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Oh no, what should I do now?
Ivan covered his face in his palms and sighed in desperation. His lover had ignored him for three days. He didn't even reply to his messages, even talking to him was barely, and merely job-related.
All of this screwed situation was the consequence of him conceiving his lover from the kissing scenes of the new romantic movie that he was acting in. Ivan simply didn't want to upset him, so he decided to hide it, and that was the most stupid thing he had ever done.
While he had received the script, he knew he was fucked up. And he was literally fucked up no sooner had he done kissing the actress than he lifted his head and met the eyes of his senior Till, who was indifferently standing next to this movie's director and observing his acting.
Should I ask Mizi for advice?
As both of them were influencers, their relationship had to be unpublicized, only some of their coworkers knew that. Ivan texted Mizi and explained the situation, then getting a plain reply in return.
"Just prepare and throw yourself to his bed, stupid ass."
Dumbfounded by the text, Ivan pinched the bridge of his nose.
It’s Sua, definitely Sua. Mizi would never say something like that.
But he had to admit it was a clever move. How foolish of him, why didn't he think about it? Thanks~.
He and Till were in a relationship recently. He really loved Till, so he was scared that his senior would find him boring and break up. A little danger to their relationship couldn't be tolerated. God knew how he had been extremely happy that he could die in elation, sorely from Till accepting his proposal after the end of ALNST series.
Someone even accidentally took a picture of him being hit in the forehead by a column while he was walking dazedly due to excessive joyfulness, then uploaded it on social media. That incident somehow massively increased his celebrity, proving the fact that fans really loved contemplating the actor's clumsy moments.
It benefited him, still, being famous because of that was truly a stain in his career life. He would never want to experience that time again, when everyone in the studio had teased him to the point his head could explode from blushing.
………♤♧☾❖☽♢♡………
Ivan sneaked into Till's apartment with the key he got from Till as a privilege for his lover. He already grasped Till's schedule as he would come home tonight, and he's free on the following day, perfect for a wonderful night date.
Luxurious meal and wine, romantic decorations, condoms,... checked. Myself being cleaned and aromatic, checked!
He decided to surprise him with those prepared by heart, hoping that his dear would accept the apology.
A clicking sound of a twisted numb door resounded. Till, as usually tiredness expressed on his face with dark circles under his eyes, opened the door. His pupils were constricted by surprise as he saw Ivan and his doing in the room.
"Welcome home, senior! Would you like to take a bath first?"
Ivan smiled shiningly, welcomed him and took the initiative to hold his baggage and take his coat. Except for the surprising expression at first, Ivan could hardly read anything on his face. Till just silently stared at him, who now looks like a little puppy trying to please his master, pleading for his mistake's forgiveness. Way or another he was aware of his intention, Till gently patted his head and came in without any reply.
He forgives me, right?
They were having the meal together after Till took the bath. The silence filled the whole space until the meal finished. Being awkward by the hush of the atmosphere, Ivan cringed in anxiety.
"I-I'm sorry."
Hearing his apology, Till confusedly looked at him.
"Why are you apologizing?"
"I think you’re angry at me because I kissed that actress, even though it was just an act. I'm really sorry."
"... Indeed, I was annoyed a little bit back then, just a little bit."
Seeing Till speaking while smiling softly, Ivan's anxiety was brought to the next level.
It isn't that little, is it?
"C'mere, I also have a gift for you."
Till gently smooched his lips, grasped his wrist and led him to the bed. Till put an object supposed to be his present in his hand. It had 2 circle shapes made of titanium, one bigger, one smaller sticking together.
"This is...?"
"A double cock ring. Putting it on your cock helps control your cum. It can be vibrated and adjustable. You know, the longer you're restricted to cum, the higher pleasure you get when it's released."
Ivan trembled in fear while hearing Till's explanation. He could even foresee how messed he would be due to this present.
"Do you like it? I have been thinking a lot about how to compliment you for doing your work excellently. It took my time and effort to choose the best gift that pleases you."
He could smell the irritation in his compliments despite Till smiling brightly and gently stroking his hair.
"I still remember vividly how you affectionately kissed her to get the best result. Everybody in the studio was very satisfied. You have been trying so, so hard. Our good boy should be praised, isn't it?"
Ivan gulped in nervousness when Till emphasized each of the "affectionately kissed her" words. He tried to resist, but it didn't have any strength in his voice.
"I'm really sorry, but it can't be helped! It's one of the most important scenes in that movie."
"It's possible to refuse, you can deny before the start of projects. Our company doesn't force their employees, plus you're also talented enough to reach higher places without accepting those projects."
"R-really? I didn't know that! I always enroll in every assigned project... Ouch!"
Till flicked his forehead and sighed in helplessness as realizing how careless his lover was.
