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Fear was a constant notion in the life of an omega. Fear who will be your owner. Fear who will buy you. Fear who will take you. Fear for carrying children and fear for a happy delivery. Later fear usually turns into terror, questions about what will happen to the child, questions about if it would be taken away. At the dawn of the life of an omega terror usually turned into tragedy. Few people kept old omegas. Those often were resold, forced to act as slaves, or simply got rid of.
Kili was lucky so far. He was raised in a school for escort omegas, taught all the demanding rules of the world, table manners, conversations and charm. They were taught music, painting and dancing. He, and his two best friends Nori and Ori, along with other omegas were taught all about breeding. Not in practise but in theory. They would have to watch demonstrations, hear lectures about what to do and what not to do. And for any virgin omega it was all terrifying.
Just the idea that he would be sold, and later had to do all those things with some brutal primitive alpha, was killing Kili inside. He was worried for himself and his friends. And he wanted anything but being sold.
But eventually they got sold. Ten omegas from the last year, all fourteen or fifteen. All virgin and well taught. And most dead terrified of their fate. But worse was the fact that their new owner was not planning to use them. They were either going to be resold, or given away as gifts. And Kili feared both options. They were packed in a fancy carriage, and Ori clung to him with force, shacking on his whole body. Nori on his other side was a bit more calm but not less terrified.
They travelled nearly fifteen days. Being let out only for biological needs and to stretch a bit, each time under heavy guard. It was a horrible journey to a land far away from the place where they were raised. After the dreadful carriage it was four days at sea, with Nori throwing up all the time, and with Ori shacking for fear of the water.
“Where do you think they are taking us?” Kili whispered to Ori.
“We passed the valley of the Alora River, and we just passed the city of Molkor. Now we’re sailing north.” Ori analysed everything.
“So they are taking us to The Kingdom of Erebor?” Nori summed up.
“Seems so.” Ori grimaced.
“Why is that bad?” Kili asked him.
“They say bad things about people there.” Ori admitted. “Strong and brutal. Keen fighters.”
“Let’s pray...” Kili held both their hands as the sea view was slowly turning into a land view.
Later they were transported deep into the Kingdom of Erebor.
“That’s Dale...” Ori whispered as they were riding by a beautiful city on a hill.
“The capital?” Nori asked.
“Yes... this is where the Royal Court is...” Ori admitted.
Later they were asked out of the carriage, and engulfed by a chatter in a foreign language. Not understanding a word of the local language nearly drove Kili to tears. The man who bought them, a tall man with red hair, quickly divided them. Kili held Ori and Nori’s hands and somehow the three of them were left together.
Soon they saw the other omega taken away, to a beautiful house, and they were pushed back into the carriage. And driven to a beautiful location.
Kili deep inside knew he should be stunned to see the beautiful gardens and palace, but his heart was down and he hold both hands with fear. Soon they were pushed out and pushed onto the ground.
The man standing on the stairs had a regal demeanour, he just glanced at them and with a few quick words their fate was decided. No matter how strongly Kili held his friends’ hands they were pulled apart.
Kili was taken into a beautiful bath hall, the servants stripped him, forced him to enter the bath and washed his whole body. He was judged and prodded and analysed. Soon he was dried and forced to put on fancy expensive clothes. The servants were saying things to him, but Kili honestly had no idea what they were talking about. He was dead terrified.
No one even considered giving him some time to adjust or a good meal, before he knew it he was pushed into a fancy chamber. He sat down on the huge bed with absolutely no idea what to expect. Or how long he would have to wait.
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“So what did Dain want this time?” Fili hissed as his father returned to the council rooms.
“He came bearing gifts...” Thorin smiled.
“What kind of gifts?” Fili asked suspiciously.
“Had he returned already?” Balin mused.
“Let’s say it this way dear Son, you’ll find out when you go to your room to rest a bit...” Thorin’s smile spoke volumes. “And hear me well Son, if not for Bilbo... Well this gift would be waiting in my chambers not yours...” His crude laugh sounded in the hall. Fili gazed at him surprised.
“You got me an omega?” Fili was surprised. “I could just go to the harem... or to the market...” He grimaced. “I’m not sure I’d like an omega chosen by Dain.”
