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Of Ash and Devotion

Summary:

As Daenerys Targaryen marches north to face the dead, she finds herself a stranger in a land that remembers only her father’s fire. But beside her stands Ser Jorah Mormont, loyal, steady, and Northern-born. In the cold of Winterfell, something warmer begins to stir. A slow-burn love story set alongside the same story and timeline as Of Steel and Shadow.

 

DUE TO SCHOOL I WILL BE PUTTING A PAUSE ON THIS FIC UNTILL FURTHER NOTICE. I HOPE IT WILL NOT BE LONGER THEN 6 MONTHS! (I am graduating this year and start my graduation assignment in january)

ON HIATUS FOR NOW

Notes:

I love both Arya and Sandor and Jorah and Dany relationships, I wanted to give Jorah and Dany a bit more spotlight time, but seeing Of Steel and Shadows is Arya/Sandor as main ship, I decided to make a Jorah/Dany fic in the same timeline as Of Steel and Shadows

Chapter 1: The Dragon and The Bear

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Winterfell rose out of the snow like a carved monolith, old and somber, wrapped in the colorless hush of deep North. A heavy snowfall blanketed the roofs and battlements, muffling the world in white. The wind was sharp, cutting through even Daenerys’s furs, biting at her cheeks and lips. Yet she did not flinch.

She rode at the head of the army beside Jon Snow. They had spoken often in the early days of the march, sharing quiet moments beneath starlit skies and murmured plans over campfires. But the closer they drew to Winterfell, the quieter he became. Each mile north seemed to settle something colder between them, he was returning home, and in that nearness, he began to feel farther from her. She didn’t press. She only rode beside him, watching the way his eyes lingered on the horizon, already half-claimed by the North.

Behind them rode Missandei and Grey Worm, silent but observant. The heavy clomp of hooves and the quiet clink of Unsullied armor filled the air. Daenerys turned her head slightly to glance behind them. Jorah followed close, eyes fixed on the gates of Winterfell ahead, his breath a steady cloud in the cold. He rode with practiced ease, snow crusting lightly in his beard, his expression unreadable, but there was something somber about the way his jaw tightened, the way his eyes lingered on the stone walls as they drew near.

It struck her then, this was his home, or had been once. The North, bleak and proud and frozen. A place that had cast him out the moment he shamed it, and yet here he was, returning with his head high, not as a disgraced exile, but as a commander at her side. She watched him quietly, her gaze lingering longer than it should have.

A flicker of warmth moved through her chest, small but certain. She told herself it was pride, for his strength, for his loyalty. But it didn’t feel like pride. It felt deeper. Softer. As if a part of her was happy for him. As if, somehow, seeing him ride back into the North, no longer alone, was its own kind of victory.

She looked away before he could notice her staring. But her heart was still warm in her chest, even as the wind turned colder.

Beyond Jorah came Ser Davos and Gendry, the latter upright in his saddle, trying not to gape at the towering walls. And then, bringing up the rear, the Hound. 

Ahead, the great doors of Winterfell creaked open slowly, the rusted hinges groaning under the weight of age and ice. People lined the courtyard: Northerners in thick wool, soldiers, old men, and wide-eyed children. No cheers greeted them, but no jeers either. Only quiet wariness.

Jon nudged his horse forward, and she matched his pace. Their presence was a statement, unity, for now.

The Unsullied followed in perfect formation, boots crunching in rhythm over packed snow. Behind them, the Dothraki poured in like a storm on horseback, their arrival louder, more chaotic, drawing murmurs from the watching Northerners.

Daenerys held her chin high. She felt the weight of every stare.

Jorah eased his horse a little closer as they passed beneath Winterfell’s archway.

“They don’t look pleased to see us.” Daenerys kept her chin high, gaze fixed forward. 

Jorah leaned in a little closer, his voice just for her. “They don’t know what’s coming.”

