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Summary:

Touya loves kissing Tenko. Kissing is great. Kissing is fine. More than fine, it's fucking fantastic! But it's also not enough.

Road trip be damned, if they don't find a motel soon, Touya is going to go mad with lust and he knows it.

Notes:

A few months ago, I had the huge honour of being a guest writer for Monochrome: A Touten Zine (2022)!

I wrote two pieces for this project, a SFW one (that has been posted separately) and a NSFW one (the one that you are currently reading).

I had a wonderful experience on this zine, and I had the chance to collaborate with a lot of writers and artists that I had admire greatly!

This fic is technically a continuation of the first one, "Road Trip", but it can be read as an independent piece! Just two horny boys on the road, what else is new?

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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Touya didn’t know how much longer he could wait. For a while, it felt like just kissing Tenko would be enough to satisfy him. He had wanted to do that for ten years after all. This first kiss, their first kiss, by the car facing the ocean… It lasted for hours. Well, maybe not, but it certainly felt like it. Everything from Tenko’s soft moans against his lips to the way he had grabbed his face had been profoundly addicting, which was why they had done it again and again, and oh god, it only got better each time.

It was as if the two of them were trying to make up for all the years they had spent not kissing, they were like two teenagers who couldn’t get their hands off each other. Hell, Touya was pretty sure that if there was a way to safely kiss and drive at the same time, they would have found it. They would lie on the bonnet of the car and kiss… they would stop the car to walk in the woods and kiss … they would buy some snacks at a gross gas station and kiss. But each time they did, Touya got greedier and greedier. His hands would wander under Tenko’s shirt just a little longer and a little higher, he would kiss just a little lower down his neck, and his boyfriend’s reactions to these specific attentions did nothing to discourage him. But there was only so much they could do without the intimacy of a bedroom… Well, actually there’s a lot we can do without the intimacy of a bedroom, Touya thought one night as he watched Tenko falling asleep on the seat next to him. But I don’t think he’s ready for that just yet. That’s alright. I’ve wanted him for so long, I don’t mind going slow. But not too slow. Which was why Touya made a decision that night.

Realistically, Tenko surely knew what Touya was up to when he suggested that they should get a motel for the night, but Touya still liked to think that he was smooth enough about it.

“I just feel like we deserve this, you know?” he said as they drove to the nearly empty parking lot. “Sleeping in the car is fine enough, what was the point of me stealing one of my dad’s credit cards if we’re not even going to use it?”

Tenko didn’t say anything, just smiled, but a blush had been steadily growing all over his face for the past ten minutes. It was quite dark outside by now, but the entire area was basked in the glow of the bright colourful neon lights all over the building. It created a surreal atmosphere that made Tenko look even prettier somehow.

God, I want him so fucking bad.

Although he was still smiling, Tenko remained awfully quiet as they walked inside, and Touya felt some doubt creeping in his brain for the first time since they had left their homes. Does he actually want this? Is he ready? Am I pushing him too soon? But said doubt disappeared as soon as the clerk asked them how many rooms they would need, and Tenko blurted out: 

“Just one room will be enough.”

Touya knew that he was in love with Tenko for years, but it was at this very moment that he realized how truly whipped he was for that boy. On their way to the room, he felt his entire body vibrating with lust and anticipation, and judging by how Tenko tripped on his own feet as they got up the stairs, the feeling was quite fucking mutual . As the younger boy struggled to open the door with the key, Touya just couldn’t hold it anymore. He pressed his entire body against Tenko’s back, effectively trapping him against the door, and suddenly Tenko was not so quiet anymore.

Oh fuck …” he gasped.

“Here, let me.”

With these words, Touya wrapped his arm around his chest and let it teasingly travel up and down Tenko’s slender body. Playing with him like this was fun, but he was quite literally about to combust right now, so he quickly took the key in his own hand to open the bloody damn door.

The room was basked in the same eerie neon light as before, probably because one of the signs was right next to their window. Perfect. The next chain of events happened really fast: the door was open and then immediately closed behind the two of them, their bags were dropped to the floor, and Tenko was shoved against the nearest flat surface, which happened to be the wall.

“Oh god, fucking finally! ” he moaned as Touya held his hips and lavished his neck with open-mouth kisses.

“Fuck, if I had known you were so eager…” Touya whispered against the burning sensitive skin, “…we should have done this long ago.”

There were many things that they should have done long ago… running away, confessing their feelings, kissing, and so much more. Touya felt his head spinning just thinking about all the time they had lost, and his hands were shaking as he slid them under Tenko’s shirt. Suddenly, he was the one feeling overwhelmed. I wanted this… I wanted him for so long… what if I mess this up… what are we… is this… In his fantasies, he was always methodic, dedicated and seductive with Tenko, but right now, he could feel his movement getting frantic and messy. He wanted so much all at once, he couldn’t think straight; his only guideline was his need to touch Tenko as much as possible. The younger boy was squirming against him, twisting his body around to give Touya access to all the places he wanted to touch. 

“Shit, Touya…” he moaned when he felt two warm hands rubbing over his nipples. “I just… I need… fuck…”

“What do you need, baby? Tell me everything.”

“Are you gonna take my fucking clothes off, or what?”

Oh yeah right . Touya chuckled. There was something about Tenko trying to sound bossy while looking so utterly fucked up and depraved… yeah, these clothes needed to be off right now . He honestly had no idea how they managed it in the state they were in, but in the very next second, both of their shirts were on the floor, and fuck , if Touya was desperate before feeling Tenko’s bare skin against his own took his to a whole new level.

