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Nature of a Doll

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Souryuu Asuka Langley absolutely can't stand Ayanami Rei and that fake little perfect doll she always acts like. But she also can't bring herself to stop having sex with her. For sure it's just a relationship of convenience for Asuka but she can't fathom what Rei has to gain from anything they're doing. What would a doll even want with sex from the beginning?

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Sprawled on her back on a bed that wasn’t her own, with exactly as much clothing on as she wore at the moment she was born, sweaty and trembling, hard of breathing, brain barely working from the stimuli it was subjected to, that was the state of the great Souryuu Asuka Langley.

Asuka’s hips bucked against the pleasure she received and forced her to bite her lip to not let shocked neighbors know exactly what activity was going on in this usually lonely room. Impatient as ever she ran her right hand across her belly and grasped a tight hold of her breast. She teased her nipple, sensitive as heck from all the stimulus her body's been put through, and the double source of pleasure made her body flinch.

Asuka looked down to see that light blue hair of the girl lying naked on her stomach between Asuka’s legs. Ayanami Rei had her eyes closed and as usual her face showed no discernable emotion whatsoever. But like a well oiled machine her tongue sought out and pleased every fold of Asuka’s dripping pussy. Asuka hated to admit it about that annoying doll of a girl but damn has she gotten good at this. That tongue of her’s can seek out and punch right at one’s weak spots without missing a beat and just keep on going. Maybe Rei actually can learn something new, but then again even an actual doll could be programmed to be good at sex.

Part of her hated that she had gotten used to this. Sneaking off to Rei’s run down disaster of an apartment that she had to help clean occasionally to make it look like a person actually lived there. Then in a place she could barely stand and together with a person or something like that she loathed they would hook up.

But her body craved for some kind of intimacy and her preferred sources of it wouldn’t give her anything. It’s not like she’s a lesbian or something, but it’s also not like your body cares all that much about which gender the skin that’s rubbing against your privates belongs to. Rei is just an easy let out for her sexual frustrations, like literally easy, she just tells Rei she wants sex and she gets it, no strings attached, it’s like she’s got a personal prostitute but for free! So really it could have been anyone, all that’s important is that it’s convenient and feels good.

Though she can still remember that moment this messed up arrangement came into being. That time Rei found her rummaging around some of Kaji’s personal items in a lonely room of NERV’s headquarters and accused her of being a pervert.

“Asuka. Can’t you see this is wrong?” Rei said while pressing herself between Asuka and her loot.

“Easy for you to say!” Asuka stepped back and put her fists on her hips. “Not everyone is a perfect little porcelain doll who can only think of acting all perfect all the time!”

“I’m not a doll. But even if I was that's no excuse to let your libido be in control of your actions.”

“If it bothers you so much then just fuck me yourself!” Asuka called out in frustration not at all thinking about the implications of the words but just seeking some way to make Rei get she’s not welcome in her presence.

“So that is an order?”

“Eh?” Asuka flinched, an order? To fuck?

That must have been some lame attempt at acting human by making a horrible joke, yet Rei just kept staring back at her with her face firm as a rockface and it being so hard to read made Asuka uncomfortable.

“Y-yeah sure it’s an order! Obey me doll or I’ll report your refusal to NERV!” She said with an awkward giggle, that little joke could get her in a whole heap of trouble if anyone had overheard. Talking about fucking in a place like this is bad enough, but to falsely claim NERV’s authority as your own could get you some long and intense correctional talks strapped to a chair.

“… I see. Perhaps that way you would at least behave when at NERV. I suppose I have no choice then. But I'll still make sure you behave for the rest of the day.”

“Eh?” Asuka was left standing in awe at what she had just heard. Then Rei grabbed her arm and led her outside while Asuka didn’t even know what she was supposed to get angry about, like surely there was something but that required her actually understanding what was going on.

Asuka had assumed it was all some advanced prank of Rei’s. And when she was invited to go over to Rei’s apartment after school she had doubted the invitation’s intentions a whole lot. But in the end she played along. No way Rei was serious but Asuka can’t deny being curious of her real motives. And if her plan involved anything underhanded Asuka was confident she could take lithe as a stick-figure doll Rei in hand to hand combat any day of the week. So from her point of view there was no risk involved and would at the very least kill some time and leave Rei a losing mess.

