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Pietas (Aegon’s POV)
The Red Keep always smelled different when something important was happening.
Usually it was beeswax and wine and the faint rot of old stone that no amount of incense could truly mask. But today the air carried sharp, medicinal notes—boiled water, bitter herbs, clean linen heated too long by anxious hands. The castle knew, as if it had lungs, as if it had nerves. Something was being pulled into the world.
Aegon knew too. He’d known since dawn, when the bells had started—soft at first, then hurried. When servants began to move in that particular way: quick feet, lowered eyes, hands clasping and unclasping like prayers they didn’t believe in.
And still, he’d gone where he always went when the Keep tried to swallow him whole.
Now he stood in a narrow passage tucked behind the servant’s stairs, fastening the last of his buttons with fingers that felt clumsier than they should. The girl—Cassandra, he reminded himself pointedly, because she’d corrected him with a hurt little tilt of her chin—hovered near the door with her hair half-pinned and her cheeks flushed from more than embarrassment.
“You’ll be careful?” she asked, like he was a boy sneaking out after curfew and not a prince with a dragon.
Aegon gave her what passed for a smile. “You’ll be smart.”
It was kinder than he deserved, and she looked relieved anyway. That was the trick of it. People wanted so badly to be given a role that they accepted whatever lines you handed them.
He pulled the hood of his cloak up, more out of habit than necessity. There was no true hiding in the Red Keep. Even in shadow, the castle recognized him: the pale hair, the shape of his cheekbones, the particular way he moved as if he was always slightly offended by the ground beneath his feet.
He slipped out into the main corridor.
Immediately, the Keep assaulted him with voices.
“How is the princess?”
“We pray for a safe birth.”
“May the gods grant her a strong son!”
Aegon’s jaw tightened.
They all said princess like it was still a game, like she wasn’t going to sit the Iron Throne and turn every one of them into a loyal subject or a roasted memory depending on her mood. They said strong son like they weren’t speaking about his wife’s body as if it were a forge that owed them steel.
He wanted to be invisible. He wanted to be a nameless shadow sliding along the wall, unremarked.
But that was never his fate, was it?
He turned a corner and nearly collided with a page carrying a tray of clean cloth. The boy startled, eyes wide—then bowed so quickly he nearly tipped the tray.
“Your Grace—”
“Don’t,” Aegon muttered, steadying the tray with one hand. The cloth smelled of boiling water and lavender and fear. “Just walk.”
The boy walked.
Aegon walked too, toward the tower rooms that had been turned into a birthing fortress—midwives stationed like sentries, maesters in and out with their hands stained by duty, guards outside the door whose expressions had been carefully sculpted into neutrality.
The closer he got, the more the sounds bled through the stone.
A cry, muffled. Another, sharper. A woman’s voice—hoarse, furious, refusing to be quieted.
He paused at the mouth of the corridor, staring down it like it was a battlefield and he’d misplaced his sword.
Not her first time, the sensible part of him reminded. She had done this before. She would do it again if the realm demanded it.
But sensibility didn’t make the sound less… wrong. It didn’t make his stomach stop rolling.
He swallowed and forced his feet forward.
As he walked, memory chose that moment to unspool itself—because the gods had always enjoyed a joke at his expense.
It had been years ago now, but he still remembered the garden path under his boots, the way the flowers had been too bright in the afternoon sun, as if the world was being cruel on purpose.
Rhaenyra had been eighteen then—barely older than he was now in the way that mattered, but already wearing responsibility like armor. Aegon had been sixteen and furious at everyone, especially himself, for not being able to turn rage into power.
They’d been betrothed long enough that the court spoke of it as fact, not decision. As if their lives had been written in ink before they’d learned to hold a quill.
She’d pulled him aside between two hedges, away from the staring eyes, and for a moment he’d thought—absurdly—that she might say she didn’t want it either. That she might suggest burning it all down and running.
Instead she’d said, very calmly, “We will do our duty. We will give them what they need. And after that… we will both have room to breathe.”
He’d stared at her, distrustful. “You mean it.”
“I mean it,” she’d answered, and something in her eyes had dared him to call her a liar.
He hadn’t. Not then.
That night, he’d lain awake with the weight of it pressing on his ribs: duty. A word that tasted like chains if you rolled it around your tongue too long.
And yet—
And yet, she’d kept her promise as much as any Targaryen could.
They’d done what was required. The realm had gotten its heir. The court had gotten its smiling symbols to gossip over. And for a while afterward, they’d moved around one another like wary planets—close enough to affect the tide, distant enough not to collide.
Until the realm asked for more.
Aegon reached the door.
Two Kingsguard stood there, white cloaks immaculate, faces carefully blank. One of them gave a small nod, recognition without warmth.
Aegon hated that nod. Hated what it implied: we’ve been waiting for you; you are late; you are expected; you belong to this.