"My silly junior. Now that I have felt the sincerity in your apology tonight. I really like the romantic meal you prepared, but only after receiving my gift, your apology will be accepted."
No no no. It's ‘punishment’, not ‘gift’! Don't twist the definitions like that!!!
Ivan screamed inwardly, but didn't have the audacity to refuse the "gift" his senior had genuinely prepared for him. He sweated more and more in fear while feeling the ring tightened his penis to the edge of its limitation.
"Relax. If you're able to endure it, it will be really comfortable. You're allowed to cum once tonight, ok?"
"Only once?..."
"Only once."
Seeing no sight for the bargain, Ivan nodded obediently.
"Good boy."
Till slowly kissed him, from his eyes to his cheek, tenderly opened his lips and danced with his tongue. The slurping sound from the kiss rang in his ear causing him to blush and provoking his sexual desire.
Till's hand caressed his breast while kissing, stroked his nipples continuously until it was erect and stiff. As his sensitive points were taken care of, Ivan sweetly moaned as pleasure roused little by little, yet frowned his eyebrows as feeling the pressure of the cock ring on his gradually erect penis.
"I-It's... It's tight... Ah! No!! Ah!!!----"
A vibration suddenly appeared making his cock completely hard, bringing out the pain sobs mixed with joy. Ivan curled up, unconsciously grasping the mattress below due to the distress from experiencing unfamiliar sensations.
"No!--Ugh---Ah... It hurts!... It hurts!...Till---"
"Shhh... That's okay, don't be scared, dear. It's not that hurt, just breathing deeply and feeling it."
Till consoled him with tender whispers while not stopping his caress and kisses. Ivan gasped harshly, tried to calm down and felt it as his lover said.
The vibration massage plus the itchy and sore sensation on his balls and cock stimulating his senses wrapped him into the intensive waves of pain and pleasure. He didn't know that his moans were slowly sweeter and more erotic than before.
"See? You love it. Does pain make you feel that good? You're truly a masochist, aren't you?"
"N-no, I'm not!..."
Till chuckled and continued serving. He stroked his sensitive cock and nipples, pulling out more lewd sobs from his larynx. Ivan was brought to the climax, but couldn't truly reach it. He desperately struggled on the edge of climax. It felt so good yet so unpleasant. His mind became numb by the long-lasting pleasure.
"I--uhm... I can't... I want to... c-cum... Till... Till--ah~"
"No, you can't."
Till nibbled and licked his helix, lightly blowing words into his ear with a deep, erotic voice.
"Ivan..."
"Ahh!!!---"
Called the name by his lover broke the barrier of endurance. He orgasmed, not physically but mentally. It was the weirdest sensation he had ever experienced. His brain could barely function. His mind had exceeded the limit, but his body was still undergoing the unceasing pleasure.
He wriggled uncontrollably, his pupils flipped, and saliva leaked from his half-opened mouth. His face was completely a mess, but in Till's eyes, it was the most beautiful expression he had ever seen. That was the reason why he loved teasing Ivan in bed until he was able to contemplate this cute side of him.
To the outsiders, his beloved junior might give off the "mysterious and manipulative gentleman who would take control in bed" aura. Contrastingly, being bottom suited him the best. He was actually the one who was innately sensitive and easily succumbed to pleasure, which pleased Till's fetish even more.
He's enjoying it more than I thought. He's definitely a masochist. Till thought, licked his lips in satisfaction by observing Ivan's reactions. He also loves me so much that he can climax by hearing me calling his name. How cute!
"You're so lewd, Ivan. Sorely a foreplay has turned you into a mess like this. What will you become if I tease you more, huh?~ Can you show me?”
It took a minute for Ivan to snap himself out of the hazy state in order to comprehend what Till had said. While still being swept by sensuality, Ivan held the hand caressing his cheek, smooched it and expressed his feelings.
"Feel free to muddle me... until you're pleased... I'm only showing this side of mine to you... You and only you... could break me and make me your slut... since I belong to you, Till..."
"..."
Stunned in astonishment by Ivan's proposal, Till was hardly able to respond. His throat was dried, and his heart was thumping loudly in such a way that it could explode, filled with extreme happiness and little concern.
"... My wicked sweetheart, your love is very dangerous, you know?"
"!?... S-sorry! Did I upset you?..."
"No, it's not... It's not your fault..."
Till hugged him tightly as if he was holding his whole world, hearing their heartbeat merge together, letting the flow of intense emotions grow in his heart immersing him in the inescapable depth of love.
It's really dangerous. Till thought. He knew Ivan's love was devotional. Ivan dedicated everything to him, letting him absolutely control their relationship, which made him feel self-centered day by day. If he wasn't aware and stopped his greed and carelessness in time, he might truly break him one day.
What have I done to deserve this treasure? He's too precious to fall in love with me.
"I love you, Ivan..." He proposed.
"I love you too, Till..." He responded.
