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The door closed with a bang. Matthews' coat was thrown on the couch as he sat down in complete silence.
Hanbin flinched slightly, the loud sound so close, almost next to him sending shock waves through his body.
He slowly placed his shoes in the closet and put his coat on the hanger, bracing himself for what's about to come.
He knew the second he and Matthew got in the car that Matthew was angry— pissed even.
He avoided eye contact, they barely talked and his whole body language exposed his displeasure. Hanbin just couldn’t figure out what caused Matthew to feel this way— what thing that he did send him over the edge.
The second the door closed their relationship changed.
They weren’t a pair of friends anymore.
Not best friends.
Not lovers.
But something only the two of them knew — only they understood .
Hanbin noticed the little trail of dirty footsteps Matthew left when he barged into their apartment but he decided not to bring it up, not right now.
Right now he had no righ t to lecture Matthew on anything.
He knew that.
The tension in the room was growing with every second, becoming almost suffocating.
Hanbin slowly walked to the couch where Matthew sat, leaned back in a relaxed position. He immediately noticed how tense his body looked, how even though he looked calm, Matthew's anger hadn't lowered at all since they got home.
“Hyung…”
Hanbin's soft voice filled the room, his small breath of words finally announcing to the room that someone was here.
Matthew looked up instantly and for the first time since they left the party, they made eye contact. Their eyes were locked in each other, their gazes completely different . Matthews was sharp, staring at Hanbin with no emotion, only power and complete dominance over the other lingering around.
Hanbin didn’t dare look away, he never would. He was right where he wanted to be — at a place he and Matthew knew the best.
Matthew ran a hand through his hair and only stared at him. He looked him up and down, analysing everything about him. His low and strong voice cut the small silence created in the room.
“Strip”
Hanbin’s eyes widened, surprise written all over his face. He wasn’t expecting this. He knew calling Matthew hyung in this situation was risky but it was all he could think of. His sudden command shocked him.
“What?”
His voice was quiet, his response quick, the reaction showing his confusion .
Matthews' eyes locked with Hanbin's again and it was clear Matthew found his reaction funny. Still he didn’t smirk or show his enjoyment. He spoke again, this time his voice lazed with demand.
“Strip to your panties. Now ”
He nodded his head forward, raised his eyebrows and gave Hanbin a look, the boy knew far too well. It told him everything he needed to know.
Without further questions Hanbin slowly pulled his sweater off, revealing a white T-shirt. His hands quickly got rid of it, now only his pants left. He didn’t waste a second and with his eyes still deeply staring into Matthews pulled them down.
He stood there only in his underwear— the underwear Matthew had bought him— completely exposed, only a small piece of fabric hiding his most intimate places.
Matthew was still fully dressed, his black jeans and his black t-shirt wrapped tightly around his body. His eyes moved from Hanbin's eyes to his chest then to his stomach, to his thighs, his pink nipples that were always sensitive to touch or the temperature, and finally to his lips.
Hanbin stood there and waited for what Matthew would say next. He didn’t feel shy standing this bare in front of him. Matthew has seen him like this many times before, explored his body and got to know every little corner of it. Hanbin could never feel shy with him— never.
“Kneel”
Matthew leaned forward, his elbows resting on his legs as he watched Hanbin drop to his knees without any objection.
Warmth started to spread through his whole body, the sight before him out of this world. His lips curved into a small smile, showing the little satisfaction.
“Hyung I—“
Matthews' smile disappeared when Hanbin spoke. His eyes darkened and the air in the room suddenly became almost unbearable to breathe in.
“Did I say you could speak?”
Matthew scoffed when Hanbin giggled in slight panic and waved his hands to try and come up with something smart to say back.
He gestured for him to be quiet and Hanbin stopped, dropping his head and looking at the floor. He looked like he was being scolded and Matthew couldn’t help but think about how cute he looks.
“Did you have fun earlier?”
Matthews' question lingered in the air and Hanbin slowly nodded. Even though he knew this wasn't the answer Matthew wanted to hear, he wanted to be honest. Matthew hated liars and Hanbin never wanted to be someone Matthew hated— it would break him.
“Was it fun licking the watermelon and trying to feed it to Gunwook? Too bad he saw you and you couldn’t play out your plan. And then I ate it, so lame right? Me eating the watermelon covered in your saliva and not Gunwook”
Matthews words cut the tension in the room, making it multiply and grow stronger and stronger.
Hanbin shook his head with every word Matthew spoke, his mouth open ready to defend himself, his arms wrapped around his body as a small wisp of wind entered the living room.
“No it wasn’t like that hyung, Gyuvin did all of it and he told me to play along so I—“
“So you did what he told you? You just let anyone control you?”
Matthew cut Hanbin off, his voice lower than before and with his eyes slowly ripping the boy apart.
Matthew wanted control. He wanted to be the only one to control Hanbin, to have him kneeling in front of him, listen to him. Just the thought that someone else would see Hanbin like this made him feel sick . Gyuvin was their friend and he knew he shouldn’t have been angry at a small thing like this. But everything in him was on fire . Hanbin should only listen to him— he should only submit to him.
