the weight Harry had been carrying, the guilt he had been drowning in, the way he blamed himself for things that were never his fault.
He slid down the bed, his back against the bed, his legs stretched out in front of him. His body screamed at him, every muscle protesting, every nerve firing. He ignored it.
Harry looked up. His eyes were red-rimmed, his face swollen, his breath still hitching with sobs. He looked like a child. Everything Sirius had been holding together—the composure, the patience, the careful control—broke. He saw Harry crawling toward him, saw the way he moved without thought, without hesitation, and he was back in the cottage in Godric's Hollow. Harry, small and round, his legs not yet strong enough to hold him, crawling across the floor to reach his godfather. Harry, crying after a fall, reaching for Sirius because Sirius was safe. Harry, laughing, grabbing Sirius's hair, pulling himself up, trusting Sirius to catch him.
Harry settled in the space between Sirius's legs, his face buried in Sirius's chest, his body sprawled across him. He was not a toddler anymore. He was too big, too tall, his limbs too long. But he fit. He fit perfectly.
Sirius had never felt anything better. His instinct to protect Harry roared to life, fiercer than it had ever been. He wrapped his arms around him, held him close, drew circles on his back. He let Harry cry. He let him shout. He let him say everything he had never been able to say. He did not hurry him. He did not rush. He was here, and he would stay here for as long as Harry needed.
Harry stopped.
The storm had passed. The tears had dried. His breath was still unsteady, but he was breathing. He could breathe.
He became aware of himself. He was sprawled across Sirius, his face pressed into his chest, his arms wrapped around him like he was drowning. He was a teenager, not a child. He was too old for this. Too old to be crying on the floor, too old to need to be held like a baby.
He straightened up, pulling back, trying to find some dignity. His face was hot, his eyes swollen, his nose running. He looked a mess. He felt a mess.
He opened his mouth to apologize.
Sirius moved.
Harry did not know Sirius had the strength left. He did not know where it came from. But Sirius's arms tightened, and he pulled Harry back against him, settling him between his legs, his arms around him, caging him in. Like Harry would run away if he did not hold him.
Harry was not complaining.
He looked up at Sirius. Sirius's face was close, his grey eyes still wet, his cheeks still stained with tears. He raised his good hand and wiped Harry's face, his thumb brushing away the wetness, his touch gentle.
He did not speak.
Harry waited.
Sirius spoke finally. His voice was low, rough, but steady.
"Harry. You have Hedwig as your pet, yes?"
Harry blinked. The question was so unexpected, so ordinary, that it took him a moment to respond. He nodded.
Sirius's hand was still on his face. "Do you get upset when she bites you sometimes? Do you want to throw her away when she does that?"
Harry shook his head. "No."
"When your aunt and uncle gave you little food," Sirius continued, "you always gave her some of it. Whatever you had, you made sure she had something. Am I right?"
Harry nodded, confused. "Of course. She's my owl."
"Why did you do it?" Sirius's voice was soft. "You had so little. Why did you give her your share? Why did you let her bite you? You could have let her go. You could have set her free."
Harry's face tightened. "Because she is my pet. I love her. I would always feed her first. She can bite me. It is okay. I love her."
Sirius smiled. It was a small thing, barely there, but it was real.
"Harry." His voice was gentle. "You have had a pet for three years. Look at how attached you are. Look at how much you care for her."
He paused. His hand was steady on Harry's cheek.
"Your parents gave birth to you. How can you expect them not to die for you?"
Harry's breath caught.
Sirius leaned closer. "You are thirteen years old. You are so young. And you have so much love to give, so much loyalty. Think about this from your parents' perspective. They brought you into this world. Your mother carried you for nine months. Your father waited every second, breathless, desperate to see you. How could they let a mad Dark Lord touch you? How could they step aside?"
Harry's eyes filled with tears again. "But they died."
"Yes." Sirius's voice was soft, but there was steel underneath. "They did. It was tragic, Harry. There is no other word for it. Tragic for them, and worse for you. But it was fate. It was not your fault. It was never your fault."
Harry shook his head, but Sirius held him fast.
"Love is like that." Sirius's voice was steady. "Love is about giving everything and asking nothing in return. I am sorry you never got to experience parental love growing up. But Harry—any parent would do what they did. Any parent who loved their child. They were brave, and they loved you. It is not something to be guilty about. It is something to be proud of."
Harry's breath was coming in gasps, but he was listening.
"If you ever have children," Sirius continued, "you will do anything for them. You will not think about it. You will not weigh the cost. You will just do it. That is what love is. Do not beat yourself up for being loved."
Something in Harry's chest loosened. The guilt, the weight he had carried for so long, shifted. It did not disappear. But it moved.
Sirius's hand moved to Harry's shoulder, his grip warm and steady. "The world is a twisted place, Harry. You know it and I know it. Most people do not care about people. They care about stories, about names, about what they can use. But you are not them. And that is a power."
Harry looked up.
"The fact that they know your story, your life, your loss and see only the Boy Who Lived," Sirius said, "that says everything about them and nothing about you. The fact that you feel all of this—the guilt, the fear, the love—so strongly, that speaks of your character. You are sensitive, Harry. Emotionally aware. That is a power. A great power."
Harry smiled. It was small, tentative, but it was there.
He had never thought about it like that. He had always thought about the political power of his name, his money, his scar. The power that other people saw, the power they projected onto him. He had never thought about this—the way he felt, the way he saw, the way he cared. It had always been a weakness, he thought. Something to hide. Something that made him soft. Sirius made it sound like a gift.
Sirius was still drawing circles on his back. Letting him process. Letting the words settle.
Harry looked up. Sirius was watching him, and when he saw Harry smile, he smiled too.
"Harry." His voice was softer now. "You are not my son--biologically. I know that. I am aware."
Harry's smile faded. He knew. He had always known. Sirius was not his father. Not really.
"But Harry." Sirius's voice was fierce. "I have no other way of loving you. I feel you are mine. You have always been mine. From the moment you were born, you were mine. The titles, the blood—these are just words. What connects us, what holds us together—" He took Harry's hand and pressed it to his chest, over his heart. "Is here. The love in our hearts. That is what matters."
Harry's eyes burned.
Sirius's eyes were wet. "I love you, Harry. I loved you before you were born. Before James asked me to be your godfather. I loved you the moment I knew you existed. And I love you now. I will love you forever. You have a place in my heart that will always be yours. Do not doubt that love."
Harry was crying again, but it was different now. Lighter. "Sirius, I love you too."
"Then let me love you." Sirius's voice cracked. "Do not stand in between. Do not push me away."
"You could have died." Harry's voice was small.
"I am alright."
"Barely." Harry's voice rose. "You were unconscious for a day. Margaret was doing everything to keep you alive. I cannot watch you like that. I cannot lose you."
Sirius's hands came up, cupping Harry's face, turning him so they were eye to eye. His grey eyes were fierce, blazing with something Harry had never seen before.
"The only rule of loving me," Sirius said, his voice low and intense, "is that you do not get to decide how far I go to love you. Do you understand?"
Harry could not speak.
Sirius held his gaze. "I am not as reckless as you think. I planned everything. Every step. I involved Dumbledore. I involved Petunia. I swallowed my pride and asked for help because I needed them. I talked to my father-in-law—Lord Clermont—through the entire thing. Do you really think he would have helped me if he thought it was impossible? Do you think he would have let his only daughter's husband walk into death?"
Harry's mouth opened. Closed. He had not thought about any of this. He had been so focused on Sirius's collapse, on the fear of losing him, that he had not stopped to consider the planning, the preparation, the people who had helped.
"Margaret's father helped you?"
"Of course he did." Sirius's voice was softer now. "He was sure it could be done. Yes, the magic was much more powerful than any of us imagined. Yes, it was even more intense than we expected. But it worked. See? It worked."
Harry watched him, processing.
Sirius's hands dropped to Harry's shoulders. He took a breath, steadying himself. "Life is unpredictable, Harry. You and I know that better than most. We do not know what will happen tomorrow, or the day after, or the year after that. But if we have a chance now—a real chance—to build the life we dreamed of, why would we let guilt take it from us? Why would we let fear win?"
Harry was silent.
Sirius's grip tightened. "I cannot pretend everything will be fine. I cannot promise you will not face more scrutiny, more danger, more pain. But I can promise you my support. My protection. I am not going anywhere. I am not leaving you alone, not provided for. I did that once, and it kills me every day to think of what you went through." His voice cracked. "Neither of us wants that."
Harry shook his head. "No."
"Then do not fight this." Sirius pulled him closer. "You are my family. I love you. I want to take care of you. Let me, Harry. Please."
Harry broke. He threw himself forward, his arms around Sirius's neck, his face buried in his shoulder. He cried, and Sirius held him, and the world narrowed to the space between them.
"I am scared," Harry gasped. "I am scared of losing you. I cannot lose you. You are the only—I never had—"
Sirius's arms tightened. "You will not lose me. Not my love. Not ever."
They held each other for a long time. The room was dark around them, the only light the glow of the street lamps filtering through the window. The house was quiet, waiting.
When Harry finally pulled back, his face was wet, his eyes red, but he was breathing. He looked at Sirius, and something in his chest settled.
"I am sorry for causing a scene," he said.
Sirius's face softened. "That was not a scene. Do not say that."
He smiled then, that familiar grin, the one that meant trouble. "If you want to apologize, I think I have a few things you can apologize for. Truly. I need your apology for those."
Harry blinked. "What?"
Sirius's grin widened. "All the times you threw up on me. I was very patient about it."
Harry's lips twitched.
"All the times you peed on me. And there were a lot of those. A lot."
Harry laughed. It was a small sound, surprised out of him.
"All the hard time you gave me for diaper changes. The screaming, the wriggling, the kicking. I have scars, Harry. Emotional scars."
Harry was laughing now, real laughter through tear soaked eyes.
"You pulled out hundreds of my hairs. Practicing your Quidditch grip. Hundreds."
Harry was laughing so hard he could barely breathe. "I did not—"
"You did." Sirius was laughing too, his voice weak but bright. "You can submit a written apology for all of those. I will accept it. I am very forgiving."
Harry shook his head, still laughing. "No. I will not."
Sirius gasped, mock-offended. "What a brat!"
They laughed together, the sound filling the room, pushing back the shadows. Harry felt lighter than he had in days, in weeks, in years. The guilt was still there, somewhere beneath the surface. But it was not drowning him. Not anymore.
Sirius watched him relax, watched the tension drain from his shoulders, and his own face softened. When the laughter faded, he asked, his voice quiet but serious.
"So, Harry. Where is your home?"
Harry stopped. He looked at Sirius, at the man who had held him, who had listened, who had not let him go. He looked around the room he was in, the one with his name on the door. He thought about Aurora, who had held his hand when she was scared. He thought about Margaret, who had made him comfortable, who had included him, who had fought for Sirius with everything she had.
He thought about the ritual, the magic, the moment Sirius had opened his eyes. He thought about the guilt, the fear, the love.
He smiled. It was a small thing, but it was real.
"With you," he said. "This is my home."
Sirius's eyes glistened. He pulled Harry close, pressing his forehead to Harry's.
"You better not forget it," he said, his voice rough. "You understand?"
Harry nodded. "I understand."
They sat together on the floor, arms in arms, and the house settled around them. Harry did not know how long they stayed like that. It did not matter.
Sirius spoke again, his voice quiet. "You are not a burden here, Harry. You are wanted. You are loved. Margaret was angry with me, not you. Because I did not tell her what I was planning. Because I left her in the dark. She wants you here. She cares for you."
Harry nodded.
"And Aurora." Sirius's voice softened. "Yes, she was scared. She should not have been exposed to any of this. But this is life, Harry. We do what we can to protect our children, but we cannot hide them away. Margaret and I both understand that."
Harry listened, letting the words settle.
"You need to let go of what your aunt put you through." Sirius's voice was firm, but gentle. "In this house, none of that matters. There is only one rule."
Harry straightened. He had expected this. Of course there were rules. Sirius and Margaret were both from old families, both raised with expectations. Harry would follow any rule they gave him.
Sirius watched him, his face serious. "If you cause trouble," he said slowly, "do not get caught."
Harry stared at him.
Sirius's lips curved. "I would be very disappointed if you got caught. You have one Marauder's blood in you, and you live with another Marauder. We do not get caught. Ever."
Harry laughed. Much easily and freely now.
"I will try," he said. "To live up to the mischief."
Sirius grinned. "Good."
They sat together in the dark. The room was quiet, the house was quiet, and Harry felt, for the first time in his life, that he was exactly where he was supposed to be. At home.
Chapter Text
The weight in Harry's chest had loosened.
Not vanished—he could still feel it there, somewhere in the shadows where old fears went to hide—but it no longer pressed against his ribs, no longer made it hard to breathe. The things he had carried for so long had been pulled into the light, looked at, named. They were still his. They were no longer all he was.
He was wanted. He was not a burden. Sirius loved him as much as Harry loved Sirius.
The room felt different now. Warmer. The chandelier cast soft gold across the walls, the shadows in the corners were just shadows, and the air smelled of lemon polish and fresh linen and something else—something that might have been the particular stillness of a place that was finally, after years of waiting, becoming a home.
They were still on the floor, Harry settled between Sirius's legs, Sirius's arms around him. Neither of them had moved to stand. Neither of them wanted to. Outside, the lights of London glowed against the dark, and the clock somewhere in the house had long since stopped chiming. Harry did not know what time it was. He did not care.
Sirius's voice came quietly. "How do you like your room?"
Harry felt the question settle into him, felt the warmth of it spread through his chest. He had been looking at the room for a while now—not just seeing it, but letting himself see it, letting himself believe it was real. The walls, the furniture, the way the light fell across the bed. He had not realized how much he wanted to talk about it until Sirius asked.
"It is incredible." His voice came out rougher than he expected. "It is the most beautiful room I have ever seen." He looked around again, letting his eyes move across the high ceiling, the soft rug beneath them, the empty walls waiting for him to fill them. "Everything is perfect."
Sirius smiled. His face was pale, his eyes heavy with exhaustion, but there was light in them. "Anything specific you like?"
Harry let his gaze move across the room. The bed, enormous and soft, the red cover warm against the white sheets. The desk, waiting for him, the bookshelf already stocked with things he loved. The wardrobe, open and waiting for his things. The walls, empty and full of possibility.
His eyes stopped at the window.
"That." He pointed. "The window seat. It is my favorite. It looks..." He searched for the word. "Inviting."
Sirius's smile widened. "Thank Merlin you like it. I was not sure what you would prefer."
Harry looked at him. "Did you do it? All of it?"
Sirius nodded. "I picked this room out for you. Before Margaret and Aurora even moved in. I was cleaning the house, making it habitable, and I found this room and thought—" He stopped, his voice rougher than he intended. "I thought, this is Harry's room. Someday, he will be here. He will need a place."
Harry's brow furrowed. "Cleaning? What do you mean?"
Sirius let out a breath. "After my mother died—almost a decade ago—no one lived here. The house was empty. Dusty. Full of things that should have been thrown out years ago." He made a face. "Lord Clermont and Margaret wanted us to live here after we married. Someone had to make it habitable. There were doxies in the curtains. Cobwebs in every corner. Dark artifacts that should have been destroyed when I was a child."
Harry looked around the room again. Then he thought of the house, at least the bits he has seen. "It does not look new. The house, I mean. It looks old, but not..." He trailed off.
Sirius understood. "I cleaned it up. But the house itself is old. Centuries old. That does not change." He paused. "When Margaret moved in, she refurnished everything. The house never looked like this when I was growing up. It was dark, oppressive, full of things that made you want to leave. This—" He gestured at the room, the warm light. "This is all Margaret."
Harry nodded, his mind working. Sirius's dark family. Dark artifacts. A house that had been a prison. And now it was a home.
Sirius continued, his voice lighter. "I decided the third floor should be for the kids. You and Aurora. When your friends visit, they can stay in the other rooms on this floor."
Harry's face lit up. "My friends can visit here?"
Sirius made a face, as if Harry had asked whether the sun rose in the morning. "Of course, Harry. All your friends are welcome here. Your girlfriends too."
Harry went red. "I do not have—"
Sirius's smirk widened. "When you do, though you must behave yourself. I am a firm believer in propriety. I do not encourage debauchery."
Harry was red, but he was laughing. "You have quite a reputation. I know."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "I will remember this comment when I catch you with your girlfriend and you ask me to let you go."
Harry's face was burning. His cheeks were pink, his ears red, and he could not stop laughing. Sirius was laughing too, his body shaking with it, his good hand pressed against Harry's shoulder.
A knock at the door.
Sirius did not look up. "Margaret, come in."
He did not move. He did not reach for the door. He simply raised his hand, and the door opened.
Harry's breath caught. Sirius knew who it was and the door had opened without a word, without a gesture, without anything. The house itself had answered Sirius.
Margaret stepped through. She took in the scene—Sirius and Harry on the floor, Harry tucked against Sirius's chest, both of them relaxed, both of them still. Her eyebrow rose.
Harry went red. He tried to move, but Sirius's arm tightened around him, keeping him in place.
Sirius looked at Margaret. She had changed into her nightgown, a soft robe over it, her hair loose and damp from the shower. The mask she wore during the day had slipped away. She looked tired. She looked beautiful.
He smiled. She felt the warmth of it before she saw it, and her cheeks pinkened despite herself.
"Can I ask, why you are on the floor?" Her voice was dry, but there was no sharpness in it.
Sirius's smile widened. "You can ask. But I do not think you will like whatever reason I give."
Margaret shook her head, a smile tugging at her lips. "I am sorry for intruding."
Sirius extended his good hand toward her. "You are not intruding, Margaret."
She took his hand, and he tugged her down beside them. She sat, her shoulder brushing against Sirius's. Harry watched them, something warm settling in his chest.
Margaret's voice was gentle. "It is time for your potion."
Sirius's smile faded. "No. I just took a potion."
Margaret's face was stern. "That was a nutrient potion, because you have not eaten. This is a healing potion. It will help your magic regenerate."
Sirius made a face. "I do not want it."
Margaret did not waver. "Well, you should have thought of that before you pulled your stunt."
Harry laughed before he could stop himself. Sirius shot him a look, and Harry's face went instantly neutral. Sirius turned back to Margaret, let out a long breath.
"How long are you going to hold that against me?"
Margaret's voice was calm. "As long as you plan to stay married to me."
Sirius did not hesitate. "That means forever, then."
Margaret's breath caught. Forever. He had said it so easily, so matter-of-factly. As if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
Sirius broke her thoughts. "Alright. I will have it."
Margaret reached for the vial. Sirius opened his mouth without complaint, but the taste made him recoil, his face contorting. Margaret watched him, hiding her smile, and when he was finished, she wiped his mouth with her thumb.
"Water?" she asked.
He nodded. She conjured a glass, and he drank, the water washing away the taste. Harry watched them, feeling like he should look away, but he could not. There was something in the way they moved together—the ease, the intimacy, the quiet understanding. It was not for him, but he was glad to see it. They never made him feel like he was intruding also.
Sirius thanked Margaret, though the disgust still lingered on his face. She smiled sympathetically, but he knew she would make him take it again.
Margaret turned to Harry. "Did you like your room?"
Harry's face brightened. "Yes. It is really nice. I like it a lot."
Margaret smiled. "Sirius worked very hard on it. He did everything himself. The paint, the furniture, everything."
Harry felt warmth spread through his chest. He looked at Sirius, who winked at him.
Margaret reached into her robe. "I have a small present for you."
Harry blinked. "For me? Why?"
Margaret's voice was soft. "Yesterday was a big day. You won. You should have a present. I could not give it to you before."
Sirius watched them both interacting, with happy eyes.
She held out a small photograph. "It is not from me, really. It is from Mr. Lupin."
Harry frowned, but Sirius spoke first. "Moony sent a present?"
Margaret nodded. "During the trial, he sent a photograph. James had sent it to him years ago. I never used it in court, and I thought..." She looked at Harry. "I thought you should have it."
Harry took the photograph.
Sirius leaned in, his chin almost resting on Harry's shoulder. The photograph was from Godric's Hollow. In front of a fireplace, on a thick rug, a large black dog lay sprawled on its side, legs splayed, tongue hanging out. A small boy with black hair and green eyes was climbing on him, his tiny hands gripping the dog's fur, his face alight with concentration. The picture moved. Harry climbed, slipped, fell on his bottom, and climbed again.
Harry smiled. His eyes burned. "Sirius. Padfoot and me."
Sirius's voice was thick. "Yeah, little mate. You and me. Mountain climbing."
Margaret watched them, her eyes soft.
"There is a message on the back," she said.
Sirius turned the photograph over before Harry could, his good hand moving fast. Harry leaned in to look.
March 25, 1981
Dogfather is a lazy ass, but the godson does not give up.
Prongs
Harry laughed. Sirius laughed too.
"Dad called you my Dogfather," Harry said.
Sirius was grinning. "Your father was particularly proud of that joke. He called me that for months. Every time I complained, he would say, 'You are his godfather, you are a dog. What else am I supposed to call you?'"
Harry looked at the photograph again. His father had taken this picture. His father had watched him climb on his godfather and had sent it to a friend. Such a small moment for them. Such a great memory for him.
He looked at Margaret. "Thank you. I really love it."
She smiled.
Sirius reached for her hand, his good fingers wrapping around hers. He looked at her, grateful for her thoughtfulness. She squeezed his hand back.
Margaret's voice was gentle. "Sirius, you should let Harry sleep. You have rested, but he has not. He has been awake all day."
Sirius looked at the window, at the darkness beyond. "Yes. You should sleep, Harry."
Harry did not want Sirius to go. But he nodded. Sirius needed rest, even if he would not say it.
"Alright," he said.
He stood, and together, Margaret and Harry helped Sirius up. He was in pain, barely holding himself together, but he did not let it show. Harry saw it anyway. So did Margaret.
Sirius looked at Harry. "Will you be alright? Do you want me to stay?"
Harry smiled. He knew Sirius meant it. It was not a formality. "No. I am fine. You go. You need to rest."
Margaret touched Harry's arm. "Call Kreacher if you need anything. Anything at all."
Harry remembered something. "My things." He pulled the marble from his pocket—the one Margaret had shrunk at Privet Drive, holding everything he owned. He had not used it since he arrived. He had not thought about it.
Margaret smiled, took it, and with a flick of her wand, it expanded to its original size. Harry's backpack and all the things inside it.
He smiled. "Thank you. Good night both of you."
Margaret nodded. Sirius was leaning on her, his weight heavy on her shoulder, but he was smiling too.
"Good night, Harry." Margaret's voice was soft.
Sirius pulled Harry into a hug, his good arm wrapping around him, his bandaged hand pressing against his back. "Good night, love. Sleep well."
He kissed Harry's forehead. Harry's face was warm, his chest full.
Sirius and Margaret left, the door closing softly behind them.
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Harry stood in the middle of his room, alone.
The photograph was still in his hands. He looked at it again—Padfoot sprawled on the rug, baby Harry climbing on him, James laughing behind the camera. Another proof. Another piece of evidence that he was wanted, that he belonged, that this was his home.
He set it on the desk. Tomorrow, he would ask Sirius to help him frame it.
He pulled out his new pajamas—the ones Sirius had bought him on their shopping trip—and found a door at the corner of the room he had not noticed before.
The bathroom was grand. He should have expected it. Everything in this house was grand. But the surprise was still there, warm and wonderful. The bathtub was huge, the shower separate, the towels soft on a warm rack.
He wanted a quick shower, so he left the bath for another day. The water was hot, the pressure perfect. His clothes disappeared as he undressed—the house-elves, he assumed. He did not know. He did not care.
On the shelf beside the shower were bottles. Shampoo, conditioner, body wash. He picked one up, read the label. It was in French.
International toiletries, he thought, and laughed. His life had changed so much, so fast. It was absurd. It was wonderful.
He washed his hair, the shampoo smelling like something he could not name—clean, fresh, like the air after rain. He stayed under the water longer than he needed to, just feeling it, just being here.
He dried off and stood in front of the mirror.
"Fresh!" the mirror announced. "Approved. But you are having a bad hair day."
Harry laughed. "I always have a bad hair day."
The mirror said nothing. Harry did not know if it could say anything else. He did not care.
He brushed his teeth, smiling at himself in the mirror. His hair was a mess, his face still flushed from the shower, his eyes still a little red from crying. He looked happy.
He dried his hair, slipped into his pajamas, and went back into the room.
The window seat called to him. He sat on it, sinking into the cushions, looking out at the city below. London stretched before him, small and far and beautiful. The lights glowed, the cars moved, the buildings rose dark against the night sky. It was quiet here. Peaceful. The city that had always felt big and daunting and chaotic was just a view. His view.
He moved to the bed after a while. It was so soft he thought he might sink into it. A lamp sat on the bedside table, a glass of water beside it. He opened the drawer. A notepad. A Muggle pen. A paperweight shaped like a snitch.
He opened the second drawer.
Candy. Chocolate. Muggle sweets and magical ones, stacked neatly, waiting for him. He reached for one but he just brushed his teeth.
He lay back against the pillows, looking up at the ceiling. The day washed over him—the trial, the ritual, the terror, the relief. Sirius loved him. He had won. He was here. He had a home. He had a family.
He sat up, pulled the drawer open, and took out a Chocolate Frog. He ate it. He ate another. He ate a third.
I deserve this, he told himself.
He lay back down, the taste of chocolate still on his tongue, and smiled.
Sleep came faster than he expected. Sweeter than he had hoped. And Harry Potter, for the first time in his life, slept without dreaming.
Chapter Text
The door closed softly behind them, and the hallway settled into silence.
Margaret felt Sirius's weight shift against her, heavier now that they were alone, now that Harry was not there to see. He had held himself together—she could feel it in the tension of his muscles, the careful measure of his breathing, the deliberate effort it took to keep upright. For Harry, he had been steady. For Harry, he had been strong. Now that strength was draining away, and she was the only thing keeping him on his feet.
She called for Kreacher, and the elf appeared at once, his eyes moving between them, assessing. He did not speak. He simply extended his hands.
Margaret took one. Sirius took the other, too exhausted to argue. They disappeared with a soft crack and reappeared outside the master bedroom.
Kreacher vanished without a word. Margaret did not watch him go. She stepped forward and opened the door.
Sirius did not move.
She turned. He was standing in the doorway, his face unreadable, his eyes fixed on the room beyond.
"This is your room," he said.
Margaret deadpanned. "Really?"
He was not impressed. He was watching her with something between hesitation and disbelief. She understood.
"I am not letting you sleep alone," she said, her voice firm. "Not four floors up. Not till you are fine."
He did not know what to say. "Margaret—"
"Don't push it." She softened, just slightly. "Anyways, it is not the first time you would be staying here."
He looked at her, and she saw something shift in his face. "Not like this," he said. "I do not want to make you uncomfortable."
Margaret felt something loosen in her chest. He was thinking of her, even now, even like this. She stepped closer, her voice gentler.
"I will be fine. The only thing making me uncomfortable is standing here like this." She held out her hand. "Come in."
He was not convinced. She could see it in the way his jaw tightened, the way his hands stayed at his sides. But he was too tired to argue. He had put her through enough, caused her enough stress, enough fear. He owed her this.
She led him to the bed, supporting him, guiding him. He lowered himself onto the edge, and she helped him shift back against the pillows, propping him up so his head was raised, his body supported. He let out a breath as he settled, and she felt his whole frame relax, the tension draining out of him. The bed was soft, the pillows warm, and his body sank into them gratefully.
Margaret watched him. Her hand moved without thinking, brushing the hair from his face, her fingers light against his skin. She let it rest on his shoulder, waiting for any sign of discomfort, any flicker of pain.
His eyes opened. He smiled at her—small, genuine, nothing like the smirk he wore for the world. It was a smile from his heart, tired but true, grateful and warm.
She felt something ease inside her. He was here. He was awake. He was looking at her.
They watched each other in the quiet. Two days ago—was it only two days?—he had come to this room at four in the morning, exhausted and uncertain, and they had slept side by side. It felt like ages. It felt like they had not seen each other in years.
She took in his face. He was tired, exhausted, weak. But there was something else in his expression. Contentment. The thing he had worked for, fought for, nearly died for—it was done. Harry was home.
"How is Harry?" she asked.
Sirius considered the question. "It is a big change for him. It will take time for him to realize where he is, what this means. He is... adjusting." He paused. "Things were not as smooth as I would have liked it."
Margaret nodded. She had seen it—the guilt, the fear, the way he clung to Sirius as if he might disappear. "He was scared after the ritual. He would not leave your side. Not for a moment." She paused. "He loves you. Really."
Sirius smiled. "I hope I do not disappoint him. I hope I live up to what he needs."
She reached for his hand, and he took it. She did not speak, but he felt her encouragement, felt her telling him she was listening. He did not need to say more. But he did.
"I had one goal," he said. "Bring Harry home. Now that it is done, I see all the things that need work." He looked at her. "I am not perfect. I make mistakes. More than I intend to. But I want to give him a good life. Both of them. Harry and Aurora."
Margaret's hand tightened on his at Aurora's name.
Sirius continued. "I do not want either of them to feel like that I did not do enough. That I left any stone unturned for them. I want to be there for them. I want them to know I am there."
His eyes drifted to her. He looked at her and stopped talking. "What?"
She had not realized she had stopped breathing. "You said Aurora. You said both of them."
His brow furrowed. "Yes. Both of them."
"Harry was the priority," she said. "The adoption, the case, everything—"
Sirius cut her off, his voice sharper than he intended. "Harry's adoption was the priority. It was the thing that needed to be done, the thing that could not wait. But my children are equal. Both of them." He held her eyes. "What I said in court—I meant it. I do not treat one as less important."
Margaret felt something unlock in her chest. She had not known how much she needed to hear it. She had watched Sirius fight for Harry, had seen his devotion, his love, his absolute focus.
The practical part of her brain kicked in.
She said, "That makes me feel—" She stopped. "I think, for now, you should focus on Harry. On making him comfortable. Everything has changed for him. He needs your attention."
Sirius's face shifted. "And push Aurora aside?"
"No." Margaret was quick. "I did not mean that. I just meant that Harry needs more of your attention right now. I can take care of Aurora. Do not worry."
Sirius was quiet for a moment. His face was unreadable, but she saw something in his eyes—disappointment, perhaps. Or disbelief.
"Do you really want that?" he asked. "Do you want me to put Harry first? To push Aurora aside?"
Margaret had no answer. She sat in the silence, the weight of her own fears pressing down on her.
Sirius spoke, his voice low. "I brought Harry home because he was being treated unfairly. Because he was unloved, unwanted. And now you want me to put him first against Aurora? To teach him that he is the better one, and Aurora is second?" He shook his head. "That would make me no different from his aunt and uncle. I am the same monster, I took him away from."
Margaret's eyes filled, she looked away. This was her fear. The fear she had carried since the beginning, since the moment she agreed to this marriage. She had not been afraid for herself. She had been afraid for Aurora. For her daughter, who had attached herself to Sirius so quickly, who loved him so completely. For her daughter, who would have to share him with a boy who had already claimed so much of his heart.
Sirius lifted her chin with his fingers, turning her face toward him. He saw the tears there, the fear she had been hiding.
"Margaret." His voice was gentle. "I am not that kind of man. I entered this marriage for Harry—you know that, I know that. But Aurora means something to me. She means everything. I will never choose between them. I will never put one above the other."
She felt some of the fear ease. Not all of it—some things would take time. But the weight of it was lighter.
"Sirius," she started. "I—" But she stopped.
He softened, his thumb moving along her jaw. "What is it, Margaret? Tell me."
She looked into his grey eyes. They were patient, waiting, asking nothing of her but the truth.
"I was afraid for Aurora," she said. "From the beginning, she was my only concern. And then you two got along so quickly, so easily. She attached herself to you within days. I knew what Harry meant to you. I saw it. And I was afraid that when he came, she would be pushed aside. That she would see the man she loves choose someone else. That she would learn she was not enough."
She had expected anger. She had expected him to be offended, to tell her she was wrong, to defend himself. But he did not. He listened.
"I do not have anything against Harry," she continued. "He is a good boy. Too mature for his age. But I also know you will never choose Aurora over him. I see the way you are with him, the way you look at him. And I am afraid for the years ahead. For how they will get along. They have not fought yet, but they don't exactly get along. You are the center of both their worlds, and I do not know what happens when they have to share."
Sirius did not answer immediately. He held her face in both hands, drawing her closer, wiping the tears from her cheeks with his thumbs.
"Margaret." His voice was steady. "I know how this started. I understand your fears—I had the same fears for Harry. I have always loved children. I have always been good with them. But that is not what this is with Aurora."
She watched him, listening.
"It may have started that way—a child who needed a father, a man who needed something to hold onto. But it is not what it is now. I know that with Aurora, you are still the parent, the one she turns to, the one she needs. I am something else. The playmate, the storyteller, the one who is older but not wiser." He smiled, small and rueful. "But that does not mean I do not understand my responsibility. I do. Believe me, I do."
She was quiet, his hands warm on her face.
"She is a good girl," he continued. "You have raised her well. You deserve all the credit for that."
Margaret shook her head, but he would not let her look away.
"You do, Margaret. Whatever she is, whatever she becomes—that is because of you. And I will never choose between them. They are both my children. I will teach Harry that there can be two children in a family, that there can be enough love for both. I will teach him that he will not be left unwanted, and I will teach Aurora that she is equal, that she is never an afterthought." He paused. "Have faith in me. Because I cannot do this alone. I need you."
She nodded through her tears. His words and the sincerity in those reached directly to her heart. "Our children."
He smiled. "Our children."
He let out a breath. "Thank God I have you. Because with my history, I do not think I can get them to behave."
She laughed, the tension breaking. "You might have a slight disadvantage. You are the wild parent."
He grinned. "And you are the good one. The better one. The one they should listen to." He paused, his expression shifting. "But with me, you do not have to be that. You do not have to be the good one. You can just be you."
She looked at him, not understanding.
He was watching her with that expression—the one that said I see you. The one that saw through her masks, her walls, her careful composure.
"I know I wronged you," he said. "With the ritual. I did not want to keep it from you. It was not a choice I made—it was a conversation we did not have. And I am sorry. Trust me, I planned everything carefully. I never meant to put you through this. It was not supposed to happen the way it did."
She nodded. She was not angry anymore. She was scared—still scared, in the quiet parts of her heart—but not angry.
"What I am saying," he said, "is that I want you to come to me with your fears. I want you to trust me with them."
He withdrew his hands from her face and laid back against the pillows, opening his arms. He did not say anything. He simply waited.
Margaret watched him. She wanted to go to him—she did—but she hesitated. She had spent so long being strong, being steady, being the one who held everything together. Letting go, even for a moment, felt like falling.
His arms were open.
"Come to me," he said. "Stay here. Tell me what is on your mind. I am all yours."
She went.
She lay down beside him, and his arms came around her immediately, his good hand settling on her waist, his bandaged hand finding hers where it rested on his chest. She felt the warmth of him, the solidness of him, the steady beat of his heart beneath her palm.
She felt jitters run through her. They had been close before—hugs, touches, moments that lingered longer than they should. But this was different. This was lying in his arms, her body pressed against his, her head on his shoulder, her hand in his. This was his fingers tracing patterns on her waist, light through the thin fabric of her nightgown. This was her feeling every breath he took, every rise and fall of his chest. This was new. This was strange. This was good.
She closed her eyes, letting the sensation settle. It was unfamiliar, but it was also something else. Something she had not felt in a long time.
Comfort, she thought. The word she had started to use for him more and more.
He had a way of crumbling her defenses, of seeing through the walls she built. With a word, a look, a touch, he undid her. It should have made her angry. It did not.
She lifted her head, looking into his grey eyes. "I do not want to talk," she said. "Can we just... stay like this?"
His smile was warm, soft, meant only for her. "Yes, my lady. At your service. As you command."
She smiled and laid her head back on his shoulder.
He kissed her forehead, his lips lingering for a moment, and his arms tightened around her. She felt her body relax, the tension draining out of her, the fear and the worry and the exhaustion of the past days finally releasing its hold. She was floating, light, safe.
The night deepened around them. The house was quiet. The city was quiet. She lay in his arms, her hand over his heart, her breath matching his, and she let herself rest.
She did not know when sleep came. It crept over her softly, gently, pulling her under. She did not fight it. She let herself go, let herself drift, let herself be held.
And Sirius, exhausted and broken and whole, held her through the night, his arms around her, his heart beating against hers, and let himself rest too.
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Morning crept into the room without urgency.
The light filtered through the heavy curtains, soft and golden, slipping through the gaps where the fabric didn't quite meet. It fell across the bed in pale stripes, touching the rumpled sheets, the tangled limbs, the quiet rise and fall of two people who had finally, after days of fear and exhaustion, allowed themselves to rest.
Margaret woke slowly.
She became aware of things in pieces. The warmth surrounding her, solid and steady. The weight of an arm across her waist, fingers resting low on her hip. The slow rhythm of breathing beneath her ear, the gentle rise and fall of a chest she was pressed against. Her own body was draped across him, her face tucked into the curve of his shoulder, her hand resting across his chest, her leg tangled with his.
She had never slept like this.
She had slept beside her husband before—there had been nights, rare nights, when Sirius had come to her room and they had lain together in the dark, talking, waiting, finding comfort in each other's presence. But those nights had been careful, deliberate, both of them keeping their distance even as they shared the same bed.
This was different. This was her body curled into his, her weight settled against him, her breath matching his. This was his arms wrapped around her, holding her close, not letting go.
She did not know when she had become so comfortable with this. She did not know when she had stopped being afraid of it.
She opened her eyes.
The first thing she saw was his chest. The white shirt he had worn last night was wrinkled now, the top two buttons undone, revealing the pale skin beneath. A line of ink curled across his collarbone—a tattoo, dark against his skin, its edges disappearing beneath the fabric. She had seen it before, in glimpses, in photographs, in the desperate need of urgency to put him to magical sleep. But she had never been this close to it.
She was intrigued. She wanted to touch it.
She shifted, lifting her head just slightly, trying to see more. The movement was small, barely a breath, but she felt him stir beneath her. His arm tightened around her waist, pulling her closer, holding her in place.
She froze.
She should move. She should slip out of his arms, put distance between them, pretend she had only just woken. Her face was warm. Her heart was beating too fast.
She tried to pull away.
His arm did not loosen. If anything, he held her tighter, his fingers pressing into the fabric of her nightgown, anchoring her against him.
She looked up.
Sirius was awake.
His grey eyes were soft, heavy-lidded, still blurred with sleep. He looked more rested than she had seen him in days—the shadows under his eyes had faded, the tightness around his mouth had eased. He was watching her with an expression she could not read. It was not the sharp, assessing look he wore for the world. It was not the playful, teasing look he wore when he was trying to provoke her. It was something else. Something she wanted to drown in.
His hand moved, slow and deliberate, pushing a strand of hair away from her face. His fingers lingered at her temple, then traced down, brushing her cheek, her jaw, the corner of her mouth. His touch was light, barely there, but she felt it everywhere.
She closed her eyes.
"You have beautiful hair," he said.
His voice was rough, still thick with sleep, and the sound of it did something to her stomach.
"You should wear it loose more often. It suits you."
Her face flooded with heat. She could feel it spreading from her cheeks down her neck, a flush she could not control, could not hide. She pressed her face into his shoulder, hiding, letting her hair fall like a curtain between them.
He chuckled. Soft, low, she felt it vibrate through his chest, felt it settle into her bones.
His fingers found her hair again, playing with the strands, winding them around his fingers, letting them fall. He was not rushing. He was not pushing. He was just there, his touch gentle, his presence steady.
She stayed where she was, her face pressed into his shoulder, her heart pounding in her chest. She felt things she had not let herself feel in years. It was not terrifying, not the way she had expected. It was strange, yes—strange to want, strange to let herself want. But it was not frightening. He was not demanding. He was not pushing. He was just him, and that was a lot, sometimes too much, but it was also what she wanted. Her mind still spun scenarios, still built walls, still tried to protect her from wanting. But her body had already decided. Her heart had already decided.
She lifted her head.
Her cheeks were still flushed, she knew. She could feel the heat of them, the blood rushing to her face. She probably looked foolish. She did not care.
She wanted to look at him.
He was watching her. His grey eyes were soft, focused entirely on her.
She propped herself up on her elbow, wanting to see him better. The morning light fell across his face, catching the lines she had not noticed before, the shadows that had begun to fade. His stubble had grown in the two days since he had last shaved, dark against his pale skin.
She reached out and touched his face.
Her fingers were light, hesitant, tracing the line of his jaw, the roughness of his stubble, the hollow of his cheek. He closed his eyes, and she saw something in his face shift—a tension she had not known was there releasing, a wall she had not seen coming down.
She smiled.
She had the same effect on him, she realized. The same pull, the same want, the same quiet surrender. She was not alone in this.
He opened his eyes.
There was something in them she had not seen before. Want, perhaps—she did not want to assume. But it was there, deep and steady, matching what she felt.
His fingers were still on her waist, tracing patterns through the thin fabric of her nightgown. They were not moving toward anything, not reaching for more. They were just there, resting, holding, grounding. His other hand was in her hair, playing with the strands, winding them around his fingers, letting them fall. She had never let anyone touch her hair like this. She had never wanted anyone to.
Margaret spoke first. "Did you sleep well?"
Her voice came out softer than she intended, quieter, as if speaking too loudly would break the spell.
"Very well. You should let me sleep like this more often," he said, his voice still rough with sleep.
Margaret felt fresh heat rising on her face. "You were the one who insisted on sleeping in your own room."
He smiled. "I was trying to be a gentleman."
"You were trying to be difficult."
He said, holding the hand resting on his chest. Letting go of her hair finally. "What can I say? I am a foolish man."
Margaret laughed. It was a soft sound, surprised out of her.
She looked at their joined hands. At his bandaged hand. At the memory of what it had looked like before, mottled and swollen, the skin dark with damage. At the thought of what he had done to earn those wounds.
The stress came rushing back, flooding her body, tightening her chest. She moved quickly, pulling away, swinging her legs over the edge of the bed.
Sirius's hand reached for her. "Where are you going?"
She did not look back. "Let me."
He let her go. His hand dropped to the bed, and she felt the absence of his touch like a sudden cold. He would always let her go if she wanted. That was who he was.
She turned back, just for a moment, and touched his face. Her fingers traced the line of his cheek, the roughness of his stubble, the warmth of his skin. "I am coming back. Wait here."
He nodded. She scrambled off the bed and hurried out of the room.
He watched her go. Her touch lingered on his skin, a warmth that did not fade. The room felt colder without her. Emptier. He lay back against the pillows, waiting.
She was back quickly, a collection of vials in her hands. She moved to the window, pulling back the heavy curtains, and light flooded the room—pale gold, soft, the kind of light that made everything look gentler than it was. She set the vials down on the bedside table and sat on the edge of the bed, close to him.
Sirius let out a groan, long and dramatic, his head falling back against the pillows. "Noooooo."
Margaret shook her head, but she was smiling. She could not help it. The way he said it, the way his face crumpled, the way he threw his whole body into the protest—it was ridiculous. It was endearing.
"Do not ruin my beautiful morning with your vile potions," he said. "I just woke up. I am comfortable. I am relaxed. And you want to make me drink that—"
His words trailed off, and Margaret felt her cheeks warm. Beautiful morning. The way he said it, the way he was looking at her, she knew he meant more than the light, more than the quiet. She busied herself with the vials, trying to hide her face.
"Get up, Sirius."
He made a show of it—pushing himself up with exaggerated effort, sighing heavily, letting his head loll to one side. She helped him into a sitting position, arranging the pillows behind him, propping him up so he was comfortable. He let her fuss, watching her with half-lidded eyes.
She took out her wand and ran a series of diagnostic spells, the light from her wand washing over him, the results appearing in her mind, a map of his body, his magic, his healing. She noted them down on a piece of parchment, her handwriting precise, her focus absolute.
He watched her work. The way she frowned when she saw something she did not like, the way her lips pressed together when she was concentrating, the way her hair fell forward and she pushed it back without thinking.
She finished her notes and set the parchment aside. "It is not time for your potions yet. I will have to make a fresh batch later."
Sirius relaxed visibly, sinking back against the pillows. Margaret smiled at his relief. She loved this about him—the way he threw himself into everything, even his dramatics. She would never admit it.
"I have to massage this oil into your hand," she said. "The healer prescribed it. It will help with the healing of the skin and the nerves. Faster."
He looked at his hand, wrapped in bandages, and then at her. "Why?"
She did not answer. She took his hand carefully, unwrapping the bandages with slow, deliberate movements. The layers came away, revealing the skin beneath. The boils had gone, the worst of the damage healed, but the hand was still not right. The skin was rough, discolored, the knuckles still swollen. It would take time for the nerves to regenerate, for the muscles to regain their strength. It would take time for him to be whole again.
She took a small bottle from the table and poured oil into her palm, warming it between her hands. Then she began to massage it into his skin, her fingers gentle, working the oil into the damaged tissue, following the lines of his bones, the tendons, the places where the magic had burned deepest.
His hand was so much larger than hers. Calloused, rough, the hand of someone who had worked and fought and survived. Her fingers moved over it, small and pale against his skin.
He watched her. "You have such small hands."
She did not look up. Her face was buried in concentration, her focus entirely on the work. "Not everyone can be a giant like you."
He chuckled, the sound low and warm.
She continued her work, her movements slow, deliberate, careful not to cause pain. The oil was warm, the room was quiet, and she could feel his eyes on her, watching the way she touched him.
"I did not know you could give massages," he said. "Good ones, at that."
She looked up. There was a small smirk on his face, that familiar look he wore when he was trying to provoke a reaction. She was not intimidated. She had seen too much of him to be intimidated by a smirk.
"There are many things about me you do not know," she said.
His smirk widened into a smile, genuine and warm. "But I want to know. Tell me."
She looked back down at his hand, her fingers continuing their work, tracing the lines of his palm, the ridges of his knuckles, the spaces between his fingers. She began to talk.
She told him about the 6 month internship she did for healing after her NEWTs, where she learned it. She told him about her childhood in France, the summers at her father's estate, the gardens she had wandered, the books she had read. She told him about her first case, the one she had lost, and the way it had taught her to prepare for everything, to plan for every possibility.
He listened. He did not interrupt. He watched her face, her hands, the way she moved, and he let her words fill the space between them.
They stayed like that, his hand in hers, her fingers resting against his palm, the oil drying on his skin. The morning light filled the room, and the world outside waited, but they did not move to meet it.
They stayed. They talked. They let themselves be known.
Chapter Text
Harry woke with a smile already forming on his lips.
His body seemed to know something his brain had not yet caught up with—a lightness in his limbs, a warmth in his chest, a sense that the world had shifted while he slept. The morning light fell directly across his face, golden and soft, streaming through the window he had forgotten to close the curtains on last night.
He did not mind. Not at all.
The sunrise felt like a metaphor. A new sun rising on a new life. He lay there for a long moment, letting the light wash over him, letting the memories of last night settle into his bones. The room. The bed. The window seat. Sirius's arms around him, fierce and grounding, holding him together when he had been falling apart.
No one had ever hugged him like that. No one except Hermione, maybe, but that was different. Hermione's hugs were quick and fierce, full of worry and affection. Sirius's hugs were anchors. They made him believe he was taken care of. That among all the things in the world that were falling apart, Sirius and his arms would be steady.
He smiled at the ceiling.
He sat up slowly, pushing the blankets aside, and looked around the room. His trunk sat by the wardrobe, his Firebolt propped beside it, his things waiting to be unpacked. He would do that later. For now, he wanted to see Sirius.
He found his glasses on the bedside table, pushed them onto his face, and scrambled off the bed. His feet were bare, his pajamas soft against his skin, and he did not bother to change. He walked to the door, opened it, and stepped into the hallway.
He was smiling.
The third floor was silent.
Harry stood in the corridor, looking around. The portraits watched him from their frames, their painted eyes following his movements, but none of them spoke. The morning light fell through the tall windows at either end of the hall, casting long rectangles of gold across the dark wood floor. The house felt different in daylight—still grand, still imposing, but warmer somehow. Less like a museum and more like a home.
He had no idea where Sirius was. Or Margaret. Or Aurora. The house was vast, and he had only seen a fraction of it. He needed to explore. It felt like Hogwarts all over again—the endless corridors, the hidden doors, the secrets waiting to be discovered. Only this time, he was alone. No Ron. No Hermione.
But Sirius had said he could invite them. He would do that soon.
He began to walk.
The floor was laid out like a maze, corridors branching off in different directions, doors lining every wall. He passed a door that said AURORA in the same beautiful calligraphy as his own. Her room was here too. On the same floor. He remembered Sirius telling him so last night.
He kept walking, turning corners, trying to find the stairs. The house seemed determined to confuse him, to hide its secrets until he had earned the right to know them. He passed a painting of a woman in a stiff dress, her painted eyes following him with disdain. He passed a suit of armor that turned its head as he walked by, the metal screeching softly. He passed a grandfather clock that chimed the hour, even though it was not an hour.
He was so busy looking around that he did not see the marble sculpture until he stepped directly into it.
The crash was loud.
The sculpture toppled, hit the floor, and shattered into pieces. Marble shards scattered across the dark wood, white against the dark, and the noise echoed through the silent corridor like thunder.
Harry stopped dead.
He stared at the fragments. At the base of the sculpture, still intact, at the pieces that had broken off and rolled away. His heart was pounding. His hands were cold.
What have I done?
This must have been expensive. Of course it had been expensive. Everything in this house was expensive. Look at the furniture, the paintings, the chandeliers. Look at the way the light caught the edges of the marble, the way the craftsmanship spoke of centuries of care.
He remembered his aunt. The time he had broken one of her plates—a cheap one, from a discount store—and the way she had screamed at him, the way she had locked him in the cupboard for two days. He knew Sirius would not be angry. But Margaret—this was her refurnishing. She had done all of this. She had made the house beautiful, and Harry had broken it in less than a day.
A voice shattered his spiraling thoughts.
"Do you have any idea what you have done, you half-blood?"
Harry looked up.
A portrait on the wall—he had not noticed it before, too caught up in his own panic—was leaning out of its frame. The man inside was dressed in impeccable robes, old-fashioned but expensive, his face sharp and aristocratic. His eyes were fixed on Harry with undisguised contempt.
"That was an eighteenth-century artifact," the portrait continued, his voice dripping with disdain. "Do you know how rare that is? How difficult to acquire? It has been in this house for generations, and no one has ever dropped it." He spat the next words like poison. "And you—you filth—you have been here less than a day, and you have already destroyed it."
Harry stood frozen. The words hit him like stones, each one finding its mark. Filth. Half-blood. The portrait spoke to him like he was dirt, like Harry was a peasant and the portrait was a king.
He could not move. Could not speak.
The portrait was still shouting, his voice rising, when another voice cut through.
French. High-pitched. Furious.
Harry turned. Aurora stood at the end of the corridor, still in her nightgown, her stuffed dragon clutched to her chest. Her dark hair was wild, tangled from sleep, and her face was flushed with anger. She was speaking rapidly in French, her words tumbling over each other, and Harry could not understand a single one of them.
But he understood her tone.
She was shouting at the portrait. Her small body was tense, her free hand clenched into a fist, and she was pointing at the painting with a ferocity that belied her size. The portrait's painted face shifted—surprise, then defensiveness, then silence.
Harry caught his name. He caught Sirius's name.
The portrait went quiet.
Aurora turned to Harry. Her chest was heaving, her face still flushed, and she looked at him with an expression that was half concern and half exasperation. She spoke again in French, rapid and questioning.
Harry shook his head. "I do not speak French."
She slapped her palm against her forehead in a gesture that said, she was dealing with an idiot.
"Harry," she said, switching to English, "why are you roaming around like this?"
He looked at her. At the door behind her, the one with her name on it. She had heard the crash. She had come to see what had happened. He said nothing.
"This is my house. I know everywhere." She grabbed his hand not patient enough for an answer, her small fingers wrapping around his. "Come. I will take you."
She pulled, and he followed.
He felt anger flicker in his chest as they walked.
He was still not over the portrait's words, the way he had been spoken to, the way he had frozen and let it happen. And now Aurora was dragging him along, bossing him around, telling him that this was her house. Which was not wrong. But it was his house too now.
He asked, "Where are taking me?"
She didn't answer.
He wanted to pull his hand away. But what if she fell down the stairs? What if she tripped and hurt herself because of him? Sirius would hate him. He could not risk it.
He walked behind her, watching her small feet navigate the steps, her nightgown trailing behind her. They descended one floor, and Aurora marched ahead like a general leading her troops.
The floor they entered was even more sophisticated than the third. The furniture was darker, the paintings grander, the sense of old money and old world pressing in from every side. The wood gleamed, the chandeliers sparkled, and the portraits on the walls watched with painted eyes.
Aurora did not hesitate. She walked straight to a door at the end of the corridor and pushed it open without knocking. Harry's panic surged. He could not react. The door was already open.
Sirius and Margaret were on the bed, sitting close, talking quietly. Margaret's head was turned toward Sirius, her hand resting on his chest, and they were both smiling. The morning light fell across them, soft and golden, and they looked like something from a painting.
Margaret looked up, momentarily stunned by the sudden intrusion.
Sirius smiled, as if he had felt them coming.
Aurora marched into the room, climbed onto the bed, and settled herself between her them, giving each of them a hug before nestling into the space between them.
Harry stood in the doorway.
He had never been inside his aunt and uncle's room. He had never been inside any married couple's room. He felt awkward, intrusive, like he was seeing something he should not see. They were alone spending time when both Harry & Aurora barged in. It didn't feel right.
Sirius looked at him. "Harry, come in."
Harry did not move.
Sirius's voice was gentle. "Harry. Come here, love."
There was no room for argument. Harry walked inside, slowly, and stood beside the bed.
Sirius grabbed his hand and tugged him onto the mattress. Harry settled on the edge beside Sirius and Sirius pulled him closer, his arm coming around him, holding him steady.
Harry felt lighter. The panic, the anger, the awkwardness—they did not disappear, but they eased. Sirius had included him. Sirius had made space.
"Morning, Harry," Sirius said.
Harry smiled. "Morning, Sirius."
He let his eyes roam.
The room was enormous—even bigger than his own, which he had not thought possible. The ceiling soared above them, painted with scenes he could not quite make out. The furniture was dark and elegant, the dressing table covered in silver brushes and crystal bottles. A window looked out over the city, and a comfortable chair sat beside it, positioned to catch the morning light. The bed was vast, easily large enough for all four of them to sprawl without touching.
The room smelled fresh, clean, like flowers and something else—something that might have been Sirius.
Aurora was chattering in French, her words rapid and urgent. Harry caught his name several times. He stopped breathing.
She was complaining to them about the sculpture. About the portrait. About him.
He looked at Sirius's face, at Margaret's. They were listening, their expressions serious, and Harry felt the nervousness return. Sirius was not the punishing kind—he had said so himself—but he had also said, Do not get caught. And Harry had been caught. By a portrait. By a six-year-old.
He interrupted. "What is she saying?"
All three heads turned to him.
He felt his face heat. "I mean—I do not understand what she is saying."
Sirius's arm tightened around him. He could feel the reassurance in the gesture, the steadiness. Sirius looked at Aurora.
"Little star, can you say that again in English? Harry would like to know what you said."
Aurora looked at Harry as if he had demanded her entire toy collection. But she nodded.
"Okay, Sirius."
She turned to face them, her small hands gesturing as she spoke.
"I was sleeping," she said, "and there was a loud noise. I was scared, so I came out of my room to run to you and Maman. But when I came out, Harry was standing there, and your great-great-great-great uncle was shouting at him."
Harry listened, his heart pounding.
"Harry broke a sculpture," Aurora continued. "He was shouting at Harry. Harry did not say anything back to him. I did not like it."
Sirius's face was unreadable. "What happened then?"
Aurora stood up on the bed, rising to her full height. "I told him that this is Sirius's house, and Sirius told us it is okay if we break things by accident. I told him he could not shout at Harry like that. And I told him I would go and complain to Sirius if he talked to Harry like that again."
Harry stared at her. She had defended him. She had not complained about him—she had complained for him.
Aurora looked at Sirius, her expression anxious. "Sirius, did I do the right thing?"
Sirius's face broke into a smile. He opened his arms, and she flew into them. "Yes, little star. You did very well. You are very brave. You should always stand up to people who are mean. You did the right thing."
Aurora beamed.
Then she looked at Harry. "Sirius, Harry did not know where to go. He was lost. So I brought him here with me." She paused, her small face serious. "I was scared. Maybe he was scared too."
Harry felt something loosen in his chest. She had bullied him into coming, yes. She had bossed him around. But she had also defended him, and she had brought him here, and she had admitted that she had been scared.
He was grateful. He did not say it.
Sirius said it for him. "You did very well, little star. You are so good. Thank you for showing him around."
Aurora beamed and cuddled against him.
Sirius turned to Harry. His face was serious now, his grey eyes intent.
Harry braced himself.
"Harry," Sirius said, "listen to me. There are a lot of portraits in this house. Most of them are nasty. If any of them say anything bad to you, you have my explicit permission to fight back. Stand up for yourself. They are old, entitled, nasty fellows. They do not deserve your good behavior." He paused. "And if you don't want to get into it, call for me. I will do it for you."
Harry stared at him. He had known Sirius did not get along with his family. But explicit permission to argue with them? To fight back? That was unexpected, even for Sirius.
His horror must have shown on his face, because Sirius smiled. "Harry, believe me. They are bad. Not just to you—to everyone. Do not let them bother you."
Harry smiled for Sirius, though he did not feel it.
He turned to Margaret. She was watching him, her expression soft.
"I am sorry, Margaret," he said. "I know you did all the refurnishing. I broke the sculpture. I did not do it on purpose."
Margaret shook her head, a small smile on her lips. "Harry, do not worry. It is alright. There are other sculptures in the house—plenty of them. I will replace it." She leaned forward slightly. "Tell me, are you hurt?"
Harry was shocked. He was touched. "No. I am fine."
She smiled at him, and he smiled back.
Sirius watched the exchange, his heart full. He opened his arms wide.
"Alright, family. Enough about the old nasty Blacks. Come give me a big-good morning-family-hug."
Aurora, already in his lap, clung to his chest immediately. Margaret smiled and leaned in, and Sirius wrapped his arm around her, holding her close. His other arm was still open, waiting.
Harry looked at him. At the open arm. At the invitation.
He went.
He settled against Sirius's other side, and Sirius's arm came around him, pulling him close. The four of them were tangled together on the bed—Aurora on his chest, Margaret against his shoulder, Harry pressed against his side. Sirius was radiating happiness, his energy bright, his smile wide.
Harry melted into the hug.
He had never experienced a morning like this. In his entire existence, he had never walked into a room where he was permitted, where he was forgiven minutes after causing a loss, where he was swept into a family hug before breakfast. A family hug. From his new family.
He was smiling. Bright and real and full.
The hug lasted longer than Harry expected.
He had lost track of time—seconds, minutes, he could not tell. The morning light had shifted, growing brighter, spilling gold across the tangled blankets.
Margaret was the first to pull back.
She straightened, smoothing her robe, tucking a strand of loose hair behind her ear. Her voice was calm but final. "Harry. Aurora. Come on. Go get dressed for the day. It is time for breakfast."
The protests came immediately.
Sirius was the loudest, his voice rising in mock outrage. "Why can't we just laze here for a bit? Just a bit. Look at this bed. Look at this light. This is exactly the kind of morning that was made for laziness."
Harry nodded vigorously. Aurora added her voice to the chorus. "Yes! Lazing!"
Margaret did not waver. "No. This is not how we behave. Sirius, you will have your breakfast here. You are not moving today—not at all." She pointed at him. "But you two—" her finger shifted to Harry and Aurora "—you will go to the dining room. Now. It is time for breakfast."
Aurora crossed her arms. "Why can't we have our breakfast here? With Sirius?"
Harry found himself agreeing with her for the first time. "Yes. Why not?"
Margaret's stance was unwavering, "Because you are not dressed. You are still in your nightclothes. As am I. Its not proper. So no."
Sirius leaned back against the pillows, his grey eyes wide, his expression pleading. "Margaret. For just this once. Please. Can we have breakfast here? All of it. A family breakfast. Just once."
He was practically begging. His voice had dropped to something soft and coaxing, and his eyes—those ridiculous, beautiful grey eyes—were doing something that made Margaret's resolve crumble.
Aurora added her own plea. "Please, Maman."
Harry hesitated, then said quietly, "Please, Margaret."
She looked at the three of them. Her family. Completely adorable, asking for something so simple, so human. She had rules—she always had rules—but looking at Sirius's puppy eyes and the children's hopeful faces, she felt something melt inside her.
"Alright," she said. "Just this once."
Cheers erupted. Aurora clapped her hands. Sirius reached over and held out his good hand for a high-five, which Harry slapped with a grin. Even Margaret smiled, shaking her head at their triumph.
She called for Kreacher.
The elf appeared at once, his eyes moving across the scene—the four of them on the bed, the rumpled blankets, the morning light. He did not comment. He simply waited.
"Kreacher, bring breakfast for everyone here," Margaret said. "And bring the special meal for Sirius, as I instructed."
Kreacher nodded. "Yes, mistress." He disappeared.
Margaret looked around the bed, taking in the nightgowns, the rumpled pajamas, the tangled hair, the bare feet. She shuddered dramatically.
"All of us in our nightclothes, sitting on a bed, eating breakfast." She pressed a hand to her forehead. "This is the stuff of nightmares. I am going to have to burn these sheets."
Sirius was grinning, completely unbothered.
"I am going to insist—" she pointed at each of them in turn "—that as soon as breakfast is finished, you will all go and get dressed for the day. Immediately. No arguments."
Sirius and Aurora said together, "Yes, Mumma."
Harry laughed. He could not help it. Margaret really was as pim and proper as she looked.
Kreacher appeared again, this time with trays.
The food materialized on the bed—four trays, each laden with food. Aurora's tray had small portions, cut into bite-sized pieces. Harry's had eggs, bacon, beans, toast, a glass of orange juice. Margaret's was similar, though smaller. And Sirius's tray—
Harry made a face.
It was a single bowl. Inside, a brown, lumpy substance that looked like poorly brewed potion. It did not look like food. It did not smell like food. It looked like something Hagrid might have accidentally created in a Cauldron.
Sirius's protest was immediate. "What is that thing?"
Margaret's voice was calm. "Your breakfast."
Sirius stared at the bowl, then at her. "That does not look like food. That looks like something that should be buried in the garden."
"It is your breakfast. You are recovering. You have to eat this."
Sirius's voice rose. "I am already drinking all the horrible potions you keep feeding me. The least you could do is serve me a proper fry-up. Eggs. Bacon. Sausages. Something that does not look like—like—"
"Mud," Aurora supplied helpfully. "It looks like mud, Sirius."
Harry bit his lip to keep from laughing.
Sirius shot Aurora a look of betrayal. "Thank you, sweetheart, for that very accurate observation." He turned back to Margaret. "I want a fry up."
Margaret's mouth opened, her exasperation visible. "Really, Sirius? You cannot move without help. Your hand is not healed enough to hold a fork. And you want a fry-up?" She shook her head. "You are not getting anything else. This is your food."
Sirius's face was genuinely upset. His jaw tightened, and he looked away from the bowl as if it had offended him. "I don't want it."
Margaret's jaw tightened. "You have no other option. You have to eat it."
"I do have an option." Sirius pushed the tray away with his good hand. "I can stay hungry. If you are not giving me decent food, I would rather stay hungry."
Margaret's voice sharpened. "Why are you being so difficult? This is for your own good."
Sirius's grey eyes flashed. "I am thirty-four years old. I can decide what is good for me. And this—" he pointed at the bowl "—is definitely not that."
Harry watched the exchange, frozen. Aurora looked between them, her small face worried. Sirius looked genuinely upset.
Nobody spoke. The silence stretched, thick and uncomfortable.
Then Margaret turned to Harry.
Her voice was calm. Normal. As if she had not just been arguing with her husband. "Harry. You grew up with Muggles, correct?"
Harry blinked. He had no idea, what she wanted. Sirius was watching with curiosity now, his anger momentarily forgotten. Aurora tilted her head.
"Yes," Harry said.
Margaret smiled. It was a pleasant smile. A dangerous smile. "So you do not know much about magical upbringing, do you?"
This was getting stranger. She was talking to him about Muggle upbringing as if discussing the weather. Sirius was watching him and he felt Aurora's gaze on him too. "No. Not really."
Margaret leaned forward slightly, still smiling. "Do you know what witches do when their children refuse to eat? When they are being difficult and need to be fed?"
Harry understood. He saw exactly where she was going. He played along, keeping his face neutral, curious. "No, Margaret. I do not know. What do mothers do?"
Margaret's smile widened. "I could tell you—or I could show you. Witches are very creative when it comes to making sure their children eat."
Sirius sat up straighter. "You would not."
Margaret did not look at him. She kept her eyes on Harry. "This is not against you, Sirius. This is for Harry. It is educational. He wants to learn about the magical world."
Harry spoke too quickly, trying to keep the laughter out of his voice. "Yes, Sirius. I never got to experience magical upbringing. This is my chance. You can help."
Sirius's face was a mask of horror. "No. I am not a child. You cannot do that to me."
Margaret finally turned to him, her expression innocent. "Of course I can. You have damaged your wand hand. You cannot do magic right now. And you are behaving like a child, not like a man who is—" she paused, turning back to Harry "—how old is he, again?"
Harry could not help himself. "He is thirty-four."
Sirius shot him a look of pure betrayal.
Margaret nodded solemnly. "Right. Thirty-four. The spells work on thirty-four-year-olds who act like children. Harry and Aurora would like to see, I think."
Harry and Aurora spoke at once. "Yes! Yes, I want to see!"
Sirius raised his good hand, his face horrified. "I see. All of you have joined forces against me. Ganging up on a poor, unwell fellow, who can't possibly defend himself." He looked at each of them in turn, his eyes full of mock betrayal. "I will remember this when I am well. I will take revenge on every one of you."
No one looked scared. They looked delighted.
Margaret was unbothered. "Are you eating this or not?"
Sirius held her gaze. A challenge flickered in his grey eyes. She met it steadily.
"Do I have a choice?" he asked.
Margaret smiled and reached out, pinching his cheeks lightly. "What a good boy you are, Sirius."
Sirius's cheeks flushed. Harry saw it—a faint pink rising under his stubble. He tried to hide it, turning his face slightly, but Margaret saw. Her own cheeks colored, just a little.
Aurora broke the moment. "Mumma, feed Sirius."
Margaret's hand dropped from Sirius's face. She picked up the bowl, scooped up a spoonful of the brown mixture, and held it to his lips. Her expression was sympathetic, but she did not waver.
Sirius made a face. He opened his mouth unwillingly, and she fed him. The disgust on his face was immediate and genuine. Harry saw him swallow, saw him fight the urge to spit it out. Aurora watched with wide eyes.
Sirius gulped it down and looked at them. "Alright, kids. You can eat your good food now."
They did. Harry was hungry—really hungry—and the eggs were perfect, the bacon crisp, the toast still warm. Aurora ate with enthusiasm, her small hands clutching her fork. Margaret took bites of her own food between feeding Sirius, and Sirius, between grimaces, made her eat, nudging her hand toward her plate.
"Mouthful," he said.
She took one.
"Another."
She took another.
"Good."
Margaret was gentle with Sirius. She fed him bite after bite, making small conversation so he would not focus entirely on the taste. Her hand wiped his mouth gently, her fingers touching his cheeks. Harry watched them.
Harry looked at Aurora. She was lost in her own world, humming as she ate, kicking her feet under the blanket. She did not seem to notice the quiet intimacy between her parents.
Harry smiled. He had never seen anything like this. Adults who loved each other. Who took care of each other. Who fought and made up and fed each other breakfast in bed.
He finished his food and set his fork down.
Margaret looked at him. "Are you finished?"
He nodded.
She looked at Aurora. "Aurora?"
Aurora nodded, her mouth full.
Sirius was still making faces at the memory of the food, his tongue darting out as if trying to remove the taste. Margaret handed him a glass of water, and he drank it gratefully.
Then, without warning, she leaned in and kissed his cheek.
It was tender. Soft. Warm. He had not expected it. His eyes widened, and the disappointment on his face from the bad food vanished, replaced by something softer, something almost shy.
She smiled. So I do have some effect on Sirius Black.
She pulled back, aware that both children were watching. Her cheeks flushed, but she did not let it stop her.
"Come on, now. Both of you, go get dressed for the day. Breakfast is done."
She looked at Harry. "Harry, do you need help unpacking?"
Harry shook his head quickly. "No. I can do it."
"Alright."
Harry slipped off the bed. Aurora followed. They said their goodbyes to Sirius and Margaret and left the room together.
The door closed behind them.
The room was quiet.
Margaret sat on the edge of the bed, her hands in her lap. She could feel Sirius's eyes on her, watching.
"You are staring," she said.
He smiled. "I am allowed to."
He took her hand and lifted it to his lips, pressing a kiss to her knuckles. She let him. She sat there, her hand in his, the morning light warm around them, and she did not pull away.
They stayed like that, quiet, together.
The world could wait.
Chapter Text
Harry walked back to his room with a lightness in his chest that was still unfamiliar.
Aurora walked beside him, her small feet pattering on the worn carpet, her dragon tucked under her arm. She was chattering to herself in French, a stream of words that Harry didn'tunderstand, but he smiled, and kept walking.
The third floor was quiet in the morning light. The tall windows cast long rectangles of gold across the dark wood, and the portraits watched them pass without a word. Harry met their painted eyes without flinching. They did not scare him anymore.
Aurora stopped at her door—the one with her name in elegant calligraphy, just like his. She looked up at him with her dark eyes.
"I am going to find my story book," she announced. "Sirius will read it to me."
"Okay," Harry said.
She disappeared into her room, and Harry continued down the corridor.
His door was at the end. He stopped outside it, looking at the sign. HARRY. The letters seemed to catch the morning light, or maybe that was just in his head. He touched the wood, tracing the curve of the H, and pushed the door open.
The bed was made, the corners tucked, the red cover smooth. The house-elves, probably. Or Kreacher. He did not know. The morning light fell through the window, and dust motes drifted in the golden air. Everything was quiet.
He picked up his backpack from where he had dropped it the night before and began to unpack.
The clothes came first. Sirius had bought him so many—shirts and trousers and jackets, all in colors he liked, all in his size. He took each one out, held it up, smoothed the fabric, decided where it belonged. The new ones went on the right side of the wardrobe, the ones he had already worn on the left. He took his time, making sure the hangers were straight, the sleeves even.
He stepped back and looked at his work. The wardrobe was full. His clothes, his things, his space. He smiled.
His books went onto the shelves next. He arranged them by subject, his fingers running over the spines. A History of Magic. The Standard Book of Spells, Grade Three. Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them. Hermione's voice drifted through his head—her reminders about summer homework, her gentle nagging. He laughed. "I really have no excuse now," he said to the empty room. "I have to start."
He made a mental note. Soon. He would start soon.
His parents' photograph went on the bedside table, beside the lamp. James and Lily, young and laughing, their arms around each other. He looked at it for a long moment, then turned away.
The Marauder's Map went into the desk drawer, folded carefully. The invisibility cloak went into the wardrobe, hidden among his shirts. The Firebolt went into its stand beside the wardrobe, waiting.
He stood in the middle of the room and looked around.
It was different now. More his. The wardrobe full of his clothes, the shelves full of his books, the photograph of his parents watching over him. It no longer felt like a guest room. It felt like his.
He picked out clothes for the day—a simple shirt, comfortable trousers—and went into the bathroom.
The shower was quick. He washed his hair, dried off, and stood in front of the mirror.
"Better," the mirror said. "Still a bad hair day."
Harry laughed. "I know."
He combed his hair anyway. It made no difference. He brushed his teeth, put on his new socks, his new shoes, and looked at himself one more time. He looked like he was starting to belong.
He left the room and made his way back toward Sirius.
This time, he did not get lost. His feet found the way easily. When he reached the master bedroom, he stopped outside the closed door and knocked.
"Come in, Harry."
Sirius's voice was sleepy, muffled by the wood. Harry pushed the door open and stepped inside.
Sirius was propped against the pillows, his eyes heavy, his head tilted to one side. He had been dozing. His smile was tired but real when he saw Harry.
"I am sorry," Harry said. "You can sleep. I will come back."
Sirius shook his head. "No. The potions make me droopy. I was bored anyway." He patted the bed beside him. "Come in."
Harry sat on the edge of the bed, close to Sirius.
Sirius smiled at him, and Harry asked the question that had been on his mind.
"How do you know who is at the door? Before I say anything?"
Sirius considered the question. "You know I am a dog," he said. "Dogs hear footsteps. I recognize them." He paused. "But now, after the ritual, the house tells me. Who is near me. Who is coming."
Harry looked around the room. "This house is strange."
Sirius's expression shifted. "I hope you mean that in a good way."
"I do," Harry said quickly. "Not scared. Just curious."
Sirius relaxed. "Good. If something bothers you, you come to me. Alright?"
Harry nodded.
They sat in comfortable silence for a moment.
Sirius spoke again. "Are you working on your list? I am going to follow up on that as soon as I can move."
"What list?"
Sirius looked at him as if he had said something strange. "The things you want to add to your room. Or change."
"Oh." Harry relaxed. "I have not thought about it. I never had a room to make my own before."
Sirius understood. "Now you do. Anything you want. No judgments."
Harry looked thoughtful.
Sirius smiled. "I could show you my room for inspiration. If you want."
Harry frowned. "Your room?" He looked around the master bedroom. He was not sure, what he can pick from this elegant room for his teenage room.
Sirius laughed. "Not this room. My childhood room. On the fourth floor."
"Oh." Harry's interest sparked. "So you have two rooms here."
Sirius laughed again. "No. That is my old room. This is the master bedroom. For me and Margaret."
Harry nodded.
"I will show you when I can walk," Sirius said, gesturing at his prone body. "I will give you a tour. We cannot have you getting lost in your own house."
Harry smiled.
"And," Sirius added, his voice dropping, "I have a surprise for you."
Harry's face lit up. "What surprise?"
Sirius smirked. "I cannot tell you what a surprise is if I want it to be a surprise."
"Just a hint?" Harry knew it was a lost war, but still he tried.
Sirius shook his head. "You have to wait until I can walk."
Harry gave up. He was not winning this.
Sirius watched him for a moment, his expression softening. "How are you feeling, Harry? Are you alright?"
Harry thought about it. "I am good," he said. "I slept well. I like the house. Margaret has been kind." He paused. "I feel good. Genuinely."
Sirius considered his answer. He noticed that Harry had not mentioned Aurora, but he did not push. He smiled and placed his hand on Harry's shoulder.
"Harry, you can come to me with anything. Anything at all. If you do not like something in this house, if you have any issues with Margaret or Aurora or me—anything—you can tell me." His words serious but his face was calm as he said it. Harry could feel the sincerity in them.
Harry nodded. "Margaret was very kind when you were asleep. She took care of me. She was worried about you, but she never blamed me. She made me comfortable."
Sirius's smile was warm. "I am glad. I was worried you would not get along."
"I mean, I know.. I was not sure at first too, she is very proper, and she curtsied me the first time she met me," Harry said, and the words came out before he could stop them. "It made me so nervous. She is so POSH and composed all the time."
He froze as he realised what he said. It always happened with Sirius, the words would come out before he can help it. Sirius was looking at him with a blank expression. Harry's face heated.
"I am sorry," he said quickly. "I did not mean—"
Sirius burst out laughing.
Harry stared at him, confused.
Sirius was laughing so hard he had to brace himself against the pillows. "Harry, you do not have to apologize. That is the best description of meeting Margaret, if there is any."
Harry had no idea what to say.
Sirius straightened, still smiling. "I grew up in pure-blood society, but I still feel the same way around her. Believe me I revised my forks, before my first dinner with her."
Harry visibly relaxed, a small smile tugging at his lips.
Sirius's voice softened. "Margaret is like that. But she is good. Do not let her appearance fool you. She is not like those vile snooty pure-bloods."
Harry nodded. "Now, I know. She has been wonderful." He hesitated. "You two look good together."
Sirius was quiet for a moment. His eyes were soft. "Thank you, Harry."
The door burst open.
Aurora flew into the room, a book in one hand, her dragon in the other. She launched herself onto the bed, landing with a bounce that made Sirius wince. He caught her anyway, laughing, settling her on his lap.
Harry felt something tighten in his chest.
Aurora was chattering, her words tumbling over each other. "Mumma said no school for a few days! Sirius, will you read to me? I found my book. You promised."
Sirius looked at Harry. His expression was careful. Asking for permission as if.
Harry smiled for Sirius. "Go on. Read it."
Sirius opened the book. Harry recognized it—Matilda. He had read it years ago, hiding from Dudley in the school library. He was not interested in it now.
He stood up.
Sirius looked at him. "Harry, come stay. What happened?"
Harry shook his head. "Nothing. I have been here for a while. You two read. I am going to do my homework." He smiled. "Hermione sends me reminders every day."
Sirius saw. He saw the way Harry's smile did not reach his eyes. He saw the way he pulled back. But he did not push.
"Alright," he said quietly. "We will be here."
Harry nodded and walked to the door. He paused with his hand on the handle, looking back. Aurora was already curled against Sirius's side, the book open in his lap, her dragon forgotten between them.
Harry walked out and closed the door softly behind him.
Harry sprinted out of the room and down the corridor, his feet carrying him faster than his thoughts could follow.
He did not know where he was going. He did not care. He just needed to get away. The image of Aurora curled against Sirius's side, the book open in his lap, her small face pressed against his chest—it burned behind his eyes, and he could not make it stop.
He did not understand it. Aurora was not a bad person. She was a child, six years old, small and bright and full of joy. If he had met her anywhere else, he probably would have liked her. But she was Sirius's daughter. And Sirius loved her. And she fawned over him completely, unreservedly, like he was the center of her world.
And Harry wanted that. He wanted to be the only one. He wanted Sirius to himself.
It was wrong. He knew it was wrong. But the feeling stayed, lodged in his chest like a stone.
He had already shared a house with a couple and their child. He had already seen how that ended—the unwanted boy pushed to the side, the real son given everything. He knew Sirius was nothing like his aunt. He knew Margaret was kind, too kind, kinder than anyone had ever been to him. But the doubt remained. The jealousy remained.
Why did Aurora have to be around Sirius all the time? Why could she not keep her distance, like Harry did? Why did she have to climb onto his lap, wrap her arms around his neck, mark him as hers, like he was a prize to be claimed?
A small voice in his head answered: You want to do the same. You want to push her aside. You want to brand Sirius as yours.
He pushed the thought away. He would rather burn with jealousy than admit it.
His feet had carried him without thought, following familiar paths, and he found himself in the dining room before he realized where he was going. The long table gleamed in the morning light, the chairs empty, the head chair where Sirius should be sitting conspicuously vacant. Beyond the dining room, through a door he had never opened, came sounds—clattering, scraping, the low hum of someone working.
The kitchen.
Harry had never been inside the kitchen. He had seen Kreacher bring food, had watched trays appear as if by magic, but he had never thought about where it came from. Now, drawn by the need for distraction, he followed the noise.
He stopped in the doorway.
The kitchen was a disaster.
Pots and pans covered every surface, stacked haphazardly, some still bubbling over low flames. Ingredients were scattered across the counters—bowls of chopped vegetables, jars of spices, a block of cheese half-grated, a pile of onion skins discarded in a corner. Flour dusted the floor, the counters, the fronts of the cabinets. And in the middle of it all stood Margaret, covered in flour, her hair escaping from its arrangement, her sleeves rolled up, a smudge of something green on her cheek.
She looked nothing like the proper, elegant woman who had greeted him at the Dursleys' door. She looked like a person who had been fighting a battle and losing.
Harry did not know whether to laugh or help.
"Margaret."
She spun around, a wooden spoon raised as if to defend herself. Her eyes were wide, her face flushed, her expression caught somewhere between surprise and embarrassment.
"Harry!" She lowered the spoon. "What are you doing here?"
He gestured at the chaos around them. "What are you doing here? What happened?"
Margaret looked at the kitchen, at the mess she had created, and something in her face shifted. She set the spoon down on the counter and came toward him, wiping her hands on her apron.
"I am trying to cook something," she said, "that is healthy for Sirius. And palatable enough that he will actually eat it."
Harry felt something crack open in his chest. She was a mess, overwhelmed, buried in work, and still she was finding time to experiment with recipes, to make something Sirius would want. He smiled, real and genuine.
"Can I help?"
Margaret raised an eyebrow. "Can you cook?"
Harry's smile widened. "Oh, yes. Everything."
She stared at him, her expression shifting through surprise, disbelief, and something softer. He saw the question in her face and answered it before she could ask.
"My aunt made sure I cooked and cleaned. Every day."
Margaret's face flickered—pain, quickly hidden. But she did not comment. She simply nodded.
"Well," she said, "whatever the circumstances, cooking is a life skill. It is good that you can." She paused. "But you are far too young to have to cook."
Harry felt the warmth of her words settle into his chest. "I want to help."
She looked at him for a long moment, and he saw her decide. "Alright. You can help. Actually—" She seemed to consider something. "Only you can do it."
Harry beamed.
Margaret pointed to a clear space at the far end of the counter. "Sit there. You can do the taste test for me."
He knew it was a job to make him feel useful, a way to include him without letting him work. He was too touched to argue. He went to the counter and jumped on it, his legs swinging beneath him, watching as Margaret returned with a tray of six small bowls.
She took a spoonful from the first bowl, blew on it to cool it, and held it to his lips.
He opened his mouth without thinking, and she fed him. Some of it dripped down his chin, and she caught it with a napkin, wiping gently.
Harry could not move, nor could his brain process.
He had wished for this as a child. Lying in his cupboard, listening to the sounds of the Dursleys' kitchen, he had dreamed of a mother who would feed him like this, careful and kind, who would wipe his face when he made a mess. No one had ever done that for him. He had never dared to hope anyone ever would.
Margaret's voice broke through his thoughts. "Is it really bad?"
She was looking at him with concern, waiting for his review. He realized he had not tasted it at all.
"I need another spoonful," he said quietly. "To tell."
She took another spoonful, cooled it, and fed him again. This time, he tasted it.
He did not want to hurt her. She had worked so hard. But she read his face before he could speak.
"Harry," she said, "thank you for being too kind to tell me. But you know your godfather will not be so kind. He will throw a tantrum instantly."
Harry laughed, because it was true. He remembered Sirius this morning, dramatic and impossible, refusing to eat his breakfast.
"It has a leafy taste," he said. "Almost bitter."
Margaret nodded and moved that bowl to the side. "Rejected."
She moved through the remaining bowls, feeding him spoonful after spoonful, watching his face for reactions. He tasted and evaluated, and she set aside the ones that did not work. By the end, they had narrowed it down to two: one sweet, too sweet, and one salty.
Margaret looked at both. "Which one do you think?"
Harry did not hesitate. The decision was almost too easy for him. "The sweet one."
Margaret shook her head. "Sirius does not have a sweet tooth. He eats dessert only once a week."
Harry had not known that. He looked at the remaining bowl, the salty one, and something clicked.
"Margaret," he said quietly, "if you replace the salt with lemon juice, it would taste better."
Her face lit up. Not just pleased—transformed. She looked at him as if he had just solved a problem she had been wrestling with for hours.
"That is brilliant," she said. "I can see, you do have cooking skills. And a keen eye."
Harry felt the praise settle into him, warm and unfamiliar. The Dursleys had eaten his food for years, but no one had ever complimented it. No one had ever noticed when he did something well.
"You must be very good at Potions," Margaret said, "with such an eye for fine things."
Harry's face fell. "No, actually. Potions is my worst subject."
Margaret looked genuinely shocked. "Why?"
He answered honestly. "Professor Snape teaches Potions. And he hates me."
She was quiet for a moment, and he saw her understand. "Because of your father. And Sirius." She shook her head. "That is unfair. You should not have to suffer because of what happened before you were born."
Harry watched her. She understood. She had understood immediately.
Margaret turned back to her work, adjusting ingredients, adding lemon juice to the remaining bowl. She stirred, tasted, nodded.
"You know," she said, not looking at him, "Potions was my best subject at school. If you would like, I could help you."
Harry's face lit up. "Really?"
She smiled. "Yes. I love Potions. I will need to review the syllabus, of course. It has been some years. But I would be happy to help."
Harry could not stop smiling. "Yes. Please. If you can."
Margaret's smile widened. "Then it is settled. Now—" She looked at the mess around them. "Go have some fun. I will clean up here." She looked at him, her expression soft. "And Harry—thank you. You were a big help."
Harry shook his head. "You did everything. I only tasted it."
"That," she said, "was a big help."
He smiled, not knowing what to say. He turned to leave, and her voice stopped him.
"Harry."
He looked back.
"There are letters for you on the living room table. A whole pile. You should collect them."
His face broke into a grin. "Yes. Thank you."
He ran.
Margaret watched him go, his footsteps echoing down the corridor, and smiled at the lightness in his step. Then she turned back to her kitchen, her mess, her work—and began to clean.
Chapter Text
Sirius sat with Aurora curled in his lap, her small weight pressed against his chest, her dragon tucked under her arm. The morning light had shifted, moving across the room, catching the dust motes that drifted lazily in the air. The book lay open on his knee, the pages worn, the corners soft from years of handling. Matilda. He had read it a dozen times now, maybe more. Aurora never tired of it.
He read in animated voices, each character distinct, each scene brought to life with exaggerated expressions. The Trunchbull roared and thundered, and Aurora shrank against his chest, giggling. Miss Honey spoke soft and gentle, and Aurora leaned forward, listening with wide eyes. And Matilda—Matilda was her favorite. She sat up straighter when Matilda appeared, her small face bright, her hands gripping Sirius's arm.
"Matilda is so smart," Aurora said, her voice full of wonder. "She reads all the books. She does magic with her eyes."
Sirius grinned. "She is very smart. Like someone else I know."
Aurora looked up at him, and he saw the question in her eyes. He nodded toward the book. "You love reading. You ask questions about everything. You are brave, like Matilda."
Aurora beamed. "I am brave?"
"The bravest."
She settled back against his chest, satisfied, and Sirius continued reading. He made Matilda's voice bright and clever, the way Aurora's voice was when she was figuring something out. He made the words come alive, and Aurora laughed and gasped and asked questions, and for a while, there was nothing else in the world but the story and the two of them.
But Sirius's mind was a battlefield.
He had seen Harry's face when he left. The way his smile had not reached his eyes. The way he had pulled back, made himself small, made excuses. Harry had felt pushed aside. Harry had felt like he did not belong.
But he also knew he could not fix it by force. Telling two children that they were now siblings, that they should share, that they should be a team—it was like asking Snape to wash his hair. Impossible. The harder he pushed, the more they would resist.
He had to try a different strategy. With each of them. Harry needed space, time to come to Sirius on his own terms. Aurora needed reassurance, the certainty that she was not being replaced. They were different—different ages, different personalities, different needs. Sirius almost laughed at the absurdity of it. Two children, both wanting the same thing, both needing him to be something different.
Aurora was quiet now, curled against him, the story finished, her breathing slow and even. She had no worries, no plans, no calculations. She was simply here, with him, content. Sirius wished she could stay like this forever. His little star, safe in his arms.
But he had to have this conversation. Now. Before the hurt grew deeper.
He closed the book and set it aside. Aurora looked up, curious. He turned her gently, settling her so she faced him, her small legs straddling his lap, her hands resting on his chest. She was happy, her face bright, her dark eyes clear.
He brushed her hair back from her face. "Did you like your story time?"
She nodded happily. "Matilda is my favorite."
"Mine too." He smiled, but his voice shifted, becoming softer, more serious. "Aurora, can we have a secret conversation? Just between you and me."
Her face lit up. "Yes. Secret."
Sirius leaned closer, his voice a whisper. "How do you like Harry?"
Aurora considered the question. Her brow furrowed, her lips pressed together, her small face serious.
"He is fine," she said finally. "He does not play with me. He does not talk to me. He does not understand French. He said he held a dragon, but he does not talk about dragons. Whatever I say, he just nods." She made a face. "I think he is silly."
Sirius listened. He did not interrupt. When she was finished, he nodded slowly.
"You know, he is a little shy."
Aurora's eyes went wide. "Shy?"
"Yes." Sirius's voice was solemn. "He is new to the house. Do you remember when you first met me? How shy you were? It took time for us to become friends."
Aurora considered this. Her brow furrowed deeper. "No," she said. "You became my friend right away. You are fun. Harry is not fun."
Sirius bit back a smile. "He is very fun. He goes to Hogwarts. He learns real magic. He plays Quidditch—that is a game on broomsticks. He flies really well."
Aurora's expression shifted. Interest flickered in her eyes. "He flies?"
"Very well."
She thought about this. Her face brightened, then fell again. "But he does not talk to me."
Sirius nodded. "That is true. But you like to talk about dragons. He likes to talk about different things. Maybe you can talk about something else."
"What?" She was skeptical.
Sirius leaned closer, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "Harry grew up in the Muggle world. He knows all about Muggles. Televisions. Telephones. Cars. He is very smart about those things."
Aurora's eyes went wide. "Really?"
"Really."
She sat up straighter. "Does he know how to use a telephone?"
"I believe he does."
She was excited now, her hands gripping his shirt, her words tumbling out. "Does he know about televisions? Do they really have moving pictures inside? Can he show me?"
Sirius smiled. "You will have to ask him. He will tell you."
Her face fell again. Her hands loosened on his shirt. "But he does not like me."
Sirius's heart clenched. He pulled her closer, his arms wrapping around her, his hand pressing against her back. "Why do you think that, little star?"
She did not answer. Her face was turned away, her small body stiff in his arms.
He brushed her hair back, his voice soft. "Aurora. Why do you think Harry does not like you?"
She was quiet for a long moment. When she spoke, her voice was small. "Because he is trying to take you away from me."
Sirius felt the words hit him like a blow. A six-year-old should not have thoughts like this. Should not carry fears like this.
He held her tighter, his voice steady. "Why do you think that, little star?"
She pulled back, her face crumpled. "He only spends time with you. All the time. He does not talk to anyone else." Her voice cracked. "You love him more. You will be with him and leave me."
Tears spilled down her cheeks. Sirius pulled her into his arms, fierce and fast, holding her against his chest.
"There is nothing like that, sweetheart." His voice was thick. "I love you. You know I love you. I am not going anywhere. I am always going to be yours. Harry is not going to take me away."
She was crying now, her small body shaking, her hands fisted in his shirt. He rocked her, cradled her, let her cry. The morning light fell across them, soft and golden, and he held her until her sobs quieted.
When she was still, he lifted her face with his hand. Her eyes were red, her cheeks wet, her breath still hitching.
"All you talk about is Harry," she said, her voice small. "Mumma and you, always talking about Harry. Since he came, he is with you all the time."
Sirius listened. He did not defend. He did not explain. He simply listened.
When she was finished, he cupped her face in both hands and made her look at him.
"My little star. Listen to me." His voice was low, steady, meant only for her. "I love you. I love you very, very much. You are my princess. Why would I leave my princess?"
Aurora's lip trembled. "But Harry—"
"Listen." He held her gaze. "You remember your first papa. Michael."
She nodded.
"Harry lost his parents too. James and Lily. They were his papa and mumma. They are both dead."
Aurora's eyes went wide. She looked at him, and he saw the shift in her face—the understanding, the sympathy. A six-year-old heart, feeling for someone else's loss.
"Harry is our family now," Sirius continued. "In a family, there is no favorite. Everyone loves everyone."
Aurora's brow furrowed. "But you love him more."
Sirius shook his head. "Answer one question for me."
She nodded.
"You love your mumma. And you love me. Right?"
"Yes."
"Can you choose between us? Can you say you love one more than the other?"
Aurora thought about it. Her face scrunched. "No."
Sirius smiled. "Exactly. Like you love both me and Mumma, I love both you and Harry. I am not going to leave you. I am not going to love you less."
Aurora was quiet for a moment. "You promise?"
He kissed her cheek. "SERIOUS promise."
She laughed, a small, watery sound, and he felt something release in his chest. He wiped the tears from her face, his thumb gentle on her skin.
"Aurora, my little star. Harry is our family now. It will take time for him to get used to us. Will you help him while he does?"
Aurora nodded. "I helped him this morning. When the portrait was shouting."
Sirius's smile was bright. "You did. This morning, you were very brave. You did very well. I am proud of you. I love you. Absolutely."
Aurora's face lit up. She reached up, her small hands cupping his cheeks, and pressed her forehead to his.
"I love you too, Sirius."
He closed his eyes, letting her words settle into him. "What I am asking is this. When you feel bad about anything—anything at all—you will come to me and tell me. Like you did now. You and me. Top secret."
She considered this. "Top secret?"
"Top secret. You can come and tell me anything that makes you sad, anything that makes you feel bad. You will not keep it in your mind, like you did."
She nodded slowly. "Yes. I will."
Sirius smiled. "That is what I want. You are my princess."
Aurora shook her head, her expression serious. "I want to be a knight."
Sirius laughed, the sound bright. "Alright. You are a knight. I am the princess."
Aurora's face broke into a grin. "Yes. You are very pretty."
Sirius threw his head back and laughed, a full bark of laughter that echoed off the walls. Aurora giggled, and they stayed like that, tangled together in the morning light, her small hands still on his face, his arms wrapped around her.
For a moment, there was nothing else. No worries, no fears, no careful conversations. Just them.
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Harry found the letters on the living room table, just as Margaret had said.
A pile. Not just a letter or two, but a proper stack—parchment of every shade, seals of every color, handwriting that ranged from elegant to nearly illegible. They were piled on the dark wood, catching the morning light, and Harry stood looking at them for a long moment before he sat down.
He settled onto the sofa, the same one where Sirius had lain yesterday, and reached for the first envelope.
The seal was familiar—a large H. Hagrid.
Harry broke the seal and unfolded the parchment. The handwriting was large and uneven, the letters pressing deep into the page, and in the corner, the parchment was wrinkled and smudged. Wet. Hagrid had been crying when he wrote this.
Harry,
I can't tell yeh how happy I am. When I heard the news, I sat down and had a good cry. Rufus—that's my new boarhound—he didn't know what to make of it. Kept lickin' my face.
Sirius Black. Yer godfather. I knew him, Harry. Not well, but I knew him. He was always good to me, even when others weren't. He'd stop and talk when we passed in the corridors. He never treated me like I was less than anyone else.
I'm so glad yeh have him now. A real home. A real family. That's what James and Lily would have wanted.
I'll come visit when I can. I've got a lot to do here, but I'll find the time. And you come see me too, alright? We'll have tea. I'll make the rock cakes.
All me best,
Hagrid
P.S. I've enclosed a bit of something for yeh. It's not much, but it's from me.
Harry turned the envelope over, and a small object fell into his palm. A tiny wooden figure—a dog, carved from dark wood, its tail curled, its mouth open in a silent bark. Padfoot. Harry smiled, his eyes burning, and set the figure carefully on the table beside him.
The next envelope was familiar. Lupin's handwriting, neat and careful, the same he had seen on exam papers and homework assignments.
Harry,
I don't know how to begin this letter. I've started it four times now, and each time, I've torn it up.
I should have been there. For you. For Sirius. I should have believed him from the beginning, and I didn't. I let fear and doubt and my own self-loathing keep me from doing what was right.
I'm sorry, Harry. I'm so sorry.
But I'm glad—truly glad—that you have Sirius now. He will give you the home you deserve. He will love you the way James and Lily would have wanted. And I hope, in time, you can forgive me for my failures.
If you ever need me, I am here. Always.
Yours,
Remus
Harry read the letter twice. He could feel the weight of Lupin's guilt in every word, the way it pressed between the lines, the way it made the parchment seem heavier than it should be. He set it aside, carefully, and reached for the next.
Neville's handwriting was round and slightly wobbly, as if he had been writing quickly, his excitement spilling onto the page.
Harry,
Gran told me the news this morning. She said, "Neville, your friend Potter has finally come to his senses and let that Black fellow adopt him." Then she said that she knew Sirius Black when he was young, and that he was a "good fellow, if a bit wild." Coming from Gran, that's high praise.
I'm really happy for you, Harry. A family. That's brilliant.
We should get together before school starts. Gran says I can invite you to visit, if you want. She's been wanting to meet you properly.
Let me know.
Neville
Harry smiled. He could almost hear Neville's voice in the words, the earnestness, the warmth. He set the letter on the pile and moved on.
Professor Flitwick's letter was a surprise. The handwriting was tiny, precise, each letter perfectly formed, and the seal was the Hogwarts crest.
Dear Mr. Potter,
Please accept my warmest congratulations on the resolution of your guardianship. I have known Sirius Black since he was a student in these halls, and while he was occasionally... spirited... he was also brilliant, loyal, and possessed of a good heart.
I am confident that he will provide you with the care and support you deserve.
Should you require any assistance with your Charms studies in the future, my door is always open.
Yours sincerely,
Professor F. Flitwick
Harry read it twice, smiling at the word spirited. He could imagine Flitwick choosing that word carefully, diplomatically, while thinking of Sirius's schoolboy pranks.
The next letters came in a bundle, tied together with a bit of string. His dormmates. Seamus's handwriting was bold, nearly shouting off the page.
Harry,
About time! I told me mum you'd end up with Black, and she said I was daft. Who's daft now?
Congratulations, mate. See you on the train.
Seamus
Dean's was shorter, but warm.
Harry,
Really happy for you. You deserve this. Write when you can.
Dean
The next batch was from the Burrow. He recognized Molly's handwriting on the first envelope—warm, looping, full of flourishes.
Dear Harry,
Arthur and I were so pleased to hear the news! We've been following the case in the Prophet, and I must say, that wife of Sirius's is a force to be reckoned with.
You are always welcome here, Harry. You know that. We'll have a celebration dinner when you come to visit. I'll make your favorite treacle tart.
We'll write to Sirius separately, of course. Arthur wants to talk to him about Muggle artifacts. Don't ask. Also, the Quidditch World cup.
All our love,
Molly and Arthur
The twins had written on the same parchment, their handwriting competing for space.
Harry,
Congratulations! You've finally escaped the Muggles. We always knew you had it in you.
We're working on some new spells to try for pranks this year. You'll have to come test them out. We need someone with a high tolerance for explosions.
—Fred and George
Ginny's was short, but Harry felt the warmth in it.
Harry,
I'm so glad. You deserve to be happy.
See you on the train.
Ginny
And finally, a short note from Percy, formal and stiff, but genuine.
Harry,
Congratulations on the resolution of your legal situation. I am pleased that you have found a suitable guardian.
Best wishes,
Percy Weasley
Harry sat back against the sofa, the letters spread around him like a patchwork quilt of well-wishes and love. Hagrid's tears, Lupin's guilt, Neville's earnestness, Flitwick's diplomacy, the Weasleys' warmth—all of it, poured out onto parchment, sent across the country to reach him.
He picked up Hagrid's carving again, turning it over in his fingers. The little dog looked up at him, its wooden eyes bright, its tail curled in a permanent wag.
He smiled, his eyes wet, and gathered the letters into a neat stack. He would read them all again later, slowly, letting each word sink in. He would write back to every single one of them.
He stood, the letters tucked under his arm, and walked back toward the stairs.
Chapter Text
Harry settled at the desk in his room, the letters spread before him like a map of the people who cared about him. The morning light had shifted and turned to afternoon. He wrote slowly, carefully, taking his time with each one.
To Hagrid, he wrote about the wooden dog, about how much it meant to him, about how he would visit soon. To Lupin, he wrote that there was nothing to forgive, that he understood, that he hoped Lupin would visit too. To Neville, he wrote that he would love to visit, that he looked forward to seeing Gran's greenhouse. To Flitwick, he wrote a formal thank you, because it seemed right, and added a note about how much he enjoyed Charms.
To the Weasleys, he wrote a long, warm letter, thanking them for everything, telling them he would come to the World Cup, that he couldn't wait to see them all. To his dormmates, he wrote short notes, quick and easy, promising to write more later.
And then he wrote to Ron and Hermione.
Two long letters, pages each, filled with everything that had happened since his arrival. He described his room in detail—the window seat, the fireplace, the empty walls waiting for him to fill them. He asked for suggestions and ideas to decorate his room. He described the house, grand and mysterious, full of portraits that watched and whispered. He described Sirius opening doors with a flick of his hand, the house answering his call. He described the morning, breakfast in bed with the family. Margaret being too proper and also her compliments for his idea on cooking.
He did not write about the jealousy with Aurora.
He thought about it, his quill hovering over the parchment. Ron and Hermione would tell him to let it go, the way they had told him to let go of his jealousy toward Margaret. They would be kind, but they would not understand. They had never wanted for love the way he had. They had never been hungry for it, desperate for it, terrified of losing it.
He sealed the letters just as Kreacher appeared.
The elf materialized without a sound, his bulbous eyes fixed on Harry. His expression was neutral, neither hostile nor kind. He had been like this since the ritual—silent, efficient, unreadable.
"Lord Black wishes to see you," Kreacher said. "He is in the master bedroom."
Harry smiled. Then he remembered the morning, the way he had fled, the way he had made excuses. His smile faded.
Harry nodded, handing over the stack of letters. "Can you send these? To the addresses on the envelopes."
Kreacher nodded, took the letters, and disappeared.
Harry sat for a moment, gathering himself. Then he stood, smoothed his shirt, and walked out of the room.
The second floor was quiet.
Harry climbed the stairs slowly, his footsteps soft on the worn carpet. The portraits watched him pass, their painted eyes following, but none of them spoke. He did not look at them. He kept his eyes forward, his mind on Sirius.
He stopped outside the master bedroom and knocked.
"Come in, Harry."
Sirius's voice was warm, familiar. Harry pushed open the door and stepped inside.
Sirius was propped against the pillows, his good hand resting on the blanket, his bandaged hand at his side. He looked better than he had this morning—more alert, more present. But he was not alone. Margaret sat beside him on the bed, a stack of papers spread between them, her wand tucked behind her ear. She looked up when Harry entered and smiled.
Harry felt a flicker of uncertainty. He had not expected her to be here. He had thought—hoped—it would be just him and Sirius.
Sirius gestured to the bed. "Come. Sit."
Harry crossed the room and sat on the edge of the bed, close to Sirius but not too close. Margaret returned to her papers, her quill moving, her focus shifting between the documents and her husband.
"We need to adjust the language here," Sirius said, pointing at a line on the parchment. "Make it sound less like general perception and more like a specific suggestion. You write it, and I will sign it. They will not argue with the Black seal."
Margaret nodded, making a note. "I will have a draft ready by this evening."
She gathered the papers, smoothing them into a neat stack. She stood, ready to leave, and Sirius reached for her hand. He lifted it to his lips and kissed her knuckles.
"Thank you," he said.
Margaret smiled, said nothing, and looked at Harry. Her smile widened, just slightly, and then she was gone, the door closing softly behind her.
Harry watched her leave, then turned to Sirius. Sirius was watching him, his grey eyes assessing, thoughtful.
Harry shifted under the gaze. "What?"
Sirius smiled. "Nothing." He settled back against the pillows. "So, Harry. I must thank you for your help in making my food palatable."
Harry relaxed. "I did nothing. Margaret did everything. I just tasted."
Sirius's smile widened. "You did enough. She told me."
Harry smiled back, not knowing what to say.
They sat in comfortable silence for a moment, the afternoon light shifting across the bed. Harry looked at the papers scattered on the blanket, the documents Sirius had been reviewing.
"Sirius, can I ask you something?"
"Of course. Anything."
"What do you do?"
Sirius's brow furrowed. "What?"
"I mean—I know you are Lord Black. And Margaret is a lawyer. But what do you actually do?"
Sirius laughed. "I manage the Black family's finances and estates. They have been frozen for years—since my father - the last Lord Black died, and then my mother used her personal vaults until she passed. I look after the funds, decide how they are invested, what money goes where, what property is used for what." He paused. "I am also going to take my family's seat in the Wizengamot. Soon. So I am working on that. I am the Lord of one of the Sacred Twenty-Eight families, so I attend meetings and vote on decisions." He made a face. "A shit load of crap, really. Nothing interesting."
Harry laughed. "It sounds interesting. I do not know much about the magical world."
"I know." Sirius's voice was gentle. "I will teach you as much as I can. But do not worry about it. You can survive without all this nonsense in your head."
Harry nodded.
They were silent again.
Sirius spoke first. "I hope I did not disturb your homework time."
Harry felt his face heat. He knew that Sirius knew. He had lied this morning, made excuses, fled the room. And Sirius had let him go. He had not called him out, not demanded an explanation. He had simply let Harry leave and come back on his own.
Harry's face gave him away. He saw it in Sirius's smile.
"I was writing letters," Harry said. "I received congratulations from a lot of people. About the adoption."
Sirius accepted the answer. "Alright."
Harry asked, "Why did you call me?"
Sirius raised his eyebrows. "Just to spend time with you. Is that not allowed?"
Harry's smile was bright, real. "Yes. Of course it is."
They talked.
Harry asked Sirius about Hogwarts, about the Marauders. Sirius answered carefully, editing as he went, leaving out the parts that were too dark, too painful. He told Harry about the pranks, the Quidditch matches, the late nights in the common room. He told him about James, about the way he could make anyone laugh, about the way he had loved Lily from the moment he saw her.
Harry asked about the war. Sirius's answers grew shorter, his voice quieter. He told Harry about the Auror training, about the missions, about the friends he had lost. He did not go into detail. He did not need to. Harry understood.
Sirius asked Harry about school. Harry told him about Ron and Hermione, about Quidditch, about the lessons he loved and the ones he hated. He told him about the twins, about their pranks, about the way they could make the whole castle laugh. He told him about McGonagall, about the way she had given him a Nimbus Two Thousand, about the way she had believed in him.
The conversation flowed easily, the way it always did between them. Harry forgot to be nervous. He forgot to guard his words. He forgot to hide.
And then he told him.
About the stone. About Quirrell. About the face on the back of his head. About the way it had felt to touch him, the burning, the pain, the darkness pressing in from all sides.
Sirius went still. His face was unreadable, but Harry saw the tension in his jaw, the way his hands had curled into fists.
Harry kept going. He told him about the basilisk, about the Chamber of Secrets, about the sword, about the phoenix. He told him about the diary, about Riddle, about the way he had almost died.
Sirius did not interrupt. He did not move. He listened.
Harry told him about the dementors, about the Patronus, about the way his father's voice had come from somewhere far away, telling him to fight.
Sirius was quiet for a long time. Harry watched him, waiting. He saw the emotions flicker across his face—shock, anger, fear, pride, all tangled together.
Sirius opened his arms.
Harry went to him, and Sirius pulled him into a hug so fierce, so tight, that Harry felt his ribs press against his chest. Sirius kissed the top of his head once, twice, three times, his lips pressing into Harry's hair, his hand cradling the back of his head.
Harry did not fight it. He let himself be held.
When Sirius finally released him, his eyes were bright with anger and worry.
"Harry." His voice was low, steady, but Harry could hear the tremor beneath it. "You understand that none of this is ordinary. Whatever you did, whatever you and your friends did—none of it was normal. Children should not have to face basilisks. They should not have to face Dark Lords."
Harry nodded. He knew.
Sirius's jaw tightened. "I have no idea how Hogwarts has become such a circus. I went to school during a war, and even then, it was safe. Nothing like this ever happened." He shook his head. "That bastard Malfoy. I will see to him."
Harry sat up straighter.
Sirius turned to him, his grey eyes fierce. "Harry, listen to me. You are not responsible for the world. You should be worrying about homework and Quidditch and which girl to ask to Hogsmeade. Not basilisks. Not Dark Lords."
Harry opened his mouth to argue. Sirius held up a hand.
"Having said that—" His voice softened, just slightly. "I am proud of you. For being brave. For showing courage. For being the kind of person who does not stand by when others are in danger." He paused. "But adults exist for a reason. You are not supposed to face these things alone. I am sorry that you had no one to help you. But now you do."
He leaned closer. "I do not want you to get into any more of this nonsense. None of it. If anything unusual happens, anything at all, you come to me. Do you understand?"
Harry looked at him, at the intensity in his face, the way his good hand gripped the blanket, the way his bandaged hand rested on Harry's shoulder.
"I do not want to control your life," Sirius continued. " I understand the thrill of being a teenager, of exploring Hogwarts, of causing trouble. I have been there. I have caused the worst kind of trouble and the best. I will not stand in your way." He paused. "All I ask is that you involve me. So that I can help you. Because there may be things that I understand more easily than you or your friends."
Harry was silent, thinking.
Sirius's voice dropped. "Will you trust me? Will you come to me?"
Harry thought about his words. About the stone, the basilisk, the dementors. About all the times he had faced danger alone, without an adult who cared, without anyone to turn to. Sirius was right. So many things would have been different if he had only had someone to help him.
"I trust you, Sirius." Harry's voice was quiet, but steady. "With all my heart. But I do not do it on purpose. It just... happens. And I could not have left Ginny to die. I could not have left the stone. I could not—"
Sirius held up a hand. "I understand. I am not asking you to stand by while others suffer. I am asking you to let me help. To inform me. To involve me." He squeezed Harry's shoulder. "I will not control you. I will not be a nosy parent. But I will be there to protect you. To guide you. You have me now. Always."
Harry's chest felt full. Parent. Yes. He had a parent now. Sirius. Someone who would be there, always, to help and to guide.
He nodded.
Sirius pulled him into another hug, fierce and tight. "Merlin," he said, his voice muffled against Harry's hair. "I feel like I am having an anxiety attack just listening to you. No wonder Minerva said you were ten steps ahead of your father."
Harry felt his face heat. "I do fun things at Hogwarts too."
Sirius pulled back, raising an eyebrow. "Like what?"
Harry told him.
About the Mirror of Erised in first year, about seeing his parents, about the way he had gone back night after night until Dumbledore had moved the mirror. About the Polyjuice Potion in second year, about turning into Crabbe and Goyle, about sneaking into the Slytherin common room. About the Marauder's Map, about sneaking into Hogsmeade, about roaming the castle at night, about the times Snape had almost caught him.
Sirius threw his head back and laughed. The sound filled the room, bright and warm, chasing away the shadows of the earlier conversation. All the anger, all the worry—not forgotten, but buried, for now, beneath the joy of hearing Harry's adventures.
"See, Harry?" Sirius said, wiping his eyes. "That is the kind of trouble you have my full permission for. My full support. Do as much of that as you like." He grinned. "Proud of you."
Harry laughed.
"My particular favorite," Sirius said, "is the Halloween one. Where Ron thought he saw a mass murderer." Sirius winked.
Harry laughed so hard he almost fell off the bed. "Ron became an instant legend in our dorm. He told them a different version every time. None of them were true."
Sirius was laughing too, his body shaking, his good hand pressed to his chest. "That is brilliant. Absolutely brilliant."
They spent their time like that, talking and laughing, the conversation flowing easily between them. The evening light shifted, growing softer, turning the room golden. And then to dark of the night. Neither of them noticed. Neither of them cared.
Margaret arrived with a tray balanced in her hands, the smell of something warm and savory drifting ahead of her. Sirius watched her come, watched the way she moved through the room, careful and precise, the way she set the tray on the bedside table, before she settled beside him. She sent Harry to have his own dinner and then to bed in a tone that left no room for any argument.
She fed him the dinner she had made—the one she had perfected with Harry's help, the one that was not bitter, not too sweet, not too salty. She watched his face as he ate, looking for approval, and when he nodded, satisfied, she smiled.
He ate everything. She did not have to coax him, did not have to threaten, did not have to promise anything in return. He ate because it was good, because she had made it for him, because he wanted her to know that he appreciated the hours she had spent in the kitchen, covered in flour, testing and tasting and trying again.
The room had settled into the soft hush of night, leaving only the warm glow of the lamp on the bedside table. The tray of empty dishes had been taken away, the potion bottles cleared, and the house had grown quiet around them.
Sirius lay propped against the pillows, his good hand resting on Margaret's waist, his bandaged hand tucked against his chest. She was curled beside him, her head on his shoulder, her hair loose and spilling across his arm. The bed was warm, the blankets soft, and neither of them made any move toward sleep.
They had been talking for hours.
About the years they had missed, the moments that had slipped past them while they were living separate lives. About the events they had both attended, the places they had both been, the times they had come so close to meeting without ever knowing it.
"Papa was insistent," Margaret said, her voice soft, her fingers tracing idle patterns on his chest. "After every social season, after every gala, he would come back with the same refrain. 'The Black boy is still unattached. A pity. He would have been perfect for you.'"
Sirius laughed quietly. "I was not unattached. I was avoiding attachments with a dedication that should have been studied."
"Apparently not well enough to escape Papa's notice."
"Lord Clermont has always had a keen eye." Sirius's hand tightened on her waist. "What did you think? When he told you about me?"
Margaret was quiet for a moment, her fingers stilling. "I thought he was trying to marry me off to a stranger. A name on a family tree. The heir to a house I had only heard of through Papa's political letters." She lifted her head, looking at him. "I was not interested."
Sirius smiled. "And then?"
"And then Mr. Black began to visit."
Sirius's eyebrows rose. "Uncle Alphard?"
Margaret nodded, settling back against his shoulder. "He would come to Papa's study, and I would be sent in to say hello. He was always kind. Always warm. And every time, without fail, he would look at me with those bright eyes and say—" She changed her voice, mimicking the old man's gravelly tone. "'I have found the most handsome boy for you to marry. The finest boy in all of Britain. You will be the luckiest girl in the world.'"
Sirius laughed, the sound rumbling through his chest. "He said that? To a child?"
"I was eleven. Maybe twelve." Margaret smiled at the memory. "And I would ask him—every time—'But is he nice?'"
Sirius's laughter softened. "What did he say?"
Margaret's fingers resumed their tracing. "He would say, 'He is very strong. Very smart. He will be the Lord of his house someday. You will be the Lady. Think of how respectable that will be.'" She paused. "He never answered my question."
Sirius was quiet for a moment. "Uncle Alphard wanted to fix my marriage by telling you that I was everything but a good man."
Margaret laughed. "He spoke highly of you. But yes, whenever he thought I was not listening, he would add things. 'Reckless,' he would say. 'Impulsive. Runs into danger without thinking. A wild one, that boy.'"
Sirius grinned. "A sound strategy. Lower expectations, and then when the girl meets me, she is pleasantly surprised."
Margaret lifted her head again, her eyes bright with amusement. "And yet, I was not surprised."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "No?"
She shook her head slowly. "You are exactly as reckless as advertised."
He laughed, pulling her closer. "And yet here you are. My wife."
Margaret went still. Her eyes held his, and something shifted in the air between them. She propped herself up on her elbow, hovering over him, her loose hair falling like a curtain around their faces. The lamplight caught the blue of her eyes, the soft curve of her lips.
Sirius reached up, brushing the strands of hair away from her face, his fingers gentle. He could feel her breath on his skin, warm and soft.
"I guess it did work," she said, her voice barely a whisper. "Despite all your arrogance."
In one swift motion, he rolled them over, positioning himself above her, his good hand braced beside her head, his bandaged hand resting on the pillow beside her shoulder. She stopped moving, her body still beneath his, her eyes wide, her breath caught in her throat.
"So," he said, his voice low, his grey eyes intense, "You think, I am an arrogant, entitled arsehole?"
She met his challenge without flinching. Her hands came up, resting on his shoulders, her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt. "Yes."
He leaned closer, his face inches from hers. "Also reckless and impulsive?"
She met his gaze. "Yes."
He did not look away. He did not move to close the distance. He held there, suspended, waiting.
Margaret's voice softened. "I also think you are a good man." Her fingers traced the collar of his shirt. "With a good heart." Her hand rose, touching his face. "And—"
He raised his eyebrows, a smile tugging at his lips. "And?"
Her fingers traced the line of his jaw, the roughness of his beard. "I think Mr. Black was right when he said he had found the most handsome man in the country for me."
Sirius had been called good-looking his entire life. By almost everyone he knew. By almost everyone he met. The newspapers had run editions on his looks. At Hogwarts, he had been the most sought-after boy in the school. James had complained every Valentine's week, and so had his dormmates, considering the number of proposals he received from girls, women, even the male population.
None of those compliments had ever touched him the way this one did. This indirect admission from his wife, the way she looked at him when she said it, the way her voice dropped, soft and certain.
He felt his face flush. Heat crawled up his neck, spread across his cheeks. He could not look away from her, from the blue eyes that held him captive, from the smile that told him she knew exactly what she was doing to him.
"What he failed to mention," she said, her voice thoughtful, "was what you do with those looks."
Sirius's voice was rough. "What do you mean?"
Her hands moved to his hair. He had not known that such a simple touch could do this—send tingles down his spine, make his breath catch, make him want to close his eyes and let her do whatever she wanted.
He kept his eyes open.
"What he failed to mention," she said, her fingers threading through his hair, "is how your good looks are no longer intimidating once someone gets to know you."
Her hand moved from his hair to his face, her fingers tracing his cheek, the line of his jaw, the roughness of the beard that had grown in the days he had been ill.
"How your smile does not feel like arrogance," she continued, "but safety."
She smiled. Small, soft, private.
He was transfixed. By her words, by her eyes, by her touch.
"Really?" His voice was barely a whisper. "You never said that to me."
She blushed. "I suppose I did not."
He leaned closer, his voice barely a whisper. "Is there anything else you never told me? Something I should know?"
She looked thoughtful. "Well..."
His anticipation grew. He shifted his weight, his hand moving from the pillow to her waist, his fingers pressing gently against the fabric of her nightgown. Her breath caught.
He dipped his head, his lips brushing the side of her neck as he said "Well?"
She closed her eyes, her hands gripping his shoulders. He kissed the skin below her ear, soft and slow.
"Sirius—"
He pulled back just enough to look at her. "I am waiting."
Her voice was unsteady, but she was smiling. "I think" she said slowly "you need a shave."
He stared at her. It was not what he had expected. He had been waiting for something else, some admission, some confession. And instead, she had told him he needed a shave.
And then he laughed. He rolled onto his back, pulling her with him, his body shaking with it. Margaret laughed too, her face pressed into his shoulder, her fingers still tangled in his hair. He lay there, his wife in his arms, the night quiet around them, and let the laughter wash over him.
He lifted his head, still smiling. She was smiling too, her face flushed, her eyes bright.
"A shave," he said. "That is what you have been keeping from me."
"It is very important," she said, her voice serious, though her lips kept twitching. "You are very scratchy."
He laughed again and lowered himself to her shoulder, pressing his face into her neck, letting the scratchiness of his beard brush against her skin. She squirmed, laughing, pushing at his shoulders, and he held on, not letting go.
They stayed like that, wrapped in each other, the night deepening around them. The laughter faded to quiet, the quiet to stillness, the stillness to the slow rhythm of their breathing.
He lifted his head and looked at her. Her face was soft, her eyes half-closed, her hand resting on his chest, feeling his heartbeat.
He kissed her forehead. Then her temple.
"Tomorrow," he said, "I will shave."
Her smile was slow, warm, full of something she did not have to say. "Tomorrow," she agreed.
He settled beside her, pulling her close, her head on his shoulder, her hand in his. The room was dark, the city quiet, the night stretching ahead of them.
He listened to her breathe. He felt her heartbeat against his side. He watched the shadows move across the ceiling and let sleep take over as did she.
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Harry woke to light filtering through his curtains, soft and golden, the kind of light that promised a warm day. He lay still for a moment, watching it move across the ceiling, listening to the quiet of the house. The room did not feel new anymore. It already felt as if he had lived here all along—the shape of the shadows familiar, the creak of the floorboard near the window something he already knew to avoid.
He watched the sun rise, the colors shifting from pink to gold to the clear blue of morning. Then he pushed back the covers and got out of bed.
He was still in his pajamas, his feet bare, his hair a mess. He did not bother to fix it. He walked to the door, opened it, and stepped into the corridor.
Aurora was there.
She was coming from her room at the same moment, her nightgown trailing behind her, her dragon clutched under her arm. Her dark hair was wild, tangled from sleep, and her feet were as bare as his. She looked at him, and he looked at her, and neither of them spoke.
They walked together toward the stairs.
The house was quiet around them, the portraits still sleeping, the floorboards cool beneath their feet. Harry did not know what to say, and Aurora seemed lost in her own world, her face still sleepy, her dragon held close. They descended the stairs side by side, their footsteps soft on the worn carpet.
At the door to the master bedroom, Aurora was about to barge in as yesterday but Harry used his seeker skills and raised his hand and knocked.
Aurora looked up, harry said nothing and waited and she also waited beside him. She did not push the door open.
Sirius's voice came after a moment, sleepy, muffled by the wood. "Come in, kids."
Harry pushed the door open.
The room was dim, the curtains still drawn, the only light coming from the gap where they did not quite meet. Margaret and Sirius were just waking, their faces still soft with sleep, their hair disheveled, their limbs tangled in the blankets. They looked at the two children in the doorway, and they smiled.
Aurora went first. She ran across the room, her feet padding on the rug, and launched herself onto the bed. She hugged Sirius, then Margaret, then settled between them, her dragon tucked against her chest.
Harry walked slower. He sat on the edge of the bed, beside Sirius, the way he had learned to do.
Sirius's arm came around him, pulling him closer. "Morning, kids."
Harry let himself be pulled, let himself be held. The morning hug had become a ritual, something he had not expected and did not question. He fit into it now, his shoulder against Sirius's, his head near Margaret's, Aurora a warm weight between them. It felt normal. It felt like something he had always done.
They stayed like that for a while, the four of them tangled together, the morning light seeping through the curtains, the house settling around them.
Sirius's voice was casual, but Harry caught the hope beneath it. "You know. Yesterday morning was so nice, the faint light and the breakfast.."
Margaret did not hesitate. "No."
Sirius made a sound of protest. "Just once—"
"No." Margaret was already moving, untangling herself from the blankets, smoothing her hair. "You had your family breakfast yesterday. Today, everyone eats at the table. Properly."
Sirius looked at Harry, then at Aurora, as if expecting backup. Aurora was too busy rearranging her dragon to notice. Harry shrugged.
"Go," Margaret said, pointing at the door. "Both of you. Get dressed. Breakfast will be ready when you come down."
Harry slid off the bed. Aurora followed, slower, reluctant, clutching her dragon. At the door, Harry looked back. Sirius was watching them, a smile on his face, and Margaret was leaning down to check his vitals. Harry closed the door softly behind them.
The dining room was quiet when they came down.
Harry had dressed quickly, choosing a simple shirt and trousers, running a hand through his hair though it made no difference. Aurora was in a blue dress, her hair brushed but already escaping its ribbons. They sat at the table, Harry on Sirius's right, Aurora on Margaret's left, and ate in silence.
It was not an uncomfortable silence. Aurora was busy with her food, her mutterings in French filling the space between bites. Harry did not know what she was saying, and she did not seem to expect an answer. He ate his eggs, his toast, drank his orange juice, and let the morning move around him.
Margaret and Sirius did not come down. Harry heard Kreacher take a tray up, heard the murmur of voices from above, but he did not think about it. He finished his breakfast, set his napkin on the table, and stood.
Aurora looked up at him. She did not ask where he was going. He did not offer to tell her.
He went back to his room.
The jealousy was still there, burning low in his chest.
He had felt it yesterday, watching Aurora climb onto Sirius's lap, watching Sirius hold her, watching the easy intimacy between them. He had fled. He would not flee again. But he would not sit there either, watching her claim Sirius while he sat beside them, pretending he did not mind.
He had decided last night: she could have the mornings. He would take the evenings. Sirius would be there for both of them.
Harry sat at his desk, pulling out the letters he had received the day before. He read it again, then set it aside. No reply for Ron & Hermione has arrived yet. He would write to his friends again later. For now, he needed to move.
He explored the third floor.
He found a small sitting room with a fireplace that lit itself when he entered, the flames green and warm. He found a closet full of old robes, the fabric moth-eaten, the colors faded. He found a room with nothing in it but a single chair and a window that looked out over the back garden, the light falling just so, and he sat there for a while, watching the clouds move across the sky. He found a few rooms just empty waiting for guests. May be his friends as Sirius had said. There were a couple of rooms, he could not open no matter how many times he tried or how harder he pushed. He gave up.
When he was finished, he went back to his room and pulled out his Transfiguration essay. He read the first paragraph, then the second. He added a sentence, then another. He was not making progress, but he was doing something, and that was enough. He patted himself on the back for the effort.
After lunch, when Aurora was taken for her nap, he went to Sirius.
He knocked, and the voice that answered was clearer now, stronger.
"Come in, Harry."
Harry pushed open the door. Sirius was sitting up, a book in his lap, his back against the headboard. His color was better today, his eyes clearer, his movements less labored. He smiled when Harry entered, a real smile, warm and welcoming.
"Come. Sit."
Harry crossed the room and sat on the edge of the bed, facing Sirius. The chair was closer, but the bed felt right. Familiar.
Sirius set his book aside. "How are you doing?"
Harry asked the question before he could think, at the same time. "How are you doing?"
Sirius raised his eyebrows, then laughed. "Much better. I took two turns around this room before my legs gave out. On my own, mind you. No help." He leaned forward conspiratorially. "I wanted to go downstairs for lunch, but Margaret would not sign my permission slip."
Harry laughed. Sirius's humor was always on point.
"I could lend you my Invisibility Cloak," Harry said. "If you ask nicely. Though I charge high."
Sirius's laugh was a bark, loud and free, the sound filling the room. "Oh, Merlin. That cloak." He shook his head, still laughing. "I can never forget it. It made our years at Hogwarts truly memorable."
Harry leaned forward, curious. "How did you get it?"
"James's father. Fleamont. He had it from his father, and his father before that. James used to sneak it out of the house when we were at school." Sirius's eyes were distant, lost in memory. "We would roam the castle at night, the four of us, hidden from everyone. Filch never knew what hit him."
Harry smiled. "Did you get caught?"
"Never." Sirius's grin was fierce. "We were too good. The Marauders never got caught. Not once."
Harry thought of his own nights under the cloak, sneaking to the library, to the kitchens, to the third-floor corridor. "I never got caught either. Not really."
Sirius looked at him, something warm in his expression. "No. You wouldn't. It's in your blood."
They sat in comfortable silence for a moment. The room was quiet, the afternoon light soft, and Harry felt the jealousy recede, just for now. This was his time. Sirius was his.
"What was the best prank?" Harry asked. "The one you're most proud of?"
Sirius's eyes lit up. "The Sorting Hat. Second year. We charmed it to sing a different song. Something we wrote ourselves. It went on for twenty minutes. McGonagall was furious. Dumbledore couldn't stop laughing."
Harry grinned. "What did it sing?"
Sirius recited the first verse, his voice low, dramatic. Harry laughed. Sirius kept going, and Harry laughed harder. By the time he finished, they were both breathless.
"I wish I could have seen it," Harry said.
Sirius was still smiling, but his eyes were soft. "It was a good time. The best time. Before everything got complicated."
Harry nodded. He did not ask what came after. He knew.
"Tell me another," he said.
Sirius told him about the time they turned the Slytherin common room into a swamp, about the time they hexed Filch's cat to chase its own tail for a week, about the time they convinced the whole school that the Whomping Willow had a secret entrance to a treasure vault. Harry listened, laughing, asking questions, watching Sirius's face light up with each memory.
The afternoon light had shifted, moving across the bed in slow gold arcs, and Harry had lost track of time. He was sitting cross-legged at the foot of the bed, his back against the footboard, his hands loose in his lap. Sirius was propped against the headboard, his good hand resting on the blanket, his bandaged hand tucked at his side. They had been talking for hours—about Hogwarts, about the Marauders, about the pranks that had made their school years legendary. Harry's cheeks hurt from smiling.
Sirius was in the middle of a story about the time they had charmed all the suits of armor to sing the Hogwarts anthem in different languages when Margaret appeared in the doorway, a tray balanced in her hands.
She moved carefully, her steps measured, her focus divided between the cups and the pot and the small pitcher of milk. The tray was heavy, the cups delicate, and she handled it with the same precision she brought to everything. She was in her day robes now, her hair pinned back, her face fresh from the afternoon's work. She looked like she had been reading briefs, signing documents, being the Lady of the house.
She set the tray on the bedside table and began to pour. The tea was dark, the steam rising in curls, and she handed a cup to Harry first, then Sirius, then took one for herself.
Harry lifted his cup and drank. His mind was still on the suits of armor, on the image of Sir Cadogan belting out Latin verses while the Fat Friar tried to harmonize.
Sirius lifted his cup. He sipped. He stopped.
Margaret looked up. "What?"
Harry looked up too.
Sirius's face was perfectly straight, his grey eyes fixed on his wife with an expression of profound contemplation. "Margaret. You know how they say, 'The way to an Englishman's heart is, through his tea!'"
Margaret nodded slowly. Harry looked in between, confused.
Sirius's lips curved into a smirk. "And darling." He paused, drawing it out. "You. Make terrible tea."
Harry burst out laughing before he could stop it. He clapped a hand over his mouth, but it was too late.
Margaret's face went through several expressions—surprise, then disbelief. Her cheeks flushed.
Sirius laughed too, his bark of laughter joining Harry's, and for a moment, they were both lost in it.
Harry pulled himself together. He did not want Margaret to be upset. She had been so kind to him, so patient, and here he was laughing at her. He straightened his face, tried to look serious.
Margaret was watching them both. She looked at Harry.
"Is it really bad?"
Harry was caught. He looked at Sirius, who raised his eyebrows, waiting. He looked at Margaret, whose eyes were fixed on him.
"No," he said. "It's really good. Sirius is just being funny."
Sirius spoke quickly. "Come on, Harry. She won't kill you. Tell the truth."
He turned to Margaret, and his voice took on the tone of a lecturer addressing a particularly slow student. "You see, Margaret, making tea is an art. It requires a subtle hand. A delicate touch. Years of practice." He paused.
"You are far too French for it."
Harry bit the inside of his cheek. The laughter was building again, pressing against his ribs, threatening to escape.
Sirius laughed at his own joke, loud and unbothered, his whole body shaking with it.
Margaret's eyes narrowed. "Well then." Her voice was crisp. "You had better get well soon. So, you can make your own tea."
Sirius did not miss a beat. "Oh, I plan to."
Margaret added, "And mine as well."
Sirius shrugged. "Obviously."
She lifted her own cup, took a sip, and her face changed. She tried to hide it—her expression smoothing, her lips pressing together—but Harry and Sirius were watching, and they saw. Her nose wrinkled, just slightly. Her brow furrowed.
She set the cup down. "Alright," she said, and there was a laugh in her voice now, a small surrender. "This is bad."
Harry and Sirius laughed together, the sound easy, comfortable, filling the room.
Sirius raised his hand, and Harry met it in a high-five that felt more natural than anything had in days. Their palms connected with a soft slap, and Sirius grinned.
"Maybe," Sirius said, "you should stick to croissants."
Margaret gave him a look that could have burned a hole in stone. "Oh, forgive me," she said, her voice dripping with false innocence. "For my mother did not look into the future, to prepare me to serve tea to my English husband."
Harry tensed. Here it comes. He had seen enough fights at the Dursleys to know that criticizing food was the door to something ugly. The slammed doors, the cold silences, the way a small thing could spiral into something that left him hiding in his cupboard for hours. He wanted to disappear.
Sirius did not back down. His eyes were bright, his smile wide. "No," he said. "What a shame."
He leaned back against the pillows, settling in. "Because my witch mother, the lovely Walburga—bless her evil and manipulative heart—prepared me to handle French fury in my wife. She knew what was coming. She trained me for it."
Margaret stared at him for a moment. Then she started to laugh.
It was not a small laugh, not a polite laugh. It was a real laugh, her shoulders shaking, her hand pressed to her heart.
Sirius was not done. "The French," he said, his voice taking on the tone of a man delivering a great truth, "are a passionate people. This is well known. They feel things deeply. They express things loudly. They make demands. And we, the English—" He pressed a hand to his chest. "We bear it. It is our cross to carry."
Margaret was laughing harder now, her face flushed. "Stop. Stop."
Sirius did not stop. "They say French women are difficult. They say French women are impossible. They say French women will test a man's patience to its very limits. And I, as an Englishman, as a representative of my people, I have taken on this burden. I have—"
Margaret reached for a cushion, her hand closing around it.
Sirius raised his good hand. "No violence. Remember, I am an invalid."
Margaret brandished the cushion. "You are insufferable."
Sirius grinned. "That too."
Harry was laughing so hard his stomach hurt. He could not remember the last time he had laughed like this, without thinking, without holding back. Margaret & Sirius were laughing too.
The laughter faded, eventually, the way it does when it has run its course. But the smiles remained, soft and easy, the kind that did not need to be hidden.
Sirius picked up his cup, the cold tea still inside, and raised it to his lips.
Margaret stopped him, her hand on his good arm, her fingers light. "Sirius. It is terrible. Do not drink it."
Sirius looked at her. He looked at the cup. He looked at her again. His smile was small, warm, meant only for her.
"Nah." He lifted the cup and drank. "You made it. It is perfect."
Margaret's face softened. The exasperation faded, the laughter settled into something quieter, something deeper. She leaned into him, her head finding his shoulder, and he shifted to accommodate her, his good arm coming around her. Harry watched them. And then Sirius opened his other arm for him. And Harry went in. Settled. Silent. Just existing.
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Sirius woke slowly, drifting up from sleep like a swimmer surfacing from deep water.
The first thing he felt was warmth. Margaret was draped across him, her body curved into his, her face pressed against his chest. He could feel each breath she took—the slow rise and fall, the soft exhale against his skin. Her hair was spread across his shoulder, dark and tangled, and one of her hands was tucked beneath his ribs, as if she had been holding him even in sleep.
His arms were around her, both of them, holding her close. He did not remember putting them there. They had settled into this position sometime in the night, without thought, without intention, as naturally as water finding its level.
He did not want to move. He did not want to leave.
He thought of the contract. The documents he had signed in desperation, the words he had deliberately chosen, the terms he had agreed to. He had been so skeptical. So certain that Margaret would be cold, calculating, another version of his mother dressed in French silk instead of Black family black. He had spent days—a whole week—on the prenuptial agreement, trying to secure Harry's future, trying to protect what little he had left to protect.
He had not known, then, that Margaret would become the security he needed. That the woman he had feared would be his prison would become the one who set him free.
The cold from Azkaban, the chill that had lived in his bones for twelve years, had receded. It was still there, somewhere, pushed deep into the corners of his mind. But against the warmth of Margaret, it felt like a distant memory. Something that had happened to someone else, in another life.
He looked at her sleeping face. There was no trace of the composed, elegant Lady Black she wore during the day. No careful composure, no guarded expression. Just Margaret. His wife.
The feeling was too good. He did not deserve it. But he would hold onto it for as long as she let him.
He kissed her forehead, soft and slow, and began to shift out of her arms.
She stirred immediately, her hand reaching for him, her body curling toward the warmth he was leaving behind. He smiled, brushing her hair back from her face, tucking it behind her ear.
"Shh," he murmured. "Go back to sleep."
She mumbled something in French, too soft to understand, and settled against the pillow he had tucked beneath her cheek. He adjusted the blankets around her shoulders, watched her face smooth into peace again, and then he slipped out of the room.
He called for Kreacher in the corridor. The elf appeared at once, his expression neutral, his hands clasped before him.
"Take me to my room," Sirius said. "Quietly."
Kreacher nodded and extended his hand. They disappeared with a soft crack and reappeared outside Sirius's old bedroom on the fourth floor. He dressed quickly, choosing clothes he could manage with his bandaged hand, and called for Kreacher again.
"The kitchen," he said.
Kreacher looked at him, something flickering in his bulbous eyes. "The Lord is well enough to stand?"
Sirius flexed his bandaged hand. "Well enough to try."
Kreacher said nothing. He extended his hand, and Sirius took it.
The kitchen was quiet.
Sirius moved slowly, testing his body, learning its limits. His wand hand still throbbed if he used it too much, so he worked with his left, clumsy and slow but determined. He found the ingredients he needed, set them on the counter, and began.
Pancakes first. He had made them a hundred times, standing beside Euphemia Potter in the warm kitchen of the cottage in Godric's Hollow. Stir slowly, Sirius. You want them light. No, not like that. Here, watch.
He closed his eyes for a moment, letting the memory wash over him. Then he opened them and began to work.
The batter came together easily, the familiar rhythm of his hands soothing something in him. He poured the first pancake onto the griddle, watched it bubble and set, flipped it with a flick of his wrist. His hand jerked, the movement not quite smooth, but the pancake landed where it was supposed to.
He smiled.
The croissants were next. He had learned to make them for Margaret, reading French cooking books late at night when he could not sleep, practicing until he got them right. But he had not served her yet. Today is the day.
He shaped the dough carefully, his bandaged hand clumsy but determined, and set them on a tray to bake.
Tea last. He boiled the water, measured the leaves, let it steep for exactly as long as it needed.
He was almost done when he heard the footsteps.
They were light, quick, and uncertain. He smiled and called out, his voice carrying through the quiet house. "Harry, I am here. In the kitchen."
The footsteps stopped. Then they came faster, and Harry burst through the doorway.
He was already dressed, his hair still wet from the shower, his glasses slightly askew. He looked at Sirius, at the griddle, at the tray of croissants cooling on the counter, and his face went pale.
"Why are you here?" His voice was fast, urgent. "You should be resting. I went to your room. It was empty. No one was there." He looked at the clock, then back at Sirius. "I woke up late today, but that is not the point. Should I call Margaret?"
Sirius smiled, warmth spreading through his chest. "I am fine, Harry. I have healed enough to move. And you are not late. You are right on time."
Harry looked at him, unconvinced. But he let it go. "You are making breakfast."
Sirius nodded, turning back to the griddle. "Margaret is going back to work today. She took leave to take care of me. So, I am making her a thank you breakfast."
Harry's face shifted. The worry faded, replaced by something softer. "I did not know you could cook."
Sirius smiled, remembering. "Of course I can. Your grandmother taught us. James and me. She said we needed to learn how to feed ourselves before we were allowed to live on our own."
Harry's voice was quiet. "Oh."
"Can I help?" Harry asked.
Sirius looked at him, at the way he was watching the pancakes, at the way his hands were tucked into his pockets, as if he did not know what to do with them. He remembered the Dursleys. The years of cooking and cleaning, the endless chores, the way they had used Harry's labor and given him nothing in return.
He did not want to add to that. He did not want to turn Harry's hands into something they used.
Sirius looked at him for a long moment. Then he smiled. "Yes. You can."
Harry's face lit up.
Sirius pointed toward the table. "Take your seat at table. And be very hungry."
Harry's face fell. Sirius laughed, nudging him toward the door. "Go. I will join you when it is ready."
Harry went, his footsteps reluctant, and Sirius turned back to his work.
He finished the pancakes, arranged them on a platter. The croissants were golden, the tea steaming. He called for Kreacher to bring it to the table and walked out of the kitchen.
Harry was sitting in his usual place, his chin in his hands, his expression thoroughly put out. He looked up when Sirius entered, and his face brightened for a moment, then fell again.
Sirius laughed. "Teenagers."
He took his own seat and immediately regretted it. His legs were trembling, his hand aching, his body reminding him that he had pushed too far. He closed his eyes, letting the wave of exhaustion pass, and when he opened them, Harry was watching him with worry.
Sirius smiled. "I am doing great. Do not worry."
Harry nodded, but his eyes did not leave Sirius's face.
Sirius heard it before he felt it. The footsteps on the stairs, light and quick, and the smaller ones beside them, pattering. He stood again, his legs protesting, and moved to the doorway.
Harry looked up. "What—"
Sirius opened his arms. "Welcome, girls. Good morning."
Margaret and Aurora appeared at the end of the corridor. They were both dressed—Margaret in her work robes, her face fresh and bright. Aurora in her school uniform, her hair braided, shoes on.
They saw him waiting, and their faces broke into smiles.
Aurora ran first, her feet pounding on the floor, and threw her arms around his legs. "Sirius! You are up!"
He laughed, bending to kiss her forehead. "I am up. And I made breakfast."
She gasped and ran for her chair.
Margaret walked slower, her eyes on his face, her expression softening with each step. He opened his arms for her, and she walked into them.
Her arms came around his shoulders, her face pressing into his neck, and he held her, his good hand on her waist, his bandaged hand pressed against her back. She smelled of lavender, of the soap she used, of something that was just her.
"I woke up alone," she said, her voice muffled against his shoulder.
"I left a note," he said.
She pulled back, looking up at him. "I found it. You said, 'Gone to make breakfast. Stay in bed.' I followed your instructions."
He smiled. "I am grateful."
His hand moved to her hair, touching the loose strands from her half up and half down arrangement. He had asked her, once, to wear it down more often. He had not expected her to remember.
"Someone," he said, "is taking my suggestions into consideration."
She blushed. "I thought it had merit."
He was about to answer when Aurora's voice cut through the quiet.
"Do not worry, Harry! Mumma and Sirius are always romancing."
Sirius laughed, the sound loud and bright in the quiet house. Margaret's face went scarlet. She pulled away from him, straightening her robes, and walked to her chair.
Sirius pulled it out for her, the way he always did, and she sat, and for a moment, they both felt the weight of the days that it didn't happen on.
He took his own seat, and the breakfast began.
Margaret looked at Aurora and said, "You talk too much."
Aurora replied, "Mumma, I say the truth."
Sirius dissolved in fresh laughter, Harry was smiling. Aurora was busy in her food. Margaret had nothing to say.
The tea was perfect. Sirius poured for Margaret first, then Harry, then himself. Margaret took a sip, and her whole body relaxed.
"I missed this," she said.
Sirius reached for her hand. "I am back at your service. You do not have to miss it now."
She smiled, and Harry took a bite of his pancakes.
"Sirius," he said, "I love it."
Sirius grinned. "Glad you like it."
Margaret tried her croissant, and her eyes closed for a moment. "Sirius," she said, "you are too good. I am going to have to make you cook breakfast more often."
He bowed in his seat. "As my lady demands."
She flushed, but she kept eating. Aurora was already on her second pancake. "I like the pancakes. Thank you, Sirius."
"You are welcome, sweetheart."
They ate in comfortable silence, the morning light warm around them, and for a while, there was nothing else.
When the plates were cleared, Margaret's face grew troubled.
"Sirius," she said, "are you sure you will be alright? I can stay. I can reschedule—"
Sirius took her hand. "I will be fine, Margaret. Listen to me. I am much better. Your work is important. You have taken enough leave for me."
She was not convinced.
He squeezed her hand. "I promise I will not strain myself. And if I need to move, I will call for Kreacher."
She nodded slowly. Then she looked at Harry. "If Sirius does not rest, send Kreacher for me immediately. Alright, Harry?"
Harry sat up straighter. "I will take care of him. Do not worry. Go to work."
Margaret smiled. Aurora was already at the door, her backpack on, her small face eager.
Sirius lifted her into his arms, ignoring the protest in his muscles. He kissed her forehead, once, twice. "Have a good day at school, little star."
She kissed his cheek. "I will. Bye, Sirius!"
He set her down, and she ran to the fireplace.
Margaret was still standing in the doorway. He opened his arms, and she came. She pressed against him, her face against his chest, her hands fisted in his shirt. He held her, his chin on her head, and let her stay.
"Have a good day," he said. "I will be here when you come back."
She nodded against his chest. He lifted her face with his hand, made her look at him. Her eyes were wet.
"Margaret" he said, "I am alright." He kissed her forehead, and she smiled.
She kissed his cheek, quick and warm. "Goodbye. Thank you for breakfast."
Margaret looked at Harry and said, "Have a good day, Harry. Take care."
Harry smiled and said, "Same to you."
Then she was gone, the green flames swallowing her, and Aurora with her, and the room was quiet.
Sirius stood in front of the fireplace for a long moment, her kiss still warm on his skin. Then he turned.
Harry was watching him, his expression unreadable.
Sirius did not know what he was thinking. He did not ask.
"Harry," he said, "would you like a tour? Of the ground floor at least?"
Harry's face broke into a smile. "Yes."
The ground floor was familiar now, but Harry let Sirius lead him through it anyway. The living room, where they had spent so many hours—Sirius on the sofa, Harry beside him, Margaret in the chair by the window. The smaller sitting room, more private, its curtains half-drawn, the furniture older and more worn. Harry peeked in and saw photographs on the mantle—Sirius as a boy, a woman Harry did not recognize, a man who looked like he might have been Sirius's father.
"My grandfather," Sirius said, following his gaze. "Arcturus."
Harry nodded, and they moved on.
The kitchen was clean now, the morning's mess cleared away. The dining room was empty, the table waiting for evening. And then Sirius stopped at a door near the end of the corridor.
"This is my study," he said. "You can find me here when I am working. If you need anything."
Harry looked inside. The room was smaller than he expected, but warm. Books lined one wall, papers covered the desk, and a fire was laid in the grate, waiting to be lit. It felt like Sirius. It felt like somewhere Harry would want to be.
He asked questions as they walked. About the paintings on the walls, about the grandfather clock that chimed the hour in a language he did not recognize, about the rug in the hallway that looked like it had been there for centuries. Sirius answered each one, his voice patient, his steps slow.
Harry noticed. Sirius was still weak. He leaned on the table, when they stopped, his breath coming faster, his good hand pressed against the wall. Harry stayed close, ready to catch him if he stumbled, but Sirius did not stumble. He kept moving, kept talking, kept smiling.
And then, as they came back through the kitchen toward the back of the house, Sirius stopped.
"Time for your surprise," he said.
Harry's heart jumped. "Surprise?"
Sirius smiled, his eyes bright. "I told you I had one. You have waited long enough."
He led Harry out the back door, into the garden.
The garden was larger than Harry had expected. It was not the wild, overgrown mess he had glimpsed from his window. Someone had been working here. The grass was cut, the beds were planted, and the smell of earth and flowers hung in the air.
Sirius walked ahead, his steps slow but deliberate. He stopped at a bed of flowers, their petals pale pink, their stems still wet with morning dew.
"This is Margaret's garden," he said. "Lavender, roses, some things I cannot pronounce. She misses the gardens of France. I thought she should have something of her own."
Harry nodded, looking at the flowers, but his mind was on the surprise. On what it could be.
Sirius moved on, past the flower beds, toward a small tree at the edge of the lawn. A swing hung from one branch, its ropes new, its seat smooth.
"And this is Aurora's swing," Sirius said, touching the rope. "She saw it in a Muggle park once and would not stop talking about it. I thought she should have one of her own."
Harry looked at the swing, at the way the light fell through the leaves, at the small footprints in the dirt beneath it.
He was dying to see his surprise. He tried to hide it, tried to be interested in the flowers, about the wood of the swing, about the kind of tree that could hold a child's weight. Sirius talking in great details, a small smile on his face and Harry felt his own patience fraying.
He wanted to see. He wanted to know. He wanted—
"Where is my surprise?" The words came out before he could stop them. "I want to see it."
Sirius's smile could have lit the street. His eyes were bright, his face open, and Harry realized what he had done. He had demanded. He had not asked politely, had not waited to be offered. He had wanted something, and he had asked for it.
Sirius did not scold him. He did not tease him. He laughed, and put his arm around Harry's shoulders, and led him forward.
"Come on, then."
They walked to the edge of the garden, past the flower beds and the swing and the small patch of vegetables that were just beginning to grow. The lawn stretched ahead, flat and green, and Sirius stopped at its edge.
He raised his good hand and flicked his wrist.
The air shimmered. The light shifted. And the Quidditch pitch appeared.
Goal posts rose at either end, gleaming in the afternoon sun. The grass beneath them was smooth, perfect, cut to the exact length of a professional pitch. The hoops were regulation height, their rims gold, their nets white. There were stands, small ones, enough for a family, and a scoreboard that was not yet lit.
Harry's mouth fell open. He stared at the pitch, at the goal posts, at the perfect green grass. He looked at Sirius, then back at the pitch, then at Sirius again.
"Is it—" His voice came out strange. "Is this real?"
Sirius laughed. "Yes, Harry. It is a Quidditch pitch. Just for you."
Harry did not wait. He ran.
His feet carried him across the grass, faster than he had ever run, and he did not stop until he was standing beneath the goal posts. He looked up at the hoops, at the sky beyond them, at the space where he would fly. He turned, taking it all in—the pitch, the garden beyond, the house in the distance. He saw Sirius watching him from the edge, his arms crossed, his smile wide.
Harry ran back.
He threw his arms around Sirius, held him tight, felt his godfather's good hand press against his back. "Thank you," he said. "Thank you, thank you—"
Sirius laughed. "I take it you like it."
Harry pulled back, grinning. "Like it? I LOVE it. I love it. Can I fly now?"
Sirius pretended to think. His face grew serious, his brow furrowed. "Well," he said, "I was planning to ground you for your troubles at Hogwarts. The Stone, the Chamber, the—"
Harry's face fell.
Sirius's expression cracked. "But I love you too much. And you are too good a flyer. Stopping you would be a crime."
Harry hugged him again, tighter this time. "Sirius, I love you."
Sirius's arms came around him, holding him close. "I love you too, Harry. Now go get your Firebolt. I will rest and watch."
Harry ran. He ran faster than he had ever run, through the garden, through the house, up the stairs to his room. He grabbed the Firebolt from its stand, felt its familiar weight in his hand, and ran back.
Sirius was sitting in a chair by the edge of the pitch, a small table beside him, a pot of tea steaming. He smiled when he saw Harry, and Harry smiled back.
He mounted the broom and kicked off.
The air was cold and clean, the wind in his hair, the ground falling away beneath him. He rose higher, faster, until the house was small and the garden was a patch of green and the pitch stretched below him like a promise. He flew. He looped and dove and rose again, feeling the Firebolt respond to his every thought, feeling the joy of it settle into his bones.
He flew until his cheeks were red and his hair was wild and his arms ached from holding on. He flew until he could not remember why he had ever been afraid.
When he landed, Sirius was still there. He was sitting in the same chair, the tea untouched, his eyes on Harry. He looked tired, but he was smiling.
Harry dropped onto the chair beside him, his legs trembling, his breath coming fast. "I love it," he said. "This is the best present ever."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "Really?"
Harry considered. "After the adoption," he said. "That was—" He stopped, looking at the Firebolt in his hands. "No. After the room. That was—" He looked at the pitch, at the goal posts, at the sky. "I mean—"
Sirius laughed, reaching out to stop him. "I understand. You love it. You do not have to rank anything."
Harry relaxed, grinning. "It would have been difficult."
Sirius called for lunch, and they ate on the grass, the plates appearing on the small table, the food warm and good. Harry talked about his flight, about the feel of the Firebolt, about the moves he had tried and the ones he wanted to learn. Sirius listened, asked questions, made suggestions.
"Your father was captain of the Gryffindor team," he said. "He had theories about everything. The angle of the approach, the speed of the dive, the way the wind moved across the pitch."
Harry leaned forward. "What kind of theories?"
Sirius told him. About the way James had studied the other teams, the way he had practiced the same move for hours until it was perfect, the way he had taught the others to read the snitch before it appeared. Harry listened, making mental notes, storing each word away.
He would use them. He would make James's strategies his own.
The afternoon passed. Harry made Sirius take his potions—three times, he counted, each time with the same insistence. Sirius made faces, complained, drank them anyway. The sun moved across the sky, and the shadows lengthened, and neither of them moved to go inside.
The light was gold when they heard the floo.
Harry looked up. Sirius did not move from his chair, but his face changed, softening, waiting.
Margaret came through the kitchen door, Aurora at her side. She was still in her work robes, her hair escaping from its pins, her face tired. She stopped when she saw them—Sirius in his chair, Harry beside him, the pitch empty behind them—and her expression shifted.
She crossed the grass, her steps quick, her eyes on Sirius. She did not ask if he was alright. She touched his face, his shoulders, his hands, and then she let him pull her close.
Harry looked away, giving them a moment. Aurora was already running toward the swing, her dragon clutched under her arm, her voice high and happy.
When he looked back, Margaret was sitting in the chair beside Sirius, her hand in his, her face soft.
They went inside together, the four of them, the evening cool around them. Aurora told them about her day—about a girl who shared her crayons, about a story the teacher read, about a butterfly that landed on her desk. Sirius listened, asked questions, laughed at her answers. His attention was complete, his interest genuine.
Harry watched him. He thought of all the years he had wished for someone to come home to, someone to ask about his day, someone to care. He thought of his parents, who had chosen Sirius to be his godfather, who had trusted him with Harry's life. He thought of how different things would have been if Sirius had been there.
A small voice in his head—Hermione's voice, he realized—said, But now you have him.
Harry smiled. Yes. Now he had him.
He looked at Sirius, who was now talking to Margaret, their heads close together, their voices low. He was sitting close to her, his hand on her arm, her hand on his knee. They looked like they belonged together.
Harry leaned back in his chair, and let the evening settle around him. This was becoming a new normal.
Chapter 89
Notes:
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The next four days passed in a blur. At least for Harry, they did.
It was like living inside his best dream—the kind he used to wake from too quickly, blinking at the ceiling of his cupboard, trying to hold onto the warmth before it slipped away. Only now, the warmth stayed. He woke each morning in the same soft bed, in the same golden light, and the dream kept going.
Harry felt himself settling into the house. It didn't feel new or terrifying anymore. It was still grand—impossibly grand, with its soaring ceilings and endless corridors and rooms that seemed to breathe with centuries of memory—but the grandness had stopped pressing down on him. He had stopped comparing himself to it. The house was vast, yes, but he was learning its rhythms. The way the light fell through certain windows at certain hours. The way the floorboards creaked in a pattern he could almost predict. The way some portraits watched him with curiosity now instead of disdain, as if they had decided he might be worth keeping an eye on after all.
He started enjoying the vastness. Every time he walked through a corridor, he noticed something new—a door he had missed before, a painting that shifted when he passed, a small alcove with a window seat he hadn't seen. The house seemed to keep changing, revealing itself in pieces, as if it was testing him. As if it wanted to see if he was paying attention.
Harry paid attention.
He woke early each morning—not because his aunt banged the door to do chores, but because he wanted to. The light was softest then, the house quietest, and he had learned that if he went to the window seat and sat very still, he could watch the city wake up. The cars moving along the streets like beads on a string. The lights flickering off one by one. The sun rising over the rooftops, turning the sky from gray to gold to blue.
He would sit there for a while, just breathing, just being. And then he would go to the pitch. Every single day as a ritual.
The Firebolt waited for him in its stand beside the wardrobe. He would run his hand along the handle before he picked it up, feeling the smooth wood, the familiar weight. Sirius had given him this. The fastest broom in the world, and a pitch to fly it on. Both of those.
The morning air was cold and clean, sharp against his cheeks. He would kick off and rise, feeling the ground fall away beneath him, feeling the broom respond to his smallest movement. He took turns around the pitch—slow at first, warming up, then faster, then faster still. Sometimes he pushed the Firebolt to its limits, diving toward the grass and pulling up at the last possible moment, his stomach lurching, his heart pounding. Sirius called those the "utterly insane" ones. Harry could hear him laughing from the edge of the pitch, and the sound made him fly higher.
Sirius was always there.
He would settle into the chair at the edge of the grass, the same one he had used the first day, a small table beside him with tea that grew cold while he watched. He never seemed to drink it. His eyes were always on Harry, tracking his movements, his grey eyes sharp despite the tiredness that still lingered in his face.
When Harry landed, breathless and grinning, Sirius would offer his observations. Not just praise—though there was plenty of that—but corrections. Small adjustments. The angle of his approach, the tilt of his broom, the way he used his weight to turn.
"You're leaning too far forward on the dive," Sirius said one morning, his voice casual, almost lazy. "It's faster, yes, but you lose control on the pull-up. Try shifting your weight back just before you level out. Distribute the force."
Harry tried it. The difference was immediate. He pulled up smoother, faster, with none of the wobble that had plagued him before.
"How did you know that?" he asked, landing beside Sirius's chair.
Sirius shrugged, a small smile playing at his lips. "I watched your father do it a hundred times. He figured it out eventually, but it took him longer than it should have." He leaned back, his grey eyes distant. "James was brilliant, don't get me wrong. Natural talent, incredible instincts. But he could be stubborn. He'd keep doing something his way even when it wasn't working, just because he wanted to prove he could."
Harry smiled. "That sounds familiar."
Sirius laughed. "You have no idea."
They spent hours together, Sirius and Harry. Talking, sharing, existing in the same space without needing to fill it with words.
Sirius was interested in everything about Harry. Every single thing.
"Can you swim?"
"No."
Sirius looked genuinely disappointed.
"Do you know how to ride a bicycle?"
"Yes. Dudley had one. He crashed it into a wall and blamed me and rejected the bike. I had to fix it so I could learn."
Sirius's expression darkened for a moment—that flicker of cold fury that Harry was learning to recognize—but he smoothed it away almost immediately. "Tell me about your Muggle school. What did you learn there?"
Harry told him. About primary school, about the teachers who had either ignored him or looked at him with vague pity, about the other children who had learned from Dudley that Harry was someone to avoid. He told him about the lessons—math, English, science—and about how he had never been bad at them, exactly, but he had never been good either. He had been too tired, too hungry, too distracted by survival to really apply himself.
Sirius listened. He did not interrupt. He asked questions, genuine ones, and Harry found himself talking more than he had intended.
"And you never wrote to anyone?" Sirius asked. "Never told anyone what it was like?"
Harry shook his head. "Who would I tell?"
Sirius was quiet for a long moment. His good hand rested on the arm of his chair, fingers drumming slowly, rhythmically. "Me," he said finally. "You could have told me. If I had known—"
"You were in Azkaban," Harry said.
Sirius's jaw tightened. "I know." He looked away, toward the pitch, toward the goal posts gleaming in the afternoon light. "I know."
Harry watched him. He wanted to say something—to reassure him, to tell him it wasn't his fault—but he didn't know how. Instead, he sat down in the grass beside Sirius's chair and leaned his head back against the wood.
They stayed like that for a while, the silence comfortable, the sun warm on their faces.
Sirius was fascinated by the Muggle world.
Harry had not expected this. He had assumed, without really thinking about it, that someone raised in an ancient pure-blood family would have no interest in things like telephones and televisions and elevators and cinemas. But Sirius asked about everything.
"How do they work? The telephones. How does your voice travel through wires?"
Harry tried to explain. He was not an expert—he had never been allowed to use the Dursleys' phone, had only seen them use it—but he did his best. Sirius listened intently, nodding at intervals, asking follow-up questions that made Harry realize how much he didn't know.
"The television," Sirius said another day. "Moving pictures without magic. How?"
"I'm not sure," Harry admitted. "Something about signals. And electricity."
Sirius's brow furrowed. "Electricity."
"It's... energy. It powers things. Lights, computers, televisions. It runs through wires."
Sirius looked at the chandelier above them, at the candles floating in the air, at the way the light caught the crystals and scattered it across the walls. "We don't have electricity here," he said. "The house was built before it existed. The magic is old—it doesn't like being mixed with Muggle power sources. The lights would flicker and go out."
Harry had noticed that. The lamps in his room, the ones that looked like they should plug into something, didn't. They just... lit. When you tell them to.
"It's strange," he said, "having both. The Muggle world and this one. They're so different."
"They are," Sirius agreed. "But I've always been drawn to the Muggle world. The freedom of it. The lack of expectations. When I ran away from home, I lived among Muggles for a while, before your dad found me and took me to your grand parents. Slept in alleyways, ate from bins, learned to be invisible." He smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes. "It was the first time I felt like I could just... exist. Without anyone wanting something from me."
Harry thought about that. About what it would be like to run away with nowhere to go, no one to help you. About the times Sirius had spent on the run, first as a teenager, then as a fugitive.
"You're not alone anymore," Harry said.
Sirius looked at him. His grey eyes were bright, and he reached out and rested his hand on Harry's shoulder. "No," he said. "I'm not."
Harry learned things about Sirius too.
He noticed, first, how soft Sirius was beneath the arrogance. The sharp edges, the cutting wit, the reckless confidence—they were real, but they were not the whole story. Sirius tended to the garden himself, his hands in the soil, his movements slow and deliberate. He spoke to the plants, murmuring to them in a language Harry didn't recognize. He deadheaded the roses with careful precision, and when he found a ladybug on one of the leaves, he carried it gently to another part of the garden, setting it down with a quiet "There you go, little one."
Harry watched him from the window, unseen, and felt something shift in his chest.
Sirius had a different rapport with each member of the family, and he never interfered in the others' relationships. He did not try to mediate between Margaret and Aurora when they argued. He did not insert himself into Harry's conversations with Margaret. He trusted them to find their own rhythms, their own understandings, and he stepped in only when he was needed.
Harry admired that. He had never seen an adult do that before.
But Sirius had his moods.
It happened one evening, during a conversation about nothing in particular. Harry was telling him about a book he had read—The Hobbit, which he had found in the library—and Sirius was listening, asking questions, his grey eyes warm and focused. And then, in the middle of Harry's sentence, Sirius went still.
His face did not change, not exactly. But something behind it did. The warmth drained away, replaced by something cold and distant. His hands, which had been resting loosely on his knees, curled into fists.
Harry stopped talking.
Sirius stood. He did not say anything. He did not look at Harry. He walked to the door, his steps measured, deliberate, and disappeared into the corridor.
Harry sat frozen, his heart pounding. He replayed the conversation in his head, searching for the thing he had said wrong, the word that had triggered it. He found nothing.
Margaret found him in the living room an hour later, still sitting in the same chair, staring at the empty doorway.
"He does this sometimes," she said, settling onto the sofa across from him. Her voice was calm, but her eyes were worried. "Azkaban was not easy on him. It left marks that do not show on the surface. Sometimes something triggers him—a word, a sound, a memory—and he needs to be alone."
Harry's throat was tight. "Did I do something?"
Margaret shook her head. "No, Harry. This is not about you. He will come back when he is ready. He always does."
Harry nodded, but he did not move from the chair.
He waited.
Sirius locked himself in his room on the fourth floor. Harry knew because he crept up the stairs and stood outside the door, listening. There was no sound from inside. No footsteps, no movement, no light, nothing.
He did not come down for dinner. Margaret carried a tray up herself, knocked softly, and left it outside the door. When she came back down, the tray was still there, the food untouched.
Harry slept badly that night, his ears straining for any sound from above.
In the morning, Sirius was at the breakfast table.
He was dressed, his hair damp from a shower, his face smooth from a fresh shave. He smiled when Harry came in, the same warm smile, and asked if he had slept well. As if nothing had happened.
Margaret came down a moment later, Aurora trailing behind her. She crossed to Sirius without a word, and he stood, and she wrapped her arms around him in a long, fierce hug. He melted into it, his face pressed against her shoulder, his hands fisted in the back of her robes.
Nobody asked what had happened. Nobody demanded an explanation.
Harry did not either.
The tour of the house continued in pieces.
Sirius showed him different floors on different days, never too much at once, as if he knew Harry needed time to absorb each new discovery. Harry noticed how all the portraits, even the nasty ones either bowed to Sirius or kept silent. They spoke bad words to Harry still but not in front of Sirius. Never. He was truly the Lord of the house. The portraits accepted that, some more grudgingly than others.
The first floor was for guests. A series of elegant bedrooms, each with its own fireplace and writing desk and window overlooking the garden. Harry peeked into one and saw a four-poster bed with curtains of deep green velvet, the fabric old but well-preserved.
But it was the library that made him stop.
It was not a room. It was a world.
The shelves stretched upward, higher than Harry could see, disappearing into shadows that seemed to shift and move. Books in every language he had ever heard of—and some he hadn't—lined the walls in neat rows. Some were so old their spines were cracked, their titles faded to illegibility. Others gleamed with fresh gold leaf, their pages crisp and white. There were scrolls, too, tucked into cubbies, their edges frayed, their seals still intact.
Harry walked slowly down the central aisle, his fingers trailing along the shelves. The air smelled of paper and dust and something else—something old, something powerful.
"Some of these are dark," Sirius said from behind him. His voice was quiet, careful. "I've pushed them aside. The ones that are truly dangerous are sealed on the sixth floor. These—" He gestured at the shelves around them. "These are mostly history. Politics. A few family chronicles. Nothing that will hurt you."
Harry pulled a book from the shelf at random. The cover was leather, soft and worn, and the title was in Spanish. He could not read it, but he held it for a moment, feeling the weight of it in his hands.
"Some of them are centuries old," Sirius said. "They belonged to my great-great-grandfather. And his father before him. The Blacks have always collected books. Knowledge is power, my mother used to say. Though she never used it for anything good."
Harry replaced the book carefully and kept walking.
The library seemed to go on forever. Every time he thought he had reached the end, another aisle appeared, another row of shelves stretching into the distance. He lost track of how far he had walked.
"Hermione would go crazy here," he said.
Sirius laughed. "She's welcome to visit. Anytime."
The music room was on the same floor.
It was smaller than the library, but no less impressive. Instruments stood in every corner—a harp, a cello, a set of bagpipes that looked like they had not been touched in decades. Sheet music was stacked on the piano, yellowed and curling at the edges.
Harry pointed at the piano. "Do you play?"
Sirius sat on the bench and rested his fingers on the keys. He did not press them. He simply sat there, his hands hovering over the ivory, his eyes distant.
"My mother insisted," he said. "Piano was mandatory. So was the violin, the flute, and the cello. She wanted a son who could perform at parties, who would make her look cultured." He shrugged. "I learned. I was good at it. I hated every moment."
Harry looked at the other instruments. "What about the others?"
"Same story. She hired the best tutors, made me practice for hours, tested me on theory and technique." Sirius's lips curved into a smile that did not reach his eyes. "I can play five instruments. I can dance every waltz in the standard repertoire. I can speak four languages and quote pure-blood lineage going back seven centuries." He turned to look at Harry. "She was determined to produce the perfect pure-blood heir."
Harry heard the pain beneath the words, the years of pressure and expectation and never being enough. Sirius walked to the door, and Harry followed.
The tapestry room was different.
Sirius paused at the door, his hand on the handle, and Harry saw something flicker across his face. Grief, perhaps.
"Not today," Sirius said. "I'll show you another time."
Harry nodded. He did not ask why.
They moved on.
The second floor was Margaret's domain.
Harry knew the master bedroom was there, but the rest of the floor was a mystery. Even Sirius did not know what each room contained. He pointed to a door and said, "Margaret's study," and Harry glimpsed papers piled high on a desk, a fire burning in the grate, the smell of ink and parchment.
He discovered that there were French house-elves. They spoke only French, answered only to Aurora and Margaret, and regarded Sirius with a kind of wary suspicion that Harry found oddly comforting. He was not the only one who felt like an outsider here.
"Do not get in their way," Sirius advised. "They can be furious."
Harry believed him.
There were two more elves in the Black family—older ones, ones who had served the house for generations. Kreacher managed them, as the senior elf. Harry never saw them. He barely noticed their work, except that the house was always clean, the fires always lit, the food always on the table.
A family of four, Harry thought, should not need this many elves. But looking at the size of the house, the weight of its maintenance, the constant stream of official business that flowed through Sirius's office and Margaret's study... maybe they did.
The fourth floor was where Sirius's old room was.
They passed a door on the way. It was darker than the others, the wood older, the handle tarnished. A sign hung on it, the words written in elegant, looping script:
DO NOT ENTER WITHOUT THE EXPLICIT PERMISSION OF REGULUS ARCTURUS BLACK
Sirius did not look at it. He walked past without slowing, without glancing, as if the door did not exist.
Harry wanted to ask about Regulus. About the brother the newspaper had called a Death Eater. About the sadness he had seen in Sirius's eyes when the name was mentioned. But he looked at Sirius's face—the set of his jaw, the tension in his shoulders—and he kept the questions inside.
He could not hurt Sirius. Not like that.
Sirius's room was chaos.
Harry stopped in the doorway, his mouth slightly open, and tried to take it all in. Posters covered every inch of the walls, layered on top of each other, leaving no space untouched. Girls in Muggle swimsuits. Motorcycles, sleek and dangerous. Fighter jets streaking across blue skies. A massive Gryffindor banner hung over the bed, its edges frayed, its colors still bright.
And everywhere, everywhere, insults to the Black family. Scrawled on scraps of paper, pinned to the walls, written in permanent ink on the wooden frame of the wardrobe. Harry spotted several that made him wince.
My mother is a HAG.
The Noble House of Black is a load of DRAGON DUNG.
Toujours Pur? Toujours Stupide.
Sirius watched him from the doorway, a small smile playing at his lips.
"It's like a museum," Harry said quietly.
Sirius laughed from behind him. "A museum of teenage rebellion. Very exclusive. Very illegal."
Harry turned in a slow circle, taking in the chaos, the rebellion, the sheer force of will that had gone into making this room a declaration of war. He looked at the photograph on the wall—four boys, arms around each other, laughing at something off-camera.
The Marauders.
He looked at Sirius, who was watching him with an expression that was half amusement, half something else.
"The posters," Harry said carefully. "The girls..."
Sirius laughed. It was a real laugh, bright and free, and the tension that had been building in Harry's chest eased. "Harry, all of that was to piss off my mother. Can you imagine the portrait downstairs, the screaming, the rage?" He shook his head, still grinning. "It was a great day. Lovely."
Harry tried to imagine Walburga Black's reaction to finding her son's room covered in pictures of Muggle girls and motorcycles. He thought about the shouting, the fury, the way she had screamed at Margaret in the hallway.