Well imagine her shock upon arriving at Rei’s apartment and as soon as Asuka had closed the door behind them she turned back to see Rei had already stripped herself naked.

“What the!?” Asuka shouted and pressed her back against the door.

“I can’t say I know a lot about this. So can you inform me on how you prefer it Asuka?”

“You were serious!?”

“I was commanded to as you called it, fuck you.”

“Why you-” Asuka stopped herself just short of calling Rei a stupid doll with the loudest most sharp voice she could produce.

Surely it’s just part of the plan. By going full offence and acting climbing on the walls levels of crazy Rei had calculated on and almost succeeded in getting Asuka to break down. She hadn’t expected these kinds of tactics, but if that’s how it is then Asuka’s got no choice but to up the ante to match.

“Fine then.” Asuka stepped forward, pulling aside her hair to get to removing her suspenders and loosening the hem of her skirt. Then she pulled the skirt down while hooking her thumbs in her panties on the way. “Ever eaten pussy before?” She looked right at Rei from the moment her panties hit the floor, there’s no way she’ll be the first to break in a duel of wills against Rei of all people.

Rei said she hadn’t. But that didn't stop Asuka’s bluffs from being called one after the other all the way until it was too late to back out, and during that afternoon Rei for sure had eaten a whole lot of Asuka’s pussy.

And that was just the first time.

It would turn into a regular thing. But no way in hell was it because Asuka liked it! It was pleasure, nothing more and nothing less. The body craves it and Rei is stupid enough to give it to her while asking for nothing in return. A way to blow off steam and even Asuka couldn’t deny the outlet made her calmer even outside the bedroom. It’s like getting massage therapy, just with orgasms on the side.

Back in the present Asuka felt her hips tighten. She grunted and stopped groping herself to instead grab hold of that annoying doll’s hair and press Rei tighter against her pussy so she could grind it against the doll’s face. Rei didn’t react to it at all, the only effect was that her tongue would now struggle to find enough room to lick across the trembling folds. Asuka would be furious of that show-off going on like nothing could distract her from her goal if she wasn’t so damn close to cumming!

Asuka’s free hand reached back and grabbed a tight hold of the bed and its white sheets that had been supplied by Asuka. Rei had no sense of cleanliness and Asuka wouldn’t be found dead having sex in a bed as filthy as what Rei used to sleep on, except for that first time that is.

“Graaahh!” Asuka pressed her hips up so hard she lifted Rei’s face but nothing could stop Rei from making the orgasm arrive and trigger the impactful throbbing of Asuka's body. Her voice had betrayed her pleasure but prying neighbors weren’t something she cared about right now. Her stomach almost doubled over from the intensity of the pleasure she had to ride out, damn that stupid Rei can make her feel so good it’s just unreasonable.

Asuka let go of Rei and threw her arms back to grab and violently pull at a cushion while barely holding back more cries, her whole body was vibrating in sweet pleasure. While Asuka was in a mess of a roller coaster of emotions Rei just kept licking along her spread lips all the way until the last trembles of her climax had ebbed out into nothingness.

Rei raised her head, shining with sticky releases sourced from Asuka’s pleasure, and across the sweaty body splayed out in front of her taking long and deep breaths of recovery, looked right into Asuka’s still shaky eyes.

“Was that satisfactory Asuka?”

“What does it look like!?”

It irritated Asuka unreasonably much to hear Rei ask it so damn casually. She’s been going at her pussy for the better part of an hour and it’s all just like nothing for her. It’s not like she wants Rei to enjoy it, but she could at least make it sound a little bit more special than if she had just slurped at a lukewarm soda.

Rei sat up on her knees. “Will that be enough or do you desire more?” Rei asked, again as like the subject at hand was ordering takeout food and not literal sex between two humans, or at least a doll and a human.

“It’s enough.” Asuka said and pulled herself up to a sitting position. She could have kept going, she's still senstive even after already having been put through four orgasms just this session, but Rei’s coldness wasn't exactly setting the mood for more. But it's not like she's saying there's ever a time stupid Rei could get her in the mood!

