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Jimin’s POV
Remember- Dear Cloud
I was just strolling around the mall, killing some time before going home after long hours of working because living alone is just too boring for my liking, when suddenly I bump into someone. Ah, stupid me.
“I’m sorr----“
We both were stunned for a moment, looking at you with my oh-so-wide eyes and my oh-so-gaping mouth. Still shocked for the sudden confrontation, I just stand there, speechless. I’m really not expecting to see you, and not that I don’t want to, but because we haven’t cross paths for almost 4 years. 4 years and here you are now, in front of me.
“Hey”
You were the first to recover in shock and awkwardly smiled at me. You still look the same, except that you look manlier now and your voice seems a bit deeper from before. You still have that boxy smile of yours, that smile that always made me fall for you over and over again.
“H-hey” I responded. You still have that effect on me and I hate it. Four years have passed, I thought I was over you, but now that you shows up to my life again, I doubt myself for thinking that I already have move on, because clearly, I’m still longing for your touch, your kiss and you.
“It’s been a long time.” You smiled. You seem to be fine now. You’re talking to me casually, like there’s nothing happened between us. And it hurts me big time because I’m still here, stuck in the past.
“Yeah” I sigh. It’s really been a long time but the pain still remains.
“You’re doing something important?”
“No, just looking around”
“Want to grab some snacks?”
I really want to decline your offer. I really want to, but I didn’t know what made me nod and agreed. Maybe I wanted to enjoy the moment, because maybe, after this, I won’t see you again.
Coffee- BTS and 12:30 – Beast
We were seated at the coffee shop where we first met each other and where our love story started. Talking to you after four years of not seeing each other, I realized many things. First, I still love you. Second, you’ve moved on. Third, I have to stop with this insanity of mine.
“Do you remember this place?” You asked me, smiling.
“Yes.” How could I forget such memories?
“Jimin! Will you please take the order of table 4?”
“Okay, Namjoon-hyung.”
I was a working student, working at the cafe every weekend. Today’s Sunday so the cafe’s packed with families, friends and couples spending time together in the vicinity of their shop especially that it’s nearly 12:30 in the afternoon.
I walked to table number 4 to entertain the boy, who seems to be the age as me, and asked what he wanted. The boy was you.
“Hi Sir, may I take your order?”
“Uhm, Caramel Macchiato and a slice of blue berry cheese cake for me please.” You gave me your boxy smile and that gives me fluttery feeling inside my stomach.
“Right away”
After preparing all you’ve ordered, I delivered it to you in a rush, wanting to make my job a little faster, and because I want to see you again, not noticing a chair blocking the way, I accidentally spilled your coffee on your shirt.
“Oh, I’m sorry!”
Panicking, I hastily pulled my handkerchief and wipe the area that was stained.
“Oh, it’s okay, don’t worry. I lived nearby so it’s no problem for me” You still smiled, despite your shirt being filled with coffee.
“Still, I have to pay for the damage, let’s get that wash.”
“No, it’s okay but if you insist, would you mind giving me your number instead?”
I stared at you, dumbfounded, and hesitantly nods.
With You- BAP
After that, you keep on coming to the shop. You became a regular customer, and stayed a little longer than any other customer should have. We become close apparently and with your quirky personality, who wouldn’t?
We enjoyed each other’s company that we also met not only in cafe but also to other places like the park just outside your apartment or the ice cream shop only shops away from the cafe. In your company, I always forget all other things in the world and just focused on one thing, you and me, together and that makes every butterfly in my stomach to go wild. With you, I always feel extreme happiness.
Be the one- Jeff Bernat
Eventually, I fell in love with you. After all the funny date, if you could call it a date, and after knowing almost everything about you, I feel myself falling in love with you. Your laugh became music to my ear, you eyes look like stars in the night, your smile erases all my frustrations and shortly, you became my whole world.
Upon realizing my feelings, I tried distancing myself from you. Rejecting all your calls or declining all your date offers. I also ignored you when you’re in the cafe, saying I have so much work to do, when in fact, I just want to protect myself from the rejection.
One day, you just snapped out of it, dragging me outside the cafe, ended up on the park.
“What’s wrong with you?!” You angrily asked me.
I can’t look at you. What’s wrong with me is the way my heart speeds up when you look at me, the sleepless nights when all I could think of is you and the silent wish of my heart that you feel the same way too.
“Look at me!” You forcefully lift my chin up. And I saw the frustrations in your eyes, alongside the sadness and the irritation.
“Tell me what’s wrong? Did I do something wrong? Did I do something that would upset you? Tell me because you just detached yourself from me without giving me an explanation and it frustrates me thinking of the things that should have hurt you to lead you to do such thing. Please....”
Maybe it was the desperation in your voice or the way you look at me, but I suddenly found myself confessing to you.
“If only you could give me a chance. If only I could be the one---“
And I felt myself being silenced by your lips.
Daydream-Kim Sunggyu
I never felt this happy before. It feels like I’m dreaming because I just can’t believe that you’re mine and I’m yours. We do silly things, talk random things and just be ourselves and that gave me contentment and with just that, I’m happy, we’re happy.
Few months passed and we’re growing stronger and my feelings for you grew bigger and bigger. And I feel deeply in love with you that I unconsciously made my world revolves around you and I regretted that. Maybe I was dreaming after all, because just as how our wonderful dream ends when we woke up, my happiness also ends when you left me.
Insane- BtoB
I made my entire world revolves around you so when the time our schedules are being hectic due to us being graduating students, we seldom see each other, our late night calls became shorter and we became busy with all the projects and requirements that must be submitted at the end of the semester.
