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His blood was gold.
Luke couldn't tear his gaze from his hands. Flecks of blood clung to his palms, glittering beneath walls that gleamed too brightly to be mortal-made. His fingers shook—the pain refused to leave, even after flesh had knit itself whole.
He had been purged. Made anew, perhaps.
But the pain—
He clenched his fists, nails biting into skin made impossibly smooth, and another wave crashed through him, strong enough to steal his breath.
"Aberration!"
Zeus' voice split through the air. Divinity slammed into Luke all at once, as if the sky itself had been dropped onto his shoulders again. Lightning tore across the chamber. Thunder followed, close enough to rattle bone, the air buzzing until the hairs along Luke's arms stood on end.
Luke gasped. His legs buckled. He hit his knees hard, nails scraping marble as agony laced through him, both from the ghost pangs of a wound that should have killed him—
(Red turning to gold. Blood beneath his nails. Kronos' last screams ringing in his ears.)
—and the unbearable weight of Zeus' fury.
"A god born from the bones of Kronos is an insult to all of us," the god-king continued. "A traitor whose blood sullies our floors, and now our names."
A metallic clang rang through the chamber. The air thickened with ozone.
Luke fought to raise his head.
"Who can claim that this child does not bear the same intentions he bore as a mortal?" Hera asked, seated beside her husband, regal and terrible. Her voice remained perfectly controlled, despite the look she leveled at Luke. "It is common knowledge that ascended gods are shaped by their mortal lives. One need only look at Dionysus."
Mr. D, in his true godly form—young, horned, and cold—cast Hera an unreadable glance before turning to theatrics. He waved a lazy hand through the air and sank back onto his seat with the same irreverence Luke had witnessed, and hated, back at camp. But the vines of his throne betrayed him, writhing again and again as grapes swelled and leaves sharpened along their edges.
"It is certainly a possibility," he said lightly. "Lucy here has always been an opinionated little demigod, with a head full of dreams and not a shred of restraint."
His tone turned mocking, but his eyes were not. When they locked with Luke's, the scent of grapes flooded the air, the threat of madness clinging to the back of Luke's throat.
"But hubris," Dionysus finished softly, "is not so easily forgiven."
"He killed my children!" Apollo roared, bright and burning as light itself, his fury scorching the air. Luke felt the heat lick at his skin. Apollo surged forward, the gold of his throne flaring, but Hermes' caduceus snapped into place, barring his path. A single, cold glance accompanied it.
Apollo snarled. A crack split the arm of his gilded throne.
"My cabin has been wiped from the earth, yet we stand here while the insult against my name endures, and the perpetrator remains unpunished?"
Luke closed his eyes. A different pain cut through him, deeper than the rest.
Children. Children I knew. All dead.
"Phoebus has spoken rightly," Artemis said.
Her voice was cold where her brother burned, but Luke had never been fooled by that mask of restraint. Since the first moment he had seen her, she had been a beast. The memory rose unbidden: wolf-bright eyes fixed on him with the promise of slaughter, even as she bore the weight of the sky.
"Immortality is a gift bestowed by the honored theoi," Artemis inclined her head toward Zeus, "and above all, by our god-king. A traitor—steeped in miasma, guilty of countless violations of dikē, and unrepentant in his asebeia—should never be granted such an honor."
"My son is a hero," Hermes cut in, a his smile pleasant as ever as he faced Artemis. His grip on his caduceus was white-knuckled.
Artemis glanced sideways at him.
"He might have been," she said coolly, "had he been mortal."
A shaky breath escaped Luke. His shoulders ached, but his gaze drifted, until it caught and held.
Thalia.
She had already been looking at him, permitted here only because of the bond they once had, and because of her station as lieutenant to a goddess, immortal in her own right.
Percy and Annabeth had been dismissed as soon as he’d been defeated, the gods sending them away before they could see what followed.
Were they celebrating their victory? Mourning their dead?