Hanbin’s body reacted on its own, dismissing the earlier order as he crawled towards Matthew and kneeled before him, his hands finding Matthews immediately and interlocking them together.
His face looked serious and worried, his words spoken out quickly yet said with so much certainty Matthew was taken back for a second.
“No never only you hyung, I’ll let only you control me. I’m like this only for you, just like you want me , like you like me. You’ll always be the only one hyung, please I would never let anyone else see me like this, just you.”
Matthews' heart started beating fast but he ignored it. Hanbin's words eased his anger a little but when the memories flashed in his mind and he remembered all of the smiles and soft touches Hanbin and the rest shared, his blood boiled . He believed every word Hanbin said and he knew the boy truly meant it. But still he couldn’t let it go. Not tonight.
He reached out and cupped Hanbin's face, caressed his cheek and let his lips curve into a smile. Hanbin smiled too but his smile was uncertain . It appeared only because Hanbin thought Matthew wanted that.
“Then why did you listen to him? You want someone else to have your spit in their mouth that bad?”
Hanbin shook his head and looked up at Matthew with glassy eyes, begging for him to believe him. Matthew brushed his thumb against his bottom lip and shoved his finger in. Hanbin opened his mouth without objection. Quickly Matthew replaced the thumb with his index finger pushing it deep in, his middle finger following right behind.
Hanbin's tongues wrapped around them as Matthew pushed them in and out, digging into his mouth with no patience, his touch rough and fast. Hanbins moans echoed through the room, chin covered in drool as Matthew's pace only grew. His hand rested on Matthews knees, holding himself up for support. Matthew held his head in place, controlling his movement completely.
The rhythm Matthew was pushing his fingers in was getting too fast for Hanbin, his little cries for a break, ignored . When Matthew finally pulled them out, Hanbin's lungs gathered all the air they could as he coughed out and took quick breaths. His lips were wet from the drool, his eyes leaving Matthew for a second to collect himself from the sudden intrusion in his mouth, causing Matthew to grab his face and pull him back under his control.
“Open your mouth”
Hanbin opened his mouth and stared at him, trying to read what Matthew would do next. Everything felt different tonight. Matthew was different.
Hanbin liked it. He loved it.
Matthew leaned closer and it almost looked like he was going in for a kiss. But he wasn't . When he got close enough he spat in Hanbin's mouth and watched how Hanbin's eyes widened in shock .
“You like spit that much? Have it. Swallow.”
His voice was demanding, his eyes holding Hanbin in place. Hanbin listened and swallowed it down. The feeling was weird, the action something he would have never expected. He didn't know what to do with his hands as he played with the hem of his underwear and stared up, being completely under Matthews mercy. Matthew could do anything he wanted to him and he would let him.
“Pants, off”
Matthew nodded down to his own pants and back at Hanbin, giving him a clear order to undress him. Hanbin acted immediately, his hands undoing Matthews belt and unzipping his zipper. Slowly he dragged them down, Matthew lifting his hips in help as his hands rested on the couch, watching Hanbin move. He was observing every move he made, his heart raising with every second.
Hanbin's hands moved in confidence, quick and steady. Only when Matthew sat in his underwear did his touch become a little hesitant . He didn't know if Matthew wanted him to take his boxers off but he also wasn't sure if he was allowed to speak. In hopes that his eyes could tell Matthew everything he wanted, Hanbin looked up and locked their eyes together. Matthew was already waiting for him, nodding and running his fingers through Hanbin's hair as the boy slowly pulled his boxers off.
Matthews dick was already hard, the mere scene of Hanbin on his knees so willing to be ordered around, causing him to leak pre cum. Blush spread to his cheeks but he didn't pay attention to it. Hanbin's eyes never left his even with his length right before him.
Matthews grip on Hanbin's hair tightened, pushing his head forward, their gazes still connected. Matthew nodded and only then did Hanbin break eye contact and looked at Matthews leaking erection. Matthew didn't wait for Hanbin to get ready or hear his order. He led his head to his dick and placed himself in Hanbin mouth, which waited open and ready. He pushed his cock deep in without warning, hitting the back of Hanbin's throat, a small gasp for air escaping Hanbin's mouth.
Matthew smirked and picked up his pace from the very start pushing deep in, holding Hanbin's head in place, not letting him move. Hanbin's hands gripped his thighs and begged for air but Matthew ignored. He knew how long and how strong Hanbin could take. Hanbin's chin was dripping with his drool, his moans filling the whole room.
Suddenly Matthew pulled up and Hanbin took a deep breath, his breathing quick, eyes filled with tears. He was caught off guard, not ready for the sudden fullness in his mouth. Matthew didn't let him rest though, his hand still held his head and kept it in place. He brushed his dick against his lips, Hanbin sucking on the tip before he spread the leaking pre cum all over his cheeks, slapping him and pushing Hanbin mouth back on it.
Even though he caught Hanbin by surprise every time, Hanbin's mouth wrapped around his length perfectly . His tongue played with the tip, his lips wrapped around him and took him whole. It was just the way Matthew liked. Just the way he wished.
