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"How many of those are you going to take? Those tests are expensive you know."
Doyoung didn't look at the bathroom door where Taeyong was talking from the other side. His hand shook with anticipation as the last of four pregnancy tests developed.
Positive. They were all positive.
Doyoung sat down on the bathroom floor with his back to the bathtub. Fresh, hot tears welled up in the corner of Doyoung's eyes.
"Doyoung? I'm coming in."
The bathroom door opened and Doyoung's roommate and best friend walked inside. Taeyong looked down at the tests resting on the sink. He offered Doyoung a sympathetic smile.
"How do you feel?"
"Nauseous, mostly." Doyoung sniffled, rubbing his red eyes. "Fucking miserable."
"Hey, it's not the end of the world."
"I know," Doyoung whined. "I want to be happy, I should be happy. I've wanted a baby for so long. But we haven't even talked about it "
Taeyong sat down beside him and wrapped Doyoung in a hug. A soft, desperate sob escaped Doyoung's lips and tears started to flow.
"Oh, Doyoung." Taeyong kissed the top of Doyoung's head, cooing softly. "I know it's scary, but you've got to tell Johnny."
"He's my fucking boss, he didn't sign up for this."
"It's his baby too. If he's as great as you always say, then he'd want to know."
Doyoung knew that Taeyong was right, but he couldn't think past the rush of anxiety and sadness he was feeling. He pushed away logic and cried in Taeyong's arms.
"Good morning, Doyoung-ssi!"
"Morning, Jungwoo. Is Mr. Suh in yet?"
"Not yet!"
Doyoung smiled at Jungwoo, walking away from the receptionist's desk into the heart of Suh Marketing. It was Monday, and the week was going to be busy. As Mr. Suh's secretary, Doyoung had a lot of work to do before Johnny even stepped into his office.
"Morning, Doyoung-ssi!"
"Good morning!"
Doyoung made his usual morning greetings to his coworkers, acting like everything was normal. Acting like he hadn't spent the entire weekend throwing up and crying. Acting like he hadn't been terrified to come to work and confront Johnny.
Doyoung smoothed out his dark green mid-length pencil skirt as he sat in the desk chair of his cubicle. His stomach twisted again and Doyoung groaned softly. He had nothing in his stomach, unable to keep his breakfast down. His morning sickness was getting the better of him so he downed more water and reminded himself to get some tea on his way home.
The omega stayed busy by confirming Johnny's appointments and sending out emails to potential clients. Doyoung had been Johnny's secretary for two years, and he was damn good at his job. Wanting to puke his guts out wasn't going to keep him from being organized.
An hour went by before a chorus of voices welcomed Mr. Suh into the office
"Good morning, everyone."
Doyoung stood up and stepped out of his cubicle just in time to make eye contact with Johnny. The alpha was wearing a brown three-piece suit, with the jacket slung over his shoulder. Johnny looked handsome with his curtain haircut, styled effortlessly to frame his pretty features. His plush lips curled into a smile and Doyoung's heart thudded like a boy with a crush.
Johnny Suh was Doyoung's boss. Johnny was the one Doyoung had been sleeping with for the last year. Johnny was the father of Doyoung's unborn child.
Johnny was smiling at him, and Doyoung couldn't make his own smile reach his eyes.
"Good morning, Doyoung."
Doyoung bowed his head and stared at the ground. He watched Johnny's expensive leather shoes step into his space.
"Good morning, Johnny-ssi."
"Is everything alright?"
Doyoung couldn't bear to look Johnny in the eye, so he only raised his eyes enough to stare at the center of Johnny's chest.
"Everything's fine. I'll be preparing the notes for your meeting with Mr. Lee."
Doyoung bowed his head again and disappeared into the safety of his cubicle. He missed the way Johnny frowned and followed him with his eyes before going into his office.
Their physical relationship had started over a year ago. It was the result of growing tension between the two over long days and late nights working hard to get Johnny's business off the ground. It came to a head when Doyoung leaned forward and kissed Johnny during one of their many nights at the office alone. One kiss had turned into Doyoung splayed out on Johnny's desk and they never went back. Unfortunately for Doyoung, it hadn't gone further either.
They fucked at the office or in hotels on business trips. Doyoung didn't even know what Johnny's condo looked like and the alpha certainly hadn't visited the apartment he shared with Taeyong. The only dates they went on were the occasional work lunch or dinner, always spent partially talking business. Johnny was generous with gifts, covertly leaving jewelry or sweet chocolates in Doyoung's bags. Flowers periodically showed up on Doyoung's desk, always from a 'secret admirer'.
