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Truth to be told: Ritsu doesn't like to share things and especially people he considers his property. It's a thought he's never been able to avoid, no matter how many years he's been trying to deal with his own demons in his head, repeating that he can and should take what is his, whenever he wants it — it always ends the same way.
For a certain period of time, he actually felt that these tendencies to be excessively jealous and even psychotic had relatively diminished. He was gradually becoming a more tolerant person. His very presence no longer frightened him as before, and spending time alone little by little began to be more pleasurable rather than painful. He had evolved somewhat in that regard.
Well, that was until the Oddballs decided that out of nostalgia they could shine together once more on the stage, to not only promote themselves and their respective units, but also further strengthen the bonds they already had in the past and continue to cultivate in the last years.
The younger Sakuma didn't like this, however. In addition to bringing up many tender and deep memories, which he quickly made sure to tuck away in the back of his mind again, something even more intimate affected him. Something even more personal than he cared to admit.
Even though he would rather die than admit; Ritsu is jealous of Rei, his older brother with Natsume, that strange magician who's part of the Eccentrics. Since high school, when they separated and Ritsu was watching Rei from afar, he saw the eyes that Sakasaki looked at his brother while calling him "onii-chan". They were the same ones he was once able to use with Rei.
Agh, God only knew how much that made him sick to his stomach. But he couldn't do anything but accept it. He was, and still is, very hurt from all the things that happened in the past, and this rigid, rude, cruel way of acting with Rei is just him making sure Rei won't leave him again. And his brother always seemed so decisive in showing how he had changed. Each day Ritsu felt that he could trust him a little more.
And now that boy was again stealing all his brother's attention just like that? No, no. That wasn't happening… right!?
Wrong again. And now they seem even more… Physically closer than before. Ritsu remembers the first time he saw them while leaving from a successful performance with the Knights. He saw it, no one else in his unit was paying attention, but he saw it from afar: that hug Natsume gave his brother right after the five of them left the stage was very intimate; he hated the idea of them being so close in public. Ritsu is very good at hiding his feelings, but that day his unitmates had noticed how stressed he looked for no apparent reason.
Every time he has the displeasure of finding them together, the closer they seem. Plus he suddenly seems so much further away from Rei than he's ever been. After all... When was the last time the older vampire treated him with as much affection as he does with Sakasaki? He got so much busier leading two units, that Ritsu doesn't even remember the last time Rei fawned over him, or wanted to go home together, or wanted to ask him out or... Wanted to touch him.
That was the last straw for him. If Rei isn't doing something to stop it, he will for sure. The decision was not thought through, instead his brilliant mind giving him a way, his fury at seeing them so close again was what made him move. That day they weren't even dressed as Oddballs, but Rei went to greet Natsume after a successful live that Switch just had. The first thing he did was… talk to that boy. Oh, that filled the younger Sakuma's brain with all the ways he could extract that faux mage's blood, in the most painful way possible.
But instead, when he least noticed, his feet were leading the way towards the two. Arashi and Tsukasa's worried calls fell on deaf ears. He didn't hear anything else. He didn't see anything else. There was nothing but Rei in his field of vision as his hard steps guided him to his destination.
The glint in Rei's red eyes was a little scared when he noticed his brother approaching, mainly because of the intimidating and irritated aura he had. Sakuma Rei normally wasn't afraid of anyone and wouldn't let his guard down, but Ritsu wasn't just anyone — he was his angel, his dear brother, his... beloved little brother. That hatred crept up the vampire's back and he knew he was in trouble, even if he didn't know what he had done.
"Sakasaki-kun, I need—" he looked away and tried to warn that it was about his time to go, so as not to worry the boy, but he was quickly interrupted.
"Anija." his tone was low and oppressive, as it always was when he looked annoyed, like when they were kids and Rei accidentally broke one of his favorite toys. The taller one wasn't even left a chance to respond when the shorter one grabs his arm and pulls it hard.
Rei grunts low in surprise, eyes wide as he clearly lets himself be pulled along, giving Natsume a confused look, who returns it not exactly sure if he should have reacted in any other way than seeing him walk away. But the truth was: he didn't want to get involved in whatever they were having right now, because it looked serious.
"Geez. Ritsu!? What's wrong?" the redhead can hear when the vampire seems to come back to himself, being pulled away by his brother, who doesn't bother to answer him. It was the last thing Natsume and the rest of the people present saw of those two.
His arm grip is the only thing he gets as an answer. If it weren't for his uniform jacket, he knew he would have felt Ritsu's short nails digging into his skin; but the pressure alone was strong enough to make him lose his breath for a few moments.
