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"Nicole...?"
A soft voice murmured my name.
And as much as I didn't want to, I opened my eyes only to see Ari right smack in front of my face. I groaned out of annoyance because she just decided to wake me up in my moment of peace. In forever, honestly, I should slap her right now. She did say she wanted me to. Huh.
Blue saw purple, a stoick, blank expression meeting an embarrassed and caring look. I looked around an unfamiliar setting. Oh, right, I'm at her house right now. After the fucking encounter with the nerd at the bookstore I bought some whip-its from some loser and got fucked up on it with my girlfriend. Yeah, my girlfriend. The rest is a blur but I can kind of guess we madeout and fucked, because well, most of my clothes are on her room floor. Also, because her hair is messed up, her shitty Walm*rt dye hair.
I know that everywhere she goes, she'll always try to fix it if it's messed up in some way. Because I've been with her wherever she goes, as much as I don't like it. I guess she's comfortable with me. It's a good thing she isn't a man. I would've bullied the fuck out of her for shits and giggles. But I wouldn't even be with a man in the first place unless I'm using them for money and shit. God, I'm so funny.
I took my head out of my ass for the present, finding that Ari was still on top of my motionless body. What the fuck does she want?? "What, bitch?" These insults just come out, I don't think about what I say to her since she's completely oblivious to my emotional abuse. "Ummm..." She mumbled like one of those cartoon characters on TV, ew, I hate Jefferey for just ruining this shit for me. Even though I couldn't really see shit, I could tell she was staring at my tits. I know I'm hot but fuck.
"Oh! Sh-shit, sorry, I was only just checking up on you. Yesterday was..." Her words trailed off as her face got red, her expression filling up of lust, and I don't know what else. "Anyways! You huffed a lot of that shit.. I'm surprised you didn't die." Oh, if only. Goddammit. I hate myself. I readjusted myself on her bed, subconsciously moving her with me. Fuck, is this what doing relationship stuff does to you?
Ari smiled at the action, hugging me tighter. I can't believe I'm doing mushy shit. Ugghh. Just a few more hours until morning, I don't feel like going out and potentially getting raped by a gang member. Nah, not today.
"Hey, Nicole?" She called me again, but I just hummed, I don't feel like doing shit anymore, I mean that for today, but it still goes for the rest of my life. I rested my head against her pillow, looking up at the ceiling. I can't try to pin a time where I felt so comfortable, even in my own bed! Maybe Ari isn't that bad after all I make her out to be. "I love you." You know what? I take that shit back. I nodded while closing my eyes just for some more darkness.
"Me too." Even though I was just lying to get her into not calling me out, I kind of felt bad she was degenerate enough to fall in love with a pretty but careless bitch, me duh. I know she's mostly better off, but she continues to endure my fucking shit and well, I think that's hot as fuck. I might just beat the crap out of her, and she'll love it. With my vision blackened, I could feel every single thing that was going on.
Okay, we weren't that fucked to go completely naked but I was only in a shirt and panties, she had a sports bra and shorts. My shirt rode up, and we had skin to skin contact, I wasn't easily as disgusted as I was when just accidentally touching the hands of a guy. I couldn't help but feel... hot? I'm not that self-absorbed, yes I am, and I don't give a fuck but for once I'm not complimenting myself. Shit, how times have changed.
I put an arm over her back, tugging her closer. I was cold, okay? That's all I'll fucking say. I told Ari this too, and she surprisingly didn't say anything about it, fucking finally. The redhead edgy girl moved from her spot, instead relocating over to my neck. She nuzzled into the space under my jawline. Her breath steady. "I love how you smell nice, Nicole..." And I'll totally ignore the fact that every time you get close to me, you don't hesitate to catch a scent off me. But instead of saying all that, I hummed again, going along with her rambling.
"How you do your makeup, and how you don't wait to correct mine while scolding me because I've done it wrong. I love how you dress, how you speak, how you only smile when you're being a total bitch to the shitty guys." Ari laughs quietly, her back bouncing slightly. She gets off my neck to grab my face and give me a peck on the cheek. Now, it doesn't go like this all of the time, I always try to reject her affection like it's man cooties. But, for now, I'll let her do whatever she wants.
It's not wrong to want affection after being denied it your whole life, right? If you agree with this, you can fuck off and finish last.
