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I
Jungwon’s eyes are focused on Jay’s every move. From the way there is a slight tremble in his steps, to the muscles in his back being pulled tight. All Jungwon wants to do is scream into his mic for the music to stop and for someone to come and escort Jay to the back. But instead, Jungwon sings his next line and keeps an attentive eye on his boyfriend.
And he isn’t the only one. Jungwon knows that. Because he can see Sunoo from the corner of his eyes. The other is also attuned to the way Jay is carrying his body across the stage. And they are ready to catch him the second his legs give out. As the song drags on, so do Jay’s steps. They grow heavier and heavier and Jungwon’s heart is aching for him.
He knows so well how hard this must be on Jay and he can only hope that the painkillers he took earlier, take the sharp edge of the pain away. But almost two hours into the concert Jay must be beyond exhausted. Every muscle in his body pulled tight enough to snap at the smallest sidestep and Jungwon hated that. Even more than that though, he hates how much Jay must hate himself for it.
He is pushing his body to its limits and all Jungwon can think about is, that Jay must blame himself for not being able to give 100% to the fans. Jungwon wants to scream for everyone to hear, allow the frustration of the whole situation to break free from his body, and for Jay to hear that he is seen, that his effort is not in vain.
The last notes of the song fade and Jungwon breaks from his position first. He needs to be close to Jay. Closer than five steps away and more like one arm wrapped around him. But until Jungwon reaches Jay’s trembling body, he has already reached a chair and sunken down into a slouched position.
There are only a few instances in their long-lasting relationship, where Jungwon wanted nothing more than to kiss Jay. And this was one of those rare moments. A moment where encouraging words were no longer enough and only the tight lip-locking of a heated kiss would be enough to convey his true feelings. The sweat running down his temple though, reminds Jungwon of where they are.
No kissing.
No exzessive touching.
No open display of affection.
So Jungwon swallows his feelings and sits on the chair to Jay’s right while Sunoo settles on his left. And they are there for Jay. They will hold him up when he falls, they will be there to help him stay steady on his aching legs.
Heesung’s voice carries through Jungwon’s in-ear and his strained nonchalance is so telling of how severe the situation is for them. Jay is an important part of the band and it unsettles them deeply how fast the condition of his knee is declining. But right now everyone's priority is to avoid any unnecessary suspicions. And that’s why Jungwon is so glad Heesung is at least trying to be his usual self right now. Jake is chiming in with Heesung’s nonsense and Ni-ki is cracking a joke only the fans seem to understand, but Jungwon is thankful nonetheless. Because right now all of Jungwon’s attention is on the way Jay applies pressure just shy off of his knee.
It’s a tactic Jungwon knows all too well. From his own experience and also from seeing Jay do it countless times. A last resort at trying to ease the pain with more pain and it makes Jungwon so angry. Jay shouldn’t be doing this right now. He should be backstage, leg propped up and a cooling pack on his aching knee.
And Jungwon wants nothing more than to make sure Jay takes care of himself and rests up. But as the lights fade, Sunoo helps Jay backstage and the first thing Jay does is search out a manager for some painkillers.
„You can’t get back on stage like this!“ Jungwon says angrily as he watches Jay drown two pills with a big gulp of water from his bottle.
His worries fall on deaf ears. And it must be telltale. Even Jake comes up to them to say something. And Jungwon hates how bad he is at English, even after three years of being with Jay. And he hates even more, how Jake and Jay use English whenever they want to keep unwanted ears out. Because they know all these fancy words none of the other members know about and Jungwon hates nothing more than being left out.
But this time it seems like Jake is just cussing Jay out. His face is contorted with anger, brows furrowed as Jungwon has hardly ever seen before on Jake. He even has one hand wrapped around Jay’s upper arm, as he seems to try and talk sense into him. At least that’s what Jungwon hopes he does.
They argue a bit back and forth and Jungwon hears them say the words injury a few times. But more than that, he can hardly grasp. Because he doesn’t know what the word ligament means and why Jay looks like someone shot him when Jake combines the word with career.
„Can you please stop talking in English?“ Jungwon finally snaps and it makes them instantly turn to him.