He's dragged down the long, brightly lit corridor of the backstage, rushing past several people. Rei tries to say something to Ritsu, anything, but he finds himself silent as he watches his brother. His short black hair sways gently as he walks quickly and takes Rei with him. His shoulders aren't broad, he'd noticed that so much earlier, but something about not seeing his face and just his back seemed to consume him from the inside. It was a sight that made him anxious.
He didn't have to think too hard about where his brother was taking him. He lifts his head to read the sign when Ritsu stops in front of one of the dressing rooms: UNDEAD. Without letting go of his arm, Ritsu opens the door and pushes Rei hard inside, only letting go when the two are inside and the smallest locks the door, taking the key out of the lock.
There is an almost deafening silence as the Knight has his back turned, holding the key on his hand, not looking directly at the man behind him. Rei doesn't know what he should do now that they are alone.
"Ritsu, what happened? I'm so sorry if I—" he's cut off a second time as the younger one drops the key on the ground, turning towards the older one and grabbing one of his arms again, while his other hand grabs him by the chocker around his neck, forcing him to bend over and stand at his brother's height.
They are close. So very close. He manages to look into the boy's deep eyes; and as much as they have such similar eyes, that crimson one looked so sharp that it could cut him with just a single glance. And not only that, but Ritsu's anger was gone and on his face, only a painfully blank expression resided, making him fear again for whatever was to come. He finds himself speechless again.
"Ouch—" is all he manages to say as Ritsu pulls away and pushes him, sending him crashing to the ground, unresponsive from the surprise of his actions, his hat landing somewhere he didn't even see. He could barely process the proximity and now he was sprawled in front of his brother. "Ritsu, what—" he is surprised to have his shoulders pushed back, as the boy climbs onto his lap.
All of Rei is taken in that instant. His speech, his mind, his actions: everything is washed away by the tide as Ritsu holds his face with both hands, and without saying a single word, closes his eyes and his lips meet his.
Ritsu kisses him with anger and contempt. But his lips are so soft, so luscious. Rei missed that feeling so much. He can't help but melt by being kissed in such an intense way by someone he's missed so much the touch and love for this long.
They pull away as fast as they started. But his little brother again doesn't give him any chance as he captures his lips again, his hands going up to Rei's hair and pulling it. A low moan of pain escapes him in the middle of the kiss. The vampire doesn't know what to do with his hands, and before he knows it, he's gripping Ritsu's waist tightly, who sighs as they pull away.
"Ritsu—" he tries to call his little brother once more, but is completely ignored. Those ruby eyes stare into his eyes so closely, his breathing quickening as he brings their faces close again.
It's almost like he can't get enough of his big brother. One hand leaves his hair, trailing dangerously down his chest and then towards his pants. Rei widens his eyes as Ritsu's fingers dance right over his clothed cock, gasping in surprise. This time he's the one who struggles to pull away from the kiss.
"What are you doing, Ritsu?" he finally managed to ask, gripping his brother's shoulders, who still had such a cold expression on his face.
"Shut up already, Anija!" he responds irritably, not-so-subtly pushing Rei's hands away from him, pressing his palm more into the man, who snarled low.
"Don't do anything you'll regret—" he says, a little panicked, a little enraptured by the way Ritsu starts fiddling with his pants with both hands, unzipping it enough for his cock to pop out of its confinement.
He's not hard, of course he's not. But Ritsu isn't willing to give up that easily. He spits on his own hand only to start pumping Rei's cock, starting already at a fast pace and without any apparent patience left. The groan that escaped the eldest was beautiful; without any shame. That sound was so pleasant that Ritsu could hardly believe he had forgotten how beautiful the noises his big brother could make. He bites his lip, suppressing a groan when the older one throws his head back.
"R-Ritsu— God, Ritsu you… I… We shouldn't, not again—" he stammers half-tearfully, half-guilty. His little brother's fingers around his cock are stupidly good even with movements that are so rough, seeking only to make him hard and nothing else.
"You don't seem to hate it though." he ran his tongue over his lips, leaning in front of Rei, still moving his hand on his cock over and over again, while with the other hand he unzipped his own pants.
It was a little hard to pull it down without getting off his brother, his unit pants being more complex than he would have liked, but in the end he manages to pull just enough too. The wind from that cold room on his pussy almost makes him moan, but he swallows this desire. As he runs his hand over, he realizes that he's wet: most likely from finally abusing his brother after so much time. He wasn't much better than him, really. He never tried to be.
