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Soah huddled on the chipped concrete of the train platform, the night's chill seeping through the thin fabric clinging to her skin like an unwelcome shadow.
The air was thick with the metallic tang of rust from the nearby tracks, and distant city hums vibrated faintly through the ground. Sounds she couldn't hear but could feel in the soles of her worn shoes.
At 22, she'd long grown numb to the isolation, but tonight, hunger gnawed at her insides sharper than usual. No coins had rattled into her upturned palm today, the few passersby had averted their eyes, their steps quickening as if her presence was a stain they didn't want to touch.
She had no blanket to wrap around her shoulders, no scraps of food tucked away, no roof to crawl under, and certainly no one to turn to in the endless sprawl of the city that had swallowed her whole since childhood.
The cold deepened as the clock ticked past midnight, frost kissing the edges of puddles like brittle lace.
Shivering, Soah pushed herself up, her legs protesting with a dull ache from hours of stillness.
Her stomach twisted again, a hollow reminder that begging had yielded nothing but empty stares.
She needed food. Anything to quiet the growl that echoed in her chest.
With unsteady steps, she began walking along the dimly lit sidewalk, her eyes scanning the shadows for a dumpster that might hold forgotten scraps or a late-night vendor too careless to lock up.
The street was mostly empty, save for the occasional flicker of neon signs reflecting off wet pavement.
Then, a massive poster loomed into view on the side of a boarded-up building, its glossy surface catching the faint glow from a streetlamp.
It was enormous, easily ten feet tall, plastered there like a beacon in the gloom.
Five men stared out from it—tall, broad-shouldered figures with instruments slung across their bodies, their poses confident and electric, like they owned the very air around them.
Guitars gleamed under imagined stage lights, drums hinted at thunderous beats, and microphones dangled like promises of voices that could shake the world.
Bold letters arched above them: SHADOW BOLTS. Below, in smaller script: World Tour – On Stage Now.
Soah paused, her breath fogging in the air as she tilted her head up.
She traced the faces with her gaze. The sharp-jawed one in the center, exuding a magnetic pull even in print, the softer-featured guy beside him with a playful tilt to his smile, the intense one gripping a bass like a weapon, the youthful, wide-eyed drummer, and the one with cat-like eyes behind a keyboard.
They looked... alive. Untouchable.
A pang hit her chest, sharp and unbidden. Music.
She wished, more than anything in that frozen moment, to hear it just once more.
There had been a time, hazy fragments of memory from before the accident, when sounds filled her world—her mother's laughter like wind chimes, rain pattering on windows like secrets, songs that wrapped around her like warmth. But that was stolen away in a blur of screeching tires and shattering glass, leaving silence in its wake.
Now, the world was vibrations and visuals, a muted film she navigated alone.
She tore her eyes away, forcing her feet forward.
The poster blurred behind her as she walked, but unease prickled at the back of her neck almost immediately.
It started as a subtle shift, a faint pressure in the air, like eyes boring into her from the darkness. She'd learned to trust that instinct over the years, the streets taught you to feel watched before you saw the watcher.
She glanced over her shoulder once, twice, her heart picking up speed.
Footsteps? No, she couldn't hear them, but the rhythm of shadows seemed off, elongated unnaturally behind her.
There... across the street, partially obscured by a flickering lamppost, a figure. Tall, broad, unmistakably male. An alpha, from the way his silhouette cut through the night like a blade, shoulders squared with predatory ease. His scent would have hit her like a wave if she were closer, musk and dominance, the kind that made omegas like her lower their eyes instinctively.
But distance dulled it to a ghost of a tingle on her skin. He matched her pace, not too close, but deliberate. Following.
Soah's pulse thundered in her ears, a roar only she could feel.
She'd witnessed it all before. The assaults in alleyways, the grabs in broad daylight, the alphas who saw vulnerability as an invitation.
Girls like her, alone and unmarked, were easy prey in this concrete jungle. But she wasn't going down without a fight. Never.
Her mind raced through options: duck into a shop? Too late, everything was shuttered. Scream? Pointless, her voice was a fractured whisper at best, words mangled from disuse and damage. Run.
She bolted, legs pumping harder than they had in days, her breath coming in sharp, silent gasps.