Till decided that he must love and indulge his dearest junior more to reciprocate his love. He must hold this priceless love in the bottom of his heart and protect it at all costs.
“You endure it well, sweetie. Tell me what you're desiring right now, I will grant it for you, whatever it is.”
“… I want you. I want you to put it in and thrust it deep inside me.”
“It's not releasing the ring?”
“I-It's okay! I don't mind. I'm still in punishment, ain't I? Also, I see you love it.”
“It's ‘gift’, not ‘punishment’, and you're the one who loves it, not me.”
“No it's n–ah~”
Till opened his hole with the finger wetted in lubricant and found the prostate immediately. He massaged it while sucking Ivan's tightened hard cock trembled by vibration, luring out more whimpers from him.
Ivan saw his dear lewdly lick his straight-up penis, from root to top, sticking the tip of his tongue to his urethra and sweeping all of the dripping liquid until nothing was left. The senior who was always cool and serious was enthusiastically savoring his cock. Once he had done, Till raised his head and seductively looked straight at his eyes, only to leave a transparent string of saliva linking the tips of his cock and his tongue together.
S-So cool!!! So erotic!!!
Ivan climaxed again sorely from this gorgeous scenery, busted out high-pitched screams soaked in the wet yearning for being loved.
“Ah!!!... I can't!--... Hurry up and put it in! Don't use the condom, I want to feel you real…”
“At your command.”
Till chuckled. Deciding that Ivan was loosened enough, he forcefully penetrated his cock into the deepest point of the watery hole and hit the prostate. Ivan gasped harshly, his long legs and arms unconsciously crawling to his waist and neck as the sudden force spread him apart. Till's fingers merged under the soft dark hair, he comforted him as he gently stroked his hair and kissed him until he was relaxed.
Knowing that he had calmed down, he slowly pulled out and pushed in, as each strike accurately touched the sweet point. By hearing the sweet whimpers of him, Till who not only had talent in acting but also music could grasp some of his feelings and emotions. Adoration, happiness, belief, carnality,... Those were all contained in the tones.
He wants it to be more aggressive.
Sensing that for his voice, Till thrust faster and deeper. Till seemed to be the musician leading the flow and controlling the harmonies from his voice, whilst Ivan was the singer following his lead, operating the performance for their love together.
As time passed, Ivan's perception gradually faded away in the flow of intense pleasure devouring him. It was good, so good that he couldn't think probably nor speak, the only things remained in his mind were the sensation of the vibration, the huge, hard cock inside him dominating his whole soul and body, and his moans lusting for his beloved bringing him to heaven.
The pleasure from both his cock and anal caused him to orgasm from behind, twitching to squeeze the cock dry, but it didn't stop and brought him to another round of sexual immersion.
How many times he climaxed, he didn't know. They changed their positions again and again and he orgasmed again and again without any ejaculation. Enormous climaxes from behind made him forget the cock ring restricting him to cum. His penis at this moment merely a sexual organ for toying and sexual titillating purposes, totally useless to breed. As if he had become a woman spreading legs and squirming to please the cock granted him sensuality, a whore exclusive for his dearest, serving him for eternity.
As soon as he was near to the next climate, Till who was embracing him from behind and thrusting fiercely, unexpectedly took out the cock ring, powerfully plunged once more time and ejaculated inside him simultaneously.
“Ivan, you can cum.”
“AHHH—”
Ivan fiercely orgasmed and ejected at the same time. The vehement climax this time finally wiped all of his remaining consciousness out, he fainted on the mattress soaking wet in sperm and liquid. His whole body was wildly convulsive, his face drenched with tears and saliva from his mouth widely opening to gasp for breath, exposing the seductive tongue and cute little fang.
Ivan, such beautiful Ivan…
Till sighed in contentment. He tenderly kissed him and contemplated his lovely expression for a while, then he brought him to the toilet to clean themselves. Ivan might be taller than him, but Till was strong enough to carry him shortly.
He passes out so sooner than usual. Was it too tough for him?
Finishing cleaning and wrapping themselves in the untainted blanket he had brought. Till stared at Ivan who was pleased and slept well.
Till was always filled with several emotions whenever he had time for a break to observe Ivan like this. Sometimes he felt cheerful and fortunate, sometimes he felt sorrowful, regretful, and apologetic. As though he used to hurt him somehow, unconsciously stamping on his love without knowing anything. It could have happened in their other lives, other worlds, other universes...
The bright smile of Ivan appeared among his thoughts, Till chuckled, pinching his silly junior's soft cheek. In that case, I must pamper him more as apologies, right? Since he deserves it.
That night, the two embraced each other and fell into the sweet slumber, together waiting for an incoming new day with best wishes.
Sleep well, Ivan.
Wish you a life always filled with love and blessings.
Wish your devotion be forever requited.