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All his life, people have told Mark that he's naturally good at everything.

Mark just thinks he's a perfectionist. Not in a way where he has to be perfect in everything he does. But in a way where he sets his personal goals to a perfect standard and works the hardest he can to succeed in them. Which makes it seem like he's the perfect all-rounder but in the end it's all hard work.

It's nothing bad though, to work hard. Mark's work ethic is probably one of his favourite things about himself. It is strong enough to make him live the life he wants. His diligence is his best quality.

Mark is good at things because he puts the effort in. He's top of his classes, has a well paid job and has his own flat he shares with his best friend. And even though he works hard, he still has time for a good social life and hobbies. He stays on top of it all.

The only thing he can't quite figure out are relationships.

Mark tried. It really wasn't for the lack of effort. He's had his fair share of relationships, dating, even one night stands and a friends with benefits situation as well. But nothing ever really lasted and to Mark no one ever felt right enough to put in the effort for them to stick around.

He seriously didn't know what he did wrong.

"I seriously don't know what I'm doing wrong."

Mark was currently in their living room with Donghyuck. They were both sitting on the floor next to each other, backs leaning against the couch.

In front of them, on the low glass table, were several cans of beer. Some opened and some still waiting for the two boys to crack them.

"You're the perfect Mark Lee. Everyone loves you, hyung. You can't do anything wrong."

Donghyuck's voice was clearly laced with sarcasm. Of course he would never genuinely say Mark is perfect.

"Shut up, dude. I'm serious!"

"Me too! You have so many great attributes!"

"Donghyuck..."

"My favourite is that you can burp the alphabet."

It was true. Mark could burp the alphabet. A talent that they figured out he had on an evening similar to this one, where they were just sitting at home drinking one beer to many.

"Please be serious for once."

"You're not perfect."

Donghyuck was probably the only person in Mark's life that genuinely didn't think he is just born perfect and therefore has to succeed in everything he does. The only person that could make jokes like this because he knows all of Mark's flaws and secrets and can read him like an open book. Same goes for Mark when it comes to Donghyuck. That's why they're best friends.

Donghyuck lets out a sigh and takes another sip out of his beer can.

"But you also aren't doing anything wrong."

"Then tell me why everyone I've ever been with felt so unsatisfying. It's like all I can do is friendships, the second it's a relationship, I fail at keeping them close!"

Mark lets his head fall onto his knees, that were angled upwards. Donghyuck pinches the back of his neck hard before dragging Mark's head up again.

"First of all, insulting! You're calling me unsatisfying to my face. I'll let you know I satisfy just right! Second, just because the few relationships you had didn't work out, doesn't mean you should doubt yourself."

He took another sip of his beer.

"We're young! You don't need to be in the perfect end game relationship right now, you can still try things out and experiment! Just chill out, dude."

Mark sometimes forgets that Donghyuck was his first. They were never more than friends or friends with benefits. But because they grew up together and have been friends since they were in diapers, it just came naturally that they also explored their sexuality together. Especially when Donghyuck presented as an Omega, Mark was just there to help him as best as he could. It's been ages since they've done something like this together but Donghyuck did officially count as one of Mark's past sexual experiences.

"You weren't unsatisfying."

"Thank you."

"But, like, still it was just never like this big wow thing. Sex in general, not just with you. I mean there must be something I'm doing wrong."

"So your relationships all fail because the sex isn't up to your standards?"

"I don't know! It just feels like every relationship I had was more of a friendship where I occasionally fuck them... and everytime I have sex it feels good, sure, but never like this mind-blowing thing everyone says it is! Like I'm definitely not asexual or whatever, I'm just bad at sex I think..."

Mark's hands played with his beer can.

"Maybe you're looking at this thing the wrong way."

Mark's eyes find Donghyuck's face. The younger seemed to have some kind of idea building inside his head judging by the look on his face.

"What do you mean?"

"You think just because in every relationship you had the sex wasn't amazing you're lacking something or doing something wrong. But what if its the other way around?"

"What?"

"What if the sex isn't great for you because they are lacking something?"