This would change everything. Doyoung had no idea how Johnny really saw him and how he would react to the omega's pregnancy. Doyoung already knew his feelings and what he wanted to happen. Johnny was the only person he'd ever want to have a child with, an entire life with. Still, the fear of rejection had Doyoung tearing up at his desk.
His phone rang, and Doyoung didn't have to check the caller ID. He wiped a stray tear away and picked up the phone.
"Yes, Johnny-ssi?"
"In my office, please."
Johnny hung up before Doyoung could answer. The alpha knew him too well, and would certainly pry an answer out of him. Doyoung stood up and steadied himself before walking into Johnny's rectangular office. Johnny sat at his desk, staring straight at Doyoung as he entered the room. The door closed behind Doyoung with a soft click and Doyoung's stomach squeezed.
"Yes, sir?"
"I called you this weekend," Johnny said, motioning his head for Doyoung to come closer. Doyoung's heels slid across the rough carpeting of the office until he was on the same side of the desk as Johnny. The alpha turned his chair to face Doyoung, legs spread and arms on their rest. "What happened?"
"I'm sorry," Doyoung stammered, not wanting to lie. "I was sick."
"Sick? You should have told me."
One of Johnny's hands reached out and Doyoung took it without hesitation. He was weak for Johnny and went wherever the alpha pulled. He slid into Johnny's lap with practiced ease, resting on his strong right thigh. Johnny pressed the back of his hand to Doyoung's forehead to check his temperature.
"I'm fine now." Doyoung insisted, unable to break eye contact. "It was just a stomach bug."
Internally, Doyoung apologized for calling the little thing growing inside of him a bug.
Satisfied that Doyoung didn't have a fever, Johnny cupped Doyoung's cheek in his palm. His thumb pressed against Doyoung's lips, touching the sticky lip gloss there.
"What's wrong, sweetheart?"
"I…It's nothing, I promise."
"Don't give me that. I can tell that something's bothering you."
Johnny replaced his thumb with his lips, kissing Doyoung gently. Doyong's throat tightened and he kissed back, opening his lips up to Johnny's tease. Johnny tasted so good and smelled like cedar and sage, a calming but strong scent. Doyoung loved Johnny's kisses and he whined into his mouth. Johnny's tongue glided over Doyoung's like they had a thousand times before and his hand slid over the omega's thigh. Doyoung's hands came up and pressed against Johnny's crisp white shirt. Johnny's hand kept moving upwards until his palm was rested on Doyoung's soft stomach. The touch broke the spell that Doyoung was under and he pulled away with a soft gasp.
"What is it?"
"I just-"
There was a knock on the office door and Doyoung jumped out of Johnny's lap, smoothing his skirt back out.
"Mr. Suh, I have some papers for you to sign."
"Hold on a second."
"It's fine," Doyoung interrupted, already heading for the door. "We'll talk later, Johnny."
Doyoung's stomach twisted violently when he looked back at Johnny and he shuffled out of the office with one hand on his midsection.
"Where are you?"
"I'm in the storage closet."
"Doyoung, are you fucking kidding me?"
"It's the only place Johnny won't look!"
Doyoung was nestled in the back of the storage room of Suh Marketing. His lunch consisted of bland porridge and a pack of cut melon he bought at the convenience store. It was just about the only thing he could keep down, so he ate while he talked to Taeyong on the phone.
"I just don't know what to say to him. I mean, you don't just have a kid with your fuckbuddy."
"Doyoung, I know you're only saying this because you're nervous, but listen to me. How do you feel about Johnny? Like how do you really feel about him."
Doyoung sighed, biting into another piece of melon and chewing slowly.
"I think I love him."
"Do you want to have a baby with him?"
"More than anything."
"Then tell him! I promise you, it will be so much easier when he knows."
"You're right, you're always right," Doyoung lamented. He pulled the phone away from his face to check the time. "I've got to go. Thank you for listening to my rambling."
"Just don't come home until you've told him!"
Doyoung hung up and cleaned up his meager lunch before heading back toward his desk. It was almost time for Johnny's meeting with Mr. Lee and Doyoung needed to take notes. He walked to his desk with the intention of getting his laptop quickly, but he paused when he saw something new on his desk.
A small bouquet of fragrant flowers sat in a clear crystal vase. Doyoung sat down at his desk to get a better look at it. Pink carnations and white tulips with some decorative greenery and baby's breath. Doyoung's fingers gently touched the soft petals to grab the small folded card hidden there.
Whatever it is that's on your mind, alpha will fix it if you let him.