He could imagine it all too well.
"I mean," he said, trying to match Sirius's light tone, "I can imagine. She can be really furious. The way she shouted at Margaret—"
He stopped. Realising the blunder.
Sirius's smile had vanished. His grey eyes were fixed on Harry, sharp and intent.
"What did you say?"
Harry felt his face heat. He tried to backtrack, to cover up, to find words that would make the expression on Sirius's face go away. But Sirius was already crossing the room, his steps slow, deliberate, his bandaged hand hanging at his side.
"Harry." His voice was quiet. Dangerously quiet. "What did my mother say to Margaret?"
Harry swallowed. He could not lie to Sirius. He had never been able to lie to Sirius.
He told him. Everything. The words tumbled out, faster than he could catch them, and he watched Sirius's face change with each sentence. The shock, the anger, the disbelief. The way his hands curled into fists. The way his jaw tightened until the muscles stood out like cords.
When Harry finished, Sirius stood frozen for a moment, his chest rising and falling, his eyes blazing.
Then he moved.
Harry tried to stop him. He reached for Sirius's arm, tried to hold him back, but Sirius was already walking, his steps fast, determined. He did not seem to notice his own weakness, the way his legs trembled, the way his breath came in short gasps.
"Sirius, please—" Harry followed him down the stairs, his heart pounding. "Sirius you are not well. You will be hurt. Stop. Please—"
Sirius did not answer. He was like a man possessed. He reached the ground floor, walked to the entry hall, and stopped in front of his mother's portrait.
Walburga was there, as she always was. Her painted eyes fixed on her son, her expression cold, her lips pressed into a thin line. Her hands were folded in her lap, her back straight, her posture perfect. She looked like a queen awaiting a subject.
"Well," she said. Her voice was calm, measured, provocative. "The prodigal son returns. Here to thank me, Sirius? For the help?"
Sirius's voice was low, rough. "You wish. You old hag."
Walburga's painted eyebrows rose. "Such language. Is that any way to speak to your mother?"
"You're NOT my mother." Sirius stepped closer to the portrait, his grey eyes blazing. "You're a MONSTER. A cruel, manipulative monster. How DARE you talk to my wife like that?"
Walburga's expression did not change. Her voice was silk over steel. "Your wife. You use that word liberally. Is she really your wife, or of what you provide? Whatever she may claim, I see through her very well."
Sirius's voice rose. "YOU SEE NOTHING. You bitter old woman. Margaret is my WIFE in every sense. She is the Lady of this house. She is the mother of my children. And you—" He pointed a shaking finger at the portrait. "You will NOT disrespect her. Not in my house."
Walburga's painted face contorted. "I have the heart of a mother. You can choose to forget it. I do NOT. That woman is here for her half-blood brat. THE BASTARD."
Sirius shouted so loud that Harry flinched. The sound echoed off the walls, rattled the frames of the other portraits, made the chandelier overhead tremble.
"MY DAUGHTER AURORA. That is how you will refer to her. And Margaret—MY WIFE."
Walburga's voice rose to match his. "I KNOW EVERYTHING, Sirius. She is a GOLD DIGGER. DO NOT THINK, for a moment that I do not know. WHAT A SHAM YOUR MARRIAGE REALLY IS!!" Her voice was full of a sense of superiority that made Harry's skin crawl.
Sirius was silent for a moment, his chest heaving, his breath coming in short gasps. He was caught off guard. The words hurt something raw inside him.
And then he spoke. His voice was low, measured, but there was a sharpness to it that cut like a blade.
"Well. If that is the case—it takes one to know one."
Walburga's portrait shook. Her painted face went pale, then flushed, then pale again. Her hands gripped the arms of her chair, her knuckles white.
"What do you imply, you DISGRACE?" Her voice was shrill, almost a shriek. "What do you IMPLY?"
Sirius's lips curved into a smirk—cold, satisfied, triumphant. He had landed a blow, and he knew it.
"You had no interest in Father until the moment he was declared the heir," Sirius said. "He was always madly in love with you. I know very well why YOU married him. Irrespective of what you choose to show the world—and HIM."
Walburga's voice shook. "You—you dare say—"
"FATHER WAS A COWARD." Sirius's voice rose again, filling the hall. "A COWARD, who let you run this house like a tyrant. If this house has seen a gold digger, it's YOU. MOTHER."
Walburga was silent.
Her painted face was frozen, her eyes wide, her lips pressed together. Harry could see her struggling to compose herself, to find words that would wound, to regain control of a conversation that had slipped through her fingers.
When she spoke again, her voice was measured, controlled—but Harry could hear the emotion beneath it, the fury she was barely containing.
"You ungrateful boy." Her voice cracked. "I birthed you. I nursed you. I built you into the powerful wizard that you take pride in being. I did everything for you. And I saved your life." Her eyes blazed. "And this is how you repay me. You are the shame of my flesh."
She looked at Harry. Her painted eyes fixed on his, and he felt a chill run down his spine. She then faced Sirius.
"It is all because of that Potter boy."
Sirius's voice was a snarl. "You DARE name James. You dare."
Walburga shouted back, her voice rising to match his. "Oh, I WOULD. He STOLE my son. He filled your head with his equality, Muggle nonsense. I should have dragged you out of that school the moment you got into that Merlin-forsaken house."
Her voice dripped with venom. "He got himself killed—with the Mudblood. Left his half-blood for you to look after, while you rotted in Azkaban." She laughed, a horrible, brittle sound. "This is how he repaid his friendship. You left us—for him. We, who were your family. Good thing I blasted you off the family tree."
She leaned forward in her frame, her painted eyes blazing.
"YOU UNGRATEFUL SWINE."
Sirius shouted. The sound tore from his throat, raw and primal, and the entire house shook. The lights flickered. The portraits on the walls rattled in their frames. Harry felt the floor tremble beneath his feet.
"SHUT UP, YOU BITCH!"
Sirius raised his wand.
Harry had never seen him like this. The rage was not controlled—it was a force, a storm, something that had been building for years and was finally breaking free. Sirius's hand was steady despite his injury, his wand pointed directly at his mother's painted face.
He moved the wand, The magic that released, they were old, ancient, vibrating in the air with a power that made his teeth ache.
Something shimmered in front of the portrait. A film, translucent at first, then solidifying into a barrier that covered the frame from edge to edge. Walburga's painted face was still visible behind it, but her lips moved soundlessly. She was screaming, Harry could see it—her mouth open, her face contorted with fury—but no sound came out.
Sirius lowered his wand. His chest was heaving, his face pale, his body trembling. He looked as if he had run a marathon, as if every ounce of strength he possessed had been poured into that single spell.
"This is best for you," he said, his voice hoarse. "You stay here. You watch everything—and you get to say nothing. This shall serve you right."
Walburga's painted hands beat against the barrier. Her mouth kept moving, forming words Harry could not hear. Her eyes were wild, desperate, furious.
Sirius was not done.
"The house listens to me now," he said. "I am the LORD BLACK. And I will control what happens in my home."
He swayed. Harry saw it—the sudden unsteadiness, the way his knees buckled, the way his hand shot out to brace himself against the wall. He was pushing himself too far, his body screaming at him to stop, and he was ignoring it.
"Sirius—" Harry started.
Sirius held up a hand. "I'm fine."
He was not fine. Harry could see the truth in the pallor of his face, the tremor in his limbs, the way he was fighting to stay upright. But before he could say anything else, before he could try to lead Sirius away, the front door opened.
Margaret stood in the doorway, her work robes still on, her hair escaping from its pins, her face flushed from the floo. She took one look at Sirius—at the portrait, sealed and silent, at the way he was swaying on his feet—and crossed the room in three quick strides.
"Sirius." Her voice was calm, steady, but her eyes were wide. "What happened?"
He looked at her, and something in his face shifted. The rage drained away, replaced by something softer, something almost like shame.
"Margaret—" His voice cracked. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. She—she said—"
Margaret did not wait for him to finish. She stepped into him, her arms wrapping around his shoulders, her face pressing against his neck. He sagged against her, his whole body giving way, and she held him up.
"Shh," she murmured. "It's alright."
He buried his face in her shoulder, and Harry saw his body shake. He was crying, or trying not to, or both.
Margaret looked over Sirius's shoulder at Harry. Her eyes were bright, but her expression was steady.
"Harry," she said, "can you bring the calming draught from my office? The blue vial. It's on the desk."
Harry ran.
When he came back, Margaret had moved Sirius to the living room. He was on the sofa, curled into the corner, his good hand pressed against his face. Margaret knelt in front of him, her hand on his knee, her voice low and soothing.
Harry handed her the vial. She uncorked it and held it to Sirius's lips.
"Drink," she said.
He drank. The tension in his shoulders eased almost immediately, his breathing slowing, his hand dropping from his face. He looked at Margaret, and his grey eyes were wet.
"I'm sorry," he said again. "The things she said about you—about Aurora—I should have—"
Margaret pressed her fingers to his lips. "Stop. It is not your fault. None of it is your fault."
She helped him to his feet, her arm around his waist, his arm over her shoulders. He leaned on her heavily, his legs unsteady, and she guided him toward the stairs.
"Rest," she said. "We will talk later."
He did not argue. He let her lead him away, and Harry watched them go.
The hallway was quiet.
Harry stood alone in the living room, staring at the empty doorway where Sirius and Margaret had disappeared. His heart was still pounding. His hands were cold.
He had never seen such rage. The way Sirius and his mother had interacted—the years of pain, the decades of cruelty, the words that had been exchanged like weapons—it had been like watching a battlefield. He had tried to imagine what Sirius's growing years had been like, and he could not. It was too far outside his experience.
No wonder Sirius had left.
No wonder he had run away at sixteen, with nothing but the clothes on his back.
Sirius's temper lived up to every comment Harry had heard about it, every whisper, every newspaper article that had painted him as dangerous and unstable. The Black madness, they called it. Harry had thought it was an exaggeration, a slur, a way to discredit an innocent man.
Now he was not so sure.
He hoped he was never subjected to it. Not like that. Not directed at him.
The next morning, Sirius was at the breakfast table.
He was dressed, his hair damp from a shower, his face smooth from a fresh shave. He smiled when Harry came in, the same warm smile, and asked if he had slept well.
Harry stared at him for a moment. Then he nodded.
"Good," Sirius said. "We have more of the house to explore. The fifth floor is... interesting."
Harry sat down across from him. He did not ask about last night. He did not mention Walburga, or the rage, or the way Sirius had collapsed on the sofa.
He just ate his breakfast, and listened to Sirius talk about the wonders of the fifth floor, and tried to pretend that everything was normal.
The fifth floor was the most magical floor yet. Sirius was right.
There was an astronomy room, its ceiling enchanted to show the night sky in real time, the stars wheeling slowly overhead. Sirius pointed out constellations, named them in a language Harry didn't recognize, and promised to show him how to use the telescope that was mounted on the balcony.
"The perfect night for it is coming," he said. "I'll wake you when it's time."
There was a room with a giant chess set, the pieces carved from black and white marble, each one taller than Harry's waist. He touched the edge of the board and felt the magic humming beneath his fingers.
"Ron would love this," he said.
Sirius grinned. "Bring him. I'll play him. See if he's as good as he thinks he is."
There were other rooms—a conservatory filled with plants that moved when you walked past them, a drawing room with a fireplace that changed color depending on the hour, a room that had big mirrors that showed different parts of the world like a scenery.
Harry had never seen such things and he lived in a house like that.
The sixth floor was forbidden.
Sirius stood at the bottom of the staircase, looking up into the darkness above. His voice was flat, final.
"All the dark artifacts have been sealed up there. Nothing good remains. Nothing you or Aurora need to see."
Harry nodded.
"If I find out that anyone has stepped foot on that floor," Sirius continued, turning to look at him, "I will know. The house tells me. And I will be very upset."
Harry straightened. He had never heard that tone from Sirius before—cold, absolute, without any room for negotiation.
"I understand," he said.
Sirius held his gaze for a moment longer. Then he nodded, and they went back downstairs.
The house was grand, mysterious, beautiful, and dark.
Harry adjusted.
He settled into his room, filled it with his things, made it his. He loved every corner of it—the window seat where he watched the city wake, the desk where he did his homework, the wardrobe full of clothes that were actually his.
He started his summer homework. Sirius helped him with every subject except Potions.
"Margaret's handling that," Sirius said, waving a hand. "She's better at it than I am. Less likely to spent hours abusing snivellus."
Harry laughed.
Sirius was a good teacher. Not in the way the professors at Hogwarts were—structured, methodical, predictable. He was chaotic. He told stories, went on tangents, illustrated concepts with examples that had nothing to do with the subject. He taught Harry to think, not to memorize. To question, not to accept. Sirius had no regard for anything that was about complying with rules.
"You can learn the theory from books," Sirius said one afternoon, tossing a quill onto the desk. "Anyone can do that. What matters is understanding why the theory works. And then figuring out how to break it."
Harry was laughing so hard during the lessons that he forgot he was supposed to be working. But when he sat down to write his essays, the words came easily. The concepts made sense. He could see the connections, the patterns, the underlying logic.
He understood why Sirius had been able to do everything he had done at Hogwarts. The Animagus transformation. The Marauder's Map. The pranks, the chaos, the years of never getting caught.
Sirius was brilliant. And he was an absolute menace.
Harry loved every bit of it.
Sirius's health improved steadily.
His walk became normal, his stride confident. He used his wand more often, casting simple spells, testing his limits. He climbed the stairs without help, his hand resting on the banister, his breath steady.
Margaret was relentless. She was ten times more stricter than McGonagall when it came to Sirius's recovery. As much Harry loved Sirius, he watched with delight as Margaret took him down, time after time.
"You need to rest."
"I am resting."
"You are sitting at your desk, going through correspondence. That is not resting."
"It is restful correspondence."
Margaret spoke, her tome severe, her eyes pointed. "Sirius."
Sirius sighed. "Fine."
He let her lead him to the sofa, let her adjust the pillows behind his head, let her tuck a blanket around his legs. He complained the entire time, but he did not resist. Harry tried to focus on his books but failed.
Margaret complemented Harry on his flying.
She had come to the pitch one afternoon, standing beside Sirius, her hand in his, her eyes fixed on Harry as he looped and dove and rose again. Her grip tightened with every stunt, and her face was pale.
When Harry landed, breathless and grinning, she pressed a hand to her chest.
"That was—" She shook her head. "I do not go up on broomsticks. I am afraid of heights. Having said that, You are a very graceful flier. Watching you do that is an experience that is not for me."
Harry laughed. "The Firebolt is very safe."
"Safe," Margaret repeated. Her voice was dry. "Yes. I am sure it is."
She smiled at him, and Harry felt the warmth of it settle into his chest.
Margaret and Harry developed their own understanding.
They were always kind to each other, always civil. There was a genuine liking between them, a quiet affection that had grown out of shared meals and shared worries over the same man.
She was not Sirius. No one could be Sirius. But she was fun in her own way—sharp, intelligent, quick to laugh. She was very, very caring. And she was fierce, especially when it came to protecting the people she loved.
Harry had seen that fierceness directed at Sirius. He was glad it was not directed at him.
Margaret went through his Potions syllabus, made notes in the margins, and promised to start lessons soon. She had set up a small section of her laboratory for him to practice.
Harry was touched. He told her so.
She waved a hand, dismissing his thanks, but she was smiling.
Harry and Aurora were a lost cause.
They did not talk to each other more than necessary. Never fought but never seek eachother out also. There were like planets orbiting the sun but never crossing their path.
Harry noticed that she was mostly lost in her own world, her attention captured by her dragon castle, her books and the small details of her day. Aurora as little as she is, noticed that Harry was actually very loud and very fun as Sirius had said, not silent and boring.
They had developed a quiet understanding: Sirius had to be shared.
Neither of them wanted to be in the other's space when Sirius was there. When Sirius was with Aurora, Harry avoided that part of the house. Until he was absolutely sure that she was gone. When Sirius was with Harry in the pitch or whereever, Aurora stayed in her room or roamed the corridors, never once asking to join.
They thought they were being subtle.
Sirius and Margaret saw everything.
They talked about in everyday, in the quiet of their room, their voices low, their words careful.
"Sit them down," Margaret said one evening. "Make them talk to each other. This cannot continue."
"No." Sirius's voice was firm. "It will make it worse."
"We cannot just let them avoid each other forever."
"We are not. We are giving them time. Let them get comfortable. They will talk when they are ready."
Margaret was not convinced. "You don't understand Sirius, they are getting comfortable with the silences, it's not good."
Sirius's voice softened. "I do understand. I had a brother. I know what it is like to be forced into a relationship you did not choose. It does not work. We cannot make them become siblings. They have to become friends first. On their own."
Margaret was silent for a long moment. Then she sighed.
"Fine," she said. "But if this goes on much longer—"
"It won't."
Sirius and Margaret were a different story.
They were like teenagers having their first relationship. They spent hours in each other's arms, talking, sharing, learning each other. Or at times just staring, looking into eachother's features. The lives they had lived before. The things they had in common. The pure-blood upbringing they had both endured.
One conversation they avoided completely: their past loves.
Sirius's wild dating history. Margaret's first marriage. They both were very aware of the burn it would land on the new development and on eachother.
Sirius discovered that behind all her composure, Margaret was a rule-breaker. She had snuck out of her father's estate at night to party with her friends, had talked her professors to a way out of detentions. Hexed a boy in school after he misbehaved.
Margaret discovered that Sirius's hatred for pure-blood society was entirely for their beliefs—not for their style. He enjoyed the luxury, the comfort, the old money elegance. He had all the habits of an aristocratic lord, the way he sat, the way he assessed situations, not to forget the drinking.
She pointed out the irony to him.
Sirius laughed. "James told me that all the time. Apparently, I was the snob of the group."
They stole glances at each other constantly. Their hands found each other without thought, their fingers intertwining, their palms pressing together. Sirius made her laugh constantly—not polite laughter, but real laughter, surprised and bright.
The more she laughed, the more the weight on Sirius's world faded.
He would say things that turned her into a blushing teenager. She would flush, look away, look back. He loved seeing that.
He was not immune either. Her touch stopped him cold. A simple hand on his arm, her fingers brushing his cheek, and he would go still, his breath catching, his eyes closing for just a moment.
He was starved for her, just her. She saw it. She did not know why.
They needed to share even the smallest happenings of the day with each other. A bird at the window. A letter from an old friend. A thought that had crossed their minds without warning.
Margaret could see the effects of Azkaban on Sirius now. During the day, he hid them well—the smiles, the jokes, the easy confidence. But in the quiet of the night, he would shake. He would murmur in his sleep. He would wrap his body around hers like she was the only source of warmth in a freezing world.
Their children gave them looks—knowing looks, exasperated looks, amused looks. Sirius and Margaret never noticed. They were too lost in each other.
Life at Grimmauld Place was good.
It was falling into a pattern, the kind that Harry had never experienced before. A rhythm. A routine. A family that had been formed out of forced circumstances was beginning to choose each other, rather than just exist together.
The mornings were for breakfast together. The evenings were for the living room, the fire crackling, the conversation flowing. Sirius and Margaret would talk about their days. Aurora would demand stories. Harry would listen, and chime in, and feel himself becoming part of something.
He was not alone anymore.
He had never been alone.
He had just been waiting to find his people. He did now.
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Harry had always assumed he was a light sleeper.
Thirteen years at the Dursleys had made it a fact. He had learned to sleep with one ear open, his body tensed even in rest, anticipating the creak of a door, the heavy tread of Uncle Vernon's footsteps, the shrill call of Aunt Petunia's voice summoning him for chores. Even at Hogwarts, surrounded by friends, he had never quite let go. Sleep had been a necessity, not a comfort.
But the past week had changed something.
His new bed was too soft, the pillows too perfect, the room kept at exactly the right temperature. There were no chores waiting for him in the morning—nothing except the Firebolt and the pitch, and Harry did not count flying as a chore. It was the best part of the day. So he slept. Deeply, dreamlessly, like a log drifting on a still river.
The earliest light of morning crept through his windows, pale and tentative, barely touching the darkness. The world outside was still sleeping. Harry did not notice. He was lost in the quiet depths of a rest he had never known.
He did not feel the eyes that watched him from the doorway.
He did not hear the soft footsteps that crossed the room.
But he certainly felt it when a heavy weight landed on his chest and a wet tongue dragged across his face.
Harry woke to his own laughter.
Padfoot was on top of him, all fur and warmth and overwhelming enthusiasm, his tail wagging so hard his whole body shook. His tongue was everywhere—Harry's face, his ears, his hair—and Harry was laughing so hard he could barely breathe.
"Stop—Padfoot—stop—"
He tried to push the dog away, but his hands had no strength. He was laughing too much. And somewhere beneath the laughter, beneath the desperate need for air, he wanted nothing more than to hold on.
"Please—I can't breathe—"
Padfoot paused, giving Harry one last, deliberate lick, and then collapsed on top of him with a satisfied huff.
Harry lay there, pinned beneath the weight of a large black dog, gasping and grinning. "As much as I love you, Padfoot, you are very heavy. You are crushing me."
Padfoot whined. He barked once, sharp and indignant, and rolled over.
The dog was gone. In his place, propped on one elbow, his grey eyes bright with mischief, was Sirius. He was lying beside Harry now, close enough that their shoulders almost touched, watching him with an expression of pure satisfaction.
Harry smiled. "Morning, Padfoot."
Sirius lunged.
He seized Harry's wrists, pinned them to the bed, and began to tickle him without mercy. Harry shrieked with laughter, twisting, trying to escape, but Sirius was stronger and faster and utterly relentless.
"Say good morning, Sirius," Sirius demanded. "Not Padfoot."
"But—Padfoot—woke me up—"
Sirius tickled harder. "Padfoot is not here. It is me. Now."
Harry was laughing so hard tears streamed down his face. "Alright—alright—good morning, Sirius. Sirius."
Sirius stopped.
Harry lay there, tangled in his bed covers, his face red, his hair a wild mess, his breath coming in gasps. He looked up at Sirius, and Sirius was looking back at him with so much love that Harry felt the world shift beneath him. The smile on Sirius's face was soft, warm, endless. Harry felt like the whole world was a happy place, and he was happy because he had Sirius.
"Why are you here?" Harry asked. "It is early."
Sirius settled onto his side, propping his head on his hand. "I had a dream. I saw you, and then I could not wait to look at you. So I came."
Harry's smile was so bright it could have replaced the sun. "You had a dream about me?"
Sirius looked at him as if he had asked something foolish. "Of course, Harry. I always have dreams about you."
Harry's chest felt full. "What dream?"
Sirius hovered over him for a moment, then said, "If you want to know, you will have to give me some space. Move over."
Harry moved. He did not hesitate. He would never understand how Sirius was always so comfortable demanding space, so certain it would be given. Harry himself stood beside Sirius's bed, waiting to be pulled in, never quite sure. But Sirius just asked, and the world made room for him. Call it his arrogance or confidence!
Sirius adjusted himself against the pillows, looking up at the ceiling. Harry did the same, trying to see what Sirius was seeing.
"Tell me," Harry said.
Sirius began to speak. The story was absurd—something about Harry being a knight who fought a troll with a teaspoon, then befriended the troll and rode it to a castle made of cheese. Harry was not a knight. He did not fight trolls with teaspoons. He definitely did not ride trolls to castles made of cheese.
Harry turned his head. "Is this true, or are you making this up?"
Sirius propped himself up on the pillows and looked at him. "That is the test. You have to guess."
Harry studied his godfather's face, the grey eyes bright with suppressed laughter, the lips twitching. "Well," he said, "knowing you, it could be anything. Your imagination is wild."
Sirius threw his head back and laughed—that familiar bark of laughter that filled the room and made Harry want to join in. So he did. He laughed at nothing and everything, at the absurdity of the story and the joy of being here, of being wanted.
Sirius reached over and ruffled Harry's already-messy hair. "Smarty pants," he said. "That is what you are."
His hand stilled. His expression shifted, became thoughtful. He was observing Harry, his face blank, unreadable.
Harry felt a flicker of uncertainty. "What?"
Sirius was quiet for a moment. "You look different without your glasses."
Harry thought about that. "How different?"
Sirius looked at him, really looked, as if seeing him for the first time. "Everyone tells you how you look like James," he said slowly. "And you have Lily's eyes. I have said it myself."
Harry nodded.
Sirius smiled. "But you look like you."
Harry did not understand.
Sirius must have seen the confusion on his face, because he leaned closer, his voice softer. "What I mean is—your face is your own. It has influences from your parents, yes. But you are Harry. I see that more and more every day."
Harry felt something settle in his chest. That was what he wanted. To be Harry. Not just James's son or Lily's legacy or the Boy Who Lived. Just Harry. And Sirius, who had spent so much of his life with James and Lily, saw that. It must be true.
"Thank you, Sirius," he said. "I like that."
Sirius's smile widened. "Of course you do. You should. Because Harry is a great boy. The best boy in the world."
He leaned forward and kissed Harry's forehead—soft, warm, lingering. "My favorite boy."
Then he collapsed onto Harry again, pulling him close, wrapping his arms around him in a hug that was more like a cuddle. Harry went willingly, settling into the warmth, into the safety, into the overwhelming reality of being loved.
He had never had this. Not even in dreams. Now it was real.
His mornings began like this now. Not with shouting or chores or the dread of facing another day. But with laughter and warmth and the quiet knowledge that he was wanted.
He settled into Sirius's arms, smiling, not needing to speak.
The sun had risen properly now, the early light flooding through the tall windows, painting the room in shades of gold and amber. Dust motes drifted lazily in the beams, and the shadows had retreated to the corners, waiting for evening. Harry lay with his head on Sirius's chest, his godfather's arms wrapped around him. Neither of them had moved to get up. Neither of them wanted to.
Sirius's voice came quietly, almost thoughtful. "Good lighting in this room."
Harry smiled against his chest. "Well, my godfather chose it for me."
Sirius chuckled, and Harry felt the vibration of it through his ribs, through his own chest, a warmth that had nothing to do with the sun. "I think your godfather has good sense."
Harry did not miss a beat. "Once in a while. He does."
Sirius laughed, the sound bright in the quiet room. "What about the times he does not have it?"
Harry played along, his voice light, teasing. "I don't know. He decided to stalk me and my friends for an entire year to catch a rat instead of just talking to me and sorting it out."
Sirius laughed harder, his body shaking, and Harry felt himself shake with him. "Well," Sirius said, "that sounds like a stupid man."
"He kinda is," Harry said.
Sirius raised an eyebrow, and Harry laughed. Sirius smiled too, wide and warm, and Harry felt the last of the morning sleepiness fade away.
But then Harry asked, "Why did you do it? Never approach me? Tell me everything yourself. Instead of... you know. Hunting down Scabbers. Wormtail. With Crookshanks."
Sirius was silent for a moment. The light shifted across his face, and Harry saw something flicker in his grey eyes—something old, something painful.
"Because I thought you hated me," Sirius said.
Harry felt something wrong settle into his chest. The words were wrong. Harry hating Sirius was wrong. There was probably no one else in the world Harry loved more. But it was true. There had been a time—short, terrible, necessary—when Harry had hated Sirius with everything he had.
Sirius continued, his voice quieter now. "I knew Dumbledore placed you with Evans. When I broke out, I had an idea of where you might be. But I never thought she could have been so heartless to you." He paused. "She and Lily had problems. Of course they did. No one can deny that. But I never thought she would take it out on you by taking away your identity."
Harry was silent. It was a deep wound, still healing, still tender. He knew what Petunia had done for him at the ritual. He had respect for her—truly, he did. But the hate and the anger were not gone. Not truly. Probably they would never be gone.
"I thought she would have told you everything," Sirius said. "I thought you must have grown up—twelve years of your life hating me, cursing me. How could I come and face you?" He paused. "So I watched you instead."
Harry nodded. "Yeah. I saw you. I thought it was a grim."
They were quiet for a moment. The sun moved higher, the light shifting, and Harry listened to the steady beat of Sirius's heart beneath his ear.
"I don't think I would have approached you," Sirius said. "I don't think I would have had the courage. If Ron had not been the one with the rat, if he had not happened to be your friend—" He shook his head. "I guess the world wanted us to come face to face."
Harry smiled. "Yeah. I am glad it happened. I cannot imagine going back to a life where I do not know you."
Sirius held him tighter, pulling him closer, his arms a fortress, a promise. "You never have to, Love. Never."
Sirius shifted, his voice lighter, deliberately so. "Your room needs severe improvements," he said. "And so does your Quidditch skills."
Harry was offended at once. He pulled back, just enough to look Sirius in the eye. "What? But yesterday you said I was doing so well. I am working on the dive, though. It is getting better."
Sirius watched him, his expression unreadable, and then he laughed.
Harry was not in the mood to laugh. Sirius had just criticised his Quidditch skills. His Quidditch skills, which he had been perfecting for years, which were the one thing he was truly good at—
Sirius saw his face. He stopped laughing. "Oh, Harry. What I meant is—you are doing very well. Of course you are. You are a great player. But the reason your dive is taking so long to perfect is because you do not have a snitch to chase."
Harry relaxed immediately. Sirius was not criticising him. Sirius was explaining.
And then it clicked. "Snitch? You want to get me a snitch?"
Sirius's smile was wide. "Of course, Harry. The entire set. Snitch, Bludgers, quaffles. All of it."
Harry was speechless. His mouth opened, closed, opened again. "Sirius, you have already given me a pitch. I certainly do not need anything more."
Sirius shook his head. "That is not for you to decide. It is my decision. And I say that both you and the pitch require proper equipment."
Harry knew there was no room for argument. He was too touched to speak.
Sirius pulled him close again, cuddling him, holding him against his chest. "Make a list of all the things you need. We are going shopping today."
Harry smiled into Sirius's shoulder. "Alright."
They lay there, making small plans. What needed to be bought. What Harry wanted. The sun rose higher, the room grew warmer, and neither of them moved to meet the day.
Chapter Text
Sirius left Harry's room with a soft smile, pausing at the door. "Get dressed and come down for breakfast. We'll leave right after."
Harry nodded, still warm from the morning's cuddles, and Sirius was gone, his footsteps fading down the corridor.
Harry showered and then dressed quickly—jeans, a soft jumper, the clothes Sirius had bought him that felt like they had always been his. He ran a hand through his hair, which did nothing, and headed downstairs.
Sirius was already there. He was always faster. He stood at the bottom of the stairs, waiting, his grey eyes finding Harry the moment he appeared. A smile spread across his face.
"Morning," Sirius said.
Harry smiled back. He reached the bottom of the stairs, and Sirius's hand came up to ruffle his hair. Harry ducked, laughing, and ran in the opposite direction toward his seat at the table.
Sirius laughed, shaking his head. "Cheeky."
He moved to the table and picked up the teapot he had brought from the kitchen. He poured a cup for Harry—milk, two sugars—and handed it over. Harry wrapped his hands around the warm ceramic, breathing in the steam.
Sirius stood again, his head tilting toward the stairs. He could feel them coming, Harry realized. Padfoot told him, someone was coming.
Margaret appeared first, dressed for work, her hair pinned up, her robes immaculate. Behind her, Aurora trudged sleepily, her dragon clutched under one arm, her schoolbag dragging on the step.
Sirius greeted them with the same warmth, the same smile. He lifted Aurora into his arms, settled her in her chair, and then pulled out Margaret's chair with the same easy affection he showed every morning. It was not a duty. Harry could see that now. It was simply who Sirius was.
Margaret and Harry exchanged good mornings—polite, warm enough—and then, following Margaret's unspoken cue, Aurora and Harry wished each other good morning too. Formal. Almost forced. The words hung in the air between them, neither quite meeting the other's eyes.
Sirius made tea for Margaret, then for himself, and the breakfast began.
The food was especially good today. Harry ate quickly, the way he always did, his fork moving before his brain caught up. The conversation flowed around him—Sirius and Aurora chattering in a rapid mix of French and English that Harry could never follow. He had stopped trying. He just ate.
Sirius set down his fork. "Harry and I are going shopping today."
Aurora's head snapped up. "Shopping?"
Sirius smiled. "Yes, little star. Shopping. Do you need anything? I will get it for you."
Aurora's face brightened, her mouth opening—
"No," Margaret said. "You have far too many toys. No more toys. You may ask for anything else, but no toys."
Aurora's face fell. Her lower lip jutted out.
Sirius chuckled, but he tried to help the situation. "Well, I am going to Diagon Alley anyway. They do not have Muggle toys there, Aurora. And magical toys are not that interesting." He reached across and touched her hand. "I will get you a new storybook. Alright?"
Aurora's smile returned, bright as ever. "Alright."
Margaret shook her head, but Harry saw her smiling.
Sirius looked at her. "I can drop you both."
Margaret looked up, her expression softening. But before she could answer, Aurora let out a shriek that startled Harry so much he dropped his fork.
"Yes! Yes! Yes!"
Harry stared at her. He had no idea what was so exciting. She went to school every day. What difference did it make if Sirius dropped her off? He focused on his food.
The breakfast ended. The plates were cleared. They walked to the front door together, and it opened as Sirius reached.
The Muggle lane was bright and cool, the morning air fresh on Harry's face. He had not been outside since the ritual—the house had captured all his attention, its corridors and rooms and secrets enough to fill a hundred mornings. But now, standing here, he felt the world open up around him. The sky stretched wide, the clouds drifted slowly, and the distant sound of traffic hummed in the background.
He should get out more often, he thought.
Sirius raised his wand and flicked it. Between two houses, a garage shimmered into view, and the doors swung open to reveal the black car waiting inside.
Aurora was bouncing on her heels.
Harry understood. The shriek at breakfast had not been about Sirius dropping her off. It had been about the car.
The Dursleys had a car. Harry had sat in it countless times, always in the back, always silent, always unwanted. They had never let him sit in the front. They had never opened the door for him. They had never made him feel welcome.
This was different. This car was his. He had helped choose it.
Sirius opened the back door. Aurora climbed in, her schoolbag settled beside her. But Sirius did not close the door. He held it open, waiting.
Harry realized it was for him. He climbed in, settling beside Aurora, and Sirius closed the door gently.
He walked around the car and opened the front passenger door for Margaret. She slid in with her usual elegance, smoothing her robes, and Sirius closed her door as well.
He settled behind the wheel and started the engine. "Alright, family. Ready?"
Aurora and Harry answered at once. "Yes."
They looked at each other, surprised, and then looked away.
Margaret and Sirius smiled.
The drive was smooth, the city waking around them. Margaret and Sirius talked quietly about a case she was handling—something about a client Sirius had known as a boy. Harry tuned them out, his attention caught by the world outside the window.
A man walking his dog. Two children running toward a playground. A woman watering flowers on her balcony. Ordinary things. Beautiful things.
Aurora was pressed against the other window, her small hands flat on the glass, her dark eyes wide. She looked like she was seeing a wonderland.
Harry allowed himself a small smile. He had been that child once. Before the Dursleys had beaten it out of him.
They pulled up outside the school. It was the kind of building that rich children attended—tall iron gates, a manicured lawn, a playground with equipment that looked brand new. Harry supposed Aurora is a rich child. He supposed he was too, now.
Sirius killed the engine and waited.
Harry did not understand why they were not getting out. Then Margaret spoke.
"Come on, Aurora. Repeat what we discussed yesterday."
Aurora's face fell. "Mumma, I said the right thing—"
"No." Margaret's voice was firm. "You will say it as we taught you last night. Come on. Say it for me."
Harry had no idea what they were talking about. What conversation? What had they taught her?
Aurora sighed, long and dramatic, and recited: "Magic is not real. Sirius is not a dog."
Harry laughed out loud. Very loud.
The sound burst out of him before he could stop it. All heads turned toward him. He stopped at once.
Sirius's voice was kind. "Harry. Do not laugh, love. It is a Muggle school. We have to be careful. You know that, right?"
Harry nodded quickly. "I know. I just—my uncle used to make me say that too. Over and over. I was not laughing at Aurora. I was laughing at—" He stopped. "I am sorry."
Sirius nodded, understanding.
Aurora was still watching Harry, her dark eyes curious. Then Sirius turned to her.
"Little star, listen to me." His voice was gentle. "The children at this school know magic only from stories. They do not live it like we do. Telling them things they do not understand, making them feel stupid—that is not the right thing to do. Do you understand?"
Aurora nodded.
"Instead of saying magic is real," Sirius continued, "why don't you tell them that you like magic? That way, you are not lying, and they will not feel strange."
Aurora considered this. "But I want to tell them that you can be a dog. You are so cool. And you can do magic."
Margaret's patience was running thin. Harry could hear it in her voice. "No, Aurora. Your teacher has already complained that you say strange things. You cannot tell them. At school, you are a Muggle. Do you understand?"
Aurora nodded quickly, her eyes sad.
Sirius smiled at her. "You think I am cool? That is compliment enough for me."
Aurora's face lit up.
They stepped out of the car. Sirius carried Aurora to the gate, her small legs wrapped around his waist, her arms around his neck. He spoke to her in French, soft and low, and she answered in the same language. Harry walked behind them, a few steps away, Margaret beside him.
The goodbye was long. Kisses on both cheeks, a hug, another kiss, a whispered promise. Sirius set her down, she hugged Margaret's legs and she ran through the gate toward the school doors. Margaret called out something in French, and Aurora turned to wave.
Harry raised his hand. "Goodbye, Aurora."
She waved at him too, a quick, distracted wave, and then she was gone.
Sirius and Margaret stood hand in hand, watching the doors close behind their daughter.
Harry felt a sudden pang. He had never had this. No one had ever dropped him off at school. No one had ever waited to make sure he was safe. No one had ever kissed him goodbye and promised to see him in the evening.
He tried to push the hurt away. Some things would never heal. Maybe they were not meant to.
Sirius turned, his arm coming around Harry's shoulders, his other hand still holding Margaret's. He walked them back to the car, opened the doors, and they drove away.
Sirius stopped in a narrow alley. A red telephone booth stood against the brick wall, looking old and out of place.
Harry looked around. "Where are we?"
Sirius smiled. "Come out. This is the Muggle entrance to the Ministry of Magic."
Harry stepped out of the car, staring at the telephone booth. He had walked past a hundred of these in London. He had never known they led anywhere.
Margaret kissed Sirius's cheek. "Good luck with your case," he said. She smiled.
Harry stepped forward. "Good luck, Margaret."
She cupped his cheek, her hand warm. "Have a good day, Harry."
She stepped into the booth and disappeared. The glass fogged, the lights flickered, and then she was gone.
Harry stared at the empty booth, amazed.
Sirius pulled him gently. "Come on. We have shopping to do."
He opened the front door for Harry, and Harry climbed in, smiling. Sirius settled behind the wheel and drove them away, toward Diagon Alley.
The brick wall folded away, and Diagon Alley opened before them.
Harry had been here many times, but never like this. Never walking beside Sirius, never feeling the eyes of the crowd on both of them equally. People turned as they passed—some stared at Harry, the Boy Who Lived, but just as many, if not more, pointed at Sirius. The escaped convict. The exonerated lord. The man whose face had been splashed across the Prophet for weeks.
Harry noticed the women first. Their heads turned as Sirius walked by, their eyes lingering, their lips curving into smiles that Harry found embarrassing. Some of the comments were loud.
"He is even more handsome in person."
"Oh. Look at him. Lord Black. Witch weekly was right."
His face flustered. Sirius did not seem to notice. Or if he did, he did not care.
They were others as well. They murmured among themselves. That's him. Sirius Black. He won custody of Harry Potter. Harry smiled. That was the kind of gossip he could live with.
Sirius's hand closed around his arm. "Come on. This way."
He pulled Harry into Quality Quidditch Supplies.
The shop was familiar, the smell of polished wood and new leather filling the air. Brooms lined the walls, their handles gleaming, their twigs perfectly aligned. Harry's eyes went wide despite himself.
Sirius approached the counter. "A practice set. Full regulation."
The shopkeeper nodded and disappeared into the back. Sirius turned to Harry. "Pick up whatever you like. Whatever you need."
Harry hesitated. He looked at the gloves, the goggles, the polishing kits. He looked at the magazines stacked on the shelves, the posters rolled in bins, the books on technique and tactics. Sirius was watching him, patient, waiting.
Harry stopped hesitating.
He picked up gloves—soft leather, perfect grip. A polishing kit reserved for Firebolts, the label gleaming. A stack of Quidditch magazines, months' worth, enough to keep him reading for weeks. Posters for his room—players diving, hoops gleaming, the pitch at night under the stars. And a book, thick and dense, on advanced flying techniques.
He brought his armful to the counter. Sirius was already there, paying for something else, something Harry had not seen him pick up. The shopkeeper handed him a folded paper, and Sirius tucked it into his jacket without looking at it.
Harry did not ask.
Sirius paid for Harry's things too, not looking at the prices, not asking what anything cost. He simply handed over the coins and reduced the bags with a flick of his wand, slipping them into his pocket.
"Next," Sirius said, and they walked out.
Flourish and Blotts was next.
The bookshop smelled of old paper and ink, the shelves towering high above them. Sirius moved through the aisles with purpose, pulling down volumes on magical law, political history, the workings of the Wizengamot. His stack grew tall, and Harry watched him, curious.
Sirius caught his look. "I need to catch up," he said quietly. "The world moved on without me for twelve years."
Harry heard the hurt in his voice, the thing he did not speak of. He nodded and turned to his own shelves.
He found stationery—good parchment, thick and creamy, ink in dark bottles. He found Gryffindor banners for his room, the red and gold bright against the dim shop lights. He found books that caught his eye, histories and tales and one on the theory of transfiguration that looked dense but interesting.
Sirius was at another counter, paying for something else. Harry saw him pick up a book on French magical law, a novel with a woman's name on the cover, and a children's book with a unicorn on the front. Aurora's storybook, Harry realized. He had promised.
Sirius paid, reduced the bags, tucked them away.
Harry did not ask about the other things.
The Potion Supplies shop was small and smelled of dried herbs and something sharp that made Harry's nose tingle.
Sirius walked to the counter and spoke quietly to the shopkeeper, handing over a list. Harry realized it was for him. Margaret must have given it to Sirius. She was going to teach him, and she had prepared.
Harry smiled. He was part of their conversations now. It was a small thing, but it made him happy.
Sirius paid, reduced the bags, tucked them away.
Sugarplum's Sweets Shop was next. Sirius bought candies for Harry—chocolate frogs, cauldron cakes, a bag of every flavor beans. He bought candies for Aurora too, a box of French chocolates wrapped in gold paper.
Harry watched him, thinking. Sirius forgot no one. He had bought something for everyone, every time. Margaret's books, Aurora's chocolates, Harry's Quidditch supplies. He had not missed a single person.
Sirius turned to him. "Do you need anything else?"
Harry thought about it. "Yes," he said. "For Hedwig."
Sirius nodded, and they walked to the Magical Menagerie.
The shop was full of sounds—hoots and chirps and the soft rustle of wings. Sirius spoke to the shopkeeper, and soon Harry had everything Hedwig needed. Treats, toys, a new perch for her cage. And then Sirius paid for six months of owl food in advance, so Harry would never have to worry about running out.
Harry was touched. He did not know what to say.
Sirius tucked the last bag away and looked at him. "Harry, I have some work at Gringotts. A meeting. Would you like to come with me and wait, or would you rather go to the ice cream parlor?" He paused. "You choose. Whatever you want."
Harry felt the newness of it settle over him. Going out with an adult who asked his opinion. Who let him buy what he wanted without judgment. Who paid for everything without making him feel guilty. Who did not make him worry about his fortune, about making it last through the school years.
He did not have to worry about any of that anymore.
"I will come with you," Harry said. "I can wait. No problem."
Sirius smiled. They walked toward Gringotts.
The doors of Gringotts loomed before them, ancient and imposing. Harry had been here before, but the sight never failed to make him feel small. The marble floors gleamed, the chandeliers sparkled, and the goblins at their high desks watched the crowd with eyes that missed nothing.
Sirius stopped at the entrance to a long corridor. "I have to go alone from here. The meeting is private."
Harry nodded.
Sirius looked at him, his grey eyes searching. "Will you be alright? The waiting area is just there." He pointed to a row of chairs against the wall, where a few witches and wizards sat reading old copies of the Prophet.
"I will be fine," Harry said.
"Are you sure? I can ask them to reschedule—"
"Sirius." Harry smiled. "I will be fine. Go."
Sirius hesitated, then squeezed Harry's shoulder and walked away. "Twenty minutes," he called over his shoulder. "I will be back in twenty minutes."
Harry watched him disappear through a heavy door, and then he sat.
The waiting area was quiet. The goblins behind their counters spoke in low voices, their quills scratching across ledgers. Harry sat still, his hands folded in his lap, thinking about the snitch he would use to practice when they got home. He imagined it fluttering through the air, gold and gleaming, and he felt a smile tug at his lips.
A shadow fell over him.
Harry looked up.
Lucius Malfoy stood before him, his long blonde hair gleaming under the chandeliers, his silver-handled cane tapping against the marble floor. His lip curled into the familiar sneer, and his cold grey eyes swept over Harry with disdain.
"My, my," Malfoy said. "What do we have here? Harry Potter, sitting alone in Gringotts like a lost child." He tilted his head.
"Has your godfather grown bored of you already? A week into the adoption, and he leaves you unattended."
Harry said nothing. His hands clenched in his lap.
Malfoy's smile widened. "It is true, then? He is already tired of you. Well, what else can you expect from a Black? Crazy, that one. Unstable."
He shook his head, feigning sympathy. "I do not blame him, of course. Why would anyone want an orphan?"
Harry found his voice, ut was angry. "Sirius wants me very much. And if you do not remember, I am no longer an orphan. Sirius adopted me."
Malfoy laughed. It was a cold sound, sharp and dismissive.
"Mr. Potter, you are an even greater fool than Draco has told me. Adopted." He tasted the word like something rotten. "You cannot possibly believe he is in love with you that you are now his son."
Harry met his gaze. He did not look away.
Malfoy leaned closer. "You are the cure for his guilt, nothing more. His best friend was murdered because of Sirius's clever suggestion. James Potter is dead because Sirius trusted the wrong man. And you—"
He gestured at Harry's face. "You are in his house only to ease that guilt. He does not want you. He wants the ghost of your father."
Harry's chest tightened. Malfoy had said something he had wondered himself, in the dark of the night at Privet Drive, when Sirius had gone silent during the trial. The thought had been there, buried, unspoken. Now Malfoy had dug it up.
He could not speak.
Malfoy pressed his advantage. "Sirius was in love with James Potter. Your father. And Potter is dead. You are just an image of the dead. Do not let yourself believe this will last. It will not."
Harry shouted, "You do not know anything."
"Oh, I know enough." Malfoy's eyes glittered. "Tell me, does his wife not walk him on a leash? He agrees to everything she says, does he not?"
Harry stayed silent. He would not give Malfoy the satisfaction of rising to it.
Malfoy's voice dropped, conspiratorial. "It is only a matter of time. That woman will secure a future for her child, and then she will throw you out. I tried to save you during the hearing, but you are too foolish to see—"
"I can decide for myself." Harry's voice rose. "I do not need you to tell me anything. You lost that day. We won. And you dare—"
His voice shook. "You dare say anything about Margaret or Sirius—"
People were looking now. Witches and wizards turned their heads, watching the scene unfold. Malfoy's face tightened.
Harry stepped closer. "I have told Sirius about the diary. About what you gave Ginny Weasley. And you yourself said how crazy and impulsive the Blacks can be."
He met Malfoy's cold eyes. "If I were you, I would not cross me. I can tell Sirius again. Whenever I want."
Malfoy's face went pale. His grip on his cane tightened. For a moment, Harry saw genuine discomfort in his eyes.
Then Malfoy smiled, thin and cold. "We shall see, Potter. We shall see."
He turned and walked away, his cane tapping against the marble, his blonde hair swaying.
Harry sat down.
His hands were shaking. His heart was pounding. The words played again and again in his head. You are the cure for his guilt. He does not want you. He wants the ghost of your father.
He tried to push them away. He could not.
Sirius arrived ten minutes later, his face grave, a stack of documents in his hands. He was walking quickly, his long strides eating up the marble floor. When he saw Harry, his expression shifted.
He crossed the waiting area in seconds. "What happened? Are you alright? Did someone say something to you? The goblins—"
Harry shook his head. "Nothing. I am fine."
Sirius was not convinced. His grey eyes searching Harry's face. "Tell me. Something happened."
Harry's mind raced. He could not tell Sirius about Malfoy. He will get angry and he had already seen his temper with his mother's portrait. No, no he can't.
Sirius would demand every detail, and Harry would have to admit that Malfoy's words had landed. That he still doubted, sometimes, in the quiet of the night. That he was afraid all of this would be taken away.
Sirius would think he had no faith in him. After everything Sirius had done—
"No," Harry said. "I am fine. Nothing happened."
Sirius's jaw tightened. "Harry."
"I said nothing happened." Harry's voice came out sharper than he intended. "You said twenty minutes. I have been waiting for more than half an hour. That is why I am irritated."
Sirius went still. His face was unreadable.
Harry had never shouted at Sirius before. He knew it was wrong. He had already done it.
Sirius hid whatever he was feeling. His voice was calm, steady. "I am sorry. The discussion ran longer than I expected. Forgive me." He reached out, then stopped. "I should not have let you wait here. You should have gone to the ice cream parlor only. I should never have left you alone."
Harry felt the guilt rise. "It is alright. I am sorry too. For shouting."
Sirius looked at him for a long moment, assessing. Then he stood. "Let us go. It is time to pick up Aurora. She has an early day today."
Harry followed.
The car was silent.
Harry stared out the window, watching the buildings pass. The city was bright, the sun high, but he did not feel its warmth. Malfoy's words echoed in his head, and he could not make them stop.
Sirius drove with one hand on the wheel, the other resting on the gear shift. He glanced at Harry. Harry did not glance back.
The silence stretched between them, heavy and thick. Harry did not know how to break it. He did not know if he wanted to.
Sirius kept stealing glances. Harry pretended not to notice.
The school appeared ahead. Sirius pulled the car into the pickup lane and killed the engine. Harry pressed his face to the window, scanning the crowd of children spilling out of the school gates. So many small bodies, so many bright backpacks, so many voices calling out to parents and friends. He could not find Aurora.
Sirius found her.
Harry did not know how. Maybe he simply knew where to look. He opened his door and walked toward a cluster of children near the gate, and Harry came out too and saw her—small, golden hair and her backpack bouncing as she ran.
She saw Sirius and launched herself at him.
He caught her easily, swinging her up into his arms, and she wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck. A girl with pigtails stood beside them, watching with wide eyes.
"Sirius, this is Emily!" Aurora said, her voice bright. "She is my new friend. Emily, this is my Sirius."
Sirius smiled at the girl with the same warmth he gave everyone. "Hello, Emily. It is very nice to meet you."
Emily giggled and hid behind her hands. They said good byes. Aurora was already talking, very fast, very loud, telling Sirius about her day, about the game they had played at recess, about how emily had sat with her. Sirius listened, asked questions, made her feel like she was the only person in the world.
Harry walked back to the car alone.
He climbed into the front seat and stared out the window. His mood had dropped again, the brief respite from Malfoy's words fading. He watched Sirius carry Aurora to the car, watched him settle her in the back seat, watched him walk around to the driver's side.
Sirius started the engine. "We are going out for lunch."
Harry realized, suddenly, how hungry he was. His breakfast had been hours ago. His stomach growled.
Aurora bounced in her seat. "Yes! Yes! Yes!"
Sirius drove.
The restaurant was fancy, the kind of place Harry would never have entered on his own. The tables were draped in white cloth, the silverware gleamed, and the menu was written in a language Harry did not understand.
Sirius carried Aurora to their table, settling her in a chair. Harry sat beside her, his menu untouched.
Sirius looked at him. "Order whatever you like."
Harry stared at the menu. The words swam before his eyes. He understood nothing.
Aurora was having the same problem. She held her menu upside down, her brow furrowed. "Sirius, what is this?"
Sirius smiled. He moved his chair closer to hers and began to read. "This is roasted chicken. It comes with potatoes and vegetables. This is pasta, with cream sauce. This is fish—"
Harry listened. Sirius described each dish, his voice patient, his explanations clear. He was doing it for both of them, Harry realized. He was making sure they understood.
Harry chose the pasta. Aurora chose the chicken. Sirius ordered for all three of them, and they sat back to wait.
Aurora tugged Sirius's sleeve. "Can we please go to the mall? I want to play the Muggle games there. All my friends at school go. I have never been to a mall." Her voice dropped. "Mumma never took me."
Harry listened. He had never been to a mall before Sirius took him. He had never been to a game zone before either. He had never done a lot of things.
Sirius considered. He looked at Harry, his voice very soft and low. "Would you like to go? Or do you need to get back to the house?"
Harry heard the carefulness in his voice. He was still testing the waters after Harry's outburst at Gringotts. Harry felt a pang of guilt.
"I want to go," he said.
Aurora beamed. Sirius smiled. "Alright. Then you both will go home and pretend you spent the entire afternoon doing homework."
Aurora laughed. Harry laughed too.
Their food arrived. The pasta was rich and creamy, the chicken golden and crisp. They ate in comfortable silence, the earlier tension fading.
Aurora looked at Sirius. "Have you been to the mall before?"
Sirius considered. "Not recently. But before—before everything—I used to roam the Muggle world all the time." He smiled, a distant look in his eyes. "There are all kinds of strange Muggle people. You can move through them without drawing attention."
Harry laughed. Sirius was not wrong.
The mall was bright and loud, filled with the sounds of footsteps and chatter and music from hidden speakers. Aurora's eyes went wide. Harry's did too, though he tried to hide it.
Sirius gave them each a handful of coins. "One hour. Stay where I can see you."
Harry and Aurora nodded and ran toward the games.
The arcade was a maze of flashing lights and beeping machines. Aurora stopped in front of a racing game, her face pressed to the screen. She had no idea, how to use it. Harry catched up. Harry showed her how to hold the wheel, how to press the pedal, how to steer. They both took the dual seats. Harry played well at once. Aurora crashed into every wall, but she was laughing, and Harry was laughing too.
Sirius watched from a bench, giving them space, his eyes soft.
They moved from game to game. Harry helped Aurora with each one, explaining the rules, showing her the tricks. He found it easier than both of them—the machines made sense to him in a way they did not to Sirius, who kept pressing buttons that did nothing, and to Aurora, who could not reach the pedals. Sirius gave up and went to get them something to eat. They didn't not notice. Too busy in playing. All of Harry's anger and worry at Malfoy's words were forgotten. He was engrossed in his game.
A boy appeared. He was older than Aurora, with red hair and a sharp face. He pushed her. She stumbled, fell, and began to cry.
Harry felt anger rise in his chest.
He stepped between the boy and Aurora. "She was here first. You pushed her."
The boy sneered. "She is too small to play. She doesn't understand anyway, she is stupid."
"She was playing. You pushed her. Go find another game."
The boy's face reddened. He shoved Harry's shoulder. Harry did not move.
"You are not the boss of me," the boy said.
"I am not trying to be. I am telling you to leave her alone."
The boy's parents arrived, flustered, apologizing. They dragged their son away. Harry watched them go, his heart pounding, his hands shaking.
He turned to Aurora. She was still on the floor, her face wet with tears.
Harry knelt beside her. "Are you alright?"
She shook her head. "He pushed me."
"I know. It was not your fault. He was being a bully." Harry pulled a napkin from his pocket—he did not remember putting it there—and handed it to her. "Here."
She wiped her face. Harry sat beside her on the floor. He felt bad for her. Genuinely. He faced it too.
Aurora said, "He called me stupid."
Harry replied at once, "You are not stupid. He is stupid."
She was not convinced, her eyes still wet. Harry had no idea, how to deal with kids. He never had. He looked for Sirius. He was not there.
Harry had to do it. He looked at Aurora and he said, "Aurora, you can speak two languages. And your dragons talk to you too, you are not stupid."
She was convinced now. Her tears forgotten and she smiled. Harry had no idea, why he felt so relieved. But he did.
"Do you want to keep playing?" he asked.
She shook her head.
"Would you like to try a different game? One that is not so crowded?"
She looked at him. Her eyes were red, but the tears had stopped. "Which game?"
Harry pointed to a machine in the corner, a shooting game with bright colors and friendly animals. "That one. You do not have to compete with anyone. You just have to hit the targets."
Aurora considered. "Will you play with me?"
"Yes."
They walked to the machine together. Harry showed her how to hold the gun, how to aim, how to shoot. She missed most of the targets, but she was laughing.
Sirius appeared beside them, a cup of something in his hand. He looked at Harry, at Aurora, at the machine, and his expression softened.
"Everything alright?" he asked.
Harry nodded. "Everything is fine."
Sirius did not push. He stepped back and let them play.
They walked out of the mall together, the afternoon sun warm on their faces. For Sirius it was a day of wonder as watched, his kids walking. For the first time, Harry and Aurora made conversation on their own.
Aurora was asking about the Muggle world—about televisions and telephones, about the games they had played, about what other things Muggles did for fun. Harry answered each question, his voice patient, his explanations clear.
Sirius walked behind them, his heart so full he thought it might burst.
He did not interrupt. He did not ask how this had happened. He simply watched, and listened, and let them find their way to each other.
The car was waiting. Sirius opened the doors, and they climbed in. Harry didn't seat in the front but in the back with Aurora. Aurora was still talking, and Harry was still answering, and Sirius drove them home with a smile he could not hide.
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Sirius watched them the entire drive home.
Aurora was still talking, her voice high and bright, asking Harry about Muggle things—how televisions worked, whether telephones could really reach anywhere, what other games existed in the arcade. Harry answered each question, his voice patient, his explanations clear. They were not looking at each other. They were looking out the windows, at the passing buildings, at the sky. But they were talking. Really talking. For the first time.
Sirius said nothing. He did not want to interrupt. He did not want to break whatever had begun to form between them.
The car pulled into the hidden garage. Sirius killed the engine, and they walked into the house together. The front hall was cool and dim after the bright afternoon, and the portraits on the walls watched them pass.
Sirius stopped at the foot of the stairs. He knew, now he had to gently push what has started otherwise, they will go back to what they were. He can't loose the progress. Not now.
"I have work to do in my study. You two will sit in the living room and do your homework."
Harry opened his mouth to protest. Sirius saw it, the instinctive refusal, the pull toward isolation. But Harry closed his mouth and nodded.
Aurora said nothing. She simply walked toward the living room, her schoolbag dragging behind her.
Harry followed.
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The living room was warm, the afternoon light slanting through the tall windows. Harry settled at the large table near the window, pulling out his Transfiguration essay. Aurora sat across from him, her small body dwarfed by the chair, her homework spread before her.
They had talked all afternoon. In the arcade, in the car, walking through the mall. But now, suddenly, they had nothing to say.
The silence stretched between them, filled only by the scratch of Harry's quill and the soft sounds of Aurora's pencil. Harry tried to focus on his essay, but his mind kept drifting. He read the same paragraph three times and retained none of it.
Aurora was busy in her work. A picture to draw. What Harry supposed looked like a flower.
His eyes drifted to Aurora's school ID card, lying on the table beside her homework. He picked it up without thinking.
The card was small, laminated, with Aurora's photograph in the corner. She was smiling, her dark hair braided, her eyes bright. Beside the photograph, in elegant script, was a name.
Aurora Lefèvre.
Harry frowned. He could not read the second word. The letters were unfamiliar, the spelling strange.
"Aurora," he said.
She looked up.
"What is this?" He held out the card. "I cannot read it." He attempted a very bad pronunciation.
Aurora laughed at him and then corrected, "That is not how you say my name. Aurora Lefèvre."
Harry stared at her. "You are not a Black?"
Aurora shook her head, her braided hair swinging. "No. Sirius is Black. Mumma is Black. I am not." She paused, her small face thoughtful. "Grand-père said, Sirius has not adopted me yet."
Harry felt the words settle into him like stones.
He had always assumed. From the moment Sirius told him about the marriage, from the moment he saw Aurora clinging to Sirius's neck, he had assumed she was his daughter. But she was not. She was his stepdaughter. Sirius had not adopted her.
But Sirius loved her. Harry had no doubt about that. The way he looked at her, the way he held her, the way he told her stories and brushed her hair and kissed her forehead—that was love. Real love.
So why had Sirius not adopted her? He had fought so hard for Harry. Gone to such lengths. Faced down Dumbledore, manipulated the Ministry, performed an ancient ritual that had nearly killed him. He had done all of that to make Harry his son.
Why not Aurora? It would have been much easier for him, Harry guessed though he was not sure of the formalities of adoption of step-children.
Aurora's voice broke through his thoughts. "Michael Lefèvre." She said the name carefully, as if she had practiced it. "That is my papa. He is dead."
Harry heard the sadness beneath the words. It was old, familiar, worn smooth by time. She spoke as if speaking a fact, she has rehearsed a lot of times.
"Tell me about him," Harry said. He did not know why he asked. He was not even sure if he should ask, but the words came out anyway.
Aurora brightened. She loved talking about her father, even if she did not remember him. "He died when I was one and a half. I do not remember him. Mumma says he was very nice. He loved me. She shows me pictures of him all the time, I have it in my room."
She paused, her small face serious. "Mumma says he is a star now. He watches over me. His family was Muggle. Not like Mumma's. I have grandparents in the Muggle world, but they do not talk to us."
Harry felt every word. He had lived the same story—the parents who died too young, the memories he did not have, the muggle relatives, who did not want him.
Aurora's voice dropped. "I do not actually know my papa."
Harry saw the sadness in her dark eyes, and it touched something deep in him. "I do not know my parents either," he said. "They died when I was a baby. They are stars now too."
Aurora nodded. "Yeah. Sirius told me." She was quiet for a moment, and then she said, "Do not be sad, Harry. You can talk to Mumma or Sirius if you like."
Harry smiled at her innocence. "I am fine. I do not actually remember them either."
He hesitated. The next question was not his to ask. But he could not help himself. He was dying to know more.
"How did you meet Sirius?"
Aurora's face transformed. The sadness vanished, replaced by a brightness that reminded Harry of the sun breaking through clouds.
"At the wedding!" She sat up straighter, her hands gesturing. "Sirius gave me a flower. He said it was for the beautiful young lady." She giggled at the memory.
"He pretended he was bad at French, but Mumma said he is very good. Now I know he is good. Sirius is the best."
Harry smiled. He could feel her excitement talking about Sirius. If anybody asked him about Sirius, he will talk like that too. But right now his mind was that of a detective, wanting to know everything.
"You were at the wedding?" Harry asked.
Aurora nodded vigorously. "Yes! It was the best. Mumma and Sirius looked like a prince and princess. I was with Grand-père, watching." She paused. "After that, we came to London."
Harry's mind was working. He had thought Sirius knew Aurora before the wedding. He had assumed there was a history, a connection that stretched back months or maybe rught after Sirius broke out of Azkaban. But there was not. They had met at the ceremony, and then Aurora had gained a stepfather she did not know.
"You never met Sirius before?" Harry asked.
Aurora shook her head. "No. Mumma only met him alone. Or with Grand-père. Not me."
She paused, her brow furrowing as she remembered. "She said she had met a man. He promised to take care of us. She would marry him, and we would leave Grand-père and go to a new country."
Harry listened, absorbing the new information. He had never thought about it from Aurora's perspective. Her life had changed completely—overnight, it seemed. A new father, a new country, a new house. She did not even remember her real father.
"Were you scared?" Harry asked. "I mean—I would be scared."
Aurora nodded. "I was. Very scared." Her voice dropped. "In the stories, stepfathers are always bad. Always. But Mumma said Sirius was nice. And then I met him, and he became my friend right away."
She brightened again. Her voice dropped to a whisper which was loud enough for the silent room and she shared a great secret, "And you know Sirius can be a dog. A big black dog. His name is Padfoot. And he tells the best dragon stories. And he always plays with me. Mumma was busy with work. I used to play alone, but now Sirius plays with me all the time."
Harry smiled at her excitement. He did agree with her. "He is very fun," he said. "He used to play with me when I was a baby too. I do not remember it now."
Aurora's eyes went wide. "Really?"
Harry nodded. "My dad—James—and Sirius were best friends. And my mom, Lily was their friend too. He used to visit us all the time. And then they died, and Sirius was... away. I could not meet him."
Aurora listened, her small face serious. Then she said, "So Sirius knows you from when you were a baby?"
Harry laughed. "Even before I was born. He knew me. He is my godfather."
Aurora frowned. "What is a godfather?"
Harry explained, "My parents, they appointed Sirius, that if they died, Sirius will take care of me." Aurora listened, her dark eyes fixed on his face.
When he finished, she was quiet for a moment. Then she said, "Harry, you are so lucky. Sirius knew you when you were a baby. He is your godfather. I only know him now."
The words hit Harry like a wave. He had been jealous of Aurora—her easy intimacy with Sirius, her place in his lap, the way he held her without hesitation. But he had never considered her side. She had only known Sirius for weeks. She had come to a new country, left her grandfather, gained a stepfather she barely knew. And Harry—Harry had been here all along, even if he had not known it. Sirius had loved him from the moment he was born. They had a connection much longer and much stronger.
Harry looked at Aurora, at this small girl who had been so brave, and he felt something shift in his chest.
"Sirius loves you too," he said. He did not want her to feel less than.
Aurora's face lit up, and a smug expression crossed her features—one that reminded Harry so much of Sirius he almost laughed. "I KNOW. And I LOVE him too."
Harry did laugh this time. "I know you do."
Kreacher appeared with a tray. Two glasses of pumpkin juice, cold and sweating, condensation beading on the glass. The summer heat had followed them inside, and the drink was welcome.
Aurora grabbed hers immediately, taking a long sip. Harry took his, watching her over the rim of his glass.
She set her juice down and looked at her homework. Her brow furrowed. She picked up her pencil.
"Harry," she said, "will you help me?"
Harry looked at her worksheet. Simple maths, the kind he had learned years ago. He nodded and moved his chair closer to hers.
He explained the problems slowly, patiently, the way he wished someone had explained things to him. Aurora listened, asked questions, and when she understood, she smiled.
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They worked together in the quiet of the living room, the afternoon light fading into evening. Harry helped her with her maths, and she showed him her drawing of a flower, and they talked about nothing and everything.
Margaret found them like that when she arrived home from work.
She stood in the doorway, her briefcase in her hand, her robes still dusted with floo powder. Harry was leaning over Aurora's worksheet, explaining something, and Aurora was listening, her head tilted, her dragon forgotten on the table.
Margaret did not move. She did not speak. She was afraid the spell would break if she interrupted.
She turned and walked quietly toward Sirius's study.
The children did not notice her arrival or her leaving. They were too busy being siblings, finally, without anyone having to tell them how.
Margaret entered the study without knocking.
Sirius looked up from his papers, a smile already forming on his lips. He set down his quill and leaned back in his chair, watching her cross the room.
"I know, I know," he said.
Margaret's smile was even brighter. "How did that happen? It feels like a miracle."
She walked toward him as she spoke, her steps quick, her eyes bright. She stopped between his chair and the desk, settling herself on the edge of the mahogany surface—not sitting fully, just leaning, her weight balanced on her hands. Sirius made space for her, pulling his chair back a little, his knees almost touching hers.
Sirius laughed. "After we picked up Aurora from school, she demanded to go to the mall. They were playing games. I left them for a while to get something to eat, and when I came back, they were talking."
Margaret shook her head, disbelieving. Something so important, and it had happened so simply. Without planning, without intervention. Just... two children finding their way to each other.
Sirius understood her disbelief. He sat up straighter, his hands reaching for hers. "You will not believe it, Margaret. They talked the entire way home. Busy among themselves, as if they had forgotten I was in the car. No prompts. No encouragement. Just—" He paused, searching for the word. "Just them."
Margaret's eyes glistened.
"And when we got home," Sirius continued, "I made them sit together in the living room and do their homework."
Margaret smiled. "That was a good push. Because I just saw them. Harry is helping her. They are talking. I think they have been talking a long while."
Sirius's smile was soft. He placed his hands on her waist, pulling her closer, hugging her from where he sat. Margaret's hands came up to his shoulders, her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
"You were right," she said. "Thank Merlin I did not push them."
Sirius chuckled and stood. His hands did not leave her waist. "Do not worry. I will be here to offer my expert advice in the future as well."
Margaret laughed and kissed his cheek. "What's next?"
Sirius's eyes sparkled. "Let them be. But we need to make them spend time together on their own now. I have something."
Margaret tilted her head. "What?"
"A surprise."
"Tell me, Sirius." She demanded.
He laughed. "Come. It is in the garden. We need to get the children."
Sirius guided her through the house, his hand resting on the small of her back. The living room door was open, and they stood in the doorway, watching.
Harry was leaning over Aurora's worksheet, his finger tracing a line of text. Aurora was listening, her head tilted, her dragon forgotten on the table. She asked a question, and Harry answered. She nodded and picked up her pencil.
Margaret felt Sirius's arm tighten around her waist. She looked up at him, smiling.
"Our kids," she said.
Sirius smiled back. "Yes. Ours."
They walked into the room.
"Kids," Sirius said. "Come. I have a small surprise for the three of you. Out in the garden."
Harry and Aurora looked up at the same time. They looked at each other. They smiled. And then they dropped their books at once and ran.
They ran together, through the living room, through the kitchen, out the back door. Their footsteps pounded on the floor, their laughter echoed off the walls, and they did not say a single word. They simply ran.
Margaret and Sirius stood in the empty room, left behind.
Sirius laughed, shaking his head. "Oh, to be young again."
Margaret smiled and took his hand. They followed their children into the garden.
The evening light was gold and soft, the sun beginning its descent behind the trees. Harry and Aurora stood in the middle of the grass, looking around, trying to find anything that looked new. The pitch was there, the goal posts gleaming. The garden was there, the flowers blooming, the swing hanging from the tree. Nothing had changed.
They turned in circles, their eyes searching.
Sirius walked ahead, holding Margaret's hand. The children turned to him.
"Alright, the three of you," Sirius said. "Follow me."
He led them past the pitch, past the flower beds, to a corner of the garden that had been empty before. Margaret felt the magic before she saw it—a shimmer in the air, a warmth against her skin. Something was hidden here.
Sirius stopped. "Are you ready?"
Harry and Aurora jumped. "Yes!"
Sirius's eyes sparkled with mischief. "No, no. I mean—are you really ready to see it?" He dragged his words.
"YES!"
"I cannot hear you." His face innocent
The shout that followed could have shattered glass.
"YES!"
Margaret covered her ears, laughing. Sirius threw his head back and laughed too. The children were bouncing now, their patience gone, their excitement spilling over.
"Alright, alright," Sirius said.
He flicked his wand.
The magic shimmered and fell away, and appeared a swimming pool
It was huge, set into the ground, the water blue and still. One section was shallow, clearly designed for Aurora, the depth marked with bright tiles. The rest was deeper, wide enough for laps, for games, for floating. Around the pool, stone tiles gleamed, and sun loungers sat in neat rows. A small table waited beside them, and potted plants softened the edges.
Harry and Aurora shouted. They ran.
They dropped to their knees at the edge of the pool, their shoes coming off, their socks thrown aside. Harry sat first, his feet in the water, and Aurora copied him, her small legs dangling beside his. She wobbled, and Harry caught her arm, steadying her.
Margaret felt Sirius's arms slide around her waist from behind. His chest pressed against her back, his chin came to rest on her shoulder, and he held her close. She leaned into him, closed her eyes, and let herself feel it. The warmth of him. The safety of him. The home of him.
"How do you like it?" he asked.
His fingers moved on her waist, light and absent, tracing patterns through the fabric of her robes. It felt nice. Like it does these days.
Margaret opened her eyes and watched the children. Harry was showing Aurora how to kick her feet, how to make splashes. She was laughing, and he was laughing, and the water sparkled in the evening light.
"It is really good," Margaret said. "I think you have officially become the favorite parent."
Sirius nuzzled her neck. "I don't know about that. But, I would definitely like to become the favorite husband."
Margaret's face flushed. Her body went soft, like jelly under his touch. He kissed her neck, and she closed her eyes again and tilted her head giving him more access.
"Well. That is a work in progress." she managed.
Sirius chuckled against her neck. "Glad to know."
He kissed her cheek, soft and slow, and then turned her gently to face him. They looked into each other's eyes, and the world fell away.
"Mumma! Sirius!"
Aurora's voice broke the moment. They turned. The children were waiting for them, water dripping from their feet, their faces bright.
Sirius took Margaret's hand, and they walked to the pool together.
"So, kids," Sirius said. "You like it?"
Harry's voice was full of wonder. "Sirius, this is amazing. A pool. I have never been to a pool."
Aurora nodded vigorously. "Me neither, Sirius. Never."
Sirius smiled. "Well, neither of you knows how to swim. And I believe swimming is a life skill you should have. So I will teach you." He looked at Harry, then at Aurora. "Harry plays Quidditch in the mornings. Aurora goes to school. And I have work to do. So, every late afternoon, when you come back, I will finish my work, and we will swim."
Harry and Aurora nodded, their smiles bright.
Margaret watched them, her heart full. She was still holding Sirius's hand.
The sun set.
The garden lights flickered on, soft and warm, casting long shadows across the grass. Sirius and Margaret sat together on a sun lounger, close, her head on his shoulder, his arm around her. She told him about her case—the arguments, the witnesses, the judge who kept interrupting. He told her about his meeting—the documents, the negotiations, the goblin who refused to look him in the eye.
They were lost in each other.
When they looked up, the children had moved.
Aurora was on the swing, her small hands gripping the ropes, her feet stretched out. Harry stood behind her, pushing gently, his hands careful on her back. The swing rose and fell, rose and fell, and Aurora's laughter drifted through the garden.
Harry was smiling.
Margaret leaned into Sirius, "You were so right, sometimes all you need is space."
Sirius kissed her hair. "Sometimes," he agreed.
They watched their children, and the evening settled around them, soft and golden and full of hope.
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Harry woke to the pale light of dawn filtering through his curtains. He did not need to check the time—his body had grown accustomed to waking early, to the quiet before the house stirred, to the moments when the world was still and he could think.
He slipped out of bed and walked to the window.
The city was waking below him. London stretched out in shades of gray and gold, the first rays of sun catching the rooftops, the streetlamps still glowing faintly. A few people moved along the pavement—a woman walking her dog, a man in a suit hurrying toward the Tube, a jogger with earbuds in, lost in his own world.
Harry smiled. There was something peaceful about watching the world wake up without him having to be part of it.
His thoughts drifted.
Yesterday. The shopping trip. The way Sirius had let him buy whatever he wanted, not looking at prices, not asking questions. The bags were still on his desk, waiting to be opened. He would do that later. He would hang the posters, arrange the books, make the room even more his.
But then the other thoughts crept in.
Malfoy's words. You are the cure for his guilt. He does not want you. He wants the ghost of your father.
Harry pressed his forehead against the cool glass. He knew Malfoy was a bully, just like his son. He knew the words were meant to hurt, meant to provoke. But they had landed anyway. They had found the cracks in his armor, the places where his own doubts lived.
Sirius wanted him. Sirius had done so much for him. Assured him, again and again, that he was wanted, that he was family. Harry knew this. He believed it. Most of the time.
But the doubt lingered, a shadow at the edge of his thoughts.
And then there was Aurora.
Sirius has not adopted me yet.
Harry did not understand. Sirius loved Aurora—Harry could see it in every look, every touch, every story told at bedtime. He had fought so hard for Harry, faced down Dumbledore, performed a dangerous ritual, nearly died. Why had he not done the same for Aurora?
It was not his place to ask. It would be nosy, intrusive, disrespectful. He could not ask Sirius. He could not ask Margaret. He could not ask anyone.
He pushed the thoughts away.
There was only one cure for thinking too much.
He dressed quickly and grabbed his Firebolt.
The garden was cool and damp, the grass wet with dew. The Quidditch pitch waited for him, the goal posts gleaming in the early light, the practice chest sitting at the edge.
Harry opened the chest. The practice snitch was inside, nestled in velvet, waiting. He touched it, a smile spreading across his face. He could not wait for Ron to visit, to play with him, to chase the snitch together. He would ask Sirius soon.
He let the snitch loose. It darted into the air, gold and gleaming, and Harry mounted his broom and kicked off.
The wind was cold against his face, waking him fully. He flew in circles, warming up, letting the Firebolt respond to his slightest movement. The morning air was fresh, clean, and the world fell away below him.
He spotted the snitch near the left goal post. He dove.
The wind roared in his ears. The ground rushed up to meet him. He stretched out his hand, fingers straining, and—
He caught it.
His fingers closed around the cold, fluttering gold, and he pulled up sharply, his heart pounding, a triumphant shout escaping his lips. He looked down to show Sirius, to share the victory—
But Sirius was not there.
Harry's smile faded. Sirius always joined him on the pitch, watching from the edge, a cup of tea in his hand, calling out advice. Why was he not here today? Perhaps he was sleeping late. Perhaps he had work. Perhaps—
Harry shook his head. He was being foolish. Sirius was allowed to sleep in. Malfoy's words have no meaning. No.
He landed and walked back to the house, sweaty and tired and happy. The pool gleamed in the morning light, the water still and blue. He would learn to swim today. He had always wanted to learn. This was the best summer of his life. It was getting better each day.
He ran inside.
His room was quiet. He showered quickly, the hot water washing away the sweat, and dressed for the day. He was about to go downstairs when he heard voices.
Sirius. Loud. Begging.
"Aurora, please. Sit still. Just for a moment."
Harry paused. The door to Aurora's room was half ajar, and he could see Sirius inside, sitting on the edge of a small bed that looked far too small for him. He was holding a hairbrush, and Aurora was bouncing on the bed, trying to grab a toy airplane that dangled from her hand.
Harry pushed the door open.
He realized, too late, that he should have knocked. Manners. Privacy. But he had already done it, and now he was standing in the doorway, watching.
Sirius looked up. Aurora looked up.
"Good morning, Harry!" Aurora said.
Sirius's eyes narrowed. "I did not hear you coming."
Harry laughed. "Good morning, Aurora." He looked at Sirius. "I think your senses are a little occupied."
Sirius did not respond. His focus was entirely on Aurora's hair, which he had divided into two sections and was attempting to braid. His tongue was poking out slightly, his brow furrowed in concentration. He finished one braid, tied it with a ribbon, and started on the other.
Harry watched, amused. He had no idea, Sirius had these skills as well. Sirius manages to surprise him everytime.
Aurora was not watching. She was flying her toy airplane through the air, making engine noises with her mouth, and explaining to her doll that the plane was safe and that she could fly to visit the dragons if she just sat still. Not seating still herself. Her hair moving with her and So was Sirius.
Sirius finished the second braid and sat back. He looked at his work. One braid was higher than the other. The ribbons were crooked. Aurora's head looked lopsided.
He groaned loudly and started again.
Harry laughed and looked around the room.
It was a child's room, bright and colorful, nothing like the rest of the grand, imposing house. The walls were painted in cream. with hand-painted cute looking green dragons winding along one wall, their tails curling, their wings spread. A small desk sat near the window, cluttered with crayons and paper and a half-finished drawing of a castle. The bed was shaped like a sunflower, the headboard a circle of yellow petals, the pillows soft and white.
Toys were everywhere. Stuffed animals, dolls, building blocks, a puzzle set with pieces scattered in the corner, muggle cars. More toys than even Dudley had ever owned, Harry thought. He had not known it was possible for one child to have so many things.
The room had a window seat, just like Harry's, with cushions in soft pink and a small table beside it. A picture book lay open on the seat, facedown, as if someone had been reading and had been called away.
It was a beautiful room. A mess, currently, but beautiful.
Sirius's voice broke Harry's inspection. "There."
He had finished the braids. They were even, the ribbons matching, the hair smooth. He looked at Aurora, waiting for approval. Looking too proud of his hardwork.
Aurora looked at her hair, in the mirror on the dressing table. Then she looked at her feet. Then she looked at Sirius.
"Sirius," she said, "you put yellow ribbons in my hair."
Sirius nodded in anticipation, his smile leaving his face. "Yes."
"But I am wearing pink socks." She lifted her foot, showing him the small pink sock. "They do not match."
Sirius's face went through several expressions. Confusion. Realization. Despair. He groaned, long and loud, and dropped his head into his hands.
Harry bit his lip to keep from laughing.
"So you want pink ribbons?" Sirius asked, his voice muffled.
"No," Aurora said. "I want yellow socks."
Sirius looked up. His eyes were wild. "Yellow socks. Right. Yellow socks."
He stood and began searching through the piles of clothing scattered around the room, muttering to himself, pulling out socks in every color but yellow. The mess grew worse. The room, already chaotic, became a disaster zone.
Harry could not help himself.
"Sirius."
Sirius didn't look up from where he was busy pulling out a drawer and dropping all it's contents on the floor. His voice filled with frustration. "What?"
Harry smiled. "I am pretty sure you can do magic."
Sirius stopped his rummaging and looked up. His mouth opened. Closed. His face went red—not from exertion this time, but from embarrassment.
Aurora rolled off the bed, laughing. She ran to Harry and held up her hand for a high five. Harry slapped it. They both looked at Sirius, who was standing in the middle of the ruined room, looking utterly defeated.
"Alright," Sirius said, pointing at both of them. "Enough. Enough making fun of me."
He pulled out his wand. With a flick, Aurora's socks turned from pink to bright yellow. With another flick, the scattered clothes folded themselves and flew into the wardrobe. With a third, the toys arranged themselves neatly on the shelves.
Sirius looked at a list on the wall—Margaret's handwriting, neat and precise. He checked Aurora's bag against it, ticking off items, his brow furrowed.
Harry watched. "Where is Margaret?"
Aurora answered, because Sirius was too busy to hear. "Mumma has work. She left very early. She will be late today." She lowered her voice to a loud whisper. "So Sirius is getting me ready. He is a little slow."
Harry laughed. Aurora laughed too.
Sirius finished his checks, zipped the bag, and stood. He had not heard a word they said.
"Breakfast," he announced. "Both of you. Now."
Aurora grabbed Harry's hand and pulled him toward the door. Harry did not pull away. He did not feel the familiar flare of jealousy, this time. It was just Aurora, small and excited, and her hand was warm in his.
They ran down the stairs together.
Sirius settled Aurora into Margaret's chair at the breakfast table. He called for Kreacher, and the food appeared—eggs and toast and fruit, a pot of tea steaming. They ate quickly, Aurora chattering about school, about the swimming lesson later, about a dream she had had about a dragon who wore glasses.
Sirius listened, indulging her, asking questions, making her laugh.
He turned to Harry. "How was your flying?"
Harry smiled. "I caught the snitch."
Sirius nodded. "Good."
The breakfast finished. Sirius knelt to put Aurora's shoes on, tying the laces carefully, double-knotting them so they would not come undone.
He stood and looked at Harry. "Would you like to come with us? To drop Aurora off? I have some work too. It might be lunch by the time, I am done. Or would you rather stay?" Sirius's face was careful as he asked.
Harry was at once taken back to yesterday, the shouting at Gringotts. He didn't want to repeat it. Anyways, he can stay and unpack his shopping bags.
Harry shook his head. "You go. I will stay."
Sirius nodded. "Alright. Take care. I will be back soon."
"I will be fine."
Aurora smiled at Harry. "Goodbye, Harry."
"Goodbye, Aurora."
Sirius lifted her into his arms, and she wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck. She was already talking, her words tumbling over each other. Harry had no idea, how a little person can talk so much.
Sirius carried her out the door, and Harry watched them go.
The house was quiet. He stood in the hallway for a moment, listening to the silence, and then he went back upstairs to open his shopping bags.
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Harry stood in the doorway of his room, the shopping bags still on his desk, the walls still bare. He had been waiting for this moment—time alone, no interruptions, no one watching. He pulled out the first poster and unrolled it.
The Gryffindor banner went above his bed, the red and gold bright against the cream wall. He stepped back to check it was straight, adjusted it twice, and nodded. Next, the Quidditch posters—players diving, hoops gleaming, the pitch at night under the stars. He arranged them carefully, one above his desk, one beside the window, one on the back of the door.
The room was transforming. It was becoming his.
He put the new books on the shelf, the new stationery in the drawer, the new polishing kit beside his Firebolt stand. He stood in the middle of the room, turning slowly, taking it all in. The bed, the window seat, the wardrobe full of his clothes. The walls covered in his banners and posters. This was his room. His space.
The thought settled into him like a warm drink on a cold day. The entire house was empty. Sirius was out, Margaret was at work, Aurora was at school. Harry was alone.
He grinned.
He ran downstairs, through the kitchen, out the back door, and grabbed the Quaffle from the practice chest. It was red, brand new, the leather soft in his hands. He tossed it in the air and caught it, and the feeling of it—the weight, the texture, the familiar shape—made him smile.
He played with it. And accidentally shot it inside the house. But instead of taking it back to the garden. He stayed inside the house. Running around, spinning the ball in his hands. Shooting it.
The front hall was quiet, the portraits watching him with painted eyes. Harry bounced the Quaffle once, twice, three times, the sound echoing off the high ceilings. Then he threw it.
The Quaffle sailed through the air, spinning, and Harry ran after it, laughing. He caught it before it hit the floor and threw it again, harder this time, aiming for the staircase. It bounced off the banister and flew toward the portrait of an old witch with a severe expression.
She shrieked. "You wretched boy! Do you have no respect for—"
Harry caught the Quaffle and grinned at her. "For the... DEAD!"
"You insolent half-blood!"
"It's not like you can feel it."
Her painted face turned purple. Harry laughed and ran up the stairs, the Quaffle tucked under his arm.
The second floor was empty. Harry decided against it. This was Margaret's floor and the French house-elves would have his head. He climbed to the third floor.
Harry threw the Quaffle against the wall and caught it on the rebound. He spun and threw it again, this time aiming for the chandelier. It missed, thankfully, and clattered against the banister. Harry winced. He should probably not break the chandelier.
Harry threw it again. It hit a portrait of a stern-looking wizard with a long beard, who shouted, "You clumsy oaf! Watch where you are throwing that thing!"
Harry caught the Quaffle and turned to the portrait. "Sorry," he said, grinning. "I will try to hit someone else next time."
The wizard's face went red. "Impudent brat! Just like the rest of them!"
Harry laughed and threw the Quaffle again. It bounced off the grandfather clock, which chimed indignantly, and then off the door to the sitting room, which swung open with a groan.
Harry chased it, laughing, his footsteps loud on the old wood floors. He threw it higher, harder, spinning as he ran. The portraits shouted at him, and he shouted back, his words sassy, his smile wide.
He was having the best time.
He found himself in the dining room next, the long table gleaming, the chairs empty. He threw the Quaffle across the room, watched it soar, and caught it on the other side. He did this again and again, back and forth, until his arms ached and his breath came fast.
The house was full of his laughter.
He thought of the Dursleys, of the way he had been forced to be quiet, to be small, to take up no space. He thought of the cupboard under the stairs, of the years of silence, of the way he had learned to move without making a sound.
Now he was here. Now he could be loud. Now he could take up space.
He threw the Quaffle as hard as he could, and it bounced off the far wall and rolled under the table. Harry chased it, sliding across the polished floor, and emerged grinning, the Quaffle clutched to his chest.
He was out of breath. He was happy. He was, for the first time in his life, completely and utterly at ease.
He went back to his room, put the Quaffle on the desk, and sat down to work. The Transfiguration essay was still unfinished, and Sirius will probably ask for it soon to review. He wrote for an hour, maybe two, the words flowing easily, the concepts finally making sense.
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Sirius walked through the front door with Aurora still in his arms, her small body perched on his hip, her dark hair escaping from the braids he had spent so long perfecting. She was talking in French, rapid and excited, her words tumbling over each other as she told him about her day. About the frog in science class. About the boy who did a funny dance.
Sirius listened. He asked questions. He could never get tired of her talking. She was hilarious, in her own innocent way.
Harry was sprawled on the living room sofa, lying on his stomach, a Quidditch magazine open in front of him. His feet were in the air, crossed at the ankles, and he was chewing on the end of his quill. He looked up when they entered, and his face broke into a smile.
"Sirius! You are back. We can do swimming now."
Aurora squirmed in Sirius's arms. "Swimming! Yes! Let's go!"
Sirius looked at them both—Harry's eager face, Aurora's bouncing legs—and felt the exhaustion settle deeper into his bones. He had been up since dawn. He had wrestled with braids and ribbons and mismatched socks. He had dropped Aurora at school, run errands, attended a meeting at the Ministry, and picked her up again. His body was tired. His mind was tired.
"Yes," he said. "But first, lunch. Come on. Let's go."
He set Aurora down, and she grabbed Harry's hand, pulling him toward the dining room. Harry followed, grinning, and Sirius walked behind them, watching.
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The dining room was bright, the afternoon light streaming through the tall windows. Sirius settled Aurora into Margaret's chair—the one on his left, the one she had claimed as her own—and Harry took his usual place on Sirius's right. Kreacher appeared with the food, and they began to eat.
Sirius was famished. He had not realized how hungry he was until the food was in front of him. He ate quickly, but not so quickly that he could not help Aurora cut her chicken into small pieces, cool her gravy with a whispered spell, make sure she was eating enough.
Aurora was still talking. "I told everyone in my class that I am going to learn swimming today. And one boy said he has been learning since he was three."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "Oh, did he?"
Aurora nodded, her face serious she switched to French. "He is lying, Sirius. I know."
Sirius laughed. He answered in French, his voice warm. "Well, he could be telling the truth. Or he could not be. We do not know."
Aurora considered this, then shrugged and returned to her chicken.
Sirius looked at Harry. Harry was eating the way he always ate—fast, focused, as if the food might disappear if he did not finish it quickly. The Dursleys had scarred him in many ways. This was one of them. It would take time, Sirius told himself. Everything would take time.
He breathed out and turned his attention to Harry.
"What did you do all day, Harry? I hope the portraits will be complaining about you."
He winked.
Harry looked up, and his face was bright. "I think you might hear complaints."
Sirius set down his fork. "Oh?"
Harry's grin widened. "I was bored. So I got the Quaffle you bought me yesterday, and I started playing with it. Inside the house."
Sirius leaned forward.
"I might have hit some of your ancestors on purpose."
Sirius threw back his head and laughed.
The sound filled the dining room, bright and loud, and he laughed until his stomach hurt, until tears formed in his eyes, until Aurora was staring at him like he had lost his mind.
Harry was watching him, a sheepish smile on his face, and Sirius pointed at him. "Details. I want details."
Harry told him. About the old witch with the severe expression. About the thin man with the pointed beard. About the way they had shouted, and the way he had shouted back. About the sass he had unleashed on paintings that had been hanging on these walls for decades.
Sirius listened, his grin growing wider with each word.
When Harry finished, Sirius leaned back in his chair, his arms crossed, his expression one of pure, unadulterated pride.
"Harry, my boy." His voice was almost reverent. "You have made my day. You are officially a Marauder."
Harry's face lit up.
"I cannot believe it," Sirius continued. "Such a simple idea. Such an effective idea. And I never thought of it." He shook his head, marveling. "My mother would have gone mad. I should have done that years ago." He pointed at Harry. "Well. It is not too late. You did it for me."
Harry looked far too pleased with himself.
Aurora had finished her lunch. She pushed her plate away and looked at Sirius. "Are you done? Can we go swimming now?"
Sirius looked at her, at her eager face, at the way she was already reaching up, her arms raised to be carried. She was never tired of him carrying her. He would never be tired of carrying her.
"Yes," he said. "Let's go."
They all stood at once. Sirius lifted Aurora into his arms, and she settled against his hip, her small hand on his shoulder. Harry walked beside them, and they climbed the stairs together—Harry to his room, Sirius and Aurora to hers.
The afternoon stretched ahead, full of water and laughter and the quiet work of becoming a family.
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Harry pushed open the door to his room and stopped.
On his bed, neatly folded, lay a pair of swimming trunks. Dark blue, simple. Beside them, a bottle of sunscreen lotion, the kind that smelled of coconuts and summer. He had not asked for these things. He had not even thought about them. But someone had.
He changed quickly, pulling on the trunks, and rubbed the lotion into his arms, his shoulders, his face. The smell of coconut surrounded him, warm and sweet, and he felt a sudden, sharp gratitude for the people who had thought of him. Every small requirement he might have was being taken care of. Margaret had probably left the sunscreen. Sirius had probably left the trunks. They had not forgotten him.
He felt stupid, suddenly, for being so affected by Malfoy's words. They were just words. They came from a man who wanted to hurt him, who wanted to make him doubt, who wanted to break what Sirius and Harry were building. Harry knew this. He had always known this.
But the words had triggered something in him anyway. A fear he could not shake. A doubt he could not name.
Maybe he should talk to Sirius. Someday. Not now. Now, he had swimming.
He pushed the thought away and ran downstairs.
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The pool was quiet, the water still and blue, the afternoon sun warm on the stone tiles. Harry was the first to arrive. He sat at the edge and lowered his feet into the water. It was cool, not cold, and he watched the ripples spread outward.
Footsteps behind him. He turned.
Aurora was running toward him, her small feet slapping against the stone, her bright purple swimsuit catching the light. She was wearing sunglasses—enormous ones, far too big for her face—and they kept slipping down her nose. She pushed them up with one hand and waved at him with the other.
Harry laughed. "You look ridiculous."
Aurora grinned. "Sirius said i look great."
She sat beside him and put her feet in the water too. Her sunglasses slipped again. She caught them and shoved them back up her nose.
Sirius arrived a moment later, his arms full of toys and floaters and towels. He dropped them on the table by the loungers—bright pink floaties shaped like dragons, a yellow inner tube, a stack of towels in every color. He was wearing his swimming trunks and a loose white shirt, his hair a mess of curls, his feet bare.
"Alright, kids," he said. "Ready?"
Harry and Aurora answered at once. "Yes!"
Sirius smiled. He moved to the edge of the pool and looked down at them. "Here is the plan. Harry, you and I will start in the deep end. Aurora, you will stay in the shallow end. I will teach Harry first. Aurora, you will sit on the edge and kick your feet. Get comfortable in the water. Watch. Then it will be your turn."
Both children nodded.
Sirius lifted Aurora and carried her to the shallow end. The water there was low, barely reaching her chest, and he held her across her waist and lowered her in. Her feet touched the bottom, and she looked up at him, grinning.
"Good?" he asked.
"Good!" she said.
He settled her on the edge and performed a spell, his wand moving in a quick, practiced motion. Harry did not know what it was for. He did not ask.
Sirius turned to him. "Harry. Come."
Harry stood and walked to the ladder. Sirius was already in the water, doing slow laps, his body cutting through the surface with an ease that spoke of years of practice. Harry was a little scared. He had never been in water like this. He had never learned to swim.
Sirius swam to the ladder and looked up at him. He performed a different spell he had used on Aurora, and Harry felt something settle over his eyes—a tingling, a warmth.
"What was that?" Harry asked.
"For your glasses," Sirius said. "They will work underwater now. They will stay on your face. We cannot have you swimming blind."
Harry smiled. He had not thought about that. Sirius had.
Sirius held out his hand. "Come. I have got you. We will start with getting you comfortable in the water today."
Harry took his hand. He trusted Sirius. Of course he trusted Sirius.
He climbed down the ladder, and the water rose around him. It reached his shoulders, cool and gentle, and he could still stand, his feet flat on the bottom. Sirius was holding his hand, steadying him, and the water felt strange—buoyant, unfamiliar—but not bad.
He looked at Aurora. She was still on the edge of the shallow end, kicking her feet, humming to herself playing with a toy. She looked perfectly content.
Sirius's voice brought his attention back. "Alright. First, you need to get comfortable with the feeling of being in the water. The water wants to hold you up. You just have to let it."
Harry nodded.
"Hold onto the side," Sirius said. "And let your body float."
Harry turned and gripped the edge of the pool. He let his feet lift off the bottom, let his body stretch out, let the water support him. It was strange. He felt like he might sink, might disappear beneath the surface, but Sirius was beside him, one hand on his back, keeping him steady.
"Relax," Sirius said. "Do not fight it."
Harry tried. He let his arms go limp, his legs go loose, and suddenly—he was floating. His body was on top of the water, not in it, and the feeling was wonderful.
He looked at Sirius, grinning. "I am doing it."
Sirius smiled. "You are doing it. Now try on your own."
Sirius took his hand away.
Harry sank.
He flailed, his arms and legs moving in every direction, and Sirius caught him, laughing, pulling him back to the surface.
"Again," Sirius said.
Harry tried again. He floated for a moment, just a moment, and then he sank again. Sirius caught him again.
"Again."
Harry tried again. And again. And again. And then, finally, he was floating. On his own. His body stretched out on the water, his face turned to the sky, and he was not sinking.
"Sirius," he said. "Look. I did it."
Sirius was watching him, his expression soft. "Of course you did, Harry."
Harry floated for a long moment, feeling the sun on his face, the water holding him up. Then he let his feet drop and stood, grinning.
Sirius left him to practice on his own and went to teach Aurora. He helped her into the water, supporting her fully, his hands under her belly, and she kicked and splashed and laughed. She was as bad as Harry—maybe worse—but she was not self-conscious like him. She enjoyed the experience. She trusted Sirius completely.
The lesson continued. Sirius put Aurora in a floatie shaped like a dragon and brought her to the deep end. He swam laps around them, showing off different strokes—freestyle, breaststroke, backstroke—and Harry and Aurora watched, amazed.
Harry tried to copy him. He failed. Water went up his nose. He coughed and sputtered, and Sirius laughed, and Aurora laughed, and Harry laughed too.
By the end of the lesson, they were all tired. Harry's arms ached. Aurora's legs were heavy. Sirius's voice was hoarse from calling out instructions.
They climbed out of the pool, wrapped themselves in towels. They walked back to the house together, dripping water on the stone tiles, and the afternoon light was golden and warm. Harry felt the exhaustion in his bones, but it was a good exhaustion. The exhaustion of learning.
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The dining room was warm, the candles flickering low, their flames casting soft shadows across the table. The remnants of dinner had been cleared away, but the three of them lingered—Sirius at the head, Harry on his right, Aurora on his left. The children were tired, their bodies still heavy from the afternoon in the pool, their movements slow and languid.
Aurora was slumped in her chair, her legs dangling, her head tilted back. Her dark hair was still slightly damp from the shower, and her cheeks were flushed with the last traces of sun. She was talking, her voice soft and dreamy, about the way the water had felt, about the way Sirius had swum so fast, about how she was going to be a champion swimmer when she grew up.
Harry was listening, nodding, adding his own observations. He was tired too—Sirius could see it in the way his shoulders slumped, in the way his eyelids drooped between sentences. But he was engaged, present, part of the conversation in a way he had not been a week ago.
"Sirius," Aurora said, "how did you learn to swim so well?"
Sirius smiled. His mind had been elsewhere, drifting toward Margaret, toward the message she had sent, toward the long hours she was working. But he pulled himself back.
"My uncle Alphard," he said. "He had a cottage, we used to visit.There was a pool there, and the groundskeeper—an old man named Marcel—used to teach the children who visited. Uncle Alphard asked him to teach me."
"Were you scared?" Aurora asked.
"Terrified," Sirius said. "I had never been in water that deep before. I clung to the edge for the first three lessons."
Aurora giggled. "You were scared?"
"Very scared."
"Sirius is not scared of anything now," Harry said.
Sirius laughed. "I am scared of plenty of things. Just not water."
Aurora considered this. "I am scared of the dark."
"The dark is not scary," Harry said. "The dark is just... dark."
"The dark has monsters."
"The dark does not have monsters."
"Then why do I see them?"
Harry opened his mouth, then closed it. He looked at Sirius.
Sirius shrugged. "The dark can have monsters if you imagine them. But if you imagine them away, they go away too."
Aurora frowned. "That sounds difficult."
"It is. That is why you have us to help you."
Aurora seemed satisfied with this answer.
Sirius looked at both of them, making sure they had eaten enough. Harry had cleaned his plate—he always cleaned his plate—and Aurora had eaten most of hers. That was enough.
"Alright," Sirius said. "Bedtime."
Aurora's head snapped up. "No! I want Maman to come back. I will not sleep until she comes."
Sirius felt the words land in his chest. He wanted Margaret to come back too. He had been waiting all day for news, for an update, for any sign that she was thinking of him. She had sent a message, brief and professional, and he had tried to be understanding. He had tried not to add to her burden.
But the house was emptier without her.
"Sweetheart," he said gently, "Maman is working very hard. She will be very late. You can't stay up so late. You will see her tomorrow, it is Sunday. She will be here all day."
Aurora's lower lip trembled. "I am a big girl. I can stay awake."
"You are a big girl," Sirius agreed. "But you had a very big day today. You went to school. You learned about frogs. You had your swimming lesson. You are tired, even if you do not feel it."
Aurora considered this. Her eyes were heavy, even as she tried to keep them open.
"But how will I kiss Maman good night?" she asked.
Sirius's heart softened. "You can kiss me for Maman. And then I will kiss her twice. Once from you, and once from me. Alright?"
Aurora nodded.
He turned to Harry. Harry was watching them, his expression soft, his eyes distant. He was watching the way families worked, the way love was given and received, the way small rituals held people together. Sirius saw it. He had done the same thing, once, watching the Potters.
Sirius put a hand on his shoulder. "What about you? You must be tired. After hitting all my ancestors in their painted faces."
Harry smiled. "Yeah. I will sleep after a while."
Aurora tugged Sirius's sleeve. "Sirius, will you read me my new storybook? The one you bought."
"Of course I will, little star."
Aurora looked at Harry. "Harry, you should come too. Sirius tells stories very nicely."
Harry's face flickered—surprise, longing, uncertainty. Sirius saw it all.
"Would you like to join us, Harry?" Sirius asked, his voice gentle, not pushing.
Harry hesitated. His eyes moved between them. "No. I do not want to join. You both carry on."
Sirius saw the lie. He saw the way Harry's hands had clenched, the way his body had tensed. He wanted to come. He was too awkward to say yes. He was too afraid of being seen as a child, of intruding on Aurora's time, of wanting something he had never been allowed to want.
"Are you sure?" Sirius asked. "Both Aurora and I would really like it if you joined us."
Aurora nodded vigorously. "Yes, Harry."
Harry looked at them. His smile was small, sad. "No. You both go. I am going to my room."
He stood and walked away, his footsteps quick on the stairs.
Sirius watched him go, his heart heavy. He wanted to follow. He wanted to pull Harry back, to wrap his arms around him, to tell him that he was never too old for stories, that he was never a burden, that he was wanted. But pushing would only make Harry retreat further.
He let him go.
Aurora was already chattering, unaffected, her mind on the storybook. Sirius lifted her into his arms, and she settled her head on his shoulder.
"Ready?" he asked.
"Yes."
They climbed the stairs together.
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Aurora's room was warm, the curtains drawn, the lamplight soft. The bed was made, the sunflower-shaped headboard bright against the wall. Sirius tucked her under the covers, pulling them up to her chin, and sat on the edge of the bed.
The storybook was new, the pages crisp, the illustrations bright. Sirius opened it and began to read.
He used the voices—high for the princess, gruff for the troll, squeaky for the talking frog. He made sound effects for the forest, for the river, for the magic spell. Aurora was captured completely, her eyes wide, her hands clutching her dragon.
When the story ended, she sighed. "That was good."
"Good," Sirius said. He kissed her cheek. "Now close your eyes."
She kissed his cheek twice. "One for you. One for Maman."
"I will give it to her."
She closed her eyes. Sirius moved his fingers through her hair, slow and gentle. Within minutes, she was asleep.
He continued the motion for a few minutes more, watching her face relax, her breathing deepen. Then he tucked the covers around her and kissed her forehead.
"I love you, my little star," he whispered.
He stood and walked to the door. He looked back at her one more time—small and peaceful, her dragon tucked under her arm. She was safe. She was loved.
He opened the door and stepped into the hallway. Kreacher was waiting, his bulbous eyes fixed on Sirius.
"Stay with her," Sirius said. "Keep an eye on her."
Kreacher nodded. He said nothing, as he often did now. The ritual had made Sirius the true Lord Black, and Kreacher had to accept that. But his hatred had not disappeared. It had simply gone quiet.
Sirius did not care. The silence was good.
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The hallway was dim, the only light coming from the sconces on the walls, their flames low and steady. Sirius stood outside Harry's door, he raised his hand to knock. He heard something—a quick shuffling, the rustle of sheets, then nothing. It was very quite, almost too quite but Padfoot caught it.
He knocked again. There was no answer. He pushed the door open and walked in.
The room was silent, the curtains open, the only light the faint glow of the streetlamp outside filtering through the window. Harry was in bed, the covers pulled up to his chin, his eyes closed. His breathing was too even, too controlled. He was trying very hard to pretend, sleeping.
Sirius smiled.
He crossed the room and sat on the edge of the bed. The mattress dipped under his weight, and Harry's body tensed, just slightly. Sirius reached out and put his hand in Harry's hair, his fingers threading through the dark strands.
"Harry," he said softly. "The first rule of pretending to sleep is not to move your eyeballs while your eyes are closed."
Harry went still. For a moment, Sirius thought he might open his eyes, might argue, might push him away. Instead, Harry turned away, pushing his face into the pillow, hiding from him.
Sirius understood.
He lowered himself onto the bed, lying on his side, and wrapped his arms around Harry, pulling him close. His chest pressed against Harry's back, his chin resting near Harry's shoulder.
"Do you want me to leave?" Sirius asked.
Harry said nothing.
Sirius waited. Then, gently, "Harry. Do you want me to stay?"
A small nod. Barely perceptible.
Sirius needed no more encouragement. His arms tightened around Harry, pulling him closer, and Harry came easily, his body relaxing into the embrace. Sirius could feel it—the stiffness in Harry's shoulders, the way his breath hitched, the faint salt smell of tears. Padfoot caught it.
Harry had been crying.
Sirius wanted to rage. He wanted to find everyone who ever hurt Harry and make them pay. But this was not the time. Harry needed calm. He needed safety. Sirius held him tighter, pouring all his love into the touch, willing Harry to feel it.
Harry did not move. He did not hug back. But he did not pull away.
"Nobody ever read me a bedtime story," Harry said. His voice was muffled by the pillow.
Sirius listened.
"Aunt Petunia would read to Dudley," Harry continued. "Every night. She would tuck him in and kiss him good night. I asked to join once. I was very little. She got angry and shoved me into the cupboard and turned off the lights."
Sirius's arms tightened. He could not speak.
"I do not blame you," Harry said quickly. "I just—I did not get a lot of things as a kid. I never got a bedtime story. I never got tucked in. I never got a good night kiss." His voice cracked. "I wanted it so badly, Sirius. I wanted it so badly."
Sirius found his voice. "You have me now. I can read to you now."
"I am too old for princesses and knights fighting dragons."
Sirius was quiet for a moment. Then he said, "I have a story about a princess that you are not too old for."
Harry said nothing.
Sirius held him closer. "Do you want to listen? It is my favorite story."
Harry did not answer, but Sirius felt him shift, felt his body turn slightly, felt the permission in the silence. He began.
"Once upon a time," Sirius said, his voice dropping into the dramatic cadence he used for Aurora, "in the Muggle land, there was a little girl with bright red hair and green eyes. She was a princess, and her name was Lily."
Harry went still.
"The princess was called a little weirdo by her evil sister, Petunia, because she could do things that no one else in the Muggle land could do. Flowers would bloom when she touched them. Toys would fly across the room when she was angry. She did not understand why she was different, but she was never afraid of it."
Harry had turned now, facing Sirius, his green eyes wide in the dim light. Sirius could see the dried tears on his cheeks, the tracks they had left behind. He did not point them out. He continued.
"Then one day, a letter arrived from a faraway kingdom called Hogwarts. The letter said that Princess Lily had been invited to come and learn magic. She was very excited and very nervous. She had never been away from home before. But she was brave, so she went."
Sirius shifted, making himself comfortable, pulling Harry with him so Harry's head rested on his chest.
"At Hogwarts, Princess Lily was sorted into the palace of the brave—Gryffindor. And there, she met a prince named Prongsie."
Harry's lips twitched.
"Prince Prongsie was an idiot. He was always getting into trouble, always making jokes, always showing off. And he had a best friend who was a big black dog. The dog was very handsome and very clever."
Sirius winked. Harry laughed—a small sound, but real.
"The prince Prongsie and his dog were the mischief makers of Hogwarts and Princess Lily would get very angry and would yell at them constantly. But the prince Prongsie unaffected by it had fallen in love with her. He followed her around like a puppy. He made a fool of himself just to make her laugh. And eventually, Princess Lily fell in love with him too."
Harry was smiling now, his body relaxed against Sirius's.
"They got married. The big black dog was the happiest creature in the world." Sirius paused. "And then the prince and princess lived in a small cottage in a land called Godric's Hollow. And they had a baby boy. A Prince. They named him Harry."
Harry's stress was drawn out of his body. Sirius could feel it.
"Princess Lily & Prince Prongsie loved their little boy. He had his mother's green eyes and his father's troublesome genes."
Harry laughed—a real laugh, bright and unexpected. Sirius laughed too.
He brushed Harry's hair back from his face. "So. Did you like your story?"
Harry nodded. "Yeah. Good story."
"Nobody is ever too old for stories, Harry."
Harry nodded again, his eyes soft. They lay in silence for a moment, Harry in Sirius's arms, the darkness wrapped around them like a blanket.
"They were in love," Harry said. "I saw it. In the memory."
Sirius chuckled. "Prongs was obsessed with Lily. Head over heels from the first year. He had eyes only for her. The whole school knew and made fun of him, but he never deterred. He knew they were meant to be." Sirius's voice grew fond, lost in memory. "You cannot imagine what an idiot he was. Always coming up with new ways to make her laugh. He made a fool of himself just to see her smile."
"I can imagine," Harry said.
Sirius blinked. "What?"
Harry's voice was quiet, certain. "Like you make Margaret laugh all the time."
Sirius went still.
"You are head over heels in love with her too." Harry continued, unaware of the effect his words were having. "When I look at you two, I think of my parents. They would have been like this, too. In love. Always laughing and talking and taking care of each other."
Sirius felt his world tilt. In love. With Margaret. Me?
He knew what Margaret meant to him. The care they had developed, the understanding, the partnership they had built. But that was for the children, was it not? For the family they were creating? He was aware of the comfort he sought in her, the way they lost track of the world when they were alone together. But love?
Harry thought they were in love.
Was it true?
"Sirius?" Harry's voice broke through his thoughts. "What happened?"
Sirius pushed his thoughts aside. "Nothing, Harry. I was just thinking of something. Nothing to worry about."
Harry watched him, his green eyes searching, but he did not push. He simply nodded.
Sirius asked, "Do you want to go to sleep? It is late. You must be tired."
Harry nodded. "Yes."
Sirius got up from where he had been lying beside Harry and moved to the edge of the bed. He arranged the covers carefully, pulling them up to Harry's chin, tucking them around his shoulders. Harry opened his mouth, about to say something, but Sirius spoke first.
"I am here. Sleep."
He settled himself against the headboard, his back against the carved wood, and put his hand in Harry's hair. His fingers threaded through the dark strands, slow and gentle. He leaned down and kissed Harry's forehead.
"Good night, love."
Harry smiled. It was a small smile, sleepy and soft, and it made him look like a child—not a teenager who had faced dark wizards and basilisks, not the Boy Who Lived, not the weight of a prophecy pressing down on his shoulders. Just a boy. Just Harry.
Sirius wanted nothing more than to go back in time. To find Peter Pettigrew before he could betray anyone. To save James and Lily. To raise Harry himself, to give him the childhood he should have had. But he could not. He had made mistakes too. He had trusted the wrong person. He had gone after revenge instead of the baby who needed him. He was equally to blame.
He did not let his guilt take this moment away from him.
He moved his fingers through Harry's hair, slow and steady, the rhythm soothing. Harry's eyes fluttered closed. His breathing slowed. Within minutes, he was asleep.
Sirius smiled.
He looked around the room. The new posters were up—Quidditch players diving, hoops gleaming, the pitch at night under the stars. The Gryffindor banner hung above the bed, red and gold bright against the cream wall. The books were on the shelves, the Firebolt in its stand, the photograph of James and Lily on the nightstand. Harry had made the room his. It was not as wild as Sirius's own room had been, not as chaotic as James's, but it was Harry's. It was exactly as Harry liked it. That was what mattered.
Sirius's thoughts drifted.
He remembered the night Harry had told him about his adventures at Hogwarts. The Stone. The basilisk. The dementors. The near-death experiences that seemed to follow the boy like shadows. Sirius had experienced multiple heart failures within minutes of listening. He had wanted to march to Hogwarts, to confront Dumbledore, to demand answers. He had wanted to go to the Ministry, to demand they search for the rat, to demand justice.
Margaret had stopped him.
She had been the voice of reason that day, the calm he had lacked when James and Lily were killed, when he had marched off to find Peter instead of staying with the baby. She had pointed out, calmly, how he was letting his recklessness take over again. How he was about to make the same mistake.
Peter will be punished, she had said. Dumbledore needs to be confronted. But not now. Now, Harry is the priority. If you do anything stupid, he will be affected. It has been two days since he arrived. He is still shaken from the ritual. He needs your calm godfather side, not the angry, revenge-driven monster.
Sirius had stopped. The rage had drained out of him, the impulses had quieted. He had let go of his drastic plans.
He thanked Merlin for Margaret every day. She had saved him from himself. If she had been in his life earlier—if his uncle Alphard had been able to make the match he had wanted before he died—Sirius would not have gone after Peter. Azkaban would never have happened. He would not be so broken, so lost.
But this was not about him. This was about Harry.
What this boy had survived, what he had faced—it was not a joke. Sirius knew Harry was a target. James had told him everything Dumbledore had said about the prophecy. But Sirius doubted that was the whole truth. Dumbledore always had secrets. He always had plans.
Dumbledore had helped him with the ritual. The old wizard had spent days recovering at Hogwarts, with Snape of all people helping him. Sirius was grateful. But he was not fool enough to think Dumbledore would now be his ally, would share all his secrets. Never.
But Dumbledore needed Harry. And Harry was not leaving Sirius. Dumbledore had learned that well. Helping Sirius was a way to win his loyalty, to win Harry's. Dumbledore liked them—Sirius did not doubt that. He cared about them. But they were not his priority. They had never been his priority.
Everything was a small price to pay for the greater good. Sirius had grown up hearing stories about Grindelwald, about Dumbledore's youth, about the ideas of the greater good. He knew Dumbledore always had more than he showed. He was brave. He was the leader of the light in the fight against Voldemort. But he was not free of error.
Sirius had only one priority. HARRY.
He would be joining the Wizengamot soon. He had been avoiding meetings, giving as much time as he could to Harry, but the seat was waiting. He had plans. Plans for the Black family name. Plans for Malfoy. Plans for catching the rat who had destroyed everything.
But right now, the children were the priority. When Harry went back to school, he would have more time for those things. He would have to be extra careful this year. All the nonsense at Hogwarts—Harry needed a normal year. Maybe having a home to come back to would help.
He looked at the sleeping boy. His dark hair was spread across the pillow, his green eyes hidden beneath closed lids, his face soft and peaceful. He looked nothing like the boy who had faced Voldemort, who had killed a basilisk, who had saved the philosopher's stone. He looked like a child.
Sirius kissed his forehead again.
I will do anything to make your life secure outside, he thought. Anything. No matter how twisted. But here, at home, you will have free will. Complete freedom to choose what you like and be what you want. Always.
He whispered it. "I promise, Harry."
He moved his hand through Harry's hair one more time, slow and gentle, and then tucked the covers around him. He stood and walked to the door.
He stole one last glance at the Harry, sleeping. He closed the door and left. Kreacher was in the corridors. Keeping an eye on both kids. As he did every night.
Chapter 96
Notes:
I have reshuffled the chapter 107, 108 & 109.
You can re-read if you get confused about continuity.
Thank you.
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The clock in the hallway struck half past eleven as Margaret stepped out of the Floo.
The green flames roared around her, licking at her robes, and she stumbled slightly on the hearthstone. Her body was heavy, her limbs weighted down by hours of reading, of arguing, of sorting through endless piles of documents. The case was complex—an inheritance dispute between old pure-blood families, no clear will, no obvious beneficiary. The hearing had been pushed back two weeks, and she had spent the entire day buried in evidence that seemed to multiply every time she looked away.
The only relief had been the lunch Sirius had sent. Packed with care, wrapped in cloth, accompanied by a small note in his handwriting—Eat. You will need your strength to work. She had smiled through the afternoon meeting, the note tucked into her pocket, her fingers brushing against it when no one was looking.
She had sent a message in the evening: The case is complex. I will be very late. Do not wait up.
But as she stepped into the living room, she saw him.
Sirius was sitting in the armchair by the fire, the one he always sat in when he was waiting. He was not reading, not working, not doing anything but watching the flames. His head turned as soon as she appeared, and his face—tired, drawn, his dark curls falling wild—broke into a smile.
The smile that had become the sun to her heart. The reason for light.
Her face broke into a similar smile as the sunflower does when sun light falls on it.
He stood, opening his arms, and she walked into them without hesitation. Her arms went around his waist, settling on his back, her fingers pressing into the fabric of his shirt, and she closed her eyes. His arms came around her, huge and strong and protective, and yet there was always something so gentle in the way he held her. The way he touched her. It melted her fears away. It made her feel like she was home. She stood there taking in his smell and presence. All the strains of the long passed away in the small moment.
Sirius made no attempts to move as well. She had left home very early, and he had missed her. He held her close, not tight, letting her breath. Moments passed. Margaret finally opened her eyes.
"I asked you to go to sleep," she said, her voice muffled against his chest. "I told you not to wait up."
He did not loosen his hold. "I sent a message with lunch. I received no reply."
His words were complaining, but his voice held no malice. She smiled against his shirt.
"I said thank you to Kreacher. I asked him to forward it to you."
Sirius pulled back just enough to look at her. "I do not listen to that bat."
Margaret chuckled. The sound was tired, but sweet. It made Sirius smile always. He observed her face, the tiredness of the day, clearly plastered on her face. But she smiled for him.
Sirius pulled away completely, taking her hand. "Come. You need to eat."
He led her toward the dining room, she asked "How do you know I have not eaten?"
He did not answer. The question was stupid, and they both knew it. Of course he knew. He always knew.
He pulled out a chair for her, and she sat. He disappeared into the kitchen and returned with dishes, setting her plate, serving her food. Margaret watched him, her eyes glistening. No one had ever done this for her. No one. Not even Michael.
Michael had been kind, loving in his own way. But he would never wait for her. He never ever served her dinner. Not on days, when she came home late, not even on normal days when they had it together. He would go to bed at his fixed hour, and she would find him sleeping when she finally climbed the stairs. He followed his own life schedule as she did her own.
She had never resented him for it. She had not known any better. She had never experienced life with someone who was as attentive as Sirius.
Someone who was committed to everything with his whole being. Someone who was always present not just physically but also emotionally.
Sirius never made her feel uncomfortable, but he watched everything. Every morning Sirius would ask her plan of the day and in the night he would follow through what happened and what went wrong. Not as a duty, but because he was genuinely interested in what is happening in her life. He kept an eye on her habits, her needs, her wants. And not just her—both children too. She had no idea how one person could have so much to give. He never waited for someone to love him back. He just loved. He gave with all his heart, never expecting if the love returned is enough or not.
"Margaret." His voice broke through her thoughts. "Eat."
She looked at him. He was sitting in his usual chair, his body turned toward her, his grey eyes soft.
She moved slightly, leaning across the space between them, and kissed his cheek. Once. Then once more. Her hand lingered on his face. Her thumb moved on his cheekbones. Her smile was genuine.
"Thank you, Sirius."
He smiled back, "Now eat."
She ate. He did not interfere. He did not ask questions. He simply sat with her, his presence warm and steady, served her and refilled her glasses without her asking and told her quietly that the children were sleeping, that they were well, that she had been missed.
She did not talk. She listened. She finished her food.
Sirius took the plates himself. He did not call Kreacher. He carried them to the kitchen, and she heard the sound of water running, of dishes being washed.
She waited for him by the table.
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They climbed the stairs together, his hand resting on the small of her back supporting her, their footsteps soft on the worn carpet. Margaret talked about her case—the complex things that had come to light, the dates that had been pushed, what she planned to do in the meantime. Sirius listened. He asked questions. He made an effort to contribute as much as he could, not just because it was important work, but because it was her work.
They reached the master bedroom. Sirius had recovered well from the ritual, but he had made no move to return to his old room. Margaret had made no demand for him to go. They had fallen into this new arrangement quietly, listening to what their hearts needed instead of what their minds advised.
He waited on the bed as she got ready, giving her space, giving her time. She changed into her nightgown, brushed her hair, washed her face. When she joined him, he was lying on his side, the covers pulled back, his arm open for her.
She settled against him, her head on his chest, her hand over his heart. His arm came around her, holding her close.
They talked for a while longer—about the children, about the house, about nothing and everything. Their voices grew softer, slower. The words faded.
Sleep captured them both, in each other's arms, the way it had every night these days. The house was quiet. The children were sleeping. It was a normal family.
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The morning light crept through the tall windows of Grimmauld Place, soft and golden, painting the dark wood floors in warm hues. The house was quiet, still waking, but Harry and Sirius had been up for a while.
Harry had flown before the sun was fully up, the Firebolt cutting through the cool air, the snitch darting just out of reach. Harry had caught it twice—twice—and Sirius had cheered from the edge of the pitch, his voice echoing across the garden. Then Sirius had worked in the garden, pulling weeds, trimming the lavender Margaret loved, the earth damp beneath his knees.
Now they were clean, the dirt and sweat washed away, and they sat at the dining table waiting for the others. Harry was in a soft jumper, his hair still damp, his glasses slightly askew. Sirius was in a Muggle shirt and trousers, his dark curls falling across his forehead. The Sunday Prophet was spread before him, and he was bent over the crossword, his brow furrowed in concentration.
Margaret was in Aurora's room getting her ready for the day. Aurora has been talking since her mother had woken her up, her voice high and bright. She was informing Margaret about everything that had taken place in her absence, a stream of French and English tumbling out in no particular order. About the Sirius's struggle, the frog in school, the swimming lesson. How she no longer wants to be a painter but a swimmer.
Sirius stood at the bottom of the stairs as they descended, a smile already on his face. Aurora saw him and ran, her small feet slapping against the stone floor.
"Sirius! Good morning!"
He lifted her easily, swinging her up into his arms "Good morning, my little star."
He settled her into her chair and pulled out Margaret's chair, waiting for her to sit before pushing it in. She smiled at him—a small, private smile—and he smiled back.
The good mornings were exchanged. Sirius poured the tea—milk foam, cinnamon, no sugar for Margaret, the way she liked it; milk and two sugars for Harry; black for himself. He settled back into his chair and picked up the Prophet, his attention returning to the crossword.
Margaret watched him.
He looked handsome—she had always known that, had been warned about it, had steeled herself against it. But the morning light falling on his face, the way his dark curls fell across his brow, the way his grey eyes narrowed in concentration—she could not look away. Her fingers moved on instinct, reaching across the table to brush the curls from his face.
Sirius did not look up. He caught her finger between his teeth, gentle, playful, and she laughed, pulling her hand back.
But he was faster he caught her hand between his fingers and kissed it. Not even looking up from his papers once. Margaret blushed but then pulled her hand away, he let her.
It was a lazy Sunday. The kind of morning that stretched ahead, full of possibility. The swimming lesson was scheduled for the late afternoon, and both children were excited, their voices bright as they talked about the water, about floating, about the dragon floatie Aurora had claimed as her own.
Kreacher appeared at the edge of the table.
The elf's arrival was silent, as it always was now, but his presence was felt. He held a letter in his gnarled hand, the parchment sealed with a crest Sirius recognized at once.
"For the Lord Black," Kreacher said.
Sirius set down the Prophet and took the letter. He tore it open, his eyes moving across the page. His face shifted—surprise, then consideration, then something else. His jaw tightened.
Margaret saw it. She set down her fork. "What is it?"
Sirius looked at her. "I got the meeting. For the cottage. It is today."
Margaret knew about the cottage. Sirius had told her—a Black family property, sealed by the French Ministry during the absence of a Lord Black, the claims left in limbo. He had been trying to reclaim it for weeks, navigating the bureaucracy, the paperwork, the deliberate delays.
"Today?" Margaret asked. "It is Sunday."
Sirius's voice was tight. "They inform me now, just hours before it, no time to prepare. On purpose. So that I miss it, and they have a reason to discredit the claim." He looked at the clock on the mantel. "I have to leave at the earliest."
Margaret nodded. She understood. Ministries were hard places to deal with, filled with people who played games with time and information. They had done this deliberately, hoping he would not be ready, would not be able to make it.
She looked at the clock. Eight-thirty.
Sirius turned to the children. "I have very important work. Meetings habe come up, I have to go to France. I will be back tomorrow night."
The mood at the table fell.
Harry's face dropped. The excitement from the morning Quidditch, the joy of the lazy Sunday, the anticipation of the swimming lesson—it all drained away.
"Tomorrow night?" Harry said. "You will be gone for two days?"
Aurora's lower lip trembled. She pushed back her chair and ran to Sirius, climbing onto his lap before he could reply. Her small arms wrapped around his neck, and she pressed her face into his shoulder.
"That is a long time, Sirius," she said. "Do not go."
Sirius held her, his arms wrapping around her small body. He was touched—truly touched—by her affection, Harry's concern. But he could not stay.
"Kids," he said gently. "I have to go. It is something that I can't delay, otherwise I would have done that. I will be back soon. Both of you understand, don't you?" He looked hopefully between Harry & Aurora.
They tried to understand. They failed.
Harry's face was still, his eyes fixed on his plate. Aurora clung tighter, her small fingers fisted in Sirius's shirt. Margaret herself was caught in between being understanding and not letting him go. Sirius looked at her, for support.
Margaret tried to help. "Come on, both of you. You know work is important. Sirius has to go. Be good."
Harry and Aurora nodded at once, but their faces did not change.
Sirius kissed Aurora's hair, soft and lingering. "I have to prepare. I don't have much time left. You all finish breakfast."
He set her down gently, and she slid off his lap, her eyes wet. He reached across the table and ruffled Harry's hair, his hand warm on the boy's head.
Then he left the room, his footsteps quick.
Harry sat still for a moment. Then he pushed back his chair and walked out, his breakfast unfinished, his face turned away.
Margaret watched him go. Aurora looked on the verge of tears. She took Aurora's hand and led her from the room, up the stairs, toward her bedroom.
The Sunday morning had changed. They had not expected it. They were not ready.
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Harry paced the area of his room like a caged animal. He had no idea, what time it was just that Sirius would be leaving in sometime. Harry knew work was important. He understood that. But knowing it did not help.
For two days, Sirius would be in France—out of the city, out of the country, so far away that Harry could not reach him, could not find him, could not simply walk down the hall and see him. The thought sat in his chest like a stone.
He already missed Sirius. The house would be empty without him. The mornings on the pitch, the evenings by the fire, the quiet moments when Sirius looked up from his paper and smiled—all of it would be gone. His life had just only became normal, its not even 10 days that he has lived with Sirius and he has to stay without him. For two days. It didn't feel right. Something felt off at once. Harry could not name it, just that it should not happen. He had no way to stop it.
An idea came to him. He stopped his pacing at once and ran out of his room. He knew where to find Sirius.
He made his way to Sirius's study with determination, running faster before his mind could convince him otherwise. The door was closed. He knocked once and waited. His breath still fast with running down three flights of stairs.
No reply.
He put his ear to the door and listened. He could hear the rustling of papers inside, the soft scrape of a quill. Sirius was there. He knocked again. Louder this time.
Still no reply.
Harry pushed the door open, patient was definitely not one of his virtues.
Sirius was at his desk, surrounded by stacks of documents and parchment. He was reading, his brow furrowed, and at the same time his quill moved across a different page. He did not look up. He did not seem to have heard the door at all. Harry admired his concentration.
Harry stood in the doorway for a moment, unsure. Then he called out, loud and clear.
"Sirius."
Sirius looked up at once. His grey eyes were distracted, still focused on the papers in front of him. Confusion flickered across his face.
"Harry?" He blinked. "What—when did you—"
"I knocked," Harry said at once, explaining himself. "You did not reply. So I opened the door. You did not look up. So I called. I am sorry, I didn't want to startle you."
Sirius's confusion faded. He set down his quill and leaned back in his chair. Observed him, Harry had no idea, what he was seeing. "Sorry, Harry. I was a little occupied. Come. Have a seat."
Harry crossed the room and sat in the chair across from the desk. The leather was warm, worn soft from years of use. He looked around the room—the tall bookshelves, the heavy curtains, the fire that had burned down to embers. It was the same as the last time he had seen it, but it felt different now. It felt like somewhere Sirius would not be for two days.
Sirius had already turned back to his papers. "Give me ten minutes," he said, not looking up. "We will talk then."
Harry nodded. And then said "Yes".
He watched Sirius work. It was strange, seeing him like this—not the fun version, the one who told stories and made jokes and ruffled his hair. This Sirius was a lord. His face was focused, his movements efficient. He read through documents, made notes in the margins, filed some away and discarded others. The quill moved quickly across the parchment, and his grey eyes missed nothing. He didn't even look up once at Harry. Harry felt like a small kid, sent to Principal's office.
Suddenly, he called out, loud and sharp. "Kreacher!"
The elf appeared at once. Sirius handed him a stack of papers.
"Take these to Margaret. Ask her to quote the relevant English laws for me—the ones where reference to French law has been made. And small notes. For understanding."
Kreacher took the papers and disappeared.
Sirius finally pushed all papers aside, dropped his quill and turned to Harry. "Yes, Harry. Tell me."
Harry hesitated. Sirius watched him. Harry was absolutely sure Sirius already knows, what's going on in his head, why he is here. Now, his idea suddenly felt childish, foolish. But he had come this far. He is a Griffyndor. He said it anyway.
"Sirius, can I come with you?"
Sirius's eyebrows rose. "You want to come France? The Ministry?"
Harry had no interest in the Ministry. He had no interest in France. He only wanted to go with Sirius. His resolution was absolute.
"Yes."
Sirius smiled, but it was a gentle smile, the kind that came before a no. "Love, you know I cannot take you."
Harry had expected this. But it still hurt.
He leaned forward, his voice almost defensive. "I will be quiet. I will not disturb your work. I will just... be there."
Sirius allowed himself a small smile, Harry was adorable at times, almost a kid. Asking for extra desserts, knowing he won't get it. Harry looked at him with hope in his eyes.
Sirius shook his head. "Harry, believe me. You do not want to be part of the meetings I am attending. They are long. They are boring. They are full of lawyers and bureaucrats who love the sound of their own voices." He paused. "I will be back soon. You will not even feel that I am gone."
Harry was disappointed, he looked down at his hands, away from Sirius. "I think I will feel it," he said under his breath.
Sirius heard him. A concern raised in his mind, immediately.
"Harry." His voice was soft. "Do you have any problem staying here? With Margaret and Aurora?"
Harry looked up and shook his head quickly. "No. It is not about them. It is about you. I will miss you."
Sirius relaxed a bit, he reached across the desk and took Harry's hand. His grip was warm, steady.
"I will miss you too," he said. "And when I come back, we will spend a lot of time together. Alright?" He squeezed Harry's hand. "Come on now. Let it go. Smile for me."
Harry lost in his effort and had no intention of smiling. He opened his mouth to say so—
A loud call of Sirius's name cut off his complaints.
Aurora ran into the study, her small feet pounding on the stone floor. She climbed onto Sirius's lap before he could react, settling against his chest, her dark hair wild, her eyes bright.
She thrust a small green dress and her stuffed dragon into his hands.
"Sirius," she announced, "I am coming with you. Pack my stuff with you."
Sirius took the dress and the dragon. His face broke into a bright smile. He was touched—Harry could see it in the way his eyes softened, the way his arms wrapped around her.
"That is a very good plan," Sirius said clearly amused. "And you have packed very well. I see."
Aurora beamed. She knew she did well.
Sirius held up the dress. "What did your mumma say?"
Aurora's face fell, just slightly. "Mumma said no. But I am coming with you. I lived in France before. I will help you there."
Harry watched, his heart in his throat. He wanted to see if Sirius would take her. He wanted to see if Sirius would say yes to her when he had clearly said no to him.
Sirius looked at Aurora, his expression serious. "Alright," he said. "You can come with me."
Aurora's face lit up. Harry's face fell.
"But," Sirius continued, "you should know what happens at the meeting."
Aurora leaned forward, interested. "What happens, Sirius?"
Sirius's voice was grave. "They talk about maths. And laws. They do not play any games. There is no running, no laughing, no dragon stories."
Aurora's eyes widened. She believed him completely.
"And the food," Sirius added with clear disgust on his face, "is only boiled vegetables. No chocolate. No sweets. No desserts of any kind."
Aurora's face crumpled. "No desserts?"
Sirius shook his head solemnly. "None."
He held up her dragon. "And you cannot bring this. They do not allow toys inside. They will take away Fleur. It is only work."
Aurora looked at her dragon, then at Sirius, then back at her dragon. She snatched it from Sirius and clutched it to her chest.
"Do you still want to come?" Sirius asked playing innocent.
Aurora thought about it. Her small face was serious, her brow furrowed. Then she shook her head.
"No, Sirius."
Sirius smiled. "That is what I thought."
He hugged her, and she hugged him back, her dragon pressed between them.
Harry again for the n number of time felt so jealous of Aurora. Only if could be six years old and believe any stupid story Sirius tells him and all his fears would be forgotten.
If only it was so simple to let go of fear abandonment.
"I do not want you to go," Aurora said, her voice muffled against his shoulder. "What if you do not come back?"
Harry felt his own heart beat faster. He had been thinking the same thing. He had not said it out loud.
Sirius pulled back and looked at her, his grey eyes steady. "I will come back. I promise." He looked at Harry. "I promise."
Harry wanted to believe him as Aurora did at once. But he couldn't.
Kreacher appeared in the doorway. "The mistress says you must get dressed now. It is time to leave."
Sirius glanced at the clock. Ten-thirty. He nodded.
He set Aurora down gently and gathered his papers, handing them to Kreacher to pack. Then he stood.
"Come on kids," he said to Harry and Aurora. "I have to go get ready."
They left the study together, Harry and Aurora on either side of Sirius, their footsteps echoing in the quiet hallway. The morning light was still soft, but the day had changed.
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Sirius stood in his old room, though he had not slept here in days. The bed was made, the sheets cold, the pillows still fluffed from the last time Kreacher had attended to them. His belongings were divided now—some here, some in the master bedroom where he had been staying with Margaret. A book on the nightstand. A short diary he kept, its pages filled with notes and reminders and the occasional scribbled thought. His toothbrush, which migrated between the two bathrooms without any apparent logic.
Margaret had made no comment. She had not asked him to move his things, nor had she complained when his book appeared on her nightstand or his diary on her desk. She simply let him be. Sirius congratulated himself on small victories.
But his clothes were still here. All of them. Margaret had made no space for him in her wardrobe, and he had not asked. He did not want to presume. He did not want to push.
He was doing the final buttons on his shirt when the knock came.
"Come in, Margaret."
Margaret walked in. She was dressed impeccably, as always—house robes in soft gray, not her work robes, her hair left open, falling past her shoulders. But her face told a different story. She was not doing better than the children. She was trying very hard to be supportive, and it was costing her.
"I made the notes you asked for," she said. "I have asked Kreacher to pack them with your things."
Sirius nodded. His fingers fumbled with the last button, and he gave up, leaving it undone.
Margaret stood beside him, watching. She did not speak. She simply watched. Words felt difficult.
He held out his hand.
She took it. He pulled her to himself, fast and hard, and she came crashing against his chest. Her hands flattened against him, steadying herself, her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
He placed his hands on her waist. They stood like that, not speaking, only looking. Grey eyes lost in blue.
He reached up and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. She had left it open today, because they were supposed to be home all day, because he liked it open. And now he had to go.
He cupped her face with one hand, the other still on her waist. "Lord Clermont has written to me," he said. "He wants me to meet the heir while I am there. To stay at his estate."
The anger rose in Margaret's face instantly. "Joseph? You are meeting Joseph?"
Sirius nodded. His hand moved to her hair, playing with a strand, while his thumb traced slow circles on her waist. He was very calm, as if he had anticipated this reaction. But his eyes never left hers.
Joseph. The next lord of the House of Clermont. The man who had made his hatred of Margaret and her half-blood daughter very clear. The man who had refused, despite frequent proposals from Lord Clermont, to give even a small portion of the inheritance to Margaret. The man who had forced Lord Clermont to secure matches for his daughter, to safeguard Aurora's future after Michael's death.
The thought of Sirius - her husband meeting him made Margaret's blood boil.
"Why do you have to meet him?" she asked. "What is so important?"
Sirius's voice was steady. "You know very well what he wants, Margaret. He wants to continue the relationship with the Blacks after he becomes lord."
Margaret's voice was sharp, she looked away as she spoke "Of course he does."
Sirius let go of her hair and held her tighter, pulling her closer. "Look at me."
She looked into his grey eyes. They were deep, full of concern. "I do not want to hurt you," he said. "If you do not want me to go, I will not." His words were sincere, she could feel it.
Margaret was touched, as she always was by his words, his concern. "What do you think?" she asked, letting go of her anger for a moment.
Sirius considered. "Lord Clermont is insistent that it should be done. He has done so much for me. The least I can do is attend a meeting."
Margaret considered this. Her father had done so much. He had arranged the marriage, had used his connections to help Sirius during the trial, had been a steady presence in their lives. She could not deny him this. He must have thought of something, before he asked for it. She has to trust him.
"You are right," she said. "You should go."
Sirius's eyebrows rose. Surprise flickered across his face.
"What?" she asked.
"It is a wonder," he said, "how fast your opinions change when your papa comes into the picture."
Margaret knew he was right, but she is not going to accept that. She opened her mouth to protest. "It is not like that—"
Sirius cut her off. "Of course it is. You do everything he asks. You married a wanted murderer and moved to a new country because he asked you to."
Margaret smiled. It was true. She would never go against her father. But she was not ready to admit defeat.
"I am agreeing to you as well," she said. "Is this not what you think as well?"
Sirius waved a hand. "I have to pass a litmus test before you even consider a word I speak." His voice had gone into teasing. A small smirk playing at his lips.
Margaret laughed. "That is not true."
They both knew it was.
Sirius smiled. His hold on her waist tightened, pulling her even closer, so their bodies were pressed together, she could feel the warmth of him through the thin fabric of her robes. He looked into her blue eyes—bright as day, deep as an ocean.
He saw the uneasiness there. "Margaret, what is it?" he asked.
Margaret could not hide it from it, he just saw it too well. "I just have this feeling.....I don't know. I am worried."
Sirius cupped her cheek and moved his thumb along her cheekbone. "It is just meetings and negotiations. I will be fine."
"One can't really trust with you." she said closing the last of his buttons that he had left alone. "You know that."
He smiled. "I am offended."
"It is the truth." She slid her hands around his neck. "And I am going to miss you." Her voice dropped. "A lot."
Sirius pulled her even closer, pressing her against him, wrapping both arms around her. He dropped his face to her shoulder and nuzzled her neck. Her fingers moved to his hair, threading through the dark curls.
"I will miss you too," he said against her skin.
He kissed her cheek. Her jaw. And then her forehead.
He looked at her. Her eyes were wet now, tears threatening to spill.
"Darling, don't cry." he said softly. "You know I do not like it when you do. You have to take care yourself too in my absence."
Margaret nodded. Her face flushed, as it always did when he called her that.
He smiled. "What shall I get for you?"
She looked at him and said nothing. She busied herself in fixing his collar though it didn't need any fixing.
"Are you sure?" he asked. "No demands?"
She picked up his outer robes from where they were laid out on the bed and helped him into them. She closed the buttons, her fingers moving slowly, carefully. Sirius watched her.
"I have only one demand," she said. "Be home soon."
Sirius smiled at her. They looked at each other, and he held out his hand. She took it, and they walked downstairs together.
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The living room was quiet. Harry sat on the sofa, his hands folded in his lap, his eyes fixed on the empty fireplace. Beside him, Aurora was curled into the cushions, her dragon clutched to her chest, her small body shaking with quiet sobs.
It should have made him uncomfortable. A crying child, snot and tears and trembling lips—everything about it should have made him want to escape. But in a strange way, it was comforting. Aurora was reacting exactly how he felt. They were in the same boat, though their reactions could not have been more different.
She was so loud. So unreserved. She had no qualms about showing her love for Sirius, about demanding his attention, about crying when he left. Harry could never be like that, he told himself. He could not simply demand Sirius's love. Irrespective of what Sirius said. He could never be so open in demanding his presence and reacting with tears when it was not fulfilled.
The thought sat heavy in his chest.
Footsteps in the hallway. Sirius and Margaret appeared in the doorway, their hands intertwined, their shoulders brushing. Harry's heart lurched. He wanted to run to Sirius, to throw his arms around him, to hold on and never let go.
Before he could even think, Aurora did it.
She scrambled off the sofa, her dragon falling to the floor, and launched herself at Sirius. He dropped to his knees and caught her, his arms wrapping around her small body, pulling her close. She started crying louder, her face pressed into his shoulder, her fingers clutching the fabric of his robes.
Harry stood and walked towards them, stopping just beside them. He did not know what to do with his hands. He let them hang at his sides.
Sirius spoke to Aurora in French, his voice low and soothing, the words flowing like water. Harry did not understand them, but he watched the effect they had. Aurora's sobs quieted. Her shoulders stopped shaking. She pulled back just enough to look at Sirius's face, her eyes red, her cheeks wet.
They continued to talk, Sirius's hands cupping her face, his thumbs wiping away her tears. Margaret stood nearby, watching with a small smile. Harry understood, from the rhythm of the words, from the way Aurora's expression shifted from sorrow to curiosity to something like wonder, that Sirius was telling her a story. A ridiculous story, probably, full of things that would sustain her imagination for two days in his absence. She will be so lost in it that she will forget he is gone.
A small part of Harry's brain whispered, You get lost too. When he tells you stories, you get lost too.
Aurora finally switched to English. "Sirius, you promise?"
Sirius's voice was solemn. "SERIOUS PROMISE."
He kissed her cheek, and she giggled—a wet, wobbly sound, but a giggle nonetheless. Her tears were forgotten. She threw her arms around his neck and hugged him tight.
Sirius stood, lifting her with him, then set her down gently. Aurora ran to Margaret, slipping her hand into her mother's.
Sirius turned to Harry. His grey eyes were soft, his arms open.
Harry walked into them.
Sirius's arms closed around him, strong and warm. One hand moved to Harry's hair, threading through it gently.
"I want you to take care of yourself," Sirius said. "Have fun. Alright?"
Harry nodded against his chest.
Sirius pulled back just enough to look at him. "I will check on your progress when I return. Your flying. Your homework." He tried to make his voice stern, but Harry heard the love underneath. "I want perfection, alright?"
Harry played along. "Yes, Sirius."
Sirius pulled him close again, hugging him tight. "I love you, Harry. I am going to miss you very much."
Harry's throat tightened. "I love you too. I will miss you too."
Sirius parted just enough to look at him, then leaned in and kissed his forehead. Harry stepped aside.
Sirius looked at the clock, Eleven forty-five. He had to leave for the portkey station.
He looked at both children. "I want you both to be good for Margaret. You will listen to what she says, alright?"
They nodded.
Sirius turned to the fireplace. He stepped onto the hearth, his hand reaching for the Floo powder. But before he could take it, Margaret stepped forward and wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him back, pushing him a few steps away from the flames.
He held her. Tight. His face pressed into her hair, his eyes closed. He breathed her in—the lavender scent of her shampoo, the warmth of her skin, the familiar shape of her body against his.
Two days would be long.
Margaret said nothing. Sirius said nothing. The children watched.
Sirius opened one arm, and Harry and Aurora stepped into the embrace. The family held each other for a long moment, the fire crackling beside them, the morning light soft through the windows.
Then Sirius pulled back. "I have to go."
The three of them said their goodbyes. Harry's voice was quiet. Aurora's was loud. Margaret's was barely a whisper.
Sirius looked back at them once, his grey eyes lingering on each of their faces, and then he stepped into the Floo.
"Ministry of Magic, London. Portkey terminal."
Green flames roared. He was gone.
The house felt quieter.
Margaret recovered first. She straightened her robes and wiped her eyes with the back of her hand.
"Lunch in half an hour." she announced. "Wash up."
She turned and walked towards the stairs, her footsteps steady. Harry saw her wipe her eyes again.
Aurora followed her mother, her dragon tucked under her arm, her small feet padding on the stone floor.
Harry was alone in the living room.
Sirius was gone. The house felt empty. And Harry was learning, again, how to wait.
Chapter 97
Notes:
I have reshuffled the chapter 107, 108 & 109.
You can re-read if you get confused about continuity.
Chapter Text
The lunch had been a quiet, miserable affair.
Harry sat at the long dining table, pushing a piece of roast chicken around his plate until it became a sad, shredded mess. Across from him, Aurora had given up entirely, her small chin propped in her hand, her dark eyes fixed on some middle distance where dragons probably roamed free. Margaret had eaten maybe three bites, her gaze drifting to the empty chair at the head of the table more than once.
Sirius's absence was a physical thing. It pressed against the walls, settled into the empty spaces between their silence.
Aurora broke first.
"Maman, I'm tired." Her voice was small, her eyelids drooping.
Margaret looked at her daughter, and something in her face softened. She rose, her chair scraping softly against the floor, and lifted Aurora from her seat. The little girl wrapped her arms around her mother's neck, her stuffed dragon dangling from one hand, and buried her face in Margaret's shoulder.
"Harry." Margaret's voice was calm, composed, as if she hadn't just been pushing cold vegetables around her plate for twenty minutes. "We will start the potions lessons today. After I put Aurora down for her nap."
Harry had absolutely no interest in potions. It was his worst subject, it always made him feel subpar. But any distraction was welcome now. So, he nodded.
She carried Aurora out of the dining room, and Harry sat alone with the wreckage of lunch and the weight of the quiet house.
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The laboratory was in the second floor. Harry had never been here before. He stepped inside. And stopped.
The room was nothing like the dungeon at Hogwarts. Where Snape's classroom was cold and cavernous, this space was warm and intimate. The ceiling was low, crisscrossed with dark wooden beams. Shelves lined every wall, packed with glass bottles and copper pots and jars of ingredients labeled in Margaret's precise handwriting. A long oak table dominated the center of the room, its surface scarred with years of use. At one end, a small cauldron sat on a heating pad, empty but waiting. At the other end, a stack of books rose in a careful tower.
And there, at the head of the table, stood Margaret.
She had changed out of her lunch robes into something simpler—a dark blue dress with long sleeves, her hair pulled back from her face with a silver clip. She was arranging the books, her fingers moving with the same precision she brought to everything. When she heard his footsteps, she looked up.
"Harry. Come in. Sit."
She gestured to a stool at the table. It was low, uncomfortable-looking, the kind designed to keep a student alert. But when he sat down, it was actually comfortable.
He looked around the room again. The warmth. The organization. The sheer preparation evident in every corner. Margaret had not thrown this together. She had planned. She had arranged. She had—
His eyes landed on the books.
They were not just any books. They were his textbooks—the same copies he'd carried through three years at Hogwarts, their spines cracked, their pages dog-eared. But these were different. Sticking out from between the pages were slips of parchment, neat and white, covered in Margaret's handwriting. Notes. Annotations. Page after page of markings.
She had gone through his textbooks.
She had read everything he was supposed to know, and she had prepared notes for him.
Harry's throat tightened.
"Thank you," he said. The words came out rougher than he intended.
Margaret looked up from the books. Her expression was calm, composed.
"You are welcome, Harry. Now—" She pulled a sheet of parchment from the top of the stack and slid it across the table toward him. "This is a small test. Questions from your first three years. I want to see where you stand."
Harry stared at the parchment. Twenty questions. Some simple, some more complex. All of them about potions.
His stomach dropped.
He picked up the quill she offered. It was sharp, well-trimmed, nothing like the battered quills he was used to. The ink was dark and even. He wrote his name at the top—Harry Potter—and began.
The questions blurred before his eyes.
He knew some of them. The easy ones. The ones Hermione had drilled into his head before exams. But others—the properties of moonstone when added at different phases, the effect of counter-clockwise stirring on a decoction, the correct temperature range for a Shrinking Solution—these were things he had memorized for tests and promptly forgotten.
He answered what he could. He guessed at the rest. And when he set down his quill, his hand was sweating and his face was warm.
Margaret took the parchment without comment. She read through it slowly, her eyes moving down the page, her expression utterly unreadable. Harry watched her face, searching for any flicker of disappointment, any hint of the sneer he had come to expect from Snape.
There was nothing. Just concentration.
She set the parchment down and looked at him.
"Eight out of twenty, Harry."
Harry's face went hot. Eight. He had scored eight. Hermione would have fainted. Ron would have laughed. Snape would have—
"You do not know the basics," Margaret said. Her voice was calm, matter-of-fact. No judgment. No cruelty. Just observation. "You have gaps in your foundation. That is why you fumble. That is why potions feels difficult."
Harry opened his mouth to protest. To explain. To defend himself against the ghost of Snape's sneer. But Margaret was already reaching for the books, already pulling one toward her, already flipping to a page marked with one of her parchment slips.
"We will start from the beginning," she said. "As if you are ten years old. No shame in that. A house cannot stand without a foundation."
She opened the book to the first chapter.
"Tell me," she said, "what is the difference between a clockwise stir and a counter-clockwise stir?"
The lesson began.
And Harry quickly realized that Margaret Black was nothing like Snape.
She did not rush. She did not raise her voice. She did not sneer when he gave a wrong answer. She simply paused, considered his response, and then explained—slowly, carefully, with the patience of someone who genuinely wanted him to learn.
"The direction of the stir matters because it affects how the ingredients combine." she said, her wand tracing a slow circle in the air. "Clockwise draws the magic inward. It compresses. It binds. Counter-clockwise releases. It separates. It aerates. If a recipe calls for clockwise and you stir the other way, the potion will not fail—but it will be weaker. Less effective. Do you understand?"
Harry nodded, scribbling notes as fast as he could. His handwriting was terrible, his parchment already smudged, but he wrote anyway. He wrote because she expected him to. Because she was watching.
She moved through the basics methodically. The different levels of grinding—fine paste, ground, powder—and how each affected the rate at which ingredients released their essence. The thickness of cauldrons and how pewter conducted heat differently from copper. The role of time, of temperature, of the phases of the moon.
Details. Tiny, maddening details he had never considered. Details that made all the difference.
"The paste," Margaret said, holding up a small mortar, "is for ingredients that need to dissolve completely. The powder is for those that need to suspend. If you confuse them—" She shrugged, a small, elegant gesture. "The potion may still work. But it will not be right."
Harry wrote it all down.
She was strict.
Merlin, she was strict.
"Read that back to me," she said, pointing at his notes.
Harry read. His voice stumbled over his own handwriting, the letters cramped and uneven.
"You missed the part about the moonstone," Margaret said. "Add it."
He added it.
"Read it again."
He read it again.
"Spelling, Harry. 'Separate' has two 'a's. Correct it."
He corrected it.
She made him read his notes aloud three times, each time catching something new—a missing word, a mislabeled ingredient, a sentence that could be clearer. By the end, his parchment was covered in cross-outs and additions, and his throat was dry from reading.
But he understood.
For the first time, he actually understood why potions worked the way they did. Not just the steps—the why. The logic beneath the recipe.
He thought of Sirius.
Sirius and his nonsense talking. His haphazard teaching. The way he sprawled in a chair, waved his wand, and explained complex concepts through wild stories and practical examples, failed pranks. Harry had laughed through every lesson with Sirius, his stomach hurting, his cheeks aching from smiling. Sirius had no respect for textbooks. He made that clear every time he tossed one aside with a dismissive "You don't need that."
Harry had learned from Sirius. He had learned a lot. But he had also laughed so hard he forgot to take notes.
Margaret was the polar opposite.
She did not crack a single joke. Not one. She did not smile, not even a small one. She told no stories, offered no tangents, made no room for distraction. The book was the center of the lesson, and she respected it.
Harry preferred Sirius.
He would never say that out loud—not to Margaret, not to Sirius, probably not even to Ron. But he could admit it to himself. Sirius made learning feel like an adventure. Margaret made it feel like work.
Important work. Necessary work. But work.
A thought struck him.
Hermione would give one arm to be here, he thought. Someone so precise, so thorough, so willing to answer every question and explain every detail—Hermione would never leave. She would take notes on Margaret's notes. She would probably ask for extra homework.
It made him laugh. It was a small sound, surprised out of him, and it echoed in the quiet laboratory. Margaret stopped mid-sentence. She looked at him.
Her expression was exactly like Professor McGonagall's when someone disturbed her class. The same raised eyebrow. The same slight tightening of the lips. The same silent I am waiting.
Harry stopped laughing immediately.
"Sorry," he said. "I just—I thought of something. Not about potions."
Margaret held his gaze for a moment longer. Then she nodded, once, and turned back to the book.
Harry exhaled.
The lesson went on for another hour.
When she finally closed the book, Harry's notes stretched across seven pages. His hand ached. His head was full of facts and figures and the strange, unfamiliar sensation of actually understanding potions.
Margaret reached across the table and took his notes, stacking them neatly, smoothing the corners with her fingers.
"Go through these again tonight," she said. "Read them twice. Tomorrow, you will brew a first-year potion on your own. I will watch."
Harry opened his mouth to protest. He could brew a first-year potion. He had brewed a first-year potion. He had made it through three years of Potions despite Snape's best efforts to fail him.
But he looked at Margaret's face. At the shadows under her eyes. At the stack of books she had marked up for him. At the notes she had prepared, the lesson she had planned, the hours she had spent making sure he would not fail.
He closed his mouth.
"Okay," he said. "Tomorrow."
Margaret nodded. She did not smile—she never smiled during lessons—but something in her face softened. Just slightly. Just enough.
"Good. You may go."
Harry gathered his notes and stood. His legs were stiff from sitting, his back ached from hunching over the table. He walked to the door, then paused.
"Margaret?"
She looked up.
"Thank you. For all of this. The preparation, the notes, the—" He gestured vaguely at the room, at the books, at everything. "It means a lot."
Margaret was quiet for a moment. Then she inclined her head—a small, elegant gesture that was somehow more meaningful than words.
"You are welcome, Harry. Now go. Rest. Tomorrow we begin again."
He nodded and left the potions lab, closing the door softly behind him.
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The afternoon had died slowly, reluctantly, like a candle burning down to its last thread of wax.
Margaret had tried.
Harry did not want to say no to Margaret but Aurora had shaken her head before he could answer. "No swim without Sirius," she said, her small chin set in that stubborn way she had inherited from her mother.
Harry had felt a strange relief. "Yeah," he had said. "No swim without Sirius."
Margaret had looked at them both, her expression unreadable. Then she had nodded, once, and suggested a walk through the garden instead.
The garden was quiet.
The late afternoon light slanted through the trees, casting long shadows across the grass. The flowers Margaret had planted—lavender, roses, the small blue things whose names Harry could never remember—were closing their petals, preparing for the night. The air smelled of earth and green things and the faint sweetness of something blooming in the distance.
They walked in a loose line, Margaret ahead, Aurora in the middle, Harry bringing up the rear. No one spoke. The only sounds were the crunch of gravel under their shoes and the distant hum of London beyond the garden walls.
Aurora broke first.
"Mumma, where is Sirius?"
Margaret did not slow her pace. "France, ma chérie. You know that."
"What is he doing right now?"
"I do not know. Perhaps working. Perhaps in a meeting."
"Does he miss me?"
Margaret glanced back, her face softening. "I am sure he does."
Aurora considered this. They walked another ten paces.
"Mumma, does he have a telephone?"
"No, sweetheart. Wizards do not use telephones."
"Why not?"
"Because they have other ways of communicating. Owls. Floo. Patronuses."
"Can we use an owl? I want to send him a message."
"The owls are sleeping, Aurora."
"No they are not. Owls sleep in the day. It is evening now. They are waking up."
Margaret said nothing. Her shoulders rose and fell in a small sigh.
Harry watched them from behind. He was losing his cool just by listening, and he was not even the one answering the questions. Aurora had been like this since she woke from her nap—relentless, each question more absurd than the last. What is Sirius eating? Is there a dragon in France? Can he see the Eiffel Tower from where he is sitting? Does he know I am thinking about him? Can we go now? Can we go now? Can we go now?
Margaret answered each one with the patience of a saint. Her voice never rose. Her composure never cracked. She explained, redirected, reassured, over and over, as if she had been born to answer impossible questions from a six-year-old.
Harry would have snapped an hour ago. He was impressed. He was also exhausted.
By the time they returned to the house, the light had shifted from gold to gray. The living room felt cold, though the fire had not been lit. Margaret asked them to sit, to do their homework, to try to be normal.
Harry sat on the sofa, his history of magic essay open on his lap. The parchment was blank except for the title he had written before lunch. His quill lay beside him, untouched.
Aurora sat on the rug, her coloring book open, her crayons scattered around her like fallen soldiers. She had drawn half a dragon's wing, then stopped.
Margaret sat in the armchair by the cold fireplace, a stack of legal papers on the small table beside her. She had been staring at the same page for twenty minutes.
Harry had not realized how much noise Sirius made until there was none. The man could not enter a room without announcing himself—a bark of laughter, a dramatic sigh, a quip thrown over his shoulder. He talked to the portraits as he passed them. He hummed when he made tea. He called out to Kreacher from three floors away. Even when he was still, he was present—a warmth, a weight, a sense that someone was there.
Without him, they were three people who happened to live under the same roof. No common ground. No easy rhythm. Just the tick of the clock and the whisper of the wind through the windows.
Kreacher appeared with a soft crack.
He was carrying a tray—Two glasses of juice, fresh-squeezed, the orange liquid catching the lamplight. And a small cup of warm milk for Aurora, in her special cup, the one Sirius had gotten for her: pale blue with a painted dragon curled around the handle, its tiny wings spread as if in flight.
Kreacher set the tray on the low table and began to distribute the drinks with the same precise, grudging movements he used for everything.
Harry looked at the juice. He did not want it.
"Kreacher," he said, his voice strange in the quiet room. "Can I have water instead?"
Kreacher's eyes narrowed. He did not like requests that deviated from his plan. But he nodded once.
Aurora looked up from her coloring book. Her dark eyes were curious, her head tilted at that particular angle that meant she was about to ask a question.
"Water," she said. She pronounced it the French way, the r soft, almost swallowed. Wah-tehr.
Harry nodded. "Yes. Water."
He said it the British way. Waw-tuh. Short. Sharp. The t barely there.
Aurora's face scrunched up. She repeated it, trying to copy him. "Waw-tuh."
It came out wrong. The w was too hard, the t too pronounced, and the whole thing sounded like she was trying to clear her throat.
Harry felt a flicker of offense. "That's not—that's not how you say it."
Aurora tried again. "Waw-tuh." She giggled. "It sounds funny. Why do you say it like that?"
"That's how it's supposed to sound," Harry said, his irritation clearly showing.
Aurora shook her head firmly. "No. It's wah-tehr." She said it perfectly, the French way, her small mouth forming the syllables with precision. "That is the right way."
"It is not."
"It IS."
Kreacher reappeared with a glass of water. He set it down in front of Harry with a pointed look—you made me do extra work—and vanished again.
Harry took a sip. The water was cold, clean, perfect. He held the glass up. "See? This is water. Waw-tuh."
Aurora was not convinced. She turned to Margaret, who was still staring at her legal papers.
"Mumma," Aurora said, her voice rising with the particular urgency only a six-year-old could muster. "Harry calls water waw-tuh."
Margaret did not look up. "He does, ma chérie."
Aurora's eyes went wide, delighted that her mother had confirmed her observation. "Why does he say it like that?"
Margaret turned a page. She did not seem to be reading it. "Because he is British. As is Sirius."
Harry sat up a little straighter. As is Sirius. He liked that. He liked being grouped with Sirius, even in something as trivial as pronunciation.
Aurora considered this. Her small brow furrowed, the way it did when she was working through a difficult problem. She looked at Harry, then back at Margaret.
"But Sirius never says waw-tuh," she said. "He says wah-tehr. Like me."
Margaret finally looked up. Her expression was patient, but there was something else there too—a flicker of amusement, perhaps, or the exhaustion of a woman who had been asked the same question a hundred times.
"Sirius speaks to you in your accent, Aurora. But He is British. "
Harry nodded, feeling a small surge of vindication. "See? Sirius is British. Like me. Him and I are the same."
Aurora's face scrunched up again. She was not ready to concede.
"No," she said slowly, as if explaining something to a very slow child. "Sirius speaks French so well. He is French."
"He is not," Harry said. "He grew up in this house. In London. That makes him British."
"Then why does he speak French so well?" Aurora's voice had taken on the stubborn edge that Harry recognized. She was not going to let this go.
Margaret set down her quill. She turned in her chair to face her daughter fully. "Because his mother spent a lot of time in France when he was young. He had tutors."
Aurora shook her head. Her dark hair swung across her face. She pushed it back with an impatient hand.
"No," she said, and her voice was final. "Sirius is French. Like me. Not British like Harry."
Harry felt something rise in his chest. It was ridiculous. It was absurd. Sirius's nationality was not a prize to be won. And yet—
"No," Harry said, and he heard his own voice come out sharper than he intended. "He is British. Like me."
"He calls me ma petite étoile! That is FRENCH!"
"He calls me love! That's ENGLISH!"
"He eats FRENCH FOOD! Croissants! Baguettes!"
"He drinks TEA! Every day! Multiple times!"
"So does Mumma! She drinks tea! That does not make her British!"
"YES IT DOES!"
"NO IT DOES NOT!"
Margaret watched them, her head moving back and forth like a spectator at a tennis match. The amusement in her eyes was growing, edging toward something else—something that looked almost like horror.
"He says 'merde' when he drops things!" Aurora shouted.
"He says 'bloody hell' when he stubs his toe!" Harry shouted back.
"He kisses on both cheeks!"
"He shakes hands!"
"MUMMA!" Aurora turned to Margaret, her face flushed, her hands on her hips. "Tell Harry he is wrong!"
Margaret held up both hands. "Alright. Alright. Time out. Both of you."
They fell silent. Aurora's chest was heaving. Harry's hands were clenched on his knees. They glared at each other across the low table, two children fighting over something neither of them actually owned.
"Sirius is both," Margaret said. "He is British. And he is French. He grew up here, he was educated here, his family has lived in this house for centuries. But he also speaks French fluently, he understands French culture, and he has spent time in France. He is not one or the other. He is both."
She paused, looking at each of them in turn.
"You can ask him when he comes back. He will tell you the same."
Aurora crossed her arms. Her lower lip jutted out. But she said nothing.
Harry looked down at his glass of water. The ice had melted. The condensation beaded on the outside, cold against his palm.
He had no idea why he had needed to prove Sirius's nationality as his own. But it had felt like a way to claim him. To stake a territory. To not let Aurora claim Sirius first.
He was still holding onto that. Still afraid, somewhere deep down, that he would be pushed aside.
Aurora spoke again, her voice softer now, almost conversational.
"Sirius always walks barefoot in the house," she said. "Even when the floor is cold. Mumma tells him to wear socks, and he says socks are for people who don't have proper heating."
Harry looked up. A small smile tugged at his lips, anger forgotten. "He walks so quietly. You never know where he is. But he always finds everyone."
Margaret nodded, her expression softening. "He appears in doorways like a ghost. I have lost count of how many times he has startled me."
Harry thought of something. "The amount of clothes he has," he said. "Always wearing something new. I've never seen him wear the same thing twice."
Margaret's lips twitched. "He has a wardrobe on the fourth floor. It is... extensive."
"Extensive means a lot," Harry said to Aurora.
"I know what extensive means," Aurora said, offended. "I am six, not stupid."
Harry held up his hands in surrender.
Aurora turned back to Margaret. "My friends at school," she said, her voice taking on a conspiratorial tone, "they think Sirius is a fairy."
Margaret's eyebrows rose. "A fairy?"
"Like from a story," Aurora explained. "With wings. Because he is so beautiful."
Harry bit the inside of his cheek.
Margaret's eyes narrowed slightly. "Who said that?"
"My friends," Aurora said, confused by the question. "All of them."
"Which friends?"
Aurora waved a hand vaguely. "Just... friends. And their moms say he is the best-looking man."
Margaret's composure cracked. Her face flushed—a slow burn that started at her neck and crept upward. "Who said that? Which mothers?"
"Mumma, I don't know their names—"
"Were they at the school pickup? The ones in the blue coats?"
"Mumma, I don't remember—"
Harry watched, fascinated and horrified. Margaret was appalled. Her eyes had taken on a dangerous gleam, the kind that meant someone was about to receive a very strongly worded letter.
He had heard people say things about Sirius. On the street, in shops, whenever they walked together. He had seen the papers every morning during the trial, the photographs, the headlines about Sirius being the most eligible bachelor, the most handsome man in Britain, the heartthrob of the Wizarding world.
He had seen it. He had not forgotten it.
And he had eyes. He could see that Sirius was very handsome. The most handsome man he had ever seen, probably, though he was never going to admit that out loud.
Margaret was still interrogating Aurora about the mysterious mothers. Aurora was growing increasingly distressed, her small face scrunching up as she tried to remember details she had never bothered to learn.
Harry wanted the ground to swallow him.
Aurora was not finished.
"Sirius shouts at the paintings," she announced. "He called his mother an old hag."
The warmth in the room evaporated.
Margaret's smile vanished. Her face went still, the way it did when she was about to deliver a reprimand.
"Aurora." Her voice was low, serious. "That is not the right thing to say. She is your grandmother. You will not call her that."
"But Sirius says it—"
"Sirius is an adult. He has his own history with his mother. That does not mean you repeat his words." Margaret leaned forward, her eyes holding Aurora's. "Do you understand?"
Aurora's lower lip trembled. She nodded.
"Good."
Harry sat very still. He had nothing to add. Sirius did shout at the portrait. He had called his mother an old hag, and worse. Harry had heard him say bitch once, in the heat of an argument, the word echoing off the walls like a gunshot.
This was not the time to highlight that.
Harry cleared his throat. He needed to steer the conversation somewhere safer.
"Sirius has a nickname for everyone," he said. "He called his old motorbike 'the lady.'"
Aurora's face lit up. "The lady? That is silly. Bikes are not ladies."
"They are if you name them," Harry said. "He said she was his first love."
Margaret shook her head, but she was smiling again.
Aurora giggled. Then her face grew thoughtful. "Does Sirius have a nickname for himself?"
Harry thought about it. "Padfoot."
Aurora's face scrunched up. "That is the dog, Harry. Not him. You are silly."
"That is him," Harry said. "Padfoot is his Animagus form. Does not make a difference."
"You are making it up."
"I am not making it up!"
"You ARE making it up!"
"I am NOT—"
Margaret held up a hand. "Alright. Alright. No more fighting."
They fell silent. But the silence was different now. Lighter. The tension had drained out of the room, replaced by something softer.
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They moved to the dining table for dinner but their conversation still continued.
Aurora started talking about the time Sirius had tried to help her with her French homework and had accidentally told her teacher that Aurora's favorite animal was a "singing potato."
Harry laughed. Margaret laughed. The sound filled the room, chasing away the shadows.
Harry told them about Sirius racing him on the pitch as Padfoot. "He runs on four legs and still wins," Harry said, shaking his head. "Then he boasts about it for the rest of the day."
Aurora gasped. "He runs faster than you?"
"He runs much faster than me," Harry admitted. "It's embarrassing."
They talked until their voices were hoarse and their cheeks ached from smiling.
It was the only thing that connected them, the only common thread that bound these three unlikely people together. A man who was not there. A man whose absence they were trying to fill with stories and laughter and the desperate need to keep him close.
Margaret watched them.
Harry and Aurora, sitting on opposite ends of the sofa now, they were not done even after dinner had finished. They were laughing at something—Harry had just imitated Sirius's dramatic sigh, and Aurora was doubled over, her dragon clutched to her chest, her giggles filling the room.
Margaret remembered something. Weeks ago, after the wedding, after they had all settled into this strange new life together. She had thought, watching Aurora cling to Sirius, that the two children would fight to be president of the Sirius Black Fan Club.
She had not been wrong.
But she had not expected this. The way they fought and laughed. The way they found common ground in their shared love for a man who was not there. The way they were becoming something—not friends, not yet, but something that might become that.
She allowed herself a small smile.
At least they talked.
At least, in his absence, they had found each other.
The clock struck nine. The sound echoed through the quiet house.
Margaret rose from her chair, her joints cracking softly. "Aurora. Time for bed."
Aurora did not protest. She was tired—her eyes were drooping, her head nodding. She let her mother lift her, her small body curling against Margaret's chest, her dragon tucked under her arm.
At the door, Aurora lifted her head. Her eyes were half-closed, heavy with sleep.
"Good night, Harry," she said.
"Good night, Aurora."
Margaret carried Aurora out of the room, and Harry was alone.
Harry went up to his room after a while.
Chapter 98
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Aurora's room was dim and quiet, lit only by the small nightlight on her bedside table. Its soft orange glow cast dancing shadows across the walls—making the painted dragons in the mural seem almost alive.