Balin’s laughed echoed in the chamber. “Dear Boy! Any alpha in the kingdom can only dream of seeing an Arden omega! They are the most beautiful omegas out there, fully trained in the art of love. Obedient like no other omegas, polite and well mannered. Most would dream to get even an older omega from that school.”
“What you got, is a virgin omega so beautiful even I find him tempting... not that I’d risk my life by offending Bilbo.” Thorin laughed.
Fili just inhaled unhappy. He was planning to ask his uncle to marry a beta girl he fancied a lot, an omega in his life was the last thing he needed. Sigrid was beautiful, well born and rich. His father would swallow the choice after a time. He had no idea how she would react to an omega in his life, and potential children from the act of breeding the omega.
“If you don’t like him, we’ll find you another omega.” Thorin assured him. “I’m not expecting you to have children this soon, but just have some fun. Arden ones are really well trained, if you happen to have a pup, Bilbo would be delighted to raise it.”
“I bet he would...” Fili grimaced. Bilbo, his father’s long time omega, loved children. Being pregnant with their third pup did not stop him from helping with all the kids around and bossing around the whole palace.
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Fili tried to avoid his rooms, but later he realised he just had to face what was awaiting him. He could just to go to sleep and leave the omega alone. He was the alpha after all, it was his decision to breed the omega or not.
So he slowly walked all the way to his private chambers, but nothing could prepare him for the sight he saw on his bed. The omega had long curly black hair. A darker complexion so unusual and alluring, he felt himself suddenly interested. The omega had a beautiful face, regular features and gorgeous thin eyebrows. But the real catch were the deep dark eyes. So dark, unlike any he had ever seen. His dad was right, this was the most beautiful omega he had ever seen.
The omega was staring back at him a bit nervous. He was shacking slightly from the cold, dressed only in a thin showing robe.
“Would you like something to eat?” He asked the omega. But there was no answer at all. The omega just continued glaring at him.
Fili slowly walked up the bed feeling unusually self conscious and attracted. He used the harem a few times, he had omegas, but there was simply something special about this one.
He sat down on the bed slowly. The omega still holding his glare.
“So how do you like it here?” He asked the omega, but again there was no answer.
He gently reached the traced the arm of the omega, and saw him shiver. Before his mind could even being to think about Sigrid his body made a move. His lips met the lips of the omega gently. It was a gentle kiss, his dad’s voice about this being a virgin was still ringing in his mind.
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Kili sat there so long, but the training he did was to wait patiently for the alpha. An omega always waits patiently. So he sat there, hungry and thirsty. Cold in the chilly room, not used to the cold of this Kingdom, and the thin clothes did not help.
The room was beautiful, he was taught to analyse things like richness of the people he encountered. He could easily see the most expensive Gala’ran carpets and curtains. The furniture was top class probably from Mirkwood and everything there screamed not rich, but filthy rich. His brain was working full speed. This alpha whoever he was, was someone of a high position. Keeping him happy might mean a good life at least for a while.
He heard the old stories of harem omega getting into the graces or rulers and dukes. He was so much more than just a harem omega, so he had a better chance. Even a few years of safety would be more than most omegas get. The longer he sat there hungry the more determined he was. His virginity could not stop him, once he got the alpha he had to satisfy him better than any other omega earlier. He wasn’t taught all the tricks just to let his only chance slip. He could not land in a harem fighting for the attention of one alpha over dozens of omegas who would probably want to kill him for being from Arden.
He almost dozed off when the door finally opened. For a moment panic kicked in, but later Kili realised this would not be difficult. The alpha was beautiful. Rich bright golden hair, and the most beautiful blue eyes. He was firm and strong, beautifully shaped muscles and showing huge strength. This was an alpha of his dreams. Young, strong and attractive. Kili dreaded bedding an older disgusting alpha, and this he could do with ease.
The alpha said something but he did not understand. Soon the alpha sat on the bed looking at him really carefully. Kili looked gently down trying to pretend to be shy, but in reality his whole gut was clenched with nerves. As the alpha tenderly kissed him, Kili felt a lash of lightning in his body. The lips tasting his were tender and soft. There was a lingering taste of something sweet, and Kili gently licked the lower lip, curious if that really worked as he was taught during lectures.