Jon turned in his saddle, speaking quietly between them. “They’ll come around. Eventually.”

Daenerys didn’t respond, but her eyes swept over the stone faces above, watching, waiting, measuring.

Daenerys said nothing.

As the Unsullied began to fill the yard behind them, the line of riders slowed to a halt.

Jorah swung down from his horse in one smooth motion, boots crunching against the frost-hardened ground. Others were dismounting as well, Jon, the rest of her council, the other warriors, but she barely noticed. Her eyes found Jorah’s as he turned back to her, quiet and steady, his presence as grounding as the stone beneath their feet.

The wind bit at Daenerys’s cheeks as she stepped down from her horse. Jorah was already beside her, his boots crunching in the snow as he handed his reins to a waiting stablehand. He stood solidly at her side, every inch a Northern lord in his thick furs and dark leather, his gaze steady as the gates of Winterfell loomed before them.

Guards and smallfolk alike watched their arrival in guarded silence. Daenerys could feel the weight of their stares, not only on her, but on the man at her side.

She caught a few glances that slid uneasily over Jorah, recognition flickering in their expressions. It wasn’t outright hatred, no one dared be so bold, but it was there, quiet and tight-lipped. The disgraced heir of Bear Island. The exiled knight who had returned from Essos wearing the armor of a queen most of them didn’t trust.

Jorah, for his part, did not flinch beneath their gaze. His jaw was set, his posture proud. But Daenerys saw it, the subtle flicker of tension beneath the surface. A small shift of the shoulder, a longer blink. He knew how they looked at him. He always had.

A quiet settled between them until a sharp thud of boots echoed nearby, Sandor Clegane dismounting, a short grunt escaping as he turned toward the stables. A few guards gave him a wide berth.

Daenerys murmured, almost absently, “He’s an unsettling presence.”

Jorah’s eyes followed Sandor briefly, then flicked back to her.

“He always has been. A Lannister hound once, ruthless, leashed. But not anymore.”

She glanced at him. “You said he saved you. In the North.”

 “He did.” Jorah’s voice was soft. "He had my back when the wights surrounded us. Even stopped me from falling off Drogon’s back when I slipped.”

Daenerys blinked slowly. The image, Jorah nearly falling from the sky, from her dragon, lodged in her chest like a thorn.

“He could’ve let you fall, but he didn’t,” she said quietly.

“No,” Jorah murmured. “He didn’t.”

She looked away, swallowing against the sudden tightness in her throat. A hundred times she had imagined losing Jorah, but not like that, not silently, somewhere beyond her reach. Her breath clouded in the cold. Her voice, when it came, was quieter.

“I’m glad he didn’t. And I’m glad you made it back to me.”

He turned to look at her, and for a long moment, the sounds of the yard faded, the rustle of cloaks, the distant thud of hooves, the creak of the old wooden gates.

“I made it back because of you,” Jorah said simply.

She met his eyes. The wind tugged gently at her hair, but she stood rooted, something warming beneath her skin that had nothing to do with the thick cloak draped over her shoulders.

Then the moment passed.

The heavy doors of Winterfell creaked wider. Snow fell around them in soft drifts, and Daenerys straightened her spine.

“Let’s not keep them waiting,” she said.

And side by side, they stepped into the den of the wolves.


The Great Hall of Winterfell was colder than Daenerys expected. Not from the stones or the drafts that slipped through the long, narrow windows, but from the stares.

Every bench was filled. Lords and ladies of the North in thick furs and leather, grim-eyed and unsmiling. The hearth blazed at the far end, but even the firelight seemed wary.

Daenerys stood beside Jon near the high table, flanked by her own: Tyrion on her left, silent and calculating, and Jorah just behind her shoulder. Missandei and Grey Worm stood further back, near the stone columns, dignified and still despite the tension in the room. Varys lingered somewhere in the shadows.

Sansa Stark sat at the head table. Lady of Winterfell. She had risen to greet them only because it was expected. Now she stood, her posture graceful, expression unreadable.