His vision blurred. He mouthed, "Thalia."
She flinched. Her lightning colored eyes hardened on him, filled with something that looked like anger, like she might strike him, like she might break. Luke's heart clenched. He opened his mouth again.
She had already turned away.
He could not blame her.
"The issue remains," Athena stated, seated at the right of Hera, her gray eyes fixed on Luke. "The traitor cannot be permitted among our ranks. To do so is to allow a wound to fester in Olympus—a fire kindled where it should have been extinguished, threatening ruin as it feeds and grows."
Annabeth had eyes like that, but softer.
"Death," Ares boomed from across the hall, blood-red gaze blazing with hate, and with something worse: understanding. "Is the end of all warriors."
"It would be a mercy," someone murmured.
Luke could no longer see who had spoken. Perhaps Demeter, fingers never pausing as she braided wheat into a long, unbroken cord. Maybe Aphrodite, her sharklike focus lurking beneath an ever-shifting beauty. Or Poseidon, who had not yet spoken at all, whose gaze, so achingly like Percy's, held nothing but cold disdain. Even silent Hephaestus, indifferent as the machines he built with soot-stained hands.
"It has been decided."
Zeus' master bolt struck the marble with a sound like judgment.
"The newborn god will be scattered, as the Crooked One was scattered, that he may never again sully these halls with his presence, nor rise beyond what fate allotted him: a hero's portion. An end sung in song, as his forebears were. Finite—"
"No."
Silence fell.
Zeus repeated the word softly. "No?"
Luke blinked, fighting the black spots creeping into his vision as he turned. Surprise was a dull, distant thing inside him, but he felt its slow rise as his gaze found the god who had fathered him—and abandoned him.
"He will serve me," Hermes said.
The god rose from his seat and crossed the space between them. His hand pressed into Luke's back, fingers digging in like hooks.
"He will be my therapōn. A god risen from my line, whose ichor is bound to my own."
His hand twisted. Luke hissed as something wrenched in his back, an unfamiliar pain as sharp as a needle.
"His domains will be mine," Hermes continued calmly, "And so will his path."
Luke tired to twist away, weak as he was, but Hermes only tightened his grip until Luke could do nothing but clench his teeth and endure.
Another owner, his mind whispered, thick with wrath.
Voices erupted across the council—whispers, then shouts—as divinity lashed out in waves. The pressure bore down until Luke struggled to hold together the last scraps of pride he had left, fighting not to collapse beneath the weight of the Olympians' power.
"Thus it is decreed," Zeus declared at last.
Stormlight danced along his throne, blue and blinding. Beside him, Hera stood unmoving, the perfect statue.
The master bolt flared like a star.
"Luke Castellan is named attendant to Fleet-Footed Hermes, messenger of the gods," Zeus pronounced. "He is bound to his protection—and to his responsibility. But he shall never feast among us, nor be welcomed in the gleaming halls of Olympus as the other gods are."
Hands closed around Luke.
The last thing he heard, as the world fractured and vanished and Hermes' grin flashed with smug triumph, was the gods speaking as one:
"It is ordained."
Three years had passed since Thanatos was meant to claim him.
Luke had killed himself. He remembered how certain he'd been—how fully he'd expected the cold chill of death and the stern judgment of Hades, how willingly he'd embraced it, even. It would have been a fitting end, he thought, lips tilted into a ghost of a smile.
His life seized by the blade he had once pressed into the hands of the child he had half-raised.
A flash: small, trusting, then—
A conflicted face, gray eyes staring at him with that silent internal war he knew all too well: brother or enemy?
(Sister or enemy?)
He was supposed to have been snuffed out.
But I have not, and that’s where all the problems begin.
Luke's fingers traced the walls of some forgotten corner of the world he wandered through, the pads skirting over cracks in the brick. His gaze lingered on the faint crawling lines, head tilting as he followed their paths. It was ridiculous, to be so caught by something so mundane, but it had been years since he'd last been allowed out. He could indulge this scrap of mortality, shallow as it was.