"Wait—" he tries to say when he notices his little brother lining up his cock in his hole. He makes a sudden movement, which only serves to make Ritsu make the quick decision to go down as far as he can once they're lined up correctly. The two moan this time. "Fuck, Ritsu—"
The youngest had forgotten how fucking big Rei was. He didn't pay enough attention while stroking him, it was only when he descended without any preparation on his brother's cock that something in his brain kicked in. Shit, he could have all his faults, but this wasn't one of them, really. The groan that escaped Ritsu must have been the most embarrassing of his life. It burns, it stings, it's almost as if he's been split in half. No guy he'd slept with in years was as big as his brother. He had gone a long time without it and now he is unused to it.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck—" the boy whispers low, gritting his teeth, hands going to Rei's shoulders again, back arched, head thrown forward. He could see Rei's cock in his stomach and he sobs quietly.
"Agh. Ritsu. What are you doing?" he asked again, and now that there was no turning back, he let his hands rest on Ritsu's hips.
The Knight lifts his head to look at him. There's a certain fragility now in those eyes. It messes with Rei.
"Hey, Ritsu. Do you want—"
"He's tighter than me, huh?" the boy's voice is shaky, but he doesn't mess around with the words. Still going strong despite being so emotionally wrecked. "Does he make you feel better than I can?"
"He?" Rei asks, in clear confusion. He hasn't been with anyone for a long time. Who is this "he" he's talking about?
"Don't play dumb." this phrase is accompanied by his low moan as he shifts, his knees flat on the floor as he's literally sitting on his brother's lap, his cock buried to the brim inside him. Ritsu's chest rises and falls very fast, it's a more tasty feeling than he remembered.
"I don't know what you're talking about, I swear…" one of his hands comes up to find his boy's face, and for the first time in years, such a loving touch hasn't been pushed away. On the contrary, Ritsu leans in affection.
"Sakasaki Natsume." he says simply, bluntly, just wanting to get it all off his chest. He doesn't even wait for an answer as he moves his hips to start bouncing in his lap, hands firmly squeezing Rei's shoulders.
Fuck. The stretch still stings so much, but somehow it feels so good. He can't stop the low moans that escape his mouth.
"No, no. Did you get it wrong? Me and Sakasaki-kun are just… Ah, shit, we're just friends—" he squeezes the clothed hips of his brother, who sits down on him almost as if he isn't even listening.
"He doesn't... see you as just a friend." he replies breathlessly.
"We've had many conversations about this." his breathing seems a little less fucked up than Ritsu's, from the extra effort he has to put into keeping up the pace.
"It doesn't feel like it—" he moans loudly as Rei's cock hits a spot inside him that makes him see stars, pulling the man closer as he wraps his arms around his shoulders. His mouth so close to his ear, moaning so beautifully. "You've been closer… and closer these past few weeks."
"Do you happen to be watching me, Ritsu?" he shivers, both from the stimulus and from Ritsu's voice making Rei's nerves wake up. He didn't even notice when he started helping his moments by squeezing his hips and guiding them up and down. "I've always been... very close to the eccentrics. Sakasaki-kun is no exception…"
"Of course… I hate sharing what's mine." he answers simply, stifling a groan as he bites down on his clothed shoulder. "And you… And you, scoundrel as you are, you're still mine. Fuck— you're mine, just mine. Stupid Anija."
He says and again pulls Rei's hair, only to pull away and go back to kissing him. Just as cruel, as wild, as hot as before.
"Mine. For me to treat as I please." he says as they break apart, putting their foreheads together. His hips never stop, he bounces on his lap like his life depends on it, even as his legs start to shake. "For me... to use however I want. When will you understand that?"
"Ritsu—" there is so much he wants to say, but he finds himself speechless as his orgasm approaches frighteningly fast.
"Damn. Giving attention to someone else when… When, ah— I'm the only person you should please." one of Ritsu's hands grabs Rei's neck in a desperate attempt to keep up. He's not that far away either. "I missed you so much…" he whispers, tears welling up in the corners of his eyes. It was the first time in so many years that he had admitted his feelings. It triggers something in Rei.
And this time it's his older brother who kisses him, lowering his hands to the boy's thighs, squeezing them tight while, with almost no problem, he reverses positions and now Ritsu is lying on the ground, with Rei on top of him, holding him tightly, his movements as rough as Ritsu fucked himself a few seconds ago.
"Ah, shit—" he wraps his arms around the older vampire's neck again, who fucks him hard.
"Ritsu. Please. Say that again. Say you missed me, I… I need this."
"Fuck, fuck—" at that new angle, his G-spot was very easily stimulated and he was practically crying in Rei's ear as his legs tightened around the man's waist. "I missed… I missed you so much. You piece of shit, how could you want— ah, want to disappear again? Fuuuck. You feels so good~"
He wants to say he's not gone, but he doesn't have the heart to lie to Ritsu anymore. His hands squeeze the boy, who just didn't leave purple marks because of the clothes still on him. "I missed you too, Ritsu. There isn't a… day that I don't think of you." the boy whimpers.