Margaret stood in the doorway for a moment, watching her daughter sleep.
Aurora had not made it through the bedtime story. She had been fighting it—her eyelids drooping, her head nodding, her small fingers still clutching the edge of the blanket as if she could anchor herself to wakefulness. But the story had won. Or rather, sleep had won. Halfway through the tale of a knight who befriended a dragon, Aurora's grip had loosened. Her breathing had deepened. Her face had softened into the peaceful blankness of a child fully surrendered to rest.
Margaret had closed the book, set it on the nightstand, and sat on the edge of the bed for a long moment, just watching.
Aurora had wanted to talk about Sirius. Margaret had seen it in the way she kept saying his name, weaving it into every sentence, as if saying it often enough would make him appear. Sirius likes this part. Sirius told me a different version. Sirius says I can be a knight, if I wish.
Margaret had braced herself for the questions. When is he coming back? Does he miss me? Can we call him? But the questions had not come. Sleep had claimed Aurora first, pulling her under mid-sentence, her lips still parted around an unfinished word.
Margaret was grateful.
She smoothed Aurora's hair back from her face, her fingers light on the soft brown strands. The child did not stir.
Margaret leaned down and pressed a kiss to Aurora's forehead. The skin was warm, faintly damp with the heat of sleep.
"Good night, ma chérie," she whispered. "Dream of dragons."
She rose, adjusted the blanket, and stood for a moment longer, watching the gentle rise and fall of her daughter's chest. Then she turned and walked out of the room, pulling the close.
She did not go to her room.
Her feet carried her down the corridor to Harry's room.
She had been here once before—the day he arrived. She had not been back since. It was always Sirius who wished him good night. Sirius who knocked on his door, who sat on his bed, who talked with him until the late hours. Margaret had kept her distance, not out of coldness but out of respect. Harry needed space. Harry needed time. He was not comfortable with her yet, and she understood.
She could feel it, even now. The way he checked his posture when she entered a room. The way his sentences became proper, careful, each word measured.
She could not blame him. She was formal. She was proper. She held herself at a distance, and he was simply following her lead.
But it was still a long way to go. Between her and Harry. And even longer between Harry and Aurora.
She stopped outside his door.
The wood was dark, polished, the same as every other door in this house. But this one had a sign—HARRY—in the same elegant calligraphy that marked Aurora's door. Sirius's doing. Sirius's welcome.
Margaret raised her hand and knocked. Softly. Twice.
"Come in."
His voice was clear, awake. She pushed the door open.
The room was lit dimly with the lamp on the night sidetable.
The light came from the window—the city beyond, a sea of orange streetlamps and dark buildings, the sky a deep blue scattered with stars. The window seat was built into the wall, cushioned, piled with pillows, and there, curled into the corner, was Harry.
He was in his pajamas—soft gray trousers, a simple white t-shirt. His feet were bare, his glasses perched on his nose, his hair a wild mess that no amount of brushing would ever tame. His knees were drawn up to his chest, and he was looking out the window, his expression distant, thoughtful.
When he saw her, he straightened. Just slightly.
Margaret noticed.
"Harry." She stepped into the room, leaving the door open behind her. "You are awake."
He nodded. "Yes. I was just watching the streets." He gestured at the window, at the city beyond. "It's a good view."
Margaret crossed to the window seat and looked out. London stretched before them, vast and glittering, a map of lights and shadows. She had stood at this window before—not in Harry's room, but in her own, on the floor below, looking out at the same city. She understood the pull of it. The way it made you feel small and connected all at once.
"It is a good view," she said. "London is an interesting city."
Harry smiled—a small, polite acknowledgment. His hands were clasped in his lap, his posture straight. He was waiting for her to say why she had come.
Margaret got straight to the point.
"Harry, it is past ten o'clock. You should go to bed." Her voice was firm, but not unkind. "You wake up very early for your Quidditch, and you do not even nap during the day. You need rest."
Harry blinked.
He stared at her for a moment, his green eyes wide behind his glasses. He had not known she noticed these things about him.
The Dursleys never had. They had never cared if he slept enough, eaten enough, been healthy or happy. They had fed him scraps and locked him in a cupboard and called it care.
But Margaret noticed. She doesn't need to. Right? It is Sirius who adopted me, I am his responsibility. Not hers.
Harry nodded slowly. He did not argue.
Margaret moved to the bed.
She pulled back the covers, smoothing the fabric, creating space for him to climb in. Then she stepped back and looked at him.
"Get in, Harry."
He watched her with wonder. His eyes moved from her face to the open covers, then back to her face. She was here to tuck him into bed. She had never done that before. Sirius always did.
But Sirius was not here. That's why she is here, he told himself.
Harry rose from the window seat. His bare feet padded across the rug—the deep red one, the one that matched the Gryffindor banner on his wall. He walked to the bed, climbed in, and lay back against the pillows. His glasses came off, folded carefully, set on the bedside table beside the photograph of his parents.
Margaret tucked the covers around him.
Her hands were gentle, practiced. She pulled the blanket up to his chest, smoothed it flat, tucked the edges under the mattress on either side. The way she had done for Aurora a thousand times. The way her mother had done for her.
Harry watched her. She could feel his gaze, curious, uncertain.
He thought she would leave now. Certainly.
She did not.
She sat on the edge of the bed, the mattress dipping under her weight. Harry shifted slightly, making room. His hands rested on top of the covers, his fingers loose, relaxed. He was watching her, waiting.
Margaret looked at the photograph on the bedside table. James and Lily, young and laughing, their arms around each other.
She pointed at it. "You know, I met James once."
Harry's eyes widened. "Really?"
Margaret nodded. She settled herself more comfortably on the edge of the bed, her hands folded in her lap, her posture straight even in this informal moment.
"We were very young," she said. "I was about Aurora's age. Six, perhaps seven. My parents brought me to a seminar—some political thing, I do not remember what. The Potters were there. James came with his parents. Our Mothers were acquaintances."
Harry was sitting up now, propped against his pillows, his attention fully on her. "Your mother and my grandmother knew each other?"
"Socially. The pure-blood circles are small, Harry. Everyone knows everyone. Your grandmother—Euphemia—was well-respected. My mother admired her."
Harry's face was alive with interest. He had heard stories about his parents from Sirius, from Remus, from Hagrid. But never from Margaret. Never from someone who had met them as a child, before even Hogwarts. Not even Sirius.
"What happened?" he asked. "When you met?"
Margaret smiled. It was a small smile, private, amused. "It was a disaster."
Harry laughed. "Why? What happened?"
Margaret's smile widened. "At that time, I could only speak French. Your father only spoke English. We tried to talk—" She shook her head. "It did not work. I said something to him in French, and he looked at me like I had grown a second head. He said something back in English, and I did not understand a word."
Harry was grinning now. "So you just... stared at each other?"
"Pretty much. I thought he was very strange. I assumed everyone spoke French, you see. It did not occur to me that he might not understand."
Harry laughed again, a real laugh, surprised out of him. "That would have been funny to watch."
Margaret nodded. "I had forgotten about it, honestly. It was so long ago. But recently—Sirius and I were talking, and he mentioned something about James's childhood, and I suddenly remembered. I said, 'That was your James? The boy who tried to talk to me through sign language?'"
Harry's eyes went wide. "He tried sign language?"
"He made gestures. Pointed at things. I think he was trying to ask me if I wanted to play." Margaret's voice was warm, fond. "I told my mother he was weird. She was mortified."
Harry was laughing so hard his shoulders shook. "I can't believe this. My dad tried to communicate with you through charades."
"He was very enthusiastic," Margaret said. "Very energetic. Running around, making messes. I remember thinking he was a lot."
"A lot," Harry repeated, still grinning. "That's one way to put it."
They sat in comfortable silence for a moment. The city hummed beyond the window. The clock on the wall ticked.
Harry asked, "What else do you remember?"
Margaret thought about it. She searched her memory, pulling up fragments—a boy with messy dark hair, glasses that kept slipping down his nose, a laugh that filled the room.
"He was kind," she said finally. "I did not appreciate it at the time—I was six, I did not appreciate much—but looking back, he tried so hard to include me. Even when I could not understand him. Even when I was not interested. He kept trying."
Harry was quiet. His face had softened, the laughter fading into something more thoughtful.
Margaret watched him. She saw the way his eyes moved to the photograph on the bedside table, the way his hand reached out and touched the frame, just briefly.
"Everyone knows my parents," Harry said. His voice was quieter now. "Everyone has stories. But when they talk about them, it feels like they're talking about strangers. Even though I saw them—that day, in the memory—I still feel like I don't know them."
Margaret considered this. Her hand, which had been resting on the blanket, moved. She reached out and placed it on Harry's head.
His hair was soft beneath her fingers. Dark, messy, impossible to tame. She began to move her hand in slow, gentle strokes, the way she did for Aurora when the nightmares came.
Harry went still. He did not pull away.
"That must be strange," Margaret said. "To have so many versions of the same two people. But in a way, Harry, it is a gift. You will never run out of stories. Every person who knew them has a different piece of the puzzle. A different angle. A different memory."
She paused, her hand still moving through his hair.
"You will never know everything about them. But you will always be learning something new. That is not nothing."
Harry looked at her. His green eyes were bright, his expression soft.
"I never thought of it like that," he said. "You're right."
Margaret smiled. It was a real smile, warm and genuine, the kind she usually kept hidden behind her composed mask.
"Come now," she said, her voice gentle. "Close your eyes. Time to sleep."
Harry had always thought he hated being told what to do. The Dursleys had ordered him around for years—chores, rules, punishments—and he had chafed against every command.
But Margaret's rules were different. They were always for good things. Time to eat. Time to dress properly. Time to sleep. She was stern, yes, but her sternness was a form of care. A way of saying you matter enough for me to enforce this.
Sirius might disagree. But Sirius was not here.
Harry closed his eyes.
"Good night, Margaret," he said.
"Good night, Harry."
She did not stop moving her hand.
The strokes were slow, rhythmic, soothing. Her fingers threaded through his hair, from his forehead to the nape of his neck, over and over. She could feel him relaxing beneath her touch—the tension draining from his shoulders, his breathing slowing, his body sinking into the mattress.
Within minutes, he was asleep.
Margaret stayed.
She sat on the edge of his bed, her hand still moving through his hair, long after his breathing had deepened into sleep. The clock ticked. The city hummed. The house settled around them.
She withdrew her hand slowly, careful not to wake him. She adjusted the covers, tucking them more securely around his shoulders. She turned off the lamp on the bedside table, plunging the room into darkness except for the soft glow of the city beyond the window. She drew the curtains, leaving just a small gap—a sliver of light, a promise of morning.
She walked to the door, stepped into the hallway, and pulled the door closed behind her. The latch clicked softly.
The house was dark. The portraits slept. Margaret walked to her room, alone in the silence, and closed the door.
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The door closed behind her with a soft click, and Margaret stood still.
The master bedroom stretched before her, familiar and foreign all at once. The same pale light filtered through the gap where the curtains did not quite meet, casting a silver stripe across the dark wood floor. The same armchair sat by the window, positioned to catch the morning sun. The same dressing table held her silver brushes, her crystal bottles, the small jewelry box that contained the necklace Sirius had given her.
She had lived in this room for weeks. Alone.
Sirius had decorated it—she knew that. He had chosen the fresh flowers, the French books, the writing desk with parchment and ink. He had softened the heavy velvet curtains with cream-colored drapes, had replaced the dark furniture with pieces that caught the light. He had made it beautiful, welcoming, hers.
And she had made it hers. Completely. Her sanctuary in the old house. The one place where she could close the door and breathe.
But something had changed.
She walked slowly into the room, her bare feet silent on the thick carpet. The house was quiet around her—no footsteps in the corridors, no murmurs from the portraits, no distant clatter from the kitchen.
The room felt alien. Empty.
Not physically empty—her things were still there, arranged exactly as she had left them. But the space itself had shifted. The air felt different. The shadows fell differently. The silence pressed against her ears with a weight she had not noticed before.
Sirius had started living here. A few days. That was all. And already the room felt like theirs. Already it was no longer only hers.
She sat down on the edge of the bed. The mattress dipped beneath her weight. She ran her hand over the duvet, feeling the fabric, the smoothness. There was no warmth here now. No trace of the body that had lain beside her this morning.
But his presence lingered.
Not in the bed itself—the sheets had been washed, the pillows fluffed, the evidence of their shared night erased. But in the corners of the room, in the small objects he had brought with him, in the way the space had begun to shift from hers to theirs.
She looked at the nightstand on the right. Her side. Her books, her reading glasses, the small clock that ticked softly in the silence.
Then she looked at the nightstand on the left.
His side.
A book lay there, face down, pages spread to keep his place. It was not the same book that had been there yesterday. He changed them almost every day, pulling volumes from the library, from his old room, from the stacks he kept in his study.
She had realized, over the past weeks, that Sirius was a very fast reader. His reading range was as unpredictable as his moods—from Magical World history to Muggle novels to Wizengamot decisions from the last decade to 101 Best Jokes Ever, which he read with a completely straight face, taking notes in his small leather-bound journal.
That journal.
It lay beside the book, closed, the leather soft and worn. She had never looked through it. It was personal. She could respect that. But she had seen the front cover—a star embossed in the center, the points sharp, the lines clean. The star of Canis Major. Sirius. His namesake.
The absurdity of it had made her smile.
Her eyes moved across the room.
His slippers were by the wardrobe, neatly aligned, the leather soft and worn. He never wore them. He preferred to walk barefoot, padding through the house like a ghost, startling everyone with his silent appearances. But the slippers remained, a small claim, a quiet declaration: I belong here too.
She looked at the writing table across the room. Her own things were there—parchment, ink, the quills she preferred. But beside them, set apart, arranged with deliberate care, were his. A stack of parchment. A bottle of ink. A set of quills, separated from hers as if she might steal his supplies.
Possessive. Territorial. A very Sirius thing to do.
She missed him.
The room missed him too. She could feel it in the stillness, in the way the shadows seemed to linger where he usually stood, in the empty space beside her on the bed. The room was waiting for him. Just as she was.
Margaret rose from the bed and walked to the dressing table.
She unbuttoned her robe slowly, her fingers moving through the familiar motions without thought. The fabric slipped from her shoulders, and she folded it carefully, draping it over the back of the chair. Beneath it, she wore her nightgown—simple, white, the cotton soft from years of washing.
She sat down on the low stool in front of the mirror and picked up her hairbrush.
The brush was silver, heavy, the bristles stiff. She had owned it for years—longer than she could remember. It had been a gift from her mother, before the estrangement, before everything. She had kept it because it was useful, because it was beautiful, because throwing it away would have felt like admitting something she was not ready to admit.
She began to brush her hair.
The strokes were long, even, mechanical. Her hand moved without her direction, pulling the brush from root to tip, smoothing the tangles that had formed during the day. Her hair was golden brown, thick, straight—the same hair she had passed to Aurora. It fell past her shoulders, catching the lamplight, glinting with hints of gold.
She watched herself in the mirror.
Her face was pale, the shadows under her eyes deeper than they had been a week ago. Her lips were pressed together in a thin line. Her expression was composed, controlled—the mask she had worn for so long that she sometimes forgot it was a mask.
But her eyes betrayed her.
They were distant. Unfocused. Looking at something the mirror could not show.
Her mind was a battlefield.
Two voices, both her own, fighting for dominance. They had been at war for days, ever since the ritual had evoked the feelings she never thought she would have ever again, ever since she had begun to let herself want him. When Sirius was present, the voices faded. His presence drowned them out—his laugh, his voice, the warmth of his hand on hers.
But now, in his absence, they were louder than ever. One voice; Young Margaret and the other; Older Margaret.
Margaret set down the brush and stared at her reflection.
She had been young when she decided she wanted to be a lawyer.
Not a child—she had understood what she was choosing. But young enough to believe that determination alone would be enough. Young enough to underestimate the forces that would line up against her.
Her mother had been against it from the start.
"You are the only daughter of a lord," she had said, her voice sharp with disapproval. "You are meant to be a lady. Not some lowly salaried employee."
Margaret remembered the fights. The slammed doors. The cold silences that stretched for days. Her mother had wanted her to marry well, to manage a household, to host dinners and attend galas and produce heirs. She had not wanted a daughter who spent her days in courtrooms, who argued with men twice her age, who came home with ink on her fingers and exhaustion in her bones.
Her father had not liked it either. She had seen it in his face, the way his jaw tightened when she spoke about her ambitions. But he had never opposed her.
"Your choices are your own," he had said. "Regardless of whether I like them or not."
It had not been easy.
She had worked twice as hard as her male colleagues to receive half the recognition. She had been talked over, dismissed, underestimated. She had been told that she was too emotional, too aggressive, too ambitious. She had been told that she should smile more, speak less, know her place.
The young Margaret—the one who believed in fairy tales, in romances, in the redemptive power of love—had been pushed aside. The rose-tinted glasses through which she had viewed the world had started to fade. The practical Margaret had emerged. The realist. The woman who built walls instead of bridges.
And then she had met Michael.
It had not been a love-at-first-sight fairy tale. No thunderbolt, no sweeping gestures, no grand declarations. Their love had been built on shared values, on aligned perspectives, on the slow, steady accumulation of trust. They had been respectful. Partners. Supportive.
She had thought this was her forever.
Nobody had supported her. Not the society. Not her friends. Not even her mother. But her father—the ever-loving man who had never once stopped being her father, even when she disappointed him—had come to her in the dead of night.
"Run away," he had said. "Go. If you think you love him, then the world will bend to the force of love. As it always has. I cannot support you publicly—my position will not allow it. But I will not stop you. Run away. I will handle your mother and the world. You go. Live your life."
The young Margaret had been ecstatic.
She had believed, Love wins all.
But the realities had drawn on them like a tide.
The marriage had shown her who she was without the name of her father. A nobody. A Muggle-born's wife. A runaway girl. She had struggled. They both had. No money, no connections, no safety net. The judgments of a society that looked down on a pure-blood girl who had married beneath her station.
Love may look like roses, but it had thorns.
The facade had worn thin. The discomfort had shown her, truly, how important the practicalities of life were—and how little love and romance mattered when the struggles were tough and the world was knocking you down.
But they had tried.
They had a child. Aurora. A daughter she had carried, had birthed, had held in her arms. A sense of hope for a marriage that had started to go bitter, for lives that had begun to feel like pressure rather than purpose.
Aurora had appeared like an angel.
It had improved the relationship. The hard work had started to make sense. It had no longer felt like pressure. Margaret had stopped working—her career, the one she had fought for on her own, had been set aside without hesitation. Her child was the only priority.
And then Michael was taken away.
Her life had changed overnight.
A young widow. A struggling new lawyer. A new mother. A runaway girl with no family, no one to help. She had stood alone, carrying her twenty-months-old daughter in her arms, and buried her husband. The man she thought she would live with forever.
She had tried everything to rebuild her life. Struggled alone for weeks. The worst weeks of her life—handling her daughter and work and the loss of her partner all at once.
And then her father had shown up.
He had found her. Taken her back. No arguments, no lectures, no care for the world that now despised the runaway daughter and her half-blood grandchild. He had stood with her.
"You are my daughter," he had said. "I will stand with you. You are not alone."
Margaret had picked herself up. Built her career from scratch once again. Supported her father. Brought up her daughter.
It had not been easy. Not at all.
But she had shown up. Day after day. Year after year.
And the young Margaret—the one with dreams of fairy tales, of prince charmings, of wild adventures—had been buried somewhere along the way. Only the woman remained. The realist. The pragmatist. The one whose walls were built up to the sky.
And then another blow.
Her father's illness.
The hereditary condition that would take him from her, slowly, inevitably. He would not live long. The man who had supported her through everything—when she wanted to become a lawyer, when she wanted to make her own decisions, when she wanted to marry a Muggle-born.
He had come to her and announced his decision.
She had to marry Sirius Black.
A wanted mass murderer. The man he had chosen for her even before she had known what a husband was. The man who had been a rebel in his own way—until his rebellion had driven him away. Her father had lost hope. But then Sirius had appeared again in the world, breaking out of prison, just when her world needed him.
"It is almost poetic." the young Margaret would have said. "As if someone wrote it for you."
Her father had given her no choice. It was an order.
"You have done what you wanted to do. You made your choices." he had said. "Now, before I die, let me make sure you are taken care of."
She had doubted. Endless doubts. A man famous for all the wrong reasons. A dark family, a dark reputation, a crazy temper, a rumored Death Eater, a wanted criminal. A man who had nothing on the surface that could make her believe this might work.
But she had accepted.
The daughter who had already caused her father pain once. The woman who knew the harsh realities of the world. The mother who knew that Aurora needed a secure life—one that she could probably never give her alone.
She had agreed.
And then she met Sirius.
Her first meeting with him had been a revelation.
She had steeled herself for an unreasonable, violent, self-involved man. She had prepared for arrogance, for cruelty, for the kind of entitled pure-blood nonsense she had spent her life dealing.
What she saw was shocking.
Sirius Black looked nothing like the arrogant man of his youth. Nothing like the image of 'Handsome Prince' her father had tried to create in her younger mind. He had survived twelve years in hell and one year running. His body showed the signs. He had been recovering then.
Margaret saw the horror of Azkaban—the place famous for taking away soul, sense, and stability. And yet he had been able to keep himself sane. He had been able to keep his mind. Even after twelve years. It was a miracle.
And his prenup.
All the conditions had been reasonable. Not for him—for Harry. The son of his dead best friend. A best friend who had been like a brother, for whose murder he had been arrested.
She had not known this kind of devotion. This kind of love. The love that consumes you. The love that drives you to the edge so much that you get arrested the day your best friend was murdered—for his murder. The love that helps you stay sane for twelve years, in a place designed to drive anyone to madness. The love that gives you strength to escape, to find Harry, to save him. The love that pushes you to marry a stranger and accept her child.
He had agreed to it. All of it. Even the ones she had been sure he would refuse.
He was known for defiance. Known for doing his own thing. And he had conceded to her father's demands.
"He is loyal and devoted," her father had said. "You will know, in time. I saw something in him, even when he was a child. It assured me he was the one for you. I can never choose badly for my girl. Have faith in your Papa."
She had not wanted to believe.
But she had accepted her fate and braced herself.
And then she got to know Sirius.
He was reckless. Arrogant. Hot-headed. Impulsive. And devoted.
He had won over Aurora in not even a day. The girl who had stayed quiet. The girl who had seen her father in the morning, kissed him goodbye, and then watched him snatched away in the evening.
Aurora had changed since coming to London. Margaret had seen it happening, day by day. She talked now—endlessly, joyfully, without fear. Her confidence had grown. Her certainty of her place in the world had been established.
Margaret knew the credit was not hers.
It was Sirius.
He claimed to be the playmate, the storyteller, the one who was older but not wiser. Yet he had been the best thing for her. He believed in her so completely, looked at her with so much love and confidence, that she felt it too. She claimed his love, demanded it, as if it were her right. Because he had made her feel that way. Made her feel that she was not alone. That she would always have him standing with her. He encouraged her questions, her learning, her belief in herself.
And with Margaret—
She did not want to name it. She was scared to.
Her walls had been crumbled by him. Slowly, brick by brick, and then all at once.
He did not pretend. He did not play games. He was not trying to be someone he was not. He was himself. Unabashedly, unapologetically himself. He did not hide the darkness that captured him in the middle of the day. He did not pretend to be perfect. He accepted his mistakes. He did not bend to the world. Never.
And he saw her like that only.
He had no mold into which he tried to fit her. Nothing. He accepted what she gave him—no judgments, no will to change. He even accepted what she did not give him. The hidden side. The side that was hers, only hers, that had been hers for years. The girl Margaret, the one no one touched, the one no one saw—not even Michael.
Sirius dugged her out of the grave: Margaret, the young girl.
She had no idea how. He just did.
She had forgotten the sound of her own laughter—the real laughter, unguarded and unladylike—until he pulled it out of her.
She would be in her nightgown, her hair a tangled mess, her face bare. And he would look at her like he had seen nothing more beautiful.
She cried in front of him. Told him all the ways the world put her down for being a woman. How her opportunities were limited and her burdens unlimited. How difficult and scary Aurora's life looked to her. How scared she was.
And he supported her through it.
Did not lecture. Did not tell her to get a hold of herself. Did not give fake assurances.
He listened. And he acted.
He handled Aurora. Participated in her life and upbringing. Made an effort. He listened to the burdens of her work. Offered help.
He was a partner. A true partner. Not interested in assigning gender roles or running away from his responsibilities.
The young Margaret wants to drown in him, she thought. Let herself loose. In the grey eyes. In the strong arms that are always there to hold her.
But the older Margaret warned her.
You are pathetic, the older voice said. The practical one. The realist who had seen the world for what it was. You cannot be dependent on him. What are you doing? Have you not seen enough of the world to know that things end? You are making yourself vulnerable. Get a hold of yourself. Stop it.
The younger voice answered, softer but no less insistent. You cannot predict what has not happened. You have never had someone like Sirius. Never. Fall. Let loose. Let him hold you. He has not let you down. He has not made big claims and fallen flat. He is trying. And you want him. Who are you kidding?
He is not Michael.
No. He is Sirius. It is not the same.
Margaret looked at the clock.
1:30 AM.
She was still sitting at the dressing table, the brush cold in her hand, her hair half-brushed and tangled. She had not moved for—how long? Minutes? An hour? She did not know.
She set the brush down and stood.
Her legs were stiff, her body heavy with exhaustion. She crossed to the bed and lay down on top of the duvet.
The bed was too big.
She had never noticed it before. When she had slept here alone, the bed had been the right size—generous, yes, but comfortable. She had sprawled across it, taken up as much space as she wanted. She had slept in the center, or diagonally, or curled on one side with her knees drawn up to her chest.
But now, with Sirius gone, the bed felt enormous. Empty.
She closed her eyes.
What is he doing? she thought. I hope he is safe.
She sat up abruptly.
Her eyes found the armchair by the window. His dressing gown was draped over the back, the dark blue fabric pooling on the seat like spilled ink. The sleeves hung long. The collar was folded carelessly.
She rose from the bed and crossed to the armchair.
She picked up the dressing gown.
The fabric was soft against her fingers, heavier than she expected. She lifted it to her face and breathed in.
He smelled like himself. Warm. Familiar. The scent of his shampoo, the faint trace of the cologne he wore when he remembered, something deeper underneath—something that was just him.
She put the dressing gown on.
It swallowed her. The sleeves hung past her fingertips, the shoulders slipped down her arms. She wrapped it around herself, pulling the fabric tight, and tied the sash as best she could.
It felt like being hugged.
She climbed back into bed, still wearing the dressing gown, and pulled his pillow close again. She curled onto her side, her knees drawn up, her arms wrapped around the pillow, her face pressed into the soft fabric.
The lamp was still on. The shadows still moved across the ceiling. The clock ticked, each second a small, sharp sound in the silence.
She thought of Sirius. Of his grey eyes, his crooked smile, the way he said her name.
Margaret.
She thought of his hands, his voice, the way he held her like she was something precious.
The tears came.
She did not fight them. They welled in her eyes, spilled down her cheeks, soaked into the fabric of his pillow. She cried silently, the way she had learned to cry when she was young—no sound, no shaking, just the slow, steady release of salt water from a place she had kept locked for too long.
She cried for the morning, for the warmth of his arms, for the way he had kissed her forehead before he left. She cried for the hours stretching ahead, the empty bed, the quiet house. She cried because she missed him, and because missing him scared her, and because she did not know what to do with a heart that had decided to love again.
She cried until her eyes were raw and her nose was running and the pillow was damp beneath her cheek.
And then, slowly, the tears stopped.
The exhaustion crept in, filling the spaces the grief had left behind. Her body grew heavy, her limbs loose, her breathing slow. The dressing gown was warm around her, the pillow soft beneath her face, and somewhere in the distance, she heard the clock strike two.
She thought of him one last time.
Come home. I miss you. I need you.
And then, finally, sleep pulled her under.
Notes:
"It is almost poetic." the young Margaret would have said. "As if someone wrote it for you."
Guess who the young Margaret is referring to?
Chapter Text
Margaret woke slowly, the morning light falling across her face like a gentle hand.
She stretched her arms out instinctively, reaching for the warmth that should have been beside her. Her hand met empty sheets. Cold. Yesterday came flooding back—Sirius leaving, the long hours, the quiet house, the tears she had cried into his pillow. She slumped back against the mattress with a groan.
One more day, she thought. One more day before he comes back.
The pretense of holding herself together had faded last night. In the darkness, alone in his dressing gown, she had admitted something to herself. Something her body, her mind, her soul had been trying to tell her for weeks.
She knew what she wanted. She accepted it.
But she had no idea what to do about it.
She stared at the ceiling, tracing the patterns of light and shadow with her eyes. The morning was soft, golden, the kind of morning that begged for lazy hours and quiet conversations. The kind of morning that was unbearable without him.
She sat up slowly, pulling the dressing gown tighter around herself. His dressing gown. The fabric was soft, worn, still holding the faint trace of his scent. She held it closer, unwilling to let go.
Her eyes drifted to the nightstand.
A letter was there, waiting for her. The envelope was cream-colored, the paper thick, the handwriting unmistakable.
Margaret.
His handwriting. She would know it anywhere.
She snatched it immediately.
She remembered being awake until two in the morning. She was certain this had not been there then. When had it arrived? How had she not heard?
Her patience ran low. She tore it open.
Darling,
The word hit her like a wave. Her heart began to beat faster, a thick scarlet blush rising to her cheeks. She could hear his voice in her ears, practically feel the warmth of him saying it. Darling. He had called her that so many times now, and yet every time felt like the first. Every time, the same heat, the same flutter, the same impossible awareness that this word was for her. Only her.
She touched the paper. The ink was dry, but she imagined she could feel the warmth of his hand. She blushed and read ahead.
Darling,
I am in your country. And it truly deserves the credit to belong to someone as beautiful as you.
Fresh heat rose to her cheeks. She pressed her free hand against her face, as if she could cool the blush. Your country. He had said your country. As if France belonged to her, as if she had shaped it by her presence.
Are you blushing? I can assume you are. It is a shame I am not there to see it.
Margaret dropped the letter for a moment, pressing both hands to her flaming cheeks. She could see his smirk. The infuriating man. He had written this knowing exactly what it would do to her.
She picked it up again.
My work here is more complicated than I thought. I am at the Clermont estate now, in a guest chamber, where I should be asleep. It is the middle of the night. But I cannot sleep.
The bed is too cold. My arms are too empty. I changed sides seventy-three times—I counted—and then I gave up.
I am sure you are asleep, as you should be. Still, I am writing to you. Because I am pathetic, and I cannot help it. Because I miss you too much, and I do not know what else to do.
I keep thinking about the small mole on the left side of your nose. And when I can kiss it again.
I remember making fun of James at school, calling him a romantic sap for pining over Lily. I suppose James is having a good laugh now, somewhere in heaven.
I have passed through today with the spirit of a man half-alive. The meetings were long, the ministry officials tedious, and Joseph—well, Joseph is exactly as charming as I expected. Which is to say, not at all.
The only motivation I have is that tomorrow I will be home. And you will be back in my arms, and I will hold you as close as I can.
Am I being too bold in my claim over you? I do not know. Do not blame me. It is the distance. Or the dead silence of the night. Or perhaps the four glasses of firewhisky I drank. Or perhaps it is simply the truth. I do not know.
Well, before my senses return and I regret all this blabbering, I am going to send this to you. You may hex me if I have crossed a line. Tomorrow, when I am back, I will stand wandless.
Tell the children I miss them. I will be home tomorrow.
Until then, I remain entirely and impatiently yours.
Husband
P.S. I need a photograph of you to carry when I travel.
P.P.S. No, scratch that. I have learned my lesson. I am not traveling without you.
P.P.P.S. Miss me a little. Just a little.
P.P.P.P.S. If I was unclear—I miss you.
Margaret did not know how to react.
Her cheeks were flaming. Her breathing was high, as if she had run up several flights of stairs. Her thoughts flooded with the image of Sirius writing this in the middle of the night, alone in a guest chamber, because he could not sleep. Because he missed her.
She read it again. Slower. Taking in every word.
She could hear his voice. The dramatic highs, the teasing murmurs, the complaints that were not really complaints. He shifted between them in moments, and she heard every one.
The mole on the left side of her nose.
She did not even know she had a mole there.
She scrambled off the bed and ran to the mirror. She practically pushed her face against the glass, turning her head, searching.
It was there. Tiny. Near her nostril. She had looked at her own face for decades and never noticed it. But Sirius had. He had noticed, and he was thinking about it, and he wanted to kiss it.
The thought made her blush even harder.
She looked at herself in the mirror. Her face was flushed. Her hair was a wild mess. She was wearing his dressing gown, too large, swallowing her small frame.
How can Sirius think I am beautiful? she thought. He is ridiculous.
She looked at the letter again.
He had written this drunk. Did that mean he meant it? Or was it just blabbering, as he had said?
I miss you too, Sirius, she thought. Too much. And I do not need alcohol or the cover of night to admit it.
Husband.
He had signed it Husband. He had never written a letter like this before. Well, they had never had the chance to write letters to each other—they had always been together, in the same house, the same rooms, the same bed.
But now he was gone, and he had claimed her in ink.
She traced the word with her finger, careful not to smudge the paper. Husband. This was going to be her prized possession.
Should I reply? she wondered. Is he expecting a reply? What would I even say? I am certainly not bold like him. I cannot write a letter like this. I cannot even say the things he says.
She read the letter again. And again. Each time, her smile widened. Each time, her face flushed as if she might find something new hidden between the lines.
She had no idea what the purpose of the letter was. He had made no grand declarations. He had not written words of love or eternal devotion. He had simply missed her presence. And that thought was enough.
Just the fact that he had thought of her. That he had been unable to sleep. That he had reached for paper and ink in the middle of the night, alone in a strange room, and written to her.
That was enough.
She looked at the clock. The day was up. The children needed her.
She folded the letter carefully, reverently, and pressed it to her chest.
Then she walked to the shower, carrying him with her.in thoughts.
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Harry woke to morning light falling across his face, soft and golden, slipping through the gap in his curtains like a promise. He lay still for a moment, letting his body wake slowly, giving himself time to remember.
Yesterday. Sirius was still away.
But one day had passed. He would be back tonight.
Tonight. The word felt distant, abstract. Tonight was too far away. It was not like Sirius spent every waking moment with him. He had his life—his work, Aurora, Margaret, the endless demands of being Lord Black. But he was always around. Harry always knew he could find Sirius if he wanted. Down the hall. In his study. The library. Or he would be back right at dinner time, always within reach.
Not in a different country.
Harry stayed in bed, staring at the ceiling. It was painted with scenes, he did not understand, the same as it had been yesterday. The same as it would be tomorrow. The ceiling did not miss Sirius. The ceiling did not care.
He knew lying here would only make it worse.
There was only one way to deal with the feeling.
He grabbed his Firebolt and went to the pitch.
The house was silent in the morning, as it always was. But not for long. Sirius would join him in the garden soon, and the silence would break. Sirius could not stay silent. He could not stay still. He was always moving, always making noise, always talking or laughing or making someone else laugh.
Harry walked through the garden. The flower beds were beautiful, glowing in the early light, just as Sirius had left them yesterday morning. He knelt and touched the petals, soft and cool beneath his fingers.
He found the watering can and filled it at the outdoor tap. He moved carefully between the beds, watering each plant, making sure the soil was soaked.
"Sirius would not want you all to die in the summer heat," he said to the flowers. "I do not know the flower language he talks to you in. But I hope you understand."
He set the watering can aside and walked to the pitch.
He skipped the snitch. He did not want it. He did not know why. Maybe he knew.
He mounted his broom and kicked off.
The air was cool against his face, waking him fully. He flew in turns and rounds, dives and climbs, stunts that made his stomach drop and his heart race. The wind roared in his ears, and for a while, he did not think about Sirius at all.
His mind felt better. But the emptiness remained.
He wished he could go to the Burrow. Ron and the wild Weasleys would make his mood better instantly. The day would pass in a blur of laughter and chaos. But how would he get there? He could not fly—he did not know the way. No Muggle transport would take him. He could ask Margaret to drop him. She would do it, he was sure. But she would probably feel bad that he was leaving them alone the first chance Sirius was out of the house. She was trying so hard to include him, to be there since Sirius was not here.
No. That would be rude.
He lost track of time until he saw Margaret at the edge of the pitch, waving her hand.
He landed beside her. Her face was pale, her hand pressed to her heart. She looked scared.
"I am fine," he said quickly. "I do this every day."
Margaret was not convinced. He could see it in the way her eyes lingered on his face, searching for signs of injury or exhaustion. But she shook her head and let it go.
"Come," she said. "Breakfast is ready. You can shower later."
Harry was hungry. He followed her inside.
Aurora was already at the table, in her usual chair. The head chair was empty. Sirius's chair. Harry settled into his place and looked at the empty seat.
Margaret sat down. "Sirius wrote last night," she said. "He has reached safely. He misses you both. He will be back tonight."
Harry smiled, relief flooding through him.
Aurora, of course, had a thousand questions.
"Can I skip school today? So I can stay home and help you not miss Sirius?"
"No."
"Can I stay home for just the morning?"
"No."
"Can I come home early?"
"No."
"Can I—"
"No, Aurora."
Aurora slumped in her chair, defeated. She kept trying, and Margaret kept saying no, and Harry ate his breakfast in silence, grateful that someone else was doing the talking.
Margaret looked at him. "Harry, would you like to come with me? While I drop Aurora at school?"
Harry answered at once, without thinking. "No."
He saw Margaret's face shift, just slightly. He did not want her to think he was rejecting her.
"I mean, I am dirty. I have not even showered." he said.
Margaret nodded. "We will do your Potions lesson after I return. Alright?"
Harry nodded.
Margaret and Aurora left. Harry went to shower.
The water was hot, the steam thick, and Harry stood under the spray for longer than necessary, letting it wash away the sweat and the thoughts he did not want to think. When he emerged, dried, and dressed, he sat at his desk.
He did not want to face embarrassment like yesterday. Eight out of twenty. That was bad. Even for him.
He pulled out the notes he had taken during Margaret's lesson and began to study.
The notes were detailed. So detailed. Harry could make sense of them instantly. The differences between clockwise and counterclockwise stirring. The impact of ingredient texture on potion stability. The role of cauldron thickness, the influence of the moon's phases. It all made sense now, written out in clear, methodical steps.
No wonder Hermione always goes on about notes, he thought. It helps.
But it was a lot of hard work. He wondered how Margaret had found the time to prepare all of this, between her work and the children and the house. He wondered if she ever slept.
Kreacher appeared in the doorway. "The mistress is waiting for the Potter boy in the lab. On the second floor."
Harry gathered his notes and ran.
The lab was warm, the enchanted lanterns glowing softly, the ingredients arranged in neat rows on the counter. Margaret had already prepared a small station for him—cauldron, scales, knives, a set of vials.
She handed him a list of instructions. "A first-year potion. A little difficult, but doable."
Harry looked at the list. He recognized it. He had brewed this before. But he had never understood why the steps worked. He had simply followed them, blindly, hoping for the best.
He worked with precision. He kept in mind everything Margaret had taught him yesterday. The direction of his stirring. The texture of his ingredients. The temperature of his cauldron. He did not want to make any mistakes.
He realized, as he worked, that he understood. Not just the steps, but the why. Instead of relying on guesswork, or on Hermione's help, he was making his own decisions. He was brewing with intention.
He finished. He stepped back.
Margaret approached the cauldron and examined his work. She lifted the ladle, sniffed, observed the color, the consistency. She nodded.
Harry's smile was blinding.
"Well done." Margaret said. "But there is room for improvement."
She offered suggestions. A few adjustments to his timing. A different method for crushing his ingredients. Small things, but important.
Harry took notes. He wrote down every word.
Margaret handed him another list. "A second-year potion. More difficult."
Harry worked. He struggled. The potion turned the wrong color. The consistency was too thick. He knew, before Margaret said anything, that it was ruined.
Margaret did not scold him. She simply watched.
Then she taught him again. She explained the steps he had missed, the signs he had ignored, the subtle shifts in color that should have warned him. She vanished the contents of his cauldron and gestured for him to begin again.
He started over. She stood beside him, instructing him through every step, pointing out mistakes before they happened, offering corrections in real time.
The second attempt was perfect.
Harry stepped back, breathing hard, his hands stained with ingredients, his face flushed with satisfaction. He had done it. On his own. Well, not entirely on his own—Margaret had guided him. But he had understood. He had learned.
He was so engaged that he had not missed Sirius once.
Margaret looked at the clock. "Time to pick up Aurora. We will have lunch outside. And you are coming."
Harry nodded.
They did not take the car.
Harry noticed, as they walked to the Apparition point, "Does Sirius not like using his Car, in his absence?"
Margaret answered.
"Sirius does not mind me using his things," she said. "But I do not drive that well and I do not have a British driver's license."
Harry nodded. That made sense.
They Apparated to an alley near the school and walked the rest of the way. Aurora was already outside, chatting with her friends, her small face animated. When she saw them, she ran to Margaret, already talking, already telling her about her day.
Harry noticed something. With Margaret, Aurora did not talk the way she did with Sirius. She was slower. More careful. Her words did not tumble over each other.
Harry did not understand why. But he did not ask.
Margaret led them to a nearby restaurant. Harry watched her fumble with her walk, checking the map, double-checking her directions. She was not accustomed to London. He was not an expert either, but he was better than her. He helped her navigate.
The restaurant was not fancy. Not like the places Sirius chose. It was decent, clean, the menus in English, the food familiar. Harry sat down, and Margaret gestured for him to order.
Harry looked at the menu. Nothing complicated. Margaret ordered for herself and for Aurora, without asking.
Aurora complained. "Sirius always lets me pick."
Margaret was unmoved. "You eat junk all the time with Sirius. You will eat good food. What I choose."
Aurora complained again. Margaret ignored her.
Harry had no idea what to order. He left it to Margaret. She ordered the same thing for all three of them.
Harry noticed. Sirius would never have done that. He always ordered too much. Different things for everyone's taste. More options, in case anyone changed their mind.
They ate in silence. Margaret was not a talker like Sirius. She answered when asked, but otherwise stayed quiet, letting Aurora fill the space. Harry was hungry. He ate.
Aurora wanted two desserts. Margaret said no. "Only one dessert per meal. Pick one."
Aurora's voice was sharp. "Sirius would have let me have two."
Margaret did not flinch. "You eat far too many sweets for someone so small. One dessert. You can have another at dinner."
Aurora pouted but picked.
Harry picked the same dessert Margaret had ordered for Aurora. She had not asked him. He just did. He was not as comfortable with Margaret as he was with Sirius. He did not know how to be.
They finished. Aurora announced that she could not walk anymore. She wanted to be carried.
Margaret was firm. "You are a big girl. You can walk."
Harry agreed. In his head. She certainly did not need Sirius to carry her everywhere, the way she always demanded. He had walked himself, when he was even smaller.
Aurora's face crumpled. "Sirius always carries me."
Margaret looked at her daughter. At the tears forming in her dark eyes. At the trembling lower lip.
She sighed. She raised her hand and called for a taxi.
Aurora complained the entire way home. About how much she missed Sirius. About how he did everything differently. About how fun he was. About how he always made her laugh.
Margaret listened. She said nothing.
Harry agreed with almost everything Aurora said. But he would never say that out loud. Margaret was trying. He could see that. She was keeping everyone sane.
He snapped.
"That is because Sirius is Sirius," he said. "Margaret cannot be him. She works. She takes care of everyone. You should be respectful to her. Not rude."
Aurora went quiet.
Margaret looked at Harry. She had not expected him to take a stand for her. She was touched.
Aurora's voice was small. "Sorry, Mumma."
She hugged her mother. Margaret smiled. "It is alright, ma chérie."
She looked at Harry. "That is very kind of you to see, Harry. Thank you. But I am fine. Do not worry."
Harry shook his head. "No. You are the kind one. I just said what was right."
He looked at Aurora, who was still hugging Margaret, her face buried in her mother's shoulder. "I am sorry for shouting at you. I was trying to say that Margaret is doing a lot for us."
Aurora nodded, her voice muffled. "I miss Sirius."
Harry nodded. "I know. I miss him too."
They smiled at each other.
The taxi pulled up to on the street. Margaret paid the driver, and they walked inside together.
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The rest of the day passed like that.
They all tried not to miss Sirius. They tried to do their own things, their own work. But by the time evening came, they had all given up.
Margaret had tried everything. A walk in the garden. Flying. Swimming. Games. Homework. The children had only one reply. No. Not interested. Not without Sirius.
So she gave up.
They sat in the living room, watching the fire burn, waiting for Sirius to step out of the flames. The clock on the mantel ticked. The shadows on the walls grew longer. The fire crackled and spat, but no green light came.
Aurora had finally stopped asking questions. She had given up. Her small body was curled on the sofa, her dragon clutched to her chest, her dark eyes fixed on the empty fireplace.
Harry started instead.
"Did he say what time he would be back?" he asked. "Exactly?"
Margaret shook her head. "No."
"What did he say in the letter? Exactly?"
Margaret hesitated. She could not tell him about the letter—not all of it. The words were for her. The mole on her nose, the empty bed, the seventy-three times he had changed sides. Those were hers.
But she could tell him some of it.
"He said he misses you," she said. "Both of you. He said the work is complicated, but he will be home tonight."
Harry nodded. He was quiet for a moment, then asked, "Can I read it?"
The question hung in the air. It was out of line. Harry knew it. Margaret knew it. But he asked anyway.
Margaret looked at him. His green eyes were earnest, hopeful, the face of a boy who missed his godfather and wanted proof that he was missed in return.
"No," she said gently. "The letter is private. But I can tell you that he wrote about you. He asked me to tell you he loves you."
Harry nodded. He did not push.
He gave up too.
Margaret watched them.
She had always known the attachment the children had to Sirius. She had seen it from the beginning—the way Aurora climbed into his lap, the way Harry sought him out in every room. But she had not fully understood it until now.
They had stayed busy in their own worlds the entire day, but it was as if the earth had stopped rotating without their sun at the center.
She could see who the favorite parent was. The favored one.
She felt no anger. No jealousy.
She smiled at the loyalty Sirius had inspired. The children could not even stay two days without him. They did not run away when he came home. They did not behave out of fear. They waited with bated breath for him, their eyes on the door, their ears straining for the sound of his voice.
What more could be said about the kind of parent Sirius was becoming?
He was not the biological father of either child. He had come into their lives just months ago. And yet it felt as if it had always been like this. As if they had been waiting for him all their lives.
As she had been waiting for him all her life.
Somewhere, a voice said she had. Even if she had not known it. Even the children had not known it. But they had all been waiting.
The silence was broken by the arrival of a letter.
Not a normal letter. The envelope was red. Smoking.
Harry sat up straighter. "Why is someone sending us a Howler?"
Margaret picked it up. The seal was familiar. The handwriting was familiar.
"It is from Sirius," she said.
Aurora jumped from her seat. "Mumma, what is a Howler? Open it! I want to see!"
Margaret opened the envelope.
The voice that filled the room was not shouting. It was Sirius—his normal, happy, breezy self. The sound of him filled the space, pushed back the shadows, warmed the cold corners of the room.
"BONJOUR. DEAR FAMILY."
Aurora's eyes went wide.
"MY TRIP WAS SUCCESSFUL. THE WORK IS DONE. BUT I WILL BE LATE ARRIVING HOME. SOMETIME AFTER MIDNIGHT."
Harry's shoulders relaxed.
"I MISS YOU ALL. TERRIBLY. BUT I WANT ALL OF YOU IN BED, SOUND ASLEEP, BY THE TIME I GET HOME. NO ONE WAITING UP. NO ONE. I MEAN IT."
Margaret smiled.
"I WILL SEE YOU IN THE MORNING. HAVE DINNER. GO TO BED. I MISS YOU. GOOD NIGHT. I WILL GIVE YOU ALL BIG HUGS IN THE MORNING. "
The Howler burst into flames.
Aurora stared at the smoking remains. She had never seen a Howler before. She launched into questions—what was that, how did it work, why did it burn, could Sirius hear them, could they send one back. Margaret answered each one patiently.
Harry sat back against the sofa, a small smile on his face. He had heard Sirius's voice. He was fine. He was coming home.
Margaret stood. "You heard him. Come on. No excuses. Dinner, then bed."
The children did not argue. They did not want to. Sirius had said he was fine. He had said he was coming home.
They ate dinner in silence, the same silence that had filled the day, but it was different now. It was not the silence of absence. It was the silence of waiting. The silence of anticipation.
Aurora finished her food and looked at Margaret. "Will Sirius really be here when I wake up?"
Margaret smoothed her daughter's hair. "Yes, ma chérie. He will be here."
She walked them upstairs. She tucked Aurora into bed, kissed her forehead, smoothed her hair.
She went into Harry's next, arranged his pillows, set his glasses on the nightstand, pulled the covers up to his chin.
"Good night, Harry."
"Good night, Margaret."
She waited till he fell asleep. Her fingers in his hair. And then, she closed the door.
The house was quiet.
Margaret walked to her room, alone, and sat on the edge of the bed. The dressing gown was still there, draped over the chair by the window, waiting for her. She picked it up and held it to her face.
He would be home after midnight. She would be asleep—or pretending to be. He had asked her not to wait.
She lay down, still holding the dressing gown, and but she could not sleep. He was alright. His voice was Okey. But she felt something was wrong. That something bad was about to happen.
She could not name it, but the feeling was there. Crawling in her chest. She looked at the clock Half past ten.
She got off the bed. Paced the room. Arranged what was already arranged. Sat at the chair by the window.
The feeling was growing stronger each moment. She prayed. Let him come home. Let him be safe.
Chapter Text
The negotiation chamber was cold despite the fire roaring in the marble hearth. Four ministry officials sat across the long table, their faces flushed with the heat and the frustration of dealing with a man who refused to play their game.
Sirius Black sat at the head of the table, his back straight, his hands resting lightly on the polished wood. His robes were dark, severe, embroidered with the Black family crest in silver thread. His signet ring glinted on his finger. His grey eyes were fixed on the senior official with an expression of impenetrable blankness.
He had been pretending not to understand French for two days.
The officials were not convinced. He could see it in the way they glanced at each other, the way they spoke slower, the way they tested him with idioms and slang. But Sirius had mastered the poker face years ago—maybe even decades ago, in the halls of Grimmauld Place, sitting across from his mother while she hurled accusations and he learned to show nothing.
So he sat. He listened. He said nothing in French. And every time they switched to English to explain something, their arguments weakened. They stumbled over translations, lost nuances, revealed their positions before they were ready. And when they conferred among themselves in rapid French, assuming he could not follow, Sirius caught every word. Every hesitation. Every weakness.
He prepared his counter-arguments before they finished speaking.
His haughty arrogance—the natural inheritance of a Black, polished by years of being told he was better than everyone else—did the rest. His clothes, his posture, his absolute stillness. The way he looked at them like he had already won. It was intimidation, pure and simple. He had learned it from his father, from the lessons he had endured before he ran away. The lessons about how a Lord of an Ancient House comports himself. How he negotiates. How he bends the world to his will.
Lord Clermont had provided additional suggestions. The old man knew these officials, knew their weaknesses, knew exactly which buttons to push. Sirius had followed every instruction.
And now, at the end of the fourth sitting, he had what he wanted.
The officials had been curious, of course. Why would the Lord Black want a ruined cottage in the middle of nowhere? What could be his motive? They had asked, obliquely, repeatedly. Sirius had stuck to his story with the patience of a man who had told the same lie so many times he almost believed it himself.
"It is part of the Black family fortune," he said, his English precise, his accent flawless. "I am not letting go of a single penny. Not one."
The officials had no answer to that. Greed they understood. Sentiment they would have questioned. But greed? Greed was simple. Greed was safe.
They signed the papers.
Sirius rose, shook hands with each of them, and walked out of the chamber with the deed folded inside his jacket pocket. His heart was steady, his face calm. But beneath the composure, something was stirring.
The cottage was his.
He had kept this meeting secret. No one knew he was lobbying to get the cottage back. Sirius could not risk it. If Lucius Malfoy caught wind of what he was doing—if anyone connected to the old Death Eater network suspected—the cottage would be compromised before he ever set foot inside it. Malfoy had eyes everywhere. Ears in every wall. Sirius had learned that lesson the hard way.
So he had worked in silence. Paid in gold, not promises. Told no one.
The cost had been significant. Galleons that could have gone to other things, other causes. But Sirius was ready to let them go. The cottage was worth it.
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He remembered the Christmas break of Regulus's first year at Hogwarts.
They had been sitting at the long table in Grimmauld Place, the candles flickering, the portraits watching. His mother had been in rare good humor—Regulus had been sorted into Slytherin, and she could not stop smiling. Sirius had been picking at his food, pretending the knot in his stomach did not exist.
"We must give Regulus a gift," his mother had announced, looking directly at Sirius as she spoke. "Something to compensate for his position. Even if he is not the heir, but he has done so well and made us proud."
The words were a blade, carefully aimed. Sirius had kept his face still, kept chewing, kept pretending he did not care.
The discussions had gone on for the entire break. Which country? What location? What size? Regulus's every demand was considered, debated, approved. He wanted a cottage in France. In the countryside. With a garden. With a view of the woods.
Sirius had sat there, listening, pushing food around his plate. It did not bother him. That was what he told himself. Over and over.
Regulus had loved that cottage. He visited often with their mother during summers. Sirius never joined them once. He chose the Potters instead. He chose James's parents, their warm kitchen, their easy laughter. He told himself he did not care what Regulus was doing in France.
After he left home—after he walked out of Grimmauld Place at sixteen and never looked back—he lost all contact. He had no idea what Regulus was up to during those summers. No idea what happened to the cottage.
Until years later. An Auror mission. Intelligence about Death Eater activity in France. It had taken Sirius considerable time to track the clues, to piece together the location, to confirm what he had suspected.
The cottage. Regulus's cottage. And the Death Eater was no one other than Regulus himself.
Sirius had been at the cottage once, but even then he never stepped inside. During an Order mission in October 1981, when James, Lily, and Harry were in hiding. Bellatrix had been at the cottage. The attack had been brutal. Sirius had been injured. The Death Eaters had escaped.
But he was certain. That cottage held secrets. Clues. If there was anything to be known about the war, about the Death Eaters' activities, about Regulus—it would be there.
Negotiating and bribing the French ministry was a small price to pay.
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The papers were signed. The cottage was officially his.
It was evening. The sun had set, and the streets of Paris were dark. Sirius could have left for London immediately. He could have stepped into the Floo, called out "Grimmauld Place," and been home within seconds. He could have held Margaret. He could have listened to Aurora's endless chatter. He could have teased Harry about his Quidditch form.
He thought of Margaret. He had thought of her the entire night before, unable to fall asleep in the guest chamber at the Clermont estate. He had written her a letter, drunk—he had a vague memory of it, words spilling onto parchment, his handwriting getting messier as the night wore on. He could not remember the exact details now. He was not nervous about it. Margaret could hex him if she wanted. He was probably deserving of it.
But he could not leave. Not yet.
He had tried so hard to get this cottage. He had spent galleons, hours, patience he did not know he possessed. He could not walk away without looking inside. Without seeing for himself what remained.
He had a private portkey. He would go to the cottage, take a look, and then leave for London. He had already informed Margaret and the kids that he would be home tonight. He did not specify when.
The thought of her waiting—of someone waiting, looking at the door, watching for him to step through—made him smile. It was overwhelming, in a good way. He had never had that before. Someone to come home to.
He activated the portkey.
The world twisted, and Sirius landed on soft earth.
The cottage was in the middle of the woods. The trees pressed in around him, dark and silent, their branches blocking out the last light of the evening. The air was damp, thick with the smell of moss and decay.
Sirius changed into Padfoot as he got closer.
His senses sharpened. The forest came alive around him—the rustle of leaves, the distant call of an owl, the scurry of small creatures in the undergrowth. He moved silently, his paws making no sound on the fallen leaves.
The cottage was ruined.
He had expected that. The Ministry was not known for spending galleons on the maintenance of seized properties. But he had not expected this level of damage. He stood at a distance, observing.
Wild trees had grown around it, their branches reaching for the broken windows. Vines covered the stone walls, thick and green, pulling at the mortar. Grass had overtaken the garden, waist-high and tangled. It looked as if nothing but wildlife had been near it for a decade.
Which was probably true. Sirius had no idea who had last come here, or when.
Was it Regulus?
The thought stopped him dead. His brother. Regulus. Dead for nearly fifteen years. There were things Sirius would never get over, things he knew he could never speak about to anyone. Regulus was one of them. Saying his name out loud was difficult. Thinking about him was worse.
He tried to distract himself, but the image of his brother—young, happy, laughing at the thought of a cottage that was just his—settled on his heart like a heavy weight, pulling him down.
He pushed forward.
As he neared the ruined structure, the smell hit him.
It was pungent, overwhelming, a wall of odor that made his nose recoil. Dead animals. Dead people. Old bodies, decaying for years. And beneath it, something fresher. Blood. Recently spilled.
Padfoot tried to separate the scents, to make sense of them. But the smell grew stronger, more unbearable, as he got closer. The cottage was near the woods—of course there would be animals, hunting, the natural cycle of life and death. But this was different. This was concentrated. Deliberate.
Had they reached the cottage? The animals?
Sirius turned into his human form behind a large bush. He needed to feel the magic, the wards. Get an idea. He closed his eyes, reached out with his senses.
Nothing. He tried again, performed a spell with his wand.
The cottage had no wards. Absolutely none. They had been taken down.
He could not believe it. The Ministry was useless—he had known that for years—but to remove the wards from a legacy cottage? To leave it unprotected, visible to Muggles, vulnerable to anyone who happened to wander past?
Anger rushed through him, hot and sharp.
Muggles could have stepped inside. They must have. The cottage had been robbed, stripped of anything valuable. Artifacts, precious metals, furniture—all of it taken or destroyed. Sirius had no greed for those things. But the evidence—the clues he had come for—must have been disturbed as well. Regulus's things. His remnants. Touched and bothered by strangers.
His dead brother. Who had been so particular about his possessions. Who had hated when anyone stepped into his room without permission, when a single quill was moved out of place. And now his favorite cottage was a ruin. The walls faded, the grass overgrown, the vines choking the stone, the windows shattered.
Definitely robbery.
Sirius wanted to go back to the French Ministry and sue them into the ground. But that would do nothing to give Regulus peace. Nothing to give Sirius the clues he needed.
He got a hold of himself. Stepped closer.
He did not open the door. He wanted to be sure first. He looked in through the nearest window—it was broken, the glass shattered, the frame splintered.
Dark. Silent.
Sirius stood close to the window, then changed back into Padfoot. Quietly. Very quietly. He slipped inside.
The smell was worse inside.
It was in his fur, his nose, his throat. Dead bodies. Human and animal alike. Blood. Bones. Bodies left here for years, maybe. He saw bones scattered across the floor—small ones, animal, and larger ones that made his stomach turn. A skeleton of a hand, the fingers curled, the skin long gone. A rabbit, only half its face left, the other half torn away. A giant fox, fresh, its blood still flowing, pooling on the ruined floorboards.
The smells were so overpowering, one stronger than the other, that he could not separate them. They blended into a wall of decay that made his head spin.
An animal. Definitely. An alive animal somewhere in the house. Padfoot straightened up, his ears swiveling, his body tensing.
And then—a scent. Something familiar. Very light, almost non-existent. And another stronger, something not alive, not dead. Something in between. The weird smell—the one that did not belong—kept interfering.
He tried to trace it. Could not. It was overwhelmed by the heavy smell of blood and death and decay, but it was there.
Padfoot looked around.
The cottage had been robbed of everything. Every single valuable it could have held. The furniture was gone or ruined—chairs overturned, tables smashed, cushions torn open. Half the things were broken. Muggles, robbers, and animals alike had done their damage.
The thought angered him. Regulus must have decorated this place according to his taste. Every piece chosen with care. Every corner arranged just so. And now it was a disaster.
He was only on the ground floor. The stairs leading up were covered in dark stains—blood, old and dried. The smell coming from above was even worse.
Sirius had lived on the run for a year. He had hidden in disgusting places, eaten rats, slept in caves. He had spent twelve years in Azkaban. But even he was disgusted by the state of this beautiful cottage. His brother's favorite cottage.
He would have to do a lot to fix it. A lot.
In the middle of the ruins, something caught his attention.
A picture. Regulus and Sirius, laughing together.
The frame hung on the wall, crooked, its glass cracked. But it was still there—preserved, perhaps, by a permanent sticking charm. Sirius crossed the room, stepping over debris, and stood before it.
He saw himself. Younger. Dressed in his best clothes—robes his mother had insisted he wear, stiff and formal. He was laughing, head thrown back, mouth wide, utterly unguarded. His arm was slung around Regulus's shoulders.
And Regulus. Even younger. He was looking up at Sirius with a shy smile. His smile. His brother's smile.
Sirius remembered it. From the moments of childhood. How shy Regulus would be, how difficult it was to make him smile. The moments before everything went wrong, when they were only brothers. Kind Regulus. Obedient Regulus. Silent Regulus. Always scared, even to smile. Nothing like Sirius, whose laugh echoed through rooms and made the portraits complain.
He remembered this day. His eleventh birthday party. Before he went to Hogwarts. Before Gryffindor. Before the rift between them became a chasm.
Regulus had kept this picture. In his cottage. On his wall.
Sirius had believed Regulus hated him. To the core. Regulus had chosen his mother and the death eaters. He stood against everything Sirius was. But maybe—maybe not as much as Sirius had thought.
He had the same picture. Gifted by a nine-year-old Regulus, covered in tears and snot, the night before Sirius left for Hogwarts. "Siri, you have to take this picture. What if you forget what I look like when you go to Hogwarts?"
Sirius had laughed at his young brother, called him an idiot. But he had taken that picture with him. Kept it close. Still had it. In his old room, in a drawer he never opened.
He did not dare look at it. Did not have the guts.
Even in Padfoot form, the moment was heavy on his chest. He reached up—paws clumsy, but he touched it.
A movement from the back door.
The door opened to the woods. Something was moving out there. An animal. Padfoot smelled it, heard it. Coming toward the house. The smell of fresh blood—it had hunted something, and now it was coming inside.
It could be anything. A wild boar. A red fox. A—
Snake.
Padfoot knew it. A snake, definitely.
Sirius changed back into himself in an instant, his wand in his hand. The transformation was smooth, practiced, silent. He stood among the ruins, waiting.
He felt it before he saw it. The weight of something large moving across the floor, slithering through the debris, knocking aside furniture, crushing bones beneath its body.
And then he saw the tail.
It was enormous. Green scales, iridescent in the dim light, thick as a man's thigh. The tail slid through the broken furniture, and the body followed, and the head—
The head rose.
Twelve feet at least. Maybe more. Its yellow eyes fixed on Sirius, and he felt a chill run down his spine. He had never seen a snake look at anyone like that. Most snakes reacted to magic, or fled, or struck blindly. This one was watching him. Calculating. Its head swayed slowly, and its tongue flickered out, tasting the air.
It had smelled him. And now it was looking directly at him.
Sirius had no idea snakes could do that.
It moved.
The speed was impossible. A creature that size should not be able to move that fast. It slithered across the floor, destroying everything in its path, closing the distance between them in seconds. Sirius reacted on instinct.
"Stupefy!"
The red jet shot from his wand and struck the snake's body. Nothing. The spell slid off its scales like water off oiled skin.
He cast again, non-verbal this time, one curse after another. He moved fast, dodging between the furniture and the ruins, keeping distance between himself and the snake. The creature followed. Unaffected. Unmoved.
He tried different spells. Explosive curses. Binding curses. Freezing charms. Nothing worked. The snake kept coming.
Sirius backed away, stumbled over something, looked down—
A body. A man's body, half-eaten, soaked in blood. He had knocked it over. The smell hit him like a wall.
He was stuck. Between a coffee table and a couch, his back against the man, the snake in front of him. He could not get up but the snake was too close, too fast. He would be bitten before he could turn.
The snake neared him. Its head lowered. Its mouth opened. The fangs were long, curved, dripping with something that glistened in the dark.
Sirius reached into his pocket. His fingers closed around the portkey.
He activated it.
The world twisted.
Chapter Text
The world twisted.
Sirius had no time to prepare himself for the portkey's pull. One moment he was in the ruined cottage, the snake's fangs centimeters from his throat, its yellow eyes fixed on his. The next moment his navel was yanked backward, his body folded in on itself, and the world became a blur of color and shadow and unbearable pressure.
He had used portkeys before. Hundreds of them. He had never been thrown like this.
The image of the snake burned behind his eyelids. The green scales, the massive body crushing the furniture, the way it had looked at him—looked at him, not like an animal, but like something that knew him. The fangs. The strike. The centimeters that had saved his life.
He landed hard.
The impact drove the breath from his lungs. His knees buckled as it hit the cobblestones of Islington with a crack that he felt in his teeth. The world stopped spinning, but the pain only increased.
It was a sharp, hot pain, radiating from his left shoulder down his arm and up his neck. He tried to move, and something in his shoulder grated against bone. A warm, wet sensation spread across his chest, soaking through his robes, trickling down his ribs.
He looked down.
His left arm was hanging at an unnatural angle. The shoulder was—wrong. The joint was not where it should be. The fabric of his robes was darkening, spreading with blood.
Splinched.
The word came to him through the fog of pain. He had splinched. His left shoulder had not made the journey with the rest of him. Or it had, but badly, torn, the flesh ripped open.
He could not move his left arm. Could not lift it. Could not even wiggle his fingers without a fresh wave of agony shooting through his body.
He was alone on a dark street in Islington. The lamps flickered overhead. The houses were dark. No one was coming to help him.
Sirius grabbed his left shoulder with his right hand. The pressure did nothing to stop the bleeding—he could feel the blood pulsing between his fingers, warm and slick—but it gave him something to hold onto. Something to ground him.
He could not move. He could not Apparate again—he would lose the whole arm. He could not walk to the nearest fireplace. He was losing blood too fast.
"Kreacher."
His voice came out as a rasp, barely audible. He tried again, louder, forcing the word through clenched teeth.
"Kreacher!"
The crack of Apparition was deafening in the quiet street.
Kreacher materialized two feet away, his bulbous eyes widening as he took in the scene. His master, crumpled on the cobblestones, his robes soaked with blood, his face pale as parchment. The elf's expression was unreadable—skeptical, perhaps, or simply shocked into stillness.
Sirius did not have time for his usual hostility.
"Take me to Margaret. Now."
Kreacher moved at once. His small hands closed around Sirius's forearm, and the world twisted again.
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Margaret was in the master bedroom.
She sat in the armchair by the window, a book open in her lap. The fire had burned low, casting long shadows across the walls. The curtains were drawn, but a sliver of moonlight slipped through the gap, silvering the dark wood of the floor.
The book was upside down.
She had not noticed. She had been holding it for an hour, turning pages at intervals, her eyes moving across the words without reading a single one. Her mind was elsewhere. Across the Channel. In France. With Sirius.
She had been restless since he left. Not the ordinary restlessness of a wife missing her husband—though that was there too, a low ache beneath her ribs. This was something deeper. A feeling she could not name. A certainty that something was wrong.
She had called it being a needy teenager last night, alone in the dark, wearing his dressing gown, holding his pillow. She had mocked herself for it. Told herself to get a hold of her emotions, to stop being pathetic, to remember that she had survived worse than a husband away on business.
But since the evening, the feeling had grown. It was not neediness anymore. It was dread.
She had tried to read. Tried to work. Tried to focus on anything other than the image of Sirius walking out the door, his grey eyes soft, his lips curving in that familiar smile. I'll be back soon.
She had believed him. She still believed him.
But the feeling would not leave.
So she sat by the window, the book upside down in her lap, and waited. Her breath was shallow. Her hands were cold. Her eyes kept drifting to the door, as if she could will him through it.
The loud crack of Apparition broke the silence like a gunshot.
Margaret was on her feet before she registered the sound. The book tumbled to the floor, its pages crumpling. She did not notice. Her eyes were fixed on the center of the room, where Kreacher had materialized.
And where Sirius was crumpled on the carpet.
He was on his knees, one hand gripping his left shoulder, the other braced against the floor. His face was contorted—not with the casual annoyance she was used to, not with the dramatic complaints about his potions. This was pain. Real, deep, unbearable pain. His skin was pale, almost gray. His dark hair was plastered to his forehead with sweat. His breathing was shallow and fast.
Margaret moved.
She crossed the room in three strides, her bare feet silent on the carpet. She dropped to her knees beside him, her hands reaching for him before her mind had caught up.
"Sirius. What happened?"
Her voice came out sharper than she intended. She could not help it. The sight of him like this—broken, bleeding, barely conscious—had driven every other thought from her head.
"Splinched." The word was barely a whisper. His jaw was clenched so tight she could see the muscles jumping beneath his skin. "Left shoulder."
Kreacher had already moved, settling Sirius with his back against the foot of the bed. His long legs stretched out across the carpet, one foot bare—he had lost a shoe somewhere. His left arm hung at his side, and the dark fabric of his robes was wet. Too wet.
Margaret's heart stopped. But her mind worked.
"Kreacher." Her voice was steady. She did not know how. "The emergency kit. The potions. Now."
Kreacher vanished without a sound.
Margaret turned back to Sirius. He had closed his eyes, his head resting against the wooden footboard. His right hand was still gripping his left shoulder, his fingers white with the pressure. His breathing was shallow, each inhale a small victory.
She forced herself to breathe. To think. To be the woman she had trained herself to be—calm in a crisis, steady under pressure, the one who held things together when everyone else was falling apart.
She reached for his right hand. Her fingers were gentle as she pried it away from his shoulder.
"Sirius. Come on. Move your hand. Let me look."
Her voice was much steadier than she felt. The calmness in it seemed to reach him. He opened his eyes—grey, glassy with pain—and nodded. His right hand fell away.
Fresh pain shot across his face as the support for his left arm disappeared. His jaw clenched. His eyes squeezed shut. A sound escaped his throat—he pressed his lips together to stop it.
Margaret did not flinch.
She turned her attention to his robes. The dark fabric was heavy with blood, sticking to his skin. She unfastened the buttons with quick, efficient movements, her fingers slippery with red. The robes fell open. Beneath them, his grey waistcoat was completely soaked.
She had known it would be bad. She had seen the blood on the robes, felt the wetness seeping through. But seeing it—the waistcoat dark and heavy, the fabric clinging to his chest—made it real in a way that stole her breath.
She steeled herself. She had to see the wound. She had to know what she was dealing with.
Sirius had moved his right hand to her elbow, gripping it for support. His body was trembling. His mind was clearly elsewhere—in the cottage, between the half-dead man and the snake, somewhere she could not reach.
She opened the waistcoat. The buttons were stiff with blood. The shirt beneath was white. It was not white anymore. She tore the fabric, not caring about the cost, not caring about anything but getting to the wound.
And saw it.
The cut started at his left shoulder joint and ran diagonally across his chest, ending near the center of his sternum. It was deep—so deep she could see the layers of his skin, the pale tissue beneath, the dark red of muscle. Blood welled from the wound, thick and fast, spreading across his chest in a glistening sheet.
She felt an urge to throw up. Her stomach heaved. Her vision swam.
She had never expected to see anyone like this. Worst of all, her husband.
She looked at Sirius's face. His eyes were open now, fixed on her. He was holding on. Barely. But he was holding on.
She could not panic. She had to help him.
Kreacher was already there, the emergency kit open at his feet. His bulbous eyes were fixed on the wound, and even his wrinkled face looked shaken. He had seen many things in his long service to the House of Black. But this—this was different.
Margaret did not have time to dwell on it.
"Kreacher. Hold him. Do not let him move."
Kreacher moved behind Sirius, his small hands gripping Sirius's good shoulder, holding him still.
Margaret grabbed the first vial she saw—dittany. She pulled the stopper with her teeth and poured the contents directly onto the wound.
Sirius screamed.
It was not a loud scream. It was a choked, gasping sound, torn from somewhere deep in his chest. His teeth gritted. His jaw clenched so hard she heard his molars grind. His hand gripped her forearm with a strength that would leave bruises.
She did not react. She did not pull away. She poured a second vial. Then a third.
The blood flow slowed. The edges of the wound began to pull together, trying to close. But it was not enough. The cut was too deep, too wide. It needed stitches.
Margaret set down the empty vials and placed her hand on Sirius's face. His skin was cold, clammy. His eyes were squeezed shut.
"Sirius." Her voice was calm. Steady. The voice she used with Aurora when she was scared. "I have to stitch it. Be brave for me. Please."
He opened his eyes. Nodded.
She took the charmed needle and thread from the kit—the kind that dissolved into the skin, that left no scars. Her hands were steady. She did not know how.
Kreacher held Sirius still. Margaret made the first puncture.
Sirius made a noise—a sound she had never heard from him before. It was not a scream, not a groan. It was something in between. A sound of pure, unfiltered pain.
Kreacher held him tighter.
Margaret moved faster. She could not afford to hesitate. One stitch. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. From his shoulder to the center of his chest, she pulled the edges of his skin together, forcing them to close.
The stitches worked. She watched the skin pull, the wound narrow, the bleeding slow to a trickle. The thread dissolved into his flesh, leaving nothing behind but a thin, red line.
Sirius had lost a lot of blood. His face was gray. His lips were pale.
Margaret reached for the blood replenishment potion. She touched his face again, turning his head toward her.
"Sirius. Come on. Take it. Open your mouth."
He was still in pain. She could see it in the way his jaw was locked, in the way his breathing came in short, sharp gasps. But he opened his mouth, and she poured the potion down his throat.
He swallowed. She gave him the pain potion next. He drank that too.
She gave him a minute. Her hand stayed on his face, her thumb moving gently across his cheekbone. Her touch was soft, soothing. She held him there, in the present, away from the cottage and the snake and the blood.
His grip on her forearm loosened. Just a little.
Color returned to his face. Not much—a faint pink beneath the gray. But it was there. He opened his eyes.
Margaret searched his face for any sign of danger. His pupils were normal. His breathing was slowing. He was looking at her—not through her, not past her, but at her. He was present.
She let out a breath she had not known she was holding.
"I will put salve on your stitches now," she said, her voice calm, gentle, soothing, not giving away any trace of the panic she was feeling inside. "And then bandage it. Alright? It will feel better."
Sirius's lips moved. His voice was rough, barely audible.
"Margaret. Not the salve. The blue balm."
She looked at the emergency kit. Among the vials and bandages, there was a small pot of blue balm. She had never seen it before. Did not recognize the smell.
"Put it," Sirius said. "It will absorb much faster than the salve. I need it."
She was unsure. The balm was unfamiliar. She did not know what it would do. But Sirius was asking, and she trusted him.
She opened the pot. The smell was sharp—chemical, almost medicinal. She took a generous portion and spread it over the stitches.
The reaction was immediate.
Sirius's whole body jerked. His head snapped back against the footboard, his spine arching, his teeth baring in a snarl. An animalistic groan tore from his throat—deep, guttural, nothing like the sounds a human should make. His hand clamped around her forearm like a vise, and Kreacher held him still, his small body braced against Sirius's shoulders.
Margaret's heart, which had been frozen since she saw him on the carpet, began to beat so fast she thought it might jump out of her chest.
She watched, helpless, as Sirius absorbed the pain. His body trembled. Sweat beaded on his forehead. His eyes were squeezed shut, his lips pulled back from his teeth.
"What was that?" Her voice came out as a shout. "What did you make me put on you, Sirius?"
The seconds stretched. She counted them. Five. Ten. Fifteen.
Finally, his body relaxed. His head fell forward. His breathing was ragged, but he was conscious. He was alive.
"We used it in the Auror programme," he said, his voice hoarse. "Burns the tissues. Connects the cells together faster."
Margaret felt tears spill down her cheeks. She had not known she was crying. Her face was wet, her nose running, her vision blurred.
"Why did you not tell me?" Her voice cracked. "Why did you not tell me what it would do?"
Sirius looked at her. His grey eyes were soft, despite the pain.
"You would not have put it on me then."
"Yes!" She was sobbing now, the tears coming faster. "Yes, I would not have. I am not a sadist, Sirius. I am not—"
She could not finish. She looked at the stitches. They were holding up much faster than before. The bleeding had stopped entirely. The edges of the wound were already beginning to fade, the red line growing thinner. The balm was working.
But the cost. The pain.
Margaret took a fresh cloth from the kit. Her hands were shaking.
"Kreacher." Her voice was thick. "Go get a glass of milk. Add a pinch of turmeric, ground black pepper powder, and a cinnamon stick. Stir it over low flame. Then strain it. Bring it here."
Kreacher went at once.
Margaret began to clean the blood from Sirius's chest. Her movements were slow, careful, her touch light. The cloth came away red. She dipped it in water, wrung it out, and cleaned again.
Her tears were still falling. Her nose was red. Her face was blotchy. She did not care.
Sirius watched her. His hand was still on her forearm—the grip had loosened now, become something softer, almost a caress. He moved his hand to her face, trying to wipe away her tears.
She slapped his hand away.
She did not look at him. Did not acknowledge him. Her focus was entirely on the wound, on the cleaning, on the work. She could not look at him. If she looked at him, she would break.
He watched her. His body was still flooded with adrenaline—from the cottage, from the snake, from the portkey, from the pain. His mind was still half in that ruined cottage, between the half-dead man and the massive green snake. But Margaret was here. Margaret was real. Margaret was more than a relief.
He had thought, for a moment at the cottage, that he would not make it. The snake had been centimeters away. The fangs had been bared. And in that moment, his only thought had been of her.
Not the kids. Not Harry or Aurora. Margaret.
Because he had known—even in his supposed last moments—that she would take care of them. She would hold them, feed them, keep them safe. She would not let them fall apart.
Kreacher arrived with the tray. The milk was warm, spiced, fragrant. He set it on the floor beside Margaret and vanished. Neither of them noticed.
Margaret finished cleaning the wound. She reached for the bandages and began to wrap his chest, her movements careful, precise. The bandages were white, soft, clean. She wound them around his torso, over his shoulder, under his arm, anchoring the dressing in place.
She finished. She sat back on her heels and looked at him.
Her face was a mask of distress. Tears and horror were registered in every line. Her hands were soaked in his blood. Her white nightgown had patches of red on the chest, the sleeves, the hem. His robes and shirt were torn apart, blood-soaked, barely clinging to his body. His tattooed chest was bandaged and smeared with drying blood. He was sprawled half on the foot of the bed, half on the carpet. She was kneeling beside him.
They looked at each other.
The moment of an almost encounter with death sat heavy between them.
Neither spoke. Neither moved.
The fire crackled. The clock ticked. The house was silent.
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The blood on the carpet was already drying.
It had turned from crimson to rust, darkening at the edges, seeping into the Persian fibers like a stain that would never quite wash out. The fire had burned lower, casting long shadows that danced across the walls. The room smelled of copper and dittany and the sharp, medicinal tang of the blue balm.
Sirius and Margaret sat in the wreckage of the past hour, their bodies close but not touching, their breathing slowly steadying. He was still propped against the foot of the bed, his long legs stretched across the carpet, his left arm immobilized against his chest. The bandages were white and clean now, but the blood had soaked through the outer layers in places, blooming like dark flowers.
She was kneeling beside him, her nightgown pooled around her knees, the fabric stained with his blood. Her hands were clean now—she had wiped them on a cloth, but the memory of his warmth, his wetness, still lingered under her fingernails. Her face was blotchy, her nose red, her eyes swollen from crying.
They looked at each other.
The happenings were still fresh in their minds. The snake. The portkey. The moment he had appeared on the carpet, crumpled and bleeding. The what-ifs burned in their eyes—what if he had not activated the portkey in time, what if the fangs had found his throat, what if she had been too slow, what if, what if, what if.
Neither of them could steady their breaths. Neither of them could calm their minds.
Sirius moved first.
His right hand reached for her, the fingers trembling slightly. The motion was slow, careful, as if he was afraid she might vanish if he moved too fast.
"Margaret." His voice was soft, barely a whisper. "Come here."
She looked at his hand. At the calluses on his palm, the veins visible beneath the pale skin, the way his fingers curled slightly, reaching for her.
"No." Her voice was even softer. "I am fine."
She was not fine. She knew it. He knew it. But she did not move. She could not. Something held her in place—fear, perhaps, or the stubborn need to prove she did not need to be gathered up like a child.
Sirius's grey eyes held hers. He did not look away.
"But I am not." His voice cracked on the words. "Come here. Please. I need you."
The words undid her.
She moved slowly, moving across the carpet, her nightgown trailing behind her. She positioned herself on his right side—his good side, the side where his arm could still hold her—and sat close. So close that her hip pressed against his thigh, her shoulder brushed his chest.
She faced him. Her legs folded beneath her, her hands resting in her lap, her eyes fixed on his face.
Sirius moved immediately. His right arm came around her, pulling her against him. Not gently—there was nothing gentle left in either of them. He pulled her close, his hand flat against her back, pressing her into his chest.
She went.
She went because she had nowhere else to be. Because his arms were the only place that made sense. Because she had been waiting for this—for him—for hours, for days, for her entire life.
He buried his face in her shoulder.
His breath was hot against her skin, ragged and uneven. He pressed his nose into the curve of her neck, inhaling deeply, filling his lungs with the scent of her. Lavender. Soap. Something underneath that was just her. The familiar smell of her hair, her skin, her presence.
It calmed him.
The image of the snake—those yellow eyes, those dripping fangs—began to blur at the edges. The sight of Regulus's photograph—his brother's shy smile, the weight of fifteen years of silence—receded into the background. The smell of the cottage—death and decay and old blood—faded from his memory.
There was only Margaret. Her scent. Her touch. Her warmth.
The pain potion was working. The throbbing in his left shoulder had dulled to a persistent ache, manageable, ignorable. He kept his left hand in his lap, not moving it, not testing its limits. His right hand pressed against her back, holding her close.
Margaret's hands moved.
One hand found his hair, her fingers threading through the dark curls, working through the tangles. The other hand pressed flat against his back, feeling the warmth of him through the thin fabric of his remaining shirt—the one she had not torn, the one still clinging to his shoulders.
She moved her hand in slow, rhythmic circles. Trying to soothe him. Trying to soothe herself.
They remained.
The fire crackled. The clock ticked. The house settled around them, old bones creaking, old ghosts whispering.
Sirius made no move to separate himself from Margaret. His body weight leaned heavily on her—more than he realized, probably. He was exhausted, drained, hollowed out by the events of the past two days. She did not complain. She did not shift. She let him lean, let him rest, let him be heavy.
Her hand continued its work on his back. Slow circles. Up and down. The kind of touch she used on Aurora when nightmares came, when the dark was too dark and sleep would not come.
After a long while—minutes, hours, she could not tell—she felt the tension in his shoulders ease. His breathing slowed. His grip on her back loosened, just slightly.
She felt calmer too. Not calm—that would come later, if it came at all—but calmer. The hammering of her heart had slowed to a dull, steady beat. The trembling in her hands had stopped.
She did not release him.
But she asked the question that had been burning in her chest since the moment Kreacher appeared with him crumpled on the carpet.
"What happened, Sirius?"
His voice was muffled, his face still buried in her shoulder. "I activated the portkey in a rush. And I splinched."
Margaret's hand stilled on his back for just a moment. Then she resumed the motion.
She pulled back.
He was not ready to let her go—she could feel it in the way his arm tightened, the way his face pressed harder into her shoulder. But he let her move away. He let her create distance. He rested his back against the foot of the bed, his head tilted back, his grey eyes finding hers.
Margaret's eyes were red-rimmed. Her face was still blotchy, her nose still pink. But there was a quiet determination in her voice that had not been there before.
"Sirius." She held his gaze. "No stories. No lies. Tell me now. What is it?."
Sirius watched her. He knew there was no way out. He had seen that look before—in courtrooms, in negotiations, in the quiet moments when she decided that she would not be moved. There was no charm, no deflection, no joke that would deflect her now.
He had to tell her.
He held her hand—his good hand gripping hers, his fingers intertwining with hers. He rested their joined hands on his thigh, feeling the warmth of her palm against his.
Then he told her.
He told her about the cottage. About Regulus. He told her about the Auror mission, years ago, when he had received information about Death Eater activity in France. About the clues that had led him to the cottage. About the realization that the Death Eater had been Regulus.
He told her about the Order mission in October 1981—the one that had injured him, the one where Bellatrix had escaped. About his certainty that the cottage held secrets, clues, answers he had been too afraid to seek for fifteen years.
He told her about the state of the cottage. The shattered windows. The collapsed roof. The vines and grass that had claimed everything. The smell of death that had hit him before he even reached the door.
Margaret's face was for the first time so responsive. She did not mask anything. Sirius could see her going through emotions as he spoke—fear at the words "Death Eaters," horror at the description of the ruined cottage, sorrow at the mention of Regulus's name.
He told her about the bodies. The human skeleton. The half-eaten rabbit. The fresh fox, still bleeding. The bones scattered across the floor like fallen leaves.
He told her about the snake. The way the spells had bounced off its scales. The way it had lunged, and he had activated the portkey, and the world had twisted, and he had landed on the cobblestones of Islington with his shoulder torn open.
He did not tell her about the photograph.
He did not tell her about Regulus's shy smile, the way his brother had looked at him in that frozen moment. He did not tell her about the picture he still kept in his old room, the one he could not bear to look at. He did not tell her about the weight of fifteen years of silence pressing down on his chest.
He was not ready. And looking at the tears and the agony on her face, he was not sure she was ready either.
Margaret listened.
When he finished, she was silent for a long moment. Her face was pale, her lips pressed together, her eyes fixed on his. She looked him over once—his bandaged shoulder, his pale face, his hand gripping hers.
Then she raised both her hands and placed them on his face. Her palms were cool against his cheeks. Her fingers curved around his jaw. She turned his head gently, examining him, searching for any sign of a bite, any mark, any indication that the snake had touched him.
"Are you sure the snake did not bite you?" Her voice was urgent, almost desperate. "We need to go to St. Mungo's, Sirius. Now."
He covered her hands with his, stilling them. "I am sure. I was not bitten. I escaped."
She did not believe him. He could see it in her eyes. She checked anyway—pushing back his hair, examining his neck, his throat, his chest where the bandages did not cover. He let her fret. He let her search. He did not move.
When she was satisfied—or as satisfied as she would ever be—her hands fell away from his face. They landed in her lap, limp and heavy.
She was watching him. He could see the anger rising on her face, building behind her eyes like a storm. But she did not say anything. Not yet.
Sirius held her hand. His thumb moved in slow circles on her skin.
"Won't you say something, Margaret?"
She watched him pointedly.
Her head was a battlefield. He could see it—the war between the woman who wanted to shout at him for his recklessness and the woman who was simply grateful that he was here, alive, in one piece. The two Margarets fought behind her eyes, and he had no idea which one would win.
After a long moment, she spoke.
"I am trying very hard," she said, "to stop myself from hurling something at you."
Her voice was not calm. She had tried to make it calm—he could hear the effort, the way she was forcing the words through clenched teeth—but she had failed miserably.
Sirius said nothing. He knew he deserved it.
Margaret's voice rose. "For someone who acts so smart all the time, you are quite the imbecile, Sirius."
She closed her eyes. He watched her try to steady herself, try to get a hold, try not to let the anger take over. She failed.
"A cottage in the middle of the woods," she said, her eyes opening, her voice rising. "Seized more than a decade ago. Of course it was robbed by Muggles. Of course it had animals crawling and hunting inside it. Isn't that obvious, Sirius?"
He felt his own defensiveness rise. "How is that obvious? How was I supposed to know who would be there?"
"Who else did you expect to find there?" Her voice was sharp, incredulous. "Merlin, waiting for you with tea!!"
His lips twitched. Despite everything—the pain, the exhaustion, the fear—his lips twitched.
Margaret saw it.
Her eyes flashed. "Is this funny to you? My misery is a joke?"
"Margaret." His voice was immediate, serious. "You know it is not. I did not expect it. Otherwise I would not have gone there in the night, unprepared."
"Well." Her voice was flat. "I beg to differ. I think you would have done exactly that. You would have gone there, regardless."
He stayed quiet.
They both knew there was truth in her words.
Margaret looked away. Her eyes found the fire, the dying flames, the embers glowing orange in the hearth. She spoke more to herself than to him, her voice low, almost a mutter.
"I knew it. I had a feeling you were up to something." She shook her head, her hair falling across her face. "How can I not see, what an impossible man you are? Nobody gets on my nerves like you do. I cannot believe I am such an idiot that I let you affect me like that. Every single time..."
Sirius heard it.
His anger flickered.
"Well, you are a bit late in your assessment," he said, cutting her off. "You should have considered all of it, before you agreed to marry me."
Margaret's head snapped toward him. Her eyes blazed.
"I did not know what I was entering into," she said, her voice loud now, matching his intensity. "Marrying a crazy man."
His anger surged. The thought of her doubting this marriage—doubting him—filled his chest with a pain that had nothing to do with his shoulder. It came out as anger, hot and sharp.
"You knew it well." His voice rose. "You knew all about the Blacks. And their craziness. Do not pretend you were oblivious."
They were shouting at each other now. In the middle of the night. In the master bedroom, with the fire burning low and the blood drying on the carpet.
Neither of them tried to take away the hand they were holding.
Their fingers were intertwined, gripped tight. Even in anger, even in the need to blame each other, the need for the other was evident to their bodies even if not to their minds.
Margaret's voice was sharp. "Do not blame the Blacks for it. It is entirely you. No matter what this family's reputation precedes, none of them would do half the things you do. You are a reckless, unreasonable—"
She stopped mid-sentence. Her chest was heaving. She had said too much, too fast, all in a single breath. Her fear shaped as anger taking over the best of her.
Sirius's senses were pushed to the back with the experience of the last few hours and her words. His words came out loud and clear.
"Do not stop yourself. Come on. Say it." His grey eyes bored into hers. "Let out all the things you have for me in your head. Do not be scared to hide it."
Margaret was almost offended. "I am not scared of you, you fool."
"So now you think I am a fool as well."
"Yes." Her voice was fierce. "You are. A fool. Everything you do is stupid."
His anger raged in his eyes. He did not look away. He did not soften.
"Guess what," he said, his voice low and dangerous. "I am a fool. A fool who is in love with you." He paused, his grip on her hand tightening. "I wonder what that speaks of you."
Silence.
Absolute, total silence.
The fire did not crackle. The clock did not tick. The house itself seemed to hold its breath, waiting.
Margaret's throat went dry.
The words died in her mouth. She could not believe what she had heard. Her lips parted, but no sound came. She stared at him, with her wide eyes —at his grey eyes, still blazing with anger, at his chest rising and falling beneath the bandages, at his hand gripping hers like she was the only thing keeping him tethered to the earth.
Sirius watched her. His chest was beating fast. He was clearly ready to fight—his jaw was set, his eyes were hard, his body was tense.
But Margaret did not have anything to say. She did not have anything to fight with.
She spoke slowly, barely a whisper.
"You love me?"
Sirius felt his own anger drain away. It left him suddenly, like water pouring from a cracked vessel.
He realized what he had said. In the heat of the moment, in the fury and the fear and the exhaustion, the words had torn themselves from his chest.
He did not regret it. Not a bit.
He had known the attachment he was feeling for weeks—the way his eyes followed her across a room, the way his chest tightened when she smiled, the way his days felt incomplete without the sound of her voice. The near-death experience had only solidified it. Had only made him certain.
He had not wanted to say it like this. In anger. In the middle of a fight. But it was done now, and he was not backing down. He was not taking it back.
"Yes." His voice was loud in the silence. "I love you, Margaret."
Margaret watched him.
The voices in her head were louder than ever, tearing each other down, fighting for dominance.
The younger Margaret—the one who believed in fairy tales, who wanted to fall in love, who had dreamed of someone looking at her like this—was ecstatic. Her words have come true. He loves you. He loves you.
But the older Margaret—the realist, the pragmatist, the one who had built walls to the sky—was shaken. Do not believe it. You know it is not true. You know he only needs you for stability. You patched him up, and he is saying it for that. He does not want you. He wants what you provide.
The thought hurt. Like a bullet grazing through skin, leaving a wound that would not close.
Her insecurity rose up, dark and familiar. She had carried it for so long—the fear that she was not enough, that she was wanted only for what she could do, not for who she was. Michael had loved her, but their marriage had been a partnership, a building of life together. Had he loved her? Had he seen her? Or had he seen what she could give him?
And now Sirius. He needed her for the kids. For the family they were building. For the stability she provided.
But not for her.
Her voice was low. The tears had stopped with the shock.
"You love me as a partner, right?" She looked at him, searching his face. "A partner in the marriage. In taking care of the kids."
Sirius watched her.
He saw the fear in her eyes. The doubt. The way she was bracing herself for an answer that would confirm her worst fears.
His voice was steady. His face set with determination. His grey eyes fixed on her blue ones. His grip on her hand tight.
"I LOVE YOU AS A MAN LOVES A WOMAN."
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Sirius's words hung in the air between them, suspended in the dim light of the dying fire.
I love you as a man loves a woman.
Margaret could not move. Could not speak. Her mind had emptied of everything except those words. They echoed through her, bouncing off the walls of her chest, settling into the spaces where fear had lived.
He loves me. For me. The woman I am.
Not the mother. Not the partner. Certainly not the caretaker. Not the woman who held things together, who managed the household, who fought his legal battles and raised his children. Not the woman who patched his wounds and fed him potions and kept the world at bay while he healed.
Me. Margaret. The one who is hidden. The one who is invisible.
And now Sirius was looking at her like she was the only person in the room. In the world.
He loves me as a man loves a woman.
What did that mean? As in a romantic way? As in—he desired her?
She had spent so long being needed. Being useful. Being the one who showed up, who fixed things, who held the line. She had forgotten what it felt like to be wanted. To be desired. To be seen.
The thought sent heat flooding through her body. It started in her chest, spread up her neck, flooded her cheeks. She felt the blush crawl across her face like wildfire, hot and uncontrollable. She knew he could see it. She knew because his eyes were fixed on her, tracking the color, watching her react.
He is watching me blush. He knows what he has done to me.
The thought itself was overwhelming. She looked straight at him—forced herself to meet his grey eyes, to hold his gaze. She expected to see smugness there, or triumph, or the kind of knowing smirk he wore when he had won an argument.
She saw none of those things.
His eyes were sincere. His face was expressive—more open than she had ever seen it. There was a small smile playing at the corners of his lips, but it was not a smirk. It was anticipation. Hope. And underneath it, something she had not expected.
He is nervous.
Sirius Black, who had faced down Dementors and Death Eaters and the full force of the Wizengamot, was nervous. Waiting for her response. Afraid of what she might say.
He is expecting a reply! What can I say?
Her mind raced. The younger Margaret was screaming with joy, urging her to speak, to tell him everything, to throw herself into his arms and never let go. The older Margaret was quieter now—not silent, but subdued, her warnings fading into the background.
He loves me. He said it. He meant it.
She opened her mouth to speak—
And Sirius pulled on the hand he was holding.
The movement was sudden, unexpected. He tugged her forward, and she came crashing against his chest.
Her free hand shot out to catch herself, landing flat on his stomach. The skin was warm beneath her palm—bare, because she had torn his shirt away, because she had been cleaning the blood from his chest only minutes ago. She felt the muscles jump under her touch, felt his breath catch.
She looked up.
Her chin lifted. Her neck stretched, exposing the column of her throat. Sirius was looking down at her, his grey eyes dark in the low light. His left hand came up—slowly, carefully, mindful of the wound—and pushed a strand of hair away from her face. The touch was feather-light, barely there.
Then he dropped his hand.
Margaret's heart was pounding. She could feel it in her chest, in her throat, in the tips of her fingers where they pressed against his skin. She was leaning on him, her body angled toward his, her face inches from his.
He did not pull her closer. He did not push her away. He simply looked at her, and waited.
His voice, when he spoke, was steady. Quiet. Certain.
"Darling, I have loved you for a while." He paused, his thumb tracing small circles on the back of her hand. "I think it started the moment I met you. In the cottage in France. You made me believe that you were not the conniving, evil woman I was expecting to see."
Margaret watched his face. The firelight caught the planes of his cheeks, the hollows beneath his eyes. He looked tired—exhausted, even—but his eyes were bright.
"You had been hurt," he continued. "Just like me. I saw it in you. Something drew me to you. I could not name it then. I can name it now."
He smiled. It was a small smile, almost dreamy, as if he was fading into a memory somewhere.
"You earned my respect," he said, "when I saw you working so hard to get me justice. Even when I had lost hope. You did not."
Margaret was in a trance. She was living those moments again—the trial, the sleepless nights, the hours of preparation—but this time through his eyes. His perspective. She had not known he was watching. She had not known he was paying attention.
"You won my trust," Sirius said, "when I realized how you had taken care of Harry during my surrender. How you had been present for him. How you had given my kid the support he needed, in my absence."
His voice cracked on the word my kid. He swallowed, composed himself.
"I did not have to ask you. You just did it. You saw what he needed, and you gave it to him. No questions. No conditions. No expectations."
He released her hand—the one he had been holding—and brought his palm to her face. His touch was light, barely there, his fingers curving around her jaw.
Margaret closed her eyes.
The touch sent flutters through her stomach, butterflies that spread their wings and took flight. His thumb moved across her cheekbone, the way he always did. The gesture was familiar—he had done it a hundred times, in quiet moments, in the dark.
But this was different.
His touch had always been asking for permission. Ready to withdraw at the first sign of rejection. Gentle, careful, respectful.
This was different.
This was him showing his right. Like he knew he could touch her. Like he had the right. Like he was claiming it—and he knew she would not reject it.
The thought sent jitters across her spine.
"But you absolutely won my heart," Sirius said, "when I saw Margaret. The Margaret who laughs so easily. The Margaret who acts annoyed when I talk too much but secretly enjoys all my attention."
Margaret opened her eyes. A small smile was forming on her lips—she could feel it, could not stop it. He was smiling too.
"The Margaret who makes small changes in her appearance," he continued, "and waits to see if I will notice. And blushes scarlet when I do."
Her face was already pink. She could feel the heat of it, could feel his thumb tracking the blush across her cheekbone. He could feel the warmth too—she was sure of it. But she did not withdraw. She was past any pretense of composure at this point.
She was leaning on his chest. Her hand was lying flat on his bare abdomen. She moved her fingers, just slightly, and felt the muscles rush beneath her touch.
Sirius's eyes closed briefly. Just for a moment. Then they opened again.
"The Margaret who cuddles me at night," he said, his voice lower now, "like I am her personal teddy bear. Possessively. Which I do not mind at all."
Margaret's face had turned an attractive shade of pink. She could feel it spreading, could feel the warmth in her cheeks and down her neck. Sirius was tracking it with his thumb, tracing the line of her blush, feeling the heat.
He moved his left hand to her face—carefully, the movement slow, the bandaged shoulder cracking. He held her face between both hands, cupping her jaw, tilting her head up so she could not look away.
His grey eyes met her blue ones.
"I love you," he said. "My rose. I do. Truly."
He paused, searching for words.
"I wish I was a poet," he said, "so I could write verses on what you do to me. But just know this much." His thumbs traced the lines of her cheekbones.
"For years, I have yearned for something. In seclusion, in silence, in secrecy. I did not know what. But now I do."
He leaned closer. His forehead nearly touched hers.
"It was you. It has always been you. My heart was waiting for you—even before I knew you existed."
He stopped. His chest was rising and falling, his breath warm on her face. He had said everything that was in his mind. Everything he could process in his current state.
Maybe it was all the blabberings of a man running on adrenaline and pain potions. Maybe it was long-felt musings of a heart that had been waiting to speak.
He did not know. He did not care.
He had said it.
Margaret felt her heartbeat rush.
She could see the earnestness of his words in his eyes. The grey eyes, bright as a storm, gave her every assurance and encouragement she needed. There was no deception there. No manipulation. No hidden agenda.
Just him. Just Sirius. Just the man who had nearly died tonight, who had fought through hell to come home to her, who was sitting on the floor of their bedroom with bandages on his chest and blood on his hands, telling her he loved her.
"Sirius." Her voice was soft, trembling. "I love you too."
The words came out before she could stop them—before she could second-guess, before the older Margaret could raise her objections. They simply emerged, rising from somewhere deep inside her, from the place where the young Margaret had been buried alive.
I love you too.
Sirius was silent.
The words settled inside him like stones. But not heavy stones. Not the kind that weighed you down. These were the kind that anchored you, that kept you steady in a storm, that reminded you of where you belonged.
He felt his eyes tingle. His vision blurred.
Margaret was crying too. He could see the tears spilling down her cheeks, could feel them warm against his thumbs.
They smiled at each other. Wide, bright, unguarded smiles. The kind that transformed faces, that made them look young and hopeful and unafraid.
Sirius pulled her into a hug.
She went willingly—eagerly, even—her body folding into his, her arms wrapping around his shoulders. It was not the gentle, respectful embrace they had shared before. This was different. This was desire. This was fire.
The need to crawl into each other's skin—and it would still not be close enough.
Sirius had no qualms about the ache in his left shoulder. He pulled her onto himself with barely contained restraint, his right hand pressing against the small of her back, urging her closer. She went. She buried herself in his arms, let him hold her as he wished, let him mold her body to his.
Her hands fisted in the torn fabric of his shirt, gripping the threads like she was afraid he would disappear.
They were so close that even a breath of air could not pass between them. So close that Margaret could not tell where she ended and Sirius began. Where their bodies had distinct heat, it was now combined—the warmth of the embrace, the warmth of the hearts that had waited too long to have something worthwhile to hold onto.
They let themselves feel it.
Something they had been denied for years. A love they had never found, only waited for. It was here. It was in their arms.
Moments passed.
The fire crackled. The clock ticked. The shadows held their breath.
Sirius parted from her after a while—just enough to look at her. He did not let go. His right hand was still on her waist, holding her steady. His left hand rested on her face, his fingers curving around her jaw.
He was breathless.
"Say it again," he said. Softly. Almost pleading.
Margaret let out a small sound—a laugh, or a smile, or something in between.
She said it louder. Clearer.
In French. The language of her childhood, of her heart, of the girl she had buried long ago.
"Je t'aime, mon stupide Anglais. Mon cœur est à toi pour le gouverner."
I love you, my stupid English man. My heart is yours to rule.
Sirius's smile widened. It was the brightest she had ever seen it—brighter than the day he won his freedom, brighter than any moment she had witnessed.
He answered in French. His accent was perfect, the words rolling off his tongue like he had been born to speak them.
"Le stupide Anglais vient d'hériter d'un royaume. Pas mal pour un imbécile."
The stupid Englishman has just inherited a kingdom. Not bad for a fool.
They laughed together—shared, loud, through tears. Sirius wiped the tears from her eyes with his thumb, and she did the same for him, their hands moving in gentle, mirrored gestures.
They were over the moon. Together. It was mutual. Their hearts would not suffer the pain of unrequited love. They had found their salvation after years of penance.
It was here. In each other's arms. The smiles were speaking for the joy in their hearts.
Sirius's eyes moved from Margaret's eyes to her lips.
She noticed. Her own eyes moved to his.
They looked at each other, the question burning bright in both their faces. There was only one answer.
Yes.
They moved at the same time.
His lips mets hers. She pressed hers against his.
The first kiss was a small brush of lips—barely there, a single press, not even angled properly. It was clumsy, tentative, the kiss of two people who had never kissed the other before, who did not know each other's rhythms.
It stopped their hearts.
Both of them. As if a mutual current had passed between them, sending them both grasping for breath, pulling them away from life and reality and everything they had known before.
They pulled apart, just barely, and looked at each other.
Did you feel that?
Yes. Did you?
Yes.
Margaret saw Sirius's Adam's apple rise and fall as he swallowed. She watched his throat move, watched him try to steady himself.
She bit her lower lip.
Sirius saw it. The small gesture—nervous, wanting, hopeful. It was a signal. An invitation.
He lifted her face with his left hand, tilting her chin up, making her meet his eyes. He saw the desire in hers—bright like stars twinkling in a dark night. His own eyes were storms of desire, grey and wild.
With his right hand, he pulled her closer.
And crashed his lips to hers.
Margaret was baffled by the pull—the suddenness of it, the force of it. But she was composed in an instant, as soon as she felt his lips against hers. The fullness of them. The press of them against her soft mouth.
She reciprocated before her body had even registered what was happening.
Sirius had pulled her into a kneeling position, and she was now hovering over him. His head was tilted back against the footboard of the bed, his throat exposed, his chest rising and falling. Margaret's hands came to rest on his shoulders for support, her fingers digging into the warm skin.
The kiss was slow. The pace of people who were strangers to each other's mouths, who had never explored each other, who were in no hurry to rush.
It was Sirius finding and memorizing the shape of Margaret's lips with his own. Tracing the curve of her upper lip, the fullness of her lower lip, the way her mouth fit against his like it had been designed to be there.
It was Margaret responding to him, learning him, giving back everything he gave.
Their lips soon found the rhythm of each other—the push and pull, the give and take, the silent conversation that needed no words.
Sirius's right hand tightened on Margaret's waist, fingers pressing into the fabric of her nightgown, grabbing her closer. The sensation sent shivers down her spine, a cascade of sparks that pooled low in her belly.
Margaret moaned into the kiss.
Sirius took the opportunity. His tongue slipped past her lips, entering her mouth, exploring her. She let him. She welcomed him. Her tongue met his, matched his pace, danced with him.
His left hand was still on her face, angling her head, giving him better access. She never denied him. She tilted her head, opened her mouth wider, let him deeper.
Margaret moved her hands from his shoulders to his hair. Her fingers threaded through the dark curls, fisting in the strands, pulling him closer—as if that were possible, as if they could be any closer than they already were.
Sirius groaned into the kiss. The sound was low, guttural, primal. It vibrated against Margaret's lips, through her chest, down to her core.
She smiled against his mouth. Then she bit his lower lip—gently, teasingly—and immediately soothed it with her own tongue.
She felt him smile in return. They were both smiling now, laughing into the kiss, giddy and breathless and utterly, completely lost in each other.
The kiss grew more passionate. Deeper. Neither of them was ready to give up. Neither of them wanted to stop.
In the middle of the bedroom, covered in blood, sweat and tears, a soul that had been broken in half at their birth finally found the other. The soulmates.
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They pulled apart slowly, reluctantly, as if surfacing from deep water.
Margaret's lips were swollen, pink, glistening. Her breathing came in short, uneven gasps, her chest rising and falling beneath the blood-stained nightgown. Her hair had escaped its pins entirely now, falling in dark waves around her face, tangled from his fingers. Her cheeks were flushed—a deep, rosy pink that spread from the apples of her cheeks down her neck and disappeared beneath the collar of her gown.
Sirius felt himself smile.
It was not his usual smirk—the sharp, guarded expression he wore for the world. It was something else. Something soft. Something that had been missing from his life for so long he had forgotten what it felt like.
Margaret, he thought. She was missing from my life. I did not even know.
She was beautiful like this. Flushed and breathless and utterly undone. The composed, elegant Lady Black had vanished. In her place was a woman who had been kissed senseless, who was still reeling from it, who was trying very hard to remember how to be proper.
Margaret felt the deep blush rising. It started in her chest—a warmth, a spreading heat—and crawled up her neck, across her cheeks, to the tips of her ears. She could feel it burning on her skin, knew he could see it, knew there was nothing she could do to hide it.
She needed to withdraw. To compose herself. To put some distance between them so she could think clearly, could breathe, could remember who she was supposed to be.
She tried to pull away.
Sirius was faster.
His right arm tightened around her waist, holding her in place. His left hand—the injured one, the one she had stitched and bandaged—came up to cup her face, his fingers light against her skin. He was not letting her go. Not yet. Not until he was ready.
The movement pulled on his shoulder.
The pain was immediate—a sharp, tearing sensation that radiated from the wound down his arm and across his chest. He could not stop the hiss that escaped his lips, the involuntary sound of agony that cut through the quiet room.
Margaret froze.
The fight. The confession. The kiss. She had forgotten. In the heat of the moment, in the flood of emotion, she had forgotten that he was injured. That he had splinched himself. That she had spent the past hour stitching him back together.
"Are you alright?" She pushed against his chest—gently, carefully, her palms flat against his bandages. "Sirius, are you—"
"I am fine." His voice was strained, but there was a ghost of a smile on his lips. "Come closer."
Margaret did not move. Her eyes were fixed on his shoulder, on the bandages, on the way his left hand had dropped from her face to grip the edge of the footboard.
"Come closer," he said again.
"No." Her voice was firm. When it came to his health, she was not swayed by charm or kisses or the desperate need to be close to him. "You need to rest. You need to—"
"Margaret."
"No, Sirius. I am not going to let you—"
"Margaret." His voice was softer now, almost pleading. "Please."
She looked at his face. At the grey eyes, still dark with desire but also tired, so tired. At the lines of pain etched around his mouth. At the way his jaw was clenched, fighting against the ache in his shoulder.
She wanted to go to him. She wanted to wrap herself around him and never let go. But she could not. Not when he was hurt. Not when her presence might make it worse.
"Come closer," he said again.
She moved closer—not into his arms, not yet, but close enough that her knees touched his. She reached out and placed her hand on his cheek, her touch gentle, assessing. His skin was warm, slightly rough with stubble.
"Sirius," she said, her voice steady despite the trembling in her hands. "Do you need another pain potion? Or perhaps a blood replenishment?"
"I am fine." His right hand found hers, his fingers intertwining with hers. "I do not need anything but you."
Margaret's lips pressed into a thin line. She was not convinced. She would never be convinced when it came to his health.
"Sirius." She said his name like a command. "Come on. Get up. You need rest. And you need to change."
He wanted to fight. The stubborn part of him—the part that had survived Azkaban, that had escaped from prison, that had faced down a twelve-foot snake—wanted to argue. But he was uncomfortable on the floor. His back ached. His shoulder throbbed. The dried blood on his skin was beginning to itch.
He nodded in defeat.
Margaret rose first, her legs unsteady, her knees complaining after hours on the hard floor. She extended her hand to him, and he took it. She pulled, and he pushed, and together they managed to get him upright.
He swayed for a moment, his right hand gripping her shoulder for support. She held him steady, her arm around his waist, her body pressed against his side. They stood like that, breathing together, until the dizziness passed.
Then they walked to the bed.
Sirius sat on the edge of the mattress, his legs dangling over the side, his feet resting on the carpet. The footboard was behind him now, the headboard ahead. The pillows were stacked against the headboard, waiting.
He looked small like this. Diminished. The arrogant Lord Black, reduced to a man in a blood-stained shirt, struggling to keep his eyes open.
Margaret stood before him, her hands on her hips, assessing.
"Kreacher," she called.
The elf appeared with a soft crack. His bulbous eyes took in the scene—Sirius on the bed, Margaret standing over him, the blood on the floor, the torn clothes. His expression was unreadable.
"Go and bring a set of night clothes for Sirius," Margaret said. "And help him change into them."
Kreacher nodded. "Yes, mistress."
He disappeared.
Margaret looked at Sirius. He was watching her with an expression she could not quite read—something between exhaustion and adoration, between pain and peace.
"Sirius," she said. "I will be right back, alright? I need to change out of these blood-soaked clothes."
He looked at her nightgown. At the crimson patches on the sleeves, the bodice, the hem. At her hands, still stained with dried blood—his blood. His jaw tightened.
"Go," he said. "I will be here."
She leaned down and kissed his forehead. Her lips were soft, warm, lingering for just a moment. Then she straightened and walked in to the washroom.
Kreacher returned.
He helped Sirius out of his remaining shoe—the left one, the one that had somehow stayed on through the portkey, the Splinching, the collapse. He helped him out of his socks, his trousers, his ruined undergarments. He was efficient, impersonal, his movements practiced.
The pajama bottoms went on first—soft, dark grey, the fabric worn from years of use. Kreacher tied the drawstring at Sirius's waist, then helped him stand just long enough to pull them up.
The night shirt was next. Kreacher held it open, and Sirius slid his right arm through the sleeve, then his left—carefully, gingerly, the movement sending fresh waves of pain through his shoulder. The fabric settled around his shoulders, loose and comfortable.
Kreacher stepped back. He gathered the ruined clothes—the robes, the waistcoat, the torn shirt—and folded them over his arm.
"Kreacher," Sirius said. His voice was rough, quiet. "Are the kids sleeping well?"
The elf paused. His bulbous eyes met Sirius's.
"Yes. The Potter boy woke after the mistress put him to sleep. He sat at the window seat, waiting for the lord. He fell asleep there. Kreacher moved him to his bed and put him under the covers." A pause. "They are both asleep now."
Sirius felt something loosen in his chest. Harry had been waiting for him. Harry had been watching the window, watching the door, watching for him to come home.
"That is all, Kreacher."
He nodded once and disappeared.
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Margaret returned a few minutes later.
She had taken a quick shower—her hair was still damp, clinging to her neck and shoulders in dark, curling strands. Her face was clean, free of tears and blood, her skin fresh and pink from the hot water. She was wearing another nightgown.
This one was pink.
Not the pale, almost-white pink of the one she had worn on once before, the one he liked on her. This was a deeper pink—the color of rose petals, of sunset, of the inside of a seashell. The fabric was soft, simple, the neckline modest, the sleeves long. She looked soft. She looked beautiful. She looked like morning.
Sirius smiled as soon as he saw her.
She crossed to the nightstand, where the glass of turmeric milk sat under a stasis charm. She touched her wand to it, breaking the charm, and placed the glass on the table. Then she turned to the bed.
She arranged the pillows—fluffing them, stacking them, positioning them so Sirius could sit against them without straining his shoulder. She helped him shift back, his body sinking into the softness, his head resting against the headboard. She pulled the covers over his legs, tucking the edges around his hips, making sure he was warm.
He watched her with a small smile.
She is always so attentive, he thought. So careful. She does not do it as duty. It just comes naturally to her.
She sat beside him on the edge of the bed, her hip touching his, and picked up the glass of turmeric milk.
"Come on, Sirius," she said. "Drink this."
All the smile vanished from his face at once.
"No." He shook his head, his nose wrinkling. "Margaret, I am not drinking that. I do not like milk."
Margaret felt her annoyance return—sharp and familiar, the exasperation of a woman who had spent weeks trying to get this man to take care of himself.
"Sirius, do not be a child." Her voice was firm. "Come on. Drink it. It will help with the healing. It is good for you."
"You can kiss me again." His grey eyes sparkled with mischief. "That is good for me too. I can heal from that."
Margaret felt the heat rise to her cheeks. She opened her mouth. Closed it. Opened it again.
No words came.
Sirius smiled—a broad, triumphant grin—enjoying every bit of the effect he had on her.
Margaret recovered. She was still blushing—she would be blushing for hours, probably—but she had learned long ago not to let embarrassment stop her. She summoned a jar of honey from her dressing table. It flew across the room and landed in her hand.
She unscrewed the lid and drizzled a generous amount into the warm milk. The honey swirled through the pale liquid, golden and slow, dissolving into sweetness.
"You like honey," she said. "This has honey now. Come on. Drink it. Be a good boy."
Sirius's eyebrows rose. He pressed a hand to his chest in mock offense.
"I am not a good boy," he said. "I am a man."
Margaret smiled. It was a small smile, soft and teasing.
"Alright," she said. "My big, strong man. Come on. Drink it."
Sirius felt himself flush.
It was a small thing—a few words, a casual endearment—but the feeling of being called her man was good. It was better than good. It was the sense of belonging, of being claimed, of being someone's. And that someone was his wife. Margaret.
He took the glass from her hand and drank it in one long, continuous swallow. The milk was warm, sweet, soothing. It was not so bad. He would even call it good—in his head, where she could not hear him.
He finished and handed the glass back to her.
Margaret set it on the nightstand. Then she turned to him, reached up, and wiped his mouth with her thumb. The gesture was so normal, so natural—she had done it a hundred times, after potions, after meals, after he had made a mess of himself and she had cleaned him up without thinking.
Her thumb moved across his upper lip, then his lower lip. The skin was soft, warm, slightly chapped.
And then she stopped.
Because these were the lips she had kissed. Just minutes ago. These were the lips that had been pressed against hers, that had moved with hers, that had whispered her name in the dark.
Her thumb rested on his lower lip.
She looked up.
He was already looking at her. His grey eyes were dark, stormy, full of something that made her stomach flutter and her heart race. He was not smiling now. He was watching her with an intensity that made her feel like the only person in the world.
She tried to withdraw her hand.
He caught it.
He held her wrist gently, his fingers warm around her skin, and turned her hand over. He lifted it to his lips and kissed the inside of her palm.
The kiss was soft, reverent, lingering. She felt it in her chest, in her throat, in the places where her pulse beat closest to the surface.
Margaret watched him. Then she gently laid her head against his right shoulder—the good shoulder, the uninjured one. She curled into his side, her body fitting against his like it had been made to be there.
His arm came around her, holding her close, embracing her. His fingers played with hers, turning them over, examining them, kissing each one in turn.
She had a small smile on her lips. A shy one.
They lay in silence for a while, the fire burned low, the room warm and quiet. The clock on the nightstand ticked. Somewhere in the house, a floorboard creaked.
Margaret spoke first.
"Sirius."
"Yes, my dear?"
She looked up at him. He was already looking at her, a small smile on his lips, one eyebrow raised in that familiar, questioning way.
"Can I ask you for something?" She hesitated. "Will you give it to me?"
His grey eyes softened. He reached up and touched her chin, his fingers gentle, tilting her face toward his.
"Anything," he said. "Anything you want."
Margaret held his gaze. Her voice was steady, but there was something beneath it—a tremor, a fear, a desperate need.
"Promise me," she said, "that you will not go back to the cottage."
The effect was immediate.
The smile vanished from his face. His fingers stopped moving on her chin. His grey eyes, which had been soft and warm, hardened into something else—something guarded, something resistant.
"Margaret." His voice was careful. "You know that cottage—"
"I know that place is not safe." She cut him off, her voice rising. "I cannot even imagine what would have happened if that snake had bitten you. In the middle of the forest. Alone. In the night."
Her eyes burned. She blinked, and a tear slipped down her cheek.
Sirius cupped her face with his right hand, his thumb brushing the tear away. "But I am fine. I was not bitten."
"It was a miracle." Her voice cracked. "And miracles do not happen often, Sirius."
"I have to go back." His voice was quiet but firm. "That place is important. Very, very important. I need to go and see."
"But it is not safe." She was pleading now, her hands gripping the fabric of his night shirt. "It is risky."
"It is a price I am willing to pay."
Margaret withdrew from his grip. She pulled back, her body stiff, her eyes blazing. The tears were falling freely now, streaming down her cheeks, dripping from her chin.
"But I am not." Her voice was loud in the quiet room. "I cannot lose you, Sirius. I have just gotten you."
She was crying openly now—great, heaving sobs that shook her whole body. The composure she had worn like armor for so long had shattered completely. There was nothing left but the woman beneath, the woman who had been terrified, who had almost lost him, who could not bear the thought of facing the world without him.
Sirius pulled her back into his arms. He held her tight, his right hand pressing against her back, his left hand—aching, injured—resting on her shoulder. He wiped her tears with his thumb, over and over, but they kept coming.
"Margaret," he murmured against her hair. "Please do not cry. I am fine. I am not going anywhere."
"Promise me," she said again, her voice muffled against his chest. "Promise me you will not go there."
He felt defeated.
He knew he had hurt her. Multiple times. With the ritual, with the recklessness, with the way he threw himself into danger without thinking. He knew she was terrified, that she had been terrified for days, that she had spent the evening waiting for him, watching the door, jumping at every sound.
But he also knew the cottage was important. He could not just drop it after he had gotten it after such struggle. The secrets it held. The clues. The answers about Regulus, about the war, about everything.
He had no answer.
Margaret spoke again, her voice steadier now, the tears slowing.
"I will write to Papa," she said. "Ask him to send someone to draw wards there. But you will not go back to it. Not without informing me. Certainly not alone."
Her eyes were resolute. Her voice was absolute.
Sirius looked at her. At the tears on her cheeks, the fear in her eyes, the fierce determination in the set of her jaw. She was not backing down. She would not let him risk himself again.
He nodded.
"Alright," he said. "I am dropping the cottage for now. But that does not mean I am never going there." He held her gaze. "I promise I will let you know."
Margaret breathed out—a long, slow exhale, the tension in her shoulders finally releasing. She sagged against him, her head dropping to his chest, her hand pressing flat over his heart.
"Thank you," she whispered.
He touched her cheekbone, wiping the last of the tears away. Her skin was soft, damp, warm.
"You gave me a heart attack today," she said softly.
He smiled—a small, rueful smile. "I am sorry."
She put her hands on his chest, pushing herself up just enough to look at him. Her eyes were red-rimmed, her nose swollen, her face blotchy from crying. She was beautiful.
"I am sorry too," she said. "For my outburst earlier. I should not have shouted at you after you went through such an ordeal."
Sirius laughed.
Margaret blinked. "What is so funny?"
"I do not regret it," he said. "Not a bit. It resulted in you telling me you love me."
She blushed. The color rose to her cheeks, pink and warm, and she dropped her head, hiding her face against his chest. Her fingers found the buttons of his night shirt, playing with them, twisting them, not looking at him.
He lifted her face with his finger under her chin.
"If calling me a fool results in you kissing me like that," he said, his grey eyes sparkling, "you are welcome to insult me anytime."
Margaret felt her face heat. She was embarrassed—by her outburst, by her confession, by the way he was looking at her like she was the most precious thing in the world.
"Shut up, Sirius," she said. A small chuckle escaped her.
Sirius grinned. "Now that is you being rude. You will have to kiss me again to compensate for that."
Margaret laughed—a real laugh. And then, to Sirius's surprise, she leaned forward and kissed him.
He had not expected it. He had been teasing, flirting, enjoying the way she blushed. But she was kissing him, her lips soft against his, her hand fisting in the fabric of his shirt.
He recovered quickly. He let her lead, followed her pace, matched her rhythm.
The kiss was slow. Sweet. Savoring. She kissed him like a winter sun rising in the morning—lazy and warm, gentle and soft. He kissed her back, his right hand cupping her face, his left hand resting on her waist.
Her fingers played with the buttons on his shirt, twisting them, toying with them. His hands held her face, pulling her closer, deepening the kiss just slightly.
She withdrew after a while, her lips swollen, her cheeks flushed, her eyes bright.
She was smiling.
"It is late," she said. "We are tired. We should go to sleep."
He wanted to argue. He wanted to pull her back into his arms and kiss her until the sun rose. But she was right. His body was exhausted, his shoulder throbbing, his eyes heavy.
She helped him lie down—adjusting the pillows, pulling the covers over his chest, making sure his left arm was comfortable. She turned off the lamp on the nightstand, plunging the room into soft darkness.
Then she lay down beside him.
He opened his arms immediately, and she came to him. She curled into his side, her head resting on his right shoulder, her hand flat on his chest, her legs tangling with his.
He held her close.
"Good night, darling," he said. His voice was soft, sleepy, full of warmth.
She smiled against his skin. "Good night, Sirius."
She kissed his chest over his shirt—a small, soft kiss, right over his heart.
They fell asleep faster than ever. Their bodies were exhausted, their minds quiet, their hearts full.
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Sirius woke in the middle of the living room of Grimmauld Place.
But it was not the Grimmauld Place he knew now—the one filled with Aurora's giggles and Harry's running footsteps and Margaret's soothing voice. The one with fresh flowers on the tables and light streaming through the windows and the smell of lavender in the air.
This was the old house.
The one of his childhood.
The walls were dark, paneled in black wood that seemed to absorb the light rather than reflect it. The chandelier above was made of dark crystal, its facets casting strange, twisted shadows across the floor. The heads of house-elves lined the wall—their glass eyes glazed, their mouths frozen in silent screams—mounted on plaques that bore their names and the dates of their service.
The air was thick. Heavy. Oppressive. It smelled of dust and old magic and something else—something that made his lungs tighten and his skin crawl.
Sirius wanted to run. He wanted to leave this place, to escape before the dream could take him where he knew it was going. He recognized the signs—the way the shadows moved too slowly, the way the silence pressed against his ears, the way his feet would not obey him.
It is a nightmare, he told himself. A bad dream. Wake up. Wake up.
But he could not move.
His body was frozen, rooted to the spot, his arms heavy at his sides, his legs locked in place. He was forced to watch. Forced to see. Forced to endure whatever his mind had prepared for him.
And then he heard the voice.
"Siri."
It was soft. Shy. Happy. The voice of a boy who had not yet learned that the world would break him.
Sirius's heart stopped.
No. Please. Not this. Not him.
But the dream did not care what he wanted.
Regulus appeared at the edge of the room, walking toward him with the careful, measured steps of a child who had been taught to move through a room as if he is invisible, unwanted. He was eleven years old—Sirius could tell by the robes, the formal cut, the stiff collar that made him look like a small, unhappy bird.
His mother's instructions. Regulus had been dressed by his mother's instructions. Every button in place. Every crease pressed. His dark hair was combed back from his face, too neat, too severe for a boy his age.
But his eyes—his black eyes—were bright. Hopeful. Full of a joy that had not yet been crushed out of him.
He stopped in front of Sirius and looked up. His voice was meant only for his older brother, soft and shy.
"Mother has finalized my cottage. We are going to France to see it tomorrow."
Sirius wanted to reach out. He wanted to touch his brother's face, to tell him that he was proud of him, to promise that he would protect him from everything that was coming. But he could not move. Could not speak. Could only watch.
Regulus smiled. That small, shy smile that had always been so hard to earn.
"You will come with me, right?"
His black eyes were bright with hope.
Sirius's chest constricted. He wanted to scream. He wanted to grab his brother and run, to take him away from this house, from their mother, from the fate that was waiting for him like a snake in the grass.
But he could not move.
And then he heard another voice.
His own voice. Younger. Still not changed to that of a man—higher, rougher, caught somewhere between boy and adulthood.
"No, Reg. I am not going anywhere with Mother. I have had enough of her."
Sirius watched himself step into the light. He was dressed in robes that were crumpled at the ends—deliberately, to irritate their mother, the buttons undone—and a bright red Gryffindor scarf was looped around his neck. A sign of his allegiance. Loud. Unmistakable.
His face was young. No signs of Azkaban, no lines of pain or exhaustion, no shadows under his eyes. Just the haughty arrogance of a boy who had not yet learned that the world could hurt him. The casual elegance of someone who had grown up with money and never had to worry about where his next meal would come from.
Regulus's face fell.
Sirius watched it happen—the hope draining out of his brother's eyes, the brightness dimming, the small, shy smile fading into something else. Something that looked like the beginning of despair.
"Siri," Regulus said, his voice smaller now, almost pleading. "I will be there too. Mother will be busy with her society friends anyway. Please come."
Young Sirius shrugged. His voice was careless, dismissive, the voice of a boy who did not yet understand that his words could wound.
"Not if I come, Reg. She will hover over my head the whole time. Anyway, I am going to James's place for New Year. I will stay with him."
Regulus's tears came at once.
They spilled down his cheeks, silent and fast, and his face crumpled in a way that made him look even younger than eleven. His voice rose, cracking with hurt and anger.
"All you talk about is Potter!" he shouted. "I hate him!"
He turned and ran.
Sirius watched his brother disappear into the shadows of the old house, his small figure swallowed by the darkness. He wanted to run after him. He wanted to catch him, hold him, tell him that he was sorry, that he did not mean it, that he would come to France, that he would do anything—
But he could not move.
The scene shifted.
Sirius was no longer in Grimmauld Place. He was standing in the ruined cottage in France—the one he had visited just hours ago, the one with the dead bodies and the blood and the snake. The walls were crumbling, the windows shattered, the floor slick with something dark and wet.
The smell of death was everywhere.
And there, in the center of the room, stood Regulus.
But he was the same eleven-year-old boy from the first vision but all the youth had drained from his face. It was blank. Expressionless. A mask that revealed nothing.
His black eyes were dark. Empty. Like a house that has no residents.
He looked at Sirius, and his voice was flat, hollow, devoid of the warmth that had once been there.
"You are finally here."
Sirius's chest constricted.
"But you are late."
He wanted to speak. Wanted to say something—anything—to bridge the years of silence, to tell his brother that he was sorry, that he should have been there, that he should have protected him.
Regulus's voice was soft, almost gentle, but it cut like a blade.
"I am dead, Siri."
The sobs rose in Sirius's chest—great, heaving things that clawed at his throat, begging to be released. But no sound came out. He was still frozen, still trapped, still forced to watch.
"You should have come sooner." Regulus's dark eyes held his. "Your brother is dead. Everything is over now."
No.
"There is nothing left to save."
No.
"Nothing left to find."
NO.
Regulus began to dissolve. His edges softened, became transparent, as if he were made of smoke and shadow. His body faded from the feet up—the legs first, then the torso, then the arms. His face went last.
His black eyes were the final thing to go.
They bored into Sirius's, holding him, accusing him, forgiving him—Sirius could not tell which. And then they were gone.
And Sirius was alone in the ruined cottage, surrounded by death and silence and the weight of everything he had failed to do.
Sirius woke with a scream.
The sound tore from his throat—raw, animal, uncontrollable. His hands flew up, reaching for something, grasping at empty air. His chest heaved. His heart pounded. His eyes were wide open, but he was not seeing the bedroom. He was still in the cottage. Still watching Regulus dissolve. Still trapped.
"Sirius!"
A voice. A hand on his chest. Warm. Solid.
"Sirius, look at me. Look at me."
The lamp clicked on—a small one, soft light, nothing harsh. The shadows retreated to the corners of the room.
Margaret was there. Her face was pale, her eyes wide with fear, but her voice was steady. She had both hands on his chest now, pressing gently, anchoring him.
"Breathe, Sirius. You are not breathing. Come on. With me."
He realized she was right. His lungs were burning. He had been holding his breath, his body frozen in the same paralysis that had trapped him in the dream.
He gasped. Air rushed into his lungs, sharp and cold, and he coughed, his body shuddering.
"That is it." Margaret's hands moved to his face, cupping his cheeks, forcing him to look at her. "Again. Breathe with me."
She inhaled slowly, deeply, her chest rising beneath her nightgown. She held it for a moment, then exhaled, her breath warm against his skin.
He followed her. In. Hold. Out. In. Hold. Out.
The panic began to recede. His heart slowed. His hands dropped to his sides.
He was in the bedroom. In Grimmauld Place. In their bed.
He was safe.
Margaret did not ask him about the nightmare. She never did. It had happened before—once, maybe twice—and each time, she had simply held him, grounded him, given him space to come back to himself.
She knew he would tell her if he wanted to. She knew that pushing would only make it worse.
He rested his head on her chest. His body was limp, exhausted, the adrenaline draining out of him like water from a cracked vessel. She held him close, her arms wrapped around his shoulders, her hands moving in slow, steady circles on his back.
The rhythm was grounding. Familiar. Safe.
He closed his eyes and focused on the feeling of her—the warmth of her skin, the beat of her heart beneath his ear, the soft fabric of her nightgown against his cheek.
I am here, her touch said. You are not alone. I am here.
After a while, he tried to sit up.
The movement pulled on his shoulder, and he winced—a small, sharp intake of breath that Margaret did not miss. She looked down at his chest, at the bandages she had wrapped just hours ago.
They had come loose. The fabric was twisted, hanging off his shoulder, the edges of the wound visible beneath. The struggle of the nightmare—the thrashing, the reaching—had undone her work.
She moved to get out of bed. To go to the potions kit. To fix him.
His hand shot out and caught her wrist.
She looked at him. His grey eyes were dark, still haunted, still caught somewhere between the dream and the waking world. There was hesitation in them. Fear. A silent demand: Do not go.
She understood.
"Sirius," she said softly. "I have to redo the bandages. Alright? I am here."
She cupped his face with her free hand, her thumb brushing over his cheekbone, the gesture gentle and reassuring. He leaned into her touch, just slightly, his eyes closing for a moment.
Then he nodded.
She kissed his forehead—a soft, lingering press of her lips—and summoned the potions kit from across the room. The box flew into her hand, and she set it on the bed beside them.
She turned on the main lamp. The room flooded with warm, golden light, chasing away the shadows that still clung to the corners.
Sirius sat against the pillows, his back straight. His right hand was clenched in the fabric of Margaret's nightgown—a small fist, white-knuckled, holding on like a child afraid of being left behind.
Margaret did not comment. She let him hold on.
She opened the buttons of his night shirt one by one, her fingers moving slowly, carefully. The fabric parted, revealing his chest—the bandages, twisted and loose, the pale skin beneath, the dark ink of his tattoos curling around his shoulders and down his arms.
She began to talk.
"Sirius," she said, her voice soft, measured, meant to distract. "I am going to remove the bandages now. They are not bleeding, which is a good sign. The wound is healing faster than I expected."
She unwound the fabric, layer by layer, her fingers gentle against his skin. The bandages fell away, revealing the stitches beneath—neat, even, already starting to dissolve into the flesh. It was going to leave a mark. She could see.
The skin around them was pink, healthy, free of infection.
Good, she thought. The balm worked, even if I hated using it.
She looked at his face. He was watching her, his grey eyes fixed on her hands, on her mouth, on anything but the images that still lingered behind his eyes. He was trying to hide the memory of Regulus behind her face.
"The wound has healed quite fast," she said, reaching for the healing salve. "But I am not putting that blue balm on your skin ever again. You will have to make do with this."
She opened the jar and scooped out a generous amount of the salve. It was pale green, thick, with a faint herbal scent—nothing like the sharp, medicinal burn of the balm. She spread it over the stitches in a smooth, even layer, her touch light and careful.
The effect was immediate. Sirius's shoulders relaxed. His breathing deepened. The tension that had been coiled in his muscles since he woke began to ease.
"Does it feel better?" she asked.
He nodded. His voice was rough, barely a whisper. "Yes."
She reached for the fresh bandages—soft, white, rolled into neat cylinders—and began to wrap them around his chest. She worked slowly, deliberately, pulling the fabric taut but not too tight, tucking the ends under the layers so they would hold.
Her hands moved with the practiced efficiency of someone who had done this before. Someone who had learned, in the past weeks, how to put him back together.
When she finished, she sat back and looked at him.
His right hand was still clutching her nightgown. The fabric was wrinkled, stretched, but he did not seem to notice. He was watching her with an expression she could not quite read—gratitude, perhaps, or exhaustion, or the lingering remnants of the fear that had woken him.
She moved her hands to his face. Her thumbs grazed over the stubble on his jaw, rough and dark against his pale skin.
"I think," she said, "you need another blood replenishment potion. Will you drink it, Sirius?"
He nodded immediately. His voice was stronger now. "Add drops of calming draught as well."
Margaret hesitated.
She did not want him to deal with the nightmares by numbing his senses like that. It was not healthy. It was a crutch, a temporary fix that would not address whatever was haunting him.
But she looked at his face—at the shadows under his eyes, at the tension still lingering in his jaw, at the way his hand was still clenched in her nightgown. He would not sleep without it. And his body needed sleep.
She nodded.
She reached for the blood replenishment potion—a dark red liquid, thick and viscous—and measured out the proper dose. Then she added three drops of calming draught from a small blue vial. The potion swirled, changed color, became something lighter, almost pink.
She held it to his lips.
"Drink," she said.
He drank. His throat moved as he swallowed, and she watched the tension drain from his face. The effect was almost instant—his shoulders dropped, his jaw unclenched, his eyes grew heavy.
She took the empty glass from his hand and set it on the nightstand. Then she moved her hand to his hair, her fingers threading through the dark curls, stroking gently.
His eyes were dropping. The lids were heavy, the grey irises disappearing behind a curtain of exhaustion.
"It is alright, Sirius," she said softly. "You are fine. Go to sleep. I am here with you."
She leaned forward and kissed his cheek. Her lips lingered for a moment, warm and soft against his skin.
His eyes closed. His breathing slowed. His hand finally loosened its grip on her nightgown.
Sleep captured him.
Margaret watched him for a long moment. The clock on the nightstand ticked. The shadows on the walls were still. His face was peaceful now—the lines of pain smoothed away, the furrow in his brow gone.
4:25 AM.
She laid down beside him—close enough to feel his warmth, but not so close that she would jostle him. Her hand continued its slow, steady movement through his hair, the rhythm soothing and familiar. Her other hand rested on his, which still lay on her nightgown, fingers curled but loose.
The house was quiet. The city was quiet. The world was quiet.
Sleep engulfed her soon, pulling her down into darkness. But even in sleep, her hand kept moving—slow, gentle, grounding—as if she was still telling him, even in her dreams, that he was not alone.
Chapter Text
The morning light fell on Harry's face like it did every single day he had been in this house.
He had never closed the curtains. Not once. After spending ten years in a cupboard under the stairs, waking to darkness, to the sound of Dudley's footsteps overhead and Aunt Petunia's shrill voice demanding he start his chores—sunlight on his face was a luxury he could not bring himself to give up.
It was soft this morning. Pale gold, filtered through the London clouds, spilling across his pillow in a warm rectangle. Dust motes danced in the beam, lazy and slow.
Harry lay still for a moment, letting himself adjust. His eyes traced the familiar lines of the ceiling—the high, painted ceiling with its chandelier that caught the light and scattered it into tiny rainbows. The same ceiling he had woken to every morning these days. The same bed. The same room.
He was covered in the duvet, the soft fabric pulled up to his chin. He was in the bed. Properly in the bed, not on the window seat where he had fallen asleep.
The memory came rushing back.
He had been sitting there last night. Waiting. Watching the street below, watching for any sign of movement, any sign that Sirius had returned from France. The city had grown dark around him, the lights flickering on one by one. He had been tired—exhausted, really—but he had not wanted to go to sleep. What if Sirius came home while he was sleeping? What if he missed him?
But he had fallen asleep anyway. His body had betrayed him, dragging him under despite his best efforts.
And now it was morning.
Sirius.
Harry sat up so fast the room spun. His glasses were on the bedside table—he grabbed them, shoved them onto his face, and blinked as the world came into focus.
He must be home. He said he would come at night. He said he would be back.
But had he? Harry had fallen asleep. He had not stayed up to see him. He did not know if Sirius had made it back, or if he was still in France, still working, still away.
Only one way to find out.
Harry threw the covers off and swung his legs over the side of the bed. His bare feet hit the cold floor, and he did not care. He was wearing his pajamas—a simple grey t-shirt and loose cotton trousers—and he did not care about that either.
He sprinted out of the room.
The corridors of the third floor were quiet. The portraits were still sleeping, their painted eyes closed, their painted chests rising and falling in mock slumber. The floorboards were cold beneath Harry's bare feet, but he barely noticed. His heart was pounding with anticipation, a smile already playing on his lips.
Two days. Sirius has been gone for two days. I have not seen him for two days.
The house felt different when Sirius was not in it. Quieter. Colder. Less like a home and more like a museum. Harry had not realized how much noise Sirius made until there was none—his footsteps, his laughter, his voice calling out to Kreacher or to Margaret or to no one at all.
He missed him.
He rounded the corner and saw the door.
Aurora's door. The one with her name painted in elegant calligraphy, the letters looping and curling like vines.
Harry stopped.
She would want to see Sirius too.
The thought came to him unbidden. Aurora had missed Sirius just as much as he had—maybe more. She had asked about him every hour, had refused to swim without him, had fallen asleep talking about him.
Should I wake her up?
The jealousy that crawled inside him spoke first.
If you wake her up, she will hog Sirius all to herself. She will climb onto his lap and wrap her arms around his neck and call him Sirius in that voice she uses, and you will be standing there, watching, feeling like an outsider in your own home.
Harry's jaw tightened. The jealousy was ugly. He knew it was ugly. He hated it. But it was there, coiled in his chest like a snake, whispering things he did not want to hear.
But then another voice spoke. Softer. Kinder. It sounded like Hermione, or maybe like the person he wanted to become.
She missed him too. She kept you company for two days when Sirius was not home. She sat in the living room with you. She argued with you about his nationality. She made you laugh. The least you can do is take her with you.
Harry took a breath.
He decided. The jealousy would not get the better of him. Not today.
He moved to her door and knocked.
No response.
He knocked again, louder this time. Still nothing.
Of course she is a child, the Hermione-voice in his head said. She will not wake up like this. You need to go in.
Harry hesitated. He had never been inside Aurora's room—not really, not beyond glancing through the open door. It felt private. Hers. He did not want to intrude.
But the thought of Aurora's face when she woke up and realized he had gone to see Sirius without her made him feel sick.
He turned the handle and pushed the door open.
Aurora's room was exactly as he remembered from the one time he had seen it. But it was cleaner now. More organized. The toys were in their places. The books were stacked neatly on the shelves. The clothes that had been draped over the chair were gone, folded away in the wardrobe.
The sunflower bed was in the corner, positioned so the morning light fell across it in a soft, golden square. The duvet was yellow—bright, cheerful.
And Aurora was in the middle of it, buried beneath a mountain of pillows.
Harry had never seen so many pillows on a single bed. There was a big doll propped against the headboard, its painted eyes staring at the ceiling. There was a pillow shaped like a butterfly, its wings spread wide. Another shaped like a cloud, soft and puffy. Another shaped like a star. And in the center of it all, clutching her stuffed dragon to her chest even in sleep, was Aurora.
She cannot leave that thing, Harry thought. Even when she sleeps, she holds onto it.
He walked to the bed, his bare feet silent on the soft rug. The window light fell across the room, illuminating the dust motes that drifted lazily in the air. Aurora's dark hair was spread across the pillow in a tangled mess. Her lips were slightly parted. Her small chest rose and fell with each breath.
Harry wondered, briefly, how many pillows a small person needed to fall asleep. He had never even had one as a child. He had slept on a thin mattress on the floor of his cupboard, with no pillow, no duvet, no stuffed animals.
He pushed the thought behind his head. It was too hurtful for a good morning.
He leaned over the bed.
"Aurora."
She did not stir.
"Aurora, wake up."
She moved slightly, her brow furrowing. She murmured something in French—something that sounded like "Maman, laisse-moi dormir"—and rolled over, pulling the duvet over her head.
Harry gathered his nerves. He reached out and shook her shoulder gently.
"Aurora. Wake up."
Her eyes opened.
She was still half-asleep, her gaze unfocused, her body not quite obeying her commands. She sat up slowly, her head lolling as if it was too heavy for her neck. Her hands reached forward, palms up, fingers spread—the automatic gesture of a child who expected to be carried.
Harry wanted to laugh. The sight was absurd—this small, tangled-haired, sleep-drunk creature, reaching for someone who was not there.
But he only smiled.
"Aurora," he said, louder this time. "Wake up. Sirius must be back."
That did it.
Her brown eyes flew open. Wide. Alert. Fully awake in an instant.
"Sirius is back!" She shouted the words, her voice high and bright with joy. She scrambled to her knees, fighting her way out of the duvet, kicking aside the cloud pillow and the butterfly pillow and the star pillow. Her dragon tumbled to the floor, forgotten.
Harry stepped back to give her room. "I do not know," he said. "I have not seen him yet. Let us go and see."
She was already trying to stand, her small feet tangling in the sheets. Between yawns—huge, jaw-cracking yawns that showed every one of her small teeth—she managed to ask, "Are you here to take me to Sirius?"
Her eyes were wide. Hopeful.
Harry felt his ears go red. "I mean—yes."
He managed the words without stammering. Barely.
Aurora's smile was so bright, so happy, that Harry felt something warm spread through his chest. She looked at him like he was taking her to see dragons. Like this was the best gift anyone had ever given her.
Seeing Sirius is no less wonderful for her, Harry thought. She has been waiting for him just like I have.
He felt the same excitement bubbling in his own chest.
Aurora tried to get down from the bed fast.
She scrambled to the edge, her small body moving too quickly for her sleep-heavy limbs. Her foot caught on the hem of her nightgown. She pitched forward, arms flailing, her face aimed directly at the floor.
Harry's seeker reflexes kicked in.
He lunged forward, his hands shooting out, and caught her before she hit the ground. His fingers closed around her arms, and he pulled her up, holding her dangling in the air for a moment before settling her carefully on the floor.
"Careful," he said, his heart pounding. "You will hurt yourself."
Aurora was not listening.
She was staring at him with wide eyes—eyes that held something like awe, like reverence. Her mouth had fallen open. Her small hands were pressed against her chest.
Harry was not sure if she was hurt or not. He knelt down to her level, his brow furrowed.
"What?" he asked. "Are you alright? Did you hit your head?"
Aurora shook her head slowly. Her eyes were still wide.
"Harry," she said, her voice almost a whisper. "You are so strong. And fast." She tilted her head, considering. "Like a lion."
Harry blinked.
She reached up and put her finger on his cheek, pressing gently, as if testing to see if he was real. She thought for a moment, her brow furrowed in concentration.
"Like Mufasa," she announced.
Harry felt his face heat.
Mufasa. The lion king. The brave, strong, protective lion who sacrificed himself for his son.
He had read that story as a child, hiding in the corner of the school library, hoping Dudley would not find him. He had wished for someone like Mufasa in his life—someone who would protect him, who would be brave for him, who would love him.
And now this small girl was calling him Mufasa.
He was touched. Deeply, unexpectedly touched. The innocent compliment settled into his chest, warm and bright.
He smiled. "Let us go."
Aurora held out her hand.
Harry looked at it for a moment—her small, soft hand, the fingers spread, waiting. He had not held her hand since the first day, when she had dragged him through the house to find Sirius. It had been awkward then. Strange. He had not known what to do with his fingers, how much pressure to use, how long to hold on.
But now, it felt less awkward. More natural. She held his hand so easily, so trustingly, as if she had known him forever.
He took it.
"Let us go," he said again.
Aurora beamed. "Yes. Run, Harry, run!"
She started running—her small feet pattering on the carpet, her nightgown trailing behind her. Harry walked, keeping pace with her, his hand still wrapped around hers. He was smiling. He could not help it. The excitement was infectious.
She pulled him toward the door, toward the stairs, toward the second floor where the master bedroom waited.
"Faster, Harry!" she demanded.
"You will trip again," he said.
"I will not. I am very fast. Like Padfoot."
Harry laughed. He could not help it.
They reached the stairs. Harry tightened his grip on her hand, slowing her down.
"Carefully," he said. "Walk down the stairs. Do not run."
Aurora huffed but obeyed. They descended together, step by step, her small feet carefully placed on each stair, his bare feet silent behind her.
The house was waking around them. Somewhere, a clock chimed. Somewhere, Kreacher was moving in the kitchen. The portraits were stirring, their painted eyes opening, their painted mouths yawning.
Harry and Aurora walked hand in hand down the corridor of the second floor. The master bedroom door was at the end, closed, the wood dark and polished.
They stopped in front of it.
Harry looked at Aurora. Aurora looked at Harry.
Neither of them spoke.
Harry raised his free hand and knocked.
Three soft raps.
They waited. Harry's heart was pounding. Aurora's small hand was warm in his.
Is he back? Is he in there? Did he make it home safely?
The door did not open immediately.
Harry knocked again.
Margaret woke to the sound of small knocks on the door.
The morning light was already filtering through the curtains—soft, pale gold, the kind of light that promised a clear day after the storm of the night. The fire had died completely, leaving only the faint scent of ash in the air. The clock on the nightstand read just past seven.
She was in Sirius's arms.
His right arm was wrapped around her waist, holding her close even in sleep. His legs were tangled with hers beneath the duvet. He was fast asleep—deeply, peacefully.
The calming draught had done its work. The nightmare that had torn him from sleep at four in the morning had been pushed back, buried beneath the potion's gentle weight. His face was soft, unlined, the shadows under his eyes less dark than they had been.
He was tired. He needed this.
Another knock. Louder this time. More insistent.
Margaret's eyes opened fully.
The kids. They are here to see Sirius.
Her heart clenched. Sirius was hurt. His shoulder was bandaged beneath his shirt. The wound was healing, but it was still fresh, still tender. She could not let the children see him like that—could not let them see the bandages, the blood, the evidence of how close he had come to disaster.
She could not tell them he was hurt. They would worry. They would be scared. Aurora would cry, and Harry would blame himself, and Sirius would try to comfort them, and the wound would open again, and—
Stop. Focus. You can handle this.
She disentangled herself from Sirius carefully, slowly, trying not to wake him. His arm tightened around her for a moment, instinctively, before relaxing. She slipped out of his embrace and sat up on the edge of the bed.
Her feet were cold on the floor. Her nightgown was wrinkled, the pink fabric creased from sleep. Her hair was a mess—tangled, loose, falling around her shoulders in dark waves. She did not have time to fix it.
She turned to Sirius.
His shirt was unbuttoned. She had left it that way after redoing his bandages, after holding him through the aftermath of the nightmare. The fabric hung open, revealing the white linen wrapped around his chest, the edge of the bandages peeking out.
She reached for the buttons.
Her fingers moved quickly, efficiently, closing each one from the bottom up. The fabric came together, hiding the bandages, hiding the wound, hiding the evidence of what had happened the night before. She smoothed the shirt over his chest, making sure nothing showed.
Then she raised her wand.
The concealment charm was subtle—a whisper of magic that would make anyone looking at Sirius see only his shirt, not the bandages beneath. It would hold for a few hours, long enough for the children to see him, to satisfy themselves that he was home and safe.
She added a cushioning charm. Aurora would want to climb onto him. She always did. The charm would absorb the impact, protect his shoulder from her small, enthusiastic weight. She added another for good measure.
She adjusted the duvet around him, pulling it up to his chest, tucking the edges around his shoulders. She fluffed the pillow beneath his head, making sure he was comfortable.
When she was satisfied, she stood.
She smoothed her nightgown, ran her fingers through her hair—it did not help, but she tried—and reached for her robe. It was draped over the chair by the window, the same chair where Sirius's dressing gown usually hung. She pulled it on, tied the sash, and walked to the door.
The door was locked.
She frowned. She did not remember locking it. She never locked it—kept it open, always, for Aurora to come in the middle of the night after a nightmare, for Harry to knock in the morning when he could not sleep.
She turned the lock and opened the door—just a little, just enough to peer outside.
Harry and Aurora stood in the hallway, hand in hand.
They were both in their pajamas—Harry in a grey t-shirt and loose trousers, his feet bare, his glasses slightly askew. Aurora in a yellow nightgown with small white flowers, her dark hair a tangled mess.
Their eyes were wide with anticipation. They were leaning forward slightly, as if trying to see past her, into the room, to the bed where Sirius lay sleeping.
When they saw her—not Sirius, just her—their faces fell.
Clearly no one tries to hide the favoritism, she thought. But she was not hurt. She understood. They had been waiting for Sirius for two days. They had asked about him every hour, had watched the door, had fallen asleep hoping he would be there when they woke.
She smiled at them anyway.
Harry spoke first. His voice was careful, measured, trying not to show how much he hoped.
"Is Sirius still in France?"
Margaret saw their faces—both of them, Harry and Aurora, holding their breath, waiting for her answer.
She smiled.
"No," she said lightly. "He is here."
The transformation was instantaneous.
Aurora's face lit up like sunrise. Her eyes went wide, her mouth fell open, and she bounced on her toes, her dragon swinging wildly. Harry's shoulders dropped, the tension draining out of him, and a smile broke across his face—bright, relieved, joyful.
"Sirius! Sirius is back!" Aurora's voice rose to a squeal.
Margaret held up her hand. "Shhh!"
They both froze.
"Sirius is here," she said, her voice low but firm. "But he is sleeping. He came back very late, and he was very tired. So no shouting. Do you understand?"
Aurora nodded solemnly. Harry nodded too, but his brow was furrowed.
"Is he well?" Harry asked.
Too perceptive for his age, Margaret thought. He always has been.
She softened her expression, made sure her voice was steady and reassuring. "He is good, Harry. He was just very tired. He needs to rest."
Harry nodded again, but she could see him watching her, searching her face for any sign that she was hiding something. She held his gaze, kept her expression open, and after a moment, he looked away.
"We want to see him," Harry said. "Can we?"
Aurora nodded vigorously, her dark hair bouncing. "Yes. We want to see Sirius."
Margaret was still standing in the half-open door. They were both trying to look past her, craning their necks, trying to catch a glimpse of the bed behind her.
She smiled.
"Yes," she said. "Both of you, come in. But remember—he needs to sleep. No loud noises. He will wake up on his own."
Harry and Aurora nodded.
Margaret looked directly at Aurora. "And no jumping on Sirius. Alright?"
Aurora's face scrunched up in offense. "Mumma, I do not jump on Sirius. I will only hug him."
Harry rolled his eyes.
Margaret saw it. She bit back a smile.
"Come on," she said. "No shouting."
She opened the door and stood aside.
Harry walked into the room first, still holding Aurora's hand. His bare feet were silent on the thick carpet. His eyes went immediately to the bed, to the figure lying in the center of it, to the dark hair spread across the pillow, to the familiar face relaxed in sleep.
Sirius.
He was here. He was back. He was home.
Harry felt an instant urge to run to him, to jump on the bed, to hug him tight and not let go. The two days had felt like forever. The house had been too quiet without him. The evenings had been too long. Harry had not realized how much he needed Sirius until Sirius was not there.
But Aurora moved faster.
She pulled her hand from Harry's and climbed onto the bed, her small knees pressing into the mattress, her nightgown pooling around her. She crawled across the duvet, careful, slow, until she was beside Sirius's right shoulder.
"Sirius," she smiled. Her voice was soft, meant only for him. "You are back. I missed you."
She leaned down and gave him a big, wet kiss on his cheek. The sound was loud in the quiet room—a smack, a press of lips, a declaration of love.
Then she settled herself against his right side. Her arms spread across his chest. Her head found his shoulder. She closed her eyes, her breathing already slowing, ready to fall asleep again.
Harry watched her.
She just climbs right in, he thought. She does not hesitate. She does not wonder if she is allowed. She just goes.
He wanted to do the same. He wanted to crawl onto the bed and press himself against Sirius's side and feel the warmth of him, the solidness of him, the proof that he was real and alive and home.
But he was not Aurora. He was thirteen. He was too old to crawl into bed with his godfather like a child.
He moved to the other side of the bed. He sat down slowly, carefully, on the edge of the mattress. His hand reached out, almost of its own accord, and touched Sirius's hand.
His fingers were warm. Still. Relaxed in sleep.
He is here. He is really here.
He did not realize he had been holding his breath until he let it go.
A hand touched Harry's shoulder.
He looked up. Margaret was standing beside him, her robe tied at her waist, her hair still a mess, her face soft.
"Harry," she said softly. "You can sleep here with Sirius and Aurora. Wake up when they do. It's still early."
Harry felt awkward. He had never stayed in anybody else's room like this—not really. At the Burrow, he had shared with Ron, in a room full of Quidditch posters and Chudley Cannons memorabilia. That was different. That was friends, not family.
But this—this was the master bedroom. This was Margaret and Sirius's room. This was private. Intimate. He did not know if he belonged here.
But he knew, after almost two weeks of living in this house, that he was not unwanted. Margaret would not have invited him if she did not mean it. Sirius would not mind—Sirius had made that clear, in a hundred small ways, that Harry was welcome, that Harry belonged, that Harry was family.
He nodded.
He took off his glasses—carefully, the way he always did, because he could not afford to replace them—and set them on the nightstand beside Sirius's side of the bed. Then he lay down on the mattress, on the other side of Sirius, not touching him but close enough to feel the warmth of his body.
He was not cuddling the way Aurora was. He was not wrapped around Sirius, clinging to him like a koala. He was simply there, next to him, his hand resting on Sirius's arm, a point of contact that said I am here. I am glad you are back.
He had no idea how soon sleep engulfed him.
One moment he was looking at the ceiling, watching the shadows shift as the morning light grew brighter. The next moment, his eyes were closed, his breathing was slow, and he was dreaming of nothing at all.
Margaret stood at the foot of the bed and watched them.
Sirius was in the center, his dark hair spread across the pillow, his face peaceful in sleep. His right arm was curved around Aurora, who had wrapped herself around him like a small, determined octopus.
And Harry was on Sirius's other side, lying on his back, one hand resting on Sirius's arm. His glasses were off, his face soft and young in sleep. He looked smaller than he did when he was awake—less guarded, less careful, less like a boy who had learned to survive by expecting the worst.
Her kids. Her husband.
She wanted to capture this image permanently in her head. The four of them, tangled together in the morning light, safe and whole and home.
She smiled.
Then she turned away.
She busied herself with small tasks—pulling the curtains open just a little more, letting more light into the room. Straightening the chair by the window, folding the dressing gown that was draped over it. Summoning a fresh glass of water for the nightstand, in case Sirius woke up thirsty.
She moved quietly, careful not to wake them. Her bare feet made no sound on the carpet. Her hands were steady, her movements efficient.
Every few minutes, she paused. She looked at the bed. At the three of them, tangled together, sleeping.
And she smiled.
The morning stretched ahead, long and quiet and full of possibility. There was no rush. There was no emergency. There was only this—her family, resting, healing, being together.
Margaret smoothed her robe and walked to the door. She looked back one more time.
Sirius's hand had moved in his sleep. It was resting on Harry's, now, covering it, holding it.
She left the door open.
Chapter Text
Sirius woke up grasping for air.
It was not the nightmare this time—not the suffocating darkness of Grimmauld Place, not the cold grip of Regulus's dissolving ghost. This was a physical weight pressing against his chest, a small body curled on top of him like a cat claiming a warm spot.
He opened his eyes.
The room was bright—morning light streaming through the curtains, the pale gold glow that came after sunrise. The fire had been relit at some point, crackling softly in the hearth. The air smelled of ash and lavender and something else—something warm, something like home.
He felt disoriented for a moment. His body was heavy, his limbs slow, his mind still thick with the remnants of sleep. The calming draught had worn off, leaving behind a pleasant drowsiness, a sense of having finally rested after days of exhaustion.
And then he felt the weight again.
He looked down.
Aurora was sleeping on his chest.
Her small body was curled into a ball, her knees tucked up, her feet pressed against his hip. Her dark hair was spread across his shoulder in a tangled mess. Her arms were wrapped around his neck—tightly, possessively, like she was afraid he might disappear if she let go.
That was why he could not breathe.
He smiled.
Carefully, slowly, he freed his right arm from beneath the duvet. His fingers found her small hands, clasped together behind his neck. He pried them apart, just slightly, just enough to loosen her grip. He did not move her hands away—just loosened them, creating a small space for air to pass through.
Aurora murmured something in her sleep—a soft, French mumble that might have been his name—and settled deeper against his chest. Her breathing was slow, even, peaceful.
Sirius let out a long, quiet breath.
But there was another weight.
This one was heavier. Not a small child curled on his chest, but a lanky teenager sprawled across his left side. Harry was lying on his stomach, his head resting on Sirius's left, his face turned toward Sirius's shoulder. One of his legs was thrown over Sirius's thighs. His hand was splayed across Sirius's torso, fingers spread, holding on even in sleep.
He was pressing directly on the stitches.
Not that the stitches hurt. The balm had done its work, the wound was healing, the pain had faded to a dull ache that he barely noticed. But the weight of a thirteen-year-old boy was not insubstantial.
Sirius did not move him.
He lay there, pinned beneath his children, unable to breathe properly, unable to move his left arm, and he had never felt better in his life.
This, he thought. This is what I survived for. This is what I came home to.
He looked at Aurora. Her mouth was slightly open. A small line of drool was making its way from the corner of her lips to his shirt. He did not care.
He looked at Harry. His face was soft in sleep, younger than it ever looked when he was awake. The furrow between his brows—the one that appeared whenever he was worried, which was most of the time—was gone. He looked peaceful. He looked like a child.
Sirius's eyes tingled.
He blinked. Swallowed. Refused to cry.
His kids. Using him as a cuddle pillow. Demanding nothing from him but his presence.
He smiled. Wide. Bright. Uncontrollable.
Margaret walked into the room.
She was already dressed for the day—not in her work robes, but in her soft home robes, the pale blue ones that brought out the color of her eyes. Her hair was loose, falling around her shoulders in dark waves, still slightly damp from a shower. Her face was fresh, clean, free of the tears and fear that had marked it the night before.
She was holding a cup of tea.
She stopped in the doorway.
Her eyes went to the bed—to Sirius, pinned beneath two children, his left arm trapped under Harry's head, his chest covered by Aurora's small body. His shirt was rumpled, his hair was a mess, and he was smiling like he had just won the lottery.
She opened her mouth. She was about to say something—to scold, perhaps, or to laugh, or to remind the children that Sirius needed his rest.
Sirius saw her expression. He knew what was coming.
He shook his head—just slightly, just enough for her to see. "Don't," he said softly. "Please. Let them."
Margaret's mouth closed.
She looked at the scene again. At the way Aurora had wrapped herself around him like a small, determined octopus. At the way Harry's hand was spread across Sirius's torso, holding on even in sleep. At the way Sirius was looking at them—like they were the most precious things in the world, like he would stay pinned beneath them forever if that was what they needed.
She smiled.
Then she turned and walked out of the room.
Sirius blinked. He had expected her to come in, to set down her tea, to sit in the chair by the window and watch them with that soft expression she wore when she was trying not to cry.
But she had left.
He wondered why.
She came back a moment later.
She was holding a camera.
It was an old one—a Muggle camera, the kind that used film, not magic. Sirius had seen it in her study once, tucked away in a drawer, and had not thought much of it. Now she was holding it like a weapon, her finger hovering over the button.
Sirius's smile widened.
Margaret raised the camera to her eye. She peered through the viewfinder, adjusting her angle, framing the shot.
"Pretend you are sleeping, Sirius," she said softly.
Sirius closed his eyes.
He tried very hard not to smile. He pressed his lips together. He relaxed his face, forced his breathing to slow, tried to look like a man who was peacefully asleep and not a man who was bursting with joy.
He failed.
The corners of his mouth twitched. His lips curved. He could not help it.
Margaret clicked the shutter.
The sound was loud in the quiet room—a sharp click, followed by the whir of the camera advancing the film. The flash was bright, a burst of white light that illuminated the room for a split second.
The children woke up.
Harry moved first.
His eyes flew open. His body tensed. His hand, which had been resting on Sirius's torso, pressed down as he pushed himself up. His glasses were on the nightstand—he could not see clearly, but he did not need to. He knew who was beneath him.
"Sirius!"
The shout was loud, joyful, unrestrained. It echoed off the walls, bounced off the ceiling, filled the room with the sound of pure relief.
Aurora woke up at once.
She sat up so fast her head nearly collided with Harry's. Her dark hair was wild, tangled, sticking up in every direction. Her eyes were wide, unfocused, still heavy with sleep. But she heard the name—Sirius—and she knew.
"Sirius!" Her voice was higher than Harry's, brighter, more piercing.
They moved at once.
Aurora launched herself at him, her small body colliding with his chest, her arms wrapping around his neck. Harry leaned over him, his hand gripping Sirius's shoulder, his face hovering inches from Sirius's.
They were both talking at once, their words tumbling over each other, incomprehensible in their urgency.
"You are back—"
"I missed you—"
"Two days—"
"Where were you—"
"Did you bring us anything—"
Sirius felt his eyes tingle.
He opened his arms—both of them, ignoring the twinge in his left shoulder—and pulled them close. Aurora fit against his chest, her face pressed into his neck, her small body shaking with the force of her hug. Harry pressed against his side, his arm wrapped around Sirius's back, his face buried in Sirius's shoulder.
"I missed you kids," Sirius said. His voice was rough, thick with emotion. "I missed you both so much."
He held them tighter.
"I love you both."
Aurora was crying. He could feel her tears soaking into his shirt, could hear the small, hiccupping sobs she was trying to suppress. Harry was not crying—not quite—but his grip was fierce, desperate, the grip of someone who had been afraid and was only now allowing himself to believe that everything was alright.
They both said something. It was muffled, incomprehensible, buried against his skin. But he heard it anyway.
I missed you too. I love you too.
Margaret watched from the foot of the bed.
Her eyes were burning. Her hand, still holding the camera, had dropped to her side. She was not taking pictures now. She was just watching—watching her family hold each other, watching the children cling to the man they had been waiting for, watching Sirius's face as he held them.
She looked down at the camera. The photograph had developed already—the magic of the old Muggle camera, the one that worked like a Polaroid. She pulled it free and looked at it.
Sirius in the center, his eyes closed, his lips curved in a smile he could not hide. Aurora curled on his chest, her small face peaceful, her arms wrapped around his neck. Harry sprawled across his side, his hand on Sirius's torso, his head on Sirius's arm.
Three people, tangled together in sleep, looking like they had always belonged there.
She tucked the photograph into the pocket of her robe.
Aurora pulled back first.
Her face was wet, her nose was running, her eyes were red. But she was smiling—that bright, gap-toothed smile that made Sirius's heart clench.
"Sirius," she said, her voice still thick with tears. "I missed you very, very much."
She opened her arms as wide as she could, stretching them out to show him the full extent of her missing.
Sirius's eyebrows rose. He put on an expression of exaggerated astonishment.
"That," he said, "is way too much to miss, little star. I am overwhelmed."
Aurora giggled.
He pulled her close and kissed her forehead—a long, warm kiss, his lips pressed to her skin. "I missed you too, sweetheart."
Aurora kissed his cheek in return. The sound was loud, wet, enthusiastic. She left a smear of saliva on his skin.
Sirius laughed.
Then he looked at Harry.
Harry was watching them. He was smiling—a small, quiet smile, the kind that did not show his teeth. But his eyes were bright, brighter than usual, and there was a softness in his face that Sirius rarely saw.
"What about you, big guy?" Sirius asked. "Missed your old man?"
Harry's smile widened. It broke across his face like sunrise—sudden, radiant, impossible to miss.
"Yes, Sirius," he said. His voice was steady, but there was a tremor beneath it. "Very much."
Sirius reached out and pulled him close. He kissed the top of Harry's head—a quick, firm press of lips against the messy dark hair.
"Missed you too, love," he murmured against his scalp.
Harry did not pull away. He leaned into the touch, let himself be held, let himself be loved.
Sirius looked at Margaret.
She was standing at the foot of the bed, her arms crossed over her chest, her eyes soft. The camera was tucked into her pocket. Her tea was cooling on the nightstand.
He felt his dramatics rise to the surface—the old Sirius, the one who used humor to deflect emotion, the one who could not let a moment of sincerity pass without puncturing it with a joke.
"Margaret, my darling," he said, his voice taking on a theatrical, pleading quality. "You must come and save me. These two are keeping me hostage. I am absolutely trapped here."
Harry and Aurora laughed.
Margaret smiled. She walked around the bed—slowly, deliberately, taking her time—and stopped beside him. She did not sit. She did not reach for him. She simply stood there, looking down at him with that small, knowing smile.
Sirius extended his left hand toward her.
She took it.
He pulled.
She tumbled onto the bed, landing against his side, and his arm came around her immediately, holding her close. Her robe was soft against his skin. Her hair smelled like lavender.
"My wife," Sirius announced, "is a lawyer. I must warn you both." He looked at Harry and Aurora with mock seriousness. "She is very dangerous."
Harry grinned. "Do not worry, Sirius. You are safe with us."
Aurora, who had understood very little of the exchange, nodded solemnly. She reached up and cupped Sirius's face in her small hands, her fingers pressing into his cheeks.
"Sirius," she said, her voice sincere, her brown eyes earnest. "We will not hurt you."
Sirius pressed a hand to his heart. His expression was one of exaggerated relief.
"Oh, lucky me," he said. "I am saved."
They all laughed—Sirius, Margaret, Harry, Aurora. The sound filled the room, bright and warm, chasing away the last shadows of the night.
No one called for it.
No one said, Let us all hug now. No one reached out, no one gave instructions, no one coordinated the movement.
It just happened.
Aurora leaned into Sirius's chest, her small arms wrapping around his waist. Harry shifted closer, his shoulder pressing against Sirius's, his hand resting on Margaret's arm. Margaret turned her face into Sirius's neck, her breath warm against his skin.
And Sirius held them.
All of them.
His right arm was around Margaret, his hand splayed across her back. His left arm—aching, healing, but strong enough—was around Harry and Aurora both, pulling them close, holding them together.
They were a tangle of limbs and fabric and warm bodies.
They just held on.
Margaret sat in the middle of the family hug, surrounded by warmth and limbs and the soft sounds of contented breathing.
Margaret did not want to move.
She knew she should. The children needed to eat. Sirius needed to take his potions. The dressing on his shoulder needed to be checked, probably redone. The house needed to be put in order, and she had work waiting for her in her study, and there were a thousand small tasks that demanded her attention.
But the children had been sulking for two days. The house had been quiet and cold without Sirius in it. And now, for the first time since he had left, everyone was smiling.
She did not want to break it.
Aurora came to her rescue.
The small girl pulled back from the hug, disentangling herself from the pile of arms and legs. Her dark hair was wild, tangled beyond repair. Her nightgown was twisted around her waist. Her face was flushed with happiness.
She stood up on the bed—literally stood up, her small bare feet planted on the mattress, her arms spread wide like a queen addressing her subjects.
"Maman," she announced loudly, "I will not be going to school today."
Sirius and Harry turned their heads at Margaret at the same moment.
Their faces were identical in their expectation—both waiting for her to say no, both bracing themselves for the inevitable argument. Harry's brow was furrowed in the way it always was when he anticipated conflict. Sirius's lips were already parting, ready to mediate, to soothe, to find a compromise.
They were both waiting for Aurora to start crying. Or to throw a tantrum. Or both.