Being void of anything, I look at her. She's the only one who can feel things, and I envy her for it sometimes. While her thumb gently rubs across my skin, she looks at me with longing and care. Ari comes slightly closer, her eyes half-lidded. She swallowed harshly, preparing to ask a question. I've caught most of the little things she does, and it certainly helps when I need to get out of the actions she's about to do quickly. "Can.. can I?" Her lavender eyes catch a glimpse of my lips, indirectly asking for a kiss.
I don't want to ruin the resting time I possibly have, but who cares? Not me. I don't shake my head, though I don't move either. She takes this as a hint to 'get along with it'. Apparently, she's as observant as me but not the brightest. She gives me a slight peck on the mouth this time, waiting a moment before leaning in and capturing my lips in hers. The redhead edgy teen takes hold of my head, pulling me in. I take the lead as always, I love being in control, obv.
I bite her lip carefully, making her whimper and taking the chance to slip my tongue in. Ari doesn't hesitate to try and fight me over my dominance, but to subdue the act, I move my hand to her neck and squeeze lightly. I move my other free arm to her waist, gripping her hips and pressing them along mine.
She moans in my mouth, the action sending warmth pooling in my lower stomach. Our heated make-out session causes us to move away from each other to intake more air. I grunt in dissatisfaction, flipping us over so that I'm on top. I straddle her with my legs and lean down on the lesbo whore to continue sucking her face.
I couldn't help but rub myself against Ari, I got frustrated by the fact that I was itching to have sex with her. I'm turning into one of her kind of sex addicted degenerates, no! I can't let this happen. But it feels so good, goddammit. Just this last time.
I tongue wrestled with my girlfriend and at the same time I stripped the lower half of my body. I pulled away from her watching her pout whilst I climbed ontop of her, I didn't care about feeling insecure since my self esteem was always shooting through the roof when I was with the edgy lesbian bitch. I glared at her, giving her an indirect command she couldn't and, of course, wouldn't refuse.
Ari's face was so red that I could almost compare it to her hair. She didn't give a response, knowing me, I wouldn't let her say anything to me at this time. With a clicking noise, she used her saliva coated tongue to lick me. I shivered, clutching the headboard of her bed until my knuckles were colored whiter than my skin. Ari sucked and kissed my sensitive area, taking her time to tease me. She also used this time to grasp my thighs near her head, like she wanted to be suffocated. Fucking slut, I'll give her what she wants.
I sat on her face with full body weight, I grabbed hold a clump of her hair, pressing her head to my crotch. I held her steady while I rode her tongue. At some point, she snaked her way inside, tongue-fucking me. I gasped and grit my teeth, panting heavily.
I could just feel a knot in my lower stomach starting to loosen and disentangle. As quietly as I mustered, I muttered, "F-fuckkkkkkk...!" The dam in my abdomen just broke, sending waves of liquid out of my system.
I never would have imagined to hear myself moaning someone else's name just like when I heard my whore mom having sex in the house.
My girlfriend quickly tugged me tighter, aiding to last the orgasm as long as she could, "Ari..!" I groaned lowly, knowing the fucking walls were as thin as fucking paper.
I didn't know and for sure didn't want to know who else was in the house, I'm leaving it to future Nicole, goodluck.
I released my grip on her scalp, sitting on her chest while I scrambled for breath. Ari took a deep breath in like she was holding it in for the last, uhmmm, 5 minutes? Shit, I can't lie. That's impressive. Fuckkk, I'll just give her the satisfaction title 'best head giver'. I don't believe her statement saying that this was the first time she gave it. I didn't even believe her when she said that this was her first time! Ughh, why am I always the one to take a girl's first time?
I plopped right next to Ari on the bed, not noticing she was literally wet all over. She sat up, apparent that there was a strange sticky liquid all over her face, even running down her neck. She didn't even try to swallow it all! Fucking bitch, I'll show her. "Fuck do you think you're doing?" I asked her in a bitchy tone. She flinched at the comment, "I'm so sorry, I couldn't swallow it all, I'm sorry Nicole!" The redhead teen begged for mercy, a weird thing if you ask me but I just welcomed it. She needs to have a consequence for her actions after all.
"Where's the toy you got." Ari looked at me helplessly, "That wasn't a question." I continued, getting off on the fact she was obeying and listening to every little thing I say to her like a fucking dog. The slut just got off her bed and reached into her closet pulling out a lengthy box. I know it might be appalling to ask a lesbian why she has a fucking fake dick strap if she doesn't like men. But it helps to know she only likes it on women.