“Okay then. Thank you for the time.” Rei said and made a small bow.

Asuka felt conflicted looking at Rei all calm and collected while she’s still in the physical and mental mess four orgasms can put a girl in, she could feel her hair sticking all over her body and would need a good hour in the shower at minimum just to get presentable again. While Rei would act as if nothing special had happened and send her home.

“That’s it?”

“It was you who said it was enough.” Rei said while she crawled off the bed and stood up.

“Rei, seriously.” Asuka sighed and shook her head. “Don’t you want anything from this?”

“What do you mean?” Rei turned to look down at Asuka.

What does she mean Rei asks, but how hard can it be to get? Asuka’s lost count of how many times they’ve had sex like this. And during all those times not once, not even a little, has she touched Rei in a way that would grant her sexual pleasure. And it had finally weirded Asuka out too much that Rei would always let that fact slide.

“The sex you dummy! You ate me out for an hour and are fine to just let me go home as usual?”

“Should I not be?” Rei asked and tilted her head.

“You’re fine with the sex being completely one sided?”

“… Yes.”

“Well I don’t get it! Are you disgusted at the thought of my touch?” Asuka asked and Rei tilted her head to the other side. Asuka prepared to punch the lights out of the doll should the answer be the expected one.

“… No.” Rei said and Asuka flinched from the shock.

“Then what! Do you touch yourself and masturbate as soon as I leave?”

“… No.”

“So then what do you do when I leave!?” Asuka flailed her arms and hit them against the bed, these robotic answers could erode the patience of a freaking saint!

“Sleep I guess. Or study.”

“What the heck! Are you trying to say you’ve never even masturbated this whole time!?”

Rei tilted her head back again. “Should I have?”

“Well it sure is weird that you haven’t! How can you claim to not be a doll if you have no sexual desire? Not even while literally having sex with someone! Like seriously, maybe not often but you must masturbate sometimes?”

“… No.”

“The heck!”

“Is there a point to this questioning except calling me a doll? If not then you are free to go.” Rei straightened her neck and then didn’t move a single muscle while she stared down at Asuka.

“Grrrrr!” Asuka crossed her arms and grinded her teeth. This shouldn’t even be an issue for her but she’s sick of this doll making everything feel weird. She’s long wondered if the blue haired girl is human at all and now she wanted to find out for real. “You know what, alright!”

“What?” Rei asked and watched how Asuka jumped across the bed and stood up in front of her.

“I’m feeling curious, that’s all, just want to try something.” Asuka grabbed Rei and pushed her towards the bed. Rei resisted a little but Asuka pushed harder until Rei fell onto her back and was quickly followed by Asuka climbing on top of her.

“What are you doing?” Rei tried sitting up but Asuka pressed her hand onto Rei’s chest to stop her. Then Asuka sat up straddling Rei’s naked form.

“Returning the favor.” Asuka put her long and ring finger in her mouth and licked them so they got wet with spit. “Just don’t go imagining this will be a regular thing.”

Like she said, it’s not like she’s a lesbian or even likes having sex with Rei. But Rei having no clue about her own sexuality is frustrating beyond belief. Surely even a doll this life-like will react to sexual stimulation, she just must and that’s what drove Asuka to action right now. It’s nothing at all like being even a tiny bit attracted to Rei. Asuka’s body is just filled with desire that needs an outlet and Rei’s body just happens to be a convenient such, and breaking Rei in the process would just be the sweetest reward there is.

Feeling they lacked enough lubrication Asuka licked her fingers again and leaned forward to hover directly above Rei and glare her directly in that annoying face. The slightly gaping mouth made her look confused, not bad, it's a start at least. Asuka pressed her leg between Rei’s to separate them, then her other leg to really get some room. Rei still gaped with her mouth as if she was a birdhouse but hasn’t tried running away so far. Not that Asuka would let her run away at this point and her hand resting below Rei’s armpit in fact didn’t give her much room to move at all.

