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Published:
2013-04-21
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2013-04-21
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Love is not Love; Which alters when it alteration finds

Summary:

Castiel discovers the love story between him and Dean transcends time itself. His memories of past lives return to him and he remembers past lives with Dean in all different times and different relationships. It helps him make a decision that will affect the rest of his life.

This is how Castiel learns that love never changes as long as you stay true.

Notes:

This is the hardest story I have ever written and it has taken weeks. I would like to give a massive shout out to Kaleb (Silent-Asmodeus on tumblr) for his constant help with me bouncing ideas and hysteria for the past month of writing this from an idea I had on a chocolate high. Also thank you Kaleb for the fantastic book cover that he has done.

I don't own supernatural or any of the characters but I do own the storylines of each little story. It is told from a certain perspective and I apologise for any mistakes but please just bear with me. I have worked so hard on this, it is the longest and most ambitious Dean/Cas fic I have ever wrote.

The basic gist is that Dean and Castiel have lived numerous lives together. This is the story how.

Warning: Dean and Cas change sexes throughout this story. I am using this to illustrate love.

I really hope someone enjoys it. So here we go.

Chapter 1: Prologue

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You love him.  You realise this now just as you hold your grace in yourself, ready to yank it free, rip it from you.  Because you love him and always have loved him.  Just you never have truly remembered how much you loved him.

You thought you remembered everything in your existence but you are wrong.   You have loved him over and over again but never realised each love was lost till now.  Only when you reach into your grace and find a part of his soul and you realise it has never changed in your lives together.  You have had different vessels both of you, but you always recognise his soul.   Each life, each love has been ripped from you but now on the precipice of ripping out your grace you realise that you have loved him many a time before now.  Though you have never remembered.

Till now.

You love him and now you remember, you realise you have always been destined to be with him, because you remember, you remember it all.