Daenerys kept her posture regal, but the coldness here stung in ways she hadn’t prepared for. In the East, she had been met with chants and open arms. In Meereen, in Astapor, there had been admiration, awe. Here, she saw only restraint. Contempt buried beneath civility. No warmth. No welcome.

And yet, she could feel it passed freely between others in the room. That warmth. That understanding. That sense of home.

She saw it in the way Clegane, grim and silent as ever, inclined his head slightly toward a young woman leaning against a stone pillar. The girl was sharp-eyed, alert. Dangerous. Daenerys didn’t know her name, but there was a quiet familiarity between her and the Hound that Daenerys could feel even from across the room. A flicker of shared ground, respect, perhaps, or something older and harder to name.

The girl moved again a moment later, weaving through the crowd with purpose until she stood near Sansa Stark, proud and composed, already watching her like a hawk. The younger girl’s presence seemed to draw something softer from the Lady of Winterfell. Then came a man she recognized as Theon Greyjoy, who stood beside Sansa with the quiet certainty of a man who had earned his place among them. He was met with a slow, reserved nod from Sansa. And a boy, silent, unmoving in his carved chair, whose strange stillness made her skin prickle. They shared glances, quiet and loaded, full of history Daenerys hadn’t lived.

There was a web here. A tangle of old loyalties and deep scars. Of names and faces Daenerys hadn’t learned yet, but which all belonged to each other.

And she, she stood outside it.

Even Jon, beside her, seemed farther away than he had on the road. His gaze lingered on the boy in the chair. On the two women near the pillar. On the weathered man with the haunted eyes. He hadn’t said much since they passed the Last Hearth. Hadn’t reached for her. Hadn’t smiled.

It was like the closer they came to this place, the more the old ghosts pulled him in. Like he was shrinking back into a version of himself she hadn’t met. A version that didn’t belong to her.

The warmth that had once moved so easily between them, quiet glances, hands brushing in passing, soft words behind closed doors, was now a silence thick enough to feel.

And she, she longed for warmth.

She watched it pass freely between strangers. Felt it push around her like water around stone.

But when she looked behind her and found Jorah standing steady at her back, she remembered she was not truly alone. His face was familiar, open in a way none of the Northerners were. He belonged to no one else here. He belonged to her.

And at that moment, the weight of every cold glance lessened just enough for her to breathe again.

Only Jorah remained steady.

Jon’s voice broke the tension. “I’ve brought those who will fight for the living. Queen Daenerys Stormborn, has come to fight beside us.”

Lord Glover didn’t rise, but his tone carried. “We named you King in the North. We bent the knee to you. And now you’ve brought a foreign queen with dragons.”

“She brought her army,” Jon replied evenly. “And her dragons. We’d be dead already if not for her.”

Daenerys let him speak. Let them all look at her with suspicion. She could bear it. But the silence of the hall weighed heavy. No cheering. No thanks. Only the brittle creak of old wood and the occasional muffled cough.

Tyrion stepped forward. “If I may, Queen Daenerys did not come here to conquer the North. She came because she believes in survival. In the living. Something we all still are, thanks in part to the dragons you seem so afraid of.”

A few uneasy murmurs passed down the benches.

Sansa’s voice, calm and cool, “Survival is one thing. Rule is another. You’re asking us to put our trust in someone we didn’t choose.”

Daenerys finally spoke.

“I’m not asking for your trust, Lady Stark. I’m offering my strength. You don’t have to like me. But you will need me.”

Her words were clear, her voice smooth, but her heart thudded with restraint. She did want to be liked, respected more than anything, yes, but also seen, known, not merely tolerated.

From the sidelines, the young woman from earlier spoke. She came around to the side of the table, stopping next to Sansa.

“She came to fight beside us.”