Now properly slobbered in spit Asuka ran her fingers along Rei’s body, stopping at her modest but annoyingly still bigger than Asuka’s own breasts, noting she got the doll to flinch a little when teasing at the nipples. A curious reaction, but this isn’t a cute little game, she intends to press this doll all the way to its limit.

To save on lubrication she ran her thumb down Rei’s belly and it twitched under her finger. Asuka cracked a smile. The body is capable of feeling something at least, now then for how her mind will react,

Asuka ran her wet fingers down Rei’s slit and it made her flinch again and Asuka again cracked a smile. Something is appearing there behind that façade of a doll, and she needs to see it in it’s full glory.

Asuka pulled apart Rei’s lips and then curled the ring and middle finger before pressing them right inside the doll, her preparation meant the lubrication was enough to press inside all the way until Rei’s pussy had swallowed her fingers whole and what do you know, Rei’s whole body flinched and her eyes got wide. Emotions like that of a human, this is turning into something much more interesting than she expected.

“Asuka, what are you doing?“ Rei asked while looking right at her.

“Stop complaining! You should see it as a privilege that I’m even touching you, let alone fingering you.”

“Asu—!“

Rei’s complaint was silenced by her body jerking from Asuka almost pulling out her fingers only to slam them inside again. Asuka leaned forward until her nose almost touched Rei’s and glared her dead in the eyes. Then it was time, let’s see what kind of doll she's dealing with here.

Asuka’s fingers got to work and she had no plans to pause or go easy. Rei’s soft flesh hugged her fingers as they over and over traveled along the insides of her pussy to feel it all. But that’s nothing special, she’s not enjoying the feeling in the slightest, just like masturbating doesn’t mean you like fucking yourself, this is just the method she’s chosen to break the doll.

And soon she started seeing results.

First it was the breathing. It turned irregular and her chest would rise higher than normal and her belly would drop further. That egged Asuka on in the search for more. Her fingers fervent in their search for how far their touch could push Rei.

Rei bit down to swallow a groan, but Asuka didn’t miss that beat. She pressed on, occasionally catching the clit with her thumb while ruthlessly pounding inside Rei and the sight could make her smile, and finally their little stare off would came to an end.

Rei closed her eyes and clenched her teeth while deep gasps made it though her attempted fortitude. There it was, the thing she’s searched for, an authentic weakness in the emotional armor of the doll. Asuka said nothing, she was dead focused on making this doll a mess, or as one could say, to fuck her silly.

Asuka leaned in further and grabbed behind Rei’s back, not bothered enough to pull back at the sudden warmth of Rei’s body now pressing up against her own, nor to do anything about it at all. Asuka couldn’t care less how soft Rei’s breasts were when pressed against her own, or how tight Rei's belly felt when it squirmed and rubbed against Asuka while quickly being covered in sweat. Despite the huge smile that had spread from cheek to cheek on Asuka’s face she’s not enjoying Rei's body in the slightest. She's just got her aim at a goal and at this point nothing could stop her from seeing that finish line.

Asuka gritted her teeth and started breathing heavy herself. But she got right up to see it first hand at point blank range. Rei throwing her head from side to side, wrinkling her forehead, gasping for air, flickering with her unsteady eyes, whimpering in pleasure, crying out in pleasure!

Hah! Guess Asuka had been in the wrong all along after all. This isn’t the face of a doll, no doll can make these faces, and surely not in this wide variety. Turns out all that’s needed is to turn her pussy into a sopping mess and even a rock faced doll like Rei will break and show she’s just as filthy as any human out there. She can act all high and mighty all she wants but from this day on Asuka knows she’s just as bad as herself behind that façade. Rei was making more expressions with her face each second than Asuka had ever seen her do in all the time she’s known her, and it was all from the pleasure she claimed to not care about.

And it only drove Asuka further into frenzy, her arm tightened from violently shoving her fingers into Rei, but she’ll see it hrough. Asuka's face drew right up until she could feel Rei’s desperate cries tickle her own smiling face. She’ll break this doll down into a shivering mess just like any horny girl out there, just the same like she’s done to Asuka over and over while claiming she’s just a deviant pervert.

Rei grabbed a sudden tight hold of Asuka’s shoulders and clenched her teeth desperately, but the distraction couldn’t get Asuka to slow down even a little, and in fact even drove her to not be able to contain herself anymore,

“Cum for me you stupid doll!” Asuka cried out.

