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I DON’T UNDERSTAND…. BUT I LOVE YOU
♥
As usual Lucas came to office on that day too.
After greeting his employees he got inside his cabin and removed the scarf he was wearing. The temperature isn’t that cold but still he wears it coz his mom bought it for him on his 25th birthday that’s 3 months the back in January. Since then he has been using it.
As he was about to sit; his junior employ/brother from another mother- Hendery came inside with a sus expression on his face. “What is it” he asked. After a few seconds Hendery started grinning without replying anything but then “you were curious about our chairman's son right?? As you wanted to know more the fate is with you; he will be soon joining us in our team. And there’s one more”-
“What” Lucas asked kinda surprised and also bemused.
Why would be he coming unannounced ; did his team slack off that now the chairman has to bring his own son from Netherlands to work with them ?? Lucas was worried coz it’s been a year since he joined the company and he's sure he always did his best to keep up the image of a good Boss/Sales director. Like what went wrong-.
His trains of thoughts were suddenly cut.
“There’s one more thing which is not for anyone else but only for you and this information can be quite useful to you; but guess what I am not gonna say that so be ready for the surprise” Hendry says this with a cheeky smile and leaves the room before Lucas can say anything.
Hendery is a dick;Lucas thinks.
Like for what why would he just walk away like that after making this much fuss inside Lucas’s head like what was that freaking surprise? GOSH Lucas is currently losing his mind.
Then he hears so many claps and sounds outside his cabin and steps out.
Hendery is looking at him with that shit eating grin and then he looks at the figure who everyone is looking at.
Tall, lean and handsome and gosh he shouldn’t be looking but a nice assed guy is standing there coz he cannot see the face so that’s why he focused on the peach.
Then the guy turns towards his side.
There right there Lucas finally understood what Hendery was referring to.
♥
Lucas had known he likes boys since he was 15 years old.
He had a crush on his senior another tall guy from Chicago one Mr. Johnny and he even got to kiss that guy not in a romantic way but the game of devil [ for Lucas truth or dare is game of devil ] made him do it. He was 19 that time . He felt bad that day coz he had feelings for the guy but that guy didn’t know that and he felt like he was exploiting his favorite senior.
But that ended there; no one ever knew about his feelings only him and his bathroom walls coz he used to masturbate lot thinking about this senior. Screaming johnnyyyyyyyyyyy and pumping his own erection was a way of coping stress.
Then he entered to college for higher studies.
Fate was again in favor or not he isn’t sure about that. But he got another muse/crush .Another tall; yes he has a thing for tall guys coz he himself is tall and he love looking eye-to-eye and share forehead bump and do so many other cheesy stuff which people of same height can do.
So this guy was tall and had a puppy personality and a year senior than him.
KIM JUNGWOO that was the name of his new crush.
He was so beautiful and so damn soft like Lucas just wanted to snuggle him or cuddle with him.
They became friends thanks to football.
Even though Jungwoo is elder than Lucas; this puppy guy was so childish and loved goofing around and playing silly games watching Disney animations and loved buying and adoring soft toys.
Damn Lucas was so whipped that he always gives into Jungwoo’s antiques and go with him for seeing those movies.
But it was painful. Really painful seeing someone you love [romantically] flirting with others having fun doing stupid things and all. It really hurts.
But Lucas is a coward; he doesn’t have the guts to speak it out so he deserves it.
But lately he was feeling the feeling was kinda mutual. Like the way Jungwoo was looking at him subtle glances brushing each other’s hands and all was too much for Lucas. He cannot handle those and he hates himself for being so delusional about his friend’s friendly touches. He hates himself for taking Jungwoo’s kindness in a wrong way.
♥
He looks at the guy “KIM JUNGWOO!!!??” he says
And the next thing he's frozen in his spot and Jungwoo is coming closer to him.
“Long time no see. Missed you xuxi” Jungwoo says as he hugs Lucas.
‘Tbh it ain’t long time but yeah 2 years since they last met and damn he still remembers that nickname gosh this is so embarrassing’ Lucas says to himself.
"There’s nothing to be embarrassed of" Jungwoo says with a very much I am here to ruin you coz I know you are whipped for me smile.
That smile god fr how can he smile like that at him like how?? Lucas wonders.
“Old football buddies reunited I guess” Hendery says with a cheeky smile.
“Not just buddies we are best friends too” Jungwoo adds.
By that Jungwoo takes Lucas’s hands and takes him to his cabin.
And he enters inside and then followed by Jungwoo.
“Why are you surprised??? Did you think that I will never come back to you and all those promises were just some random words blurted out from my mouth?? Don’t be for real” Jungwoo says with a frown and in a bit of harsh tone mixed with slight hurt.