It did... the reaction he got was wild. The calmness of this alpha was just for show, as Kili gently showed him interest it went all crazy. The blond was a volcano of sexual energy, and it didn’t take a lot of effort from terrified Kili to lead the game.
The alpha was toying with his body, gently undressing and kissing paths with his lips, and tracing his body with his gentle fingers. Kili shivered half from fear and half from the expectations. He knew it would hurt the first time. But it wasn’t as bad as he feared. On entry there was a tingling of pain as his barrier was broken, but later it was beyond what he expected. He let himself linger half dazed, and then he simply forced forward.
He saw the surprise in the alpha’s eyes, but this was his one chance and virginity or not, Kili had to get his best out of it. As he sat on the alpha’s hips and took him in, Kili suddenly forgot all about his training and about his tactics. It was pure pleasure, and he was taking as much as he could, moving in a rhythm that seemed to please the alpha as well. Kili was stunned with the sheer volume of pleasure breeding gave.
Later as he lay in the warm strong arms of the alpha, he let himself feel safe for a while. Even if this would last only one night. He prayed this alpha would keep him at least for a while. Bedding him was just so nice and so pleasant he found himself wanting more, and dreaded doing it with someone else.
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Fili woke up warm and relaxed, for a moment he did not comprehend the source of the warmth and the source of the delightful smell. Damn the omega smelled like no one ever. His skin had a delicate fragrance of musk and sun. Shit bedding him meant his marriage with Sigrid was in danger, and that was what he had planned out. He gently stroked the omega’s back and felt himself tempted again. This omega was the biggest temptation in his life and somehow he did not really want that.
He saw those huge dark eyes gazed at him with a smile, and before he could name what he wanted the omega’s hands began roaming his body in a tender caress. The omega seemed a bit shy, but soon the shyness was replaced with curiosity. The omega did not have any inhibitions kissing any part of skin. When he gentle embraced Fili’s member he though he died and was in heaven. The gentle lips gave him the first experience. Normally Fili liked dictating everything, but there was something alluring in letting the omega do what he wanted. And he loved every single emotion those lips stirred in him. He gently traced the stunning long hair, he admired the silky locks and with a smile pulled the omega up, forcing him to straddle his hips.
Kili just smiled when the alpha motioned that he wanted the same as last night, to sit on his hips and take him in. And Kili loved it, having the alpha deep inside and dictating the pace was a dream come true. Kili did not hesitate even one moment, the pleasure of bedding this alpha was beyond what he imagined possible. He read about the forbidden pleasures, about the methods of making someone a slave, but as he was moving taking in the cock, he found himself falling. He was lost in the pleasure as well, a rare luxury for any omega.
Fili loved it, but then he felt impatient, as he grabbed the omega and flipped them. He saw a blink of surprise, but the new angle made the omega moan with delight even more. Fili wonder for a second why this omega reacted so strongly, but there was no trick, the omega aroused himself, and he could see the lust in his eyes. It was a game of two, not of one like with most of the harem omega. Those always pretended pleasure to get a better gift or higher position. This omega took sex as it was. With lust equal to his own.
Suddenly he felt happy, deep inside he knew it was his instincts, the primitive side of any alpha, satisfied sexually. The omega resting in his arms seemed special, and that warm feeling brought an extra feeling of content.
He gently reached for the omega and lifted him, carrying him into the bathroom with ease. He saw a smile on his face and he gently let him out of his arms just to pour water into the huge bath.
“A bath?” He asked and motioned the bath, the omega just nodded with a smile and got in after testing the water.
After a very long bath, and having the omega yet again, Fili just carried him back to the room, and called the servants.
Within a few minutes they brought in breakfast, and he saw a strong spark in those dark eyes, for a moment he wondered when the omega had his last meal. But when they sat down he ate with so elaborate table manners that Fili could not see the desperate hunger anymore. But after a few minutes he realised the omega did eat quite a lot and had a healthy appetite.
Later the servants brought in some clean clothes for the omega, but Fili had absolutely no idea what to do with him. He could not be locked in his chambers, and leaving him on his own did not seem reasonable. After a longer while he called in the servant and asked him to take the omega to the harem.
The last glare the omega sent his way was so desperate and full of disappointment Fili felt his heart break. He had duties, he had Sigrid, this was just an omega and he did not have to think deeply about his decision.