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This is a childhood-friends-to-lovers, second-chance romance built on longing, missed timing, and the kind of intimacy that doesn’t fade with distance — only sharpens. Because when love has been denied this long, it doesn’t arrive gently. It arrives desperate, consuming, and impossible to walk away from.

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Disclaimer

This is a work of fan fiction inspired by public personas. The characters, events and relationship depicted is entirely fictional. It is written for purely creative and entertainment purposes only.

I was looking for a Romance novel to scratch this itch. I couldn't find one so I made it.

Please read and consume romance. The world could use it, now more than ever.

 

(P.S. the first draft is complete, I will release more once I’ve finished editing it, but for that one needs space and time ;) )

for my only love (catcat barkbark)

Chapter 1: Meeting

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Chapter 1: The Meeting

 

Leo age 9

 

January 1997 Summer

 

Rosario, Argentina

 

The grass on the pitch grew in stubborn, mismatched patches. Bright green where the shade reached, brittle and brown where it didn’t. Sparse over the cracked clay of the makeshift keeper’s box. I walked the edges where the only thing that grew was pigweed, hiding rusty bottle caps, cigarette stubs, scraps of newspaper, and the sun-bleached remains of old plastic with no trace of what it had once been.

 

Somewhere behind me, a dog barked. Sound bouncing off the low concrete wall of the shop across the street, mixing with the tinny buzz of a forgotten radio left on too loud to be considerate. A rusty car rattled by, diesel exhaust folding into the blossoming heat.

 

The sun wasn’t harsh yet, but it pressed on the back of my neck, sweat threatening an itch.

 

I yanked my shorts up for the third time that morning, wishing the hem wouldn’t graze my calves like a dress.

 

Lucas pulled me into the game with his sing-song, “Leo’s on our team!”

 

The older boys barely glanced at me. A few rolled their eyes as I raced to meet my new friend.

 

“If we lose, I’m blaming you, Messi,” he crowed, eyes gleaming with assured victory.

 

I shrugged, kept my gaze off his. “Good. When we win, it’ll be my fault too.”

 

“Yeah, that’s it.” He punted the ball into the air and tried to bounce it on his knee. The underinflated thing didn’t cooperate; it thudded back down like a heavy pillow.

 

An older boy whistled with two fingers in his mouth, as official as a pickup game could be. No real positions. No rules. Just a shove and a scramble until the ball spat out through a knot of legs.

 

My foot touched the worn leather. One, two, and then I was through the mob. The ball stayed with me until I saw where I wanted it to go, and it listened. I pushed it out wide to the kid on the right. He squealed like it was a firecracker when it landed at his toe. Panic hit; he launched it into the open.

 

Lucas retrieved it, sprinting past, kicking with his wrong foot like something amazing and magical might happen. It didn’t. The ball curled back like it was offended.

 

I darted into the new scramble, shoulder clipping a bigger boy’s elbow hard. The ball rolled loose. A pocket of space opened behind him.

 

My foot slid in. A quick tap and it slipped out behind him before he even realized he’d had it.

 

“¡Vamos!” Lucas cried, his own commentator and our makeshift coach.

 

The ball thumped against my instep; left, right, left again before the next set of legs tried to close it. Someone shouted my name. I slid it sideways to where Diego had the line.

 

Diego trapped it too hard and the ball escaped again. Lucas charged in, hair plastered to his forehead, trapping it with his thigh. It coughed off him also, too soft, but I caught it with my shin, already running, tapping once, twice, already reading where the space would open.

 

I let it roll to buy a second, waited for the path to clear, then sent it into the left corner. The frayed net rope flapped against itself.

 

“Yeahhhh!” Lucas bellowed like a gorilla.

 

And it started again.

 

We kept playing, the game boiling forward as the sun climbed and the hours passed.

 

The heat pushed firmer. Sweat trickled from my temple along my neck to my back, drawing lines down my spine. My worn trainers pricked my soles where the tread had given up on doing anything useful.

 

None of it mattered.

 

I kept moving. The ball came back around; with a clear lane, I sent it where it needed to go. That’s what I did.

 

We played until the rules broke and reformed every few minutes. The sun hung overhead, white-hot, baking away what little patience we had left. Tempers went short like our shadows; shoulders slammed, arms flew, and someone was always yelling “¡Falta!” or “¡Mano!” as the ball lurched forward on angry kicks.

 

Finally, it broke. Lucas swung at the ball more out of frustration than play. It shot long and wide, bounced twice, rolled slow until it sagged against the chain-link fence; barely noticed by the kids clustered in the shade nearby. The metal strummed a tired rattle, swallowed by a quick bright laugh that vanished back into the heat.

 

No one chased.

 

A couple of kids peeled off toward the shop wall, reaching for the sliver of shade it offered.

 

I lingered on the pitch, dust cooling on my shins, legs twitching with leftover energy.

 

Lucas threw out a half-hearted rally for more, then surrendered and flopped onto the curb, chest heaving, sweat shining on his forehead.