♥
One day it was just as usual they were going back to their home after daily football practice. And suddenly Lucas felt like a warm hands wrapping around his shoulder “can I come to your house??” asked Jungwoo with his signature puppy eyes and occasionally blinking it too. Who is Lucas to say no to Jungwoo?
He heard Jungwoo rumbling through his bag and took something outside.
A nicely gift paper wrapped square box.
“Is it for me?” he asks.
Jungwoo nods.
Lucas couldn’t believe his eyes for some reason.
A cute beaded lilac colored bracelet with letter beads ‘XUXI’.
Cute.
“Did you like it-“
“How did you know about my nickname??like only my parents call me that??” he cut Jungwoo off.
“Coz I am your best friend and I have came here few times and heard your mom and dad calling you that” he said with warm smile on his face the proceeded to take something from his bag again.
Wow
It was another bracelet but Barbie pink in color and had letter beads ‘KIWOO’
For a moment Lucas thought it was just a dream but no it isn’t.
Kiwoo – Ki-m Jung-woo it was a nickname that Lucas gave to him.
For a moment he wanted to kiss Jungwoo. On his cheeks those soft cheeks and then down his li-
“I have something to tell”
Jungwoo came little bit forward and was too close and into the so called personal space of Lucas.
He wore his own and put Lucas’s on his wrist and then there was a tic sound.
“Wow” Lucas said; there was magnet attached to the strings and they can connect it together.
Cute
“I love you…..since last year when you took care of me when I was sick I was sure the emotions I had for you wasn’t just platonic but more. I want you to be with me by my side and I will also be with you on your side…. Xuxi you mean a lot to me and sometimes I can’t imagine a future without you by my side. I know you may feel betrayed by thinking how your so called best friend was crushing on you. You may feel betrayed by thinking that. I am sorry but I can’t keep this inside me it has become too much. Somewhere I felt like the feeling is mutual that’s why I said this now and its okay if you don’t feel the same…..but please don’t stop being friends with me I can’t live without you. Please stay at least as my friend.”
He couldn’t believe what he just heard and Lucas stood there frozen but h felt his cheeks becoming red and also tears falling from his eyes.
He can’t just believe ….
“I love you….. I have always loved you” his voice slightly muffled coz he was hugging Jungwoo tightly and his face was pressed to Jungwoo’s shoulder crook.
After that day; yes apparently they didn’t kiss coz it wasn’t the right moment it would be too fast so their first kiss was sweet like cotton candy like they were practically at Lucas’s house sitting and listening to wanna be yours by Arctic Monkeys and suddenly Lucas felt a soft plump lips hugging his he didn’t wait for any longer coz he have been waiting since years for this particular moment.
He nibbled on Jungwoo’s lips like his favorite Popsicle licked him bite him pushed his tongue inside and exploring him and Jungwoo was wild. They were sitting down back against the bed Jungwoo suddenly shifted and straddled Lucas’s lap and pulled his head closer and hands running through Lucas’s brownish hair.
Lucas felt a very good sensation when Jungwoo moaned into his mouth. Wow so ecstatic. Wonderful.
Jungwoo was panting and sweating his black fringes falling on his forehead he looked angelic but his desire for Lucas was kinda devilish.
But something was not feeling good. Coz Jungwoo said he would be leaving to Netherlands next week. That’s day after Lucas’s 23rd birthday.
He suddenly retracted himself from the kiss and concurrently removing Jungwoo’s hands from his crotch that was palming him.
“I am sorry…. I know this is ridiculous but I want you to know how much I love you. Trust me I will comeback for you no matter wherever you are. You are that one person in my life who showed me love and affection like the way I wanted. Please don’t forget me please…. Don’t hate me….” Jungwoo begged and he was crying so hard while saying this.
“I won’t hate you…. I won’t forget you I will wait…coz I love you and I always will!!” Lucas said by holding Jungwoo closer his head pressed to Jungwoo’s chest and Jungwoo holding his head.
They celebrated his birthday nicely. After that Jungwoo went.
The next year Jungwoo gifted him a cat that Lucas always volunteered to care of in an adoption centre and Lucas felt so good that his boyfriend still acres for him loves him knows his needs. He named her Hayami meaning rare and unusual beauty in Japanese.
But this year there wasn’t anything no messages since few months no idea what’s happening in Netherlands. Lucas thought Jungwoo have forgotten him.
♥
“Sorry….. I thought that.…when there weren’t any messages or anything and you didn’t even say anything on my birthday too. I felt like I was so nosy that you left me… sorry for not valuing your promise.”
“It’s okay…I shouldn’t have taken giving a surprise too seriously. It’s my fault too” Jungwoo hugged Lucas and he could feel his shoulder getting dampened by Lucas’s tears.
Lucas felt so good.