Mark's eyebrow raises in curiosity.

"Everyone I've ever been with is just collectively lacking something?"

Donghyuck sighs.

"Mark think about this for a second. What do all of your previous partners have in common?"

What do all of his previous partners have in common?

There was his first girlfriend, Koeun. They dated before either of them had presented, when they were only 12 years old. All they did was hold hands on their way to school. They broke up after 2 months of dating because Koeun went to a different middle school than Mark.

Then there was Donghyuck. They started fooling around when Donghyuck was 15 and Mark 16. They shared their first kiss, when both of them realised that they had little to no experience in it and would soon start high school, which meant possible relationships and kisses.

And they also shared their first time with each other. When a late night talk just lead to them exploring each others bodies, out of curiosity and general teenage horniness. After Donghyuck presented as an Omega, Mark agreed to help the younger out during his heats, if he needed to. Because Mark presented as a Beta just a few months prior, he wasn't too affected by the young Omegas's pheromones. At least not to the same extent an alpha would've been. But Mark still was a hormonal 17 year old at the time.

So they fooled around quite a bit until Donghyuck fell in love with some upper classman and decided he could no longer obtain this friends with benefits situation if he wanted to be in a committed relationship.

After Donghyuck, Mark started dating as well. He had his first serious relationship with 18.

Mina was the perfect first girlfriend. The omega girl was his seat mate in class and they shared a passion for literature. He met up with her to study a few times after school until he finally asked her out on a date. They were together all throughout their last year of high school. But both of them grew apart in college, after Mina decide to go to London to study.

After Mina, Mark was doing a lot of casual hook-ups, completely living up to the college experience.

There was an omega guy he met on the basketball court, a beta girl he first talked to at some boring party Donghyuck dragged him to, an omega girl from his English class and a beta girl that he met through mutual friends.

After the casual hooking up, Mark tried to casually date as well. He met up with Jungwoo a few times. A male Omega who was a year ahead of him and had the same college major. Then there was Youngji, a beta girl he met at his work place. They dated for around 4 months.

His last serious relationship was the one that just ended.

Renjun was actually a perfect boyfriend, someone who was just aimlessly beautiful, funny and nice and just really good to Mark.

He met the younger Omega through Donghyuck, because they are both studying vocal music and shared a project together, Renjun came over a few times. And almost naturally (after sharing a beer or two) they all became friends. Once they started meeting outside of school projects, Mark and Renjun met up more often alone as well. And by the third or fourth time of him and Renjun meeting without Donghyuck, Mark finally got the courage to ask Renjun out.

They dated for nearly a year. And it was nice. They grew very close and shared a lot with each other. But Mark realised that, just like Donghyuck or Mina or anyone he ever dated, Renjun was just a very good friend to him. Nothing more.

They broke up and Renjun was ignoring him for a week. Donghyuck was mad at Mark because he made things awkward between the three of them. And their friendship group seemed to crumble, until Renjun sent a break up meme to their group chat and soon everything went back to normal, like it was before they even dated. Mark was relieved because he genuinely liked Renjun a lot and didn't want to lose his friendship.

But that contained all of Mark's previous romantic and sexual experiences. He didn't know what all of them had in common apart from their failure.

"I never liked any of them enough?"

"No, I think you liked them... but you didn't like fucking them and why do you think the sex was bad?"

Donghyuck's face looked like he expected Mark to just know what he's thinking, like reading his mind. But Mark had seriously no idea what his best friend was getting at.

"Oh my god, hyung! Isn't it obvious?"

"What?"

"You've only ever been with Omegas or beta girls!"

Donghyuck was right but Mark was still trying to figure out how that lead to all of his relationships failing.

"Yeah? But what's the problem with that?"

"They can't or won't fuck you. You've never been fucked, Mark. That's why you're unsatisfied!"

"Oh my god, Hyuck!"

Donghyuck was still looking at him with a serious face. He put the beer can in his hand on the table and turned himself to face Mark completely.