The alpha's form sharpened in her peripheral... he was running now, too, his strides eating up the ground with alpha efficiency, closing the gap like it was nothing.
Panic clawed up her throat as she veered off the main street, into a derelict lot choked with rusted hulks of abandoned cars.
Chain-link fences sagged under weeds, and the air smelled of oil and decay.
She wove between the carcasses— a dented sedan with shattered windows, a pickup truck half-buried in gravel—until she spotted a faded blue van, its side panel gaping like a mouth.
She dove inside, curling into the footwell behind the driver's seat, knees to chest, body trembling violently. Dust motes danced in the slivers of moonlight filtering through grimy glass, and she pressed a hand over her mouth to muffle her ragged breathing, eyes squeezed shut as she waited.
Minutes stretched into eternity. Her muscles screamed from the tension, cold sweat trickling down her spine.
Finally, the oppressive weight of being hunted lifted, no footsteps crunched nearby, no shadow blocked the light.
Cautiously, she peeked out.
The lot was still, the alpha vanished into the night.
Relief flooded her, shaky and incomplete. She eased out of the van, brushing off grit from her arms, and started forward again, every few steps twisting to scan behind her. Hunger forgotten for the moment, survival the only drumbeat in her veins.
Then—impact. Solid, unyielding. She collided chest-first into a wall of warmth and muscle, the force knocking her backward onto the gravel.
Pain bloomed in her ass as she hit the ground, stones biting into her palms as she caught herself.
Dazed, she blinked up, world tilting.
Two figures towered over her, silhouetted against the distant streetlights. Alphas, both of them, scents hitting her now, rich and layered. One like polished wood and spice, commanding yet smooth; the other softer, like fresh linen with an undercurrent of mischief.
Her cheeks burned hot, a flush creeping up her neck.
She knew those faces. The poster... god, it was them. The one in the center, impossibly hotter up close, with sharp cheekbones and eyes that seemed to see straight through her, lips curved in faint concern. Beside him, the cute one with the sly smile and wavy hair, tilting his head curiously.
"Who is she, Jin?" Jeonghan murmured, glancing sidelong at his bandmate.
"No idea," Seokjin replied, his gaze fixed on the girl scrambling back slightly on the ground.
He could smell her distress—omega fear, sharp and acrid, mixed with exhaustion and something deeper. It tugged at him unexpectedly, this tiny thing looking up at them like a cornered fawn.
He offered his hand, palm up, non-threatening. "Are you okay?"
Soah's eyes darted between his moving lips and the hand hovering inches from her face.
She couldn't hear the timbre of his voice—the velvet rumble that had sold millions of albums—but the shapes of the words were clear enough. English? No, Korean, she realized, piecing it from years of lip-reading strangers.
Her own speech was limited, words tumbling out slurred and incomplete if she tried, so she stayed silent, watching.
Blinking rapidly, she hesitated, then placed her smaller hand in his.
His grip was firm but gentle, calluses from guitar strings rough against her skin as he pulled her to her feet with ease, steadying her when she wobbled.
Jeonghan straightened, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. "We're sorry about that, didn't mean to startle you." He leaned in a fraction, trying to catch her eye, his expression softening into that disarming smile he was famous for.
Seokjin didn't let go right away, his thumb brushing her knuckles absently as he searched her face. "Are you okay?" he repeated.
She stood there, hand still in his, saying nothing. Just blinking, her wide eyes flicking from his mouth to Jeonghan's, processing.
The silence stretched, awkward and heavy, broken only by the distant honk of a car she couldn't hear.
Jeonghan exchanged a look with Seokjin, his brows shooting up. He tilted his head, mouthing the words exaggeratedly, half-joking as he leaned towards Jin. "Is she deaf or something?" It was light, tossed out like a quip to break the tension, but pitched low enough that it was mostly for his bandmate's ears.
Soah caught it anyway—lips forming 'deaf' crystal clear. Her nod was immediate, sharp, a mix of confirmation and wariness. Yes.
Seokjin's eyes widened fractionally, surprise flickering across his features before he schooled it back to calm.
He released her hand slowly, giving her space, but the pieces clicked for him: the lack of reaction to their voices, the hyper-focus on their mouths.