Something that he thought he lost wasn’t even gone but was always there.
He understood his 25th birthday gift from Jungwoo was Jungwoo himself.
Jungwoo tried his level best to convince his dad to let him work in Seoul; coz he came to know his boyfriend was working there. He was too caught up in being the best employ that he couldn’t tell that to Lucas coz he wanted his xuxi to be surprised.
Lucas took Jungwoo’s hands and saw the Barbie pink bracelet he felt soo good and lifted his sleeves to show his lilac one on his wrist.
They did some catching up. Talked about those few months that they couldn’t share with each other and cried a bit.
Both of them left office early and Hendery was giving Lucas I know everything look with a sheepish smile.
Jungwoo took him to Jungwoo’s house.
Lucas was kinda taken off guard when Jungwoo was holding him by waist and entered to the big mansion; his house and greeted his dad.
Will it be okay?? Will his dad approve of their gay relationship??
“Welcome Lucas my future son-in-law” Jungwoo’s dad said with a chuckle.
What??? he told his dad???
Lucas’s sexual orientation wasn’t a secret coz people knew it and he had no intention of having the pressure of keeping things to his heart. Coming out was a big step but he did that when he entered his college and made it clear to his coworkers too. That’s how Hendery know everything.
“Don’t feel pressured or worried I am a good dad who knows what my son wants and loves him for who he is. And I am glad to know that you are the person coz my favorite employ being my son-in-law is something I can boast. Damn my son has a very good taste” said Kim Min Tae with a childish mischievous smile
“Appa stop flattering him too much he will be overwhelmed and after all I am your son so my selection won’t go wrong”
“Okay go upstairs and catch up whatever you guys have to talk. And one more thing don’t be too loud and also if you gonna move forward don’t forget to use protection”
“Appa don’t do it”
Lucas couldn’t help but laugh out loud and he didn’t care if someone heard him laughing not so aesthetically. He felt so free around Jungwoo…his boyfriend and his father-in-law.
“Are you top or bottom; for me I actually don’t mind I am a verse but for some reason I want you to be top today. Take me so hard that I lose my senses”
Lucas was really flabbergasted by seeing how open Jungwoo was. He know his Kiwoo is so honest and don’t hide things from him he felt good seeing Jungwoo talking about these things.
“I am mostly top but no problem in bottoming” he was so shy that he couldn’t continue whatever he was talking.
“Cute fr you look so cute when you are shy”
Jungwoo wrapped him into another hug slightly tiptoeing so he can really compress Lucas in his arms.
Yes it was so tight. Just like he wanted it to be. He rubbed Jungwoo’s back and they both pulled off from the hug.
“Do you want us to have sex right away or will you give me a chance to apologize” Jungwoo asked by gesturing him to sit at the end of bed.
Lucas knew something is gonna happen.
Jungwoo kneeled down and slowly spread Lucas’s legs apart.
Damn he was hard super hard actually.
“Do you want to know how my dad came to know about us?? He heard me screaming and came to my room thinking something bad happened and the door wasn’t locked I was actually moaning so loud and damn literally cum was all over my hands and still I was pumping so hard by screaming your name.”
Shit shit SHIT
“Are you kidding me??When did this happen?? Don’t tell me that he knew his employ was his son’s bf all along?????”
“Yes he knew but not from the very beginning but since your birthday last January. Like I felt so bad for refraining myself from contacting you and I always do it in the shower but on that day my mood was different. I opened my laptop and kept a picture of yours and slowly removed the robe imagining you were seeing me, completely naked in front of the screen and I slowly started caressing my neck then went down and started stroking my hard and pre cum leaking member by whispering your name. And in between I forgot that I didn’t close the door properly and I was so caught up that I forgot how loud I was.”
Damn the idea of Jungwoo pleasuring himself by thinking of him made Lucas’s cock twitch.
“So it wasn’t only me who wanted us to more passionate things, I am glad …very much glad to know that my Kiwoo feels good. But now I want you to solve this problem” he said by pointing to his bulge which was bulging too much.
“Yes Xuxi I will solve this and you are gonna love it. I have watched and read so many stuff so that you will be happiest with me so don’t worry”
Lucas giggled at that.
Jungwoo didn’t wait any longer. He stood up and started undressing himself and turned around while removing his pant literally pushing his ass into Lucas’s face.
The turned again removing his boxers giving Lucas the sight he was craving for.
He kinda drooled at seeing Jungwoo hard pinkish cock just as cute and hot as Jungwoo. So cute that he want it in his mouth too. But Jungwoo had another plans he knelt down on the carpeted floor and instructed Lucas to remove his shirt while was working on the pants.
When Lucas said to remove the boxers Jungwoo gave him a smirk.
SMIRKING?????? Lucas will come in his boxers if Jungwoo delayed any longer.