"I know, I know! Male Omegas can fuck you too. I'm not sexist or shit but we gotta be realistic, there's only few that actually want to. Like personally speaking I love getting fucked, I would never fuck anyone!"

Mark was just staring at his friend.

"And I know for a fact that Renjun never fucked you. Or any male Omega you've been with and all the Betas you've been with were female, so if there isn't some strap-on story I've never heard of... You've never been fucked!"

Donghyuck was looking at him like he just cracked some secret code to fix all of Mark's problems.

"What the fuck has me getting fucked to do with anything?"

Donghyuck's mouth stretched into a knowing smirk.

"Hyung, you're a Beta. You're basically the epitome of a switch."

He stopped for a second, considering his words.

"Again not sexist! Obviously your sub-gender has nothing to do with sexual preference or attraction or sexuality or whatever... but it is true that most Omegas are bottoms, Alphas are tops and, well, Betas, like you my dear Mark, are switches!"

Mark had honestly never thought about sexual preference. He has always been with partners that knew what they wanted and Mark somehow always ended up topping them instead of being on the receiving end. Of course he's had his share of blow jobs or hands jobs, but Donghyuck was right. He's never been fucked before.

Being a Beta however was never something Mark minded. He was glad to not experience heats or ruts, he only ever pitied Donghyuck when he was going into heat. Mark also didn't really get the whole asserting dominance or submission thing. To him being a Beta was like being Switzerland. He was just in between everything. Not overly dominant or submissive, just fluctuating casually between the two. He was able to pick up scents and had his own scent but it was never as strong as an omegas or alphas, so he never really put much thought into it. He was just always the middle ground. but being the middle ground didn't mean that he has to experience both sides. He was okay with staying in the middle.

"I don't think that that's the problem?"

Mark really couldn't believe that a simple thing like imbalance was supposed to impact the whole trajectory of his relationships.

"But Hyung, you said you weren't satisfied! Maybe you actually just need dick!"

"But I'm bisexual? I also like women and they don't have dicks?"

"Exactly! You're bisexual yet you've never had a dick in your ass!"

"I'm really not sure if that's the solution."

Donghyuck looked at him with raised eyebrows.

"Don't knock it till you try, hyung."

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They didn't really talk more about it after that evening.

Mark also didn't think about it.

Or he wishes he didn't. Because in all honesty it was all he could think about now. What if Donghyuck was right? What if relationships were so complicated because Mark wasn't satisfied enough? What if sex would be good once Mark was on the receiving end? Can Mark even be so dependent on a sexual preference that a whole relationship crumbles under it?

Maybe that's why he agreed to go to a party with Donghyuck.

Usually Mark wasn't a big party person. His saturday nights were mostly filled with chilling at home, watching a movie or two, maybe drinking a few beers but that's it. Sure he's been to parties but they just weren't his usual scene. He preferred quiet nights at home.

But Donghyuck insisted that Mark had to come because he wanted to introduce him to someone.

So right now Mark was in a small college flat similar to his but belonging to some alpha Donghyuck met through probably another party. Mark was in the kitchen leaning against a kitchen counter hiding away with the booze while everyone was partying in the living room. Occasionally talking with someone that came to refill their drink. Donghyuck was supposed to stay with him especially because he was the reason Mark was here but Donghyuck was also very unreliable once he had a bit too much to drink so the younger was currently grinding on a stranger, probably some Alpha he just met, in the living room.

Mark didn't mind. He really isn't the biggest party person so chilling in the kitchen, sipping on his vodka cranberry, and just talking to the few people that sporadically went to the kitchen to get something to drink, was completely okay for Mark.

He was just trying to figure out when the appropriate time was to leave. Mark began to feel the alcohol affecting him and he wasn't the biggest fan of hangovers, so he would love to leave before he's forced to drink the next drink just so he has something to do. The problem was that Donghyuck brought him here for a reason so Mark didn't just want to run away, but Donghyuck also seemed pretty preoccupied from the few looks Mark took into the living room space.

"Hey cutie, do you mind moving a bit to the side?"

"What?"

"You're blocking the punch."