His hand pressed flat against the wall.
Cold. As cold as the ice dragging through his veins—though once, it had run hot with an anger he'd never quite learned to cool.
Once, it too had been red.
Luke pressed harder, jaw tightening at the reminder. He only stopped when the wall answered him: a soft crack, then another, fissures spiraling through brick already ruined. A quiet breath escaped him as he studied the damage, brow furrowed. The gouges were deeper now. The faint outline of his hand carved into the wall, dust drifting down to coat the ground and his skin.
His shoulders hunched. Slowly, he sagged forward until his forehead bumped the wall. Luke didn't care. He let it rest there, eyes closed.
Behind him, he flexed his back. And felt them: an unfamiliar weight, pulling at his shoulders.
No. Not unfamiliar. A burden made routine after years of forced familiarity.
Years, echoed inside his mind.
He peeled himself away painstakingly, straightening inch by inch, rolling his shoulders. And the companions he’d never asked for unfurled. They cast enormous, tremulous shadows across the walls as he flexed them, fluttering once to ease the ache burning between his shoulder blades.
Luke watched his silhouette. What he saw could be called a man—if not for the wings.
Wings for the lost.
Or the guardian of them, Luke mused, wryly.
His gaze lingered on the darkened image watching him back. A faceless thing stared out, empty of eyes or mouth, the faint fissures he had carved threading across the shadow where a face should have been.
Luke had never been so seen.
Nor so unwanted.
He was a mistake, if he were being honest. A broken man crowned with a wreath of feathers.
He touched the wall again, gentler this time. The shadow's hand rose to meet his, but he felt only the cold. Here he was—alive, and finally released—in one of the scattered ghost towns of the Appalachian Mountains.
Why had he come here?
Luke could wander wherever he wished now, save one place. Forever barred from the halls of the gods, condemned instead to the lost roads of the world. Yet his wings had carried him here, and perhaps that was the faint, unwanted comfort of familiarity at work.
No matter.
He was still shunned. How could he not be? They all wanted him dead.
The thought tugged Luke's mouth into a bitter smile. He murmured under his breath, the only voice left in this abandoned mining town he had chosen to haunt.
"A demigod could be forgiven their mistakes," he said softly, "so long as they stayed dead, entombed in a shroud of meaningless glory."
His hand fell to his side. He lifted his gaze toward Selene.
"But a god born from the rotten guts of victory could never be afforded the same luxury."
Now the streets were his home, just as they had been when he'd been small.
Fitting, Luke mused with detached amusement, closing his eyes as the moon's gentle light brushed his face.
He had never met Selene. That was not surprising—he had not met many gods at all. He was young, as Hermes reminded him often.
Gods were unconcerned with things like time, not when it held no meaning for them. Many of the older ones preferred solitude anyway—especially the Titans. Understandably so, after the end of their reign, and now, with the renewed suspicion the Second Titanomachy had cast over them.
Hermes refrained from speaking of such matters with him. But Luke had heard things all the same, from stray whispers and loose tongues from the daimones who reported to his father, on the rare occasions Luke had been allowed to be present. A learning experience, Hermes had called it, head tilted just so.
The Titans who had fought on Kronos' side were being punished, some had been cast into Tartarus, and the innocent were being watched.
Luke opened his eyes. Perhaps Selene would not wish to meet him at all.
He let his eyes linger on the white, solitary moon above before he tore his gaze away. He inhaled. It didn't matter either way. Luke had his own duties now, and he had already lingered too long.
He was the god of the lost, of all the souls who wandered across paths cracked in between, belonging nowhere.
But now they did.
They belonged with him.
He guided them. His people—those, who like him, had no place, who could now call him kin. And it meant that his duties never ended.