„What’s a liment… ligment…,“ Jungwon struggles to repeat the word a few times before Jay interjects with a pained „Ligament. It’s a term for the band that keeps your bones together and makes it possible for you to move them.“
Jungwon nods slowly. Oh. That was most probably what hurt Jay right now. And Jungwon may not have been a doctor but he knows all too well that a torn ligament would mean months and months of recovery and rehab.
So in the end Jay returns to the stage with them.
Four painkillers in they end the concert and Jay is put on hiatus for the sake of his knee and career.
II
When finally all is said and done and both their doctor and manager leave the room, the silence settles heavily over Jungwon. He knows it must be even heavier on Jay’s shoulders, but he can’t turn around to confirm just yet. Jungwon needs a moment for himself.
His thoughts are a jumbled mess that seems almost too tangled to ever be smoothed out again. And all Jungwon can do right now, is thinking of the next steps.
Kiss Jay, gently caress his hair, tell him it’s going to be ok, shower together, massage his leg and apply the pain relief cream the doctor gave him, go to sleep. Rinse and repeat.
Rinse and repeat.
„Hyung, let’s go shower, alright?“ Jungwon eventually says as he approaches the armchair that Jay slumped into after returning to their hotel room.
Earlier all Jungwon had been able to think about, was if they had cleaned up after themselves this morning. After all, Jay had woken them up a little early, morning wood pressing into Jungwon’s thigh and all. Needless to say, they had made very good use of that little bit of coincidental extra time this morning. So when their manager and doctor wanted to tag along to their hotel room earlier, Jungwon had a hard time hiding his nerves.
Lucky for him both the manager and doctor had chalked it up to Jungwon worrying about the state of Jay’s knee, but Jay had seen right through him. He’d whispered „Don’t worry“ but Jungwon wasn’t quite known for not worrying. He had a master’s degree in worrying actually.
And now it wasn’t much different. Just a different kind of nerves building up, as he steps into Jay’s personal space. Despite his gentle approach of coaxing him into the shower, with the promise of not going alone, Jay has yet to move an inch. His face is relaxed, but void of any emotions. Even as Jungwon gently reaches out to cup his hands around Jay’s cheeks, he isn’t showing any signs of anything other than the bone-deep exhaustion of being on tour for so long.
„My love,“ Jungwon whispers, agitation clearly creeping into the cracks and lines between his words. Bleeding out into the hollow space of his aching heart.
Jay remains silent, yet he slowly scoots to the edge of the seat right as Jungwon steps into the space between his knees. His hands gently slip down from his cheeks to cup around his shoulders. Sometimes, when words are no longer enough, Jungwon will pull Jay in and show him with his body where his words fail him.
With Jay leaning his head against Jungwon’s stomach, they stay unmoving for a very long time. Jungwon remains quiet, just gently stroking his thumb along Jay’s neck until he feels the older relax under his hands. If this is what Jay needs right now, Jungwon is more than willing to give it to him.
„I know you must be hurting, but I’ll be here. Watching over you.“ Jungwon feels Jay nod, just faintly so. „Your fans would want you to rest up too and come back to them strong and healthy. So let’s work on that goal, together.“
There is no immediate reply to Jungwon’s words, but he feels Jay’s shaky inhale as if it’s going straight through his own body. This must be harder on him than making it to the final of ILand. Eventually, Jungwon feels Jay’s shoulders shake and wetness against his shirt. But Jungwon promised to stay with Jay whatever happens, a long, long time ago. So what are a few tears to him? He draws Jay closer to his chest and closes his eyes, allowing Jay to let his tears fall and soak into his shirt without abandon.
They make it to the shower much later. Jungwon helped Jay undress, washed his hair for him, playfully slapped his ass while washing his back, and even got a half-hearted laugh out of him. It’s okay. Baby steps are ok. Jungwon reminds himself of that throughout the evening. They wash up and get dressed, slowly. Eventually. Without a rush. And end up where they started their day, in between the sheets.
„Your massages always feel the best.“ Jay says quietly, while Jungwon works the cooling gel into his skin.
„Pft. Of course, they do.“ It hadn’t always been like this. And frankly, Jungwon would have preferred there to never be an occasion in the first place that would need him to learn this kind of skill. But if it brought even the tiniest bit of relief for Jay, Jungwon would do it all over again.
When Jungwon looks up, he is met with gentle, adoring eyes. Eyes that convey a thousand thank you’s and not a single resentment. And if it’s all for a tiny moment like this, Jungwon still will be forever grateful.