He considered turning around. He considered walking until he reached the Dragonpit and climbing onto Sunfyre’s back and flying until the city was a smudge and the Keep was a bad dream.
Instead he pushed the door open.
Heat hit him first—too many bodies, too many candles. The room smelled of crushed herbs and sweat and soaked sheets. A maester stood near a table cluttered with instruments Aegon refused to look at. Midwives hovered like a flock of stern birds.
And there, in the center of it all, Rhaenyra.
She was half-reclined against pillows, hair plastered to her forehead, face slick with effort. Her hands clenched the sheets so tightly her knuckles looked pale as bone.
She turned her head as the door opened.
For a moment, her eyes met his.
Lilac. Sharp. Alive.
There was no softness in them right now. There was no room for tenderness. There was only pain and determination and the brutal sort of courage that made Aegon feel small.
He took a step forward, uncertain what role he was supposed to play.
Rhaenyra’s gaze flicked over him—his cloak, his slightly disheveled hair, the way he still smelled faintly of outside air and poor decisions.
Aegon braced himself for mockery, for anger, for a comment that would land like a slap.
Instead she shut her eyes and exhaled through her teeth, as if she was too tired to waste breath on him.
That somehow hurt worse.
Alicent stood near the foot of the bed, hands clasped so tightly her fingers were white. Otto was not far behind her, solemn as a carved statue. Ser Criston’s posture was rigid, like if he stood perfectly still the world might become manageable again.
Viserys—gods—Viserys sat in a chair off to the side, looking like a man who’d been hollowed out and filled back in with guilt. His eyes were wet. His hands trembled on the arms of the chair.
Aegon’s throat tightened.
Whatever else Viserys was, he was still their father. Still a man watching his daughter suffer because a kingdom had decided her body was a resource to be mined.
Aegon moved closer to the bed, slowly, like he was approaching a dragon that might bite.
A midwife intercepted him. “Your Grace,” she said briskly. “If you cannot be helpful, you must keep to the side.”
Helpful.
What did that even mean here?
He nodded stiffly and took a position near the wall, where he could see Rhaenyra’s face but not the work of the midwives. He didn’t trust himself to keep his expression controlled if he saw too much.
Rhaenyra let out another cry—lower this time, furious. One of the midwives murmured encouragement. The maester said something about time. The word push drifted through the room, heavy as doom.
Aegon’s hands curled into fists.
He remembered the first time he’d watched her do this.
Not as distant as it had been in their earlier years, not as detached. He’d been younger then, and he’d been terrified—terrified of the blood, of the screams, of the sudden awful realization that duty was not a concept, it was a living thing that demanded payment.
He’d thought then that if they had children quickly, if they gave the court what it wanted, it might all stop.
He’d learned, as he learned most things, the hard way.
The realm never stopped wanting.
“Water,” Rhaenyra rasped.
A servant hurried to her mouth with a cloth. Her lips were cracked. Her breathing came shallow, then sharp, then controlled again. She looked like she was wrestling the gods themselves and refusing to lose.
Aegon found himself speaking without fully deciding to. “Rhaenyra.”
Her eyes opened.
Aegon felt the room tighten around them, every other person suddenly aware that this was their moment—husband and wife, prince and heir, a marriage the realm watched like entertainment.
He kept his voice low. “Look at me.”
Rhaenyra’s gaze snapped to his, annoyed, incredulous—and then another wave hit her and her expression fractured, pain pulling it apart.
Aegon stepped forward before he could reconsider and offered his hand, palm up, fingers slightly curled.
For a heartbeat, she stared at it like it was a trick.
Then she grabbed it.
Her grip was ferocious. Her nails bit into his skin.
Aegon didn’t flinch. He deserved it. He welcomed it, almost. Pain was simple. Pain was honest.
She squeezed as another contraction tore through her, and Aegon felt helplessness boil in his chest—hot, shameful, useless.
He leaned closer, voice rough. “You’re doing it,” he said. “You’re winning. Don’t you dare let them see you break.”
Rhaenyra gave a broken, breathless laugh that might have been a sob. “As if… I would.”
That was her. Even here. Even now. Pride like a blade, sharpened by necessity.
The midwives spoke again. “Now, Princess. Now.”
Rhaenyra’s head fell back. Her mouth opened in a cry that made Aegon’s stomach lurch. He held her hand and kept his eyes on her face, refusing to look away, refusing to abandon her to the room full of strangers who called this devotion.
Time did strange things after that. Minutes stretched into hours. Or maybe it was only minutes and it felt like hours because every sound was magnified: the scrape of a chair, the slosh of water in a basin, the hush of silk as Alicent shifted her weight.
Aegon’s arm went numb where Rhaenyra held him. He didn’t try to free it.
Viserys whispered something—prayer, perhaps. Otto stood rigid. Criston watched Aegon like he was waiting for him to fail at being a husband in a way he could punish.
Aegon ground his teeth and focused on Rhaenyra.