And then she finally heard the reward, the sweet sound of Rei throwing back her head and crying out louder than she’s ever been heard. Asuka slowed her hand to feel the soft flesh pulsing against her digits and she couldn’t help grinning. She actuallly made the doll cum. Hah! She knew the miss perfect thing was a charade all along. And here’s the proof held right in her arms. Rei’s naked body throbbing against her’s in total surrender to pleasure.

Asuka toyed with Rei’s pussy all the way until the orgasm left her body and she settled her back against the bed.

Suddenly Rei’s hand grabbed a hold of Asuka’s chin so cramped it pressed her mouth open.

“I’m,” Rei grunted in a bated breath and opened her eyes to glare directly at Asuka. “not a doll!” Rei shouted so intensely traces of spit hit against Asuka's face.

Asuka should have been flipping furious at how rough Rei got with her, that grip of her's is painful for real, but instead she got frozen in fascination. Rei’s face was furrowed so hard it showed wrinkles never formed before, and her body heaved just as much if not more than during her orgasm. This utter frustration was another fascinating side of Rei she hadn’t ever seen brought out before.

“I get it!” Asuka’s voice was distorted by the grip around her mouth and only after a long glare did Rei let go of her. Asuka sat up and took her free hand to rub her aching chin. “Maybe you’re not a doll after all, but you sure are a sore loser.”

“What do you claim that I lost?”

“By proving yourself as not being a doll, you also proved you’re just as weak to pleasure as you claim me to be.”

Asuka pulled her fingers out of Rei and brought them up to her own mouth to lick the salty stickiness clean. But it’s not like Rei's taste is enjoyable, it’s just a practical way to clean up and the resulting confusion on Rei’s face was just a sweet bonus.

“I guess… I can understand your body desiring this. I’ve never experienced such an overload of my mind combined with total loss of control of my body. But that’s no excuse to let the search for this sensation lead your decisions and cause trouble.”

“You seriously think I want to get horny like someone flicking on a button!?”

Asuka leaned to the side and sat down next to Rei while shaking her arm to get some proper blood flow going again, she’s not even been this sore after arm day at the gym. It’s kind of impressive Rei held on as long as she did.

Rei slowly sat up, visibly strained and body covered in sweat. Just as bad of a mess that Asuka was in, a payback sweeter than imagined. But like she said it’s not like she enjoys having sex with Rei! It just leads to other positive feelings completely coincidental and utterly unrelated to the sex itself!

“Asuka, what was the point of that?”

“To check how the doll works.”

“I’m not a—“

Rei was silenced by a finger of Asuka’s suddenly pointed right up in her face.

“I know! I know! But unless I see you actually act like a human at NERV or school then I’ll keep calling you a doll!”

Asuka jumped out of the bed and grabbed her panties from the floor.

“You’re leaving?” Rei asked.

“What? You were ready to send me packing earlier.”

Asuka stepped into her panties and pulled them up then reached to get her skirt and stepped into it and pulled it up to her hips to fasten it.

“I was ordered to please you. But to end it like this then haven’t I failed the order?”

“The heck!?” Asuka grabbed her shirt and held it against her chest. “You’re acting like this is some contract with set rules.”

“Well it’s always been the same. I eat you out until you’re content and then you leave, but now you were the giving party at the end and I can only assume you’re not entirely satisfied.” Rei’s voice was so calm it triggered a loud grunt from Asuka.

“You know Rei,” Asuka pulled her shirt over her head and stuck out her arms and jumped around half to get it on properly and half because all the frustration at Rei. “I take it back. You are a doll!” She said as she pulled up her skirts suspenders to finalize her uniform.

Rei stood up and looked right at Asuka with that all too familiar deadpan face she usually does.

“Why would you go back on your claim?”

“Because you can drive anyone insane with those assumptions! If you don’t want me to call you a doll then stop claiming I just want sex all the time!”

“But you ask for sex so often.”