Maybe because I missed you so much that I always nag you and demands time with you. Maybe because I love you so much that I irritates you sometimes by asking you to see me even though you’re so tired and maybe because you got drowned with all my love that you felt suffocated and you made a decision that broke my heart.
1AM – Taeyang
I was sleeping peacefully that night, dreaming about you and me being together and that brought a smile to my face, when suddenly my phone rang.
“Hello?”
“Jiminnie? Did I wake you up? I’m sorry.” I heard a tiny bit of desperation in your voice but maybe because I just woke up that I didn’t mind it.
“It’s okay. But why did you call me. It’s still 1 in the morning.” I replied sleepily.
“Sorry, I was just thinking some things... let’s just talk tomorrow?”
“Okay, I love you”
“I know”
I didn’t really realize it when does it started that your I love you’s became I know.
I sleep again that night, not knowing that after the next day, I’m not gonna get any peaceful sleep again.
This Ain’t It- Taeyang
We met, at the usual place, the cafe. I resigned to my job a month ago but we still hang out in there together. I saw you seated on our usual table, looking down and thinking deeply, you haven’t even noticed my arrival.
“Hey” I tap you on your arm and you looked at me, startled.
“Oh. H-hey” You smiled, awkwardly.
“What do you want to tell me this morning?”
I saw you hesitate for awhile.
“Should we order first?”
“Oh yes”
After ordering, we ate in silence. I looked at you. I felt like you’re bothered by something. What do you really want to tell me?
You looked up and our eyes met. You heaved a sigh.
“Jiminie, I know that you love me and you know that I love you too right?”
“Yes, where is this going to?”
“I’m sorry Jiminie but I guess this ain’t right. You love me so much that I feel so suffocated. Sorry but I’m breaking up with you.”
I stared at you for awhile, digesting every word that slips your lips and when I’m done, I felt tears run down my face. Maybe, I really did love you so much that even you felt suffocated. I nodded, I can’t open my mouth because in doing so, my sobs will just escape and i don’t want that. So I just watched you left me there, crying.
Broken Heart- Monsta X
When you left me, it feels as if all the happiness in my body just left me. I can’t sleep properly because even in my dreams, our memories haunt me. I can’t sleep, I can’t smile, and I can’t do anything without you. Indeed, I made you my world and without you here with me, I’m lost.
For years, I’ve tried mending my broken heart. I got a stable job, dedicated all my time for work, all because if I’m left doing nothing, I find myself thinking about us. And for all those years, I haven’t seen you again. And that help me because little by little, I have forgotten about you.
And now that you’re in front of me, I realized that I’m mistaken for I still love you even after all these years.
Taehyung’s POV
Moment- 2AM
It’s been four years since the time where I left you, here, at the exact place we’re sitting on. Leaving you four years ago is my biggest mistake I ever made in my whole life. You loved me so much that you suffocated me but I only think of myself. I was selfish. I want myself free from all of your nagging that I didn’t see how much you worry about me. I grew tired and I gave up easily. I regretted it all my life because the day that I left you was the day that I realized how much you mean to me. I realized how lucky I am to have you but I pushed you away. So I was ashamed of myself and I did you a favour. I didn’t show myself in front of you again but I swear I’m just in the sidelines, watching you grow and watching you moved on.
I didn’t plan on showing myself to you today; maybe it is fate’s doing? Because at this very moment, I want risk my heart again.
Nervousness- 2AM
While you were laughing about something we talked about, I stared at you. God, you’re so beautiful. And so I blurted out “I love you.” That shut you up. You looked at me with your questioning eyes.
“I-I’m sorry I shouldn’t have told you that.” I can’t look at you. I feel so ashamed with myself.
“I’m sorry.”
“Why now?” You asked me, tears threatening to fall any moment. “Why now that everything’s fine with my life? Why now that I have slowly forgotten you? Why now of all time? Why not earlier?”
“I’m sorry” I apologize to you repeatedly because that’s all I can do now.
“Did you know how hard it was for me when you left me? I’m so broken that I can’t make myself eat. I can’t sleep, hell, I can’t even smile. And now you’re gonna tell me that you fucking love me?”
“I’m sorry”
“Stop messing with my feelings. If you’re gonna leave me again, please just don’t enter my life again because I don’t want to experience that again. I don’t want to feel like dying again because it’s so hard.”
“I’m sorry”
“But you know what makes me angrier? It’s the happiness I’m feeling right now, because, I still fucking love you too!”
This time, I was the one to stare at you. You still love me too?
“I’m really sorry Jiminie for messing up four years ago. I’m really sorry. I can’t blame you if you hate me right now or if you can’t give me another chance but I want to grab this opportunity. If you say that you want me to get lost, I will but if you give me another chance, I promise that you won’t regret it. Please, Jiminie.”
You didn’t talk nor look at me for almost half an hour. I waited for you patiently because this is my only chance and I just can’t let this pass. You suddenly opened your bag and produced a paper and a pen and write something in there.
After a minute, you pushed the paper towards me and I was shocked to see the writings in the paper for it read:
I, Kim Taehyung, promise to love Park Jimin with all my heart and never leave him no matter what. If I failed to do this, I won’t be showing my face to Jimin again, wishing I’d be dead instead because Park Jimin will surely make my life like hell.
Signed by:
Kim Taehyung
Park Jimin
I smiled, you haven’t really change at all, you’re still cute.
“So this means that you’re giving me a chance?” I smiled at you and you blushed furiously.
“Can’t you tell?” You rolled your eyes while responding.
“Ah, I’m so happy. Thank you Jiminie, I won’t waste this chance, I promised.”
“You should.”
Jimin POV
I know that he has hurt me from the past and he left me alone but what can I do? I still love him and he loves me too. I don’t want any more drama in my life, all I want is to be happy and if giving him a chance is the start of my happy ending so be it.