It was the girl who had stood near the stone pillar, the one with sharp eyes and the wariness of a wolf. The way she held herself, the way she moved through the room as if she belonged to every shadow in it. Pale face, dark hair, and eyes that saw more than she said. A presence both quiet and unmistakable.

“I’d say that counts for something.”

She didn’t elaborate. She remained where she was, standing stoically next to Sansa, arms crossed, unmoved by the silence her words left in their wake.

And though Daenerys still didn’t know her name, she felt the room shift around the girl’s voice, the way people listened, how none dared contradict her. Whoever she was, she carried weight here.

Daenerys leaned subtly toward Jorah. "Who is she?" she asked quietly.

“Jon’s younger sister,” he murmured back. “Arya Stark.”

Something about her struck Daenerys, not just the sharpness in her voice, but the way she seemed to see through the fog everyone else waded in.

The hall held a long silence. Then Lord Cerwyn stood. 

“We’ve had little enough warning and less time to prepare. But if she fights for the North, then she has my thanks. For now.”

More murmurs. Not full support, but a shift. A breath.

Jon exhaled softly. Daenerys didn’t look at him. Her gaze had moved instead to Jorah, who gave a small nod, quiet and reassuring.

Her eyes lingered on him longer than she meant. Her gaze always found him lately, even when she wasn’t seeking him out. Since Dragonstone, since the Wall, since the moment she’d nearly lost him again, his presence grounded her in a way she hadn’t yet admitted to herself.

Sansa returned to her seat with a smooth, controlled grace. “We’ll make preparations. The dead march on us all the same.”

Daenerys inclined her head.

“Then we’ll stand together.”

The hall did not erupt with cheers or grow in warmth. But the air had shifted. Just enough.

As the Northern lords began to file out in small clusters, Daenerys remained still. Her fingers brushed the edge of the table in front of her. Jorah stayed beside her, silent, unwavering.

“You handled them well,” he murmured softly, just for her.

“I didn’t come here to be liked,” she said, her voice quiet but not bitter. “I came to lead.”

“No,” he agreed, “but sometimes… you deserve more than that.”

She glanced after the girl who had spoken, Arya, now vanished into the crowd again. Then to Sansa, still seated, still cold, but no longer bristling.

“I saw how they looked at you,” she said, voice lower now, almost hesitant. “Do they remember what you did?”

“They remember who I was,” Jorah said. “What I betrayed. I don’t expect them to forget.”

Her gaze traced the warm connections flickering between others: between Jon and his family, Arya and the tall man called the Hound. Even between two strangers seated near the end of the table, a tall woman in armor and a knight with a golden hand. The presence surrounding them seemed warm, almost charged.

And suddenly, she realized she had been searching for that same warmth. That weight, at least, she understood.

Jorah.

He hadn’t said much in that hall, but she’d felt him at her back, steady, silent, unshaken. Just as she always had. Through the red waste in Essos, through betrayals and victories, through exile, he had stood behind her, beside her, even when others fell away. There was no question in him, no hesitation. Not anymore.

When the stares from the Northern lords turned sharp, when Jon’s distance left her cold, it was Jorah she anchored to. The look in his eyes when he met her gaze, quiet pride, unwavering loyalty, told her what the room refused to. That she was not alone. That someone still believed in her without condition.

And in this cold, unfamiliar hall, that was enough.

For now.


The sun had now risen above the walls of Winterfell, its pale light doing little to chase away the lingering cold. Snow whispered down from the sky in drifting flakes, powdering the stones underfoot. Daenerys walked slowly along the inner courtyard wall, her boots crunching softly beside Jorah’s.

They moved without guards, alone but watched. The North had eyes in every window, every tower, an ancient kingdom, proud and suspicious. Especially now.

“It’s colder here than I imagined,” Daenerys murmured, gloved hands folded before her.

Jorah offered a faint smile. “That’s not just the snow, Khaleesi.”