“You’re so pretty…” he groaned, crashing his mouth directly against the other’s chest. “So gorgeous, so perfect, so precious… I’m going to make you feel so good, you have no idea.”

Tenko was already shaking like a leaf, but the moment Touya grabbed his painfully hard cock through his jeans, he simply collapsed. For a moment, Touya thought that it would actually be pretty fucking cute if Tenko simply came in his jeans right now, just from the teasing and the kissing, but his boy held it together surprisingly well. Good, yes. This is way better actually, I can make him so desperate … 

“Touya…” he moaned. “Touya, would you… would you just please…”

His voice was so shaky and so raw, it was enough for Touya to remember that right now he was actually the desperate one. A role that he was more than willing to embrace. With one swift movement, he grabbed Tenko’s thighs and lifted him up in his arms, purposely pressing their clothed erections together. His boy tried to muffle a scream by pressing his face directly against his neck, which was the cutest thing in the whole ass world.

“You know,” Touya whispered directly into his ear as he carried him to the bed. “The good thing about us waiting so long to do this is that I had years to think about what I’m gonna do to you…”

He couldn’t see Tenko’s face, but his entire body spasmed as if he had just been electrocuted and he held onto the taller boy just a little tighter. Touya gently dropped him on the bed and pushed him backwards, relishing in the blush that he could see spreading all over the thin body right underneath him. He carefully pushed the black hair away from his face to have a proper look at the most beautiful boy in the world. God, he just looked so … so soft, so vulnerable, but also so eager. This was when Touya properly realized that he had wanted this just as long as he did.

“Please kiss me,” Tenko pleaded. 

God, he owns me. Always has and always will.

Touya obliged. He wanted to kiss Tenko like this forever. He wanted to taste every corner of his mouth, to be able to map it from memory, he wanted kissing Tenko to be more natural for him than breathing. He wanted to kiss him for all of eternity. And so it just went on and on and on, until Tenko had the quite wonderful idea to wrap his legs around Touya’s waist, suddenly reminding him of how painfully hard he was right now.

“What are you going to do to me?” Tenko asked, and oh, it sounded so deliciously like a dare that Touya needed a few minutes to find his words.

“I’m gonna…” he stuttered, breathing heavily, “I’m gonna make you feel so good. I’m gonna lick you everywhere. I’m gonna worship your body like a temple. I’m gonna make you come again and again and again…”

With these words, he hungrily kissed down Tenko’s trembling body, maintaining eye contact with him for as long as he could. He dragged his teeth over his nipples, licked his sternum, and playfully bit the lean muscles of his stomach… all of this while looking directly into clouded crimson eyes. He could tell that Tenko was making a real effort to keep looking at him, and well, such a hard-working boy deserves a reward, doesn’t he?

“I’m going to pleasure you in ways that you can’t even imagine,” Touya continued as he nibbled Tenko’s hip bone. “I’m going to get so fucking creative, you and I won’t be leaving this room for the next three days … but first …”

He marked a pause there, cherishing the way Tenko’s eyes went wide with lust, the way his chest was rising and falling so rapidly, and the way he was so clearly trying not to buck his hips. I can’t believe he’s real.

“But first…” Touya said with a hungry smile. “First I’m going to suck your cock.”

Without giving Tenko the time to process that sentence, he buried his face between his legs, just breathing in at first before kissing his crotch through the fabric. 

What happened next was quite messy. In the best possible way.

Tenko’s entire body arched against the bed, and he shrieked so loudly that the entire motel surely heard him. He was grabbing the pillow behind his head as carefully as he could, while Touya was not so carefully getting rid of his jeans and boxers all at once. As soon as his hard red cock sprung free, the time for teasing and seducing was over. Touya licked Tenko’s member like his life depended on it, kissing up and down the shaft for good measure, before quickly starting to suck on the head.  Above him, Tenko couldn’t control himself anymore. The way he moaned Touya’s name was borderline pornographic, he was twisting and arching his body in many wonderful shapes, completely lost in ecstasy. Between his legs, Touya kept working diligently, finding own pleasure in the way Tenko was falling apart. This was all he ever wanted. Tenko was safe now. He was far away from his monster of a father, and he was safe in Touya’s bed, naked, needy, vulnerable, free and happy. Pleasuring him is all I want to do for the rest of my life, he thought as he slid his free hand inside his own pants.

They both came seconds after this, Touya slightly after Tenko. Watching the love of his life reach what probably was his first orgasm was just enough to drive him over the edge. It took them a while to slow down their breathing and clear their minds again. Tenko almost looked like he had passed out, and Touya crawled up to him to pamper his face with kisses. 

“You did so well, love…” he whispered against his lips. “So good and wonderful for me, so…”

“I love you, Touya.”

He said it in such a soft sleepy voice, but with such a happy and genuine smile on his face that Touya’s heart skipped a bit and all his thoughts left his brain.

“I… I… I…”

“Are you serious?” Tenko laughed, reaching for his face to bring him even closer. “After all we just did, this is the thing that makes you blush? You’re so cute and I love you so much.”

It was Touya’s turn to bury his red face in the crook of his boyfriend’s neck.

“I love you too.”

Notes:

Before anyone asks, yes, I do realise that I always write the exact same flavour of shigadabi/touten smut in different fonts.

But what are you gonna do? Send me to horny jail?

I will see you soon for more shigadabi content! :)