Mark glanced behind him and saw the full bowl of fruit punch sitting almost untouched on the counter he was currently leaning against. He moved to the side to let the boy past.

He didn't notice someone entering the kitchen, too busy thinking of an escape plan. He only smelled the alpha boy now his senses focused on him. With so many people in one flat Mark had a harder time to spot someone's scent. Donghyuck probably would've smelled the alpha before he even entered the kitchen.

While the boy was filling up a glass with punch he got a better look at him.

The boy had light pinkish hair that was styled gracefully around his face. He was sweating a bit, probably due to the stuffy air in the living room. His face looked almost like porcelain, perfectly smooth and soft. Mark would love to touch it just to see how smooth and soft it was. His lips were stretched into a smile even though he wasn't smiling at anything in particular and almost like it was frozen in place. Once he filled up his glass with the punch he turned around to face Mark, who was still staring at the boy.

"You're staring."

Mark's eyes widened.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to!"

The boy put his glass to his mouth, smile never leaving his lips as he took a sip of the punch.

"It's okay. I think you're pretty too."

"What?"

"That's what you were thinking, wasn't it?"

He was leaning into Mark's space, suggestively raising an eyebrow. Mark could feel the scent of the Alpha affecting him slightly, as he was beginning to feel a bit dizzy. The Alpha's scent wasn't bad, he smelled a bit like lavender. But Mark was definitely not used to an alpha being this close and scenting him. He also was a bit too drunk to keep himself in check.

He knew his own scent wouldn't be too intense given the fact that Betas usually never have a strong scent. But he also knew the Alpha could still smell him better than Mark could smell himself. As an Alpha his senses are naturally better than Mark's, so if Mark already felt like he was loosing control over himself, the other boy must've noticed it even more.

"What's your name, pretty boy?"

"Mark, what's yours?"

The Alpha was resting one elbow on the counter, resting his chin on top of his hand. He was still looking at Mark and still smiling. Mark was just standing there looking a bit stiff. He really wasn't used to people flirting with him so confidently and he especially wasn't used to Alphas flirting with him. It was getting to him.

"Mark, hm? I'm Jaemin."

Jaemin. The name seemed familiar.

"I think we were supposed to meet?"

"What like destiny?"

Jaemin chuckled. Raising his glass again to take another sip.

Mark blushed, turning his head towards the wall on his other side, away from Jaemin.

"No! I think Donghyuck wanted to introduce me to you?"

His eyes found their way back to Jaemin who was now raising an eyebrow at him again.

"Right! Donghyuck said he would bring someone for me to meet."

He stopped his words for a second to muster Mark, gazing up and down his body, ending with his eyes focused on Mark's face again.

"Donghyuck was underselling you a bit."

"Sorry?"

Mark could smell Jaemin's scent changing. The boy's scent was subtle before, lingering in the air with small dominance. Usually Alphas would be more aggressive about their scent. Letting the whole room know they're Alphas. But Jaemin's scent was almost pleasant to Mark, drawing him closer to the other boy. Not too much, not too dominant.

But now it shifted. Jaemin's scent got more dominant, also stronger. The air was stuffed with lavender and a note of strawberry. Mark didn't know what that meant. Another thing about being a beta. There was no natural connection between Alphas and Betas like it was with Alphas and Omegas. Betas were usually just left out of the whole dominance fight. He didn't know how to react to Jaemin asserting dominance. Or what this meant. Was he trying to challenge him or was he trying to get Mark to submit to him?

"You're way hotter than Donghyuck said."

Mark didn't realise how close Jaemin had gotten. His scent made it hard for him to concentrate on anything that was going on.

"Thanks?"

His voice cracked. Jaemin was all over him. His scent was lingering everywhere and Mark could feel him all over his body even though the alpha has never even touched him. All he could think about was Jaemin.

Until it stopped.

The air in the room lifted, like someone opened a window and everything just flew right out. Jaemin's scent was gone. Probably still there but too subtle to pick up for a beta like Mark.

He whined.

"I'm sorry baby, but I think I'm clouding your head too much..."