Margaret looked at the clock on the nightstand.
It was nearly noon.
"Aurora," she said calmly. "Look at the clock. You have already missed school today. You are staying."
Sirius's eyebrows shot up. Harry's mouth fell open.
Neither of them had expected that.
Aurora herself was shocked. Her eyes went wide, her arms dropped to her sides, and she stared at her mother as if Margaret had just announced that dragons were real and one was waiting for her in the garden.
"Really, Maman?" Her voice was small, hopeful, disbelieving. "I can stay?"
Margaret smiled. "Yes."
Aurora jumped.
"YES! No school! No school! No school!" She bounced on the mattress, her nightgown flapping, her hair flying. She looked like a small, ecstatic bird trying to take flight.
She chanted the words, bouncing higher with each repetition, until Sirius reached out and caught her around the waist, pulling her down onto his lap.
"Alright, little star," he said, laughing. "We heard you."
Aurora giggled, breathless, and threw her arms around his neck.
"Come on," Margaret said, clapping her hands gently. "Get dressed. Then breakfast. Or shall I say brunch? We are all late today."
The children did not need to be told twice.
"I am hungry," Aurora announced.
"Me too," Harry said.
"I am starving," Aurora added, as if starving was worse than hungry.
"I could eat a whole cow," Harry said.
"That is disgusting," Aurora informed him.
"You are disgusting," Harry replied, but he was smiling.
They scrambled off the bed—Harry first, then Aurora, who nearly tripped over the duvet but caught herself on the footboard. They ran for the door together, their feet pounding on the carpet, their laughter echoing behind them.
"Slow down!" Margaret called after them. "Do not run on the stairs!"
They did not slow down. She heard their footsteps on the staircase, rapid and light, and shook her head.
Margaret and Sirius watched the empty doorway.
The room was quiet now. The fire crackled. The clock ticked. The morning light fell across the bed in soft, golden rectangles.
Margaret turned to Sirius.
He was already watching her.
He was propped against the pillows, his dark hair a mess, his shirt rumpled, his grey eyes soft. There was a smile on his lips—not his usual smirk, not the sharp, guarded expression he wore for the world. This was something else. Something tender. Something that made her heart beat faster.
He was watching her like she was the only person in the room. Like she was the only person in the world.
Margaret felt her cheeks warm.
"What?" she asked, uncertain.
Sirius did not answer immediately. He reached out—slowly, deliberately—and touched her cheek with the back of his fingers. The gesture was gentle, almost reverent. His knuckles grazed her skin, tracing the line of her cheekbone, the curve of her jaw.
"Please tell me," he said, his voice low, "that I did not imagine last night. And that you still love me."
Margaret's heart clenched.
"The last time I checked," she said, her voice steady despite the flutter in her chest, "I was still in love."
Sirius's grin widened. His thumb traced her jaw, feather-light, his eyes dropping to her lips.
"When exactly was the last time?" he asked.
His gaze dropped to her mouth. Lingered. The question was not about time—it was about confirmation. It was about hearing the words again.
Margaret held her voice at level.
"The last breath I took," she said.
Sirius looked up at once. His grey eyes met her blue ones, and something passed between them—a spark, a current, a connection that made the air in the room feel charged.
She was smiling now. One eyebrow raised. A challenge.
Sirius shook his head slowly, his smile spreading across his face.
"Damn, Margaret," he said. "You are a flirt."
Margaret laughed. The sound was bright, surprised, genuine.
"Why?" she asked. "Did you want to be the only one?"
Sirius's ears turned red.
She noticed. He was blushing—actually blushing, the color rising from his neck to his cheeks, staining the tips of his ears. She had never seen a grown man blush like that before. He looked almost shy. Almost boyish. She had not known it could be so... engaging.
Especially when you are the reason, she thought.
Sirius said nothing. He looked defeated, but pleased—like a man who had lost a battle he was happy to lose.
He raised both hands and cupped her face. His palms were warm, slightly rough, cradling her cheeks like she was something precious.
"I am in love," he said. His voice was quiet, earnest, stripped of all his usual dramatics. "Utterly and madly. In love with you, my lady."
Margaret felt the color rise to her own cheeks. She could not help it. His words, his touch, the way he was looking at her—it was too much, and not enough, and everything she had ever wanted.
"You are not the only one," she said. "Because I love you too."
They looked into each other's eyes.
The moment held them—drowned them at once, then steadied them. There was no rush, no urgency. Just the quiet certainty of two people who had finally said what needed to be said and were letting the words settle.
Sirius moved first.
He leaned in and pressed his lips against hers.
The kiss was slow. Sweet. It was a 'Good morning, I hope you slept well' kiss. It was also a 'Why did we waste time sleeping when you could have been kissing me instead' kiss.
It was gentle and tender and full of promise.
Margaret responded in kind.
Her hand came up to his chest, her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt. She felt herself melt beneath his touch—not collapse, not dissolve, but soften, open, become something pliable and warm.
He was holding her face to his mouth, tilting her head as he pleased, adjusting the angle to deepen the kiss just slightly. But his touch was gentle. Always gentle. He handled her like something precious, something he was afraid of breaking.
Margaret had no complaints. Not about the ruined hair—his fingers were tangled in it, pulling strands loose from their careful arrangement. Not about the way her robe had slipped off her shoulder. Not about anything.
They parted.
Their foreheads rested together. Their breath mingled—warm, soft, shared.
Sirius turned his head and kissed her cheek. The kiss was soft, lingering, almost absent-minded, as if he could not help himself.
"I cannot believe," he said, his voice barely above a whisper, "that I spent thirty-four years on this planet without a morning like this. The family to hug. The kids to cuddle. The wife to kiss."
Margaret blushed scarlet.
He always does this, she thought. He says the sweetest things, and I turn into a blushing teenager, and I cannot even be angry about it because he means every word.
She opened her eyes.
"We have the future now, Sirius," she said. She flicked his nose with hers—a small, playful gesture. "Plenty of mornings."
He smiled in return.
Margaret pulled back. Not far—just enough to look at him clearly.
"Sirius," she said. "Come on. Get up. The children will be waiting at the table."
Sirius nodded. He made no move to get up.
His thumb was still tracing patterns on her cheek. His other hand was still tangled in her hair. He was looking at her like he had all the time in the world.
"Take a shower," Margaret said. "And I will redo the dressing. Alright?"
He nodded again. Still did not move.
Margaret sighed—a soft, fond sound—and gently extracted herself from his arms. She slipped off the bed, her bare feet landing on the carpet, and smoothed her robe.
Sirius made a small sound of protest. His hand reached for her, caught her wrist, held on.
"Do not go far," he said.
"I am going downstairs." she said. "That is not far."
"It is far," he said. "You are not in my arms. That is far."
Margaret shook her head, but she was smiling. She leaned down and kissed his forehead—a quick, firm press of lips.
"Shower," she said. "Now."
She pulled her wrist free and walked to the door.
Behind her, she heard the bed creak. She looked back.
Sirius had swung his legs over the side of the bed. He was sitting up, his bare feet on the floor, his shirt still rumpled, his hair still a mess. He looked at the clock on the nightstand.
His eyes widened.
"Eleven-thirty?" He scrambled to his feet. "It is eleven-thirty? How did that happen? We slept half the day away—"
Margaret smiled.
He was already moving toward the bathroom, his long legs carrying him across the room in three strides. He paused at the door and looked back at her.
"Do not start breakfast without me," he said.
"I would not dare," she said.
He grinned—that familiar, reckless, brilliant grin—and disappeared into the bathroom. The door closed behind him. A moment later, she heard the shower start.
Margaret stood in the doorway for a moment, listening to the sound of the water, feeling the warmth of the morning on her face.
Then she turned and walked downstairs.
Chapter Text
The brunch at Grimmauld Place was, at best, chaotic. At worst, it was a battlefield.
The dining table, which had been laid with such care that morning—crisp white linen, polished silver, crystal glasses catching the light—had descended into glorious ruin. Plates were scattered across the surface, overlapping, migrating, claiming territory like small, ceramic nations. Crumbs dotted the tablecloth like fallen soldiers. A smear of jam decorated the sleeve of Harry's shirt. Aurora had somehow managed to get scrambled eggs in her hair.
The food kept coming.
Courses appeared as if by magic—because they did, by magic, Kreacher's invisible hands delivering fresh platters before the old ones were fully empty. Baskets of bread, warm and soft, their crusts crackling. Platters of eggs—scrambled, poached, fried, their yolks golden and gleaming. The full English fry-up: bacon crisp and curling, sausages plump and glistening, grilled tomatoes, mushrooms, baked beans, black pudding that Harry had learned to tolerate but would never love. Fish and chips, because Aurora had demanded it. And the macarons—piles of them, pale pink and pistachio green and lavender purple, delicate as jewels—that Sirius had brought from France, arranged on a three-tiered stand that spun slowly in the center of the table.
The food was a chaos of its own. But it was nothing compared to the voices.
Harry and Aurora were talking over each other. Not politely, not taking turns, but simultaneously, their words tangling in the air like two threads being woven into a single, impossible knot.
"And then—" Harry said.
"And THEN—" Aurora said, louder.
"I was sitting in the living room—"
"I was coloring my dragon—"
"The window seat—"
"Mumma was reading—"
"The lights of the city—"
"I asked every hour where Sirius was—"
Harry stopped. He looked at Aurora. Aurora looked at Harry.
"You are boring," Aurora announced.
"Your stories are wild," Harry said.
Margaret set down her tea and pressed her fingers to her temples. "Both of you. Eat your breakfast. The food is getting cold."
The food was not getting cold. The dishes were enchanted to stay warm. But the children did not know that, and Margaret was hoping the mention of cold food would distract them.
It did not.
Aurora turned back to Sirius, her dark eyes bright. "Do you want to hear me or Harry's boring talk?"
Sirius looked at Harry. Harry shook his head slightly, a silent plea.
"Both," Sirius said. "I want to hear both. Aurora, you go first."
Aurora beamed. Harry slumped in his chair.
Margaret caught Sirius's eye across the table. She gave him a look that said you are making it worse.
He smiled. Innocent. Untroubled.
Aurora climbed onto her knees on her chair, the better to gesture with her hands. Her dark hair was flying, her small face flushed with importance.
"The first day," she announced, "was very sad."
Sirius leaned forward. "Sad?"
"Very sad. Harry did not talk. Mumma did not talk. I did not talk."
"You did not talk?" Sirius's eyebrows rose. "For a whole day?"
Aurora hesitated. "I talked a little. To my dragon Fleur. But no one else."
Sirius pressed a hand to his heart. "That is the saddest thing I have ever heard."
"It was," Aurora agreed. "The house was very quiet. The portraits were sleeping. Even Kreacher was not muttering."
Harry snorted. "Kreacher is always muttering."
"He was muttering quietly," Aurora corrected. "That is different."
Sirius nodded gravely. "Quiet muttering is a sign of deep distress. Go on."
Aurora launched into a detailed account of the first evening. She described the living room, the cold fireplace, the way Margaret had stared at her papers without reading them. She described Harry sitting on the window seat, watching the street, waiting for Sirius to appear.
Harry felt his face heat. He had not realized Aurora had noticed him watching the window.
Sirius held his gaze for a moment longer, then turned back to Aurora. "Continue, little star. Tell me everything."
Aurora needed no further encouragement. She started with her retellings.
Sirius grinned. He reached over—not to his own plate, which remained untouched, the food growing cold—but to Harry's plate. He speared a piece of bacon with his fork and popped it into his mouth.
Harry stared at his plate. Then at Sirius. Then at his plate again.
"That was my bacon."
"Was it?"
"I was saving it."
"You were saving it? For what occasion?"
"For eating. Now."
Sirius shrugged, unrepentant. He reached for Harry's plate again. Harry pulled it closer to his chest, shielding it with his arm. Sirius's fork hovered in the air, defeated.
Margaret watched the exchange, her lips pressed together. She was trying not to smile. She was failing.
Under the table, Sirius's knee pressed against hers.
She did not move. She kept her eyes on her tea.
His knee pressed harder.
She looked up. He was watching her with an expression of absolute innocence, his grey eyes wide, his fork still suspended in mid-air.
She shot him a look.
He smiled. Innocent. Untroubled. The picture of a man who had done nothing wrong.
Her foot found his shin under the table. Not hard—just enough to let him know she knew.
He did not flinch. His smile widened.
Margaret looked away. Her ears were pink.
Aurora launched into a story again.
This time, she stood on her chair—because standing on her chair gave her more authority, or maybe just more height. Her dark hair was wild, her face flushed, her small hands gesturing like a conductor leading an orchestra.
"The morning," she announced, "Harry saved my life."
Sirius leaned forward, his elbows on the table. "Saved your life?"
"The floor was going to eat me." She pointed at the floor beneath her chair, as if the threat was still present, still lurking. "I was on the very high bed. The highest bed in the whole house. And I was trying to get down very fast—because I wanted to see you, Sirius—"
"I am honored."
"—and my foot got stuck. In my nightgown. The hem. It twisted. Like this."
She demonstrated. She wrapped her leg around the other, wobbled dangerously, and grabbed the edge of the table to steady herself.
"I was falling," she continued. "My face was going to hit the floor. The floor was going to open its teeth and eat me. And then—"
Sirius's eyes widened. "The floor eats children?"
"Oh yes," Aurora said solemnly. "It eats little kids who fall off beds. Everyone knows this."
Sirius nodded, his expression grave. "I know. I was almost eaten as a child. Several times. It's a miracle, I have legs."
Margaret rolled her eyes so hard her entire head moved.
Harry, who had been taking a sip of his juice, choked. He coughed, sputtered, and looked at Margaret. She looked back at him. They shared a look—exasperated, fond, united in their helplessness against the absurdity of Sirius and Aurora.
Aurora paused. Her eyes were wide. Her voice dropped to a dramatic whisper.
"Harry jumped. Like a cow."
"Lion," Harry said.
"Cow."
"Lion."
"Cows are very fast."
"We are not having this argument again."
Sirius raised a hand. "Children, children. I have a solution."
Harry and Aurora looked at him.
"Reenactment," Sirius said. "I want to see it. The whole thing. The fall, the catch, the rescue. Everything."
Harry's face went red. "No."
"Yes," Sirius said. "Aurora, climb onto the table."
"No!"
"Aurora, climb onto the table."
Aurora looked at Harry. Harry looked at Sirius. Sirius smiled.
"Please, Harry?" Sirius's voice was soft now, almost pleading. "For me? I was gone for two days. I missed you. I want to see my knight in shining armor in action."
Harry's ears were burning. His face was burning. He wanted the floor—the non-teethed floor, the ordinary, non-hungry floor—to swallow him whole.
But Sirius was looking at him with those grey eyes, and Harry could not say no.
He sighed. "Fine."
Aurora cheered.
The reenactment was absurd. Aurora climbed onto the table—with Margaret's help, because Margaret had given up on sanity entirely—and stood at the edge, her dress's hem tangled around her ankles. She wobbled. She flailed. She threw herself forward.
Harry caught her. Of course he caught her. He had been standing at the ready, his arms open, his seeker reflexes primed.
Sirius gasped. "Incredible!"
Harry set Aurora down. She bowed.
"The speed," Sirius said clapping. "The grace. The sheer athleticism. Harry, you are a hero."
"I caught her," Harry mumbled. "It was nothing."
"It was everything." Sirius's voice was sincere now, the teasing gone. He reached across the table and patted Harry's shoulder. "My knight in shining armor."
Harry's face was so red it hurt.
Margaret smiled. She reached over and squeezed Harry's hand under the table.
"Thank you, Harry," she said softly. "For taking care of her."
Harry nodded. He could not speak.
The table was wiped clean. The dishes disappeared—by magic, or by Kreacher, or by the house itself, Harry did not know. In their place, boxes appeared.
Sirius reached into a large shopping bag and pulled out the first box. It was flat, wide, wrapped in silver paper. He handed it to Aurora.
"For my little star."
Aurora tore into the wrapping. The box flew open. Tissue paper scattered across the table.
Inside were dresses. Three of them. One pale pink with small white flowers embroidered along the hem. One deep blue with a sash that tied in a bow at the back. One soft yellow with puff sleeves and a high collar.
Aurora held each one up, her eyes wide, her mouth open.
"They are so pretty," she breathed. "Sirius, they are so, so pretty."
She climbed onto his lap and kissed his cheek. Once. Twice. Then again.
"I will wear them to school," she announced. "Every day. I will never take them off."
"You have to take them off to wash them," Margaret said.
"I will not wash them."
"You will smell."
"Sirius will not mind."
Sirius, wisely, said nothing.
The next box was long, flat, wrapped in deep blue paper. Sirius handed it to Margaret.
"For you, darling."
Margaret opened it carefully, her fingers steady. Inside was a coat—long, charcoal gray, the collar wide and folded, the buttons shaped like small flowers. The lining was pale blue silk.
She ran her fingers over the fabric. "It is beautiful, Sirius."
"Try it on."
She stood and slipped her arms into the sleeves. The coat settled around her shoulders like it had been made for her. The fit was perfect. The fabric fell in soft, elegant lines.
She turned to Sirius. He was watching her with that soft, dreamy expression he wore when he thought no one was looking.
"Thank you," she said.
She leaned down and kissed his cheek.
Sirius's ears turned pink.
The last box was smaller, heavier. Sirius handed it to Harry.
"For you, love."
Harry opened it. Inside was a pair of boots.
They were beautiful. The leather was dark, rich, dragonhide—soft but durable, polished to a deep shine. The soles were thick, the stitching precise. Harry turned one over and saw, pressed into the leather of the sole, his initials.
H.J.P.
Right where his heel would rest.
Harry stared at them. "Sirius, these are—"
"Try them on," Sirius said.
Harry pulled off his trainers and slid his feet into the boots. The leather was soft, the fit perfect. He stood up, took a few steps. The soles gripped the carpet.
"They are perfect," he said. "Sirius, they are—" He stopped. Swallowed. "Thank you."
Sirius's smile was soft. "You are welcome, love."
He paused. His eyes sparkled.
"They would look very good on a date in Hogsmeade."
Harry's face went red again. "Sirius—"
"With a girl. Or a boy. I do not judge."
"Sirius!"
Margaret came to his rescue. "Sirius, stop tormenting the boy."
"I am not tormenting. I am advising."
"You are tormenting."
"I am being a supportive guardian."
Harry looked at Margaret. Margaret looked at Harry. They shared a look—exasperated, fond, united in their helplessness against the force of Sirius's charm.
Harry sat down. He was still wearing the boots. He did not want to take them off.
The afternoon stretched ahead, lazy and warm.
The children changed into their swimsuits—Harry's dark blue, Aurora's bright pink with glittering fish—and made their way to the pool. The water was pale blue, shimmering under the enchanted lights. The air was warm, humid, thick with the scent of chlorine.
Sirius sat at the edge of the pool, his legs dangling over the side, his injured arm resting in his lap. Margaret's instructions had been clear: Do not get in the pool. Do not get your bandages wet. Do not be an idiot.
He was following them. Barely.
"Faster, Harry," he called. "You are swimming like an old man."
Harry, who was doing laps, stopped and treaded water. "I am not old."
"Your technique is old. Pull your arms higher. You are splashing too much."
Harry glared at him. Then he adjusted his stroke.
"Better," Sirius said. "Much better."
Aurora was clinging to the edge, her small legs kicking. "Sirius, look. I am swimming."
"You are holding onto the wall, little star."
"The water is touching me. That is swimming."
Sirius laughed. "Fair point."
He watched them—Harry gliding through the water, Aurora splashing, both of them happy. His grey eyes were soft, his smile gentle.
Margaret was in her study. She had work to do, papers to review, letters to write. But she had left the window open, and she could hear the laughter echoing the garden.
She smiled. She turned back to her papers.
The afternoon was lazy. Warm. Full of family.
And Sirius, sitting at the edge of the pool, watching his children swim, thought that this was what he had come home for.
He dipped his feet into the water. The coolness was a shock, a relief. Aurora splashed him. He splashed her back.
Harry laughed.
And the chaos continued.
Chapter Text
The private meeting room on the ground floor was not a room Sirius would ever have chosen for himself.
It was too formal. Too proper. The walls were paneled in dark wood, the furniture heavy and old, the curtains a deep burgundy that seemed to swallow the morning light. A long mahogany table dominated the center of the space, surrounded by high-backed chairs that looked like they had been designed to make guests feel small. A crystal decanter sat on a sideboard, its contents amber and untouched.
This was where Margaret conducted business. Where she met with solicitors, reviewed documents, held the kind of conversations that required silence and seriousness and the absence of children.
Sirius had been banished here this morning. Margaret had announced it at breakfast: "We are working today. Both of us. There are papers that need your signature, and I will not chase you through the house to get them."
He had agreed. He had even been cooperative. For the first ten minutes.
Now, an hour later, the papers were spread across the low table in front of the couch—because Margaret had abandoned the formal chairs for the couch near the window, and Sirius had followed. The couch was a deep, comfortable thing, upholstered in dark green velvet. The cushions were soft, the kind that swallowed you whole.
Margaret sat at one end, her back straight, her legs crossed at the ankles. She was wearing her home robes—soft, pale gray, the fabric draping elegantly over her shoulders. Her hair was loose, falling in dark waves that caught the light from the window. A stack of documents rested on her lap, and her quill moved in short, precise strokes across the parchment.
She was working.
Sirius, who had finished signing his documents twenty minutes ago, was not.
He was lying on the couch, his head propped on his left hand—carefully, mindful of his still-healing shoulder—and his right hand was not idle. His fingers found the ends of Margaret's hair, the strands silky and dark, and began to twist them, slowly, absently, as if he had all the time in the world.
Margaret did not react.
He moved closer. His hand slid from her hair to her shoulder, his fingers tracing the curve of her collarbone through the fabric of her robe.
Margaret turned a page. Her quill did not stop.
Sirius leaned in and kissed her cheek. Soft. Lingering.
Margaret's quill continued to move.
He kissed her cheek again. And then once again.
"Sirius," she said. Her voice was calm, but there was a thread of something beneath it—exasperation, perhaps, or warmth, or both.
"Yes, my darling?"
"Are you finished with your documents?"
"Hours ago."
"Then perhaps you could find something else to occupy yourself."
"I have found something." He kissed her cheek again. "You."
Margaret set down her quill. She turned to look at him—properly look at him, her blue eyes meeting his grey ones. Her expression was composed, but the tips of her ears were pink.
"You are impossible," she said.
"I am persistent," he said. "There is a difference."
She shook her head. She shifted to the far end of the couch, creating a gap between them. Her quill found its way back to her hand. Her eyes dropped to the documents.
Sirius watched her for a moment. Then he moved.
He shifted closer. Just a little.
Margaret did not look up. Her quill kept moving.
He moved closer again. His hand found the back of the couch, his fingers brushing against her hair.
Margaret's quill paused. Just for a moment. Just long enough for him to notice.
He smiled.
He was not even a foot away from her now. He could feel the warmth of her body, could smell the lavender of her shampoo, could see the delicate curve of her jaw, the slight flush that had risen on her cheeks.
She was perfectly aware of him. She was trying to maintain a blank face, to focus on her work, to ignore the heat rising in her own skin.
She was failing.
Sirius leaned in. He was about to kiss her cheek again—just to see if she would finally break—when the sound came.
Loud, wailing, inconsolable crying. And small, running footsteps, pounding against the floorboards of the corridor.
The door burst open.
Aurora flew into the room, her dark hair wild, her face wet with tears, her small chest heaving with sobs. She did not stop. She did not slow. She ran straight to Sirius, climbed onto his lap without a word, and buried her face in his chest.
Both Sirius and Margaret tensed at once.
"What is wrong?" Margaret asked. Her quill had dropped from her hand. Her documents were forgotten.
Sirius withdrew his hand from Margaret immediately—instinctively, a parent's reflex—and wrapped both arms around Aurora. His right hand pressed against her back, moving in slow, soothing circles. His left hand cradled the back of her head, his fingers threading through her tangled hair.
"Sweetheart," he said, his voice low and gentle. "What happened? Tell me."
Aurora did not answer. Her sobs were too loud, too desperate. She clung to him like he was the only safe thing in the world.
And then Harry entered the room.
He was walking fast, his bare feet slapping against the floor, his face red with irritation. His glasses were slightly askew. His hair—already messy—looked like he had been running his hands through it in frustration.
He looked at the couch. At Aurora, curled in Sirius's lap, crying. He crossed the room and forced himself into the space between Margaret and Sirius. Margaret moved immediately, instinctively, shifting aside to give him room.
Harry settled himself. His body was turned toward Sirius, toward the crying child in his godfather's lap. His face was still red, his jaw still tight. He was not looking at Margaret or Sirius. He was looking at Aurora—at the child who was monopolizing his godfather, and at whom he could do nothing.
Margaret saw his clenched jaw, his stiff shoulders, the way his hands were curled into fists on his knees. She placed her hand on his shoulder—warm, steady, grounding. Her fingers began to move in slow circles, easing the tension.
Harry leaned into the touch. Just slightly.
His anger was still there. But he did not pull away.
Aurora's cries began to subside. The great, heaving sobs softened into hiccups, into sniffles, into the occasional shuddering breath. She pulled back from Sirius's chest just enough to look up at him. Her face was blotchy, her nose red, her dark eyes swollen with tears.
"Sirius," she said, her voice small and wobbling. "I do not like Harry. He is bad."
She pointed one tiny finger at Harry. The accusation hung in the air, sharp and absolute.
Harry's anger flared at once. "I am not exactly your fan either," he said. His voice was sharp, defensive, the voice of someone who had been pushed too far and was pushing back.
Sirius and Margaret tensed at the same moment. Their eyes met across the space between them—over Aurora's head, over Harry's hunched shoulders. There was fear in Margaret's gaze. The children had been avoiding each other for days. They had only just started talking, only just begun to find something like companionship. And now this.
Margaret's voice was calm. Measured. The voice she used when she was trying to prevent a disaster.
"What happened?"
They started talking at once.
Aurora's voice was high, indignant. "I asked Harry to play with me—"
Harry's voice was defensive, angry. "She disturbed me while I was studying—"
"I let him play with me—"
"I did not want to play—"
"You are lying—"
"I am not lying—"
"He is lying, Sirius—"
"I am not—"
"You ARE—"
Aurora's voice rose to a shout. "He was looking at pictures of boys!"
Harry's mouth snapped shut.
The silence that followed was absolute. His face went red—not with anger this time, but with something else. Embarrassment. Pure, mortifying embarrassment. His ears burned. His hands curled into fists. He looked like he wanted the floor to open and swallow him whole.
Sirius raised an eyebrow. His grey eyes sparkled with barely contained amusement. "Pictures of boys?"
Margaret & Sirius shared a look. Is this???
Harry launched into his defense at once, his words tumbling over each other, his voice high and desperate. "I was bored, so I was reading my Quidditch magazine. Viktor Krum did a Wronski Feint. He is a Bulgarian seeker. That was his picture." He was pleading now, his eyes fixed on Sirius, his godfather, his judge and jury. "That was it. Just Quidditch."
Sirius's smirk widened. He was enjoying this far too much. Despite the shouting and the tears.
Aurora, sensing weakness, pressed her advantage. "See? He is lying. He said he was doing his homework before."
Harry rounded on her. "I was doing my homework. But I got bored. So I opened the magazine. Just for a moment. Just when you arrived." He turned back to Sirius and Margaret, his voice rising. "I am not lying."
Margaret intervened. Her voice was calm, steady, the voice of a magistrate restoring order.
"Alright. Alright. Let us understand." She held up her hand. "Harry was studying. He took a break to read a magazine. Aurora asked him to play. Then what happened?"
Aurora answered first. "I let him play with me. I gave him a very important task."
Harry could not contain himself. He burst out, his voice incredulous, "You gave me a HORSE to brush! That is not an important task!"
Aurora's eyes flashed. Her voice rose to match his. "She is a PONY, not a horse. You are silly, Harry."
Harry stopped.
His mouth opened. Closed. Opened again. His brow furrowed. His eyes moved—left, right, up—as if he was trying to access a file in his brain that had been corrupted. The entire animal kingdom from primary school flashed behind his eyes. Mammals. Equines. The difference between a pony and a horse.
Sirius and Margaret watched the calculation happen. They could see it on his face—the pause, the confusion, the slow realization that he might not actually know if there was a difference.
Harry spoke slowly, uncertainly, like a child who was committed to his argument but no longer sure if he was right. "It is the same thing."
Sirius and Margaret looked between their children. Their heads moved like spectators at a tennis match, tracking the volley of accusations. They were not sure if they should be horrified or if they should jump in.
Aurora was horrified. "It is NOT! Miss Briganza is a PONY!"
Harry's confusion turned back to anger. "Oh, that thing has a name too?"
Aurora burst into tears again. Fresh, wrenching sobs that shook her small body. As if Harry had insulted her instead of a toy. She turned to Sirius, pressing her face into his chest.
"Sirius," she wailed. "Miss Briganza was hurt. Harry did it. She felt bad."
Harry threw up his hands. "Where exactly did she feel it? In her wooden bones?"
Sirius laughed.
He could not help it. The sound burst out of him—loud, bright, uncontrollable. Harry could be really funny in his temper, and this—this was funny.
Aurora's tears came faster. Her sobs redoubled.
Sirius stopped immediately. "Sorry, little star. I am sorry. Tell me what happened."
Harry sat with his arms crossed over his chest, his chest rising and falling with angry breaths. His face was still red. His jaw was tight. Margaret placed her hand on his arm—just resting there, warm and steady—and she felt some of the tension ease. His shoulders dropped.
He stayed silent.
Aurora, between hiccups and sniffles, told her story.
"Sirius, I asked Harry if he wanted to play with me. And then—" She swallowed. "And then I gave him the hairbrush. To brush Miss Briganza's hair. Because she had to go to work. Her hair should look good."
Harry could not help himself. "Now the horse goes to work as well?"
Aurora either didnot hear him or choose to ignore. She reached into the pocket of her overalls—the small front pocket that none of them had noticed—and pulled out a hairbrush. It was small, pink, with long strands of blond hair tangled in the bristles. The hair was pulled, snarled, ripped out at the roots.
Aurora held it up like evidence at a trial. Her tears, which had slowed, began again in earnest.
"Harry pulled out Miss Briganza's hair!" she wailed. "He hurt her!" She turned to Harry, her face accusing. "Harry does not even know how to brush hair."
Harry's defense came out fast, defensive, almost pleading. "That is how I brush my own hair! I did not know that horse was so weak!"
"She is a PONY!" Aurora shouted. "And you do not even brush your own hair! It looks like grass!"
Harry's hand flew to his hair. He patted it self-consciously, trying to flatten the mess, succeeding only in making it worse. "Hey," he mumbled. A small, wounded sound.
Sirius wanted to laugh.
He wanted to laugh so badly his stomach hurt. The absurdity of it—the wooden pony, the hairbrush, the accusation of murder, the grass comment—was almost more than he could bear. His lips twitched. His shoulders shook.
Margaret shot him a look. A look that said do not you dare. A look that said this is serious. A look that said you are not helping.
Sirius swallowed his laugh. Barely.
Margaret was not laughing. She was concerned. Really concerned. The children were on the edge of something—a breakthrough or a breakdown—and she was not sure which way it would go.
Sirius and Margaret watched the kids. Both children were waiting—waiting for the adults to side with them, to declare them right, to validate their anger. The pure rage in their eyes was almost identical. The same stubborn set of the jaw. The same refusal to back down.
Margaret spoke first. Her voice was calm, measured, the voice of someone who had mediated disputes before.
"Aurora. Harry has never played with your pony before. He did not know how much pressure to use. It was a mistake."
Aurora was not having it. Her voice rose, indignant. "Miss Briganza had such beautiful hair. Harry killed her."
Harry opened his mouth to reply—loudly, probably, with more accusations about wooden bones—but Sirius stopped him. His hand came up, resting on Harry's shoulder. A gentle pressure. A silent request.
"Kreacher," Sirius called.
The elf appeared with a soft crack.
"Bring the pony," Sirius said. He paused. "Miss Briganza. From Aurora's room."
Kreacher nodded and disappeared. He was back a moment later, the pony floating behind him, its wooden hooves hovering inches above the floor.
It was a large toy. Big enough that Aurora could sit on it and ride it around the house, her legs dangling, her small hands gripping the reins. The body was painted pink—bright, cheerful pink, the color of cotton candy. The mane and tail were made of real hair, blond and silky, and they had been brushed—had been beautiful—until a patch of the mane had been ripped out, leaving an ugly bald spot near the neck.
Harry looked at the pony. He looked at the bald spot. His ears went red.
Aurora pointed at the crime scene. "Look, Sirius. Look what he did."
Sirius pulled out his wand. He was still holding Aurora with his right arm, his left arm moving carefully, mindful of the healing wound. He pointed the wand at the pony and murmured a spell. The pulled-out hair flew from the brush—the strands lifting, untangling, floating through the air—and settled back into the mane. The hair glowed for a moment, soft and golden, and the pony seemed to shimmer, its painted eyes brightening as if it had come to life. Then the glow faded, and the pony was whole again.
"See, Aurora?" Sirius said. "Miss Briganza is fine. Her hair is back. Stop crying."
Aurora's tears slowed. They stopped. She sniffled, wiped her nose on her sleeve, and looked at the pony. She reached out and touched the mane, her small fingers gentle, reverent.
"Miss Briganza," she whispered. "I am sorry you had to suffer. I am sorry you died."
Harry rolled his eyes. "No one is going to say how stupid this is? Really?" He looked between Margaret and Sirius, his arms still crossed, his jaw still tight.
Sirius's voice was calm. Patient. "Harry, come on. She is a child. When we were kids, we also believed a lot of things that were not true. I remember I had an imaginary ship. I was a pirate. I believed it with my whole heart."
Harry's anger flickered. He considered Sirius's words. The image of a young Sirius, his grey eyes bright, standing on an imaginary ship, shouting orders to an invisible crew—it was almost funny. Almost endearing.
He thought of himself, locked in the cupboard under the stairs, believing his own stories. Believing that a flying motorcycle would come to rescue him. Believing that a relative he had never met would appear and take him away. Believing that magic was real.
Margaret's hand was still on his arm. Her thumb moved in small circles, soothing the tension.
Harry swallowed. He nodded. "Alright."
Sirius smiled. "If she believes Miss Briganza is real and that she was hurt, let her. Alright?"
Harry nodded again. He understood. He had been hurt himself when the Dursleys had told him magic was not real. He had been doing the same thing to Aurora—dismissing her belief, making her feel small.
"Harry." Sirius's voice was gentle. "Come on. Say sorry."
Harry did not fight. He turned to Aurora. He looked at the pony, at the now-restored mane, at Aurora's small, tear-stained face.
"I am sorry, pony," he said.
Aurora's voice was sharp. "Her name is Miss Briganza."
Margaret interjected. "Aurora. No shouting. Harry is trying to be nice. Be nice."
Harry laughed. He shook his head.
"Alright," he said. "Miss Briganza. I am sorry I hurt your hair."
Aurora nodded. Her forgiveness was instant, complete. "It is okay, Harry. You did not know. She forgives you."
Sirius turned to Aurora. "Harry agreed to play with you even when he had homework. Come on. Thank him."
Aurora turned to Harry. "Thank you, Harry. For playing with me."
Harry smiled. His anger was forgotten.
Aurora took the brush from Sirius and demonstrated. She brushed Miss Briganza's mane with light, careful strokes—barely touching the hair, the brush hovering just above the strands.
"This is how you brush hair, Harry," she said.
Harry nodded. "I see."
Margaret smiled at him. He smiled back. She reached out and brushed a piece of dust from his shirt, then smoothed his collar. A small, maternal gesture. He did not pull away.
Aurora was not finished. "Harry, I will not let you comb her hair ever again. You can make her tea."
Harry nodded. "Alright. I will make her tea."
Sirius patted Harry on the shoulder. "Go on. Play, both of you."
Harry smiled. It was a real smile, warm and genuine.
Aurora looked at the pony, then at the stairs. "Harry, you have to take Miss Briganza upstairs. She cannot go up the stairs on her own."
Margaret's voice was firm. "Be nice, Aurora. Ask nicely. If you want Harry to help you, or to play with you."
Aurora nodded. She turned to Harry, her small face earnest.
"Please, Harry. Will you carry Miss Briganza upstairs?"
Harry looked at the pony. He looked at Aurora. He looked at Sirius and Margaret, who were watching him with soft, hopeful eyes.
"Alright," he said.
He bent down, lifted the wooden pony—it was heavier than it looked—and settled it against his hip. Aurora followed, chattering about tea parties and the proper way to serve biscuits.
They disappeared through the doorway, their voices fading as they climbed the stairs.
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The door had barely closed behind the children when Sirius burst into laughter.
It was not a polite chuckle or a restrained smile. It was a full, barking laugh—the kind that came from somewhere deep in his chest, that shook his shoulders and crinkled the corners of his eyes. His head fell back against the sofa cushions. His hand pressed against his stomach as if to hold himself together.
The sound echoed off the bookshelves, bounced off the ceiling, filled the quiet room with something warm and loud and utterly irreverent.
Margaret stared at him.
Her expression was not amused. Her eyebrows were drawn together, her lips pressed into a thin line, her blue eyes fixed on his face with an intensity that would have made most men wither. Her hands were clasped tightly in her lap, knuckles white. She looked, Sirius thought, like she was moments away from strangling him.
He stopped laughing at once.
"What?" he asked. His voice was still light, still threaded with the remnants of his amusement, but there was a note of caution beneath it.
Margaret's voice was low, controlled, the kind of controlled that meant she was anything but.
"How can you laugh, Sirius?" She gestured toward the door, toward the stairs where the children had disappeared. "Did you not just see what happened?"
Sirius shrugged. His shoulders lifted and fell in a casual, almost dismissive motion. "I saw. That is exactly why I am laughing." He reached for her hand, but she pulled it away. He let his hand fall to the sofa cushion between them. "The kids are getting along."
"The children were at each other's throats." Margaret said. Her voice rose, just slightly. "They declared their dislike quite loudly. In case you did not hear."
"They do not mean it." Sirius waved a hand, brushing away her concern like smoke. "It was a small fight. A squabble. Relax."
Margaret was not convinced. Her jaw tightened. Her hands unclasped and then clasped again.
"They are not getting along, Sirius. When you were gone, they argued about your nationality. Claiming you like a prize." She shook her head, her dark hair swinging across her shoulders. "And now this. It is seriously concerning."
Sirius's grin was almost offensive to Margaret's paranoid, protective mind. It was wide, unrepentant, the grin of a man who knew something she did not.
Before she could shout at him—and she was very close to shouting—he reached for her hand again. This time, he caught it before she could pull away. His fingers wrapped around hers, warm and steady.
"Margaret," he said. His voice was soft now, the laughter faded. "That is how siblings are. They argue. They fight. They say terrible things to each other and then they forget about it five minutes later." He paused, his grey eyes holding hers. "They are finally getting comfortable with each other. They are not being formal anymore."
Margaret opened her mouth to respond. He held up his other hand, stopping her.
"Answer me this," he said. "Do you think Harry gets angry?"
Margaret blinked. The question was unexpected. She considered it—truly considered it, not just dismissed it.
"No," she said finally. "Not at all. He is the most well-behaved boy I have ever met. I have never seen him get upset or angry. He is so shy and calm."
Sirius shook his head. A slow smile spread across his face.
"Well, then," he said, "let me tell you something. Harry does have a temper. A real one." He paused, letting the words sink in. "The first time I met him—properly met him, in the Shrieking Shack—he punched me. Straight in the face."
Margaret's composure cracked. Her eyes widened. Her mouth fell open just slightly.
"Harry?" she asked. "Harry punched you?"
"Right in the face," Sirius confirmed. He touched his jaw, remembering. "He thought I had betrayed his parents. He was ready to kill me. That boy has a fire in him, Margaret. A real one. That is who Harry is. Fierce. Loyal. And angry, when he needs to be."
Margaret was silent, processing.
Sirius pressed on, his voice gentle now. "Listen to me. Harry has been walking on thin ice since he arrived here. You will notice it, if you look. He does not demand anything. He is happy with whatever you give him. He stays to the side. He waits for me to call him, to include him." He paused. "He is afraid of being too much. Of being a burden."
Margaret thought about this. She had noticed the formalities—the way Harry straightened his posture when she entered a room, the way he said "Margaret" like he was still testing whether he was allowed. She had assumed it was because of her own reserve, her own properness. But perhaps it was not only that.
Perhaps he was like that with everyone.
"Did you notice," Sirius continued, "just now, how Harry claimed his position?"
Margaret shook her head. She had only noticed the fight. The shouting. The accusations about wooden ponies. The tears.
Sirius leaned forward, his grey eyes intent. "Margaret, there was no space between us on this sofa. Harry came in here and pushed himself between us. He forced us to make room for him. He claimed his space." He paused, letting that sink in. "Can you imagine the Harry who arrived here two weeks ago doing that?"
Margaret went back in her memory. The first days. Harry sitting on the edge of chairs, ready to move. Harry asking permission for everything. Harry apologizing for existing.
No. That Harry would not have done this.
"You are right," she said softly. "He sat between us. He did not ask. He just—"
"Claimed," Sirius said. "He claimed his spot."
Margaret continued, her voice gaining confidence. "I put my hand on his shoulder. And he did not pull away. He did not straighten up. Normally, when I enter a room, he sits up straighter. He becomes—formal. But just now, he leaned into my touch."
Sirius lifted her hand and pressed it to his cheek. His skin was warm, slightly rough with stubble. His grey eyes were soft.
"He is getting comfortable," he said. "He has been on his best behavior since he arrived. He is still worried that I might send him back. That if he causes trouble, if he is too much, I will change my mind."
Margaret understood. She had seen it in the way Harry accepted every rule, every boundary, without complaint. The way he never demanded attention, never asked for more.
"He did not throw a tantrum," she said. "Not once. Not even when he was overwhelmed. I just thought he is a shy kid."
"Because he does not know he is allowed," Sirius said. "But today—today he argued. He got angry. He stood up for himself. And he involved us, knowing that we would listen. That we would not punish him for having feelings. He made us hear, his side too."
Sirius was smiling now. Not his usual smirk—something softer, prouder.
Margaret smiled too. The tension in her shoulders eased.
"You are right," she said. "He has trust now. He is sure of his position."
Sirius released her hand and made a small, dramatic bow from his seat—a pretentious, theatrical gesture that made Margaret laugh.
"There, my lady," he said. "I rest my case."
Margaret laughed again, the sound bright and genuine. She reached out and took his hand, holding it between both of hers.
"Merlin," she said. "They are getting along. Harry feels at home." She paused, her brow furrowing. "I hope they can do that without the fights, though."
Sirius laughed—a bark of laughter, the same one from before, but softer now. "No chance. It is going to get more intense. Siblings fight, Margaret. They argue. They shout. And then they make up and forget it ever happened. That is how it works."
Margaret shook her head, but she was smiling. "Do not have too much fun, Sirius. It looks like you are enjoying this."
Sirius's grin widened. "I am enjoying it a bit, yes." He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "A wooden pony. With hair fall issues. That goes to work."
Margaret laughed—a real laugh, loud and uncontrolled, and fell against his chest. His arms came around her immediately, holding her close.
"Miss Briganza," she said, her voice muffled against his shirt.
"Miss Briganza," he repeated, his chin resting on the top of her head. "Who had to suffer and die."
"And be resurrected by you."
"The Lord of the House of Black. Resurrector of ponies."
Margaret laughed again. She could not help it. The absurdity of the morning—the tears, the accusations, the wooden horse with a name—was finally catching up with her.
They sat there, tangled together on the sofa, the fire crackling softly in the hearth. The papers on the table were forgotten.
Sirius said after a while, "I have something on my mind."
Margaret asked, "What?"
Sirius said, "You will see."
Sirius kissed the top of her head. Margaret closed her eyes.
And the morning, which had begun with shouting and tears, settled into something peaceful.
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The morning sky was pale blue, streaked with thin clouds that moved lazily across the sun. The Quidditch pitch at the back of Grimmauld Place was alive with movement—the swoop of a broom, the rush of wind, the sharp crack of a hand catching wood.
Harry was flying.
He had been flying for over an hour. His cheeks were red from the cold, his hair was wild, and his smile was so wide it looked like it might split his face. The Firebolt responded to his every thought, every shift of weight, every subtle pressure of his knees. It was not a broom. It was an extension of his body, a second skin, a pair of wings.
He pulled up into a steep climb, then dropped into a dive—straight toward the ground, faster than he had ever flown, the wind screaming in his ears. At the last possible moment, he pulled up, his stomach lurching, his heart pounding, and shot through the left hoop at an angle that should have been impossible.
Sirius watched from the edge of the pitch.
His arms were crossed over his chest. His grey eyes tracked Harry's movement, sharp and focused. He was not smiling.
"HARRY!"
The shout echoed across the pitch, loud enough to startle a flock of birds from the trees. Harry pulled up, hovering mid-air, and looked down. Sirius was gesturing at him—a sharp, downward motion. Come down. Now.
Harry tilted his broom and glided down, landing lightly on the grass a few feet from Sirius. His chest was heaving, his grin still intact.
"That was brilliant," Harry said. "Did you see the angle on that—"
"I saw you nearly kill yourself." Sirius's voice was tight. "That dive was too steep. You pulled up too late. If your hand had slipped—"
"It didn't slip."
"It could have."
Harry shrugged, still grinning. "But it didn't."
Sirius stared at him for a long moment. Then he shook his head, a reluctant smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. "You are going to give me a heart attack, Harry. I am too young for gray hair."
"You already have gray hair."
"My hair is distinguished. There is a difference."
Harry laughed. He leaned against his broom, the Firebolt resting against his shoulder, and looked out at the pitch. The sun was higher now, the shadows shorter. He could have flown for another hour. He could have flown all day.
"Put the broom away," Sirius said. "Flying is over for today."
Harry's grin faded. "But I am not tired."
"I am. Watching you is exhausting." Sirius turned and walked toward the house. He did not look back. But his voice carried across the grass. "Come on. Walk with me."
Harry hesitated for a moment, then followed.
They walked through the garden instead of going straight inside.
The flower beds were in full bloom—explosions of color against the green grass. The lavender Margaret loved was tall and fragrant, the purple spikes swaying in the breeze. The roses were heavy with blooms, red and pink and pale cream. And there were other flowers, ones Harry did not recognize, their petals strange shapes, their colors almost unnatural.
Harry stopped in front of a cluster of blue flowers. They seemed to glow, faintly, as if lit from within.
"What are these?" he asked.
Sirius came to stand beside him. "Those are night-blooming stars. They only open after sunset. The glow attracts moths—specific moths, from Madagascar. I had to import them."
"You imported moths?"
"I imported the flowers. The moths came on their own." Sirius knelt down and touched one of the petals, gently. "They take three years to establish."
Harry looked at Sirius. "You will be working on this plant for three years?"
"On and off. It was a mess when I first came back to the house. Dead plants, overgrown weeds, dark magic residue in the soil." He shrugged. "I want to grow something. Something that is not poisoned by my family's history."
Harry did not know what to say. He looked at the flowers—at the glowing blue petals, at the careful rows, at the tiny labels Sirius had placed in front of each cluster, written in his messy handwriting.
Night-blooming star. Imported from Madagascar. Blooms July–September. Attracts ghost moths.
"You are full of surprises," Harry said.
Sirius smiled. "I am an enigma."
They walked back to the house in comfortable silence.
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The dining room was warm, the morning light streaming through the tall windows.
Sirius was already dressed for the day—not in his usual casual clothes, but in formal robes, dark and sharp, the Black family crest embroidered in silver thread over his heart. He looked like Lord Black. He looked like someone who was about to walk into a room and command it.
He was making tea when Harry entered.
Harry had changed out of his flying clothes into a simple shirt and trousers. His hair was still damp from the shower, curling at the ends. He sat in his usual chair—the one on Sirius's right—and watched as Sirius poured.
Tea for Margaret: milk foam, no sugar, cinnamon.
Tea for Harry: milk, two sugars.
Tea for himself: black, no sugar, no milk.
Sirius did it without thinking, without measuring, without checking. He just knew.
The clatter of footsteps announced Margaret and Aurora.
Margaret was dressed in her work robes, her hair pinned up, her face fresh and composed. She looked like she was ready for a day of meetings, of negotiations, of being the most competent person in any room.
Aurora was in her school uniform—the pale blue dress, the white socks, the shiny black shoes. Her dark hair had been braided, but strands were already escaping, curling around her face. She was carrying her dragon, as always.
"Good morning," Margaret said.
"Good morning," Sirius replied.
He pulled out her chair—the one on his left—and she sat with a small, private smile. Then he turned to Aurora.
"Good morning, little star."
"Good morning, Sirius." Aurora looked at him expectantly. "I want to sit with you."
Sirius lifted her onto the large chair and settled her on his lap. She beamed.
Harry watched, his fork hovering over his eggs. She can never stop claiming him, can she? He wanted to roll his eyes. He stopped himself. He was starting to get along with her, but the jealousy had never gone silent. The fear of replacement and abandonment was loud always.
The breakfast began.
Sirius's focus was entirely on Aurora. He cut her food into small pieces, making sure she ate. He answered her questions—questions about dragons, about the clouds, about why the sky was blue—with the patience of a man who had all the time in the world. He understood her conversations, the ones that jumped from topic to topic with no warning, the ones that even Margaret sometimes could not follow.
Harry focused on his food. The eggs were good. The bacon was crisp. He ate mechanically, not tasting, just moving food from plate to mouth.
Aurora's voice cut through his thoughts.
"Sirius, can we go on a long drive before school? I want to sit in the front."
Sirius glanced at his watch. "Not a long drive. But I can take a longer route." He looked at her, his grey eyes warm. "It is just you and me. So you can have the front seat. Alright, sweetheart?"
Aurora clapped her hands, her eyes bright.
Margaret's voice was firm. "Do not distract Sirius when he drives. Sit quietly."
Aurora nodded solemnly, her small face serious. "I will be quiet, Mumma. Like a mouse."
Harry felt something twist in his chest.
She goes to summer camp every day. It is nothing new. She gets the front seat because she asked. She gets his attention because she demands it.
He pushed his eggs around his plate.
But still.
"Sirius," Harry said. His voice came out casual, lighter than he felt. "Can I come with you?"
Sirius looked up from his food. His brow furrowed—just slightly, just enough for Harry to notice. He had not been expecting the question. Harry had never asked before. When Sirius asked, he always refused.
"I have meetings to go to, Harry. After I drop her."
Harry felt his stomach drop. He remembered Gringotts. He remembered shouting at Sirius, the words tumbling out in frustration, the way Sirius's face had gone tight.
Of course he thinks I cannot sit through a meeting. I proved that already.
"I can wait," Harry said.
Sirius raised an eyebrow.
Harry knew what he was thinking. You said that before. And then you lost your temper.
"Please," Harry said. "Can I come? I am bored at home."
Sirius considered. The silence stretched. Harry could see him weighing the options—the ministry, the waiting area, the stares, the whispers. Harry's scar. Harry's face. Harry's name.
"I am sorry, Harry." Sirius's voice was gentle, but firm. "I think you should stay. This is a meeting at the Ministry, you won't be allowed inside. The waiting area would make you very uncomfortable, and I do not know how long it will take." He paused. "I will take you out some other time. I promise."
Harry nodded.
He did not trust his voice.
He makes sense. I have no interest in going to the Ministry. Everyone will stare at me. At my scar. They will whisper. They will gossip.
But the hurt was there anyway, sharp and hot, lodged in his chest like a splinter.
Only if I was nobody. A normal child. Coming with his father. No one would recognize me. No one would care. I could be invisible. It was not the first time this thought had crossed his head.
Sirius's hand landed on his shoulder, warm and heavy. "I am sorry, love. I hope you understand."
"No problem, Sirius," Harry said. The words came out automatically, smooth and easy. He had been saying those words his whole life. No problem. It is fine. I understand.
He did not look up.
Margaret's voice was soft. "Harry, we can do your potions class. It will take time. Sirius will be back by the evening."
Harry nodded. "Okay."
The breakfast ended. Sirius kissed Margaret's cheek—quick, warm—and lifted Aurora onto his hip. She wrapped her arms around his neck and buried her face in his shoulder.
Harry did not wait to say goodbye. He left his plate half-full, pushed back his chair, and walked out of the dining room.
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The potions class was long.
Margaret was thorough, patient, relentless. She explained the properties of moonstone in different phases, the correct stirring patterns for a Draught of Living Death, the way the color of a potion should shift at each stage. Harry took notes. He asked questions. He brewed a Shrinking Solution that was, by Margaret's standards, "acceptable."
He was not thinking about potions.
His mind was elsewhere—in the dining room, at the breakfast table, watching Sirius cut Aurora's food. In the garden, looking at the flowers. On the pitch, being told to stop flying.
Margaret watched him. She saw the way his shoulders were hunched, the way his answers were just a beat too slow, the way he did not meet her eyes. She did not push. She simply taught.
Lunch was quiet.
Margaret made an effort. She asked about his classes at Hogwarts, about his friends, about Quidditch. Harry answered—short sentences, polite words, nothing more. He ate his food without tasting it.
When he finished, he excused himself and retreated to his room.
The afternoon stretched ahead, endless and gray.
Harry sat on his bed. Then his window seat. Then the floor. He picked up a book, read the same page three times, and put it down. He picked up his wand, spun it between his fingers, and set it aside. He walked to the window, watched the clouds move across the sky, and turned away.
He ended up on the floor.
His back was against the bed, his legs stretched out in front of him. A pile of Chocolate Frog wrappers surrounded him—gold and purple, crumpled, discarded. He had eaten six. Maybe seven. He had lost count.
He was stress eating. He knew he was stress eating. He did not care.
If I had not shouted that day. At Gringotts. If I had just kept my mouth shut. Sirius would have taken me with him.
He unwrapped another Chocolate Frog. The frog jumped. He caught it, bit its head off, and chewed.
He thinks I cannot behave. He thinks I will embarrass him. He is probably right.
He thought of the ministry. The atrium full of people. The stares. The whispers. That is Harry Potter. The Boy Who Lived. What is he doing here? Why has Black adopted him?
He would hate it. He knew he would hate it. But he wanted to be asked anyway.
A knock at the door.
Harry did not move.
"Go away, Sirius," he said. "I do not want to talk."
Another knock.
"I said go away."
The door opened.
Harry's mouth opened—ready to shout, to snap, to tell Sirius that he was fine, that he did not need to be checked on, that he just wanted to be left alone.
He turned.
And stopped.
Four footsteps.
Two pairs of feet.
He looked up.
Chapter 109
Notes:
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Chapter Text
All the anger drained from Harry's body at once.
It did not disappear gradually, the way it usually did—fading like mist burned off by morning sun. It vanished. Completely. Instantly. One moment his chest was tight with hurt and resentment, and the next there was nothing left but confusion. And a little disbelief.
He looked up.
Ron and Hermione stood in the doorway of his room.
Ron was taller than Harry remembered—not by much, but enough to notice. His red hair was longer, falling across his forehead, and his face was scattered with freckles that seemed to multiply in the summer sun. He was wearing a faded Chudley Cannons t-shirt and jeans that were too short, revealing a strip of pale ankle above his trainers. He was grinning—that wide, crooked grin that had greeted Harry on the Hogwarts Express three years ago.
Hermione was beside him. Her bushy brown hair was escaping from a ponytail that had clearly been neat that morning but had long since surrendered to chaos. She was wearing a simple blue jumper and jeans, and her brown eyes were fixed on Harry with an intensity that he recognized. She was cataloging him. Checking for signs of distress, of malnourishment, of anything wrong.
Harry forced himself to get up.
It was not elegant. His legs were stiff from sitting on the floor for so long, and his body did not want to cooperate. He wobbled, caught himself on the edge of the bed, and managed to stand.
And then he was thrown back.
Hermione launched herself at him with the force of a Bludger. Her arms wrapped around his neck, her bushy hair obstructing his vision, her body pressing against his with an enthusiasm that knocked the breath out of him. He stumbled, caught his balance, and hugged her back.
Not as fiercely as hers—no one could match Hermione's intensity—but well enough.
In the gaps between her hair, he could see Ron still standing in the doorway. Ron was not hugging him. He was smiling.
"Harry!" Hermione's voice was muffled against his shoulder. She pulled back, her hands still on his arms, her eyes scanning his face. "How are you doing? How have you been?"
Harry's smile was so bright it felt like it might split his face in two.
"I am very well," he said.
"Hermione. Ron. What are you guys doing here?" He asked looking between them.
He pulled back from Hermione, and Ron stepped forward. Ron's hand came down on Harry's back—a solid, thumping pat that was more force than finesse.
"Blimey, Harry," Ron said, looking at Harry's face. "It looks like you are drunk on chocolate frogs. How many did you eat?"
Harry laughed. The sound surprised him—bright and easy, the kind of laugh he had not realized he had been holding in.
"I have lost count," he said. "Way too many."
Ron's eyes lit up. "Well, then give me one as well."
Harry moved at once. He crossed to the bedside table—his legs were working now, the stiffness forgotten—and pulled open the second drawer. The one where he kept his stash. The one Margaret kept stocked, though she pretended not to know about it.
He pulled out two Chocolate Frogs and handed them to Ron and Hermione.
"I do not want it," Hermione said.
Ron looked positively offended. "You always say that."
"Because I do not want it. I prefer Muggle chocolate."
Harry, who had been watching the exchange with growing warmth, said, "Hermione, I have Muggle chocolate bars as well. Do you like Lindt?"
Hermione's face softened. "Yes. I do."
She moved to the drawer—still open, still full—and peered inside. The stack was impressive: rows of chocolate bars, some magical, some Muggle, all of them good. She selected a dark chocolate Lindt bar with the care of a scholar choosing a rare manuscript.
Ron had already lost interest in the chocolate argument. He was standing in front of the posters on Harry's wall—the ones Sirius had helped him pick out in Diagon Alley, the ones featuring the Holyhead Harpies and the Montrose Magpies and a vintage shot of the Chudley Cannons from their last winning season.
"Bloody hell, Harry," Ron said. "Where did you get these?"
"Diagon Alley. Sirius took me."
Ron turned to look at him, his eyes wide. "They are cool."
Harry felt a swell of pride. "I bought extras for you too. I will show you."
Ron's smile was bright. Anything Quidditch could excite Ron. Anything.
Hermione was eating her chocolate, her eyes moving around the room with quiet appreciation. "Harry, your room is really nice."
Harry showed them around like a proud owner.
It was the first time he had a room of his own—truly his, not borrowed, not temporary, not a guest room he was passing through. And it was the first time he had friends over. Friends who wanted to see where he lived, who were curious about his life, who cared.
He showed them the wardrobe—the one full of clothes that fit him, that were his, that no one had worn before him. He showed them the desk, the bookshelf, the small collection of magical objects he had started to gather. He showed them the Firebolt, still in its stand, the polished wood gleaming in the evening light.
Ron, as expected, loved the posters and the Firebolt stand. He touched the bristles reverently, something like longing in his eyes.
"I still cannot believe you got a Firebolt," Ron said. "And that Sirius just... gave it to you."
"Christmas present," Harry said. "From my godfather."
He said the words deliberately, tasting them. My godfather. They still felt new. They still felt like a miracle.
Hermione had bypassed the Quidditch memorabilia entirely and was standing in front of Harry's bookshelf. Her eyes moved across the spines, cataloging, assessing.
"The order is good," she said. "But you could categorize further. Fiction by genre, non-fiction by subject. And these—" She pointed to a stack of Quidditch magazines. "These should be in chronological order. It makes referencing easier."
Ron groaned. "Mione! In this huge room, all you can find interesting is the books to add to?"
Hermione turned to face him, her hands on her hips. "It is a good thing to build a proper bookshelf. Harry has started already. I was only encouraging him."
Ron waved a hand. "Well, he has done enough. Look at this place. It is mental."
Harry smiled. The familiar bickering wrapped around him like a blanket. He had missed this.
Hermione's eyes moved to the desk.
The photograph was there, in a simple silver frame that Margaret had chosen. Padfoot sprawled on a rug, legs splayed, tongue hanging out. Baby Harry climbing on him, his small hands fisted in the dog's dark fur, his face alight with concentration.
Hermione picked it up. Her expression shifted—softened, warmed.
"Harry," she said. "Is that you and Padfoot?"
Harry crossed to stand beside her. He looked at the photograph. Baby Harry slipped, fell on his bottom, and climbed again.
"Yes," he said. "That is us."
Hermione made a noise that Harry would classify as embarrassing and Ron would classify as funny. It was high-pitched, somewhere between a squeal and a sigh.
"You were so cute," Hermione said. "Look at that picture. It is very nice."
Harry felt his ears go red. He looked away.
Ron leaned over Hermione's shoulder to see. "Harry, you were a fat baby." He squinted at the photograph. "Look at you. You were round."
Harry laughed despite himself. After being called too thin and lanky all his life, being called fat was almost a compliment.
Hermione did not think so. "Honestly, Ron. All babies are fat. They all have fat rolls."
"I was not," Ron said. "I was a fit baby."
"You were not. I have seen pictures."
"You have not."
"I have. Your mum showed me. You were round, Ronald. Very round."
Ron's ears turned pink. "Harry was fat."
"Harry was a baby. Babies are fat. That is not an insult."
"It is not an insult. It is an observation."
"It is an observation that makes you sound insensitive."
"I am not insensitive."
"You are."
"Am not."
They launched into their usual fight—the one Harry had heard a hundred times, the one that never went anywhere but never seemed to damage their friendship either. Hermione's voice rose. Ron's voice rose. Their words overlapped, tangled, clashed.
Harry watched them. With warmth. With a smile.
This summer had given him a family—truly, a real family, with a father and a mother and a sister, with routines and rituals and a place at the table. But it had come after a lot of hardship. Everything had changed. Everything was new. And sometimes, in the middle of all that newness, he felt adrift.
Meeting Ron and Hermione now—seeing them in his room, in his house, in his new life—was like a hug from his old world. The world where he was just Harry. Where he had friends who knew him before he had a godfather and a family.
He did not interrupt their fight. He let it build and cool as it always did.
Hermione won. Or Ron stopped replying. Either way, they were both looking at Harry now, and he was looking at them with a smile.
Ron's brow furrowed. "What is wrong, mate?"
Harry forced himself not to cry. He could not help his voice, though. It came out a little squeaky.
"Nothing," he said. "Just good to see you two after so long."
Hermione understood. Of course she did. Her eyes glistened, and she launched herself at him again—another fierce hug, her arms tight around his neck, her face pressed into his shoulder.
Harry hugged her back. With equal intensity. Maybe more.
Ron hovered beside them, unsure, his hand hovering near Harry's shoulder. "Mione, let him breathe."
Hermione pulled back. Her eyes were wet. She wiped them with the back of her hand, not bothering to hide it.
"I am so happy for you, Harry," she said. "For your adoption. Your new family. Your new house. Your new room. Everything." Her voice cracked. "You deserve it. You truly do. I missed you too."
Harry's throat was tight. "Thank you."
He placed his hand on her arm—awkward, not knowing what else to do—and hoped she understood. She did. She nodded, smiling. She was the smartest and most understanding between them. She always understood.
Ron stepped forward. He did not hug Harry—that was not how they worked—but he clapped him on the shoulder, his grip firm.
"I am happy for you too, mate," Ron said. "You got rid of those Muggles finally. Good thing."
Harry smiled at him. Ron and him did not give emotional speeches or long hugs. But they understood. They always did.
"Thank you," Harry said.
There was an awkward silence.
The emotions of the past few minutes had filled the room, and none of them knew what to do with it. They stood there—Harry with his hands in his pockets, Ron scratching the back of his neck, Hermione still wiping her eyes—three teenagers who had just been vulnerable and were now trying to pretend they had not been.
Ron broke the silence first.
"Harry, your room is mental."
Harry seized the change of subject like a lifeline. "Yeah. It is very nice. Sirius did it himself. Every single thing."
Hermione and Ron looked around appreciatively. Ron's eyes lingered on the Firebolt. Hermione's on the bookshelf.
Harry moved toward the window. "I will show you my favorite place."
The window seat was large—wider than it looked from across the room, deep enough to curl up in, covered in soft cushions that Margaret had chosen. Harry sat in the middle. Ron and Hermione settled on either side of him. Ron was in the middle, his long legs stretched out, his trainers leaving small scuff marks on the wooden frame. Hermione tucked her feet beneath her, smoothing her jeans.
They looked out at London.
The city was almost dark. The streetlamps had flickered on, casting orange pools of light on the wet pavement. The traffic moved in slow, steady streams—red lights, white lights, the constant hum of engines. The buildings rose against the darkening sky, their windows glowing like scattered stars.
Hermione was still eating her chocolate bar. She broke off a piece and offered it to Harry. He shook his head. She offered it to Ron. He took it.
"This is a very beautiful view, Harry," Hermione said. "I imagine it would be so fun to sit here and read."
Harry smiled. "Yeah. This is very nice. This is where the sun comes up in the morning. I watch it every day."
Hermione smiled.
Ron had not said anything. He was pressed against the window, his face almost touching the glass, his eyes wide.
"This is what Muggle London looks like?" he asked. His voice was soft, almost reverent—the voice of a small child seeing something for the first time.
Hermione and Harry exchanged a look—the look they always exchanged when Ron discovered something Muggle and was taken aback.
"Yes, Ronald," Hermione said. "This is Muggle London."
Ron pressed his face closer to the glass. "How do the Muggles build such high buildings without magic? Do they not fall?"
Harry had no idea. He was not going to attempt an answer. Good thing Hermione was here.
"It is called a skyscraper, Ronald," she said. "They build them using steel frames. The steel supports the weight, and the walls hang from the frame. Like a skeleton." She explained the muggle engineering to him.
Ron nodded slowly. Harry could tell he had stopped listening a while ago.
"What is that?" Ron asked, pointing at a street corner.
Hermione squinted. "A traffic light."
Ron's brow furrowed. "What does it do?"
"It controls the flow of cars. Red means stop. Green means go."
"But the cars have drivers. Why do they need a light to tell them when to stop?"
"Because without the light, there would be crashes."
"Crashes?"
"Cars hitting each other."
Ron considered this. "Muggles are strange."
"Says the boy who eats chocolate that jumps away from you," Hermione said.
"That is different. That is magic."
"It is still chocolate that moves."
Ron opened his mouth to argue, then closed it. He had no counterargument for that.
Harry laughed. The sound was easy, natural. It felt good. It felt normal. It felt like home.
HOME. Grimmauld Place.
Harry turned to his friends. The question came out more like a shout—his excitement getting the better of him.
"How did you both get here?"
Ron and Hermione stopped talking at once. They looked at each other, then back at Harry.
"Sirius," Hermione said.
As if it were obvious.
Of course it was obvious. Who else could bring them through the wards? Only Sirius could. The house answered to him. The doors opened for him. The magic recognized him as its master.
Harry wanted to ask more—but he did not need to. Hermione was already talking.
"Sirius wrote to my parents yesterday morning," she said. "Asking if I could come and stay here with you for a few days."
Ron nodded. "Mine too."
Harry watched them, processing. He had no idea. Sirius had written. Sirius had been planning this. While Harry was sulking in his room, eating chocolate and feeling sorry for himself, Sirius had been arranging for his best friends to visit.
"My parents were a little skeptical," Hermione said carefully. "You know. They had seen his wanted pictures in the Muggle news."
Harry's stomach tightened. He had forgotten. It was easy to forget, living with Sirius, seeing him make tea and read bedtime stories and kiss Margaret's cheek. But the rest of the world remembered. They remembered the manhunt. The photographs. The word murderer splashed across every front page.
Hermione continued. "My parents replied to him. And today, in the afternoon, Sirius arrived at my house."
Harry's eyes widened. "He went to your house?"
"He stayed for tea. He explained a lot of things to my parents." Hermione's voice was careful, measured. "Not about the war. Or You-Know-Who. But about his false arrest. About how he is your godfather. About how you are adopted now."
Ron was listening silently. So was Harry.
"My parents had a lot of questions, about the magical world." Hermione said. "They still do not understand the magical world. Even after three years."
Harry nodded. He understood. The Dursleys had never understood either. They had never wanted to.
"Sirius was really nice," Hermione said. "He explained everything. Answered their questions. He stayed for over an hour." She paused. "He assured them he would take care of me. That he had a wife and a daughter at home, and I would be safe. That it was his responsibility."
Harry had no idea what to say.
"That was really nice," Hermione continued. "My parents were satisfied. They let me go. They really liked him." She paused, and a slight blush crept into her cheeks. "Sirius said they could contact him if they ever needed any help in the magical world."
Harry nodded. That sounded like Sirius.
"And then," Hermione said, her blush deepening, "Sirius complimented me. A lot. He called me the smartest kid in recent times."
Ron snorted. "Well, no one doubts that."
Harry shook his head. "Not gonna fight that."
Hermione's blush spread to her ears. She looked down at her chocolate wrapper.
"After that," she said, "we went to the Burrow to pick up Ron."
Ron took over. "My mum agreed to send me yesterday only. She said she was happy for you, and I could go."
Harry smiled. Of course Mrs. Weasley was happy for him. She had always been kind to him. The thought filled him with gratitude.
Ron shifted on the window seat, his expression changing. "Harry, did you know my uncles—Gideon and Fabian—were friends with your dad and Sirius?"
Harry's mouth fell open. "What?"
"Yeah, mate. I had no idea. They were twins. Died in the first war." Ron's voice was quieter now, careful. "No one talks much about the war at home. About the ones who died."
Hermione watched Harry's face, looking for any sign of distress. Ron stopped talking too. Harry held himself still.
"I am fine," he said. "Tell me."
Ron relaxed slightly. "Sirius arrived at the Burrow. He offered condolences about them. Mum got emotional. They talked about them for a while." Ron paused. "Mum was happy. After so many years, someone still remembered them. Talked about them." His voice dropped. "She started crying."
Harry's chest was tight. Mrs. Weasley had lost two twin brothers in the war. Voldemort had taken so much from so many.
"I am sorry about your uncles, Ron," Harry said slowly.
Ron shrugged. "It is alright. I do not even know them."
Harry understood. That was exactly how he felt when someone talked about his parents. A distant memory. A story. Someone he would never know.
They were all silent for a moment. The room was dark now. The city lights glowed through the window. The chocolate wrappers lay scattered on the floor.
Harry thought of Sirius. How he had gone all the way to Hermione's house. Stayed for tea. Answered questions. Assured parents. Gone to the Burrow. Talked about friends who had died in the war. And then come home and picked up Ron and Hermione and brought them here.
Harry had spent the whole morning sulking because Sirius would not take him to the Ministry.
He wanted to see Sirius. He wanted to give him a hug. He wanted to say thank you.
"Where is Sirius?" Harry asked.
Ron's face turned into an expression of disgust. Harry had no idea why.
"He is with the bloodthirsty monster," Ron said.
Harry's brow furrowed. Confusion.
A loud shriek broke through the confusion. Hermione's voice was indignant.
"He is a good boy!" she shouted. "Not a monster!"
Harry understood at once. He laughed.
Crookshanks. Ron and the cat were still enemies. And of course Padfoot was with the cat. Keeping him company. Two animals, both furry, both tolerated by the humans who loved them.
"Sirius told us to come and see you," Ron said. "Gave us time to catch up. Kreacher showed us the way."
Harry stood up. "I am going to Sirius."
Ron and Hermione scrambled off the window seat.
"We are coming too."
They ran.
Out of the room, down the corridor, past the portraits who muttered and complained. Harry led the way, his bare feet silent on the carpet, his laughter echoing off the walls. Ron was behind him, his trainers thudding, his breath already heavy. Hermione brought up the rear, her bushy hair streaming behind her like a banner.
They pushed each other. Ron tried to overtake Harry on the stairs. Harry blocked him with his shoulder. Hermione nearly tripped over her own feet, grabbed the banister, and kept going.
Portraits looked. The occupants leaned out of their frames, their painted faces a mixture of curiosity and disapproval. The children did not care. They were laughing. Pushing. Racing.
Harry had been running down these stairs for two weeks. He knew the rhythm, the placement of the treads, the places where the wood creaked. He was much faster.
He reached the ground floor first.
His chest was heaving. His face was flushed. His hair was wilder than ever.
He was smiling.
Ron and Hermione tumbled down the last few steps behind him, nearly colliding into his back. Ron was laughing. Hermione was breathless.
"You cheated," Ron said. "You had a head start."
"I did not. I am just faster."
"You practice every day."
"Maybe you should practice more."
Ron shoved him. Harry shoved him back. Hermione rolled her eyes.
The living room door was open. Light spilled out into the corridor.
Harry walked towards it.
Harry stepped into the living room and stopped.
The fire was burning low, casting warm shadows across the walls. The lamps had been lit—the small ones, the ones that made the room feel like a sanctuary rather than a museum. The air smelled of woodsmoke and lavender and something else, something that might have been the particular warmth of bodies that had been sitting close together for a long time.
Sirius was on the couch.
He was sprawled in the corner, his long legs stretched out before him, his bare feet crossed at the ankles. His formal robes had been abandoned—probably draped over the back of a chair somewhere, probably in a heap that would make Margaret sigh when she found them.
Margaret was beside him. She was leaning into Sirius, her shoulder pressed against his.
And on Sirius's chest, curled into a warm, orange ball, was Crookshanks.
The half-Kneazle had his eyes half-closed, his fur rising and falling with each slow breath. His tail was wrapped around his body like a scarf. He looked like he had been there for hours. He looked like he belonged there.
Sirius's right hand was holding Margaret's. His left hand was buried in Crookshanks's fur, stroking slowly, rhythmically. He was murmuring something—not to Margaret, not to himself, but to the cat. It was not English. It was not French. It was not any language Harry had ever heard.
It was a soft, rumbling stream of nonsense. A conversation between a half-Kneazle and a part-time dog.
He always does this, Harry thought. He always does things like this. Talks to animals in languages that do not exist. Makes friends with cats that hate everyone else.
Sirius looked up.
His grey eyes found Harry's. His eyebrow rose—that familiar, quizzical arch that meant I saw you before you entered the room, I always see you before you enter the room, do not think you can surprise me. A smirk found its way onto his lips, slow and easy.
He was expecting Harry. He had probably been expecting Harry for the past several minutes, listening to the footsteps, counting the beats, waiting.
Harry did not hesitate.
He crossed the room in three strides and jumped.
Not metaphorically. Literally. He launched himself off the floor and onto the couch, aiming directly for Sirius's chest. Crookshanks, sensing the impending impact, opened his eyes, hissed once, and leaped off with impressive speed. His orange fur disappeared behind the armchair.
Sirius caught Harry.
He had managed to push Crookshanks out of the way just in time—the cat was safe, mostly—and his arms were open, waiting. Harry landed on him with a thud that knocked the breath out of both of them. Sirius made an oof sound, his body absorbing the impact, his arms wrapping around Harry's back.
And then he laughed.
That familiar bark of laughter—loud, unrestrained, the kind that made Harry's day better instantly. It echoed off the walls, bounced off the ceiling, filled the room with warmth.
Harry hugged him tightly. His arms were around Sirius's neck, his face pressed into his shoulder, his whole body holding on. Sirius's arms tightened around him in return. One hand splayed across Harry's back. The other cradled the back of his head.
"Sirius," Harry said. His voice was muffled against Sirius's shirt. He pulled back just enough to look at his godfather's face. "Thank you. For getting Ron and Hermione to meet me."
Sirius's eyes were bright. His smile was soft.
"Glad you liked your surprise?"
Harry's voice was loud in the quiet room. "Loved it."
Sirius chuckled. "Okay. Glad you loved it."
Harry's expression shifted. The joy was still there, but something else flickered beneath it. "Is that why you did not take me this morning?"
Sirius's smile vanished. His grey eyes grew serious.
"No, Harry," he said. "I genuinely had a meeting. I could not take you to the Ministry." He paused. "But yes. Partly. Because I had to go and get your friends. Are you upset?"
Harry was silent. He thought about the entire day he had spent sulking. The chocolate. The pacing. The small, ugly voice in his head that had whispered he does not want you around.
He could lie. He could say I am fine, I was not upset, do not worry about it.
He looked at Sirius's face—at the concern in his grey eyes, the patience, the willingness to listen.
"Not anymore," Harry said.
Sirius understood. He did not ask for more. He did not push. He simply nodded, once, and patted Harry on the back.
The touch was warm. Solid. Reassuring.
Harry pulled away.
He became suddenly, acutely aware of the room. Of Margaret, sitting beside Sirius, her hand still resting on his chest. Of Ron and Hermione, standing in the doorway, watching him with expressions that ranged from amusement to awe. He had thrown himself at Sirius like a child. A small child. A child who had missed his godfather after a few hours apart.
He scrambled off Sirius's lap, his face red, his movements awkward.
Sirius had no such feelings. He was smiling. Wide. Unrepentant.
Sirius stood up.
He stretched—his arms raising above his head, his back cracking. Crookshanks, who had emerged from behind the armchair, wove between his ankles. Sirius reached down and scratched behind the cat's ears.
"I love your pet," he said to Hermione.
Ron made a noise. It was somewhere between a scoff and a groan. His face was an expression of absolute disdain—the same face he made whenever Crookshanks was mentioned, whenever the cat was in the same room, whenever Hermione dared to speak his name with affection.
Harry wanted to laugh. He bit the inside of his cheek.
Hermione shot Ron a look—sharp, warning—before turning to Sirius. Her smile was bright, genuine.
"Thank you, Sirius," she said. "He really likes you too."
Sirius's grey eyes crinkled. "I am glad."
He moved then, his hand finding Margaret's waist, pulling her closer. She came willingly, her body fitting against his side, her hand resting on his arm. They stood together—a unit, a partnership, a family.
Harry knew what was coming. Sirius was about to introduce them. The formal introduction, the one that Margaret would expect, the one that would make Ron and Hermione uncomfortable with its politeness.
But before Sirius could speak, Harry did.
"Ron. Hermione. Come here."
Sirius understood. His mouth closed. His eyebrow rose—just slightly, just enough for Harry to see. He stayed quiet. He let Harry take over.
But he did not let go of Margaret. His arm was still around her waist, holding her close. His thumb was tracing small circles on her hip.
Harry was thankful. He had no idea why, but he wanted to make the introductions himself. His friends. His family. His house. Something he had never thought he would have.
They all stood close. Ron and Hermione at one end of the small circle, Margaret and Sirius at the other. Harry in between.
"Margaret," Harry said. He pointed at Ron, then at Hermione. "These are my friends. Ronald Weasley and Hermione Granger."
He turned to Ron and Hermione. "This is Margaret."
He stopped.
He had no idea what to add. How to address her. My godfather's wife? Lady Black? The woman who owns this house and makes sure I eat my vegetables?
Margaret understood. She stepped forward slightly, easing his awkwardness. Her smile was warm, genuine—the smile she wore when she was not performing, not politicking, just being.
"Ms. Granger. Mr. Weasley." Her voice was polite, but not cold. The voice she used when she wanted to make a good impression. "I am glad to make your acquaintance. Welcome to Grimmauld Place. I hope your stay here will be comfortable."
Harry watched his friends' faces. Hermione's eyes were wide. Ron's mouth was slightly open. They were uncomfortable—as uncomfortable as Harry had been when he first met Margaret.
These days, Harry thought, I have been introduced to a different Margaret. A softer Margaret. The one who makes me treacle tart and helps me with potions and tucks me to bed when Sirius is absent.
But to Ron and Hermione, she was not that. She was Lady Black. Proper. Elegant. Intimidating.
"Thank you, Mrs. Black," Hermione said. Her voice was careful, measured.
"Thank you," Ron echoed. His voice was slightly higher than usual.
They both looked like they were not sure what to say next. They both looked like they wanted to disappear into the floor.
Harry caught Sirius's eye. Sirius was smiling—the same smile Harry felt on his own face. They were both enjoying the awkward meet. Watching their worlds collide. Finding it funny.
Margaret was not finished.
Her voice shifted. It was still polite, still controlled—but there was something else beneath it now. Something warmer. Something that sounded almost like gratitude.
"I know you both have been friends with Harry much longer than our introduction," she said. "But I must address the importance you occupy in his life. Sirius and I are grateful that he has such strong support."
She looked at Sirius. Sirius looked at her. Something passed between them—a look, a recognition, a shared understanding.
"We are grateful," Margaret said. "Truly."
Ron and Hermione smiled. Bright. Genuine. Their cheeks were slightly pink.
Harry felt something in his chest tighten.
The words were not only kind. They were loving. Ron and Hermione had been the best thing in Harry's life for the past three years. They had stood by him through trolls and basilisks and dementors and the weight of being the Boy Who Lived. He had never thanked them like this. He had never known how.
But his new family was thanking them now. Acknowledging their role. Giving them credit.
Harry's eyes burned.
Margaret continued. "I must thank you both for your help during my husband's trial. And during the escape at Hogwarts." She paused. "We, as a family, owe you too much."
Harry felt like he might cry. Hermione looked like she was already there. Her eyes were bright, her lips pressed together. Ron's face was red—not with anger, not with embarrassment, but with something that looked like being seen.
Sirius understood. The atmosphere had gone too serious. He stepped in, his voice light, teasing.
"Well," he said, "to put it in other words—we think you kids are great. And we hope your friendship sustains."
Ron and Hermione chuckled. The tension broke. The room felt lighter.
Sirius reached into the pocket of his waistcoat.
He pulled out two envelopes. They were cream-colored, thick, sealed with wax. The Black family crest was pressed into each one—the star, the motto, the ancient symbol of a house that had once been dark and was now something else entirely.
"We cannot ever thank you enough," Sirius said. "But this is a small gift. From Margaret and me. For you."
Harry's eyebrows rose. Ron's rose. Hermione's rose.
No one had expected this.
Hermione spoke first. Her voice was flustered, her hands held up as if to ward off the envelopes.
"Oh, no. No, Sirius. We cannot possibly accept that. Harry is our friend. And you were innocent. It was only the right thing to do—helping you."
Ron nodded vigorously. "Yes. We cannot take that."
Sirius's smile did not waver. "Well, you would say something like that. Which only shows what great kids you are." He extended the envelopes. "But I insist. Please accept them. It would make us really happy."
Ron and Hermione looked at each other. Then at Harry. Harry shrugged. I did not know about this either.
They took the envelopes.
Their fingers were careful, almost reverent, as they broke the seals. The wax cracked. The paper unfolded.
Hermione's face lit up first. Her eyes went wide. Her mouth formed a small O.
Ron was right behind her. His lips parted. His freckles seemed to stand out against his suddenly pale skin.
Harry could not wait any longer. "What is it?"
Sirius answered, his voice casual, as if he were discussing the weather. "Harry mentioned that Hermione has a liking for books and Ron for Quidditch." He paused. "I hoped you would like it. It is valid for a year."
Ron held up the envelope. His voice was loud, disbelieving. "Unlimited shopping coupon. Valid for a year. At Quality Quidditch Supplies."
Hermione's voice was softer, but no less awed. "Mine is at Flourish and Blotts."
Harry's smile matched theirs. That was a good gift. They could buy what they wanted. As much as they wanted. For a whole year.
He thought of the day in Diagon Alley—the way Sirius had bought cards along with the supplies, the way he had tucked them into his wallet without comment. So this was what they were for. He had been planning to invite his friends for so long.
He looked up at Sirius. Sirius smiled at him. And winked.
Harry's chest felt full.
There were few moments in life that made you feel lucky. But this was one of them. When your family and your friends got along. When they liked each other. When the people who had loved you first—the ones who had stood by you through trolls and basilisks and dark lords—were welcomed by the people who loved you now.
Harry had friends who were like family. Who loved him. Who stood by him.
And now he had a family who loved him. Who supported him. Who welcomed his friends.
Ron and Hermione were still holding their envelopes, their faces glowing.
"Thank you, Sirius," Ron said.
"Thank you, Mrs. Black," Hermione added.
Margaret smiled. It was a real smile, not the polite one she wore for strangers.
"You are very welcome," she said. "Both of you."
He looked around the room. Ron and Hermione were still examining their coupons, their faces bright with joy. Margaret was watching them with a small, pleased smile. Sirius had his arm around her again, his grey eyes warm.
This was his life now.
He would never take it for granted.
Notes:
DAMN. You guys are good at guessing. I have the plot planned already for the future, I hope you don't guess it all and it surprises you.
Thank you to everyone.
Chapter Text
The living room was crackling with conversation.
Not one conversation—two, layered on top of each other like sheets of music playing simultaneously. One was loud, bold, demanding attention. Other was softer, more intimate, meant only for two sets of ears.
By the window, Sirius and Margaret stood together.
The evening light was fading, the sky outside deepening from pale blue to the soft gray of approaching night. The street below was busy with cars—their headlights sweeping across the glass, their taillights leaving trails of red. Sirius was watching them, his grey eyes tracking the movement, but his attention was elsewhere.
His arm was around Margaret's shoulders, her body tucked against his side. Her head rested on his shoulder, her dark hair spilling across the fabric of his shirt. She was looking at the cars too, but she was not really seeing them. She was feeling the warmth of him, the steady pressure of his hand on her arm, the way his thumb moved in slow, absent circles.
Sirius was oscillating between two modes of conversation.
One was designed to provoke—a raised eyebrow, a teasing comment, a question that had no right answer. "Do you remember the first time you saw me, Margaret? You looked like you wanted to hex me into next week."
Margaret smiled but did not take the bait.
The other mode was pure flirtation—low-voiced compliments delivered with a smirk that made her stomach flip. "You have no idea how lovely you look in that light. The sunset has nothing on you."
Her cheeks were pink. They had been pink for the past twenty minutes. She had no idea which mode to prefer—the teasing or the sincere—so she had settled for smiling softly and saying nothing at all.
Sirius was having a very good time.
Across the room, Harry was showing off.
The living room was his now—or at least, it felt like his. He had been living in this house for two weeks, and in that time, he had learned its rhythms, its secrets, its small comforts. He knew where the softest cushions were, which armchair had the best view of the garden, how to adjust the fire so it crackled without smoking.
He was showing Ron and Hermione everything.
Ron had stopped in front of the dragon castle.
It was still in the corner, exactly where Sirius had placed it weeks ago. The turrets rose toward the ceiling, the tiny dragons perched on every surface, the miniature courtyard scattered with dragon eggs. Ron's eyes had gone wide. His mouth had fallen open. He looked like a child in a candy shop—a very tall, very freckled child who had just discovered that candy could be shaped like dragons.
"I have never seen anything like this," Ron said. His voice was reverent.
Hermione stepped up beside him. "Muggle girls have dollhouses," she explained. "They are smaller. Less... dragon-y."
"Do all Muggle girls have dollhouses?"
"No. Some have action figures. Some have nothing."
Ron nodded slowly, still staring at the castle. He looked like he was trying to reconcile this new information with his existing understanding of the universe.
Harry stayed silent.
Because Harry had never seen a dollhouse before either. He had grown up in a house with two boys and only one of them got toys but never a doll house. When Sirius had brought the dragon castle, Harry had reacted the same way Ron was reacting now. He had stood in front of it, mouth open, eyes wide, unable to process the sheer extravagance of it.
He did not say this. He simply let Ron look.
Harry led them to the mantel.
The photographs were arranged in silver frames, placed at careful angles, overlapping slightly like the pages of a family album. Hermione stepped closer, her eyes moving from picture to picture, her expression soft.
The first was from the wedding. Sirius in his formal robes, bent over Margaret's cheek, his lips pressing against her skin. Margaret was mid-blink, her eyes half-closed, a small smile playing at her lips. The photograph moved—Sirius kissed her, pulled back, and kissed her again.
"That is from their wedding," Harry said.
Hermione made a small, soft sound.
The next photograph was of toddler Aurora. She was tiny, wrapped in a cream-colored blanket, her dark hair already thick, her eyes squinting against the sun. An older man—Lord Clermont, Harry had learned—held her in his arms, his severe face softened by something that looked like wonder. Margaret stood beside them, her hand on her father's arm, her smile bright.
"Aurora and her grandfather," Harry said. "In France."
Ron nodded, still distracted by the dragon castle.
The next photograph made Hermione squeal.
It was Harry and Sirius in the garden. They were chasing each other—Sirius in his human form, Harry laughing, his feet barely touching the grass. The photograph looped: Harry ran, Sirius caught him, Harry twisted free, and they ran again.
"That is from my first week here," Harry said. "Sirius was showing me the garden."
"You look happy." Hermione said. Her voice was soft.
Harry looked at the photograph. At his own face, split by a grin so wide it looked like it might crack. At Sirius's grey eyes, bright with amusement. At the way their bodies were angled toward each other, even in pursuit.
"I was," he said. "I am."
The next photograph was Aurora on Sirius's shoulders. She was pulling his hair—gathering it in her small fists, trying to fashion it into a ponytail. Sirius was pretending to work, a sheaf of papers in his hands, his expression one of exaggerated concentration. Aurora was giggling, her dark hair wild, her face flushed with joy.
"She said Sirius is pretty like a princess, and should be dressed like one." Harry said laughing.
Hermione's hand went to her chest.
The last photograph was of Margaret. She was holding a cup of tea, her face turned slightly away from the camera, her lips curved in a smile. She was not looking at the lens—she was looking at something off-frame, something that had made her happy.
In the lower left-hand corner, written in Sirius's handwriting, were two words: My darling.
Hermione squealed again. Louder this time.
"Harry, that is so romantic," she said.
Harry shrugged, but he was smiling. "Sirius wrote that."
There was another photograph—one they had seen before, but Harry pointed to it anyway. It was from Lily and James's wedding. Sirius stood beside them, his arm slung around the groom's shoulders, All three smiling. Sirius was young—young and whole and unmarked by Azkaban. His grey eyes sparkled. His dark hair fell across his forehead.
"This is from my parents' wedding," Harry said. "Sirius was the best man."
Hermione looked at the photograph. Then at Harry. Then at the photograph again.
"He looks so happy," she said.
"Sirius says he was. He says it was one of the best days of his life."
Ron had finally torn himself away from the dragon castle. He was standing behind Hermione, looking at the photographs over her shoulder. His expression was thoughtful.
"My mum has pictures like this," he said. "From before the war. People she never talks about." He paused. "She keeps them in a box. Under her bed."
Harry nodded. He did not know what to say.
The three of them stood together, looking at the photographs, the room quiet around them.
A shriek broke the silence.
It was not a frightened shriek—it was excited, high-pitched, the sound of a small child who had something important to share. Aurora burst into the room, her feet pounding on the carpet, her dark hair flying behind her.
She did not spare a single glance for the strangers in the room. She ran straight to Sirius.
Sirius had withdrawn from Margaret when he heard her coming. He was already turning, already kneeling, already reaching for her. His hands found her shoulders, steadying her, and she thrust a piece of paper into his face.
"Look, Sirius!" Her voice was urgent. "Look what I made!"
Sirius took the paper. His concentration was absolute—his grey eyes focused, his brow slightly furrowed, his lips parted. He studied the drawing as if it were a masterpiece, as if he were an art critic evaluating a newly discovered Rembrandt.
The drawing was of a dragon. A green dragon, specifically, with purple wings and orange spots and what appeared to be a top hat perched on its head. The proportions were... creative. The wings were attached to its ears. Its tail emerged from its nose.
Sirius sang praises after praises.
"This is incredible, little star. Look at the detail on the wings. And the color choices—so bold. So imaginative. I have never seen a dragon like this. You have outdone yourself."
Aurora was floating. Her small feet were practically off the ground. Her face was flushed with pride, her dark eyes shining.
Harry had stopped talking to his friends.
He was standing frozen, watching Sirius and Aurora, watching the way Sirius's whole face changed when he looked at her, watching the way she absorbed his attention like a plant absorbing sunlight.
The dagger was back. Harry could feel it—sliding between his ribs, settling into his chest, twisting slowly. He did not know what to call it anymore. Jealousy? Anger? Or something else—something darker, something he did not want to name.
A small, ugly voice in his head whispered: She drew a picture. And he looks at her like she hung the moon.
Harry pushed the voice away.
Aurora showed the drawing to Margaret. Margaret looked at it once, her expression neutral, and said: "Good."
One word. That was all.
Harry recognized that remark. He had received it himself, many times, during potions lessons. Good. No explanation. No elaboration.
Aurora was satisfied. Sirius had already praised her drawing. Margaret's opinion was secondary.
Sirius took the drawing and walked to the mantel. He pinned it to the frame of one of the existing photographs—not covering anyone's face, just finding a corner where the paper could rest. He stepped back, admired it, and nodded.
This was his ritual. Aurora drew. Sirius praised. Sirius pinned. The mantel was covered in Aurora's artwork now—dragons and ponies and flowers and one particularly abstract piece that Harry thought might be a self-portrait.
Sirius treated each one like a treasure.
Harry watched, and the dagger twisted.
Aurora was now watching the new people in her house.
Her small hand had found Margaret's gown, her fingers curling into the fabric. She was holding on tightly, her knuckles white. Her dark eyes were wide, her expression wary.
She looked almost shy.
Harry wanted to laugh. Aurora being shy was new—because she only talked for twenty-two hours out of every twenty-four. He had never seen her hesitate. He had never seen her hide behind her mother's skirt.
But here she was. Hiding. Watching.
Sirius put his hand on her head. His fingers rested on her dark hair, gentle and grounding.
"Little star," he said. "Look. Harry has his friends over."
He pointed at Ron and Hermione. They had been watching Aurora from the moment she entered, their expressions curious, their bodies still. Now they stepped forward—Hermione first, then Ron—closing the distance slowly, carefully, as if approaching a small wild animal.
Harry let Sirius handle the introductions this time.
"Kids," Sirius said, gesturing at Aurora with a flourish. "This is our small angel."
Harry would never have called her that. She was good—not bad, certainly not evil—but angel was far too much of a stretch. Even for Sirius.
Sirius pointed at Hermione. "Aurora, that is Hermione."
Hermione waved. Her smile was warm, genuine. "Hello, Aurora."
Aurora smiled instantly. Her wariness vanished, replaced by something bright and friendly. "Bonjour, Hermione."
Hermione's smile widened.
Sirius pointed at Ron. "And that is Ron."
Ron waved. His hand moved in a small, uncertain arc, his fingers wiggling slightly.
Aurora did not wave back.
Ron's hand dropped to his side. He looked awkward, unsure, his ears turning pink.
Aurora only stared at him. Her dark eyes were so wide Harry thought they might fall out of her head. She was not blinking. She was barely breathing.
Sirius and Margaret watched her reaction, their expressions unreadable. Harry could feel the tension in the room—the collective holding of breath.
Aurora's voice was reverent, almost a whisper. "Are you really Ron?"
Ron looked at Harry. His expression said: Am I Ron? I think I am Ron. Should I confirm?
Harry spoke loudly, his voice sharper than he intended. "Yes, Aurora. He is Ron."
He felt offended on behalf of his friend. Ron was not a mythical creature. He was a person. A person who had been standing in the same room for the past twenty minutes.
Aurora jumped.
Her whole body seemed to levitate, her feet leaving the ground for a split second. She pulled on Sirius's sleeve, her voice rising to a shriek.
"Sirius, he is here! Ron is here!" She turned to Ron, her eyes shining. "He is here to take me. I am going!"
Confusion rippled through the room.
Ron, who had never met Aurora before, who had never been in this house before, who had no idea what was happening, asked: "Take you where?"
Aurora ran to him. She grabbed his hand—her small fingers wrapping around his, holding on tightly. Ron let her. He looked down at their joined hands, then at Harry, then at Hermione, then at Sirius.
"Ron," Aurora said, her voice urgent. "Let us go. We have to hurry. I want to see the dragons before they go to bed."
The realization struck Harry, Sirius, and Margaret at the same moment.
Harry's first evening at Grimmauld Place. The tea. The conversation about his friends, Ron's brother Charlie worked with dragons in Romania. Aurora had been listening. Aurora had remembered.
Ron's brow was deeply furrowed. "What?"
Sirius stepped forward, his voice calm, explanatory. "Ron, Aurora has been under the impression—since Harry's first night here—that you were going to take her to see dragons. Because your brother works with them."
Ron's ears turned from pink to red. Hermione's face flushed.
They both looked embarrassed. Because they had snuck out of Hogwarts at night, in second year, to deliver a dragon to Charlie. Because they had hidden it from their parents. Because they had thought no adults knew.
But Sirius was not the strict kind. They discovered this quickly, as he laughed—a real laugh, warm and genuine.
"I was a teenager once," Sirius said. "I understand sneaking around." He winked. "Your secret is safe with me."
Ron and Hermione exhaled.
Margaret spoke from the window. "I had hoped she would have forgotten about that."
Sirius shook his head. "It is dragons, Margaret. She never forgets anything about dragons."
Harry wanted to roll his eyes so badly. Aurora remembered a story from weeks ago—a story about dragons, about Ron, about Charlie. But she could not remember how to spell her mother's name. Despite, Sirius teaching her every day. Harry gave in. He rolled his eyes. Hard. He let himself be dramatic.
No one noticed.
Aurora, who had conducted herself with remarkable patience, was now running out of it.
"Ron," she said, tugging on his hand. "Let us go. Is Charlie coming as well?"
Sirius opened his mouth to speak—to calm her, to explain, to gently redirect.
Ron beat him to it.
"We cannot go now, Aurora."
Aurora stopped jumping. Her face fell. "Why?"
Ron's voice was serious, solemn, the voice of someone delivering important news. "Because the dragons have fixed hours to meet little kids. You have to write a letter to them first. Tell them you want to visit. And only if they say yes can you go."
Aurora's face was so serious. Her mouth fell open in a small O. Her dark eyes were fixed on Ron's face, drinking in every word.
The non-kids in the room stopped moving.
Sirius stared at Ron. Margaret stared at Ron. Hermione stared at Ron. Harry stared at Ron.
Nobody had thought Ron could do such quick thinking. Nobody had thought Ron knew how to deal with children.
Ron watched them all. His ears were red. His face was pink. He spoke slowly, his voice low so Aurora would not hear.
"This is what Mum used to say to Ginny," he said. "When Charlie went to work with the dragons. Ginny wanted to visit him, and Mum said she had to write a letter first. And wait for a reply."
Sirius and Margaret nodded. Their expressions were approving. Impressed.
Harry and Hermione exchanged a look—the look they always exchanged when Ron surprised them with his quick wit.
Aurora had stopped wriggling. She was looking up at Ron, her small face earnest.
Margaret announced that it was time for dinner.
They moved to the dining room in a loose procession—Sirius and Margaret at the front, their shoulders brushing; Harry and Hermione in the middle, talking about summer homework; Ron at the back, still holding Aurora's hand.
Or rather, Aurora holding his hand.
She had not let go. She was walking beside him, her small legs taking two steps for every one of his, her dark hair bouncing. She was talking—something about dragons, something about letters, something about Charlie.
Ron was listening. He was nodding. He was saying uh-huh and really? and wow at appropriate intervals.
Ron and Hermione stared at the house as they walked. Their eyes moved across the walls, the portraits, the chandeliers. Harry understood the look. He had worn it himself for days before he settled into this place.
The dining room was grand—the table long, the chairs high-backed, the chandelier glittering. Sirius moved to the head of the table and pulled out the chair beside him. Not for himself. For Margaret.
He held it as she sat, then pushed it in gently. The gesture was automatic, ingrained, something he did without thinking.
Then he moved to the other side. He pulled out the chair next to Margaret and looked at Hermione.
"Have a seat, Hermione."
Hermione's face flushed. She had been hovering near Margaret, clearly wanting to sit beside her, clearly too polite to ask. Sirius had noticed.
"Thank you," Hermione said. She sat down, smoothing her jumper, arranging her napkin.
Harry recognized the blush. He had blushed the same way, his first week here, every time Sirius did something unexpectedly thoughtful.
Everyone settled. The dinner began.
It was a grand welcoming feast. Roast chicken and potatoes and vegetables and fresh bread and three kinds of pie.
But the thing that was not normal—the thing that made Harry pause, his fork halfway to his mouth—was Aurora.
She had abandoned Sirius.
For the two weeks Harry had lived in this house, across countless meals, Aurora always Sirius's attention. She had demanded it, claimed it, insisted on it. She had climbed onto his lap, onto the chair beside him, onto the arm of his chair.
Tonight, she was sitting next to Ron.
Her small body was angled toward him, her dark eyes fixed on his face. She was not eating. She was listening.
Ron was telling her about Charlie. About the dragon sanctuary in Romania, about the Hungarian Horntails and the Common Welsh Greens, about the time Charlie had been burned by a Romanian Longhorn and had to spend three days in the hospital wing.
Harry had heard these stories before. In the dormitory, late at night, when Ron was feeling homesick. Most of them were true. Some of them were exaggerated. A few were completely made up.
Aurora believed every word.
Her eyes were wide with wonder. Her mouth was slightly open. She was leaning forward, her small hands flat on the table, her food untouched.
Ron was enjoying the attention. His ears were still pink, but he was smiling, his freckles standing out against his flushed cheeks.
Harry and Hermione shared a look across the table. The knowing look. The Ron is being ridiculous and we are not going to stop him look.
Across the table, Hermione was interviewing Margaret.
Harry should have expected this. Hermione had complimented Margaret in every letter she had written. She had asked questions about the trial, about the legal arguments, about Margaret's career. Now she had the chance to ask in person.
"How did you start working?" Hermione asked. "I mean—as a lawyer. Was it difficult?"
Margaret set down her fork. Her expression was thoughtful.
"My parents were not okay with my choice," she said. "My mother was against it. My father was unhappy, but he let me do it."
Hermione's eyes widened. "Why?"
Margaret's voice was calm, matter-of-fact. "Pure-blood families do not like women to work. Women are expected to stay at home. To look after the family. To become the lady of the house."
Harry had been living with Margaret for two weeks, but he did not know this. He had never asked. They had never talked about it.
He listened.
Ron interjected, his mouth half-full of potato. "My mum never worked. She handles everything at home. Dad never knows what happens at home or with us. Mum takes all the decisions."
Harry had known this. But he had never thought about it like that. At the Dursleys, Aunt Petunia managed the house. She never worked—not outside the home. And at home, Uncle Vernon never even lifted a spoon. Petunia did everything. Or Harry did.
But here, nothing was like that.
Sirius and Margaret shuffled work timings. One of them was always present. Harry had never paid attention, but it was true. Sirius never ordered anyone around. He was involved with the children. He made breakfast. He read bedtime stories. Margaret worked, sometimes late into the night.He waited up when Margaret worked late.
Margaret reached across the table and took Sirius's hand. He had been quiet, listening, his other hand stroking Crookshanks—the enormous ginger cat had claimed his lap, and Sirius was feeding him directly from his own plate.
"My husband and I do not believe in that," Margaret said. "We share work and responsibilities."
She held up their joined hands. Sirius smiled. He lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it.
Harry smiled. They were always like this—respectful, supportive. This partnership between them was what made living here so peaceful. Everything managed and well taken care of.
But Harry did not miss the wistful glances Sirius kept sending toward Aurora.
She was still talking to Ron. Her attention had not wavered. She had not looked at Sirius once since the meal began.
The dagger twisted again.
She is talking to Ron for one meal, Harry thought, and Sirius misses her. He looks at her like she has already left. Harry had been sharing Sirius for two weeks. He was sure—if he was not present, if he was the one sitting across the room—Sirius would never look at his place like that.
Sirius turned. His grey eyes found Harry's. He must have felt the weight of Harry's stare, or sensed the shift in his mood, or simply noticed that Harry had stopped eating.
He placed his hand on Harry's shoulder. "What happened, Harry?"
Harry forced himself to smile. "Nothing. Just thinking about what Margaret said."
Sirius was not convinced. His grey eyes searched Harry's face, looking for the truth he was not being told.
He did not push.
Harry was thankful. Because if Sirius had pushed, Harry would have cracked. He would have told him everything—the jealousy, the dagger, the ugly voice in his head. And Sirius would have listened, and held him, and said all the right things.
Good thing Sirius did not push.
Over dessert—treacle tart, because Margaret had remembered—Hermione asked a question that made Harry's head snap up.
"Where is Buckbeak?"
Harry had completely forgotten about Buckbeak. The hippogriff who had helped Sirius escape. The creature who had flown them both to freedom. In the chaos of the past weeks—the trial, the adoption, the settling into a new life—Buckbeak had slipped from his mind.
Sirius smiled. "I left him at my father-in-law's estate. In France. Lord Clermont has land. Acres of it. Room to fly."
He paused, cutting a piece of treacle tart.
"Recently, I donated him to a magical creature facility. A sanctuary. They have acres of protected land. Other hippogriffs. He is not alone anymore."
Harry's chest loosened.
"I wrote to Hagrid," Sirius continued. "Asked for his permission. He said he was very happy for Buckbeak." Sirius's smile widened. "The letter came back soaked in tears."
They all smiled. Hagrid. The gentle giant who cried at everything.
Sirius leaned back in his chair. "The last letter I received said Buckbeak had a child. A baby hippogriff."
Hermione squeaked.
Harry and Ron laughed.
The dinner ended. The plates were cleared. The candles flickered.
Margaret had work. She kissed Sirius's cheek, squeezed Harry's shoulder, and disappeared into the corridor.
Sirius picked up Aurora. She was drooping, her eyes half-closed, her head lolling against his shoulder. Her small hand was still reaching for Ron, even in sleep.
"I will put her to bed," Sirius said.
He looked at the trio—Harry, Ron, Hermione—standing together near the dining room door. His grey eyes were serious, but there was a twinkle beneath the seriousness.
"All of you," he said, "do not stay up late."
He winked at Harry.
Harry knew what that meant. Have fun. Cause trouble. You have my permission.
"We will behave, Sirius," Harry said.
Sirius laughed. He held out his hand, palm flat, fingers spread.
Harry slapped it. The sound was sharp, satisfying, a promise between them.
Ron and Hermione looked confused.
Sirius did not explain. He simply shifted Aurora higher on his shoulder, wished them all good night, and walked out of the room.
The door closed behind him. The house settled into quiet.
Harry looked at Ron. Ron looked at Hermione. Hermione looked at Harry.
The three teenagers climbed the stairs together.
Harry led the way, his bare feet silent on the worn carpet. He knew these stairs now—the creak of the seventh step, the way the banister wobbled slightly near the top, the exact spot where the portrait of an old wizard snored loudly enough to echo through the hallway. Ron followed behind him, his trainers thudding, his breath already slightly heavy from the climb. Hermione brought up the rear, her hand trailing along the wall, her eyes moving across the portraits that watched them pass.
The third floor was quiet.
The house had settled into its nighttime rhythm—the distant tick of clocks, the soft whisper of the fire in the grates, the occasional creak of old wood settling. The portraits were sleeping, their painted eyes closed, their painted chests rising and falling in mock slumber.
Harry led them to a door at the end of the corridor. He pushed it open and stepped inside.
"This is the lounging room," he said.
It was a small room—small by Grimmauld Place standards. A fireplace dominated one wall, its grate clean, its mantel bare. Four single sofas were arranged around it, their backs to the walls, their cushions deep and soft. The sofas were upholstered in shades of green and blue, the fabrics worn but comfortable, the kind of furniture that invited you to sink into it and not move for several hours.
"This is where I come," Harry said, "when I want to be alone. Or when I want to lounge."
Ron looked around. His eyes moved across the sofas, the fireplace, the small table in the corner that held a stack of old Quidditch magazines. "It's nice," he said. "Cosy."
Hermione had already chosen a sofa. She sat on the edge of it, her back straight, her hands folded in her lap. She looked like she was attending a tea party, not settling in for a late-night conversation.
Harry sat on the sofa opposite her. He did not sit on the edge. He sank into the cushions, his body relaxing, his shoulders settling against the soft fabric.
Ron chose the sofa to Harry's left. He sprawled—legs stretched out, arms spread along the back, head tilted back. He looked like he had been living in this house for years.
They sat in silence for a moment, the fire crackling, the shadows dancing.
Hermione spoke first.
"Harry," she said. "This house is so nice. And your family—" She paused, searching for words. "They are all very kind. Welcoming. Thank you for having us over."
Harry smiled awkwardly. This was formal. Weird. He had no reply.
Ron saved him. "Blimey, Harry. Sirius is even richer than Dad said." He gestured at the room, at the ceiling, at the house beyond. "Look at this place. It is like a palace. So huge."
Harry nodded. "I felt so weird at first. I get it, Ron. I had never seen anything like this."
Ron laughed. "Yeah, mate. It is yours now. You are richer than Malfoy even. Wait for that git to discover." He laughed again, the sound bright and satisfied.
Hermione's expression disapproved. Her lips pressed together. Her brow furrowed.
Harry stayed silent.
Hermione leaned forward. "Harry, tell us everything. You do not reveal anything in your letters. I have been dying to know what happened."
Ron nodded. "Yeah, mate. Tell us."
Harry took a breath. The fire crackled. The shadows danced.
He began to speak.
He started at the beginning.
Sirius's visit as a postman. The disguise. The way he had charmed Aunt Petunia into letting him inside. The reveal of his marriage—to Margaret, to a woman Harry had never met, to a family that already existed without him.
Ron's eyes widened. Hermione's hand went to her chest.
The trial. The surrender. The way Sirius had given up hope, had asked Margaret not to visit him, had written a letter that Harry still kept under his pillow.
Harry's voice cracked. He kept going.
Margaret's arrival at Privet Drive. The curtsy. The trip to America. The memory extraction—the doctor, the chair, the crystals. Seeing his parents. James and Lily, alive and laughing in a cottage that no longer existed.
Hermione's eyes were wet. Ron was silent, his face pale.
The vault at Gringotts. The diary. The letter from his parents to Dumbledore, naming Peter Pettigrew as the Secret-Keeper. Sirius being freed.
Harry's voice grew stronger.
Sirius shouting at Aunt Petunia. The way she had listened. The way she had left him alone after that.
Ron looked absolutely shocked. "She just... listened? Your aunt?"
Harry nodded. "Sirius has a way with people."
The adoption filing. The fight with Dumbledore. The hearing—Lucius Malfoy being a git, McGonagall testifying, Sirius's voice ringing through the chamber.
"We won," Harry said. "Sirius got custody."
Hermione wiped her eyes.
Then the ritual.
Harry described it as best he could. The blanket. Petunia's blood. The way she had cried, the words she had said—with all the love in my heart for my sister and for her son. Sirius's collapse. The day of waiting.
Ron and Hermione listened to everything.
Harry talked for a long time. The words came out faster as he went, the memories spilling over each other, the weeks of silence finally breaking. He told them about the past two weeks—the mornings with Sirius, the potions lessons with Margaret, the dinners where they all sat together and laughed.
When he finished, the room was silent.
The fire crackled. The shadows had grown longer. The clock somewhere in the house chimed eleven.
Hermione had cried multiple times. Her face was blotchy, her nose red, her eyes swollen. Harry's own eyes were wet—he had not realized he was crying until he felt the tears on his cheeks.
Ron was silent. Completely silent. He did not cry. But his face was pale, and his hands were clenched on his knees.
They remained like that for a long moment. Silent. Absorbing.
Harry had been wanting to tell his friends all of this for weeks. Sirius was Sirius—loving, indulging, caring—but still, Harry wanted Ron and Hermione. He wanted their presence. He wanted them to know all the strange, impossible things that had happened, the things that had led to him having a family now.
Ron broke the silence.
"Blimey, mate." His voice was rough. "All this is completely mental. I cannot believe it." He shook his head. "No wonder your letters have been so weird. How does anyone explain this on paper?"
Harry nodded.
Hermione wiped her tears with the back of her hand. "Harry, all this must have been so difficult for you." Her voice was thick. "I am so sorry. You could not reach for us."
Harry shook his head. "Nothing like that, Hermione. Your letters were enough. They were very helpful." He paused. "And then it ended quickly. The past two weeks here have been the best time of my life."
Hermione nodded, understanding.
Ron spoke again. "Of course, mate. Sirius is completely in love with you." He said it like it was obvious. "What have you done to him? I do not think anybody would do all that." He paused.
"I still cannot believe he had a showdown with Dumbledore. The greatest wizard of all time. For you."
Harry felt proud. That day had been a revelation for him too—he had not expected Sirius to have such guts. But now Harry knew. Sirius could go to any extent.
"The ritual," Hermione said slowly. "It sounds so terrifying. And complex. Generations of a family..." She looked at Harry. "They bowed down to him. Sirius is a powerful wizard."
Harry smiled at the praise.
Ron scoffed. "Hermione, of course he is. He is the heir of a century-old bloodline. You have no idea what kinds of things he must have grown up with. What he learned. Tutors from around the world."
Of course Ron knew this. He had grown up in the magical world. He understood things, Harry & Hermione never did.
They sat in silence for a moment.
Hermione asked, her voice careful, "Harry, are you alright? I mean—does Sirius take care of you?"
Ron spoke almost instantly, his voice indignant. "Mione, he broke out of prison for him. The man almost died to have Harry here. And you ask if he is taking care of him?"
Hermione shot back, her voice rising. "Ron, I am just asking if Harry is alright. Does he look after him?"
Ron's voice rose to match hers. "Open your eyes, Hermione. Harry lives in a palace. All his demands are taken care of. What else does he need?"
"Things do not always mean love, Ronald. He needs family, too."
"He has it. Did you not see at dinner? The way he looked at Harry? The way he—"
Harry held up his hands.
"Don't fight," he said. "I am fine."
Ron and Hermione stopped. They looked at him.
"I mean—it has been overwhelming, so to speak." Harry looked at both of them. "But in a good way."
He looked at the fire. The flames were lower now, the logs glowing orange.
"Sirius has been amazing. I still cannot believe it. One year ago, I had no idea I had a godfather. And now—" He swallowed. "Now I am adopted by him. I have a new home."
He paused.
"I am happy. Truly. Sirius is great—you will see. And Margaret is kind. Very kind."
He pointedly left out Aurora. He could not talk about the jealousy. Not yet. Maybe not ever.
Ron and Hermione nodded along.
Harry stared into the fire. His voice dropped.
"Sometimes I still do not believe it. I wake up in the morning and check—" He stopped. Swallowed. "I check if it was a dream. If it will be taken away."
He could feel Ron and Hermione looking at him. He did not look back.
"Life has never been kind to me. Not really." His voice was barely a whisper now. "I just hope I do not lose it. I fear—" He stopped again.
"Harry?" Hermione's voice was soft.
"I fear that if I do something stupid, all this will be taken away."
The words fell into the silence like stones into still water.
Harry had this fear. It had been crawling inside him for days, weeks, ever since the adoption was finalized. He had never spoken it—not to Sirius, not to Margaret, not even to himself. But here, in the lounging room, with the fire crackling and his oldest friends beside him, he could say it.
"I never had a family," he said. "Not mine. And now that I have seen it—lived it—felt what it is like to be taken care of, to be loved—" His voice cracked.
"I do not think I can live without it. I cannot go back to being an orphan under the stairs. I do not think I will be able to handle it."
The tears came.
Harry did not stop them. He let them fall. He let the fear loose.
Hermione was crying too. Her hand covered her mouth, her shoulders shaking. Ron's face was pale, his jaw tight. His eyes were bright—too bright. He looked like he might cry.
Hermione stood up. She crossed the small space between their sofas and wrapped her arms around Harry. Her hug was fierce, tight, desperate.
Harry let her. He cried on her shoulder.
Ron stood up too. He walked over and wrapped his arms around both of them—his long limbs awkward, his grip strong. He held them together.
They remained like that. The fire crackled. The shadows danced. The clock ticked.
After a long while, they moved apart.
Harry quickly wiped his tears with the sleeve of his jumper. Ron looked away, giving him space, his ears pink. Hermione was still holding Harry's hand, her fingers warm around his.
"Oh, Harry," she said. "Nothing like that will happen. It will not be taken away. Sirius loves you. Do not fear."
Ron nodded. "Yeah, mate. I do not think he is stupid enough to do all this and then toss you back to the Muggles."
Harry laughed. It was a small laugh, wet and broken.
The atmosphere in the room had gone too serious. The weight of the past hour pressed down on them.
Ron shifted. "I am hungry, mate."
Hermione's head snapped toward him. "Ron, you ate two servings of everything at dinner."
"I am a growing boy." Ron's voice was unrepentant.
Hermione's voice rose. "You are a glutton."
Ron and Harry had no idea what that meant. But it was clearly something insulting. Harry could tell from the way Hermione said it.
"Ron," Harry said. "I can ask Kreacher. What do you want?"
Ron's eyes lit up. "Blimey, mate. Do they give food in the middle of the night as well?"
"Yes. I eat sometimes. You can ask for anything."
Ron leaned back in his sofa, a grin spreading across his face. "That is brilliant. Best thing in this house."
Hermione rolled her eyes.
Harry called for Kreacher.
The elf appeared with a soft crack. His bulbous eyes took in the scene—the three teenagers, the fire, the late hour. He did not comment.
"Kreacher," Harry said. "Can we have something to eat?"
Kreacher nodded.
He disappeared.
Kreacher returned with a laden tray. Sandwiches—thick, filled with ham and cheese and something else that Harry could not identify. Chips, golden and crisp, sprinkled with salt. And three cups of something dark and steaming.
Ron leaned forward, sniffing. "What is that, mate?"
Harry picked up one of the cups. The liquid was dark, rich, the surface dusted with something that looked like cinnamon. "French hot chocolate. Margaret makes it for me and Aurora."
Ron stared at the cup. "Hot chocolate? It looks... different."
Hermione picked up her cup. She held it to her nose, inhaled, and said in French— chocolat chaud, the name of the drink, probably. Her pronunciation was perfect.
Harry nodded. "Yeah. That."
Ron took a sip. His eyes widened. He took another sip.
"It is really good, Harry." He looked at the cup, then at Harry. "Your stepmother makes French dessert for you?"
Harry felt his face go red. He stammered. "She is not—she is not my stepmother."
Ron's mouth was full. He swallowed. "Then what is she?"
Hermione made a face of disgust at Ron's chewing. She was enjoying her own drink, holding the cup carefully, sipping slowly.
Harry looked at the fire. "I do not know," he said. "I never gave her a tag. She is just Margaret."
He paused. A small smile tugged at his lips.
"I thought I might be one. A stepson, I mean. I thought she would treat me like Cinderella."
Hermione laughed. Her drink sprayed from her mouth. She coughed, wiped her lips, and laughed again.
Harry laughed too.
"That is a wild imagination, Harry," Hermione said.
Harry's cheeks were red. He could feel the heat spreading.
Ron looked between them, his brow furrowed. "What is Cinderella?"
Harry said, "A princess."
Ron's face scrunched up. "You were scared your stepmother would treat you like a princess?"
He stared at Harry. "You are mental, Harry."
Harry and Hermione dissolved into fresh laughter. Harry's sides hurt. Hermione was wiping her eyes.
"Hermione, explain," Ron said.
Hermione took a breath. She set down her cup. "Cinderella is a Muggle fairy tale. A girl whose mother dies. Her father remarries a woman with two daughters. The stepmother and stepsisters treat her terribly. She becomes a servant in her own home."
Ron's eyes widened. He looked at Harry. "And you thought Margaret would treat you like that?"
Harry shrugged. "I did not know her. I only knew that Sirius had married someone. I thought—" He stopped. "I thought the worst."
Ron shook his head. "You are definitely mental."
Harry laughed again.
The conversation flowed as the night deepened. Ron asked questions about the house, about the portraits, about whether any of the suits of armor could move. Hermione answered most of them, her knowledge of magical history surfacing at unexpected moments. Harry added details when he could—the way the kitchen knew what you wanted before you asked, the way the stairs sometimes shifted when you were not looking, the way Kreacher muttered under his breath but always did what was asked.
They talked about Hogwarts. About the upcoming term. About the Quidditch World Cup, which was only a month away.
Ron was still eating. His third sandwich. Harry and Hermione shared a look—the knowing look, the some things never change look.
The fire burned low. The shadows grew long. The clock in the corridor chimed midnight.
None of them moved to leave.
Harry leaned back against the cushions, his cup of French hot chocolate warm in his hands. Ron was sprawled across his sofa, his eyes half-closed. Hermione had curled her legs beneath her, her head resting on the arm of her sofa.
The night deepened. The fire crackled. And the three of them talked, and laughed, and were together.
Chapter 111
Notes:
You guys are really loosing it at Sirius.
Relax. He is the same crazy black, we know. Utterly in love and devoted. The next chapters are a Rollercoaster ride.
Give Sirius a chance. The man is trying.
Chapter Text
Sirius was deep in sleep. His body was sprawled across the mattress, one arm flung over his head, the other wrapped loosely around Margaret's waist. His breathing was slow, even.
The room was dark. The curtains were drawn, but a sliver of moonlight slipped through the gap, silvering the carpet like a frozen river. The fire had burned down to embers, casting the faintest orange glow across the ceiling.
Crookshanks was curled at the foot of the bed, a ginger ball of fur, his tail twitching in his sleep.
And then—a whisper.
"Sirius."
His eyes opened.
The whisper came again, soft as a breath, insistent as a tug on his sleeve. "Sirius."
He knew that voice. He knew where it was coming from. He knew whom it belonged to.
Sirius extracted himself from Margaret's arms with the practiced care of a man who had spent years moving silently. His hand slipped from her waist. His body rolled to the edge of the bed. His feet found the floor without a sound.
Margaret did not stir. Her breathing did not change. Her dark hair was spread across the pillow, her face peaceful in sleep.
Sirius stood. He walked to the door, opened it, and slipped into the corridor.
The house was dark. The portraits were sleeping, their painted eyes closed, their painted chests rising and falling. The floorboards did not creak beneath his bare feet—he knew where to step, how to shift his weight, how to move like the ghost his mother had always accused him of being.
He climbed the stairs to the third floor.
Aurora's door was slightly ajar.
Sirius pushed it open and stepped inside. The room was bathed in soft blue light—the nightlight Margaret had installed, shaped like a crescent moon, casting gentle shadows across the walls.
Aurora was not sleeping peacefully.
She was thrashing—her small body twisting, her legs kicking at the duvet, her arms reaching for something that was not there. Her dark hair was spread across the pillow in a tangled mess. Her face was scrunched, her brow furrowed, her lips moving in silent, desperate words.
Sirius crossed the room in three strides.
He sat on the edge of her bed, the mattress dipping beneath his weight. He gathered her into his arms—gently, carefully, lifting her small body from the pillows. He settled her against his chest, her head tucked beneath his chin, her legs draped across his thighs.
"Shh, little star," he murmured. "I am here. Sirius is here."
His hand found her hair. His fingers moved in slow, gentle circles, stroking from her forehead to the nape of her neck, over and over, the same rhythm he had used a hundred times before.
Aurora stopped thrashing.
Her body relaxed. Her breathing slowed. Her hands, which had been clutching the air, found his chest and fisted in the fabric of his shirt. Her face smoothed, the furrow between her brows easing, the tension in her jaw releasing.
Whatever bad dream she had been seeing—whatever monster had been chasing her, whatever darkness had been pressing against her—it was gone. Sirius's presence had chased it away.
He held her for a long time.
The clock on her nightstand ticked. The mobile spun slowly overhead. The blue light of the crescent moon bathed them both in its soft glow.
Sirius did not rush. He was not going anywhere. He had learned, in the weeks since becoming a father, that holding a sleeping child was not a task to be completed. It was a gift to be savored.
He had never thought he would be a parent. In Azkaban, he had dreamed of revenge, of freedom, of seeing Harry's face again. He had not dreamed of this—of a small body curled against his chest, of small hands fisted in his clothes, of a child who slept better because he was there.
He looked down at Aurora. Her mouth was slightly open, a small O of peaceful sleep. A thin line of drool was making its way from her lips to his chest.
He chuckled softly.
He kissed her forehead—once, twice, three times. Because he could. Because she was his daughter. Because he had spent twelve years in a place where love was not permitted, and now he was making up for lost time.
He adjusted her pillows, fluffing them, arranging them so her head would be comfortable when he laid her down. He pulled the duvet up to her chin, tucking the edges around her shoulders. He touched her face again—the curve of her cheek, the softness of her skin.
He kissed her forehead one more time.
Then he rose from the bed, his movements slow and careful, and walked to the door. He looked back. Aurora had not stirred. She was curled on her side, her dragon tucked under her arm, her face peaceful.
Sirius smiled. He closed the door softly behind him.
He did not go back to the stairs.
His feet carried him down the corridor, past the closed doors of guest rooms and storage closets and rooms he had not yet explored. He knew where he was going. He had been going there every night, for the past two weeks, to check on Harry. To make sure he was there. To make sure this was not a dream. Not a fragment of his imagination.
But something stopped him.
A door was open. Not Harry's—one of the others, one of the small sitting rooms that dotted the third floor. Light spilled from it, soft and golden, the light of a fire that had not yet died.
Sirius stepped closer. He peered inside.
The lounging room.
The fire was low, the logs glowing orange, casting long shadows across the ceiling. The four sofas were arranged around the hearth, their cushions soft, their fabrics worn. And on those sofas, in various states of disarray, were three teenagers.
Ron was sprawled on his back, his long legs hanging over the arm of the sofa, his head dangling off the edge. His mouth was open. A soft snore escaped him every few seconds. His red hair was spread across the cushion like a flame.
Hermione was curled into a tight ball, her knees drawn up to her chest, her bushy hair covering her face. She was hugging a cushion, her fingers curled around its edges, her breathing slow and even.
And Harry—
Harry was sleeping in a position that looked deeply uncomfortable. He was on his side, his arm twisted beneath him, his face pressed into the cushion. His glasses were still on, askew, digging into his cheek. There was a smear of chocolate on his chin.
The low table between the sofas was littered with food trays—half-eaten sandwiches, crumbs, three empty cups that had once held French hot chocolate. A plate of chips had been knocked over, the salty sticks scattered across the wood.
Sirius stood in the doorway, and the years fell away.
He was sixteen again. He was at the Potter's house, in the small sitting room that Euphemia had decorated with floral curtains and too many cushions. James was sprawled on the floor, his glasses askew, his mouth open. Remus was curled in the armchair, a book still open on his chest. Peter was on the sofa, his feet hanging over the arm.
They had stayed up too late. They had eaten too much. They had talked about Quidditch and pranks and the future, a future that none of them could have imagined.
Sirius's throat tightened.
He missed James. He missed his best friend. He would miss him forever.
He shook his head, pushing the memory aside, and stepped into the room.
Sirius moved quietly.
He raised his wand and flicked it toward the table. The food trays lifted into the air, stacked themselves neatly, and floated toward the door. The crumbs vanished. The spilled chips disappeared. The cups cleaned themselves and joined the stack. The table was bare, the wood gleaming in the firelight.
He flicked his wand again, this time toward the sofas. The cushions shifted, expanded, softened. He conjured three blankets—soft, warm, the color of deep blue—and let them drift down onto the sleeping teenagers.
Ron's head was still hanging off the sofa. Sirius crossed to him, gently lifted his head, and repositioned it on the cushion. Ron mumbled something in his sleep—something that sounded like "Mum, not the potatoes"—and settled deeper into the blankets.
Hermione had not moved. She was still curled in her tight ball, the cushion clutched to her chest. Sirius pulled the blanket up to her chin, tucking it around her shoulders. She sighed, a small, soft sound, and her fingers relaxed around the cushion.
And then Harry.
Sirius knelt beside him. The firelight caught the planes of his face, the curve of his cheek, the dark lashes that rested against his pale skin. He looked like a child. His child.
There was chocolate on his face.
Sirius smiled. He pulled out his wand—no, he did not need magic for this. He reached out, his thumb brushing against Harry's cheek, wiping away the smear of chocolate. His skin was warm, soft, the skin of a boy who had finally started eating enough.
He removed Harry's glasses—gently, carefully, the way he had learned to do over the past weeks. He folded them and set them on the low table.
He adjusted the blanket, pulling it higher, tucking the edges around Harry's shoulders. His hand lingered on Harry's head, his fingers threading through the dark, messy hair.
He began to move his hand in slow circles. Harry relaxed. His body, which had been tense even in sleep, softened. His breathing deepened. His face smoothed.
Sirius leaned down and kissed his forehead.
"Sirius," Harry mumbled. The word was soft, slurred, barely audible.
Sirius smiled. "Yes, Harry. I am here."
Harry made a sound—something between a hum and a purr, the sound of a cat being stroked. His lips moved again, forming words that Sirius could not quite catch. But he heard something that might have been love you.
Or maybe that was what Sirius assumed. Maybe that was what he wanted to hear.
He said it anyway. "I love you too, Harry. Very much."
He kissed Harry's forehead again. His hand stayed in Harry's hair for a long moment, the slow circles continuing, the rhythm soothing them both.
Then he pulled back. He stood.
He looked at the fire. The logs were low, nearly burned out. He waved his wand, and fresh logs appeared, settling onto the grate, catching the flames. The room grew warmer.
He dimmed the lights—not extinguishing them, just softening them, so the room was bathed in a gentle, golden glow.
He checked the windows. They were closed, the locks secure. He checked the door. It was open—he left it that way, in case any of them needed to find the bathroom in the night.
He looked back at the three teenagers. Ron, snoring softly. Hermione, curled in her ball. Harry, his face peaceful, his hand resting on the edge of the blanket.
Sirius smiled.
"Good night, brave children," he said softly.
He walked out of the room and closed the door behind him.
The master bedroom was dark when Sirius returned.
He closed the door softly behind him, the click of the latch barely audible in the quiet room. The fire had died completely, leaving only the faint glow of the embers and the silver moonlight filtering through the curtains.
Margaret was awake.
She was sitting up against the headboard, her dark hair loose around her shoulders, her blue eyes fixed on him. Her hands were folded in her lap. She was waiting.
Sirius smiled. He walked to the bed, pulled back the covers, and climbed in beside her.
"Why are you awake?" he asked.
Margaret's voice was urgent, low. "Where were you?"
Sirius settled against the pillows, his body sinking into the mattress. "Little star was having a bad dream. She called."
Margaret's expression shifted—the fear in her eyes replaced by concern. "Is she alright?"
Sirius opened his arms. Margaret came to him without hesitation, her body curving against his, her head finding its place on his chest. His arm wrapped around her waist, holding her close.
"Yes," he said. "Asleep. Peaceful now."
Margaret relaxed against him. Her hand rested on his chest, her fingers tracing idle patterns on his skin. "And Harry? And his friends?"
Sirius's hand found her hair. His fingers threaded through the dark strands, playing with them, twisting them, letting them fall. It was a habit that had grown on him automatically—like his fingers could not stop obsessing over her hair.
Margaret never shooed him away. So why stop?
"They were having a midnight feast in the lounging room," Sirius said. "They fell asleep on the sofas."
Margaret smiled. "Kids are enjoying their summer."
Sirius nodded. His hand continued its slow, idle play in her hair.
Margaret's voice was soft, teasing. "You know, Sirius, it is quite creepy."
His fingers froze. "What?"
"How you can hear anyone calling you from anywhere in the house."
Sirius relaxed. His fingers resumed their motion. "Well, I am the Lord. What can I say? The house wants me to be aware when anyone needs me."
Margaret opened her mouth to reply—
A huge, furry, orange ball launched itself onto the bed.
Crookshanks landed directly between Sirius and Margaret, his paws sinking into Sirius's shirt, his weight jostling them both. He was enormous—all fur and attitude, his golden eyes gleaming in the moonlight.
Margaret screamed. Not a loud scream—a startled one, the kind that escaped before she could stop it. She sat up, her hand flying to her chest, her eyes wide.
Sirius laughed.
He reached out and scratched the half-kneazle behind his ears. "Bad boy," he said. "Do not do that. You scared My Darling."
Margaret's voice was sharp. "Move him out of my bed, Sirius."
Sirius pleaded the animal's case. "Let him stay. He is here for a week, only. I missed him."
Margaret's eyes narrowed. "Then perhaps you would like to sleep on the couch with him."
Sirius looked at her. His expression was half heartbroken for himself and half heartbroken for the animal. He scratched Crookshanks's chin.
"That is rude," he said.
Margaret was still sitting up, her arms crossed over her chest. "I do not want an animal on my bed when I am trying to sleep." She looked at the comfort with which Crookshanks was sitting on Sirius's chest—like he owned him. "I certainly do not want to share my husband."
Sirius smiled despite himself. He liked being claimed. He liked being her husband.
He looked at Crookshanks and made a soft, clicking sound—not words, exactly, but something the cat seemed to understand. A language Sirius had invented years ago, for Padfoot, for talking to animals who understood more than humans gave them credit for.
Crookshanks hissed at Margaret.
The sound was loud, sharp, clearly offended.
Sirius laughed. He moved the cat to the other side of the bed—still on the mattress, still within reach, but no longer between them.
"You have to compromise," Sirius said, opening his arms to Margaret. "He stays on the other side. But he is not leaving."
Margaret wanted to simply push the cat out of the bed. But that would be rude. That would be inhospitable. That would be killing a guest's pet.
She groaned loudly and went to Sirius's arms.
She settled against him, her body curving into his. His arm wrapped around her waist, holding her close. She could feel his heartbeat beneath her cheek—steady, strong, alive.
He turned, shifting his body until they were facing each other. His arm was still around her waist, pulling her close, eliminating the space between them.
"There," he said. "He is away. You cannot see him now. Happy?"
Margaret would have replied, but she was too flustered.
Her body was pressed against his. Her hands were flat on his chest. His hand was on the small of her back, warm and solid. Their faces were inches apart.
They had come much closer now. Closer than she had ever thought this marriage would come. But they still maintained their space—not rushing, not pushing, letting the relationship progress at its own slow, careful pace.
Margaret watched Sirius. His grey eyes reflected the lights from the street, soft and warm. His stubble had grown in the time since he had last shaved. His nose was perfect—she had always thought so, though she would never say it.
She moved her hand from his chest to his neck, her fingers resting against the pulse point. She could feel his heartbeat beneath her palm—faster now, matching her own.
Sirius was looking at her. Not just looking—drinking her in. He had memorized her face in the past weeks, and yet he found something new every time. The curve of her lips. The sweep of her lashes. The small mole on the left side of her nose.
Crookshanks purred loudly.
The moment broke. Both of them smiled.
"I can still hear him," Margaret said. "I know he is present."
Sirius cut her off.
He captured her lips with his.
His lips were warm, gentle, asking for permission rather than demanding it. Margaret's words died in her mouth. Her thoughts scattered. Her hands, which had been resting on his neck, tightened.
She responded.
Sirius moved his hand from her waist to her face, his fingers cupping her jaw, tilting her head, deepening the angle. Margaret moved her hand from his neck to his hair, her fingers threading through the dark curls, holding on.
Their tongues met. They knew how to kiss each other now—it was still new, still unfamiliar in some ways, but not unknown. Sirius knew her soft spots—the way she melted when he touched the small of her back, the way her breath hitched when he pulled her closer. Margaret knew how to move her tongue against his, how to match his rhythm, how to make him groan.
His hands were on either side of her face, his fingers tangled in her hair. She was still kissing him, her lips moving against his, her hands pulling him closer.
They broke apart only when the need for air became unbearable.
Sirius kissed her cheek. Soft. Lingering.
"Go to sleep, darling," he said.
Margaret was breathless. Her chest rose and fell. Her lips were parted, swollen, pink. She opened her eyes.
He was looking at her. Grey eyes, soft and warm and full of something she was still learning to name.
She smiled. A small smile, shy and real.
She leaned up and kissed him—a soft peck, brief and sweet.
"Good night, Sirius."
She turned in his arms, her body curving away from him, her back pressing against his chest. He spooned her, his body fitting against hers like he had been made to fill the spaces she left empty.
His head found the curve of her shoulder. He nuzzled into her neck, his breath warm against her skin. His arm was around her waist, holding her close.
Margaret closed her eyes.
The room was dark. The fire was dead. The moonlight had shifted, silvering a different corner of the carpet. Crookshanks was still at the edge of the bed, his purr a low, rumbling hum.
Margaret let sleep capture her.
And Sirius held her, and listened to her breathe, and stayed awake just a little longer, just to feel her in his arms.
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Harry woke with a shake.
It was not a familiar sensation—not the gentle hand on his shoulder that he had grown used to, Sirius's quiet voice murmuring "Harry, love, time to wake up." Or the warm wet tongue of Padfoot. This was rougher, more insistent, the kind of shake that meant someone had been trying for a while and was losing patience.
He opened his eyes.
Red hair. Freckles. A familiar, freckled face hovering inches from his own.
Oh. Ron and Hermione. They were here. Visiting.
Harry sat up so fast his head spun. He blinked, his vision blurry, and reached for the table beside the sofa. His fingers found his glasses. He put them on, and the world snapped into focus.
The lounging room was bright with morning light. The fire had died completely, leaving only gray ash in the grate. The food trays were gone, the table bare, the only evidence of their late-night feast the faint smell of chocolate that lingered in the air.
Ron was standing over him, his hands on his hips, his expression caught somewhere between exasperation and amusement. His red hair was even more disheveled than usual—sticking up in the back, flattened on one side. His Chudley Cannons t-shirt was wrinkled, and his jeans were twisted from sleeping in them.
"You sleep like a pig," Ron said. "I tried to wake you up three times."
Harry rubbed his eyes. "Well, you do the same. I have to name breakfast dishes to get you out of bed."
Ron grinned. Harry grinned back. They laughed—the easy, familiar laugh of friends who had spent three years sharing a dormitory, who knew each other's sleeping habits and morning moods.
Harry looked around. Hermione's sofa was empty. The blanket was folded neatly, set on the cushion, the pillow fluffed. She had been awake for a while.
"Where is Hermione?" Harry asked.
Ron shrugged. "That is what I wanted to ask you."
"How would I know? I just woke up."
Ron gestured at the room, at the house beyond. "It is your house."
Harry blinked. Your house. The words still felt strange in his ears. He had been living here for two weeks, but he still expected someone to tap him on the shoulder and tell him there had been a mistake. That he was supposed to go back to the Dursleys, back to the cupboard, back to being unwanted.
He pushed the thought aside.
"Kreacher," he called.
The elf appeared with a soft crack. His bulbous eyes swept the room, taking in the two teenagers, the disheveled sofas, the morning light. His expression was sour—sourer than usual, if that was possible. He was clearly irritated with his friends.
"Where is Hermione?", Harry asked.
Harry could see it. The way Kreacher's lips pressed together. The way his hands clenched at his sides. The way his eyes lingered on Hermione's abandoned blanket.
He was dying to say something. Harry knew what. The word was right there, on the tip of Kreacher's tongue, waiting to be spat out like a curse.
But he would not dare. Sirius had made that clear. The house listened to Sirius now. The elves listened to Sirius. And Sirius had made it very clear that there would be no more slurs in this house.
Kreacher's voice was strained, each word dragged out of him against his will. "The girl guest is in the library."
He disappeared before Harry could thank him.
Ron stared at the empty space where Kreacher had been. "We could have guessed that," he said.
Harry smiled. "Come on."
They ran to the stairs.
The first floor was quiet.
The portraits were awake now, their painted eyes following the boys as they passed. Some muttered. Some watched in silence. One—a severe-looking witch with hair piled high—sniffed audibly and turned her back.
Harry ignored them. He had learned, over the past two weeks, that the portraits were all talk. They had no power. They could not touch him. They could not hurt him.
The library door was half open.
Harry pushed it open wider and stepped inside. Ron followed close behind.
The library was vast—rows and rows of shelves, stretching into shadows that seemed to shift and move. The morning light filtered through the tall windows, catching the dust motes that drifted lazily through the air. The smell was old, comforting—paper and leather and something else, something that might have been centuries of knowledge pressed into every page.
Hermione was lost.
She was standing in the middle of an aisle, surrounded by books on all sides. Her wand was in her hand—not raised, just held loosely at her side—and her eyes were moving across the spines, her lips moving silently. She was not reading. She was cataloging. Her mind was already sorting, organizing, picking out the ten different research projects she would start the moment she had time.
She was, as Ron would say, being Hermione.
Harry and Ron exchanged a look. The knowing look. The here we go again look.
They walked behind her silently, their footsteps soft on the old carpet. Hermione did not notice. She was too absorbed, too lost in the endless possibilities of the shelves.
She reached the end of the aisle. She turned.
And saw them.
Hermione screamed.
The sound was high, sharp, piercing. It echoed off the high ceiling, bounced off the shelves, filled the room with the force of her surprise. Her wand flew up—not in defense, just in instinct—and her other hand pressed against her chest, right over her heart.
Harry and Ron both had to cover their ears.
Then they laughed.
"You both scared me!" Hermione's voice was shrill, indignant. Her face was flushed, her eyes wide. "I almost—you could have—"
"Mione," Ron said, still grinning, "we have been following you for ten minutes."
"Ten minutes?"
"At least," Harry said.
"You have no survival skills," Ron added. "If a killer found you in a library, you would just stand there and let him murder you while you finished your chapter."
Harry laughed loud.
Hermione was not offended. She was too occupied with the books to pay them any real attention. Her eyes kept drifting back to the shelves, to the spines she had not yet examined, to the volumes she was already planning to read.
"This place is so good," she said. The words came out fast, too fast, tumbling over each other in her excitement. "There are books on so many topics. Some of them are centuries old. Can you believe it? Real ones. Preserved. Everything you could ever want to learn."
She gestured wildly at the shelves.
"I never want to leave this place. Oh, Harry. Thank you for having me. I cannot wait to start reading. I have already marked up the books I want to begin with."
She was talking and talking, giving them no chance to speak. Her eyes were bright, her cheeks flushed, her hands moving in excited arcs. She was clearly too excited to notice that neither of them was listening.
Ron interrupted her. "How did you even get here?"
Hermione stopped. She blinked, as if surfacing from deep water.
"Well, I woke up half an hour ago. You were both still asleep, so I went downstairs." She paused, and a faint blush crept into her cheeks. "I found Sirius. He showed me the library. He said I could read any of them, as I pleased. He said the library is open. Always."
Harry nodded. That sounded like Sirius.
"He was awake?" Ron asked. "At—what time was it?"
"I do not know. Early." Hermione's blush deepened. "He was in the kitchen. Making tea. He said he does not sleep much."
Harry's chest tightened. He knew that. He had found Sirius in the kitchen at odd hours, standing by the window, staring out at the dark garden. He never asked what Sirius was thinking about. He was not sure he wanted to know.
"Come on," Harry said. "I have to show you both something."
Hermione's face fell. "I am not coming. I want to read."
Ron grabbed her hand. "Come on, Mione. You are here for a week. You can read all you want. Harry says Sirius gave him a gift. He wants to show us."
Harry nodded. "Come, Hermione."
Hermione looked at the books longingly—a final, lingering glance—and then sighed. "Fine."
Ron pulled her forward. She followed, her hand still in his, a small blush still on her cheeks.
Harry led the way out of the library.
The back garden was beautiful.
The morning light caught the dew on the flowers, turning the petals into tiny, glittering jewels. The lavender was in full bloom, its scent sweet and calming. The roses were deep red, climbing the trellis that Sirius had built. The small blue flowers whose names Harry could never remember were scattered along the path like fallen stars.
Hermione stopped at the edge of the garden. Her eyes widened.
"Oh, Harry," she said. "That is so pretty. I did not know you had a liking for flowers."
Harry shook his head. "No. It is for Margaret. Not my gift."
Ron was impatient. "Harry, show us your gift."
Harry smiled. He ran.
His bare feet were wet with dew, the grass cool and soft beneath them. He ran across the lawn, past the flower beds, past the small tree with Aurora's swing, toward the edge of the property.
Ron and Hermione followed. Ron was shouting something—Harry could not hear what—and Hermione was laughing, her breath coming in short gasps.
Harry stopped at the edge of the Quidditch pitch.
The goal posts gleamed in the morning sun, their gold hoops catching the light. The grass was perfect, smooth and green, cut to the exact length of a professional pitch. The stands were small, enough for a family, their wooden seats still wet with dew.
Ron stopped beside him.
He stared.
His mouth fell open. His eyes went wide. His hands dropped to his sides.
"Harry," he said. His voice was barely a whisper. "A Quidditch pitch. Your godfather gave you a QUIDDITCH PITCH."
He shouted the last words. The sound echoed across the pitch, bounced off the goal posts, filled the morning air.
Harry laughed. He had known Ron would react like that. Ron was the only person who would mirror Harry's own excitement—the only one who understood what it meant to have a place to fly whenever you wanted, without waiting for practice, without sneaking out after dark.
Hermione smiled too. But clearly, nothing about a Quidditch pitch excited her. Her mind was still in the library, still cataloging the books she had left behind.
Ron started running. He ran across the grass, his arms spread wide, his face turned up to the sky. He looked like a small child who had just been given permission to stay up past his bedtime.
"This is bloody brilliant!" he shouted. "You must be having a hell of a summer!"
Harry jogged after him. Hermione followed at a walk, her arms crossed over her chest.
"Sirius also got me a Quidditch practice set," Harry said. "I play with the snitch every morning."
Ron stopped running. He turned. His eyes were so wide Harry thought they might pop out of his head.
"Merlin's balls, Harry." His voice was reverent. "You are living my fantasy. A Quidditch pitch. A practice set. A Firebolt. Bloody hell."
Harry's smile faltered.
He knew how much Ron wanted to play Quidditch. He knew how much Ron wanted a broom of his own, a chance to prove himself, a place on the team. Ron had been waiting for years—waiting for his parents to have enough money, waiting for his turn, waiting for someone to notice that he was good enough.
Harry was not showing off. He was not trying to make Ron feel bad. He just wanted to share. He wanted Ron to be part of it.
But it had taken Harry thirteen years to finally have something of his own. He still remembered the hand-me-downs. The chores. The cupboard. The abuses.
Ron had not noticed Harry's expression. He was still staring at the pitch.
"Blimey, mate," Ron said. "You should have shown this to us yesterday."
Harry pushed the guilt aside. "Yeah. I forgot."
"How can you forget to show something like this?" Ron's face matched his hair.
Harry shrugged. "I mean—I saw you guys after so long. We talked. I forgot. I was happy to see you both."
Hermione, who had been watching them both, spoke. "We get it, Harry. Do not worry."
Harry looked at her. She was smiling. She was happy for him—even if she did not care about Quidditch, even if her mind was still in the library. She understood.
Ron was already planning. "Can we play?"
Harry nodded. "Yeah, of course."
Ron's face fell. "I do not have a broom."
Harry knew that. He had known it before Ron said it. "I can ask Sirius if he has any broom here. I am sure he must have."
Ron's face lit up again. "Yeah?"
"Yeah."
Ron looked at the pitch, then at Harry, then at the pitch again.
"Come on," Harry said. "I will show you something else as well."
The pool was warm.
The air was thick with humidity, the smell of chlorine and something else—something clean, mineral, like the rain after a long drought. The water was pale blue, shimmering under the enchanted lights that lined the ceiling. The tiles were white, the edges smooth, the steps leading down into the water gentle and shallow.
Hermione squealed.
"A private pool," she said. "That is great, Harry. Can we swim?"
Ron looked at the water. His brow was furrowed. "Can you swim?"
Hermione's chin lifted. "Yes. Of course."
Ron's eyebrows rose. "Why am I not shocked? Is there anything you cannot do?"
Hermione's face went red. She opened her mouth—to argue, probably, or to list the many things she could not do, because Hermione was nothing if not precise—but Harry spoke first.
"Ron, can you swim?"
Ron's face fell. "No."
Harry had expected that. "Do not worry. Sirius is teaching me and Aurora in the late afternoons. We can all swim together. He will teach you too. He is good."
Ron's face brightened. "Your godfather is great, Harry. I would love to swim."
Harry smiled. He knew Sirius was great. Sirius was fun and cool. But much more than that, he was loving. He loved Harry. He cared for Harry. He fought for Harry like nobody ever had.
"Come on," Harry said. "We have to get dressed. It is time for breakfast."
Ron and Hermione looked at him. Their expressions were quizzical. Shocked.
Harry stopped. "What?"
Ron spoke first. "Since when do you care about dressing up and taking breakfast on time?"
Harry did not hesitate. "Margaret wants everyone at the table on time, properly dressed, for meals."
He did not wait for a reply. He turned around and started walking toward the house.
His bare feet were wet on the grass. He walked slowly, comfortably, unbothered by the two sets of eyes watching him from behind.
Ron and Hermione walked behind him.
Ron's voice was low, meant only for Hermione. "Is it weird that Harry is so okay with rules? He was never like that at school."
Hermione's voice was thoughtful. "It is a good thing. He follows rules."
"It is weird." Ron shook his head. "He seems different. He never walked so slowly at school."
Harry could not hear them. He did not turn around.
"Ron," Hermione said, "that is because he was always stressed at school. He anticipated danger. He is relaxed now. Look at him."
Ron looked.
Harry's shoulders were loose. His steps were unhurried. His bare feet left prints in the dew-covered grass. He looked like he belonged here—like this house, this garden, this life, was exactly where he was supposed to be.
"He is at home," Hermione said. "He follows rules because it is not forced on him. It is for structure."
Ron was quiet for a moment. "I never thought I would see Harry like this. He does everything with Sirius. The flying. The swimming. The meals." He paused. "Does Sirius not work?"
Hermione's voice was sharp. "Honestly, Ronald. Sirius is giving him time. That is good. Harry has wanted it for so long. Now he has it. We should be happy for him."
Ron was not convinced. He had seen the rule-breaker, the rebel, the boy who snuck out at night and fought trolls and faced basilisks. The homely Harry—the one who woke up on time and dressed for breakfast and walked slowly through the garden—did not fit the image in his head.
It was strange.
Harry called over his shoulder. "Are you two coming?"
Ron and Hermione looked at each other. They shrugged. They walked.
The three of them moved inside, the morning light warm on their backs, the house waiting for them with its open doors and its endless rooms.
Chapter Text
Harry was ready for the day.
He had showered—quickly, efficiently, the way he had learned to do in the Dursleys' house, though no one here was timing him or banging on the door. He had dressed in clean clothes—jeans that fit, a shirt that was actually his, not a hand-me-down from Dudley. He had brushed his teeth, combed his hair (it made no difference), and stood in front of the mirror for a moment, looking at himself.
He looked different. Not just older—though the past weeks had added something to his face, a softness around his eyes, a relaxation in his jaw.
He left his room and walked downstairs.
Not to the dining room. Not to the kitchen. To the second floor. To the master bedroom.
He stopped outside the door. The wood was dark, polished, the handle gleaming. He raised his hand and knocked.
The voice that came from the other side was soft. But it was unmistakably Sirius.
"Come in, Harry."
Harry pushed open the door.
The room was empty.
He stood in the doorway, blinking, his eyes moving across the space. The bed was made—immaculately, the duvet smooth, the pillows plumped, not a wrinkle in sight. The curtains were drawn back, letting in the morning light. The dressing table was tidy, the silver brushes aligned, the crystal bottles catching the sun. The armchair by the window was empty, a book resting on its seat.
Of course it was clean. This was Margaret's room too. Margaret, who did not tolerate mess, who believed that a room should be orderly before the day began. Harry had been in this room enough times to know that it was never anything less than pristine.
But he had heard Sirius. He was sure of it.
"Sirius?" he called, his voice uncertain.
A voice came from the open door of the bathroom. "I am in here, Harry."
Harry hesitated.
The bathroom door was open. Not a crack, not a sliver—wide open, inviting, as if whoever was inside had nothing to hide. But it was still the bathroom. The bathroom Sirius shared with his wife. The private space where he washed and dressed and prepared for the day.
Harry was not sure if he should go in.
But it was open. And Sirius had answered. And Harry had come here to ask a question.
He moved slowly.
The bathroom was enormous.
Harry had never been inside it before—had never had reason to, had never been invited. He had assumed it was like the other bathrooms in the house: large, yes, but functional. A sink, a toilet, a shower, a bath. The kind of room you used and left.
He had been wrong.
The bathroom was as large as his bedroom. Larger, maybe. The floors were white marble, veined with gray, polished to a shine that reflected the light from the chandelier overhead. The chandelier was smaller than the one in the dining room, but no less elegant—crystals dangling like frozen tears, catching the morning sun and scattering rainbows across the walls.
The sinks was set into a counter of dark wood, two of them for two people to stand side by side. Two mirrors hung above it, ornately framed, their surfaces spotless. Beside the sink, a collection of bottles and jars—shaving cream, cologne, something in a dark glass bottle that Harry did not recognize.
And there, in front of the mirror, stood Sirius.
His hair was tied up.
Harry had never seen that before. Sirius's hair was always loose, falling across his forehead, framing his face, curling at the ends. It was part of him—the dark mane, the unkempt elegance, the way he pushed it back with his hand when he was thinking.
But now it was pulled back, gathered at the nape of his neck, twisted into a knot that sat just below his crown. His face was fully visible—the sharp cheekbones, the strong jaw, the grey eyes that caught the light and held it. He looked different. Older, somehow. More serious.
His face was covered in white foam. He held a razor in his hand—not a magical one, not the kind that shaved with a wave of a wand. A Muggle razor. The kind with a handle and a blade and a need for careful, steady hands.
He was shaving.
"Come in, Harry," Sirius said, his eyes on his reflection. "What happened?"
Harry walked into the bathroom. His bare feet were silent on the marble floor. The room smelled of something clean and sharp—soap, maybe, or the shaving cream, or the cologne on the counter.
He watched as Sirius leaned toward the mirror, his jaw tilted, the razor moving in slow, careful strokes down his cheek. The foam peeled away, revealing smooth skin beneath.
Harry laughed.
"Sirius," he said, "you are using a razor?"
Sirius stopped. He looked at Harry through the mirror, one eyebrow raised. "So?"
Harry was confused. "I mean—that is a Muggle thing. How do you know about it?"
Sirius turned back to the mirror. The razor moved again. "Harry, I prefer Muggle shaving to the wizard's spell. Much more effective. Much more control."
Harry watched, fascinated.
Sirius's hand was steady. The razor moved in precise, deliberate strokes, following the line of his jaw, the curve of his chin, the hollow of his cheek. He tilted his head, stretched his neck, worked around his Adam's apple with the care of someone who had been doing this for decades.
Harry had never seen anyone shave before. Uncle Vernon used an electric razor—a loud, buzzing thing that he dragged across his face while watching the morning news. The Dursleys had never taught Harry to shave. He had assumed he would figure it out when the time came. Or that Ron would teach him. Or that he would just use a spell and hope for the best.
But watching Sirius—the patience, the precision, the quiet ritual of it—Harry realized he wanted to learn.
"Sirius," he said. The words came out before he could stop them. "Will you teach me how to shave?"
Sirius stopped.
His face was half-shaved—one cheek smooth, the other still covered in foam. He turned to look at Harry directly, not through the mirror. His grey eyes met Harry's green ones.
For a moment, he did not speak.
Then he put his hand on Harry's shoulder. His fingers were warm, steady.
"Yes, Harry," he said. His voice was soft, but there was something beneath it—something firm, something certain. "I will teach you. And I would be very disappointed if I did not get to be the one to do it."
He paused. "It is my right."
Harry smiled.
It was a wide smile, bright, completely unnecessary in its size. A smile that hurt his cheeks and made his eyes crinkle. But he could not help it.
Sirius wanted to be the one. He called it his right. Harry would not want anyone else to teach him either.
"Yes, Sirius," Harry said.
Sirius smiled. He cupped Harry's face in his hand—his palm warm against Harry's cheek, his fingers curving around his jaw. He looked at Harry for a moment, something soft in his grey eyes.
"We still have time for that," he said. "Let my kid be a baby for a while."
And then he did something he had never done before.
He pulled Harry's cheek.
Not hard—a gentle tug, his thumb and forefinger pinching the skin, stretching it slightly. The gesture was playful, affectionate, the kind of thing a parent might do to a small child.
Then he turned and busied himself with his shaving.
Harry stood frozen.
He should have been offended. Any teenage boy should be offended at being called a baby. Any teenage boy should be offended at having his cheeks pulled by his godfather. He was thirteen years old. He was too old for this.
But he was not offended.
No one had ever pulled Harry's cheek and called him my kid. No one had ever promised to teach him things—not how to shave, not how to dress, not how to be a person in the world. The Dursleys had taught him nothing except how to be small, how to be quiet, how to survive.
He was standing in his godfather's bathroom, watching him shave, and he was not awkward. He was not out of place. He was happy.
Sirius had not asked him to leave.
So Harry stayed.
Sirius finished shaving.
He rinsed his face under the tap—cupping his hands, splashing water onto his skin. He wiped his face with a towel—white, soft, monogrammed with a crest Harry did not recognize—and examined himself in the mirror.
Smooth. Clean. He looked younger without the stubble, though the shadows under his eyes remained.
He picked up a bottle from the counter—dark glass, silver label, something that looked expensive. He shook a few drops into his palm, rubbed his hands together, and pressed them to his cheeks.
The smell was immediate.
Fresh. Clean. Something like pine, something like citrus, something else that Harry could not name. It was the smell that clung to Sirius's skin, that lingered on his robes, that filled the room when he walked past.
Harry had always wondered what it was.
"What is that?" he asked.
Sirius looked at him through the mirror. "After shave. It soothes the skin. Helps with any cuts. Closes the pores."
He tilted his head, considering. Then he shook a few more drops into his palm, rubbed them together and reached for Harry.
"Here," he said.
Before Harry could react, Sirius's hands were on his face—warm, slightly damp, pressing against his cheeks, his jaw, the soft skin beneath his ears. The liquid was cold. Harry shivered.
"It is cold," he said.
Sirius smiled. "It is. But it works."
He stepped back, surveying his work. Harry raised his hand to his own face. His skin felt different—smooth, cool, tingling slightly. He smelled like Sirius.
He liked that.
Anything that made him and Sirius stand in the same line—the same smell, the same aftershave, the same connection—he liked it.
Sirius reached up and pulled the clip from his bun.
His hair fell—all at once, a cascade of dark curls that tumbled past his shoulders, caught the light, settled into place. He bent forward, letting his head drop, and ran his fingers through the strands. He scrunched them—gathering sections, squeezing, releasing—then straightened with a sharp flick of his head.
His hair fell back into place.
Perfect. The same way Harry saw it every day. The same effortless arrangement, the curls falling across his forehead, framing his face, looking like he had just walked out of a magazine.
Harry had assumed Sirius spent hours on his hair. That he stood in front of the mirror, adjusting, arranging, perfecting. That it was a process, a ritual, something that required time and patience and products Harry had never heard of.
But it was not. It was like that. His hair was just... well-behaved.
Sirius turned. He saw Harry watching him.
"What happened, Harry?" he asked.
Harry was lost in thought. He had almost forgotten why he had come.
"Yeah," he said, shaking himself. "I came to ask you something."
Sirius moved out of the bathroom, into the bedroom. He stood in front of the full-length mirror, where a waistcoat and outer robes lay draped over a chair. The waistcoat was dark grey, silk, the kind of thing that probably cost more than the Dursleys' entire month's expenses.
"What?" he asked.
Harry followed him. He stood near the door, watching as Sirius picked up the waistcoat and shrugged into it.
"Ron and I wanted to fly. Play Quidditch."
Sirius nodded. His fingers worked the buttons of the waistcoat, quick and efficient. Harry watched the way his hands moved—the economy of motion, the lack of hesitation. He had been dressing himself in fine clothes for his whole life. It was second nature to him.
"Do you have a broom at home?" Harry asked. "For Ron?"
He was hopeful. He did not want Ron to stand and watch as Harry flew in his firebolt. He wanted Ron to have something good. Something that would let him enjoy the pitch the way Harry did.
Sirius's answer was instant. "Yes, Harry. I did buy a broom the day we went shopping."
Harry's eyes widened. "When? I did not see it."
Sirius had moved on to his cuffs. He was standing at the dressing table, reaching into a small crystal bowl. Inside were cufflinks—silver, elegant, engraved with the Black family crest. He chose a pair and fastened them to his sleeves.
"Well," he said, "I am sorry. It must have gotten mixed in with the shopping bags. I will check my study. It must be reduced somewhere between the packets." He looked up, meeting Harry's eyes in the mirror. "Ron can use that."
Harry let out a breath. Relief flooded through him.
He had known Sirius would have something. He had known Sirius would help.
He crossed the room and hugged Sirius.
His arms wrapped around his godfather's waist, his face pressing into his chest. The waistcoat fabric was smooth beneath his cheek, cool and expensive. Sirius smelled of aftershave and something else—something warm, something like home.
Sirius hugged him back. His arms were strong around Harry's shoulders, his hand pressing against the back of Harry's head.
"Thank you, Sirius," Harry said, his voice muffled.
"There is no need to thank me, love," Sirius said.
Harry pulled back. His eyes were bright. "There is. You are the best."
Sirius's grey eyes softened. He blinked—once, twice—and Harry saw something glisten there. He kissed Harry's forehead, his lips warm, lingering.
"You know what they say," Sirius said. "Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder." He winked.
Harry smiled. Sirius never took a compliment. He always deflected, made a joke, turned it back on the person giving it. But he deserved it. Certainly.
Sirius picked up his outer robes and pulled them on. The fabric settled around his shoulders, fell to his knees. He adjusted the collar, smoothed the sleeves.
Then he put his hand on Harry's shoulder.
"Let us go," he said. "Time for breakfast. The Mrs. will be upset otherwise."
Harry laughed.
They walked out of the bedroom together.
Harry was talking.
He told Sirius about his morning—about waking up in the lounging room, about the library, about showing them the pitch and the pool. He told him about Ron's excitement, about Hermione's distraction, about the way the morning light had looked on the grass.
Sirius listened. His hand was still on Harry's shoulder, warm and steady. He did not interrupt. He did not rush. He simply walked beside Harry, his steps slow, matching Harry's pace.
Ron and Hermione met them on the stairs.
Ron's hair was still wet from his shower, sticking up in damp spikes. Hermione's was already drying, curling around her face. They were both dressed—Ron in a Chudley Cannons t-shirt and jeans, Hermione in a soft blue jumper and trousers.
"Good morning," Sirius said. His voice was warm, welcoming.
"Good morning, Sirius." Hermione said.
Ron echoed her, his voice less formal, a beat behind.
Sirius smiled.
Harry turned to Ron. "Sirius has a broom. We can play."
Ron's face lit up. "Really? Brilliant."
They continued down the stairs, the four of them—Sirius and Harry in front, Ron and Hermione behind. Sirius's arm was still around Harry's shoulders, but Harry's attention was on his friends. He was telling Ron about the broom, about the practice set, about the drills he had been doing.
Ron was asking questions. Hermione was listening, her eyes moving across the portraits on the walls. Sirius walked with them, listening, tagging along.
He did not need to be the center of attention. He did not need to be in charge of the conversation. He was just there.
Present. Steady. Home.
Harry felt his arm around his shoulders, warm and solid, and he smiled.
The stairs curved. The morning light fell through the windows, golden and soft. The portraits watched them pass, their painted eyes curious, their painted lips murmuring.
They reached the ground floor.
They made their way to the dining room in a loose, laughing procession.
The kids made themselves comfortable.
Hermione sat between Ron and Harry—not because she was forced to, but because she had placed herself there, claiming the spot before anyone could argue. Ron settled into the chair beside her, his long legs stretching out under the table, his elbows landing on either side of his plate. Harry took his usual chair—the one on the right-hand side of the head of the table. The chair that had become his.
Sirius did not sit.He walked out of the dining room, toward the kitchen. His footsteps faded down the corridor.
Hermione's brow furrowed. "Harry," she said, "why did Sirius leave?"
Harry was still mid-sentence, telling Ron about the drills he had been doing on the pitch. He stopped. He blinked. "What?"
"Sirius," Hermione said. "He left. Where is he going?"
Harry's answer was absent-minded, automatic. "To make tea."
Ron and Hermione stopped.
Their eyebrows rose. They looked at each other, then at Harry, then at the empty doorway where Sirius had disappeared.
"Sirius makes tea?" Ron asked. His voice was incredulous, as if Harry had just told him that Dumbledore did his own laundry.
Harry nodded. "Yeah. Every day. I mean—he is the one who makes tea in this house."
He watched the shock expressions on his friends' faces. He remembered his own first evening in this house—the way his jaw had dropped when Sirius carried the tray into the living room, the way his brain had struggled to reconcile the image of Lord Black serving tea with the image of Uncle Vernon barking orders from his armchair.
"I know," Harry said. "I was shocked too. But Sirius does it. He makes the best tea."
Ron and Hermione looked at each other again. Ron's mouth was slightly open. Hermione's brow was furrowed, as if she was recalculating everything she thought she knew about pure-blood society.
Ron had never known any man to make tea. In the Burrow, it was always Molly—the kettle whistling, the cups clinking, the steady rhythm of her pouring. Arthur sat at the table and waited. Ron had assumed that was how things worked. Men went to work. Women made tea. The wealthy had house-elves.
But Sirius was a lord. The head of a centuries-old bloodline. He owned this house, this table, these dishes. And he had gone into the kitchen to make tea.
The man returned.
Sirius walked back into the dining room, and behind him—floating in the air, following like a loyal dog—came the teapot.
It was silver, ornate, polished to a shine. It drifted past Sirius and settled on the table, hovering for a moment before lowering itself onto the trivet with a soft clink. Cups followed—five of them, arranged in a neat row. A jug of milk. A small bowl of sugar. A tiny pot of honey.
Sirius did not sit. He walked to the door and stood in the doorway, waiting.
Footsteps approached.
Aurora saw Sirius first.
She was already dressed for school—her blue dress, her white socks, her shiny black shoes. Her dark hair had been braided, but strands were already escaping, curling around her face like small, determined vines. She carried her dragon under one arm and her school bag under the other, and the moment she saw Sirius, she dropped both.
She ran.
Her small feet pounded on the floor. Her braids bounced. Her arms stretched out, reaching for him, and she collided with his legs in a hug that was more impact than embrace.
"Sirius!" Her voice was muffled against his trousers. "Good morning!"
Sirius bent down and scooped her up. He settled her on his hip, her small body fitting against his side, her arms wrapping around his neck.
"Good morning, little star," he said. "Did you sleep well?"
Aurora nodded. "I dreamed of dragons."
"Good dragons?"
"The best dragons. They had purple wings and they could talk."
Sirius's eyebrows rose. "What did they say?"
Aurora leaned close to his ear, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "They said you need to come and visit them."
"I would like that very much."
Aurora nodded, satisfied, and patted his cheek.
Margaret appeared in the doorway.
She was dressed for the day—not in her work robes, but in soft home robes, the pale blue ones that brought out the color of her eyes. Her hair was loose, falling around her shoulders in dark waves, still slightly damp from a shower. Her face was fresh, clean, free of the tension that had marked it the night before.
She saw Sirius holding Aurora. She saw the teapot on the table. She saw the three teenagers, already seated, already chattering. And she smiled.
Sirius crossed to her. He shifted Aurora to one arm and reached for Margaret's hand. He pulled her close, his lips finding her cheek.
Her skin was soft. Warm. She smelled of lavender.
"Good morning," he murmured against her ear.
Margaret's hand came up to his face. Her fingers touched his cheek—freshly shaved, smooth, the stubble gone. She had noticed the moment she saw him. He had shaved.
Margaret leaned in and kissed him. It was a soft kiss, brief, the kind of kiss that said I noticed and thank you and I like it all at once.
Sirius had shaved because she liked it better that way. He had made the choice that morning—razor against skin, foam in the sink—because he wanted her to touch his face and smile.
She did.
He pulled on her hand, and they walked into the dining room together.
The kids were already loud.
Ron and Harry were laughing about something—Harry could not remember what—and their voices had risen, overlapping, competing. Hermione was trying to say something, but they kept talking over her, and she had given up, her hands raised in exasperation.
The noise was a wall of sound—laughter and teasing.
"Good morning, Margaret. Good morning, Aurora," Harry said, his voice cutting through the chaos.
Ron and Hermione echoed him. Their words were less clear, mashed together in their hurry.
Margaret smiled. "Good morning."
Aurora was already climbing into her chair. She did not wait for help. She scrambled up, her small legs pumping, her dress bunching beneath her. She settled into the seat and looked around the table with wide, curious eyes.
Sirius pulled out Margaret's chair. She sat. He pushed it in, his hand lingering on her shoulder for a moment.
Then he settled Aurora.
He adjusted her chair, pulled it closer to the table, made sure she could reach her plate. He set her napkin on her lap, unfolded it, smoothed it. Aurora accepted these ministrations without comment, her attention already on the food.
The breakfast began.
Harry piled his plate high—eggs, bacon, toast, a fried tomato. Ron did the same, his movements fast, competitive. They were not racing—not officially—but there was a tension between them, an unspoken challenge.
Hermione watched them with exasperation. "You are going to make yourselves sick," she said.
"Worth it," Ron said, his mouth already full.
Sirius turned to the teapot.
He poured for Margaret first—milk foam, no sugar, cinnamon. The aroma filled the air, warm and spicy. She wrapped her hands around the cup and smiled.
He poured for Harry next—milk, two sugars. He knew the measurements now, did not need to ask.
He looked at Hermione. "Would you like tea?"
Hermione's cheeks flushed. "Yes, please."
"Milk and sugar?"
"Only sugar, please. No milk."
Sirius nodded. He prepared her cup with care—a single spoon of sugar, stirred slowly, the tea dark and steaming. He handed it to her.
Hermione took a sip. Her eyes widened. "It is really good," she said. "Thank you, Sirius."