 

I dragged my sleeve across my face, blinked through the sting of salt and sun, and couldn’t stop the grin stretching my cheeks tight. Even standing still I could still feel it; the way the ball moved, the way the game filled me up until nothing else mattered.

 

I wanted more.

 

“¡Anto! Can you get the ball?” Lucas shouted past me toward the fence.

 

“I’ll get it!” I yelled back, already running toward where it lay. Dust kicked up behind me, trainers slapping hard against the clay.

 

I reached for it in the tuft of long grass…and stopped short.

 

The ball wasn’t waiting anymore.

 

She was.

 

She stood there with a braid slung over one shoulder, both hands wrapped around the ball like it had always been hers.

 

She must’ve been with the kids along the fence. I hadn’t seen her, until now, until she stood in front of me, eyes locked on mine.

 

Sunlight caught the flyaways along her face, turning them gold. She didn’t smile. Her gaze stayed on me, curious, almost frowning, like she hadn’t decided what I was yet.

 

“Hi,” she said.

 

Her voice came out calm and quiet, meant for me alone, like she knew it would stop before it reached anyone else.

 

Air snagged in my throat. I’d always been quiet, but this didn’t feel like that.

 

Her eyes dropped to my shoes. “Your laces are coming undone.”

 

I looked down. The left lace trailed in the dust, its tip mushy from years of pulling through the worn eyelet, by my brothers before me. The leather scuffed near the toe, threatening to split.

 

Before I could tuck my foot behind me, she dropped to one knee in the dust. Her braid swung forward, close enough that I could see the tiny freckle an inch below her left ear.

 

She looped the lace carefully, double-knotted it, then stood. “Better.” Her brow eased from concentration.

 

Her eyes pinched at the corners as she tilted her head. The furrow between her brows deepened for a heartbeat, then smoothed away when the answer came.

 

“Lucas says you’re good. Better than the older boys.” White teeth flashed between her lips.

 

Heat climbed the back of my neck, and it wasn’t the blaze. “He talks too much.”

 

Her mouth tugged, like it confirmed whatever she’d guessed.

 

“Maybe you’ll be as good as Maradona one day?”

 

“Better.” It slipped out before I could stop it.

 

Before my ears could go fully red, her mouth twitched. “Then I can say I knew you before you were famous.”

 

A breeze poured through the lot like a river breaking over a dam, rustling the weeds at the fence, loosening the heat’s grip on our backs. It cooled my scalp at the roots. Behind me, voices picked up again—one boy, then another—an argument restarting with more energy than bite. Shoes scraped the clay, tentative at first, then quicker, lighter.

 

The game came alive again behind me. The rhythm built. It called me back.

 

I didn’t turn.

 

Her braid had come partly undone, strands slipping free, the breeze curling them against her cheek. She didn’t bother to tuck them back.

 

A dark scab sat on her knee, edges pink where she’d picked at it. Dirt streaked the right side of her shirt, like her hands had wiped there without thinking.

 

We stared at each other. Maybe she started it. Maybe I did. I didn’t care. Her eyes were dark brown, like wet, smooth river stones, the ones perfect for skipping. She didn’t blink enough. Like it was a contest over who would break first, and I couldn’t lose.

 

“¡Leo!” someone shouted behind me.

 

My head jerked toward the field for a fraction of a second. When I looked back, she’d already turned away, braid swinging with the twist of her head.

 

I kicked the ball back; it thumped dull against the clay. Jogging back to my side, my eyes kept drifting to the fence.

 

“You’re being weird,” Lucas barked when he caught me looking.

 

I ducked my head, hand flying up to cover my face. “Shut up,” I muttered, kicking a clump of clay until it exploded into dust between us. I didn’t look at him.

 

He laughed, loud and sharp. “I am weird.” He wore it like a badge. “And I’m faster than you too!” He shouldered past to get the ball.

 

I stayed on his heels and let the game pull me back in, dust flying everywhere. I threw myself into every run.

 

The ball spilled loose across the clay, bounced awkward over a rut. I was on it before the older boys could close, toeing it forward, pulling it back in. A feint left, a tap right, and I slid through the gap like smoke.

 

Lucas tore up the middle, hollering for it, arms flapping like I couldn’t see him. I let the ball roll once more, then nudged it clean into his path.

 

He thundered into it, wound up, and swung.

 

The ball clipped a stone, leapt crooked into the air. For half a second everyone froze. Too high, too wild, then it dipped fast, spinning above the keeper’s fingertips, and smacked the net with a saggy whiff.

 

Lucas whooped, sprinting in circles with both arms stretched wide like he’d scored in the Monumental.

 

Dust clouded around him, the other boys equal parts shouting, groaning, laughing, loving his theatrics.

 

I jogged after, smiling despite myself, feet still tingling from the pass.

 

I refused to look at the fence. My jaw clenched until my teeth ached, like I could bite down on the urge and swallow it. But my ears strained anyway, filtering through the chaos, the shouts, the thudding feet, the ragged breathing. Hunting for a laugh, a cheer, even the soft rustle of a loosened braid.

 

Anything that meant those river-stone eyes were still watching me from the fence.