Luke stretched his wings wide, rolling his neck, then turned inward. It was a skill he had learned instinctively, the first time his domain had answered him. A tug deep on his being, stitched to his bones—natural and alien all at once.
He felt the tug now: someone was calling.
And so Luke answered.
His wings beat, scattering dust and grit as the air buckled around him. He bent his knees, muscles coiling, then sprang, following the pull of the one who needed him.
The cold bit sharply at this height, brushing against his skin and raising goosebumps in its wake. For a mortal, it would have been miserable; for Luke, it barely registered. He avoided thinking too closely about that, preferring to liken the chill to the greeting of an old friend.
It was pleasant, after all. He'd found he enjoyed closing his eyes and letting the cold trace his face.
It is somewhat ironic, he thought, wind tugging at his hair, that I found freedom in what I lost.
A faint playfulness stirred in his chest. He twirled through the air, indulging in lazy aerial turns, dropping into free fall before pulling back again, faded gold feathers glinting like metal against the night sky.
He frolicked through the air until he arrived, quicker than he'd expected.
Forested hills rose on all sides, boxing in a small block of concrete in the middle of nowhere, darkness pressing close from every direction. A handful of streetlights illuminated only a few scattered roads. They were set too far apart to offer real light, casting the houses behind them in a thin amber glow. The buildings were small and blocky, arranged in neat rows, with some yards dissolving into forest where the town thinned at its edges.
A perfect place for monsters, Luke thought, without deciding whether he meant the mythological kind or the human.
He didn't linger on it. The call was closer now, tugging at his chest like a child pulling insistently, too small to know the words to ask for help.
Luke followed.
He traced narrow roads and flickering lights, flying lower and lower until he finally glided down, unseen, winding the Mist around himself as he went. A precaution, even in the dead of the night and in a town this quiet.
Soon, he beat his wings once—twice—dust scattering under the force as he lowered himself to the ground and his feet touched asphalt.
Luke glanced down. His expression went unreadable as he shook one foot loose, studying the golden, Greek-styled sandals his father had gifted him—the memory of blue eyes too wide, too eager, as he'd dressed Luke in what he owned was clear.
He exhaled sharply, dragging a hand through his hair, fingers tightening until he felt the small sting of pain, then released it. His chest eased, reluctantly.
Focus.
With light steps, Luke followed the call. He could have made himself completely soundless, but he didn't. He found he liked the soft tap, tap against the pavement. The absence of sound unnerved him.
The streets were old and cracked, poorly kept, perhaps because the town was so small. That didn't mean it lacked dark alleys. Luke's mind leapt immediately to the worst possibilities, muscles tightening as his hand twitched for a sword that no longer rested at his waist.
His fingers met empty air.
Luke clenched his fist instead, breathing deep until the tension loosened. The prayers reaching him carried fear, yes, but not the panic of being hunted.
Relief flickered, but worry remained.
He stepped into the alley.
And there, he found a child.
A brown-haired girl, small and thin, curled into herself, folding inward as if she could disappear by taking up less space. Her frame was swallowed by battered clothing Luke recognized all too well from his own childhood. The oversized shirt had certainly been stolen, or perhaps pulled from a trash can; the pants were riddled with so many holes that he suspected they were the only pair she owned.
But that was not all.
The familiar taste of divinity clung to her. It lingered sharp on his tongue—the taste of something that bled red, edged with rusted metal, coated with rage, bloodshed, victory.
A demigod.
Luke couldn't claim he didn't find many in his work. And still, his heart never failed to clench—a dull echo of an anger he had once carried himself, now hollow, ringing faintly in his ribs.
“Kid,” he called softly.
The girl startled, wide green eyes peeking out from behind her arms. She was young, perhaps eight at most. Too young for Camp Half-Blood, even now, when the gods had begun to claim their children more reliably, spurred by the demands of Percy Jackson.
The same hero who had refused immortality.
Refused, Luke thought, his fingers curling before he forced them to relax.