He smiled. "You are welcome."
He turned to Ron. "Ron? Milk and sugar?"
Ron nodded, his mouth still full. "Both. Please."
Sirius prepared the cup—milk, two sugars, just like Harry's. He handed it over. Ron took a gulp, nodded, and went back to his eggs.
Sirius poured for himself last. Black. No milk. No sugar. He lifted the cup to his lips and drank.
Aurora was talking.
She was always talking. Her words were a mix of French and English, tumbling over each other, sometimes making sense, sometimes not. Sirius listened. He replied. He understood her in a way that Harry never could—not because he was smarter, but because he paid attention. He had learned her rhythms, her patterns, the way her mind jumped from dragons to ponies to the toast on her plate.
But his focus was drifting.
His grey eyes moved to Harry.
Harry was laughing—head thrown back, mouth open, the kind of laugh that came from somewhere deep. His face was flushed, his eyes bright. He was shoving Ron's arm, and Ron was shoving him back, and Hermione was caught between them, trying not to spill her tea.
They were teasing each other. Joking. Being teenagers.
Sirius had seen Harry with his friends before—last year, from the shadows of the Shrieking Shack, from the edge of the Forbidden Forest. He had seen the way Harry looked at them, the way he trusted them, the way he would die for them.
But seeing them together like this—sitting at his table, eating his food, laughing in his house—was different. It was assurance. It was proof.
Harry was happy.
He was taken back to his own school days. The summers he had managed to reach the Potters. The mornings at their table, James and Effie and Monty, all of them laughing, all of them together.
He missed them.
He missed James's laugh, the way it filled a room. He missed Effie's cooking, the way she fussed over him like he was her own son. He missed Monty's quiet wisdom, the way he would clap Sirius on the shoulder and say nothing, and Sirius would feel understood.
He sent his love to them. Wished they could feel it, across worlds, across the veil that separated the living from the dead.
His eyes glistened. The memory of a family he had found and lost.
Margaret saw.
Her hand found his under the table—warm, steady, her fingers threading through his. She squeezed.
He squeezed back. He turned to her, smiled, shook his head slightly. I am fine.
She was not convinced. But she did not push.
Harry's voice broke the moment.
"Sirius," he said, "Ron does not know how to swim either. Will you teach him too?"
Sirius turned to look at him. Harry's face was hopeful, his green eyes bright. He had asked without hesitation, without embarrassment, as if it was the most natural thing in the world to ask his godfather to teach his friend a skill.
Sirius answered at once. "Of course, Ron. You will catch up soon. Harry did."
Ron smiled. His ears were pink, but he looked relieved. "Thanks, Sirius."
Harry was not finished. He leaned forward, his elbows on the table, his fork forgotten. "Sirius, will you be home this afternoon? We want to swim. Please."
Sirius looked at him.
He had work. The meeting at the Ministry had been rescheduled. There were letters to answer, documents to sign, calls to make.
But Harry was looking at him with those green eyes, and Ron was watching, and Hermione was watching, and the whole table seemed to be holding its breath.
The hell with the work.
"Of course," Sirius said. "I will be back for swimming time."
Harry's smile was so wide it looked like it might hurt. "Thanks, Sirius."
He turned back to his friends immediately, already planning. They would swim, then play Quidditch, then eat, then maybe explore the house, then—
The conversation flowed, loud and fast, three voices tangling and separating and tangling again. They talked about the pool, about the pitch, about the Quidditch World Cup, about the upcoming school term. They talked about Hermione's summer reading list—Ron groaned—and about Ron's mother's cooking—Harry's stomach growled.
Sirius watched them. He did not try to join. He simply sat, his tea growing cold in his hands, and watched.
Margaret's hand was still holding his under the table.
He was glad.
The breakfast ended.
Plates were pushed back. Napkins were dropped. Aurora was finished, her small body wriggling in her chair, her attention already elsewhere.
Harry stood up. Ron stood up. Hermione stood up. They were already moving toward the door, already talking, already planning.
Sirius opened his mouth to say goodbye—to tell Harry to have fun, to promise he would be back, to remind him to be careful.
Harry was already gone. His footsteps faded down the corridor, followed by Ron's thudding trainers and Hermione's lighter tread.
Sirius laughed. He shook his head.
He had wanted to say goodbye. He had wanted to kiss Harry's forehead, squeeze his shoulder, tell him to behave. But Harry's excitement was a hug itself. He did not need words. He did not need gestures. He just needed Sirius to be there when he got back.
Sirius turned to Margaret. He leaned down and kissed her cheek—soft, lingering.
He picked up Aurora. She was light, small, her arms wrapping around his neck automatically. Her dark hair smelled of strawberries.
"Bye, Mumma," Aurora said.
Margaret kissed her forehead. "Be good, ma chérie."
Aurora nodded solemnly. "I am always good."
Sirius laughed. He carried her to the door, her legs wrapped around his waist, her dragon tucked under her arm.
Chapter Text
Harry gave a tour of the house to Ron and Hermione.
It was nothing like the tour Sirius had given him. Sirius had moved through the house like a historian and a ghost all at once—pointing out the dark artifacts, explaining the blood-soaked history, naming the generations of Blacks who had lived and died within these walls. His voice had been flat when he talked about his mother, bitter when he talked about the family's beliefs, but there had been something else beneath it—an interest in the magic, the power, the sheer impossibility of a house that had stood for centuries.
Harry's tour was chaotic.
He showed them what he liked. He walked past what he did not find interesting. The portraits of ancestors he could not name. The suits of armor that had stood in the same spots for generations. The grandfather clock that chimed in a language he did not understand.
Hermione watched him for a while, her arms crossed, her expression amused.
"Harry," she said, "you are a very bad tour guide."
Harry stopped. "What?"
"You cannot name any of the portraits. You do not know the magic behind the spells on the house. You have no idea when it was built, or how many generations have lived here, or—"
"I know it is old," Harry said defensively. "Very old."
"That is not enough."
"It is enough for me."
Ron snorted. Hermione shook her head, but she was clearly expecting a history lesson.
They had already seen the ground floor. The living room, the dining room, the garden. Harry showed them the smaller sitting room—the one with the comfortable sofas and the fireplace that never went out. He pointed at Sirius's study but did not open the door.
"We cannot go in there," Harry said.
"Why not?" Ron asked.
"Sirius works in there. He has documents. Private things." Harry shrugged. "I do not want to intrude."
Ron and Hermione exchanged a look but did not argue.
Harry pointed at the other doors on the ground floor. "Kitchen. Pantry. A room full of things Kreacher keeps for cleaning." He waved his hand vaguely. "Nothing interesting."
They moved to the first floor.
Hermione's eyes lit up the moment they reached the landing. The library door was ahead, half open, the golden light spilling out. She had been dying to go back since the morning, since she had first discovered the shelves upon shelves of books, centuries old, waiting to be read.
She took a step toward it.
Ron grabbed her arm. "Mione. We saw the library this morning. You spent an hour there before breakfast."
"An hour is not enough."
"You will have a week."
"A week is not enough either."
Ron did not let go. Hermione huffed but stopped. She would not admit it, but she was curious about the rest of the house. The magical objects. The artifacts. The things she had only read about in books.
Harry led them to the music room.
The piano sat in the corner, its black surface gleaming, its keys yellowed with age. Sheet music was stacked on the stand, the pages curled at the edges. Hermione walked to it and ran her fingers over the keys—softly, so as not to disturb the quiet.
"I love the piano," she said. "I am not very good, though."
Harry shrugged. "Sirius is a pro."
Hermione turned. "Really?"
"He can play five instruments. He told me." Harry paused. "I never heard him, though. I do not know if he will play for us."
Ron and Hermione nodded, making mental notes to ask later. Harry pointed at the other doors on the floor—the drawing room, the conservatory, the small writing room that Margaret sometimes used—but did not open them. They walked past, their footsteps muffled by the thick carpet.
They did not go to the second floor.
Harry stopped at the bottom of the stairs. "This floor is Margaret's."
Ron frowned. "The whole floor?"
"Yes. Her rooms. Her study. The master bedroom, which she shares with Sirius." Harry paused. "No one is allowed to make any changes. It is hers. Completely."
Ron's eyebrows rose. "Not even Sirius?"
Harry laughed. "Especially not Sirius."
Ron and Hermion exchanged a look. They did not understand the joke. Harry did not explain.
They climbed to the third floor.
Sirius called it the kids' floor.
Harry led them farther down the corridor. He stopped in front of a door painted pale yellow, with a small hand-painted sign that read AURORA in looping letters.
"This is Aurora's room," Harry said.
Ron peered inside. The walls were covered in drawings—dragons. The bed was buried in pillows. Toys spilled from every corner. A stuffed dragon sat on the pillow, its glass eyes staring at the ceiling.
"She has more toys than an actual store," Harry said. "Every toy has a name. And a life. She talks to all of them." He paused, shaking his head. "I have no idea how one small person can talk so much. Constantly."
His tone was amused. Complaining, maybe. But Hermione did not miss the kind tenderness beneath the words.
Harry does not know it yet, she thought. But he likes her. He likes Aurora.
She did not say anything. She simply smiled.
They climbed to the fourth floor.
The corridor was darker here. The portraits were older, their painted faces severe, their painted eyes following the children as they passed. The air was cooler, stiller, as if this part of the house had been frozen in time.
Hermione stopped in front of a door.
It was like the others—dark wood, polished handle—but different. Older, somehow. The wood was darker, the handle tarnished. A sign hung on it, the words written in elegant, looping script:
DO NOT ENTER WITHOUT THE EXPLICIT PERMISSION OF REGULUS ARCTURUS BLACK
Hermione's eyes hovered over the words. Her mouth moved silently, reading them twice.
Ron and Harry stood behind her.
"Sirius's brother," Harry said.
Hermione looked at him carefully. Her voice was soft. "The papers called him a—" She stopped. She did not finish. She was waiting for Harry's reaction.
Harry understood. "I know," he said. "A Death Eater."
Ron spoke. "I did not even know Sirius had a brother. Mum said he died young. No one knows anything about him." He paused. "Dad said he was a Death Eater. He was sure."
Harry looked between them. They were both looking at him, waiting for his reaction.
He spoke slowly, choosing his words. "I do not know. I never asked Sirius."
Ron frowned. "Why not, mate? You live here now. You should."
Hermione's voice was kinder. "Does he not talk about his family?"
Harry shook his head. "Sirius did not have a good relationship with his family. He never even takes his brother's name." He paused. "I do not ask."
He did not tell them what he knew. What Sirius had told him in the quiet of the pitch, in the dark of the night. The ultimatum. The choice between becoming a Death Eater or worse. The way Sirius's mother had looked at him when he came into the house for thr first time. The way she had blasted Sirius off the tapestry. The way she still screamed from her portrait, even now, even sealed, her rage vibrating through the walls.
He did not tell them about Kreacher. The way the elf still went to Walburga in the quiet of the night, whispering updates, keeping her informed. The way he bowed to Sirius now but did not serve him, not truly, not with his heart.
These were not his secrets to share. They were Sirius's. They were his family's now.
Ron and Hermione had questions. Harry could see them in their faces—the furrow of Ron's brow, the parting of Hermione's lips. But they were not sure what to say.
Hermione spoke first. "Should we go in? Just to look?"
Harry looked at the door. The tarnished handle. The faded sign.
"I do not know," he said. "Sirius never said not to go in. But he never enters himself. When he gave me the tour, he walked past it. He never stopped."
Ron shrugged. "That does not mean we cannot go. Maybe he just does not want to go himself. He would not mind if we looked. He is too cool for rules."
Harry was not sure.
Sirius had said cause trouble. He had given Harry permission to explore, to be curious, to make mistakes. But Regulus was different. Regulus was a wound that had never healed. Harry did not want to be the one to tear it open.
Hermione's curiosity got the better of her. "Just from the doorway," she said. "We will not step inside."
Harry had no reply.
Hermione stepped forward. She reached for the handle. Her fingers closed around the cool metal. She twisted—just slightly, just enough to test it—and pushed.
The door opened a crack.
A sliver of darkness. A breath of cold air. The smell of dust and old parchment and something else, something that might have been magic, stale and waiting.
And then the door slammed shut.
The sound was loud—a crack, a thud, a lock clicking into place. The three of them stumbled back, their hearts pounding.
Kreacher stood before the door.
Harry had never seen Kreacher like this.
His eyes were red—bloodshot, swollen, the whites shot through with angry veins. His face was contorted with rage, his lips pulled back from his teeth, his nostrils flared. His body shook—his small, gnarled frame vibrating with fury. He looked like he might kill them. He looked like he wanted to.
He shouted. The sound was loud, raw, torn from somewhere deep.
"THE MUDBLOOD DARES TO TOUCH MASTER REGULUS'S ROOM! SHE DARES!"
Hermione stumbled back, her hand flying to her chest. Ron grabbed her arm, pulling her away. Harry stood frozen, his heart pounding, his mind racing.
"Kreacher," Harry said. His voice was steady, but barely. "You would not say that. Sirius told you—"
Kreacher turned on him. His eyes blazed.
"KREACHER IS NOT SCARED OF THE LORD!" His voice was even louder now, echoing off the walls.
"KREACHER WILL NOT LET ANYONE DEFILE THE MEMORY OF MASTER REGULUS! KREACHER WILL DIE FOR THE BRAVE MASTER REGULUS!"
He spat the next words. "THE HALF-BLOOD DARES TO BRING HIS FILTH NEAR MASTER REGULUS'S BELONGINGS!"
He looked at Harry, with disgust and said louder than ever, "THE SON OF A MUDBLOOD!"
The words hit Harry like physical blows. He had been called worse. He had been called worse by Kreacher himself, in the weeks before the ritual, before Sirius had become Lord Black. But this was different. This was not muttered under the breath, hidden behind a cough. This was shouted. In his face. With contempt so pure it burned.
Ron and Hermione had pressed themselves against the wall. Their faces were pale.
Harry stood frozen. His heart was beating too fast. His hands were cold.
He did not know what to say. He was caught between apologizing—for sneaking, for touching, for being curious—and getting angry. Kreacher had insulted Hermione. Kreacher had insulted his mother.
But Kreacher was not looking at him anymore. He was looking at the door, his red eyes fixed on the wood, his body still shaking. His lips moved—silent now, but forming words. Prayers, maybe. Or curses.
Footsteps.
Margaret came running.
She stopped at the edge of the corridor, her chest heaving, her eyes taking in the scene. Harry, frozen. Ron and Hermione, pressed against the wall. Kreacher, trembling with rage. The door to Regulus's room, closed, locked, guarded.
"What happened, Harry?" Margaret asked.
Harry had no response.
She turned to Kreacher. "Kreacher. What happened? I want answers. Now."
Kreacher had to comply. His voice was still sharp, but he forced the words out.
"The scum ward of the lord," he said, "and his lowly friends. They tried to break into Master Regulus's room."
He lifted his chin. His voice grew stronger. "Kreacher will not tolerate that. Kreacher will not let the memory of the great Master Regulus be displaced by unworthy half-blood and his mates."
Margaret understood.
She saw it all—the door, the children's guilty faces, the rage in Kreacher's eyes. She knew about Kreacher's devotion to Regulus. She had seen it in the way he spoke of him, the way he polished the door handle, the way he kept the room untouched, preserved, sacred.
She also knew how hurt Sirius would be if he found out.
"Kreacher," she said, her voice calm but firm. "You can go."
Kreacher did not move. "Kreacher will not go. Kreacher will protect his master's room. Kreacher does not care about punishment. Kreacher will die for his master."
"THE BRAVE MASTER REGULUS."
There was pride in his voice. Devotion. Harry had never seen anything like it—such fierce loyalty to a man who had been dead for fifteen years. It was even stronger than his devotion to Walburga.
Margaret did not flinch. "Kreacher, no one will punish you. You can keep Regulus's room as you like. No one will enter it or touch it. Sirius himself will not." She paused. "Alright?"
Kreacher looked at her. His red eyes searched her face. Then he nodded, once, and left.
But not before shooting the three teenagers a look of such disgust that Harry felt it like a slap.
Margaret turned to the children.
Her voice was kind, but there was steel beneath it. "Harry, you know there are certain things in this house—in Sirius's life—that should be left alone. Not meddled with."
Harry nodded. He knew.
"Don't go inside that room," Margaret continued. "Not today. Not ever. Sirius will be very hurt if he knows. I hope you will respect that."
Harry spoke quickly. "I am sorry, Margaret. We were just looking. We did not even go inside. We just opened the door."
Margaret placed a hand on his shoulder. Her touch was warm, steady. "I understand. I do not blame you. It is alright."
Ron and Hermione apologized too, their voices overlapping, awkward. Margaret waved it off.
"Why don't you kids go play on the pitch for a while?" she said. "I will send cold lemonade for you all."
Ron and Hermione nodded. They walked away, their footsteps quick, eager to escape the tension.
Harry stayed.
He looked at the door again. The tarnished handle. The faded sign.
What was the story with Sirius's brother? What had happened to him? Why did Sirius never talk about him? The questions swirled in his head, unanswered.
Margaret caught his look. She placed her hand on his face, her fingers gentle against his cheek.
Harry was worried. Not about Kreacher—Kreacher would calm down, would retreat to whatever dark corner he called his own. But Sirius. How would Sirius react? Would he be upset? Would he be angry? Would he shout at Harry?
"I did not mean to—" Harry started. "I just—Sirius—"
Margaret understood. "Do not worry, Harry. I will not tell him. Alright?" She smiled. "Now let it go."
Harry nodded. He walked away, his footsteps heavy, his mind still on the door.
Margaret stayed.
She stood in the corridor, alone, looking at Regulus's room. The family and its secrets. Would Sirius ever talk to her? Would he ever share his pain? Or would he keep it locked away, like this room, preserved and untouchable?
She did not know.
She turned and walked back downstairs, her thoughts heavy, her heart full.
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The three kids sat at the small patio in the garden.
It was the spot where Sirius sat every morning, a cup of tea steaming beside him, his grey eyes fixed on the sky as Harry flew laps around the pitch. The chairs were wrought iron, painted white, the cushions faded to a soft, pale blue. A small table stood between them, its surface scattered with fallen leaves and a single empty flower pot.
Harry sat in the chair that was usually his godfather's. Ron slumped beside him, his long legs stretched out, his trainers scuffing the stone tiles. Hermione sat across from them, her back straight, her hands folded in her lap.
They were silent.
The garden was quiet around them—the birds had stopped singing, or perhaps they simply were not listening. The flowers nodded in the light breeze, lavender and roses and the small blue things whose names Harry still did not know. The sun was high, the heat pressing down on their shoulders.
No one spoke.
The words still echoed. Mudblood. Filth. Scum. Kreacher's voice, raw with rage, bouncing off the walls of the corridor. The way he had looked at Hermione—like she had committed a crime just by existing. The way he had spat at Harry—the son of a mudblood—as if Lily's blood was poison.
Harry could still see Kreacher's red eyes, the way his body shook with rage, the way he had looked at them like they were vermin.
Ron was staring at his hands. His ears were pink. He had not said a word since they left the corridor.
Hermione's eyes were bright—too bright. She was not crying, but she was close. She had been called mudblood before. By Malfoy, by his cronies, by people who did not know her and did not want to. But this was different. This was not a schoolyard insult. This was a century of hatred, poured into a single word, spoken with such conviction that it felt like a physical blow.
They all had a lot to say. None of them said anything.
Footsteps on the stone path.
Margaret appeared around the corner of the house, a tray balanced in her hands. She was still in her home robes—the pale blue ones, the soft fabric, the sleeves rolled up past her wrists. Her hair was loose, a few strands escaping from behind her ears, curling against her neck.
The tray held three tall glasses, the glass beaded with condensation, the liquid inside pale yellow and flecked with mint leaves. Ice cubes clinked softly as she walked.
She set the tray on the small table. The glasses clinked again, settling into place. She pulled a chair—the fourth one, the one that usually faced the house—and sat down.
None of the children faced her.
They were caught between embarrassment at having been caught sneaking, and anger at the words Kreacher had spoken. Their bodies were turned away, their eyes fixed on the garden, the sky, anything but her.
Margaret observed them for a moment. Her blue eyes moved from Harry's profile to Ron's slumped shoulders to Hermione's trembling hands.
She spoke. Her voice was kind.
"Harry, come on. Have some lemonade. I made it specially for you kids. It is very hot out here."
Harry looked up.
She handed him a glass. The glass was cool against his palm, the condensation wetting his fingers. She handed glasses to Ms. Granger and Mr. Weasley—her voice formal, polite, giving them space.
They took the glasses. No one drank.
Margaret waited.
She spoke again, her voice still kind, still patient.
"Listen to me, all of you."
They looked at her now—not all at once, but slowly, one by one. Harry first, then Hermione, then Ron.
"The elves are magical creatures," Margaret said. "They are bound to families for generations. And when children in the sacred magical families are born, they are often placed in the care of an elf. From birth. From the moment they draw their first breath."
She paused, letting the words settle.
"Generally, in families like the Blacks—and my own, the Clermonts—the children are closer to their elves than to their mothers."
She placed her hand on Harry's shoulder. He did not withdraw. Her hand was warm, steady.
"Kreacher," she continued, "was the one responsible for Regulus. From the moment he was born. He fed him, bathed him, dressed him. That is why Kreacher has such a strong attachment to him. To his things. To his memory." She paused. "Now that Regulus is dead, that attachment has become protective. Fierce. Almost feral."
Harry spoke first. His voice was quiet. "But he is not like that with Sirius. He hates him."
Margaret squeezed his shoulder. "Harry, Kreacher looked after Regulus. For Sirius, there was another elf. It was Kreacher's sister. Her name was Darcy. Sirius was very attached to her as well."
Harry had not known that. His eyes widened.
"Where is she?" he asked. "Sirius never talks about her. He never told me."
Margaret's voice was soft. "She is dead, Harry. She was very old even when she took care of Sirius."
Harry nodded. He understood. People died. Elves died. And Sirius had lost someone else, someone who had loved him, someone whose name he never spoke.
Margaret continued. "It must have slipped Sirius's mind. You talk about all kinds of things, all through the day. He must have forgotten."
Harry smiled. It was true. They talked about everything—Quidditch and pranks and the war and the small, unimportant details of their days. The minutes blurred into hours, the hours into days. There was no room for everything.
Ron and Hermione did not say anything. They watched Harry interact with the woman he refused to call his stepmother. They watched the way her hand rested on his shoulder, easy and natural. The way he did not flinch at her touch but rather relaxed into it.
Margaret turned to look at all of them.
"Do not take it personally," she said. "Whatever Kreacher said. It was not directed at you. It was spoken out of deep loyalty to the child he raised." She paused. "And I apologize to all of you, on his behalf."
The children spoke at once.
"It is not needed—"
"We were the ones being stupid—"
"You do not have to—"
Their voices overlapped, tangled, fought for space. Margaret smiled.
"Alright," she said. "Then you kids had better drink your lemonade. It is getting warm."
They drank.
The lemonade was cold, sweet, tart. The mint leaves released their fragrance as the liquid touched their tongues. Harry could taste something else—something floral, faint, like the lavender that grew in Margaret's garden.
It was perfect. Of course it was. Margaret rarely cooked—that was Kreacher's domain—but when she did, she was brilliant.
"This is really good," Hermione said. Her voice was steadier now, the brightness in her eyes fading.
Ron nodded, his mouth full. He swallowed. "Yeah. Thanks, Mrs. Black."
Harry looked at Margaret. "Thank you."
She smiled. Her eyes crinkled at the corners.
Margaret reached into the pocket of her robes.
Her hand emerged holding something small—a matchstick, a twig, a piece of nothing. She set it on the table and waved her wand. The object expanded, lengthened, grew. The wood gleamed. The handle curved. The bristles fanned out, sleek and dark.
A Nimbus 2000.
Ron and Harry's eyes went wide. Their mouths fell open. The lemonade glasses hovered forgotten in their hands.
Margaret smiled. "Sirius asked me to find this. And give it to you kids."
Harry found his voice first. "Ron, see? I told you. Sirius has a broom."
Ron's voice was high, almost a squeak. "Not just any broom. A Nimbus."
Hermione rolled her eyes. "Stop shouting, will you?"
Ron and Harry spoke together. "NO."
Margaret laughed.
She stood, smoothing her robes. "I will leave you to it."
She placed her hand on Harry's shoulder again—she seemed to do that, a quiet reassurance, a small anchor. Then her hand moved to his face, her fingers brushing his cheek.
"Be careful, alright?" she said. "Do not fly too fast. Or too high."
Harry laughed. Flying was all about going fast and high. But he understood what she meant.
"We will be careful," he said. His smile was genuine, bright.
"Thank you, Margaret."
Ron and Hermione thanked her too—their voices overlapping, sincere.
Margaret looked at the three of them. The boy who was not her son, and his friends, who had come from nowhere to fill the house with noise and laughter.
She walked back toward the house, her footsteps soft on the stone path.
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Sirius walked into the house with a talking Aurora in his arms.
She had demanded to be carried—her small arms reaching up, her dark eyes pleading, her lower lip jutting out in that way that meant she would not take no for an answer. But Sirius did not mind. He loved carrying her. The weight of her against his chest, the warmth of her small body, the way her fingers curled into the fabric of his robes—these were things he had missed. Six years of her life, gone before he had even known she existed. He would not miss another moment.
Aurora was talking.
She had not stopped talking since he picked her up from her summer camp. Her voice was high, breathless, the words tumbling over each other in a rush to be spoken before they were forgotten.
"—and then Casey said her grandmère has a cat that can talk, but I told her that cats cannot talk, only parrots can talk, and she said her grandmère's cat is a special cat, and I said—"
Sirius nodded. "Mm-hmm."
"—and then John said he has a bicycle, a real bicycle, with two wheels, and he rode it all the way around the playground, but I think he was lying because—"
"Probably," Sirius said.
He carried her through the hallway, past the portraits who watched with painted eyes, past the grandfather clock that chimed the half-hour. His senses were always sharper when he was Padfoot, but even in human form, he could feel the house humming around him—the magic settling, the wards pulsing, the sound of laughter drifting from the back garden.
He and Aurora made their way toward the sound.
The garden was golden in the afternoon light.
Aurora squirmed in Sirius's arms. "Put me down, Sirius. I want to swing."
Sirius set her on her feet. She ran—her small legs pumping, her braids bouncing—and launched herself onto the swing. The ropes creaked. The seat wobbled. She began to pump her legs, pushing herself back and forth, her laughter bright and high.
Sirius turned to the garden.
Hermione was at the patio table.
She was surrounded by books. At least four of them—no, five—were open before her, their pages spread, their spines cracked. She was reading one of them, her finger tracing the lines, her lips moving silently. Her brow was furrowed. Her eyes moved quickly, scanning, absorbing. She looked like she was preparing for her N.E.W.T.s, not spending a lazy summer afternoon in someone else's garden.
Sirius laughed. He walked into the pitch.
Two figures in the air.
Harry on his Firebolt—the broom a streak of dark wood against the blue sky, his hair wild, his glasses pushed up his nose. He was flying low, close to the ground, weaving between the goal posts.
Ron on the Nimbus.
The broom Sirius had bought, reduced and forgotten in his study, now soaring through the air with a red-haired boy on its back. Ron was not as smooth as Harry—his turns were wider, his stops less precise—but he was flying with his whole body, his arms spread, his face split by a grin so wide it looked like it might fall off.
They were chasing each other. Circling, diving, pulling up at the last moment. Harry had the Quaffle—the old one from the practice set, the leather worn, the stitching loose—tucked under his arm. Ron was reaching for it, his fingers stretching, his weight shifting.
Some kind of game. Some kind of chaos.
Sirius did not know the rules. He did not care.
He watched.
Harry looped around Ron, the Firebolt glinting, and tossed the Quaffle over his shoulder. Ron caught it—fumbled it—caught it again. He laughed, a loud whoop that echoed across the pitch, and threw it back.
Harry caught it one-handed.
Ron tried to copy him. The Quaffle slipped through his fingers, bounced off his knee, dropped toward the ground. Ron lunged for it, leaning too far, his balance shifting—
He fell.
The Nimbus tilted. Ron's legs slipped. His arms flailed. He was falling, not fast, not far, but falling, his body twisting, his face pale.
Sirius's wand was in his hand before he thought about it.
The spell shot from his wand, invisible, swift. It met Ron's body just before he hit the grass, softening the impact, cradling him like a hand. He landed with a soft thud, his breath leaving him in a rush, but he was not hurt. He was not even bruised.
Harry landed beside him, the Firebolt skidding to a stop, his face white. "Ron! Are you alright?"
Sirius was already there.
He knelt beside Ron, his grey eyes scanning him for injury. His hand rested on Ron's shoulder, steadying him.
"Are you alright, Ron?"
Ron's chest was heaving. His eyes were wide. He blinked, looked down at himself, then up at Sirius.
"Yeah," he said. His voice was breathless. "Yeah, I am fine." He swallowed. "Thanks. You saved me."
Sirius waved it off. "It was nothing. A simple charm."
He stood, offering Ron his hand. Ron took it, and Sirius pulled him to his feet.
Sirius looked at Ron. Really looked at him. The way he held his shoulders, the way his weight was distributed, the way his hands gripped the broom.
"You lost your balance when you leaned for the Quaffle," Sirius said. "You shifted your weight too far to the left, and your right leg came off the broom."
Ron's brow furrowed. "I did?"
"You did." Sirius pointed at the Nimbus, still hovering a few feet above the grass. "Try again. But this time, keep your knees pressed against the shaft. Do not lift your legs. Use your core to lean, not your shoulders."
Ron looked uncertain. "My core?"
"Your stomach. Your back. The muscles in the middle of your body." Sirius demonstrated, standing in place, shifting his weight without moving his feet. "See? The lower half stays still. The upper half moves."
Ron nodded slowly. He mounted the broom again—hesitant this time, careful—and kicked off.
He rose a few feet. Then a few more. He circled the pitch slowly, his body stiff, his concentration absolute.
"Loosen your shoulders," Sirius called. "You are not fighting the broom. You are flying with it."
Ron's shoulders dropped. His grip relaxed. The Nimbus responded, smoothing out, gliding.
"Better," Sirius said. "Now try the lean."
Ron leaned. His weight shifted. His knees stayed pressed against the shaft. The broom turned smoothly, following his body, and Ron did not fall.
He did it again. And again. On the third try, he leaned so far that his shoulder nearly touched the grass—and pulled up laughing, his face flushed with triumph.
Sirius smiled. He reached out and patted Ron on the back—natural, easy, the way he did with Harry.
"Well done," he said. "Now go fly. Both of you."
Ron flew.
He flew with greater enthusiasm than before—his turns tighter, his stops quicker, his confidence growing with every pass. Harry flew beside him, matching his pace, laughing at something Ron had shouted.
Sirius watched them.
He did not see the grateful expression on Ron's face.
He did not see the way Ron's eyes lingered on him for a moment before he kicked off again. The way his lips parted, as if he wanted to say something, then closed. The way he swallowed, hard, and turned away.
Sirius did not know that Ron had spent his life being overlooked. Overachieving older brothers and a younger sister who was the only girl, the one their mother doted on. And himself, Ron, stuck in the middle, never the best at anything, never the worst, just... there.
He did not know that no adult had ever watched him fly before. Had ever corrected him, praised him, patted him on the back like it mattered.
Sirius had just done all of those things. Casually. Naturally. As if Ron deserved attention.
Ron did not know what to do with that. So he flew.
Harry watched the entire thing.
He watched Sirius correct Ron's technique, watched Ron try and fail and try again, watched Sirius pat him on the back and say well done. He knew what that felt like—to be seen by Sirius, to be corrected and praised and encouraged. Sirius did that for Harry every day. Every morning on the pitch, every afternoon in the garden, every evening at dinner.
But seeing him do it for Ron—seeing him extend that same patience, that same attention, to someone who was not his godson, not his family, not his responsibility—that was something else.
Harry smiled.
He caught Ron's eye and nodded toward the hoops. Ron nodded back.
They flew.
The afternoon stretched ahead, golden and warm. Aurora was still on the swing, her small legs pumping, her voice raised in a song that might have been French or might have been nonsense. Hermione was at the table, her nose in a book, but her eyes kept drifting to the sky.
Sirius stood at the edge of the pitch, his hands in his pockets, his grey eyes tracking the two figures in the air.
Chapter Text
The pool area was warm. The air was thick, humid, heavy with the scent of chlorine and something else—something clean, mineral, like rain after a long drought. The water was pale blue, shimmering under the enchanted lights that lined the ceiling. The tiles were white, the edges smooth, the steps leading down into the water gentle and shallow.
Sirius stood at the edge of the pool, his feet bare. Ron stood beside him.
Harry was already in the water. He had learned enough in the past week to do slow strokes on his own—his arms pulling, his legs kicking, his face turned to the side for air. It was not graceful. It was not fast. But he was moving. The water held him.
Hermione was swimming. She cut through the water like she had been born in it—smooth, efficient, her strokes even, her breathing controlled. She was the only one other than Sirius, who knew what she was doing.
Aurora waited with Sirius. She was sitting on the edge of the pool, her small legs dangling in the water, she was watching the water with the intense focus of a cat watching a mouse.
Sirius turned to Ron.
"Alright," he said. "The most important thing is to relax. If you tense up, you sink. If you relax, you float."
Ron nodded. His ears were pink. He was trying not to look at the deep end.
"Get in," Sirius said. "Start at the steps. The shallow end. Just get used to the water."
Ron stepped into the pool. The water rose to his knees, then his thighs, then his waist. He shivered—the water was cold, colder than he had expected—but he did not stop. He waded to the steps, the water covering his legs, his hands gripping the edge.
Sirius followed him. He moved through the water easily, without thought, without effort.
"Now," Sirius said, "lie back. Let your head go under. I will hold you."
Ron's eyes widened. "My head?"
"Your ears need to be in the water. It feels strange at first. You will get used to it."
Ron lay back. Sirius's hands supported him—one under his neck, one under his lower back. Ron's body floated. His legs drifted up. His face was tense, his eyes squeezed shut.
"Relax," Sirius said. "I have you. You are not going to sink."
Ron's body loosened. His legs straightened. His face softened.
"Good," Sirius said. "Now kick. Slowly. Just your legs."
Ron kicked. Water splashed. His body moved forward, just a little, and he opened his eyes.
"I am floating," he said. His voice was surprised, almost wondering.
"You are floating," Sirius agreed.
He let go.
Ron floated on his own—his arms spread, his legs kicking, his face turned to the side. He was not going fast. He was not going far. But he was not sinking.
Sirius watched him. A small smile played at his lips.
Ron was a fast learner. Nobody had anticipated that. Maybe he was just so excited because Sirius was paying him attention—teaching him, guiding him, being patient with him. Nobody actually did that for Ron. Not at home, where his mother was always distracted and his father was always at work. Not at school, where the professors had too many students and too little time.
But Sirius was doing it now. Casually. Naturally. As if Ron deserved attention. Ron did not know what to do with that. So he floated.
Sirius stayed with Aurora in the shallow end.
She had made good progress with her swimming—her small arms pulled through the water, her legs kicked, her face scrunched in concentration. She could not go far, not yet, but she could go. And every time she made it to the end of the shallow section and back, she looked at Sirius with an expression that said did you see? did you see me?
"I saw you, little star," Sirius said. "You are getting faster."
Aurora nodded, satisfied, and pushed off from the wall again.
She was constantly trying to go to the deeper side. The water there was darker, cooler, mysterious. Harry and his friends were there, splashing and laughing and throwing a ball. Aurora did not understand that Harry's friends were not her friends. She did not understand that teenagers did not like to include little children in their games and conversations.
She swam toward the deep end.
Sirius reached out and gently caught her by the arm. "Not yet, little star. Stay here with me."
"But Harry is there."
"Harry is bigger than you. His feet can touch the bottom. Yours cannot."
Aurora's lower lip jutted out. "I can learn."
"You will learn. But not today."
He did not scold her. He did not tell her she was being a bother. He simply kept her attention on himself—pointing to a small rubber duck floating near the edge, asking if she wanted to race to the steps, teaching her to blow bubbles in the water.
Aurora forgot about the deep end. She blew bubbles. She raced Sirius to the steps. She laughed.
Harry and his friends swam for a while.
Hermione swam laps—back and forth, back and forth, her strokes even, her breathing controlled. She was not showing off. She was simply swimming, the way some people read or knitted or hummed while they worked. It was automatic for her.
Ron tried to stay afloat.
He had mastered floating. He had even managed a few strokes, his arms windmilling, his legs splashing, his face a mask of concentration. He was not graceful. He was not fast. But he was not sinking, and that was enough.
Harry did basic strokes. His arms pulled, his legs kicked, his face turned to the side for air. He had learned this in a week, from Sirius, who had learned it from someone else, long ago, in a different life.
And then they abandoned swimming.
Ron splashed Harry. Harry splashed Ron back. Water flew. Laughter echoed off the tiled walls. Hermione, who had been swimming peacefully, was caught in the crossfire. She shrieked—a high, surprised sound—and splashed them both.
It was war.
They threw water at each other. They ducked under the surface. They came up gasping, laughing, their eyes stinging. A ball appeared—a huge, inflated thing, red and white, the kind of ball that belonged at the beach. Harry grabbed it. Ron tried to take it from him. Hermione intercepted.
They played a game that had no rules and no score. They threw the ball. They chased the ball. They forgot the ball and splashed each other instead.
Sirius watched them from a distance.
He did not pry into their conversations. He did not try to insert himself into their secrets. He was close enough to see, far enough not to hear. When they asked him something—Sirius, is this ball supposed to be this big? or Sirius, can you push Ron underwater?—he answered. But he did not intrude.
Harry was completely absorbed. His face was flushed. His hair was plastered to his forehead. He was laughing—loud, unself-conscious, the kind of laugh that came from somewhere deep.
Sirius watched him, and his heart was full.
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Margaret arrived.
She walked through the garden, her footsteps soft on the wet tiles. She was carrying a small towel, white, monogrammed.
Sirius saw her.
He made his way to her immediately, cutting through the water, Aurora tucked against his side. His little star was tired—her arms were heavy, her legs were slow, her eyes were drooping. She had been swimming for longer than she should have, pushing herself, trying to keep up.
Margaret called for her French elf. The elf appeared—small, neat, dressed in a clean white cloth—and took Aurora's hand.
"Time for a nap, ma chérie," Margaret said.
Aurora did not argue. She let the elf lead her away, her small feet dragging, her head nodding.
Sirius turned to Margaret.
He shook his head like a wet dog.
Water flew from his hair—drops and droplets, a fine spray that caught the light. It landed on Margaret's robes, on her face, on the towel she was holding.
Margaret tried to shoo him away, her hands flapping. "Sirius! Stop!"
He did not stop. He shook his head again.
Margaret was acting offended—her eyebrows raised, her lips pressed together—but she was smiling too much for it to work. The corners of her mouth kept twitching. Her eyes were bright.
Sirius grinned.
He sat on the foot of one of the loungers, the white plastic warm from the sun. His wet trunks left a dark mark on the fabric. He stretched his legs, leaned back on his hands, and looked up at her.
Margaret sat behind him. She unfolded the towel and draped it over his head.
"You are dripping everywhere," she said.
"I am wet. That is what happens when you swim."
"You could dry yourself with a spell."
"I could. But then you would not have an excuse to touch my hair."
Margaret's cheeks flushed. She did not deny it.
She took the towel and began to dry his hair. Gently. Carefully. Her fingers moved through the dark curls, rubbing, patting, separating the strands. The towel soaked up the water. The curls sprang back.
She loved his hair.
It was wild and soft, just like him. It suited him—the darkness, the chaos, the way it fell across his forehead and curled at the ends.
Sirius leaned back into her touch. His eyes were on the pool.
Harry was on a row.
He had launched into a series of strokes—the front crawl, the breaststroke, something that looked like a dog paddling but was probably meant to be impressive. His arms pulled, his legs kicked, his face was a mask of concentration.
Ron watched him. His eyebrows were raised. His mouth was slightly open.
"Stop showing off, Potter," Ron said. His voice was loud, laughing.
Sirius went rigid.
His body tightened. His shoulders rose. His hands, which had been resting on the lounger, curled into fists. His breath stopped.
Not just his body. His mind.
One voice rang in his head. His own. Nineteen years ago. In the grounds of Hogwarts. Saying the same thing to a different Potter.
Stop showing off, Potter. Lily is not watching.
James.
The memory came unbidden—a flash, a flood, a torrent. James on the Quidditch pitch, pulling a stupid stunt, trying to impress Lily. Sirius shouting at him from the stands. James laughing, flipping him off, flying higher.
The memory shifted.
James in the ruins of the cottage at Godric's Hollow. His body on the floor. His glasses kicked off. His eyes open, staring at nothing.
No. No, no, no.
Sirius felt himself falling. The hole opened beneath him—the same hole he had fallen into that night, thirteen years ago, when he had walked through the door of the cottage and found his best friend dead on the floor. The night he had picked up a screaming baby and promised to protect him. The night he had failed.
The world suddenly felt too bright. Too loud. Too big.
I need to go. He said more to himself than her. He needed to retract, to pull back into a small, dark hole where the brightness could not reach him. Where James would not look at him with dead, open eyes.
He extracted himself from Margaret automatically. His body moved without his permission. He stood. He walked.
He did not look back.
He walked.
His feet carried him through the house, up the stairs, past the portraits who watched with painted eyes. His body was moving on survival instincts—taking him back to the room where he had hidden as a teenager. The room where he had escaped from his family. The room where nobody reached him.
Sirius was Sirius there. Broken and lost. Safe from the world. Holding up for nobody. Strong for no one.
Where he could be weak. Pathetic. Alone. Grieving.
Where he could pretend to be dead.
That was how he had felt for twelve years in Azkaban. Watching James die again and again in front of his eyes. The dementors pulling the memory out of him, forcing him to relive it, to feel the horror and the guilt and the grief, over and over, until he had nothing left.
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He reached the fourth floor.
He dared not raise his head as he passed Regulus's door. The tarnished handle. The faded sign. His body was protecting him from another blow. Another man to grieve. Another death he could not face.
He entered his old room.
The windows were closed. The curtains were drawn. The fire was dead. The room was absolute. Dark. The magic of the house had listened to what the master needed and provided—silence, stillness, a void where nothing could reach him.
Sirius collapsed on the floor.
The carpet was thin, worn, the same carpet that had been there when he was a boy. The same walls. The same shadows. The same posters, still pinned to the walls—Muggle motorcycles, rock bands, the Gryffindor banner that had faded to a pale gold.
James flashed before his eyes. Even in the silent darkness. He was bright.
James. His best friend. His brother. His world.
The laughter of James. The stupid grin. The impossible hair. The ego.
And the love—the love that had taken a homeless, penniless boy into his home and given him a family. The love that had believed in him when no one else did.
The love that had captured two eleven-year-old boys so thick that they would never have anticipated that in ten years, one of them would be dead and the other as good as.
Sirius pressed his hands to his face.
He let himself be drowned in the ghosts of his past.
He thought of the last time he had seen him. The cottage. The baby in Lily's arms. The laughter, the teasing, the casual goodbye.
See you soon, Pads.
He had not seen him soon. He had seen him dead.
He thought of Azkaban. The cold. The dark. The dementors pressing against the bars of his cell, sucking the happiness out of him, leaving nothing but the worst memories, the darkest thoughts. He had relived James's death thousands of times. Tens of thousands. He had seen it so often that the details had worn smooth, like stones in a river.
But the grief had not worn smooth. It had only grown sharper.
He pressed the heels of his hands into his eyes.
The darkness behind his eyelids was the same as the darkness of the room. He could have been anywhere—Azkaban, the Shrieking Shack, the ruins of the cottage. He could have been anyone—a fugitive, a prisoner, a ghost.
He was not.
He was Sirius Black. Lord Black. Husband. Father.
But right now, in the dark, with the ghosts pressing against him, he was none of those things.
He was just a boy who had lost his best friend.
And he knew he was the one who killed him.
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Margaret watched as Sirius fell into a different world. Quite literally.
One moment he was there—leaning against her, his wet hair dripping onto her robes, his grey eyes soft and warm as he watched the children play. The next moment he was gone. Not physically—his body was still on the lounger, still pressed against her chest—but somewhere else. Somewhere she could not follow.
She felt it happen. The way his body went rigid, the way his breath caught in his chest, the way his eyes went distant and unfocused. He was not looking at the children anymore. He was not looking at anything. He was seeing something else. Someone else.
"Sirius?" Her voice was soft, tentative.
He did not respond.
"Sirius." She touched his arm. His skin was cold, clammy, despite the warmth of the pool room.
He extracted himself from her arms. Not roughly—he was not angry, not pushing her away. He simply... left. As if she were not there. As if her arms were air.
"Sirius, wait—"
But he was already walking. Fast. Desperate. His bare feet left wet prints on the tiles. He did not look back. He did not slow down. He walked through the back door, into the house, and disappeared.
Margaret knew where he was going. His room. On the fourth floor. The one where no one could reach him, where no voice could follow.
She sat frozen on the lounger, the towel still in her hands, her arms empty. The children were still laughing, still splashing, still lost in their own world. None of them had noticed. None of them had seen Sirius leave.
She should have been strong enough to handle this. She had seen it before—the way he would withdraw, the way his eyes would go dark, the way he would disappear into himself. She was a woman who dealt with difficult cases, who knew that people had PTSD, who had read the reports and studied the symptoms.
But knowing and experiencing were different. Every time it happened, it shook her. Every time, she struggled to keep sane. Every time, she wanted to run after him, to hold him, to pull him back from whatever darkness had swallowed him.
But she could not. He had made that very clear. If he wanted to talk, he would do it on his own. She could not make him. It would only push him away. And she would not be able to handle that.
She held back the tears that were threatening to let loose.
She called the children back from the pool.
"Harry. Ms. Granger. Mr. Weasley. Time to come in."
They protested. They were having fun. Just a few more minutes. Please, Mrs. Black.
Margaret smiled. The smile did not reach her eyes.
They did not notice.
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The dinner was served.
The dining room was bright, the chandelier casting soft light across the white tablecloth. Roast chicken, potatoes, vegetables, a gravy boat steaming gently.
Margaret sat at the her chair. The chair beside her—Sirius's chair—was empty.
Aurora noticed first. "Where is Sirius?"
Margaret's face remained neutral. "Sirius has very important work. Urgent. It could not be delayed."
Aurora's lower lip jutted out. "But he promised to read me a story."
"He will read it tomorrow, ma chérie."
Harry looked up from his plate. His brow was furrowed. "He will have dinner, right? He can join."
Margaret kept her voice steady. "He is in the house, Harry. He will eat when he finishes."
Harry wanted to ask more. She could see it in his face—the questions forming, the worry creeping in. But Ron said something—a joke about the potatoes, a comment about the chicken—and Harry's attention was captured. He looked away.
He did not ask more.
Aurora tried everything to push herself into the teenagers' conversations. She asked Harry about the pool. She asked Ron about his freckles. She asked Hermione about her books. They answered politely, distractedly, their attention already elsewhere.
Margaret held her back. Softly at first, then more sternly. She kept her talks with Aurora in French, so that Harry and his friends would not understand.
"Ma chérie, laisse-les tranquilles. Ils sont en train de manger."
"Mais je veux parler avec eux."
"Tu peux parler avec eux demain. Mange ton dîner."
Aurora huffed but obeyed.
The dinner ended. The plates were cleared. The children pushed back from the table and climbed the stairs to their rooms, their voices echoing down the corridor, their laughter fading into the quiet of the house.
Margaret was alone.
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The fourth floor was dark.
The portraits were silent, their painted eyes closed, their painted chests rising and falling in mock slumber. The floorboards did not creak beneath Margaret's feet—she knew where to step, how to shift her weight, how to move without sound.
She carried a tray. A plate of food—warm bread, cold meat, a bowl of soup. A glass of water. A cup of tea, covered to keep it hot.
She stopped outside his door.
The door was closed. The wood was dark, the handle tarnished. There was no light beneath the door. No sound from within. No movement. No sign that anyone was inside.
Just dead silence.
The silence was worse than anything. Worse than shouting, worse than crying, worse than the nightmares that tore him from sleep. At least then she could hear him. At least then she knew he was there.
This silence was a void. A black hole. A door that led to nothing.
She knocked once. Soft. Barely a sound.
The silence did not break.
She set the tray on the floor, beside the door. She straightened. She looked at the door—at the dark wood, at the tarnished handle, at the small gap beneath where no light escaped.
She walked away.
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The master bedroom was dark.
Margaret closed the door behind her and leaned against it. Her eyes adjusted slowly to the dim light—the sliver of moon through the curtains, the faint glow of the streetlamp outside, the shadows of the furniture arranged against the walls.
She walked to the bed. She sat on the edge—on his side.
The sheets were cold. The pillow still held the faint scent of him—the aftershave, the shampoo, something else, something that was just Sirius.
She could not help the tears.
They came slowly at first—a single drop, then another, then a stream. They rolled down her cheeks, dripped from her chin, spotted the fabric of her robes. She did not wipe them away. She did not try to stop them.
She wept for Sirius. For the man who had survived twelve years in hell and still could not escape the ghosts of his past. For the father who held his children and laughed and taught them to swim, and then retreated to a dark room to fall apart alone.
She wept for herself. For the loneliness of loving someone who could not always let her in. For the fear that one day he would retreat so far that she could not reach him.
She thought of the words she had heard him murmur in his sleep. The fragments of nightmares he could not escape.
James. James.
Mother, you are hurting me. Stop, please.
Reg, you cannot be a murderer.
I did not kill James. I did not.
She knew his demons were big. Dark. Older than their marriage, older than his freedom, older than Harry. They had been born in the house where he grew up, fed in the halls of Hogwarts, grown fat in the cells of Azkaban.
She could not fight them for him. She could only wait.
"Come to me," she said to the empty room. Her voice was soft, cracked, barely a whisper. "Come and stay, Sirius. Let me be part of your pain. You are not alone. I love you."
No reply.
No one was present.
The silence stretched. The moon moved behind a cloud. The room grew darker.
Margaret sat on his side of the bed, her hand resting on his pillow, and waited.
She would wait all night if she had to.
She had learned. That was what love was—not fixing, not saving, not demanding. It was waiting. It was being there when he came back. It was holding the space for him until he was ready to fill it.
She would wait.
She laid her head on his pillow. She closed her eyes. The tears stopped, finally, leaving her empty and hollow and aching.
She breathed. She listened.
And somewhere in the dark of the fourth floor, Sirius lay on the floor of his childhood room, drowning in ghosts only he could see.
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Harry retreated for the night to his room.
Ron had chosen to stay in another room. One of the guest rooms on the third floor, near Harry's, but separate. Harry did not mind. He liked Ron—he always liked Ron—but he also liked the privacy of his own room. The silence. The space to think.
He pushed open his door and stepped inside.
The shower was quick. Effective.
He had learned, in the Dursleys' house, to be fast—the hot water ran out, the door would be banged, the yelling would start. Here, there was always hot water. No one banged on the door. No one yelled. But the habit remained.
The water was warm, the steam rising, fogging the glass of the shower door. He washed his hair—the shampoo smelled like something clean, something green, something he could not name. He scrubbed his skin, rinsed, stepped out.
The towel was soft, thick, the kind the Dursleys would never have bought. He dried himself, wrapped the towel around his waist, and stood in front of the sink.
He brushed his teeth. The mint was sharp, stinging. He rinsed. He spat. He looked up.
The mirror reflected his face—flushed from the shower, hair damp and sticking to his forehead, glasses slightly askew. He pushed his hair back, and the morning flashed through his mind.
Sirius in the bathroom. His hair tied up in a bun, his face covered in foam, a razor in his hand. The way he had turned, looked at Harry, put his hand on his shoulder.
"Yes, Harry. I will teach you. And I would be very disappointed if I did not get to be the one to do it. It is my right."
Harry's chest tightened.
It was a simple promise. A small one. Shaving. Something boys learned from their fathers, or their uncles, or their older brothers. Harry had none of those. He had never expected to learn from anyone.
But Sirius had claimed it. As his right. As something he wanted to do.
When you are older, I will still be there.
That was what the promise meant. Not just shaving. Presence. Continuity. A future in which Sirius was still beside him.
Harry looked at his reflection. At the damp hair plastered to his forehead. At the way it hung in his eyes, messy and wild.
He remembered the way Sirius had flipped his hair. The sharp jerk of his head, the way the curls had settled perfectly into place. Effortless. Elegant.
Harry wanted to try it.
He gathered his hair in his hands.
It was not long enough—or not well-behaved enough—to be gathered into a bun. The strands kept escaping, slipping through his fingers, falling back onto his forehead. He tried to twist them, to tuck them, to hold them in place.
They would not stay.
The mirror spoke.
"Disapproved," it said. Its voice was flat, critical. "You have a big forehead."
Harry's hands dropped. His hair fell back into place—worse than before, sticking up at odd angles. He stared at his reflection. At the scar on his forehead, now fully visible, the lightning bolt stark against his pale skin.
He had never liked his scar. It was the thing that marked him, that made him recognizable, that drew stares and whispers wherever he went. But he had never thought about his forehead. Was it big? He turned his head, squinted.
The mirror had made him conscious. He let his hair fall back over it. The scar was hidden again. The forehead was hidden again.
He would not try that again.
But he remembered the other thing. The way Sirius had ducked his head, scrunched his hair in sections, pulled his hands through the strands.
Harry bent forward. His hair hung down, dripping water onto the white tile. He gathered a section between his fingers and scrunched—tight, the way Sirius had done.
His fingers tangled in the knots. He pulled. A sharp pain shot through his scalp.
"Ow."
He tried again, more gently. The strands slipped through his fingers, wet and heavy. He scrunched another section, and another. The hair was not cooperating. It was not curling the way Sirius's did. It was just... tangling.
He pulled too hard on a knot. His fingers got stuck. He yanked, and a few strands came out in his hand.
He gave up on the scrunching.
One more thing. The flip.
He jerked his head back—sharp, fast, the way Sirius had done. His hair flew. It settled.
It was worse.
Spikes. Tangles. A clump of hair sticking up at the crown. Strands plastered to his temples. The rest a wild, frizzy halo around his face. He looked like he had been electrocuted.
The mirror spoke again.
"Disastrous. Absolutely disastrous."
Harry's cheeks burned. He tried to flatten his hair with his hands, pressing it down, smoothing it back. It sprang up again the moment he let go.
He gave up entirely.
"It is just for people like Sirius," he said to his reflection. "People with beautiful hair. Not me."
The mirror said nothing. It had said enough.
Harry got dressed and walked back into his room.
The bed was soft, the sheets cool, the pillows plump. Harry climbed in, pulling the duvet up to his chin. The London lights were still bright through the window, the city humming its low, constant hum.
He lay on his back and stared at the ceiling.
The past days had been good. The best summer of his life. Ron and Hermione were here, in this house, in his home. They had flown together, swum together, laughed together. They had eaten Margaret's food and drunk Sirius's tea and explored the rooms and corridors of Grimmauld Place.
Harry smiled. Then the smile faded.
Sirius had not come to say good night.
He was not at dinner, either. Margaret had said he was working—urgent work, could not be delayed. He was in the house. He would eat when he finished.
But he had not come. Not to the dinner table, not to the pool, not to say good night.
Harry felt a small, familiar ache in his chest. He had been hurt. Only a little. Not enough to cry over, not enough to be angry. Just a small, quiet hurt that sat beneath his ribs and made his throat tight.
He wanted Sirius to kiss him good night. The way he did. The soft press of lips on his forehead, the quiet 'good night, love', the weight of his hand on his shoulder.
Maybe he will come in a while, Harry thought. I will stay awake for him.
He shifted onto his side, facing the door. The door was closed, but he left the lamp on—the small one on the bedside table, the one that cast a warm, golden glow. He would see the light shift when the door opened. He would hear the footsteps.
He pulled the duvet higher, tucked it under his chin. His body was tired—the swimming, the flying, the long day in the sun. His muscles ached. His eyelids were heavy.
Just resting, he told himself. I will hear him when he comes.
The light from the lamp flickered. The city hummed. The house settled, old bones creaking, old ghosts whispering.
Harry's eyes closed.
He was only resting. He would stay awake.
But sleep, which had been denied to him for so many years, came easily now. It crept over him like a tide, pulling him under, soft and warm and deep.
He dreamed of Sirius. Of shaving cream and razors and hair that would not stay in place. Of a hand on his shoulder and a voice saying good night, love.
In his dream, Sirius came.
In the real world, Harry slept alone, waiting for a goodnight that never arrived.
Chapter Text
Margaret was awake. Wide awake. Sleep would not come to her.
She had shut off all the lights in the room—the lamp on her side, the lamp on his side, the small reading light above the headboard. Darkness pooled in the corners, thick and soft, swallowing the furniture, swallowing the walls, swallowing everything except the bed where she lay alone.
The only light in the room came from the window. The full moon hung in the sky, round and silver, casting its glow through the gap where the curtains did not quite meet. The light fell across the carpet in a pale rectangle, touched the foot of the bed, crept up the duvet.
Margaret was looking at it. The moon. Its reflection. Thinking of her star.
Sirius had told her once, in the early days of their marriage, that his name meant the brightest star in the sky. Canis Major. The Dog Star. He had pointed it out to her from the window of his study, his finger tracing a path through the constellations.
That one. The bright one. That is me.
She had not known then what she knew now. That the brightest stars often burned the hottest. That they were also the most fragile, the most likely to collapse, to become black holes that swallowed everything around them.
She thought of him now. Wherever he was. Huddled in the dark of his childhood room, perhaps. Or pacing the floor, his hands pressed to his head. Or lying still, staring at a ceiling he could not see, drowning in memories she could not reach.
The door opened.
Margaret sat up at once. Her heart lurched. Her hands gripped the duvet.
It was dark, but a tall figure stood in the doorway. Unmistakable. The slope of his shoulders. The shape of his silhouette. The way he held himself—still, uncertain, as if he was deciding whether to stay or flee.
Sirius.
He did not move. He stood in the doorway, one hand braced against the frame, his body angled as if he was ready to retreat. The moonlight caught the side of his face—the sharp line of his jaw, the hollow of his cheek, the dark circles beneath his eyes.
He was looking at her. She could feel his gaze even in the darkness.
Margaret did not hesitate.
She opened her arms. "Come here, you big baby."
Her voice cracked on the last word. She was crying—she could hear it in her own voice, the thickness, the tremor. She had been holding back for hours, holding herself together, being strong for the children, for the house, for the empty chair at the head of the table.
Now she let go.
Sirius needed no further encouragement.
The door snapped shut behind him—the house's magic, or his, she did not know and did not care. He crossed the room in three strides, his bare feet silent on the carpet, and crawled into her open arms.
He collapsed against her. His head found the crook of her neck, his face pressing into her shoulder, his nose brushing the curve of her throat. His arms went around her waist—tight, desperate, as if he was afraid she would changer her mind and push him away.
She felt the weight of him. All of it. The heaviness of his body, the tension in his muscles, the exhaustion that had been building for days. He was not holding himself up. He was letting her hold him.
She did not stop for a moment.
Her arms wrapped around him—one hand resting on his back, the other threading through his curls. His hair was damp, still wet from the pool or from the shower or from tears she could not see. His skin was cold, as if he had been sitting in darkness for a long time.
She rested her cheek on his head and pulled him closer.
He was crushing her. Her body was pinned beneath his, her breath short, her ribs pressed against his chest. But she did not care. After waiting for him for hours, after imagining him alone in the dark, after fearing that he would not come back to her—his weight was a welcome anchor.
She could feel the tears.
They were hot against her neck, soaking into the collar of her nightgown. His body shook—small, silent sobs, the kind that came from somewhere deep, somewhere that had been locked away for years. He was crying. The man who held himself together for the children, for the world, for the image of Lord Black—was crying in her arms.
She let him.
Her hand moved on his back in slow, steady circles. The other hand stayed in his hair, her fingers combing through the tangles, soothing, grounding. She did not speak. She did not ask questions. She simply held him, and let him cry.
The moonlight shifted on the carpet. The clock on the nightstand ticked. The house was silent around them, holding its breath.
Margaret looked at the clock. 3:17 AM.
She looked down at her husband. His face was hidden in her neck, his body still trembling. She could smell the smoke on him—he had been smoking, burning his lungs seating alone.
She did not point it out. She did not ask.
She had him here. In her arms. Where she could touch him and feel him and know that he was alive.
She moved her hand in his hair, slow and gentle.
"Sirius," she said softly. "My baby. You are fine. You are here with me."
Her voice was steady, even though her heart was breaking.
After a while, the tears stopped.
His body was still. The trembling eased. His breathing slowed. But his hold on her remained tight—his arms still wrapped around her waist, his face still pressed into her neck, as if he was afraid to let go.
Margaret did not try to move him. She kept her hand in his hair, her touch light, patient.
Sirius spoke.
His voice was hoarse, raw, barely a whisper.
"I do not deserve it."
Margaret's hand stilled for a moment, then resumed its motion.
"I killed him," Sirius said. "And I stole everything that was his. He was meant for this, not me. I took it all."
Margaret did not understand. Her mind raced—killed him? stole? who? what? But she stopped herself from asking. She had learned. This was not the time for questions. This was the time for listening. He was being brave. It had taken him so long to say anything at all.
She moved her hand on his back, an encouragement. I am here. Keep going.
"James was the good one," Sirius said. "The deserving one."
Margaret's heart clenched. James. Not Regulus. She had assumed—they had talked about Regulus before, in fragments, in hints, in the quiet of the night. But this was different. This was the wound she had always known existed but had never seen exposed.
"James was the good son, the good friend, the good husband." Sirius continued. His voice was flat now, empty, as if he was reciting facts he had memorized long ago. A pause.
"He should have been here. Alive. To watch his son grow up. To love him." Another pause, longer this time.
"He should have been the one with the happy family. The wife. The kids."
Margaret felt tears well up in her own eyes. She blinked them back, but they spilled over anyway, rolling down her cheeks, dripping onto Sirius's hair.
She kept quiet. She gave him space.
Sirius's voice changed. It grew sharper, angrier, as if the grief was curdling into something else.
"I am a fucking impostor."
Margaret's breath caught. She had never heard him use that word—not like this, not directed at himself.
"My own mother wanted me dead." The words came faster now, tumbling out, unstoppable. "My father had nothing to do with me. My brother hated me." A gasping breath.
"I do not deserve a life. I should have been the one to die."
Margaret's breath hitched. Even the thought—the word die—knocked the wind out of her. She tightened her arms around him, pulling him closer, as if she could shield him from his own words.
"Look at me," Sirius said. His voice was louder now, clearer, as if he was speaking to an audience only he could see. "Here. Playing happy family with a wife and kids. Hosting Harry's friends. Trying to be a fun guardian."
His voice cracked.
"But the kids do not know who I really am. I am a murderer."
Margaret's chest ached. She wanted to stop him. She wanted to cover his mouth, to shake him, to tell him he was wrong. But she did not. She let him talk.
"They do not know," Sirius said, "how I led James to his death. How I—the smartarse—caused Harry to be an orphan. And then left him to fend for himself with that bitch Evans."
The words were harsh, ugly, escaping like poison from a wound. Margaret flinched but did not interrupt.
"They will not know," Sirius continued, "because I am a fucking impostor. Trying to act cool. Behaving like a parent to Harry."
He took in a breath, "But the truth is, Harry would not have been an orphan. Only if James had never been friends with me."
His voice dropped. The anger drained away, leaving something worse—despair.
"I did it," he said. "I orchestrated everything. I convinced James to use Peter. I went after Peter and left Harry alone. It is me. All me." A shuddering breath.
"And now I fool Harry with my love. Making him forget all that. He is looking for a father in me. Me, the one who killed his actual father."
Margaret could not hold back any longer.
She had tried. She had let him speak, let him pour out the poison that had been festering inside him for years. But he was abusing himself—over and over, his words like knives, each one cutting deeper than the last.
She could not tolerate it.
"Sirius," she said. Her voice was firm, steady, the voice she used in courtrooms when she was about to make an argument she knew she would win. "You did not kill James and Lily."
Sirius shouted.
"I MIGHT AS WELL HAVE RAISED MY WAND! After all I did—"
His voice broke. He did not finish.
Margaret was silent. Her body felt the impact of his shout—the vibration, the force, the desperate anger beneath it. But she did not flinch. She did not pull away.
Sirius made no move to get up. He did not lift his head from her neck. He did not look at her eyes. He stayed hidden, face pressed into her shoulder, as if he was ashamed but still wanted the comfort.
When he spoke again, his voice was quieter. Softer. Wounded.
"Those kids," he said. "They are not mine to love. Both of them, I am cheating them. With an image of someone I am not."
Margaret felt the dampness on her collarbone again. Fresh tears.
She tightened her hold on him. Her arms wrapped around his shoulders, pressing him against her, holding him together.
"Sirius," she said. "Would you like to listen to what I have to say?"
His response was immediate. Sharp. Dismissive.
"I do not want your fake assurances."
The words cut. But his body coiled as soon as he spoke them—a clear fight between what he knew and what he had made himself believe. He knew she was not fake. He knew her words were not empty.
But he was drowning, and drowning people lashed out.
Margaret did not take the bait.
"My opinions are mine," she said calmly. "I will not change them for you, my love."
Sirius did not speak. He stayed.
Margaret moved her hand on his back, slow circles, relaxing the tension that had tightened his muscles like wire. Her chin rested on his hair, her body curved around his, holding him safe.
She began to speak.
"You made a suggestion to change the Secret-Keeper," she said. "It was a mistake. But James accepted it. And so did Lily. You did not force them."
Sirius made a sound—a protest, a denial—but Margaret spoke first.
"Baby. Hear me out, Please."
She kissed his forehead. The skin was cold, damp with sweat and tears.
He stayed silent.
"James and Lily were killed by a friend's treason," Margaret said. "And that friend was not you, Sirius. You suggested Peter because you trusted him. You were cheated too. You are a victim here."
Sirius's body shook. Fresh tears—fast, hot, dropping onto her gown, soaking through the fabric.
"You are a victim," Margaret repeated.
"Your motive was love and protection. Not deceit. Not murder." She paused, her hand still moving on his back.
"Do not fashion yourself into a monster, you can never be."
She heard a sob. A gasp for breath. His fingers dug into her back, clutching at her nightgown, holding on.
"Give our kids some credit," Margaret continued.
"They can decide for themselves. And they have chosen you. By their own will. And they would choose you over any precious thing in the world."
Sirius cried out—loud, raw, unrestrained. His body shook with the force of it. Margaret cried with him, her tears falling into his hair, her voice thick.
"I love you, Sirius." She said it clearly, firmly, so he could not doubt it.
"And so do our kids. We see you. You fight for us. Do not let the ghosts of your past take the present away from you."
Sirius broke down.
His body convulsed with sobs, his arms tightening around her, his face buried in her neck. He cried like he had been holding it in for years—decades—like the dam had finally burst and there was no stopping the flood.
Margaret held him. She did not shush him. She did not tell him to stop. She held him, and she cried with him, and she let the night take them.
The tears stopped eventually.
They always did. The body could only produce so much grief before it ran dry. But the silence that followed was different—heavier, maybe, but also emptier. As if something that had been lodged in his chest had finally been dislodged.
Sirius did not move. His face was still pressed into her neck, his arms still wrapped around her waist. But his body was no longer shaking. His breathing was slow, even, the deep rhythm of exhaustion.
Margaret looked at the clock. 4:48 AM.
The moon had moved. The silver rectangle on the carpet had shifted, narrowed, faded. The first hints of gray were seeping through the curtains—the approach of dawn.
She moved her hand in his hair again. Light. Gentle.
"Sirius," she said softly. "Are you still with me?"
He nodded against her shoulder. A small movement, barely perceptible.
"I am here," he said. His voice was wrecked—hoarse, raw, barely a whisper. But it was his voice. He was here.
Margaret kissed his forehead. Then his temple. Then the top of his head.
"You are not an impostor," she said. "You are not a murderer. You are not unworthy of love." She paused.
"You are my husband. You are their father. You are the man who fought through hell to be here. And we are not letting you go."
Sirius was silent for a long moment.
Then, slowly, he lifted his head.
His face was ravaged—eyes red and swollen, cheeks wet, lips chapped and pale. The moonlight caught the tracks of his tears, silver on pale skin. He looked older. He looked younger. He looked like someone who had been through a storm and was only now beginning to see the shore.
He looked at her. His grey eyes, usually so bright, so full of mischief and warmth, were dull. Exhausted. But there was something else there, too. Something softer. Something like hope.
"Margaret," he said.
"Yes."
"I do not know how to stop." His voice cracked. "The thoughts. They keep coming. I keep seeing him. James. On the floor. His glasses—" He stopped. Swallowed. "I cannot make it stop."
Margaret cupped his face in her hands. Her thumbs traced the lines of his cheekbones, wiping away the tears.
"You do not have to make it stop, not now." she said. "Not tonight. Not alone." She pulled him closer, pressed her forehead to his.
"You just have to stay. Stay here. Stay with me."
He closed his eyes. His lashes were wet, clumped together. His breath was warm against her lips.
"I am tired," he whispered.
Margaret pulled him down. She shifted, lowering herself onto the pillows, guiding him with her. He came willingly, his body curling around hers, his head settling on her chest, directly over her heart.
She pulled the duvet over them both. The fabric was soft, warm, smelling of lavender. She wrapped her arms around him, one hand on his back, one hand in his hair.
"Sleep," she said. "I am here. I will be here when you wake up."
Sirius did not argue. His eyes were already closing, his breathing already slowing. The exhaustion that had been building for days—for weeks, for years—finally claimed him.
Margaret watched him. The gray light of dawn was seeping through the curtains, touching his face, softening the sharp edges.
She kissed his forehead one more time.
"I love you, baby." she whispered.
He did not respond. But his hand, which had been resting on her stomach, tightened slightly. A small squeeze. A silent acknowledgment.
Margaret closed her eyes.
Chapter 116
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Harry woke as he did every morning—to the sun.
The light fell across his face, warm and golden, filtering through the window.
He lay still for a moment. The duvet was soft, the pillows plump, the room quiet. The city hummed outside his window, distant and constant, the sound of London waking up.
He let himself rest.
The memories of yesterday were still there, hovering at the edges of his consciousness. The pool. The laughter. The empty chair at dinner. The goodnight that never came.
He pushed them aside.
Did Sirius come to say good night last night?
He did not know. He had fallen asleep waiting. The lamp had been on, the door had been open, and he had been so certain he would stay awake. But sleep had claimed him anyway, pulling him under like a tide.
He could wish Sirius good morning. It was the same. It was all the same.
Harry sat up. He swung his legs over the side of the bed, his bare feet landing on the cold floor. His glasses were on the bedside table—he grabbed them, pushed them onto his face, and blinked as the world sharpened into focus.
His shoes were by the wardrobe. He pulled them on over his bare feet, not bothering with socks. His pajamas were rumpled, the fabric soft and worn. He did not change. There was no time.
The Firebolt stood in its stand beside the wardrobe. He picked it up—the wood smooth, the handle warm, the bristles dark and sleek. It hummed in his hand, eager, waiting.
He ran to Ron's room.
Ron's door was closed. Harry knocked—loud, insistent, the kind of knock that meant wake up now.
No response.
He knocked again. "Ron!"
A muffled groan came from inside.
Harry pushed the door open. The room was dark—the curtains drawn, the lamps off, the only light a thin sliver from the hallway. Ron was sprawled on the bed, his long limbs tangled in the duvet, his red hair spread across the pillow like flames. His mouth was open. A soft snore escaped him.
Harry crossed the room and shook his shoulder.
"Ron. Wake up."
Ron mumbled something—something that might have been five more minutes or might have been go away—and rolled over, pulling the duvet over his head.
Harry shook him again, harder this time. "Ron. The pitch. Flying."
The word flying did what no amount of shaking could. Ron's eyes opened. He blinked, disoriented, his gaze unfocused. Then he saw Harry—saw the Firebolt in his hand—and sat up so fast he nearly fell off the bed.
"The pitch," Ron said. His voice was rough, thick with sleep. "Right. Flying."
He scrambled out of bed, still in his pyjamas—faded Chudley Cannons t-shirt, mismatched socks, trousers that were too short. He grabbed his shoes. He did not bother with socks.
They ran.
Hermione's room was empty.
The door was open, the bed made, the pillows plumped. Her bag was gone. Her books were gone. The only evidence that she had been there at all was a single strand of bushy brown hair on the pillow.
Harry and Ron looked at each other.
"Library," they said together and laughed.
They found her exactly where they expected—curled in one of the armchairs by the window, a book open in her lap, another stack beside her on the floor. She was wearing her muggle clothes—jeans, a soft blue jumper—and her hair was pulled back in a messy ponytail. She was reading so intently that she did not hear them enter.
"Mione," Ron said.
She did not look up.
"Mione!"
Her head snapped up. Her eyes were wide, unfocused, still lost in the text. "What? Is something wrong?"
"The pitch. Flying. Are you coming?"
Hermione looked at the book in her lap. Then at the stack beside her.
"No," she said. "I am reading."
"You are always reading."
"Reading is important."
"You have been here for two days. You have read seven books."
"Eight," Hermione corrected. "I finished one last night after dinner."
Ron opened his mouth to argue. Harry grabbed his arm.
"Let her read," Harry said. "Come on."
Ron allowed himself to be pulled away. But at the door, he looked back. "You are missing out, Mione."
Hermione had already returned to her book.
The garden was bright, the morning sun still low, casting long shadows across the grass.
Harry and Ron ran across the lawn, the air shimmered ahead of them, and the pitch appeared—the goal posts gleaming, the grass cut to the perfect length, the stands empty and waiting.
Ron mounted the Nimbus. Harry mounted the Firebolt. They kicked off together.
The wind was cold against Harry's face, sharp and clean. He rose higher, faster, the Firebolt responding to his slightest movement. Ron was beside him, his form improving, his turns tighter, his confidence growing.
They passed the Quaffle between them—back and forth, back and forth—as they circled the pitch. Ron threw too high; Harry caught it one-handed. Harry threw too wide; Ron lunged and fumbled and caught it against his chest.
They took turns trying to score. Ron aimed for the left hoop, missed, tried again, and the Quaffle sailed through the center. He whooped. Harry clapped.
They lost track of time. The sun rose higher. The shadows shortened. The Quaffle flew.
And then they landed.
Harry's feet touched the grass. The Firebolt's bristles brushed the dew. He stood there for a moment, catching his breath, his chest heaving, his face flushed.
Ron was already talking. "Breakfast. I am starving. Do you think Kreacher will make those sausages again? The ones with the—"
Harry was not listening.
He was looking at the edge of the pitch. At the empty chair where Sirius always sat. At the small table beside it, bare, no cup of tea growing cold.
Sirius had not joined them today.
Harry had not noticed—not while they were flying, not while they were laughing, not while they were passing the Quaffle between them. He had been too focused, too absorbed, too happy.
But now, standing on the grass, the Firebolt heavy in his hand, he felt the absence like a missing tooth. A space where something should have been.
Where is Sirius?
The thought came sharp, unbidden. Irritation flickered in his chest.
Does he not care, now that my friends are here? Has he forgotten me?
He pushed the thought away. It was not fair. Sirius had work. Sirius had been tired. Sirius had—
But the irritation remained, small and hot, lodged beneath his ribs.
Ron was still talking. "—and then maybe some of those pastries, the ones with the chocolate inside. Harry? Harry, are you listening?"
Harry blinked. "What?"
"I said, are you coming to breakfast?"
Harry looked at the house. At the windows, dark and unreadable. At the door that led inside, to the dining room, to the empty chair at the head of the table.
"Yeah," he said. "I am coming."
He followed Ron up the path, his feet heavy, his mind elsewhere.
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Margaret sat at the edge of the bed.
Their bed. Not the master bedroom anymore—not the formal room that Sirius had decorated for her, not the private sanctuary she had claimed as her own. Something had shifted in the past weeks, in the past hours, in the past night. The room had become theirs. Mutual. Shared. Ours.
The curtains were still drawn, but the morning light had found its way through the gaps, spilling across the carpet in pale gold stripes. The fire was dead, the grate cold, the ashes gray and undisturbed. The clock on the nightstand ticked softly, marking the passage of a Sunday morning.
Margaret had been awake for hours.
It felt as though she had not slept at all. Her body was rested—she had lain in his arms, her head on his chest, her hand over his heart—but her mind had not stopped. Sirius's words played on a loop, circling, repeating, embedding themselves in her memory.
I am a fucking impostor.
I do not deserve a life.
I should have been the one to die.
The hurt. The bitterness. The self-hatred. It had captured her mind, held it hostage, refused to let go.
He had let her into his world for the first time. Not the world of Lord Black, with its formal dinners and ancient responsibilities. Not the world of Sirius the godfather, with its jokes and pranks and easy charm. The world beneath. The one he kept hidden, locked away, guarded by walls she had not even known existed.
She had only assumed that the deaths of James and Lily would have been difficult for him. Grief, she had thought. Loss. The pain of missing a best friend.
She had not expected this. The extent of his self-blame. The way he had woven himself into the narrative of their deaths as the villain. The way he had convinced himself that he was responsible, that he was an impostor, that he did not deserve the life he had fought so hard to build.
It was wrong. She knew it was wrong. But only telling him would not fix it. Words alone could not undo years of guilt, decades of self-flagellation. He needed more. He needed to feel his worth, not just hear about it.
She was not the one for loud love and big gestures. She had learned to show love silently—through support, through truth, through the steady presence of someone who did not leave. That was how she had been raised. That was how she had survived.
But Sirius needed something more. She did not know exactly what, but she would find out.
She would spend the rest of her life finding out, if that was what it took.
She was already dressed for the day.
Her robes were soft, pale pink—the color he liked on her, the one that made him smile when she walked into a room. Her hair was loose, falling around her shoulders in dark waves. He had asked her, once, to wear it down more often. She had not forgotten.
She had pinned it up, at first, out of habit. Then she had taken the pins out, one by one, and let it fall.
He would notice. He always noticed.
She sat on the edge of the bed, her body angled toward him, her hands folded in her lap. He was still asleep—curled on his side, facing her, his hand resting on the pillow where her head had been. His dark hair was spread across the white linen, tangled and wild. His face was peaceful, the sharp lines softened, the furrow between his brows smoothed away.
She placed her hand on his cheek.
Her fingers were light, barely touching, tracing the line of his cheekbone, the curve of his jaw, the soft skin beneath his eyes. She could feel the warmth of him, the slow rhythm of his breathing, the faint pulse beneath her fingertips.
He did not stir.
She moved her fingers gently, stroking, soothing. The stubble on his jaw was rough against her skin, a texture she had grown accustomed to, a sensation she had come to love.
"Sirius," she said softly. Her voice was low, almost a whisper. "Mon Amour. Wake up."
He stirred.
His eyelids fluttered. His brow furrowed, then smoothed. He blinked—once, twice—his grey eyes unfocused, still blurred with sleep. It took him a moment to place the world, to remember where he was, to separate the present from the remnants of his dreams.
Then he saw her.
Saw her hand on his face. Saw her pink robes. Saw her loose hair. Felt her touch.
He smiled. Automatic. Unthinking. The smile of a man who was waking up to something good.
"Good morning, darling," he said. His voice was rough, thick with sleep, rough as gravel. But the words were warm.
Margaret smiled back. Her hand did not leave his face.
"Good morning, baby."
She bowed down and kissed his cheek. Her lips were soft, lingering, warm against his skin.
Sirius's smile widened. Then the memories of last night came rushing back—the tears, the confessions, the shame. He had been too consumed by his grief. His mind had carried him to her because he needed her. He had known that already, somewhere deep, somewhere buried beneath the walls he had built. Last night had only affirmed it.
Does she think differently of me now? The question surfaced, unbidden. Stupid? Weak?
Before he could speak, Margaret spoke.
"You are thinking too loud."
Sirius chuckled softly.
Margaret leaned in and kissed his forehead again. Her lips pressed against his skin, warm and reassuring.
"We do not have to discuss anything now," she said. "Alright? It is Sunday. We all can relax."
Sirius felt the tension in his chest loosen. He was thankful. He did not want a discussion either. Not now. Not yet. Maybe not for a long time.
"As you say, dear."
He stopped. His brain cataloged it now, only now, in the clarity of waking.
She was still here. Her hand was still on his face. Her other hand was resting on the bed, balancing her as she leaned over him. She was wearing pink. Her hair was loose. And she had called him—
"Baby," Sirius said. "You called me baby."
He saw the blush rise on her cheeks—pink spreading across her skin, deepening, warming. But she did not look away. She did not retreat.
"Do you mind?" she asked.
Her voice was steady, but there was something beneath it—a vulnerability, a hope. She was not asking about the endearment. She was asking about everything.
Sirius would rather set himself on fire than mind that.
"No," he said.
Margaret's shoulders relaxed, just slightly.
"Well," she said, "I call you Sirius. Harry calls you Sirius. Aurora calls you Sirius. As lovely as your name is, I can have something for you."
She looked straight into his grey eyes, her blue ones bright and steady.
"A small piece," she said. "Just mine."
Sirius would give her everything. Not just a piece. The whole thing. His whole heart, his whole life, his whole broken, complicated self. And she knew it. And so did he.
He put his hands on her waist and pulled her onto him.
She came willingly, her body settling against his, her hands finding his chest. He moved his hands to her back, holding her close, and he crooned.
Take my hand.
Take my whole life too.
For I can't help, falling in love with you.
His voice was deep, soothing, the notes low and warm. He had never sung for her before—not like this, not intentionally, not with his eyes on hers. She had heard him hum, sometimes, absently, while making tea. She had heard him sing to Aurora, silly songs in French that made the little girl giggle.
But this was different.
His voice was smooth, the melody unhurried, the words chosen with care. He was not performing. He was not showing off. He was just... singing. To her. About her.
Margaret's face was so bright. Her smile was so wide. She loved his voice—she had always loved his voice—but she had never heard him like this. The notes were loving. His smile matched.
She bent down and kissed him.
He kissed her back. His lips were warm, soft, tasting of sleep. They smiled into the kiss—could not help it, could not stop it. The kiss broke, reformed, broke again. They were laughing, quietly, breathlessly.
When they finally pulled apart, Margaret's forehead rested against his.
"Come on," she said. "Get up. Time for breakfast."
Sirius jerked up at once. "What time is it?"
He looked at the clock. 8:15.
"No." he said. "I missed Harry's flying."
Margaret placed a hand on his shoulder. "He was flying with Mr. Weasley. It is alright. You have the whole day to make up."
Sirius nodded. The panic in his eyes faded, replaced by something softer.
They moved. Sirius swung his legs over the side of the bed, his bare feet landing on the floor. Margaret stood, smoothing her robes, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
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The bathroom door opened, and Sirius stepped out into the bedroom.
He was dressed in his home casual clothes—the ones he preferred on days he stayed in, when there were no meetings, no Ministry officials, no formal obligations. A soft cotton shirt, sky blue, untucked, the sleeves rolled up past his wrists. A pair of Muggle trousers, white, loose and comfortable, the fabric light for the summer morning.
His hair was still damp from the shower, curling at the ends, darker than usual where the water had darkened the strands. He had not bothered to dry it properly—a quick rub with a towel, a shake of his head, and he had deemed it sufficient. His feet were bare, his toes curling against the carpet.
The room was bright, the curtains fully open now, the morning sun streaming through the windows. The fire was dead, the ashes cold, but the warmth of the day was already seeping through the glass.
He stopped.
On the bed, sitting cross-legged in the center of the duvet, was a small figure.
Aurora.
She smiled as soon as she saw him.
Her whole face transformed—the dark eyes lighting up, the small mouth spreading into a grin, the cheeks flushing with happiness. She scrambled off the bed, her sandals thudding against the floor, and ran to him.
"Sirius!" she squealed.
Her voice was high, bright, echoing off the walls. She launched herself at him, her small arms reaching up, her dragon bouncing against her side.
Sirius smiled automatically. He could not help it. The sound of her voice, the sight of her running to him, the sheer, uncomplicated joy of being wanted—it undid something in him every time.
He knelt down and opened his arms.
She collided with his chest, her small body pressing against his, her arms wrapping around his neck. He closed his eyes and held her. He felt the warmth of her, the small hands clutching at his shirt, the trust in her grip. She trusted him to hold her, to keep her safe, to love her.
He never wanted to let go.
Aurora pulled back first. Because Sirius would never be the one to let go of his children. He would hold them until they pushed him away, and even then, he would linger, reluctant, his hands hovering.
She looked at him, her dark eyes bright.
"What are you doing here, little star?" he asked. His voice was soft, wondering.
Aurora's lower lip jutted out, just slightly. "You did not tuck me in last night. So I missed you."
Sirius felt the warmth spread through his chest—a slow, spreading heat that started somewhere behind his ribs and radiated outward. He pulled her closer, his arms tightening around her small body.
"I came to see you," Aurora continued. "Good morning, Sirius."
Kids could love in the most innocent ways. No ulterior motives. No lies. Just unadulterated, unconditional, pure love.
Sirius smiled bright. He kissed her cheek—a soft, lingering press of his lips against her soft skin.
"Good morning, my little star," he said. "I am sorry. I did not come last night."
Aurora replied at once. "It is okay, Sirius. I forgive you."
Sirius laughed. The sound rumbled in his chest, and Aurora giggled in response.
Aurora pulled back from the hug. She was theatrical about it—stepping back, spreading her arms, striking a pose. Her dragon dangled from one hand, its glass eyes catching the light.
"Sirius, see!" she said. "I chose my dress."
She was wearing a blue top—bright, the color of a summer sky—with white shorts and matching blue sandals on her feet. Her dark hair was loose, falling around her shoulders in soft waves.
She pointed at her blue top, then at her white shorts, then lifted one foot to show him her blue sandals. The sandal dangled from her toes for a moment before she dropped her foot back to the floor.
Sirius looked at her. He tilted his head, pretending to consider, his brow furrowed in exaggerated concentration.
"You chose this all by yourself?" he asked.
"All by myself," Aurora confirmed. "Mumma said I could."
Sirius nodded slowly. "It is a very good choice. The blue looks lovely on you."
Aurora's eyes went wide. "It does?"
"It does. And the white is very pretty. You look like a princess."
Aurora beamed. She twirled, her blue top flaring, her dark hair spinning around her face. "I am a princess," she announced.
"You are," Sirius agreed.
He straightened. He looked down at himself—at his own sky blue shirt, at his white trousers. Then he pointed at his chest, then at hers.
"Little star," he said. "Look. I am wearing the same."
Aurora's eyes dropped to his shirt, then to his trousers, then back to her own outfit. Her mouth fell open. Her eyes grew even wider.
"Sirius!" she shrieked. "We are the same!"
She bounced on her toes, her sandals slapping against the floor.
Sirius bent down and scooped her up. He lifted her into his arms, settling her on his hip, her small legs wrapping around his waist. She was light, so light, her body warm and soft against his.
"We are, sweetheart," he said. "We match."
Aurora threw her arms around his neck and hugged him tight. Her face pressed into his shoulder, her voice muffled against his shirt.
"I love you, Sirius."
Sirius closed his eyes. He held her close, one hand splayed across her back, the other cradling her head.
"I love you too, little star," he said. "Very, very much."
They stayed like that for a moment—father and daughter, matching outfits, wrapped in each other's arms.
Then Sirius pulled back. He looked at her, at her bright eyes, at her happy smile, at the dragon still clutched under her arm.
"Let us go," he said. "Time for breakfast."
Aurora nodded. She settled against his hip, comfortable and content.
Sirius walked to the door.
Notes:
The song Sirius sang is Can't help falling in love with you by Elvis Presley.
I assumed Sirius would like those kind of songs. Slow, loving and soothing.
It is one of my most favorite.
Chapter Text
Harry and his friends were the first to arrive at the dining room.
The table was set for six—plates gleaming white, silverware arranged with Margaret's precise attention to detail, glasses catching the morning light. But the food was not there yet. The dishes would come later, from the kitchen, from the hands of elves who moved in silence.
The kids hovered near the doorway. They were talking, teasing, planning, laughing—all at once. Their voices overlapped, tangled, fought for space. Ron was demonstrating something with his hands, a wide gesture that nearly knocked over a vase. Hermione was shaking her head, her lips pressed together, trying not to smile. Harry was caught between them, listening, contributing, existing in the easy chaos of friendship.
But his eyes kept drifting to the door.
Sirius was not here.
He was an early riser. Harry knew that. In the weeks he had lived in this house, Sirius had always been awake before him—making tea, reading the Prophet, standing at the window with his grey eyes fixed on the sky. He watched Harry, made sure he was safe not hurt.
Where is he? Harry was growing impatient. He had not seen Sirius since the late afternoon at the pool. The empty chair at dinner. The goodnight that never came. The missing figure at the edge of the pitch.
He pushed the thoughts away. He did not want to be angry. He did not want to be hurt.
But he was.
And then he heard the voices.
Aurora's high, clear voice, bubbling with excitement.
Sirius's low rumble, too soft to make out the words, but unmistakably his.
They appeared in the doorway.
Aurora was not with Margaret today. She was with Sirius. He was carrying her, as he did all the time, her small body settled on his hip, her arms wrapped around his neck. Her dragon dangled from one hand, its glass eyes catching the light.
Why can't she walk? Harry asked himself the question for the fiftieth time. She was six years old. She had legs. She had perfectly good sandals on her feet. But Sirius carried her anyway, everywhere, as if she might break if he set her down.
Sirius stopped in front of the doorway. He was smiling—that easy, warm smile that made Harry's chest loosen against his will. He opened his mouth to speak.
Aurora did not let him.
"Harry and friends, see!" she announced, pointing at herself, then at Sirius. "Sirius and I are matching! We are the same!"
Harry's eyes moved. Sky blue shirt. White trousers. Aurora's blue top, white shorts, blue sandals.
The same.
Sirius had time to match clothes with her.
The thought came sharp, unbidden, hot. Sirius did not have time to wish him goodnight. Sirius did not have time to watch him fly this morning. Sirius had been too tired, too busy, too something. But he had time to coordinate outfits with a six-year-old.
Harry's anger rose. It flooded his chest, hot and fast, burning away the patience he had been trying to hold onto.
Hermione spoke first. "You look very pretty, Aurora. The blue is lovely."
Aurora beamed.
And then Ron—Ron, who had no interest in clothes, who wore the same Chudley Cannons shirt three days in a row, who could not tell the difference between navy and black—said, "Yeah, that's a good color on you."
Harry wanted to scream.
Sirius opened his mouth again. He was about to say something—to Harry, probably, to wish him good morning, to joke.
Harry turned around and left.
He could not bear to be there anymore. Could not bear to see Sirius's matching outfit, to hear Aurora's proud announcement, to feel the weight of his own jealousy pressing against his ribs.
He walked to the table and sat down. In his usual seat. On Sirius's right.
Ron and Hermione followed. They took their places—Harry at the head of the side, then Hermione, then Ron. In a line. On one side. Harry turned to his friends, his back half-turned to the head of the table, and began to talk.
About nothing. About Quidditch. About anything that was not the man standing in the doorway.
Sirius stood and watched. Harry could feel his gaze, but he did not turn.
Sirius felt like he had been slapped in the face.
The warmth drained from his chest. His smile faltered. His hand, which had been reaching out toward Harry, dropped to his side. He stood there, frozen, his daughter still in his arms, his godson's back turned to him.
Rejected. Pushed away.
He told himself it was not personal. Teenagers wanted to be around their friends during the holidays, not their parents. He had been the same way at Harry's age—had fled Grimmauld Place at every opportunity, had spent every summer at the Potters', had barely spoken to his own parents unless forced.
But the knowledge did not stop the hurt.
He pushed it down. He walked into the dining room. He pulled out a chair next to his own—the one where Aurora usually sat—and settled her into it. She was still chattering, still happy, still unaware of the tension that had crackled through the room.
The slap of rejection stung Sirius's face. He felt it—the sharp, unexpected sting of being pushed away. By Harry. By his godson. By the boy he had fought through hell to bring home.
Then he took his own seat. The head of the table. The chair that had been empty the night before.
Harry's head was turned to the other side. He was talking to Ron, his voice low, his shoulders angled away. He had not looked at Sirius since he walked in.
Sirius tried to push the hurt down in his stomach. He is the parent, he should make an effort. If he wishes for Sirius to stay in the sidelines, he would do so.
Sirius reached out and placed his hand on Harry's shoulder. The touch was light, tentative, the touch of someone who was not sure if he was welcome.
"Harry."
Harry stopped talking. He turned slowly, his green eyes meeting Sirius's grey ones. His expression was guarded—not angry, not cold, but something in between. Irritated, maybe. Or hurt.
Sirius was not sure why.
"Good morning, love," Sirius said carefully, testing the waters. His voice was soft, warm, patient. "Did you have a good fly?"
Harry felt some of his anger melt. It happened every time—the word love slipped out of Sirius's mouth, and Harry's defenses crumbled. It was an assurance in itself. A reminder that he was wanted, that he mattered, that Sirius cared enough to call him with a pet name reserved for him only.
"Morning, Sirius," Harry said.
He did not smile. But he did not look away. His jaw still tight.
Sirius's hand was still on his shoulder. He squeezed gently.
"I am so sorry, Harry," he said. "I could not join you this morning for your flying. I overslept."
Harry blinked. Overslept. Not Aurora. Not matching outfits. Not indifference. He had been tired.
"You woke up late?" Harry asked.
"Yes, love." Sirius's voice was steady, honest. "I was... late last night."
Harry had been so certain—so certain—that Sirius had been spending the morning with Aurora. That he had chosen her over him. He was simply sleeping in. Harry could not be angry at that. Sirius had apologized. He had explained.
"Yeah," Harry said. "Margaret said you had work last night."
Sirius was thankful for Margaret's cover. Harry did not need to know. Harry did not need more burdens. He had enough on his plate already. New house. New family.
"Yes," Sirius said. He moved his hand from Harry's shoulder to his face, his palm warm against Harry's cheek. "You alright, love?"
Harry smiled. It was small, tentative, but real.
"I am," he said.
His anger was gone. Sirius could have lazy days. It was not a crime. Harry let it go.
Sirius ruffled his hair. His fingers tangled in the dark, messy strands, scrubbing back and forth. Harry groaned and tried to fix it, his hands flying to his head, smoothing, patting, pressing.
Both Sirius and Harry knew it was not helping.
They laughed.
Margaret arrived.
The dishes followed her—not carried by Kreacher, but by the French elves, the ones who spoke only French, the ones who snarled at Sirius and Harry and anyone else who was not Margaret or Aurora. They moved in a silent procession, their small hands steady, their expressions sour.
Ron watched them with his fork frozen mid-air. "Why are they looking at me like that?"
Sirius's voice was dry. "Because you are English. They do not like us." He shrugged.
Harry chuckled. Sirius winked at him.
The elves set the dishes on the table—platters and bowls and baskets, steam rising, the smells of butter and cream and fresh bread filling the room. They arranged everything with precise, efficient movements, then disappeared without a word.
Sirius stood and pulled out the chair for Margaret.
She sat with a small smile—a private smile, just for him. He returned it, his grey eyes soft, and settled back into his own seat.
Aurora's voice was loud enough for the entire house to hear. "MUMMA, YOU COOKED BREAKFAST!"
Harry's eyes widened. He looked around the table, at the dishes he had assumed were Kreacher's work. Margaret never cooked a full meal. She would make small dishes here and there—snacks, mostly, or the occasional soup. Never a full breakfast. Never a spread like this.
Margaret smiled. "Yes, Aurora. I did."
She looked around the table, her blue eyes moving from face to face.
"A French breakfast," she said, "for a lazy Sunday morning. I hope you will all enjoy." She paused.
Her eyes found Sirius. "And I would like to mention that this meal is specially prepared for and dedicated to my husband."
Sirius's smile was blinding. He was touched—truly touched. Margaret making an effort to make him feel special after last night. He had not expected it. He had not asked for it. But she had done it anyway.
He took her hand and kissed it. His lips were warm against her skin.
"Thank you, Lady Black," he said. "I am truly honored to be present at this table."
Everyone was smiling. The kids were happy to watch them.
Sirius raised his glass. "Let the breakfast begin."
Margaret introduced the dishes to the children who did not know French cuisine, explaining each one with patient detail. "Croissants—these are flaky, buttery, best eaten warm. Café au Lait—coffee with hot milk, very mild. Quiche Lorraine—eggs, cream, bacon, in a pastry crust. Oeufs Cocotte—eggs baked in ramekins with cream and herbs. Pain Perdu—French toast, but better. Fresh baguette, of course. And brioche—a soft, sweet bread, very rich."
Everyone was hungry. They piled their plates high—croissants and quiche and pain perdu, the golden syrup dripping, the butter melting into the warm bread.
Sirius wanted to serve Margaret, but she did not let him. She served him instead—scooping quiche onto his plate, placing a warm croissant beside it, pouring his coffee.
He watched her, smiling. His hand went under the table and rested on her knee.
She gave him a look. He winked. She said nothing.
Margaret poured the Café au Lait for everyone. "My English tea-making skills are bad, as my husband keeps reminding me," she said.
Harry looked at Sirius. Sirius looked at Harry. They both laughed—remembering the tea disaster, the faces they had made, the way Sirius had drunk the terrible tea anyway because Margaret had made it.
Margaret gave them both a look. "But I do brew a good Café au Lait," she said. "Try it."
They tried it. They liked it. Compliments flew around the table—Ron declaring the quiche the best thing he had ever eaten, Hermione praising the pain perdu, Aurora announcing that she wanted croissants every day for the rest of her life.
Harry complimented everything. Margaret smiled at him—a warm, genuine smile, the kind that made him feel seen.
Sirius tasted the food. He loved it. He did not say much—words were not enough—so he leaned over and kissed her cheek.
"Thanks, darling," he said softly. "You made my Sunday." His eyes sparkled with amusement.
"I hope I experience Sundays like this in the future as well."
Margaret smiled. She played along.
"Behave through the week," she said. "Show no recklessness. And I might cook you a Sunday breakfast."
Harry snorted into his drink. He straightened quickly, his face red, his eyes watering.
Margaret fixed Sirius with a single line. It was the kind of line that could not be argued with, the kind that came from someone who knew him too well to be fooled by his charm.
Sirius patted him on the back, his expression one of mock offense. "Me? Reckless?" He looked at Harry, his grey eyes wide with false innocence. "Harry, can you imagine?"
Harry's face was deadpan. "I think I can."
Dead silence.
Then Margaret laughed. Loud, bright. Harry joined her, his shoulders shaking. Sirius tried to look outraged—he pressed his hand to his chest, opened his mouth to protest—but he gave in. He laughed too. The whole table laughed. Aurora, who did not understand the joke, laughed anyway, because everyone else was laughing.
It was a good breakfast. Laughter and talking and the easy warmth of family.
Ron and Hermione watched Harry. The way Sirius's hand rested on his shoulder. The way he called him love. The way Margaret made sure he ate enough, passing him the brioche, refilling his glass. The way Harry smiled—not the tight, guarded smile he wore at Hogwarts, but something softer. Something real.
They exchanged looks. Happy for their friend. Who had never had a family. Ever.
Sirius leaned back in his chair. "What are you kids' plans for today?"
Hermione answered at once. "We are going to the library. We will study the entire morning."
Harry's fork froze mid-air. Ron's fork froze too. They stared at Hermione, their expressions identical—horror, disbelief, betrayal.
Margaret and Sirius exchanged a look—amused, knowing, the look of adults who had once been children and remembered what it was like to have their summers invaded by homework.
Ron's face was outraged. "Says who?"
Hermione's voice was bossy. "Me. We need to study. We will all sit down. Compare our essays. I have found books. We will rewrite them."
Harry was silent. He let Ron take over this fight. He was not going to stand against an angry Hermione.
Ron's voice rose. "No. It is a Sunday of a summer holiday."
"So what? It is time to study."
"What are you studying for? You already know everything."
Hermione's voice was matter-of-fact. "For our O.W.L.s."
Harry dropped his fork. It clattered against his plate, leaving a smear of egg yolk on the white porcelain. His expression was horrified. Ron's face was now matching his hair—bright red.
"O.W.L.s?" Ron's voice was high, incredulous. "We have two years for that."
Hermione was unmoved. "Only two years. You can never know enough."
Ron crossed his arms. "I think I can. I know enough for my age. And so does Harry."
Harry nodded. He stopped as soon as Hermione, who was sitting in the middle, turned to him.
Sirius wanted to laugh at his godson's scared face. Margaret held his hand under the table. Hermione was clearly the boss. She did not take no for an answer.
"Harry will come with me," Hermione said. "We will study in the library."
Ron was loud. "No. You do not decide that. We are going to play Quidditch."
Hermione's voice rose to match his. "You did that all morning."
"You studied all morning too!"
Harry looked between them, as he had been doing for the past three years. His head moved back and forth like a spectator at a tennis match.
Margaret and Sirius watched the dynamic. Margaret was not sure if she should be scared—if this fight would escalate, if the children would actually start shouting at each other. Sirius looked as if he wanted to bet on who would win.
He would choose Hermione.
And it so happened. After the argument—after the raised voices, after the exchanged glares, after Ron's defeated sigh—it was decided. They would go to the library. They would study.
Harry and Ron looked so defeated. As if someone had taken away the joy from their lives.
Hermione, satisfied with her win, turned to Sirius. Her voice was polite now, almost shy.
"Sirius, I wanted to read a book from the library, but I cannot open it. Will you help me, please?" She added, before he could reply, "Only if you do not mind. I do not want to force it."
Ron muttered, "Well, you could have used some of those manners for me and Harry."
Harry nodded. His eyes on his plate.
Sirius laughed. "I will come with you kids. I do not mind."
Harry looked up at once. His eyes were bright. "You are coming to the library?"
Sirius's presence would take away the stress of studying. Harry was sure of it.
Sirius patted his shoulder. "Yes, Harry."
Harry smiled. He was okay with the library time now.
Ron was not. He compensated by piling more food onto his plate.
The breakfast continued. The laughter continued. The morning stretched ahead, golden and warm.
Chapter Text
The library was quiet.
Not the silence of emptiness—the room was full, the shelves packed with centuries of knowledge, the air thick with the smell of old paper and leather. But the three teenagers sitting at the long oak table were waiting, and waiting made the quiet heavier.
Hermione sat with her hands folded on top of a closed book. Her back was straight, her eyes fixed on the door. She was waiting because Sirius would be able to open the book she could not. He would explain things. He would answer her questions.
Ron sprawled in his chair, one leg hooked over the arm, his head tilted back. He was waiting because Sirius would be a distraction. A break from Hermione's relentless studying. A chance to stretch, to laugh.
Harry sat between them, his hands flat on the table, his eyes on the door. He was waiting simply because it was Sirius coming.
The door opened.
But not Sirius. Not at first.
A flash of orange fur streaked into the room, a furry missile with a bottlebrush tail and golden eyes that swept the space with proprietary disdain. Crookshanks landed on the table, his claws clicking against the wood, and began to clean his paw with deliberate, insulting slowness.
Ron groaned. "It gets worse. Now."
Harry laughed. Inside his head. Not out loud. Hermione was already leaning forward, her hand reaching for the cat, her expression soft with affection. Harry did not want to be caught laughing at Ron's misery when Hermione was present.
Sirius entered.
He was still wearing his Muggle clothes. He looked relaxed. At home. Like he belonged here among the books and the dust and the waiting children.
He walked to the table, pulled out the chair next to Harry, and sat.
The chair creaked under his weight. He leaned back, his grey eyes moving across the three faces before him.
"What did you want to show me, Hermione?"
Hermione reached into her bag and pulled out a book.
It was thick. Old. The leather binding was black, cracked, worn smooth in places where hands had held it over the years. There was no title on the cover—no gold lettering, no embossed design, nothing to indicate what lay inside. Only the words, stamped in faded silver on the spine:
Magical Theory for Different Creatures
Sirius did not touch the book.
He looked at it. That was all. His grey eyes moved across the cover, the spine, the edges of the pages. His expression was no longer smiling. The warmth that had been there when he walked in had cooled, replaced by something older. Something heavier.
"Why do you want to read that book?"
Harry blinked. Sirius was not the kind of adult who questioned things like this. He was liberal. Open. He let Harry read whatever he wanted, explore whatever he wanted, ask whatever he wanted. The question felt wrong in his mouth.
Hermione's answer came quickly, almost defensively. "It seems interesting."
She looked a little bashful as she said it. Her cheeks were pink.
Sirius stared at her. His grey eyes did not waver.
"You want to read it because it is hidden from you," he said. "You want to know what is hidden."
Hermione's face went pale, then red. She had been caught—caught in the act of curiosity, of ambition, of wanting what she could not have. She nodded.
Ron and Harry looked at each other. How did Sirius know that?
"Ron," Sirius said, "why do not you try to open it?"
Ron took the book. He looked confused—his brow furrowed, his lips parted—but he flipped it open casually, as if it were any other book, as if he had not been watching Hermione struggle with it for hours.
The pages fell open. Easily. Naturally.
Ron's eyes went wide. Hermione's jaw dropped.
Sirius took the book from Ron and handed it to Harry. "Open it."
Harry tried. He pressed his palms against the cover. He tried to lift it, to separate the pages, to force it open. The book did not move. The binding was sealed, the pages fused, as if the book had been carved from a single block of wood.
Sirius took it from Harry. He flipped it open. The pages turned like water.
Harry's voice was sharp with confusion. "How?"
Hermione's voice was bitter. "Because we are not purebloods, Harry. We cannot open the book."
Harry looked offended. Hermione looked angry. Ron looked uncomfortable, shifting in his seat, his ears turning pink.
Sirius set the book down on the table.
"I have taken all the cursed objects out of this house," he said. "They are locked on the sixth floor, which you kids are not allowed to visit." He paused. "But there are still some dark books in here. Not cursed—not in the magical sense—but dark in their content. Their ideas. Their beliefs."
He looked at Hermione.
"Hermione, I do not control your decisions. But I would suggest you do not read this book. It is bigoted. Cruel."
Hermione's chin lifted. "I cannot read it anyway. It will not open for me."
She was angry. Not at Sirius—at the book. At the magic that had rejected her because of her blood.
Sirius watched her for a moment. Then he stood.
He was gone for several minutes.
The kids sat in silence. Ron picked at a loose thread on his sleeve. Hermione stared at the closed book, her jaw tight. Harry looked at the door, waiting.
When Sirius returned, something floated behind him.
It was a slab—about the size of a large book, but thicker, heavier. The material was strange, somewhere between glass and marble. It was almost transparent, the light passing through it, catching on flecks of something that shimmered like captured starlight.
Sirius placed it on the table in front of Hermione.
"You can use this," he said.
Hermione leaned forward, her anger forgotten. "What is it?"
"That is a seventeenth-century artifact." Sirius's voice was quiet, almost reverent. "Very rare. It is called a Scholar's Echo."
He looked at Hermione. "Did you take Ancient Runes as a subject?"
Hermione nodded at once.
Sirius waved his hand. A row of symbols appeared on the surface of the slab—faint at first, then brightening, glowing with a soft, silver light. Ancient runes, arranged in neat lines, waiting to be read.
"Read it," Sirius said.
Hermione pulled a piece of parchment toward her. She copied the runes carefully, her quill scratching, her brow furrowed. She worked in silence, the others watching, the only sounds the whisper of the quill and the tick of the clock on the wall.
Finally, she looked up.
"It says, 'To see the tale, you must name the heart.'"
Sirius nodded. "In the old days, when lords of the houses went on long journeys—or when they were too sick or too old to move—they used this. The Scholar's Echo could access any book in the family library without touching it. It was bound to the family magic."
Harry leaned forward. "What does it do?"
"It can open any book from the library of the Lord it is bound to. Without touching it."
All three of them spoke at once. "What?"
Sirius smiled at their amazement. "Hermione, many of the books in this library will not open directly for you. I am sorry, but it is a fact. The same is true for Harry."
Harry did not feel hurt. He should have—being told he could not access something because of his blood should have stung. But for some reason, it did not. Perhaps because Sirius was saying it. Perhaps because he said it without malice, without judgment, as if it were simply a fact, like the sky being blue or the grass being green.
Hermione, on the other hand, was not okay. She looked like she had swallowed something sour.
"But you can use this," Sirius continued. "You just have to name the book you want to read. It will open for you here. Without the book being physically present."
"How?" Hermione's voice was barely a whisper.
Sirius summoned another object with a gesture—his wand did not move, but the air shimmered, and a shallow obsidian bowl appeared on the table. It was black, deep, the surface so smooth it reflected the light like still water.
"This is called a Scribe's Basin," Sirius said. "You write the book's title in the dust at the bottom. It triggers the projection."
He summoned a quill—not from anywhere, simply into his hand, as if the house had given it to him—and wrote on the dust at the bottom of the bowl.
Hogwarts: A History by Bathilda Bagshot.
The kids watched as the pages of the book opened in the marble slab. The text was clear, sharp, the pages turning at a wave of Sirius's hand.
Hermione looked as if she might cry.
"Thank you, Sirius," she said. Her voice shook.
Sirius's voice was gentle. "You must name the book correctly for it to work. Some of the books will not even show you their names. You can bring them to me. I will tell you. Even Margaret."
Ron spoke. "Or I can."
Hermione looked at Ron. Grateful. Ron's ears were pink, but he did not look away.
Sirius smiled at Ron. Then he looked at Hermione.
"Do not let bigotry discourage you," he said. "Find ways to fight it. You can use this." He paused. "Mind you, this might be the only one left in the world right now."
Harry was amazed. The Blacks were grander than he had ever realized. Ancient pieces of magic, artifacts that had survived centuries, things that belonged in museums or in the hands of scholars—Sirius was letting his friend use them. Just like that.
"Thank you, Sirius," Harry said. "Really."
Sirius placed his hand on Harry's shoulder. He did not say anything. He did not need to.
Hermione had composed herself. "Sirius, thank you so much. That is very generous of you. I will take great care of it. I will not move it or anything."
Sirius shook his head. "You cannot move it, Hermione. Only a Lord Black can. You can use it. I have allowed it. It will stay here, open."
Harry, Ron, and Hermione looked at the object. Then at Sirius. He had just given away something like this—to a guest, a fourteen-year-old girl. Just like that. Other adults they knew would not do it. Ever.
Hermione opened her mouth to speak.
Kreacher appeared.
The crack of Apparition was sharp, loud in the quiet room.
Kreacher stood before the table, his bulbous eyes moving across the children with barely concealed disgust. He bowed to Sirius—a stiff, formal bow, the kind that meant I am doing this because I have to, not because I want to. He took in the scene—the kids, the books, the ancient artifacts on the table. His expression was sour, as always.
"The mistress wishes for the Lord to join her in the garden for a picnic.
He looked at the kids. The same anger, the same disgust, simmered behind his eyes.
"Mistress says others are welcome to join too."
Sirius's voice was cold. "Kreacher. Stop staring."
Kreacher looked down at once. His wrinkled hands clasped in front of him.
"No disrespect to any of the kids," Sirius said. "Tell Margaret I am coming."
Kreacher bowed again. "As the Lord of the house commands. Kreacher will follow."
He disappeared.
Sirius turned to the children. They looked uncomfortable—Ron shifting in his seat, Hermione's hands clasped tight, Harry's face pale.
"What happened?" Sirius asked. "Has Kreacher said anything to any of you?"
Harry thought of the incident at Regulus's door. The shouting. The hatred in Kreacher's eyes. The words he had spat at Hermione. He thought of what Margaret had said—how hurt Sirius would be if his brother was mentioned. He thought of the sealed portrait of his mother, the rage that had radiated from Sirius when he had learned of Walburga's cruelty.
If Sirius knew Kreacher had insulted Harry and his friends, he would rage. He would confront the elf. He would—
"No, Sirius," Harry said. "It is just... he does not like us."
Hermione and Ron nodded along. It was not the whole truth, but it was not a lie.
Sirius's voice was dismissive. "Who is he to like or dislike you?"
Hermione's voice was careful. "He is a member of your family. He has been here for generations."
Sirius's grey eyes hardened. "No, Hermione. He is not family. He is an elf—a very cruel one. He was a devoted disciple of my dead mother. As bigoted as she was."
Hermione pressed on. "He has lived here for so long."
"Time does not make someone family," Sirius said. "Family is made of choices. The choice to choose each other. To love. To cherish." He paused. "He has none of that. Only hate."
He looked at the three of them.
"Kreacher is loyal to the House of Black. He only listens to my commands because I am the Lord. You should all be clear on that. His opinions mean nothing." He paused. "If he says anything out of line, come to me. I will deal with it."
Harry nodded. He knew he would not go. He would not do anything that would make Sirius rage.
Hermione and Ron looked at Sirius. They had not expected him to be so unattached—so unbound to someone who had been in his family since before he was born. The cruelty of Kreacher's words still echoed in Hermione's ears.
She was not done.
"Sirius," she said, "do you think it makes any difference?"
Sirius raised an eyebrow.
"The whole pure-blood thing," Hermione said. "And being Muggle-born?"
Sirius was silent.
He watched them—his grey eyes moving from Hermione to Harry to Ron, reading their faces, their tensions, their fears. The library was still around them, the dust motes drifting in the golden light.
Harry had known. Sirius had left his home because he was asked to become a Death Eater. Sirius had been friends with Harry's mother, had spoken of her with love. He did not believe in blood purity. He could not.
"Hermione," Sirius said, "you are asking two different questions."
He leaned forward. His elbows rested on the table. His voice was quiet, patient.
"If you ask me whether being Muggle-born makes a difference, I would say yes."
Harry's mouth fell open. Hermione's face went pale. She was ready to fight—ready to argue, to defend, to prove him wrong.
Sirius raised a hand. "Listen to me."
Hermione's mouth closed.
"Being Muggle-born—or, in Harry's case, being raised in a Muggle household—changes your perspective on magic. You learn magic differently. And that changes your magic itself." He paused. "You might not feel it now. But when you come of age, you will have control over your magic. You will understand."
Hermione's voice was tight. "What do you mean?"
Sirius leaned forward. His grey eyes were intense.
"Children who are raised in the magical world see magic as a part of their bodies. Not something to be learned or controlled. It is an organ. Almost like a hand."
He raised his own hand, flexed his fingers.
"You do not think about moving your fingers. You just... move them. Magic is the same for pure-blood children. It is instinct. It is breath."
He looked at Hermione, then at Harry, then at Ron.
"For children raised outside the magical world, magic is different. You learn it consciously. You have to reach for it, shape it, command it. That takes effort—but it also gives you something pure-blood children often lack. Imagination. Precision. The ability to question magic, not just accept it."
He paused.
"Neither is better. They are just different. And the world would be poorer without both."
Hermione's face softened. Her fists unclenched.
"So when I say being Muggle-born makes a difference," Sirius said, "I mean it makes you different. Not lesser. Different."
He smiled.
"Magical children do not read the theory the way you want to. There is nothing wrong with that. But it means you approach magic as something external—an idea that your brain is trying to understand. Not something your body already knows."
Hermione looked somewhere between contemplative and defensive.
"It will take time," Sirius said, "for you to see magic not as an idea or a theory, but as a part of your life. Less intentional. More instinctive. That is why we have a school called Hogwarts. It is to teach all kids, equally."
He patted Harry on the shoulder.
"Do not take this offensively. If we do not broaden our minds and our imaginations, we will never learn. We will be stuck forever."
He looked directly at Hermione. His voice was softer now, meant only for her.
"Question everything. But with a mind that is ready to accept." He paused.
"There is a reason pure-blood families have sustained for centuries. They have maintained magical traditions, preserved the foundations of our world."
His eyes went distant. Almost as if he were speaking to himself.
"As much hate as they receive—and it is deserved, much of it—without them, our magical world would have collapsed."
Silence.
Pin-drop silence.
The words settled into the room, into the children's minds, each of them taking it in their own way. Hermione, ready to fight, found that the words did not feel like an attack. Ron, who had never given much importance to pure-blood culture—his parents had raised him differently, more open, more accepting—shifted in his seat.
And Harry.
Harry, who had spent three years in the magical world escaping death and fame. Who had always associated Slytherins with evil and pure-blood traditions with bigotry. He felt as if his entire belief system had been questioned. Not by anyone—by his own godfather.
Sirius, who had run away from his family, who had lost everyone, who had spent twelve years in hell and found a wife who had shown him that 'Ideas are neutral, it is the people who make them evil'—watched them.
He spoke again. "Hermione, to answer your second question. Does blood purity mean anything?"
All of them looked at him now, letting go of their internal monologues.
Sirius's voice was flat. "It is a load of dragon dung."
They all chuckled at once. The tension broke.
Sirius smiled too. "I am sure your mother experienced equal levels of pain and happiness to push you out into this world as Molly did for Ron and Lily did for Harry."
He looked at each of them as he said their mothers' names.
They were all smiling now.
"Your mothers took nine months to build your flesh, your bone, your blood. Why does anyone else gets to decide how pure it is!"
The children were smiling. The hurt from Kreacher's words faded—truly faded, for the first time. Sirius's words had an effect. They always did.
All of them spoke at once. "You are right, Sirius."
They looked at each other, surprised by the timing.
Sirius shrugged. "Well, it is known to happen."
They laughed together. The sound filled the library, chased away the shadows, warmed the cold corners.
Sirius took in their laughing faces.
"Come on," he said. "All of you. Join us for the picnic. It is a Sunday."
Harry and Ron closed their books at once. The thuds were loud, final, joyous.
Hermione shook her head. "No. I want to read."
Ron groaned loudly. Harry rolled his eyes.
Sirius stood. "Hermione, come on. I am sure you can take a few hours to give yourself a break." He looked at her—not sternly, but warmly. "Come on."
He walked to the door, his bare feet silent on the carpet. He did not look back.
The children looked at each other.
Ron stood. "Come on, Hermione."
Harry stood. "Yeah."
Hermione looked at the rare artifact on the table. At the books spread around her. At the notes she had taken, the research she had planned.
She sighed. "Alright. I will come."
They left together. No one bothered to pick up the fallen parchment, or the books, or the ink.
The library was quiet again.
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Sirius walked through the back door and stopped.
The garden was golden in the afternoon light. The sun hung high, warm but not harsh, and a gentle breeze stirred the leaves of the old oak tree. The air smelled of cut grass and something sweet, something like summer.
Margaret was sitting on a picnic blanket spread across the grass.
It was a large blanket—cream-colored, soft. A wicker basket sat at one corner, its lid open, revealing cloth-wrapped packages and glass bottles. A book was open in her lap, her finger marking the place where she had stopped reading.
She was wearing a hat. A big one—wide-brimmed, pale straw, the kind of hat that belonged in a painting. It covered her face from the sunlight, casting her features in soft shadow. Her dark hair spilled from beneath it, falling over her shoulders in loose waves.
Aurora was sitting beside her, surrounded by toys.
Her blocks were scattered across the blanket—wooden, painted in bright colors, stacked into a tower that wobbled precariously. Her dragon was tucked under her arm, its glass eyes staring at the sky. She was humming, a soft, tuneless sound, her small hands reaching for the next block.
Sirius stood at the back door, observing.
He did not move. He did not announce himself. He simply stood there, leaning against the frame, his arms crossed over his chest, and watched.
He smiled.
Margaret had been on her toes since morning. She had cooked breakfast—a full French breakfast, dishes she had labored over, dishes she had served with a smile. She had dressed in the pink he liked, had worn her hair loose the way he preferred. She had planned a picnic, of all things, on a Sunday afternoon.
She was trying to make him feel better. Trying to make him feel loved. Trying to make him forget the night before.
Last night had been hard.
It was difficult to speak. To open up. After spending twelve years in silence, with just his worst memories playing in front of his eyes. No one to listen. No one to talk to. No one to touch or comfort.
But Margaret had been there. She had let him cry. She had let him break down. She had held him through it.
It had not felt difficult, once he was in her arms. It felt okay to let go. He was not judged. He was not pitied. He was loved—held closer because of his brokenness, not in spite of it.
He watched.
Crookshanks appeared from nowhere—a blur of orange fur, leaping onto the blanket with the grace of a creature who believed the world belonged to him. His paws landed directly on Aurora's block tower. The structure crumbled. Blocks scattered. The tower, which had taken ten minutes to build, collapsed in half a second.
"Maman!" Aurora's voice was high, accusing. "The cat did it again!"
Margaret lowered her book. Her eyes moved from the ruined blocks to the orange cat, now curled on the blanket, his tail twitching.
"Go away, Crookshanks," she said. "Do not do that."
The cat did not move.
Margaret sighed. She turned to Aurora. "Build it again, ma chérie."
Aurora nodded. She gathered the blocks, her small hands quick and determined, and began to stack them. This time, she placed them in a different pattern—wider at the base, sturdier. Something different altogether.
Sirius smiled.
He pushed off from the doorframe and walked across the grass. His bare feet were silent, the blades cool and soft beneath them. He settled onto the blanket beside Margaret.
Both of them startled—Aurora looking up from her blocks, Margaret's hand flying to her chest.
"Sirius," Margaret said. "You are quiet as a ghost."
He smiled. He did not answer.
He put one hand on Aurora's head, his fingers resting on her dark hair. She leaned into the touch, then returned to her blocks. His other hand found Crookshanks, his fingers scratching behind the cat's ears.
Crookshanks purred. Loudly.
Margaret watched him. Her eyes moved from his hand on the cat to his face.
"Sirius," she said, "you can stop giving him attention. For once."
She shot a side-eye at the cat.
Aurora looked up. "Yes, Sirius. He is bad."
Sirius's hand did not stop moving. "Margaret, let him be."
He looked at Aurora. "I like him. He is a good boy."
Aurora said nothing. She went back to her blocks.
Margaret shook her head. She picked up her book and tried to read, but her eyes kept drifting to her husband, to the cat, to the way Sirius's fingers moved in slow, soothing strokes.
Sirius shifted closer to her. He put his arm around her shoulders, pulling her against his side.
"You know," he said, "last night—"
Margaret looked up.
"He came into my room," Sirius continued. His grey eyes were fixed on Crookshanks. "Started pulling my sleeve. Tugging, tugging, until I followed him." He paused. "He led me to you."
Margaret's mouth opened. Her book slipped from her fingers onto the blanket.
She looked at Crookshanks—at the orange cat, now sprawled on his side, his belly exposed, his purr a low rumble. Then she looked back at her husband.
"He is a half-kneazle, darling," Sirius said. "Very smart. He knew what I needed."
Margaret's expression changed. The surprise softened into something warmer. She looked at the cat—really looked at him—and smiled.
"Thank you, Crookshanks," she said slowly.
Then, quickly, "You are still not welcome on our bed."
The cat hissed at her.
Sirius laughed. That familiar bark of laughter, loud and bright, echoing across the garden. Margaret shook her head, but she was smiling too.
The back door opened again.
Harry, Ron, and Hermione spilled out into the garden, their voices overlapping, their footsteps quick on the stone path.
They looked at the blanket. At Sirius and Margaret, sitting close, Crookshanks between them. At Aurora, surrounded by blocks. At the baskets of food, the cloth napkins, the bottles of lemonade sweating in the sun.
The three of them settled on the far corner of the blanket. Huddled together. Away from the adults, away from Aurora. As if they were discussing secrets.
Which they probably were.
Sirius did not call them to sit closer. He did not try to insert himself into their conversation. He let them be. Teenagers needed their space. He remembered being their age. He would have hated it if an adult had hovered.
Margaret looked up from her book.
"Harry," she called.
Harry turned. "Yes, Margaret?"
Margaret reached into the basket and pulled out her camera. The old Muggle one, the one that developed pictures instantly. She held it up.
"Smile," she said. "All of you."
The kids looked at each other. Then at the camera. Then they smiled.
Not politely. Not formally. They grinned—wide, silly, the kind of grins that came from being young and happy and surrounded by friends. Harry and Ron locked themselves into a wrestling position, arms around each other's necks, faces contorted in mock aggression. Hermione leaned away from them, laughing, her hands up as if to ward them off.
Margaret clicked the shutter. The camera whirred. The picture slid out, black, waiting to develop.
"Very nice," she said.
Harry smiled. "Thank you."
Margaret set the camera aside. "We are having our lunch here today. There is food in the baskets. You can take it out and eat. Alright?"
Harry's smile brightened. "That is cool. Thank you."
Margaret smiled back.
Sirius watched them. He liked watching his family interact. Margaret and Harry had grown close—not as close as Sirius would have liked, not yet, but close. They talked now.
It was progress.
Margaret rested her head on Sirius's chest. She picked up her book and continued reading. Her hat tilted, casting her face in shadow. Her free hand found his, and their fingers intertwined.
Sirius was comfortable.
Harry was enjoying the day.
He had never been to a picnic before. Not once. The Dursleys did not have picnics. They had garden parties for Dudley's friends, where Harry was confined to his cupboard or sent to weed the flower beds.
This was different. This was a blanket on the grass, a basket of food, the sun warm on his face. His family. His friends.
He, Ron, and Hermione had deliberately sat away from Sirius and Margaret. Not because they did not want to be near them—but because they had things to discuss. Private things. Secrets.
Harry took out food from the basket. Sandwiches wrapped in wax paper. Small pies, savory and sweet. Bottles of pumpkin juice, cold and sweet. They ate. They drank. They talked.
"Sirius was so paranoid about the house," Harry said, his voice low. "He has not even shared the address with Professor Lupin."
Hermione said, "He made Ron and me swear never to reveal it to anyone. Not even our families."
Ron nodded. "Yeah. Sirius was quite insistent about that."
"I know," Harry said. "Margaret gets upset sometimes. She wants to invite people over. Important people. Colleagues, friends from France. And Sirius says no. He does not trust anyone. Not after what Peter did."
Ron shrugged. "It makes sense. If your best friend can betray you like that, why would you trust anyone?"
Hermione was not convinced. "But Professor Lupin? He was there. He knows. He would never—"
Harry shook his head. "Sirius talks to him. Writes letters. Goes to see him. But he never invites him here. Not even his cousin."
Hermione's brow furrowed. "Which cousin?"
"Apparently he had one cousin he was close to. Her name is Andromeda. I do not know much." Harry looked down at his sandwich. "She ran away from the Blacks and married a Muggle-born."
Ron's eyes widened. "I have never heard of her."
"She is not mentioned in the papers," Harry said. "Sirius does not talk about her much."
Aurora had been playing with her toys. But as soon as Harry's friends had arrived, she abandoned them. Her blocks lay scattered. Her dragon was forgotten. She was now trying to enter herself into their conversation.
She stood at the edge of their huddle, her dark eyes wide, her small hands clasped behind her back. She leaned in, as if she could absorb their words through proximity.
Harry felt his irritation rise. He had no interest in entertaining Aurora. She was always there, always pushing, always trying to claim space that was not hers. He wanted to talk to his friends. Alone.
Sirius saw it.
His grey eyes had been tracking the children, watching the dynamics, the way Harry's shoulders tensed, the way Aurora hovered on the edge of their circle.
He called out. "Aurora, come here. Join me. I want to tell you a story."
Aurora shook her head. "I want to sit with Ron."
She was trying to get a seat between the three of them. The triangle they had formed—Harry, Ron, Hermione—was impenetrable, but she was trying. She stepped closer. She looked at Ron.
Ron, to Harry's horror, was welcoming. He shifted, making space. "You can sit here—"
Harry's anger flared. She takes away Sirius. And now she wants Ron?
"Aurora," Sirius called again. His voice was firmer this time. "Come here, sweetheart."
Aurora hesitated. She looked at Ron, then at Harry, then at Sirius. Her lower lip jutted out.
"Now, please."
She left.
Harry was thankful. Irritated, but thankful.
They finished their lunch. The sandwiches were gone. The pies were reduced to crumbs. The bottles of pumpkin juice were empty.
Ron reached into his bag and pulled out a deck of cards. Exploding Snap. The box was worn, the corners soft, the edges frayed.
"I got it from the Burrow," Ron said. "Thought we could play."
Harry's eyes lit up. He had played Exploding Snap at Hogwarts, in the common room, late at night when the fire was low and the dormitory was quiet. He did not own a deck himself. He made a mental note: Ask Sirius to buy me one.
They sat in a circle—Harry, Ron, Hermione—the cards spread between them. Ron dealt. The first round began.
The cards snapped. They sizzled. They exploded.
Hermione's hair got singed on the first round. She yelped, jumped, glared at Ron. Ron laughed. Harry laughed. Hermione's expression was murderous, but she did not quit.
Harry got hit twice. The first time, the card exploded in his hand, leaving soot on his fingers. The second time, it caught him on the cheek, stinging, warm. He swore under his breath. Hermione did not scold him for language.
They were having a great time. Laughing, shouting, slapping the cards away before they could burn.
Aurora was back.
She had been sitting with Sirius and Margaret, listening to a story about a dragon who could not fly. But her attention had drifted. The laughter from the teenagers was too loud, too bright, too tempting. Margaret & Sirius were in some deep discussion now. She had found her chance.
She stepped into the space between Harry and Ron. Without being invited. Without asking.
"What is that?" she asked.
Ron looked at her. "Exploding Snap. It is a game."
He shifted, making space for her on the blanket. He was welcoming. Open. Friendly.
Harry's anger rose again. Hot. Sharp.
Aurora sat down. "Can I play too?"
The question was innocent. The voice was small. The eyes were hopeful.
Harry's reply came out sharp. Angry. Too loud.
"No. You cannot."
Aurora's face fell. Her lower lip trembled. Her eyes—those dark, wide eyes—filled with tears. She had not expected that. She had not deserved that.
Margaret and Sirius looked up at once. Their conversation stopped. Sirius's grey eyes moved from Aurora's crumpling face to Harry's rigid posture. He took in the scene—the cards, the circle, the way Harry's shoulders were squared, his jaw tight, his hands clenched.
Sirius did not shout. He did not scold.
"Little star," he said. "Come here."
Aurora did not move. She was frozen, her tears threatening to spill.
Margaret's voice was firm. "Aurora, come here."
"No, Maman. I want to play too."
Harry watched. He was sure—certain—that Sirius would now shout at him. For shouting at Aurora. For being cruel. For pushing her away. Sirius would take her side. He would indulge her. Comfort her. Choose her.
Sirius got up at once. He crossed the grass in three long strides, bent down, and picked Aurora up. She struggled—her small body twisting, her hands pushing against his chest—but Sirius was far too strong. He held her securely, his arms wrapped around her, and carried her back to where Margaret was sitting.
Aurora had started crying now. Soft, hiccupping sobs, her face buried in Sirius's shoulder.
Ron looked at Harry. His voice was low. "That was rude, Harry. She was only sitting here."
Harry's anger flared again. "So you want to play with her too?"
Ron said nothing. Hermione gestured to him—a small, quick movement of her hand, telling him to stop. Ron fell silent.
Harry watched.
Sirius and Margaret sat with Aurora between them. They talked to her quietly—their voices too low for Harry to hear. Margaret wiped her tears away with her thumb, gentle, patient. Sirius held her small hand in his, his thumb moving in slow circles. They were explaining something.
Harry was ready. He was ready for Sirius to come back now, any minute, and shout at him. In front of his friends. In front of Hermione. In front of Ron. He would not back down. He would not apologize.
She forced herself into our space, he told himself. Harry never asked to play with her toys. She should stay away too.
He played the game. His movements were automatic, his eyes fixed on the cards, but his attention was elsewhere. On Sirius. On Aurora.
He watched.
Aurora had stopped crying. Her shoulders were no longer shaking. Her face was still wet, but she was smiling now—bright, happy, as if the tears had never been.
Margaret and Sirius were still talking to her. And then she nodded.
She got up. She ran back to Harry.
There she comes again, Harry thought. His anger was still there, bubbling, but he was not sure of it anymore. It was loud, yes, but underneath, something else was stirring. Something that felt like shame.
Aurora stopped at the edge of their circle. She stood at a distance—not pushing in, not demanding space. Just standing. Waiting.
She looked at them.
"Harry," she said. "Ron, and..."
She stopped. She did not know Hermione's name. Or she knew it, but it was too long, too hard to say.
Hermione helped. "Hermione."
Aurora nodded.
She was smiling. Too much. Her whole face was bright.
"I am sorry," she said. "I will not disturb you now. You can play."
Harry's mouth fell open.
He had been preparing for another fight. He had been ready to be angry, to shout, to push her away again. He had not prepared for an apology. He had not expected her to say sorry.
Ron and Hermione looked at each other. They had not expected it either.
Hermione spoke first. Her voice was soft. "It is okay, Aurora."
Ron nodded. "Yeah. It is okay."
Harry said nothing for a moment. Then, begrudgingly, "It is okay."
He had no defense. No anger left. The shame was louder now.
Aurora beamed. Her smile was so bright, so genuine, that Harry had to look away.
"I am going on a run with Padfoot," she announced. "He said I can ride on his back. I will have fun."
She clapped her hands in excitement, spun around, and ran back to her mother.
Harry watched her go. Ron and Hermione watched her too. The cards lay forgotten on the blanket.
Chapter 119
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Sirius knew Harry was right in his irritation.
He had seen it—the way Harry's shoulders tensed when Aurora approached, the sharpness in his voice when he told her she could not play, the anger that flashed in his green eyes. Harry was not being cruel for the sake of cruelty. He was a teenager who wanted time with his friends. Time without a six-year-old demanding attention, demanding space, demanding to be included.
Sirius understood. He had been Harry's age once. He had wanted the same things.
But watching Aurora was not easy either.
Her face when Harry snapped—the way it crumpled, the tears that welled in her dark eyes, the small, wounded sound she made—had lodged itself in Sirius's chest like a splinter. She was six. She did not understand why the older kids did not want her around. She only knew that she wanted to be part of the fun, and she had been rejected.
Both Margaret and Sirius had tried, gently, to make her understand. They had pulled her aside, spoken in soft voices, explained that Harry and his friends needed their own time. That it was not because they did not like her.
Aurora had agreed. Her face was still sad. Tears still flowed, slipping down her cheeks, dripping from her chin. She nodded, but her lower lip trembled.
Sirius had then suggested something else.
"Little star," he had said, kneeling beside her, wiping her tears with his thumb. "Would you like to go for a run with Padfoot?"
Her eyes had widened. The tears stopped.
"On your back?" she asked.
"On my back."
Her smile was back. Bright, sudden, like the sun breaking through clouds.
Padfoot waited.
He was sitting on the grass, his dark fur warm in the afternoon sun, his tail wagging slowly. Aurora stood beside him, her small hands reaching for his back. Margaret had cast a few charms—gentle ones, invisible ones—to keep her steady, to make sure she would not slip off.
"Hold on to his fur," Margaret said. "Not too tight. Just enough."
Aurora nodded. Her small fingers gripped Padfoot's fur. Her legs straddled his back. She was light—so light—and she fit perfectly against him.
"Ready!" Aurora's voice was high, excited.
Padfoot began to run.
Slow at first. A few rounds around the flowerbed, circling Margaret, letting Aurora get used to the motion. The grass was soft beneath his paws, the earth cool. Aurora's laughter rang in his ears—high, bright, unguarded.
He ran around Margaret again. She was standing at the edge of the blanket, her camera in her hands, watching. She smiled as they passed.
The knots in Sirius's chest began to loosen.
Padfoot helped. He always did. It was easier to think as Padfoot—simpler, clearer. The darkness did not press as hard. The memories did not claw as fiercely. Sirius had survived twelve years of hell because of Padfoot. He had escaped because of Padfoot. He had found Harry because of Padfoot.
He ran faster.
Aurora's laughter grew louder. Her small body bounced against his back, but she was holding on, her grip steady, her legs tight around his sides. She had learned—quickly—that she was not going to fall. She had learned to trust him.
She let go.
Her arms spread wide, her fingers stretching toward the sky, her face tilted up to the sun. The wind caught her dark hair, blowing it back from her face. Her braids streamed behind her like ribbons.
She was flying.
Padfoot ran. He raced across the grass, around the flowerbeds, past the old oak tree where the swing hung. He ran the length of the garden, then back again. His paws pounded the earth. His breath came in rhythmic pants. Aurora's laughter was the only music he needed.
They reached the pitch. The goal posts gleamed. The grass was perfect, cut to the exact length. Padfoot did not slow. He ran through the pitch, around the hoops, across the empty field where Harry flew every morning.
Aurora shrieked with joy.
Padfoot ran.
Margaret watched them from the corner.
She stood at the edge of the blanket, her camera raised, her eye pressed to the viewfinder. She clicked the shutter. The camera whirred. The picture slid out, black and waiting.
She clicked again. And again.
She loved clicking pictures of her family. The mantle in the living room was covered with them—Sirius and Harry chasing each other in the garden, Aurora on Sirius's shoulders. Her collection was growing every day.
She captured Padfoot running, Aurora's arms spread wide, her face turned to the sky.
She captured them circling the flowerbed, Aurora's small body leaning into the turn, her braids flying.
She captured the moment Padfoot slowed, his tongue lolling, his tail wagging, and Aurora patting his fur, her face flushed with happiness.
She lowered the camera. She smiled.
Padfoot and Aurora were back.
The run had been long—longer than Margaret had expected. Aurora slid off Padfoot's back, her legs unsteady, her face flushed. She was laughing—breathless, happy, her whole body radiating joy.
Padfoot barked. Once. Twice. His tail wagged furiously.
Margaret knelt beside Aurora, helping her steady herself, checking the charms, making sure she was not hurt. Aurora was fine. More than fine. She was glowing.
"What do you want?" Margaret asked Padfoot. She was smiling.
Padfoot did nothing. He simply barked once—a soft, happy sound—and put his head on her lap. His dark fur was warm, his weight heavy. He pressed his snout against her thigh and closed his eyes.
Margaret patted his fur. Her fingers moved in slow, gentle strokes, from the top of his head to the base of his neck.
Aurora rested next to Padfoot. She curled into his side, her small body pressed against his fur, her dragon tucked under her arm. She hugged him—her arms spread across his back, her face buried in his fur—and talked to him.
"You were so fast, Padfoot. Faster than a cheetah. Faster than a dragon."
Padfoot's tail thumped against the grass.
"I was flying," Aurora continued. "I was flying like the birds. Did you see, Padfoot? Did you see my arms?"
Padfoot licked her cheek.
Aurora giggled.
Margaret watched them. She smiled. Her camera hung from her wrist, forgotten for the moment. She simply watched her daughter and her husband—one in dog form, one in child form—curled together on the grass.
All of them failed to notice Harry.
Harry sat on the blanket.
He had been sitting there for a long time. The cards were scattered, the game forgotten. Ron and Hermione were beside him, but they had stopped talking. They were watching too—watching Padfoot run, watching Aurora laugh, watching Margaret take pictures.
Harry's eyes were fixed on the scene before him.
He watched Padfoot run with Aurora on his back. He watched her arms spread wide, her face turned to the sun. He watched the way she laughed—free, happy, unafraid.
He watched Margaret click pictures, her smile soft, her eyes full of love.
He watched them return. Aurora slide off. Padfoot rest his head on Margaret's lap. Aurora curl against his side.
It was a perfect picture. A family. Happy. Whole.
Harry was not in it.
He felt something move in his chest—something sharp, something heavy. Anger, yes. But also hurt. And underneath the hurt, something worse. Fear.
What if I am left alone?
The thought came unbidden, crawling up from somewhere deep. He knew it was irrational. He knew Sirius loved him. He knew Margaret cared for him. He knew he had a place at this table, in this house, in this family.
But the fear did not listen to reason.
He had pushed Aurora away. He had been angry, sharp, cruel. He had not meant to be—not really—but he had been. And now he sat alone on the blanket, watching his family be happy without him, and he did not know how to cross the distance.
He knew pushing Aurora away was not right. He knew his anger and his fear of being left alone had made him unaware of what he was doing. But knowing and fixing were two different things.
Ron and Hermione watched Harry.
They had noticed his silence, his stillness, the way his eyes had not left the scene across the garden. They had made a point to discuss it with him, to ask what was wrong, to offer comfort. But they knew better than to poke an angry Harry. They had seen him angry before—at Malfoy, at Snape, at the Dursleys. Poking him only made it worse.
So they let him be.
The three of them sat on the blanket. The cards lay forgotten. The food was gone. The sun had begun its slow descent, the shadows lengthening across the grass.
Harry had lost interest in the game. So they just sat. All of them.
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The day passed in silent stress.
It was not the loud kind of stress—no shouting, no slammed doors, no tears. It was the quiet kind. The kind that pressed against the chest and made it hard to breathe. The kind that filled the spaces between words, stretched the silences, turned simple conversations into careful negotiations.
Sirius knew Harry was avoiding him.
He had noticed it at the picnic—the way Harry's eyes slid away when Sirius looked at him, the way he positioned himself on the far edge of the blanket, the way he answered in monosyllables when Sirius spoke. He had noticed it at the pool, where Harry swam to the far end whenever Sirius came near. He had noticed it at dinner, where Harry sat with his back half-turned to the head of the table.
Sirius had no idea why.
Had he done something wrong? Said something hurtful? He replayed the past days in his mind, searching for the moment, the word, the gesture that had pushed Harry away. He found nothing.
Probably needs space, he told himself. Teenagers need space. I was the same at his age. I was moody as hell.
He decided against pushing. He would give Harry room. He would not hover, not demand, not force conversations Harry did not want to have.
The decision cost him. Every time Harry looked away, every time he chose to sit somewhere else, every time he answered with a short yes or no and turned back to his friends—Sirius felt it. A small cut. A small rejection. A small wound that did not bleed but ached.
He had slept very little last night. He was sure Margaret had slept even less.
He had decided, this morning, to give everyone space. Let the kids be kids. Let Margaret rest. Let Harry come to him when he was ready.
It was Sunday. Sundays were for slowing down.
Ron had asked Sirius for a game of chess since the day he had arrived. Every morning at breakfast, every afternoon at the pool, every evening in the living room—Ron had found a moment to ask, and Sirius had found a reason to say not now.
Today, Sirius agreed.
Because it was Sunday. Because everyone needed to calm down. Because chess required focus, and focus would keep his mind from wandering to places it should not go. Dead houses of people, he should stay away from.
Hermione had decided not to be a part of it.
"I want to discuss something with Margaret," she said at breakfast, her voice casual, as if she had not been planning this for days.
Margaret looked up from her tea. "Discuss what?"
Hermione's cheeks flushed. "I have some questions. About the law. About your career."
Margaret's eyebrows rose. She set down her cup. "Alright. We can talk in my study."
They left together, Hermione's voice already streaming with questions, Margaret's calm responses floating back down the corridor.
Sirius, Harry, and Ron made their way to the fifth floor.
The chess room was at the end of the corridor.
It was a small room—small by Grimmauld Place standards. The walls were paneled in dark wood, the windows tall and narrow, the fire crackling softly in the grate. The only light came from the flames and a single lamp on the wall, casting long shadows across the floor.
The chess set dominated the center of the room.
It was enormous—the board stretched across a massive oak table, the squares alternating black and white, each one large enough to hold a small child. The pieces stood at attention, carved from ebony and ivory, their faces sharp and their expressions fierce. They were as tall as Harry's waist, perhaps taller.
Sirius had not played in years. The set had belonged to his father, and before that, to his grandfather, and before that, to generations of Blacks who had used it to pass long winter evenings. The pieces remembered every game. They remembered every victory, every defeat, every moment of triumph and humiliation.
They were eager to play.
Sirius raised his wand. He did not speak—he did not need to. He simply gestured, and the pieces came to life.
They stretched. They turned. The black pieces looked at Ron, who was settling into the chair on the black side. The white pieces looked at Sirius, who remained standing. Their carved eyes gleamed in the firelight.
Ron stared. His mouth was slightly open.
"They are huge," he said.
Sirius shrugged. "The Blacks did nothing small."
He walked around the table and took his seat on the white side. The chair was high-backed, comfortable, worn smooth by generations of use. He settled into it, his hands resting on the armrests, his grey eyes fixed on the board.
Harry watched Sirius take his seat. He watched Ron fidget with his sleeves, his fingers pulling at the cuffs. He watched the pieces shift, impatient, waiting for the game to begin.
His anger was still there. His fear was still there. But chess would be fun. Sirius played well. Ron played well. Maybe the game would distract him. Maybe he could push some of the anger and fear away.
Ron and Harry were talking about something—Harry did not remember what. Their voices were low, easy, the conversation flowing without effort.
Sirius raised his wand again. He gestured, and the pieces on both sides leaned forward, ready.
"The white pieces move first," Sirius said. "In this house, at least. My father's rule."
Ron nodded. He was not listening. He was counting the pieces, assessing the board, planning his opening move.
Sirius did something with his wand—a small flick, a murmured word—and the pieces on both sides straightened. Their carved faces turned toward their players.
Aurora appeared in the doorway.
She was in her pajamas—soft pink ones, covered in small white bunnies. Her dark hair was loose, tangled, still slightly damp from her bath. Her dragon was tucked under her arm. Her feet were bare.
"Sirius," she said. "Can I stay? I have never seen chess before."
Sirius looked at her. He remembered the tears in the morning—the way her face had crumpled when Harry snapped at her, the way she had apologized when she had done nothing wrong. He did not want to hurt her.
"Of course, little star," he said. "Come here."
She padded across the room, her bare feet silent on the worn carpet. She climbed onto the chair with Sirius—his chair, wide enough for two—and settled against his side. Her dragon rested in her lap. Her head found his arm.
"What are the little statues?" she asked.
"They are chess pieces," Sirius said. "They move in different ways. The horses go like this—" He picked up a knight, made it gallop across two squares. "And the castles go straight. And the queen can go anywhere."
Aurora watched, her dark eyes wide. "The queen is the best?"
"The queen is the most powerful," Sirius said. "But the king is the most important. If the king is caught, the game ends."
Aurora nodded slowly. She leaned her head against Sirius's arm and watched the board.
Harry watched too.
His anger at Aurora—at her always being near Sirius, always demanding his attention, always claiming him—was back. It rose in his chest, hot and familiar. She cannot leave him alone for one hour. She has to be here. She has to sit next to him. She has to rest her head on his arm.
Sirius looked up. His grey eyes found Harry across the room.
"Love, come," he said. He motioned to the seat next to him—the other side of his chair, the space where Harry usually sat. "Have a seat."
Harry looked at the empty space. Then at Aurora, her head on Sirius's arm, her small body curled against his side. She had taken the place that was his. She had taken it without asking, without thinking, without caring.
Harry's voice was tight. "I want to support my friend."
He turned away and walked to the other side of the table. He pulled out the chair next to Ron—the spectator's seat, the one that did not belong to anyone—and sat down.
He did not look at Sirius.
Sirius felt the words like a slap. I want to support my friend. Not I want to sit with you. Not I want to be on your team. Harry had chosen Ron. Harry had chosen to sit across the board, on the other side, as far from Sirius as he could get.
Sirius was hurt. He felt pushed away, rejected. Harry had never talked to him like that—never turned away from him, never chosen someone else over him.
Is this what it feels like? he thought. To be unwanted?
He pushed the thought away. Harry was a teenager. His friends were here. Of course he wanted to sit with them. Of course he did not want to sit with his godfather like a child.
But the hurt remained. It settled in his chest, heavy and cold.
Ron started the game. "Sirius? Your move."
Sirius blinked. He looked at the board. The white pieces were waiting, their carved faces expectant.
"Right," he said. He picked up a pawn and moved it forward.
The game was intense.
Ron was a good player—better than good, actually. He thought several moves ahead, anticipated Sirius's strategies, set traps that Sirius nearly walked into. His brow was furrowed, his lips pressed together, his fingers drumming on the armrest.
Sirius was better.
His eyes kept drifting.
To Harry. Who had not looked at him once. Who was sitting with his arms crossed, his jaw tight, his green eyes fixed on the board.
What did I do? Sirius asked himself again. He had no answer.
The game continued. Pieces were captured, removed from the board, placed on the sidelines. Ron lost a knight. Sirius lost a bishop. Ron's queen swept across the board, taking two pawns in a single move. Sirius's rook pinned Ron's king in a corner.
Aurora had fallen asleep.
Her head was heavy on Sirius's arm, her breathing slow and even. Her dragon had slipped from her lap and was resting on the armrest. Her small fingers were curled around the edge of Sirius's sleeve.
Sirius had known this would happen. He had let her stay because he knew she would fall asleep, because he knew she needed the rest, because he did not want to send her away and make her cry again.
Halfway through the game, Hermione and Margaret arrived.
They stood in the doorway, watching. Hermione's face was flushed with excitement—the conversation with Margaret had clearly been productive. Margaret's face was calm, but her eyes were soft.
They did not interrupt. They simply watched.
The game ended. Sirius won.
Ron stared at the board. His shoulders slumped. His hands dropped to his lap.
"You play really well, Ron," Sirius said.
Ron shook his head. "You are better. I lost."
Sirius looked at him—at his fallen shoulders, his downcast eyes, the defeated slope of his spine. He had seen this before. In people who had been told, over and over, that they were not good enough.
"Well," Sirius said, "not at your age. I was not."
Ron looked up.
"You forget, Ron," Sirius said, "I am twenty years older than you. You cannot compare me at thirty-four and you at fourteen." He paused. "My fourteen-year-old self would have definitely lost to you."
He smiled.
Ron's face changed. The defeat faded, replaced by something else—surprise, hope, a small, tentative smile.
No one had ever said that to him. Not his mother, who compared him to Bill and Charlie and Percy. Not his father, who was too distracted to notice. Not his brothers, who teased him without meaning to hurt.
Harry and Hermione were looking at Ron too. They knew—they had always known—how under confident Ron felt. How overlooked. How certain that he was the least of his brothers.
Sirius leaned forward. "Ron, why do you not play professional chess?"
Ron blinked. "Hogwarts does not have a chess championship."
Sirius considered this. His grey eyes were thoughtful.
"But Muggles do," he said. "I am sure Hermione can help you enroll. You are so good. You should not waste your talent."
Hermione's face lit up—the way it always did when she found an answer to something, when a problem clicked into place.
"Yes, Ron!" she said. "You can play in the Muggle world. There are tournaments. Rankings. Championships. Oh, you would be so good."
Ron looked at her. His face was pink. His eyes were hopeful.
"Can I really?" he asked.
Hermione nodded vigorously. "Yes. I will research it. I will find everything you need."
Sirius watched them, smiling. But he did not miss Harry—watching, wanting to smile for his friend, but still avoiding Sirius's eyes.
Ron turned to Sirius. "Thank you, Sirius."
Sirius patted him on the back. "Good luck, Ron."
He stood. He lifted Aurora carefully from the chair, settling her against his chest. Her head lolled against his shoulder, her dragon dangling from her small hand.
"We will leave you kids to it," Sirius said. "Good night, all of you."
"Good night, Sirius," Ron said.
"Good night," Hermione said.
Harry did not say anything.
Sirius felt his irritation rise. He had no idea what he had done. He had given Harry space. He had not pushed. He had been patient. And still, Harry would not look at him.
He tried one more time.
He walked around the table and placed his hand on Harry's shoulder. The touch was light, tentative.
"Harry," he said. "Alright?"
Harry's jaw was tight. His green eyes stayed fixed on the board.
"Yes," he said.
He did not meet Sirius's eyes.
Sirius could not take it anymore. The hurt, the rejection, the confusion—it was too much. He pulled his hand back, turned around, and left the room without another word.
Aurora slept on his shoulder, unaware.
Margaret watched him go. Her eyes followed his stiff back, his rigid shoulders, the careful way he held Aurora so she would not wake.
She turned to the kids. "Good night," she said softly, and followed her husband.
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Sirius got down the stairs quickly, his footsteps silent on the worn carpet, his arms careful around the sleeping child.
Aurora did not stir. Her head rested on his shoulder, her dark hair spilling across his neck, her small fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt. Her breathing was slow, even, peaceful—the breathing of someone who had no nightmares, no fears, no doubts about where she belonged.
He carried her to her room. The door was open, the nightlight already glowing—the crescent moon, casting soft blue shadows across the walls.
Sirius laid her down gently. Her body sank into the mattress, her head finding the pillow, her arms reaching instinctively for the stuffed dragon that lived on her bed. He pulled the duvet up to her chin, tucking the edges around her shoulders. He adjusted the pillow beneath her head. He smoothed her hair back from her face.
She did not wake.
He stood there for a moment, looking at her. Her small chest rose and fell. Her lips were parted, a soft puff of air escaping with each breath. She looked peaceful. Innocent. Untouched by the darkness that had clawed at him all day.
He kissed her forehead. Her skin was warm, soft.
"Good night, little star," he whispered.
He turned off the lamp and left the door slightly ajar.
Margaret followed him.
She had been behind him on the stairs, her footsteps light, her hand trailing along the banister. She did not speak. She knew better than to speak when his shoulders were set like that, when his jaw was tight, when his grey eyes were fixed on some point ahead that she could not see.
She was scared.
Not of him—never of him. But for him. Is he alright? Is he experiencing something again? The memories, the nightmares, the darkness that had swallowed him whole last night? She had held him through it, had felt his body shake, had heard the words he could not stop saying. I am a fucking impostor. I do not deserve a life. I should have been the one to die.
She had hoped that the morning would bring relief, that the picnic and the sunshine and the children's laughter would push the shadows back.
They reached the master bedroom. The door was open, the room dark except for the moonlight filtering through the curtains. The fire was dead, the grate cold. The bed was unmade—they had not bothered to fix it that morning.
Sirius walked to the window.
He stood there, his hands clasped behind his back, his grey eyes fixed on the street below. The city lights flickered, orange and white, the cars moving in slow streams. The moon was high, nearly full, casting silver light across his face.
He did not turn. He did not speak.
Margaret went to prepare for bed.
Sirius was watching the streets, but his mind was with Harry.
He wanted to stay with his friends. I gave him every space. And if he does not even want me in the same room as his friends, he can just say.
He remembered Harry shouting at Aurora. The sharpness in his voice. The way his green eyes had flashed. The way he had said no.
Sirius knew Harry's friends were important. They had been everything to him for the past three years. Ron and Hermione had stood by him through basilisks and dementors and Dark Lords. They had risked their lives for him, again and again.
But do I mean nothing now? Sirius thought. He can so easily turn his face away now that his friends are here.
He knew he was no saint. He had done the same thing at Harry's age.
But his parents were not loving and welcoming. They were cold, cruel, obsessed with blood purity and dark magic. They had never once made him feel safe.
The Potters were different. And no one had ever avoided the Potters. Not a single one of their friends. They included everyone in conversations, made space at the table, drew people in. James had never avoided his parents and turned away when they were there.
Was it because I am not enough? Sirius asked himself. Am I doing something so wrong that he does not want to talk?
He had tried. He had given Harry space. He had talked about his own experiences, hoping Harry would know he was not judged. He had been patient, gentle, careful.
And still, Harry would not look at him.
The thought filled him with equal parts anger and a feeling of failure. Anger at Harry, for pushing him away. Anger at himself, for not being what Harry needed.
If only James were here, he thought. Harry would not have done that. He would not turn away from James.
The thought scared him to hell. Harry will remain distant from me like this always.
He pressed his forehead against the cool glass. The city blurred below him, the lights smearing into streaks of orange and white. He closed his eyes.
Margaret came and placed a hand on his shoulder.
Her touch was light, warm, familiar. He had felt it a thousand times—in the dark of the night, in the quiet of the morning, in the moments when words were not enough.
He did not move. He did not speak.
Margaret waited. Her hand stayed on his shoulder, her fingers resting against the fabric of his shirt.
"What happened, Sirius?" she asked.
Her voice was soft, careful, the voice she used when she was navigating unknown terrain.
Sirius said nothing.
His jaw was tight. His grey eyes were fixed on some point in the middle distance, some place she could not see. His hands were clasped behind his back, his knuckles white.
Margaret was scared for him. He had been doing so well. He had recovered so much in the past weeks from how he was when they first married.
But going to the cottage in France had undone something. Facing Regulus's memory, his brother's things, the snake and the blood and the ruin—it had opened wounds that had not fully healed. He had had nightmares every night since. And then yesterday had been terrible. The breakdown. The tears. The words she will never forget.
She stepped closer. She wrapped her arms around him from behind, pressing her cheek against his back. Her arms crossed over his chest, holding him tight.
"You know I am here," she said. "If you wish to talk."
Sirius did not move. His body was rigid, tense, the muscles in his shoulders hard beneath her cheek.
Then his arms came up. He placed his hands over hers, holding them in place. He did not turn. He did not speak.
Margaret waited.
"I do not wish to talk," he said.
His voice was tight. Irritated. The voice of someone who had been pushed too far, who had nothing left to give.
Margaret knew. She should not push now. He would talk when he was ready, or he would not. Either way, she could not force him.
"Let us sleep," she said.
Sirius said nothing. He turned from the window, his hand finding hers, and walked toward the bed.
The sheets were cool, the pillows soft, the room dark.
Sirius lay on his back, staring at the ceiling. The moonlight painted silver stripes across the walls, the shadows of the curtain rings trembling in the breeze. The clock on the nightstand ticked. The house was quiet.
Margaret lay beside him, her body turned toward his, her hand resting on his chest. She could feel his heartbeat—steady, slow, but somehow distant, as if he had withdrawn to a place she could not reach.
She did not speak. She simply stayed.
Sirius's hand found hers under the covers. He held it loosely, his fingers wrapped around hers, not squeezing, just touching.
He thought of Harry. Of the way he had turned away at the chess table. Of the cold yes when Sirius had asked if he was alright. Of the green eyes that would not meet his grey ones.
Maybe I am not enough, he thought. Maybe I will never be enough.
Notes:
You can skip it if you like.
It's just a small note.
Today is my birthday. I know 2nd May, the day of Voldemort's defeat.
Believe me that is not the only reason. I love this story so much. Harry & Sirius connect so much with my inner child. Who just wanted to be unconditionally loved and the adult me who knows love is the most difficult to do and receive. It comes with complications and struggles.
I never expected to start writing. But this journey has been great. I make no promises of its future.
Thank you all.
Chapter 120
Notes:
Just an observation or explanation. However, you may take it.
The characters can't be one dimensional. Harry was too careful once he was at the house with Sirius and Sirius was trying everything to make him comfortable. So there was fluff.
And now that both of them, feel comfortable enough to let go of their defenses. It's gonna be messy.
No one is perfect. But a family can be. But it has to struggle first.
Give our favorite boys a chance, they are both broken and trying. You all enjoyed the fluff for so long, now it's time for some angst.
Chapter Text
The door closed behind Sirius and Margaret.
The sound was soft—a gentle click of the latch, the whisper of wood against wood—but it seemed to echo in the quiet room. The fire crackled. The chess pieces stood frozen on the board, their carved faces caught in mid-snarl, mid-smirk, mid-triumph. The shadows from the lamps stretched across the walls, long and distorted.
The three of them were alone.
Ron, Hermione, and Harry.
Ron sat in the chair he had occupied during the game, his body still angled toward the board, his hands resting on the armrests. His red hair was disheveled, sticking up at the back where he had run his fingers through it in concentration. His freckles stood out against his flushed cheeks. His blue eyes were bright—not with anger, but with something else. Excitement. Wonder.
He turned to Hermione.
His smile was so wide it looked like it might split his face. Even after losing—after being outmaneuvered, outthought, outplayed—he was glowing.
"Mione," he said. His voice was urgent, almost breathless. "Can I really play with Muggles?"
Hermione was sitting on the arm of the chair beside him, her legs crossed, her hands folded in her lap. Her bushy brown hair was escaping from its ponytail, curling around her face in small, determined spirals. Her brown eyes were warm, excited—the way they always were when she found an answer to a question.
"Of course, Ron," she said. Her voice was bright, happy. "I do not know much about chess tournaments, but my dad had a patient once who was a junior champion. I am sure Dad would contact him for help. And we can always look on the internet."
Ron's eyes widened. "The internet?"
"It is a Muggle thing. A network of information. You can find almost anything."
Ron shook his head slowly, marveling. "I cannot believe I could be a chess player. A real one."
He turned to Harry.
Harry was sitting in the spectator's chair, the one he had chosen when he refused to sit beside Sirius. His body was angled away from the board, away from Ron and Hermione, toward the fire. His arms were crossed over his chest. His jaw was tight. His green eyes were fixed on the flames, but he was not seeing them.
Ron did not notice.
"Harry," Ron said, his voice still bright, still excited. "Did you hear what Sirius said? He is quite fun man. You are so lucky." He shook his head, grinning.
"I wish I had someone like that."
Harry's anger flew off the roof.
It happened in an instant—a snap, a flare, a burst of heat that had been building all day. He turned on Ron, his green eyes blazing, his voice sharp as a blade.
"So now you want him too!"
The words echoed off the walls. The fire seemed to flicker. The chess pieces, frozen mid-game, seemed to lean away.
Ron and Hermione stared at him. Their faces were identical—shock, disbelief, a dawning realization that something was very, very wrong.
Ron recovered first. His own voice rose, defensive, confused.
"What is the matter with you?" he said. "I only said your new family is nice."
His face was horrified. His freckles stood out against his pale skin. His hands gripped the armrests of the chair.
Hermione leaned forward. Her voice was calm, measured—the voice she used when she was trying to defuse a situation, to find the root of a problem.
"Harry," she said. "What is wrong? Why are you so upset?"
Harry's jaw tightened. He looked away, back at the fire.
"I am fine," he said.
He was not fine. Anyone could see it. The set of his shoulders, the clench of his fists, the way he was holding himself so rigidly that his whole body seemed to vibrate with tension.
Ron pressed on, oblivious to the danger. "Yeah, mate. I do not understand."
Hermione always the perceptive one asked, "Did Sirius say something to you?"
Ron replied to Hermione before Harry could, "No, Mione. It's not him. Sirius is too cool."
Harry's voice was sharp, cutting. "Of course you think he is cool. He has been fawning over you for two days."
Ron's face flushed. He opened his mouth, closed it, opened it again. It was true—Sirius had complimented him, praised him, made him feel seen. Not just him—Hermione too. But Ron was not used to being singled out for praise. It made him uncomfortable, and now Harry was using it against him.
Hermione held up both hands. "Calm down, both of you. Stop shouting."
Ron turned to her, his voice rising. "I am only trying to help!" He looked back at Harry. "What is your problem?"
Harry's voice was cold. "Oh, you are the expert on family problem now."
Ron's chin lifted. His ears were red, the color spreading across his cheeks. "Well, yes. I am."
They glared at each other. The fire crackled. The chess pieces seemed to hold their breath.
Hermione sighed. She stood and walked to stand between them, her hands on her hips, her expression somewhere between exasperated and concerned.
"Harry," she said, her voice softer now. "Ron is only trying to say how much Sirius loves you. We all see it. And you seem happy with him too." She paused. "Why are you upset now?"
Harry said nothing. His eyes were still on the fire. His jaw worked, clenching and unclenching.
Ron watched silently. His anger had faded, replaced by something else—worry, maybe, or confusion.
Harry spoke after a long moment. His voice was low, tight.
"I do not like Aurora. She is a brat."
Before Harry could say more—before Hermione could ask questions—Ron exploded.
"Brat?" Ron's voice was loud, incredulous. "Harry, you have such a nice sister. Have you ever met Ginny? She is a brat."
Harry was taken aback by Ron's shouting. His own voice rose to match it.
"Oh, you would say that! She basically thinks you are a hero."
It was true. Aurora had been drawn to Ron from the moment she learned about Charlie's dragons. She sought him out, sat beside him, listened to his stories with wide-eyed wonder. She thought he was someone important, someone worth listening to. Ron enjoyed every bit of the attention and had been more most welcoming one to Aurora.
Harry's voice was bitter. "She only does that because your brother works with dragons. Not because of you."
Ron's face went red—not pink, not flushed, but truly red. His freckles disappeared beneath the color. His hands clenched into fists.
"You are a git, Harry." His voice was shaking. "We are all just trying to be nice. And you are ungrateful."
Harry's temper flared higher. The word hit him like a slap—ungrateful—the same word the Dursleys had used, the same word that had been whispered about him for years. The same word that made him feel small and unwanted and wrong.
He stood up so fast his chair scraped against the floor.
"Well, then leave me alone!"
He marched out of the chess room. His footsteps were heavy, angry, echoing down the corridor. He did not look back.
Hermione watched his retreating back.
The door did not slam—Harry had not bothered to close it—and she could see him disappearing into the shadows of the hallway, his shoulders hunched, his hands shoved into his pockets.
She turned to Ron.
"Ron," she said, her voice quiet but firm. "You should not have said that."
Ron was breathing hard, his chest rising and falling, his hands still clenched. He looked at her, his blue eyes bright with hurt and anger.
"What about what he said?" His voice cracked. "He said she only likes me because of Charlie. That is not—I did not—"
He stopped. He could not finish.
Hermione moved to him. She placed her hand on his arm, her touch gentle.
"I know," she said. "He did not mean it."
"He did. He meant every word."
"He is hurting, Ron. Something is wrong. We need to find out what."
Ron shook his head. He pulled away from her touch and walked to the door.
"Ron—"
He did not look back. He walked out, his footsteps heavy on the carpet, and disappeared in to the stairs.
Hermione stood alone in the chess room.
She was caught between both her friends. Both of them fighting like this—not a small argument, not a disagreement about Quidditch or homework or which flavor of Bertie Bott's beans was the worst. A real fight. The kind that left marks.
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The next morning was not a happy one for anyone.
The dining room, which had been filled with laughter and warmth just yesterday, now felt cold and cavernous. The morning light streamed through the tall windows, but it seemed weaker somehow, as if the sun itself was reluctant to shine on this particular breakfast. The chandelier's crystals cast rainbows across the walls, but no one looked up to see them.
The table was set for six. The plates were white, the silverware gleaming, the glasses catching the light. The food was there—croissants and fruit and a platter of eggs that Kreacher had prepared—but no one reached for it with enthusiasm.
The table seemed like a volcano, ready to explode.
All three males were bubbling with unspoken feelings. The air between them was thick, charged, heavy with words that had not been said.
Sirius sat at the head of the table. His posture was stiff, his shoulders squared, his grey eyes fixed on some point in the middle distance. His hand rested on his tea cup, but he had not lifted it to his lips. His jaw was tight.
His self-doubt had hardened during the night. It had been soft at first—a question, a worry, a small crack in his certainty. But the hours of darkness had shaped it, sharpened it, turned it into something else. Irritation. Not at Harry, not at anyone—at himself. For not being enough. For not knowing what he had done wrong. For caring so much when caring only seemed to push people away.
Harry sat on Sirius's right. His usual seat. But he was not sitting in it the way he usually did—leaning forward, engaged, part of the conversation. He was angled away, his body turned slightly toward Hermione, his arms crossed over his chest. His green eyes were fixed on his plate, on the eggs he was pushing around with his fork. He had not taken a single bite.
His fear had become anger. He was afraid—afraid of being left alone, afraid of being replaced, afraid of losing the family he had only just found. But fear was soft, and anger was hard. Anger was something he could hold onto, something that kept him from crying. So he held onto it. He wrapped it around himself like armor, and he wore it to the breakfast table.
Ron sat on Aurora's side. His red hair was disheveled, uncombed, sticking up in tufts. His freckles stood out against his pale skin. His blue eyes were fixed on his plate, but he was not eating either. His fork moved in small, pointless circles, stirring eggs that did not need stirring.
His embarrassment had become defensive. He had not meant to fight with Harry. He had not meant to say the word ungrateful. But once it was out, he could not take it back. And now, sitting across Harry, feeling the cold wall of silence between them, he did not know how to apologize. He did not even know if he should. So he sat, and he stirred his eggs, and he waited.
None of them spoke a word.
The silence was not the comfortable kind—the kind that came from being so familiar with someone that words were unnecessary. It was the kind that pressed against the ears, that made every clink of a fork against a plate sound like a gunshot, that made each breath feel too loud.
The morning flying session had been avoided.
Sirius had woken early, as he always did and had made his way to the garden. The chair was there, the small table beside it, the spot where he always sat to watch Harry fly.
He had waited.
The sun rose higher. The dew evaporated from the grass. The flowers opened their petals to the warmth. The garden was quiet, peaceful, beautiful.
The kids did not arrive.
Sirius had waited longer than he should have. He had told himself that Harry was just late, that Ron was still sleeping, that they would come eventually. But the minutes passed, and the pitch remained empty, and the Firebolt did not appear in the sky.
His feeling of rejection strengthened. It settled into his chest, heavy and cold.
He does not want me there, Sirius thought. He flies with Ron now. He does not need me.
He had walked back to the house, his bare feet silent on the grass, his shadow long behind him. He had not told Margaret where he had been. She had not asked.
Ron had avoided the flying by sleeping in. Ron had pulled the duvet over his head and closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.
He was not interested in continuing the fight. But he did not know how to stop it either. He did not know how to look at Harry without remembering the words they had shouted at each other. So he stayed in bed, and he listened to the silence, and he waited for breakfast.
Harry had wanted nothing more than to go to the pitch. The Firebolt was waiting. The sky was waiting. Sirius would be there, in his chair, watching.
But he could not.
His anger was too loud. His fear was too sharp. He did not know how to sit beside Sirius and pretend everything was fine when he was not sure it ever would be again.
So he stayed in his room. He sat on the edge of his bed, his hands clasped between his knees, and he brooded. He let the anger wash over him. He let the self-pity wrap around him like a blanket. He told himself he was right, that Aurora was a brat, that Ron did not understand, that Sirius—
He did not finish that thought. He could not.
