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Once again maeno was summoned by his work superior, kanrai. and once again he appeared as requested, despite what happened the last time he had been beckoned to the kanrai estate. he braced himself before pushing the heavy oak door open, looking up at kanrai who was fiddling with some papers at his desk, the same as usual. he knew what was likely to happen, the consequences of trusting the man again, but what else did he have to loose at this stage, he had already previously lost his virginity and his dignity, so there's little harm in coming back. kanrai noticed his presence, beckoning him forwards, his legs moved by themselves, though part of him did wish for this, to be used by kanrai, to serve the older man in such provocative ways. He just wished he wouldn't feel so dirty afterwards, that he wouldn't feel sick with himself, unable to look at his own body. He didn't know why it made him feel unwell, he liked it when kanrai had forced himself onto him, so why did it feel so bad.
he shrugged the thought off, continuing to approach him, upon reaching kanrai, he hovered awkwardly by the side of the desk.
Kanrai paused, thinking about his word choices carefuly.
“you know what it is I want again, yes?” he asked, watching for any changes in the younger man's behaviour.
maeno shifted nervously before nodding and presenting himself to kanrai, who hesitated slightly at the bold offer, having not expected maeno to be so open to the idea of this dynamic between them.
kanrai slid maenos shorts down, caressing him lightly, causing his breath to hitch with every movement of his fingers.
he wanted this, at least he thought, it was what he solely believed in that moment, the only thing to disturb such a peace of mind was the reminder that kanrai could be unforgivingly cruel at times. maeno shivered at the thought, knowing it would surely hurt this time too.
he pulled away, changing his mind about the situation, resulting in kanrai shoving his face roughly into the desk.
“oh dear maeno, you can't go enticing me and then changing your mind purely because you don't feel like it anymore, it's your responsibility to take care of what you've caused.” kanrai whispered into his ear, his breath cold against maenos delicate skin.
he understood, he had to take responsibility for exciting kanrai, even if he didn't wish to proceed with this anymore. despite knowing this, he still struggled against the man's grip, before realising resistance was futile.
kanrai let out a light chuckle at this, before bending maeno over the desk again.
he couldn't recall most of it, it felt unreal during some parts, to the point where he must've blocked the memory out, though he was fully aware of the burning sensation that came with kanrai thrusting out of him, before roughly forcing himself back inside.
maenos body ached, his dry hole being penetrated repeatedly, to the point where he couldn't tell how much time had passed. maybe an hour at most, he at least could tell that kanrai had came a good few times, from the warm feeling inside of him as well as the wetness.
again he felt dirty, he wanted to go hoke, to scrub his skin clean of the man's touches, he didn't even wish to pay any mind to kanrais existence, as if it had never really happened. Kanrai wouldn't stand for being ignored though, gripping maenos throat in his hand and lifting his head towards him, looking at his teary eyes whilst he fucked into him, like he was some human fleshlight.
maeno kind of liked the sound of that, being like a little fuck doll for kanrai. his feelings on such matters conflicted often. he wanted his higher up to take advantage of him, to fully slut out for the man, but he also felt disgusting.
he could tell that kanrai was getting close again, his thrusts grew more violent in nature and his grip on maeno tightened.
he pushed his negative thoughts away again before he leaned more over the desk, arching his back, if he was going to be used, he wanted to at least enjoy it for a little, like he wanted to.
every thrust resulted in maeno whining, he was now breathing heavily and he even thrust back a little into kanrai.
kanrai grunted before releasing another load into maeno, fucking his cum deeper inside of the smaller before he eventually pulled out.
maeno slumped over the desk, he wanted to get home and sleep now, to his utter disappointment kanrai had other plans for him, tugging him by his hair before he shoved maenos mouth onto his cock, hitting the back of his throat.
he instinctively gagged with the sudden intrusion and the loss of air. After coming to terms with the action he began to move his head up and down in a rhythmic motion, licking the remnants of kanrais cum off of the tip before his head was forced back down again, he choked slightly, his eyes watering.
his job would've been a lot easier if kanrai didn't want him to deepthroat it.
he tried his best, sloppily sucking on kanrais length, the older man moaning out from above him.
After a long moment of maeno trying to fit his mouth around kanrai, his head was shoved down again as he came, hot semen filling his throat as he struggled to swallow it all.
kanrai allowed him to pull up, stroking maenos cheek softly.
“awh, look at you, all full of my seed in both holes, such a good boy.” he murmured
maeno leaned into his gentle touch before kanrai abruptly pulled away, dressing himself once more.
maeno got the message and pulled his shorts up again, though he wanted to change as soon as he got home, he felt dirtied and being in clothes that were soaked in sweat was not ideal for feeling clean at all.