"You're deaf?" he asked, voice gentle, repeating the question with deliberate slowness, his full lips shaping each sound precisely.
Another nod from her, quicker this time, her fingers twisting together in front of her stomach. She felt exposed under their stares, like a specimen under glass. Pretty alphas from a poster, worlds away from her grit-streaked reality.
Jeonghan let out a low whistle, running a hand through his hair as he took in her disheveled state, the dirt smudged on her cheeks, the way her shoulders hunched against the cold, the faint tremor in her limbs that wasn't just from the fall.
"This looks bad," he said to Seokjin, voice dropping to a murmur, though his eyes stayed on her. "A deaf omega girl out here in the middle of the night, all alone? It's not safe... hell, it's a miracle she hasn't been scooped up by some creep already. And she looks... poor. Like, really struggling. No bag, no coat. What the hell is she doing wandering around a junkyard at this hour?"
Seokjin nodded, his jaw tightening as he glanced around the lot. The rusted shells of cars like forgotten tombs, the chain-link rattling faintly in the wind.
He could imagine the worst: alphas prowling these edges, scents marking territory, omegas vanishing without a trace.
"Yeah," he agreed quietly, his gaze sliding back to her.
She was watching them intently, lips parted as if weighing whether to bolt again. "What can we do? Just leave her here? That's asking for trouble."
Jeonghan's eyes lit up with that impulsive spark he was known for, the one that had gotten them into (and out of) more scrapes than Seokjin cared to count. "Let's take her with us. Back to the hotel. Get her cleaned up, fed, figure out what's going on."
Seokjin rolled his eyes as he shot Jeonghan a sideways glare. "Are you serious? We can't just pick up strays off the street, Hannie. We're Shadow Bolts, paparazzi are probably lurking two blocks away, and our manager would have a goddamn aneurysm if he found out we smuggled an unknown omega into the suite."
"Oh, come on, Jin," Jeonghan wheedled, stepping closer to nudge Seokjin's arm with his elbow, his voice pitching into that persuasive lilt that always worked a little too well. "Look at her. She's shaking like a leaf, probably hasn't eaten in hours. You really wanna walk away and read about some tragedy in the tabloids tomorrow? 'Mysterious Omega Assaulted Near Train Station'—and we'd know we could've stopped it? We're alphas, man. It's in our blood to protect. Plus, think about it, one night. We get her safe. No harm, no foul."
Seokjin sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose, but his resolve was already cracking. Jeonghan had that effect—charming his way through logic like it was butter. And damn it, the girl did look pitiful, her eyes darting between them as she read their lips in snippets, confusion and caution warring on her face.
He turned fully to her then, crouching slightly to her level so he wasn't looming, and offered a polite smile. The one that lit up stages and melted arenas.
Her heart stuttered visibly, cheeks flushing deeper as his eyes crinkled at the corners.
"Hey," he said softly, mouthing the words with exaggerated care, one hand gesturing vaguely towards the street beyond the lot. "Do you... want to come with us? Somewhere safe? Warm? Food?" He mimed eating with his fingers, then rubbed his arms as if warding off cold, hoping the gestures bridged the gap.
Soah's breath caught, her gaze locked on his mouth, the kindness in it disarming her more than any threat.
Strangers didn't offer help like this... not to someone like her. But exhaustion won over suspicion, she nodded slowly, tentative, her fingers unclenching at her sides.
Jeonghan clapped his hands together once, grinning triumphantly. "See? She's in. Come on, then." He waved her forward gently, falling into step beside Seokjin as they guided her out of the lot, their bodies instinctively bracketing hers like shields, alpha protectiveness humming under their skin.
The black SUV idled at the curb a block away, tinted windows gleaming under the streetlamp, engine a low purr she felt more than heard.
The driver didn't bat an eye as they piled in, though his eyes flicked curiously to the rearview.
Soah slid into the middle seat between Seokjin and Jeonghan, the leather cool against her skin, the confined space amplifying their scents until her head spun slightly.
The car pulled away smoothly, city lights streaking past in blurred lines. Soah watched the junkyard fade, her body finally uncoiling a fraction.
Hunger clawed anew, but so did wariness. what now? These alphas, idols no less, pulling her into their orbit like this? It felt like stepping into a dream she couldn't wake from.