The breakfast table was a battlefield.
The plates were facing the brunt of it. Forks scratched against porcelain, hard and sharp. Knives scraped, sending small shivers through the air. The only sounds were the clink of silverware and the occasional soft clatter of a cup being set down too hard.
No one spoke a word.
Margaret sat beside Sirius. She had been watching him all morning—the stiffness of his shoulders, the tightness of his jaw, the way he had not once looked at Harry. She had only known about Sirius's bad mood. She had assumed it was because of his past, because of last night, because of the nightmares and the memories and the darkness that sometimes swallowed him.
But now, watching the three of them—Sirius, Harry, Ron—sitting in silence, pushing food around their plates, not meeting each other's eyes, she highly doubted it.
This is not about the past, she thought. This is about something else. Something that happened last night.
Aurora was completely unaware and unaffected.
She sat beside Ron—had insisted on it, actually, climbing into the chair next to him before anyone could stop her. Her dark hair was braided, her school uniform was neat, her dragon was tucked under her arm. She was talking. She was always talking.
"Ron, do you think dragons have birthdays?" she asked.
Ron looked at her. His expression softened, just slightly. "I do not know," he said. "Probably."
"I think they do. I think they have cake. But the cake is made of meat, because dragons do not eat sugar."
Ron nodded. "That makes sense."
Aurora beamed. She turned to Sirius. "Sirius, did you know that Ron's brother works with dragons?"
Sirius looked at her. His grey eyes, which had been cold and distant, softened. "I did know that, little star."
"He is going to take me to see them. When I am bigger."
Sirius glanced at Ron. Ron shrugged, a small, helpless gesture.
"We will see," Sirius said. "If you are very good."
Aurora nodded solemnly. She turned back to Ron. "I am very good. Sirius says so."
Ron smiled. It was a small smile, tired, but real.
Aurora continued talking about dragons, about her run with Padfoot, about how she was going to tell her friends at school about the dog who ran faster than a cheetah. Dog, she said—not Sirius. Maman had told her.
The breakfast ended.
Ron finished first—or rather, he stopped pretending to eat. He set down his fork, wiped his mouth with his napkin, and stood.
"Thank you for breakfast, Mrs. Black," he said. His voice was quiet, polite.
Margaret nodded. "You are welcome, Ron."
Ron walked out of the dining room without looking at Harry. His footsteps were heavy on the carpet, then faded as he climbed the stairs.
Harry did not watch him go. He kept his eyes on his plate, on the eggs he had not eaten, on the toast that had grown cold.
He stood a moment later. He did not say thank you. He did not say goodbye. He simply pushed back his chair and walked out of the room, heading in the opposite direction from Ron.
Neither of them had said a word. Neither of them had looked each other in the eye.
Nobody failed to notice the missing brotherhood. The easy camaraderie, the shared jokes, the way Harry and Ron had been inseparable since the moment Ron arrived—it was gone. In its place was a cold, awkward distance.
Margaret set down her coffee cup. She looked at Hermione, who was still sitting at the table, her hands folded in her lap, her face troubled.
"Hermione," Margaret said. "Is anything wrong?"
Hermione hesitated. Her eyes flicked to Sirius, then back to Margaret.
"Ron and Harry had a big fight last night," she said. "They shouted at each other. And now they are not talking."
Sirius's head snapped up. Concern flashed across his face—immediate, instinctive.
"What happened?" he asked.
Hermione shifted in her seat. She was not sure if she should say anything. It was Harry's story to tell, not hers. She did not even know the whole thing—only the fragments, the shouting, the hurt.
"It was really stupid," she said carefully. "It happened after the chess match."
She looked at the stressed faces of Sirius and Margaret—Sirius with his furrowed brow, Margaret with her worried eyes—and added quickly, "They are just being stupid. They will be fine, I think."
She excused herself and left. Her footsteps hurried down the corridor, eager to escape the weight of the room and the questions she doesnot want to ask.
Margaret watched Sirius.
He was staring at the table, his grey eyes distant, his jaw tight. His hand was wrapped around his coffee cup, but he was not drinking.
"Sirius," Margaret said. "Maybe you should talk to Harry."
Sirius's response was immediate—and unexpected.
"Margaret, it is between him and his friends." His voice was flat, cold. "I do not think he wants his old godfather to mediate."
Margaret was taken aback. Sirius never talked like that when it came to Harry. He was always on his toes, always ready to jump in, always looking for ways to help. He had fought Dumbledore for Harry. He had nearly died for Harry. He had spent weeks rebuilding his life around Harry. Harry is the sun to his world.
And now he was stepping back? Now he was saying it is between him and his friends?
She opened her mouth to respond, but Sirius was already standing.
"I am going to see the manager of the estate today," he said. "I must hurry."
He walked to where Aurora was still sitting, still chattering, still unaware. He lifted her into his arms—she was light, so light—and settled her on his hip.
"Say goodbye to Maman, little star."
"Goodbye, Maman!"
Margaret managed a smile. "Goodbye, ma chérie. Have a good day at school."
Sirius crossed to her. He bent down and kissed her cheek—a brief press of lips, almost perfunctory. Then he turned and walked out of the dining room, Aurora on his hip, her voice already rising with new questions.
Margaret watched his back.
His shoulders were stiff. His stride was brisk. He did not look back.
It did not take her long to piece it together.
Sirius's bad mood last night. Harry's anger this morning. The way Harry had refused to sit beside Sirius at the chess table. The way Sirius had walked out of the room, hurt and confused. The way Hermione had hesitated, choosing her words so carefully.
It is not about Ron and Harry, Margaret realized. It is about Sirius and Harry.
She sat alone at the breakfast table. The plates were still there, the food growing cold, the coffee in her cup long since cooled.
She did not know what had happened. But she knew, with a certainty that settled deep in her bones, that she needed to find out.
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Sirius's bad mood was escalating like a lift going higher and higher on a skyscraper with no fixed floors.
It had started last night, reached higher at the breakfast table, with Harry's cold shoulder and Ron's awkward silence and the weight of words that had not been said. It had climbed during the drive to Aurora's school, her cheerful chatter grating against his raw nerves, her small hand reaching for his, her innocent questions about dragons and dogs and why Harry was sad.
He had kissed her forehead and watched her run through the school gates, her blue dress fluttering, her braids bouncing, and he had felt nothing but the cold, hard knot in his chest.
Now he was going to Gringotts.
The place he hated, for the work he hated, for the family name he had run away from. The white marble steps gleamed in the morning sun, but to Sirius, they looked like tombstones. The goblins at the entrance nodded as he passed, their sharp eyes assessing, cataloging, judging.
He had to work. He told himself that every day. Since he had become Lord Black, since he had accepted the title and the fortune and the centuries of baggage that came with it, he had told himself: This is for Harry. This is for the family. This is what you must do.
But Harry had shut him out of his life. Harry had turned away from him at the chess table. Harry had not looked at him all morning.
No need to ponder on that now, Sirius thought, stepping into the cool, cavernous interior of the bank. This is hard enough without thinking about him.
He approached the main counter. A goblin with steel-rimmed spectacles looked up, his long fingers resting on a ledger.
"Lord Black," the goblin said. "Your account manager is expecting you. This way."
Sirius followed, his boots echoing on the marble floor. The chandeliers overhead cast cold light, the gold beneath his feet was polished to a mirror shine, and everywhere, goblins worked – counting, weighing, recording. They moved with precision, with purpose, with the quiet efficiency of creatures who had been handling wizard gold for centuries.
Sirius had to visit every time. He refused to let anyone step inside Grimmauld Place. If a Marauder can stab me in the back, he thought, a goblin certainly will.
The meeting cabin was on the lower level, down a narrow corridor lit by flickering torches. The walls were rough stone, the door was iron, the handle was cold. Sirius pushed it open and stepped inside.
The room was small but imposing. A massive oak desk dominated the center, its surface covered in ledgers, scrolls, and stacks of parchment. The chairs were high-backed, uncomfortable, designed to remind visitors that they were not guests – they were supplicants.
The goblin stood behind the desk. He was old – older than most goblins Sirius had seen, his face lined, his eyes yellowed, his long white beard plaited with silver rings. His name was Gornuk, and he had served the House of Black for sixty years.
"Lord Black," Gornuk said. His voice was rough, like stones grinding together. "Please. Sit."
Sirius sat. His aristocratic arrogance mask was back in place – the cold grey eyes, the set jaw, the slight tilt of his chin that said I am above you. But he knew goblins were not the ones to back down. They were steel in their opinions and standing, with a questioning attitude toward wizards that had not softened in centuries.
Wizards came and went. Titles and estates crumbled. But goblins remained.
Gornuk spread out the financial sheets across the desk. The parchment was old, yellowed, covered in neat columns of figures. Interest rates, tax incomes, profits from investments, losses from bad deals. And expenses.
"Lord Black," Gornuk said, "we need to discuss your spending."
Sirius said nothing. He waited.
Gornuk tapped a long finger on one of the sheets. "In the past two months – since you assumed the title – your expenses have exceeded the estate's income from the last two years. Nearly twice."
Sirius's jaw tightened. He kept his face neutral.
Gornuk listed the expenses. His voice was flat, clinical, but there was a sharpness beneath it – the sharpness of a goblin who had watched fortunes disappear and was not about to let another one follow.
"The bribes you paid for your own trial." Gornuk's eyes flicked up. "Substantial. The Ministry does not come cheap."
Sirius said nothing.
"Harry Potter's guardianship case. The shifting of the trial, the private panel, the interviews at the Prophet." Gornuk's finger moved down the page. "More bribes. More expenses."
"It was necessary," Sirius said. His voice was cold.
Gornuk did not acknowledge the comment. He continued. "The renovation of Grimmauld Place. After the wedding. New furnishing, new installed foundations, new everything. Extensive."
"My wife deserves a comfortable home."
"The French cottage. The one you acquired from the Ministry." Gornuk's eyes narrowed. "You paid a handsome sum to keep that transaction secret. Very handsome."
Sirius's grey eyes flickered. He said nothing.
"The Quidditch pitch." Gornuk's finger jabbed at the page. "An absolute waste of money. Unnecessary. The expense was astronomical."
"Absolutely required."
"The swimming pool." Another jab. "Another waste."
"Important. "
"The shopping bills." Gornuk's voice rose slightly. "The clothing, the toys, the books, the –" He paused, squinting at the parchment.
"And the Muggle school." Gornuk's tone was withering. "The most expensive one in all of London. For a one-month summer camp."
"My kids deserve the best."
Gornuk set down his finger. He folded his hands on the desk and looked at Sirius. His yellow eyes were unblinking.
"Lord Black," he said. "I have no qualms about telling you this to your face. You have been absolutely reckless with your money."
The words hung in the air. The torches flickered. Somewhere in the distance, a goblin shouted an order.
Sirius felt his mask slip, just for a moment.
"The Black fortune is huge," Gornuk continued. "But it is not infinite. It requires careful maintenance. Attention. Attendance." He pulled out another sheet. "You have only attended a few of the scheduled meetings. Your Wizengamot session attendance is not absolute. And you have not made a single public appearance with Lady Black. Every invitation has been rejected."
Sirius's voice was cold again. "I have my reasons."
Gornuk leaned back. His chair creaked. "I am sure you do. But reasons do not fill coffers, Lord Black. Reasons do not pay taxes."
Sirius tried to act absolutely cold. He had spent years perfecting this mask – the mask of the aristocrat, the lord, the man who could not be touched. He lifted his chin.
"My finances are my concern, Gornuk. Not yours."
Gornuk did not flinch. "Your finances are my concern. That is why the Black family pays me. To tell you the truth, even when you do not wish to hear it."
Sirius's eyes moved to the sheets of parchment spread across the desk. He had been avoiding looking at them, but now he forced himself to look.
The numbers were staggering. The income from the past two months – interest, taxes, profits from deals that had been set in motion years ago – was substantial. But the expenses were more. Much more.
He saw it all. The bribes. The legal fees. The renovations. The cottage. The pitch. The pool. The shopping. The school.
Sirius was taken aback. He had known he was spending money – he had opened his vault without thinking, had signed checks without counting, had told himself that the Black fortune was vast enough to absorb anything.
But looking at it now, in cold, black ink, he realized the truth.
The goblin had a point.
Sirius tried to dismiss him. "I will review these and get back to you."
Gornuk did not move. "Lord Black, we need to discuss investments. The expenses are only going to rise in the future. You have a family now. A wife. Two children. Their education, their weddings, their future careers. And you have made it clear that you intend to spoil them."
Sirius knew that. He had no intention of stopping. He would spend every last galleon on his kids if he had to. On their protection, on their happiness, on their future.
"Spending is not the problem," Gornuk said, as if reading his thoughts. "The problem is that you are not earning enough to sustain it. We need an investment. Something big."
Sirius leaned back in his chair. The wood creaked beneath his weight.
"What do you suggest?"
Gornuk pulled out another stack of parchment. "I have prepared several options. Mining operations in the Welsh mountains. A stake in a new broomstick manufacturing company. Land development in Hogsmeade. And –" He paused, his yellow eyes flicking up. "A trade route to the continent. Rare magical ingredients. Highly profitable. The contracts are already drawn."
Sirius listened. He asked questions – about risks, about timelines, about partners. Gornuk answered each one with patience, though his eyes never lost their sharpness.
The discussion was long. The torches burned low. The parchment piled higher.
At one point, Gornuk paused. He looked at Sirius, his head tilted.
"Lord Black," he said. "I must say – you have a good business acumen. Probably inherited from your father."
Sirius went still.
"I remember him," Gornuk continued. "Sitting in this very chair, very sharp. A natural mind for numbers. For strategy." He paused. "Perhaps if you would use it more. Give more time to the business rather than at home."
Sirius was taken back.
The memory surfaced unbidden – being a child, small and frightened, sitting in this same chair while his father discussed investments with the same goblin. Then as a teenager, angry and rebellious, forced to attend, forced to learn, forced to care about things he hated.
He had learned anyway. The numbers had stuck. The strategies had lodged themselves somewhere in his mind, waiting.
Now they were surfacing.
"I know how to make use of my time," Sirius said. His voice was cold again, but there was something else beneath it – something like hurt. "Thank you for your concern."
Gornuk inclined his head. "As you wish, Lord Black."
Sirius thought, as he gathered the documents, as he signed the last of the forms, as he prepared to leave: If Harry does not want me around, perhaps I can attend more work.
The thought was bitter. It tasted like ash in his mouth.
He knew it required a lot of work now. He had to do many more meetings. To sit in more chairs like this one, across from more goblins and merchants and lords who wanted his money or his name or his influence.
He dismissed some of the investment options. Any with hints of dark magic were rejected immediately – no questions asked. He avoided dealing with certain families. Malfoy. Parkinson. The ones who had supported the Dark Lord, who still whispered about blood purity, who would smile to his face and stab him in the back.
If I am forced to be Lord Black, Sirius thought, I will do it as I please.
He stood. The documents were shrunk and tucked into his pocket, a heavy bundle of parchment that weighed more than it should.
"I will review these," Sirius said. "And I will call another meeting when I have made a decision."
Gornuk nodded. "I will await your owl, Lord Black."
The corridor was cold. The torches flickered. The sound of his footsteps echoed off the stone walls.
The tension at home was silent, he thought. But the tension of the estate and the future is much thicker.
He reached the main hall. The goblins were still counting, weighing, recording. The chandeliers still cast cold light. The gold beneath his feet still gleamed.
Sirius walked out of Gringotts and into the gray London morning.
Chapter 121
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The pool was quiet.
The water was still, pale blue. The light from the sun cast soft, shimmering patterns across the surface, reflections that danced and shifted like underwater ghosts. The loungers were arranged along the far wall, their striped cushions empty, their armrests holding folded towels that no one had touched.
Harry sat alone on one of the loungers.
He had chosen the one at the end, the one tucked into the corner, half-hidden by a potted fern. His bare feet were planted on the cool tiles. His elbows rested on his knees. His hands were clasped together, hanging between his legs. His head was bowed, his dark hair falling across his forehead, obscuring his eyes.
Anger and guilt pressed at his shoulders, equal in weight, equal in intensity.
Anger at Sirius. For not understanding. For not seeing. For being so wrapped up in Aurora and Margaret and the perfect family that he had forgotten to look at Harry.
Guilt at himself. For shouting at Ron. For pushing Sirius away. For being angry at a man who had done nothing but love him.
He had no idea what to do with either of them. So he did what all teenagers do. He wallowed in self-pity. He stared at the pool with such intensity that he half-expected the water to catch fire. The reflection of the enchanted lights glowed in his green eyes, but he saw none of it.
His jaw was tight. His shoulders were hunched. His hands were clenched together so tightly that his knuckles were white.
He had been sitting here for an hour. Maybe longer. Time had stopped meaning anything.
"My mother used to say," a voice said from behind him, "that if you are an angry teenager, you will become a wrinkly old man."
Harry's head snapped up.
Margaret was standing at the edge of the lounger, her arms crossed over her chest, her head tilted.
She was smiling. Small. Warm. A little amused.
Harry felt the corners of his lips twitch. Despite everything—the anger, the guilt, the churning mess inside his chest—a small smile formed on his face.
"I feel old already," he said.
Margaret's smile widened. "May I sit with you, Mr. Old Man?"
Harry chuckled softly. The sound was small, rusty, as if his voice had not been used in hours. He scooted over on the lounger, making space beside him.
"Yes," he said. "Please."
Margaret sat down next to him.
Her posture was straight, as always—the posture of a woman who had been trained from childhood to sit properly, to stand properly, to exist properly. Her hands folded in her lap. Her back did not touch the back of the lounger. She looked like she was attending a garden party, not sitting with a brooding teenager by a pool.
"Thirteen," she said, "is far too young to feel old. At least wait until you are Sirius's age."
The smile vanished from Harry's face.
The name landed like a stone dropped into still water. Ripples spread outward, disturbing everything. His jaw tightened. His eyes hardened. The same irritation flared across his face—quick, hot, unmistakable.
Margaret did not miss it. It was too obvious to miss.
The doubt that had been circling her mind all morning—the question of what had happened, who was at fault, why Sirius had walked out of the breakfast table with his shoulders stiff and his eyes cold—now crystallized into certainty.
It is definitely a Sirius and Harry issue.
She looked at Harry for a second. Then another. She did not speak. She simply waited.
Harry looked away. Back at the pool. The water was still.
Margaret spoke again, her voice quiet, thoughtful.
"I get what you are feeling."
Harry said nothing. His jaw was still tight. His eyes were fixed on the water.
"Sirius," Margaret said, "can really get on your nerves."
Harry felt a surge of something—panic, maybe. Or defensiveness. His head turned toward her, his green eyes wide.
He did not want to be the ungrateful freak his aunt had called him for years. He did not want to sit in Sirius's house, eat Sirius's food and complain about Sirius. That was not who he was. That was not who he wanted to be.
"There is nothing like that," Harry said. His words came out in a rush, tumbling over each other, too fast, too urgent. "I never said anything—I never—"
Margaret held up a hand. "Come on, Harry. It is obvious. Is it not?"
Harry stopped.
His mouth was still open. His words died on his tongue.
If this is so obvious, he thought, why is Sirius not seeing it?
He answered himself immediately, the thought sharp and bitter.
He does not care.
Margaret continued to observe him. Harry was an absolute adorable child. Just like Sirius, his face could hide nothing. No subtlety. No pretense. Every emotion—anger, hurt, fear, love—was written there, plain as ink on parchment.
She spoke again, her voice gentle.
"I am not going to ask you what Sirius did. Because you probably will not answer me."
Harry nodded. He would never. It was difficult enough to talk to his friends—and that had led to a fight. Margaret, of all people? He would crack. He would say too much. He would ruin everything.
He turned his head to her with alarming speed. His green eyes were intense.
"How do you know it is something he did?"
Margaret smiled. It was a knowing smile, a wife's smile, the smile of someone who had lived with Sirius Black long enough to understand his faults and his virtues in equal measure.
"Come on, Harry," she said. "Sirius has the subtlety of a hippogriff."
Harry's lips twitched.
"The arrogance to assume the world bows to him," Margaret continued.
Harry's smile broadened.
"Do not get me started on the recklessness," Margaret said. "The impulsive actions. The way he throws himself into danger without thinking."
Harry chuckled. The sound was soft, but real.
"I feel you, Harry," Margaret said. "I feel it every single day."
Harry laughed this time. Louder. Freer. The tension in his shoulders eased.
"I could never decide what I want most," Margaret said. "Do I want to ask him to shut up? Or drown a bucket of ice water over his head? Or give him a big hug?"
Harry was nearly rolling now. His shoulders shook. His eyes crinkled.
"Probably all three," he said. "And then tell him you love him."
The words hung in the air.
Harry realized what he had said. His laughter stopped. His smile froze. His eyes went wide.
He had not meant to say that. He had not meant to admit—even indirectly—that he loved Sirius. That despite the anger, despite the hurt, despite the chasm that had opened between them, he still loved his godfather. Probably more than anyone.
He looked at Margaret, expecting her to pounce, to highlight his admission, to use it against him somehow.
She did not.
She simply watched him. Her smile was soft. Her eyes were kind. She let the words sit. She let him feel them. She did not point. She did not pry.
Harry felt his chest loosen. He was not being trapped. He was not being manipulated. She was simply... there.
Margaret spoke quietly.
"Sirius loves so much and so freely," she said, "that we sometimes forget he is an ordinary man. Not almighty."
She placed her hand on Harry's shoulder. Her touch was light, warm.
"He does not always know what to do, Harry. He makes mistakes."
Harry listened. The words settled into him, like stones dropped into still water.
"But you know it better than anyone else," Margaret continued, "that he has the guts to face it. He will fix it. He will not run away from it." She paused. "All you need to do is give him a chance."
Harry felt understood.
It was a strange sensation—not the kind of understanding that came from someone agreeing with him, taking his side, telling him he was right. It was deeper than that. Margaret was not saying Sirius was wrong. She was not saying Harry was wrong. She was saying that they were both human, both flawed, both trying.
He was upset with Sirius. So upset. His anger was a living thing, coiled in his chest, ready to strike.
But all he wanted was Sirius.
He wanted to shout at him. And then hug him. And then sit beside him in comfortable silence, the way they used to.
He knew, deep down, that he only needed to talk to Sirius. That Sirius would listen. That Sirius would not turn away.
But he did not know how.
The fear of being turned away was too loud. Too deep. It had been planted in him years ago, by the Dursleys, by a lifetime of being unwanted. It had grown roots, thick and tangled, and every time he tried to pull it out, it held fast.
Talking to Sirius about other things was easy. Quidditch. Homework. The weather. But how did he complain about Sirius to Sirius? How did he say you hurt me without sounding like a child? Without sounding ungrateful?
Margaret moved her hand from his shoulder to his face. She held both his cheeks in her hands, her palms warm against his skin, her fingers gentle.
"Talk to him, Harry." Her voice was soft but firm. "Silence only kills bonds. And yours is too special to be wasted away."
Harry felt his eyes glisten. His vision blurred.
"Sirius loves you so very much," Margaret said. "I think the most in the world."
The words hit him like a wave. Warm. Overwhelming.
Maybe this is the affirmation I needed, he thought. If Margaret thinks so, it must be true.
He nodded. His chin moved against her palms.
Harry smiled. It was bright. Very bright. The kind of smile that transformed his whole face, that chased away the shadows, that made him look like the boy he was supposed to be.
Margaret smiled back.
"Maybe less than Crookshanks," she said. Her face was amused, her eyes sparkling.
Harry burst out laughing. The sound echoed off the tiled walls, bounced off the surface of the pool.
Margaret laughed too—a warm, easy laugh, the laugh of someone who had successfully defused a bomb.
"Definitely less than him," Harry said, still grinning.
They sat there for a moment, two people who loved the same man, smiling and laughing and sharing the quiet bond of that love.
Harry nodded at her. A small nod. A promise.
He would go and talk to Sirius.
He did not know when. He did not know how. But he would.
Margaret squeezed his shoulder. She stood, smoothing her robes, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
"I will leave you to your brooding, Mr. Old Man."
Harry snorted. "Thank you, Margaret."
She left.
Harry sat alone by the pool. The water was still.
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Sirius walked back into the house with a talking Aurora in his arms.
Her voice was a constant stream—high, bright, unstoppable—filling the hallway with stories about her morning at school. The girl who had shared her crayons. The boy who had fallen off the swing. The teacher who had said Aurora's drawing of a dragon was the best she had ever seen.
But today, Sirius did not have the energy to engage her. He could not find the words to ask questions, to laugh at the right moments, to make her feel like the center of the universe.
His mind was elsewhere.
The estate. The goblin's sharp eyes, the columns of figures, the weight of centuries pressing down on his shoulders. He was the Lord Black now—a title he had never wanted, a responsibility he had never asked for. But it was his. And it demanded more than he had.
The lordship demanded more than he had. More time, more attention, more presence. He had been avoiding work, neglecting meetings, ignoring the endless stream of correspondence that piled up on his desk. He had been playing father, playing husband, playing at being the man he had never learned to be.
And now the bill had come due.
He reached the doorway of the dining room. The table was set for lunch. The dishes were covered, keeping warm. The kids were already there—Hermione sitting between Ron and Harry, who were side by side but not speaking, their bodies angled away from each other, their eyes fixed on their plates.
Margaret was waiting for them at the door. Her arms were crossed, her expression calm, but her eyes were troubled. She had been waiting to tell Sirius something. Something important.
Aurora squirmed in his arms. He set her down. She hugged her mother's leg—a quick, fierce squeeze—and then ran to the lunch table, her voice already rising with questions about what was for lunch and whether there would be dessert.
Margaret turned to Sirius.
"Sirius," she said. "Come. Lunch."
Sirius shook his head. His grey eyes were distant, tired. "No, Margaret. I am going to my study. Make sure no one disturbs me for a few hours, please."
His voice was sharp. He did not wait for a response. He turned away and walked down the corridor, his footsteps heavy on the worn carpet.
Harry had been waiting for Sirius.
He had been sitting at the lunch table, his fork in his hand, his plate full, his eyes fixed on the doorway. He had heard Aurora's voice first—high and bright—and his heart had lifted, just slightly. Sirius would be right behind her. Sirius would walk in, ruffle his hair, call him love, make everything feel normal again.
But Sirius did not come.
Harry heard the sharpness of his voice—No, Margaret—and the words that followed, sharp as knives. Make sure no one disturbs me.
No one.
Me? Harry thought. Does he mean me? Do I irritate him now?
His jaw tightened. His hand clenched around his fork. He stared at his plate, at the food he had been looking forward to, and felt his appetite drain away.
Margaret watched Sirius leave. She did not call after him. She did not argue. She simply stood there for a moment, her hands at her sides, her expression unreadable.
Then she turned to the table. She called for Kreacher, her voice calm, and instructed him to send tea and a small tray of snacks to Sirius's study.
The kids ate. The food was good—Kreacher had outdone himself—but no one seemed to notice. Hermione ate quickly, her eyes moving between Harry and Ron. Ron ate slowly, pushing his food around his plate. Harry ate nothing.
After lunch, Hermione insisted on a tour of the fifth floor. They had missed it last time, she said, and she wanted to see the rest of the house.
Harry and Ron agreed. Neither of them wanted to sit in silence any longer.
Sirius sat at his desk.
The files were spread before him—piles of parchment, columns of figures, the goblin's neat handwriting cataloging every expense, every investment, every missed opportunity. The tea Margaret had sent sat on the corner of his desk, untouched. The small tray of sandwiches was growing cold.
He wanted firewhisky. He wanted the burn of it in his throat, the warmth in his chest, the blurring of thoughts that came too fast and stayed too long.
But firewhisky would not help with the work.
He started with classification.
The goblin had suggested several investment options. Sirius created three piles: Acceptable. Rejected. To be considered.
The Rejected pile grew quickly. Any investment with hints of dark magic was discarded immediately. Any partnership with families he despised—Malfoy, Parkinson, Greengrass—was rejected without a second thought.
The Acceptable pile was smaller. Mining operations in Wales. A stake in a broomstick manufacturing company. Land development in Hogsmeade.
He moved to the Acceptable pile. He sorted further: short-term returns, long-term growth, capital investment required. His father's voice echoed in his head and he felt the old resentment rise, hot and bitter.
But he did not push it away.
He worked.
The hours passed. The tea keeps coming and he kept drinking. The shadows lengthened across the floor. Sirius was drowning in the work, lost in the numbers, and for a little while, he forgot about the hurt and the fear and the boy who would not look at him.
The fifth floor was different from the rest of the house.
It was lighter, somehow—the walls painted in soft creams and pale golds, the windows larger, the ceilings higher. The portraits here were landscapes, not people—rolling hills, misty mountains, seas that churned against rocky shores.
The kids walked slowly, their footsteps muffled by the thick carpet. Hermione led the way, her eyes moving from wall to wall, cataloging, assessing. Ron followed, his hands in his pockets, his shoulders hunched. Harry brought up the rear, his eyes on the floor.
They did not speak to each other. They spoke through Hermione.
"Harry, look at this," Hermione said, pointing at a painting of the Swiss Alps. "Do you think it is enchanted?"
Harry looked. "Probably," he said.
Ron said nothing.
They found the room that showed different sceneries from around the world. The images were as large as the walls themselves, each one a window into a different place—the Sahara desert, the Amazon rainforest, the Northern Lights dancing across an Arctic sky. The images moved, shifted, breathed.
Harry stood in the center of the room and turned slowly. The desert gave way to the rainforest. The rainforest gave way to the lights. It was beautiful. Immersive. He could have stayed here for hours, lost in the endless landscapes.
He wondered why he had never been here before.
Hermione recognized some of the places from her Muggle school geography lessons. She pointed at the Sahara, named the dunes, explained the climate. She pointed at the Amazon, named the river, listed the species that lived there. Ron watched her, his expression unreadable.
Crookshanks followed them. He padded silently behind the group, his orange fur bright against the pale carpet. Occasionally, he hissed at Ron. Ron's ears went pink, but he said nothing.
They left the scenery room and continued down the corridor. The paintings changed—now they were abstract, swirls of color and light, their meanings hidden. Hermione paused in front of each one, trying to decipher them. Harry and Ron waited.
They reached a corridor near the stairs.
Hermione stopped. She turned to face them, her hands on her hips.
"Both of you," she said slowly. "You should just forget about it. It was a stupid fight."
Harry and Ron looked at each other. Their gazes met for a fraction of a second. Then they looked away.
Neither of them said anything.
Crookshanks had found something on the floor. A mouse—small, brown, terrified—scurrying across the carpet toward the stairs. Crookshanks's tail twitched. His eyes narrowed. He pounced.
"He is so violent," Ron said.
Hermione's voice was sharp. "He is a cat. That is in his nature."
The mouse wriggled free from Crookshanks's claws. It ran—fast, desperate—up the stairs to the floor above. Crookshanks followed, his orange body a blur of motion.
Hermione shouted. "Crookshanks! Stop!"
The cat did not stop.
Hermione ran after him, her footsteps pounding on the stairs. "Crookshanks! Come back!"
"Stop, Hermione!" Harry called. "Sirius said not to go to the sixth floor. It has dark objects."
Hermione did not slow, her eyes wider, "Crookshanks will be hurt!"
Harry looked at Ron. Ron looked at Harry.
"Sirius can get him," Harry said.
"He said not to disturb him," Ron said.
They looked at each other again. The silence stretched.
Then Ron spoke. "Both of you wait here. I will go and bring him."
They all stopped, knew what it meant. All of them.
Harry felt the anger rise. Sharp. Hot. The anger being lesser because of his mother's blood. The blood that saved him. He is not scared of anything, he is Gryffindor.
"I can go and get him," Harry said. "I do not need your help."
He ran up the stairs.
"Harry, no!" Hermione shouted. "Stop!"
Ron cursed under his breath and ran after him. Hermione followed.
Harry reached the landing first.
The sixth floor was dark.
Not the soft darkness of a room with curtains drawn, or the gentle darkness of night with moonlight filtering through the windows. This was a deliberate darkness. A haunted darkness. The kind that pressed against the skin and made the hair on the back of the neck stand up.
There were no windows. No lamps. No torches on the walls. The only light came from the stairs behind them, a pale rectangle that faded as they moved deeper into the floor.
Harry looked around.
The room—the corridor—the space—it was difficult to tell where one ended and the other began. The floor was vast, like the rest of the house, but nothing like it. It had not been refurnished by Margaret. It had no decoration, no lighting, no warmth. Only piles and piles of objects, gathered and sealed.
Cabinets with iron locks. Chests bound in chains. Mirrors draped in black cloth. Statues with their faces covered. Books stacked in towers, their spines cracked, their titles faded. Artifacts that hummed with old, dark magic, their surfaces cold to the touch.
The silence was not empty. It was full—full of waiting, of watching, of things that had been locked away but not destroyed.
Hermione called softly. "Crookshanks?"
No answer.
Harry moved forward. His footsteps were silent on the dusty floor. His eyes moved across the piles of objects, searching for a flash of orange fur.
And then he saw him.
Crookshanks was sitting on a small object in the middle of a pile. It looked more like a stool than a cupboard—low to the ground, wooden, its surface dark and polished. A small door was set into its front, no larger than a shoebox. The cat was eating the mouse, its body relaxed, its tail flicking with satisfaction.
Harry approached carefully. "Crookshanks. Come here."
The cat did not budge.
Harry reached out to grab him.
Ron's voice came from behind him. "Harry, don't touch—"
Hermione's voice overlapped. "Harry, wait—"
Crookshanks ran.
The cat leaped from the object and darted away, disappearing into the shadows. And Harry's hand touched the small cupboard.
And then a hand emerged from the small door.
It was black—not dark-skinned, but truly black, like polished obsidian, like the void between stars. It had fingers, long and thin, and they wrapped around Harry's wrist with impossible strength.
Harry tried to pull away. He could not.
The hand pulled.
Harry was dragged inside.
The cupboard had looked small—too small for a person, too small even for a child. But inside, it was not small at all. It was like a pipe, narrow and long, stretching down into darkness. Harry's knees pressed against his chest. His shoulders scraped against the walls. His head was bowed, his chin tucked, his spine curved.
He fell.
Or slid. Or was pulled. He could not tell. The walls were smooth, cold, slick with something he did not want to name. The darkness was absolute. He could not see his hand in front of his face. He could not see anything.
He tried to stop himself. He pressed his palms against the walls, tried to brace his feet, tried to slow his descent. The walls were too smooth. His hands slipped. His feet found no purchase.
He fell.
The air grew colder. The silence grew heavier. The only sound was his own breathing, fast and shallow, echoing in the narrow space.
He did not know how far he had fallen. How many floors. How many feet. He only knew that he was somewhere beneath the house, somewhere dark, somewhere alone.
He tried to move. His body was wedged in the pipe, his shoulders pressed against the walls, his knees against his chest. He could not turn. He could not stretch. He could only exist in this small, dark, suffocating space.
The dark was too dark.
The silence was too silent.
Harry Potter struggled.
He pushed against the walls. He tried to shout—but his voice came out muffled, swallowed by the narrow space. He tried to summon his wand—but his arm would not move.
He was trapped.
And the darkness pressed in from all sides.
Notes:
I love Sirius way too much to butcher his character. I am not going to drag it.
Chapter Text
The study was a tomb.
Darkness pressed against the walls, thick and suffocating, swallowing the edges of the desk, the shelves. The only light came from a single lamp—a weak, trembling flame that cast more shadows than it dispelled. The fire in the grate had long since died, leaving only cold ash and the faint smell of smoke.
Sirius sat hunched over the desk, his shoulders curved, his head bowed. Papers surrounded him—ledgers, investment proposals, letters from goblins, notes in his own cramped handwriting. His quill moved, scratched, stopped. Moved again.
He had been here for hours. He had lost track of time. The world outside had faded into nothing.
He had shortlisted a handful of projects. None of them felt right. None of them were big enough. He needed something substantial—something that would build long-term investments for his kids. For the family's wealth to multiply, not diminish.
For Harry, he thought. For Aurora. For Margaret. For the future I never thought I would have.
He rubbed his eyes. The numbers blurred. He blinked, focused, kept reading. This was a priority.
The house was speaking to him.
He felt it sometimes—a low hum beneath his feet, a vibration in the walls, a whisper at the edge of his hearing. The wards were connected to him now. After the ritual, after the Blood and Hearth had bound his magic to the house's foundations, he could feel everything.
But he was too deep in the work to listen.
And then he heard it.
A cry. Muffled. Desperate. Faint—so faint—as if coming from somewhere deep beneath the earth, from a place where light had never reached.
SIRIUS.
His head snapped up. The quill in his hand cracked. Ink spilled across the parchment, black and spreading, but he did not see it. He did not see anything.
His heart stopped for a long moment.
Then it slammed back into motion, violent and wild, pounding against his ribs like a caged animal. His hands—his hands were shaking.
He closed his eyes. He reached out with everything he had—through the wards, through the ancient magic that pulsed in the walls, through the bond that tied him to every stone, every beam, every darkened corner of this house.
He knew.
He knew who it was.
He knew where.
Harry.
The world dissolved.
Sirius was on his feet before he knew he had moved. The papers scattered across the desk, sliding to the floor, floating in the air like startled birds. He did not see them. He did not care. He ran.
His bare feet pounded against the stone floor. The corridor blurred. The stairs rose to meet him, and he took them two at a time, three at a time, his lungs burning, his heart threatening to tear itself from his chest.
His legs moved faster than his brain, which barraged him with images he could not afford to see. Harry in the sixth floor. Harry in pain. Harry calling for him, and him not being there—
He ran faster than he had ever run. Not when he fled this very house at sixteen, escaping his mother's tyranny, his father's cold indifference. Not when he chased Peter through the rain-slick streets, his wand raised, his fury blinding. Not when he escaped Azkaban, swimming through the freezing North Sea, his lungs screaming, his body failing, his only thought Harry, Harry, Harry.
Never. He had never run like this. His heart felt as if it would explode. His breath came in ragged gasps. The stairs blurred beneath his feet—first floor, second floor, third floor, fourth floor.
On the fourth-floor landing, he nearly collided with Hermione.
She was running too. Her face was white—whiter than parchment, whiter than snow. Her brown eyes were wide, glistening, unshed tears clinging to her lashes. Her bushy hair had escaped its ponytail, sticking to her flushed cheeks in damp strands.
"Sirius—"
He did not stop.
He did not listen.
He ran past her, up the stairs to the fifth floor, then the sixth.
The sixth floor was a void.
Darkness pooled in every corner, thick and ancient, pressing against the walls like a living thing. The air was cold—colder than it should be, colder than the rest of the house. It smelled of dust and decay and something that made his skin crawl.
But the moment Sirius arrived, the darkness retreated.
The torches on the walls flickered to life—blue flames, cold and silent, leaping from iron sconces that had not been lit in decades. The light was strange, otherworldly, casting long shadows that danced and twisted. The house was accommodating its master. Clearing his path. Revealing what lay ahead.
Piles of cursed objects. Sealed cabinets. Chained chests. Mirrors draped in black cloth, their surfaces hidden, their whispers silenced.
And Ron.
Ron was standing in the middle of the corridor. His face was the color of old milk. His freckles stood out like ink spots on parchment, dark and stark against his pale skin. His hands were clenched at his sides, the knuckles white. His red hair was disheveled, sticking up in wild tufts, as if he had been pulling at it.
He was staring at something on the floor.
Sirius reached him in three strides.
"What happened to Harry?"
His voice was sharp—a blade drawn in the dark. But beneath the sharpness, there was fear. Raw and unguarded. The fear of a man who had already lost too much.
Ron pointed. His hand trembled.
"He touched this—this stool thing. And he was dragged inside. By something. A hand."
Sirius looked.
The object sat on the floor, low to the ground, its wooden surface polished to a dark, gleaming shine. It looked almost innocent—a footstool, perhaps, or a small cabinet. The kind of thing that might have sat in a corner, forgotten, gathering dust.
But Sirius knew better.
He had grown up in this house. He had seen his mother's prized possessions. The artifacts she collected, the objects she displayed, the things that could scare the living daylights out of any normal person. Anyone with a shred of humanity.
He did not know what this one was. But he could feel its magic.
Old. Dark. Patient. Waiting.
He raised his wand. He moved it in a slow arc, casting a silent diagnostic charm. The magic that swirled around the object was thick, viscous, like oil. It clung to his wand, resisted his probe, deflected his questions.
Definitely a cursed object, he thought. To punish whoever is not a pureblood. To keep them away.
He sent an abuse to his dead mother. Silent, but fierce. You and your obsessions. Your hatred. Your cruelty. Even in death, you find ways to hurt.
"Move away," he said to Ron.
Ron stepped back.
Hermione had arrived. She stood at the edge of the corridor, her hand pressed to her chest, her breath coming in short, sharp gasps. Margaret was behind her, her face pale, her blue eyes fixed on Sirius.
Sirius did not see them.
His focus was absolute. The world had narrowed to a single point: the cabinet. The runes. The dark magic that held his child.
He calmed himself. He had to. He reached deep inside, to the place where the Auror training still lived—the discipline, the focus, the ability to compartmentalize fear and act. He had faced dark wizards. Dark creatures. Dark magic. He could face this.
He raised his wand.
He tried a series of charms—non-verbal, rapid-fire—designed to open the cabinet, to understand its mechanism, to bypass its defenses.
Nothing.
The magic was old. Generations old. Centuries, perhaps. Too dark, too strong. The charms slipped off it like water off a rock, leaving no trace, no crack, no opening.
The wooden cabinet remained as polished and shiny and closed as ever.
Sirius straightened. He rolled his shoulders. He lifted his chin.
And he spoke.
"I, Sirius Orion Black, Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black, command you to open."
The words were not loud.
They did not need to be.
They carried the weight of his title. His blood. His authority. The magic in the house hummed—a deep, resonant vibration that he felt in his bones, his teeth, his very soul.
The polished wood shined.
Runes appeared on its surface. Glowing. Silver. Ancient. They were not the runes taught at Hogwarts. They were older, more obscure, the kind that Sirius had been forced to study as a child by a tutor from Egypt. He had hated those lessons. He had rebelled against them, refused to memorize, acted out in every way he could. But some of it had stuck.
Enough. The runes shifted. Rearranged. Formed patterns.
The door opened.
Sirius looked down.
It was a narrow way. Dark. The space inside was small—too small for a person, too small even for a teenager. It extended downward, like a chute, like a pipe, like a bottomless pit. He could not see the bottom. He could not see Harry. He could not see anything at all.
If Harry is here, he must have been squeezed. His shoulders. His knees. His ribs. Is he breathing? Is he conscious? Is he—
Sirius did not let himself finish the thought.
He cast a strong Muffliato. The charm settled around him, thick as a blanket, blocking out all external sound. Ron's breathing. Hermione's soft sobs. Margaret's whispered prayer.
All gone. He listened. Nothing.
He did not give up. He pressed his ear closer to the opening. He held his breath. He waited.
And then—
A small sound. Faint. Muffled. Barely there.
Breathing. Shallow. Quick. And beneath it, a whisper.
"Help."
Sirius's heart cracked.
He leaned into the opening, his voice soft, steady, loving. The voice he used when Harry talked to him about something difficult and needed comfort. The voice that said I am here. You are safe. I will not leave you.
"Harry. Love. Can you hear me?"
The silence stretched.
One second. Two. Three. An eternity. And then—
"Sirius."
The voice was small. Strained. It sounded like both a fearful shout and a cry of relief, compressed into two syllables, forced through a throat that was tight with terror.
Harry is here. Harry is alive.
"Harry, I am here." He kept his voice steady, though his hands were trembling. "I will get you out, alright? I am here."
He repeated the words. Let them sink in. Let Harry know that he was not alone anymore. That Sirius had come. That he would not leave until Harry was safe.
"Sirius," Harry said again. His voice was low, barely a whisper, as if someone was murmuring from the ground, somewhere very deep. "It is small. And dark."
Sirius heard it. Every word.
Perhaps it was the magic of the house, carrying his godson's voice through the walls. Perhaps it was Padfoot's strong senses, sharper than any human's. Perhaps it was simply because it was Harry, and Sirius would have heard him from the other side of the world.
He controlled whatever emotions were threatening to overwhelm him. The part of him that wanted to burn this house to the ground. To tear apart every cursed object. To take his child and never come back.
He locked it away.
"Yes, Harry. I know. I am close. I will get you out." He paused. "I am here, love."
Another silence. Shorter this time, but no less terrifying.
"Sirius," Harry said. "I am scared."
The words were barely a whisper, as if spoken to himself. But they were clear to Sirius. He could feel the tremor in Harry's voice. The fear pressing against his chest. The darkness closing in around him.
Sirius could not blast open the cabinet. He had no idea how dark and powerful the magic was, or how it was connected to the foundations of the house. He had no idea where Harry was. If he rushed, he could make things worse.
It would take time to decode the runes. To understand the object. To find a way to retrieve Harry safely. And Harry had to wait.
He needs a distraction, Sirius thought. Something to occupy his mind. Something to keep the dark thoughts away. His brain worked quickly.
"Harry," Sirius said. "Do you remember the story I told you? About Princess Lily and Prince Prongsie?"
A pause. A breath. "Yes."
"Why don't you tell me about it?" Sirius kept his voice light, casual, as if they were sitting by the fire instead of separated by dark magic and ancient curses. "I think I am confused in some parts. Talk to me, Harry."
He waited. With a patience he did not feel.
Keeping Harry calm in a place with barely any light and space—his mind was his biggest weapon or the biggest danger. Sirius knew. He had been there. He knew how easy it was for dark thoughts to capture you when you were alone.
Harry started talking. His voice was small. Halting. But it grew stronger as he spoke.
"Once upon a time... there was a small princess. In a faraway Muggle land."
Sirius let out a breath. He pointed his wand at the runes on the cabinet, arranging them, decoding them. The patterns were complex. Layered. Designed to deceive.
"Lily," Harry continued, "received a letter. To learn magic. At the kingdom of Hogwarts."
Sirius worked as he listened. "How did she go to Hogwarts, Harry?"
"On a train." Harry's voice was steadier now. "Named the Hogwarts Express. Platform nine and three-quarters. That muggles do not see."
The runes shifted. Sirius cracked one layer, and another appeared beneath it. As if the cabinet was guarded by layers of spell-work, each one building on the last.
Another curse for Walburga. Silent. Fierce. May hell be painful.
Harry continued. He told the story of Lily meeting the stupid prince Prongsie after being sorted into the Gryffindor palace.
"Who was with Prince Prongsie, Harry?" Sirius asked.
"His best friend," Harry said. "A big black dog."
A pause.
Then, softer: "My favorite."
Sirius's wand hand froze.
The runes blurred before his eyes.
My favorite.
Me.
He blinked. The runes came back into focus. He worked faster. He had to reach Harry. He had to get him out.
He tried one combination. Then another. Then another. And finally—after what felt like hours but was probably only minutes—the patterns opened. The runes settled into a final configuration. Words appeared. Ancient. Gothic. Cruel.
'The trespasser is banished to the cells.'
Cells.
In the basement.
Sirius's blood ran cold. He knew what that meant. His dark family's dark rituals. The dungeons where they had kept... prisoners. Victims. People who had displeased the House of Black.
Harry had finished his story. His voice came through the small opening, tentative.
"Did you hear, Sirius?"
Sirius composed himself. His voice was steady, warm. "That was very good, Harry. You said it better than me."
He straightened. He looked at the dark opening. He knew what he had to do.
"Harry," he said, "I am going to have to go down and get you. I want you to be brave for me. I will be there with you in a moment. Will you be alright, love?"
Harry's voice was better now. Still strained. Still muffled. But hopeful. "Yes. I am waiting."
Sirius turned.
Ron, Hermione, and Margaret were standing behind him. All of them were crying. Silent tears streaming down their faces. Eyes wide. Hands pressed to their mouths. He had not paid any attention to who had arrived or when. His focus had been entirely on Harry. There was no time for comfort. No time for explanations.
He walked past them and ran. He ran down the stairs. They followed. Sirius didnot turn back to see or wait. Six flights. Then another. To the basement.
The air grew colder. Damp. Thick with the smell of old stone and older secrets. His boots slapped against the worn steps. His breath came in ragged gasps.
A secret door appeared at the end of the corridor. It was locked. Sealed. Layered with wards that had not been touched in decades. Sirius flicked his wand. The door opened.
Lights flickered on. Torches—blue and cold—lining the walls of a long, narrow passage. The basement was lit.
Sirius had not been here for many decades. Not since he ran away as a boy, escaping the dark history of his family.
But he knew his house. He had discovered Grimmauld Place as a child, exploring every corridor, every hidden room, every secret passage. He knew where the cells were.
They disgusted him. They were a reality of the cruelty of the Blacks—the inhumanity, the injustice that ran in their blood. In his own blood.
He pushed the thought away.
He moved quickly, his footsteps echoing off the stone walls. The basement was a maze of corridors and chambers, but he knew exactly where to go. The cursed object would have sent Harry to the deepest cell, the farthest from the light.
And then he saw it.
A structure of multiple brick cells—small, cramped, built to trap and kill hope. Designed so that the body died a slow death and the mind suffered even more. His hatred of his family returned, loud and angry. Walburga had received more abuses from him in the past hour than anyone could imagine.
The cells were built of thick, dark bricks, bound together with magic that had not weakened over the centuries. He could not see which one Harry was in. He could not blast the entire structure—they were rooted to the foundations of the house. He had to find Harry first.
Sirius closed his eyes. The change came—his bones shifted, his skin rippled, his senses exploded into sharp, impossible clarity.
Padfoot stood on four legs.
He ran through the cells, his paws silent on the stone floor. He stopped at each one, his nose pressed to the gaps between the bricks, his ears straining. He barked—loud, clear, a signal.
And then—a shift. A small movement from one of the cells. A faint, familiar scent.
Harry.
Padfoot ran to the west wall. He pressed his nose to the bricks. Harry's smell. He was here. He was alive.
Padfoot changed back.
Sirius placed his hand on the cold, dark bricks.
"Harry, my boy," he said. "I am here. You have been so brave. Wait just a while more. I am here."
He could not blast the cell open. Harry would be hurt. He had to dismantle it carefully, brick by brick, so that it would not crumble inward.
He began.
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Harry had been fighting to breathe.
The darkness pressed against him from all sides, thick and suffocating, like a living thing. The silence was complete—not the peaceful silence of a quiet room, but the hungry silence of a tomb.
When he fell down the narrow pipe, his shoulders and knees scraped against the walls. His skin burned. His clothes tore. He had landed—if landing was the word—in a small, cramped space, his body bent at impossible angles.
One of his hands was trapped behind his back. The other was wedged between his ribs and the wall. His leg hurt at the ankle—a sharp, shooting pain that told him something was broken.
The darkness was absolute. The silence was complete. He was taken back.
To the cupboard under the stairs. The suffocating darkness. The silence that pressed against his ears. The feeling of being trapped, of being forgotten, of being alone.
His lips moved without his permission.
"Sirius. Help me."
He did not know if he said it aloud or only in his mind. He didn't know if will be of any use. In the cupboard under the stairs, he had spent many nights like this. Crying and calling for help in the dark, wishing for some long lost realtive to come and take him away. No one had come. No one had listened. Until one person had. And then—
He heard the voice.
Harry. Love. Can you hear me?
Harry's heart lurched. Hope flooded back into his body, warm and bright, chasing away the darkness. Blood returned to his veins. His hands, which had been cold and numb, began to tingle.
He tried to respond. His voice was weak, barely a whisper.
Sirius.
Sirius is here. He came.
Sirius talked to him. His words were loving. His voice was steady. Harry clung to them like a lifeline.
Harry stopped struggling. He had been pushing against the walls, trying to free his hands, trying to find a way out. But the space was too small, and his body was too trapped, and every movement only made the pain worse.
He saved his energy. He regulated his breath, the way Sirius had taught him for swimming. Slow in. Slow out. His mind could win this. Even in crisis. His nerve was present. He could pass this.
He heard Sirius's voice again—steady, warm, loving. The voice that had comforted him through fears and moments of doubt.
Harry, I am here, love. I will get you out, alright? I am here.
Harry believed him.
Sirius does what he says, Harry thought. He said he would take me away from the Dursleys, and he did. He said he would give me a home, and he did. He will get me out of here.
The story about Lily and Prongsie and the dog helped him calm down.
He remembered the first time Sirius had told it to him. The night Harry had admitted that he never had bedtime stories, all through his childhood. Sirius's eyes had gone soft, and he had said, No one is too old for stories, Harry.
Harry had demanded to hear the story many times since then and Sirius told it again and again, with the same excitement, the same childlike joy. Harry knew it by heart.
Even in the dark, even in the cold, even in the suffocating silence, Harry could hear Sirius's voice. He could see the images the words conjured—his mother, young and bright, laughing. His father, foolish and brave, showing off.
The magic they had created together—Sirius and Harry, words and imagination—not even this dark place could wipe it away.
And then—sounds.
Bricks being removed. Vibrations through the wall. Dust rising. Stones crumbling.
Sirius is here.
A chunk of brick was pulled away. A tiny sliver of light fell into the cell—the first light Harry had seen in what felt like hours. He blinked against it. His eyes watered.
"Sirius," he said.
Sirius's face appeared in the gap. His grey eyes were wild with fear, but his voice was calm.
"Harry, I am here, love."
Sirius worked quickly. The hole grew larger. Bricks fell away, clattering to the floor. Dust filled the air, making Harry cough.
And then—a hand.
Sirius reached through the hole, his fingers stretching toward Harry. Harry could not reach back. His hand were trapped. Sirius placed his hand on Harry's knee and squeezed. The relief was overwhelming. Tears spilled down Harry's cheeks. He did not try to stop them.
"I am going to have to pull you out, Harry. I cannot destroy the whole thing. This might hurt. It might scratch you. We will go slowly. Alright?"
"Yes," Harry said. "I am fine. Go ahead."
He did not care about being hurt. He did not care about scratches or bruises or broken bones. All he wanted was to be out of here. To be near Sirius.
He was hopeful now. Sirius was here.
Sirius worked his hands inside the hole. He freed Harry's trapped hand—the one behind his back—gently, carefully, working it loose from the position that had held it for so long. Harry's arm throbbed with pins and needles, but he did not cry out.
His other hand was freed next. Harry immediately clung to Sirius's forearm, his fingers digging into the fabric of his sleeve.
His head came next. Sirius guided it slowly, carefully, bending it at an angle that should not have been possible. Harry felt the scrape of stone against his cheek, the tug of his hair against the rough bricks. He did not stop. He did not flinch.
Sirius's hold on him was so strong and yet so gentle. He guided Harry's head out of the hole, inch by inch, and Harry felt the cool air on his face.
He moved his body as best he could. His shoulders scraped against the edges of the hole. His shirt tore. He felt the fabric rip, the cold air against his skin. His shoulders sting with sharp pain. One of his shoes was gone—lost somewhere in the pipe, somewhere in the darkness. He did not care.
Sirius pulled him out like Harry was a small child, like Aurora, not a teenager with big, heavy bones.
Harry tumbled into Sirius's arms. His arms wrapped around Sirius's neck, his face pressed into his shoulder. He clung to him like his life depended on it.
Because it did. Because without Sirius, Harry would still be in that dark place. Because Sirius had come. Sirius had saved him.
Someone helped get his leg out of the cell—the one that hurt, the one that might be broken. Harry did not see who. He did not care.
Both of them collapsed on the floor. Sirius was beneath him, his body a cushion, his arms still wrapped around Harry. Their breathing was high, desperate, both of them trying to make sure the other was there.
The world was too bright. The stone floor was cold. Dust still swirled in the air.
Harry did not care.
He clung to Sirius. He could feel his godfather shaking—or perhaps it was Harry who was shaking. Perhaps it was both of them.
"Sirius," Harry said. His voice was breathless, shaky. "Sirius, you came. You saved me."
Sirius's arms tightened around him. His voice was rough, thick with emotion.
"I will always come, Harry. You just need to call me. I will always come." He pressed his face into Harry's hair. "Oh, Harry. You were so brave, love. So brave. I am so sorry you had to see that."
He tried to pull away, to look at Harry, to check for injuries. Harry would not let him. He clung tighter, his fingers fisted in the back of Sirius's shirt. "Let me look at you, love."
"No," Harry said. "I am not leaving you."
A voice—Margaret's, probably—said, "Sirius, he needs to lie down."
Sirius nodded. He tried to stand, holding Harry, and two pairs of arms helped them up. Harry did not see whose. His glasses were gone. Everything was a blur of light and shadow and the solid warmth of Sirius's body.
His legs were unsteady. A sharp pain shot through his ankle when he tried to put weight on it. He stumbled, fell against Sirius.
Sirius did not push him to stand. He lifted Harry into his arms—one arm under his knees, one around his back—and started walking.
Harry clung to him even tighter. His body went loose, letting Sirius hold him. He closed his eyes. He did not need to see. Sirius was here.
Sirius's voice was urgent as he walked out of the basement, climbing the stairs, his arms full of his godson.
"Margaret. Call Andy and get Ted. Now."
Margaret's voice came from behind him. "Sirius, we need to give him first aid—"
Sirius shouted. His voice was loud, sharp, cutting.
"It was dark magic. No chance to be taken. I need a healer." His voice cracked. "I beg you."
He did not hear Margaret's response. Perhaps it was too low. Perhaps she was already gone. Perhaps he was walking too fast, climbing too quickly, his heart pounding too hard to hear anything except Harry's breathing against his neck.
The stairs stretched ahead. The house was quiet.
Sirius climbed. He held Harry close.
He would not let go. Not ever again.
Chapter Text
The afternoon was starting to fade into early evening. The light that filtered through the high windows of Grimmauld Place had shifted from gold to pale amber, lengthening the shadows that stretched across the stairs. The house was quiet—too quiet—as if it too was holding its breath.
Sirius carried Harry through the house. He held him against his chest—one arm under his knees, the other around his back, cradling him like something precious, something breakable. Harry was a growing teenager, but by no standard would Sirius call him heavy.
He had been keeping an eye on that. From the very first day, he had noticed how thin Harry was, how small for his age. The Dursleys had starved him, stunted him, left him with the body of a child years younger than he was. Margaret had been very prompt in taking care of his meals—nutrient-rich and yet delicious, portioned carefully, designed to build him up. And the physical activity—the flying, the swimming, the running through the garden—had helped. Some muscles had begun to form beneath the previously skinny flesh, a hint of strength where there had been only fragility.
But still, Harry was thin as a rail. Short. Light.
Sirius could have taken Harry to the living room on the ground floor. He could have taken him to the master bedroom on the second floor, which was closer. But he knew that after something so stressful, the body needed familiarity. The mind needed comfort. Harry needed his own space, his own things, his own bed.
He took him to the third floor. To Harry's room.
Harry was holding on to Sirius too tight.
His arms were wrapped around Sirius's neck, his fingers clasped together behind Sirius's head. His face was buried in Sirius's shoulder, his nose pressed against the fabric of Sirius's shirt. He was holding on like a child—like a child who had been lost and was now found, who was terrified of being lost again.
It had only been less than a day since the distance had opened between them. But it felt like years.
All Harry's anger—stupid, pointless anger—and all his complaints—meaningless, petty complaints—meant nothing now. They had dissolved in the darkness of that cell, burned away by the sound of Sirius's voice calling his name.
He understood now why Aurora demanded to be carried around by Sirius. It was the best feeling in the world. Only if he was small, he would never walk on his own, he would climb on Sirius and throw a tantrum to be carried around. Just like she did.
He did not remember anyone ever carrying him like this. Not his parents—they had held him, yes, but he had been too young to remember. Not any of the Dursleys, who had made him walk while Dudley rode in a stroller. Not any teacher or relative or well-meaning adult.
This was new. This was foreign. This was the safest he had ever felt. Like no power in the world could reach him now. Like no darkness could touch him. Because Sirius was holding him.
And it had happened. In that dark cell, alone, with the darkness pressing in and the silence suffocating—Sirius's voice had kept him sane. Sirius had talked to him, told him stories, kept him anchored to the world. And then Sirius had come. Sirius had saved him.
Harry buried his face deeper in his godfather's shoulder and let himself be carried like a child.
Ron and Hermione followed in a silent procession. Their footsteps were soft, their breathing hushed. They were too overwhelmed to speak—their faces pale, their eyes wide, their hands clasped in front of them as if in prayer.
Margaret had gone to arrange for the healer. Ted Tonks. Andromeda's husband. A good man, Sirius knew. A man who would not ask too many questions, who would not judge, who would simply help.
Sirius reached Harry's room.
The door opened for him—no hand needed, the house recognizing its master, responding to his presence. He carried Harry inside.
The room was exactly as Harry had left it that morning. The bed was unmade, the covers thrown back. The Firebolt stood in its stand beside the wardrobe. The window seat was bathed in amber light, the city sprawling beyond the glass. The photograph of James and Lily smiled from the bedside table.
Sirius led Harry to the bed. He lowered him carefully, gently, as if Harry were made of glass. Hermione stepped forward and pushed the pillows together, creating a space for Harry to rest his back and sit. Sirius eased Harry onto the pillows, adjusting his position, making sure he was comfortable.
Harry's legs stretched out on the bed. His back rested against the pillows. He was sitting up, not lying down—still holding on to Sirius. Too tightly. Too fiercely.
Sirius did not pull away.
He sat on the edge of the bed, close to Harry, and held him back. His hand moved on Harry's back—light, gentle, as light as he could manage, careful not to aggravate any injuries he could not yet see. His other hand found Harry's hair, fingers threading through the dark, tangled strands.
"It is over, Harry," Sirius said. His voice was soft, steady, the voice he used when Harry needed grounding. "We are here now. In your room. You are safe."
Harry was not crying.
He was just holding on. His face was buried in Sirius's chest, hidden against the fabric of his shirt. His breath was warm, uneven, but there were no sobs, no tears.
Only his voice, repeating Sirius's name.
"Sirius."
"Yes, love."
"Sirius."
"I am here."
"Sirius."
Sirius patted his back. He knew Harry was no longer in a daze—the shock was fading, the disorientation lifting. He was just adjusting. Coming back to himself. They remained like that for a long moment.
Sirius spoke again. His voice was careful. "Harry, can you let me go for a moment? I need to—"
Harry did not let him finish. "No."
He shook his head. Fierce. Resolute. Like a small child refusing to let go of a favorite toy, a stuffed animal or maybe a parent who had been gone too long.
Sirius held him tighter. "Harry, I need to see the wounds. The scratches. I will be here. I am not going anywhere."
His voice was assuring. His touch was calming. His hand moved in slow circles on Harry's back, grounding him, reminding him that this was real, that Sirius was real, that he was not about to disappear.
Harry did not say anything. But after a moment, he loosened his grip. Just slightly. Not completely. His arms remained around Sirius's neck, but the desperate tension eased.
Sirius withdrew a bit. His hand came to hold Harry's—assuring him, anchoring him. He was here. Then Sirius lifted his other hand and cupped Harry's face.
He held it gently, his palm warm against Harry's cheek, his fingers curving around Harry's jaw. He looked straight into Harry's eyes.
Harry's vision was blurry—his glasses were gone, lost somewhere in the dark of the cell or the rubble of the basement. He could not see clearly. The world around him was a haze of muted colors and soft edges.
But Sirius's stare was so intense that Harry felt it.
Sirius was looking into him—not at his face, not at his injuries, but into him. Into his soul, into the places where fear still lingered, into the spaces where darkness had pressed closest. Harry did not look away.
He could not. Sirius's grey eyes held him, pinned him, kept him present. And somehow, even though he could not see them clearly, he felt their weight. Their warmth.
Sirius did not say anything. He simply watched. Observed. Harry did not know what Sirius was looking for. But he did not feel uncomfortable. He felt seen. Known. Held. After what felt like an eternity, Sirius looked away.
He placed one hand on Harry's shoulder and spoke. His voice was calm—calmer than he felt, Harry could tell—but steady. "It is alright. Look around. Your friends are here."
Harry turned his head. His vision was blurry, but two figures stood at the far corner of the room. Their shapes were unmistakable. Ron's tall, lanky frame. Hermione's shorter, curvier silhouette. They spoke at once. "Yes, Harry. We are here."
Harry nodded. "My glasses," he said. "I cannot—"
Hermione's voice was soft, apologetic. "We looked. They were not there. I think they broke, or fell, or—"
Before Harry could panic, Sirius rested a hand on his knee. "Do not worry, Harry. We will go to St. Mungo's and get you a new pair. Meanwhile, all of us are here. To help you."
Harry was not convinced. He wanted to see people clearly—not blurry versions of them, not shapes and shadows. He wanted to see the concern on Ron's face, the worry in Hermione's eyes, the love in Sirius's.
But he nodded.
Sirius looked at Harry. His eyes moved across his godson's face, cataloging.
A cut on the side of his jaw. Not deep—a shallow gash, the kind that came from scraping against rough stone. Small scratches on his hands, his knuckles, his forearms. Nothing too serious. But then Sirius saw his shoulder.
Harry's shirt was torn at the shoulder seam, the fabric hanging in shreds. Beneath it, a deep cut—ragged, angry, the edges puckered. Blood had clotted there, dark and crusted. It must have been deep. It must have hurt.
"Where else are you hurt, Harry?" Sirius asked. His voice was level, but his jaw was tight. Harry pointed at his left ankle.
Sirius looked. It was already swelling, the skin puffy and discolored. He started to rise—to move to the foot of the bed, to inspect the injury more closely. Harry pulled him back. "Please stay," Harry said. "Do not go."
The words were small. Pleading. Harry's green eyes—blurry but still visible, still green, still Lily's—were fixed on Sirius's face.
Sirius looked at him. He saw the fear there. The desperate need for contact, for reassurance, for the simple fact of Sirius's presence. He said nothing. He sank back onto the bed. He would wait for Ted. He would let the healer examine the ankle.
He picked up the glass of water from the bedside table—it was cool, the glass beaded with condensation—and held it to Harry's lips. "Drink," he said.
Harry drank. Slowly. Gratefully. Sirius set the glass aside. He put his hand on Harry's shoulder. "How are you feeling, love?"
Harry opened his mouth—to say fine, probably, to dismiss it, to be brave. Sirius squeezed his shoulder. Once. Gently. But with a warning beneath it. "Only the truth," he said. "From now on."
Harry understood. Sirius was about to launch into an investigation very soon. It would not be as calm as this. There would be questions. There would be anger.
He chose his words carefully. "My body hurts," he said. "But otherwise, I am okay."
He hoped Sirius understood what he meant. Because he himself was not sure how exactly he felt. Shaken, yes. Frightened, still. But safe, now. Held. Not alone.
Sirius nodded. His grey eyes searched Harry's face one more time, then softened.
"The healer will be here soon," he said. "I could fix this myself—the cuts, the sprain—but I want a professional opinion. We wait. Alright?"
Harry nodded.
The silence in the room was thick.
So many words to speak. So many questions to raise. Even more answers to seek. Everyone was aware of the impending doom—the reckoning that would come when the immediate crisis had passed, when the healer had gone.
Ron and Hermione stood in the corner. Close enough to help, but silent. They were both shaken by the experience—if not as much as Sirius and Harry, then still deeply. Their faces were pale, their eyes red-rimmed. Ron's hands were clenched at his sides. Hermione's fingers twisted together. Sirius chose to stay silent.
He turned. He rested his back against the headboard, sitting next to Harry, their shoulders touching. His hand found Harry's, and their fingers intertwined. Harry rested his head on Sirius's shoulder. It was grounding. Holding Sirius was safe.
Margaret entered. Behind her, a man in green healer's robes—Ted Tonks. He was tall, broad-shouldered, with kind brown eyes and a weathered face. He carried a leather bag, worn and heavy.
Sirius spoke immediately. "Ted, please come in."
Ted's eyes moved across the room—taking in Harry on the bed, Sirius beside him, the two children in the corner, the tension that hung in the air like smoke. His expression was professional, but there was warmth beneath it.
"Sirius, What happened?" he asked. "I came as fast as I could."
Sirius's temper—which had been buried beneath the stress of the rescue, the worry for his godson, the fear that had been clawing at his chest—shimmered. It found an opening.
"The fucking Blacks happened," Sirius said. His voice dripped with hatred, with venom. "And I have not lived a day in peace since."
The words echoed off the walls. The disdain on his face was unmistakable—the flare of his nostrils, the curl of his lips, the cold fire in his grey eyes.
Harry stared at the blurry profile of his godfather's face. Even without his glasses, he could see it clearly. The hatred. The disgust. The rage.
Ron and Hermione looked at each other.
Ted seemed completely unmoved by the response. Either he was expecting it, or he was a man who had heard worse—perhaps from his own wife, Andromeda, who had her own grievances against the Black family.
"What exactly happened, Sirius?" Ted's voice was reasonable. Friendly. Almost conversational.
Sirius continued. "The sleazy bastards had some kind of Lesser Blood Remover dark artifact. Harry touched it and was banished to the basement. Into a compact, sealed cell."
Ted's eyebrows rose to his hairline. Even after decades of being married to a Black—after listening to Andromeda's stories, after witnessing the family's cruelty firsthand—their fanaticism never failed to stun him.
"That is sordid, Sirius," Ted said. Disgust colored his voice.
Sirius shouted. "WHAT ELSE CAN YOU EXPECT FROM THEM?"
The whole room held its breath. Harry, who was still pressed against Sirius's side, straightened.
Sirius's voice dropped, low and sharp. "A bunch of nutters."
He took a breath. Harry looked deeply uncomfortable. He had never heard Sirius abuse like this. Sirius's voice was always dripping with love, giving everyone a thousand pet names.
This was different. This was rage.
"Though I believe," Sirius continued, his voice cold, "the credit for this particular one goes to the evil bitch I had the good fortune to call, Mother."
Ron and Hermione exchanged another glance. They had never heard anyone abuse their own mother so openly, so without regret. They said nothing.
Margaret spoke. Her voice was calm, measured—the voice of someone who had learned to handle an angry husband. "Sirius, this is not the time."
Sirius was indignant. "I beg to differ. Every moment I spend breathing is a good moment to curse them."
Ted stepped forward. He knew from his own marriage that Blacks could be very hypocritical. Andromeda would just like Sirius, curse the cruelty of the Blacks with equal cruelty, if not more. This was not a discussion that ever ended on a happy note.
He turned to Harry. "Mr. Potter," he said. "I am Ted Tonks. I am a healer at St. Mungo's."
Harry nodded. He could see the man standing a little far from the bed—a blurry silhouette, broad and solid.
Sirius spoke. "Ted, he was in between dark magic. I want you to look over him completely."
Ted nodded. He pulled his wand from his bag and began running a full diagnostic charm over Harry's body. The wand glowed gold, tracing slow arcs through the air. Harry held Sirius's hand. Sirius did not make any move to let go or get up to make space.
Ted asked Harry basic questions—his name, the date, where he was, what had happened. Testing for any influence of dark magic, checking if his memory was hazy.
Harry answered perfectly. His voice was steady, his mind clear.
Sirius watched everything like a hawk. His grey eyes tracked Ted's wand, his hands, his face.
Ted asked Sirius if he had performed any spells on Harry. Sirius explained the rescue—opening the cabinet, decoding the runes, dismantling the cell—but said he had not cast anything on Harry directly.
"How long was he in the cell?" Ted asked.
Sirius and Harry had no idea. Margaret answered. "Around an hour."
Ted nodded. He moved to examine Harry's shoulder—the deep cut that Sirius had pointed out. "Harry," he said, "I need you to take your shirt off so I can see this properly."
Harry was in too much pain to be embarrassed. Sirius helped him—gently, carefully, easing the torn fabric over his head, pulling it away from the wound. The shirt had stuck to the dried blood in places, and Harry hissed as it pulled free.
The cut was deep. The edges were ragged, dark, as if something had tried to close it and failed.
Ted poured a liquid from a small vial onto the wound. It was clear, smelled of alcohol and something else—something sharp, medicinal. The liquid fizzed on contact. Harry gasped, his whole body tightening.
Sirius's hand moved to his back, rubbing slow circles. "Almost done, love. Almost done."
Ted cleaned the wound thoroughly, then applied a thick paste—green, smelling of herbs—and bandaged it with clean white linen. The bandage was tight, secure. Harry instantly felt better.
"Your back," Ted said. "Turn around."
Harry turned. His back was covered in a large bruise—deep purple, almost black, spreading across his shoulder blades and down his spine. The fall must have been harder than he realized.
Ted cast an icing charm. A wave of cold washed over Harry's back, and he felt the relief instantly—the throbbing pain dulling, the heat of the bruise fading.
Margaret had gone to the wardrobe. She pulled out a fresh shirt—soft, clean, dark blue—and handed it to Sirius. Sirius helped Harry into it, his movements gentle, careful, pulling the fabric over his head, guiding his arms through the sleeves.
Harry held Sirius's hand tighter. Ted turned to the ankle. He inspected it, palpated it, asked Harry to move it. Harry could not. The pain was too sharp.
"Not broken," Ted said. "Badly sprained. One quick spell will fix it."
Sirius said, "Do it."
Ted cast the spell. A flash of blue light, a crack, a sound like a bone snapping into place. Harry yelped—the pain was sudden, sharp, blinding. But Sirius's hand was on his back, moving in patterns, grounding him.
"It is done, Harry," Sirius said. "It is done."
Harry relaxed. The pain faded. He could feel his ankle again—not the sharp, shooting pain, but a dull ache, manageable.
Ted gave Harry potions. A pain potion, thick and purple, tasting of mint and something bitter. A dark magic purging potion, pale blue, smelling of ozone. A blood replenishment potion, dark red, coppery, just in case—though Ted said the blood loss had not been significant.
Sirius fed him. Harry took each potion without question, swallowing, grimacing, but drinking every drop. He felt better almost immediately—the pain receding, the fog in his head clearing, his body humming with warmth.
Sirius looked at Ted. "What is your diagnosis, Ted?"
The whole room held its breath.
Ted's voice was calm. "Mostly minor. The shoulder cut is bad—you need to keep it clean, watch for infection. The rest of the injuries are minor. The bruise on his back will fade in a short time. Give him pain potions if he cannot manage without them. Regular ice charms on the back."
He paused. "Rest is fine. He was under distress, but nothing to scare you."
Sirius's voice was sharp. "Are you sure, Ted?"
Ted did not seem to mind the intensity. He replied calmly, "I am sure, Sirius. He is fine. One long, good sleep, and he will be okay."
Sirius was not convinced. He nodded anyway.
Ted put his hand on Harry's knee. "You are a very brave young man, Harry. That must have been difficult. But you held yourself together."
Harry nodded. He did not know what to say. "Thank you, sir."
Ted smiled.
Sirius stood. "I will come with you."
Harry wanted to stop him—felt the urge to reach out, to pull him back—but Sirius's face was so tight, his jaw so clenched, that Harry stayed silent.
Sirius walked with Ted out of the room and into the corridor.
Ted did not speak. He waited.
Sirius's voice was low. "What is it, Ted?"
Ted's expression was serious. "That was intense magic, Sirius. The shoulder cut—it has remnants of dark magic. You can clean it at home, but I would suggest—"
"No," Sirius said. "No, I will bring him to the hospital. You do the bandages. He needs new glasses, too."
Ted nodded. "Come tomorrow morning. I will fix an appointment."
Sirius nodded. Then: "Are you absolutely sure there is nothing else to worry about?"
Ted's voice was calm. "No. Not physically."
Sirius tensed. "What do you mean, is his mind captured?"
Ted shook his head. "No."
Sirius was not convinced. He could feel it—something beneath the words, something Ted was not saying.
Ted said, "Bring him in tomorrow and then we can talk. He is fine. Nothing to indicate danger."
Sirius was not convinced. Ted put his hand on Sirius's shoulder. "Sirius, I get it. Being a parent drives you crazy. But your boy is fine. Calm down."
Sirius swallowed. He forced himself to nod. "Thank you, Ted," he said. "For responding so promptly. I am grateful to you."
Ted smiled. "That is how a healer reacts to an emergency. It's alright. Take care."
Ted walked down the corridor and disappeared around the corner. Sirius stood there for a moment. His hands were shaking. His heart was still pounding. He made a move to go back to Harry's room.
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As Sirius and Ted left the room, the door clicked shut behind them.
The silence that followed was not empty. It was full—full of unspoken words, of lingering fear, of the weight of everything that had happened. The shadows in the corners of the room seemed darker, the amber light from the window softer, as if the house itself was still recovering.
Margaret moved.
She walked from where she had been standing—on the edge, tense, her hands clasped in front of her—and walked to the bed. Her steps were soft, deliberate, her bare feet silent on the worn carpet. She sat on the edge of the mattress, close to Harry, turning to face him.
Harry looked at her.
Even without his glasses—even with the world reduced to blurry shapes and muted colors—he knew it was her coming to him. He had no idea how. He could recognize Margaret now. The way she moved, the way she held herself, the softness of her silhouette. He made space for her, shifting on the pillows, creating room.
Margaret did not hesitate.
She reached out and cupped his face in her hands. Her palms were warm, soft, familiar. Her fingers curved around his jaw, her thumbs resting on his cheekbones.
Her eyes went teary at once.
She had been keeping herself in check. All through the rescue—through the waiting, the fear, the agonizing minutes when she had stood in the corridor and listened to Sirius's voice echo from the darkness—she had held herself together. She had not cried. She had not panicked. She had not fallen apart.
She knew she could do nothing but wait and watch as Sirius rescued Harry. She was not a Black to control or know the magic of this house or the hidden cells in the basement. She was not a trained Auror who had dealt with cursed objects or rescue operations. Her heart had been in her mouth. Her lips had moved in silent prayers to whatever power existed in whichever part of the world.
But now, with Harry here, alive, in front of her—the tears came.
They did not fall. They pooled in her eyes, making her vision swim, but she blinked them back. She would not cry. Not now. Not in front of him.
She examined Harry.
Even after the healer had checked him, even after Ted had declared him mostly fine, she looked him over herself. Her eyes moved across his face—the cut on his jaw, the scratches on his hands, the fresh bandages on his shoulder. She tilted his head gently, checking for bruises, for anything the healer might have missed.
Harry watched her. His vision was blurry, but he could see the concentration on her face, the furrow of her brow, the way her lips pressed together. She was not looking at him as a stranger. She was looking at him as a mother would.
"I am fine, Margaret," Harry said.
Margaret looked up to meet his eyes. His vision was blurred, but he looked relaxed. His shoulders were no longer hunched with tension. His breathing was slow and even. Perhaps it was the potions. Or perhaps it was just his own strong will—the one Sirius had talked so much about.
She had seen glimpses of it before. Harry's courage, his determination, his refusal to give up. But this was a full exposure to how mentally strong Harry actually was.
And her heart—the heart of a mother—did not want that. A child should not be exposed to this. Subjected to this.
"Are you sure the healer did not miss anything?" she asked.
Harry's reply was immediate. "Yes. I am okay. Really, Margaret."
Margaret watched his face for any signs of inconsistency. She searched his eyes, his expression, the set of his mouth. She found nothing but honesty.
She took hold of his hand—his right hand, the one that was less bruised—and pressed it to her own cheek. She held it there, her skin warm against his palm. Then she turned her head and kissed his knuckles.
Her other hand was still on his face.
Harry felt his own eyes tear up.
Her concern—it was never overbearing. Never interfering. It felt genuine and affectionate, always. Even when he had first met her, even when she had taken him to America alone, Harry had trusted her.
He leaned into her palms. Closed his eyes, feeling the soft touch.
Margaret examined his face one more time—satisfied, finally, that the healer had missed nothing—and then called for Kreacher.
"Kreacher," she said.
The elf appeared with a soft crack. His bulbous eyes swept the room, taking in Harry on the bed, the bandages, the tension. His expression was unreadable.
"Bring a glass of turmeric milk," Margaret said. "Just how I asked for Sirius. With loads of honey."
Kreacher nodded and disappeared.
Ron and Hermione had moved to the bed while Margaret was examining Harry. They sat on the far side, close to him, their faces still pale, their eyes still wide. They were talking to him—asking questions, perhaps, or just filling the silence with words. Harry replied as he rested on the pillows, his answers short but present.
Margaret kept her hand on his shoulder. Assurance for both of them. Harry did not pull away. He was comfortable.
Kreacher returned with a glass of yellow milk. The liquid was warm, steam rising from its surface. The smell of turmeric and cinnamon and honey filled the air—warm, comforting, familiar.
Margaret took the glass from Kreacher and dismissed him with a nod.
"Harry," she said, "this is turmeric milk. It helps with healing. It is slightly spiced—cinnamon and black pepper—and I have asked for honey to make it sweet. As you like."
Harry got up at once, shifting on the pillows, sitting straighter.
He would have easily refused this if it had been anyone else. But not Margaret. Her concern was always too motherly for Harry to refuse. That was not something, he ever had in any of his injuries. Not through his muggle life or his magic life.
Margaret held the glass to Harry's lips. She did not let him hold it. She did not even let him drink it himself. She tilted the glass carefully, watching his throat move as he swallowed, making sure he did not choke.
Harry did not mind. He let her fuss over him as much as she wanted. It only made him feel better.
The milk was warm. Sweet. The honey was generous, the spices subtle. It coated his throat, settled in his stomach, spread warmth through his chest.
He finished it. The entire glass. Without leaving anything.
Margaret set the glass aside and took a soft cloth from the bedside table. She wiped his mouth carefully—his upper lip, his chin, the corners of his mouth.
"Thank you, Margaret," Harry said.
"There is no need to thank me, Harry."
She looked like she meant it. Harry knew she did not do it for show. But he wanted to thank her anyway.
Margaret put her hand on his hair, pushing it away from his face. Her fingers lingered, soft and gentle. "You have been very brave today, Harry," she said.
She wanted to say more. To talk about how dangerous it had been, how scared she had been, how he should never do anything like that again.
But a voice spoke from the door. Loud. Clear.
"And extremely stupid as well. Add that, Margaret."
All heads turned. Sirius stood in the doorway.
Harry had been basking in the warmth of Margaret's attention. He had not registered Sirius's approach, had not heard his footsteps, had not felt the shift in the air. He had no idea, how long he had been standing there.
But now he saw him.
Sirius's body was entirely straight—not his regular casual stance, not the easy slouch he wore around the house. His shoulders were back, his chin lifted, his grey eyes cold. His hands hung at his sides, but they were clenched into fists.
Margaret turned. She was still sitting next to Harry. She did not get up.
Ron and Hermione straightened. Their spines went rigid. Their eyes widened. All three kids faced Sirius now. Harry knew what was coming. But knowing did not make him want to face it.
Sirius walked into the room and stood at the foot of the bed. His feet were planted on the carpet, his weight distributed, his stance wide. He looked like a soldier. He looked like a judge.
"Now," he said. His voice was low, controlled, but there was heat beneath it. "Which one of you will do me the favor of explaining what you were doing on the sixth floor after I specifically told you otherwise?"
Silence. No one answered.
Hermione's lips pressed together. Ron's ears turned pink. Harry stared at the duvet. The silence stretched. Thick. Suffocating.
Sirius's face was tight. His jaw was set. His anger was boiling beneath the surface, and the lack of response made it worse.
He faced Harry directly. "Harry," he said. "Answer me. Now."
Harry looked up. He could not see Sirius's expression clearly—his glasses were gone—but he felt the weight of his gaze. The intensity.
"We were on the fifth floor," Harry said. His voice was steady, but his hands were trembling. "And then Crookshanks ran to the sixth floor with a mouse. He could have been hurt. So we ran after him."
He stopped. He waited for Sirius's reaction.
Sirius's voice was barely concealed anger. "And what hat about you? Are you almighty? Would you not have been hurt? Or did you think yourself invincible?"
Harry stopped. He knew Sirius was right. He knew they had made a mistake.
"Why did you not come to me?" Sirius demanded.
Harry's voice was small. "You were working. You said not to—"
Sirius did not let him finish.
"I WAS WORKING!" he shouted. "I WAS NOT DEAD!"
All of them flinched. Ron's shoulders hunched. Hermione's hand flew to her mouth. Harry gripped Margaret's hand on instinct, his fingers digging into her skin.
Sirius's voice echoed off the walls.
"Do you think of me as some kind of control freak who wants to regulate your every move? I asked for ONE thing. Only one."
He looked between all of them. His grey eyes blazed.
"DON'T GO TO THE SIXTH FLOOR. IT IS NOT SAFE."
"How difficult is that to understand?" He spread his arms.
The kids were silent. They looked at Sirius, or at each other, or at the floor. None of them spoke.
Sirius turned to Ron first. "You have grown up in the magical world. Do you not know how dangerous family heirlooms can be? You should have guided them both."
Ron said nothing. His ears were scarlet. His hands were clenched at his sides. Harry knew—Ron had tried to stop him. It was Harry who had marched straight into danger, who had refused to listen, who had acted first and thought later.
But Ron did not say that. He simply stood there, taking the weight of Sirius's anger.
Sirius turned to Hermione. "Hermione, your parents trusted me, for you to come here. They let you stay in my house, under my watch." His voice was sharp. "What if you had been hurt?"
Hermione said nothing. Her eyes were bright, but she did not cry.
Sirius turned to Harry. "And you." His voice dropped. "You know what would have happened, Harry. If any of the kids had been subjected to dark magic in my house, under my watch—"
His hand shook as he spoke.
"I would have been arrested. Put back in Azkaban."
The words hit Harry like physical blows. His heart stopped. His breath caught.
Sirius arrested. Because of his stupid ego, his reckless choices. All of Sirius's life taken away at once. Sent back to the dementors. To the cold. To the darkness. And Harry alone, all over again.
Harry felt tears forming in his eyes. "Sirius," he said slowly, "I did not think it would—"
"You did not think, Harry." Sirius's voice was cold. "That is the whole point. Only if you had used your brain first before marching off to it."
Harry fell silent.
Sirius was shouting at him. He had heard Sirius shout before—at Aunt Petunia, at Dumbledore, at Walburga's portrait. Always in Harry's defense. Never at him. Always in his care. Never against him.
Harry had never thought he would be on the receiving end of this anger. He never wanted to. He had known it would be painful. But the reality was worse than anything he had imagined.
He said nothing. He could not. The grip on Margaret's hand tightened involuntarily.
Sirius continued. "The world might call you a savior. You are not one, Harry. Not in this house. Not under my presence."
Harry raised his face to meet Sirius's. His vision blurred—with tears or with the lack of glasses, he could not tell.
Sirius shouted again, "You had better keep that in mind."
Margaret had been listening.
She knew Sirius was scared. He had been maintaining his calm exterior through the rescue, through the healer's visit, through the first few minutes of this confrontation. But she had known it would not last. Sirius would lose his cool. His fear—of losing Harry, of breaking his promise to keep him safe, of failing James and Lily all over again—would come out as anger.
And it had.
But she also knew that Harry was scared. It was never easy to be on the receiving end of someone's anger. Especially when it came from your favorite person. The voice that had only spoken words of love and encouragement to you, shouting at you, blaming you.
Harry's hold on Margaret's hand was strong. She could feel his pulse racing through his fingers.
She knew she had to interfere. She did not know if she had the authority. She was not his mother—not legally, not biologically. She had not earned the right to step between them.
But she could not just watch.
"Sirius," she said. Her voice was as loving as she could make it. "Enough. Your emotions are getting the better of you. Stop. Please."
Sirius's eyes flashed. For a moment, he looked like he would snap at her—say something absolutely horrible, something he would regret.
Then her words registered.
He knew. She was right.
The anger that was boiling inside him, ready to spill out onto Harry—it was not fair. It was not right. Harry was already hurt. Harry was already shaken. Harry had already been through enough.
Sirius stopped.
He turned away. His hands went to his hips. He took a breath. Then another.
"I cannot deal with this shit," he said. More to himself than to anyone else. But his voice rang through the room, his anger not registering his volume.
He did not look at Harry's face. Did not see the tears that Harry was blinking back. Did not see the hurt in his green eyes.
He left.
The door did not slam. It clicked shut softly, as if the house itself was trying to soften the blow.
But the blow landed anyway.
Margaret turned to Harry.
He was watching the space where his godfather had stood just moments ago. The space where Sirius had shouted at him. Broken his heart.
Margaret placed her hand around his shoulder, pulling him gently toward her. "Harry," she said. "He did not mean it. He is stressed."
Harry's reply was sharp. "I think he meant it. He always wanted to say it, and now he got his chance."
To anyone else, he might have sounded angry. But Margaret heard the hurt beneath the words. Clear and evident. Both Harry and Sirius were so similar in that regard. Hiding their true feelings and yet failing miserably at it.
Margaret moved her hand from his shoulder to his face. She turned him toward her, her palm resting on his chin, her thumb on his cheek. Letting him know. She saw him. "Harry," she said softly.
"He said I cannot deal with this shit." Harry's voice cracked. "So I am shit for him now. And he left."
He sounded so much like a child. A small, hurt child.
Margaret's heart broke.
"You and I both know that is not true," she said. "He loves you the most in the world. He was scared, Harry."
Harry was still for a moment. A long line of tear escaped his eye finally after pooling there for long moments, sliding down his cheek. Margaret wiped it away.
"I wanted to apologize," Harry said. His voice was thick. "I know it was stupid. He did not give me a chance."
Margaret nodded, listening. Her eyes welled up too.
"I wanted to talk to him after this morning, like you said," Harry continued. "But he does not want me. Now."
Margaret spoke immediately. "No, Harry. There is nothing like that. He wants to talk to you. Very much."
Harry shook his head. Not convinced.
Margaret knew. They both needed space. Harry had been through an ordeal. He needed to rest. She made him face her again, her hands on either side of his head.
"Listen to me, Harry. Sirius loves you very much. Yes, he is upset. Yes, he got angry. That is because he was scared."
Harry's voice was small. "I was scared too. Sirius helped me. I wanted to talk to him. He left."
Fresh tears rolled down Margaret's cheeks and Harry's.
"He did not leave," she said. "He will come back. He will talk to you. Let his anger calm down. He will never leave you. Alright?"
Harry did not say anything.
And then Margaret felt something.
A surge of magic. It ran through the house—not visible, not audible, but unmistakable to her senses. A wave of power, dark and wild, that pressed against her skin and made the hair on her arms stand up.
Panic rose in her chest. What is he doing?
She looked around. The kids had not felt it. They were absorbed in their emotions, in the aftermath of the argument.
Margaret was grateful. She turned back to Harry.
"Harry," she said, her voice steady despite the fear clawing at her insides. "Why don't you rest for a bit? And then Sirius and you can talk."
Harry did not argue. He laid back on the pillows, his body heavy, his eyes heavy. His hand still held Margaret's.
She helped adjust the pillows behind him, propping him up so he could breathe easily.
Harry's grip tightened on her hand. "Are you leaving too?" he asked.
Margaret was caught between two impossible choices. She did not want to leave Harry alone—not now, not when he was hurting, not when he needed someone to stay.
But she knew Sirius. She knew what he was capable of when his emotions got the better of him. He would end up hurting himself. Really hurting himself.
She had to go. "Harry," she said, "I will just go and check on Sirius. I will be back soon. With him."
Harry did not want to let her go. It was good having her around—especially when Sirius had left. But he knew she had to go. And who was he to demand anything from her anyway? Just because she was kind, doesn't mean Harry has any right on her.
He let go of her hand.
Margaret placed her hand in his hair, her fingers threading through the dark tangles.
"Everything is fine, Harry," she said. "Alright?"
Harry wanted to believe her. But something inside him—some small, frightened voice—told him that nothing was fine.
Margaret turned to Ron and Hermione. They were still standing by the bed, still pale, still stunned.
"Be with Harry," she said. "Both of you. Call Kreacher if you need anything."
They nodded. Too stunned to speak.
Margaret looked at Harry one more time. He was watching her, his green eyes dim.
Then she got up and left to find Sirius.
The door closed behind her.
Chapter Text
The door closed behind Margaret.
The room exhaled—not with relief, but with the heavy, oppressive weight of everything left unsaid. The air was thick, thick as guilt, thick as fear, thick as the silence that now pressed against the walls.
Harry lay on the bed, propped against the pillows, his body still sore, his ankle already feeling better but his chest tight with something else. The tears had dried on his cheeks, but the tracks remained. His hand rested on the duvet, empty now—Margaret had taken her warmth with her.
Ron and Hermione stood at the foot of the bed. They had not moved from their spots. Ron's hands were shoved deep into his pockets, his shoulders hunched. Hermione's fingers were clasped in front of her, twisting, untwisting, twisting again.
No one spoke.
The silence was not the comfortable kind—the kind that comes from years of friendship, from knowing each other so well that words are unnecessary. This was the silence of people who had too much to say and no idea how to say it.
The weight of the one-sided conversation pressing on them all. The shouting and anger from Sirius, directed at them. The apologies and explanations that Sirius had not stopped to hear.
Harry was not the only one who had never expected Sirius to lose his cool on the kids. Ron and Hermione, in the few days they had been in Grimmauld Place, had been convinced that if there was a lenient, fun, cool guardian, it was Sirius. He made jokes. He pulled out chairs. He made tea. He asked about their days. He encouraged them on everything.
They had not seen this side of him, never expected it to exist as well. The sharp voice. The cold eyes. The unfriendly stance. The fury that radiated from him like heat from a furnace.
Harry remained resting on the pillows. His body was still, but his mind would not rest. It raced—through the dark of the cell, through the sound of Sirius's voice calling his name, through the look on Sirius's face when he had shouted.
Does Sirius hate me now? Is he done with me? Was this dream of a family finally over? Was my mistake so big?
So many questions crawling in his head with no answers like headless chicken.
His mind wanted only one thing. Sirius. That much was clear.
But not why. Was Harry angry? Hurt? Lonely? Or perhaps just stupid?
It always happened with Sirius. Harry always became such a baby when it came to his godfather. The man who had not even existed for him until a few months ago. The man who had turned his world upside down. The man who had made him feel safe and then, in a single moment, made him feel small.
Ron spoke first.
His voice was low, trying for a casual tone and failing miserably. The words came out rough, almost tentative, as if he was testing the waters.
"Blimey," he said. "Sirius can shout. The newspapers were right about the temper."
He looked between Harry and Hermione, his blue eyes wide, his freckles standing out against his pale skin.
Hermione chided him immediately. "Ron, stop it."
But the damage was done.
Harry sat up at once. The movement made his shoulder twinge—the bandaged one, the deep cut—but he ignored it. His green eyes—blurry, but still sharp enough to find Ron's face—narrowed.
Ron's words had landed. It was right, wasn't it? The same temper that Sirius was famous for, that the newspapers had printed photographs of, that had been described in articles about the Black family madness—had been unleashed on Harry.
"Don't stop him, Hermione," Harry said. His voice was sharp. "He is right. Sirius did shout at us. Or just me."
Hermione shot Ron a look—a look that said why can't you just shut up? Look, Harry is back at it.
Ron shrugged. He genuinely did not seem to know what he had done wrong. His hands came out of his pockets, spread wide, a gesture of helplessness.
Hermione shook her head violently. Her bushy hair flew around her face like a lion's mane, wild and untamed.
"Harry," she said, her voice firm but not unkind, "Sirius was right. We knew that floor had dark artifacts. He had clearly warned against going there. You and I could have been seriously hurt. I mean, I did not like facing his anger, but he was not wrong."
Harry knew it very well. He knew that even when he had chosen to go to the sixth floor—when he had marched ahead, ignoring Ron's warning—he had been wrong. He had let his pride, his need to be the one in charge, his stupid ego, lead him into danger.
But knowing did not make it easier to hear.
"He called me stupid," Harry said. His voice was defensive, rising. "He said I think of myself as a savior. He does not care about me."
Hermione's face softened. She stepped closer to the bed, her hand reaching out as if to touch his arm, then stopping.
"No, Harry," she said. "Mrs. Black was right. Sirius was really scared. I don't think he meant any of it."
Harry shook his head. Not ready to listen to anything else but what his own dark thoughts told him.
Hermione continued, "And you know—he knew you were hurt, even before we reached him."
Harry's brow furrowed. The confusion overrode the anger, just for a moment. "What do you mean?"
Hermione sat on the edge of the bed, close to Harry, her body angled toward him.
"After the hand captured you," she said, "Ron and I just stared at it. We did not know what to do. We could not move. We could not think. And then Ron said he would wait, and I should go and get Sirius."
Harry listened. His eyes were fixed on Hermione's face, though he could not see her clearly.
"I ran very fast," Hermione continued. "I had only reached the landing for the fourth floor when Sirius was running up the stairs. He was on his way already. He knew we were on the sixth floor and that something was wrong. He came running like a ghost, not a human."
Ron nodded, chiming in. "Yeah, mate. And he was on it within moments of arriving. Did not spend a second on anything else. All his attention was on you. Even while working through that complex magic, decoding the runes, breaking down the structure."
Hermione spoke again. "Yes, Harry. Did you talk to him? Because we did not hear anything from your end. We were standing very close. Only that Sirius was replying to you. He heard you. We did not."
Harry was taken aback. In the chaos of the rescue, he had not paid attention. But how had Sirius reached him so fast? How had he known where to go? How had he heard Harry's voice through the dark and the stone and the layers of ancient magic?
"Yeah," Harry said slowly. "I was talking. I mean, I was mumbling in the dark. I was not even sure how he heard me."
Ron and Hermione nodded.
Only Sirius could answer that. And he was not here. Because he had left after getting upset at Harry.
Hermione spoke first.
"I am so sorry, Harry." Her voice cracked. "If I had not gone after Crookshanks, you would not have followed me. This is my fault. I am so sorry."
Her eyes glistened. Her lower lip trembled.
Harry spoke immediately. "No. It is not your fault, Hermione. Ron told me not to go. I should have listened to him."
He looked at Ron. Ron looked at him. The anger that had been simmering between them since the chess match, the stupid fight over Aurora and Sirius and nothing at all—it drained away. Disappeared. As if it had never been.
"Yeah, mate," Ron said. "You both should listen to me more often."
Harry and Hermione looked at each other. Then at Ron's smug expression—his eyebrows raised, his mouth curved in a self-satisfied grin.
And they all smiled.
The dark. The anger. The fear. They did not disappear—not entirely—but they faded. Just a little. Just enough. The friendship that had carried them through basilisks and dementors and Dark Lords had made it possible.
They sat in comfortable silence for a while.
Harry's mind was still racing, but the presence of his friends—their warmth, their solidity—grounded him.
Hermione spoke again. Her voice was careful, measured, as if she was handling something fragile.
"Harry," she said. "Do you want to talk to Sirius?"
Harry looked at her. Thoughtful. Not sure.
"I do not even know what to say," he said.
Ron leaned against the bedpost. "Do not tell him what you told us. That Aurora is a brat."
Harry would never. He knew that was not something Sirius would want to hear. Sirius loved Aurora too much. Calling her a brat to his face would only make things worse. Harry and Sirius already had problems. He did not wish to push him away any more than already had happened.
Hermione's voice was gentle. "Maybe you could tell him that you were jealous of Aurora. That is why you got upset."
Harry spoke defensively, too quickly. "I am not jealous of her."
Ron and Hermione exchanged a look. The kind of look that said we know better, but we will not say it.
Ron's voice was almost sarcastic. "Then what is it about?"
Harry's jaw tightened. "I was upset with Sirius."
"For what?"
"Because he ignored me."
Ron stared at him. His expression shifted—confusion, then disbelief, then something that looked almost like exasperation.
"You are mental," Ron said.
Harry's voice rose. "Why?"
"That man plans all his day around you," Ron said, his voice rising to match Harry's. "And you think he ignores you? My dad never gave all of us that much time, forget about just me. Do you want him to carry you around like a watch?"
Harry opened his mouth to shout—to defend himself, to argue, to let the anger take over again.
Hermione spoke first. "Both of you, stop it. No more fighting. Please."
Her voice was sharp. Commanding. The voice she used when she was about to hex someone.
Ron and Harry fell silent.
She turned to Harry. Her voice softened.
"Harry, Ron is right, though. Sirius does spend so much time with you. And he is always checking on you—what you need, how you are doing. I do not think he is ignoring you."
Harry considered this. Silent.
Ron added trying very hard to be the good friend, "Yeah, mate. All the time he is in the house, either he is with you or he is looking at you."
Harry considered this.
He sat back against the pillows. His body sank into the softness. His eyes drifted to the ceiling, to the chandelier that caught the light and scattered it into tiny rainbows.
Was it really true? he asked himself. Was he being stupid about Aurora? If Ron & Hermione can see it, it must be true.
Ron and Hermione watched him. They did not speak. They let him run down his memory, let him sift through the past weeks, let him find the evidence himself.
Sirius had spent the first week practically glued to Harry's side. At home, recovering, he had been there for every meal, every conversation, every quiet moment. He had taught Harry how to sit at a table and eat meals properly after noticing Harry struggle the first dinner, had watched him fly, had told him all kinds of embarrassing stories to ease Harry.
And then, when he had started going back to work—to the estate, to the Wizengamot, to the endless meetings that seemed to drain the life from him—he had still come home. He had still found Harry. Always. He had asked about his day, about his friends, about the Quidditch practice. He got him a pool and taught him swimming after Harry told him once, that he can't and he would like to. He had listened. He had cared.
He had always tried to tell Harry—come to me, talk to me, whatever you need, whenever you want.
Harry rarely made good on that offer.
Maybe he should have. Maybe he could now.
Harry sat up straighter. His movements were still slow, still careful, but there was purpose in them now.
"I need to go to Sirius," he said.
Hermione's eyes widened. "Harry, you should rest. The healer said—"
"No." Harry swung his legs over the side of the bed. His bare feet touched the cold floor. "I need to talk to him. Now."
Ron's voice was hesitant. "You do not have your glasses, mate. Can you even see?"
Harry stopped. He blinked. The world was a blur—the window, the door, the faces of his friends. Without his glasses, he was practically blind.
He could not go to Sirius like this. He called out. "Kreacher."
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Margaret left Harry's room pretending that everything was under control.
Her footsteps were measured, her back straight, her face composed. She had learned, over decades, how to wear a mask. How to smile when she wanted to scream. How to walk calmly when her heart was racing. How to appear steady when the world was crumbling around her.
But her mind was anything but steady.
She had already asked the French elves to take Aurora to her room as soon as she had learned about Harry and the dark artifact. Aurora would not be made an audience to this. She was far too young, too innocent. Margaret could at least protect her now, even if she had failed to protect Harry.
The thought cut deep.
Failed to protect Harry. The words echoed in her skull, sharp and accusing. She had been in the house. She had known the children were exploring. She had not warned them enough, not watched them closely enough, not been there when it mattered.
She was stressed about Harry. He was suffering—physically, yes, but more than that, emotionally. The hurt in his eyes when Sirius had shouted, the way his voice had cracked when he said he left—it was still fresh in her mind.
Harry needs love and care, she thought. Sirius really needs to sit down and talk to him. Because he is the only one who can reach that boy, the only one who can break through the walls that Harry had built around himself.
But where was Sirius? What was he doing? What was that surge of magic she had felt—the wave of power that had run through the house, dark and wild, pressing against her skin?
She had made her way halfway through the corridors, heading for the stairs, when she saw him.
Sirius was coming down the stairs.
His face was an image of fury. His grey eyes were dark, stormy, his jaw clenched so tight that the muscles stood out like cords. His wand was drawn—not raised, not pointed, but held in his hand like a weapon, white-knuckled and ready. His breathing was fast, his chest rising and falling in sharp, jagged movements.
He looked like a man half drunk on aggression and half consumed by hatred.
Margaret ran the rest of the way.
The corridor was long, the carpet soft beneath her feet, but she moved fast—her robes billowing behind her, her hair escaping from its pins. She reached him just as he stepped onto the landing.
He did not acknowledge her. Did not even look at her.
Margaret did not let that get to her. She had been married to him long enough to know that his silences were not rejections—they were defenses. Walls he threw up when he was too raw to let anyone in.
"Sirius," she said. Her voice was calm, measured. "Where were you?"
He did not reply. He kept going down the stairs. Not running—not the wild, desperate pace of the rescue—but not slow either. Somewhere in between. A descent that was deliberate, purposeful, dangerous.
Margaret followed him. She placed her hand on his lower back, her fingers pressing gently against the fabric of his shirt.
"Baby," she said. "Please listen to me."
She tried again.
Sirius stopped this time. He did not turn around, but his body went still—rigid, tense, like a coil wound too tight.
His voice was rough. "What?"
Margaret kept her hand on his back. She could feel the tension in his muscles, the heat radiating from his skin.
"What was the magic I felt?" she asked. "The surge in the house?"
Sirius looked at her—just a glance, a flicker of his grey eyes—and then turned back. He started walking again.
"I sealed the entire sixth floor," he said. His voice was flat, cold. "No one can go there. No bird, no cat, and no child of mine. No one who can be hurt." He paused. "Not even you."
Margaret should have guessed. She felt the tension in her shoulders ease, just a little. She had been imagining something terrible—a curse, a retaliation, some dark magic that would make everything worse. But it was the right thing to do. The kids did not always follow instructions to stay away. They had both learned that now. The hard way.
Sirius had already started walking again. He was ahead of her, his long legs eating up the distance, his shoulders still rigid.
Margaret hurried down the stairs and reached him.
"Where are you going?" she asked.
Sirius stopped. They had both reached the ground floor now. The hallway stretched before them, dark and empty, the portraits watching with painted eyes.
He fully turned to her. She looked at him.
The rage on his face was not unknown to her. She had seen it once before—in his wanted picture on the newspaper, the one that had been printed during the manhunt. The photo had moved, endlessly looped, showing Sirius laughing, then snarling, then laughing again. She had looked at that picture and felt nothing but fear.
But this was different. This was real. This was the same eyes burning with something dark. Something that said, 'I am not the man you would like to cross.'
"I am going to burn the old hag's portrait," he said. His voice dripped with venom. "Even her after-death-portrait-life does not deserve a place in my home."
Margaret felt a surge of anxiety. The portrait was fixed with a very strong permanent sticking charm. Sirius would no doubt try every possible way to pull it down, to burn it, to destroy it. And when he failed—or worse, when he succeeded—the rage would only grow. The situation was already bad. Harry was scared, somewhere dealing with the aftermath of a traumatic experience. Sirius himself had not been okay for a few days. Not since the cottage in France. Not since the nightmares had started again.
She tried to hold his hand. He pulled away.
Margaret did not let it affect her. She had learned—had trained herself—not to take his withdrawals personally.
"Baby," she said slowly. Her voice was almost pleading. "Please look at me."
It had an effect on him.
Sirius looked at her. His grey eyes were wild, but beneath the fury, she saw it. The fear. The guilt that was eating him alive.
"Don't do it," she said. "Let the portrait be."
"No." His voice was hard. "That horrid bitch has to go. It is because of her that this has all happened."
Margaret nodded. "I agree with you. Completely. I do. But she is not important now." She paused. "Harry is."
The mention of his godson did it.
Margaret watched as the aggression in his eyes faded, replaced by a sharp, piercing hurt. His shoulders dropped, just slightly. His wand hand lowered.
She cupped his face. Her palms were warm against his cold cheeks.
"Please," she said. "Stop hurting yourself so much."
Sirius's voice was rough. "I want to hurt her. She deserves it."
"Yes," Margaret said. "It is true. But this will not help Harry. Sirius, you love him too much to let him be subject to this situation, especially when he is so vulnerable." She held his gaze. "Don't do it."
Sirius dropped his plan at once.
He lowered his wand. The fire in his eyes dimmed, then died. Harry's concern was so loud in Sirius's chest—so overwhelming, so all-consuming—that it was the only thing that could reach him in such despair.
His face became flat. Unreadable. His eyes grew distant, as if he was no longer in the corridor, no longer in the house, but somewhere else. With Harry. In his room. Or perhaps still in that dark cell, listening to Harry's voice, pulling him out.
Margaret, still cupping his cheeks, took his hand. This time, he let her.
She pulled him into the study, and he followed. Silently.
The study was a mess, just as Sirius had left it. A pool of papers lying, ink dripping from them. The curtains were drawn, the fire had died, the only light coming from a single lamp on the desk. Shadows pooled in the corners, thick and heavy.
Margaret did not bother to close the door.
She led Sirius to a chair—the leather one, worn and comfortable, not the one he usually sat in when he was working—and pushed him gently into it. He sank down, his body heavy, his limbs loose.
She poured a glass of water from the decanter on the sideboard. The crystal was cool in her hands, the water clear. She held it out to him.
Sirius looked at it. He made no move to take it. His eyes were fixed on something—the wall, perhaps, or the floor, or nothing at all. His breathing was still uneven. His face was utterly unreadable.
He pushed the glass away.
Margaret did not withdraw. She held it steady.
"Baby," she said. "Please drink it. Please."
Her voice was soft. Desperate. She did not care.
Sirius looked at her. Into her eyes. The blue ones. The ones that held concern, love, patience. The ones that had never looked at him with judgment or disgust.
Genuine love was always his shortcoming. He had never known how to resist it.
He took the glass. He drank. He did not set it down—he kept holding it, his fingers wrapped around the crystal, as if it were an anchor.
Margaret pulled another chair close to him. She sat on the edge, facing him. Her knees brushed his. Her hands rested on his knees.
She observed him.
The set of his jaw—still tight, but less so. His breathing—still uneven, but slowing. The mask on his face—still unreadable, but she could see the cracks now, the places where the pain was seeping through.
She had no idea what to do. What could trigger him further. What could calm him. But she had to try. She could not let him spiral.
"Sirius," she said carefully. Each word measured, chosen with care. Saying nothing that would make it worse—though she could not predict what would. She had failed to read him. "Listen to me, please. Today was unfortunate. But now, everything is fine."
His jaw tightened. His voice was high, strained. "That does not take away from the fact that it happened, Margaret. And it was only a thin line between Harry being alive and—"
He could not finish.
His fist clenched. He shot up from the chair, he threw the glass. It flew across the room and shattered against the wall. Crystal shards scattered across the carpet, glinting in the dim light.
Margaret tensed. Her body went rigid.
Sirius began to pace.
Back and forth. Back and forth. Like an animal in a cage, like a man who could not outrun his own thoughts. His hands were fists at his sides. His wand was still in his right hand, forgotten.
Margaret watched from her chair. Frozen.
"I told you, didn't I?" His words came out rapid, tumbling, agitated. "What a danger I am. You saw the proof today. Harry in a cell because of me. My family."
She did not interrupt.
He threw a stack of books from the desk. They hit the wall—thud, thud, thud—and fell to the floor, pages crumpled, spines cracked.
"Margaret, did you see how small and suffocating the cell was?" His voice cracked. "How my child would have suffered in there? Alone? In the dark?"
A tear rolled down his cheek. He did not wipe it away.
"And the only reason he survived," he continued, his voice bitter, "was because his aunt left him malnourished. Because he is so small and thin. He survived an evil because of another evil he had incurred."
Margaret had not seen the cell. She had not seen Harry trapped, had not seen the darkness press against him. But Sirius had. He had been in front of the hole the whole time. He had been the one to pull Harry out. Entirely on his own.
Sirius was pacing again. His hands were fists. His voice rose.
"AND BOTH OF IT HAPPENED TO HIM, BECAUSE OF ME!"
His voice was thunder. And then he punched the wall.
The sound was sickening—a crack of knuckles against plaster, a grunt of pain that was almost satisfying to him. The wall dented. His hand bled.
Margaret flinched. Her hand rose to her face. She stood up at once, ready to go to him, to tend to his hand, to stop him from hurting himself furthe
He raised his hand.
"DON'T."
She stopped. Her feet rooted to the floor. Her hands fell to her sides.
Tears rolled down her cheeks. Seeing him like this—so raw, so broken, so certain of his own ugliness—was unbearable.
Sirius's voice dropped. He was not pacing anymore. He was standing still, his hand bleeding, his chest heaving.
"I don't deserve him," he said. "I can't even keep him safe. I can't keep him happy. I do everything wrong."
His voice fell to a low whisper.
"I sent him to death's door."
Margaret could not stay silent. It was all getting too much for her, and for him.
"Sirius," she said, her voice thick, "it was not your fault. It was a mistake. Just a mistake."
His voice rose again. "It was MY fault. Just MINE."
Margaret did not back down. "Sirius, children are naturally curious. It should not have happened, but you cannot blame yourself."
Sirius picked up an hourglass from the desk—a delicate thing, its brass frame warm, its sand white. He threw it. It shattered against the wall, sand spraying across the carpet like fine snow.
"Harry would never have done it if James was alive," he said bitterly.
Margaret's heart stopped.
His guilt was back. He was going back to the same cycle—the one that had consumed him in the dark of the night, the one that had made him cry in her arms, the one that told him he was not worthy of love.
She kept her voice calm. Reasonable. Trying to pry him away from it. "Sirius, you were a rule-breaking teenager too. You can understand this. This was an unfortunate accident."
Sirius shouted. "Yes! That is why I understand! We were stupid, rule-breaking, arrogant berks. But we NEVER—NEVER disobeyed Monty. If he said don't touch something, James and I followed it to the T. You know why? Because we respected him. Because we trusted his word."
He took long, shuddering breaths, trying to calm himself.
"Even kids like us—spoiled rotten ones—never went against anything he said."
His voice dropped. It was low now. Hollow. He laughed—a bitter, broken sound that scared Margaret more than his anger ever had.
"Guess I answered myself now. I have not earned Harry's respect. Nor his trust. Certainly not his love."
Tears welled in his eyes. In hers.
"Sirius," she said, her voice thick, "please do not do that to yourself. It is not true."
"It IS true, Margaret." His voice broke. "It is true. How will I ever face Monty and Effie? They took me in. A homeless, penniless, disgrace of a boy. Hated and dropped by his own family. Gave him a roof, welcomed him to their family, provided for him. And this is how I paid them back. I killed their son and daughter-in-law."
He took a breath.
"And now their grandson."
He looked defeated. Broken. He believed it—in his heart and in his soul. He blamed himself, too much and too harshly.
Margaret's voice rose. "Stop it, Sirius. STOP IT."
His voice rose like thunder, filling the room. "THEY ALL HATE ME! AND SO DOES HARRY!"
Margaret's heart broke.
Before she could move—before she could run to him, gather him in her arms, tell him how wrong he was—another voice rose from the hallway.
Sharp. Pained. Unmistakable.
Harry.
"I THINK IT'S YOU WHO HATES US."
Margaret turned her head so fast her neck cracked.
Harry was standing at the door.
His body was rigid with anger. Every line of him was tight—his shoulders, his jaw, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. He was leaning against the frame, one hand braced against the wood, his body trembling with the effort of standing upright. His bare feet were pale against the dark floor, the toes curled, the arches tense.
His hair was a wild mess—damp, tangled, sticking up in every direction. The bandage on his shoulder was visible through the collar of his shirt. His face was pale, too pale, with dark circles beneath his eyes and a flush of red on his cheeks.
And his eyes.
Those green eyes. Lily's eyes. The eyes that had looked at Sirius with trust and love since the moment they met—since the Shrieking Shack, since the truth had come out, since Sirius had promised him a home—were red-rimmed and swollen. They were burning with something that looked like fury but felt, to anyone who looked closely, like heartbreak.
He had no glasses. The world was a blur of shadows and shapes. But he knew Sirius. He would always know Sirius. Even now. Even like this.
Sirius froze.
His hand was still raised—the hand he had used to punch the wall, the knuckles split and bleeding, the blood dripping onto the carpet in slow, dark drops. His chest was heaving. His face was wet with tears he had not bothered to wipe away.
He stared at Harry.
Harry stared back.
The room was silent. The shattered glass, the scattered books, the spilled sand, the overturned hourglass—all of it seemed to disappear. There was only the two of them. Godfather and godson. Both broken. Both bleeding. Both drowning in words they could not take back.
Margaret stood between them, her body angled toward Sirius, her hands still raised as if she had been reaching for him. Her face was pale, her eyes wide. Tears streamed down her cheeks.
She looked at Harry. Then at Sirius. Then back at Harry.
"Harry," she said. Her voice was soft, pleading. "You should not be out of bed. You need to rest. Please—"
"No." Harry's voice was hard. Flat. Final. "I am done resting."
He pushed off from the doorframe and walked into the room.
His steps were unsteady. His ankle was still healing, still wrapped in bandages, still tender. His body was still weak from the ordeal, from the potions, from the emotional exhaustion that had been building for days. But he did not stop. He walked until he was standing in front of Sirius.
"You want to know who hates whom?" Harry's voice rose. "Let us talk about it. Right now."
Sirius's face shifted.
The grief, the guilt, the self-loathing—they did not disappear. They were still there, etched into the lines around his mouth, the furrow between his brows, the hollows beneath his eyes. But something else rose to meet them. Something harder. Something sharper.
He dropped his hand. The bleeding knuckles hung at his side. Blood dripped from his fingers onto the carpet.
"Fine," he said. His voice was low, controlled. "Let us talk."
Margaret stepped between them. Her hands went to Sirius's chest, pressing gently, trying to push him back, trying to create space.
"Please," she said. "Both of you. This is not—"
Harry did not look at her. His eyes were fixed on Sirius.
"You want to know what I think?" Harry said. His voice was shaking—with anger, with pain, with exhaustion. "I think you have been waiting for this. For an excuse to shout at me. To tell me what you really think."
Sirius's eyes narrowed. "What I really think?"
"That I am a burden." Harry's voice cracked. "That I am stupid. That I am not worth the trouble."
He took a breath. His hands were shaking.
"You said it yourself. I am not a savior. I am not special. I am just—" He stopped. Swallowed. The word came out like a blade. "I am just the responsibility your dead best friend dumped on you."
The words hung in the air.
Poisonous. Unforgivable.
Sirius went still. His whole body went still—the kind of stillness that came before an explosion, before a collapse, before something broke beyond repair.
Margaret felt the words too. Even though they were not directed at her. They froze her blood.
Sirius's face drained of color. It went gray, the way it had been when he was recovering from the ritual, when he had been hovering between life and death. His grey eyes—those grey eyes that had looked at Harry with so much love, so much pride, so much hope—went dark.
"What did you say?"
Harry's chin lifted. His jaw was tight. His hands were clenched into fists at his sides.
"You heard me."
Sirius's voice rose. It was loud, raw, torn from somewhere deep. "You DARE speak such words."
Harry did not back down. His voice rose to match Sirius's.
"So now I disappoint you with my words as well? Not just my actions?"
They looked at each other. Godfather and godson. The fire between them could have burned anyone else who dared to step close.
Harry continued. His voice was steady now, though it trembled at the edges.
"I always knew it. I was nothing but a way to cure your guilt. I mean nothing to you—more than my grandparents, more than my parents. I am just an image of the dead."
Sirius's face went pale. Completely pale. It was as if Harry had cast the Cruciatus Curse on him. Even that would have been less painful.
Harry continued. There were no tears in his eyes now. No fear. Only anger. Naked, burning anger—all of it directed at his favorite person. His godfather.
"I am not as good as you were to my grandfather," Harry said. "But guess what? You are not the same to me, either."
Sirius's voice was rough. "What do you mean?"
Harry's words came fast, sharp, cutting. "You are just like Aunt Petunia. I make one mistake, and all your love for me is lost. Your anger is burning at me like I committed a murder."
Sirius shouted. "You do not understand! It is not about you!"
Harry shouted back, his voice cracking. "How can it be about me? Because you make everything about YOU!"
Sirius watched him. His mouth opened, but no words came. For once in his life, the man who always had a quip, a retort, a clever deflection—had nothing.
Harry's voice dropped. It was not softer. It was harder. Flatter.
"I grew up all alone," he said. "No one ever came to help me. This is the life I know. To do it on my own." He paused. "No one comes to help. No one comes to protect."
Sirius's voice was rough. "You are not alone."
Harry's green eyes—blurry, unfocused, but still burning—met Sirius's grey ones.
"Then why do I feel so?"
The question hung in the air. Simple. Devastating. Unanswerable.
Sirius stared at him. The fire in his eyes had died. What was left was something worse. Something broken.
Margaret had tears streaming down her face. So did Sirius.
Sirius's voice came out as a whisper. A broken cry. "Harry..."
Harry did not back down. His chin was still lifted. His jaw was still tight. His hands were still clenched.
"Guess the dream life of a family has come to an end," he said. "I am back to being an orphan."
Before Sirius could say anything—before Margaret could step between them, could reach for him, could stop him—Harry turned his head slightly.
"Kreacher," he called.
The elf appeared with a soft crack. His bulbous eyes took in the scene—the shattered glass, the scattered books, the blood on Sirius's hand, the tears on both their faces. He said nothing.
"Take me back," Harry said. His voice was flat. Empty. "I don't want to be here."
Kreacher looked at Sirius. Sirius did not move. Did not speak. Did not give permission or deny it.
Kreacher looked at Harry. Then he stepped forward and placed his hand on Harry's arm.
They disappeared.
The crack of Apparition echoed through the silent room.
Sirius stood alone. Margaret stood a few feet away, her hand still raised, her face still wet.
Neither of them moved.
The study was destroyed. The books, the glass, the sand, the blood. The silence was the worst of all.
And somewhere in the house, a boy who had finally found a family was packing his things, preparing to leave.
Chapter Text
Kreacher deposited Harry in front of his room and disappeared without a word.
The crack of Apparition echoed through the corridor, then faded. Harry stood alone in the dim light of the third floor, his bare feet cold on the worn carpet, his body trembling with the force of everything he was feeling.
He was oscillating between pure rage and heartbreak. The two emotions pulled at him like opposing tides, each one threatening to drag him under. One moment his hands clenched into fists, ready to punch the wall, to scream, to break something. The next moment his chest caved in, his eyes burned, and he could barely breathe.
He entered his room and locked the door.
The lock clicked—a small, satisfying sound. He knew, very well, that Sirius was a trained Auror and the Lord of this house. He could get in easily if he wanted to. The lock was nothing. But somehow, it gave Harry a small measure of authority. A small measure of control. His emotions were spiraling out of control, wild and untamed, but maybe—just maybe—he could hold his own room under control.
He slid down the door, his back pressed against the wood, and sat on the floor.
The room was hazy. The light outside had faded—it was dark now, the evening fully arrived, the streetlamps flickering to life beyond the window. Their glow filtered through the glass, casting pale orange rectangles on the carpet. Not that Harry could make much of it. His vision was blurry without his glasses, the world a collection of soft edges and muted colors.
He tried to steady his breath.
In. Out. In. Out.
It did not help.
Sirius's words circled in his head like vultures, pecking, tearing, refusing to leave.
All Sirius cares about is what my grandparents and parents think. They are dead. I am here, alive. Sirius does not care about me.
He thinks I don't respect him. Or trust him. For just one mistake.
He thinks I hate him. He is the one who hates me.
Harry was sure of what he felt. The conviction burned in his chest, hot and righteous. He had been pushed aside. Ignored. Taken for granted. He had made one mistake—one stupid, reckless mistake—and Sirius had unleashed weeks of pent-up frustration on him.
He had no idea what to do. Or where to go.
But he knew one thing: he could not hear Sirius ask him to leave. Which he was sure Sirius was going to do. Harry had said all possible horrible things to Sirius, standing in his house. Infront of his wife. He has proved himself to be the ungrateful freak his aunt always called him. Sirius must be on his way to show Harry the door, any moment now.
The thought was a knife, twisting in his gut. If Sirius said it—if those words left his godfather's mouth—Harry would not survive it. He would not be able to breathe. So he would leave first. Before Sirius could ask. Before Sirius could tell him that he was not wanted, not loved, not worth the trouble.
He would be gone before that.
He pushed himself up from the floor and stumbled toward the wardrobe. His ankle throbbed, but he ignored it. He found the backpack Hermione had given him—the one with the expansion charms, the one that had carried all his belongings from Privet Drive.
The first knock came before he had even reached for it.
Three soft raps. The sound was familiar—Sirius's knock, the one he used when he was being careful, when he was trying not to startle anyone.
"Harry." Sirius's voice was low, rough. "Open the door. I wish to talk."
Harry stopped.
Sirius was here.
Harry did not answer. He unzipped it and began to gather his things. He turned back to the wardrobe, his movements sharp, deliberate. He found the Firebolt without even looking—just by instinct, by touch, by the familiar curve of the handle beneath his fingers. He grabbed it and pushed it into the backpack. The bag swallowed it whole.
Sirius's voice came again. "Harry, you know very well I can come in if I want to."
Harry's temper rose. It flared, hot and bright, pushing back against the heartbreak.
"So what!" he shouted. "I am not scared of you!"
He grabbed a few shirts from the wardrobe—the first ones his hands touched—and shoved them into the bag.
Sirius's voice changed. It softened. It cracked.
"As it should be. Harry. I am going to wait for you to let me in. I will not force myself in, if you don't want me. Please open the door."
Harry stilled. His hands hovered over the bag.
Sirius continued. "Love. Please." Almost begging.
The word—love—landed like a stone in still water. Ripples spread through Harry's chest, unsettling everything.
He wanted nothing more than to open the door. His body ached for it. His hands reached for the lock, almost of their own accord.
But he stilled himself.
"I have heard enough," he said. His voice was flat. "Go away, Sirius."
He grabbed more clothes—jeans, a jumper, socks—and pushed them into the bag. His movements were frantic now, desperate.
"Give your godfather a chance," Sirius said. His voice broke. "At least one chance. Open the door. Love."
And then Harry heard it.
A sob.
It was quiet, muffled—as if Sirius had tried to suppress it, to hide it, to pretend it had not happened. But Harry heard it. The sound cut through his anger, through his hurt, through the walls he had been desperately trying to build.
His entire resolution faltered.
His hands stopped moving. His breathing stopped. His heart—his stupid, stubborn heart—cracked open.
He could not stop himself. He moved to the door, his legs unsteady, and opened it.
Sirius stood there.
He looked absolutely defeated. His shoulders were slouched, his head bowed, his hands hanging limp at his sides. His grey eyes were red-rimmed, swollen, the lashes clumped together with tears he had not bothered to wipe away. His shirt was rumpled, untucked, stained with blood from his knuckles.
He looked nothing like Lord Black. He looked nothing like the man who had faced down Dementors and Death Eaters and the entire Wizengamot.
He looked like a father who had broken his son's heart.
As soon as Harry opened the door, Sirius opened his arms.
It was not a demand. Not a command. It was an invitation—a desperate, wordless plea.
Harry watched him for a moment. Just one. His vision was blurry, but he could see the shape of Sirius's arms, outstretched and waiting.
And then he went.
He walked into Sirius's arms as if pulled by a force he could not resist. The need for comfort was greater than the anger. It had always been greater. It would always be greater.
Sirius hugged him.
With so much intensity that he lifted Harry off the floor. His arms wrapped around Harry's back, crushing him against his chest, holding him like he was the most precious thing in the world. His face pressed into Harry's hair.
Harry hugged him back. His arms came around Sirius's shoulders, his fingers gripping the fabric of his shirt. He let go. The tears came—hot, fast, uncontrollable.
Neither of them said anything.
Sirius walked into the room, still holding Harry, still cradling him against his chest. His steps were slow, careful, as if Harry might shatter. He did not put him down. He held him, and Harry let himself be held.
"Harry," Sirius said finally. His voice was thick, raw. "More impossible things have happened in the world. But me hating you is not one of them."
He pulled back just enough to look at Harry's face. His hands came up to cup Harry's cheeks, his palms warm, his thumbs brushing away tears.
"I love you," Sirius said. "You are my precious."
Harry's voice came out through sobs. "I love you too. I don't hate you."
Sirius kissed his forehead. Once. Twice. His lips were warm, lingering.
Then he set Harry down. His arms stayed around him, not letting go.
He looked at the room.
At the open wardrobe. At the backpack on the bed, half-full, its zipper gaping. At the Firebolt's handle poking out from the top. At the clothes scattered on the duvet—the ones Harry had not yet managed to pack.
His eyes tinged. His jaw tightened.
A sharp, physical pain ran through him. His child was packing. His child was ready to leave.
I did this, Sirius thought. I pushed him to this.
He forced himself to breathe. He forced himself to stay calm. He had done enough damage today. The crazy Black genes—the ones that had driven his mother to cruelty, his father to silence, his brother to darkness—had to die with him. He would not let them win. He would not let them take Harry from him.
He said, "Let's get this one thing straight. You are not going anywhere." Sirius said with finality. Leaving room for no more discussion. Harry didn't reply. He just nodded his head. There was nothing to say only.
Sirius grabbed Harry's hand—the one that was still clutching his shirt—and led him to the bed.
Sirius sat on the floor with his back against the bed.
He pulled Harry down with him. Harry went along without fighting, without resistance. He let Sirius take him as he wanted, position him as he needed. He sat on the floor between Sirius's legs, his side pressed against Sirius's chest. Sirius's hand came around him, holding him close. His other hand rested on Harry's chest, feeling his heartbeat.
Harry was captured from all sides. And he wanted nothing more.
It was just like the first night in this room. When Sirius had sat with him on the floor, holding him, talking to him, calming all his fears and doubts. That night had been the beginning of something—of trust, of love, of a bond that Harry had thought was unbreakable.
He had been wrong. It could break. It had cracked. But maybe—just maybe—it could be mended.
Sirius held Harry's face in his hands. His grey eyes were steady now, though still wet.
"Harry, love," he said. "I know you are very hurt. And I know it is me who has done it. I do not even know what I did, and the thought itself is snarling at me. I cannot take it."
Harry watched him. His vision was blurry, but he did not need to see clearly to read the anguish on Sirius's face.
"Tell me everything," Sirius said. "Everything. No matter how embarrassing, how stupid, how horrifying you think it is."
His voice dropped. His thumb traced Harry's cheekbone. "I want to know what has happened that we are so distant now."
He raised his free hand. The door clicked shut. The lock turned. "Just you and me," Sirius said. "Tell me honestly. What is it that I did that pushed you so far?"
Harry said nothing. He only looked at Sirius. He had no idea what to say.
He rested his head on Sirius's chest. His arms went around Sirius's waist, holding on. He was furious with Sirius—still furious, the anger simmering beneath the surface. But sitting here, with Sirius's arms around him, was an assurance. A comfort. A reminder that, despite everything, this was where he belonged.
Sirius hugged him back. His hand moved in slow circles on Harry's back.
"Love," he said, "I am sorry for everything that has happened. Every single thing that went wrong. You know I never wanted that. Never. All I want is happiness and peace for you. But I am a flawed human. I make mistakes. Mistakes I do not even know about."
He pressed his lips to Harry's hair. "Let me fix them. Guide me through your fears love, allow me to be a part."
Sirius's vulnerability. His sheer acceptance of fault. His willingness to listen. It pushed Hardy to let go of his defences as well. He had so many complaints. So many reasons he felt let down and forgotten. And here Sirius was, sitting with him, so open, so ready for every conversation. Accepting his faults. Trying to make it better.
Harry had no reply. No words he could speak. He decided on honesty—the messiest, most frightening kind.
"I don't know what to say," Harry said softly.
Sirius said nothing. He kept moving his hand on Harry's back. Slow circles. Then he kissed Harry's forehead—a soft, lingering press of lips.
"Why don't we start from the beginning?" Sirius said. "You tell me as much as you remember. Anything. However minor. Anything that made you feel uncomfortable or sad. We will go through it one by one. Everything. We are both not leaving this place until we have talked about it all."
Harry still said nothing. All the thoughts circled in his head—a whirlwind, a storm, a chaos of emotions and memories and fears. He had no idea where to start. No one had ever sat with him like this. No one had ever asked for his problems so that they could solve them together. No one had ever listened without first assigning blame.
Sirius did not rush him.
"Let us start with this," Sirius said. "Do you trust me?"
Harry raised his head at once. "Yes, Sirius."
"Do you love me?"
"Yes."
Sirius smiled. It was small, tired, but real. "Good. We have the first point. Now let us go through all the moments that ever made you doubt that. I am sure you know them."
Harry looked thoughtful.
Sirius began. "I met you at Hogwarts—before leaving with Buckbeak. Then we exchanged letters. Did I say anything in them that made you uncomfortable?"
Harry shook his head. "No, Sirius. They were the most comforting thing in my life. Nothing."
Sirius nodded. He pushed Harry's hair out of his face, tucking it behind his ear. "After that, if I remember correctly, I came to see you at Evans's house. Is that correct?"
Harry nodded. "Yes. You told me you were working on your trial. And that you were married."
His face fell. The change was subtle—a slight downturn of his lips, a shadow passing over his eyes. Too obvious for Sirius to miss.
Sirius had always known. He had always known Harry was not okay with the news of his marriage. He had only asked him gently, many times, yes. But he had not pushed. He had let Harry have his space. Now he regretted it.
Harry watched Sirius's face, waiting for a reaction.
Sirius's voice was gentle. "Why don't you tell me how that made you feel, Harry?"
Harry spoke quickly, defensively. "I was very happy for you."
Sirius did not poke him. He let Harry say what he needed to say. His hand moved on Harry's back. His other hand rested on Harry's face.
Harry had suddenly found the button on Sirius's shirt very interesting. He focused on it, not meeting Sirius's eyes.
"That must have been a big shock for you," Sirius said. "You had just met me at Hogwarts, and within two weeks you heard about my marriage, my being a lord, a child you had never heard of—and the trial coming."
Harry nodded. "Yes. It was a big shock." He stammered as he said it.
Sirius lifted Harry's chin with his finger, forcing him to meet his eyes. "Tell me honestly, Harry. We can never move ahead if we do not discuss the past honestly. Love, tell me. Please."
Harry thought for a moment. And then, as it always happened with Sirius, the words came out.
"I hated it," Harry said. "I didn't want it. I was angry. I felt you would drop me alone and go away with your own family. I would be a godson just lurking around for your attention."
He looked at Sirius, expecting anger, disappointment, something. Sirius remained completely neutral.
"Are you not upset?" Harry asked.
Sirius's eyebrows rose. "Why would I be? You make sense."
Harry's face was pure shock.
"Harry," Sirius said, "I could have informed you about my marriage in a letter. Why did I go all the way to your aunt's house? Because I wanted to make sure you knew that nothing changes. You are still my priority." He paused.
"Honestly speaking, I was prepared for you to throw something at my face and scream. I would have done that at your age. I was shocked when you reacted so well. I was tensed."
Harry had no idea what to say. He chose silence.
Sirius's voice was soft. "Tell me now. How did you feel then?"
Harry took a pause. "I just wanted to be part of your life. I was convinced you were there to say goodbye. But then you said you wanted to adopt me. Some of my doubts faded."
Sirius nodded. His hand never stopped moving on Harry's back. "What about the rest? What happened with that?"
Harry looked at him. Sirius had been okay with it—more than okay. Harry had been scared that Sirius would hate him if he complained about anything. But Sirius was listening. Did he really want to know everything?
Sirius seemed to hear the question. "I want to know everything, Harry."
Harry took a breath. "I thought Margaret was an evil pureblood. That you would be a happy family and I would be left behind. Alone."
Sirius felt a surge of pain. Not because Harry had doubted—but because Harry had kept it hidden, had never felt secure enough to say it. The thought must have been so painful. Sirius had imagined Harry felt awkward with the new family, unsure of where he belonged. But he had not thought that Harry was sure he did not belong at all.
Harry saw that Sirius did not react. His courage rose. The things in his head poured out like water from a broken dam.
"Before your surrender," Harry said, "the newspaper published an article about you and Margaret being childhood sweethearts. I was really angry. You never told me anything about it."
He took a breath.
"Margaret wrote me two letters that day. Arranging for me to meet you. I never opened them. In anger."
Sirius nodded. His face was still neutral. No anger. No attempt to quiet Harry.
"And then the next morning," Harry continued, "I saw the newspaper. You had surrendered. Margaret had written to set up a meeting with you before you went to the Ministry." His voice cracked. "I felt very stupid. I could have met you. And I lost the chance."
A tear rolled down his cheek. Sirius wiped it away.
"It is alright," Sirius said. "I am here now, Harry."
Sirius did not know what to say. Of course it would have been weird for Harry. He had never considered that a newspaper article could be hurtful. But now it made sense. So much sense.
He could not tell Harry about the contract. About the deal. About the arrangement. That knowledge would die with him. The kids should know only a happy marriage—which they were now. He hoped.
"Harry," Sirius said, "there are so many things about me that you do not know. I have lived twenty years in this world without you, my child. I do not think I can ever tell you everything. My relationship with Margaret is one of those things. It is complicated."
Harry nodded.
"But I understand," Sirius continued. "It must have been difficult for you. I am sorry I never realized it. I am sorry I never addressed it directly with you."
Harry said nothing.
Sirius asked, "Why did you feel so bad about it, Harry? Anything specific?"
Harry looked stressed. His hands twisted in his lap.
Sirius's voice was gentle. "I do not want to pressure you. But how will I understand if I do not know?"
Harry's voice was low. Almost a whisper, as if he hoped Sirius might not hear.
"I felt Margaret would take you away. Since she knows you longer. I would not have you anymore."
He did not dare look at Sirius as he said it.
Sirius heard it. So many things about Harry he was still discovering. His insecurity ran so deep. No wonder the child had burst out so badly.
"Harry," Sirius said, "I have known you for a very long time as well. Even when you were a poppy seed in your mother's belly. Is that not a deep enough connection?"
Harry looked up. "But I did not know you. I only know you now. Not like Margaret. Not deep like that."
Sirius observed Harry for a moment. His downcast eyes. His small voice. The shame running through his body at admitting that he wanted to be loved.
Sirius smiled. "You know, when Lily was pregnant, I would turn into Padfoot and rest my head on her belly. And you would know it was me. And you would kick."
Harry's eyes went wide. "Really?"
"Really. Always. I do not think you missed a single time. Even after you were born. Whenever Padfoot was around, you would crawl to me and sit down, holding my fur. Or try to climb on me. You knew me too Harry, the bond was always was from both sides."
He pointed at the photograph on the desk—the one of baby Harry trying and failing to climb Padfoot.
Harry smiled.
"Connections are always pure, love," Sirius said. "Time and knowing longer does not define them. You and I have a very strong one. Look at us. What we have survived. And we are here. I think that deserves some credit, does it not?"
Harry's smile widened. "Yes." Sirius smiled back and rhen kissed Harry's temple.
Sirius's voice was soft. "Why did you never tell me? If this was so difficult for you?"
Harry's reply came at once. "When did I get the chance? You did not write a single letter to me after your visit. And then you surrendered within a few days. I felt very alone. I missed you a lot."
He looked at Sirius, his green eyes bright with unshed tears. "Why did you not write to me?"
Sirius looked at Harry for a long moment. Then he let out a big breath.
"Do you really want to know?"
"Yes." At once.
"Because I was saving you from any attachment to me."
Harry's brows knitted in confusion.
Sirius's voice was steady, but there was pain beneath it. "Harry, that was a very difficult time for me. I had just shifted to this house. With a wife and a child. When I left this house at sixteen, I never thought I would be back. And then being back, with so many responsibilities, a trial hanging over my head—it was not easy. I was recovering then, as well. My mood was unstable."
He paused. "But that is not the main reason."
Harry watched him. Listening.
"When the news went public, after I came back from seeing you..." Sirius's voice was heavy. "I was convinced I would lose."
Harry's brow furrowed. "Why?"
"Harry, I received a hundred and eighty-nine hateful, abusive letters within the first two days of the news breaking."
Harry's mouth fell open. "What? But you got the votes for the trial. They all supported you."
Sirius shook his head. "Harry, you don't seriously think that was genuine. Do you?"
Harry stared. "What do you mean?"
"I had no public support, Harry. My father-in-law, Lord Clermont, pulled every string, called in every favor. And I paid for some. Others, he paid. I literally purchased a right to get a trial. It was no serving of justice that happened Harry. No one wanted me to even get a trial, let alone my freedom."
Harry felt a tear escape. He did not wipe it away.
"That is not fair," he said. "You deserved a chance. Why do they hate you so much?"
Sirius wiped Harry's tear away. "Harry, remember when you first learned about me? You also assumed what the papers said. You hated me too. With all your being. Did you not?"
Harry never liked to think about that brief period of his life. But it was true. He had hated Sirius. With everything he had. With every being of his fibre.
"So did they," Sirius said. "I saw that, and I saw the complexities of the case. The story of fifteen-year-olds being Animagi. The Secret-Keeper being changed overnight, with no one else knowing. Me being a Black. A man cutting off his finger and living as a rat for thirteen years—it does not seem believable to anyone."
His voice was flat. Not sad. Just accepting.
"I lost hope. Every day, piece by piece. That is why I was distancing myself. Not to get you attached or give myself any hope of a family only to get it shattered. Not to make you suffer because of me."
Tears were still forming in Harry's eyes. Sirius kept wiping them away.
"I was sure of the case when I met you at your aunt's house. I left with the confidence. I planned to stay in touch and inform you. But as it became public, as I saw the complexities and the sheer hate—I was sure of losing. I had told Margaret to take Aurora and leave the country. I had written my will and given it to her. I was convinced I would never come back when I surrendered."
"Writing you letters made me feel like a fraud. Giving you hope when I myself saw none."
Sirius did not cry as he said it. The words came out flat, truthful, like a man reciting facts.
But to Harry, they were devastating.
He had never considered Sirius's side. Never. He had been too self-involved in what he felt, not what was happening to Sirius. He remembered how even Ron and Hermione had doubted him. How Mrs. Weasley had believed everything in the papers. How hateful the articles had been. How Sirius's life had been thrown open for the public to see and judge and comment on. How many opinion pieces had been printed—every single day. Sirius had been called every abuse available in the book. His character has been assassinated to threads.
Harry himself had read everything, had been disgusted even when it was not about him. How affected must Sirius have been? In this house, with his horrible mother's portrait, with the dark artifacts, with the ghosts of his past.
Harry hugged Sirius tight. Fierce. His arms locked around his godfather's neck.
"Harry," Sirius said, "it is over now. I am fine."
Harry's tears let loose.
"Sirius," he said, his voice shaking, "how much have you suffered? For a crime you did not even commit? I hate everyone who hates you."
Sirius chuckled softly. "Harry, you cannot hate an entire country, my love."
Harry's voice was loud, fierce, his eyes burning with tears. "I can."
Sirius shook his head. "No, Harry. Your life is too precious to waste on hating people because of me."
Harry shook his head against Sirius's chest.
"Listen to me, my child," Sirius said. "I am sorry I left you under so much confusion and uncertainty. I am sorry I ever made you feel unwanted. You are anything but that."
Harry's voice was thick. "I understand a lot of things now. I never thought of it like that. Only if I had—"
"No." Sirius's voice was firm. "It was my fault. I am the adult here. I should have sat down with you and had this conversation weeks ago. I am sorry I failed you, love."
Harry's voice was loud. "You did not fail me, Sirius. Do not say that. I am sorry too. I never wrote to you either. I always waited for you to reach me first. Margaret told me I could write through Kreacher, that she would give you the letter. But I never did. It was my fault too."
He felt so much better now. A big weight that had been sitting on his chest for such a long time had finally lifted. Sirius was not being distant on purpose. He was just vulnerable. Harry understood. Even during his own adoption hearing, he had felt vulnerable—even when no newspapers ran any news about him.
Sirius's voice was careful. "Harry, I want you to answer something for me. Very honestly. Can you do that, love?"
Harry nodded. Sirius had been nothing but open today. Harry could be the same.
"Tell me," Sirius said, "do you have a problem with my marriage to Margaret?"
He held his breath as he spoke. It felt as if he would die if the answer came back negative. Every breath felt like a long hour. Harry was watching his face.
"Only the truth," Sirius said. "Nothing but the truth."
Harry's voice was steady. "Sirius, I do not have any problem."
Sirius did not believe him. Harry had been too nice for too long.
"Harry," he said again, "you are under no pressure. Be truthful with me. Love, please."
Harry sat up straight from where he had been hugging Sirius. He placed his blurry eyes on Sirius's clear grey ones.
"Yes, Sirius. I really like Margaret. I met her once, and I knew. I had been stupid about her."
Sirius did not say anything.
Harry continued. "I have told you so many times. You two are so good together. I wasn't lying then. I cannot even imagine living in this house without Margaret. She really takes care of me. I am sure if she were not here, you would end up doing something stupid."
Sirius felt tears prickling in his eyes. He had wished to hear this. From the day he had signed the contract, he had feared Harry would hate it. He had seen the quiet bond between Margaret and Harry—how she cared for him, how he respected her. But hearing it was completely different.
"You two are meant for each other," Harry added, a blush creeping up his cheeks. "Hermione said it."
Sirius looked at him. He laughed through the tears.
"Thank you, Harry. You have just taken a huge burden from my heart. I am glad you like Margaret. You two are very important to me."
Harry smiled. Genuine.
Sirius pulled him into a hug.
They still had a lot to discuss. A lot of difficult topics to touch. Aurora. The jealousy. The fear of being replaced. The shouting. The painful words that had been exchanged.
But it was a start.
Chapter Text
They sat in silence.
The room was dark around them, the only light coming from the streetlamps outside, filtering through the window in pale orange rectangles that stretched across the carpet. The fire had died hours ago, leaving only cold ash and the faint smell of smoke. The clock on the nightstand ticked—soft, steady, marking the passage of time that neither of them was tracking.
Harry and Sirius sat on the floor, Harry caged protectively between Sirius's legs and Sirius's back resting on the footrest of the bed. Harry's head rested on Sirius's chest, his ear pressed against the fabric of his shirt, listening to the steady thrum of his heartbeat. Sirius's arm was wrapped around him, his hand moving in slow, absent circles on Harry's back.
Some of the doubts that had haunted Harry in broad daylight—the ones that whispered in quiet moments, that curled in his chest when he was alone—had been cleared by Sirius. The fears about the marriage, about Margaret, about being replaced. The questions about the letters, the silence, the distance.
But as the silence stretched, Harry realized something.
He didn't actually understand Sirius.
Not really. Not deeply. Not the way he had thought he did.
He had read so many things about Sirius over the past months—the newspaper articles, the trial coverage, the opinion pieces, the photographs. He had interpreted them in his own way, had drawn his own conclusions, had built a version of Sirius in his mind that he thought he knew. Sirius, the godfather who only loved, the protective and the powerful. Who fought Dumbledore & legal battles. Who always knew what to do.
But that version had never been what Sirius intended.
The real Sirius—the one sitting beside him, holding him, crying with him—was more complicated. More wounded. More human. And not an all-knowing-almighty.
Sirius's head was running wild.
As calm as he was showing himself to be—as steady as his voice had been, as gentle as his touch—inside, he was dying. His mind played Margaret's words on a loop, the ones she had spoken downstairs, as soon as Harry had left the study.
Sirius. Listen to me. Get a hold of yourself. Please. Harry did not mean it.
He had only shed tears after tears. Harry's words—the absolutely unforgiving anger, delivered in a tone that had pierced Sirius's heart—were still ringing in his ears.
You are just like Aunt Petunia.
I am just the responsibility your dead best friend dumped on you.
Margaret had forced him to look into her eyes.
Sirius, listen to me. There is something. Harry is hurt about something. He said that in the morning. You need to talk to him.
Sirius had only replied, "You heard him?"
Margaret's voice had been louder, firmer. She had been crying too.
Sirius. Fight your demons. They are winning against you. You are strong. Your child needs you. Go. Before it is too late.
And Sirius had moved.
The words, the push—they had helped him realize that the feelings trying to overtake him every time he saw Harry smiling, every time he thought of James, could not be allowed to win. How happy James would have been with his son and Lily. How much she would have loved her boys. If only they had lived.
He pushed it all away. The need to be there for Harry had won. Margaret's words—that Harry was hurt because of him—had ignited a fire to fix everything.
And now he had realized how it was. There was no space for regret now. Only action.
Sirius's head was still running—through all the possible reasons he might have failed Harry. How he had failed to understand that Harry needed to talk, needed reassurance, needed his godfather to sit him down and ask the hard questions. The fact that Harry had done anything but come and talk to him was eating at Sirius. He had to take precautions. He had to make sure something like this never happened again.
He moved his hand from Harry's back to his shoulder.
"Harry," he said. "I want you to promise me something."
Harry looked up. His green eyes were still red-rimmed, still swollen, but clearer than before.
"What?"
Sirius's voice was careful. "In the future, if you have any problem with Margaret, you will come and talk to me."
Harry got upset at once. His shoulders tensed. His jaw tightened.
"Why do you think I have a problem with Margaret? I told you so many times. I like her."
Sirius did not take the bait. He did not rise to Harry's irritation. He kept his voice steady, his hand gentle on Harry's shoulder.
"Harry, we just discussed instances where you had a problem—and you did not share."
Harry's voice was almost defensive. "Sirius, I did not have any problem with Margaret. I just felt left out. That you had married someone you have been in love with longer than I have been alive."
There was so much wrong with that statement. Sirius knew he was leading Harry on—letting him believe something that was not entirely true. But Harry's current state had made it clear. Harry could not know about the contract. Never.
Sirius kept his face blank. He simply watched.
Harry continued. "I think Margaret is great. It would be really stupid for somebody to say something otherwise about her."
Sirius was taken aback. The absolute loyalty for someone Harry had known for only such a short while—it melted his heart.
He spoke anyway, pushing forward. "Harry, I have lived sixteen years of my life in a house with a woman who controlled the house and everything in it. I hated everything about it. I know what it does to a person."
Harry's irritation went down. He saw the concern from a different angle now. His angry shoulders relaxed.
Sirius squeezed his shoulder. "I know Margaret controls a lot about how this house functions. I do not interfere in that. I do not plan to. But if anything makes you uncomfortable, come to me."
Harry spoke without any thought. "I can talk to Margaret directly. Why do I have to go through you?"
Sirius stopped. He blinked twice.
Harry—who had just admitted to spending weeks dreading Margaret and Sirius's relationship—was now saying he could settle things with Margaret. It did not match.
"What?" Sirius said.
Harry's voice was matter-of-fact. "I told Margaret I don't like spicy food. She makes sure I get a less spiced version of everything that is made. She listens to me."
Sirius's eyebrows rose. "When did that ever happen?"
"All the time," Harry said. "I always get different servings of things from what you eat. Less spicy."
Sirius had not noticed. Never. Margaret and Harry had their own understanding. They had conversations Sirius was not part of.
For some reason, he did not feel left out. He smiled.
"Alright," he said. "Alright."
Despite how relieved Sirius felt, he was even more confused.
Harry had said such harsh words just a short while ago. And yet, if he had already accepted Margaret's style of maintaining the house—and, as he said, was very happy with Sirius's marriage—then what was it that had caused such a huge distance between them?
He ran through the timeline in his head. After his own freedom, he had not wasted any time filing for Harry's legal adoption. He still could not understand what had happened.
And then a question sprang into his brain. The one he asked himself every day. The one he had dreaded asking Harry.
But he had to ask it anyway.
He called for all his Gryffindor bravery. He held both of Harry's cheeks in his hands. He tilted Harry's face to match his eye level. And then he asked, with a lot of love and even more courage:
"Harry, do you not want to live with me?"
Harry's eyes burned at once. A single tear left his eye. It happened so fast that Sirius was not even sure if Harry had heard him completely.
He tensed.
His fingers moved on Harry's cheeks, wiping the tear away before it could fall.
"Harry," he said lovingly, "you can tell me anything. You know that, don't you? If you have a problem with me. If you don't like me. Say it."
More tears streamed down Harry's cheeks.
"Why would you say that?" Harry's voice was cracked, broken.
Sirius kept his voice calm, though he was terrified of what Harry might say—and if he would survive hearing it. He moved one hand from Harry's cheek to his shoulder.
"You said it downstairs," Sirius said. "That I am like your aunt. Do you not want to live with me, Harry?"
His own eyes betrayed him. They welled up. Even saying it hurt him. It caused a sharp, physical pain that he could not explain.
Harry leaned forward so fast that Sirius barely had the time to react. He hugged Sirius tightly—so tightly that his arms wrapped around Sirius's waist, his face pressing into his godfather's chest. His voice was almost desperate, pleading.
"Sirius, I am sorry. I said that. You are nothing like Aunt Petunia. Please don't send me away."
Sirius hugged him back. His own hold was equally desperate.
"Harry, love," he said, "I am not sending you anywhere. I wanted to know. I wanted to understand."
Harry's voice was muffled against his chest. "I am stupid. I said that. I didn't mean it. I am sorry."
Sirius pulled back forcibly—because Harry had no intention of letting go, not even for a second. His hands were still tightly holding Sirius's waist.
Sirius looked into his eyes. "Love, calm down. You are not going anywhere. I will never send you away. You know I love you. Okay?"
Harry nodded.
Sirius kissed his forehead.
"What happened, honey?" Sirius asked. "Why did you say all those things downstairs? Tell me."
Harry watched him for a moment. Sirius wiped away his tears and moved the hair away from his face.
Harry did not know if he should say it. Sirius would get upset—he knew that. But he had to. Hiding it had already made things worse. It could not get any worse, even if Sirius did get upset.
His voice was small. His hands fisted in Sirius's shirt on his sides.
"Sirius," he said. "Remember when you took me for a meeting at Gringotts? And I was waiting for you in the atrium?"
Sirius nodded. His hand rested on Harry's shoulder. The other was around Harry, holding him close.
"I met Lucius Malfoy there," Harry said.
Sirius's blood went cold. He already knew it was not going to be good. Anything that bastard Malfoy touched, he made into something ugly. Sirius could almost predict now what had happened. But he stayed absolutely silent. He let Harry talk.
"He said that you were in love with my dad," Harry continued, "and that I was only an image of the dead. That as soon as your guilt cured, you would send me back to being an orphan."
Harry tried to read Sirius's mood. He failed. Sirius gave away nothing.
Sirius spoke slowly. "And whatever he said, you repeated to me. Word for word. Like a parrot who learned from eavesdropping."
Harry felt shame rising in his heart. It was true. He should have rejected everything Malfoy had said. But he had let it take root in his heart. He had never told Sirius—until it had come out all wrong and twisted with anger.
He put his head down.
Sirius lifted his chin with his hand. "Harry, he said that to you? In the forty minutes I left you alone? That one time I took you for a meeting and asked you to wait?"
Harry nodded. Waiting for the shouting to come.
Sirius asked calmly, "And you believed him? What about all those times I said I love you? You didn't believe that?"
Harry was taken aback. Somehow, the calm response felt worse than the anger he had faced a few hours ago in this same room.
Sirius shook his head. "You are such a pumpkin, Harry."
Harry felt a strong blush rising to his cheeks. Was it because Sirius had called him stupid in the most loving way? Or just because it was his own embarrassment?
He had no idea what to say. He only stared at his godfather's blurry face as words failed him.
Sirius's voice was steady. "Harry, imagine you are in a crisis. You need help. Would you seek advice from Malfoy?"
Harry shook his head at once. "No."
Even though he had no idea where this was going.
"Harry, if even a deep crisis would not force you to accept help from Malfoy, then why would you trust his bitter words in your happy time?"
Harry watched his godfather. Sirius's words registered in his brain, one by one.
"Harry, my boy, Malfoy is a pathetic excuse for a person. He has been trying very hard to harm me for a long time. And this time, he targeted you with his words."
Harry knew that. He had always known that. He had gone to school with Draco Malfoy for three years. He knew they were bad. But still, Malfoy's words had somehow made an impact.
His voice was soft. "But, Sirius—"
He stopped. He could not finish. He had said a lot to Sirius already. Would Sirius finally lose his cool?
Sirius understood. Harry wanted to say something. He was scared.
He put both arms around Harry and pulled him closer.
"Harry, my child. Tell me. Just tell me."
Harry's voice was small. "You said downstairs how you fear disappointing my grandparents over me being hurt. How you are paying them back poorly for taking you in—by letting me get hurt. You think that partly. Do not you?"
Sirius shut up so fast.
Harry looked at him. Sirius looked back. Absolute silence.
Sirius felt called out by his godson in the most innocent way. He took a long breath, trying to gather his thoughts. Failed. Tried again.
"Harry, that conversation is not for you. Leave it. We are talking about you." He managed to speak.
Harry was not the one to back out now. Sirius had already given him a lot of push today to say what he wanted. He would not stop.
"That concerns me as well," Harry said. "It was about my grandparents. And me. You do think you are paying them back by taking me in, don't you?"
Sirius's voice was firm. "No, Harry. Never say that. I am not doing anything for anyone. I do it for you. Because I love you. Because you mean the world to me. You are my godson. I have rights on you. I have my duty."
"Then why is it that your first response is to think about disappointing my grandparents and parents if I get hurt? Why is it not about you? Not about how you feel?"
Sirius knew Harry was pushing his buttons. Trying to get things out of him. He let out a breath. He could not lose it. Not again. Not now.
"Harry, please drop it. Whatever you heard was not meant for you." He said through gritted teeth.
His hand came around Harry, seeking comfort in hugging him close. He will not let emotions override the senses again.
Harry did not back down. He put his hands on Sirius's chest, pushing back just enough to look into Sirius's eyes with his blurry vision.
"You want me to not feel like a burden. Not be grateful to you. And yet you do the same. You live your life as if you are paying back people with every breath. People who have been dead for years."
Sirius's eyes blazed. "Harry, do not speak of things you do not understand. You and I are not the same."
Harry pushed back, his temper rising. "How is that we are different? It is the same situation. What my grandparents did for you, you are doing for me."
Sirius's patience died.
He spoke before his brain could alter his answer. Before he could tone it down. Before he could frame sentences that would not give too much away.
"HARRY. WE ARE VERY DIFFERENT."
"I ran away from MY PARENTS. Who engaged in dark magic and wanted the same for their children. I was a minor. It was in the middle of a war. Even though there were only a few months left for me to come of age, your grandparents could have faced hell. But they opened their doors for me. They gave me a seat at the table. A space beside their own child. Even when I was a disgrace to my own parents."
Harry heard it. His eyes watered again.
Sirius continued. "Harry, you did not run away from parents, who forced you into a dark world. You lived with an aunt. You are legally adopted. No one can challenge your living here—not now, not ever. No one can drag you back to any place, you don't want to be in. And I am your godfather. I made a promise to do that."
He held Harry's shoulders tightly.
"It is not the same. Not at all. You are not me."
He watched Harry with an intensity that said you dare speak anything now.
But Harry was his godson. He was equally brave in the face of a challenge.
"From where I see it," Harry said, "you have done more for me in two months than my grandparents did for you in two years."
Sirius blinked. "What?"
"They knew you for years. They were rich and respected. It was not a big problem to let you live there for two years."
Harry saw the blank expression on Sirius's face. His own voice found strength.
"If I had left today and gone to Ron's house—Mrs. Weasley would have let me live there. But they would not have done what you did for me. They have not done that in the three years, they have known me."
Harry's tears fell faster.
"You, being in the worst state of your life, still only cared about me. You legally adopted me. You just said that nobody can ever push me back to the Dursleys or anywhere else. Why is that? because you ensured that. You fought for me. You protected this entire house, putting your own life at stake for me."
He fisted his palms in Sirius's shirt.
"I know I do not thank you often. But, Sirius, I am really grateful. You have no idea how my life has changed because of you. What you did for me, no one did. No one. I do not think what my grandparents did for you even stands close to it."
Sirius's eyes leaked tears. Fast. Hot.
Harry sniveled. "No one ever helped me. I complained at my Muggle primary school and to my neighbors. Everyone thought I was an ungrateful orphan imposing on the poor hardworking Dursleys."
His voice cracked.
"Even Dumbledore—I begged him to let me stay at Hogwarts in my first year. He refused. I always stay at Hogwarts for Christmas because I do not wish to go back there. I hated it there. I didn't like it."
Sirius let him talk. Let Harry say what he wanted. And he let himself learn the depth of loneliness Harry had faced.
"Even Professor Lupin," Harry continued. "He also never tried to contact me. Even after coming to Hogwarts, he never told me he had such close relations with my parents. It's as if no one even wants to associate their name to me. I was always alone, Sirius."
He was crying now. Sobs coming fast.
"In the cupboard, I would cry at night. And I would always wish—only if there was a relative. Someone from my life who would come and take me away. I would call for help. No one would come. No one would listen."
He looked up.
"Sirius, in the cell—I felt as if I was back in the cupboard. And I would be lost forever. And then I called for you. And you came. You listened. You took me away. You always help. You always come for me."
Sirius's arms wrapped around Harry, moving from his shoulders to his back, pulling him close.
Harry's sobs became loud, but he did not stop.
"Sirius, I am sorry I said all that to you. I do not even know why I said it. I just felt hurt, and I wanted to hurt you back. I did not mean it."
Sirius nodded against Harry's hair. "I know. It is alright."
His own voice was small.
Harry's voice was desperate. "You are the best thing in my life. I love you the most. I do not even want to stay away from you. Not even for one day. I never wanted to leave. I am sorry. Do not be upset with me. Please."
He broke down.
Sirius pulled him close immediately. Held him tight in his arms. Sirius himself cried.
His mind was blank. Only an image—a baby Harry, locked up in the dark and alone, crying for help—played in his mind. He closed his eyes. The tears flowed.
He moved his hand on Harry's back. His hold fierce, protective. It was as if he wanted to push back years of loneliness with just one hug.
"Harry, my love," he said, his voice thick. "I love you too. You are my godson. My child. I will always come for you. You are never going to be alone ever again. You and I are bound forever now."
Harry held him tighter.
Sirius felt the wetness in his shirt where Harry had buried his face.
"You are not a guilt cure for anything," Sirius continued. "I am sorry, honey, if I ever made you feel that way. You are your own person. And now, mine too. I do not look for anyone in you."
He kissed Harry's shoulder. "I love you my Harrypie."
Harry's voice was muffled. "Sirius, I love you too."
Sirius pulled back after a while and cupped Harry's face. Wiped his tears away. Kissed his forehead.
Harry looked into his godfather's grey eyes. "Sirius."
"What is it, love?"
Harry's voice was steady now. "I do not know my grandparents and parents well. But whatever little I have heard about them and as the last living Potter__" He matched Sirius's eyes with such intensity that Sirius was taken aback. He knew this intensity. He had seen it. Many times for many years. It was the Potter blood. Fierce. Assertive.
"I can tell you," Harry said, "there exists no world where they could hate you. Not even one, where they are all dead."
Sirius felt fresh tears roll down his eyes.
For that moment, he truly felt as if it was not Harry who had said those words, but all the Potters he had known and loved—James, Lily, Euphemia, Fleamont—had said them together. Maybe they had. Maybe they were present here, in spirit, through Harry. Through the same loyalty and love that ran in his blood.
He missed them too much.
His voice was thick. "Oh, Harry. I am sorry you lost them. You would have been so loved. So cherished."
Harry shook his head. "I am already loved. You love me enough for all of them. And you lost them too. Them dying was not your fault. It was anyone but you, who killed them."
Sirius hugged Harry and cried his eyes out.
All his guilt. All his loss of James and the family he had found and lost. It was open and raw, laid bare alongside a boy who faced the same loss. But this time, it was the loss of James and Lily that had caused the tears—not the guilt of killing them, not the fear of disappointing them.
And it was Harry who had made it possible. Harry who had helped him let go of the burden he had been carrying and drowning with.
Chapter Text
They had been sitting together for hours.
Neither of them knew how many. The clock on the nightstand had ticked hours after hours but neither had looked at it. Time had stopped mattering. There was only the room, the dark, the warmth of their bodies pressed together, the slow rhythm of their breathing.
Neither knew how many tears they had cried. The front of Sirius's shirt was soaked through, the fabric clinging to his chest. Harry's cheeks were raw, his eyes swollen, his nose red. But the tears had stopped now. There were no more left.
Neither knew how many times Sirius had kissed Harry's forehead, his hair, his shoulder. How many times he had whispered I love you into the dark. How many times Harry had whispered it back.
What they did know was that they were lighter.
Much, much lighter than they had both been in years. Lighter than they had been since a common tragedy had spun their lives around and separated them from each other.
Sirius had understood so many things about Harry tonight. It was as if Harry was a new person—and yet the same toddler he had known. The same fierce, loyal, terrified child who had crawled into his lap or held onto his fur and refused to let go.
Harry was still sitting between Sirius's legs, still snuggled against his chest like a cat. His head rested in the hollow of Sirius's shoulder. His arms were loose around Sirius's waist. His breathing was slow, even, peaceful.
Sirius had both arms around him. One hand rested on Harry's back, the other on his arm. He held him close, not tight, just present. Just there.
He understood now. How Malfoy's words must have made a home in Harry's head. Along with the doubts about a life Sirius had before Harry's existence—a life that Harry might never be part of. Those doubts had taken root, grown thorns, choked out the trust that should have flourished.
But something was still off.
Something that Sirius had still not been able to crack. Something that did not add up.
Harry's sudden silence yesterday after lunch. His avoidance of Sirius through the chess match. His coldness at breakfast this morning. Everything Harry had shared tonight were things that must have happened days ago—the Gringotts meeting, the letters, the insecurity over Margaret. Nothing from yesterday.
So what had happened yesterday?
Did Harry know about Sirius's breakdown two nights ago? Had Harry heard any of it? It was not possible. Sirius made sure never to let the children see him when he was not his best self. He could not let them see him like that—broken, weeping, drowning in guilt.
But he could not think of a single other thing that could have provoked such a reaction.
"Love," Sirius said softly. His voice was rough, worn from crying. "Are you okay?"
Harry nuzzled deeper into Sirius's chest, his voice muffled. "Yes. I am."
Sirius smiled. He pressed a kiss to the top of Harry's head.
"Harry. Look at me."
Harry looked up at once. His green eyes were red-rimmed, puffed from all the crying. His nose was red. His face was blotchy. But his expression was relaxed. Calm. The furrow that had been etched between his brows for days had smoothed away.
Sirius observed him for a moment. Then he spoke.
"Harry, we are not done. You know that, don't you?"
Harry said nothing.
Sirius moved the hair away from Harry's face. His fingers lingered, tracing the curve of Harry's forehead, the arch of his brow.
"I feel there is something I am still missing," Sirius said. "Something you are not telling me. What is it?"
Harry straightened up at once.
His body went rigid. His hands, which had been around Sirius's waist, withdrew. His jaw clenched.
They had talked through so many difficult things tonight. Sirius had been so understanding—through all of it. Even when Harry had named Margaret. Even when Harry had named Sirius himself. Sirius had not shut him up. Had not pushed him away.
But would he be the same about Aurora?
Harry watched Sirius's face. Searched it for any sign of the anger that had been there this afternoon.
Sirius's expression was open. Patient. Waiting.
"It is something difficult," Sirius said. "I can tell from your expression alone. But, love, I want to talk about it. I want to know." He paused. "Can you trust me enough to tell me what it is?"
His voice was sincere. His grey eyes were hopeful—hopeful that his child would trust him.
Harry tried to match Sirius's clear stare with his own blurry vision. Sirius's words in the past hours—his love, his affection, his willingness to listen—made it impossible for Harry not to speak.
But the words still caught in his throat. "Sirius," Harry said. His voice was low. "I do not like Aurora."
For a long moment, there was only silence.
A ringing silence. A silence that was too loud. A silence that pressed against the ears and made the heart pound.
The words hung in the air, refusing to make sense. Sirius's mind refused to process them.
"What?" The word came out automatically, not a question, just a sound of disbelief.
Harry knew he should have expected this. But he had already said it. There was no going back now.
"Sirius," he said, his voice strong, clear, "I do not want to share you with Aurora. Why can't you be mine only?"
His arms went tight around Sirius as he spoke. A clear indication of ownership. A claim staked in the dark.
Sirius watched him, completely gobsmacked.
His mind played only one image: a small girl with her mother's face, running up to him and jumping into his arms. Her loud giggles echoing through the halls. Her small hands fisted in his shirt. Her dark eyes shining with love.
Sirius! Sirius! I love you!
Involuntarily, Sirius's eyes watered.
And then another image played in his mind. Harry. In a dark cupboard. Alone. Crying for someone. For him. For Sirius.
Help. Someone help. Please.
He can't pick one of them. NO.
Out of all the things he could have guessed—all the complaints Harry could have had—this was not what he had expected. Sirius did not know what to say.
Harry stayed silent. All the conversations until now had given him hope. Confidence that he did belong in Sirius's life. That he would not be thrown away. So he had said what he felt.
Amid his disbelief at Harry's words, a thought struck Sirius like a lightning bolt.
Maybe I am getting it wrong. I have failed to interpret a lot of things already. I have to understand this completely. My children are not for misunderstandings. Not anymore.
Harry was still holding Sirius with a strong grip. His fingers were digging into the fabric of Sirius's shirt, white-knuckled.
Sirius hugged him back. He kissed Harry's hair. His hands moved in slow circles on Harry's back. "Love," he said. "Can you tell me clearly? What happened?"
Harry looked at him. He had expected Sirius to throw him off his arms and leave immediately. But that had not happened. Not yet.
"Sirius," Harry said, his voice small, "I only got you now. After so many years. You should be only mine."
He said it like a child. A child who wanted the favorite toy, the last biscuit, the undivided attention of the parent he had never had.
Sirius's voice was loving, he asked the first question his brain processed, "Do you think I do not love you enough?"
Harry replied at once. "I know you love me. Now more than ever. And I love you too."
Sirius moved his hand on Harry's back. "Then why do you not like her? What is it? Did you two fight?"