She didn’t return the smile, eyes narrowing slightly as she glanced toward a cluster of Northerners huddled near the edge of the yard, watching the training in silence. There were no cheers, no claps, only narrowed gazes and folded arms.

They came to a stop near the edge of the sparring circle.

In the center, two women squared up in silence. One was tall and broad-shouldered, armored in blue steel. 

“Brienne of Tarth” Jorah offered without her having to ask.

The other, smaller and wiry, was Arya Stark. The girl’s blade gleamed as she moved, light on her feet, each strike fast and efficient.

“She’s good,” Daenerys said, watching Arya pivot and feint.

“She is,” Jorah replied. “No wasted movement. She’s precise. Dangerous.”

Daenerys tilted her head slightly, watching Arya slip past Brienne’s guard, then leap back just in time to avoid a sweeping blow. It was graceful, practiced, she recognized a bit of Jorah’s style, not only Northern, but something of Essos as well.

“She moves like she’s done this a hundred times,” she said quietly.

“She might’ve,” Jorah answered. “No one’s quite sure where she’s been. But the North has taken her back, no questions asked.”

Daenerys glanced at him. “I envy that.”

He turned slightly toward her. “It’s not as easy as it looks. The North forgives slowly. And never forgets.”

She nodded, then asked lightly, “Do you think she could beat you?” a smirk hinting at her lips, an amused glint in her eyes.

Jorah chuckled. “If she fought like that against me? I’d be careful.”

A flicker of a smile crossed Daenerys’s lips. “So modest.”

“Age humbles a man,” he said, though his tone was warm.

Their attention lingered on the courtyard, but Daenerys’s thoughts drifted elsewhere. 

“It makes me wonder,” she said after a pause, her voice quieter. “If strength is what they value, if they’ll never accept me just for my name or words… then perhaps I should give them something else.” 

Jorah glanced at her again, more sharply this time. “What do you mean?”

“I mean, maybe I’ve relied too much on dragons and titles,” she said. “What if I stood with them, fought with them, not just as a queen, but as one of them?”

Jorah studied her expression. 

“You want to train?” He asked, eyes searching hers to see if she is serious.

She didn’t answer immediately. The sounds of sparring faded as Arya and Brienne ended their bout, stepping apart with respectful nods. Around the yard, other pairs began taking positions.

“I’ve never needed to,” she admitted. “But maybe now I do.”

Jorah’s gaze softened, but his reply was steady.

“It’s never too late. If you ask, I’ll teach you.”

Daenerys looked at him. The cold wind tugged strands of her silver hair loose from their braids, but she didn’t move to fix them. Her gaze held his.

“I will ask,” she said. “Just… not yet.”

He nodded, understanding her meaning. Not here, not in front of the Northerners. Not with every eye watching.

The match ended with a clash, both women locked in place, blades near each other’s throats. Brienne laughed, while Arya grinned. It was hard not to admire the ferocity between them. The yard remained quiet, but the tension had shifted.

From across the circle, Sandor Clegane leaned against a post. His arms were crossed, his eyes fixed on Arya.

He said nothing, but his look was unmistakable.

Arya crossed the yard toward him, stopping just short of the sparring ring’s edge. She tipped her head, something passing between them. He pushed off the post and joined her in the circle.

Their swords clashed. Arya grinned as she moved, fast and relentless. Sandor matched her, not with grace, but with raw strength and brutal efficiency. And between their strikes, there was something more. Familiarity. Trust. An understanding born from surviving the same long road.

Daenerys’s gaze shifted to the onlookers. Most stared at the Hound with unease. Some muttered. A few turned away.

"Do they all look at him like that?"

Jorah nodded. "They remember what he was."

"He fights for them now. So do we."

"And still," Jorah said quietly, "fear isn’t always earned. It’s inherited. They see a Lannister dog. Just as they see the Mad King’s daughter."

Daenerys didn’t respond right away. Her fingers flexed slightly in her gloves.