Finally—finally—there was a different sound.
Not a scream.
A cry, thin and sharp and furious.
A baby’s voice.
The room exhaled.
A midwife lifted a small, red-faced bundle and announced something Aegon didn’t quite hear over the sudden pounding in his ears. The maester’s voice followed, calmer, relieved.
Rhaenyra slumped back against the pillows, eyes half-lidded, chest heaving. Sweat clung to her hairline. Her grip on Aegon loosened, fingers slipping down his hand.
Aegon realized his palm was slick with blood where her nails had broken skin.
He didn’t care.
The baby’s cry strengthened, outraged at the indignity of existence.
Aegon’s throat tightened unexpectedly.
Rhaenyra turned her head, eyes searching. “Give him to me,” she rasped.
The midwife placed the bundle in her arms carefully.
Rhaenyra looked down.
Something in her face softened—not fully, not into sweetness, but into something more dangerous: devotion. Possession. Love.
She cradled the baby close and, for a moment, seemed to forget the room existed.
Aegon watched her.
Watched the way her shoulders eased, the way her mouth trembled, the way her eyes went bright with exhaustion and triumph.
She looked up at Viserys, and for a heartbeat her expression was raw. “Father.”
Viserys made a sound like his heart had been struck. He tried to stand; his legs didn’t cooperate at first. Otto moved as if to help, but Viserys waved him off with a trembling hand.
He shuffled closer, eyes locked on the baby. “Oh,” he whispered, voice breaking. “Oh, Rhaenyra…”
Rhaenyra’s gaze flicked to Aegon.
It wasn’t a command. It wasn’t mockery. It was… expectation.
Not the realm’s expectation.
Hers.
Aegon stepped forward.
“Give him,” Rhaenyra said quietly, and there was no softness in the words, only certainty. As if she was reminding him that he belonged here too, whether he liked it or not.
She shifted the baby, offering the bundle.
Aegon hesitated—only for a second, the old fear of fragile things rising in him.
Then he took the child.
The baby was warm and surprisingly heavy for something so new. His face was scrunched in outrage. His tiny fist flexed like he was already prepared to fight the world.
Aegon stared down.
This was his.
A living proof of duty, yes. A symbol, yes. A pawn the realm would try to move, yes.
But also—gods help him—his child.
Viserys reached out, fingertips brushing the baby’s cheek with a reverence that looked like pain. “He’s perfect,” Viserys murmured, voice thick. “My grandson…”
Alicent shifted uncomfortably. Aegon felt her eyes on him, measuring, calculating. He didn’t look at her.
He kept looking at the child, because if he looked away, he might remember all the ways the world could go wrong.
Rhaenyra watched him from the bed, expression unreadable.
Aegon cleared his throat. His voice came out rough. “He’s loud.”
Rhaenyra’s mouth twitched. “He’s ours. Of course he’s loud.”
Aegon huffed a laugh that didn’t feel like laughter. It felt like relief escaping.
One of the midwives cleaned her hands and stepped back, satisfaction on her face. The maester began to murmur about rest, about broth, about what must be done next.
Viserys leaned closer to Rhaenyra, voice trembling. “Name him.”
Rhaenyra’s gaze went to the baby in Aegon’s arms. She looked tired beyond measure, but her eyes remained sharp. “Maelor,” she said.
Aegon blinked.
It wasn’t the name he would have chosen. It wasn’t the safe name, the flattering name, the easy name.
It was a name with weight. A name that said I decide.
Aegon’s lips pressed together. Then he gave a small nod.
Rhaenyra watched him closely, as if waiting for resistance.
He surprised himself by saying, quietly, “It suits him.”
Rhaenyra’s eyes narrowed, suspicious of agreement. Then her shoulders loosened a fraction.
Alicent’s posture tightened.
Otto’s expression remained unreadable.
Aegon didn’t care.
He shifted Maelor slightly, supporting the baby’s head with more care than he’d ever shown a goblet of wine. The child fussed, then settled, tiny hand curling around Aegon’s finger with shocking strength.
Aegon’s chest tightened, something hot and unfamiliar threatening behind his ribs.
He leaned down, very carefully, and brushed his lips against the baby’s forehead.
A vow, unspoken.
Not to the realm.
Not to duty.
To this small furious creature who had no idea what world he’d been born into.
Rhaenyra watched him do it.
Her expression softened—just for a moment—into something that almost looked like gratitude.
Then she closed her eyes, exhaustion finally claiming her, and the room surged back into motion: maesters bustling, servants fetching water, Viserys whispering prayers with shaking hands.
Aegon stood there with Maelor in his arms, feeling the Keep breathe again around him.
Duty.
Loyalty.
Devotion.
Pietas.
He’d always thought it was a word meant to choke him.
But as the baby’s fingers tightened around his, Aegon wondered—uneasily, fiercely—if devotion could also be a weapon.
If it could also be… a choice.