He couldn't hold back anymore as his pace quickened, pushing Hanbin's head down and pulling him back up. He let his dick rest in his mouth as Hanbin whimpered for air, grabbing the couch and moving around. Matthew stayed still and pulled out only when he saw Hanbin was struggling. His dick was covered in Hanbin's drool mixed with his leaking cum. Matthew was reaching his high and Hanbin's warm mouth was keeping him under a spell. He didn't want to part from it.
“Fuck you're perfect baby”
“You're so good for me”
He pushed in again, Hanbin struggling to breathe but letting Matthew do anything he wanted. Matthew pushed himself all the way in, his legs wrapping around Hanbin and keeping him firmly in place. The new weight on his shoulders and around his head shocked Hanbin, but as he moaned, Matthew knew he was okay. He pushed Hanbin away just so he could take a quick breath and then shoved himself deep in again.
“Hy– un–” Hanbin couldn't speak, every little breath he took overpowered by Matthew's length in his mouth.
Matthew leaned back, his eyes closed as the pleasure consumed him and warmth spread throughout his whole body. His breathing quickened as he was reaching his orgasm, Hanbin's moans ringing in his ears. He could feel Hanbin was getting tired and his tongue slower. He pushed him down even more and with a single push, released in his mouth.
Hanbin's loud moan echoed through the room as Matthew petted his head and slowly pulled out, all of his cum staying in Hanbin's mouth. Hanbin was shaking, his body couldn't stay still. Matthew quickly realized Hanbin had come untouched. Came purely from having his dick in his mouth.
He couldn't stop the smile that covered his face, the earlier anger disappearing completely. He noticed Hanbin's mouth was still full, the boy looking up at him, his face covered in tears and the earlier precum. Matthew nodded at him and Hanbin opened his mouth again.
Gently he pushed his finger in and pressed down on his tongue, making the boy shiver. He swirled the cum around and closed Hanbin's mouth, leaning closer, his whispers brushing against Hanbin's face. Their faces were inches apart, eyes locked in each other.
Matthew opened his mouth and nodded. Hanbin immediately figured out what he was trying to tell him. As precisely as he could, Hanbin slowly straightened up and dropped the little puddle of cum mixed with his spit into Matthews mouth. Matthew waited and the second his mouth was filled he swallowed it down. His body reacted immediately— pleasure and satisfaction taking over.
Hanbin stared at him with an unreadable expression, his hair glued to his forehead, his eyes still wet from the earlier tears. Matthew stared deeply into his eyes and he knew Hanbin loved what he was seeing. Loved to see Matthew taking something so intimate from him.
Matthew reached out and caressed Hanbin's cheek while sucking on his fingers, making them covered in his spit. He softly placed them in Hanbin's mouth, the distance between them growing smaller and smaller. Every little breath Hanbin took, Matthew could feel on his fingers, making fire spread through his whole body,
“Don't play like that with others ever again.”
Hanbin slowly nodded, his eyes soft and innocent, leaning into Matthew's touch. Matthew pulled his fingers out and pressed a soft kiss to his lips.
“I won't hyung. I'll only play with you”
Matthew was pleased with the answer as he cupped Hanbin's face and pulled him into a kiss. Their tongues found each other instantly, exploring each other's mouths and tasting the earlier cum that was still lingering around. Matthews' hands quickly found their way to Hanbin's back, his waist and pulled him up, the boy now sitting in his lap. Hanbin's fingers were tangled in Matthew's hair, moaning into the kiss and rocking his hips forward.
Matthew could feel his dick awakening again, the feeling of Hanbin's ass making him feel insane. Hanbin moved in a steady rhythm, his hips rocking forward and pressing slightly down. Every move sent Matthew closer to insanity . Hanbin's taste in his mouth, his tongue exploring every little space on his neck, Hanbin's fingers in his hair— Matthew didn't know what to feel anymore. All he knew was that Hanbin was everything he ever wanted. Everything he needed.
Hanbin attached himself to his neck and started pressing kisses all the way down, behind his ear, sending Matthew to a whole new dimension. The little hyungs he let out, sent shock waves straight down to his dick, that was already trying to press itself against Hanbin's ass.
Matthews' hands were glued to Hanbin's waist, his fingers pressing deep in, trying to follow the rhythm of his steady hips. Matthew was failing, the simple feeling of Hanbin's soft skin, making him hypnotized .
His heart was beating so fast, Matthew couldn't ignore it anymore, his breathing was getting quicker, desire and passion consuming him.
“Baby I— fuck”
Hanbin gently bit Matthews ear and twirled his fingers in his hair, making him lose all his focus. He was losing control and his ability to think. All that was running in his mind right now was Hanbin, Hanbin, Hanbin.
When a soft whisper filled the air around them, Matthew didn't hold back anymore and pushed the boy to the couch, making space for himself in between his legs. His hold on Hanbin's waist tensed up, his black t-shirt thrown on the floor. His eyes were stuck on the blushing boy in front of him who was giving him his whole body, his eyes pulling him in like a siren .
His earlier whispers echoed in Matthews mind, the need to devour the boy growing stronger and stronger.
“Fuck me hyung, please fuck me”