"We’re ghosts to them," she said. "Shadows of the ones who hurt them."

Jorah didn’t deny it.

"Shadows can shift. You already have."

Her eyes followed Arya again. She moved with a kind of fierce joy, every strike measured, every dodge graceful. Clegane met her strength for strength, but there was no anger in him. He even laughed, once. It startled her.

"She sees him clearly," Daenerys murmured.

Jorah followed her gaze. "She sees all of us, I think."

"Is she the only Stark who does?"

A faint smile tugged at his lips. "Time will tell."

They stood quietly for a moment. Then Daenerys asked, "Is that why they watch me with such suspicion? Because I’m not like them?"

Jorah looked out over the snow-covered yard.

"They follow strength, not titles. They’ve bent the knee before and regretted it. They’re waiting to see what you do. Not what you say."

Daenerys didn’t answer. Her eyes were still on Arya, on the sharp joy in her movements, the unshakable confidence in her bearing.

She felt a pull then. Not just admiration, but something quieter. Envy, perhaps. Respect, too.

She glanced sideways at Jorah.

"She inspires me."

His look softened. "Then let her."

The clang of blades rang out again. And the snow kept falling.


Daenerys did not speak as the last clang of steel echoed through the yard. The sparring ring emptied slowly, footsteps crunching in snow, muted voices drifting toward the Great Hall, but she remained still, her eyes fixed on the emptying space where steel had sung.

She had conquered cities with fire. Crossed deserts and seas, torn tyrants from their thrones, and broken chains. She had been hailed as Breaker of Chains, Stormborn, Mhysa, Khaleesi. Worshipped. Feared. Followed.

But here, in this grey northern stronghold of stone and frost, none of that mattered.

No titles opened doors. No dragons melted mistrust.

She saw it not just in Sansa’s gaze or the lords’ silence, but in the stillness. In the way they looked at her. Waiting. Watching. Not yet hostile, but not trusting either.

Trust could not be commanded.

She turned slightly toward Jorah. “Walk with me?”

He nodded, as he always had.

They left the yard together in silence. The only sound between them is the snow beneath their boots and the faint howl of wind brushing the ramparts. The cold didn’t bother her as much now, not with purpose warming her thoughts.

The godswood lay quiet, its red leaves stirring like breath. The great Weirwood tree stood waiting.

“They don’t see me,” she said softly, halting beneath its branches. “Not really. Only what I carry. My name. My father’s legacy. My dragons.”

Jorah didn’t speak. He knew better than to soothe what needed airing.

“I came here to stand with them,” she went on. “But they won’t believe words. They won’t follow the strength I bring.”

“They will,” he said gently. “When they see what you do with it.”

She turned to him, sharp-eyed. “They saw her today. Arya. They saw what she could do, and it meant something. She didn’t ask for loyalty. She proved it.”

He studied her.

“I want that,” she said. “Not their love. Just… understanding. A place among them.”

Jorah’s voice was quiet. “You don’t have to prove anything to anyone.”

“I do,” she said. “Here, I do.”

Then, after a pause, steady, deliberate:

“Teach me.”

Daenerys continued. “Not for glory. Not to be anyone’s hero. Just enough to show them I don’t stand behind the fight. That I belong in it.”

His expression flickered, something warm rising behind his calm. Not surprise. Not disapproval. Just… pride.

“We can start practicing here,” he said. “It’s quiet. No eyes around to judge you.”

“For now,” she murmured.

A faint smile pulled at his lips. “The yard will come.”

She didn’t smile back. But something in her shoulders eased.

They stood beneath the heart tree as the wind stirred the red leaves overhead, the hush of snow falling between them. A new silence took root, no longer cold, no longer filled with what-ifs.

She had crossed the world for a throne. But here, in the old gods’ shadow, she would begin again. Not with fire. Not with blood. But with steel. With breath. With bare hands and grit and proof.

And Jorah would stand beside her. As he always had.