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You don't know how, but you became friends with your Avengers, started hanging out with them, and eventually ended up playing a game of truth and dare, drunk, after Tony dragged you to one of his parties.
"Truth or Dare?" Clint asked you. Comfortable where you were, you chose 'truth'. You expected it to be a fun, light-hearted question along the lines of the game. "Have you ever had a dick in you?" asked Natasha; you heard a gasp from Steve at a bashful language and a couple of 'oohs,' but you were too shocked to notice.
Just one sentence, one question, and everything came rushing back to you. You started to feel trapped, you just wanted a way out, and you quickly replied, 'No.' Getting ready to retire for the night. 'Too sleepy...' you would say, and you would go back to your room to calm yourself down. You didn't want to think about it. You didn't deserve it. You did nothing wrong. Yet you were the one feeling everything.
Then your thoughts were interrupted by Loki when he announced that you were lying. Of course, you were, had the question been framed differently, you wouldn't have to, but it was technically the truth. You did have a dick in you. Unwillingly, but you did.
The acquisition of you being a spoilsport, followed by demands that you spill the beans, filled the room. You didn't care who was speaking. There were a lot of voices. You just wanted an out, so that's what you did. You ran back to your room. You could hear the Avengers calling after you, something along the lines that you were too shy to talk about it.
No, you were not shy.
Too many times, you've been shut down. Or didn't get any response from the people you confessed to. When you reached your room, you dropped yourself on the bed. Tears you didn't know about started running freely down your cheeks. Throat hurting from the intensity of everything you were feeling.
Then you felt a gentle tap on your shoulder. Did you forget to lock the room? You were sure you did.
And when you turned around, Loki was not the person you were expecting.
...TO BE CONTINUED