Sirius knew that kids got into small fights and swore enmity for a lifetime. He had done it himself. But Aurora had never come to tell him anything—and she made sure to run to him for everything, anything, the smallest bump or the biggest joy.
Harry shook his head. "We did not fight."
He stopped.
He did not know how to explain it. He knew what he wanted, and he had said so. But the why was tangled, knotted, buried beneath layers of fear and hurt.
Sirius watched him. He was almost desperate to know. His hand on Harry's back stilled. But this needed patience and sensitivity. Not demands of justification.
"Harry, I must admit I do not get it. And I want to understand. Walk me through it, love."
Harry's voice was honest. "Sirius, I do not know how to explain it."
Sirius was thoughtful for a moment. Then he asked, "What is it about her that bothers you? Tell me that."
Harry's answer came without missing a beat. "I don't like it that she loves you."
Sirius was taken aback, his mouth answered before his brain processed. His confusion at the words and strangeness of the reason overrode the warning of his brain. "Is that really a reason to not like somebody?"
Harry went defensive at once. "YES. IT IS. I don't want her to love you."
Sirius was lost for words. He blinked once. Then again.
No, he told himself. I cannot have a clear conversation with Harry like this. I have to be the calm one.
He let out a huge breath. He straightened his shoulders. He pressed his forehead against Harry's. Forced the emotions to a box in the corner as he had done all his life. It was almost a second nature now.
"Love," he said, "you think that is reason enough to dislike her?"
Harry nodded.
"Alright. I will give you that." Sirius's voice was steady. "Now, why do you not tell me what it is about her loving me that makes you dislike her? Because, Harry, as much as I love you, I fail to see this through your eyes. You will have to help your godfather here. Love."
Harry, who was leaning against Sirius, tried to gather his thoughts. And then, to the best of his abilities, he formed clear sentences to translate his feelings into words. It was surprisingly easy with Sirius—easier than with anyone else.
"Sirius. She always comes and claims you. She is always talking about how much she loves you. How the two of you are best friends. How you understand everything she says. She behaves as if she is the only one who loves you. And she believes she loves you the most."
Sirius heard it. He nodded slowly. He did understand it.
"So it makes you uncomfortable," he said, "because she is loud in showing her love for me?"
Harry's reply was immediate. "Yes. If she takes you all for herself, what is left for me? I do not want a small piece."
Sirius moved his hand on Harry's back. "Harry, she does not claim me for herself."
He said it to console Harry. Without meaning it as anything defensive or questioning Harry's judgement. Not realizing it was a mistake.
Harry's temper shot through the roof at once. He pushed out of Sirius's grip and created a big distance between them, his body rigid, his hands clenched into fists.
"YES. SHE DOES." His voice was rising. "She sits on your lap like you are a chair, not a person. You never say no. Even though she is six. She always wants to be carried everywhere. And you do that for her. She will not even let Margaret kiss you first—she has to be the first one. If she enters a room, her eyes always land on you first. It is like you are a magnet."
Harry's eyes were burning with a fire Sirius had never seen before. A love for Sirius that was so fierce, so possessive, so terrified of being replaced. Sirius did not know what to say. He just watched. He just listened.
"I have to impress you with my Quidditch improvements every day," Harry continued. "But she only scratches crayons on paper, and you cherish it like a pearl."
He was in no mood to calm down. All the things burning inside him were coming out at once, hot and fast and unstoppable.
"I always wait for you to call me," Harry said. "And she just marches into your room and cuddles you without any thought. I have to ask for everything. She only demands."
He pointed one finger at Sirius's chest. "You give her everything she asks. You always indulge her. Always. Listening to all her whinnings, however stupid. Even Margaret says no. You never say No. Never."
And then he yelled. "I HATE IT. IT IS LIKE DUDLEY ALL OVER AGAIN."
Sirius sat frozen on the floor.
Dumbfounded. His hands were still reaching out to Harry from where he had wriggled out of his grip to shout at him. His grey eyes were wide. His mouth was slightly open.
He had never thought of anything like this. Never.
He had anticipated that the children might not get along. Sibling fights. Different personalities. Age gaps. He had expected small disputes, territorial spats, the normal friction of two children learning to share a house.
But not this.
Not the deep, primal fear of being replaced. Not the trauma of Dudley.
Of course. Dudley. The loud boy who claimed his parents' attention and was nasty to his orphan cousin. The boy who had everything—the best room, the best food, the best toys—while Harry had nothing. The boy who had been loved loudly and publicly while Harry had been shoved into a cupboard and forgotten.
Sirius knew Aurora was nothing like Dudley. She was kind, generous, quick to share, quick to apologize. She had never been cruel to Harry—not once. But Harry would not know that. Harry could not see it. All he saw was another child claiming the attention of the adult he loved.
Aurora's love had been seen as something threatening. That Aurora might turn Sirius against Harry, as Dudley had claimed all the attention of his parents and left nothing for Harry.
It was so obvious. So simple. Something Sirius should have seen weeks ago.
But he had failed. Absolutely failed to see Harry's trauma from living with his aunt and his favored cousin.
Sirius moved.
He captured Harry in a tight hug, pulling him back into his arms, holding him against his chest. Harry's chest was still heaving from all the shouting. His body was tense, coiled, ready to fight. But he did not resist. He hugged Sirius back.
He melted.
Sirius moved his hand on Harry's back. Slow circles. He kissed Harry's hair again and again. Assuring him that he could shout all he wanted. That Sirius would not get fed up with him.
Sirius had never experienced a feeling like this. Never. A feeling that somebody else would take something away and nothing would be left for him. His arrogance, his absolute certainty of his importance in the world, had never created space for such insecurity. He had failed to see how his loud love for one child could be threatening to another. How it was not only the newness of the house and people that was bothering Harry but the fear of abandonment that was eating his insides.
No. He could not let Harry dwell in this world that did not exist. Harry was not second to anyone. And Harry would know that.
Being an Animagus gave Sirius the ability to relax all his muscles at once when he needed to. He did that now. He let the tension drain from his body. He let his shoulders drop. He let his breathing slow. He let his calmness reach Harry. Comfort him.
"Love," he said. "You had all those thoughts running in your head for so long. It must have been so tiring for you, my child. I am sorry, I was not a part of it. I am sorry, you were alone in that."
Harry nodded against his chest. It was tiring. It was all too much. It had been moving in his brain for too long, taking over his thoughts, poisoning his interactions. Speaking it aloud to Sirius had helped. And Sirius not shouting back was even more helpful.
Harry should have felt shame for saying such bad things. But he did not. Sirius had validated his feelings. Had not dismissed them. Had not shamed him for having them.
"I am sorry, love," Sirius said again. His arms held Harry like a cocoon.
Harry did not resist. He melted into it.
Sirius held him for a long time. Soothing. Holding. Loving. Letting Harry feel the warmth. Letting it replace all the years of cold and dark inside that cupboard, inside that house.
When he felt Harry relax a fair bit, he did not try to move him away. He just held him close and strong.
"Harry," he said. "You are right. You should be the only one to love me, and I should only love you. After all, it did take us too many years to come to this."
Harry was shocked.
He had prepared himself for the shouting. For the blame game. For the talk about how Harry should be understanding and should learn to share. How Harry should understand that Aurora had lost a parent too and everything was new for her, Harry should create space for her. How it was shameful, complaining about someone, so many years younger, just a child of six years of age. How he should be grateful—Sirius had taken him out of that house and given him a home. How Sirius does dangerous rituals for Harry, fights with the world for Harry's right to choose, buys him expensive gifts. Like Ron and Hermione had said. Like Ron had said—that Harry was jealous of Aurora.
He remembered his aunt and uncle's reactions the few times he had even tried to complain about Dudley. The hungry days that followed. The hard, cold floor of the cupboard. The dark silence. The shame of being a demanding ungrateful freak.
Sirius did none of it. But what he said was even more shocking.
Harry withdrew immediately and looked into Sirius's eyes with his hazy vision.
"What?" he asked.
Sirius held his face in his hands. His voice was measured, calm.
"I said you are right. Tell me. What should we do about it now?"
Harry watched him, dumbfounded.
Sirius continued his slow ministrations of comfort. A hand on Harry's cheek. Another on his back. Both drawing slow, known circles of affection. His face was completely neutral. Not even a trace of anger or sarcasm.
"I think we should move out of this house," Sirius said. "You and I." He paused. "No, we cannot. This house is protected for you." Another pause. "I will ask Margaret to take Aurora and leave. Then it will be just you and I. Just how you said."
Harry's face drained of color.
The thought of having Sirius all to himself was a happy thought—for just one second. And then the fact that Margaret would leave filled him with a kind of empty feeling he had not known. It had only been two weeks of living with her. Just two. She had no connection to him or his parents, nothing except Sirius.
But the thought of her leaving was painful. It made him feel hollow inside.
"No, Sirius," he said rapidly. "Do not ask Margaret to leave. I do not want her to go."
Sirius tilted his head. "Harry, if Margaret stays, Aurora will also stay. She cannot stay without her mother, can she?"
Harry watched Sirius. He knew that was true.
"Let us do this," Sirius continued. "You, me, and Margaret on one side. Aurora on the other. I will tell her that she cannot love me anymore. That she cannot show me affection. Only Harry will love me. Only Harry will get all my attention. Alright?"
He watched Harry.
Harry froze. Entirely.
The only image in his mind was his own. In the Dursleys' house. Alone. Watching Aunt Petunia and Uncle Vernon love Dudley while Harry was not allowed. Dudley receiving all the cuddles, the kisses, the hugs. Harry all alone, made to watch from the side, not included.
And then, all of a sudden, Harry was replaced with Aurora. In place of Aunt Petunia and Uncle Vernon and Dudley, he saw himself, Sirius, and Margaret. Aurora watching with teary eyes as Sirius and Margaret doted on Harry. Sirius giving all his attention and love to Harry. Margaret being her usual kind and warm self. Harry laughing and smiling with them.
The thought disgusted Harry to the core. It filled him with a negativity he rarely experienced. It was as if he was disgusted with his own image.
"No, Sirius," he shouted. Too loud. "You cannot do that to Aurora. No."
Sirius put his arms around Harry. "Why, Harry? What happened?"
Harry's voice was fierce. "She should also be loved and allowed to love. Not left alone."
Sirius smiled. A small smile. A parent's smile. The smile of a man who knew the goodness of his child's heart too well.
"Relax, Harry," he said. "I am not going to do anything like that. Not now. Not ever."
Harry watched him with wide eyes.
Sirius placed a hand on Harry's chest, right over his heart.
"Harry, would you still say that you dislike Aurora because she loves me? Because, I don't believe that. Not for a second."
Harry shook his head at once.
"Let's understand this completely. Alright. Why do you think you have these confusing feelings for her?" Sirius asked. "There is some other reason for it."
Harry placed his own hand on Sirius's shoulder. His voice was small.
"Sirius. Because she is good and nice. And so easy to love. She is not like me. Broken and marked with dark powers. I am not worth the trouble. You will realize that, and I will be alone again." A tear rolled down his cheek. "I am scared, Sirius."
A tear dropped from Sirius's eye at the same moment.
The words hurt them both. Penetrated their hearts with unforgiving sharpness.
Sirius opened his arms. "Harry, my child. Come here. Give me a hug. Rest your fears with me, love."
Harry launched himself at Sirius with alarming speed, falling into his arms. Sirius's arms came around him at once, pulling him closer.
"Harry. You are a person. Not some toy to be broken. You are not marked with dark things."
Harry shook his head against Sirius's chest. Not believing a single word. After all the hateful he had heard at the Dursleys about himself. It is still difficult to see himself in a good light.
Sirius pulled back to look at Harry's face, holding it in his palms.
"Harry, look at me."
Harry opened his eyes and met Sirius's piercing gaze.
"I want you to listen to me very carefully. Love. Can you do that?"
Harry nodded.
"Harry, even after how your aunt treated you—with such neglect and hate—you still have so much love in your heart that you cannot even imagine taking love away from anyone else. That does not show that you are broken. It shows strength, love. Strength of character. Strength of the heart."
Harry watched Sirius as his words hit him square in the heart.
"You are not marked or tainted with dark powers," Sirius continued. "Rather, the glow of goodness burns so bright in you that the dark had to bow down to you."
He pulled Harry closer.
"Harry, my lovely child. You are a good kid. And an even better human."
Harry's eyes tingled. "Then why do I feel that way about her? I do not want to feel that way."
Sirius closed his eyes. When he opened them, they were full of understanding.
"Harry, you remember I told you at the lake in Hogwarts that I understand?"
Harry nodded. "Yes. But do you really understand this?"
Sirius put Harry's head on his chest. His arms came around him.
"Love, I do."
He started his slow motions on Harry's back again.
"Harry, you saw today what kind of family I grew up in."
Harry nodded. Any family who wanted their own children to be Death Eaters had to be bad. He had assumed—and then he had seen it today. The dark cell in the basement, just because he had the blood of a woman who didn't come from a magical family. The bitterness of Sirius's words about his family now seemed true, not an exaggeration.
"When I lived among them before going to Hogwarts," Sirius said, "I always felt bad. My mind never liked what they believed. It always rejected those ideas. But I had no other reference. I was surrounded by similar people. And then I went to Hogwarts and met your dad. The Muggle-borns like your mother. I finally understood what it was that my brain had known all along. Why I had felt so disconnected from my own family for so long. It took me long years to completely grasp the idea and make my decision. But I did."
He stopped moving his hand.
"Harry, the only way to move forward in life and grow is to unlearn bad things."
Harry looked up. "I do not understand."
Sirius put a hand on his shoulder. "Love, when you lived with the Muggles—even when you were small—did you ever like how they functioned? Did you ever feel connected to their thoughts?"
Harry shook his head. "No, Sirius."
"That is because you knew it was wrong," Sirius said. "This was not how a family is supposed to be. A family loves everyone equally, no one person is more important or more loved. A space for everyone, equally. Your subconscious knew that. And this is what you need to unlearn, Harry."
Harry's face showed deep thought. He was letting Sirius's words sink in.
"Love is not finite," Sirius said. "Even if I love Aurora, and she loves me, I will never have a small piece left for you, my child. Never. I still have an entire heart fillled with love only for you."
Harry watched him.
"Harry, I understand you want to be loved. For that, you have to allow people to love you. When you push people away to protect yourself from heartbreak, you also take away the chance to be loved."
Harry frowned. Sirius eased the frown with his fingers.
"The only way to feel loved is to love first," Sirius said. "Open up your heart."
He paused. "You were skeptical about giving Margaret a chance, were you not?"
Harry nodded.
"But you were brave enough to do it. And do you regret it?"
Harry shook his head.
"Love, my child. Give Aurora a chance. She might surprise you. I know living with Dudley has created a deep insecurity in your head. But Aurora is not Dudley. She is her own person. She might surprise you with her love—but only if you can give her a chance."
Harry was silent. All the words Sirius had spoken rang in his head. He was not sure if he had understood every single one. But he understood the feeling. The crux of what Sirius was saying.
Sirius took a breath.
"Harry, love, listen to me. I have this tendency to love people the way they love me. I mold myself to whoever I am with."
Harry frowned. He did not know what that meant.
Sirius explained.
"Aurora is six years old. She loves me loudly, with lots of physical affection, with the absolute certainty that I belong to her. And I love her back like that."
Harry listened.
"Margaret loves me quietly. Through actions, through support, through words. And I love her back like that."
Sirius looked into Harry's eyes.
"And with you, Harry, I love you the way you love me. With shared experiences. With conversations. With my presence."
Harry's brain ran a fast analysis. Was it really true?
Yes. His intellect replied.
Sirius did behave like Aurora with Aurora. Loud and absurd and creative and child like. Speaking how she spoke, mixing French & English & gibberish. Playing what she liked. Talking about dragon nonsense—just as she did. He never did that with anyone else. Just her.
With Margaret, Sirius held mature conversations. About work, about the house, about lawyers and current happenings of the estate and the world. Their common upbringing. He kept everything between them private—just how Margaret was. Reserved. Meant only for them.
And with Harry—Harry went back through all their conversations. Sirius always indulged Harry as he liked. He talked about Quidditch, school, idiotic boy dorm stuff, Harry's parents, the Muggle world. Everything Harry knew. Harry had never loved Sirius loudly like Aurora. And Sirius had respected it and reciprocated that.
Harry was seeing everything with a new lens.
"My way of loving is like water," Sirius said. "I take whatever shape and space I am given. I never imagined, Harry, that it could be hurtful to you."
He paused.
"I never stopped you from showing me affection, have I?"
Harry shook his head.
"Did I ever ask you to not demand, or to impress me with being good or take the sideline? Did I do it, Love?
Harry shook his violently. It was true. Harry had done everything as he thought, should be done. All those restrictions to love were self imposed not put in place by Sirius.
"If I am honest with you, Harry, I have been very careful with you. I do not want to be overbearing. I know you are thirteen. When I was thirteen, all I wanted was to be treated as an adult. Not to be smothered like a child. So I gave you space, love. To decide the way this relationship between us would shape. How much affection you want me to show, how much distance I should keep, how I should behave with you? Everything."
Harry spoke at once. "I do not want space from you, Sirius."
Sirius looked at him. A small laugh escaped him—involuntary, surprised.
"I realize that now. I have been rather wrong in reading you. After all, I am not as smart as I thought."
Harry did not miss the self-loathing in the joke. It hurt him on Sirius's behalf. He hugged Sirius tightly.
"No. I have been stupid too. I am sorry, Sirius. I read everything about you differently. I always thought that because Aurora loves you more openly, you would see that, and I would be sidelined."
Sirius moved one hand into Harry's hair and rested the other on his back.
"No, Harry. I do not love her more than I love you. You are my first child. And you will always be that."
Harry smiled. All his doubts melted. All his anger faded away. The weight that had been pressing on Harry's chest—the fear, the jealousy, the desperate need to be enough—had lifted.
"Harry, love, you can love me as you want. As loud or as silent. Believe me, I see it. I feel it, my love."
Harry nodded. "Yes."
"Give Aurora a chance. Please. For me. For your own self."
Harry nodded again. "Yes, Sirius. I will."
He paused. "And do not give me any space."
Sirius chuckled. "You had better be prepared for a nosy dog in your business now."
Harry laughed. Sirius laughed with him.
"Sirius," Harry said, his voice soft. "I love you. You are my favorite."
Sirius kissed his shoulder. "I love you too, kid. You are my favorite too, love."
Chapter Text
They sat hugging each other.
Harry was smiling. Too relaxed. The furrow between his brows had smoothed away, the tension in his shoulders had melted, and his body, which had been coiled like a spring for days, had finally loosened. He looked younger like this—softer, more like the boy he should have been.
The same, however, could not be said for Sirius.
His arms were around Harry, holding him close, but his grey eyes were distant. His jaw was tight. His mind was still churning—through everything Harry had said, everything he had revealed, everything Sirius had failed to see. The guilt was there, lurking beneath the surface, waiting to drag him under again. But he pushed it down. This was not the time. Harry needed him present.
The silence was broken by a loud, unmistakable sound.
Harry's stomach growled.
It was not a small, polite noise. It was a roar—the kind of noise that announced, with absolute certainty, that the body attached to it had not been fed in a very long time.
Harry's ears went red. The color spread from the tips of his ears to his cheeks, turning his face the shade of a ripe tomato.
Sirius laughed.
It was not a loud laugh—he was too tired for that—but it was real. Warm. The sound rumbled through his chest and vibrated against Harry's back.
He patted Harry on the shoulder. "Well, I suppose conversations only fills the heart, not the stomach."
Harry smiled sheepishly. His hand came up to rub the back of his neck—a gesture Sirius recognized, a gesture that said I am embarrassed but also not entirely sorry.
Sirius's voice was serious now, though still gentle. "Harry, I hope you will remember what we talked about today. Yes?"
Harry nodded.
"You are perfect just the way you are," Sirius said. "And I love you like that. There is no competition. No small pieces for anyone. Alright? You can be demanding and cuddly all you want."
He said it and immediately hugged Harry tighter, as if to seal the words into his skin.
Harry's voice was muffled against Sirius's chest. "Yes, Sirius. I should have talked to you. I was being stupid."
"It is not stupid." Sirius's hand moved in slow circles on Harry's back. "You were conscious. I understand that. But I hope, in the future, you will trust me, love."
They smiled at each other. It was a small smile, tired, but genuine.
Sirius stood up. His legs were stiff from sitting on the floor for hours, his back aching, his knees protesting. He ignored it. He reached down and helped Harry stand.
Harry wobbled for a moment—his ankle was still tender, his body exhausted—but he found his balance. His bare feet were pale against the dark carpet.
Sirius looked at the clock on the nightstand.
Past ten.
The entire evening had passed without either of them realizing. The sun had set, the moon had risen, and the world had continued spinning while they had been locked away in this room, tearing each other apart and piecing each other back together.
Sirius raised his hand. The door opened with a flick of his wrist—no wand, just the house responding to its master.
And then he saw her.
Margaret was sitting on a lonely chair in the corridor.
Her back was straight—too straight, the kind of straight that came from holding oneself together by sheer force of will. Her hands were clenched in her lap, the knuckles white, the fingers intertwined so tightly they looked like they might fuse together. Her posture was tense, her shoulders hunched, her chin lifted.
She looked like she had definitely cried herself too many times. Her eyes were red-rimmed, her cheeks blotchy, her nose pink. Her dark hair was escaping from its pins in wild strands, curling around her face.
She had been sitting there for hours.
Waiting.
Sirius's heart, which had barely recovered from Harry's plight, clenched again. The pain was sharp, physical, a fist squeezing around his ribs.
His voice came out too loud. "You are going to drive yourself sick over me, Margaret."
Margaret looked up at once.
Her eyes went wide—and then relaxed. The tension in her shoulders eased, just slightly, just enough. She rose from the chair and ran toward the room.
Harry's attention snapped toward the corridor at Sirius's shout. His vision was too blurry to see clearly—the dark was just a wash of shadows, the shapes of things he could not name. But Sirius had said Margaret. And then he saw a figure running fast toward them.
Sirius opened his arms.
Margaret came crashing into them. Too fast. Too desperate. She practically threw herself at him, her body colliding with his chest, her arms wrapping around his waist. He caught her—of course he caught her—and pulled her close.
He was desperate too.
She had been driven to the edge today. The confusion of the distance in the morning. Harry being trapped in the dark artifact. The shouting. The accusations. The bitter words thrown like knives. And then the two of them—her husband and her stepson—had locked themselves in a room for hours.
No sound had escaped. No sign of movement. No indication of whether they were fighting or reconciling or simply sitting in silence. Nothing.
She had handled the kids. Answered questions. Forced them to eat dinner. Sent them to bed. All while hoping—praying—that things were going right in that room.
And then she had come here. Sat in the corridor. Waited for Sirius and Harry to emerge.
She had wished, so many times, to go and see if they were fine. To break into the room. To make sure that the argument downstairs had not gotten worse. But she knew she had no authority. She was nobody between them. She was the wife, yes, but she was not Harry's mother. She had not earned the right to insert herself into their private reckoning.
But lack of authority had not stopped the worry.
The worry for both of them—the two hot-headed, equally shaken people who had been clashing all day—had been too much to bear in silence.
And now she ran to Sirius. To see if he was okay. She could not see him in pain. She loved him too much to watch him suffer. His self-blame. His hurt. The years of torture his brain and body had endured.
Harry's words had been very hurtful—she had seen how they had struck Sirius right in the center of his heart. But Sirius had pushed it all aside to be available for Harry.
Margaret herself had pushed him. But she was too worried for the man she had fallen so deeply in love with. Her eyes watered. Tears came fast. She melted in Sirius's arms, holding too tight.
"Sirius," she said, her voice muffled against his chest. "Are you okay?"
Sirius hugged her back. His own eyes watered—her care, her love, her concern piercing through his heart.
"Darling," he said, his voice rough. "I am fine. I am so sorry you had to go through all this. I always put you in situations like this. I am sorry."
Margaret pulled back to cup his face. Her hands were warm, shaking slightly. "Shut up, Sirius," she said.
She wiped his cheeks with her thumbs, tracing the paths his tears had left behind.
"I am worried about you right now," she said. "Are you really fine, baby?"
Sirius smiled. His eyes were still wet, but the smile was real. "Yes, darling. I am."
Margaret smiled too. It did not reach her eyes—the worry was still there, etched into the lines around her mouth—but it was a start.
She kissed both his cheeks. Her lips were soft, lingering. Sirius closed his eyes feeling her touch. It was grounding.
Then she turned toward Harry.
Harry was watching them with wide, blurry eyes. The two people who had shown Harry, what love looks like. How it should feel. Not by preaching only by being them.
Margaret reached out and cupped his face with one hand. Her other hand was still holding Sirius's. "Harry," she said. "Are you okay?"
Harry nodded. He had no words.
Margaret pushed the hair back from his face. Her fingers were gentle, tucking the dark strands behind his ears.
"Tell me, truthfully," she said. "Is everything alright? Did you two fight again?"
Harry opened his mouth, but no words came.
Sirius spoke on his behalf. "Margaret, we talked through it. We are alright."
Margaret looked at them both. They looked like they had cried buckets. Their eyes were swollen, their cheeks raw, their noses red. Sirius looked worse—drained, hollowed out, the shadows under his eyes deeper than she had ever seen them.
She could tell. He was not okay. He had a lot on his mind. And Harry—Harry seemed calm, but he was tired. Wrung out. Empty.
She was not convinced. Not at all.
Harry spoke finally, knowing that she was waiting for his confirmation.
"Margaret, we did not fight. Sirius is right. We talked through it."
He paused. His voice was soft. "Do not worry anymore. Please."
Margaret's eyes watered again, involuntarily.
"I have every right to be worried," she said.
She held both Sirius's and Harry's faces with her hands—one on each, her palms warm against their cheeks. She looked between them.
"You both are impossible," she said. "Absolutely."
A single tear rolled down her cheek.
Sirius moved first. He pulled them both into a big hug—his arms spread wide, one around Margaret, one around Harry, drawing them against his chest.
All the emotions not spoken clearly were communicated through the embrace. Harry closed his eyes and melted into the hug, seeking comfort and love. Sirius only sought strength through it—strength he doubted he had left. And Margaret only hoped that they were okay. And that she could take away any hurt they were experiencing.
Sirius spoke first, trying to lighten the situation. "Margaret, I must tell you. Harry is hungry."
Harry's ears went red again.
Margaret extracted herself from the hug immediately. Her demeanor shifted—from worried wife to efficient caretaker. She could take over now. Sirius could relax. He had been strong too long.
"Of course he is," she said. "It has been so many hours. He has not eaten."
She put a hand on Sirius's chest, looking up at him. "And you must be hungry too."
Sirius only smiled in return.
Margaret called for Kreacher at once, her voice clear and commanding. She ordered dinner for both of them—simple food for Harry, easy to digest, and a full meal for Sirius.
"Now sit," she said. "Both of you. On the bed."
She held Harry's hand and helped him to the bed. Sirius followed. She fluffed the pillows and created a space for Harry to lean against. Harry sank into it gratefully.
Margaret checked him over—feeling his forehead for fever, checking his pupils, asking if he was feeling any pain. The icing charm had worn off; she could see him shifting, uncomfortable.
She cast it again quickly. Harry's bruised back felt better immediately.
"No pain?" she asked.
"Not much," Harry said.
Sirius sat on the other side of the bed. He watched them. He was lost in his own exhaustion, his own thoughts, but his eyes followed Margaret's hands, Harry's face, the quiet intimacy of care.
The dinner arrived.
Harry's tray had simple food—things that would be easy on his stomach after the potions, after the stress. Sirius's tray had a normal dinner.
Margaret picked up Harry's spoon.
"Harry, would you like me to feed you?" she asked. Her voice was neutral, offering, not insisting. "If you are comfortable with it. You can relax."
Harry nodded.
He was quite capable of eating on his own. He had been feeding himself since he was old enough to hold a spoon—since before that, probably, left alone with a bottle propped against a blanket. No one had ever fed him. No one had ever offered.
But after everything today—the fear, the tears, the shouting, the confessions—a meal fed with love was the ointment for all his wounds.
Margaret fed him quietly.
She did not bombard anyone with questions. She did not push. She simply lifted the spoon to Harry's lips, waited for him to take the bite, and lowered it again.
She cooled each spoonful with a soft breath. She wiped his face with a napkin when broth dripped down his chin. She asked, softly, if the food was to his taste.
Harry answered in small words. Yes. Good. Thank you.
He watched Margaret with his hazy vision—the blurry shape of her, the gentle movements of her hands. She was beautiful. Not in the way the newspapers had described her—elegant, composed, aristocratic. But in the way she cared. In the way she touched. In the way she fed him without making him feel weak.
Sirius ate silently. He watched Margaret and Harry—the way Margaret's hand steadied the spoon, the way Harry opened his mouth without hesitation, the way they moved together like they had been doing this for years.
Harry had revealed tonight that he liked Margaret—that he valued her, that he would miss her if she left. Sirius was content just watching the two of them together. The way Margaret tilted Harry's chin up to wipe his mouth. The way Harry leaned into her touch without flinching.
Margaret inquired about Sirius between feeding bites to Harry. A glance here, a question there. He answered in short words, not because he was angry, but because he had nothing left to give.
Sirius spoke mid-dinner. "I will be staying with Harry tonight."
Harry looked up. He had not expected that.
Margaret replied without even looking at Sirius. "Of course. I thought so. Aurora is already asleep in our room. I did not leave her alone tonight."
Harry did not want to bother Sirius more than he already had. "There is no need for that, Sirius," he said. "I can stay alone very well. I am fine."
Before Sirius could reply, Margaret spoke. Her voice carried an authority—not the authority of the mistress of the house, but that of someone who cared.
"Harry, of course there is every need. After the events of today, we are not leaving you alone. And you do not even have your glasses. Sirius will stay here."
It was the same straightforward care Harry had seen when Sirius was recovering after the ritual. Margaret had looked after him like that—with an unwavering stance, a strict voice, and soft concern underneath.
Harry was being cared for by Margaret the same way she cared for Sirius. Her husband. Someone Harry was sure she loved too deeply.
Harry was being put in the same bracket. It was a big honor.
He nodded. Not defeated. Delighted.
And somewhere, in a silent corner of his heart, he was happy. He needed comfort today. It had been a long day. And no one was better than Sirius to provide that comfort.
Sirius smiled and finished his food.
Margaret fed Harry until his plate was clean.
The plates were cleared.
Margaret put a hand on Harry's shoulder.
"Harry, you must take a shower. It will help you relax."
She looked at Sirius. "You too, Sirius."
Sirius nodded. "I will be back soon, Harry."
Harry nodded.
Sirius moved out of the room. His footsteps were heavy on the carpet, slower than usual. The exhaustion was catching up with him—the emotional exhaustion, the physical exhaustion, the weight of everything that had happened. He reached the master bedroom too quickly for his liking.
Aurora was asleep on the bed.
She was curled on her side, hugging her dragon pillow, her dark hair spread across the white linen like spilled ink. Her small chest rose and fell with each breath. Her lips were slightly parted. She looked peaceful.
A smile broke across Sirius's face without his permission.
His legs carried him to her. He sat on the edge of the bed, his weight making the mattress dip. His hand moved to her small frame, resting on her shoulder.
"I am sorry, sweetheart," he said quietly. "Your love for me was seen as something threatening by Harry."
He paused, his throat tight.
"You are my angel. I am lucky you have given me this chance to love you. To be a family to you."
He kissed her small hand. Her fingers were soft, warm.
"Harry is a lovely boy. A very kind soul. I will make sure you both find each other. He will love you—I know it. He will see, one day, how much love you can give. And he will reciprocate it."
His eyes burned. He blinked, and a tear fell onto the duvet.
"You can love me as you want," he whispered. "And I love you so much."
Aurora did not move. Did not wake. She slept on, unaware of the weight of his words.
Sirius watched her for a long minute. Then he rose and went into the bathroom.
The door closed behind him.
He turned on the shower. The water was hot, the steam rising, fogging the mirrors. He stepped under the spray and let it pound against his shoulders.
Once alone, once the door was closed, once the water was running—he broke down.
Completely.
He leaned against the tile wall, his forehead pressed against the cool stone, and let the tears come. They mixed with the water streaming from the shower head, indistinguishable, invisible. His shoulders shook. His hands pressed flat against the wall.
He had no idea who he was crying for.
For James, whom he grieved without guilt for the first time? The weight of blame had lifted tonight, somewhere between Harry's words and Harry's tears. James had not been his fault. James had never been his fault.
For failing Harry? For not seeing the jealousy, the fear, the desperate need for reassurance? For letting his child believe he was not enough?
For letting Aurora be turned into something she was not in Harry's mind? For allowing his bright, loving, innocent little star to become a symbol of everything Harry had lost?
Or just for himself? For the years of silence, of solitude, of carrying weight that was never his to carry?
The tears mixed with the water. They ran down his face, his chest, his legs, and disappeared into the drain.
He did not know how long he stood there. Minutes. Maybe longer.
When the sobs finally stopped, he was empty. Hollow. Cleaned out. He turned off the water. He stood in the steam, breathing, waiting for his heart to slow.
Then he dried himself. He dressed in the pajamas Margaret had left for him. He looked at himself in the mirror—his red eyes, his pale face, the dark circles that had taken up permanent residence beneath his eyes.
He looked like a man who had been through war.
He looked like a man who was still standing.
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Margaret helped Harry to the bathroom.
She waited in the room while he showered, standing by the window, her arms crossed over her chest. Her eyes moved across the room—and stopped.
The backpack.
It was still open on the bed. Clothes spilled out from the top—shirts, jeans, socks. The Firebolt was thrust into the bag at an awkward angle, its handle sticking out.
Her eyes tingled again.
Harry had really been preparing to leave.
How this must have hurt Sirius. To what lengths Sirius had gone to bring Harry home. He had married an unknown woman and taken her child. Come back to his hated childhood house and his hated family. The battles. The ritual. Everything.
Even after bringing Harry home, he had spent every day making an effort. Being available for all of them. He had fallen apart silently, alone. But somehow, miraculously, he had held himself together for the children.
And then this.
Sirius did not deserve this. Nor did Harry. Whatever the confusion, the issue should not have been so big that Harry prepared to leave for it.
Margaret moved to the bed. She began to take out the things—one by one, slowly, without magic. She folded each shirt, each pair of jeans, each pair of socks. She placed them in the wardrobe, stacking them neatly on the shelves.
She sent a pair of pajamas into the bathroom for Harry. Soft, warm, clean.
She took out the Firebolt. Her hand lingered on the handle. This was Harry's most prized possession—the gift Sirius had given him, the symbol of his freedom, his joy. He had been ready to take it and leave.
She placed it back in its stand.
Harry walked into the room.
He was wearing the pajamas she had sent. His hair was wet—dripping, actually, dark strands plastered to his forehead and neck. Water droplets clung to his temples, his ears, the back of his hands.
Margaret moved at once. She crossed the room, took his hand, and guided him to the bed.
"Your hair is all wet," she said. "Why have you not dried it properly? You will catch a cold."
She summoned a fresh towel from the wardrobe—soft, thick, warm—and began to dry his hair. Without asking. Without waiting.
Harry had no idea what to say. He sat down on the edge of the bed. Her touch was gentle. Too soft.
He remembered Aunt Petunia giving him a bath once, when he was very small. How unkind she had been. How roughly she had handled him. Scrubbing his skin raw. Yanking a comb through his hair. Leaving him shivering and alone.
Nothing like this.
Margaret's fingers moved through his hair, gently squeezing the water from the strands, patting the towel against his scalp. She did not pull. Did not yank. Did not rush.
"I have taken the liberty of putting your things back in the wardrobe," she said.
Harry felt a strong blush of embarrassment rising in his cheeks. He wanted to apologize. He did not know what to say.
"Margaret," he said. "I—"
He did not finish.
Margaret had stopped drying his hair. She sat down next to him on the bed. She took his hand—held it in both of hers.
"I did not know you could say such unkind words, Harry."
Harry's heart sank to the bottom of his chest, maybe to the bottom of the earth.
He knew he had crossed a line today. With Sirius. In front of Margaret—his wife. He had spoken hateful words, words Malfoy had fed him, words he had let fester in his heart until they had burst out like poison.
Margaret must hate him now.
The thought was horrible. Margaret having a bad impression of him, thinking little of him, was not comfortable. He had not known her for long, but her opinion mattered.
He spoke at once, too fast, his words tumbling over each other. "I am sorry. I should have never spoken to Sirius like that. I really do not behave like that, Margaret. I did not mean it."
Margaret squeezed his hand. He stopped his ranting. "I am not talking about Sirius," she said. "I am talking about you."
Harry blinked. "Me?"
Margaret moved small circles on his hand with her thumb. "Yes, Harry. You. The words may have been directed at Sirius, but they were meant for yourself. Were they not?"
Harry stayed quiet.
"No one," Margaret said, "should be allowed to speak such cruel words about someone as pure-hearted and good as you. Not even your own self."
Harry's eyes tingled for the hundredth time today.
Since the time he had arrived in Margaret and Sirius's lives, he had only given them trouble after trouble. And yet they never ran out of kindness for him. He could not think of a single person who would have let Harry get away with his behavior today. But Sirius had. And Margaret had.
He watched her with his blurry vision, unable to see her clearly but feeling her presence like a warm light.
Margaret continued, unaware of his internal monologue.
"Harry, our words have a lot of power. When you speak such unkind words about yourself, they stay in your subconscious. They create negativity and doubt about your own self. You do not deserve that. Not at all."
She paused.
"Promise me you will never speak about yourself like that again. Never."
Harry's tears flowed again. He had never had anybody teach him how to be a person. How to behave with others. How to treat himself. How not to hurt himself. How to care for his own needs.
His life had been missing love like a desert devoid of water. Sirius had somehow managed to impossibly grow roses of love in it. And now Margaret kept watering it with her affection.
Margaret wiped away his tears with her thumb. "What happened?" she asked. "Did I say something wrong?"
Harry shook his head. "No. I am sorry. I will never say something like that again."
Margaret smiled. "Good."
She kissed his hand. The gesture was simple, warm, maternal.
She gave him a pain potion to help him sleep—a small vial of blue liquid, sweet and soothing. Harry drank it without complaint.
Harry smiled. "Thank you, Margaret."
Margaret squeezed his hand.
She helped him into the covers, pulling the duvet up to his chin, tucking the edges around his shoulders. She smoothed the hair back from his forehead.
Margaret stood. "Good night, Harry," she said. "Sleep well."
"Good night, Margaret."
Margaret turned to leave.
Sirius was standing at the door.
He was leaning against the frame, one shoulder pressed against the wood, his arms crossed over his chest. His hair was still damp from the shower, curling at the ends, darker than usual.
Margaret looked at him. Just one look—and she knew.
Sirius had cried in the bathroom. It had been only two days since she had seen him after a breakdown. She recognized it immediately.
There was no physical evidence—his eyes were clear, his cheeks were dry, his expression was composed. But she recognized it. The slight puffiness beneath his eyes. The way his skin seemed thinner, more translucent. The way he held himself—shoulders squared, back straight, jaw tight. The posture of a man who had just put himself back together.
Her eyes glistened.
She walked out of Harry's room and closed the door behind her. The latch clicked softly. The sound echoed in the quiet corridor.
As soon as the door was closed—as soon as Harry was out of sight—Sirius pulled her into a bone-crushing hug.
His arms wrapped around her shoulders, crushing her against his chest. His face buried itself in the crook of her neck, his nose pressing into the soft skin beneath her ear, his breath warm and uneven. His body sagged against hers, his weight pressing into her, his muscles uncoiling.
Margaret reciprocated with equal strength. Her arms went around his waist, holding him up, holding him together. Her fingers pressed into the fabric of his shirt, feeling the warmth of his skin beneath.
Sirius buried his face deeper into her neck. His breath came in short, shaky bursts. His body put all its weight on her.
Margaret moved her hand on his back. Slow circles. The same motion she used for Aurora. The same motion she used for Harry. The same motion she used for him.
"Sirius," she said softly. "My baby."
Sirius did not say anything. He let her scent wash over him—lavender and something else, something warm, something that was just her. He let it push back the thoughts. The worries. The guilt. The fear.
Margaret's hand moved up his back, then down. Up, then down.
"Baby," she said. "Whatever it is, we will face it together. You are not alone. I am always here. With you."
Sirius nodded against her neck. The movement was small, almost imperceptible.
"I love you, baby," Margaret said.
Sirius pulled back. They looked at each other.
The corridor was dim, the gas lamps flickering low, casting long shadows across the walls. The portraits were sleeping, their painted eyes closed, their painted chests rising and falling. The house was quiet.
Sirius took a short glance at her lips.
Then he crashed his lips onto hers.
The kiss was needy. Wanting. Desperate. His hands moved to her waist, gripping the fabric of her robe, pulling her against him. His mouth moved on hers with urgency—not passion, not lust, but something deeper. Something rawer.
He was seeking love. Seeking comfort. Seeking the reassurance that he was not alone, that he was not broken, that there was someone who would hold him even when he fell apart.
Margaret reciprocated without any delay. Her hands moved to his dark curls, threading through the damp strands, pulling him closer. She poured all her love into the kiss. If she could only kiss away all his pain. All his worry. All the years of hurt that clung to him like a second skin.
They kissed. Neither was ready to break it. Neither was ready to let the other go. The need for air was too small against the want of comfort.
She tasted like home. And Sirius wanted nothing more than that at this moment.
The kiss broke eventually. They pulled apart only far enough to rest their foreheads against each other. Both of them were panting for air, their chests heaving, their breath mingling in the small space between them. Their faces were still very close—close enough that she could see the individual lashes around his grey eyes, the faint scar cutting through his left eyebrow, the small lines at the corners of his mouth.
Their lips were swollen. Red. Their faces were flushed. Their breath mixed—in and out, in and out, unable to tell whose was whose.
Both of them closed their eyes.
His arms held her close. Very close. Her body pressed against his, her chest against his chest, her hips against his hips. She could feel his heartbeat—fast, thrumming, alive.
"Rose," Sirius said. His voice was low. "We need to talk."
Margaret's hand moved to his cheek. Her thumb traced his cheekbone. "I picked up that much," she said. "Not today, though. You need rest, baby."
Sirius opened his eyes. He looked at his darling wife. His grey eyes were soft, tired, grateful.
He nodded.
"I am sorry," he said. "For dragging you into everything."
Margaret's eyes opened. She stared into his—blue into grey, steady into weary.
"Sirius," she said. "Do not say that. We are together in this. It is our family." Her eyes burned with conviction. With determination. "Please. It hurts me when you put me on the outside."
Sirius knew she meant it.
"Alright," he said. "I will not do that." He paused. "I love you, darling."
He kissed her again. Not waiting for her reply.
Margaret kissed him back. A short kiss. Much softer than the previous one. A declaration of togetherness. A promise.
Sirius broke the kiss. He dropped kisses down her cheek, her jaw, her neck. He nuzzled his face into the curve of her throat, his nose pressing against her pulse point. Margaret tilted her neck, allowing him access. Her eyes closed.
"I would collapse without you," he said against the joint of her neck. His voice was rough. Low. "Just know that."
Margaret put her hands around his neck. Her fingers played with the short hairs at his nape.
"No such thing will happen, baby," she said. She pulled his face back to hers.
They looked into each other's eyes.
"You alright?" Margaret asked.
Sirius's answer came too quickly. "I am." He himself did not believe it. Neither did Margaret.
"You?" he asked.
Margaret's smile was small, tired. "As good as you are."
Sirius knew she had seen through him. As she always did. He smiled. He pecked her lips one last time—soft, brief, tender.
"Good night, darling," he said. "Sleep well."
Margaret smiled. "Good night, baby."
They looked at each other for one long moment.
Then Margaret said, "Go. Harry waits."
Sirius nodded. "Little star waits for you too."
Margaret kissed his lips one more time. He kissed her back. They both smiled into the kiss—small, tired, relieved. The tension eased from their bodies.
Margaret was assured that he would be fine. Sirius was thankful for her.
She left.
Sirius watched her go. Her footsteps faded down the corridor. The shadows swallowed her.
He turned toward Harry's room.
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Harry had been waiting for Sirius to come.
The room was dark, lit only by the streetlamps outside, their glow filtering through the window in pale orange rectangles. The shadows of the curtain rings trembled on the wall. The clock on the nightstand ticked. The bed was warm, the pillows soft, the covers pulled up to his chin.
All the happenings of the day ran through his head. Not the deep thoughts—those were too heavy, too tangled, too much for this hour. Just the kind words Sirius had spoken. The way he had listened. The way he had tried to understand.
It had been so easy to talk to Sirius. So comforting. Sirius had listened to all his complaints—every single one, no matter how petty, how childish, how embarrassing—and had not dismissed a single one. He had tried to understand.
No one had ever given such patience and time and comfort to Harry. Nobody.
He smiled.
Sirius was going to stay with him. He had never stayed with someone at night before. Ron, yes—but that was different. This was different.
This was like having a sleepover with his favorite person.
He smiled again.
The door opened.
Harry saw only the outline of a figure—tall, broad-shouldered, moving with quiet steps. Sirius said nothing. The door closed behind him with a soft click.
He sat on the edge of the bed. Close to Harry. The mattress dipped beneath his weight.
"Why are you not asleep yet?" he asked.
Harry's voice was soft. "Waiting for you."
Sirius smiled. He reached out and touched Harry's shoulder—a brief squeeze, warm and grounding.
"Come on," he said. "Go to sleep. Padfoot will be here."
Harry's smile vanished.
His heart dropped. The warmth in his chest turned cold. He had assumed—hoped—that Sirius would stay with him. Talk to him. Be there.
"You are not staying?" His voice was small.
Sirius put a hand on his chest. "It is me, Harry. Padfoot will be on the window seat. You can sleep peacefully here."
Harry did not want that. He wanted Sirius. He wanted his godfather beside him, close enough to touch, close enough to know he was not alone.
He had no idea how to say that.
"Sirius—"
He stopped. A strong blush rose to his cheeks. He did not want to be clingy. He did not want to be needy. Even if Sirius had said he could be.
Sirius said nothing. He watched Harry for a moment. His grey eyes were steady, patient.
"Harry," he said. "If you want something, you will have to ask for it."
His eyes were determined.
Sirius had to make Harry say what he wanted. Things could not go on like this anymore—Harry waiting, hoping, assuming. Sirius refusing to push, refusing to demand, refusing to make Harry uncomfortable. There had to be a middle ground. A place where Harry learned to speak.
Harry knew Sirius would not budge until he said it. His face turned beetroot. The heat spread from his cheeks down his neck, across his ears.
"Sirius," he said. His voice was shy. Soft. He stammered through it, the words stumbling over each other. "Will you stay with me tonight? Here? Not Padfoot."
His eyes were hopeful. Vulnerable.
Sirius smiled. Too bright, even in the dark. Even through Harry's hazy vision, it was a star.
"Yes, Harry," he said. "I will. Now come on. Move over. I am a big man. I need space."
Harry chuckled. His embarrassment faded. Giddiness rose in its place. He shifted too quickly.
Sirius moved, shifting on the bed, pulling back the covers. He got under the covers. The sheets were cool, the pillows soft. He settled them to his comfort—fluffing, adjusting, arranging. He lay down next to Harry.
Harry had practically turned on his side. He was facing Sirius, watching him like a small child watching a wonder—which Sirius probably was, for Harry. He was smiling.
Sirius did not see it. His head was too full. His eyes were fixed on the unfamiliar ceiling of Harry's room—the shadows, the dark beams, the faint glow of the streetlamps outside. He was trying to calm down. Not giving away his discomfort to Harry. Trying to think of nothing.
After a while, he turned his head to steal a glance at Harry. Harry was staring at him. With a smile. His eyes wide open. He saw them clearly even in the dark.
Sirius was a little startled—but he did not react. "What happened, love?" he asked.
Harry tried to blink. Tried to not make his happiness too obvious. He tried to sound breezy, casual, like this was no big deal.
He failed. His voice was too jolly. "Nothing," he said.
Sirius caught it. "Harry."
Harry gave up. His face flushed again—but this time, it was not embarrassment. "Sirius," he said. "Just happy. I never had anyone stay with me at night."
The words hung in the air. Simple. Honest. Devastating.
Sirius smiled. He turned his entire body toward Harry, shifting on the pillows, facing him fully. His hand came to rest on Harry's shoulder.
"Well," he said, "now you have me. You can ask me anytime. I will come and stay with you."
Harry's eyes widened. "Really?"
Sirius chuckled softly. He leaned forward and kissed Harry's forehead—a warm, lingering press of lips.
"Yes, love."
Harry smiled.
"Now come on," Sirius said. "Close your eyes. Time to sleep."
Harry thought for a minute. He decided to test the waters.
"Sirius," he said. His ears turned pink again. "Will you tell me a story?"
Sirius replied too quickly. "Of course, Harry. Which story? About Princess Lily?"
Harry shook his head. "No. About how Prince Prongsie met his best friend. The black dog."
Sirius smiled. He knew. Harry wanted to talk about him.
He nodded. He could never say no to Harry.
He began.
"Once upon a time," he said, " There was a very stupid Prince, his name was Prongsie. He was eleven years old. He received a letter—a very important letter, from a kingdom called Hogwarts. And so did the black dog."
His voice was soft, rhythmic. His hand moved on Harry's shoulder in slow, soothing circles.
"They both went to the train. Prince Prongsie was being stupid, of course—bouncing around, talking too loud, trying to impress everyone. And the black dog—" He paused. "The black dog took one look at him and started a fight. Not a real fight. A banter. The kind that lasts a lifetime."
He kept talking. His words were warm, familiar. Harry listened, his eyes heavy, his body relaxing.
Midway through the story, Sirius fell asleep.
His hand stopped moving on Harry's shoulder. His breathing slowed. Deepened. His head tilted slightly to the side, his lips parted, his face soft and peaceful in the dim light.
The tiredness. The events of the day. The tears, the shouting, the confessions. The rescue, the fear, the relief. It had all caught up with him too quickly. Too fast. Too much.
Harry did not poke him. Did not wake him.
He was awake. He watched Sirius with his hazy vision—the outline of his face, the dark hair spread across the pillow, the slow rise and fall of his chest.
His mind played only one thought.
How happy his life would have been if Sirius had not been sent to Azkaban.
Sirius would have loved him. Cared for him. Been there for every birthday, every Christmas, every scraped knee and broken heart. He would have taught Harry to fly, to swim, to shave. He would have been at every Quidditch match, cheering louder than anyone. He would have tucked Harry into bed every night and told him stories.
But then another thought struck Harry. A different thought. A thought that settled into his chest and glowed.
His dad had known it. Even his mom. They had a group—four friends. And there were many others who knew them, who loved them, who would have done anything for them. They could have trusted anyone.
But they chose Sirius.
His father clearly had a favorite. He had chosen to take Sirius in after he ran away. He had chosen Sirius as his best man. And then—he had chosen Sirius as the godfather for his child.
He definitely had only one best friend.
Harry thought about all the conversations he had heard since Sirius had broken out of Azkaban. All the adults who had known James and Lily. They all said the same thing: James and Sirius were inseparable. James and Sirius. Never James and Remus. Never James and Peter. Always James and Sirius.
Dad never made his favouritism a secret. He had trusted Sirius more than anyone. Loved him more than anyone.
The small glimpse Harry had seen in the memory—the cottage, the laughter, the way James looked at Sirius—only solidified it. The love between them had been real. Deep. Unbreakable.
Harry thought about his backpack. The clothes he had packed. The Firebolt he had been ready to take.
He felt shame.
"Sirius," he said softly. His voice was barely a whisper. "I would never leave. I want to stay with you. Only you."
He moved his hand. Slowly. Carefully. He touched Sirius's face—his fingers brushing against his godfather's cheek, his jaw, the soft skin beneath his eye. Harry had never done that when Sirius was awake. But now with him deep in sleep, he can touch his godfather's face.
Sirius was in deep sleep. He did not react. Did not move. It was probably a good thing, because he would not have survived what Harry said next.
Harry smiled. A small smile. Private. Just for himself. He moved his body closer to Sirius.
"You are my hero," he said.
He let his hand rest on Sirius's shoulder. He closed his eyes.
The room was dark. The city hummed beyond the window. The clock ticked.
And Harry, for the first time in his life, fell asleep knowing that someone was beside him. That someone would be there when he woke.
He was not alone.
He would never be alone again.
Chapter Text
Sirius woke to morning light falling on his face.
The light was warm—too warm, golden and insistent, pressing against his closed eyelids. He was accustomed to sleeping in the dark. At Grimmauld Place, his childhood room had heavy curtains that blocked out the sun. The master bedroom, where he slept now, faced north, the light never direct. But this room—Harry's room—faced east.
He tried to move. He wanted to close the curtains, to pull the darkness back around himself like a blanket.
He could not move.
There was a weight on his body. Not Margaret—he knew her weight, her shape, the way she curled into him in sleep. This was different.
He opened his eyes.
Harry.
Harry was draped over him. One leg was thrown across Sirius's thighs, bent at the knee, the foot dangling off the edge of the bed. One arm was wrapped around Sirius's torso, the hand splayed across his chest, fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt. His face was pressed into Sirius's chest, cheek against the cotton, mouth slightly open, breath slow and even.
The room. Not his. Unfamiliar.
The events of yesterday came running back to his mind. The rescue. The shouting. The tears. The long hours on the floor, talking, explaining, unearthing wounds that had festered for years. The confessions. The apologies. The reconciliation.
He was in Harry's room.
Sirius smiled.
He remembered when he had woken up with Aurora and Harry in his room, the day after returning from France. Harry had slept like this that day as well—draped over him, claiming him, refusing to let go even in sleep.
He tightened his hand around Harry. His arm, which had been resting across Harry's back, pulled him closer.
Harry could be such a cuddle monster. He just stopped himself when he was awake—consciously, deliberately, as if physical affection was something to be rationed, something he had to earn, something he was not allowed to want.
Sirius thought about Harry's childhood. The cupboard. The neglect. The years of being denied physical love—the hugs, the pats on the back, the casual touches that most children took for granted. Growing up without being held would do that to a person.
He kissed Harry's head. His lips pressed into the dark, messy hair, still damp from last night's shower.
He made a promise to himself. Not anymore. Harry would get the love he deserved. All of it. Every day. No more rationing.
He looked around Harry's room.
The curtains were drawn open—he had not closed them last night, too exhausted to remember. The morning light spilled through the glass, painting the walls in shades of gold and white. The dust motes danced in the sunbeams, lazy and slow. The chandelier overhead caught the light, scattering tiny rainbows across the ceiling.
The photograph of James and Lily was on the bedside table. The silver frame gleamed.
Sirius looked at it. James was laughing, his arm around Lily, his head thrown back, his glasses slightly askew. Lily was smiling—not posing, just smiling, the kind of smile that came from being happy, from being loved.
He smiled at the photograph.
He kissed the fingers of his free hand—the one not wrapped around Harry—and pressed them against the glass.
"Rest in peace," he said softly. His voice was barely a whisper. "I am here now. I will look after him."
He paused. His eyes moved across their faces—James's messy hair, Lily's green eyes.
"I miss you both," he said. "I love you both."
The photograph did not move. It was a still image, not magical, not alive. But Sirius felt their presence anyway—in the warmth of the morning light, in the weight of their son in his arms, in the quiet peace of the room.
A small movement broke his train of thought.
Harry was waking up.
He made a sound—a soft, contented sound, somewhere between a hum and a purr. His arm tightened around Sirius's torso, pulling himself closer. Then it loosened. His leg shifted. His body stretched, cat-like, against Sirius's side.
He let out a yawn. His jaw cracked.
Sirius stayed quiet. He watched as Harry woke up to the world of the living.
Harry's eyes opened. His vision was blurry. It took him a moment to adjust to the light, to the shapes, to the face hovering above him.
And then he saw Sirius. Watching him. Smiling at him.
Harry smiled. It was automatic, unconscious, the smile of someone who was happy to see a familiar face.
"Morning, love," Sirius said.
"Morning," Harry replied. The word came out automatic, still thick with sleep.
And then he became aware of his body.
His leg was thrown over Sirius's thighs. His arm was wrapped around Sirius's torso. His face was pressed into Sirius's chest. He was draped over his godfather like a blanket. Like a child, who doesn't understand the concept of personal space.
He was embarrassed. His face flushed. He tried to withdraw at once, pulling his arm back, shifting his leg, pushing himself up.
Sirius did not give him the chance.
His arm tightened around Harry, holding him in place. Not painfully—just firmly, like a parent holding a child who was trying to escape a hug.
Harry stopped struggling. He looked up at Sirius, his blurry eyes questioning.
"Harry," Sirius said. "If cuddling were a crime, half the world would be in jail. Calm down. Stop moving."
Harry felt his lips twitch.
Sirius reached up and pushed the hair away from Harry's face. His fingers were gentle, tucking the dark strands behind Harry's ears.
"Relax," he said.
Harry smiled. He stopped trying to pull away. He lowered his face back onto Sirius's chest, his cheek pressing against the soft cotton of his shirt. He let himself feel it—the warmth, the solidity, the gentle rise and fall of Sirius's breathing.
He let himself be loved.
It was a good feeling.
Sirius stayed like that as well. His hand moved in slow circles on Harry's back. His other hand rested on Harry's head, fingers threading through his hair.
Moments passed. The sun rose higher. The light grew brighter. The city hummed beyond the window.
Sirius broke the silence first.
"Harry," he said. "How are you feeling? Any discomfort?"
Harry's voice was muffled against Sirius's chest. "No. I am good. Just the shoulder twinges a bit."
Sirius's hand moved immediately to Harry's shoulder. His fingers pressed gently, feeling for heat, for swelling.
"Is it bad?"
"No. Not bad. Just there."
Sirius nodded. His mind was already working, preparing the mental schedule for the day. Taking Harry to St. Mungo's was the first thing. The wound needed to be redressed. The remnants of dark magic needed to be cleaned. Harry needed new glasses.
And then there was the dark artifact. The sixth floor. The children's disobedience.
His hand resumed its slow motion on Harry's back. His voice, when he spoke, was stern. Commanding.
"Harry, I am not one for punishments." He paused. "However, considering everything, you can mentally prepare yourself for no flying or swimming, until I say so."
Harry's spirits fell immediately.
The warmth of the morning drained out of him. The laziness, the comfort, the peace—all of it evaporated, replaced by a cold, sinking feeling in his chest. He looked up at Sirius, his blurry eyes wide.
"But, Sirius," he said, "I said sorry. I will never go to that floor again."
Sirius's voice was calm, unyielding. "I have sealed that floor. You cannot go there again."
Harry had not known that. When had Sirius done it? He watched Sirius's face, searching for any sign of softening, any hint that this was a joke.
It was not a joke.
"Your shoulder needs time to recover," Sirius continued. "And also—if I say do not do something, it is because it is dangerous. I mean it. You had better remember that, big guy."
Harry had taken Sirius pretty much for granted when it came to rules. Sirius was not the one for moral policing or being a stickler for discipline. He was the cool guardian, the one who let Harry fly high and swim deep and stay up late. Harry had not expected Sirius to actually ground him like this.
Harry was upset. But that did not stop him from pleading his case.
"Sirius, please," he said. "It is summer holidays. I am fine. No pain. And my friends are here."
Sirius did not miss a beat. "I am pretty sure you can find indoor games to entertain your friends. And rest well so that you recover faster and can return to your other pursuits."
He had never been dealt with like this before. He knew absolute cruelty—the Dursleys had taught him that. He knew ignorance—the years of being ignored, overlooked, forgotten. But someone talking him through his actions and disciplining him with calm, measured words? That was new.
And that someone being Sirius—the coolest person on the planet, the one who made him laugh, who let him choose the family car, who called him love—made it worse.
He knew, intellectually, that being adopted would come with this. Consequences for actions. Involvement in his adventures. He had anticipated some reaction from Sirius—maybe a lecture, maybe a disappointed look.
But not this. Not a grounding. Not the removal of the things he loved most.
He absolutely hated it. But last night had taught him something. Sirius had many sides—sides Harry knew nothing about. And one of those sides was absolute. No amount of whining, no amount of pleading, would make Sirius change his decision.
He huffed. Loudly. He let his annoyance be known.
Then he dropped his head on Sirius's chest with a loud thud—the front of his skull connecting with Sirius's sternum, the sound muffled by fabric.
Sirius winced. The sudden weight, the sudden impact, knocked the breath out of him. "Don't be dramatic," Sirius said. "You had this coming when you marched onto the sixth floor despite my repeated warnings."
Harry's reply came at once, irritated, defensive. "I was not trying to be defiant. I was just trying to save Crookshanks."
Sirius was silent for a moment. His hand resumed its slow circles on Harry's back. "Harry," he said. "Look at me."
Harry rolled his eyes. But he did look up.
Sirius held his face in his hands. His palms were warm, his fingers spread across Harry's cheeks, his thumbs resting near the corners of his mouth. His grey eyes were intense, burning with something that looked like fire and felt like love.
"You are not a savior," Sirius said. His voice was low. Sharp. "Remember that. Tattoo it inside your brain. Your life is not for you to throw away helping others without a thought."
Harry opened his mouth to argue.
Sirius did not let him. "I know you want to tell me that you have done it alone all those years. I know it. And it fills me with grief." His voice cracked, just slightly. "But not anymore. This nonsense has to end. You are thirteen. Behave like that. Come to me—your godfather, your legal guardian—for any problem. However small or big. Without considering if I am working in my study or on a business trip to the sun."
He paused. His thumbs moved on Harry's cheeks. "Do you understand?"
A sharp shudder ran through Harry's body.
Sirius's eyes were burning. His voice was low and sharp. He meant every word—and Harry felt it in his bones. Sirius's reaction yesterday, and his actions before, had proved that he would always come. All Harry had to do was call for him.
He could do that. Couldn't he?
Sirius could take care of him. Wasn't that what he had always wanted?
He nodded. Sirius looked disappointed.
"That gives us another thing to work on," Sirius said. "I want your word. No more of this silent understanding business. Speak. Clearly."
His voice was commanding. He spoke like a lord. Or maybe this was how fathers spoke when they wanted their words to be followed.
Harry would not know. He had no experience with that. Whatever it was, Sirius left no room for disagreement or argument.
"Yes, Sirius," Harry said. "I understand."
Sirius was not done. "You understand what?"
Harry took a breath. He gathered his words. "I will not march off to danger without thinking it through," he said. "I will ask for help."
Sirius smiled.
It was like the sun breaking through clouds. The coldness vanished, replaced by warmth, by love, by the Sirius that Harry knew best.
He pulled Harry's face forward and kissed his forehead. Once. Then again. His lips were warm, lingering.
"That is what I needed to hear," he said. "You are my precious child. I cannot stand you playing games with your life. Not anymore."
He pulled back just enough to look into Harry's eyes. "I love you."
Harry smiled. Even after being grounded. Even after being talked to sternly first thing in the morning. He could not help it. "I love you too, Sirius," he said.
And he hugged him.
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Despite Harry telling him otherwise quite a few times, Sirius had been insistent.
"Harry, you are not walking around this house without help," he had said, his voice brooking no argument. "Your glasses are gone. Your ankle is sprained. Your shoulder is bandaged. You are not a superhero."
Harry had opened his mouth to protest. Sirius had raised one eyebrow. Harry had closed his mouth.
So now he found himself being led through the corridors of Grimmauld Place like a child. Sirius had drawn him a bath—not a shower, a bath, deep and warm, with salts that smelled of lavender and something else, something clean. He had tested the water with his elbow before letting Harry get in. He had left fresh towels on the rack, warmed by magic.
Harry had soaked in the tub, the heat seeping into his sore muscles, the steam rising around him. The door had been left slightly ajar, Sirius's voice floating in from the bedroom.
"Which shirt do you want?"
"I don't care."
"Not an answer."
Harry had sighed. "The grey one."
"The soft grey or the dark grey?"
"There are two grey shirts?"
"There are seven grey shirts, Harry. You have a type."
Harry had smiled despite himself. "The soft one."
"And trousers?"
"Whatever."
"Whatever is not a clothing item."
"Sirius—"
"Jeans? The blue ones? The black ones?"
Harry had laughed. "The blue ones."
"Excellent. We are making progress."
He had laid them out on the bed, arranging them with the same care he might give to a formal outfit.
Now they were on their way to the dining table.
Sirius walked beside Harry, one hand on his back, the other holding his arm. His grip was firm but gentle, guiding him around corners, warning him of steps. Harry's vision was a blur of shadows and shapes, but he did not stumble. Sirius would not let him.
"You are doing fine," Sirius said. "Almost there."
"I know where the dining room is," Harry said. "I have lived here for weeks."
"Without your glasses, you have lived in a fog. Humor me."
Harry said nothing. He let Sirius guide him.
They reached the doorway. The sounds of the dining room drifted out—clinking dishes, soft voices, the high, bright chirp of Aurora's chatter.
"Harry and Sirius are coming!" Aurora announced.
Harry heard her small feet hit the floor. He heard her running.
She appeared in his blurry vision as a small shape, dark hair bouncing, arms outstretched. She wrapped herself around Sirius's legs, hugging him tightly. "Sirius! Good morning!"
Sirius did not pick her up at once. He patted her back, his hand gentle on her dark head. "Good morning, little star. Wait one moment, alright?"
Aurora looked up at him. Her face was a blur, but Harry could imagine her expression—trusting, patient, utterly certain that Sirius would come for her.
"Alright, Sirius," she said. She stepped back. She waited.
Harry thought of yesterday. Of his accusations, his jealousy, his fear that Sirius would push Aurora aside for him. Is Sirius actually going to push her back now? For me?
The thought made his stomach clench. But Sirius did not push her back. He simply guided Harry to his chair—the one on Sirius's right, the one that had become his—and pulled it out. Harry sat. Then Sirius turned to Aurora.
She was still waiting. Her arms were stretched out now, her small hands reaching for him, her body leaning forward with the absolute certainty that he would come.
Sirius scooped her up. He lifted her into his arms, settling her on his hip, and hugged her close. He kissed her cheek—a soft, warm press of lips. "Good morning, little star," he said.
Aurora beamed. "Good morning, Sirius!" She wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. Sirius held her with one arm, the other hand coming up to rest on her back. "Why did you not come and wish me good night yesterday?" Aurora asked. Her voice was not accusatory—just curious, just wondering.
Sirius's voice was soft. "I did come, sweetheart. You were already asleep by then. I am sorry. I will make sure to be on time today. Alright?" Aurora beamed. Her complaints were heard. She was happy.
Harry watched them, his blurry eyes fixed on the two shapes—the tall man and the small child, wrapped in each other. Was she always like this? he wondered. Have I ever failed to notice?
Aurora did not throw tantrums like Dudley. She did not scream, did not demand, did not cry until her parents gave in. She asked. She waited. She trusted that she would be heard. Harry had been so busy seeing Dudley in her that he had never actually seen her.
Sirius settled Aurora into her chair—the one next to Margaret's usual seat. He kissed the top of her head before stepping back.
"Aurora," he said. "I have a question for you."
Aurora looked up at him. "Yes, Sirius?"
"What have I told you about going to the sixth floor?"
Aurora's answer came without hesitation. "Never go there. I do not go beyond my room, Sirius. Ever."
Harry felt his ears go red. He was the one who had broken the only rule in the house. Not Aurora. Not Ron or Hermione. Him. He had marched straight to the sixth floor, ignoring Ron's warning, ignoring everything Sirius had said.
Aurora had never gone beyond her room. She stuck to the rules, didn't she? All it took was one stern look from her mother, and she complied. Always.
Sirius smiled at her. "Thank you, little star, for listening. Never go there, alright?"
Aurora nodded. "Alright, Sirius."
Ron and Hermione had been watching the exchange. They looked at each other. Then Ron spoke.
"Sirius," he said, "we are both really embarrassed. We should not have ever gone there. We are sorry."
Hermione nodded. "Yes, Sirius. We are."
Harry looked at them. He realized that throughout all the conversations yesterday—the hours of talking, the tears, the confessions—he had never actually apologized for going to the sixth floor. He spoke up. "Sirius, I am sorry too. It was my mistake. Not theirs."
Ron and Hermione immediately began to explain, to argue, to take the blame upon themselves.
"It was my fault for chasing Crookshanks—"
"I should have stopped you both—"
"We all went together—"
Sirius watched them with a small smile. True friends. Saving each other. He raised his hand. "Silence."
All of them fell silent at once. They watched Sirius, waiting. Was he going to shout again?
"It is alright," Sirius said. "I forgive all of you. I just hope you have learned your lesson. And that you will remember it."
Ron, Hermione, and Harry replied together. "Yes, Sirius."
Margaret arrived.
She walked into the dining room, her footsteps soft on the carpet. Her hair was pinned up today, a few loose strands curling around her face. She was wearing her work robes—deep blue, severe, elegant.
Sirius looked at her. His face softened. He crossed to her, took her hand, and kissed her cheek.
"Good morning," he said.
"Good morning," she replied.
He pulled out her chair. She sat. He settled Aurora into the chair beside her, making sure she was comfortable.
Then he took his own seat—at the head of the table, between Harry and Margaret.
Margaret asked about Harry's health. He replied softly.
The breakfast began.
Sirius helped Harry with his food. He served him without being asked—eggs, toast, a small bowl of fruit. He buttered the toast the way Harry liked it—lightly, the butter melting into the warm bread. Then he took another piece of toast, spread a thick layer of strawberry jam on it, and put it on top of the first. A triple-layer jam sandwich. The way Harry liked it.
Harry watched the blurry shape of Sirius's hands as they worked. He had not known that Sirius had ever observed his eating style. But Sirius had. Of course Sirius had.
Harry took a bite. The jam was sweet, the bread warm, the butter melted. He was happy.
He ate and listened as Sirius and Margaret talked.
"Sirius," Margaret said, "you can take Harry to St. Mungo's. I will drop Aurora."
Harry listened. He continued eating.
"No, Margaret," Sirius said. "I will take them both. You can do your work."
"Sirius—"
"Margaret, we have time for the appointment. I can take them both. Anyway, we will go through the Muggle entrance." He paused. "And your meeting is in the afternoon. You have a lot to prepare. I know it. Do not worry."
Margaret was silent for a moment. Then she nodded. "Alright."
Harry listened.
Sirius had made it very clear. Aurora was not to be left behind. He would have them both. Equally.
Harry said nothing. He focused on his food.
Sirius turned to Ron and Hermione. "You two will be alright here?"
They nodded. "Yes, Sirius."
"If you need anything—anything at all—or if there is a problem, go to Margaret. She will be here."
They nodded again.
The breakfast finished. The plates were cleared. The kids rose from their chairs.
Aurora went to Margaret first. She hugged her mother's waist, pressing her face into her robes.
"Goodbye, Maman."
Margaret kissed her hair. "Goodbye, ma chérie. Be good."
Aurora nodded. Then she ran to Sirius and Harry.
Aurora looked at Sirius holding Harry's hand. Her dark eyes moved from their joined hands to Harry's face.
"Are you coming with us, Harry?" she asked.
Sirius answered for him. "Yes, Little star. Harry got hurt yesterday. I am taking him to the healer. He lost his glasses."
Aurora's face transformed.
The brightness in her eyes shifted—from joy to concern, from excitement to care. She stepped closer to Harry. She reached up and took his free hand—the one Sirius was not holding. Her small fingers wrapped around his.
"Harry, you got hurt?" Her voice was soft, worried. "How are you?"
Harry's throat tightened. Was her care real? Or was it just his imagination, his desperate need to believe that someone else in this family cared about him? He did not know.
"I am fine," he said.
Aurora did not let go of his hand. "Harry, I will help you. I can see clearly. I know everywhere."
She was ready to guide him. Out of the house, to the car. On her own. Very well.
Harry did not know how to feel.
On one hand, he felt good. She was offering help. Genuine help. Not because she had been asked, but because she wanted to.
On the other hand, he was taken back to his first morning in this house. Aurora had bullied him into coming with her—grabbed his hand, dragged him through the corridors, told him where to go. But she had led him to Sirius. She had brought him to his godfather.
He had promised Sirius to give Aurora a chance. Rejecting her help would only mean hurting Sirius—who had spent all yesterday talking through things with Harry, who had held him and listened to him and loved him through his worst fears.
Harry nodded. "Alright, Aurora," he said. "Lead the way."
Aurora beamed. She held his hand tighter and began to walk, slowly, carefully, matching her pace to his. She looked back at him every few steps, making sure he was following, making sure he was not falling.
"Watch the step, Harry."
Harry stepped over it.
"Now turn left. No, your other left."
Harry turned.
"Good. Now straight. The door is straight."
Sirius followed closely behind them. He watched his daughter and his godson—Harry trusting Aurora to lead, Aurora guiding Harry with care and concentration. His heart felt full.
Margaret stood at the door of the dining room, watching them go. She caught Sirius's eye. She smiled. He smiled back. She kissed her fingers and pressed them to the air, toward him.
He caught the kiss and pressed it to his heart. Then he followed the children out of the house.
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St. Mungo's Hospital for Magical Maladies and Injuries rose before them, its brick facade unremarkable, its windows dark, its entrance disguised as an old, abandoned department store. To Muggles, it was nothing—a boarded-up building, a forgotten corner of London. To wizards, it was the place where lives began and ended, where curses were broken and bones were mended, where hope went to heal.
Harry had never been to a magical hospital. He had never been to any hospital at all. The few times he had needed medical attention—the broken arm from one of Dudley's games, the concussion from falling off the roof, the burns from Vernon's temper—his aunt had given him over-the-counter medicines and hoped for the best. No doctors. No healers. No one who knew what they were doing.
He was not prepared for this.
The entrance was overwhelming—the sudden shift from Muggle street to magical atrium, the high ceilings, the tiled floors, the witches and wizards moving in every direction. The reception desk was manned by a witch in lime-green robes, her hair piled high, her expression professional. The air smelled of antiseptic and something floral.
Sirius had his hand around Harry's shoulder.
Harry was grateful. Grimmauld Place was familiar now—the creaking stairs, the whispering portraits, the dark corners that held no surprises. But this place, this huge, unfamiliar hospital, with its echoes and its strangers and its sharp, clean smell—it made him uncomfortable.
And the lack of vision made it worse. His glasses were gone. The world was a blur of shapes and colors, moving too fast, too close, too bright. He could not read the signs. He could not see the faces of the people who stared.
Sirius moved with efficiency. He knew this place well. Had been here many times—as a boy, as a young man, as a father. The tile floors remembered his footsteps. The walls remembered his presence.
He went to the reception desk. His voice was clear, measured. "I have an appointment with Ted Tonks. For Harry Potter."
The receptionist looked up. Her eyes moved from Sirius's face to Harry's. Recognition flickered—there and gone, professional, practiced. She did not make it obvious. She did not stare. She simply nodded, checked her ledger, and gave them directions.
"Third floor, Room 317. He is expecting you. You will have to wait about fifteen minutes."
Sirius nodded. "Thank you."
He guided Harry to the waiting area.
The chairs were arranged in rows, upholstered in pale green, worn smooth by years of use. A small table held magazines—The Prophet, Witch Weekly, a copy of "The Healer's Companion" that looked decades old. The windows faced the street, but the glass was enchanted, showing not the Muggle shops outside but a view of a quiet garden, with trees and flowers and a small fountain.
Harry did not see any of this. His vision was too blurry.
But he heard the whispers.
The waiting area was not full, but there were enough people to make it uncomfortable. A young woman with a bandaged arm, her mother beside her. An old man with a wheezing cough, his wife patting his back. A group of healers in training, their lime-green robes crisp, their voices low.
And then the gossips.
Two women sat in the corner, their heads close together, their voices not quite low enough.
"That's Sirius Black, isn't it? Lord Black now, I heard."
"Look at him. Even after everything, he is still stunning."
"The boy with him. That's Harry Potter, isn't it?"
"The scar. You can't see it from here, but I heard—"
"Adopted him, didn't he? Just last month. The papers said—"
Harry's ears burned. He could feel their eyes on him, on Sirius, on the space between them. The staring made him deeply uncomfortable.
Sirius sat with an arm around Harry. His hand was warm on Harry's shoulder, steady, present. He did not look at the women. He did not acknowledge the whispers.
Harry, who could see practically nothing and was acutely conscious of every gaze, moved closer to Sirius. His shoulder pressed against Sirius's chest. His body angled toward his godfather.
Sirius's voice was gentle. "What happened, Harry?"
Harry's voice was soft. "I have never been to a hospital before. Any hospital. That too a magical one."
Sirius chuckled. It was a low sound, rumbling in his chest, vibrating against Harry's shoulder.
"No, Harry," he said. "You have been here before. Or rather, I should say—this is the first place on earth you have ever been to."
Harry did not understand. "What?"
Sirius's voice was warm. "Harry, you were born in this hospital."
Harry's eyebrows rose. A smile broke across his face—slow at first, then wide, then uncontrollable.
"Really?"
"Yes, Harry." Sirius observed his face—the delight, the wonder, the sudden light in his eyes. "Let us do this. We get your glasses, and then I will show you exactly where you were born. How about that?"
Harry's voice was eager. "Yes. Please."
Sirius could see how excited he was. It was written in every line of his face—the parted lips, the bright eyes, the slight flush on his cheeks.
A healer appeared in the doorway of the waiting area. She was young, with kind eyes and a soft voice.
"Mr. Black? Mr. Potter? Follow me, please."
Sirius stood. Harry stood with him. They followed her down a corridor, past closed doors, past nurses in lime-green robes, past patients on stretchers floating through the air.
The examination room was small but comfortable. A bed with crisp white sheets. A desk with a stack of parchment. A window that looked out onto the same enchanted garden.
Ted Tonks was already there.
He stood as they entered, his broad figure filling the room. His brown eyes were warm, his weathered face creased with a smile. He greeted Sirius with the familiarity of someone who had known him since he was a boy—a pat on the back, a handshake that turned into a half-hug.
Ted turned to Harry. His expression softened.
"Good morning, Mr. Potter."
Harry's voice was polite, steady. "Good morning, sir."
"How are you feeling today? Any pain? Any dizziness?"
Harry considered the question. "Good. I am good."
Ted nodded. He gestured to the bed. "Sit, please. I need to run a few more diagnostics."
Harry sat. Sirius stood beside him, close enough to touch.
Ted ran his wand over Harry's body—slow arcs, careful movements, the tip glowing gold. He asked Harry to take off his shirt. Sirius helped him, his fingers gentle on the fabric, lifting it over Harry's head, avoiding the bandaged shoulder.
The wound looked better today. The edges were pink, not red. The swelling had gone down. The skin around it was no longer hot to the touch.
Ted cleaned it with a liquid that hissed and bubbled—the same one from yesterday. Harry winced but did not cry out. Ted re-bandaged the wound, wrapping the white linen around Harry's shoulder and chest, securing it with a small charm.
Sirius's voice was tense. "How is it?"
Ted's voice was calm. "Surprisingly, it is healing quickly. Take this bandage off tonight. Do not let water touch the wound. Clean it with this liquid—" He handed Sirius a small glass bottle. "—and he will be good to go."
Sirius nodded. But his face was tight. He could see that there was something else. Ted had been keeping something since yesterday.
Sirius did not push. Not yet. Not in front of Harry.
"Glasses," Sirius said. "He needs new glasses."
Ted nodded. He gestured toward the door. "The optometry department is down the hall. I will have someone see to him."
The optometry room was smaller than the examination room, filled with equipment Harry did not recognize. A healer in lime-green robes—specializing in eye care, Ted had said—sat behind a desk, reviewing a chart.
She was middle-aged, with sharp features and gentle hands. She introduced herself as Healer Morrison and gestured for Harry to sit.
Sirius stayed close.
The healer ran her wand around Harry's eyes—circling, probing, measuring. She made him read letters from a chart on the wall. Harry squinted. The letters were blurry, indistinct.
"Your eyesight is quite bad," Healer Morrison said. Her voice was professional, but there was kindness in it. "Are you sure you want glasses? We can permanently fix your vision with a simple surgical procedure. Very effective. You will recover within a week. "
Harry was tempted.
The thought of never needing glasses again—of waking up in the morning and seeing clearly, of swimming without fear of losing them, of flying without them slipping down his nose—was liberating. He imagined it: a world without frames, without fog, without the constant adjustment.
"Yes," he said. "I want—"
"No."
Sirius's voice was firm. Final.
Harry looked at him. Sirius's face was set, his jaw tight, his grey eyes hard. He had said no without hesitation, without consideration.
Sirius met his gaze. He put his arm around Harry's shoulders, pulling him close. "Harry," he said, his voice low, meant only for Harry, "the Potters have a genetic bad eyesight. Your grandfather tried to fix it with surgery. It went badly. He was nearly blinded. He forbade James from ever attempting it." He paused. "So, Harry, no. You cannot have the surgery. I am sorry, love."
Harry nodded. Understanding settled over him.
It made sense, didn't it? Thank Merlin for Sirius's presence. Otherwise, Harry would not have known. He would have attempted the surgery and would have suffered like his grandfather.
How much Sirius knew about him never failed to shock Harry. His medical history. His family's medical history. Things Harry himself did not know.
"Alright," Harry said. "Glasses, then."
The healer nodded. She gestured to a large device—an arc of silver metal with lenses that clicked and whirred.
"Look into this, please."
Harry pressed his face against the device. The healer adjusted dials, clicked lenses into place. The world sharpened, blurred, sharpened again.
"Better?" she asked.
"Yes."
"And now?"
"Much Better."
She continued until Harry could read the smallest line on the chart—the letters crisp and clear, black on white.
"Good," she said. "Now, let us find you some frames."
She pulled out a tray. It was filled with glasses—dozens of them, in every color, every shape, every size. Round ones, square ones, rectangular ones. Wire frames, plastic frames, metal frames. Dark colors, bright colors, patterns that Harry had never seen before.
Harry stared at the tray. His eyes moved across the frames, overwhelmed by the choices.
Harry looked at Sirius. Sirius smiled. "Choose whatever you want, love. Or multiple."
Harry was delighted. He had owned one pair of glasses his entire life. The first pair had been bought by Aunt Petunia from a charity shop—thick, ugly, the frames held together with sellotape. Hermione had fixed them countless times for him over the years, but they had never been comfortable, never been right.
He picked up a pair of round frames—similar to his old ones, but sleeker, darker, more elegant. He put them on. The world snapped into focus.
He looked at himself in the mirror on the wall.
His face looked different. Cleaner, somehow. More put together.
"What do you think?" he asked Sirius.
Sirius tilted his head, considering. "Good. Try another."
Harry tried another pair—square frames, thicker, darker. He looked older in them.
"Good," Sirius said. "Try another."
Harry tried a third pair—wire frames, almost invisible, delicate.
"Also good," Sirius said.
Harry laughed. "You said that about all of them."
"Because you look equally good in all of them."
Harry's ears went red. He turned back to the tray. There were sunglasses in the corner—dark lenses, sleek frames. He had never owned a pair of sunglasses before. He picked them up and put them on.
He chose the round frames—the ones that reminded him of his old glasses but were better, newer, his. Sirius made him pick another pair as well—the sunglasses.
"I will take three pairs of the round frames," Sirius told the healer. "And one pair of the sunglasses."
He turned to Harry. "One pair to wear. One pair to keep at home in case you lose them. One pair to take to school. And the sunglasses for sunny days."
Harry smiled. Sirius was always thoughtful. Nothing like Aunt Petunia. Comparing them was a crime—a crime Harry had committed. But he would work on it. He would be better.
"Unbreakable charms on all of them," Sirius added. "And non-removal & fog clearance charms as well."
The healer nodded. She took the frames and left the room to prepare them.
Harry and Sirius waited.
A knock on the door. Ted's head appeared around the frame. "Sirius," he said. "A moment, please."
Sirius looked at Harry. "Stay here. Do not go anywhere."
Harry nodded.
Sirius walked to the door. He paused. Turned back. "Harry—the waiting area. Do not go there."
Harry's ears went red. He knew exactly what Sirius meant. "I will stay here," he said.
Sirius left.
Harry waited alone. His new glasses were not ready yet. The room was quiet. The enchanted garden outside the window swayed gently, the leaves moving in a wind he could not feel.
Sirius followed Ted to an empty consultation room down the corridor. The door closed behind them. The room was small, windowless, lit by a single lamp on the desk.
Ted turned to face him.
Sirius launched his questions at once. His voice was sharp, urgent. "Ted. What is it? I know there is something. Something to be worried about."
Ted held up a hand. "Sirius, calm down."
Sirius quieted at once.
Ted's voice was measured. "Sirius, yesterday, when I examined Harry, I suspected something. A second magic inside his body."
Sirius's blood ran cold. "What do you mean?"
"I do not know. I thought it might be residual dark magic—from the artifact, from the cell. That is why I asked you to bring him here today. For a full examination." He paused. "But even after cleaning the wound, even after purging the dark magic residue, it is still there. I am not sure, what it is?"
Sirius watched him. His face was pale. His mind ran with possibilities. His family was mad—generations of Blacks who had dabbled in dark magic, who had cursed and tainted and destroyed. There was a huge possibility that Harry's magic had been cursed. Or tainted.
His insides died at the thought of his family doing that to Harry.
His voice was hoarse. "Is it dark magic? What is it?"
Ted's voice was careful. "Sirius, we cannot tell if a magic is good or bad inside a person. Not the way we can with an object. But I can tell you this—this magic is entwined in his blood. It is almost part of his own magic. It is holding his magical core tightly."
The mention of the word blood relaxed Sirius entirely.
Of course. Lily's magic. The protection that lived in Harry's body. The one that kept him safe, that had saved him from Voldemort, that lived in his blood and breathed with his breath.
He let out a huge breath. The tension in his shoulders eased. So Dumbledore had been right about Lily's magic living in Harry. He had not been playing games with Sirius. The old man had been telling the truth.
Of course. His mother protected him beyond worlds. Casting a huge blanket of safety over Harry, entwined with his very being.
Sirius smiled.
Ted's brow was furrowed. "Why are you smiling, Sirius?"
"Nothing, Ted. That is nothing to be worried about."
"How do you know that?"
Sirius hesitated. He could not reveal the truth. He could not tell Ted about the ritual, about the blood wards, about Lily's sacrifice. That knowledge was dangerous. And it was not his to share.
"I cannot reveal it," he said. "But he is fine. Nothing to worry about. I know what it is."
Ted was not convinced. His eyes searched Sirius's face.
"Sirius, alright. If you say so. But in case you ever change your mind, let me know. There are people researching this. I can contact them. I do not know how successful they are, but it could help."
Sirius considered this.
Revealing that Harry had a protection in his blood from his mother to the world was beyond stupidity. He could not do that. It was Lily's magic. He was sure of that. No one could know. The protection. The ritual. All of it would remain a secret.
"Yes, Ted," he said. "Nothing to worry about. I will contact you in case I need help. Thank you."
Ted nodded. "Alright."
Sirius's voice was tense again. "Is there anything else about him I should be worried about?"
Ted looked at Sirius. The rebel, the reckless, the arrogant adult he had known—the boy who had run away from home, who had fought in a war, who had survived Azkaban—had now turned into this. A paranoid parent. A man who worried about glasses and wounds and dark magic.
Ted smiled at his growth.
"Nothing, Sirius," he said. "Though I must tell you—you are doing a very good job with him. He seems quite attached to you."
Sirius's face was intense immediately. All the conversations from yesterday came flooding back to him. Harry's struggle. His silent suffering. The months of fear and jealousy and pain that Harry had hidden from him. "I think I am failing," he said. "Badly."
Ted laughed.
Sirius raised an eyebrow. He was clearly not in on the joke.
Ted's voice was warm. "Sirius, the only good parents are the ones who think they are failing. The parents who are quite confident they are doing everything right are generally the worst ones."
Sirius watched him with wide eyes.
Ted put a hand on Sirius's shoulder. "Sirius, if you think you are doing everything wrong, and yet your child still clings to you the way Harry does—then you are doing much better than most parents. Believe me."
Sirius did not believe him. He was convinced of his shortcomings. He did not press, though. He did not argue.
He hugged Ted. "Thank you, Ted. For everything."
Ted patted his back. "My pleasure, Sirius. Take care."
They smiled. Ted left.
Sirius walked back into the examination room. Harry was sitting on the chair where he had left him, like an obedient child. All four pairs of his new glasses were laid out on the table before him. He was trying them on one by one, comparing them in the mirror, his head tilting this way and that.
Sirius smiled.
"Harry," he said, "you look equally dapper in all of them."
Harry turned to him, a wide smile breaking across his face. He launched into a description of how much he loved the new glasses.
"Sirius, they do not feel like anything on my face. Look—"
He put on a pair and ducked his head. He shook it violently, his hair flying, his ears flapping.
"See? They do not come off. Even when I shake like that."
Sirius watched, amused.
Harry took off the glasses and banged them on the table—hard. The table shook. The glasses did not crack.
"They do not break either," Harry said, triumphant. The new glasses were clearly to his liking.
Sirius was happy just watching him be happy. "Love," he said. "Come. Time to go. I will show you your birthplace."
Harry got up at once. He was excited.
Although his vision was back, Sirius still held his hand. Harry let him. Being babied was not entirely a bad feeling. Rather good.
They walked through the corridors of St. Mungo's, past the waiting areas, past the reception desk, past the healers in their lime-green robes. Ted had given them access to the maternity ward.
Harry watched everything with wonder—the mothers holding newborns, the fathers pacing nervously, the small bassinets with tiny babies wrapped in white blankets. The walls were painted soft colors—pale pink and pale blue and pale yellow. The lights were gentle, warm. The air smelled of something clean and sweet.
Sirius led him up a flight of stairs, then down a corridor. He stopped in front of a door. The plaque beside it read: Private Room 7.
Sirius pushed the door open. Harry followed.
The room was empty. Dark. The curtains were drawn. The bed was made, the sheets crisp and white. A small bassinet stood in the corner, empty. The window faced the enchanted garden, but the glass was dark, the garden invisible.
Sirius waved his wand. The lights flickered on—soft, warm, golden.
Harry looked around. It looked like an ordinary room. But this was where he had been born.
Sirius looked around too, his eyes moving across the walls, the bed, the bassinet. Memories of that day flooded his brain.
Harry's voice was soft. "Sirius? What happened when I was born?"
Sirius watched him. And then he saw a different Harry—a newborn, tiny and wrinkled, his fists clenched, his mouth open in a wail. The first time he had seen his godson came flooding back. "Come here," Sirius said.
Harry went and sat next to him on the bed. Sirius began.
"Your mother was not due until August. But on the morning of July 31st, she woke up with a sharp pain. Your father brought her here immediately. He called me—I came running. It was all very tense. He sounded very worried."
Harry leaned against his shoulder. "Why?"
"Harry, we were twenty years old. We had no experience with childbirth. Your grandparents had passed away a month before. And it was early labor—at eight months. The healer said you were coming that day. They had to do the delivery, no other way."
Harry listened, trying to imagine. Twenty-year-old James, panicking. Twenty-year-old Lily, in pain. Twenty-year-old Sirius, running.
"James was panicking," Sirius continued. "Running around like a madman. But as soon as he would come in front of Lily, he would calm down. He did not want her to see him scared."
Harry smiled.
"Lily was in a lot of pain. As I assume pregnancy and giving birth generally is. James was brilliant. He helped Lily through everything. Calmly with love."
"Who else was there?" Harry asked.
"Well, first, James and Lily. Then I arrived. Then Marlene. And then eventually Remus arrived. With Peter."
Harry's brow furrowed. "Who is Marlene?"
Sirius's voice was soft. "Your mum's best friend. Our fellow Gryffindor. A Quidditch player. Great friend."
"Where is she now? I never met her."
Sirius's smile dropped. His voice was quieter. "Harry, love, she is dead."
Harry was taken aback.
"Death Eater attack. Her whole family was killed. All of them. Even before James and Lily." Sirius paused. "If she had been alive, things would have been different. She was great. A true friend of your mother's. A little annoying. But good."
Harry listened. How many of his parents' friends were dead? No wonder no one had ever come to help Sirius. Or Harry. Except Remus—his brain added—who never contacted him. For his own reasons, but still. It hurt.
Sirius continued the story.
"Your dad was allowed inside. Marlene and I waited outside. It took a long time. Lily's painful shouting could be heard across the corridors." He shook his head. "It is scary, how much pain a woman goes through to bring a new life into the world."
Harry had never known any pregnant woman. He had no idea about the journey. But he imagined it must be tough. Everyone said so.
"And then, sometime before midnight, a loud shriek—a baby's cry—broke through the shouting. And we were all blessed with our lovely boy."
Harry smiled. Sirius smiled too. He tightened his arm around Harry.
"Who held me first?" Harry asked.
Sirius's voice was dry. "The healer, of course."
Harry rolled his eyes.
Sirius laughed. "Your mum, love. And then James. He did not want to let you go, even for a moment. Watching you like, you were a small wonder. Lily had to shout at him to give you back, so she could nurse you."
Harry smiled. He listened.
"Harry, you know your mother lost that day." Mischief flashing in his eyes.
Harry's brow furrowed. He was clearly taking it the wrong way. "Why?"
Sirius's eyes sparkled. "You see, Harry, James and Lily had a bet going for the entirety of the pregnancy—whether you would be a boy or a girl. Lily said a girl. James said a boy."
He pointed at Harry. "Lily lost."
Harry's big smile was back. "They had a bet on my gender?"
"Yes. The loser had to clean your diapers for two months. Even though Lily lost, she still made James do it."
Harry laughed. Sirius laughed with him.
"So Dad's guesswork succeeded in getting him into more work only!!"
Sirius stopped laughing. His voice was softer. "No, Harry. It was not guesswork."
Harry stopped laughing. "What?"
"Harry, in magical families, there is generally a pattern. The gender of a baby can be easily predicted. Not always, but mostly."
Harry leaned forward, interested. "How?"
"Harry, if you look at the Potter family history—for the last ten generations—all firstborns are boys."
Harry listened. He knew his father was an only child. Just like his grandfather. Just like him. All boys.
Sirius's voice was teasing. "I can predict quite confidently that your firstborn will be a boy."
Harry's face went red at once.
Sirius always embarrassed him like this. Harry was thirteen. And Sirius had just mentioned his child. He was not exactly sure how babies were born. He had never kissed a girl—not even held hands with one.
Sirius saw the flustered teenager. He laughed—a bark of laughter, so loud it echoed in the empty room.
Harry's face went crimson.
"Want to bet?" Sirius asked.
Harry shrieked. "NOOOOOO!"
Sirius took pity on him. He patted his back.
"Alright, alright."
He went silent, watching a corner of the room, leaving Harry to turn different shades of pink and red.
Then Sirius pointed. "Harry. That is where Lily asked me to be your godfather."
Harry's blushing was forgotten at once. He looked at the corner Sirius was pointing to—an empty space near the window, where the morning light would have fallen.
"James had just handed you to me for the first time," Sirius said. "I was lost in watching you. You were the most beautiful baby ever."
Harry smiled.
Sirius's eyes were distant, lost in the memory.
"Lily said something to me. I was paying no attention. But then she shouted at me. I was stunned. I looked up. Lily said, 'Sirius, can you stop obsessing over your godson for a moment?'"
Harry watched his godfather, no longer blurry but clear.
Sirius's voice was soft. "I was shocked. I had no idea how to process what she had said. I was holding you. And then Lily said, 'Sirius, I want you to be the godfather of my child. Will you?'"
His eyes glistened. Harry's eyes glistened too.
"Mum asked you?" Harry said. "I thought Dad would have asked you."
Sirius chuckled. "Well, James wanted the same. But Lily was faster. She had decided that it would be me. James and I looked at each other. Shocked."
He paused.
"Lily looked at James and said, 'Do you have a problem with my choice?'"
Sirius's voice was warm. "And James recovered quickly. He said, 'You know, Lily, darling, he is my choice too.'"
Harry's tears were falling now.
"Lily and James smiled at me. They asked, 'So, Padfoot, will you be his dogfather?'"
Sirius looked at Harry. His eyes were watery now.
"Harry, that was the proudest moment of my existence. And it still is." His voice was thick. "I said, 'I would be honored.'"
Harry's tear dropped.
Sirius held his face in his hands. His palms were warm, his thumbs brushing the tears from Harry's cheeks.
"I cherish that moment," he said. "It was the best feeling ever. You are not a duty, Harry. You are an honor."
Harry held Sirius's wrists—where he was cupping his face. He could practically imagine the entire scene now. His mother, tired and still beautiful after giving birth. His father, protective and caring. And Sirius, emotional and full of love, holding him and agreeing to be that.
"I have been so in love with you ever since," Sirius said. "Even before that. How can you even think you are a nobody? That James dropped you on me?" His voice cracked. "Never, Harry. You are my heart."
Harry's tears let loose as well. The love Sirius felt for him was too strong. Too old to be doubted. It had been a mistake to doubt it. And he had done that.
Harry managed to speak, his voice choked. "I am sorry, Sirius."
Sirius shook his head. "I do not want your sorry. I want your promise. That you will choose fighting me over staying quiet and punishing yourself like this." His grey eyes were fierce. "Never do that. I could not imagine that for you, all over again."
Harry's voice was steady. "I promise, Sirius. I will make an effort."
Sirius smiled. He kissed Harry's forehead—a long, warm press of lips. Then he pulled him into a hug. Harry returned it.
The godfather and godson sat there, hugging. In the same place where they had first become that.
Chapter Text
The library at Grimmauld Place was bathed in the soft, golden light of late morning.
The tall windows faced east, and the sun streamed through the ancient glass, illuminating dust motes that drifted lazily through the air. The shelves stretched upward, disappearing into shadows, their contents spanning centuries—books on magic, history, potions, creatures, and things that had no names. The air smelled of old paper and leather and something else—something ancient, something patient.
Hermione had claimed the large oak table near the window, the one that caught the light just right. Her books were spread around her in careful semicircles—stacked, organized, cross-referenced. Her quill moved steadily across a sheet of parchment, her handwriting small and precise. Her left hand held her place in a thick volume on advanced charm theory. Her right hand reached for another book without looking.
She was in her element.
The artifact Sirius had given her—the Scholar's Echo—sat on the corner of the table, its surface dark and still. She had used it earlier to access several books that would not open for her, books that had required the name of a Black to unlock. She had been careful, respectful, grateful.
Now she was working through the fourth-year curriculum, planning ahead, preparing for the O.W.L.s that were still two years away.
She had already made a lot of progress.
And then she found the diary.
It was tucked between two large volumes on the lower shelf of the west wall—a section she had not yet explored. The books on either side were old, their spines cracked, their titles faded to illegibility. But the diary was different.
It was green. Leather-bound, the color of deep forest, of new leaves in spring. The cover was smooth, unmarked, preserved by some kind of charm that made it look absolutely new—as if it had been placed there yesterday, not years ago.
Hermione pulled it out carefully.
The leather was soft beneath her fingers, warm to the touch. She turned it over in her hands. There was no title on the spine, no name on the front. No indication of who had owned it or when.
She opened it.
The pages were cream-colored, thick, edged with gold. The handwriting on the first page was small, neat, precise—the handwriting of someone who took their studies seriously. It read:
Reading List – Year One
Compiled with the assistance of Professor F. Flitwick, Madam Pince, and the Black Family Library.
Hermione's breath caught.
Below the title, the page was filled with a detailed, year-by-year reading schedule. Not just a list of books—a comprehensive plan. What to read, and in what order. Which chapters to prioritize. Which topics to supplement with additional texts. Which subjects to favor in each term. The compiler of this diary had clearly put thought into the sequence, building concepts on top of concepts, ensuring that each new text referenced something the student had already encountered.
She turned the page.
Year Two.
The same careful structure. The same detailed notes. The same precise handwriting.
Year Three.
Hermione's eyes moved down the page. She had completed her third year just months ago. She had worked hard, studied constantly, pushed herself to the limit. But looking at this list—at the books she had missed, at the order she had ignored—she realized she had gaps. Blind spots. Areas where her understanding was surface-level, not deep.
She gasped.
The sound was sharp, unexpected, echoing off the high ceilings.
She clapped a hand over her mouth.
But her excitement was too great to contain. She flipped through the pages—Year Four, Year Five, Year Six, Year Seven. Each year had its own section, its own reading list, its own carefully calibrated sequence. The O.W.L. preparation was mapped out across two years, with specific texts recommended for each subject, specific months identified for intensive study. The N.E.W.T. level was even more detailed, with recommendations for subject specialization, with notes on which combinations of classes worked well together and which did not.
Someone had been thorough. Completely thorough.
The handwriting changed over time—evolving, maturing, becoming more confident. But it was clearly the same person, updating their plan year after year, refining it based on experience, incorporating suggestions from professors and peers.
Whoever had made this had given a lot of thought to it. Had clearly taken suggestions from all kinds of sources. Had updated it multiple times.
Hermione's hands were trembling.
She turned back to the first three years and began to compare the list to her own reading history. She pulled out her notes from first year, second year, third year—she had kept everything, organized by subject and term—and laid them side by side with the diary.
The gaps were glaring.
There were books on magical theory she had never heard of. Histories of the Wizarding world that were not assigned but that the compiler insisted were essential. Texts on practical magic that built on each other in ways Hermione had not considered.
If she had followed this plan, she would have a much deeper understanding of the magical world. Of the concepts that underpinned spellcasting. Of the history that shaped current politics.
She pulled out a fresh sheet of parchment and began to copy the reading list for fourth year.
She had already decided to drop a few subjects after the chaos of last year—the Time-Turner, the extra classes, the exhaustion that had nearly consumed her. She could not maintain that pace. She needed to focus. This diary would help her decide what to keep and what to let go.
She was deep in her notes when Ron entered the library.
Ron was drenched in sweat. His red hair was plastered to his forehead, dark with moisture. His face was flushed—redder than usual, the color spreading down his neck and disappearing beneath the collar of his t-shirt. His Chudley Cannons shirt was stuck to his chest and back, the fabric damp and clinging. His hands were red from gripping the broom.
He had clearly been flying in the sun.
He dropped down onto the chair next to Hermione, his body heavy, his legs sprawling. He let out a long, exhausted sigh. "Flying alone is not that fun," he announced to the room.
Hermione did not respond. Her quill was scratching across the parchment, her eyes fixed on the diary.
Ron watched her for a moment. She was completely absorbed—her brow furrowed, her lips moving slightly as she read, her free hand turning the pages of the diary with care. "What are you doing?" he asked.
Still no response.
He leaned over, trying to see what she was looking at. His hand reached for the diary.
Hermione's head snapped up. Her eyes were wide, focused, slightly wild. "What is it, Ron?" she said. Her voice was sharp.
Ron pulled his hand back. "I was trying to talk to you. You do not respond."
Hermione let out a breath. Her shoulders relaxed, just slightly. "I am making a reading list," she said. "For my O.W.L.s. And how I can start preparing from this year."
Ron's already red face grew redder. His eyebrows shot up. "Blimey, Mione," he said. "Do you not think you are a bit early? O.W.L.s are two years away."
Hermione shook her head. "Ronald, look—I found this diary. Someone made a detailed schedule for N.E.W.T. preparation starting from first year."
She held up the green leather book.
Ron barely glanced at it. "Hermione, that could be a hundred years old. Not our course material. Sirius's family is ancient."
Hermione considered this. Her brow furrowed.
He was right. She had noticed, in the back of her mind, that the books mentioned in the diary were old publications. The titles were unfamiliar. The authors were names she had not encountered in her own studies. And there was no mention of modern topics—no Dark Arts theory from the post-Voldemort era, no recent developments in magical law, no updates to the Potions curriculum.
"That is clever, Ron," she said.
Ron shrugged. "Is that not obvious?"
Hermione looked at him. His quick smartness left her stunned, as it often did. He had a way of cutting through complexity, of seeing what was right in front of him while she was buried in details.
"It can still be useful for reference," she said. "Whoever made this was completely thorough in their approach."
Ron half-nodded. His attention had drifted to the Nimbus he was holding—the broom Sirius had given him, the one he had been flying all morning. He ran his hand along the handle, his fingers tracing the wood.
Hermione looked down at her reading list. The pages she had copied from the diary. The notes she had made.
They spoke at the same time.
Hermione said, "Do you think Sirius would mind if I bought books for my O.W.L.s?"
Ron said, "Do you think I could buy a broom with Sirius's gift?"
They stopped. Looked at each other. And laughed.
"I really want to read some of the books mentioned here," Hermione said, gesturing at the diary.
"I do not think he will mind," Ron said.
Hermione considered this. Some of the books on the list looked like limited editions. Old printings. Rare volumes that might not be available at Flourish and Blotts. She could borrow them from Hogwarts, or still from the restricted section perhaps—but she would like to own her own copies. To mark them up, to annotate them, to have them on hand whenever she needed to review.
They were both silent for a moment.
Then Ron spoke again. "Do you think I could buy a Firebolt?"
Hermione shrieked. "Ronald, NO!"
"Oh, come on, Hermione." Ron's voice was plaintive. "Look how rich Sirius is. I do not think he would mind."
Hermione's voice was firm. "No, Ron. Just because he gave us a gift does not mean we can behave like that."
"I do not think he would even notice the expense." Ron gestured vaguely. "He gave Harry a private Quidditch pitch, a swimming pool, a practice set—and do not forget the Firebolt. He can certainly afford another."
"Harry is his godson," Hermione said.
Ron's voice was quieter. "I am not actually going to buy it. I am just saying—it would be a small cost for him. Probably Harry would mind if I had a Firebolt as well."
They were silent for a while.
Hermione's voice was careful. "Ron, I think we should ask Harry. Or Sirius. What we can buy with this."
Ron shrugged. "Hermione, you can definitely buy a few books. I am sure. Sirius would not mind."
She considered this. "What are you going to buy, then? If not a Firebolt?"
Ron looked down at the Nimbus in his hands. "I want a broom. A Nimbus would be great. I like this one." He turned it over, examining the handle, the bristles. "Or maybe some Quidditch magazines. And keeper gloves. Good ones."
Hermione nodded. "We should ask Harry. If not Sirius."
Ron agreed.
They sat in comfortable silence. The sun moved across the floor, the light shifting from gold to pale yellow. The library was quiet, peaceful, full of the promise of knowledge.
Harry came running into the library. His footsteps were loud on the wooden floor, echoing off the high ceiling. His face was split by a smile—too wide, too bright, impossible to miss. His new glasses sat on his nose, the round frames catching the light.
Ron and Hermione looked up.
"Look," Harry said. "My new glasses."
Hermione smiled. Ron squinted.
"It looks the same," Ron said, utterly confused.
Harry shook his head. He took the glasses off—carefully, as if they were precious—and held them out.
"They are not the same. Look."
Ron took them. He turned them over in his hands, examining the frames, the lenses, the hinges.
"They are round," Ron said.
"They are round," Harry agreed. "But they are different."
He put them back on and demonstrated. He shook his head violently—back and forth, back and forth—his hair flying, his ears flopping.
"They do not come off," he said. "Unless I take them out."
Ron was impressed now. "Blimey, mate. That is good. Your old glasses kept sliding down your nose all the time."
Harry smiled. Ron had finally understood what he meant. "Yeah. And they do not fog up either. Or break. They are charmed."
Hermione, who had been watching silently, jumped at the word. "Charmed glasses? What charms?"
Harry shrugged. "I do not know. Sirius asked for those."
Hermione's voice was exasperated. "You did not ask?"
Harry shrugged again. Ron nodded in agreement. That was obvious. Of course Harry had not asked.
Before Hermione could explain what a missed opportunity this was—a chance to learn something new, to understand the theory behind the magic—Harry pulled out a second pair of glasses from his pocket.
"Ron, look. Sunglasses."
They were dark, sleek, the frames similar to his regular glasses but the lenses tinted. "They are adjusted to my vision," Harry said. "I can see clearly with them."
Ron took them, held them up to his eyes, looked around the library. "That is cool. I do not have sunglasses."
Hermione's voice was softer. "Mine are Muggle. Not magical."
Harry grinned. "Yeah, that is cool. My first pair of sunglasses."
He was too excited. It was just sunglasses—Ron thought it, and Hermione thought it, and they both knew it was silly. But they looked at each other and smiled.
Harry had spent two days sulking. Yesterday had been so difficult—the cell, the shouting, the tears. Seeing him happy was a relief.
Hermione's voice was warm. "That is great, Harry."
Harry sat down at the table, settling into the chair beside Hermione. He looked around at the books, the parchment, the neat stacks. "What have you guys been doing?" he asked.
"Reading," Hermione said. "And I am listing—"
Ron and Harry exchanged a look. Before Hermione could launch into an educational monologue, Ron spoke. "I flew alone," he said. "Let us go and fly now. We will play with the Quaffle."
Harry's smile faded.
Ron and Hermione looked at him. Hermione's voice was soft. "What happened, Harry?"
Harry's voice was flat. "Sirius grounded me. No flying. No swimming."
Ron's shock was immediate. His mouth fell open. "No way."
"Yes. Until further notice."
Ron shook his head. "It is hard to believe. Sirius is way too cool for that stuff."
Harry agreed. But he had slowly discovered that Sirius also had a very uncool side. A side that made rules and enforced consequences and grounded people for their own good.
Hermione's voice was reasonable. "Ron, he is just trying to ensure discipline. And anyway, Harry's shoulder is hurt." She turned to Harry. "What did the healer say, Harry?"
Harry touched his shoulder absently. "He said it is healing fast. No more bandages after this one."
Hermione nodded. Understanding. She hesitated. Her voice was careful, trying not to be nosy. "Harry, is everything well between you and Sirius?"
Harry remembered all the conversations from yesterday. The shouting. The tears. The confessions. The promises he had made. He smiled. It was a small smile, not as bright as before, but real. "Yeah," he said. "I talked to him. We are good."
Hermione was not convinced. "Are you sure?"
Harry opened his mouth to respond, but Ron spoke first. "Mione, they are fine. Sirius basically babied him this whole morning and got him cool glasses. They are fine."
Harry nodded. Hermione nodded. Understanding passed between them.
Ron added, almost as an afterthought, "Sirius had already spent his shouting quota on us. I am sure he didn't shout anymore."
He laughed at his own words.
No one else did.
Harry watched him. Hermione watched him.
Ron's laughter faded. "Come on, mate. Sirius did shout at us. I was reminded of Mum's howler." He paused, considering. "Imagine Mum and Sirius having a good at eachother. I would pay good money to watch it."
The silence held for a moment.
Then all three of them burst into laughter. Loud. Uncontrollable. The sound echoed off the shelves, bounced off the portraits, filled the library with something bright and warm.
Harry and Hermione had heard the howler—the whole school had. And Sirius's shouting yesterday must have reached Hogwarts.
The laughter died slowly, in stages, leaving them breathless and lighter.
Hermione looked down at her open books. Her expression shifted, becoming thoughtful. "Harry," she said, "I wanted to ask you something."
Harry answered too quickly, still riding the high of the laughter. "I do not know anything about the magic in this house. Ask Sirius."
He looked at Ron for support, hoping to escape the theoretical questions that Hermione was sure to ask.
Hermione rolled her eyes. "Harry, not that."
She paused. Her voice was careful. "Ron and I were wondering what we could buy with the coupon Sirius gave us." She looked hesitant. Ron looked serious.
Harry observed them for a moment. "What?"
Ron spoke too quickly. "Mate, we were wondering—what is the actual spening limit of the coupon?"
Hermione made a noise—a small sound of disapproval at Ron's choice of words.
Ron raised his hands, not sure what he had done wrong.
Harry's mind was busy. He thought for a moment.
Sirius was not the kind of person to give a gift and not mean it. Harry had been showered with gifts by Sirius—not just him, but Aurora and Margaret too. But these were his friends.
And another thought came to Harry: Sirius was not pretentious. If he gave a gift, he meant it. He would not put a limit on it, would not attach strings.
Harry spoke with confidence. "Ron, Hermione, I am pretty sure you can buy anything you want. Sirius would not mind."
Ron looked triumphant. "See? I told you."
Hermione was not convinced. "Are you sure, Harry? I wanted to buy books for my O.W.L.s."
Harry nodded. "Yes, Hermione. I am sure. But if you want, I will ask Sirius."
Hermione relaxed. She was convinced now.
She nodded.
"Alright," she said. "Thank you, Harry."
The three of them sat in the library, surrounded by books and sunlight and the quiet promise of the day ahead. Harry's new glasses glinted on his nose. Ron's Nimbus leaned against the table. Hermione's diary lay open, its green leather cover catching the light.
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The late afternoon arrived with its usual pace. The sun had begun its slow descent toward the horizon, the light shifting from gold to amber, the shadows lengthening across the garden. But for Harry, the afternoon was moving too fast.
He stood at the edge of the pool, his bare feet on the cool tiles, watching Ron and Hermione prepare to swim. Ron had already pulled off his shirt, revealing pale skin and a scatter of freckles across his shoulders. Hermione was tying her hair back with a elastic band, her bushy curls escaping even as she tried to contain them.
Harry was not allowed in the pool.
Sirius had been clear. The grounding was absolute. He tried not to let it show on his face. He tried to smile, to shrug, to act like it did not matter.
Ron and Hermione had generously offered to skip swimming. They would stay with him, they said. They could do something else—play cards, explore the house, sit in the garden.
Harry refused. "You will go back in two days," he said. "You should swim. Do not miss out because of me."
Ron had protested. Hermione had looked uncertain.
Harry had insisted. "I can swim later," he said. "As much as I want. You only have a few days left."
So Ron and Hermione had relented.
The three of them were standing there, deferring the swimming for minutes to give Harry company, talking about something that had made them laugh. Harry could not remember what—something about Professor McGonagall and Professor Trelawney. Ron had suggested they might have a duel, and Hermione had pointed out that Trelawney would not last three seconds against McGonagall's Transfiguration skills.
They were laughing. The sound was bright, easy, the kind of laughter that came from being young and carefree and surrounded by friends.
And then Harry saw her. From the corner of his eye, a small figure standing a few feet away.
Aurora.
She was pressed against the wall, her small body half-hidden by a bush. Her dark eyes were fixed on them—on Harry, on Ron, on Hermione. Her expression was the same as the day of the picnic. She was dying to be included. Dying to understand the joke, to share the laughter, to be part of their circle.
And then she saw Harry see her. Her eyes widened. She turned and ran inside the house through the back garden.
Harry watched her go.
Ron and Hermione had stopped laughing. They had seen her too. Ron's voice was low. "She never comes near us after that day, when you shouted at her. Personally, I think she is much better than Ginny."
Harry had noticed. Aurora kept her distance now. She did not try to insert herself into their conversations. She did not climb onto the sofa beside them. She did not demand their attention.
Margaret had told her, probably. Explained that Harry and his friends needed their space. That she should not disturb them.
But now, watching her run away, he felt something else.
Guilt.
Hermione's voice was soft. "Harry, you should apologize. I mean—she was not wrong. She just wanted to play."
Harry knew that too.
He remembered being small. Sitting on the curb outside the Dursleys' house, watching the neighborhood kids play. They had never included him. They had run away when he approached, their mothers calling them inside, whispering about that boy. All he had wanted was someone to say come play with us. No one ever had. And now he had done the same thing to Aurora.
He had also made a promise to Sirius. That he would try. That he would give Aurora a chance. Sirius had done so much for Harry—to make him feel at home, to fix everything, to love him through his worst moments. The least Harry could do was be nice to a six-year-old.
He nodded. "Yes. I will."
Ron and Hermione looked at each other. They smiled.
"Go," Ron said. "We will be in the pool."
Harry watched them walk away. Ron's bare feet slapped against the tiles. Hermione's hand was on his arm, saying something he could not hear.
He turned and walked toward the living room.
The living room was quiet.
The fire was not lit—it was too warm for that—but the hearth was clean, the grate empty, the mantle lined with photographs. The dragon castle stood in the corner, its turrets rising toward the ceiling, its tiny dragons perched on every surface. The afternoon light fell through the tall windows, painting golden rectangles on the carpet.
Aurora was sitting in front of the dragon castle.
She had arranged some of the figures—dragons, knights, a princess with a tiny crown—in a circle. Her dragon was tucked under her arm, its glass eyes staring at the ceiling. She was not playing. She was arranging.
Harry stepped into the room.
"Aurora."
She looked up.
Her eyes were wide. Confused. Harry could not tell what she was thinking—if she was afraid he would shout at her again, if she was bracing herself for something unpleasant.
"I am sorry," he said. "I shouted at you that day. You can play with us from now on."
He waited. He did not have to wait long.
Her face transformed. The wariness, the uncertainty, the fear—all of it melted away, replaced by a smile so bright it hurt to look at.
"It is okay, Harry," she said. "I forgive you."
She forgave as she did everything—fully, completely, too fast. No grudges. No lingering resentment. Just acceptance, just grace.
Harry smiled back. He could not help it.
He looked at the dragon castle—the turrets, the tiny dragons, the princess with her crown. He had never paid much attention to it before. It had always been Aurora's thing, something he had no interest in. "You are not swimming today?" he asked.
Aurora's smile fell. Just a little. "Maman said I cannot disturb you or your friends."
The words were simple, rehearsed. Margaret had told her, and she had accepted.
Harry felt a pang of guilt. His shouting had caused this. Margaret had made this rule to protect her innocence and to give him space with his friends.
He sat down on the carpet near her. Not too close—he did not want to crowd her—but close enough to talk. "I am not swimming today either," he said.
Aurora's brow furrowed. "Why?"
"Sirius punished me."
His face was sad. He knew the healer had said to keep his shoulder away from water. He knew Sirius was right. But he still wanted to go and have fun with his friends. Not just sit and watch.
Aurora considered this. Her small face was thoughtful. "That is sad, Harry," she said.
Harry went defensive. The words came out before he could stop them. "What do you know? Sirius never scolds you."
It was true. Sirius never scolded his little star. He told her stories. He distracted her. He got his way through charm and affection, not through anger or punishment.
Aurora's voice was sharp. Defensive. "Maman also never scolds you. Only me." She paused. Added, as an afterthought, "And Sirius. But never you." She pointed a tiny finger at Harry's chest.
Harry considered this.
Margaret never scolded him. It was a fact. She corrected him gently, guided him with soft words, never raised her voice. But he had never given her a reason to, had he? He had been on his best behavior, walking on eggshells, terrified of being sent away. And then a quick voice in his head said: She could have scolded you when you shouted at her daughter in front of your friends. But she had not.
Sirius's screaming had felt worse than any reprimand from Margaret ever could.
Harry nodded. He said nothing.
Aurora's voice was brighter now. "Harry, you can play with us."
Harry raised both eyebrows. "Us?"
Aurora nodded. "Sirius is coming to play."
The familiar anger rose in Harry's stomach.
Sirius is playing with her. Of course. He has to play with her only. Before the anger could burst out—before he could say something he would regret—Sirius himself entered the living room.
He was saying something in French. Too loud, too cheerful, the words tumbling out in a rapid stream.
Aurora giggled. "Oui, Sirius!"
Sirius looked at Harry. His expression shifted—surprise, then pleasure, then warmth. He crossed the room and placed a hand on Harry's shoulder. "What are you doing here, love?"
Harry's anger was still moving inside his body, hot and restless. He opened his mouth to reply—sharply, probably, with an edge of accusation.
Aurora spoke first.
She said something in French. Her voice was soft, quick, meant only for Sirius. Harry did not understand the words, but he saw the effect.
Sirius's expression softened. His grey eyes, which had been bright and cheerful, grew gentle. He squeezed Harry's shoulder. "Proud of you, love," he said.
His grey eyes were bright with what looked like love.
Harry's anger melted. Proud of him. Just because he had come and said sorry. Just because he had tried. He could not help the small smile that escaped his lips.
Sirius smiled too. He ruffled Harry's hair, his fingers tangling in the dark strands. "Good," he said. "Why are you not with Ron and Hermione?"
Harry's voice was flat. "They decided to swim."
His spirits fell. He was about to try his luck—to ask again, to plead, to see if Sirius might change his mind.
Sirius spoke first. "No swimming for you." His voice was stern. Final.
Harry gave up. He would go and sadly watch Ron and Hermione swim. He would sit on the edge of the pool, his feet dangling in the water, and pretend he did not mind.
Aurora, who had been listening, tugged on Sirius's sleeve. "Sirius, ask Harry to play with us?"
Sirius turned to Harry. His expression was careful, measured. He was trying to read Harry's face, to gauge his mood. "Love," he said softly, "do you wish to stay here and play with the dragon castle?"
Harry had no interest in the dragon castle. Or the dragons. Or the princess with her tiny crown. He certainly did not want to play with Aurora. He had given in to her demands once, and it had resulted in a huge fight about the bald patch on a horse—his intellect corrected him quickly: Miss Briganza the pony, not horse.
He wanted to say no. But this was not just Aurora. This was Sirius. Sirius would be here. Instead of watching his friends have fun without him, he could sit with Sirius. Sirius's presence made everything better.
He said yes.
Aurora cheered. Her small hands clapped together, her face bright with joy.
Sirius smiled. A genuine, soft smile, the kind that reached his eyes. Harry smiled. Too happy.
Sirius sat down next to Aurora.
She immediately abandoned her seat—a small cushion she had been sitting on—and climbed onto his lap. Her small body settled against his chest, her arms wrapping around his waist, her dragon tucked between them.
Sirius did not say anything. He simply adjusted her, shifting her weight, making sure she was comfortable. Pulling her hair out of her face. Like always.
The jealousy inside Harry crawled to burst out again. She always claims him. She always takes his lap. She always—
Before the thought could finish, Sirius tugged on Harry's hand. "Come here, love."
Harry sat down next to Sirius, close enough that their shoulders touched. Sirius's arm came around him, pulling him into the embrace, holding him against his side.
His arm was warm. Solid. Present.
Harry felt the message even without words. Sirius's attention was for both of them. His love was for both of them. His arm was around Harry, his other arm around Aurora, and there was no competition, no ranking, no favorite.
Harry smiled. He relaxed.
The games started.
It took Harry exactly four minutes to realize what a bad decision it was.
He had lived in this house long enough to know how ridiculous Aurora's games could be. The dragon castle. The wooden pony with a name and a life and a preference for tea over crumpets. The elaborate stories she told herself while playing alone, her voice switching between characters, her small hands moving the toys through elaborate scenarios.
But he had not anticipated the sheer levels of absurdity that would be achieved when Sirius joined forces with her.
Sirius, who had a wand. Sirius, who could make things appear and disappear and move and transform. Sirius, who had no shame, no filter, no sense of when to say no.
The game made no sense.
They had a mother dragon. Her name was Margarita. She was a lawyer.
Harry rolled his eyes. How original, he thought.
Aurora played Margarita, of course. She sat with a stack of paper—old parchment that Sirius had conjured, covered in crayon scribbles—and her interpretation of being a lawyer was telling everyone what to do and signing "Aurora" on all the documents. With a crayon. The same crayon she used for coloring, now wielded like a scepter of authority.
When Harry pointed out that she could at least sign as Margarita—her character name—both Sirius and Aurora looked at him like he was stupid.
He actually felt like one.
Because apparently, Margarita the mother dragon had just given birth to eighteen kids. At once.
Harry was not sure if that was possible, even for dragons. He tried to point out that dragons laid eggs. They did not give birth. They laid eggs, and the eggs hatched, and then there were baby dragons.
He was quickly informed that this game was not about humans playing dragons. It was about dragons playing humans.
Harry was even more confused about what that meant.
Sirius raised his wand. The miniature dragon figures on the castle came to life. They stretched. They yawned. They opened their tiny mouths and roared—small, squeaky sounds that were more adorable than ferocious. Their wings fluttered. Their tails twitched. Their eyes—tiny chips of painted glass—gleamed.
Eighteen of them. In different color combinations. Red and gold. Blue and silver. Green and bronze. Purple and pink. Orange and black. Some had spots. Some had stripes. One had glitter on its wings that caught the light and scattered it across the room.
They roamed around the castle. They climbed the turrets. They slid down the ramparts. They chased each other through the miniature courtyard. They breathed small fires that looked like flames but felt like small puffs of warm breath against Harry's skin.
The mother dragon was big. She towered over her offspring, her scales a deep, rich emerald green, her eyes golden and wise. She watched her children with a patient, loving gaze. That reminded Harry of Margaret.
Aurora nodded. Satisfied.
And somehow—within thirty seconds of being born—the baby dragons needed to be taught the alphabet.
Harry had to do it. He was the teacher. Sirius had assigned him the role without asking, had pointed at him and said "You, love, you are the tutor," and that had been that.
Sirius was the Kreacher dragon. He was making some ridiculous dish for the family. The ingredients: one apple, sufficient to feed eighteen baby dragons and one grown mother. And air.
Harry watched as Sirius conjured a wave of water—a small, contained wave that hovered in the air—and placed a cauldron over it. The water bubbled without heat. He added the apple. One apple. A single, small, red apple. He added air.
He waved his wand, and a swirl of wind dropped into the cauldron. The mixture bubbled. Steamed. Turned a shade of pale pink. Sirius stirred it with his wand, his expression grave, as if the fate of the world depended on this recipe.
Harry watched. Dumbstruck.
The dragons needed names. All eighteen of them.
Harry thought this would take a while. He was wrong. Sirius and Aurora named them one by one. Without missing a beat. In perfect coordination. Each name more ridiculous than the last.
"That one," Sirius said, pointing at a purple dragon with orange spots, "is Sparklefarts."
Aurora giggled. "Yes. Sparklefarts."
"That one—" Sirius pointed at a green dragon with yellow wings. "High Horns."
"High Horns," Aurora repeated, nodding seriously.
"That one—Twinkle Toes."
"Twinkle Toes."
"That one—Lord Wiggleton."
Aurora clapped her hands. "Lord Wiggleton!"
"That one—Princess Fluffernutter."
"Princess Fluffernutter!" Aurora was bouncing on Sirius's lap now, her small body vibrating with excitement.
"Captain Snugglebeard."
"Captain Snugglebeard!"
"Doctor Dingleberry."
Harry choked. "Doctor what?"
Sirius looked at him. His face was perfectly serious. "Doctor Dingleberry. He is the healer dragon."
"The healer dragon."
"Yes. He has a medical degree from the University of Dragon Medicine."
"A degree before he even knows alphabets. That's not possible."
"It is in this game."
Harry gave up.
Aurora was already naming the next one. "Sir Francis Bacon!"
Sirius laughed. "Excellent choice, little star."
"Sir Francis Bacon," Aurora repeated, savoring the name. "He is the funny one."
They continued. The names grew more absurd. Barnaby Bumblebottom. Sir Reginald Squeakers. Lady Gigglesnort. Professor Poopypants—that one was Sirius's suggestion, and Aurora had laughed so hard she nearly fell off his lap.
Then Sirius pointed at a small red dragon, the tiniest of the eighteen, its wings still folded, its eyes still closed. "That one," Sirius said, "I name in Harry's honor. Since he has agreed to teach without any money."
Harry smiled. His chest filled with warmth. He had not expected that. He had not expected to be included, to be acknowledged, to have a dragon named after him.
"Harrytails," Sirius said.
Harry's smile fell. "What?"
"Or," Sirius said, his grey eyes sparkling, "if you are not happy with that—Harrytongues."
Aurora bounced. "Harrytongues! I like Harrytongues!"
"That is worse," Harry said.
"Harrysnouts?"
"No."
"Harryscales?"
"Absolutely not."
Aurora, who had been listening intently, suggested, "Harrysnot?"
Sirius laughed. Harry groaned.
"Alright," Sirius said, wiping his eyes. "Why do not you name one, love?"
Harry considered. He thought of normal names. Human names. Names that would not make him cringe every time he heard them. "John," he said.
Silence.
Sirius stared at him.
Aurora stared at him.
Both Sirius and Aurora looked thoroughly disgusted. Their faces were identical—mouths slightly open, eyebrows raised, expressions of profound disappointment.
Aurora recovered first. She looked at Sirius, her dark eyes pleading. "Sirius, that is a human name. Dragons cannot have human names."
Sirius nodded gravely. "She has a point, Harry. John is not a dragon name."
Harry opened his mouth to argue.
Sirius held up a hand. "However—" He turned to Aurora. "Harry has worked very hard as the teacher. He has been very patient. Perhaps we could make an exception."
Aurora considered this. Her small brow furrowed. She looked at Harry, then at the dragon, then at Harry again.
"Fine," she said. "But that dragon will wear glasses. Because Harry named him."
Harry sighed. "Dragons do not need glasses. And why does the dragon named after me have to wear glasses?"
Aurora's answer was immediate. "Because you named him. He has your bad eyesight."
Sirius agreed. He waved his wand, and a tiny pair of glasses appeared on the red dragon's face. The dragon blinked, shook its head, and then flew directly at Harry. It landed on his nose—its small claws gripping his glasses, its tiny body blocking his vision—and sneezed.
A small burst of flame—warm, not hot, harmless—shot from its nostrils, directly into Harry's face. Harry sneezed. Loudly. The dragon sneezed again. Harry sneezed again.
Aurora was laughing so hard she had tears streaming down her face. Sirius was laughing too—that familiar bark of laughter, loud and bright.
Harry sat there, a dragon on his face, sneezing, surrounded by laughter.
He wanted the torture to end. But something stopped him.
The genuine smile on Sirius's face. He was enjoying this. Too much. His grey eyes were bright, his cheeks flushed, his whole body relaxed in a way Harry rarely saw.
His one hand was around Harry's shoulder, holding him close. His other hand moved his wand as per the demands of Aurora, who was sitting on his lap like a throne. He was creating everything she imagined. Making it real for her. Not once rejecting any of her ideas.
Harry thought of Sirius's words. How his mother had forced tutors on him from a young age. How she had tried to mold him into the image of the heir of the Ancient House of Black, not just a kid.
Maybe this was his chance now. At childhood. At playing without pressure, without expectations, without someone watching his every move and judging.
And Harry's too.
Harry would have liked it to be less about dragons. But he let it be. He continued teaching the alphabet to eighteen baby dragons who could not sit still, who kept flying away, who kept sneezing fire at him.
The game crossed every boundary of sense. Sirius and Aurora kept adding stupid things, one after another. A talking teapot. A dragon whose only word was "pickle." A subplot about a missing sock that somehow became the central conflict of the story.
Harry watched with wonder. He had to give them credit for being imaginative, at least.
He had started to enjoy it. A little. Though he could never match the level of obnoxiousness that Sirius and Aurora had achieved.
Ron and Hermione joined them.
They had not enjoyed swimming without Harry. The pool had felt empty, Ron said. Too quiet, Hermione said. They had lasted twenty minutes before giving up and coming inside.
They stood in the doorway of the living room, dripping water onto the carpet, towels around their shoulders, watching the scene before them.
Sirius, wand raised, conjuring a flying car. Aurora, on his lap, directing the chaos. Harry, surrounded by eighteen small dragons, trying to teach them the difference between A and B. A dragon with glasses sneezing on his face.
And the game—the absurd, nonsensical, glorious game—continued.
Soon, all four kids, accompanied by the biggest kid of all, sat around the dragon castle. Playing. Imagining.
Ron had never played anything like this. He was excited. He grabbed a dragon—a blue one with silver wings—and named it "Cannons" after his favorite Quidditch team. He demanded that the dragon be the best flyer in the family. Sirius made it so.
Hermione kept adding Muggle elements to the game. She tried to add structure to a game that was made only to be ridiculous. She failed. The dragons soon had a financial crisis—even though they lived in a castle, even though they had no concept of money. Hermione had introduced the idea of budgets and record keeping.
Harry was not very smart about money, but he was sure that was not how it worked. Dragons did not need galleons. Certainly not.
But no one was interested in logic.
Sirius came up with ideas to get them out of their financial difficulties, as he put it. All of the ideas had nothing to do with money and everything to do with stupidity. Selling invisible hats. Starting a lemonade stand that sold only air. Investing in a company that manufactured left-handed spoons.
Aurora rejected any idea that even remotely made sense.
The crisis was eventually solved when Sirius declared that he had discovered a hidden treasure. He waved his wand, and a chest appeared beneath the castle, filled with gold coins that shimmered and sparkled.
Harry wanted to roll his eyes. He resisted.
Soon, a car was conjured. A small, red, flying car—remarkably similar to the one Ron's father owned. Sirius forced all eighteen baby dragons and the mother dragon into it. The car lifted off the ground and began flying around the castle.
Ron's eyes lit up. "Can you make a Whomping Willow? Recreate the scene from our second year?"
Sirius grinned. "Watch this."
He waved his wand. A tree sprouted from the floor—twisted, gnarled, its branches thrashing. The flying car dodged and weaved. Ron cheered. Hermione hid her face in her hands. Harry could not stop laughing.
Margaret arrived home from her meeting.
She stood in the doorway of the living room, her work robes still on, her hair pinned up, her face tired but soft. She watched them—all of them—laughing and smiling and playing.
Sirius felt her presence. He turned to her first, his grey eyes finding hers across the room.
"Darling," he said. "You are home."
All the kids looked back at her. Ron and Hermione, still wet from the pool, towels forgotten. Harry, surrounded by dragons, a tiny red one still perched on his nose. Aurora, on Sirius's lap, her dragon clutched to her chest.
Margaret smiled.
"Maman!" Aurora said loudly. "See? We are all playing with my dragon castle."
Margaret looked at her happy child. This was the same little girl who had cried buckets of tears after being excluded from their games. The same little girl who had stood at the edge of the garden, watching, longing to be included.
"That looks very fun, ma chérie," Margaret said.
Aurora beamed. "It is."
Her attention was already back on the game, her small hands directing the flying car, her voice issuing commands.
Margaret came and sat next to Harry. Her hand rested on his shoulder. "How was the visit?" she asked.
Harry's reply came at once. Positive. Bright. "Good," he said. "The healer said my shoulder is healing fast."
He turned to her, eager, excited. "Look," he said. "My new glasses."
He took them off and handed them to her. Margaret held them carefully, turning them over in her hands. She examined the frames—the round shape, the dark color, the way they caught the light.
"They are beautiful, Harry," she said. "The style suits you."
She checked the fit, the way the arms curved behind the ears. She asked about the charms—the unbreakable charm, the non-removal charm, the anti-fog charm. She called them sensible. "Will they stay on during Quidditch?" she asked. "Have you tried?"
Harry's face fell. "Sirius grounded me. No flying. No swimming." He groaned. Louder than he intended.
Margaret's eyes flew to Sirius. He was watching their conversation with a side eye. He quickly averted his eyes to the car after being caught.
She said nothing. She simply turned back to Harry and put her hand on his shoulder. "No worries, Harry," she said. "Soon he will allow you to fly."
Harry smiled. Her attention felt good. Assuring. He leaned into her touch, just slightly.
The kids played. Sirius did magic.
A small baby dragon—the one named John, the one with glasses—flew away from Harry's face. It fluttered across the room, weaving between Ron and Hermione, dodging the thrashing branches of the Whomping Willow. It soared toward the ceiling, looped around the chandelier, and then dove.
Straight toward Margaret. The dragon landed on her shoulder. It tilted its tiny head. It looked at her face, at her eyes, at her lips.
And then it dropped a kiss on her cheek.
The kiss was warm, soft, like a small puff of breath. The dragon's lips—were they lips?—pressed against her skin. Then it flew away, back to the castle, back to its siblings.
Margaret touched her cheek. Her fingers lingered on the spot where the dragon had kissed her.
She looked at Sirius.
He winked at her.
Margaret watched him. She smiled. The tension of the day—the meeting, the discussion, the worry—drained from her shoulders.
She turned back to the children. To Harry, still smiling. To Ron and Hermione, laughing at something Aurora had said. To Aurora, glowing with joy. To Sirius, his grey eyes warm, his hands busy with magic.
She did not join the game. She simply sat and watched. And smiled.
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The night sky was beautiful.
The stars twinkled bright—hundreds of them, thousands, scattered across the velvet darkness like diamonds spilled from an open chest. The moon was almost full, round and silver, casting its pale light across the garden, turning the grass to silver, the flowers to shadows, the pool to a mirror of liquid light.
Sirius and Margaret sat on a sunlounger near the edge of the pool.
The kids had been fed. They had been tucked into bed—Aurora in her sunflower bed with her dragon clutched to her chest, Harry in his room with his new glasses on the nightstand, Ron and Hermione in their guest rooms on the third floor, exhausted from the day's adventures.
All their duties as responsible adults were done. All that was left was to behave like needy teenagers. Dying to be close to the other. So they let themselves be that.
Sirius had expanded the sunlounger with a flick of his wand, creating enough space for two people—though they hardly used the extra space. He had made it cushiony and comfortable, the fabric soft beneath their bodies. He had conjured a blanket—thick, warm, the color of deep burgundy—and draped it over their legs. He had summoned pillows, arranging them behind Margaret's back, behind his own head.
And he had conjured drinks.
Sirius wanted something strong. Ogden's Old Firewhisky, perhaps, or a glass of dragon-barrel brandy. Something that would burn on the way down, that would warm his chest and quiet his mind. But Margaret never drank that.
So, like any lovable husband, he had given up the firewhisky.
The drinks he had conjured instead were chilled elderflower mead, brewed by the house-elves with nectar gathered from the gardens at twilight, charmed to stay perfectly frosty. It was sweet, floral, deeply soothing, with a subtle, shimmering quality that turned the liquid into liquid starlight in the dim light.
Margaret was sitting with her back against the backrest of the lounger, her legs stretched out in front of her, her ankles crossed. Her bare feet were pale in the moonlight, her toenails painted a soft, pale pink. She was wearing a simple nightgown—white cotton, modest—and a soft robe over it, the same pale blue one that Sirius loved. Her one hand rested on Sirius's chest and the other held the drink.
Sirius was not resting on the lounger. He was resting on Margaret.
His head was on her shoulder, his back against her front, his body angled so that he could see the pool, the moon, the stars. His legs were stretched out beside hers, his feet bare, his toes curling against the blanket. His one hand was placed on her knee, warm and steady.
They enjoyed slow sips of their drinks. The mead was cold, sweet, soothing. It tasted like summer, like flowers, like the garden after rain.
The night was quiet. The pool was still. The stars were bright.
Margaret spoke first.
"Harry seemed fine this evening," she said.
Sirius said nothing. He just nodded. His hand moved on her knee, slow circles.
She inquired further. "How is he really?"
Sirius took a big breath. He held it for a moment, then let it out slowly. The air left his lungs in a long, shaky exhale. All the conversations from yesterday came rushing back to his mind—the shouting, the tears, the confessions, the hours on the floor. They fought for dominance, each memory vying for his attention, each one heavy with emotion.
Margaret's voice was gentle. "Sirius, I do not expect you to actually tell me what you and Harry talked about for hours, locking yourselves up."
Sirius laughed. It was a soft sound, surprised out of him. "It should be a crime," he said, shaking his head, "how well you know me, my rose."
He looked up at her—tilted his head back, his grey eyes finding hers—and kissed her jaw. Soft. Lingering. He glanced at her for just one moment, then turned back to stare at the water.
Margaret smiled. A small smile, private and warm. She rested her chin on the top of his head, her dark hair falling around his face, and took a sip of her own drink.
"He has a particular concern," Sirius said. "But that is not what is capturing my attention at the moment."
He thought of Harry's words from last night—the jealousy, the fear, the confession that he did not want to share Sirius with Aurora. That had surprised him. That had wounded him. But it was not what had kept him awake. Something else had.
Margaret kept quiet. Her fingers moved from his chest to his hair, threading through the dark curls, slow and gentle. Letting him know she was ready to hear.
Sirius spoke. "Margaret, my biggest concern at this moment is that Harry is emotionally stunted."
Margaret's hand froze. "What?" Her voice was sharp, disbelieving.
"Darling, that boy—as loving and as giving as he is—knows nothing about emotions, the wide variety of virtues that make humans superior. He knows absolutes. Two ends of the world."
Margaret's brow furrowed. "Sirius, I do not understand."
Sirius knew he had to explain. He had been thinking about this one thing since yesterday, over and over, turning it in his mind like a stone in a river, trying to smooth its edges.
"Margaret, Harry knows only two emotions. Silence and anger. That is what he was shown. He was left alone in silence, or ridiculed with cruel anger. He keeps silence for as long as he can, waiting until it all becomes too much—and then it comes out as anger."
Margaret listened. Her hand had resumed its motion in his hair, but slower now, more thoughtful.
"He knows how to be small," Sirius continued, "and hope that he will be considered. That is what he did with his aunt. Or he knows the stubborn demanding that his cousin did. He does not understand that you can ask for things. That you can negotiate. That you can have conversations."
He paused. His voice was thick.
"He comes to me talk about everything else very easily—as long as it is not about me. Because he thinks he has to be grateful to me. He does not even know that you can go to someone you love and tell them 'you hurt me' and be heard. He only knows that pointing out mistakes means being shut out. That if he highlights how he has been hurt, his relationship will be over."
Sirius turned to Margaret. His grey eyes were bright—with emotion, with pain, with love.
"Margaret, I have been waiting like a fool for a child to come and talk to me about how he feels. Not realizing that the kid does not even know what he feels."
Margaret saw the conflict of emotions flashing in his grey eyes. The guilt. The frustration. The fierce, desperate love.
He turned around again and rested himself on her, his back against her front, his head on her shoulder. Margaret continued to move her hand through his dark curls. He dropped his drink on the table.
Sirius's mind went to his own childhood.
"You know," he said, "as much as I hated the birth-giver, I have to say—I was not even three when I could perfectly communicate how I felt. What displeased me. How things should have taken place so that I felt my best. Everything, however little or big."
He raised both his hands, then let them fall.
"And how did I do that? Because she taught me. All my emotions. I could identify them and voice them without a second thought—because she taught me how important I was. How the world would stop and listen to what I had to say."
His voice was bitter, but there was something else beneath it. Something softer. "I rebelled against her so hard because she was the one who taught me how to fight."
Margaret watched him silently. She had known that—always known that. Her father had known it, and so had Sirius's own uncle Alphard. She had never tried to say it because she knew his hatred for his mother ran deep, something she had earned. But she had also loved him in her own twisted way. She had done everything possible to build him into strength, power, intelligence and dominance to face the world. Until it had all gone against her.
She did not try to tell him how she had known, or how she could see. She simply moved her hand to his chest, letting him know she was part of his realization.
Sirius's hand immediately held hers.
"Harry had no one to tell him how to distinguish his feelings," he continued. "What is fear? What is anger? What is insecurity? What is disappointment? Nothing. He only knows how to push it all down—and then, when it fails, it explodes."
Margaret's voice was soft. "How did you reach this conclusion, Sirius?"
"Margaret, when I asked him to tell me what had happened, he failed to speak. He could not find the words. And then I had to sit down with him and go through all our meetings, starting at Hogwarts. In detail. What had happened, what that would have meant for him, what went wrong."
Margaret's eyes widened. She put her drink aside.
"And even then," Sirius said, "I had to ask him all sorts of questions—some directly, some indirectly—to get him to talk. Otherwise, he only knew that he felt a lot of things. But he could not name a single emotion."
Margaret tensed. It sounded concerning enough.
Sirius continued, his voice low, hurtful. "You were right. When you said I should sit him down and make him talk. I should have listened to you."
He paused. His voice dropped.
"I guess that is the difference between actual parents who gave birth and someone who hijacked the kids."
Margaret made her disagreement known at once. Her voice was sharp, reprimanding. "Sirius, do not say such things. Please."
"It is the truth," Sirius said. "You knew at once that he needed to be talked to. You told me so many times. I was being over-smart."
Margaret lifted his chin with her hand. His head ducked back, facing her upside down. "Sirius, shut up. No blaming yourself, please."
She held his gaze.
"From what you have told me, I think forcing him to talk would have only made it worse."
Sirius raised his eyebrows. "What?"
Margaret's voice was measured, thoughtful. "From whatever you have said, Harry struggles with an identity crisis. If you had forced him to talk, as I suggested, it would have made him feel that living with you meant giving up control over his emotions as well."
Sirius frowned.
"Sirius, for a kid who does not even understand emotions, imagine you pushing him to talk. He would have thought the price to pay to live with you was giving up his thoughts as well. The only thing he had control over at his aunt's house." Her voice was gentle. "It would have made him defensive."
Sirius considered this.
Harry had not had control over anything in the Dursleys' house. His food, his clothes, his room, his schedule—all of it had been dictated by his aunt and uncle. But his thoughts had been his own. His inner world had been the only place where he was free.
If Sirius had forced him to share that—to open that door before he was ready—Harry might have seen it as another demand, another loss of control.
Sirius could not predict his reaction. But it did not seem right. He stayed silent.
Margaret moved her hand to his face, her palm warm against his cheek.
"Sirius, you are not a biological father. And I think that is your advantage."
Sirius sat up at once, turning to face her. His grey eyes were wide, questioning.
Margaret held his hand.
"When you become a parent," she said, "you immediately start to decide what is best for your child. Somehow, you lose sight of the fact that children are entities themselves, with their own desires, their own needs, their own ways of moving through the world. I do that with Aurora sometimes. I know."
She took his hand and held it between both of hers.
"Sirius, you do not think like a parent. You think like a kid, like a teenager. And that gives you a unique perspective. You see them as individuals. You see them as people who are still learning how the world functions. And that is a power."
Sirius's voice was dry, self-deprecating. "Well, I do not think I made any good use of that."
Margaret shook her head. She did not lose patience.
"Sirius, any other parent in your position would have lost their temper with Harry. Anyone would have taken it personally that Harry chose silence over trusting them. Anyone would have been wounded that Harry doubted their intentions. But look at you."
She gestured at him, at his whole body, at the way he was sitting across from her, open and vulnerable.
"All you can think about is how hurt Harry has been. How difficult it must have been for him to stay silent. How hard it was for him to hold all of that inside. And not once have you mentioned that it hurt you."
Sirius's eyes glistened.
"Harry said such cruel words to you. I know it must have hurt. But look at you—ready to look past it, ready to understand, ready to help. For any other parent, that would have been impossible. I can tell you that."
Sirius listened to her words. He was convinced of his failure. He had failed, regardless of what Margaret said. He should have known. Harry should not have had to face all those emotions alone.
Margaret watched him. She saw the conflict still playing across his face—the guilt, the doubt, the fear.
"Come," she said. "Lie down."
Sirius complied. He rested his head on her lap, his body stretching out along the lounger, his legs tangling with hers. Her fingers immediately moved to his hair, threading through the dark curls.
Sirius's voice was quiet. "You know all that he said to me in the study."
Margaret nodded.
Sirius's jaw tightened. "Lucius Malfoy fed that to his head."
Margaret's mouth fell open. Her hand stopped moving in his hair. "What?"
Sirius's voice was hard. "Yes. That bastard found him alone in the Gringotts atrium and did his job."
Margaret's mind ran wild, imagining Harry being subjected to such words. A child. Alone. Facing a man who had built his life on cruelty and manipulation. The words must have stayed with him, burrowed into his mind like parasites, growing and festering until they had poisoned everything.
"I cannot believe he would go so low," Margaret said. "He attacked a child with his words."
"Exactly." Sirius's voice was cold. "It was not Harry's words. Malfoy__the cunt__could not stop my exoneration, could not stop Harry's adoption, and now he tried to break what we are building."
Margaret's voice was sharp. "We should do something."
Sirius shook his head. "No. We. Me. He is crossing lines with my family. He will face me. Do not worry."
He held her hand. She nodded.
Margaret's voice was softer now. "What do you think about Harry?"
Sirius sighed. "I do not know. I have been thinking since yesterday. I do not know, really."
He looked up at her. "What do you think?"
Margaret considered.
"I think you know exactly what to do."
Sirius's brow furrowed. He was confused.
Margaret smiled. "Sirius, all parents—somewhere deep down—know what to do. And you do too. You knew back then. You gave him space."
Sirius's voice was sarcastic. "Might I highlight how miserably that failed?"
Margaret did not rise to his sarcasm. Her voice was calm, patient.
"Sirius. One time when Aurora was two, she became ill. I gave her the normal potion for fever. But the potion did not suit her. She fell ill in the middle of the night. Papa and I had to rush her to the hospital. The healer informed me she had a stomach flu and not fever. Giving the potion had been a mistake."
Sirius's mouth fell open. "What?"
"Yes. I cried for two days. Cursing myself. What a terrible mother I was." Her voice was soft. "And then Papa made me realize how parents can make mistake. Giving birth does not always mean you understand your child. Or their needs."
She touched his cheek.
"Sirius, do what feels right. Ask Harry. Watch for his reaction. And listen to what he does not say."
Sirius nodded. He knew, in the quiet of his heart, what he needed to do. He had to make Harry speak up now. Explore his feelings and his emotions. Make him realize that even the messiest, dirtiest version of himself was welcome here. That he did not need to be perfect. That he did not need to earn love.
Margaret's voice was warm. "Baby, you have me. Always. However you need me."
Sirius smiled. He lifted her hand and kissed her knuckles.
Talking to her had made him feel better. Letting her be part of the things that had been gnawing at him had eased the weight on his chest. "I am thankful for that," he said.
Margaret smiled.
They sat in silence. The pool was still. The stars were bright. The moon cast its silver light across the water.
Sirius spoke after a while.
"Margaret. You know, Harry said he loves me."
Margaret could not help but chuckle. "Is that not obvious, Sirius?"
Sirius did not laugh. His expression turned serious. He sat up, moving closer to her, facing her.
"No," he said. "It is not."
Margaret waited.
"Margaret, I always assumed he loves what I represent. Not me."
He paused.
"He was desperate to leave the Dursleys. Desperate to have someone who had any link to his parents. And then, within knowing me for such a short time, he was ready to abandon everything and come with me. To face a legal battle. I assumed it had all been about escaping the Dursleys. And I made sure of that."
Margaret listened. Her hand held his.
Sirius looked up at the sky. The stars stared back, cold and bright.
"I always thought he looked at me and saw his dad's friend. A connection to James. A way to feel close to the parents he never knew."
His voice cracked.
"But yesterday, I realized that kid loves me. Me. Sirius. Not the guardian who took him away from his hated relatives. Not the godfather who gave him a home. Me. The person."
His eyes glistened.
"Darling, he said that James and Lily dying had not been my fault. And I felt—"
He could not continue. His tears fell.
Margaret immediately held his face in her hands. "What, Sirius? What did you feel?"
Sirius looked into her eyes. His grey ones were bright with tears.
"I felt that it was the truth. As if James had said it. As if Lily had said it. I felt it for the first time in long thirteen years—that I am not the backstabber who pushed his best friend to death."
His tears flowed freely now.
Margaret herself had shed tears. Her cheeks were wet, her eyes red.
Sirius's voice was raw. "I feel lighter. I do not know how! Why Harry saying something so innocently meant so much to me—but it did."
Margaret opened her arms.
Sirius hugged her immediately. He buried his face in her shoulder, his body shaking with silent sobs. Margaret moved her hands on his back, slow circles, holding him close.
She did not give him explanations. She did not offer words of support. She knew this was not a question—not something he was looking for her to answer. It was what his heart had said, what his mouth had repeated, and she was content just to hear it.
She cried with him.
The night was quiet. The pool was still. The stars watched from above.
Chapter 131
Notes:
I have rearranged some of the chapters.
Nothing has been deleted or replaced just a few small chapters have been merged together. For better reading experience.
Chapter Text
Harry woke to morning light falling on his face.
It was soft this morning—pale gold, filtered through the thin clouds that drifted across the London sky. The curtains were open, as they always were, because Harry could not bring himself to close them.
He smiled before he even opened his eyes. The smile came automatically, unconsciously, the way it had been coming more and more often these past weeks. There was no reason for it—not yet, not consciously—but his body remembered happiness before his mind did.
He sat up. Stretched his arms above his head, his shoulders cracking, his spine popping. His jaw cracked as he let out a loud, unashamed yawn.
His eyes fell on the Firebolt.
The broom stood in its stand beside the wardrobe, the polished wood gleaming in the morning light, the bristles dark and sleek. It was waiting for him. Always waiting.
His smile faltered. Still grounded.
He had no idea when Sirius's grounding would end,it has only been a day. It could be days. It could be weeks.
He moved out of bed, his feet landing on the cold floor. His new glasses were on the nightstand. He put them on, and the world snapped into focus.
He stood there for a moment, wondering what to do.
He could not go back to sleep—he was wide awake now, his body humming with restless energy. Maybe Ron would want to play with the Quaffle on the ground. Just passing, no flying. That would not be breaking the rules.
He left his room. The corridor was quiet. The portraits were still sleeping, their painted eyes closed, their painted chests rising and falling. The floorboards were cool beneath his bare feet.
Harry knocked on Ron's door. Once. Twice. Impatient.
A muffled groan came from inside. "Go away."
Harry knocked again. "Ron. Wake up."
"No."
"Ron—"
"I said no, Harry. It is too early. The sun is barely up."
Harry pressed his ear to the door. He could hear Ron's breathing—slow, even, already drifting back to sleep.
He gave up. He would go and sit in the garden. Maybe the fresh air would wake him up. Maybe he would think of something to do.
He made his way down the stairs.
The ground floor was quiet, but not silent.
As Harry reached the bottom of the stairs, he heard voices—not words, but sounds. Singing. Humming. A voice, low and warm, carrying a tune in a language Harry did not recognize.
Sirius.
Harry smiled. He made his way toward the kitchen, his feet very light on the floor, barely making a sound. He reached the doorway and peered inside.
Sirius was standing with his back to Harry. He was stirring something on the stove—tea, probably, the water already steaming. He was singing softly, his voice low and melodic, the words flowing like water.
Harry crept forward, silent, silent, almost there—
"Try next time," Sirius said. His voice was filled with amusement. "I heard you for now."
Harry's shoulders dropped. He walked into the kitchen, defeated. "I was not trying to scare you," he said.
Sirius turned to look at him. One eyebrow was raised, his grey eyes sparkling. He did not say anything. He just looked at Harry for a long moment, then turned back to his work.
Harry watched him. The kettle was on the stove, the water simmering. A teapot was waiting on the counter, already warmed. "What are you doing?" Harry asked.
Sirius stopped. He turned to Harry. He was silent for a moment, his expression neutral, his grey eyes fixed on Harry's face. "So," he said, his voice dry, "these new glasses do not work?"
Harry could not help but roll his eyes. He knew he had walked straight into that one. "I can see you are making tea." His voice was exasperated.
Sirius copied his tone, his voice rising in mock imitation. "Then why do you ask?"
Harry watched his godfather mimicking him, his mouth open in disbelief. "I just asked why you are making tea," Harry said, his voice small, defeated.
Sirius's eyebrows rose to his hairline. He opened his arms wide in an exaggerated gesture of offense. "To drink, Harry." He paused. "Are you sure you are English?"
Harry groaned loudly. Everything coming out of his mouth today was going wrong.
Sirius took pity on him. He smiled—a warm, genuine smile—and crossed the kitchen to ruffle Harry's hair. "I am making tea for Margaret and myself," he said. "Do you want some?"
Harry nodded, smiling. He did not say anything. If he opened his mouth, Sirius would find another joke.
Sirius set up the tray—the teapot, the cups, the small jug of milk, the bowl of sugar, a plate of cookies that looked like they had been made that morning. He waved his wand, and the tray lifted into the air, floating behind him.
He put his arm around Harry's shoulders and walked him out of the kitchen.
The garden was golden in the morning light.
The dew was still on the grass, sparkling like tiny diamonds. The flowers were opening their petals—lavender and roses and the small blue things whose names Harry still did not know. The old oak tree stood at the edge of the lawn, its branches casting long shadows. The swing hung motionless, waiting.
Margaret was sitting on the grass near the flower bed. Her bare feet were tucked beneath her, the grass cool against her skin. Her face was tilted up toward the sun, her eyes closed, a small smile on her lips.
She opened her eyes as they approached. "Morning, Harry," she said.
Harry smiled back. "Morning, Margaret."
Sirius set the tray down on the grass. He sat down, his long legs folded, and patted the space beside him.
Harry sat. His bare feet were cold on the dew-damp grass. He did not care.
Sirius made a cup of tea—milk foam, cinnamon, no sugar—and handed it to Margaret. She took it with both hands, her fingers wrapping around the warmth, and smiled.
He made another cup—milk, two sugars—and handed it to Harry.
Harry was already reaching for a cookie. The plate was piled high with them—chocolate chip, double chocolate, the edges slightly crisp, the centers soft. He took one and bit into it. The chocolate was warm, melted, sweet.
He had never eaten a cookie first thing in the morning before coming to this house. At the Dursleys, breakfast was a bowl of cold cereal, if he was lucky, or nothing at all. Here, there were pastries and cookies and fresh bread every day. Here, no one told him he could not have anything.
He took a sip of his tea. It was sweet—too sweet, probably, with the cookie already coating his tongue in chocolate. Exactly what Harry liked.
Sirius shook his head, chuckling.
Harry looked up. His mouth was covered in cookie crumbs. "What?"
Sirius's eyes were soft. "Nothing. You are cute."
He patted Harry's back.
Harry did not understand what he meant. He looked at Sirius, confused.
But Margaret understood. She laughed.
Harry looked between them both, his brow furrowed. "What?"
Margaret's voice was warm. "Nothing, Harry. Enjoy your tea."
She took a sip of her own tea. Her eyes were still sparkling.
Harry shrugged and went back to his cookie.
Sirius took a sip of his own tea—black, no milk, no sugar. Nothing like what Harry was drinking next to him. The contrast made him smile.
Margaret gazed out at the garden. "The garden is beautiful in the mornings."
Sirius replied at once, switching to French. His voice was low, smooth, meant only for her, "Cela veut-il dire que tu sacrifies ton sommeil réparateur pour une promenade matinale avec moi?"
Margaret turned her head toward him. Heat rose in her cheeks. She could feel it spreading, warm and unstoppable.
Sirius winked.
"Sirius," she said. His name was both a warning and a plea.
He touched her cheek with the back of his knuckles. His skin was warm, slightly rough. "J'aime assez l'effet que te procure ton sommeil réparateur." he said.
Margaret's face had turned red. She glanced at Harry—who was still munching on his cookie, oblivious to the words spoken in a language he did not understand. He was busy, focused on the chocolate, on the tea, on the morning.
She swatted Sirius's arm away. "Tiens-toi bien, ton enfant peut t'entendre." she said trying very hard to sound stern, but the blushing failed her.
His smile widened, "Il peut m'entendre, mais il ne peut pas me comprendre."
He threw his head back and laughed.
Margaret's face could have rivaled a red cherry.
Harry watched his godfather dissolve into loud laughter. He did not understand the context. He had been missing a lot of jokes today. "What?" he asked.
Sirius shook his head. He squeezed Harry tightly in his arms from behind, resting his head on Harry's shoulder. "Nothing," he said. "I am just happy."
Both Margaret and Harry smiled at that. Harry could see it—Sirius had been humming in the kitchen, and the poor jokes had continued one after another. He was definitely in a good mood.
Harry made fake choking noises, pretending he was being strangled. Trying to getaway from the bear hug. Sirius only hugged him tighter. "No escaping hugs for you." He kissed Harry's temple.
Harry smiled. He did not want to go. He never wanted to escape Sirius's arms. Being hugged was a luxury—long denied, now freely given. He could not get enough.
He relaxed.
Margaret watched them, smiling.
Sirius let go of Harry only partly. One arm still rested on Harry's back, warm and solid. Harry used his godfather as a back support as he ate his too-chocolatey cookie and drank his too-sweet tea.
Sirius turned to Margaret. "Darling, you did not tell me about your meeting yesterday."
Margaret's smile faded. She shifted closer to Sirius, her body angling toward his. "I think this case was a mistake," she said.
Sirius took a sip of his tea. "Why?"
Margaret looked thoughtful. "I thought, after the success of your case, this one would be good for my record. But I doubt my chances of winning now."
Sirius let her speak. His hand rested on Harry's shoulder, steady and present. Harry was half listening, half resting, half eating, half watching the morning—all together, a boy divided.
"Mr. Blishwick is hiding things from me," Margaret continued. "The inheritance is no doubt disputed, but I think he has entered into secret understandings that he does not want the court to know. Yesterday, during the meeting, all his answers seemed twisted."
Sirius nodded. "I am pretty sure he would never tell you everything clearly. After all, he is half Black."
Margaret was taking a sip of her tea. She lowered the cup, her mouth open in pure shock. "What?"
Sirius tried to gauge her reaction. He replied casually, "Do not tell me you did not know that."
"Are you sure, Sirius?"
Sirius rolled his eyes. "Margaret, my dear mother made me memorize the entire family tree before she even taught me food groups."
His voice was sincere now. "His mother, Misopinoa, was a Black. He used to visit when I was a kid."
Margaret considered. How could she have missed such clues? Her client had an inheritance dispute with his father's side of the family, but his mother—a Black—could provide valuable insight.
"Why did he visit you?" she asked.
"Not me. Lord Black." Sirius corrected himself quickly. "My grandfather. They were acquaintances."
Margaret considered the newfound information, wondering where it could be used. Her client's dispute with his nephew was complicated, tangled, full of half-truths. Any leverage would help.
Sirius, who had finished his tea and was now making Harry's already messy hair even messier, said, "Margaret, come to think of it, I might have something for you."
Margaret looked up, raising an eyebrow.
"My Grandfather always had his nose in other people's business," Sirius said. "He kept records of everything he came across. For future reference, as he called it. If Lord Blishwick did enter any secret deals, Grandfather must have written it down."
Margaret felt a surge of relief. That would be a big breakthrough. Instead of going in circles with a client who answered every question with a riddle, she would have a starting point. A small opening.
"Do you have it?" she asked.
Sirius shook his head. "No. It must be somewhere in Black Manor. I will send Kreacher to bring it. And I can access it for you."
Margaret's hope flickered. "Sirius, are you sure? Those are your grandfather's personal records."
Sirius's voice was incredulous. "It is not like he is going to come and haunt me. He was too old for that anyway."
Harry, who had been a silent spectator until now, burst into laughter. Loud, bright. Probably imagining an old version of Sirius haunting down Sirius.
Sirius laughed too.
Margaret was clearly not in the mood to laugh. She was already planning ahead, her mind drifting to work, to the case, to the possibilities.
Sirius held her hand. "Darling, relax. Use those records. They are collecting dust anyway."
Margaret nodded.
Harry's curiosity took over the silence. "Sirius, how old was your grandfather?"
Sirius replied with a straight face. "One hundred and eighty-three."
Harry stared at him. His patience running low against the jokes. "I am being serious," Harry said.
Sirius answered without missing a beat. "And I am being Harry."
Both Margaret and Harry groaned collectively. The pathetic jokes had been on a roll since morning. Sirius laughed at his own joke, too proud, unrepentant, as Margaret and Harry shared a look of exasperated fondness.
They all sat in silence for a while.
The morning light grew brighter. The garden was warm. The tea was gone. The cookies were gone.
Sirius was observing the sky. His grey eyes tracked the clouds, the movement of the light, the slow arc of the sun.
After a while, he spoke. "I am thinking," he said. "I could show you kids the astronomy room tonight."
Harry's face broke into a bright smile. "Really?"
Sirius turned to him. "Yeah. It looks good as of now. If it stays the same, we can do that. Would you like it?"
"Yes," Harry said.
He turned to Margaret. Raising his eyebrows in question.
She smiled. "Of course."
The plan for the night was set.
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The study was quiet. The papers on Sirius's desk were spread across the surface like fallen leaves—ledgers, investment proposals, letters from the goblins, notes in his own cramped handwriting. He had been at it for hours. He was supposed to be working.
But his mind was somewhere else.
Malfoy.
The name circled in Sirius's head like a shark, relentless, patient, hungry. Lucius Malfoy had been trying everything to harm Sirius. The shift in the trial date. The demand for surrender. The fake Death Eater letter that had been introduced as evidence, the one that had taken great political influence by Lord Clermont to disprove. And then Harry's adoption—the way Malfoy had sat on that bench and voted against.
And now this.
Attacking Harry. Verbally. In the Gringotts atrium, while Sirius had been in a meeting, while Harry had been waiting alone. Malfoy had found a child—a thirteen-year-old boy—and poured poison into his ear.
Sirius's hand clenched around his quill. The feather snapped. Ink spilled across the parchment, black and spreading.
He wanted to go to Malfoy Manor. He wanted to punch Lucius Malfoy straight in his pale, pointed face. He wanted to break his nose, hear the crunch of cartilage, watch the blood spill down that expensive robe. He wanted to make him hurt the way he had hurt Harry.
But something stopped him.
His father's voice. Ringing in his ears from almost twenty years ago.
He still remembered it clearly. The study in Grimmauld Place—the same room he was sitting in now, but different. Darker. The furniture had been heavier, the curtains thicker, the air thick with the smell of old parchment and older magic. He had been fifteen, furious, forced to sit through another lesson to become the future Lord.
"The only way to deal with someone who harms your family," Orion Black had said, his voice low and cold, "is to destroy him silently. Do not attack him with your strengths. Attack him with his weaknesses. It should be so silent that he does not even find the voice to cry about it."
Sirius had hated his father. He had hated everything the man stood for—the coldness, the distance, the way he had sat in his chair and watched while Walburga screamed and cursed and destroyed. He had sworn never to become like him.
But for some reason, he could not ignore that advice.
The younger him—the Sirius who had escaped thishouse, who had hunted Peter through the streets, who had wanted nothing more than to scream and fight and destroy—would not have batted an eye at that. He would have challenged Malfoy to a duel. He would have walked into the Ministry and called him out in front of everyone. He would have made a scene, a spectacle, a declaration of war.
But the older him—the Sirius with a wife and two children, the Sirius who had something to lose, the Sirius who had finally found a family—understood the merit in silence.
The only thing Malfoy gave a damn about was blood purity. That was his weapon, his shield, his identity. He believed in it the way religious men believed in gods. It was the foundation of everything he was.
And then a thought came to Sirius.
Money.
Malfoy cared about that too. Perhaps even more than blood purity. The Malfoy fortune was vast, but it was not infinite. It was built on connections, on favors, on the careful cultivation of power. If Sirius could find a way to strike at that—
He could not finish the thought.
Rapid knocking shattered the silence. The knocks were loud, impatient, excited—the kind of knocking that came from someone who could not stand still, who had news too big to contain. Sirius knew who the teenagers were.
Sirius raised his hand. The door flew open.
Harry and Ron stood in the doorway. Their faces were identical—flushed and red, their cheeks rosy from running. Their chests were heaving. Their hair was wild. They had clearly sprinted here.
Sirius leaned back in his chair. His anger at Malfoy, his dark thoughts, his carefully laid plans—all of it faded at the sight of his godson's face. "Come in," he said.
Harry ran inside. He stopped in front of the desk, his hands braced on the edge, his green eyes bright. "Sirius," he said, "I found it."
Sirius smirked. "Proud of you, love. Now, tell me what?"
Harry's smile did not falter. He was too excited to let Sirius's joke affect him. "Remember how you told me I could make any changes to my room?" Harry said. "I have an idea."
Sirius raised his eyebrows in exaggerated astonishment. "Finally. It took you only eighteen days."
Ron laughed. Sirius winked at him.
Harry stared at Sirius. His expression was flat, unamused. He had been attacked too many times since morning—been the butt of too many pathetic jokes. He was going to snap back soon.
Sirius raised his hands in defeat. The gesture was theatrical, exaggerated, designed to diffuse.
"Tell me," he said. "What do you want for your room?"
Harry's face transformed. The annoyance vanished, replaced by something bright, something eager. He reached across the desk and grabbed Sirius's hand, pulling him forward. "Sirius," he said, "I want you to paint my room. Like you did the dragon drawings in Aurora's room."
His eyes were hopeful.
Sirius watched him. The hope in Harry's green eyes was almost painful. He had been waiting for this—for Harry to want something, to ask for something, to claim his space in this house.
Then he said, "Dragons. An excellent choice." He paused. "But I did not do that, Harry."
Harry blinked. "What?"
"I did not paint the dragons in Aurora's room."
Harry's smile flickered. His hand loosened on Sirius's.
"Who did it, then?" he asked.
"Margaret painted those, Harry."
He wanted to talk more, make a joke about Harry wanting dragons or maybe offering his suggestions but he was not given the chance.
Harry dropped Sirius's hand at once. He turned to Ron. His voice was loud, deliberate, laced with barely concealed mockery. "Told you," he said. "Wasted ten minutes."
He was already turning back toward the door, walking away, without waiting for Sirius's response.
Ron nodded. And followed. They ran out of the study, their footsteps echoing down the corridor, their laughter drifting back through the open door.
Sirius watched their backs.
His mouth was open. His hands were still raised where Harry was holding them. He sat there for a long moment, processing.
Anybody who thought being turned down by a girl was a blow to the ego had never been rejected by their child.
The virtue of painting was not one that many people possessed. Sirius could not paint. He had never claimed to be able to paint. He had never pretended to have artistic talent. And yet, his godson had just dismissed him—walked out of his study, called his skills into question.
He should have been offended. He should have called them back. He should have explained that Margaret had taken art lessons as a child, that she had spent years practicing, that painting was a skill, not a gift bestowed by godfatherhood.
But he did not.
Instead, he listened.
Harry and Ron's voices drifted back from the corridor, fading as they climbed the stairs to the second floor.
"—should have asked Margaret in the first place—"
"—did not know she painted—"
"—she painted the dragons, you saw them—"
"—thought Sirius did it—"
"—he can barely draw a stick figure—"
Sirius's mouth closed. He shook his head. A smile tugged at the corner of his lips—against his will, against his dignity.