After twenty minutes of winding through backstreets, avoiding main drags where fans might lurk, the SUV slowed to a stop before a towering hotel, its facade a sleek monolith of glass and steel, valets bustling under the marquee.
Lights blazed from the lobby, a world of marble and chandeliers that made Soah's stomach twist with inadequacy.
Jeonghan leaned forward as the driver killed the engine, muttering to Seokjin under his breath. "We gotta be careful bringing her in, no side entrances this time, security's tight after that fan breach last week. And seriously, she has to stay off the radar from the manager. One whiff of 'mystery girl in the suite,' and we're all grounded till the tour ends. Tell the front desk we're expecting a... stylist? No, wait—equipment delivery. Yeah, that works."
Seokjin snorted softly, unbuckling his seatbelt. "You're ridiculous. Just act natural. She's with us. End of story." He glanced at Soah, offering another reassuring smile before opening the door and stepping out, extending a hand to help her down.
She took it again, her grip firmer this time, and they moved as a unit through the service entrance Jeonghan flagged down with a quick text to hotel security. Perks of fame.
The elevator ride was silent, the mirrored walls reflecting their trio. Seokjin's poised calm, Jeonghan's easy fidgeting, Soah's wide-eyed absorption of the polished brass and soft lighting.
It dinged open on the seventh floor, a hallway carpeted in plush cream, doors spaced like vaults.
Jeonghan rapped his knuckles on 707—three sharp knocks, their signal.
The door swung inward, and Joshua stood there, arms crossed, his pretty features twisted in mock annoyance. His dark hair was tousled from running fingers through it.
"Took you guys long enough to drag your asses back," he drawled. "I was starting to think some rabid fans finally cornered you in an alley—'Oh no, Jeonghan-oppa, sign my thigh!'—and we'd have to send out a search party." His teasing grin faltered mid-sentence as his eyes landed on Soah, peeking from behind Seokjin's shoulder.
He froze, arms dropping to his sides, scent spiking with confusion. "Whoa, hold up. Who is she? And why does she look like she just crawled out of a bad indie film?"
"Long story," Seokjin said, brushing past him into the suite with a shoulder bump, guiding Soah inside by the small of her back, a touch light as a feather, but enough to make her skin tingle.
The room was massive, a living area sprawling with low couches, a glass coffee table scattered with sheet music and energy drink cans, floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the glittering skyline. The air hummed with the low thrum of a TV playing muted highlights from their last concert.
Jeonghan slipped in last, kicking the door shut with his heel and flashing Joshua that trademark sly smile, all teeth and secrets. "The kind of long story that involves us being heroes. You're welcome."
Joshua's eyes narrowed, flicking between them and the girl, who hovered near the entrance like she might vanish if spooked. "Heroes? Okay, spill. Because if this is another one of your 'adopt a kitten from the tour bus' impulses, Jin, I swear—"
From the adjoining lounge area, where the massive sectional couch faced a gaming console paused mid-load, came twin voices of interruption.
Yoongi, slouched deep into the cushions with a laptop balanced on his knees, looked up first—his sharp gaze cutting through the room like a blade, dark circles under his eyes from late-night producing sessions. Beside him, Jungkook sprawled bonelessly, controller dangling from one hand, a bag of chips wedged between them. The maknae's doe eyes widened comically, chip forgotten halfway to his mouth.
"Hyung? What's—" Jungkook started, sitting up straighter, his youthful alpha energy coiling like a spring as he zeroed in on Soah. Yoongi just arched a brow, closing his laptop with a soft click.
"Who's the girl?" Yoongi asked flatly, he leaned forward, elbows on knees. No preamble, that was Yoongi.
Jeonghan flopped onto the arm of the couch beside Jungkook, snagging a chip and crunching it obnoxiously. "Alright, gather 'round, children. Story time."
"We were cutting through that old junkyard lot off the tracks... you know, the shortcut to avoid the main drag after soundcheck ran late. Bumped into her. Literally." He nodded towards Soah, who met his eyes briefly before dropping her gaze to her hands. "Turns out she's deaf. Out there alone, no phone, no nothing. Looks like she's been roughing it for a while. Hungry, cold... the works."