Ari gave me the box with an embarrassed and pleading look. I couldn't stand look at her with my skeet all over her face. It was hot, but I couldn't possibly kiss her like that. "Go wash yourself, slut." I commanded, taking the toy out of its package. She instantly rushed out of her room, closing the door behind her.
I sighed, exhausted from all the work I've done. I can't really give her credit, but she helped me get off, and that's something. Why am I talking like a sex addict?? Whatever, that bitch better not fucking tell anyone shit. It's like I have her on a leash, pleasing to know but fucked over if I take it off. Whatever, I'll just switch schools or completely ruin her life. Hmm, the second option sounds more fun.
I adjusted the fake dick to my hips, getting upset at how much fucking straps I needed to secure. By the time I was done, the moonlight was showing through the half close curtains. Covering my dick in moonlight, I then realized how.. powerful, I felt. Ew, now I sound like a guy who just realized they can rape women any chance they get. I shook off the disgust I had, sliding my hand over the length.
I was genuinely kind of surprised Ari would get this beast, I know she was kinky but I didn't think she was this kinky. I'll show her all the 'love' she wants from me. I'm not sure if that's what she meant by love in the first place. Having sex with me must be a topic that should be bragged about. I heard a creak from the door, not bothering to hide myself in case anyone else opened the door. Ari stepped in the room with a dirty but embarrassed look.
She didn't turn her back to me as she closed and locked the door, I wanted to praise her, but I knew she wouldn't be able to take it as far as she is right now. I let go of my fake dick and slouched near her bed. The horny redhead walked toward me, slowly kneeling to my waist level. Her eyes never leaving mine. I raised an eyebrow as she did nothing for the next few seconds, catching the hint she took ahold of my cock. I know she wasn't the brightest in school but she knew what steps to take whenever she was with me and when she was having sex with me.
I loved it when she did that. I know that for sure. Now, show me what you're all about, Ari. "Don't be shy." I said in a perverted tone, moving my hand over her head. I pulled her scalp down, causing her to look up at me. She hissed slightly at the pain but wasn't discontent with the action. "N-Nicole..?" I didn't give her any reply. She didn't deserve me wasting my breath right now. I positioned my dick at the entrance of her mouth. As if it was second nature she opened and took the silicone cock into her warm opening.
Without warning, I shoved the dick more into her throat, causing her to widen her eyes and start crying. Instead of pushing me off she took my dick like a slut. I wasn't really surprised by the fact that this apparently wasn't her first time. I could tell right from the start. I felt a little bad for her, honestly. I guess guys go for the girls who don't even think about them sexually NOR romantically. I can't help for my disdain growing for men every second of my pitiful fucking life.
I pulled my dick out when I felt it was enough for her. Once I did, she started coughing when she was trying to breathe through her mouth again. A sudden rush of pleasure shot through my chest. Did I actually enjoy her tears? Maybe I can't really lie. I did enjoy it when someone was crying their whole fucking heart out of pain and anguish but now even more so that I was the cause of it. Now, I need even more of this. Shock was sent tingling down my spine once I realized the fake dick was pulsating. Oh, shit well, I forgot to take my meds again.
I gasped at the sensations it sent through my body. I felt like I was actually dripping from the tip. Oh God... I can't take this anymore. I lent out a hand for Ari to take, and once she did, I pulled her up with newfound strength. I pushed her forcefully onto the bed, scaring her slightly. I crawled onto her like a fucking animal scooting her toward the headboard. She watched me with sexual longing in her purple eyes. I loved it when she didn't try to speak, even more so when she let me do whatever the fuck I wanted to her. Without repercussions.
Now, I know what I was getting into. I watched enough porn to know what positions I'd go with. Also, the ones that would be the most pleasurable to entice both parties. Damn, I'm considering her again, fuck. Whatever, she'd love anything I do. That's how much of a people pleasure she is, fucling whore. Missionary it is. I touched the saliva she left all over my dick and stroked the length. Lubricating it as best I could. I lined my cock with her dripping cunt.
I slipped it in without breaking a sweat, "You're such a slutty bitch, aren't you?" I asked with a seductive voice, not really expecting her to say anything inreturn. She groaned the more I went in, not stopping until I hit the hilt. I looked over at her whorey eyes, gazing up at me with overwhelming desire. The blush on her pale face visible as much as the hearts in her eyes were. I started thrusting without any confirmation, Ari wasn't the one you had to ask to fuck if you were a girl. She'd immediately accept you dominating her in any way.