-Johnny
Doyoung felt so foolish. He'd gotten so caught up in what he thought Johnny would say that he hadn't considered the alpha's feelings. He deserved to know what Doyoung was worried about and have the opportunity to talk about it.
More determined than ever, Doyoung grabbed his laptop and headed straight to the conference room.
Johnny was already there, flicking through his presentation on the big screen. He was alone, and the curtains were down so it had just the right privacy. Doyoung opened up the door and walked inside.
"Johnny."
"Hey," Johnny straightened up, meeting Doyoung halfway. "I was looking for you. Let's get dinner tonight."
Doyoung nodded, taking one of Johnny's hands. Johnny was clearly happy to see him in a better mood and squeezed Doyoung's hand.
"Did you like the flowers?"
"I'm pregnant."
There was a long pause and the two of them just stared at each other. It was not how Doyoung had planned to break the news.
"I mean-"
"What?"
Johnny looked like he'd just been slapped. Shock and confusion in his eyes had Doyoung rushing more words out.
"It's yours. I mean, of course, it is. But I'm keeping it and I thought you should know."
"I- You- I just-" Johnny stammered and Doyoung had never seen him look so flushed.
Jungwoo opened up the conference door and both of them let go and separated.
"Mr. Lee is here!"
The meeting went much better than expected after Doyoung accidentally dropped that bomb. Thankfully, both of them were seasoned professionals. Johnny had given so many presentations that he could have done it in his sleep. And even with his mind elsewhere, Doyoung was able to keep fantastic notes. At the end of the meeting, Mr. Lee was thoroughly impressed.
"Always a joy talking with you, Mr. Suh."
"Of course, Mr. Lee."
Doyoung smiled politely as Mr. Lee and Johnny shook hands. It was a long meeting and Doyoung wanted to get out of the stifling conference room.
"Let's have the contract written right away. Will you walk with me?"
Johnny turned back to Doyoung, who nodded happily. Mr. Lee was a bit long-winded and could easily take the rest of the day talking to Johnny about anything.
"I'll get the contract started. Please take your time."
Doyoung watched the two of them walk down the hall, and Johnny looked back just before they disappeared behind a corner.
"Goodbye Doyoung-ssi, have a nice night!"
"Have a nice night!"
Doyoung was the last person in the office, besides Johnny in his personal office. Mr. Lee had taken Johnny all around the building, talking business and personal. By the time Johnny had returned to his office, the sun was going down. Doyoung kept himself busy until everyone in the office had left. They needed privacy for what they were going to talk about.
Once he was sure that everyone else had gone home, Doyoung stood from his desk and headed into Johnny's office.
Johnny had his back to the door, without his jacket or his vest on. He was taking off his expensive watch and his cufflinks, depositing them in a dish on his desk. Doyoung watched Johnny roll up his sleeves to his elbow, revealing toned muscle and tan skin.
"We're alone?"
"Yes."
When Johnny turned around he was wearing the biggest smile on his face. Before Doyoung could say anything Johnny took two big steps and grabbed Doyoung at the waist. Then, Doyoung's feet were off the floor and Johnny was spinning him around.
"Johnny!" Doyoung squeaked, holding tight to the alpha's shoulders. Johnny was careful when he put him back down, leaning into Doyoung's space. His hands moved from his waist to his face and caught Doyoung in a soft but passionate kiss. Doyoung melted, kissing Johnny back with all his might.
"You're really having our baby?" Johnny whispered, and Doyoung nodded.
"I took four tests. All positive."
"God, I was so worried. Thought you were gonna leave me. This is the best news I've heard in my life."
Doyoung hugged Johnny tight. Wave after wave of stress fell off him with Johnny's gentle reassurance.
"I thought you'd be upset."
"I'm the furthest thing from upset."
"We've never talked about it before."
Johnny kissed him again.
"Then we'll talk about it now. Come on, get your stuff."
"Where are we going?"
"I'm taking you home."
Johnny's condo was expansive, decorated with cool neutral colors and expensive works of art. Doyoung breathed in Johnny's scent as soon as he walked into the condo. Johnny was gentle as he ushered Doyoung inside and held his hand as the omega slipped out of his heels.
"We can order dinner, I don't have any groceries right now. Can I get you something to drink? I've got wine-wait, no wine. Um…water?"
Doyoung chuckled as Johnny brought him into the living room.
"I'm alright for now. It's beautiful."
"You like it? You can change whatever you want, of course."
Johnny kept walking, leading Doyoung past the big and clean kitchen toward the bedroom hallway.
"Guest bathroom to the right, and this is the guest bedroom." Johnny pushed open the bedroom room, flicking on the light. Doyoung looked around at the beautiful room, fully furnished and ready to be slept in. They kept walking and Johnny opened the next door.
