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Highschool was it, it was the place to find out who she was. She hung with loners the people that were on the outskirts who didn’t fit in and always with a love for Mary Jane. Her group became LuLu and her friends; all juniors and seniors. Everyone was older than her, it was weird being accepted and included into a popular crowd. It was like they saw her and as long as she was cool, funny Jessi she’d be sheltered from the storm of high school.
She changed her look to black jeans, her white tank top, red bra and army jacket. She’d finally started growing out her bangs and they were finally curtains framing her face, the only big change was the blonde money piece and highlights. Jessi had tried to hold out for as long as she could but Lola was right. High school was reality tv, a fashion show and a prison with a hierarchy all at the same time.
She tried to date, she really did but after the Hookup House and Ali she felt scared. And nothing was hitting that switch like how Judd and Ali had; except, maybe weed but she didn’t wanna sound like her Dad.
At 15 with her 16th birthday coming up, she was already content with staying alone, till she could find the one to break her and put her back together. She wasn’t in a rush to lose her virginity, of course. The redhead just couldn’t wait for her moment to find the person she’ll be with forever.
That’s why as she sat on the bleachers with LuLu, passing a blunt around she didn’t expect to see Judd and Cass, his hot girlfriend walking to his car. They locked eyes and Jessi quickly looked away sucking into the blunt so deeply it was making her eyes water. She prayed that she looked different enough that he couldn’t recognize her.
“Hey Fuckface! What I’d tell you about entering my vicinity.” Jessi looked shocked at LuLu; she didn’t know she knew Judd of all people.
Judd turned his head quick, like he knew the response to his appearance was coming.
“I don’t know, you ain’t cute enough for me to remember.” Ouch, Jessi winced knowing how it felt being on the receiving end of Judd’s insults before. She felt the adrenaline rushing through her body and she couldn’t wait to jump on LuLu to figure out what the beef was.
LuLu rolled her eyes.
“That wasn’t what your girlfriend said when she was eating this pussy.”
She could feel the venom in Judd’s gaze turn deadly, he opened the door for his girl and helped her in. Closing the door with a swift kick. He walked up to LuLu, her gang dissipated, reverting into an audience yearning for blood. Jessi unknowingly was the only one still by her side.
“Listen slut, I know you want attention and my dick. But let me give you a helpful reminder it will never happen ever again, every time I look at you all I wanna do is yak. Now leave me and Cass alone. Or you won’t like what happens next.” Judd's eyes finally met hers and she looked down in shame immediately wishing she had minded her business. She’s felt the ants crawling up her body as he examined her attire.
He held his emotionless bitch face stern, walking away to his car and driving away.
LuLu turned towards her,“I hate that guy.”
“I didn’t know you knew Judd.”
“Wait, how do you know him?”
“He’s the brother of one of my friends.”
“Oh well as you probably heard we’ve been in the same classes for years we had a threesome once.”
A threesome you hear that hunny bun Judd been slutting bitches out, you still have a chance if you eat a little pussy. Connie rejoiced.
I do not wanna eat that girl’s pussy after she was making fun of me with Judd Connie.
“Wow that’s crazy.” She responded to LuLu nodding along as the older girl began to rant again. She moved on autopilot for the rest of the day heading straight home to her bedroom. She couldn’t help it, she could feel the selfishness and jealousy like a hand squeezing her heart.
LuLu?! Really Judd of all people to fuck it had to be the biggest bitch in school. Ugh what’s wrong with me. Why couldn’t I be born a couple of years earlier. She could feel her body itch with the thought of Judd still searing in her mind. His clean undercut the color of navy, his furrowed eyebrows and his deep green eyes.
Come on touch it, you know you want to. Connie whispered in her ear.
No, I can't… Not anymore. She was determined to stomp this crush at the root, she didn’t need the heartbreak.