Joshua crossed his arms again, skepticism etching his pretty mouth. "Deaf? Alone in a junkyard at midnight? In this city? That's horrible."
Yoongi leaned back, his sharp eyes narrowing as he studied Soah. “So, what’s the plan here? We just… pick up strays now?” His words were blunt, and Jungkook, sprawled next to him, snickered, earning a quick glare from Jeonghan.
“Come on, Yoongi, don’t be like that,” Jeonghan said, crossing his arms. “She’s deaf, alone, can't talk, and clearly in trouble. We can’t just leave her out there. You know how dangerous it is for someone like her.” His voice softened as he glanced at Soah, who was watching their lips intently, her brows furrowed in concentration.
Jungkook tilted his head, his dark hair falling into his eyes. “She can’t talk at all?” he asked, his voice soft with curiosity. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, studying her more closely.
Seokjin, shook his head. “She hasn’t said anything yet. But she understands us... lip-reading, I think.” He turned to her, his expression gentle, and moved his lips slowly. “You can read what I’m saying, right?”
Soah nodded, her cheeks flushing slightly under his gaze. Seokjin’s presence was magnetic, his broad shoulders and easy confidence making her feel both safe and flustered.
She couldn’t help but notice the way his eyes softened when he looked at her, a stark contrast to the commanding aura he exuded.
“Okay, hold up. Let’s backtrack. You two—” Joshua pointed at Seokjin and Jeonghan, “—found her on the street, and now she’s here? In our hotel room? Without telling anyone?” His tone was incredulous. “You know our manager’s gonna lose it if he finds out.”
“That’s why we’re not telling him,” Jeonghan said with a mischievous grin. “She’s our little secret for now. Right, Jin?”
Seokjin rolled his eyes but didn’t argue. Instead, he turned to Soah again, crouching slightly to meet her at eye level. “Are you hungry?” he asked, his lips moving deliberately so she could follow.
Soah’s stomach growled at the mention of food, loud enough to make her cheeks burn with embarrassment. She nodded quickly, avoiding his gaze. She hadn’t eaten since the previous morning, and the hunger was a gnawing ache she couldn’t ignore.
Jungkook caught the sound and laughed, his grin wide and boyish. “Damn, she’s starving. Yoongi-hyung, didn’t you order some food earlier? Is there anything left?”
Yoongi sighed, standing up and heading towards the small kitchenette in the corner of the suite. “Yeah, there’s some leftover pizza and maybe some fried chicken. I’ll check.” He glanced at Soah as he passed, his expression unreadable but not hostile. “She’s gonna need more than that, though. She looks like she hasn’t eaten in days.”
Soah watched Yoongi’s lips as he spoke, catching fragments of the conversation. She felt a pang of shame at being the center of their attention, at being seen as someone who needed pity.
But the warmth of the room, the kindness in Seokjin’s eyes, and the casual banter between the members made her feel something she hadn’t felt in years. Safe.
Jeonghan clapped his hands together, drawing everyone’s attention. “Alright, here’s the deal. She stays here tonight, we get her some food, maybe some clean clothes, and we figure out what to do tomorrow. Sound good?”
Joshua raised an eyebrow. “You’re acting like this is a group decision, but you and Jin already decided, didn’t you?”
Jeonghan just smirked, unbothered. “Pretty much.”
Seokjin ignored the exchange and focused on Soah. “Come, sit,” he said, gesturing towards the sofa.
He moved slowly, making sure she could follow his movements, and she hesitated before taking a cautious step forward. The idea of sitting among these alphas, who were not only famous but exuded a commanding energy, was intimidating. But the exhaustion in her bones and the promise of food outweighed her nerves.
She sat on the edge of the sofa, her hands folded tightly in her lap.
Jungkook plopped down next to her, too close for comfort, and she flinched slightly. He noticed and scooted back, giving her space. “Sorry,” he mouthed, his expression sheepish. “Didn’t mean to scare you.”
Soah shook her head, offering a small smile. She could tell he was younger than the others, his energy playful and less intense than Seokjin’s or Yoongi’s.
Yoongi returned with a plate of cold pizza and a few pieces of fried chicken, setting it on the coffee table in front of Soah. “Eat,” he said simply, his lips moving clearly enough for her to understand. He didn’t smile, but there was a quiet kindness in his actions that made her chest tighten.