He softened his expression and smiled at her. “Hey, kiddo. What's your name?"
She stared at him, wary, eyes tracking the line of his wings. There was hope there—threaded beneath the fear and awe. Luke recognized it instantly. He remembered wearing the same desperation once.
“Who are you?” she asked slowly, lowering her arms further.
The sharp lines of her face came into view, still softened by youth, but already hinting at the woman she would one day become. A formidable one.
"You can call me whatever you want," Luke said. He was careful with his name around demigods, especially when they would inevitably end up at camp, where Dionysus still reigned. He pushed the discomfort aside and added gently, "Your prayers reached me from very far away. I flew all this way because I heard you, and because I want to help."
Her gaze fixed on his wings. "…Really?"
“Really." Luke lowered himself, knees bending as he crouched. His wings unfurled behind him, feathers catching the dim light. The girl's green eyes brightened, vivid as the forests that surrounded this town in daylight.
She leaned forward, excitement sparking through her fear.
“Are those really real?” she asked, wonder rushing into her voice.
Luke’s smile grew. He flexed his wings just slightly, and the movement made her mouth fall open.
“They are."
She edged closer, legs curling beneath her as she crept forward, cautious like a wary little animal.
Luke stayed still, letting her set the pace.
When she was close enough, he repeated gently, “What’s your name?”
Her fingers twitched, then stilled. She tore her gaze from his wings to his face, studying him for a long moment before answering, so softly he might have missed it if he hadn't been a god.
“…Emma.”
“Nice to meet you, Emma,” Luke said with a grin. “Can you tell me what happened? Why you're here alone?”
She hesitated, then looked down, wringing her hands. When she lifted her head again, she resolutely ignored the question.
“Are those really real? Like… real real?”
“Yeah," Luke said easily. "Real real."
He didn't mind the clumsy change of topic. The kid needed time, or maybe she'd choose not to tell him at all. That was fine. He would help her anyway.
“…Are you an angel?” she asked quietly.
Luke bit back a surprised laugh. “Something like that, Emma.”
Her hands fidgeted. When she spoke again, her voice was barely above a whisper.
“Do you promise you’re here to help me?”
Luke’s eyes softened. “I do.”
It came slowly, but once the first word was spoken, Emma didn’t stop.
"…I ran away. Mama died, and my auntie doesn't like me. She calls me," she pulled a face, "a hooligan. Unladylike. Just because I don't like to play with my cousins and their stupid dolls. But…" Her voice wavered. "Being alone is not nice either."
"Do you want to go back?"
She shook her head, eyes fixed on the ground. "No. Auntie isn't nice."
Anger flared sharp and sudden in Luke's chest. She was a child. She shouldn't feel so unwanted that leaving the only family she had felt like the better option.
"And there are weird things following me," Emma added quietly. "That's why I hid here. They almost found me, but when you came, they left."
"They are monsters, Emma," Luke explained, tired but honest. "They're drawn to people like you. People who are a little more… special than most."
At least they'd backed off when they'd felt his presence, young and inexperienced as he still was.
Emma lifted her head and met his eyes. "Mr. Angel, can you help me?"
Luke studied her for a moment before answering. "I know a place, full of people just like you. Monsters won't come for you there. You'll learn things, have fun, make friends."
He didn't mention how complicated that place was for him. It was still the safest place for a demigod, and Luke wasn't so bitter that he'd deny her that chance.
Emma reached for his hands. The sudden contact nearly startled him, but he steadied himself, refusing to let the fragile moment fracture. She searched his face.
"People like me?"
"Yes," Luke whispered. "People just like you."
Hope lit her expression, bright and fragile, and Luke knew she'd already chosen.
He flexed his wings, spreading them wide. Gold caught the night as he reached back and plucked a feather free, barely registering the sting. Turning back to her, he held it out in his palm.
"Take this. It'll guide you. It won't lead you astray, and no monster will be able to find you."