"This is my office, don't mind the mess." Johnny flicked on the light. The office had a desk not dissimilar to the one at the company and a bookshelf to the side. It was spacious enough to also fit a couch and a few comfortable chairs. "I think it'll be a perfect size."
"Perfect size for what?" Doyoung asked, unsure what the impromptu tour was for. Johnny chuckled and replied like the answer was obvious.
"For the nursery."
Doyoung blinked, looking at Johnny like he'd grown another head.
"What?"
"You don't like it?" Johnny frowned, turning his head back towards the guest room. "We can use the guest room. Or the master, whatever you want. Of course, we'll have to move once the kid grows up, or if we decide to have another."
Doyoung's heart clenched in uncontrollable emotion and it all finally clicked in place. Johnny hadn't been holding back on their relationship in uncertainty, but consideration. In an instant, he'd carved out space in his life and home for Doyoung and the baby.
"I love you," Doyoung whispered, wrapping his arms around Johnny's neck. Johnny hugged him back, kissing his lips.
"I love you too."
Johnny picked him up again but this time Doyoung was ready. His skirt rode up to his waist and he wrapped his legs around Johnny's sturdy middle. After a few long strides, Johnny entered his bedroom and laid Doyoung on the big, comfortable bed. Doyoung pulled him right down with him, kissing him and messing up his styled hair.
"Which time do you think took?" Johnny teased, pulling Doyoung's skirt down and his shirt up, stripping him down with the omega's help. Once he was naked, Doyoung started unbuttoning Johnny's shirt. "Was it that time in the copy room? Or When I bent you over the desk?"
"Jeju," Doyoung murmured, sliding Johnny's shirt off his shoulders and exposing more of his beautiful skin. Johnny was tan, built, and utterly gorgeous. "It lines up well."
"Ah, Jeju." Johnny breathed out, moving his hands to get to his belt and removing his pants and briefs. "How could I forget?"
The two of them had gone for a meeting with a traveling agency and extended that trip to an entire week. They spent half the trip in Johnny's hotel room, wrapped up in each other in ecstasy.
"Couldn't keep my hands off you. Makes sense that it finally took."
Doyoung moaned as Johnny ground their hips together, showing the omega just how hard he was. It had been almost a week since they'd last been together before Doyoung had started to get morning sickness.
"Do it again, alpha. Fill me up, I need it."
Doyoung always got so desperate when he was with Johnny. He was needy, clingy, and wanton when the alpha pressed over him and gave him what he wanted.
"I will, baby. Just let me taste you first."
Johnny kissed Doyoung's neck, sucking softly at his scent gland before moving down his lithe frame. Warm lips kissed a trail from Doyoung's collarbone to his chest then his stomach until they reached his hip. Doyoung's pubic hairs were already wet with slick and he was quivering with anticipation. Johnny loved eating Doyoung out, making him squirm and muffle his noises with a fist. He'd been known to pick up Doyoung and set him on his desk just to push his skirt up and lick his pussy until he cried.
This time was no different and Johnny grabbed both of Doyoung's thighs and spread him out. His tongue swiped up Doyoung's cunt, sucking at his clit before fully diving in. Doyoung cried out, no need to muffle his voice now, and gripped Johnny's soft hair. Johnny was just as loud, moaning at the taste of Doyoung and fucking him with his broad tongue.
Doyoung already felt more sensitive than usual, squirming under Johnny's grip. Pleasure rolled from his core to all his extremities. His toes curled in the air and he came without much more prodding. Doyoung's hips lifted off the bed for a second and his head fell all the way back onto Johnny's soft bedding. Slick squirted on Johnny's lips and chin and the alpha used it to slick his fingers and thrust two inside Doyoung. He sucked at Doyoung's engorged clit while he stretched him out with fingers, fucking him through his orgasm and into the next one.
"Johnny, alpha, alpha!" Doyoung cried out, back arched towards the ceiling. "I'm ready, I'm ready."
Johnny pulled his fingers out and sat up again, licking the salty slick from his lips. Doyoung didn't hesitate to sit up too, climbing into Johnny's lap and licking into the alpha's mouth. Tasting himself on Johnny's lips was nothing new, nor was the heat between them.
"Gonna give you all my pups, baby," Johnny promised, gripping Doyoung's hips and positioning him in the right place. "Keep you full, pretty, and pregnant."
Doyoung couldn't respond when he sank down on Johnny's thick cock, filling him all the way with a single thrust. The bulge where Johnny's knot was spread him out, making Doyoung whimper right into Johnny's mouth.