She reached for a slice of pizza, her hands trembling slightly as she brought it to her mouth.
The first bite was heaven—greasy, cheesy, and warm despite being leftover. She ate slowly, savoring every bite, aware of the alphas watching her but too hungry to care.
Seokjin sat across from her, his elbows resting on his knees as he watched her eat. “What’s your name?” he asked, his voice soft but clear, his lips moving carefully.
Soah paused, swallowing the bite of pizza. She couldn’t speak well—her voice was raspy and unsteady from years of disuse—but she could manage simple words. She pointed to herself and carefully mouthed, “Soah.”
“Soah,” Seokjin repeated, testing the name. His smile widened, and her heart skipped a beat. “That’s a pretty name.”
Jeonghan leaned forward, resting his chin in his hand as he caught Soah’s attention. He spoke slowly, enunciating each word clearly while pointing to the others in turn. “I’m Jeonghan. Well, this is Jin, our leader.” He gestured towards Seokjin. “That one’s Jungkook, our maknae,” he continued, nodding at the youngest. “He’s Joshua,” Jeonghan added, tilting his head towards him. “And that grumpy one—” his finger landed on Yoongi, “—is Yoongi. We’re the Shadowbolts. You might’ve heard of us... or seen our posters on the streets.”
“I’m not grumpy,” Yoongi muttered with a faint scowl.
Seokjin glanced at Jeonghan. “Jeonghan, try to speak a little less and simpler,” he said. “She needs to read your lips.”
Jeonghan blinked, then gave a light shrug, a playful smile tugging at his lips. “Right. Got it. So, Soah,” he said, making sure she could see his lips. “Do you have anywhere to go? Family? Friends?”
Soah’s expression faltered, and she shook her head. She didn’t want to dwell on it, not now, not in front of these strangers who were being kinder to her than anyone had in years.
Jungkook frowned. “No one? At all?” he asked, his voice tinged with disbelief.
Soah shook her head again, her eyes dropping to the plate in front of her. The room fell quiet for a moment, the weight of her situation settling over the group.
Joshua broke the silence, his tone gentle but practical. “Okay, so she stays here tonight. But what about tomorrow? We’re leaving for the next city in four days. We can’t just… take her with us.”
“Why not?” Jeonghan challenged, his eyes glinting with defiance. “She’s got nowhere else to go. We can figure something out.”
Yoongi snorted, crossing his arms. “You’re dreaming, Jeonghan. We’re in the middle of a world tour. You think we can just sneak a girl into our entourage without anyone noticing? The media would have a field day.”
“Then we don’t let them notice,” Jeonghan shot back. “We’re Shadow Bolts. We’ve handled worse.”
Seokjin remained quiet, his eyes still on Soah. She was nibbling on a piece of chicken now, her movements careful and deliberate. There was something about her—her quiet strength, the way she carried herself despite everything—that tugged at him. He wasn’t sure what it was, but he felt an instinct to protect her, to make sure she was okay.
“Soah,” he said, drawing her attention again. “Do you want to stay with us? Just for tonight, for now. We’ll help you figure things out.”
Soah’s eyes widened, and she hesitated. The idea of staying with these alphas, these famous strangers, was overwhelming. But the alternative—going back to the cold streets, to the fear of being chased again—was worse. She nodded slowly, her lips parting as she mouthed, “Thank you.”
Jungkook grinned, leaning back against the sofa. “Alright, she’s staying. This is gonna be interesting.”
Yoongi rolled his eyes but didn’t protest further. Joshua sighed, rubbing his temples, while Jeonghan looked entirely too pleased with himself.
Seokjin stood up, clapping his hands together. “Okay, let’s get her settled. Jeonghan, can you find some spare clothes or something? And maybe a blanket?”
“On it,” Jeonghan said, hopping up and heading towards one of the bedrooms.
Soah watched the exchange, her heart racing. She didn’t know what the future held, but for the first time in years, she felt a glimmer of hope. These alphas, these Shadow Bolts, had seen her—really seen her—and they hadn’t turned away.
And Seokjin… his kindness, his charm, made her feel something she hadn’t felt in a long time. Something dangerous, something warm.