She took it carefully, cradling it between her hands as she looked up at him.
“…Will I see you again?”
Luke tilted his head, then straightened, his smile soft but distant.
“Goodbye, Emma. I hope you won’t be lost anymore.”
He let his divinity rise.
As Emma closed her eyes, Luke vanished, reappearing a few blocks away, perched on a rooftop, still close enough to watch.
The girl spun in place, wide-eyed. Then she looked down at the feather in her hands. She stood there for a long moment before lifting her chin, small but resolute, and walking away—steadier now.
“You’ve done well,” a voice said behind him.
Familiar, intimately so, in the way Luke had come to know over the past few years.
He turned slowly, folding his wings in around himself as he met his father’s gaze.
Hermes crouched beside him, eyes on Luke—not the girl—smiling in that easy, well-practiced way that mimicked humanity but never quite reached it. His eyes had never been human. Perhaps they didn’t pretend to be now, not after Luke had begun to bleed gold.
“…I’ve done my part,” Luke said softly, his gaze drifting back to where the girl had disappeared around the corner.
Hermes hummed, stretching languidly before settling beside him with casual ease. His hand lifted and threaded through Luke’s hair—a gesture that once might have meant something. A mockery of affection. Or perhaps, to Hermes, that was affection.
Luke had once craved that touch. As a child. Now… he wasn’t sure if it was something he wanted at all.
But choice had been taken from him.
“You’re settling into yourself,” Hermes said, his voice warm with pride.
Then it cooled—just slightly.
Luke felt the pulse of Olympian power roll through the space between them. Instinct kicked in as his wings puffed up in response before he could stop them.
“A shame Olympus can’t see it,” Hermes went on. Then, gentler, “But you’re with me. And you only ever need to stay with me, son. You will never be alone anymore.”
He said it like a promise. Or maybe a gift. As if the cage he’d built around Luke was something to be grateful for. And maybe, once, it would have been.
But he saw it now, clearly: his father wasn’t human. He could not love the way mortals did.
Hermes’ gaze drifted to Luke’s wings, and he clicked his tongue. A low, absent sound, followed by a soft tsk that almost sounded fond.
“Son,” he said lightly, with a tilt of his head and a wink, "your feathers are a mess. Let me fix them."
His smile grew wider, teeth flashing in the night.
"I know how to keep you in order.”
Then his hands were on Luke’s wings, without permission, just like always.
Fingers moved through the feathers with practiced ease, plucking loose ones, straightening what was bent, smoothing what had dulled.
As if he hadn’t already taken everything else.
“Pretty feathers,” his father murmured, voice thick with affection and distant in meaning.
His hands lingered a second longer than necessary before pulling away—reluctantly, as they always did.
Luke didn’t move. He only turned his head enough to watch as Hermes rolled one of the feathers between his fingers.
Hermes examined it carefully. Then, with habitual care, he tucked it away.
He did that every time. Collected Luke’s feathers like they were artifacts. Kept pieces of him as if they were treasures.
Luke never said anything, not even when it felt wrong to be handled like that—like he wasn’t a person anymore, just something sanctified by sacrifice.
“Now,” Hermes said, light and easy, the way one speaks when obedience is already assumed. “Tell me what you’ve been doing. The travelers you guided. The ones who slipped past me, but not past you.”
His fingers twitched, clearly wanting more feathers. But they stayed at his sides.
Gods didn’t breathe. Luke didn’t either. Not anymore. Luke still made himself do it. Inhale, exhale.
“Yes, Father,” Luke said softly, wings drawing in tighter. “A girl in Chicago. A boy in the desert, near Tucson. One spirit near the border—old and confused. I led them all.”
His voice didn’t waver. Not once. But somewhere in his chest, something did.
And as he spoke, Luke wondered if this was what the rest of eternity would look like.
Affection that came with a cage. A father’s hands that always knew how to hold, but never how to let go.
Not when a son had already been lost once.