Without Jaemin's scent making him feel dizzy, Mark finally began to realise what was going on and also what just happened. He just whined at the alpha in front of him. Oh god.

"You know I think Donghyuck introduced us for a reason, right? Would you like to come over to my dorm room? My roommate is currently getting dry humped by yours so we have the dorm to ourselves..."

Even without Jaemin's scent, Mark still felt dizzy. Maybe it was the alcohol or maybe it was Jaemin’s general presence. Or the reminiscent of his scent.

So Donghyuck already told Jaemin exactly what Mark was looking for? He didn't know if he should be embarrassed or glad that Donghyuck took over the whole thing. Right now he felt more embarrassed.

"Don't worry we don't have to do anything you're not comfortable with, baby."

Mark didn't know why he was so overwhelmed by Jaemin's offer. He had plenty of one night stands before, he wasn't new to the concept of sex either.

"No it's okay, let's go to yours."

He was so glad his voice didn't crack this time.

Mark glanced into the living room where Donghyuck was, true to Jaemin's words, now sitting on the lap of the same guy he was grinding on just a minute ago. Who was apparently Jaemin's roommate? He wondered if he should go up to Donghyuck and ask about Jaemin first before going with the alpha to his dorm, but his best friend seemed busy. So Mark opted to just quickly sending a text to Donghyuck, letting him know that he had met Jaemin and would go home with him.

He just hoped Donghyuck didn't match him up with a serial killer.

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Entering Jaemin's dorm room was almost suffocating. Mark has never been that affected by anyone's scent but stepping in to the home of the alpha left him quite literally breathless.

The dorm itself looked like any other dorm Mark has been in before. They had a relatively spacious living area with two twin sized beds, two desks and dressers. By the looks of it there even was a private bathroom. Mark couldn't be a hundred percent sure though because the door was closed. The decorations were limited. There were photos hanging above each desk and a few posters but all in all the room looked very simple. Although it definitely felt lived in.

Mark was still trying to take it all in when Jaemin pulled him out of his thoughts.

"Are you coming in or do you wanna stand over there some more?"

Jaemin was already sitting on what Mark could only assume was his bed from the two. He had removed his shoes by the door so Mark followed suit before he made his way over to the bed.

Sitting close to each other on the bed, Mark could really feel the impact the Alpha had on him. Even if he was only a beta therefore not naturally made to submit to Alphas he could feel Jaemin's dominant presence affecting him. His scent was stronger. Mark didn't know if it was because the whole room smelled like him anyway or if Jaemin was sending out a stronger scent right now.

Mark also realised that even though he felt like Jaemin was all over him, the other boy has not once touched him yet.

"Can I kiss you?"

Straight to the point. It wasn't like Mark didn't know what they were here for but Jaemin's directness did startle him a bit.

"Yeah, uhm sure..."

Jaemin leaned in and before Mark could even start to worry about the close proximity he felt Jaemin's lips on his. Kissing Jaemin being simultaneously also the first touch that they had was crazy to Mark. It drove him crazy. If he could feel Jaemin all over him just from his scent in the air, feeling him actually all over him was the most overwhelming feeling he ever experienced.

Jaemin's hands found Mark's hips and were squeezing them through the soft fabric of Mark's t-shirt. They were sitting closer to each other than before. Mark let his arms fall on Jaemin's shoulders to interlock them behind his neck.

The Alpha didn't stop. He was holding on to Mark tightly, taking little breaths between each kiss but having his lips always come back to taste more of Mark. Tasting Jaemin was much like smelling Jaemin for the first time or touching him for the first time. It almost hypnotised Mark, made him want to get even closer. Mark wanted more.

"Can I take this off?"

He didn't even realise what he was saying at this point. Too absorbed in Jaemin's smell and too distracted by his touch. But lucky for him Jaemin wasn't too bothered by the question. He guided Mark's arms to his shirt so the older could remove it. Jaemin's hands found Mark's hips again now tugging at the bottom of the shirt almost like a question.

"Take it off."

Once they were both shirtless, neither could stop exploring the others torso. They were still kissing, but each kiss got sloppier and their hands were just aimlessly touching every part of naked skin they could find.