The more wet I got, the more I had taken to slamming into her with my hips. Ari clawed my back, raking marks for possibly the whole world to see. The redhead started moaning my name over and over like a lousy person asking for help. God, I couldn't get enough, but then again, I couldn't TAKE enough. I pressed my body more into hers, latching onto her neck. Might as well make hickeys because of how much scars I'll have by tomorrow. I licked all over her neck, leaving deep red blots in my wake. The edgy whore grew in volume, leading me to drag myself off of her, "Shut the fuck up." I paused in between every word I attempted to say.
Instead, I shut that slut up forcefully.
I leaned away from her face, grabbing ahold of her petty neck. "Nnnghh-!" I squeezed tightly while still plunging my cock deep into her. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head, her tongue lolling out. "Ghhhhnnnn!!!" Her saliva dripped down her mouth, trickling onto my hand. I bent over, not stopping my actions, and licking it. I used up the last of my remaining stamina to fuck her hard, the knot in my lower stomach, loosening once more. I think she was near her orgasm too. I almost couldn't move anymore.
I let my grip go, moving my hands over to the bed to steady myself. "N-Nicole!! I'm- Fuckkk...!!!" Ari wraps her legs around my waist, completely stopping me. I rubbed against her with the last of my strength. She lures me in with her open mouth, crashing our lips together. We sloppily make out as we ride out our orgasms together. She moans out my name, muffled as I swirl and swivel my tongue over hers, exploring every little intricate part I could.
I stop my movement completely, pulling away from her softly and laying my forehead against hers. We both try to calm our breathing for the hundredth time. God, that the the fucking hottest sex I had with her. Now I'm just like her. A sexed up lesbo. Ugh, I hate feeling good for the wrong reason. You know what? No, I don't. I always feel like that. It just feels even better. Ari breaks the silence, "God, I love you, Nicole..." And for the first time in forever, I don't feel anything about her words of affection. Anything bad for more context.
Now, she can receive my praise. She deserves it. From how hard I fucked her anyway. I love to be on the not receiving end, rather someone else than me, I guess. I just wish I could feel love. No, no. Fuck! She's rubbing off on me. Shit, how do I get out of this-
Ari pecks me on the lips, relieving whatever thought that went into my head. "You know.. that's the first time you showed me any emotion, Nicole." The teen girl whispered. I narrowed my eyes at her, "I'm leaving -" I pull out of her, suddenly feeling empty even though that dick wasn't even real. "Nicole.." Ari looks at me with her pout, I haven't even realized now how much it affects me. With an upset expression, I lay down on her once more.
She laughs wholeheartedly, kissing me on the cheek this time. I don't say anything for the whole time she's awake. We exchanged glances, but that's about it. Ari continues rambling on about how much she loves me. I can't help but feel a little tug in my chest, and then I can't believe I'm starting to grow attached to this gay girl. Oh fucking well, future Nicole can deal with this later. After changing into other clothes, I snug more into Ari. Her breaths and heartbeat comforting. Emily wasn't wrong. She is pretty. Without all the makeup she puts on to impress me, instead I find her naked face impressing. She isn't near hot like me but she sure is... cute?
Without thinking, I give her a peck on the cheek. She's totally asleep, so I can do it. I close my eyes to find only peace awaiting me.
I wish I didn't have to wake up. Though, I guess Ari makes waking up a little less painful. She isn't so bad after all.
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I wore a tank top to school, though not an overly low cut one because of every fucking guy on the school grounds. Everyone gossiped about all the shitty claw marks I had on my back. Even Jecka was puzzled. "How the fuck did you get those, Nicole?" She asked in the courtyard when we were skipping classes. I hated sitting next to Jeffery, and Mr. Burleday wasn't helping at all. I texted Ari on my mobile, asking her to come skip with me again. I hated that I was becoming so attached that I couldn't spend any more than a few hours without her with me. Did that witch put a spell on me?
Jecka shut up once she saw Ari's neck. She had a little red on her face while smoking the cigarette she bought from Emily. I smiled, mischief apparent on my face.
"Don't tell me you guys are sexed up abusive lesbians.." Jecka puffed out smoke, raising an unamused eyebrow to the both of us. Ari didn't make a peep as she slipped closer to me. Her hand finding mine and entangling our fingers together. "Oh yeah, for sure." I leaned over to the redhead, giving her a peck on the lips, shutting her up for the future. She put her head on my shoulder, sighing contently. That was all I needed.
"You wanna join?"