III
Nothing will ever feel as good as coming home after a long, exhausting day. Being on tour only makes the sentiment so much stronger.
Jungwon opens the door to their dorm and is immediately greeted by the subtle scent of their shared dorm. Sunoo is right behind him, one arm wrapped around Jay for support, while Jake trails behind them with the rest of their luggage. Despite Jay usually living in their other dorm, there is no way Jungwon will let him out of his sight for the next few days. So he will be living with them instead.
It’s not quite new news, because Jay is over at their dorm more often than not anyway because of Jungwon. Sometimes they meet him in the hallway in the early mornings and just lift an eyebrow. Instead of commenting on his hickey-covered neck, they’ll just ask if he also wants some breakfast and then pass by him on their way to the kitchen.
It’s a comfortable routine that works for them. And Sunoo is a bit too happy about waking up and finding his favorite hyung in his home anyway, so he would never complain. Who will complain though, is Jake. Because he shares a wall with Jungwon and can listen in on their shenanigans all night. In return for putting up with them, he gets the best and most expensive birthday presents from both Jay and Jungwon. So he is fine. He will live. The same might not be said for his eardrums but he’ll manage.
„Let’s get you comfortable first.“ Jungwon decides as he steps into the apartment and holds the door open for the three of them.
„I’ll manage from here on, don’t worry,“ Jay tries to assure them. But he almost topples over as he unties his shoes and Sunoo has a hard time holding him up.
Jungwon and Sunoo share one glance and then it’s decided. Jay will be escorted to the couch, be properly propped up there, and is not allowed to move. At best, he has to stay there forever. Or at least until he is stable on his knee again.
That’s how Jay ends up on the couch, leg propped up, knee properly supported by three different pillows, and an iced americano in hand.
„Mate,“ Jake greets him with a lopsided grin as he joins Jay on the couch not much later.
„Just don’t comment on it.“ Jay says quickly and takes a sip of his coffee.
„You are whipped for your boyfriend beyond belief.“ He leans back into the couch cushions and rests his head against the back of the couch. „Be honest, how do you feel? Anything I can do to ease the burden on your shoulders a little?“
Jay hums. And for a moment he seriously considers the question. But after his initial emotional outburst, the denial, the self-loafing, and Jungwon being there to accept all of it with open arms, Jay slowly came to terms with the fact that it couldn’t be helped. Healing needed time, and he couldn’t and wouldn’t risk his career and the continuity of Enhypen as a band, over his disappointment over himself.
„Jungwon is taking good care of me. He helps me with things I don’t even need help with.“ Jay says and Jake only flashes him a dirty grin.
„Jokes aside, he really, really, cares about you. Allow yourself to be pampered for a bit. Because your mind also needs a little bit of healing.“ Jake says, serious this time around. And Jay knows he is right.
Sunoo joins them in the living room as well, but he sits on the floor by Jay’s side instead. Purposefully leaving the seat on Jay’s other side empty for Jungwon. When he also joins them in the living room, they just sit around and talk for a while. It’s nothing deep, but it doesn’t feel like they are trying to skip around the topic of Jay’s injury either. It’s just nice to sit around and bond for a little while.
The others come over to their dorm as well for dinner and while half of the members are scattered around the kitchen, some stay back in the living room with Jay to keep him company. Jungwon instructed them all to keep an eye on Jay so he wouldn’t just get up and walk around on his own. And while that feels a bit over the top, it’s also quite nice to be pampered by all of them, instead of the other way around.
It’s moments like this, that make Jay so absolutely grateful for meeting such compassionate and loving people. And he wants to return their kindness tenfold. He doesn’t know how just yet. But he’ll start by getting better soon, so they can return to the stage altogether.
„Here.“ Jungwon says as he steps up in front of Jay. „I know how much you hate not being involved, so have something to do.“
He holds a salad spinner filled with freshly washed bean sprouts in one hand and a bowl in the other. Jay cracks a smile. Jungwon just knows him too well, knows him best most probably. And while it’s a tedious task to clean out the bean sprouts, it’s also a task that keeps him busy for a while. So Jay is grateful nonetheless.
„Thanks, my love.“ Jay says with a smile and takes the salad spinner from Jungwon.