“Wait just a little bit. Lemme have some fun.”
He palmed Lucas through his boxers at a very slow pace. This torture continued for few minutes after that his boxer was wet by his pre cum Lucas slowly removed the boxers airing his nuts. This drove him to a end point.
He grabbed Jungwoo’s hair at the first lick. Kind raising his hips and thrusting in to Jungwoo’s mouth.
Jungwoo went all down to shaft and bobbed his head; such feast for Lucas’s eyes his cheeks hollowing his pretty lips wrapping around him as it was made for that. He felt like his insides was getting rearranged o something and his cock was throbbing inside Jungwoo’s pretty mouth.
“ ahhh I am gonna…ahhhh..come….” his voice shuddered and Jungwoo nodded in approval by looking into his yes.
Hot cum filled Jungwoo’s mouth which he gulped down as if it was his favorite drink.
And he wiped his lips with the back of his hand in a very sensual way.
Lucas crawled up and his body now fully on the bed and Jungwoo joins him.
Lucas pushes him in a way that now Jungwoo’s back laid on and Lucas climbed on him and found a position in between Kiwoo and he opened his mouth to engulf the unattended erection.
“Ouch” his legs hit the headboard. Struggles of being tall.
“That was cute and are you gonna suck me off??Damn xuxi I am already coming at the thought of that”
He hands griped Jungwoo’s sides bruising it held him in place he himself lifted Jungwoo up and down. Jungwoo was moaning louder and louder as the he fastened his movements.
His gag reflex was nonexistent right now.
He was so hungry for his boyfriend that he looked a mad dog.
He could hear the bead creaking for some reason not because he was getting face fucked so hard.
Jungwoo gripped his hair tight and after few more mewls and curses Lucas got Jungwoo’s seeds in his mouth. Just like Jungwoo he slurped it without even wasting a drop or spilling it into the mattress.
He crawled a bit and rests his head on Kiwoo.
Jungwoo held him closer.
“Did my xuxi feel good after getting face fucked and do you want any other holes to fill you seeds into. I am gladly here ready to accept those.”
“Fr man how can you talk like this like fr.[Lucas in utter disbelief] Aisshhhh Kiwoo-yah you are such a brat and I am gonna teach you a lesson”.
“Wait for that you need something right or else I won’t be able to show up to office tomorrow. Taking leave right after joining is not a good thing.”
Lucas visibly confused tilts his head sideways.
“There in the drawer. Take lube if you are not interested to feel the purity and sensation of skin to skin contact you can take condoms. I prefer it raw” Jungwoo was smirking again propped on both of his elbows.
Damn so heavenly yet devilish.
He took the bottle and covered his erection-yes he got one at the pure sensation and I like it raw part-fully and spread Jungwoo wider. And he also prefers it raw.
Jungwoo lay on his back and Lucas separated he legs wide apart and crawled in so that his legs won’t hit the headboard again.
He started fingering Jungwoo and slowly inserted his index finger slicked with lube eliciting a moan from Jungwoo which again successfully made his cock twitch.
“Tell me if I am hurting you”
Lucas would never want his baby / jagiya to be hurt or have any discomfort.
Jungwoo signaled him to continue.
He inserted total of three and stretched Jungwoo out.
“I kept myself tight for you and haven’t finger fucked myself since two week”
“Aigoo you are so good and loving and caring thanks for your concerns” Lucas thrusted his finger deep and then aligned his hard pre cum leaking cock into Jungwoo’s entrance.
They kissed briefly and Jungwoo made their foreheads touch.
He sucked on Jungwoo’s hard nipples nibbling and occasionally biting it.
“Lucaaaaa” he heard Jungwoo moaning which made him increase the pace.
He didn’t want Jungwoo to reach into overstimulation.
Jungwoo pulled him into a heated kiss tongue all over the place licking biting lips. He felt like his cock becoming bigger inside Jungwoo
“I am gonna co….me….”his voice trailed out and hot liquid filled Jungwoo.
And he collapsed on top of him.
Jungwoo wrapped his legs around Lucas and pulled him and Lucas slowly took his member out of Jungwoo.
And they stayed in that position cuddling and smooching each other.
♥
Car sex wasn’t their favorite and elevator sex is too short to get satisfied.
Bathroom sex was intoxicating. Jungwoo hands splayed on wall and all water from shower soaking them it was so nice for some reason. And once Hendery walked in the cabin while Jungwoo was giving Lucas a wonderful head. It’s okay coz once Lucas walked in when Hendery was getting pounded by Xiaojun.
They explored every aspects they could and also travelled all over the places they can. And as many as memories as possible.
“Thanks for confessing to me first otherwise it would always been me thinking that I only had the need to kiss you”
“My pleasure”.
END