"Silly princess," Johnny mused between kisses, cupping Doyoung's cheek with one hand. "No need to be scared, alpha will take care of it."
Doyoung felt silly, and floaty from all the pleasure he felt. He let Johnny control the pace, lifting him up with ease and meeting him with an upward thrust on the way down. They didn't talk much after that, exchanging kisses and panting into each other's mouths. Doyoung gripped Johnny's biceps, thumbs sliding over his sweat-sheened arms.
"Alpha, need your knot now," Doyoung begged and Johnny changed their position so Doyoung was on his back and Johnny was above him. Doyoung let his legs be folded and Johnny bent him in half, fucking in deeper than before.
"Won't be able to do this soon," Johnny teased, his lips inches from Doyoung's own. "When you're all round and lovely."
It sent Doyoung over the edge, making him cum just as Johnny's thick knot tied him up. If Doyoung wasn't already pregnant he knew that would have done the trick. Johnny collected Doyoung in his arms and they came down with soft, deep breaths.
"I love you Doyoung, I love you so much."
"I haven't even gone to the doctor yet, John."
"I know, I'm just getting some estimates."
It was the next morning, and they'd both taken a "work from home" day. It was easy since they were boss and secretary and were on top of all the busy work. Doyoung curled up next to Johnny on the couch, wearing the alpha's clothes and watching him look at custom cribs on his tablet.
"We don't need something so fancy." Doyoung admonished him, eyes rolling at the prices they were charging for something a baby would sleep in. "My mom probably has my old crib in storage."
"I can't believe you're already trying to stop me from spoiling my princess before they're even here."
Doyoung playfully swatted Johnny's shoulder. "I thought I was your princess."
"You are!" Johnny said, leaning in and pressing a kiss to his lips. "My one and only, Doyoung."
Three Months Later
Doyoung moved in weeks after the pregnancy was announced. They had been honest with the rest of the workers at the company, but most of them already knew that something was up. They'd celebrated them and showered the couple with well wishes and love. Doyoung had lightened his workload to stay up on his doctor appointments and keep healthy. Johnny was there for everything, staying by Doyoung's side. He tended to every single need of Doyoung's.
"More, oh alpha I want more," Doyoung cried out, whimpering in Johnny's lap. His sweaty back was pressed into Johnny's bare chest, leaning his head on the alpha's shoulder. Johnny had already knotted him once but the aching feeling of want hadn't gone away.
"I've got you, I'm here."
Johnny's cock was still hard inside Doyoung and the omega moved his hips languidly while the alpha's fingers played with his clit. Doyoung's belly was bigger than before, but still just a small bump. He had reached the unbelievably horny phase of pregnancy and only Johnny could ease him.
"Take all that you need," Johnny whispered into his ear, using his free hand to wipe back Doyoung's sweaty bangs. "Just use me, baby."
Doyoung felt messy, his thighs sticky with slick and the rest of his body sweaty. Johnny wasn't faring much better, with Doyoung's possessive love bites on his neck. Afterward, Johnny would run them a bath and scrub them clean, probably wringing one more orgasm out of Doyoung before drying them off.
"Johnny, Johnny, I'm- I-" Doyoung's cries were cut off by his own scream, clenching down hard on Johnny's cock and cumming with a full body shake.
"Almost there, right?" Johnny laughed, kissing Doyoung's neck as he came down again.
"Almost."
Later
"When do you think you're going to stop working?"
Johnny asked it innocently on their way back from work. Doyoung knew that it would come up eventually. He was already six months along and getting around the office was beginning to be a challenge.
"I don't know. I'm afraid."
"Afraid?"
Johnny didn't take his eyes off the road but he reached a hand out for Doyoung to hold. Doyoung grasped the big hand of his alpha, holding it against his belly.
"You're not going to make me stay at home forever once I have the baby, will you?"
Johnny suppressed a laugh, biting his lip to keep himself from upsetting Doyoung unintentionally. Doyoung still noticed though, pinching the skin on Johnny's hand.
"I'm serious!"
"Ouch! I know, I know. Doyoung, I would never make you stay at home if you didn't want to. My business would go under without you."
Doyoung sighed, letting Johnny's hand rest on his belly. Their baby had started kicking recently and Johnny reveled in feeling them against his hand.
"You can do whatever you want, Doyoung. You can work from home until you're in the delivery room or come back when the kid graduates."
"What if I only want one baby?"
"Only children can thrive too. "
"What if I want five children?"
"I'll hire a nanny."
Doyoung rolled his eyes but smiled, content with Johnny's answer.
"Pull over, there's a tteokbokki stand!"
"We had that yesterday."
"Johnny!"