He picked up a new quill. He dipped it in the ink. He turned back to his papers.
The study was quiet again.
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Sirius walked inside the house with a happy Aurora bouncing in his arms. He had gone to pick her up from the school.
She was too chirpy—her voice high and bright, her words tumbling over each other in a rush to be spoken. She was talking about everything and anything, as she always did, making sure no part of her day's adventure was missed by Sirius. The dragon she had drawn during art time. The boy who had fallen off the swing. The butterfly that had landed on her shoe and stayed for three whole minutes.
Sirius was listening and replying. His responses were small—"mm-hmm," "really?" "that is amazing, little star"—but she did not seem to notice. She did not need long answers. She just needed to know that someone was hearing her.
But as soon as they stepped into the house, other voices cut through their conversation.
Too loud to miss.
A jumble of voices, fighting for dominance. Harry's voice, sharp and insistent. Ron's voice, equally passionate. Hermione's voice, calm and dismissive. And underneath them all, the soft murmur of Margaret's voice, trying to mediate.
Sirius walked toward the living room. Aurora was still in his arms, her small body leaning forward with curiosity. Her dark eyes were wide, her head swiveling toward the sound. They stopped in front of the doorway.
No power in the world would have prepared Sirius for what he saw next.
The living room was crowded.
Margaret was sitting on the sofa, surrounded by drawing supplies. Sheets of paper were spread across the cushion beside her—some blank, some covered in quick sketches, some smudged with eraser marks. Pencils and charcoal sticks were scattered across the coffee table. A small jar of water sat beside her, a brush resting in it.
Hermione was sitting on a chair near the door. She had a book in her lap—open, but her eyes were not moving across the pages. They were fixed on the scene in front of her, watching with an expression of fascinated amusement.
And in the middle of everything was Harry.
Harry in his Gryffindor Quidditch gear. The scarlet robes, the golden trim, the number seven on his back. His Firebolt was on the floor beside him, the polished wood gleaming, the bristles dark and sleek.
He was straddling Ron.
Ron was lying on his stomach on the floor, his body stretched out in a straight line. His arms were flat against the carpet, his legs together, his chin resting on his hands. He looked like a human broom.
The coffee table was laden with Quidditch magazines—dog-eared, marked with sticky notes, pages folded to specific images. The Quidditch practice set that Sirius had bought for Harry was laid open, the pieces scattered. The snitch was hovering a few feet above Harry's head, its wings fluttering, its golden body gleaming.
Sirius could not believe what his eyes were seeing. "What is happening here?" he asked. His voice was too loud, but he could not help it.
No one paid him any attention. Except Hermione.
She looked up from her book. "Harry and Ron are demonstrating a wonky feint to Mrs. Black."
The moment she said it, both Ron and Harry's attention snapped to her.
"Wronski feint," Harry said. His voice was sharp, correcting.
"It is a crime to call it that, Mione," Ron added, his voice equally passionate.
Harry nodded vigorously. His whole body shook with the force of his agreement.
Hermione shrugged. Dismissive. "It is still stupid."
Ron and Harry looked ready for war. Their eyes blazed. Their jaws tightened. They looked like they were about to launch themselves across the room.
Hermione paid them no heed. Clearly, they had had this argument before.
She turned to Sirius. "Harry wants Mrs. Black to draw a life-sized image of him pulling off a wonky feint on his bedroom wall."
Ron and Harry made disapproving noises at the incorrect pronunciation again.
Hermione continued, unbothered. "Mrs. Black has no idea what that is, so she needs to practice before she can draw. Harry and Ron are giving her a demonstration."
Sirius watched the scene again, this time with the new information.
Harry was using Ron as a broom to depict the dive. Because Sirius had clearly forbidden Harry from flying. The Firebolt was resting there for reference. The Quidditch magazines were open—showing photographs of seeker dives, of international players, of the exact angle of a Wronski feint.
Margaret had clearly been given a short course on the sport. She was sitting with her supplies, her brow furrowed in concentration, her hand moving across the paper in quick, practiced strokes. She was sketching—something, someone.
Harry was in his Quidditch uniform, his body angled, his face in profile. He was holding the pose, his chin lifted, his eyes fixed on some imaginary point in the distance. He was presenting his face to Margaret so she could draw it exactly like that.
Sirius had no idea if he should laugh or be scared at the passion.
He had lived with James for ten years. He knew Quidditch enthusiasm. He had seen James spend hours practicing the same move, studying the same play, perfecting the same technique. He had seen James talk about Quidditch the way poets talked about love.
But this was downright maniacal. Something even James had never thought of.
And then a fond smile crossed his face.
Harry trusting Margaret to do this for him. Demanding it. Going to ask her.
And Margaret—Sirius would bet his entire fortune that Margaret knew nothing about Quidditch. She could not stand to watch Harry fly high for five minutes. Forget about the violent Bludgers and the Beaters targeting the Chasers; she would scream murder at the first near miss. But she was trying very hard to understand what Harry wanted. She was making sure to live up to his demand.
Sirius's heart warmed.
Margaret had completed her first sketch—the reference image, before she started painting on the wall—and was now showing it to Harry.
Harry leaned over, his eyes moving across the paper. His expression shifted—concentration, assessment, approval.
"That is good," he said. "But the arms should be higher. And the broom should be at this angle."
He demonstrated, shifting his position on Ron, leaning forward, adjusting his grip.
Ron grunted. "Watch the ribs, mate."
"Sorry."
Ron shrugged. "No, it is fine. Just warn me next time."
Sirius watched. He smiled. He did not insert himself where he was not needed. He let them bond.
He turned and walked toward his study.
No one saw him leave. All of them were too busy—Margaret sketching, Harry critiquing, Ron advising, Hermione reading and occasionally rolling her eyes.
But there was someone else who had been watching and listening.
Aurora.
She had heard the word drawing and her attention had snapped into focus. She had squirmed in Sirius's arms, and he had set her down without thinking. Now she was in the living room, her sketchbook in one hand, her crayons in the other, crowding Harry and Margaret.
She was trying to do what her mother was doing.
"Maman," she said, holding up her sketchbook. "Look. I am drawing too."
Margaret glanced at her daughter's paper. The drawing was unrecognizable—a tangle of purple and green, something that might have been a dragon or might have been a tree.
"That is very nice, ma chérie," Margaret said. Her tone was calm, the tone of a mother who had already learned to work with the chaos of a child. "But this is very serious work. Let us work."
Aurora nodded. She climbed onto the sofa, squeezing herself between Margaret and Harry.
Harry shifted, making room, but his jaw tightened.
Aurora looked at his sketch—the one Margaret was working on—and then at her own.
"I am a very good painter," she announced. "The best dragon painter in my class. I can draw your wall, Harry."
Harry watched, irritated, as she tried to copy her mother. Her crayons moved across the page in wild, untamed strokes. Her tongue poked out from the corner of her mouth. She was concentrating fiercely.
The thought of Aurora doing her silly scratching on his room's wall scared Harry. His new room. His first room. The only room he will probably ever have. Covered in Aurora's drawings.
No.
Time passed. Margaret sketched. Harry critiqued. Ron advised. Hermione read.
But Harry was losing his cool.
He was too invested in the drawing happening. Every line mattered. Every shadow, every angle, every detail of his face had to be perfect. This was going to be on his wall. He would see it every day.
And Aurora was getting on his nerves.
She kept leaning over to look at Margaret's sketch. She kept asking questions—what is that? why is his face like that? why is he lying on Ron?—that Harry did not have the patience to answer. She kept showing him her own drawings, demanding his approval.
Harry wanted to shout. He would have shouted by now—Harry from two days ago would have, before the long night on the floor, before the promises he had made to Sirius.
But he stopped. He had already done that. He would not do that again.
He thought: Only if there was something that could silently take her away. So I can focus on my painting.
And then the solution came to him. Almost too easy.
He leaned toward Aurora, his voice smooth, controlled. "Aurora," he said, "your drawing is superb. I think Sirius would like to see it."
Aurora's face lit up like the sun. Her eyes went wide. Her smile stretched across her small face. She looked at her sketchbook, then at the door, then at Harry.
She extracted herself from where she was trying to climb between Margaret and Harry. She gathered her sketchbook and her crayons—shoving them into her bag, spilling a few in her haste—and turned around.
She ran out of the living room with a pace that could have rivaled the Hogwarts Express.
Harry watched her go. He was satisfied. She would not be coming back for hours, at least. Harry was sure of it, too sure. By then, his painting would be done.
He turned his head back toward Margaret's sketch.
Margaret was watching him with an amused smile.
Harry asked, uncertain, "What?"
Margaret set down her pencil. "So you have learned my trick as well."
Harry was confused. "Your trick?"
Margaret shrugged. She picked up her eraser and rubbed out a line, then redrew it. "Harry, I am a human too. I ran out of patience for dragons a long time ago. So, have you. But we both know who hasn't. "
Harry watched her with shock. Pure shock.
The realization hit him at once. Something out of context. Something he has never thought of.
Of course.
Aurora spent her days chattering with Sirius, clinging to his attention—not because she only wanted to hijack Sirius, but because Sirius was the only one who actually sat through everything.
Harry was no Ravenclaw, but even he knew: if there was one person in this house who would tolerate any kind of nonsense, it was Sirius.
Harry himself had spent an entire evening sitting in his godfather's arms. Making complaints. Crying. Blaming. Sirius had heard everything—not once rejecting Harry.
Aurora sought Sirius because she wanted to be validated. She needed someone to hear even the most ridiculous thing and say that is interesting. She needed someone to look at a single crayon line on a piece of paper and say that is beautiful.
Harry did that too. He had done it every morning, showing Sirius his skills on the broom, waiting for his approval. But he had never understood it like that. He had never seen it with those eyes.
She clings to Sirius because she needs him too. Not because she wants to take Sirius away from Harry.
Maybe, just maybe Harry thought, she is not Dudley or rather she is like Harry.
Margaret had gone back to her drawing. Her pencil moved across the paper, shading, shaping, bringing Harry's profile to life.
Harry sat there, the realization drawing on him.
Have I been so stupid? he thought. To not see something so simple?
He looked at the doorway where Aurora had disappeared. He could hear her voice in the corridor—high and bright, calling for Sirius, demanding his attention. He shrugged of the feelings.
He turned back to Margaret's sketch.
"The robes need to fly higher," he said. "And the scar. You forgot the scar."
Margaret nodded. She picked up her eraser again.
And Harry, for the first time, let Aurora go and monopolize Sirius.
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The afternoon had settled into evening. The light through the windows had shifted from gold to amber, the shadows lengthening across the floor, the dust motes dancing in the dying sun. The house was quiet—unnaturally quiet, as if it too was holding its breath.
The door to Harry's room was closed. Margaret had asked everyone to wait outside. She needed concentration, she had said. She needed quiet. She needed to finish the painting without interruption.
Those forty-five minutes had been the slowest moving time in Harry's life.
The door opened after felt like eternity for Harry.
Margaret stood in the doorway. Her sleeves were rolled up, revealing paint-stained forearms. There was a smudge of blue on her cheek, a streak of gold on her chin. Her dark hair had escaped its pins, falling around her face in tangled waves. She looked exhausted. She looked triumphant.
"It is done," she said.
Harry walked into the room.
The others followed—Ron, Hermione, Aurora, and finally Sirius, who had appeared from somewhere, drawn by the commotion. They stood in a cluster near the door, their eyes moving to the wall.
The painting was huge.
It took over the entire wall—the one on the other side of the bed, facing the window. The wall that would catch the morning light, that would be the first thing Harry saw when he woke, that would be the last thing he saw before he slept.
The figure was Harry.
He was diving. His body was angled sharply, his Firebolt tilted almost vertical, his toes pointed toward the ground. The broom gleamed in the sunlight—golden, warm, the wood polished to a shine. His scarlet Quidditch robes billowed behind him, the gold trim catching the light. His messy hair was wild, flying in the wind of his descent. His face was focused, intense, his green eyes fixed on something ahead—something the viewer could not see.
And then the painting moved.
Harry looped. He pulled up at the last possible second, his body curving, his broom leveling, his hand reaching out. His fingers closed around the snitch—a flash of gold, a flutter of wings—and his fist clenched around it. His face broke into a grin. Triumph. Joy. The moment of victory, frozen and alive at once.
The painting shone. The light from the window caught the paint, made it shimmer, made it breathe.
Harry looked at it with his mouth open.
Everyone was silent.
Ron's mouth was open too. Hermione's hand was pressed to her chest. Aurora's small face was tilted up, her dark eyes wide.
Even Sirius, who had seen Margaret paint before, who had watched her create beauty from nothing, stood still.
"It is beautiful," Hermione whispered.
"Brilliant," Ron said.
Aurora clapped her hands. "Maman, you made Harry fly!"
Harry felt as if he might cry.
His eyes glistened. His throat tightened. His hands, hanging at his sides, curled into fists and uncurled again.
He looked at Margaret.
She was standing near the wall, her hands clasped in front of her, her paint-stained fingers intertwined. She was watching him. Waiting. Her expression was carefully neutral, but he could see the hope beneath it—the hope that he would like it, the fear that he would not.
She had done this for him. She had learned about a sport she did not understand. She had spent hours studying magazines, taking notes, practicing. She had drawn and redrawn, sketched and erased, painted and repainted. All in one day.
No one had ever done anything like that for him.
No one.
He moved toward her.
The distance between them was short—a few steps, a few heartbeats—but it felt like miles. His legs were heavy. His chest was tight. He did not know what to say.
He stopped in front of her.
"Thank you," he said. His voice was rough. "This is amazing."
Margaret's own eyes glistened. She placed one hand on his shoulder. Her fingers were warm, slightly calloused from holding the brush.
He fumbled with his words, stumbling over them, unable to find the right ones. "I do not know what to say."
Margaret felt it—the sincerity, the emotion, the overwhelming gratitude behind his clumsy words. She smiled.
"Harry," she said, "I understand."
That was enough.
Margaret knew what he felt. Harry knew that she knew. No more words were needed.
She moved her hand from his shoulder to his hand. Harry held it back. He was smiling.
Sirius had been watching them. His heart was full.
He moved toward them, breaking the silence, lightening the mood.
"Harry," he said, "you are going to wake up every morning and watch your own face."
He turned to Margaret.
"And you," he said, "said I was the vain one."
Everyone laughed. The tension broke. The room filled with warmth.
Sirius looked at the painting again. His voice softened. "Darling, this is beautiful. Your painting makes me feel as if I have been dropped right into the scene."
Margaret smiled at her husband's praise. It meant a lot—not just for her, but for the little girl with dreams. The young Margaret who, just like her daughter, had loved painting and drawing. The girl who had spent hours with her colored pencils, her sketchbooks, her dreams of creating beauty.
She had buried that girl. Buried her under law books and case files and the weight of being a single mother. Buried her so deep that she had forgotten she existed.
Sirius was bringing her back to life.
He took her hands and kissed them. "Only an art herself can create such art."
Margaret's eyes watered. She watched him. She said nothing. There were no words for what she felt.
Harry spoke. "I mean all the compliments Sirius said. I did not have the words."
Margaret and Sirius laughed. Ron and Hermione laughed. Harry laughed. Aurora, who did not understand the joke, laughed too.
Ron and Hermione stepped forward to admire the painting. They pointed out details—the way the light caught the broom, the way Harry's hair flew, the way the snitch seemed to hover just beyond his grasp.
"Mrs. Black," Hermione said, "you have captured the movement perfectly."
Ron nodded. "It looks like he is actually flying."
Aurora ran to her mother and hugged her legs. "My Maman is the best. It is very pretty, Maman."
Margaret smiled and smoothed her daughter's hair. "Thank you, ma chérie."
Sirius announced to the room. "Alright, everyone. Time for the next art."
Aurora jumped. Her excitement was immediate, electric. She grabbed her dragon and ran to the door.
"Come, come, come!" she called.
Harry followed. Ron and Hermione followed. Margaret followed. Sirius brought up the rear, his hand on the small of Margaret's back, his eyes on the painting one last time.
Harry lingered at the door. He looked back at the wall. The painting caught the evening light, shimmered, moved. He watched himself dive, pull up, catch the snitch. Watched himself grin.
He would look at this every morning. Every day. For as long as he lived in this house. He hoped forever.
He smiled. He turned and followed the others.
Sirius's study was a mess.
Not with papers this time—though they were there too, stacked on the desk, piled on the floor, spilling out of drawers. But with something else.
Crayons. Colored pencils. Brushes. Paint pots.
They were spread across the large oak table—the one Sirius used for meetings, for signing documents, for reviewing investments. The table was covered in splashes of color, streaks of blue and green and red. A glass of water sat in the center, the water murky with paint. A stack of blank paper was at one end, the edges curling.
And on the wall infront of the desk—the wall that faced Sirius's chair, the wall he looked at every day while he worked—was a drawing.
Aurora's drawing.
Sirius stood in front of it. He had Aurora in his arms, perched on his hip, her small hands resting on his shoulders. Her dragon was wedged between them.
"Everyone," Sirius said, "this is Aurora's drawing."
They looked.
The drawing was abstract. It was a table—or what might have been a table, a brown rectangle with four lines for legs. On the table was a figure, presumably Sirius. The figure had a round head, a rectangle for a body, and stick limbs. The hair was black—the only recognizable color in the entire drawing. One hand was raised, holding something that might have been a quill. Papers were scattered around the figure, represented by smaller white rectangles.
The colors were chaos. The background was purple and orange and green, all overlapping, none of them contained within the lines. The table was brown, but there were streaks of pink across it. The figure's face was yellow, its eyes two black dots, its mouth a red smile.
Everyone watched. No one spoke. No one knew what to say.
Sirius spoke first.
"Aurora," he said, "my little star. My angel. This is brilliant."
His voice was warm, sincere, full of wonder.
"I have never seen anything this beautiful. So imaginative. So colorful." He turned to look at her, his grey eyes bright. "I love it. Thank you, my sweetheart. This is the best gift I have ever received."
He kissed her cheek. She beamed.
Margaret watched them. Sirius was trying very hard to stop himself from crying—she could see it. The way his jaw tightened. The way his throat moved as he swallowed. The way his eyes glistened.
He was touched. At the child's effort. At her drawing of him.
Margaret knew Aurora had a long way to go when it came to painting. She was six. Her motor skills were still developing. Her understanding of proportion and perspective was nonexistent. But she was good. She was imaginative. She was interested.
Margaret stepped forward. She looked at the drawing—really looked at it, not as an artist, but as a mother.
"This is very good, ma chérie," she said. "Well done."
She kissed her daughter's cheeks. Both of them.
Aurora beamed.
Ron and Hermione dropped their compliments too. Ron said, "I like the colors." Hermione said, "You have a very bold style, Aurora."
Aurora was flying. The compliments came one after another, each one lifting her higher.
But none of them meant as much as Sirius's.
Harry watched.
He would never call it a good drawing. He had seen Margaret's art. He had seen the precision, the skill, the years of practice. Aurora's drawing was a child's scribble, nothing more.
But he had seen Margaret at work. He had seen how long it took to create something beautiful. He had seen the effort, the concentration, the patience. And he had seen the excitement with which Aurora had drawn for Sirius—the way she had run to him, the way she had thrust the paper into his hands, the way she had waited for his reaction.
Harry spoke. "Your drawing is very good, Aurora."
Aurora's smile somehow grew even wider.
Margaret announced that it was time for dinner. The kids ran—Ron, Hermione, Harry, Aurora, all of them racing toward the dining room, their footsteps pounding on the carpet, their laughter echoing through the corridors.
Margaret walked with Sirius.
They moved slowly, their hands brushing, their shoulders close. The house was quiet around them—the portraits watching, the grandfather clock ticking, the evening light fading through the windows.
"Sirius," Margaret said, "you let her draw on the wall of your study. It is your workplace."
She knew Sirius loved her daughter. But the way he showed her—every single day, without failing—was something she still marveled at.
Sirius looked at her. His grey eyes were soft.
"And that," he said, "is the most precious thing in there. Every time I look at it, I will know who I am working for."
His eyes glistened. Margaret's glistened too.
She hugged him. He hugged her back.
They stood in the corridor, holding each other, the evening light golden around them.
"Thank you," she whispered.
"For what?"
"For loving her. For loving him. For loving me."
Sirius pulled back just enough to look at her face. He cupped her cheek.
"It is not hard," he said. "Loving you is the easiest thing I have ever done."
Margaret smiled. She kissed him—soft, quick, a promise.
Then she took his hand, and they walked to dinner.
Chapter Text
Sirius was already in the Astronomy room preparing when Margaret and Aurora joined him.
The room was on the fifth floor, at the end of a long corridor lined with portraits of old astronomers and star charts that had faded to sepia. The door was heavy oak, bound with iron, and it swung open on silent hinges.
Upon entering, the room was much like any other in Grimmauld Place—grand, dark, furnished with serpent motifs, imposing. The furniture was carved with serpents and stars. The walls were paneled in black oak, the floor was polished stone, and the air smelled of old parchment and older magic.
But as soon as one lifted their eyes, it was no longer a room. It was the whole Milky Way galaxy, open in front of them.
The room had no ceiling. The enchantment was ancient—centuries old, layered, powerful. The ceiling had been charmed to open directly to the night sky, and not just to the sky as seen from London, but to the sky at a height. Closer to the stars. The view was the kind that only the most expensive and rare telescopes could provide—a window into the universe, unobstructed, unfiltered, vast.
All the stars twinkled. Thousands of them. Millions. They were scattered across the darkness like diamonds on velvet, some bright, some faint, some clustered together in constellations that Sirius could name in his sleep. The moon hung in the far corner, clear and full. No clouds. The moonlight falling on the stars was the only light in the room. But it was enough.
The room looked dreamy. Ethereal. Like something from a story.
It was much colder than the rest of the house as well—the temperature of the highest place the enchantment was charmed to replicate. The air was crisp, clean, with a bite that made the skin prickle.
Kreacher had made arrangements. Six beddings had been prepared on the floor—soft, thick pads covered in fabric, arranged in a loose circle so that everyone could lie down and look up at the sky. Blankets were folded at the foot of each bedding—not thick, but very soft, warm enough for a cozy night under the stars.
Margaret entered the room and stopped.
She had seen many wonderful things in her life. The palaces of France. The cathedrals across Europe. The gardens of her father's estate in the spring. But she had never seen anything like this.
So beautiful. So unreal. And yet the ultimate reality of the universe. The space and the sky and the stars that connected all humans, all animals, all species. Everything.
She was lost in watching it. A tug on her hand broke the spell.
Aurora was bouncing on her feet. Her small body vibrated with excitement, her dark hair flying, her dragon clutched under her arm. She had never seen anything like this. She was spellbound.
Margaret smiled.
"Maman," Aurora said, her voice high with wonder. "Look. There are stars. Are they real?"
Margaret looked up at the sky. At the millions of points of light scattered across the darkness. "Yes, Aurora," she said. "They are all real."
Aurora's eyes widened. Her mouth fell open. The oldest reality of the world was dawning on her young soul, its beauty capturing her young eyes. She jumped. Higher and higher, using all her strength, as if she could launch herself into the sky. "Maman," she said, "I want to touch the stars."
Margaret smiled at her child's innocence. "Ma chérie, it only looks close. The stars are very high up in the sky. You cannot touch them."
Aurora was not having any of it. Her lower lip jutted out. "I want to touch the stars, Maman. I will ask Sirius. He is the tallest person ever. He will hold me."
She ran to Sirius without waiting for her mother's reply.
Margaret heard her daughter. The amount of faith she had in Sirius was astounding. In her eyes, there was nothing he could not do. Margaret hoped she never lost that trust in him.
She followed her daughter into the room.
Sirius was sitting on the floor in one of the beddings. Soft. Comfortable. Designed for lying down and looking at the stars.
He was not looking at the stars.
He was busy with his papers—Black family books and notes, old journals, star charts, handwritten observations from generations of Blacks who had lain in this very room and looked at this very sky. He was making notes, cross-referencing, preparing to make this the best experience for the kids.
Aurora called him twice.
He was so engaged that he did not hear her.
But Aurora was not the one to give up. She made her way through the scattered papers—stepping carefully, avoiding the stacks—and slipped into his lap.
Sirius automatically adjusted his papers to give her space. He did not even lift his eyes from what he was reading. The response was automatic, that of a parent. Not pushing her away. Not rejecting her.
Aurora settled against his chest, her dragon between them. "Sirius," she said.
Sirius finally registered her presence. He looked up from his papers. "Yes, Aurora?"
She pointed at the sky. "Sirius, lift me. I want to touch the stars. I cannot reach them."
Sirius dropped his papers. He looked at her face—completely intense, her dark eyes blazing with certainty. She looked just like her mother. She was absolutely sure that Sirius could make it happen.
He smiled.
Margaret reached them and sat on the other side of Sirius. She watched, amused.
Sirius looked at the child. "Aurora," he said, "you cannot touch those big stars."
Her face fell at once.
Sirius smirked. He lifted her hand and touched her index finger to her own cheek. "But," he said, "you can touch a little star."
He watched as Aurora's face broke into a smile as realization dawned. Then into giggles. Loud. Bright. Margaret smiled next to them.
Aurora's voice was high with delight. "Yes, Sirius. I am a little star."
Sirius hugged her. "You are," he said. "You are my little star."
Harry, Ron, and Hermione entered the room. They stopped in the doorway. All three teenagers were left stunned.
The beauty was overwhelming. The open sky. The stars. The moon, far in the distance but bright enough to cast shadows. They had expected a magical view—Sirius had told them about the Astronomy room, had promised them something special. But this was somehow even better than they had imagined.
Even for Harry, who had been here once, in the morning, when the sun was rising and the stars were invisible. It had been nothing like this. They stood fixed in the doorway, fascinated.
Hermione recovered first. She shrieked—loudly, breaking the boys' stance. "This is far better than what they showed us in Astronomy class!" she announced.
Ron seconded her thoughts. "Blimey. It is so real that it is almost unreal."
Harry only nodded.
Hermione was carrying a bundle of books and notes. Her focus was entirely on turning this into an educational project. She had her quill tucked behind her ear, her parchment ready, her mind already cataloging.
Harry and Ron had slept through most of their Astronomy classes, paying only enough attention to scrape through and relying entirely on copying Hermione's notes. They were also taken aback. If only Hogwarts had ever shown them something like this. Even if they had, neither of them had paid attention to anything other than Quidditch to know.
Maybe Sirius could develop an interest for them.
Harry's eyes moved to Sirius and stopped there.
Sirius was sitting with his head in papers and notes. Margaret was on one side. Aurora was on his lap, resting her head on his shoulder, asking questions that Margaret answered softly. It was a picture of domestic peace—a father, a mother, a child.
Hermione walked into the room. Ron walked into the room.
Harry did not follow.
He watched. His chest felt tight. His heart burned with feelings he could never name, never untangle. He knew they were unpleasant. He knew he had made a promise to give Aurora a chance. But it was not easy. Saying something and doing it were completely different things.
His mind slipped back to the Sunday picnic. Aurora running with Padfoot, happy and bouncing, flying with the wind. Having the best time with Sirius. Coming back to rest with her mother and Sirius. A family together. Laughing. Talking.
Harry watching from the outside. Alone.
The same dark thought paraded back into his head. What if I am left alone, standing in the back like this? I will always be the outsider. Not their family.
A voice inside his head berated him. Sirius has told you so many times that you are included. That you are family.
Harry knew that intellectually. But how did one cross a distance physically? How did he go and ask Sirius? I want to be part of the family too. How did one ask to be loved, to be included—when all his life he had been excluded, made to watch from the side?
His eyes tingled. He stood rooted in the doorway, watching Sirius's back as his daughter rested on him and his wife sat beside him.
It was as if Sirius heard his thoughts. His head shot up. He turned around at once. He found Harry looking at him. With teary eyes. Alone. Standing at the door.
It took only a heartbeat for Sirius to understand.
His heart broke for his child. His child, standing alone, watching. Is this how Harry looked at the Dursleys as a kid? The thought punctured a hole inside his heart.
He could not look at Harry like this. All he wanted was to go and grab Harry, to cage him in his arms, to never let him feel alone again.
But he stopped himself.
No. He had to take tough decisions. He had to push Harry to speak. He had to make sure Harry knew how to ask. He had to make sure Harry knew that he belonged—and that he should be ready to claim that, too.
There was silence.
Ron and Hermione were busy in their small fight in the corner—Ron telling her that bringing all the books here was unnecessary, Hermione defending her choices. Margaret was answering Aurora's questions about the sky, the moon, the stars.
Sirius and Harry looked at each other. A loud silence rang between them.
Harry wanted nothing more than to be called in. Sirius wanted nothing more than to include Harry.
But neither moved. Harry did not ask. Sirius did not call.
Sirius controlled all his urges to pull Harry toward himself. He took a very steady breath.
"Harry," he said. "What do you want?"
Harry watched him silently. His mind was a battlefield. The shame of wanting to be loved. The fear of being denied. They fought with each other, clawing for dominance.
And then Sirius's words from two days ago took over.
Harry, you are loved and wanted. Give a chance. Make a demand. Speak up.
Harry knew that Sirius was aware of what he felt. He also knew Sirius was waiting for him to make the move. And he also knew Sirius would not budge unless Harry made the move—unless he spoke his mind.
He felt small. Unsure.
Sirius spoke again. His voice was heavy, controlled, but hardly so.
"Love."
The endearment cast a spell on him. His favorite word ever. Spoken only by his favorite person.
Harry felt all the encouragement he needed in that word. In that voice. In the eyes that were staring into his soul, full of love.
His voice was small. "Sirius. I want to sit with you."
Sirius smiled as if he had won the world. He opened his arms wide. His eyes were shiny.
Harry moved first—slowly, and then with big steps. He kneeled in front of his godfather. He hugged Sirius tightly, crushing the little girl already sitting in Sirius's lap without meaning to. He did not feel it. He just wanted to hug Sirius and be close. And he did that.
Sirius hugged him tightly. "Harry, my child," he said. "This is your seat. Only yours."
Harry relaxed. It had been difficult. But it had taken only a moment of courage—and it was worth it.
He melted into Sirius's arms. And then he felt a small arm on his shoulder. Aurora, crushed between them, was hugging him back. She thought Harry had come to hug her. Harry did not push her away.
Sirius kissed Harry's forehead.
Margaret watched them. She had not understood what had happened, but she did not interfere. She did not say anything to break their moment.
Harry withdrew after a moment. He looked up at Sirius, who was smiling now. He smiled back. Sirius raised his free hand and patted Harry on his cheek. Lightly. With love.
Their eyes spoke words that did not need to be spoken.
Aurora broke the moment. She was excited.
"Harry, look up!" she said, pointing at the night sky. "There are real stars!"
Harry looked. "I know," he said. "It is beautiful."
Sirius asked Harry to sit properly. Harry moved to his side. Margaret immediately shifted to give him space, moving the blanket aside. As Harry settled into the bedding, she pulled the blankets up around him, tucking them in. She did it without thinking, as if it were nothing. But for Harry, it meant everything.
He smiled and settled in.
Margaret made small conversation. "I have never done stargazing beyond school."
Harry could see she was excited too. "Me neither," he said. "I am very excited."
Sirius, who was listening, spoke. "Liars."
Both Harry and Margaret looked at him, confused.
Sirius said, "You both see me. Every day!"
He laughed at his own joke, too loud, without waiting for anyone to join.
Harry and Margaret shared a look. Sirius had probably decided that today was dedicated to all the bad jokes. He was getting worse as the day passed.
Their lack of response irritated Sirius, but it could not entirely ruin his mood. Because Aurora had heard him. She took a long moment to get it—but she did get it. She joined him with her own giggles.
She announced to the room, loudly, "Sirius, you are funny!"
Sirius's bruised ego softened. He smiled. He shot a side-eye to both Harry and Margaret, who were still not impressed. "I am funny," he said. "Very funny." More to convince himself than them.
Harry and Margaret were unmoved.
Sirius moved Aurora out of his lap to the bedding between him and Ron and covered her with blankets. He looked around. Everyone had arrived.
"Alright," he said. "It is time. Lie down, all of you."
Margaret, Harry, Aurora, and Ron complied immediately. Hermione refused. "Sirius, I cannot lie down. I am making notes."
Ron sighed. "There she goes."
Hermione was about to say something when Sirius spoke. "No, Hermione. You will ruin your experience. Lie down and watch."
Hermione argued. "No, I want to make sure. I have to get all the details right. It will help me with the classes."
Ron and Harry looked at each other across the space—two friends who knew how stubborn and studious their friend could be.
Sirius's reply was firm. "Hermione, this is not a class, nor am I a teacher. Some things in life should only be treated as experiences, not as academic endeavors."
Ron and Harry were taken aback by his strict tone. Even Hermione was.
"You will always have the books to study at school," Sirius continued. "But you will not have this again. So enjoy it. I am sure you will find something here for your soul—not just your brain."
He looked at Hermione for a moment. Hermione looked back, taking in his words. Sirius lay down between his kids. Leaving Hermione to decide for herself.
Sirius's words landed on Hermione. Somewhere deep. Maybe he was right. Maybe she could find something for herself. She put her notes and quills aside and lay down next to Ron.
Harry and Ron watched, shocked. Hermione putting her books away was huge.
Sirius looked around. "Is everyone ready?"
They said yes. He began.
He started with the history of the room and the charms—at least two hundred years old, layered by generations of Blacks. He explained how the enchantment worked, how the room maintained the temperature of the sky it was connected to, how the stars were not illusions but the actual sky, visible as if through a telescope.
He gave a brief overview of the stars, constellations, and planets. Hermione and Margaret already knew most of it, but they listened. Aurora knew nothing—she listened with wide eyes. Ron and Harry, somewhere between those two ends, also listened.
Sirius showed them the stars and the constellations. He traced the lines with his wand, highlighting them against the darkness. He explained their cultural importance in different parts of the world—the myths, the legends, the century-old beliefs.
Hermione asked questions. He answered all of them, briefly. He did not let this turn into something academic.
Then Sirius moved to another constellation. He turned to Harry. He pointed at a star—bright, unmistakable, the brightest in the sky. "Harry," he said, "name that star."
Harry failed. He had taken no interest in Astronomy before this. After this session, he wished he had. But he could not name it.
Margaret answered. She was next to Harry, and she kept a hand on his elbow. "That is Canis Major," she said. "The Dog Star. Sirius. The brightest star in the night sky."
Harry watched.
Aurora jumped excitedly. "Sirius, that is you!"
Sirius said nothing. He only smiled.
Harry had known that Sirius was named after a star. It was information that had been in the back of his mind, never used to form anything else. He looked at Sirius. Sirius smiled back.
Sirius told them about his family's naming traditions. The Blacks had a centuries-old tradition of naming their children after stars and constellations. He pointed to his father—Orion—and then the constellation, drawing it out with his wand. He explained the myths behind it, the stories, the significance.
All the kids watched and listened. His knowledge was extensive. His interest was evident.
And then Sirius's voice faltered.
He pointed at one particular star. The heart of the lion. The brightest in the constellation Leo.
"Regulus," he said softly.
His entire body froze.
It was difficult to say that name now. His brother.
How many nights had he lain in this same room, on this same floor, with his brother as a child? Pointing to the stars, naming the constellations. Siri, that is me, Regulus would say. Sirius would smile. They would search for each other's stars, naming them, claiming them, connecting themselves to the heavens.
Harry could feel Sirius going stiff.
Margaret moved her hand over Harry toward Sirius, putting it on his chest. Sirius held it immediately for comfort.
Harry, caged between them, watched. He did not understand much. But he realized something—something that was always meant but never spoken aloud in this house.
Sirius loved his brother.
He moved his own hand and held Margaret's and Sirius's.
Sirius looked up at the star and closed his eyes. He wished. That his brother might find the rest that he had never gotten in his short life. He wished on the star Regulus—may his namesake be at peace.
Sirius was not the only one who was taken aback.
In the far corner, Hermione had stopped too. She knew Regulus the star. But somehow this felt different. Watching it felt different.
She had no idea why. But she knew she had seen this constellation drawn somewhere. She had read or opened or gone through so many books in the past few days. She could not remember where.
She just watched in confusion—at seeing it before, at the unsettling feeling reaching her bones.
She did not know.
The session continued. Sirius kept pointing at the stars, telling their histories, tracing their constellations. His voice was steady now, but softer. The pain of Regulus lingered in the air, unspoken but present.
Harry lay between Margaret and Sirius. Aurora was on Sirius's other side, her small hand resting on his arm. Ron and Hermione lay on Aurora's side, their faces tilted toward the sky.
The stargazing session came to an end after a long time, only because Sirius called for it.
The kids were not done. They wanted to see more stars, listen to more stories, trace more constellations with Sirius's wand. Ron's eyes were still fixed on the sky, his mouth slightly open, his freckles standing out in the moonlight. Hermione had stopped asking academic questions, she had given in to wonder.
But Sirius looked at the yawning teenagers, the already sleeping little girl curled in the bedding, and the very tired wife beside him, and decided to wind up.
"The stars will still be there tomorrow," he said. "And the day after. And every night after that. You have time."
Ron sat up reluctantly. "Blimey. I never thought I would say this, but I could look at stars for hours."
Hermione nodded, her eyes still on the sky. "It is beautiful. Thank you, Sirius."
Sirius smiled. "You are welcome."
They gathered their things—Hermione's books, Ron's jumper, the empty cups of hot chocolate that Kreacher had brought up sometime in the middle of the session. They filed out of the room, their footsteps soft on the stone floor.
Margaret was about to pick up the sleeping Aurora from the bedding when Sirius spoke.
"I will put her to bed, Margaret."
Margaret looked at him. "I can—"
Sirius put a hand on her arm. "Go to bed. You are very tired, you painted an entire wall. I will join you after putting the kids to bed."
Margaret nodded. She was tired. The day had been long—the case files, the painting, the demonstration, the stargazing. Her shoulders ached. Her eyes were heavy.
She turned to Harry, who was standing next to Sirius, waiting.
"Good night, Harry," she said.
"Good night, Margaret."
She walked out.
Sirius picked up Aurora.
She was light in his arms—lighter than she should be for a six-year-old, but she had always been small. Her dark hair fell across his arm. Her dragon was clutched to her chest. Her mouth was slightly open, her breathing slow and even.
Harry walked with him.
He watched as Sirius climbed down the stairs carefully, his footsteps light, his body angled to keep Aurora steady. He did not jostle her. He did not rush. He moved like someone who had done this a thousand times—and probably had, in the time since they had all come to live in this house.
They reached Aurora's room. The door was open, the nightlight already glowing—the crescent moon, casting soft blue shadows across the walls. The dragon mobile spun slowly above the bed.
Sirius laid Aurora down. He adjusted her pillows—there were many of them, arranged in a particular pattern that Aurora insisted upon—fluffing them, positioning them, making sure her head was comfortable. He pulled the duvet up to her chin, tucking the edges around her shoulders. He smoothed her hair back from her face, wishing her a quite good night.
And then he kissed her forehead. Soft. Long. Full of love.
Harry watched from the doorway. He watched how soft Sirius was with her. How loving. How affectionate.
There was no performative aspect to it. He was doing it because he loved her, because she was his daughter, because putting her to bed was not a chore but a gift.
Sirius straightened. He looked at Aurora for a moment longer, then turned and walked out of the room. He closed the door carefully behind him—a soft click, not a slam.
Harry was waiting for him. Sirius put an arm around Harry's shoulders. They walked in silence.
Harry's room was the same as they had left it—except for the painting on the wall. Both their eyes drifted to it as they entered. The painting caught the light from the window, the moonlight silvering the surface. Harry diving, pulling up, catching the snitch. The movement was eternal, looping, never ending.
Harry looked at it and felt something he could not name. Not pride—not exactly. Not happiness—not entirely. Something closer to wonder. That someone had done this for him. That someone had spent hours learning about something she did not understand, because he had asked.
Sirius patted him on the back, it broke the staring. "Come on, big guy," he said. "Time to sleep."
Harry climbed into the bed. Sirius moved the covers, and Harry got in. Sirius tucked him—the way he always did now, the way that had become a ritual in itself. He sat on the edge of the bed and took off Harry's glasses, folding them carefully and placing them on the nightstand.
He put his hand on Harry's hair. Smoothed the wild strands.
Harry watched him. The room was quiet. The city hummed beyond the window. The painting moved on the wall.
Sirius spoke after a while. "Harry," he said. "I would like to talk about what happened in the Astronomy room. Do you wish to?"
Harry stayed silent for a moment. His mind was still full—of stars, of constellations, of the way Sirius's voice had faltered when he said Regulus. Of the way he had stood in the doorway, watching, wanting, afraid to ask.
He moved. He shifted to the side, creating space on the bed. He lifted the covers. "Yes," he said.
Sirius's face lit up with a genuine smile. He moved from the edge of the bed and lay down next to Harry. He turned toward him immediately, resting his face on the pillow. Harry turned toward him too.
They stayed silent.
And then Harry spoke on his own. Without any prompt, without any question from Sirius. "Sirius," he said. "Remember the Sunday picnic? When you took Aurora for a run after I said she could not play with us?"
Sirius nodded. "I remember."
Harry continued. "I was angry with you that day. Because you took Aurora running with you, and then you, her, and Margaret stayed together on one side, laughing. Leaving me alone."
Sirius nodded, understanding. "So that is why you were keeping distance the entire day? And why you chose to sit with Ron for the chess match and then avoided me entirely?"
"Yes," Harry said at once.
He had made enough progress with Sirius to know something very well in his heart—that Sirius would not get upset if he spoke how he felt. Not anymore. Not after the nights of tears and shouting and confessions.
Sirius considered it. He went through the happenings of that day in his head, replaying the moments, seeing them through Harry's eyes. "Harry," he said, "why do you think you were angry?"
Harry's eyebrows scrunched. "What?"
"You just said you were angry. Why do you think you were angry at me?"
"Because you took her for a run."
Sirius tilted his head. "Are you sure?"
Harry stayed silent. He did not understand.
"Let us do one thing," Sirius said. "You and I will go through that day again, alright? You tell me how everything made you feel."
Harry asked immediately, "Why? I just said I was angry."
His voice was defensive.
Sirius's voice was calm. "I know you said it. But I would like to know everything. One word about you being angry is not helping me understand. So can you help your godfather, love?"
Harry was confused.
Sirius continued, "I know something was wrong. But I want to know what. So tell me—what happened that morning? Every little detail. From your perspective."
Harry considered this. He was quiet for a long moment, his eyes moving, his mind going back.
"I woke up," he said. "I went flying with Ron. When we came down, you were not present in the pitch, as you always are. I got upset. That you left me alone."
He stopped, watching Sirius.
Sirius considered this. "Harry, about that—what do you think you felt in that moment? Was it anger? Or did you simply miss me?"
Harry went through that day in his head again. The empty chair where Sirius always sat. The bare table beside it, no cup of tea growing cold. The sky without someone watching.
"I thought you forgot about me," he said. "Now that my friends were here."
Sirius nodded. "What happened after that?"
"I waited for you with my friends at the breakfast table. You were late. And then you came in with Aurora." Harry's jaw went tight. "Wearing matching clothes. I got even angrier. That you were with her." He paused.
"But then you said you had overslept, so I was okay. I mean, anyone can sleep, right?" He said it casually. Too casually.
Sirius was watching him intently, listening to every word.
"Harry," he said, "you were waiting the entire morning for me. And then I arrived late and only told you I was sleeping. And you forgave me, just like that." He paused. "Now consider everything again. Do you think you were upset with me? Or were you simply wanting my company?"
Harry thought about it again. It was true. As soon as Sirius had said sorry and explained, Harry's anger had vanished. He had not even minded the matching clothes anymore.
If he had been truly angry—truly, deeply angry—he would have demanded answers. He would have asked why Sirius had spent the morning with Aurora and not with him.
But he had not.
He said softly, more to himself than to Sirius, "Sirius, I think I missed you. Because you watch me fly every day. I thought maybe I was angry, but maybe I was not. I just wanted us to continue our morning routine."
Sirius smiled. "That is a good realization, Harry."
He put a hand on Harry's shoulder.
"Let us continue. What happened then?"
Harry watched Sirius's face. He had no idea what Sirius wanted from him, but he continued anyway.
"When you asked us to join for the picnic," he said, "I was very excited. I had never been on a picnic. But then Aurora wanted to play with us. I got angry. I shouted at her. You took her away, and you both went for a run. And after that, you were all together, and I watched."
He paused.
"I was angry at you because you ignored me."
He said it at once, as if it were a fact he had memorized. A fact he had told himself many times.
Sirius watched him—not just his words, but the way he had spoken. The set of his jaw. The way his hands had clenched. The way his eyes had gone hard.
"Harry," Sirius said, "I am going to say something. Just consider this. Once. Alright?"
Harry nodded.
"Maybe—and I am not saying this is the truth, just a possibility—maybe you were not angry that day. Maybe you were scared."
Harry's brow furrowed. Confusion.
Sirius continued. "Harry, you grew up having nothing at the Dursleys to call your own. Am I right?"
Harry nodded.
"And then you got your friends. And then you met me."
Harry nodded again.
"Maybe you were scared that Aurora would take away your friends because she wanted to play with them. Or that because I was spending time with her, I would forget to love you."
Harry spoke too soon, "So you also think I am jealous of Aurora? And that is why I get angry with you?"
Sirius's forehead scrunched. "Also?"
Harry replied at once. "Ron and Hermione think I am jealous of Aurora. That is why I keep getting angry."
Sirius listened. He did not react. He simply filed the information away. "So that is why you and Ron fought?" he asked.
Harry watched, surprised that Sirius had picked that up. "Yes," he said. "He said I was ungrateful to you."
Sirius's voice was immediate, sharp. "That is a bad word. You will never speak that word again, alright?"
Harry opened his mouth to argue.
Sirius stopped him with a hand on his shoulder. "Harry, listen to me."
He shifted closer. His voice was low, meant only for Harry.
"I am not going to tell you what you are feeling. Emotions are not one word. They are complicated." He paused. "But I want you to understand something."
Harry watched him. Waiting.
"Fear is not the same as anger," Sirius said. "Anger wants to push things away. Fear wants to hold on."
He let the words settle.
"When you shouted at Aurora, you were not trying to push her away. You were trying to hold on to something—to me, to your friends, to the place you have finally found. You were scared of losing it."
Harry's eyes glistened.
"And when you were angry at me for taking her running," Sirius continued, "you were not angry at me. You were scared that I had chosen her over you."
"I—" Harry started.
"Let me finish." Sirius's voice was gentle but firm. "You have been alone for a very long time, Harry. You learned to survive by expecting the worst, by not hoping, by not asking. But you are not alone anymore. And that is terrifying, because now you have something to lose."
A tear slipped down Harry's cheek.
Sirius did not wipe it away. He let it fall.
"I think you are not jealous of Aurora," Sirius said. "You are scared. And there is a difference. Jealousy wants to take something away from someone else. Fear just wants to keep what is already yours."
Harry watched him. His voice was small. "Sirius, I don't understand."
Sirius moved Harry's hair away from his face. "Love, the human body is capable of feeling many emotions at once. You cannot categorize them so easily as anger or not anger."
He continued. "The same thing happened today in the Astronomy room, but you did not get angry. You could have, but you chose not to. The two situations were the same, but your reaction was different."
He paused.
"I want you to consider everything in your head—what I just said, and the two situations—and answer me this: were you angry that day, as you said? Or were you just scared? And did you choose, on your own, to turn that fear into anger?"
Harry thought about it. The Sunday picnic. Today. The two situations. Too many feelings. Too many emotions.
He said, defeated, "Sirius, I cannot do it on my own. Help me."
Sirius's face split into the widest smile possible.
Harry was confused. "Why are you smiling?"
Sirius's voice was warm. "I will tell you. But first, let us go through it together. Alright?"
Harry nodded.
"On Sunday," Sirius said, "you watched me sitting with Aurora and Margaret. How did you feel?"
Harry considered. "I had shouted at Aurora, and you both took her away. I thought you would not love me anymore. And then I got angry."
Sirius nodded. "And today, love? How did you feel today?"
Harry considered. "I wanted to join. I knew you would not push me away, but..." He waited. "I hesitated. I was ashamed to ask."
Sirius put his arm around Harry and pulled him closer. "So, love, according to your own words, you did not get angry today."
Harry shook his head.
"Why do you think that is?" Sirius asked.
Harry had no reply. He watched Sirius. He had not felt even a trace of anger today. Not at Aurora. Not at Sirius. He did not know why.
Sirius's voice was soft. "Maybe, Harry, my child, you were never angry. Maybe you were scared of losing me on Sunday. Scared that you were replaceable. But after we talked about it, after you knew that you would not be pushed away, you had no reason to be afraid. And all that was left was, for you to make a move and that made you ashamed as you said it but not angry."
Harry looked thoughtful. He stayed silent for a long moment, considering everything.
Sirius said, "Maybe this has never been about Aurora. Maybe this has always been about you and your fear of being forgotten. A fear that you consciously chose to turn into anger. I am not saying that it is right or wrong. I am just putting out a possibility for you.!!"
The words hit Harry straight into his heart and his brain churned as it always happened with Sirius. He had no reply for it. "Maybe you are right," he said. "I am not sure."
Sirius smiled. "You do not have to be sure now. There is no rush. We can take our time. I just ask for you to take sometime to understand your emotions, before putting a label of anger on it. Alright!!"
He opened his arms. Harry came into them at once. Sirius hugged him. He nodded against Sirius's chest. Resting. Sirius's words had power but he doesn't have to make it right today. Today had been long. Maybe sometime later.
Sirius spoke carefully after a long moment, "Harry, I want to have a small ritual with you."
Harry raised his eyebrows. "What ritual?"
"Every night, when I put you to bed, you and I will go through the happenings of the day and how they made you feel. Discuss them like we did today."
Harry considered this. "Why?"
"Harry, you see how complicated emotions can be. You and I do not always understand the same thing, and when we do not talk about it, things get piled up, and we become distant. I hate that. I want to know how my child is feeling."
Harry hugged Sirius. Sitting down with Sirius, naming emotions, talking through the day—it always felt good. Always.
"You want to do this because I get angry?" Harry asked.
Sirius shook his head. "No, love. I think you feel many emotions, and you do not express them. And it ends up hurting you. I cannot let that happen. I want to be part of it."
Harry was quiet for a moment. Then: "Alright."
Sirius's smile was bright. "Good. I am proud of you, my child. It is difficult to let anyone into your emotions and feelings. You trust me with that. That is very brave."
Harry's face shifted. "That is why you were smiling. Because I asked for your help."
Sirius chuckled. "Yes, my smart boy."
He kissed Harry's forehead.
Harry smiled. "Yes, Sirius. We can do that."
Sirius hugged him tight. Harry hugged him back.
They stayed like that for a long moment.
Sirius looked at the wall—the painting of Harry doing the Wronski Feint.
"You asked Margaret to draw a painting for you," he said, smiling.
Harry nodded. "Yes. I asked many times. Only if she had time, or if she wanted to. She said yes. I did not force her."
Sirius chuckled. "Believe me, Harry, you cannot make her do anything she does not want to. I am sure she wanted to. That is why she said yes."
Harry smiled. He knew that too well. Margaret was not a pushover.
Sirius's voice was soft. "Is there anything you want? Or anything you would like? Anything, love. You can ask."
Harry thought about it. He knew what he wanted. He had wanted it for a while now. He thought, maybe this was the time.
He said softly, "Sirius. Will you take me to a movie?"
Sirius blinked. "Movie?"
"Yes. Hermione told us how she has seen a new movie every week since the summer holidays. I have never been to the movies. I would like to go."
Sirius was confused. "Harry, what is a movie?"
Harry looked up from where he was resting his head on Sirius's chest. "You do not know what a movie is?"
Sirius was offended. "I know I am a genius, but even I miss some things."
Harry smiled. He explained what a movie was to his pureblood, magical-upbringing godfather. Moving pictures. A story told on a screen. A dark room and a big screen and popcorn.
Sirius's face lit up. "Oh, you mean mimemas. I know that."
Harry watched Sirius and then he rolled into laughter. "Sirius, that is cinemas. Not mimemas."
He was laughing too loudly, with an open heart.
Sirius waved his hand. His cheeks going pink. "It is the same thing."
Harry shook his head. "No, it is not."
He was still chuckling.
Sirius gave up, defeated. "Alright. You can have your laugh."
Harry teased, "Sirius, will you take us to the mimemas?"
He burst into laughter again. Sirius felt the vibrations across his own body. He laughed too. Giving the up the act of being offended.
"Alright," Sirius said. "I will. I will take you all to the—cinemas." He said the word carefully, enunciating each syllable.
Harry smiled. He closed his eyes. His body relaxed against Sirius's chest.
Sirius held him. He listened to Harry's breathing slow, deepen, become the rhythm of sleep. He looked at the painting on the wall. At Harry diving, pulling up, catching the snitch. He smiled.
The night was quiet. The house was still. And Harry, wrapped in his godfather's arms, slept peacefully.
Sirius stayed for a long time. He did not move. He did not want to wake him. He kissed Harry's hair. "Good night, love," he whispered.
He rose slowly, carefully. He pulled the duvet up to Harry's chin. He turned off the lamp. He walked to the door and looked back.
Harry had not moved. His face was peaceful. His hand was still curled where Sirius's arm had been. Sirius closed the door softly behind him.
He walked down the stairs to the master bedroom. Margaret was waiting, her eyes half-closed, her hand reaching for him.
He climbed into bed and pulled her close.
"Everything alright?" she murmured.
"Yes," he said. "Everything is fine."
He kissed her forehead.
The night was dark. The stars were bright.
Chapter Text
The afternoon light slanted through the curtains of the master bedroom, soft and golden, falling across the dressing table in warm stripes. The room smelled of lavender—the candle Margaret had lit earlier, its flame flickering gently in the still air—and something else, something floral, something that lingered in the folds of her clothes.
Margaret stood in front of the dressing table, her back straight, her hands moving with deliberate care. The mirror reflected her face—calm, focused, her blue eyes intent on the task before her.
She was getting ready to go out for a movie. With her husband. With the kids.
She had been to malls before. The Muggle shopping centers in Paris, the grand galleries in London. But she had never been to a movie. She had little experience of the Muggle world beyond the necessities—the grocery stores, the pharmacies, the quiet streets where she walked with Aurora in the pram. She had heard a lot about cinemas. The dark rooms, the giant screens, the stories that unfolded in light and sound. Maybe she would know what it was now.
She was looking forward to it.
She had pulled out a dress from her Muggle collection—a yellow summer dress, knee-length, the fabric light and airy, the cut simple but chic. The color was soft, pale, like buttercups in the spring. It brought out the warmth in her skin, the gold in her hair. She had left her hair open, the dark waves falling past her shoulders, catching the light.
She had put on her makeup—a light foundation, a soft blush, a swipe of mascara. And lipstick. A deep rose, the color of the flowers in the garden.
Now she was struggling with a necklace.
Her fingers fumbled with the clasp. The chain was delicate, the gold thin, the clasp small and stubborn. She tried once. Twice. Three times. Her hair kept falling forward, blocking her view. She pushed it back, but it fell again.
She was about to try again when she felt two familiar hands take over.
The hands were warm. Steady. Familiar.
Sirius's fingers closed around the chain, lifting it gently from her fingers. She looked in the mirror and saw him standing behind her, his grey eyes focused on the clasp, his brow slightly furrowed in concentration.
She removed her hands and let him do it. She watched.
His fingers were careful, precise. He fastened the clasp in one smooth motion. The necklace settled against her collarbone, the small pendant catching the light.
Sirius finished. He looked at her through the mirror. His hands moved from the back of her neck to her shoulders, resting there, his thumbs brushing the curve of her neck.
"Darling," he said, his voice low, "you could have called me. I am always at your service."
Margaret could not stop the smile that spread across her lips.
Sirius smiled too. He bent his head down and kissed the back of her neck—the spot where he had closed the clasp. Her hair was pulled to the side, exposing the pale skin of her nape.
Margaret closed her eyes. The sensation was too much. Too warm. Too soft. Too him.
Sirius moved his hands to her waist. He pulled her back against him, her back resting against his front, his body curved around hers. His hands were firm on her waist, holding her in place.
He dropped feather-light kisses on her neck. On the exposed curve of her collarbone. On the skin of her shoulder where the strap of her dress rested.
Margaret felt the heavy sensations take over her body. Just from his light touches. She fisted her hands in her dress as she automatically tilted her face, giving him better access.
Sirius and her had been coming closer in the past weeks. Both physically and emotionally. But they still had a long way to go.
Sirius's voice was barely a whisper. "Margaret, you are breathtaking."
He kissed the skin below her ear. The sensitive spot. She reacted immediately, as she always did—a shiver, a soft intake of breath, a tightening of her hands in her dress. Sirius knew it well by now, and he used it mercilessly.
Sirius spun her around.
His hands tightened on her waist, pulling her closer. Her body pressed against his. Her hands came to rest on his chest, her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
She opened her eyes and looked up.
Sirius was staring at her face. His grey eyes moved across her features—her flushed cheeks, her parted lips, her dark lashes. She was his. In his arms.
Margaret looked into his grey eyes with her blue ones.
Sirius dipped his head to capture her lips.
She pulled back.
Sirius looked up at once. Confusion flickered across his face. His hands loosened on her waist, just slightly. He was suddenly conscious, suddenly uncertain, suddenly afraid that he had done something wrong.
Margaret's voice was soft. "Sirius. I just applied lipstick."
She was blushing profusely as she said it. The heat spread from her cheeks down her neck, disappearing beneath the collar of her dress.
Sirius's lips broke into a curve. A slow smile spread across his face.
"I don't mind," he said.
He moved ahead again.
Margaret moved back. Her body bent, still caged in his strong arms, her hands still gripping the shirt on his chest. She could feel the warmth of him through the fabric.
"Sirius," she said, "we have to go out. Do not ruin my makeup."
Sirius pulled her up, making her stand straight. She nearly collided with his chest.
"I always want to spoil your lipstick," he said.
Margaret blushed hard. Hoping Sirius would not tease her.
Sirius observed her. The blush spreading across her cheeks. The barely concealed smile tugging at her lips. The way she was trying to look stern and failing completely.
He pecked her nose lightly, careful not to spoil her makeup. "You win, my darling," he said.
His one hand moved from her waist to her face. He touched her chin, tilting her face up, making her look at him. "I will compensate when we come back," he said.
Margaret's face turned deep crimson. Exactly the color Sirius liked to see on her cheeks. The confirmation of his effect on her. It always made him feel better. He smirked.
Margaret managed to speak. "Do you have no shame, Sirius?"
He chuckled in response. "Absolutely none."
He kissed her cheek—soft, quick, leaving no mark.
Margaret could not help but smile. She was defenseless against his charm.
She looked at him.
She observed him too. His Muggle shirt—smart and casual, the sleeves rolled up past his wrists. His dark trousers. The way the light caught his grey eyes. The way his dark hair fell across his forehead.
She spoke without thinking. "You look handsome, too."
Sirius's voice was dry. "Thanks. I try."
He did not try. They both knew. He did not have to. He was too good-looking for that. She smiled in return.
Margaret rose to her tiptoes and pressed a very light kiss to his cheek. Then she quickly wiped away any stains of lipstick with her thumb.
Sirius caught her hand. "Let it be. The world should know I am taken."
Margaret's face flushed again. She extracted herself from his arms. "I am going to get Aurora ready," she said.
She walked out, leaving a smiling Sirius behind. The door closed softly behind her.
Sirius stood in the middle of the room, his hands still raised where her waist had been. He looked at himself in the mirror. His shirt was wrinkled where she had gripped it. There was a faint smudge of rose on his cheek.
He did not wipe it off. He touched his cheek where she had kissed him.
He was still smiling when he left the room.
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Sirius waited at the entry hallway, ready to leave.
The portraits on the walls watched him with painted eyes—his ancestors, his mother's allies, the ghosts of generations who had once ruled this house.
His mother's portrait stared at him from the far end of the hall.
Walburga Black sat in her painted chair, her grey eyes fixed on her son. Her hands were folded in her lap. Her back was straight. Her lips were pressed into a thin line. She could not speak—Sirius had sealed her portrait, silenced her voice—but her eyes still held their ancient hatred.
Sirius did not react.
He had seen her staring. He had felt the weight of her gaze. But he did not look at her. He did not acknowledge her. She was not worth spoiling the day. He told himself this repeatedly.
He heard loud noises that broke his chain of thoughts.
Harry, Ron, and Hermione came running down the stairs.
Their footsteps pounded on the carpet, their laughter echoing through the corridor. Hermione was first, her bushy hair flying behind her, her Muggle clothes neat and practical. She reached the bottom of the stairs and announced loudly, "I won!"
Harry and Ron arrived a second later, breathless, arguing.
"You cheated," Ron said, pointing at Hermione. "You were already halfway down the stairs when you heard us running."
Hermione lifted her chin. "Don't be a sour loser."
"I was first," Harry said, his voice rising. "Fair and square."
"No, you were not," Ron said.
They were all fighting, their voices overlapping, their hands gesturing. Harry saw Sirius standing in the hallway, smiling. He ran to his godfather and skidded to a stop immediately in front of him.
Sirius's hand shot out to balance him.
Harry excitedly lifted one leg high. "Look, Sirius! I wore the boots you got me from France."
Sirius's eyes moved from Harry's excited face to his feet. The boots were dark leather, polished, the laces carefully threaded. Harry had clearly given thought to dressing up today. His jeans were matching, his shirt was tucked in, his hair had been tamed—slightly.
Sirius smiled. "They look very smart, Harry. But that is not how you tie the laces."
Harry's smile fell. "What did I do wrong?"
Sirius knelt down in front of Harry without another word. He untied the lace of one shoe and carefully tied it back in a complicated pattern, all while instructing Harry.
"Boots are much heavier than regular trainers," he said. "You should tie the laces like this so they stay." He showed him, going slowly so Harry could understand.
Harry watched.
Sirius finished one shoe and asked Harry to do the other. Harry knelt down and tried to replicate what Sirius had done. He missed a loop. The lace was loose.
Sirius was patient. He did not scold. He simply showed Harry again, his fingers moving slowly, deliberately.
"You see? The second loop goes under, not over."
Harry watched. He nodded. He tried again. This time, it held.
"Thanks," Harry said.
Sirius waved it off. "It is nothing."
He was still kneeling in front of Harry when another loud noise came.
Aurora came running.
Her small feet pounded on the floor, her dark hair flying behind her. She was wearing her new dress—the pale yellow one from France, with the small white flowers embroidered on the hem. Her sandals were white, her socks were clean, her dragon was tucked under her arm.
She stopped in front of Sirius and twirled.
"Sirius!" she said. "I am wearing my new dress you got me from France."
She spun, the skirt flaring, the fabric catching the light.
Sirius smiled at her. She was radiating—her dark eyes bright, her cheeks flushed, her smile so wide it looked like it might hurt.
He kissed her cheek. "Lovely, Aurora. You are glowing like a little star."
Aurora smiled widely.
Margaret had joined them. Aurora pointed between her mother and herself. "Sirius, look. Maman and I are matching. See? Yellow and yellow."
Sirius looked at them both—his wife in her soft yellow dress, his daughter in her pale yellow frock. They stood side by side, two generations, two shades of sunlight.
"You are matching," he said. "My beautiful girls." He said it lovingly. Almost possessively. Both the girls smiled.
Aurora moved to Harry. She tugged on his hand. "Harry, look! Sirius's gift from Paris."
Harry smiled. He showed her his boots. "I am wearing Sirius's gift too."
Aurora's eyes widened. "We are matching too!"
Harry was not sure if boots and a dress counted as matching. But he smiled at her enthusiasm and said, "Yes."
Sirius called for everyone to go. They all followed him to the car.
The car was parked in the hidden garage at the side of the house—the black beauty that Harry had helped choose weeks ago. Its paint gleamed in the afternoon light. Its windows were dark. Its engine hummed softly, waiting.
Ron stared. "Bloody hell! That car is beautiful."
Harry's voice was proud. "Yeah. I chose it."
Ron looked at him with new respect.
Harry had chosen the car. That had been the start of many firsts in his life. Since then, Sirius had given him many autonomies—choices, decisions, the right to speak and be heard.
Sirius had charmed the car while everyone was getting ready. The trunk at the back had been transformed into extra seats—comfortable, cushioned, with seatbelts that had been charmed to adjust to any size.
He opened the door. "Boys, you go in the back."
Ron's smile fell. "Why do we have to sit in the back?"
Sirius's voice was calm, final. "Because the seats in the middle are for the girls. Come on now. Move."
Harry moved at once. He climbed into the car and sat in the makeshift magically created seat. It was comfortable. Not the best view—he had to crane his neck to see the windows—but good. He knew Sirius too well by now. Sirius was never going to put Hermione and Aurora in the back and give the middle seats to Harry and Ron. He did not protest.
Ron was left with no choice. Harry had complied so easily. Ron followed.
Sirius let Hermione and Aurora climb in. He closed the doors. Then he opened the front passenger door for Margaret.
She climbed in with a smile and grace.
Sirius took the driver's seat. He looked in the rearview mirror at the children.
"Is everyone ready to go?"
They all said yes.
The car pulled out of the hidden garage and onto the Muggle street. London unfolded around them—tall buildings, busy sidewalks, red buses, black cabs. The afternoon light was golden, warm.
Ron kept pointing at things, craning his neck in his seat to see the roads better. "What is that? What does that do? Why are there so many people?"
Harry and Hermione answered as best they could. Aurora listened and asked questions too. They were busy in their discussion—Ron's wonder, Hermione's explanations, Harry's corrections, Aurora's interjections.
In the front, Sirius kept stealing glances at Margaret.
She was acutely aware of his gaze. She could not help the small smile that played at her lips.
"Eyes on the road, mister," she said. Sirius laughed.
They reached the destination. Sirius parked the car. The kids got out. The mall was enormous.
Glass and steel, rising stories high, escalators crisscrossing through the open atrium. The floors were polished marble. The shops lined the walls, their windows bright with displays. The air smelled of perfume and popcorn and something sweet.
Ron stared, his mouth open. It was his first time in Muggle London—the first time he had seen a mall, an escalator, a food court. He kept pointing at things, asking Harry and Hermione every possible question.
"What is that?"
"A fountain."
"Why is the water moving?"
"Because that is what fountains do."
"And that?"
"A shop."
"What do they sell?"
"Clothes."
Ron nodded, storing the information.
They reached the escalators. Ron's eyes went wide. "Muggles have magical stairs too!"
His voice was too loud. Several people turned to stare.
Hermione stamped on his foot. "Ron, do not call them 'Muggles' so loudly. And they are not magical. They move with electricity, not magic."
Ron still did not understand what this "electricity" was that Hermione and Harry kept talking about. But he nodded anyway.
They made their way to the top floor—after attracting sufficient stares—where the movie theater was. The marquee was bright, the posters colorful, the ticket counter lined with families.
Sirius announced, "Harry, Ron, Hermione—you will go get the snacks. Sirius, Margaret, and Aurora will get the tickets."
Harry rolled at him speaking in third person about himself but he nodded.
Sirius took a bunch of Muggle money from his wallet—far more than was needed for snacks at the movies—and handed it to Harry.
"Get everything you all will like," he said. "And for us too."
Harry nodded again. He took the money and walked toward the snack counter, Ron and Hermione beside him.
The counter was long, the glass cases filled with popcorn and candy and drinks. The smell of butter and salt filled the air.
Hermione went first. Her order was almost rehearsed—she always ate the same thing at the movies. Medium popcorn, no butter. A can of coke. A packet of sour gummies.
Harry went next. He ordered extra of everything. Popcorn, large, extra butter. Two boxes of candy. Two sodas. A hot dog. A pretzel. It was his first time at the movies. He knew Sirius would not mind. And he had never eaten junk food at a cinema before.
Ron moved to the counter. He looked at the menu, squinted, and said, "Butterbeer."
Harry and Hermione were busy deciding on flavors of popcorn for Sirius, Margaret, and Aurora—salted, sweet, salted caramel—and did not hear him.
The person at the counter—a young man with a bored expression—leaned forward. "What do you want?"
Ron spoke easily, confidently. "Butterbeer."
The man's face changed. His eyes narrowed. He looked at the three teenagers.
"How old are you?"
Ron puffed out his chest. "Fourteen."
The man shouted. "Fourteen? You want to buy beer? I am calling the authorities. This is unacceptable. Where are your parents? What kind of irresponsible—"
Harry and Hermione rushed to the counter. Sirius, who had returned from buying the tickets, ran to the counter. Margaret and Aurora followed close behind.
"What happened?" Sirius asked.
The man crossed his arms. "What happened? Ask your son. He wants a beer at fourteen."
Sirius looked at Ron. Ron shrugged, completely innocent.
"I just asked for a butterbeer," he said.
Harry slapped his hand to his forehead, shaking his head. Hermione made disapproving noises.
Ron was not aware of what mistake he had committed. He looked at everyone, confused.
Sirius handled the situation. He apologized to the man at the counter, explained that the children were not trying to buy alcohol, that there had been a misunderstanding. He ordered everything they wanted and paid for it.
The kids collected the food and made their way to the theater hall.
Ron followed, still confused. "What did I do wrong?"
Hermione explained. "You cannot drink beer if you are not of age. And Muggles do not have butterbeer."
Ron's brow furrowed. "Then what do they drink?"
Harry pointed to a can of soda in his hand. "This."
They found their seats in the dark theater.
The screen was enormous, the seats were plush, the air was cool. The lights dimmed. The previews began.
Aurora ran to Harry and held his hand. "Harry, we are going to watch The Lion King. It is a movie now. Sirius let me pick."
Harry smiled. He had read the story as a child—the lion cub, the treacherous uncle, the circle of life—but watching it would be different.
Hermione leaned over. "I have seen it already. It is really nice. I can see it again."
Before Ron could ask, Hermione gave him a brief introduction. "It is about lions. In Africa. A cub's father is killed, and the cub runs away, but then he comes back."
Ron nodded. "Sounds good."
Margaret and Sirius settled into their seats, their hands loaded with snacks. Aurora sat between Margaret and Harry. Ron sat between Harry and Hermione. Sirius sat next to Margaret.
The movie began.
The sun rose over the savanna. The animals gathered. The music swelled.
The kids were enthralled.
Aurora gasped when Mufasa appeared, large and golden and majestic. Harry was smiling, his popcorn forgotten in his lap. Ron's mouth was slightly open. Hermione was watching even though she had seen it before, her eyes soft.
Margaret and Sirius watched in between—but mostly they watched the children. They held hands. They talked quietly. They watched the kids having fun, enjoying their popcorn, gasping at the scary parts, laughing at the jokes.
Harry was having the best time of his life. He was eating and laughing and sharing popcorn with Ron. He was watching the story unfold on the giant screen, surrounded by people he loved.
Aurora cried when Mufasa died.
Her small body shook with silent sobs, her hands pressed to her face, her tears falling onto her yellow dress. Margaret reached over and pulled her close, but Aurora was inconsolable.
Harry himself was on the verge of tears. So was Ron. They blinked rapidly, refusing to let the tears fall.
And then Timon and Pumbaa appeared. The mood shifted. "Hakuna Matata" began to play.
The theater erupted—wild applause, whistles, children singing along.
The kids enjoyed. Harry laughed. Aurora wiped her eyes and started bouncing in her seat.
The movie ended. The lights came up. The credits rolled.
Ron announced, too loud, "How great Muggles are! This was the best experience of my life. Almost close to the flying car."
The kid next to him stared at him like he was stupid.
Harry and Hermione laughed.
Aurora was chattering excitedly, still holding her empty popcorn box, still humming the songs.
They all moved out of the theater.
Harry's eye caught something.
A counter was set up at the exit, decorated with colorful banners and stuffed animals. A sign read: "Test Your Aim! Three Shots – Win a Prize!"
The animals were arranged in rows—lions and monkeys and warthogs and meerkats, all sizes, all colors. And at the top, largest of all, was a lion. Golden fur, brown mane, soft and cuddly and nearly as big as Aurora herself.
Harry stopped. He called, loudly, "Aurora!"
She came running at once, her dragon bouncing under her arm.
Sirius and Margaret came too. Ron and Hermione followed.
"Look," Harry said, pointing at the counter. "They are giving stuffed Lion King toys away."
Aurora's eyes went wide. She pressed her face against the counter, staring at the animals.
The lady at the counter smiled. "You cannot just take a toy, sweetheart. You have to play the game. If you win, you get to choose one."
She pointed at the target. Three shots. Three chances.
Aurora's face fell. "I cannot have it. I am bad at shooting."
Harry spoke without thinking. "Don't worry. I will play for you."
Aurora's face lit up. "Really?"
"Yeah."
Harry took out the cash Sirius had given him. He paid for a chance at the game. He stepped up to the counter, picked up the toy gun, aimed at the target. Everyone watched. Aurora cheered for him loudly. "Go, Harry! Go!"
Harry shot. The first ball hit the target. The second ball hit the target. The third ball hit the target.
Aurora was practically bouncing on her feet. Harry was smiling too. The lady at the counter clapped. "You won! You get to choose a toy."
Harry turned to Aurora. "What do you want?"
Aurora pointed at the giant lion. "I want the lion."
Harry shook his head. He had known she would ask for it.
He asked for the lion. The lady took it down and handed it to him. It was enormous—nearly as big as Aurora herself, soft and golden, with a brown mane and kind eyes.
Harry walked back to the group.
Aurora hugged him.
She wrapped her small arms around his middle and squeezed fiercely. Her face pressed into his chest. Her voice was muffled.
"Harry, you are just like Mufasa."
Harry had never been hugged by anyone other than Sirius and Hermione. Especially not by a child who barely reached his chest. But something about it touched him. It was a good feeling. She had called him Mufasa before, weeks ago. That time, too, it had left him speechless.
He smiled. Too bright.
She moved back. He gave her the toy. She hugged it tightly, her arms barely able to reach around it.
"Thank you, Harry," she said. "You are the best."
She ran to Margaret and Sirius, showing them her prize proudly.
"Maman, Sirius, look! Harry won this for me."
Sirius had watched everything. His smile was ready to turn into tears.
"I saw," he said. "That was very nice. Your toy is very cool."
Margaret smiled. "It is very nice, ma chérie."
Aurora looked at the lion in her arms. Then she looked at Harry. "This is not a toy," she said firmly. "This is Simba."
Hermione tilted her head, she tried to correct the little girl. "That is not Simba. That is Mufasa. Look, it is so big."
The lion was enormous—more than half of Aurora's height, soft and cuddly and golden. Aurora did not budge. She hugged the lion tighter.
"No," she said. "This is my Simba. Because Harry is my Mufasa."
Harry's head shot up. He had no idea why, but he felt so good hearing that. Mufasa—the brave lion, the protector, the father who gave his life for his son. She compared them both. He watched her. She was holding the lion, her dark eyes bright, her smile wide. She looked so happy.
Sirius looked at the kids and their natural bonding. Margaret was holding his hand. He squeezed it, she understood and squeezed it back.
"Come on, kids," he said. "Let's go for a drive around London. And then dinner."
They walked out of the theater, into the evening light, still laughing, still talking. Harry walked beside Aurora. She held his hand with her free one. The lion was tucked under her other arm.
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Sirius took them to a very high-end restaurant in Muggle London.
As he always did. The places he chose were never ordinary—never the chain restaurants that Harry had glimpsed from the outside during his walks with the Dursleys, never the fast-food counters where Dudley had dragged his parents after his birthday trips to the zoo. Sirius chose restaurants with white tablecloths and soft lighting, with menus that had no pictures and words Harry could not pronounce.
Harry should have been accustomed by now. But he was not.
Nor was he uncomfortable. He was oscillating between two worlds—as he always did with Sirius. What he knew versus what was now his life. The Harry who had eaten stale bread crusts in the cupboard under the stairs and the Harry who sat in restaurants with his godfather. They were the same person. They were learning to coexist.
He was slowly getting settled in this world. With Sirius. With Margaret. With Aurora, who was walking ahead of him, holding Sirius's hand with one small fist and clutching her Simba—the giant lion toy from the cinema—with the other. The lion was nearly half her size, its golden fur brushing the floor, its brown mane bouncing with each step.
Harry followed with Ron and Hermione. Ron's mouth was still open, his eyes moving across the restaurant—the chandeliers, the crystal glasses, the waiters in black vests. Hermione walked beside him, calm and composed, her Muggle upbringing showing in the ease with which she navigated this world.
The hostess greeted them with a warm smile. "Good evening. Table for six?"
"Yes," Sirius said. "Thank you."
She led them through the restaurant, past tables of couples and families, past a small fountain where water trickled over smooth stones. The table was round, covered in a white cloth, with a small vase of fresh flowers in the center. Candles flickered in glass holders, casting warm shadows across the white linen.
Sirius pulled out a chair for Margaret. She sat next to him.
Aurora chose to sit between Ron and Margaret. She climbed onto the chair, her small legs dangling, and settled. She was adamant about bringing Simba with her. The lion rested on the chair with her, its golden fur soft, its brown mane flopping over its glass eyes. She kept one hand on its back, as if reassuring it that it was welcome.
Harry sat next to Sirius. Sirius pulled out a chair for Hermione, between Ron and Harry. She sat down with a quiet "Thank you."
Sirius gestured to the menus. "Order whatever you like. Anything at all."
The menus were heavy, leather-bound, filled with dishes from multiple cuisines. French, Italian, Japanese, English. Harry scanned the pages, the words swimming before his eyes.
He discussed with Hermione. She pointed out dishes she had tried before, explained what was in them, made recommendations. Though Harry generally relied heavily on Sirius, he had eaten many new dishes when out with Sirius and at home. He did have a preference now.
He turned to Sirius. "What do you think of the steak?"
"Excellent choice. Medium rare?"
"Yes."
"With the peppercorn sauce?"
Harry nodded. "And the truffle fries?"
Sirius smiled. "Obviously."
Harry poked him with more questions—about the fish, about the pasta, about the dessert menu. Unabashed. Nothing like the Harry who had been too embarrassed to admit he did not know what was on a menu. That boy was gone.
Ron was excited at the options. His eyes moved across the pages, his finger tracing the descriptions. "What is this? What is that? Hermione, help."
Hermione leaned over, pointing at items, explaining. Ron nodded, asked more questions, nodded again.
Sirius put one menu in front of Margaret. He smiled. "Order for yourself, darling."
Margaret pushed it away. She looked at him with a small smirk.
"Choose for me, mon cher," she said. Her voice was soft, meant only for him. "Show me what a proper Englishman chooses when he wants to impress."
Sirius felt his own cheeks getting red. But he did not let it stop him. He would make sure to order a good course for her. His reputation was at stake. He had to pass this test.
He took everyone's order—Harry's steak, Ron's burger, Hermione's salmon, Aurora's pasta. He added his own—a lamb chop, medium rare. And then he turned to Margaret's menu.
He studied it carefully. French cuisine. He knew her preferences—the richness she liked, the lightness she preferred, the balance of flavors she had grown up with. He ordered a starter of scallops seared in butter, a main of duck breast with a cherry reduction, a side of pommes dauphine, and a dessert of crème brûlée, the sugar caramelized to a perfect golden brown.
He gave a long list to the waiter. The waiter noted it all down, his pen moving quickly across the pad.
The kids had eaten junk at the theater, but all of it had been forgotten. They were all very hungry again.
They were all still talking about the movie. The music, the animals, the story. Ron was reenacting the wildebeest stampede with his hands. Hermione was explaining the animation techniques. Harry was laughing at something Aurora had said.
Sirius and Margaret talked softly.
Sirius leaned toward her. "Are you happy with the day, darling? Or can I still make it better for you?"
Margaret smiled. "I am having a good time."
Sirius's hand rested on her bare knee. The touch was light, casual, but it sent warmth through her. She did not let the red in her cheeks be highlighted to the kids. She kept her composure.
She noticed, however, the women at the nearby table. Their eyes resting on her husband before drifting away. One, then another. Young women in designer dresses, sipping cocktails, laughing too loudly.
Margaret felt a flare of anger—unreasonable, perhaps, but real. She moved closer to Sirius. She held his arm, her hand resting on his bicep.
Marking her territory.
Sirius was unaware. He enjoyed her attention, the way she leaned into him, the way her fingers curled around his arm. He did not question it. He simply smiled and turned his attention to her.
The kids had abandoned them for their own discussion. Ron was still talking about the movie. Hermione was correcting his details. Harry was caught between them. Aurora was part of it now—she was glowing, her dark eyes bright, her small voice adding her own observations.
"You are wrong," she said to Ron. "The lions did not fly. Lions do not fly. Birds fly."
Ron looked at her. "I did not say lions fly."
"You said they jumped off the cliff."
"That is not flying. That is falling."
"Same thing."
"It is not the same thing."
Hermione stepped in. "Technically, falling is vertical motion influenced by gravity, while flying is—"
"No one asked," Ron said.
Aurora giggled.
Sirius moved all his attention to his wife. He made her laugh. She quickly forgot about the women staring, Sirius was too engaging to even think of something for a second. She laughed. He was even more encouraged.
The food arrived.
Plates appeared—steaming, fragrant, arranged with care. Harry's steak was perfect, the meat pink in the center, the crust seasoned. Ron's burger was enormous, stacked with bacon and cheese and onion rings. Hermione's salmon was delicate, the skin crisp, the flesh flaky. Aurora's pasta was twirled into a neat nest, the sauce creamy and pink.
Sirius's lamb chop was small but perfect. And Margaret's course—the scallops, the duck, the pommes dauphine—was presented with the kind of reverence usually reserved for art.
Sirius watched as Margaret tested her dinner. He was nervous. He was waiting for her approval.
She tasted the scallops. Her eyes closed. She nodded.
She tasted the duck. Her expression was thoughtful. She chewed slowly. She swallowed. She did not say anything. Sirius's heart pounded. She tasted the pommes dauphine. She set down her fork. She looked at him.
She leaned over and kissed his cheek. Soft. Quick. A kiss of approval.
Sirius got his answer. He smiled. He picked up his own fork and began to eat. From his own plate, in between he stole bites from Harry, who pretended to be offended but smiled.
Time passed. The plates were cleared. The candles had burned low.
The kids were still hungry—for dessert, at least. Ron had been eyeing the dessert menu for the past ten minutes. Harry had already decided on the chocolate lava cake. Hermione was debating between the crème brûlée and the sorbet.
Sirius looked at Aurora. She was half asleep. Her head was nodding, her eyes half-closed. Simba was still beside her, but her hand had slipped from his fur. She was in no state to eat anymore.
Sirius ordered for her anyway—a small scoop of vanilla ice cream, just in case. And he ordered for the rest of them, making recommendations based on their earlier choices.
Margaret excused herself to the powder room.
She stood up, smoothed her dress, and walked away. Her footsteps were light, unhurried.
Sirius watched her go.
The kids ordered their desserts. Harry got his lava cake. Ron got a brownie sundae. Hermione chose the crème brûlée—the same as Margaret's. Aurora's ice cream sat in a small bowl, untouched.
Margaret returned. Her smile was gone.
Sirius tensed immediately. He stood up. He pulled out her chair. He waited until she sat, then leaned close.
"What happened?" His voice was low, urgent.
She did not answer.
"Margaret." His voice was firmer now. "What happened?"
She looked at him. Her blue eyes were hard.
"Nothing, Sirius." Her voice was firm. "Do not create a scene. The kids are happy."
He looked at the kids. They had not noticed. Ron was attacking his sundae. Harry was cutting into his lava cake, watching the chocolate spill out. Hermione was cracking the caramelized sugar on her crème brûlée. Aurora was asleep, her head on Simba's mane.
Sirius put a hand on Margaret's back. He let her know he was there. He did not poke her now. He could ask after they reached home.
He drew small circles on her back. She relaxed a little.
But her mood remained low. She did not eat her dessert. The crème brûlée sat in front of her, the caramelized sugar untouched, the custard cooling.
Sirius did not force her. He himself skipped dessert. His own crème brûlée remained untouched on the table.
The teenagers enjoyed their desserts. They did not notice the adults' silence.
Sirius paid the bill using a thick stack of Muggle cash he had gotten exchanged at Gringotts. He left a handsome tip for the waiter—more than generous, more than necessary. The waiter thanked him with a bow.
They all got up to leave.
Aurora was half asleep. Her eyes were closed, her body swaying. Simba was still clutched under her arm, but her grip had loosened.
Sirius scooped her up. He settled her against his chest, her head on his shoulder, her dark hair falling across his arm. Simba was wedged between them, its glass eyes staring at the ceiling.
Harry took Simba without being asked. He lifted the giant lion from Aurora's arms and carried it under his own. Helping his godfather in his own small way.
They walked to the car. The night air was cool, the streets quiet. The city hummed in the distance.
They drove back home.
The house was dark. The portraits were sleeping. The grandfather clock ticked.
Margaret had left for their room. She had walked up the stairs without looking back.
Sirius climbed to the third floor. The kids' floor.
Harry, Ron, and Hermione had walked up with him, their steps heavy, their bodies tired from the day's events. Ron yawned, mumbled good night, and disappeared into his room. Hermione did the same, her voice soft, her door clicking shut.
Sirius carried Aurora to her room. He laid her down on her bed, arranged her pillows, pulled her duvet up to her chin. He placed Simba beside her, tucking the lion's mane under her arm. She smiled in her sleep.
He kissed her forehead.
Sirius checked both Ron and Hermione's rooms. The doors were closed. The lights were off. They were asleep.
He walked to Harry's room. The door was open.
Harry was already under the covers. He had not even changed—apparently too tired. His glasses were on the nightstand. His boots were kicked off near the wardrobe. His clothes were rumpled. His eyes were closed.
Sirius stepped inside. Harry stirred. He tried to sit up.
Sirius put a hand on his head, gently pressing him back down. "Go back to sleep, love."
Harry blinked. "Sirius. Our ritual."
Sirius smiled. "We can talk tomorrow. You sleep now."
Harry nodded. His eyes were already closing.
"Thank you, Sirius," he murmured. "We had a great time. You are the best."
Sirius kissed his forehead. "Sleep well, love."
He moved his hand through Harry's hair, slow and gentle. Harry's breathing deepened. His body relaxed.
Sirius watched him for a long moment. The rise and fall of his chest. The peaceful curve of his lips. The way his hand had curled around the edge of the duvet.
He turned off the lamp. He picked up Harry's boots and set them neatly beside the wardrobe. He smoothed the duvet over Harry's shoulders.
He walked to the door and looked back.
Harry was asleep.
Sirius closed the door softly behind him.
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Sirius entered the master bedroom.
The room was lit only by the small table lamp on the nightstand and the dying glow of the fireplace. The flames had burned low, casting soft orange shadows across the walls, the ceiling, the dark wood of the furniture. Most of the room was in shadow—the corners dark, the wardrobe a looming shape, the window a rectangle of silver moonlight.
He noticed the heels first.
They were thrown on the floor at the foot of the bed, kicked off carelessly, one on its side, the other a few feet away. The straps were tangled. Margaret never did that. She was the one for system and organization—her shoes lined up neatly, her clothes hung in the wardrobe, her jewelry placed in its box. She did not leave things on the floor.
Then he noticed the overcoat. It was thrown over the foot of the bed, bunched up, the sleeves hanging to the carpet.
And then he found Margaret.
She was standing at the window with her back to him. Still wearing the yellow sundress. She had not changed. Her hair was loose, falling down her back, catching the moonlight. Her arms were wrapped around herself, hands gripping her own elbows. Her shoulders were hunched.
He walked into the room silently. He closed the door behind him. The latch clicked softly.
Margaret did not move.
But he noticed a small movement—a quick lift of her hand to her face, then away. A wiping motion.
She was crying.
Sirius felt his chest loosening. The way metal softens before it bends. He crossed the room without a sound. His steps were not tentative. They were deliberate. Each one ate the space between them until he stood close enough to smell her perfume—something floral with a base of lavender.
He did not speak.
He did not demand. Did not ask what was wrong, who had hurt her, why she was crying. Instead, he lifted his hands slowly. Gave her time to notice, to move away, to tell him no. She did none of those things. She stood like a statue as his arms came around her from behind, encircling her waist, pulling her gently back against his chest.
Her body was stiff. Her breathing came in uneven bursts, the kind that told him she was fighting not to cry again, her ribs expanding and contracting against his forearms in a rhythm that was not quite a rhythm at all.
He rested his chin on her shoulder. The curve of it fit perfectly against his jaw, as if it had been designed that way. He could feel the heat of her skin through the thin cotton of her dress.
She said nothing.
She did not acknowledge him. Did not lean back, did not relax, did not give him any sign that his presence was welcome or unwelcome. She simply stood there, her hands at her sides, her face turned toward the window, her tears drying on her cheeks in the firelight.
He stayed like that.
Slowly, gradually, like ice melting in spring, he felt her change. Her shoulders dropped. The tension in her spine eased. Her weight shifted backward, settling against him, letting him hold her upright. She exhaled—a long, shuddering breath that seemed to carry something out of her and into the darkness beyond the window.
He tightened his arms around her. He kissed her hair.
"Margaret," he said quietly. His voice was low, almost a murmur, meant only for the space between them. "I love you."
Her response came immediately, sharp as a blade. "Well, you should not."
Her voice was raw. There was a tremor beneath the sharpness—the kind of tremor that came from crying and then trying very hard to pretend you hadn't been. The kind of tremor that broke his heart a little.
He did not rise to it. He simply held her and said, "Too late for that warning. I am already neck- deep, lost in love."
He kissed her shoulder. The strap of her sundress was warm under his lips.
She laughed then, but it was not a happy sound. It was bitter and hard and brittle, and she said, "So. You also think I trapped you."
The question hit him like cold water.
He pulled back just enough to look at her profile—the line of her jaw, the curve of her cheek, the way her lashes cast shadows on her skin in the firelight. He asked, "Why would you say that, my sweet?" His voice was full of love. He could not help that. It was simply what lived in his chest when he looked at her.
She did not reply.
The silence stretched between them like taffy, thin and elastic and threatening to snap.
Sirius felt his jaw tighten. He was not impatient—he had learned patience in ways most men never had to learn it—but the silence was becoming a weight on his chest.
"Rose," he said softly. "You are clearly fuming with anger, and you have cried. Tell me what happened in the restroom."
Firm this time. Not unkind, but not a question either.
She still did not reply. He turned her around slowly.
She complied. That surprised him—he had expected a fight, expected her to stiffen, to pull away, to give him that stubborn set to her jaw that he knew so well. But she turned without resistance, her body moving with his hands on her waist.
Her head was downcast. Her hair fell forward, hiding her face, and she would not look at him.
He tightened his hold on her waist. Drew her closer until there were only inches between them. "Darling," he said, "I am here for you. I want to know."
He reached up and pushed the strands of her hair behind her ear. His fingers brushed the shell of her ear, the soft skin behind it, and he felt her shiver. His affection registered on her.
Her decision to stay silent crumbled.
Slowly, she raised her hands to his chest. Her palms were warm through his shirt, and he felt them press flat against his sternum as if she needed to feel his heartbeat to steady her own.
"Sirius," she began. Her voice was quiet. Careful. "When I went to the powder room, there were a bunch of girls in there. The ones sitting at the table next to us."
Margaret shook her head. Her hands pressed harder against his chest for a moment, and then her shoulders sagged. She seemed to make a decision—a decision not to speak, to swallow whatever had happened and lock it away where it could not hurt her.
"Nothing," she said. "Let it be. I am just being silly."
He was not convinced. He lifted her chin.
His fingers curved under her jaw, gentle but insistent, and he tilted her face up until the moonlight fell across in a cold silver wash that caught the tear tracks on her cheeks, the redness around her eyes, the slight puffiness of her lower lip.
The laughter he had seen at dinner was gone. Drained out of her like water from a cracked cup.
He pulled her face closer and kissed her mouth.
A short kiss. A reassurance. His lips pressed to hers for just a moment, long enough to feel the warmth of her, the softness, the way her breath caught. He parted from her, and her eyes were open now, watching him.
He moved his thumb along her jaw, a slow, stroking rhythm that he knew she found calming. "Let me decide if it is silly," he said. "Tell me." Lovingly. Unconditionally. The way he said everything to her.
Margaret looked at him, her eyes searching his face as if she expected to find something there—dismissal, perhaps, or impatience, or the beginning of the very judgment she feared. She found none of those things. She found his concern, his love, the taste of it still warm on her lips from his kiss.
"They just said mean things," she said finally. "They said I trapped you with a teenage pregnancy. That you could do so much better than a mother of four children." Her voice grew sharper as she spoke, the words coming faster now, as if once the dam cracked, the flood could not be stopped. "They were watching you like a hawk. Like you were some piece of meat. Commenting on your body, your looks. I didn't like it."
Sirius nodded. His thumb never stopped moving on her chin. His other hand circled her waist, holding her close, anchoring her to him.
"And then what?" he asked.
"I confronted them." A flicker of pride, perhaps, or defiance—crossed her face. "We had an argument. That's it."
She stopped.
But he observed her, and he saw that the anger still rested on her features.
"I know there is something more," he said. "Share with me, darling."
Margaret hesitated. He could see her warring with herself—the part of her that wanted to be strong, to be the lawyer, the mother, the woman who did not need consolation versus the part of her that was still hurt, still raw, still bleeding from the words of girls who did not know her.
She could not keep it inside.
"But isn't that true?" The words tumbled out, and her voice cracked on the last one. "You are so much better looking than me. And I am not... I mean, I stand nowhere in your comparison."
Sirius stared at her. "Margaret," he said slowly. "You cannot take their words seriously. They were stupid kids."
"They are not kids." Her voice rose. "They were beautiful young women in very beautiful designer dresses."
He waved a hand. "For me, they are kids. I mean, if they look at the kids with four different types of hair and four completely different sets of features and think we have given birth to such a wide variety of genes—" He shook his head, almost amused despite himself. "They are already stupid. What does it matter what they say?"
She did not reply.
"Come on." He pushed a strand of hair away from her face. "Margaret, you are much smarter than those mean 'young girls', as you say. Let that be."
He thought that would be enough. He thought if he dismissed the girls as foolish, as beneath her notice, as unworthy of her tears, that she would see reason. He was used to people commenting on his body—had been used to it his whole life, the stares, the whispers, the out-of-line words from strangers who thought his appearance was public property. It had never mattered to him.
But having a wife who felt bad about it—that was new. And he did not know what to do with it except call the source of her pain stupid and hope she would move on.
Margaret mumbled something under her breath. So quiet he almost did not catch it. "Smart, yes," she murmured. "That's all I ever will be."
Sirius held her face in both palms, framing it, tilting it up until she had no choice but to meet his eyes. The firelight caught the gold flecks in her irises, the ones he had always loved, the ones that reminded him of autumn leaves and honey and things that were sweet and warm.
"What did you say?"
Her patience snapped. The words came out before she could stop them, a torrent of everything she had been holding back.
"Those girls were debating, which one of them were more worthy of someone as good-looking as you, and I mean—" She laughed, that bitter, brittle sound again. "They do have a point. I look nothing like those girls. I am a mother. I have given birth. I don't have that kind of flawless body. Not anymore." Her voice broke on the last word, and she pressed her lips together hard, as if trying to physically hold back whatever else wanted to escape. "I can never again fit into the kind of clothes they wore."
Sirius stared at her. His mouth fell open. Slightly. Just enough that she could see the shock on his face.
"I cannot believe you just said that."
Her tone sharpened, defensive walls slamming into place. "Why, do I become petty for you now? Shallow?" Her insecurity took over every command her brain sent to be sensible.
He stared at her with wide eyes.
"Merlin's fucking balls!" he breathed. "You believe that. Don't you? What those girls said?"
She accused him back, her voice rising. "You do that too. You think I am just smart."
He laughed.
He could not help it. It was a small laugh, startled out of him by the sheer absurdity of what she was saying, by the distance between her perception and reality. But she did not see it that way. Her eyes fixed on him, and he saw her temper rise like mercury in a thermometer, and she tried to move out of his grip at once.
He held her tighter.
"Margaret," he said. His voice was low and urgent. "Do you remember what I said to you that night?"
She knew what night he was referring to. The night they had both shared their feelings, allowed themselves to be loved and to love. He was smiling. That only raised her temper further.
He did not wait for her reply. "If I may remind you," he said, "I said I love you as a man loves a woman."
She stopped moving.
He continued. "Margaret, I love you in all ways a man can love a woman."
And then he dipped his hand—the one that had been resting on her waist—lower.
Lower.
His open palm reached the curve of her arse and stopped there, resting over the yellow cotton of her sundress. His eyes never left hers. He captured her gaze and held it, watching her watch him, watching her realize what he was doing, what he was saying without words.
Sirius's voice was low, rough. "I desire you, Margaret, in all ways a man desires a woman."
He squeezed. Softly. Gently. A question as much as a statement.
Her breath caught. Her world seemed to stop. She felt goosebumps rise on her skin, a cascade of sensation that started where he touched her and spread outward like ripples in still water. Her fists tightened on his shirt, twisting the fabric between her fingers.
Sirius had never touched her like this.
They had kissed, yes. They had embraced, had held hands, had fallen asleep side by side and woken with their limbs tangled. But he had always been respectful of her space, careful not to push, not to presume. He had never moved even a finger in a way that might make her uncomfortable.
Now he held her arse in his palm, and she watched his pupils dilate in the firelight.
She had no words.
"I have no idea," he said, and his voice had dropped lower now, rougher, "what girls, what dresses, what flawless skin. You know why?"
She shook her head. Barely. A tiny movement.
"Because I never spared a look at anyone else." His thumb traced a circle on her hip. "Because all day I was thinking of my wife. My eyes were on you. The curve of your smile. The way the sun catches light in your hair. The sway of your sundress as you walked."
He squeezed again. This time more firmly. Encouraged by her response—or rather, by her lack of protest, by the way she leaned into him instead of pulling away.
Margaret gasped. Her face flushed crimson, heat rising from her chest to her cheeks to the tips of her ears. Her body was charged with electricity at his touch, at his hold on her, at the words he was saying in that low, rough voice. A heat rose in her—one she had not felt ever, perhaps. Or not in a very long time.
She watched him. Her hands fisted in his shirt, and she could feel his heartbeat beneath her knuckles—strong and fast and steady. He was affected too. The words he spoke affected him as much as they affected her.
He moved his face to her neck.
His lips found the spot below her ear—her weak spot, the place that made her knees wobble—and he kissed her there. Softly at first, and then with more pressure. He sucked on her skin, just gently, just enough to leave a mark if she let him.
She reacted immediately. A soft moan escaped her, and her eyes fluttered closed.
He left her skin with a sweet sting and then softened it with an open-mouthed kiss, his tongue tracing the small bruise he had made. She let out a breath, the sensation ringing through her whole body like a bell that had been struck and was still vibrating.
He pulled back just enough to whisper in her ear. His lips brushed her skin as he spoke, and his breath was warm and uneven.
"Only if you could know," he said huskily, "how many cold showers I have taken because of you."
Her whole body reacted. A shudder ran through her, from her scalp to her toes. His words registered in her mind, their meaning unfolding slowly: that he wanted her. That he had always wanted her. That she affected him in ways she had never imagined.
Her breathing was loud in the quiet room. Her grip on his shirt was desperate now, her fingers curled into the fabric like she was holding on to a cliff's edge. Her whole body had turned red—she could feel the heat of it, could feel the blush spreading down her neck to her collarbone.
He bit her earlobe lightly. Just a graze of teeth.
She squeezed her eyes shut and moaned his name. Softly. "Sirius..."
It was so sweet, that sound. Almost like music. He pulled back and looked at her face, and she could not meet his eyes—could not look at him after that sound had left her mouth, after he had heard how much he affected her. But she could not move her face away either. She was caught, helpless, suspended between his touch and his words.
She looked at him through her lashes. He stared back with darkened eyes, and she saw something in them she had never seen before—or perhaps had simply never allowed herself to see.
"You are silly, Margaret," he said. "Only because of how unaware and oblivious you are of the effect you have on me."
She heard what he said. She heard what he implied. But more than that, she felt it—the firm hold of his palm on her backside, almost possessive. The sensation on her neck, which was sure to leave a mark tomorrow. And especially the burning desire in his eyes, that fire enough to burn down the feelings of inferiority the words of those young women had created in her mind.
Margaret felt silly.
Silly for taking seriously the words of girls who did not know her, did not know her marriage, did not know the man who held her now. A strong desire rose in her own body, mirroring his, demanding to be acknowledged.
She rose to her tiptoes and crashed her lips to his.
He kissed her back at once. With a ferocity neither of them had known before. His mouth slanted over hers, and she felt his groan vibrate through her chest. Her hands moved from his chest to his hair—those dark curls she had admired from across rooms for weeks—and she fisted them, pulling him closer, holding him to her like she was afraid he might disappear.
He did not protest. He let her take over, let her set the pace, let her kiss him as desperately as she needed to.
He squeezed her arse one more time. His fingers spread across the fabric of her dress, and his touch was not tentative—it was sure. Certain. The touch of a man who knew what he wanted and was no longer pretending otherwise.
She moaned into his mouth.
He moved his hand slowly up from her backside to her waist, and then from her waist to her hair. Ever so slowly. Taking his time. Letting his fingers wander over the curves of her body, mapping her, learning her. She was kissing him passionately, fiercely, her mouth moving against his like she was trying to pour everything she felt into him through that single point of contact.
He supported the back of her head and tilted it, changing the angle, and then his tongue was inside her mouth. She allowed him entrance—welcomed it, even—and their tongues fought for dominance in a battle neither of them wanted to win. His other hand rested on her waist, pressing her body against his until not even air could pass between them.
His mouth devoured hers.
They parted after a long while—minutes or hours, she could not have said. Both of them were panting hard, their chests heaving, their breath mingling in the small space between them. He rested his forehead against hers.
"Margaret," he said. His voice was hoarse. "You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen."
She tried to look away. He would not let her.
"You are not a girl anymore," he continued. "Nor am I a young man. You are a woman. And you have gone through the magic of bringing life into this world." His thumb traced her cheekbone. "Your body reflects that wonder perfectly."
He stopped. Faced her fully.
"And believe me—that is what makes you so sexy." He laughed a little, a breathless sound. "You should never be forced into a size on a dress."
She looked up at him. Caught his eyes.
The insecurity the girls had planted in her—the poison they had poured into her ears—seemed to fade in the warmth of his gaze. His words landed fiercely against them, exposing their emptiness, their cruelty, their essential wrongness. And his touch had set a fire on her body, yes, but it had also calmed something in her that had been restless for years. Maybe forever.
She said, shyly, "You think I am sexy?"
His eyes widened. His mouth fell open, as if she had said something profoundly stupid. As if the answer was so obvious that her question bordered on the absurd.
"Yes," he said. "Darling, you are sexy. You are the most beautiful thing nature has ever created."
His hold tightened. Possessive now, in a way that made her breath catch.
"You are also mine."
He winked.
She smiled. For the first time since she had come out of that restroom, she smiled—a real smile, one that reached her eyes and softened her whole face.
He looked at her. The flushed cheeks. The mess of hair. Both his doing. He pushed the hair back gently, held a hand on her cheek, cupping it. The hand on her waist squeezed.
"Margaret," he said. "I love you."
This time, she did not hesitate.
"Sirius," she replied. "I love you too."
They smiled at each other. She settled her hand on his shoulder, her touch lighter now, easier.
"Those girls were right about one thing, though," she said, now that she was relaxed.
"What's that?"
"You are too good-looking."
He waved a hand. "It's a compliment only when my wife says it. Otherwise, it's creepy."
She chuckled softly—a real chuckle, warm and low. "I'm saying it now."
He smiled, and the smile transformed his face the way it always did, softening the sharp edges, lighting up his gray eyes until they looked almost silver in the firelight.
"Then I accept your compliment," he said. "My dear wife."
He kissed her again. She smiled against his lips, and he felt it—that curve of her mouth, that happiness returning. It was the best thing he had felt all night.
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Harry, Ron, and Hermione sat in the lounging room on the third floor, occupying three of the four big single sofas. The same sofas they had sat on the first night they had been in this house—the night of the midnight feast, the night of the whispered conversations, the night that felt like it had happened years ago. And thereafter through many other occasions. Late nights. Early mornings. Moments of laughter, of silence, of the easy companionship that came from years of friendship.
The sofas were arranged around the fireplace, which was unlit now, the afternoon light streaming through the tall windows. The cushions were soft, the fabric worn, the armrests dented from years of use. The coffee table in the center still bore the faint scratches from the Exploding Snap cards they had played there.
Hermione and Ron would be leaving soon. Sirius had gone to pick up Aurora from school, and then he would drop them back. The car was ready. The luggage was packed—Hermione's neat suitcase, Ron's trunk bulging with too many Quidditch magazines.
A week had passed. A very long week.
A lot had taken place, personally, for Harry. The sneaking in to Regulus room and Kreacher snapping at them. The rescue from the sixth floor. The shouting. The tears. The long conversations with Sirius on the floor of his room, talking about things he had never spoken aloud. The jealousy. The fear. The slow, painful process of learning to trust that he belonged.
But the three of them had also had too much fun together. The constant joking and laughing. The flying on the pitch—Harry on his Firebolt, Ron on the Nimbus Sirius had lent him. The swimming in the pool, splashing and racing and floating on their backs. The library, where Hermione had found books she had only dreamed of. The chess, where Ron had played against Sirius and won just once. The Exploding Snaps, where Harry had singed his eyebrows and Ron had laughed so hard he had fallen off his chair.
The late-night feasts in this same room—sandwiches and chips and French hot chocolate, the cups warming their hands, the conversation flowing until the candles burned low. Running around the house exploring, finding hidden rooms and forgotten passages, getting into trouble and being forgiven for it instantly. The entire house open for them—for them to explore, for them to be as they wanted. No rules. No restrictions. No one watching their moves or controlling their chaos.
It had been too great. Now they sat here in silence.
The sunlight moved across the carpet. The dust motes danced. The clock on the mantel ticked.
Ron spoke first.
"I cannot believe one week is ending." His voice was heavy. "I had so much fun. I do not want to leave."
He whined the last line, his chin dropping to his chest, his shoulders slumping.
Harry nodded. He did not want them to leave either. But they had to go. Ron was to accompany his parents to the wedding of some cousin—he did not even know which one. Hermione had gotten clearance for only one week from her parents. They wanted to spend time with her before she went back to the magical world.
Hermione's voice was bright, as always. "Yes. I had a lot of fun too. I read twenty-seven books. I have a plan for our fourth year ready—"
She continued excitedly, her hands gesturing, her eyes bright. Ron and Harry did not react as they generally did. They just silently endured all the unwanted information she dumped on them. Seated silently, looking at some far points—Ron at the window, Harry at the fireplace.
Hermione finished her monologue on reading. Then her voice softened.
"Harry," she said. "I hope you are doing better. I mean—I can see you and Sirius are fine now."
Harry looked up, surprised for a moment. He wondered when the educational rant had ended.
"Yes," he said. "I am good. Much settled now."
Ron looked up from his slump. "You should be. Your new house is so fun. The pool, the pitch, the Firebolt, and the best thing—the chess board." He paused. "I will miss playing with Sirius."
He added the last line almost as an afterthought.
Harry smiled. Ron and Sirius had really bonded in the short while. Sirius encouraged Ron and saw the potential in him that was often overlooked. Ron had developed a genuine liking for Sirius.
"I really like Sirius," Ron said. "I mean—he is so cool. And also—I mean—he is just great."
Both Harry and Hermione understood what he meant. They shared a look.
Hermione helped him. "Yeah, I get it. He is so knowledgeable. And how he let me use the ancient artifact—that was amazing." She paused. "And also Mrs. Black. She really listened to my vision for my career and offered valuable suggestions. I am really thankful."
Harry smiled. He had seen the respect Hermione had for the lawyer Margaret ever since the trial. But also, after staying here for a while, as a person.
Ron nodded. "Yeah, mate. She is too good. Why were you even calling her evil stepmother? That is stupid."
Harry defended himself quickly. "I do not call her that. I just thought of it before I met her. I know she is great. I like her too."
Hermione's voice was warm. "We can see that, Harry. She really likes you too."
Ron added, "Yeah. That painting was so detailed."
Harry's chest felt full. That painting had been a lot of hard work that Margaret had pulled off for him. Hours of learning about Quidditch, of sketching, of painting. All for him.
Hermione spoke softly. "And Aurora too. She is also nice."
She said it carefully.
But Ron was blunt. "She is so fun. I wish I had a sister like that. You are too rude with Aurora, Harry."
Hermione's voice was sharp. "Ron!"
Ron shrugged. "What? That is true."
Harry had been listening. He nodded.
Since the conversation he had had with Sirius, things had changed for him. With Sirius, it had changed significantly. He felt almost no awkwardness talking to him about anything anymore. He had already been more attached to Sirius than to anyone else in the past few months that he had known him. But somehow it had become even better. And with each passing day, it was becoming more and more better.
He had been a little shy and guarded, he realized now, even with Sirius. But not anymore. He was so sure of his place in his godfather's life as his one and only, most favorite godson.
But not just with Sirius. Even with Aurora, things had changed. The assurance had helped him see Aurora in a new light—just as herself, not as a competitor who took away Sirius's attention and monopolized him.
Though she still did that. But now Harry did not just watch and feel left out. He went and demanded his own share—and got it. It had made a world of difference.
"I know what you guys mean," he said. "As annoying as she is, she is not entirely bad."
He admitted it begrudgingly.
Ron and Hermione nodded.
Ron diverted the topic. "I am very excited about the Quidditch World Cup coming up."
Harry joined in immediately. "I am too. I have never seen a professional Quidditch match."
His own excitement was rising.
Ron leaned forward. "Come early. Stay at the Burrow for a week. Mum told me to invite you."
Harry hesitated.
A few months ago, Harry would have jumped at any chance to go to the Burrow. But not anymore. He had a house of his own now. A family. He did not want to leave Sirius. He would have to go back to school anyway, and then one week of missing the holidays with Sirius.
He said yes, but with forced enthusiasm. The World Cup was still a month away. He would decide when the time came.
Ron did not notice the hesitation. He nodded and immediately turned to Hermione. "You too."
She smiled. "Yes. I will."
Harry remembered something. "I forgot to mention. I asked Sirius. He said both of you can buy anything you like. Anything. Any broom. Any books."
Hermione and Ron's faces broke into bright smiles.
"Really?" they said together.
Harry was excited too. "Yes. He said so."
All the kids were bustling with excitement when Kreacher arrived to call them for lunch.
He said, with the same hatred, "The Lord has arrived with the young miss. The mistress asks for the Potter boy and his friends to join for lunch."
Harry said, "Alright. Thank you."
Kreacher did not wait for it. He was gone. He was almost forced to do things he did not want to do—but he did them. He stayed silent. He did not bother the kids.
They looked at each other.
They moved.
The lunch was a feast.
The dining table was laden with dishes—Ron's favorites, Hermione's favorites, dishes that Harry had mentioned in passing weeks ago and that Margaret had remembered. Roast chicken, crispy on the outside, tender on the inside. Mashed potatoes, creamy and smooth. Roasted vegetables, caramelized at the edges. A salad with a light vinaigrette. Fresh bread, still warm, the crust crackling. And dessert—a treacle tart.
All of them enjoyed the lunch.
Aurora was chatting with Sirius as usual, her voice a mix of French and English, switching between them without noticing. Sirius replied in both languages, keeping up with her effortlessly, making her laugh.
Harry ate his food. He did not gobble it anymore, the way he used to when he first arrived—the way he had learned to eat at the Dursleys, fast and desperate, afraid that the food would be taken away. He was slower now. He chewed. He tasted. He enjoyed.
But he was still faster than anyone else in the house.
The time came to leave.
Aurora, who had no idea that Ron and Hermione were leaving today, burst into loud sobs.
Harry was shocked by the reaction. They were his friends, not Aurora's. He was sad they were leaving—he would miss them—but he would not react like that.
Aurora held both their hands in her small fists. She declared loudly, "Ron and Hermione, you cannot go! You have to stay! I will be so bored without you!"
Her sobs turned into wrenching wails. Harry had to close his ears for a moment to save his eardrums from any damage.
That is too dramatic, he decided in his head. She had lived six years of her life in great comfort without even knowing them. Now she had known them for only six days, and she could not imagine a life without them.
But nobody asked for his opinion, so he kept it to himself as he watched the scene in front of him.
Ron and Hermione stood like statues, not knowing what to say.
Aurora was not having any of the explanations both Sirius and Margaret were giving.
Sirius knelt down to her level. "Aurora, Ron and Hermione's parents are missing them. They have to go back."
Margaret was sterner in her words, but she also tried to calm her daughter's tears. "Aurora, that is not how we behave. They have to go home. Stop crying now."
Aurora was unmoved.
Ron and Hermione almost looked touched by the attachment and the reaction. Hermione looked like she might cry too.
Ron spoke. "Aurora, I have to go home. I will write to Charlie immediately. He will tell the dragons about you. And that you are working on a letter to send them."
That worked. Of course. The only thing that could calm her down was dragons.
All the others watched Ron and his cleverness that showed up as he deemed fit.
Aurora's sobs went down by multiple decibels. Harry could finally hear the other sounds the universe had to offer—the clock ticking, the wind blowing, his own heartbeat.
Aurora's voice was tear-soaked, but her eyes were hopeful. "Really, Ron?"
Ron nodded. "Yes. I will."
Aurora dropped Hermione's hand and hugged Ron's legs immediately. "Thank you, Ron. You are the best."
Harry was irritated.
She had declared yesterday that Harry was the best because he had won her a lion. Now suddenly Ron was the best. How could one person change their mind so frequently?
He had no interest in being called the best by Aurora. But still. She could at least stick to that for a day. At least, that's was what he told himself.
Aurora wished Hermione goodbye, hugging her. She did not call her the best. Harry noted silently. Of course. Hermione had no siblings working with dragons. Completely out of Aurora's interests.
Margaret stepped forward.
"I thank you both, Ms. Granger and Mr. Weasley, for joining us for a week. I hope you both had a good time."
They both smiled at once. Harry smiled too.
"We had a great time," Hermione said. "You have a very beautiful house."
Ron nodded. "Yes. Thank you."
Margaret smiled. "I have included small baskets in both of your luggage. For your mothers. They will know."
Ron and Hermione had no reply. They nodded.
Harry had no idea what she meant by sending baskets to their mothers, but he said nothing.
And then came Crookshanks, running into the room. The half-Kneazle moved to Sirius immediately, rubbing against his legs, purring loudly.
Sirius lifted him up at once and started scratching him behind the ears.
If any outsider could see, they would see the same expression on Harry, Aurora, and Margaret's faces. No one was going to miss Crookshanks. On some levels, all of them were relieved to see him go. He had taken over far too much of Sirius's attention already.
Harry could not forget how convenient it was that Sirius had forgotten Crookshanks's role in the entire sixth-floor fiasco. It was not like he could ground a cat. Especially a half-Kneazle like Crookshanks. But still. Harry was grounded while Crookshanks was petted with love.
Harry was not going to miss him.
Sirius announced, "Alright, kids. Time to go."
Harry turned to his friends. Hermione hugged him fiercely. He hugged her back.
Ron patted him on the back. Harry did the same. Which quickly turned into shoving each other, their shoulders bumping, their hands pushing.
Hermione called out, "Calm down, both of you!"
They stopped. They grinned.
"See you at the World Cup, mate," Ron said.
"See you," Harry said.
Hermione leaned over. "Write to us. Tell us everything."
"I will," Harry said.
They made their way out, following Sirius.
Aurora launched into fresh tears as they moved out of the main door with Sirius. Margaret held her hand. Harry stood nearby and watched, fascinated.
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Margaret watched the kids.
The afternoon light fell through the living room windows, soft and golden, casting long rectangles across the carpet. The fire was unlit. The room was quiet. Aurora's tears had stopped—the wrenching sobs that had echoed through the house after Ron and Hermione left had finally faded into occasional hiccups—but the mood had not improved. A heavy silence hung in the air, thick as velvet.
Harry was not the one in tears, but he might as well have been. He sat across from her, slumped into one of the large armchairs, a Quidditch magazine open in his lap. His eyes moved across the pages, but she could tell he was not reading. His gaze was unfocused, his shoulders hunched, his jaw tight. He was thinking about his friends, about the empty rooms on the third floor, about the week that had ended too soon.
Margaret could take Aurora for a swim. The sun was still high, the water would be warm, and the pool had always been a comfort. But Sirius had still not lifted the ban on Harry swimming. She made a mental note to tell him that it was enough now. The kid needed to enjoy his summer. Harry had been a good boy for the entirety of three days—no complaints, no arguments, no secret trips to the sixth floor.
She watched both her children.
Aurora was curled next to her on the couch, her small body pressed against Margaret's side, her head resting on her mother's shoulder.Her dark hair was spread across Margaret's sleeve, the strands fine and soft. Margaret moved her hand in Aurora's hair absentmindedly, her fingers threading through the tangles, smoothing them, separating them. She noticed the split ends, the way the tips were frayed and dry. Aurora needed a haircut. She filed the thought away.
And then she stopped.
Right. She could take the kids out for a haircut. Instead of giving them a trim at home, which would be quick and practical but not special. This would divert their minds. It would be a small outing, a change of scenery, something to look forward to.
She looked at Harry. At his wild, messy hair—the strands that stuck up in every direction, that refused to be tamed, that fell across his forehead and into his eyes. A good haircut would make it easier for him to manage. The summer heat was only getting worse, and he spent most of his days outdoors—flying, swimming, running around the garden.
She thought about it.
She could not take the kids to a magical salon. Sirius would not like it, probably. If anyone from the Prophet saw them, their faces would be on the front page by morning. They had tried very hard to keep Aurora's face hidden from the media since the wedding. And though Harry went to school and was recognizable anyway, having his face splashed across the papers would not be nice.
She could take them to a Muggle salon.
That would be nice. No one would know them there. They could be ordinary—just a mother taking her children for haircuts on a summer afternoon.
She called for parchment and ink. Kreacher appeared at once, his bulbous eyes moving from Margaret to Harry to Aurora, his expression sour but obedient. Margaret wrote quickly, her handwriting precise, efficient.
Sirius,
I am thinking of taking the kids for a haircut in Muggle London. What do you think?
She folded the note and handed it to Kreacher. He took it without a word and disappeared.
Ten minutes later, he returned with a reply.
Margaret unfolded the parchment. Sirius's handwriting was messier than hers—looping, careless, full of personality.
Darling,
Of course you should go. If I were to be so bold as to offer you guidance through London—you, my Parisian Madame—I would say take a cab to Chelsea. Ask the driver for the King's Road, then turn left just past the antiques shop with the purple door. The salon is called Joe's.
And if you are the one in need of a haircut, I am always too eager and too free to accompany you. Consider this poor peasant your willing company.
Might I also mention that I will be late. So please, do not make any haste in your plans on my behalf.
The goblins are staring, so I will keep it short for now.
Thinking very loudly of you.
Husband
Margaret could not help the smile that spread across her face. Or the heat that rose to her cheeks, turning them pink. Sirius was... Sirius. He could not stop with the flirting, even in a small note written between meetings. But that was what made him so special. How he prioritized the family, how he found time to write a loving note even when surrounded by goblins and ledgers.
She smiled at his words, at how he had managed to guide her through London without ever leaving his chair.
She looked up.
"Harry, Aurora, get up. We are going out."
Harry's face lit up. Aurora sat up straight, her tears forgotten.
"Where are we going?" they asked at once.
Margaret smiled at the enthusiasm that had been missing since morning. "To Muggle London. I am taking you both to the salon. For a haircut."
Harry froze. His hand automatically reached up to touch his wild strands. His fingers tangled in the knots.
A haircut.
How could anyone give him a haircut? His hair had always been impossible—stubborn, untamable. He remembered the time Aunt Petunia had forced him into a chair and cut his hair with kitchen shears, chopping off clumps until he looked like he had been attacked by a lawnmower. The next morning, it had grown back. Every strand. As if mocking her.
Margaret was not like Aunt Petunia. He knew that. Sirius's words, which had already rung in his head many times in the past few days, rang again. Give it a chance.
Margaret would not be like Aunt Petunia. Though he was highly conscious of his hair—the way it marked him, set him apart, made him look like the orphan from the cupboard—he said nothing. Margaret's face looked determined. She had decided.
Aurora bounced off the couch. "Maman, can I have red hair like Ron?" She was already excited to go out.
Harry got up as well.
Within twenty minutes, all of them were at the door, ready to leave. Margaret was dressed in a Muggle sundress again—this time blue, the color of the sky on a clear morning, the fabric light and airy. Her hair was loose, falling around her shoulders in dark waves. Aurora was bouncing on her feet, her earlier tears completely forgotten. Harry stood beside them, his hands in his pockets, trying not to think about scissors.
They walked out.
Margaret called for a taxi at once.
The black cab pulled up to the curb, and they all settled into the back seat—Margaret first, then Aurora, then Harry. The seats were worn leather, the windows rolled down, the air warm and filled with the sounds of London traffic.
Margaret opened the letter and read from it directly, guiding the driver. "Chelsea. To be exact King's Road, please. Just left past the antiques shop."
The driver nodded and pulled into traffic.
Harry's curiosity got the better of him. He knew Margaret knew very little of Muggle London. She had grown up in France, in the magical world, in estates and chateaus and Ministry buildings. She did not know the streets of Chelsea or the shortcuts through Kensington.
He ducked his head to see where she was reading from.
Sirius's handwriting. Looping, familiar, unmistakable.
Before he could read more than anything, Margaret glanced at him. He straightened up at once, his face red.
"I read nothing," he said quickly.
Margaret looked at him for a moment. She said nothing. She did not scold him. But she did not show him the note either.
Harry sat quietly, a little embarrassed by his snooping.
Aurora was excited, all her crying from the day forgotten. It should be a study, Harry thought, how quickly her mood changed. She was humming now—"Hakuna Matata," the song from the movie yesterday, her small voice wavering but determined.
They reached the salon.
The building was elegant—large windows, a black and white awning, plants flanking the doorway. Inside, the floors were polished wood, the walls painted a soft gray, the mirrors huge and gleaming. The chairs were upholstered in white leather, and the air smelled of shampoo and something floral.
Harry had never seen anything like it. He had never been brought for a haircut. Even if Aunt Petunia had wanted to, she could not have afforded a place like this.
He looked around in shock.
A person approached Margaret—a young man with sharp scissors clipped to his belt and a warm smile. Margaret explained that she was here for the children's haircuts. The man nodded and gestured for them to follow.
Harry was nervous. He was not used to such things. With Sirius, it was different—Sirius somehow eased him, made the unfamiliar feel familiar. He liked Margaret, but he could not yet achieve that level of comfort with her.
He walked with them, his hands shoved into his pockets.
Margaret noticed the nervousness on his face. She placed her hand on his shoulder—kindly, gently.
"Aurora will go first," she said. "I have already decided what is to be done for her. Meanwhile, we can discuss what you would like."
Harry relaxed. She had just eased him without even making it obvious. He nodded.
Aurora was having no issues adjusting. She was already talking with the person attending her—a young woman with pink highlights in her hair. The woman asked her questions, and Aurora answered eagerly, telling her about primary school, about how she was having a summer haircut now. The woman was kind, indulgent, laughing at Aurora's stories.
The young man approached Harry. He was asked to sit in front of a large mirror.
Margaret stayed with him, keeping an eye on Aurora, who was in the next chair having her hair washed.
"What would you like?" the young man asked.
Harry had nothing to offer. His mind was blank. "I do not know," he said. He looked at Margaret.
Margaret stepped in smoothly. "He is an athlete," she said. "Constantly exposed to dirt and sweat. His hair falls into his face during sports, which can hinder his vision. It should be something easy to manage. Low maintenance."
The young man nodded. He discussed with Margaret—Harry's hair structure, his face shape, what could be done.
"He has really well-defined eyebrows," Margaret said. "Those should be highlighted."
The young man agreed. "Yes. And his cheekbones—" He tilted his head, studying Harry's reflection. "They are sharp. The waves would frame them."
Harry listened, shocked. Someone was saying good things about his face. Margaret was complimenting him—not just his hair, but his features, his face, the things that made him Harry.
He remembered all the times he had been called lanky and messy and scarhead at school. Nobody had ever highlighted the good things. Except the green eyes—his mother's eyes—but those were not his. They were hers.
The young man left to prepare.
Margaret stood beside Harry, explaining what they were thinking of doing. The sides shorter, the top left longer, the front cut so it would fall across his forehead without covering his eyes.
"They can make them shorter in the front so they do not obscure your vision," Margaret was saying.
"But I have a big forehead," Harry said quickly. "Would that not look bad?"
Margaret stopped. She turned to face him. "What?"
Harry was conscious. His hand moved to his forehead, covering it, hiding it.
Margaret placed a hand on his shoulder. "What happened, Harry? Are you not comfortable?"
Harry decided to speak, following Sirius's advice in his mind. "Margaret," he said, "I mean—I have such messy hair and a big forehead. I do not think it is for someone like me."
Margaret looked quite shocked. "Who said that?"
Harry replied sheepishly. "I mean—everyone. But the mirror in my bathroom said I have a big forehead."
He did not reveal how he had tried to copy Sirius's way of doing his hair, how it had resulted in disaster, how his hair had looked electrified, and the mirror had not failed to highlight the disaster.
Margaret considered his words. She saw the awkwardness, the way he was shrinking into himself. She smiled kindly. She squeezed his shoulder. "Harry, you forget that we live in a Black family house."
Harry was confused.
"The mirrors do not comment on your looks," Margaret said. "They compare your looks to generations of Blacks and their features. That is all."
Harry took in the information. Considered it.
"The mirror still tells me my golden hair is not true hair," Margaret continued, "because it is not dark as per the standards or blond. The mirror asks Aurora every day if she will ever get the curls, as is proper."
Harry saw it with new light.
"Do not take what the mirror says seriously," Margaret said. "They just want to see how much you fit into the Black family standards."
She chuckled softly. "I fail every day, by the way."
Harry laughed. It was a relief. He had taken the words of the mirror too seriously.
Margaret watched his face. "Come to think of it, Harry, you do look a lot like Sirius. Considering the only discrepancies the mirror could find in you were the wild hair and the wide forehead."
Harry smiled so bright. "You think I look like Sirius?"
He was overjoyed. Sirius—the most handsome man in Britain, the one for whom newspapers ran article after article. His favorite person. Harry looked like him. It was the best compliment he had ever received.
Margaret smiled. "I always thought so. I mean—yes. Not the Sirius now, but when he was your age. I do find a lot of similarity."
Harry's smile was blinding. All his previous consciousness—of the grand salon, of his hair, of being out of place—faded. He found new confidence.
Margaret moved her hand to his hair, pushing it out of his face. "What would you like to do with your hair?"
Harry thought about it. No one had ever given him a choice in his life. But now, he had a say in everything. That thought was powerful, even if it was just for a haircut.
"Margaret," he said, "I do not have a preference. I trust you."
Margaret was touched by Harry's faith in her. But she did not take advantage of it. She remembered Sirius's words from that night at the pool—how Harry failed to express what he wanted. Sirius had been working on that, Margaret knew, but she had to make an effort as well.
"Alright," she said. "Why don't you tell me, if there is any specific concern in your mind?"
Harry thought about it. "I mean—my hair is messy no matter how much I comb it."
He paused.
"And I have this scar." He pointed at his forehead. "Everyone keeps staring at it."
Margaret could see Harry was conscious about his scar—the thing that marked him as different from other children, that made him the Boy Who Lived. It should not be so. He should be given a chance to be just a boy.
She nodded. She called for the young man. They discussed something in low voices. Harry stayed silent, too excited for his first proper haircut. He trusted Margaret. She was always so well put together—she would do something good.
He relaxed. He stole a glance at Aurora, who had finished her shampoo and was now sitting in the chair for her haircut, still talking.
The young man returned. "Ready?"
Harry nodded.
"Please take off your glasses," the young man said.
Margaret took them promptly, holding them carefully in her hands.
The stylist moved Harry to the shampoo station. The chair reclined. The water was warm. The products smelled of mint and something else—something floral, something clean. Harry found it relaxing. The stylist's fingers massaged his scalp, working the shampoo through his hair, rinsing, repeating.
Then the haircut began.
The stylist's scissors moved with precision, snipping, shaping, layering. Margaret hovered around, switching between the kids, keeping an eye on both. She offered suggestions to the stylist. She asked Harry if he was comfortable, if he liked what was being done. She did the same with Aurora.
Harry watched in the mirror as his hair fell to the floor. Strands of dark, messy hair, the ones that had been with him for years. He did not mourn them. He felt lighter.
The process took a long time. He was subjected to too many products and steps—a wash, a cut, a blow-dry, a styling paste that smelled of cedar. He did not know what half of them were. He did not ask.
And then it ended.
Harry put his glasses back on. He looked in the mirror.
He was almost shocked at what he saw.
His new haircut had transformed his face. His hair was short at the back, neat, clean. The front was longer, cut in a way that it fell in a messy pattern across his forehead. It covered his scar completely. His hair was still impossibly messy—but it did not look bad. It almost looked stylish.
He moved his hand through his hair, messing it further. Still, it looked good. The messiness was almost converted to style. It was as if messy hair was a feature. A good thing.
He looked at Margaret. She was watching him through the mirror, seeing him admire himself through a new light. She had a small smile on her face—a mother's smile.
Harry turned to her. "Margaret, do you see my hair? It looks good."
She moved forward. "Yes," she said. "You look very good, Harry."
He moved his hand through his hair again. "See? Even if I mess it further, it does not look bad."
Margaret said nothing. She just watched him.
Harry turned to her. "Thank you."
It was genuine. Kind.
Margaret moved her hand to his hair, touching it lightly. "Harry, your hair represents your individuality. It should be treated as such. Nothing to be hidden. It should be embraced."
Harry smiled at her. Nobody had ever said such things to him. Margaret's words were always kind but in a different way. Not the way, Sirius was. It always made a lasting impact. He didn't have a word for her yet but maybe someday he will. He thanked her genuinely. She smiled in return.
He looked at himself in the mirror. His new haircut. His new glasses. The expensive clothes he wore now, bought specially for him, to suit him—not hand-me-downs.
It was as if Harry was a new boy. The boy from the cupboard who had nothing was transformed. The same, but not. The one with choices and wishes and people who would make them true.
Margaret had moved on to Aurora. Harry thanked the stylist and moved out of the chair. He glanced one more time at his face in the mirror.
He followed Margaret to where she was standing with Aurora.
Aurora was also done with her haircut. She saw Harry and squealed.
"Harry, see! My big-girl haircut!"
Harry could not tell one difference in her hair. It looked the same—the same straight, long, golden-brown hair.
"You look the same," he said, confusion painting his face.
Aurora shook her head. "No. I am a big girl. My haircut looks good."
"How does a haircut make you a big girl?" Harry asked.
Aurora thought for a second, apparently lost for a reply. Then she said, savagely, "Because I said so."
Harry's had no counter argument for that.
Margaret had cleared the bills. She arrived and said, "Let us go."
Aurora grabbed her hand. "Maman, I want ice cream."
Harry was pretty sure Margaret would say no. She was strict about sweets before meals, about spoiling their appetites, about all the things that were good for them.
But to his surprise, she said, "Yes."
Harry watched, open-mouthed. Generally, Sirius was the one who gave in to every demand. Maybe Margaret was in a good mood.
They followed her out of the salon and into the afternoon light, toward an ice cream parlor on the corner.
Chapter Text
The front door of Grimmauld Place swung open before Sirius's hand touched the knob. He stepped inside, and the door closed behind him with a soft, familiar click. The entry hallway was dim, lit only by the flickering sconces that lined the walls.
He was tired. The day had been long. His suit jacket was slung over his arm, the top button of his shirt undone. His hair fell across his forehead in a way that looked effortlessly elegant.
But as he walked through the hallway, something shifted in his chest.
Voices. Coming from the living room.
His spirits lifted. His footsteps were silent on the old floorboards—years of sneaking out of his childhood bedroom had taught him how to move without being heard—and he reached the doorway without anyone noticing his approach.
He stopped. Stood in the shadows at the threshold. And watched.
The living room was warm. The fire had burned down to embers, casting a soft orange glow across the furniture.
Margaret sat on the sofa. Her hair was loose, falling past her shoulders in waves that caught the lamplight. A notebook rested on her lap, along with a quill and several sheets of parchment covered in her small, precise handwriting.
She was working. Her brow was furrowed slightly, her lips pressed together in concentration, and every few seconds her quill would scratch across the page before pausing, hovering, as she considered her next words.
On the floor, at the low table in front of the sofa, sat Harry and Aurora.
They were playing a game.
Sirius didn't recognize it. The board was square and colorful, divided into a grid of numbered squares, with little snakes and ladders drawn across. A pair of dice lay on the table, along with small tokens in different colors—red for Harry, yellow for Aurora it seemed.
Harry was trying to explain a rule.
"No, look," he said, pointing at the board. His new haircut was immediately noticeable—shorter on the sides, longer on top, the dark waves falling across his forehead in a way that looked almost intentional. "If you land on a ladder, you go up. But if you land on a snake, you go down. You went down the snake three times in a row because you keep landing on the same square."
"I did not land on the same square," Aurora said, her voice rising. She sat cross-legged on a cushion, her small hands planted on her knees. Her hair—also freshly cut, fell behind her. "The snake moved."
"The snake didn't move," Harry said, and there was a strained patience in his voice that Sirius recognized immediately. He was loosing patience. "The snake is drawn on the board. It can't move."
"I don't want the snake to bite me. I want to go up with the snake." Aurora said firmly.
"That's not how the game works."
Their voices were sharp now, rising in pitch and volume. But there was no contempt in them—no real anger, no malice. Just the natural friction of two children playing a game, each convinced of their own rightness, neither willing to concede.
Sirius watched, fascinated.
Margaret, for her part, seemed completely observed in her work. Her quill continued to scratch across the parchment. Her eyes continued to scan her notes. She didn't look up once, didn't intervene, didn't even seem to register the noise. Years of lawyering, Sirius thought.
Aurora switched to French.
It happened seamlessly—the way it always did when she was frustrated or excited or both. "Ce n'est pas juste, Harry. Tu as changé les règles exprès parce que tu veux gagner."
Harry's face contorted. "Just because you're losing," he said, "doesn't mean you can use French to deflect."
Aurora replied in French again, her tone defiant. She pointed at the board. She pointed at Harry. "Tu utilises l'anglais pour inventer des règles. Je peux utiliser le français aussi."
Sirius couldn't help it. He laughed.
Both children turned toward the doorway. Margaret lifted her head from her papers, her quill pausing mid-stroke.
And then they all smiled.
All three of them. At once. As though his laugh had been a signal, a trigger, something that reminded them he existed and they were glad of it.
Sirius's heart melted.
He walked into the room, his steps lighter now, and lowered himself to the floor. He sat between the children—Harry on his left, Aurora on his right—and leaned back, his shoulders resting against Margaret's legs. He could feel the warmth of her through the fabric of his shirt, the slight pressure of her calves against his spine.
Aurora immediately began to move toward him, her body shifting, preparing to launch herself into his lap the way she always did the moment he walked through the door. Harry's eyes flicked toward her, the beginning of an eye-roll—the familiar gesture that said here we go again, she's going to crawl all over him the second he sits down. Margaret's mouth opened, ready to remind Aurora to give Sirius at least a minute to breathe, to settle, to exist in his own body before it became a jungle gym.
None of them got the chance.
Sirius pointed at Aurora—one finger extended, his expression serious, his eyebrows raised.
"Who," he said, "are you, young miss?"
Aurora's smile fell.
She stopped mid-motion, frozen in that half-crouch, her hands hovering in the air. Her eyes went wide.
Harry's face scrunched up in confusion. He looked from Sirius to Aurora and back again, trying to understand.
Margaret herself watched with curiosity, her quill now completely still, her head tilted.
Sirius turned his head toward her—a slow, deliberate movement—his expression still puzzled. He rested his head back against her knees, looking up at her with genuine-seeming confusion.
"Darling," he said, "what is this girl with this beautiful haircut doing in our house?"
He turned back to Aurora. A slight smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth.
Aurora's face—which had fallen into uncertainty—lit up like a star coming out from behind clouds. Her whole body seemed to glow. Her eyes sparkled.
"SIRIUS!" she shouted, so loudly that Sirius's ears rang. "It's me! Aurora! I got a new haircut!"
She launched herself from her cushion, across the small space between them, and landed in his lap with the force of a small cannonball. He caught her, laughing, wrapping his arms around her small body, and pulled her close.
"Blimey!" he said, his voice full of exaggerated astonishment. "I didn't recognize you, little star!"
Aurora was beside herself with delight. She touched her hair—her new hair and beamed. Her whole face was flushed with pleasure, her small chest puffed out with pride.
Harry rolled his eyes so severely that Sirius was briefly concerned they might get stuck that way.
Margaret smiled at Sirius's antics—at the way he'd turned a simple haircut into a grand performance, at the way Aurora had swallowed every word of it without question. But more than that, she smiled at how excited Aurora had become. The girl was practically vibrating.
"Look, Sirius, look!" Aurora grabbed handfuls of her hair and lifted them up, showing him the ends. "It's shorter! The lady cut it with scissors and everything! And I didn't even cry!"
"Not even a little?" Sirius asked, his eyes wide with feigned disbelief.
"Not even a tiny bit," Aurora confirmed. "I am a big girl now."
"A big girl with a very fancy haircut," Sirius said. He examined her hair with exaggerated seriousness, tilting his head from side to side, squinting as though he were appraising a piece of fine art. "Very sophisticated. Very Parisian. Did Maman take you to a fancy French salon?"
"Maman took us to a Muggle place," Aurora said, and then, because she could not contain herself any longer, she added, "Sirius, you knew I got a haircut. You are so smart, Sirius!"
Sirius's own smile widened—smug now, pleased with himself for impressing a six-year-old, which was perhaps the easiest audience in the world but still felt like an accomplishment.
"How did you know, Sirius?" Aurora asked, her eyes wide. She leaned in closer, as though he were about to impart a great secret.
Sirius leaned in too, cupping his hand around his mouth like he was sharing classified information. His voice dropped to a whisper.
"A birdie told me."
Aurora's eyes went impossibly wider.
"A bird?" she breathed.
"A small one," Sirius whispered. "With very big eyes. It flew right up to my window and said, Sirius, Sirius, your little star has gotten her hair cut and it looks very chic."
Aurora gasped. She knew they lived in a magical world. Where Sirius could turn into a dog, where Harry flew on a broom faster than a rocket, where her mother would disappear in thin air to go to work. It could certainly have a bird tell Sirius. She believed him.
Harry, who had been listening to this entire exchange with growing incredulity, had managed to piece together the truth. The letter. The directions. Margaret had informed Sirius they were going for a haircut, and Sirius had written back, which meant he had known all along.
"Did the birdie's name," he said loudly, "start with an M?"
Harry's lips were twitching. He was trying—failing—to suppress a grin. He was too proud of himself for having seen through the ruse, for having caught his godfather in a moment of theatrical deception.
Sirius watched him silently. His expression was unreadable.
Then Margaret laughed. Her head was thrown back, her shoulders shaking, her hand pressed to her mouth as though trying to contain the noise.
Harry looked at her. She looked at him. And they shared a laugh—the two of them, bound together in that moment by the simple pleasure of having caught Sirius in his own game.
Sirius watched them, amused. His gaze moved from Harry's grinning face to Margaret's laughing one, and something warm settled in his chest.
"So, Harry," he said, turning to face his godson fully. His expression was deliberately, devastatingly straight. "You finally discovered a comb?"
Silence.
Harry's grin evaporated.
He sat there, frozen, the words hanging in the air between them.
The look on his face was a study in wounded dignity. His eyebrows had drawn together. His jaw had set. His eyes—those brilliant green eyes that Sirius would never, ever get tired of looking into—narrowed with the particular outrage of a teenager who had just been ruthlessly and accurately roasted.
Sirius laughed—a real laugh this time, delighted by his own joke. Aurora laughed too, she understood the joke quite easily this time.
Margaret smiled at Sirius's antics, shaking her head slightly.
Harry opened his mouth. Something sassy was coming—Sirius could see it forming, could see the gears turning behind Harry's green eyes. But before Harry could speak, Sirius raised both hands in surrender.
"All right, all right," he said. "I'm sorry. That was unfair." He reached out and pulled his other arm around Harry's shoulder, drawing him closer. "Very nice, Harry. You look very good."
Harry's war footing crumbled.
He had been ready to fight, to defend, to launch a counter-attack of witty remarks and pointed observations. But the warmth of Sirius's arm around his shoulder, the sincerity in his voice—it disarmed him completely. He smiled.
Sirius's own smile had changed now. The teasing had faded from his eyes. He reached out and touched Harry's hair—not ruffling it, not messing it, just resting his fingers against the dark strands.
"You're rocking the messy hair look," Sirius said quietly, "as only a true Potter can."
Harry's smile was wide now, touched, almost shy. "Thanks, Sirius."
"Nothing to thank me for," Sirius said. He patted Harry's back, a firm, affectionate gesture. "You're the one with the brilliant hair and the handsome face, love."
Harry's face lit up like fireworks in a dark night sky. The comparison—the brilliant, the handsome—landed somewhere deep in his chest, in that place that was still learning to believe such things.
"Margaret did it," Harry said, gesturing toward the sofa. "I had nothing to contribute."
Sirius, who was still sitting against Margaret's legs, ducked his head back to look up at her. His head rested in her lap, his dark hair spreading across blue colored fabric of her dress. He smiled up at her—a theatrical smile, full of exaggerated wonder.
"Oh, my darling," he said, loudly enough for the whole room to hear. "How many qualities do you have? I think I've lost count."
He winked at her. A smirk played at his lips.
Margaret's answering smile was bright. A faint blush crept across her cheeks—visible even in the soft lamplight—and she looked down at him with an expression that was equal parts exasperation and affection.
Harry and Aurora, who had heard the loud announcement, laughed.
Aurora thought for a moment, her brow furrowed in concentration. She held up her small fingers, counting silently to herself.
"Mumma has eighteen qualities," she announced.
Sirius chuckled. Margaret shook her head, though she was still smiling.
"Eighteen?" Harry asked, turning to Aurora. "How did you get to eighteen? Can you even count to eighteen?"
"Yes," Aurora said, her tone implying that the question was insulting.
"I don't believe you."
"Count them yourself, then."
"I don't have time to count all of Margaret's qualities. There are too many."
"That's what I said. Eighteen."
"That's not—" Harry stopped, realizing he was being drawn into an argument he couldn't win. "Never mind."
Aurora looked triumphant.
While the children bickered, Margaret's fingers found their way into Sirius's hair. She threaded them through the dark strands, working gently, her nails grazing his scalp in a way that made his eyes flutter half-closed.
"You look tired," she said softly.
Sirius nodded against her lap. "Long day."
Margaret didn't say anything else. She just continued to move her fingers through his hair, slow and soothing, pulling the tension from his scalp one strand at a time.
Harry and Aurora had gotten into another argument—something about the snakes on the board, something about whose turn it was, something that probably didn't matter but mattered enormously to both of them.
Sirius sat up straighter, shaking off the drowsiness that had begun to settle over him.
"All right," he said, raising his voice slightly to be heard over the bickering. "What were you playing?"
Aurora turned to him, her earlier argument forgotten. "Sirius, Mumma brought us Muggle board games when we went out today. Harry suggested them."
Sirius smiled and looked at Harry.
Harry launched into an explanation, his face bright with excitement. "It's two games actually, called Ludo and Snakes and Ladders. Very fun." He pointed at the board, at the colorful squares, at the little plastic tokens. "Aurora and I were playing Snakes and Ladders. She was losing."
"I was not losing," Aurora said immediately. "I was winning."
"No," Harry said, and his voice had that strained patience again. "The snake bites you. You have to go down."
They were off again, voices rising, neither willing to concede, both absolutely certain of their own rightness. The game board sat between them like a battlefield, the little yellow token still resting on the square with the snake's tail.
Sirius looked up at Margaret.
She was watching the children with an expression that was half-exasperated, half-amused. Her quill had been set aside entirely now, her work abandoned in favor of the show unfolding on the floor.
"I think," she said softly, so that only Sirius could hear, "it was a mistake to buy that."
Sirius chuckled. He leaned back against her legs, watching Harry and Aurora argue about the motivations of a painted serpent.
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Sirius sat in his study, buried beneath a high pile of documents.
The fire had burned low, casting long shadows across the walls, the bookshelves, the dark wood of the desk. The lamp beside him was lit, its warm glow pooling over the parchment, the inkwell, the scattered quills. The rest of the room was in shadow—the corners dark, the windows black, the door open.
He did not see when Harry came.
But he heard his footsteps as he walked up to the study door. The soft pad of bare feet on the stone floor, the slight hesitation before the threshold.
Sirius looked up from his papers.
Harry was standing in the doorway, all ready for bed. He was wearing his pyjamas. His feet were bare. His hair was still damp from the shower, the newly cut strands curling at the ends. His glasses were on, slightly askew.
He did not say anything.
Sirius spoke first. "Harry. Come in. What are you doing here?"
Harry walked in and sat across the table, on one of the two chairs left there for visitors. He settled into it, his body small against the high back, his hands resting on his knees.
Sirius observed him. The way he sat—not on the edge, not tense, but present. The way his green eyes moved across the papers on the desk, curious, taking it in.
"I was about to go up and wish you good night," Sirius said.
Harry nodded. "Yeah. I waited for you to come. I assumed you were working, so I came."
Sirius saw how actively Harry tried to participate now. Not just waiting to be called in. Not hovering in doorways, hoping to be noticed. He came. He asked. He inserted himself into the space.
Sirius smiled. "I am glad you decided to join me here," he said.
Harry smiled. But he said nothing. He looked around the table—at the stacks of parchment, the open ledgers, the letters with official seals. The ink was still wet on some of them.
"You are very busy today," Harry said.
"Yes, Harry. I am working on something important."
To Sirius's surprise, Harry asked, "What are you working on?"
Harry had never taken any interest in knowing about his work. Not like this, not with genuine curiosity. Sirius was not expecting the question.
But he replied.
"I short-listed a few investment proposals. The goblins have prepared the contracts for me. I am going through them before the final signing."
Harry scrunched up his eyebrows. "I don't understand."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "You don't understand investments?"
Harry very shyly shook his head. He said nothing. He had no idea about business and work. Nobody had ever taught him. He had never had money, either—not really. The Dursleys didn't bother with that, and after he discovered his father was rich when he turned eleven, he had simply left the gold in his vault, saving it for seven years of school.
Sirius seemed to read it all without Harry saying a word.
He motioned for Harry. "Bring your chair here and sit with me, love."
Harry complied. He stood up and dragged his chair to the other side of the huge table. Sirius moved a little to make space, and Harry sat down beside him.
Sirius said softly, "Harry, we will go with the basics, alright?"
Harry nodded.
Sirius asked, "Do you know how one makes money?"
Harry answered quickly. "You go to work."
Sirius's lips twitched. He was not sure if it was innocence or sarcasm. Harry had the same straight face way of delivering both. He asked instead, "And how does work make money?"
Harry thought about it. "I mean, you go to college and study, and then you get a job."
Sirius nodded. "Alright. That is good. There are many ways to make money. One is as you said—you get a job, you work around the month or week, and you get paid against your labour."
He paused.
"What I am doing is called business. In this, you put in money to make money. The money you put in is your investment. The money you get back is earnings."
Harry looked a little confused. Sirius explained further.
"Suppose you open a cake shop in Diagon Alley."
Harry nodded.
"You would first need to prepare the cakes. That would require money to buy ingredients—flour, sugar, eggs—and to bake them. Suppose you make one cake by spending ten Knuts. And you sell it for seventeen Knuts." He paused, letting the numbers settle. "Then how much money are you making?"
Harry thought about it. "You make seventeen Knuts."
"But you had to pay for the ingredients," Sirius prompted. "The ten Knuts."
Harry's face cleared. "So you earn seven Knuts."
Sirius smiled. "Very good, Harry. Yes, the seven Knuts you make is called your profit. You always aim for higher profit—that's the goal. So this was a simple example. In real-life big businesses, you can't do everything on your own. You hire people. People who work for you."
Harry nodded. "So that is when the job workers come into place."
Sirius's smile widened. Harry was participating—actively thinking, making connections, asking questions.
"Yes, Harry. Very good. Sometimes people have ideas for a business, but they do not have the money. That is when people like us come into the picture. We have the money, but we do not have the time to get personally involved in the daily affairs of a business. So we make investments and reap profits."
Harry nodded. He pointed at the papers on the desk. "What are these, then?"
Sirius looked at the stacks of documents in front of him. "These are some of the proposals I've received for investments," he said. "Some directly from the business owners, others through the goblins—my account manager, who vets opportunities on my behalf."
Harry looked over the documents with open curiosity. His eyes moved across the covers, taking in the different seals and letterheads. He had never known about these things. No one had ever explained them to him.
Sirius watched him, quite taken aback by his interest. When Sirius had been Harry's age, he had done everything possible to avoid these lessons—pretending to be sick, hiding in the garden, arguing with his mother about the point of it all.
But Harry was leaning in. Asking questions. Wanting to understand.
Sirius decided to test how deep the interest went. He continued, trying to explain further.
"There are many sources of making money. One of them is the regular income—generally a passive way of earning money. Like interest from accounts. Rent from properties. Commissions from sales. They're generally fixed and predictable."
Sirius continued. "And then there are things that do not give returns, but you hold them for wealth creation."
Harry frowned. "I don't understand."
Sirius searched for the right words. "Like a plot of land. Or gold, or precious metals. Or properties, or cottages, or antiques. They don't give you any return while you own them—no rent, no interest—but as time passes, their prices almost always go up. You become wealthier not because you're earning income, but because the things you own are worth more."
Harry thought about it for a second. Then he said, "Your house is filled with such things."
Sirius stopped. The easy smile vanished from his face. He turned toward Harry with utter seriousness and placed a hand on his shoulder.
"I think you need to rethink what you just said, young man."
Harry stopped at once. Sirius had been smiling just now. He did not realize what he had said wrong. And then he thought about it.
Your house.
He looked into Sirius's grey eyes. "I mean—our house."
Sirius's face instantly turned smiley. "Good."
He patted Harry's back.
Harry smiled. It had been quite some time living here, but still, sometimes it felt unreal. Like he was borrowing someone else's home, someone else's life.
Sirius continued. "To answer your question—yes, Harry. This house and the other properties of the Blacks, and the vaults, are filled with such things. When they were bought or acquired—through all kinds of wrong means—they would have been much cheaper. But now they would cost a fortune."
Harry thought about it. This house was filled with such things. Literally. Every time Harry thought he had an idea of how rich his godfather exactly was, it exceeded his expectations.
Sirius continued. "Anyway, going back to your original question of what this is! There is another way of making money—through investing in a long-term big project. They generally require a huge investment, and they do not immediately start giving returns. You have to make a long chain of right decisions to build something worthwhile."
Harry listened with interest.
Sirius pointed at the stacks of papers. "These are proposals. A detailed account of how much money they want, for what period, what are the possible returns, when we can expect them, and what the chances of failure and success are. And what else, other than money, they require from me as support."
Harry nodded. "That seems like tough decisions to make. You can lose money if it goes wrong."
"Yes. It can happen. Everything in life has risk. But sometimes it pays really well. So you take the chance."
He smiled at Harry. Then he waved a hand, changing the topic.
"Enough of that. You tell me—how was your day? I hope you are not missing your friends too much."
Harry turned toward Sirius. His body shifted, angling closer. The stiffness in his shoulders eased.
"I had a great week with them. And after they left, I was feeling bored. But then Margaret took us out. We had ice cream, too."
Sirius listened, all while his hand moved in slow circles over Harry's back.
Harry smiled. "I ate two. Aurora wanted a second too, but she could not even finish one. She gets full so fast."
He chuckled to himself after saying it, remembering Aurora wanting to finish the entire ice cream parlor but not having the potential. Giving up after one.
Sirius did not miss how—without contempt, normally—he spoke of Aurora.
He tried to test the waters. "Harry, how do you feel about Aurora?"
Harry stopped smiling. He looked at Sirius.
Sirius's voice was gentle. "Harry, you can say anything to me. You know that, don't you?"
Harry thought about it. He knew it was not a trick question. If he told Sirius anything bad, he would not get upset.
So he said what came to his mind instantly.
"Sirius, after you told me that day to give her a chance, I tried to do that."
Sirius nodded. He had seen Harry making an effort.
Harry continued. "I mean, I realize what you said that day—she is not like Dudley."
Sirius's voice was careful. "That is a very big thing to say, Harry. Are you sure you think so? Or is it because I said so?"
Harry stopped. He thought about it again. "Dudley always tried to put me down. He used to bully me with his friends a lot."
Sirius's jaw tightened automatically, but he did not interrupt. He continued his motion on Harry's back—a way to soothe Harry and himself.
Harry continued, unaware. "Dudley would take extra of everything, just so I could not have it. But Aurora does not do that. I noticed. She likes to share."
He stopped.
Sirius continued doing circles. "And what, love?"
Harry's voice was softer. "I mean—I felt bad for shouting at her on the day of the picnic. I realized she just wanted to play. I used to feel like that too. When the kids in Privet Drive would not include me in their games."
He said it very calmly. It was a fact for him. His reality. He had accepted it long ago.
But for Sirius, it was not. It still hurt to imagine a little Harry sitting alone, watching other children play, not understanding why he was not allowed to join.
His arm went around Harry instantly, pulling him closer. He kissed Harry's hair.
"You realized it and apologized to her. That is a very big thing. I am really proud of you, my child."
Harry was still surprised at Sirius's reaction. "I mean, it was the right thing to do."
"Yes. It was. But not everyone is brave enough to do that." Sirius patted Harry's cheek with his free hand, lightly. "You are a good boy."
Harry smiled. Sirius's acknowledgment of what he had done—even a small thing—mattered. Being seen. Being appreciated. It was still new, still shocking. He smiled brightly.
Sirius said, "It is also the goodness in you that is making you see Aurora as her own person."
Harry thought about it. He did see Aurora differently now. In just a few days. He had no idea how, but he did. Sirius had told him he would help Harry process his feelings. Maybe he should share with Sirius. He always made everything easy.
"Sirius," Harry said. "About Aurora—"
He stopped.
Sirius pushed Harry's freshly cut hair away from his forehead. "We are here to talk, Harry. Tell me, love."
Harry's voice was quiet. "I mean—I know she is not Dudley. But she is still her."
Sirius was calm. "What does that mean, Harry?"
"I mean—she still monopolizes you. And she is still so loud. And she thinks she is right all the time. It irritates me."
He stopped.
Sirius watched him for a long moment.
"Harry, I am also very loud. I am also very opinionated. Do I also irritate you?"
Harry said quickly, "No. You are you, and she is—I mean, she is Aurora."
"How is that different? When we played the dragon castle, I was equally stupid. I also talk all the time. How is that different?"
Harry's voice was irritated, as if the comparison of his godfather with Aurora felt wrong. "Your loud is good. Not like her."
Sirius's face was straight. "And why should you get to decide that?"
Harry looked at his godfather with shock. He mumbled, "What?"
Sirius did not blink. "Why should you get to decide that my being loud is good and her being loud is irritating?"
Harry watched, shocked. Was Sirius upset? Had he crossed a line? He was about to withdraw, but Sirius did not let him. His hold on Harry tightened.
"Harry, listen to me. Do you think Aurora should be allowed to call you boring?"
Harry whispered, "No."
Sirius started doing his motions on Harry's back again. "Aurora does not get to decide if you are boring or fun. And you do not get to decide if she is acceptably loud or irritatingly loud."
Harry watched him silently.
Sirius cupped his cheek with his other hand. "Love, everyone is not the same. We are all different personalities. And in our house, Aurora can be as loud as she wants. You can be as demanding as you want. I can be as silly as I want. And Margaret can be as bossy as she wants. We all get to be who we are. You can be anything you want."
He paused.
"If Aurora does something or says something that hurts you or affects you, we will talk about it all you want. You know that, I am always here to listen and help you through any of the problems. But we do not get to decide how she behaves. Alright?"
Harry watched him silently, taking in his words. Sirius was right. If Aurora got to decide how Harry should behave, he would hate it. He should not be allowed to tell her how she should behave, either.
"I was not trying to say how she should behave," Harry said. "I was just saying that I get irritated by some things."
Sirius observed him for a moment. He finally got Harry's point.
"So why is that a problem, Harry?"
Harry raised both eyebrows in confusion.
Sirius drew him closer. "No one likes everything about anyone."
Harry said quickly, "No. I like everything about you."
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "Really? So you liked me when I banned you from swimming and flying?"
Harry's mouth shut at once. He watched.
"Do you like it when Hermione forces you to study?" Sirius asked. "Or when Ron beats you at chess every single time?"
Harry had hated it when Sirius grounded him. He had been staring at the pitch and the pool for three days like a lovesick fool. He had been downright forced by Hermione to go through the reading list. And his ego got hurt every time he got defeated at chess by Ron.
"My child, I do not ask you to treat Aurora as some angel and like everything about her. That is not possible, and I understand that."
Harry took in his words.
"I just ask you to see her for who she is and give her a chance." Sirius's voice was warm. "Which I am glad you are doing. I am proud of you for that."
Harry watched Sirius. His thoughts ran fast. Sirius never forced him and Aurora to be friends or get along. He was not sure if he could ever. But he could be nice to her—as he had been for a while. It was not impossible.
He nodded.
Sirius hugged him and kissed his head. Harry hugged him back and rested his head against his godfather's shoulder. The position awkward between the two sets of chairs but they managed.
"Harry, are you okay? Is there anything—anything at all—you wish to speak about?" Sirius asked, after a long moment.
Harry considered. "I am good. After we talked about things, I genuinely feel better. I wish I had done it sooner."
Sirius patted his back. "You are not late, love. We can start doing that now. Come to me for anything. At all."
He hugged Harry tighter.
The silence that followed was comfortable—warm, safe, filled with the quiet crackle of the dying fire and the distant tick of the clock on the mantel.
Then Sirius's voice broke through. "Come in, Margaret."
Harry was lost in hugging his godfather. He had not realized when Margaret had entered. He withdrew from Sirius's hug to see Margaret standing at the door, smiling softly.
He did not push Sirius away awkwardly, the way he used to when he first arrived. He stayed like that—close to Sirius, his shoulder still pressed against his godfather's arm. He simply acknowledged Margaret with a small smile.
Sirius kept one arm around Harry and looked at his wife.
Margaret walked in. "I hope I am not intruding."
Before Sirius could speak, Harry did. "No, Margaret. You are not."
Margaret stopped in front of the desk and looked at the stacks of documents, the scattered parchment, the open inkpot. It was not new to her. She had been the only daughter of a lord all her life. She had seen this life, been part of it, grown up surrounded by contracts and ledgers and late-night negotiations.
But sometimes it still shocked Margaret—how easily Sirius had accepted the life of the lord. The same life he had run away from as a boy, the same life he had despised, the same life that had nearly destroyed him. And now he sat at the center of it, surrounded by documents, working tirelessly for the family they were building.
She pushed the thought aside.
She asked, "Sirius, did you use my name for any of your correspondence? Because I have received this very incomprehensible letter, and I do not think it is for me."
She took out a letter from the pocket of her nightgown. The parchment was folded, the seal broken. Her brow was furrowed.
Sirius's expression changed. "Yes, darling. I did. I made an inquiry under your name because I did not want my name to be highlighted. I am sorry. I forgot to mention."
He looked genuinely apologetic. His grey eyes were soft, his hand still on Harry's back.
Margaret's lips pressed into a thin line. She did not approve at all. Harry watched between them, his eyes moving from Sirius to Margaret, trying to read the tension.
After a long pause of staring at Sirius, Margaret said, "From the next time, if you use my name, inform me in advance."
Sirius nodded. "Yes. I will. I am sorry."
She said quickly, "It is alright, Sirius. Here is the letter."
She extended it.
The arm around Harry withdrew at once. Sirius took the letter. The seal was already broken. He read it.
Harry and Margaret stayed there silently.
Sirius's face was very intense as he read. His eyes moved rapidly across the page, his jaw tightening, then relaxing, then tightening again. The candlelight caught the angles of his face, throwing shadows across his cheekbones.
And then he got up.
He stood so abruptly that his chair scraped backward against the floor. And he shouted—a loud, sharp sound that made Harry startle.
"YES!"
Margaret's eyes widened.
They both watched as Sirius's face broke into a grin—wide and bright and entirely uncontainable. He took a turn around the room, his footsteps quick and eager, his hands running through his hair in that gesture of his that meant he was barely containing himself.
Then he went to Margaret's side. Before she could react, he held her around the shoulders and twirled her. Her robe flared around her, and her hands came up to grip his arms for balance.
"Sirius!" she gasped.
"I'm going to Italy tomorrow!" he announced.
Harry and Margaret, who had been watching the very happy Sirius with matching smiles on their faces, stopped smiling at once.
Their faces fell simultaneously—for very different reasons.
Harry—for he would be alone yet again. He had hated every moment of the two days when Sirius had left. The silence of the house, the empty chair at the table, the missing footsteps in the corridor.
Margaret—scared. The image of a blood-soaked, splinched Sirius dropping on the carpet in the middle of the night played against her eyes. The cottage in France. The snake. The wound. The nightmares that had followed.
Sirius did not see their fallen faces. He was too excited. This was a deal he had worked very hard for—secret letters, meetings, negotiations. He was looking forward to it. He stopped his planning for a moment. He looked around.
Margaret stood at one side of the table, her hands at her sides, her face carefully neutral but her eyes—her eyes gave her away. Harry sat at the other side, his shoulders slumped, his gaze fixed on the floor, his whole body radiating disappointment.
Both their faces were pulled down. Both of them were watching him with expressions he couldn't quite read but understood immediately.
They were not happy.
He stepped closer to the table. "Margaret, Harry. This is a very important deal. I have to go."
Margaret had a lot to say. But she did not want to say anything in front of Harry. Her voice was tight, her lips drawn in a straight line. "Sirius, we need to talk. I am waiting for you."
She turned toward Harry. Her voice softened. "Good night, Harry."
Harry answer came flat, "Good night, Margaret."
She walked out of the study. Her footsteps faded down the corridor. Sirius watched her back. He knew it was going to be a tough conversation.
He looked toward Harry.
Harry's mood had gone sour as well. He stared down at the floor, defeated. He knew very well that he had no control over Sirius and his work. He sat there in silence. "
Sirius said, "Come on, Harry. Time for bed."
Harry got up at once. Sirius put an arm around him as they walked silently.
Harry walked beside his godfather, climbing the stairs to the third floor of Grimmauld Place.
The one for the kids. The one that was quieter today, after Ron and Hermione had left. Their footsteps echoed in the empty corridor—Sirius's soft, almost silent, Harry's heavier, dragging. The portraits watched them pass, their painted eyes following, their painted lips murmuring. Harry did not look at them. He looked at the floor.
Already defeated.
He did not make one request. Or complaint. Or demand. Nothing. What was the point? He was going to be rejected anyway. As he had been for the Ministry. For France. Sirius had said no then, and he would say no now. Harry had learned.
He should have gone to the Burrow with Ron. If he had known Sirius would be going away, he would have left. He would be at the Burrow now, sleeping in Ron's room, listening to the ghoul in the attic, waking to the smell of Molly's cooking. Not here. Not waiting. Not watching.
He had no idea how long Sirius would be gone this time. He did not ask.
Beside him, Sirius was silent too. His arm rested around Harry's shoulders, warm and steady, but his mind was elsewhere—planning ahead, making lists, thinking about Italy and the deal and the contracts that needed to be signed.
But along with that, he was also studying Harry. He noticed the slump of the boy's shoulders. The way his feet dragged. The way he hadn't asked a single question about Italy—not how long will you be gone or when will you come back or can I come with you. He had just... accepted it. Folded himself into the shape of disappointment and carried it up the stairs like a familiar weight.
The interest Harry had shown today in the work. The way he had asked questions, listened, tried to understand. The way he had sat beside Sirius at the desk, not as a child being lectured, but as a person being included. The way he had been active, trying to be part of the family.
And how much he had opened up in just the past three days. He did not think twice before roasting Sirius to the core. He was open with him in a way he had not been earlier. He demanded things from Margaret—the painting on his wall, and she had painted it. He did not give in to Aurora's demands or snap at her—he was adjusting, learning, growing.
Harry just needed a little bit more push, Sirius thought. A little more assurance. A little more proof that he was wanted here, that he belonged, that this was his home and his family and his life.
They reached Harry's room.
The door was open. The painting on the wall caught the light from the hallway—Harry diving, pulling up, catching the snitch. The Firebolt stood in its stand. The books were on the shelves. The window seat overlooked the city.
Harry walked silently ahead and settled on the bed. He pulled off his glasses and set them on the nightstand. His body was heavy, his shoulders slumped.
Sirius put the covers around him as Harry silently lowered himself onto the mattress.
Sirius sat down on the edge. His eyes watched Harry. Observing. The moonlight fell on one side of his face, highlighting the silver in his eyes and the lift of his cheekbones.
Sirius spoke. "Harry, about me going to Italy tomorrow—"
Harry cut him off. His voice was flat, resigned. "I am not going to complain, Sirius. Your work is important. I understand."
His face gave away quite clearly that he did not understand a bit. He was not happy. His jaw was tight. His eyes were fixed on the ceiling. His hands were clenched beneath the duvet.
Sirius watched him for a moment. Then he said, "Harry, would you like to come with me?"
Harry did not register the words at first. They floated in the air, meaningless sounds, disconnected from meaning.
And then slowly, realization dawned on him.
Sirius watched him with amusement as Harry's brain processed the information. His eyes widened. His body went still. And then he sat up straight. Like a string had pulled him upright.
"WHAT?" he shouted. His voice was loud, disbelieving.
Sirius snorted, though he slowly repeated himself. "Harry, would you like to join me for a work trip to Italy, tomorrow?"
Harry's mouth fell open in a wide O. He did the first thing that came to his mind. He found his glasses and slid them on. The world came into focus. Sirius came into focus. He was real. And he had asked Harry.
His voice was hoarse. "You are really asking me to come?"
Sirius, who was smiling at Harry's antics, said, "Yes. Did I not promise you that day? When I said no to taking you to the Ministry, I said I would take you along for the next meeting."
Harry's brow was furrowed. "But I thought you just said it to console me."
Sirius's brow furrowed in return. "No, Harry. I do not say such things to you. You know that. I promised, and I meant it."
Harry was still not getting it. "But you never take me to meetings."
Sirius's voice was patient. "That is true, Harry. But all those meetings had been with Ministry officials or the goblins. I do not wish to involve you there. At least as long as I can."
He put a hand on Harry's knee. The touch was warm, grounding.
"But this is a private meeting in Italy. I am pretty sure no one would recognize you there. You can be free from stares and gossip."
He paused. A small smile played at his lips.
"I think you have shown some interest today. We can continue your lesson tomorrow as well. You can see what actually happens before the papers are signed. It would be a good learning experience."
The smile that spread across his face was kind—the smile of a guardian, of a mentor, of someone who genuinely wanted to teach and share and include.
Harry stared at him.
Nobody in his life had ever taken such interest in his learning and growth. The Dursleys had wanted him to be small and quiet and invisible. The teachers at school had seen him as a project, a problem, a curiosity. Even his friends, for all their love, had never quite understood the hunger inside him—the need to be taught, to be included, to be treated as someone who mattered.
But nobody in his life had ever been his godfather, either.
His face split into such a big smile that it almost hurt. His whole body seemed to light up from within, the shadows lifting, the defeat evaporating.
He launched himself at Sirius.
The force of it knocked Sirius backward. His arms flailed for a moment—surprised, off-balance—and then they both fell onto the bed. Sirius landed on his back, his legs dangling awkwardly off the edge of the mattress, and Harry landed on top of him, his arms wrapped around Sirius's chest in a hug so fierce that Sirius felt his ribs protest.
"Yes! Yes, yes, yes!" Harry shouted, his face pressed into Sirius's shoulder. "I will come! I want to come! Yes, Sirius!"
Sirius laughed—that great, barking laugh that seemed to fill the entire room, that echoed off the walls and probably woke up every portrait on the third floor. His arms came up around Harry, holding him just as tightly.
"All right," Sirius said between laughs. "Let me breathe. If you want to come with me, you'll need to let me live."
Harry laughed too—a bright, joyful sound that Sirius had heard far too rarely. His joy knew no boundaries. It spilled out of him in waves, in the grip of his arms, in the press of his body against Sirius's.
Harry hugged his godfather even tighter. "I'm not getting up," he declared, settling his head against Sirius's chest, right over his heart. "You have to manage."
Sirius felt the words vibrate through his shirt. He felt the warmth of Harry's body, the weight of him, the trust in the way he just... stayed.
"Good," Sirius said softly. He rested his chin on top of Harry's head, his arms still wrapped around the boy. "I don't ever want you to."
They lay there godfather and godson, tangled together on the bed, the moonlight spilling across them in silver stripes. Harry's breathing slowed. Sirius's hand moved in slow circles on Harry's back, the way it always did now, the way that seemed to calm them both.

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