„And you,“ Jungwon points a finger at Ni-ki, „will help your hyung. So get to it.“
Ni-ki throws a fit that’s more for show than anything, it makes Jay laugh nonetheless. And maybe that’s all that matters.
IV
Under Jungwon’s watchful eyes, the days pass by without Jay truly noticing.
Jay gets to sleep in. Get’s to have coffee in bed and Sunoo comes to lay down with them in the mornings on more days than not. Snuggled up comfortably in between Jay and Jungwon he talks, and talks and talks and Jay can hardly feel boredom creeping up on him.
Sunoo is always sweet. So sweet it might actually hurt sometimes. Sunghoon is the living breathing evidence of that. His cute aggressions because of Sunoo are unmatched. And Jay can slowly understand why. Ever since they had split their dorm up, Jay had forgotten just how all-consuming Sunoo’s presence could be, but now that they had been living together again, Jay was reminded of the fact that Sunoo was the walking sun.
Even on days when the pain exceeded the painkillers, all it took was Sunoo to yap about some random topic and Jay could feel a bit better. Therefore Jungwon made sure Sunoo was around whenever he couldn’t. After all, as their leader, there were always things to do, places to be, and arrangements to make.
And Jay was glad that Sunoo stepped up to be his caregiver. Although he would never say that aloud.
„So I was going out with Hojin because I had literally nothing else to do. And then we went to that one coffee shop I really like. You know the one in Sinchon? Right? We’ve been there before too. They had those absolutely delicious chocolate pies. Jungwon got it all over his clothes back then. That was so funny. He didn’t get the stain out for at least five washes. Anyway, so Hojin said that he really, really likes that one girl. I can’t tell you which one though, because you also know her, and I would never do my friend dirty like that. NDA and all. But he told her he had feelings and she was like ‚ok cool I will think about it‘ and I mean what is that reply, right? Who would say…“
Jay couldn’t even remember falling asleep during Sunoo’s retelling, but when he woke up, they were still in bed. Comfortably tugged in and the clock on Jungwon’s nightstand showed that it was almost time for dinner.
Jungwon’s jacket was hanging over the back of his desk chair, so Jay was sure that Jungwon had been the one to tug them in properly. Jay carefully tested the flexibility of his knee, before he got up and out of bed, making his way to the kitchen.
His approach is quiet, yet Jungwon hears him anyway. He lifts an eyebrow and before he can even ask Jay what he is doing here, his lips get sealed by a meaningful kiss.
„I missed you,“ Jay whispers against Jungwon’s lips. „Cuddling with Sunoo is nice, but I prefer my own boyfriend over the center of both Heesung's and Sunghoon’s constant, jealousy-riddled attention“. That made Jungwon smile.
„Is that so…“ He asks and turns his back to the countertop. „If you missed me that much, how about another kiss?“ The question barely leaves Jungwon’s lips, before Jay meets him halfway.
There was no real reason for timid kisses, but ever since Jay’s injury had gotten worse, Jungwon had handled him like a raw egg. No tongue, no hand on the back of his neck, just sweet, plain kisses. But with how much rest Jay had gotten lately, his pent-up energy was making him crave more than just an innocent press of lips.
„Baby, sweetheart, my love,“ Jay whispers as he crowds Jungwon against the counter. His boyfriend replied with a low hum, one that made the blood rush to Jay’s head. He had never wanted to kiss Jungwon more in his life than at this particular moment.
Without another word, Jay cups a hand around Jungwon’s neck and tugs him closer. Their lips brushes together and Jay feels the muscles in his lower stomach pulling tough from the anticipation of what was to come. Jungwon’s lips were plush under the press of Jay’s own and he could feel the needy way in which Jungwon opened his lips ever so slightly in the form of an invitation.
Jay licks his way into Jungwon’s mouth, just to be rewarded with a gratifying little mewl. And the sound was one, he would dedicate songs to if he could. The way Jungwon presses closer, so their tongue can tangle deeper, better, more desperately, only adds lyrics to the melody of their beating hearts.
Curse his knee, curse the slight jitter in his upper thigh, if Jay could have, he would have lifted Jungwon on the countertop. Forgone the thought of Sunoo and Jake being in the apartment, Jay wanted nothing more than to have his way with Jungwon and repay him, for all the kind things he had done for him in the past week.