Even if they came here for a purpose, both boys took their time. They weren't rushing into this but they also didn't idle around. So it didn't take too long until both boys were only left with boxers on, all other clothes scattered on the floor next to the bed.

Jaemin was hovering above Mark, who was now laying on the bed. The alpha was still kissing Mark only that his kisses have moved on from only covering the mouth to several more places on Mark's body, now focusing on parts like Mark's neck or his chest.

"What do want me to do, Mark?"

Jaemin's kisses went down lower and lower until they stop just above the waistline of Mark's underwear. His fingers slipped right under it, making Mark shiver. He held his breath, not really ready for what Jaemin was about to do.

Just when Mark got excited for what was about to happen, Jaemin's fingers slipped out of Mark's boxers and Mark let out the breath he just held. Only to get the air knocked out of his lungs by Jaemin's right hand, that suddenly grabbed Mark's dick, squeezing it through his underwear.

"You didn't answer me, baby. What do you want me to do?"

Mark let out a small whimper. He closes his eyes, Jaemin's hand still on his dick but now it stopped moving. He couldn't think with Jaemin's scent so strong, his eyes piercing into Mark's and most importantly the Alpha's hand on his fucking dick.

"Just do something."

Jaemin's hand left Mark's crotch. His fingers tipping over the area, almost like he wants to remind Mark of what he's missing now.

"Baby, you need to be more specific..."

He let his fingers roam over Mark's clothed dick further, only touching him slightly and driving Mark absolutely crazy. The room felt like it was only filled with Jaemin's scent, no air, only lavender and strawberry and Alpha. Mark seriously couldn't think straight anymore.

"Just... just fuck me."

Jaemin's hands left Mark completely. He sat up, straddling Mark's thighs. The Alpha smirked at Mark.

"Good boys say please."

Mark's eyes closed shut. He couldn't breathe.

"Please fuck me."

Mark's eyes were still closed so he couldn’t see Jaemin dragging down his underwear quickly. Once he was exposed completely, Mark opened his eyes again. Jaemin's hands were back on his dick slowly strocking it.

"Donghyuck said you never bottomed before... Are you sure you want to do this?"

That was the whole point of this, wasn't it? To get fucked.

"Yeah, yeah I'm sure."

"Are you clean?"

Jaemin's hand was still on his dick.

"Fuck yeah, just get on with it!"

"Baby, don't be rude. I told you, good boys say please."

Jaemin's hand left his dick and all Mark could do was whine. Loudly. He was so impatient and he still couldn’t put together a single logical thought through the cloud of Jaemin's scent.

"Oh my fucking god! Please fuck me!"

Jaemin took the pillow from under Mark's head and placed it under his lower back. The Alpha got up from his seat on Mark's legs and positioned the Beta's legs angled upwards for better access.

Mark's legs were already shaking. Maybe it was nerves. Jaemin leaned over him, painfully grinding on him in the process, only to grab something somewhere behind Mark. He came back into Mark's sight, smirking, lube bottle and condom in his hand.

"I'll open you up first, okay?"

Mark nodded quickly. He has never felt that eager and impatient at the same time. He took a big breath to calm himself. Mark has fingered himself before, sure. But no one ever did it for him. He couldn't even begin to think about Jaemin's dick inside of him.

Jaemin pushed Mark's legs apart.

He positioned himself between Mark's legs and coated his fingers in lube. Slowly he pushed a finger into Mark's hole, not playing around anymore. Mark let out a loud gasp.

Jaemin was pumping the finger in and out, eyes never leaving Mark's face as if he had to monitor every reaction Mark is giving him. Almost controlling.

The Alpha was now lining up two fingers against the rim of Mark's ass.

"How many fingers can you take Mark?"

He wasn't actually waiting for an answer, just pushing two fingers inside of Mark. Still pumping in a slow rhythm.

"I only ever tried 3."

Mark's voice sounded raw. Clearly affected by Jaemin.

"Tonight you can take as many as I want you to take."