"Say you love me. Now!" he's desperate, tearful, writhing as Rei beats him mercilessly.
"Of course I love you, Ritsu. I'll... always love you."
"Shit, shit— Onii-chan, onii-chan! Please!" he begs, begs, and doesn't know for what exactly. But he cries as his orgasm is hitting him so hard.
"I'm just yours… Ritsu."
And his Knight tightens tightly around him when he finally comes, letting out a loud, needy moan, squeezing his thighs together as he wants to feel him even deeper inside him. It's probably the most intense orgasm he's ever experienced. Nothing before had brought him to tears like this pain and this pleasure that having sex with his big brother had given him. It was almost too much for him to bear, but when he exploded it was so right. It was so good.
The moan in Rei's ear, Ritsu squeezing deliciously around him… That old man doesn't know if he can hold out for so much longer.
"Ritsu— Ritsu, I'm gonna come. Please, I need—" the boy just tightened his legs around him.
"No." maybe it's the orgasm cloud still in his head, but he looks convinced, lying on his brother's shoulder as he fucks him. "Cum inside me, Onii-chan~"
And how could he deny his Otouto asking him that way? He can't even think about saying no. His mind just works on his release and nothing else. He slams into Ritsu like an animal and it's not long before his seed fills the boy, who moans softly at the sensation, milking him into his orgasm.
The way it seems to suck Rei during his orgasm almost drives him crazy. He squeezes his Knight tightly in his arms as he lands on top of him. His chest was pounding like crazy. The remaining sensation is confused and he can't put his mind to what just happened.
"God, what—" Ritsu's breathing is also fast, now playing with a lock of Rei's hair. "Ritsu… Was this all jealousy…?"
"Hmm…" he murmurs, his thoughts still a little sluggish after being fucked to the stars. "That was… because you forgot about me. I don't feel jealous of you. Never." he's so obviously lying.
"I see…" he whispers, lifting himself up enough to look at his brother, who stares back. "You were serious when… you said you missed me?" Ritsu could have denied it, saying it was on the spur of the moment, but he just spends a few moments thinking and nods at the end. "I missed you too. It's just… recently you've been busy with your graduation at school. I didn't want… to be a bother to you."
"You're always bothering me though." he gives him a tongue. "But there are certain things that… certain setbacks that we get used to."
"Are you saying you like it when I'm being annoying…?"
"You'll never see me say it again, but yes." he pinches Rei's nose before hitting his head. "Now get off me! You're heavy, Anija. Big and stupid too."
"You're back in your meanie mode yet, hm?" he says in amusement, first pulling out of Ritsu, seeing some of his cum come out, making a worried face.
"I'm on the pill, don't worry~" he says in a teasing tone, still lying down, using his foot to touch the man's shoulder.
Before anything else can happen, the doorhandle turns and soon there is a knock on the door.
"Rei-kun? Ritsu-kun? Are you in there? Is everything okay?" that voice was Hakaze Kaoru.
Both brothers sigh, grateful that Ritsu locked the door. Rei looks at his brother still lying on the floor, not having moved to start getting ready, unlike him who had at least zipped up his pants.
"What do I do?" he whispers to Ritsu.
"I don't know, but you're the one who needs to clean me up~" he whispers back with a lacy look.
"Ahm. Are you there…?" Kaoru insists and Rei moans softly.
"Yes, Kaoru-kun! We're here. Can you hold on for a few more minutes?" he says as soon as he gets up, desperately reaching for disposable paper he knows is somewhere.
"Oh, no— it's okay, take your time to get it right. Adonis-kun and I were looking for you two, just making sure you were okay. Things were looking a little… complicated for you two."
"We're fine, Kaoru-san!" Ritsu responds and smiles as Rei approaches.
"He's gonna find your happiness strange." Rei whispers.
"It's none of his business though~" he whispers back.
"Fine, fine. I hope you work themselves out! We're on our way."
Neither of them responds. There is no necessity. As Rei finishes cleaning him, Ritsu yawns.
"Hmmm, sleepy…" he whispers, his eyes closed.
"We can… go home together if you want." Rei zips up Ritsu's pants and sits next to him. "As we haven't done it in a long time. What do you think?"
He looks at the youngest, who reciprocates by waving.
"If you're the one carrying me and driving, I guess so."
"Of course~ with the greatest pleasure."
The youngest grunts as he stands up from his seat, letting out a loud sigh, raising his head to the ceiling.
"Don't ever scare me again. This is your last chance, Onii-chan." he says quietly, not looking at his brother. Rei's eyes widen, but he smiles in a serene, passionate way.
"Thank you, Ritsu."