„Maybe we should stop, your leg—,“ Jungwon says, or at least tries to with the way Jay goes in for more kisses. Deeper kisses. Kisses that leave them breathless and needy for more. How is Jay supposed to stop when Jungwon looks so delicate under him, when he tastes so addicting and his tongue is so skilled? Jay could lose himself while kissing his lover and he would gladly not return from the sea that was their shared passion.
But. Maybe. Jungwon. Was. Right.
Five words that could kill any argument. Nip his own defense in the butt and make him surrender. His leg was barely holding him up right now. Weak from laying in bed all day, there was no way he could actually give Jungwon any pleasure in his current state.
„Yeah… you’re right…“ Jay agreed. Too easily, that much was obvious.
„I promise we’ll get to do all the exhilarating things again once you feel better. Forgone is not forgotten.“ Jungwon promised quietly, one hand on Jay’s hip and his leg pressed into the plumpness that was Jay’s growing erection.
V
Their comeback was right around the corner. And yet the doctors had still not cleared Jay to return to the practice room. Although he still tagged along. As a guest.
„I need to walk. Move my leg, do my exercises.“ Jay had protested when Jungwon had told him to stay put this morning.
„You can do all of that at home.“ Jungwon argued back. His hands balled to fists, frustration rolling off his tense shoulders like rain from roof tiles.
Their argument had gone back and forth a few times until Jay had turned around on the doorstep, grabbed his bag, and made his way to his own dorm. If Jungwon was not ready to give in, Jay would play his last card.
Heesung
„I really don’t want to be in the middle of this.“ Heesung said during the car ride to practice and Jay assured him it was fine. He would take care of things if there would arise a need for it. And he was sure there would arise the need.
For the better half of the day, Jay makes sure to be out of Jungwon’s hair. He goes to the gym, goes to the studio, does little things here and there, and even goes to the cafe down the street near the junction just to get an iced americano.
By the time he makes it to the practice room, they are almost ready to finish up for the day. And the exhaustion on everyone's face tells him that Jungwon must have been in a very bad mood all day. Jake flips Jay off behind everyone's back before he takes a long gulp from his water bottle.
„Whatever you did today… Don’t do it again.“ Ni-ki says in the meekest voice Jay has ever heard him use. So it was that bad, huh?
In the end, Jay feels so bad, that they order dinner and the bill is on him. Before they can sit down to eat though, Jay makes sure to pull Jungwon aside for a moment.
„Don’t be angry at the others, be angry at me.“ Jay says, his back against the closed bedroom door.
For a long moment, Jungwon’s face remains unreadable, then he rubs his palms over his face. A clear sign of defeat in Jay’s humble opinion. So he carefully reaches out for Jungwon and pulls him closer. They share an embrace that feels like coming home, yet ending a war Jay was unaware of fighting.
„I know you need to start doing things on your own again. I know. But I can’t help but worry. I want you to get better soon, so you can join us again.“ Jungwon presses the words through gritted teeth like tofu through a grinder.
„I need you to be there with us. It makes me anxious when you’re not around. But I can’t help it. I want to shield you, I want to protect you in a way I know is impossible. I just love you too much to not have you with me all the time.“ His speech ends on a weak sound, one, that pulls on Jay’s every heartstring.
Jungwon’s feelings are one, that Jay understands too well. He also wants to be there with them and be part of the comeback. Be part of Enhypen as much as Jungwon’s life.
„I’m much better.“ Jay brings some space in between them, so he can have a proper look at the deep dark orbs that are Jungwon’s eyes right now. „You took so much care of me, that I had the time I needed to heal up well. I’ll rejoin you soon, so we can stand on the same stage again.“
Jungwon just nods. Meek and tired. Exhaustion pulled at all of his limbs all at once. So he allows Jay to hold him a little longer. They kiss against the closed bedroom door, even when they hear the other members arriving with their food.
They exist in the moment and just for each other, allowing time to flow freely as they lazily exchange kisses. If nothing is ever truly important, they are an exception.
That night, Jungwon pulls Sunoo and Jake aside and says thank you for helping him care for Jay and tells them that Jay will return to the other dorm tomorrow. He needs to let him go, so Jay can return to them the way he is supposed to.
V + I
„Hey babe, should we watch a movie?“ Jay asks from where he rests up against the pillows on Jungwon’s bed. He took a shower earlier and made himself comfortable on Jungwon’s bed.