“Gaaaah!” Asuka grabbed her school bag and raised her arms into the air. “I’m out of here and don’t you think I’m ever coming back!” Asuka ran to the door, stepping into her shoes on the way, then pulled the door open and slammed it shut on her way out. Leaving Rei staring at the closed door from over at the bed with her head tilted to the side.

Suddenly the door opened again and Asuka stomped inside all the way past Rei and behind the bed where she leaned down to grab her bra from the floor.

“I just forgot this!” Asuka held up her bra for Rei to see and then shoved it into her bag. “Now there’s nothing else for me at this place so I hope you’ll have a good time in this hellhole without me coming by to visit and actually keep the place livable.”

“I see. I suppose I have no choice but to keep you under surveillance instead.”

On her way back out Asuka turned her head to give Rei a sharp glare in passing and then slammed the door shut on her way out again. Again Rei just stood still and looked over to where Asuka had disappeared.

It took about ten seconds before the door opened again and Asuka stood with wide legs right in the opening.

“Seriously! I won’t come back you know. I’ll show you that I’m a strong woman who’s not at all under control of such bodily functions as lust!”

Asuka slammed the door shut again and shut it remained for about another ten seconds.

“I’ve got plenty of other important things to do, like studying, a weekend full of EVA training and then tests. Why I’m such a distinguished young woman I won’t even find any time to as much as think about sex between saving the world and flaunting my skills!”

Again the door slammed shut but this time it remained shut for just for a few seconds.

“Like seriously! I haven’t got time to have sex, why Monday’s test is half the grade on its own! With such pressure how can anyone think about anything else!?”

A sudden beat of silence while the door was still opened.

“But like I might be thinking about sex later on Monday so keep your evening schedule clear.” Asuka’s voice had suddenly become low and squeamish and she hurriedly slammed the door shut again as soon as she finished the sentence.

This time the door remained shut long enough for Rei to believe it was the real deal. So when Asuka opened the door again Rei had moved from her rooted position, meaning this time Asuka saw Rei standing around stark naked as usual and leaning forward while looking through her fridge. Like the fridge is literally just a couple of steps from the door, pretty much the first thing you’ll see when getting inside, and she’s just standing there letting the fridge light illuminate and show off every feminine curve she’s got!

“And seriously start locking the door! What if a creep comes and gets you!?”

Rei removed a bottle of water from the fridge, uncorked it and drank a couple of gulps before corking it again.

“But then how would you get inside?”

“Like I’ll knock and you come to open the door at that time just like any normal human being living in something with a lockable door would do! Or like leave a key somewhere! It was me now but anyone could have opened the door and seen all of your lady bits hanging around!”

Rei put away the bottle and closed the fridge then looked at Asuka again.

“I guess that is true.”

“Aaaaah! You drive me nuts! If you’re not a doll then start caring for your own safety!” Asuka stepped outside and pulled the door until there was just a crack open. “I’m standing outside here until I hear you locking the door. And don’t you dare leave me outside all evening unless you want to be constantly called a doll for the rest of your life!”

Asuka slammed the door shut and as promised this time it remained shut while she waited outside.

Rei slowly walked over to the door and looked at it. She reached out her hand and grabbed the lock that squeaked from disuse.

“That's not a definition of a doll. But I guess if you’re so worried,”

Rei locked the door to more squeaks of old disused metal, and on the other side Asuka grunted. It’s not like she cares for Rei, it’s just that if someone comes along and breaks the doll then she’s back to having nothing to keep her frustrations in check, that’s literally the only reason she cares!

Then a metallic rattle made Asuka look down to see a small key had been pressed through the gap under the door that she reached down to collect.

“Maybe you’re not a doll. But you are a convenient idiot.” Asuka put away Rei’s key safely and then stomped her way home to get a good long shower. She was conflicted on whether this day in the end proved her right or Rei right. Like the sex might have been bonkers but she can also think about plenty of other things! And she’s still not convinced Rei isn’t just a doll. Expensive dolls can have many expressions, and Rei might have seemed understanding but she’ll bet Rei just locked the door because she was told to, just like when she’s told to have sex with Asuka she does just that, just like an obedient doll!

And in no way whatsoever does she like having sex with Rei! Asuka coming back for more is proof of nothing!