Jaemin looked at Mark with hungry eyes. Mark could almost feel the Alpha slipping out more and more. With every push into Mark, Jaemin lost a bit more control of his Alpha. Or did he gain control over Mark? He wasn't sure anymore.

"I'll do four. If you can handle them, I'll fuck you."

Jaemin pulled his fingers out of Mark, coated them with another layer of lube and pushed in three now.

Mark could feel how tight it was with three fingers in. But all he could think about was how much he hoped he could do four. He needed Jaemin to fuck him.

All his worries practically flew away once Jaemin angled his fingers upwards in his next thrust, hitting Mark's prostate spot on.

"Oh f-fuck."

"You like that baby?"

"Hmh"

Jaemin hit Mark's prostate a few more times making Mark moan loudly with every hit. He once again pulled out his fingers, much to Mark's dismay, but with the next thrust he pushed in four fingers, like promised.

He wasn't angling it the same way anymore so instead of hitting the prostate he was only slightly grazing it. Mark's legs began to shake harder and he couldn't help the whines coming out every time Jaemin ever so slightly missed his prostate.

"You want me to fuck you now, hm?"

Mark let out the loudest whine.

"Please fuck me now."

"Good boy, asking so nicely..."

Jaemin pulled out his fingers, wiping them on the blanket, before removing his own underwear. Mark took a glance at the other boy's dick. Maybe four fingers were a good choice.

Jaemin was still sat between Mark's legs but he was leaning back now supporting his weight on one hand and stroking his dick with the other. He was still watching Mark with hungry eyes and Mark could do nothing but lie there, almost perfectly positioned for Jaemin to fuck him.

"Push yourself up."

Mark's legs were still shaking but something in Jaemin's voice made the older comply. Even if he could barely hold himself up, he wanted to be good for Jaemin.

"Good job."

Jaemin draped himself slowly on top of Mark, hovering above the boy. He still held his dick in one hand, sliding the condom on. He was positioning his dick in front of Mark's entrance, barely touching the Beta's ass, only to halt his movements completely to look at Mark, taking in the sight in front of him.

"Jaemin, c'mon!"

Mark was a whining mess at this point. He couldn't think, Jaemin's scent, the desperation, everything was getting to him. He just needed Jaemin to do something.

"Don't be impatient, Mark. Good boys can wait."

Mark was squeezing his eyes shut. He wanted to be good, he wanted to get fucked. His own hands were now placed under his back so he could push himself up further.

"Oh god."

Mark's voice sounded wrecked just the second Jaemin pushed his dick inside. Mark was done. The alpha let out a soft groan and started building up a slow rhythm.

Mark couldn't help the desperate sounds leaving his mouth every time Jaemin was thrusting inside. His senses went into overdrive. All he saw was Jaemin on top of him, all he could feel was the Alpha's dick pulsating inside of his ass, all he could taste was the quick kisses Jaemin was now placing on his lips with every few thrusts, all he could smell was Jaemin all over and everywhere.

Mark's whole body was now shaking and his arms felt so weak, he couldn't hold himself up anymore. He was so desperate though, to stay good.

Jaemin suddenly pushed his arm behind Mark's back as if he could feel Mark struggling. Or maybe he actually saw him struggling. Jaemin didn't only change the position of his arm he also pushed his dick inside in another angle fully hitting Mark's prostate again.

Mark's thoughts were clouded by Jaemin's scent. He couldn't feel himself shaking anymore or struggling to keep the position, all he felt was Jaemin.

"I'm so close, so so close."

Mark's words sounded dampened and far away.
He was so desperate to come. He needed to come.

"Don't come yet."

Mark almost didn't hear the low growl the alpha let out. Too absorbed in everything. But he obliged, he wouldn't come yet.

The alpha was groaning, seemingly close himself, loosing more control over his thrusts. They were harder and faster now. He held Mark upwards as he fucked into him with a force Mark never could've achieved on his own. All Mark could do now was moan.

Mark needed to come so badly and he wasn't sure how long he could hold it off. He felt the desperation building up in his lower stomach.

"Do you want to come, Mark?"