His lover just returned from his well-needed shower, getting quietly dressed by his closet. Jay can smell him all the way to the bed. A little bit herbal, a little woody. Definitely a mixture of his body wash and aftershave.
If there is anything good coming from Jungwon’s ridiculously long showers, it’s the fact his skin is smooth and he smells divine. And Jay is ready to defend this fact in court if he ever needs to.
Jungwon has yet to answer Jay, but Jay is a patient man who just enjoys the show of Jungwon undressing (setting his towel to the side), pulling a pair of panties from his closet, and… Jay needs to blink. Quickly so. Jungwon turns to him and slowly saunters over to the bed in nothing but black lace that hides nothing. If anything it highlights Jungwon’s plump cock even more.
„Not fair.“ Jay mumbles in English and Jungwon crawls onto the bed just to reply „What’s not fair?“
Jay is sure Jungwon knows what he is doing there, and what this look does to Jay. Yet Jay can’t bring himself to look away. Especially not when Jungwon crawls right into his lap. The beauty that is Yang Jungwon needs to be studied, yet at the same time, Jay would never want to share the beauty that is Jungwon in nothing but a pair of lace underwear.
„I told you, we’d do all the exhilarating things once you’d feel better.“ Jungwon says just as he wraps his arms around Jay’s neck.
„I love you,“ Jay replies dumb and uncreative as he is with the way his mind is running to catch up to the situation.
„You can have me, all of me,“ Jungwon whispers into Jay’s ear. His lips brush his earlobe. Gentle, teasing. „I have one condition though, let me do all the exhausting work for today.“
And Jay wants to fight him on that condition. He really wants to tell Jungwon he is fine, he can give it to him just like he wants to. But then he looks at Jungwon. Really looks at him. And with the way his breath stutters, he is afraid his knee was never the problem.
Jungwon looks beautiful in the low light. With the curtains not fully drawn closed, the city lights fall into the bedroom and highlight his smooth, unmarred skin. His chest slopes down into a firm, yet alluring stomach. One, Jay wants to kiss and nip, dip his tongue into Jungwon’s belly button, and make him gasp as a shiver runs up his spine.
The lace highlights Jungwon’s slender hips, and his plump, not yet completely hard, cock and stands out beautifully in contrast to his creamy thighs.
Jay is sure, he will never lay eyes on anyone more beautiful, more alluring, and at the same time strong and independent and that thought is what eventually makes him agree to Jungwon’s condition. He trusts him wholeheartedly. With his mind and body.
„At least let me eat you out.“ Jay says eventually. He feels Jungwon’s stare, long, deep, intimidating. He is calculating in the way his hand brushes down Jay’s fully clothed chest.
„I’ll lay back and be good. Just sit on my face, you’re way better at balancing your weight than me anyway.“ Jungwon’s eyes grow so much darker at that and Jay can tell the thought must sink in. Hit home somewhere in Jungwon’s deepest darkest desires.
„Alright… Let’s get you out of your clothes first though.“ And that’s all the warning Jay gets before Jungwon all but strips him of every piece of clothing he wears.
A gentle, yet firm hand presses Jay back into the sheets. And not a heartbeat passes before Jungwon’s comfortable weight settles over Jay. They lay chest to chest, while Jungwon licks into Jay’s mouth like they have all the time in the world. Like they are alone and can do whatever they desire. And the thought makes Jay halt in the way he was caressing Jungwon’s ass just a moment ago.
His unmoving hands earn him a displeased whine from Jungwon. Jungwon who, after looking at Jay, must have caught onto his train of thought.
„Be as loud as you want, it’s just us tonight.“ Jungwon feeds the words into Jay’s mouth. Kiss by kiss, he feels Jay relaxing under his lips until he kisses back with favor.
And Jungwon just mewls at the shared intimacy of the moment. It feels so good to be under Jay’s care. His knowing hands map out his most sensitive spots until he pushes his hips into Jay’s growing erection. Jungwon wants to stay in this moment forever, yet at the same time, wants to hurry up and feel Jay as close as humanly possible.
They are experts at this, pressing each other's buttons until there is no stopping anymore. And Jungwon is long past the point of stopping. It seems to be the same for Jay if his prodding fingers are anything to go by.