"P-please."

Jaemin thrusts into Mark especially hard before he leaned down towards Mark's face. He stopped right next to his ear.

"Then come, baby."

Permission was all Mark needed to let go. Jaemin pushed inside him once, twice and Mark was moaning loudly, spilling all over his stomach.

The alpha was thrusting in a few more times to chase his own release before he pulled out of Mark.

For a few minutes everything stopped. Both boys just laying next to each other panting. Jaemin's scent washed over them like an explosion. Although Jaemin could still smell the light watermelon smell lingering on Mark.

Jaemin pulled the condom off, tied it together and reached over Mark, who was still just laying there eyes closed and trying to catch his breath. The Alpha took a few tissues from his bedside table to wipe off Mark's stomach. He got up and threw the trash away. He came back to bed with fresh boxers and shirts.

"Get dressed Mark."

Mark opened his eyes slowly, still trying to gain back any sense of orientation.

"Can't. My limps are all noodles. I will never be able to move again."

Jaemin chuckled softly. He pushed Mark up to help dress him. The older complied with a soft whine.

Once both boys got dressed and Jaemin cleaned up the rest of the mess. He pulled back the blanket to drape it over Mark who was nestled into the bed. Jaemin carefully laid next to Mark not knowing if the boy maybe already fell asleep.

"Thanks."

"Did you just seriously thank me for sex?"

Mark whined.

"I don't know man, you fucked me stupid I think."

Jaemin was placing his arm over Mark's body pulling the boy close to him. He tightened his hold on Mark and let his hand rest on the other boy's arm.

"So I take it your first time bottoming was good?"

"Fuck yeah. But I think you have some serious power issues."

Jaemin chuckled, lightly caressing Mark's arm with his fingers.

"That's just my Alpha... you however! I think you might have a control kink!"

"What the hell?"

"I'm serious! I never met a Beta that was so submissive in bed... you get so horny when someone's bossing you around..."

Mark kicked Jaemin under the blanket.

"... and don't even get me started on your praise kink... Good boy."

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Mark left Jaemin's dorm room pretty early in the morning. He didn't say goodbye or anything. It wasn't like he was embarrassed about what had happened, but a deal was a deal. He only went home with Jaemin to have sex, not to get attached. And the first rule of non-committal one night stands was to never stay longer than you need to.

When he arrived at home, he made his way straight to the kitchen. He was pretty hungry. Maybe it was the hangover or maybe it was the post sex exhaustion.

Sitting on one of the bar stools at the kitchen counter was Donghyuck. He looked like he had also just woken up, hair messy, face puffy. He was eating some sort of instant ramyeon and scrolling through his phone. Once he noticed Mark coming in he looked up from his phone.

"Look at you!"

Mark sighed. His best friend was way too loud for 9am on a Sunday morning after both of them probably stayed up the whole night. Still Donghyuck didn’t
seem too fazed. The boy wiggled his eyebrows at the older.

"Dare I say, you look properly fucked out! Congrats!"

"Shut up!"

He sat down on the other bar stool, stealing a bite of Donghyuck's food.

"So... do tell! How was it?"

"Good."

Donghyuck snatched his chopsticks out of Mark's hands.

"C'mon Markie! Give me details!"

Mark's head fell on the counter in front of him. He wasn't ready to tell Donghyuck how right he was. He dragged out a low groan.

"I get it now."

His voice was muffled, head not leaving the countertop. He didn't want to see the look on his friends face.

"Get what?"

Mark sighed.

"Why you love getting fucked so much..."

Donghyuck's laughed loudly, right next to Mark's head, that was beginning to feel heavy. He could already feel the headache.

"I knew good dick was all you needed! You look so relaxed!"

He lifted his head to give Donghyuck a condescending look. But he couldn't be too mad at Donghyuck's smug tone. He was right. All he needed was getting fucked. Sex has never felt that good before.

"Oh shit. Am I a bottom?"

Before he could contemplate more, Donghyuck already spat the ramyeon he just scooped into his mouth, all over Marks t-shirt.

Jaemin's t-shirt.

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