„Off with the panties.“ Jay growls and Jungwon is so ready to follow his request. „Be patient—,“ He tells Jay nonetheless. But not a moment later they are both working the panties over Jungwon’s ass.
„Up, up,“ Jay urges with greedy hands that pull Jungwon onto his face.
The first contact of Jay’s wet tongue with Jungwon’s heated skin makes him almost topple over. It’s a sensation Jungwon will never get used to, yet also never tire of. Jay has such precise control of his tongue and fingers, that Jungwon can already tell he will have a hard time not coming from being eaten out alone.
Jay starts slow, gentle, warming them both up for what is to come. And Jungwon has to already curl a hand into Jay’s hair for self-control. Jay’s tongue drags flat over his rim, slow and menacing in the way it spends so much time lapping at the skin around it, just to return to the puckered rim in time for when Jungwon wants to complain aloud.
It feels nice, devoted even with how meticulously Jay works his way over Jungwon’s body. There is spit trickling down his inner thigh. But it doesn’t come far, Jay slightly turns his head and laps it up, spreading it back over Jungwon’s rim. With more pressure this time.
All it takes is for Jungwon to relax when the tip of Jay’s tongue massages his rim, for it to eventually slip past the ring of muscles. They moan in unison at the feeling. Wet, hot, a little bit forbidden. Yet Jay makes it seem so natural like this is the best thing that could have ever happened to him today.
He has a hand tightly curled around his cock and strokes his erection in lazy, uneven strokes to the rhythm of his tongue fucking Jungwon’s rim.
„I want more,“ Jungwon whines as he presses against Jay’s tongue. Setting a rhythm of his own, so he is properly fucking himself. „More, more“ Jay claws at Jungwon’s plush upper thigh to remind him that he is still under him. „Hyung, need you, need you—“
Despite his desperate exclamation for more, Jungwon keeps fucking himself in tandem with Jay’s efforts and only when a finger is pressing in alongside Jay’s tongue, Jungwon finally stills for a second.
His head is thrown back as he just focuses on the feeling of Jay’s tongue flicking against the rim, while one finger turns into two. And he allows Jay to actually stretch him for a moment before he moves his hips again. Being patient is not a virtue of Jungwon.
Jay pulls back eventually and says „We need lube baby.“ And Jungwon just looks down at him and nods dumbly.
They rearrange their positions after that. Jay with his back against the pillows again, while Jungwon made himself comfortable in his lap. He has a slicked-up hand wrapped around both their cocks, stroking them lazily. While Jay works two of his fingers back into Jungwon.
„Just one more, one more is enough.“ Jungwon blabbers with unsteady hands working their cocks.
„Ok, ok, one more it is.“ Jay confirms. And it’s so easy to work three fingers into Jungwon by now.
He is so relaxed and loose, that it’s not hard to tell just how aroused he must be.
Jungwon patiently allows Jay to stretch him for another minute. Actually enjoys the way Jay teases his prostate with the pad of his fingers before he pushes his hands away altogether. Without a hitch in his breath, Jungwon holds onto Jay’s cock and sinks down. Raw and hot and so needy.
And while Jay had expected Jungwon would set a quick pace for them, he is utterly surprised at how slow and gentle Jungwon starts out. It’s evident on his face just how much he enjoys it. How much he has missed this, them, like this. With every drag, Jungwon moans loudly. And Jay almost passes out from how tightly Jungwon clenches around him. It’s evident that he might be working out some repressed emotions right now, but Jay would never judge him for that.
Instead, he savors the way Jungwon moves his hips, picks up the pace, and works them closer to climaxing together. And it feels so raw, so intense that Jay could get used to this version of Jungwon. The one who just takes whatever he wants without abandon.
„Close—“ Jungwon whines out after a particularly deep thrust and Jay can’t help but wrap his hand around Jungwon’s slick, wet cock to finish him off in time with Jungwon’s own moving hips.
Jungwon was tight before, but when he comes Jay follows shortly after with the way Jungwon clenches so tightly around him. For a long moment all Jay sees is Jungwon’s heaving chest, covered in cum. All he hears are these little, helpless sounds Jungwon does from being overstimulated. And without thinking twice, he wraps his arms tightly around his lover.
Jay kisses him, slow, languid, with so much love and affection that he is sure it’s pouring over and all over the bed. Adding to the mess they made.